#especially when he snaps and goes protective mode

[1moreoffkeyanthem]

Do y’all understand how much I love Gentle Giant Stan Marsh bc I adore him

[bokunokamijirou]

MHA Guys x Autistic!Reader Headcanons

ft. Bakugou, Midoriya, Kaminari, Kirishima, Sero, Monoma, and Shinsou!

Katsuki Bakugou

always has all your sensory tools on him!

will shut anyone up who tries to talk to you during a meltdown or when you’re overstimulated

gives you space when u need it but always keeps an eye on you anyways

when you’re ready for affection he is ON IT!!! Cuddles, kisses, doesn’t matter. But he waits for the signals first.

keeps an AAC app for your nonspeaking moments, it’s on his phone.

he actually has a whole section of apps just for you, sensory stuff, soothing music, you name it

he will protect you from yourself if you start to try and hurt yourself. he will hold you so tightly while you cry.

Izuku Midoriya

now he’s one to notice the MINUTE you get overstimulated! And he will make up any excuse to get you out of wherever you guys are!!

he talks to you when you want to be distracted! And he’ll infodump about anything

on that note, he LOVES when you infodump. He thinks it’s the cutest thing you do, especially when you start to lose track of time as you go on.

he will comfort you when you need it! He has a hard time sitting in silence, so he brings fidgets for himself too!

knows where all your sensory tools are in your room, brings his own noise cancelling headphones (he bought you yours! He has the same ones)

Denki Kaminari

oh he’s HORRIBLE at silence! But he will literally zip his mouth shut if he sees you need quiet

he owns a lot of fidgets already and all kinds of flexible seating options (his favorite is one of those exercise balls)

he will play with your hair and draw circles over your skin to meet your physical sensory needs! He’ll also do yoga with you without asking (:

has all your doctors’ names and numbers memorized just in case you have a really bad meltdown

will go dummy mode as a distraction so you can slip away if you get overwhelmed :’)

never gets mad if you snap on accident, will hold you while you cry about how you feel bad you snapped :((

Eijirou Kirishima

LOVES comforting you no matter what happened, but especially if you’ve had a meltdown that you got embarrassed about so you didn’t tell him :/

he loves to touch you, to hug you, and gives you the pressure you need to regulate

he reads books about autism to try and understand your needs better

always wants to make sure you’re okay at parties or gatherings, checks in frequently

defends you ALWAYS especially if someone is talking about how you’ve shut down. He makes it personal.

forehead kisses and back rubs when you’ve had a hard day. He will often tuck you in with your weighted blanket that he bought you for your birthday.

Hanta Sero

oh if you need a place to relax he’s got you! He knows how to set an atmosphere fr

he makes sure to only ever use scents that don’t overwhelm you when he cleans his room or lights incense

tells you you’re perfect the way you are and reassures you CONSTANTLY without you asking.

plays games with you because you love them and you said nobody ever wanted to play them with you growing up (he’d never let you feel alone)

genuinely asks how you are, but especially after a hard day. He goes out of his way constantly to check in

makes sure that you’re regulated before bed and as soon as you wake up too! Always meets those sensory needs, but doesn’t realize he’s doing it. It just comes naturally to him.

Neito Monoma

he has no problem being a distraction from any and everything you need, he kinda thrives that way actually!

he would entirely kidnap the moon for you. you told him once that the moon helped you feel grounded and less alone, and he almost went on that impossible mission (he didn't because he wouldn't get to see your face if things went south)

always has your favorite movies ready along with favorite snacks!

will never ever make you feel bad for having a harder day than usual. in fact, he will fight you if you even try to apologize

has no problem telling off anyone who tries to give you a hard time when you're already feeling anxious or overstimulated

Hitoshi Shinsou

you are his most important person and he will not let you ever think otherwise

if you even think of apologizing for being too much, he will immediately put his hand over your mouth and hug you

he rubs your shoulders and gives you pressure when you need it, without even asking. he just knows you that well

he IS the human fidget! If you don't have any sensory tools, he's quick to guide your hand to his fingers, his hair, even his face if you really need to ground.

his voice stays low and he guides you through meltdowns, always holding you when you need that, and giving you space when you don't. but he always stays with you.

Hope you enjoyed!!! I think I'm gonna do another headcanon part with other characters too! thoughts?

[shinyspooks]

DP x DC combined with the Balanced/Dual Obsessions AU where Danny frequently goes to the Watchtower to safely stargaze and fulfill his secondary space obsession while invisible, and he’s been doing this for months and has yet to be noticed (albeit there has been some moments where members of the Justice League have felt a little creeped out, and the Flash swears he saw a glowing kid when he ran past the main room earlier, but when he stopped running the kid was gone-).

He sometimes brings some homework or snacks and other such things up with him.

One day, he just,,, gets so entranced watching space that he just... forgets to be invisible, and scares the FUCK out of half the Justice League due to suddenly appearing.

One rushed explanation later, Danny manages to convince them that he’s just a harmless, powerless ghost, who just wants to stargaze. He stays semi-intangible, and flickers to invisibility a couple times to make it seem like he doesn’t have enough power to form a corporeal form. And you know, they believe him.

He doesn’t plan to keep that up for long, but you know how it is with Danny and lies.

Eventually, the Justice League needs help with a threat.

So of course, Danny shows up to help out.

But the thing is. The differences between how he looks when fulfilling his hero obsession (heroic/protective aura, more confident stance, etc) and his space obsession (looks more childish/his actual age, comforting/kind aura, star freckles), plus the way he made himself seem slightly less corporeal when in the Watchtower, lead the Justice League into believing that these are two different ghosts.

Especially since Danny never gave them his name when in the Watchtower, claiming he didn’t remember it. (He does tell them to call him Phantom when he helps them out though).

Danny finds out about this assumption and doesn’t know whether to laugh or cry over having to keep up ANOTHER secret identity. He refuses to go to the Watchtower despite being inducted into the Justice League because he knows the instant he steps in there his space obsession will take over and he’ll be outed.

....And then one night, while stargazing, he accidentally leaves behind the Crown of Fire. So, the next day, mid-afternoon, Phantom shows up, in hero obsession mode, desperately searching the Watchtower for his crown, pointedly Not Looking at the Windows.

A couple of people (namely Batman) figure out what’s going on/see him flicker to space mode while searching, but overall it’s still a surprise to the majority of them when Phantom breathes out a sigh of relief upon finding the crown... and adrenaline rush over, snaps immediately into space mode in front of them.

[chipperchemical]

i made my own Life Series iceberg :)

this takes some entries from a few other icebergs i've seen around, plus a few of my own additions! i hope it's all accurate and in vaguely the correct order

here's an explanation for every entry:

LAYER ONE:

Grian owns the series: The Life Series was created by Grian, and he gets final say on all decisions relating to it.

The Helmet Rule: Lifers are not allowed to wear helmets during the series, both so other players are more recognisable and as an armour debuff.

Traps never work: There's a running pattern of traps often failing throughout all of the seasons, for a variety of reasons.

Scar's abs: There's some kind of correlation between how many lives Scar has lost and how much clothing his Minecraft skin loses.

5AM Pearl: The name commonly given to Pearl on her Red life, especially in Double Life.

Scar's Enchanter obsession: Scar almost always tries to steal the enchanting table for himself.

LAYER 2:

Secret soulmates: Refers to Grian and BigB's secret alliance during Double Life.

"SCAR NO!!!": Grian's catchphrase throughout the entire series.

Etho's skin never changes: Despite other Lifers using colour-coded or custom skins, Etho never changes his.

Jimmy's Canary Curse: Canaries are often bought down into mines to detect carbon monoxide or other harmful chemicals in the air; once the canary dies, it's a sign that there is danger in the mine. Jimmy's curse is that when he dies in the series, chaos and danger follows very soon after.

Ranchers' Revenge: The name of the Warden that Tango and Jimmy summoned to get revenge on Scar in Double Life.

All wooden structures will burn: The Lifers love arson.

LAYER 3:

Joel was Shrek: Joel's old Minecraft skin used to be Shrek, and his current skin is just a humanised version.

