helen on my dash helen on my dash
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SPOILERS HAZBIN HOTEL
you know, I think we really need to talk about this
like, I can't be the only person who thinks there is at least one or two big informations hiden there???
idk what exactly but it just feels like it, come on y'all I know we can make theories out of this
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crazy that in s1 we had mike getting clocked as queer by his homophobic deadbeat dad at the dinner table, only keeping a weird girl he found in the woods (that he was trying to get CPS called on initially so he could get rid of her and go back to looking for will) in his room ET-style because she has intel on will's location, and sobbing in his mother's arms over will's "death" to the lyrics and we kissed as though nothing could fall and the shame was on the other side (from a song that also has lyrics about being secret lovers at risk) and yet people still denying byler
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shoutout to all of my friends who can put up with my weird and random hyperfixations that seem to switch up every 3 months.
you guys are the real ones
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i know i keep talking about this endlessly but i'm rewatching killing eve season one again for the like 5th time there is just something so impeccable and beautiful about the first few episodes especially the first one. to watch villanelle at her best a free and playful murderess makes me feel so alive she's so special to me
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Ever since finishing Journey I've been restless, without a creative focus, and without even many mundane demands since my kids are all in school now.
It's a real trip, by the way, going from a decade-plus spent as a 24/7 on call caregiver with barely the time to form a full coherent thought, to... a pampered housewife with few demands on her time.
I keep asking Sam if I should get a real job. Our "deal" -- which was only ever the deal that I proposed, and clung to, throughout those hard years when even being by myself in the shower felt like a snatched luxury...the deal was, that after the crunch was over, I'd get two years to write and market a novel.
Well. Journey took five years to write, and hasn't been sold yet. But it's still useful for me to be home and flexibly "on call" for childcare in case of illness or Sam having an out-of-town conference or whatever, and also I do still cook every night. I'm not entirely useless. Just...mostly.
One day not so long ago Sam came into the bathroom in the middle of the day, when I was having a luxurious candlelit bubble bath soak. "Should I...get a job?" I asked weakly.
"Nah," he said. "You're fine. You do plenty."
But I objectively do...not that much. I have SO MUCH time in the day now, I have hella time, and I'm not even writing. Journey is in the slush pile with Baen and I don't have a current project. I'm getting itchy and restless with it. It's like I'm retired at 47.
I don't have a conclusion for this. It's just where I am. It's not a bad place by any measure; no, I'm incredibly lucky. I've always been so fucking lucky.
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Your stairs offer no challenge to Jodie M. Comer and her ma and pa.
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why is writing romance so hard
like, only the time before the couple gets together. y'know-- when they want to get together and have a crush on each other. i can't write crushes basically
like i do think i can write an already established couple, but a crush? nope. no. nada
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Drew him again
Yes, two days in a row. I couldn't help it. There were so many things about my other drawings of him that bothered me so I wanted to give it another go. And I just...
I wanted to see him happy, ya know?
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Being an undercover queer fanfiction writer is so amusing. The other day this guy was telling me about the show You (he asked me if I'd watched it and I said I heard about it, purely thanks to Miss Swift) and how it was about this obsessive psychotic guy, and it was clear he didn't think I wouldn't watch something like that. Like. My boy, I WRITE that shit. Whatever the MC of You is on, it can't be worse than smniyb!Alec
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