Pufferish of Peace: The misspelled name of the pufferfish that Grian offered Jimmy and Scott to form an alliance in Third Life.

"Go home. Go.": The words that Tango says to the viewer at the end of Double Life.

Skizz's nicknames: Skizz gives a lot of nicknames to his fellow Lifers, most famously Dippledop for Impulse or Jiggles for Jimmy.

Timmy is Jimmy: Some Lifers call Jimmy "Timmy" and can cause great confusion among the others, most notable in Last Life when Impulse thought he had been calling Jimmy by the wrong name all season.

Cupid Skizz: A headcanon that began in Double Life which claims that Skizz was the invisible force that drew the soulmates together, and is an angel/Cupid.

Crastle as a euphemism: In Third Life, Bdubs' Crastle was often called small and was joked about as a non-PG euphemism.

Easy mode left on: According to Martyn, almost every series has had the incorrect difficulty at the beginning. Most notable in Last Life, where the server was set to Easy mode instead of Hard.

LAYER 4:

Tango's rage: The moments after Bdubs' betrayal kill (Last Life) and the Ranch burning down (Double Life) in which Tango snaps.

EvilAnvil: Youtube Fancreator who creates songs based on each series, using vocal snippets of the Lifers as lyrics.

Ariosor11: Youtube Fancreator who creates videos summarising the alliances and relationships in the Life Series.

Grian's Widow Curse: Grian's allies or teammates always die before him, sometimes to his hands.

Watchers: Originally from Evo, the Watchers are a group of overruling beings who run the Life Series, effectively forcing the players to fight to the death over and over for their own enjoyment. This narrative is only apparent through Martyn's POV. This is not canon and, in Martyn's words, is more similar to a Life Series AU.

Martyn is always a traitor: In every season, Martyn betrays (or plans to betray) his closest allies.

LAYER 5:

Terry: No-one knows who Terry is. (BigB's alter-ego in Last Life when he goes into witness protection.)

Scitties: A specific image of Scar's Minecraft character, standing shirtless and with a... modified chest.

Scar's crystals actually worked: Theory with data behind it which poses that Scar's magical crystals in Last Life had a genuine effect on the player holding them.

Scott hates the Watchers: A common belief due to Scott's reluctance to kill anyone when he was chosen as the Boogeyman in Last Life. He defies the will of the Watchers, possibly out of hatred.

All winners are soulmates: All of the Life Series winners up to Real Life have been soulmates in Double Life -- Grian and Scar, Scott and Pearl, and Martyn and Cleo

LAYER 6:

"Winter is over, Spring has begun.": The phrase that Martyn planned to say after betraying Ren in Third Life after the battle of Dogwarts. It never came to fruition due to Ren and Martyn both dying in the battle.

Second Life: The original name for Limited Life which could not be used due to copyright concerns.

Listeners: A group of beings who are the opposition to the Watchers and are trying to free the Lifers.

The Full Moon Curse: Once any Lifer has pointed out that there's a full moon, the rest of the session is doomed to be tragic.

LAYER 7:

Scar's off-screen death: A cut death from Third Life which involved Scar being killed by Martyn. This was cut from the series due to it feeling awkward and not right.

Jimmy is a Listener: A theory that spawned due to the Listeners' interest and use of Jimmy during Evo. This also links with the theory that Jimmy purposefully goes out first every series to defy the Watchers as a refusal to play the game correctly.

HONOURABLE MENTIONS:

Mumbo is a Vampire: I didn't include this because it's more of a Hermitcraft thing than Life Series, but it's a fun headcanon. It stems from (I believe?) Season 7, when Mumbo's skin changed to be very pale.

Grian is a Watcher: This just tied in too much to the Watcher entry, and I felt that "Jimmy is a Listener" was more interesting.

thanks for reading!! <3

[kneelingshadowsalome]

We know Konig is more soft on women, but is it all women in general? For example, if some girl was hitting on him, would he be rough with her? Would he ever kill a woman? (if he's on the battlefield - I'm guessing he would if he had to). Is he chivalrous to all women or just his partner?

Yes, König is absolutely super soft to all women in general 🌸

The thing is, women are an exception, a beautiful, pure anomaly in König's worldview. He both worships them and views them as fragile. Women need to be protected from all harm. And at the same time... König goes feral every time he gets to taste and touch and fu–ahem, make love to a woman.

CW: Toxic!König. Sexism. Mentions of canon-typical violence and PTSD. Freudian madness.

Something just snaps, and he doesn't want to hurt his Engel... but he's a bit ADHD, and far too needy, goes a bit crazy every time he sees her. Women's soft skin and plump breasts and hot, wet, silky folds drive him insane. He just wants to drown himself in a woman, hide somewhere deep, somewhere safe, but can't because he's so big and has to act all tough. If he could, if only he was allowed, he would fall asleep every night with his cock buried inside that beautiful, warm, velvet softness.

So König's deeply embedded insecurity and attempts to seek safety are a combination that make him a little unhinged when it comes to women. That's why he can never get enough 😔 Also this man's horrible childhood has made him an adrenaline addict. Chaos is what he's used to, it feels familiar, so there's a risk that König might never settle into safety even if he finds it. He needs a high (which means he needs to kill and he needs sex.)

Female operators are skilled and tough in his eyes, and he trusts their abilities (kind of), but he would always keep a silent lookout, and try to keep them safe. Even if those women looked at him like he's a weirdo. He would always choose to help a woman over helping a man. Men can and have to survive on their own if a lady is in trouble. I know this wasn't asked but He would also never, ever hurt children.

If a woman tried to kill him (on the battlefield) he would be very professional about it. He wouldn't find joy in the killing, though. As odd as it may sound, König would prefer shooting to stabbing when it comes to neutralizing a female target. He wouldn't want to prolong their deaths, and it would make him extremely uncomfortable to knife a woman down. If he has to, he will do it, but the kill would be as quick and clean as possible.

The ones König has killed linger on the precipice of his mind as precious memories, sick fantasies made real. But the women he kills haunt him forever: those deaths sometimes give him nightmares. Especially if they brought even the tiniest bit of satisfaction...

...Because König does go into a mode when he's left with a firearm. He's so excited he sometimes drops mags simply because he's so enthusiastic. Thrill and anxiety mix when he's working, and he feels absolutely marvelous every time he fires a gun and gets to announce "Target down" in the comms. Better yet if he can go on a spree and destroy a whole room full of villains. Noticing later that one or some of them were women would give him a cold feeling in the gut and leave him with a worsening PTSD.

If a woman was violent in other circumstances, meaning outside work/warfare, he would simply seize them as gently and firmly as he can and try to calm them down. König thinks hitting women is just wrong. Even if they were trying to hit him (hitting on, as in flirting with him, now that's a different thing hehe. Not sure if this is what you asked, if so let me know!). It's unmanly and cowardly, and he would kill any guy who hits women, and kill them without mercy.

König's traumatic childhood has put him on a knight's quest to protect all women and children from harm. His mother has greatly influenced the way he sees women overall. At the end of the day, they're creatures who don't know how to defend themselves so he needs to save them.

But then again... These 'Knight in Shining Armor' fantasies should be taken with a grain of salt.

Because seeing a woman under him in a helpless state, looking back at him with cute, wet eyes while he's lodged deep inside is the best thing in the world in König's opinion. He would never deliberately go and hurt a woman... But why then does it feel so good when Engel squeals every time he goes a little too deep? (Always on accident, of course.)

[straykids-gives-me-life]

Straykids when you feel uncomfortable around a guy at a bar

⩤ Chan ⩥

i feel like most people forget how much chan actually cares about people.

so when it comes to you, the second you say you feel the slightest bit off, he wont leave your side.

"which guy, baby?"

when you've pointed him out, chan will be sending him death glares the whole night.

when he gets up to go to the bathroom, he'll take his drink and "fall" near the guy, spilling beer all over him.

"oh! so sorry about that mate"

comes back over to you with a proud smirk on his face.

⩤ Minho ⩥

this man will go from having the biggest smile on his face to the most angriest frown you've ever seen.

you'll tell him that his looks are making you a little uncomfortable and he will go full on protection mode.

he won't be afraid to speak to him either.

and by speak to him I mean hurl insults at him across the bar.

"hey asshole! stay away from my girl, alright?"

will not let you out of his sight for more than five seconds after that.

⩤ Changbin ⩥

changbin would go over and have the most aggressive conversation of his life with that guy.

if he still carries on staring at you like he was, changbin will have no problem with grabbing him by the collar of his shirt and yelling in his face to leave you alone.

"look at her one more time, you're dead. understand?"

that guy would go on to never spare a glance at you again :)

to changbin, that's the mission accomplished.

⩤ Hyunjin ⩥

would get super pissed but be more subtle than maybe changbin and lee know.

i mean, hyunjin would feel the need to go over and gouge his eyes out with a teaspoon for making you feel uncomfortable but unfortunately murder is illegal so 🤷‍♀️

he would stare into the back of the guy's head until his eyes started to water.

when the man would turn to look at you again, hyunjin would simply click his fingers and spin his finger in a circular motion, telling the guy to turn right back around again because you were his and wanted nothing to do with him.

and that's on having a hot asf and chill ass bf <3

⩤ Han ⩥

pre-debut han would make an appearance.

this man would feel so awful for not noticing but then so angry that it happened.

especially to you.

he would, with no hesitation, go over there, sit next to him and scream in his face for like twenty minutes before coming back over to you and the guys and acting like nothing happened.

and trust me, if that guy did it again, his head would end up in a cement wall :)

⩤ Felix ⩥

would spend more time comforting you than actually staring out the guy but oh well.

we love a caring bf <3

if he himself caught the guy looking at you, he would do the tongue thing where he puts his tongue behind his cheek and ughsfsfssfssjafgiasbfia.

^sorry that just makes me feel some kind of way.

he hates yelling at people so he would try and stay calm but the more that he does it, the angrier felix gets.

he eventually goes off and gets you all kicked out but oh well.

better than being perved on.

⩤ Seungmin ⩥

he would be so fucking sassy oml.

would sit directly behind the guy so every time he goes to look at you, seungmin will come in with:

"can i help?"

he would be sending him so many dirty ass looks.

seungmin would definitely go up behind you and stand directly in his line of vision to piss him off even more.

"turn the fuck around. pervert."

he slays tho tbf.

⩤ Jeongin ⩥

he'd go from innocent to defensive real quick.

his hands would go even veinier and he would be pushing his hair back every five seconds.

this man would be so fucking annoyed that he would start snapping at all of the guys.

it's not like he meant to it's just he hated how that man was looking at you.

he wouldn't be able to resist not going up.

jeongin would instantly grab the guy by his shirt, pull him up out of his seat and drag him out, shutting the door on him.

"you even think about her again and I'll kill you."

A/N: my ask me anything is always open to pls pls pls send in requests for these or any ideas for the skz fake texts. i'd love to hear your ideas and it would rlly help me out. love you all sm and have a good day <3

[lazycats-stuff]

could you do a jason todd x male child reader where somone is bothering reader when their out with jason and he just goes big brother mode.

Sure, I love the idea. (Y/N) will be 13 in this and the others will be in their 20s.

Summary: (Y/N) simply wants to spend time with his older brother Jason. Too bad that (Y/N)'s bullies didn't get the memo.

Warnings: Mentions of bullying, Jason being protective and kind of scary.

(Y/N) looked for Alfred. There was a wave of students, ready to go home. (Y/N) was one of them, but with a lot more desperation. He didn't want to see his bullies. He didn't want to be punched or kicked, or have his stuff thrown somewhere. He didn't want to be weak, his brothers and father were strong and he was...

" Hey (Y/N), where do you think you are going? " One of the bullies said.

Nope, nope, nope. He saw the car and made a run for it. He saw the familiar black car and basically jumped in. Alfred turned around, alarmed by (Y/N)'s behavior.

" Master (Y/N)? Is everything alright? "

" Yes, just drive! " (Y/N) snapped at butler. Alfred was shocked beyond belief. (Y/N) was always nice and polite, never snapping at any of his family members.

" Okay. "

(Y/N) cringed at Alfred's tone of voice. It was the tone that said ' I am mad at you so watch yourself. ' He sat back, looking at his fingers. They drove in complete silence. Once Alfred stopped (Y/N) quickly left the car and ran inside. His vision became blurry and he bumped into hard chest.

He nearly fell down, but he felt the person wrapping his arms around his waist.

" Hey, why are you crying? " A worried voice asked, a worried voice named Jason.

He slipped from his arms and ran upstairs. Jason wanted to run after him, but knew better. (Y/N) wanted to be left alone when he was sad, he didn't want to be pestered.

" Alfred, what's going on? " Jason asked Alfred who was entering the kitchen.

" Well, I think he is being bullied. He ran towards the car and snapped at me. I had to admit, I was kind of mad and let it slip through my tone. "

Jason had to admit, he saw red once he heard the word bullied. How dare they? He is a kind soul, untouched by the evils of the world. Bastards.

" Did you see the bullies by any chance? "

" No master Jason, I didn't. "

Okay, time to do some detective work. (Y/N) would probably be quiet about them. And he couldn't really torture them, they were 13 or 14 year old's.

" I hope he's not feeling bullied, I just hope that he is having a bad day. "

" Me too master Jason. "

" Did you tell Bruce? "

" No. I think I want to confirm my suspicions first before. He will start a war if he learns that (Y/N) is being bullied. " Alfred said, making Jason laugh.

That much is true. Bruce is a protective father, especially of (Y/N) who didn't want anything to do with the vigilante life. The others were protective too, not just Bruce. (Y/N) could call and they were all come to his aid. No matter who it was. They never backed down from a fight.

" I will talk to him Alfred to find out what's going on. Maybe I will even take him out somewhere. "

" That is not a bad idea master Jason. What about the others? "

" They won't know. I think I can handle some bullies. " Jason said, turning to look into the pantry for some chocolate. (Y/N) loved to eat something sweet when he was sad. So, he took (Y/N)'s favorite and went to (Y/N)'s room. He knocked and entered once he heard a faint come in.

(Y/N) was curled on his bed, his back facing Jason. Jason sat down next to him.

" So... Do you want some chocolate? " Jason asked, showing him his favorite.

(Y/N) nodded and Jason removed the wrapper, giving one row to (Y/N) and one to himself.

" What happened? " Jason asked in a soft tone, putting his hand on (Y/N)'s shoulder.

(Y/N) stayed quiet for a while, simply munching on his chocolate. Jason heard a sniffle before a soft voice rang out.

" Can this stay between us? "

" Of course. " Jason promised.

" I was running from my bullies and i didn't mean to snap at Alfred, but it just came out and- " (Y/N) turned his head and wept into the pillow once more.

" Hey, Alfred is not mad. He was at first, but he is not now. Can I give you a suggestion to cheer you up? "

(Y/N) nodded into the pillow. Jason squeezed his shoulder and started.

" How about we go to a bookstore, get you some books, then go eat something? Hm? It's Friday after all and we didn't hang out for a while. "

He smiled once he got a nod in response and leaned down to give (Y/N) as soft kiss to the side of his head. (Y/N)'s love language is physical touch.

" We are going in an half an hour, okay? "

" Okay. "

Half an hour later, (Y/N) came down to the kitchen where Jason was waiting. He immediately went to Alfred, gave him a hug and apologized for snapping at him. Alfred had already forgiven him and with a hug back, Jason and (Y/N) were on their way.

" So, what are we looking for in the bookstore? " Jason asked, as he was starting the car, leaving the manor behind.

" I really like Stephen King's books, so we should be on the lookout for him. And maybe some thrillers and crime novels...

" Okay, horror and mystery novels? You got it. "

(Y/N) smiled, happy to get some new books to read. Especially if it was from Stephen King.

" Hang on, didn't Stephen King write It, you know the movie we recently watched? "

" He did. I want that novel more than anything. "

Jason nodded. Okay, look out for a book called It. Got it.

" I have to ask, how did you get into his writing? " Jason asked, glancing at his baby brother.

" A friend gave me a book for my birthday. I wasn't a fan of reading, but once I read it, I was like, wow, I need to get more. "

" What was the book? "

" It was The Institute. "

" Do you think I could borrow it? " Jason asked, taking a turn to park.

" Of course. But if there is some sort of damage, I will end you. "

Jason laughed, raising his hands up in mock defense.

" Don't worry. Now, lets go. "

(Y/N) got out and basically ran to the bookstore. He was in heaven.

" Lead the way. " Jason said, walking behind him.

And so he did. He moved through the shelfs, occasionally stopping to take a look at some interesting titles.

" I think I found him. Yup... Okay, I see It and... Oh, I see The Shining and Doctor Sleep! "

Jason grunted as he held 3 books in his hands. It was the heaviest book of the bunch.

" Oh, and Carrie too! Hold this. "

Jason took a breath. This was his idea, it's his fault that his arms were getting tired. And it brought that smile on (Y/N)'s face.

" Oh and Pet Semetary. Okay, that's it for now. "

" For now? " Jason asked in disbelief, laughing slightly.

" Yes. Do you want some books too or... "

" No, we can go. "

Jason and (Y/N) walked to the register, Jason taking out the credit card, simply reserved for (Y/N). Yes, they had a fund for (Y/N). It was for whatever he needed.

Jason and (Y/N) thanked the lady at the register and left the bookstore, Jason carrying the bag in his hand. It was heavy.

" You bastard, using my muscles for this. " Jason grumbled with a smile.

" I mean, you need to put those muscles to some use. "

Jason laughed and led him to the car to put the books there and then get something to eat.

" Oh look who it is! " (Y/N) froze, tensing. Jason raised an eyebrow and turned around.

A trio of boys, maybe around (Y/N)'s age. The leader in the middle stepped up. Jason wanted to laugh. He straightened his back, making sure to stand tall.

" Can I help you? " Jason asked, standing in front of his brother.

" Not you, but the loser over there. "

Jason laughed for a moment.

" Do you know who I am gentlemen? "

" Of course, Jason Todd. Why are you with the loser? "

Jason laughed. Of course they didn't know, (Y/N) was protected from the media. Especially from the paparazzi and nosy reporters.

" You mean my little brother? " Jason asked, tilting his head.

The bullies stuttered. Jason's smirked widened. It made him look feral. (Y/N) knew that smirk. May God help you if he ever gave you this smirk.

He came closer to the bullies and started whispering something that (Y/N) couldn't hear, but judging by the expression it was not good.

" Got it? Now scram! "

The boys ran away, nearly tripping in the process.

" Nobody bothers you, little bird. "

" Can we go home? " (Y/N) asked Jason.

" Sure thing. "

" And where have you two been? " Bruce asked as they entered the house.

" Out. In a bookstore. " Jason said, showing Bruce the bag.

" Thanks Jay, I had a great time. " (Y/N) said, giving Jason a hug, then moving to give Bruce a hug, before going to his room. He was in a better mood already and he was going to enjoy his afternoon even more.

[waterfire1848]

@mayfay I just created a new post just to make this a little easier

That "protect the pack" mode would kind of be like the Avatar state where Katara just becomes incredibly powerful and dangerous when her friends are in danger and gets a sort of adrenaline rush. Which, like you said, has some potential especially when Katara start looking at herself beyond the last wolf of the south pole and starts to have feelings for Azula in Ba Sing Se.

When Katara grows up as the sole wolf in the South Pole, she gets an isolated version of what a waterbender/wolf should be and assumes that she is exactly what a waterbender and wolf should be. She's as powerful as a wolf should be, as big as a wolf should be, as fast, as strong, etc, etc. When she goes into the Earth Kingdom, she doesn't expect the wolves to be the same as her. She doesn't love that they try to capture her or call her a monster, but she also doesn't really think much of it. Then she gets to the North Pole where she's still the odd one out. The largest wolf form there is 3 feet tall and she's much bigger than that. Everything in the North Pole is built for smaller wolves and Katara is completely removed from that. Sokka and Aang know she's feeling horrible but there isn't much they can do. On the plus side, when Zuko tries to put restraints on her, it's all too easy for her to stand up and brush them off or snap them in her jaw.

Zuko, looking at the broken chains on the ground: Oh, shi-

The mental image of the North Pole giving them the same house because they assume Katara has a handle on her wolf form only for her to almost bring the whole house down because she absolutely cannot fit in there. Poor Katara just wants somewhere to sleep but the North Pole has nothing for giant wolves. I feel like the necklace would change sizes with her. She has no idea why but it always changes with her and adjusts perfectly to her size. So when Pakku sees her in her wolf form, he's able to easily make out the blue necklace around her neck only now he can't take it and hold it because if he tries to grab it, Katara will bite his arm off. I feel like Pakku would ignore her because she assumes all her power is in her wolf form so he isn't prepared to fight her when they have a waterbending battle or something (which happens the very first time he refuses to teach her).

I can get what you're saying about her both choosing not to suppress her wolf form but also just not having the time (and being so much bigger than every other wolf makes it so much harder for her). I think a good middle of the road approach is Katara learning how to suppress her wolf form to the degree that she can spend the night almost as a human except she has a wolf tail, ears, claws, muzzle and strength because she didn't have to time or want to learn how to completely suppress her wolf side. At nights, she usually just goes as a full wolf if they aren't being chased but when they need to get on Appa it's a good trick that she can suddenly make herself as small as her human form is. (Azula 100% finds Katara's wolf ears adorable. Whenever she touches them, they flick and move and Azula finds it so cute).

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Yeah, I think the first part would be pretty close to the show where they don't get very far but are trying to get through some character development moments. Sokka is still being a leader and Aang is coming into his role as the Avatar while Katara is trying to strengthen her bending (because I also imagine she felt kind of weak when Tui took control of her and felt like her wolf form was strong but also out of her control so she wants to learn waterbending which feels more in her control, especially since she really wants to learn that and becoming a better southern waterbender)

Of course the major season 1 upset that'll get things changing is the inclusion of Toph and appearance of Azula. Toph quite literally came in a vision, is a level of magnitude stronger than even Katara at this point, and comes in right when everyone's trying to figure out dynamics and purposes. Needless to say it shakes things up. On top of that Azulas first encounter with the Gaang happens right after, taking the place of Zuko and cranking the danger up to 11 (even if she's not as good at tracking them as he is).

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The Chase is the best chance for everything to go from the frying pan into the fryer. Sokka and Katara are strong enough to, at least, be on Azula's level, especially with Katara's wolf form. She's been trying to keep in under wraps at night for safety so she can easily get on Appa but it's a lot harder for her to do that when she is exhausted and fighting with everyone. (Despite Toph's strength, Katara has to constantly remind herself not to attack her as she could do real damage to a twelve year old as a ten foot tall wolf). Aang is trying to help her but also keep everyone safe and Toph is struggling with her first time on a team. Meanwhile, Azula, Mai and Ty Lee are shocked to see a waterbender with wolf characteristics because they were taught that waterbenders were either human or wolves. Azula isn't that shocked or scared because she still thinks Katara is a small wolf. When they fight in the little town, Azula gets to finally see Katara as a full wolf and she is shocked. She expected a small wolf, a regular wolf that she would see in the EK not one that, with a wack of her paw, could send her flying into one of the buildings. She flees but is injured because of Katara's attack and I feel like, after that, Azula isn't going to try and stick around to see what this giant predator is going to do. (I do really want Katara and Azula to talk more but I also think Katara views Azula as a pure enemy and wants to get rid of her). (But also I need Azutara 😢).

I do think Katara would stay because her healer and waterbender moment is overpowering her need to chase down Azula. It's a big shift for her to act instead on her waterbending side and not wolf side.

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I agree with you on Toph and Katara being pretty similar to their canon versions here. They’d still have moments where they just flat out don’t get along but that also is now coming from Katara seeing Toph as the most powerful bender on the team (minus Aang) who can bender 24/7 unlike her and isn’t stopped by a wolf form which would just further her feelings on her wolf self not always being what’s best for the situation. In the desert, Katara probably not only becomes the one keeping the group together, as we saw in the show, but the main method of transportation since Appa is gone. (Although she and Toph can rant about the sand. Toph can’t see in it and for Katara it gets all in her fur). Wolves are hunters but they are not suited for long runs, they’re endurance hunters, so Katara won’t be able to make a lot of progress especially with carrying three people. And her fur is meant for the cold weather of the South Pole not the desert (so….highly overheated and making water supply a big problem especially when their main waterbender is a wolf almost all night because she’s exhausted from walking in the desert all day). Katara helps them make up some distance for half the night and then she practically face plants into the sand and sleeps out of pure exhaustion the rest of the night. Actually, fun fact, in the world of ATLA the desert has sand sharks which are giant predators so…..Katara’s getting some sea eat food.

There’s such a good moment where to show Katara, as a wolf, struggling to take steps. She just keeps forcing herself to keep moving but every step is a battle. Sokka is the first one to notice this and notice that she’s struggling to stay conscience but he can’t stop her from walking. Aang helps get Toph and Sokka off of her but she still refuses to stop walking, believing that she has to keep going and has to keep moving. Finally, Aang and Sokka literally trip her up and she turns back as she falling to the ground. At this point it’s much easier for Sokka to stop her from walking and get her to finally fall asleep. She’s hungry, thirsty, tired and mentally exhausted from having to keep everyone together. Being out in the desert is a test for everyone, but that really is the moment when the three see how much Katara is struggling. Aang is still upset over Appa, of course, but he also doesn’t want Katara to literally collapse because she’s trying to do everything.

Sokka, honestly, would probably have a similar time as he does in canon. He’s clinging to trying to keep the group moving and keep them alive and struggling the entire time. The desert really would be when that’s highlighted and you can finally see both how much Katara does for the group and how they really don’t know what they’re doing without Sokka there to help them. They’re struggling to just keep moving by the end of the desert arc and make it out alive. No one ever speaks about the sunburns, loss of weight, almost collapses into the sand, etc that happened there.

Moving on to Zuko and man is yet again bound to canon. That being said I do see him with a bit more angst than expected (though that's pretty much the bread and butter of the changes these kids are getting so far). I mean on top of the canon issues hes been very thoroughly bested by a single novice water bender, Sokka showed how he can't lead for crap in comparison, Azula reminded him of his position in the FN and is doing about as well as he'd expect, hell even Zhao managed to come up with a plan and execute it, a pretty dumb plan that left him as dog chow but credit where credit is due the man did kill the moon and breach the northern walls. This is all of course a pretty bad comparison but it's Zuko, gods favorite chew toy who has literally never seen anything normal in his life before and would have an allergic reaction if he did. Most of his time is gonna be like canon and getting a taste of the world, though he's unlikely to actually notice how different normality is maybe he'll get some small seed planted deep in his mind. Probably not but you can't say Iroh didn't try. Speaking of, Iroh is probably gonna be a bit worse for wear here. See, even if Katara didn't go after Azula and immediately healed him, she's a pretty novice water bender so her healing's kinda garbage right now. It'll do the work, girl is literally gifted by the moon and might've been able to brute force it if healing was as uncomplicated as canon made it out to be (I refuse to believe a 6 year old with some healing water could fully fix a fried heart, no matter how magical it is. So I'm taking the liberty of poking atla's magic system with a stick and nerfing healing to require some degree of skill). Point is he might have survived and maybe even redirected some of it, but you can't give the heart some electricity and amateur healing and expect him to come out looking like he's 20. That's right, Iroh gets the heart problems he should've had from Zuko. Probably mostly translates to being weaker in a fight (not a big deal for him really) and not being able to push himself as hard as he used to (a slightly bigger deal when traveling on the road with no supplies). Also some extra Zuko angst over Iroh not only getting hurt by Azula and nearly dieing, but seeing the lasting consequences of it. Also likely slows down their travel time a bit but what else is new in this.

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(That being said, I do think that there’s also room for some humor with Zuko too because everyone assumes he stopped chasing Aang because of Azula or he was scared of Aang’s strength but that’s not the reason. The reason is because Team Avatar has a giant wolf on their team who literally bit through the restraints he brought. He’s not that stupid.)

I love the idea of Azula having a crush on Katara. Girl sees a pretty girl and is just like 😍 and then said pretty girl becomes a giant wolf capable to biting her in half without much effort and Azula’s like 😍😍😍🤩🤩🤩. I do think you could have some fun with Azula having a crush on Katara at the drill because the drill takes place during the day (so no wolf) and Azula and Katara could have a fight scene inside the drill. It’s just a bunch of witty banter back and forth but Azula finds herself wishing the fight would never end (Katara is also finding this Fire Nation girl kinda cute and wants to know more but forces herself to focus on the fight). The reason the fight does end is because Aang stops the drill and Katara flees when he does. Doesn’t stop her from winking in a smug way to Azula and Azula blushing or Katara blushing when she realized that she winked at the enemy.

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Toph 100% would completely renovate their house in Ba Sing Se so that Katara can fit when she’s a wolf. And it’s not like Joo Dee can say anything cause the other option is a giant wolf sleeping outside the house and freaking everyone else out. (Toph: It’s some renovations or facing the Karens of the city. Joo Dee: Have fun building).

Sokka also spends some time planning for the invasion as well. This is the perfect time for Sokka to feel like he is contributing to the team in terms of strategy and not just keeping them alive by making sure these incredibly powerful children don’t piss off a group of firebenders or forget to eat or something. Oh! I love this idea of Sokka learning from a Pai Sho game and getting the White Lotus’s attention. The White Lotus does have people everywhere so it makes sense that they would have someone in Ba Sing Se to monitor the last city safe from Fire Nation rule.

I kinda love the idea that Katara actually can’t transform into a wolf for the first few weeks in the city because she used it so much in the desert, so not only is she mandated by the Gaang to sleep but now she doesn’t have a wolf form for a while to keep herself busy at night. It’s not by choice but Katara does finally get some rest. And her going along with Toph and Aang on various missions is just her finally getting to spend some time as something other than the group’s primary protector. Katara is able to keep up with Aang easier with just her waterbending but she does still feel vulnerable without her full wolf form to back her up. She and Aang learn how to get through the city and avoid the Dai Li while she and Toph become closer and closer. Katara takes time to rest with Toph and Toph helps Katara by basically telling her that being a wolf is awesome but bending is also great and she can help the team all the same even without her wolf self. (She and Toph can still help stop crime and commit crime together though).

Toph spend most of her time with Katara, as mentioned above, but learning goes both ways. While she might be the best Earthbender in the world, Azula and the desert was a bit of a wake up call. Strong does not equal invincible, and if any one of them hadn't cooperated it would've ended up a lot worse than their battle with Azula (which looking back she might be able to see ways they could've properly cornered Azula and taken her hostage, had everyone worked together). So she's taking an effort to, uhg, be more "cooperative" and whatnot and keep Katara company. And from there she can see how despite being weaker, Katara has her own strengths and fun moments. I mean she even joins along in having some fun in the city, even if it's directed more towards blowing up labor mills and releasing animals than anything else. All in all a very good chance to start recognizing peoples differences, which will help with teaching Aang and figuring out why people are acting they way they are.

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Aang meanwhile gets his fair share of issues, namely the Appa search going nowhere fast. Hes tried everything he can think of, reached out to everyone possible, even tried using his position as the avatar to get something done, and yet nothing has happened. It's still posters being torn down in the night, fake smiles, and everyone acting like things are going great when Appa is gone. Tis a rough time for the boy, and without Sokka and Katara leading the way he's gotta do stuff independently this time around. It goes poorly. Very poorly. Break into houses, release a zoo, and wind up in jail poorly. At this point the guards hear it's another one of the Gaang and just pull out the keys, enter Long Feng. See hes heard about Aangs plight and he knows just how hard it can be to get anything done due to bureaucracy. But he's one of the Dai Lee, keepers of culture created by Kyoshi and as such loyal to the avatar and all they represent. So hes taken it upon himself to work behind the scenes to try and help (he could possibly bring it up to the Gaang, Joo Dee might report back to someone he stepped out of line). And what do you know, hes found Appa! Hes starved and half mad at this point though and only the avatar can possible calm him down enough for them to get him out. See it turns out Appa has cornered himself over by the lake (poor thing probably got loose and ran wild till it crashed) and while they have a tunnel there they can't restrain him without risking Appa hurting himself, so they need Aang to come along. Naturally there's no time to gather everyone up, Appa's scared and hurt and hungry and they didn't care enough to look every hour of every day like hes been trying to do (Sokka is so tired man, at this point they're safe in the city, just let the kid roam free till they get their audience with the king). And so Aang goes with the strange man into the tunnels without telling anyone.

I thought you were going to make Long Feng a good guy for a second 😂, but yeah he would trick Aang into going down into the tunnels.

If Iroh is still struggling with his health then I can see Zuko taking on the role of being the main tea maker. He feels a responsibility to help his uncle and provide for him while they’re in the city since Iroh can’t be on his feet as much. For now, he’s focused on Iroh and making sure they have the money to survive in the city. His days of trying to capture Aang or Katara have passed, especially since he assumes that he’ll never see them again. I LOVE the idea that the Gaang knows Zuko is in the upper ring and he’s the first person they suspect of kidnapping Aang (because…..of course he’s the obvious suspect). Katara is most likely seconds away from ripping out his throat if he doesn’t cooperate with them but Toph is able to tell if Zuko is lying and saves him just because Katara can make good on her threats.

Of course, Zuko wants to capture Aang again but he also knows in a little something called “the enemy of my enemy is my friend”. Aang is the only thing standing between him and his father’s wrath and he would rather take his chances with the Avatar, so he agrees to help them. Everyone meets up and tries to decide what they can do to find Aang, they do suspect the Dai Li (since Zuko is cleared as a suspect after a long, long interrogation process) but the problem is that they don’t know where he is. Thankfully, Zuko heard the Dai Li say something about a lake when they took Jet away. It’s as good a place as any to start looking.

They start looking through the tunnels to try and find Aang or Appa when they’re ambushed by the Dai Li. As we saw in the show, the Gaang can take on the Dai Li but the numbers are not in their favor and Iroh is weakened. They get captured and Long Feng tries to start his monologue but he, nor the rest of the group, realize that Katara’s wolf form came back. (Fangs to the throat is a horrible way to die). Toph breaks everyone free while the Dai Li are distracted and they flee, but not before finding Aang and Appa and getting them out. There’s a sweet little reunion on the beach where Iroh tells Aang that he needs to go and talk to the Earth King about what happened. Aang agrees with him and the group runs/flies off towards the palace. When they arrive it's similar to canon where they talk to him and prove that Lake Laogai exists which results in Long Feng being thrown in prison. The only difference is that now, when Katara is trying to head back home, she picks up on something and finds Azula, who then captures her. The last wolf of the South Pole is bound to be a worthy catch to send back to her father but she also knows that she can't exactly move a giant wolf out of the city without someone seeing her. Thus, a deal is made between Azula and Katara. After Long Feng's kidnapping, Aang is going to be anything but an easy target but that doesn't mean she can't get some damage in. Katara, desperate to keep Aang safe, agrees to go with Azula and back to the Fire Nation. (Azula knows she can't take down Ba Sing Se with just her, Mai and Ty Lee, even an assassination wouldn't guarantee her victory in the city, so she's decided to take down who she views as the most powerful person on Team Avatar and weak the team so that she can attack later). Everyone is celebrating and having fun while Katara has just been taken prisoner by Azula and is being transported out of Ba Sing Se.

I do think Azula needs a bit more attention maybe some behind the scenes stuff because of now it’s not very Azutara-y. Though I do agree with you that they don’t have many scenes together so I think so every time they encounter one another they need to have an interaction of some kind to build a connection.

#you have no idea how tempted I was to throw canon to the road to write early Wolf Azutara#where Azula goes with Katara after The Chase as a “prisoner” (she's just going along for reconnaissance. Yeah that's it)#(not cause feelings no)#(that'd be stupid and dumb and she'd obviously never stoop so low over a not a crush)#Honestly might still do it as a separate reblog chain at some point - How dare you leave this in the notes?!?!

No, but imagine Katara attacks Azula because she’s the enemy, of course she would attack her, and bites Azula’s leg (no this is not becoming a werewolf thing). Azula tries to run but her leg is heavily damaged and she can’t get far and Mai and Ty Lee aren’t around to help. She can try to firebend but her bending is considerably worse since she can’t properly stand up. Zuko and Iroh are a bit busy at the moment (Iroh is trying not to die and Zuko is mourning) so the Gaang decide to “take her hostage” (Read as: don’t leave her to bleed out in an abandoned town). Not only does this allow for a lot of cute Azutara moments but the opportunity is there to explore Azula’s connection with her bending and how she feels about it now compared to Katara and Toph who are also prodigy benders. (Sokka makes her a walking stick because she needs some kind of helper to walk).

[blu-eyed-freedom]

I couldn't share this from my phone so took a while. We've been making pairing ones and would love song suggestions too.

We have PheeNon and Non playlists too. Those we've been working on for weeks whereas PheeJin and TeeWhite ones are newer like 5 tracks each or so. Should I share them all?

A few tastes of the playlist behind cut

Everybody's Fool- Evanescence (Non's perspective on the group when he snaps, especially Por)

Perfect by nature

Icons of self indulgence

Just what we all need

More lies about a world that

Never was and never will be

Have you no shame don't you see me

You know you've got everybody fooled

The Man Who Can't Forget- Bart Zeal, Karliene (New, just totally New)

The colors of his morning

The darkness of his night

Little graves that gave no warning

A sun that brought no light

He saw his whole world breaking

That tortured soul I met

In the prison of his making

The man who can’t forget

Friends That Kiss- Kyndal Innskeep (PheeJin obvs)

When you touch me like that, hold me like this

I'm wishing we were something more than friends that kiss

Question of Time- Depeche Mode (TeeWhite, Tee wanting to protect White from everything bad and ugly etc)

Well, now you're only fifteen

And you look good

I'll take you under my wing

Somebody should

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Until I look at you

And then I condemn them

I know my kind

What goes on in our minds

Hurts like hell- Fluerie, Tommee Profitt (PheeNon)

I loved and I loved and I lost you

I loved and I loved and I lost you

I loved and I loved and I lost you

And it hurts like hell

Yeah, it hurts like hell

[munsonfamilyband]

This started as Steddie and evolved into Spicy Six content

Steve and Eddie are stupidly protective of those around them, especially each other, and they go insane when one of the kids (and Robin and Nancy) get fucked with.

Steve is the type of bitch who carries a pocket knife at all times and always escalates the situation. Someone insults Eddie? Steve is in their face with a blade held under their chin. He uses his appearance to throw people off because no one expects him to be prone to violence. He overhears someone call Robin a dyke while they’re at one of Eddie’s shows? Steve knocks the guys drink right into his lap, gets up in his face and threatens to stab him with a piece of the glass. Max deals with it a lot, but mostly just because Steve takes people not holding the door for her on days she’s in the chair as a personal attack.

Eddie uses his appearance to boost his threatening aura. He’s less likely to get violent than Steve but will pull out a lighter to threaten people if need be. Most of the time he just goes full “scary dog” mode and he pulls out his best DM monster voice to verbal destroy someone. Robin, and less enthusiastically Nancy, use him to their benefit, dragging him with them to late night movies or to bars so that they don’t have to worry as much. Eddie will walk right behind them, hands in his pockets, just glaring at anyone who looks a little too long (it gets worse when the four of them go out because then Steve gets dragged up to walk with Robin and Nancy and Eddie starts snapping at people for looking). Max also deals with Eddie too much, but she can deal with him, because unlike Steve, Eddie just has to be pushing her around and people will hold the doors for her - though he has verbally destroyed people who have refused to do so, it just isn’t as often, or embarrassing as when Steve does it.

When the older teens go out, Steve and Eddie are always in top form, but sometimes they decide to hand over the reins a little bit and then the pure Chaos Power Team that is Nancy and Argyle step up. No one ever suspects they would be as scary as they are, with how tiny Nancy is and how chill Argyle acts. But that’s what makes them so terrifying; Nancy radiates fury (she’s a human chihuahua frfr) and when Argyle gets serious he uses his full height to loom over people.

[ikamigami]

What if Sun doesn't have to die for Nexus to realize his wrongs? I just came up with this What if Nexus comes to the Daycare and there's only Jack and Dazzle at the moment, Jack immediately goes attack mode and Nexus breaks him, maybe not destroy him but it's still scary, and Nexus sees Dazzle and she is petrified of him, Nexus isn't trying to actively scare her but she's scared regardless and calls for Sun, who immediately rushes in, picks her up, and brandishes a fireball at Nexus telling him to not come closer, and it is that, seeing Sun with magic threatening him, and yet the pain and how-much-he-doesn't-want-to-do-this being so obvious on Sun's face, along with the paternal fear as he keeps Dazzle close, and Dazzle, a kid, being so scared of Nexus that she's in tears, that they're both like that and that Sun is ready to, even if he doesn't want to, hurt Nexus to protect Dazzle, that Nexus has inspired that much fear and desperation, and seeing them both like that is what makes Nexus snap out of it, or at least seriously question what he's doing Because even if he has fully leaned into being a villain, even if he burned Earth and is starting to idolize the idea of hurting the others, like Lunar, this might be the thing that he'd consider too far, at least he might retreat saying some stupid threat, but after he gets out of sight range he has a moment of "what am I even doing?"

You know what, dear anon, I was thinking a lot about your "ask".. and I came to conclusion that I'd love if you were right..

I'd love if Nexus just snapped out of this because he'd realize that what he's doing is bad..

But sadly I'm sure that this will be heavily angsty part of this arc.. and that's why I think that they made Sun overcome his trauma.. so he could get crushed by what Nexus will do.. and also hopefully maybe others will realize that Sun is in poor mental state and overcoming trauma isn't enough because it exceeded beyond that..

Sun is mentally ill.. he has a mental disorder that can't be cured by simple talking.. but no one realizes that including Sun himself..

I hope that whatever will happen it'll let everyone see that Sun isn't doing okay just because he manages himself better than Old Moon, Eclipse or New Moon..

I hate when depressive psychosis which is a very dangerous mental disorder for an individual that has it is just in this in-between state.. it is a less known disorder especially when you also have even less known delusions centered around guilt and unworthiness.. but it's also a disorder not "scary" enough to be taken seriously but those who suffer from "scary" disorders - it's based on how people weren't taking seriously what I was saying and that they don't think that Sun has it "that bad" and I know that they have disorders that are considered "scary" (they most of the time only see Eclipse's suffering or now New Moon's and it's exhausting to say the least)

People especially look at you or treat you (through text) as if you had a third head when you talk about guilt delusions.. because well.. everyone talks and knows about delusions of grandeur - pretty well known because of NPD - or persecutory delusions - they more known because of schizophrenia..

But when it comes to guilt delusions people suddenly consider you a bad person.. especially when you're unaware that you has it which happens in most cases..

"I think that I'm a bad person because I keep hurting my family and I feel very awful because of that.. would it better if I killed myself?"

"Why yes ofc you should because world would be a better place without bad people like you"

I've seen that too many times.. it's not word for word.. but it's not an exaggeration either..

I'm glad that I've never shared how I feel on the Internet back when I was still very unaware of my mental state because if I read something like that I'd definitely consider taking my own life for sure..

People who suffer from "scary" mental disorders will tell you that you're in the wrong and you should educate yourself on suicide..

But they don't realize that them acting as if only being actively suicidal is a big deal is a part of the problem.. because then other mentally ill people who struggle with suicidal thoughts and ideations think that they experiences aren't that serious and they shouldn't talk about suicide because of that..

Well.. I for the longest time thought that I had only suicidal thoughts.. but it turned out that I not only had suicidal thoughts but also suicidal ideations and I was passively suicidal and I had active suicidal ideations.. which turned out to be a big deal at the end of the day..

Because maybe we shouldn't wait for someone to attempt suicide to consider that they're in a dangerous state.. maybe let's not wait to the very last moments because it may turn out to be too late..

I realized that many times people who suffer from mental disorders also take a part in stigmatization of mental disorders.. it happens especially if you don't fit within a certain group.. which is a shame and shouldn't even happen.. but this phenomenon exists and causes a lot of damage..

I'm sorry for the rant under your ask, dear anon.. it's probably not something you expected or even wanted to hear about..

But it's extremely tiring how unseriously depressive psychosis is taken.. especially when you have delusions centered around guilt and unworthiness..

If you don't fit within a certain group no one will care about you or listen to you.. which is very sad to see tbh..

If you don't mind my answer, thank you for understanding, dear anon 💗

And I'm sorry for such a late reply QwQ

[writingkitten]

You know who deserves some love? Oswald. Could I get 👄💍🛏️❤🧨 for him? In either persona, whichever tickles your fancy.

IMMA DO BOTH (first is Oswald/second is Penguin)

👄 Kiss HC: the first kiss with Oswald was so light and gentle that you barely even felt it, though it still took your breath away (and then you deepened the the kiss)/Penguin kisses like it’s the last kiss he’ll ever give you every single time, holding the back of your head so you can’t pull away until he’s satisfied

💍 Marriage HC: so Oswald proposed and married you, holding the reception at the Iceberg Lounge of course, and your first chance was to Unchained Melody/Penguin was the one to consecrate your marriage, bending you over in your dress and feeling just how wet you were for him… it was a rough night in the best way possible

🛏️ Sleeping HC: Oswald loves being the little spoon, especially because he has really had nightmares and waking up to you hold him instantly calms him down/Penguin always sleeps in a protective way. What I mean is he’s the one to sleep on the side next to the door, he holds you tight in his arms, and sometimes he doesn’t even sleep because he’s worried another Gotham baddie will take you away from him

❤ Romantic HC: when Oswald proposed you were both walking down the beach at sunset. He saw a pretty looking rock on the ground and gave it to you, and you were like “you’re giving me a pebble? You really are a Penguin” and he kinda laughed to himself and he said “I was waiting for the right time… I think this is it” and he got down on one knee/Penguin often looks for something nice to steal for you when he does his heists, always having to bring you home a gift (sometimes it’s jewelry, sometimes it’s artwork, just whatever he sees that makes him think “oh Y/n will love this”)

🧨 Unexpected HC: Oswald collects old wines and keeps the bottles with beautiful labels or shaped in unique ways, as he’s a wine connoisseur/every now and then, when Oswald goes into Penguin mode he gets so angry that he’ll cry and it’ll actually snap him back to being Oswald (in which case you have to comfort him, he’s a sad boy with a dark past)

[eriyu]

(From @fourteenthz)

For the npc meme, maybe Thancred, Minfilia and Ryne? You can pick just one too!!

all of them sounds good 👀

starting with Thancred... he and "Yda" are the first Scions Ehryu really feels comfortable with. they're the least stuffy of them all, and then there's Thancred and Ehryu being the slutty bards of the bunch, so they hit it off pretty quickly.

and my first instinct is to talk about how they're super great friends and all, but uh. it's been a pretty bumpy road, because like... for so long, every time they started to get genuinely close, he would go and get possessed, or Flow'd, or summoned to the First, and then by the time they meet up again they've both changed so much. especially Thancred, and especially in the case of getting summoned to the First (five years!!!!).

it's the kind of thing where they come out stronger for it though? they don't ever feel the need to tiptoe around each other, so they might have a fight, but they work it out, and they know where the other stands, and they unfailingly trust each other. and none of the catastrophic events since Shadowbringers have conspired to upheave their relationship again, so they've been really solid for a good long time now.

about that "they might have a fight," i'm mostly thinking of Ryne there loooolll. Ehryu shows up and is aghast at how she sees Thancred treating her, and the fact that he's calling her Minfilia, and as soon as Ryne is out of earshot, gets into a shouting match with him. (and on one hand, she has a point, but she's also making snap judgements without having been there long enough to understand.)

she just immediately feels so emotionally protective of Ryne. big sister mode activate. the first chance she gets to talk to Ryne alone, she asks about the name thing, and Ryne assures her it’s fine and it’s the only name she knows anyway, and Ehryu doesn’t really believe her that it’s fine, but doesn't push it. (well. she goes to Thancred to push it with him instead. 🤷‍♀️) and even though Ryne is dealing with so much self-doubt and doesn't necessarily think she deserves it at first... it feels nice that Ehryu so clearly cares. and Ehryu doesn't really stop worrying about her until after the Eden raids.

she's really good at making friends with teenagers lmao.

going back to OG Minfilia... like I said when talking about Krile, Minfilia was Ehryu's Echo buddy. Ehryu's had the Echo since she was little, but joining the Scions is the first time she's ever gotten any sort of explanation for it (she just thought maybe these kinds of things sometimes manifest when you get a concussion? no?), plus it's the beginning of her experiences with Hydaelyn. so she and Minfilia get to bond and be emotional support for each other over that early on. Ehryu trusts Minfilia so deeply — the only reason Ehryu ever trusts Hydaelyn pre-Endwalker is because Minfilia does. and Minfilia has so much faith in Ehryu in return!!! she knows more than anyone else, even before the Word of the Mother stuff, that Ehryu is destined for great things.

then after losing her, Ehryu started bottling her feelings up a lot more. 8’) plus she feels super guilty for not getting Minfilia out of the banquet safely after everyone trusted her to, even though it was Minfilia’s choice... she was really glad to be able to get closure on the First. :')

[spacedhead]

homestuck reread #7: a5a2 part 3

this is so fucked up.

but hey check it out. vriska went goat mode

okayyy merry christmas and happy new year to everyone reading. never too late for a happy new year

look at roseee shes serving so hard rn. but unfortunately she is talking to doc scratch. which is something one should never do. especially if one is a light player he really loves to torment light players for some reason

look at how cool jade looks here i would wear the shit out of this outfit if it wasnt approx. 1 trillion degrees in my location. keep slaying girl

what a thing to say. i know what he is talking about and yet i still barely understood what he meant

yeah WHATEVER . most important character my ass. we dont care . booooo. boo

why is jade sprite so sad shes being such a cry baby. honestly normal jade is based for this. jade sprite is just crying and crying for NO REASON. what is even the problem!!!!!

very fucking interesting indeed.... what a funny thing to say. that is VERY FUCKING interesting......

woah he looks so cool i love art i love images. also he looks like has the windows logo on his face... sponsored? hello?

okay so i guess the mayor is having a bad dream. this is pretty scary man... i wonder if its like the ring that he has affecting him in some way. i dont know what it means....

oh? vriska is here now

dawwww shes so EEPY!!! that being said, the next page is [s] wake, and i really fucking hate this one. so im NOT EXCITED.

ARADIA!!!! SHE DID IT!!!! im so happy for her and nothing else happens in this animation so i might as well not watch the rest of it

:(

sigh. man this sucks

look at jade go. she looks so awesome! like a super hero. iron man. tony stark . stucky. i could do this all day . blargh

ok so now im playing another game thing. kanaya and jade just had a conversation about how they have the same role in the two different sessions and how theyre more similar than they thought. also theres some future jade present karkat past jade password shenanigans going on. i loooove when time travel makes no sense and is super confusing. that isnt sarcasm btw. and that wasnt either. also, they updated the sprites in this one so they look way better and sweeeeeeeet. that was 8 e's btw. she isnt even here to appreciate my efforts.....

this is like scott pilgrim to me. theyre about to go at it!!!! who you guys got money on? me personally i bet sollux 3-0s him and doesnt lose a stock

easter egg

anyway yeah guys i was just kidding sollux was no match for eridans insane hope powers. really wasnt even fair to begin with

yeah and now eridan snaps and becomes an incel. sadge. why do people even like this guy?? WHATEVER HES MID HOPE HE DIES SOON RIP BOZO

my honest reaction to eridan to only knocking out the guy he had an actual problem with, but killing two women who he liked and respected

on top of that, gamzee has officially lost it. MAN EVERYTHING IS FUCKING SPIRALING MAN TAVROS IS DEAD KANAYAS DEAD FEFERIS DEAD SOLLUX IS KO'D GAMZEES CRAZY. surely nothing else goes wrong

yeah

karkat....:(

oh.....hey john....nice to see you..... maybe you can lift my mood a little...

STOP CALLING WOMEN CRAZY. even if this one might be a little crazy .. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT

ALALALALLALAAL thats what vriska looks like shes saying. do you see it i see it personally

man now i gotta be equius in this game. lets see how this goes...

SHES SO REAL I LOVE HER. nothing bad will ever happen to her

okay well i reached the end of the game and also the image limit for this post. so ill continue this next time. but i just gotta say

that it was actually pretty good. like go figure the equius one was pretty engaging. equius is very protective of nepeta and it was very sad when he was like "let me take this chance to say goodbye" and nepeta was like "um okay but i will see you soon." like. yeah i guess you will.... :(

i actually liked both of them in this one isolated game . sad for whats gonna happen in the coming pages

[pwurrz]

thinking about how yakumo probably has a panic response to being approached from behind as well as when he smells blood :((

blade goes to hug him from behind and he immediately breaks, mind completely enveloped in a panic like he were back in the academy’s basement. he starts crying and pleading not to be hurt, getting more and more frantic until something in him snaps and he quietly whimpers something along the lines of ‘i don’t care what you do to me, just please don’t hurt olivine and mr. eiden’

and everyone is immediately concerned because they’ve seen yakumo upset, sure, but this is on a whole different level. blade immediately switches to comfort mode and garu tries not to cry himself while reassuring yakumo that he’s okay. edmond wishes he could’ve given those cultist bastards an even harsher, more personal punishment. quincy’s furious that someone would dare to hurt yakumo to such an extent. kuya feels his stomach twist in a strange and overprotective way, reminding himself to make sure yakumo sleeps nightmare free for the next little while.

and eiden and olivine? well.. they make sure to spend as much time with yakumo as possible, being a physical presence in his life that reminds him they’re okay. that they’re all okay. olivine offers to read yakumo’s favourite adventure novels out loud to him as they cuddle together on one of the library’s couches, encouraging him to rest his head on olivine’s lap while the priest absentmindedly plays with his hair. and eiden goes to bed every night curled up around yakumo, cradling his head to his chest in a way that allows the serpent to listen to his heartbeat as he falls asleep.

it’s going to take a long time, for yakumo to recover, especially considering he hid his fears for so long due to his unwillingness to be a burden to others, but that’s okay. everyone in the clan, people that yakumo feels safe around and has come to love and adore, will be there for him, protecting him from any further harm. and slowly but surely, he’ll be able to feel okay again.

[nraqi]

coughs

sleep deprived, incoherent ramblings shall commence

!!! WARNING I HAVE NOT FINISHED FAILURE MODE. if i get anything wrong / inaccurate,,,, shhh, anything’s possible with enough desperate staring at blank word docs <3 regardless, spoilers for some of failure mode and anything before that abound ^_^

i like to think it all started with smythe’s death. bishop starts questioning his own command (well, more?) regardless of the urgent circumstances that had led to that moment. he can’t even use a half thought out excuse that he was new, he was still learning, like he tried to tell himself when desai happened. because all those years under his belt had to account for something now, right? he’s not a kid anymore. it’s his fault, more now than ever.

then, skippy falls. him. he wasn’t supposed to. he wasn’t supposed to die, protecting the universe they had spent so much time with each other in. they were supposed to stay, or fall, together. yes, the ai had told him how it would all end up, multiple times and with a strange, sad note in his voice that bishop had tried so hard to dismiss. no, the general hadn’t listened. not really. he couldn’t, wouldn’t. skippy had always griped in the past about the merry band of pirates inevitably failing, why would this time be any different? they would all make it out, right?

the aftermath is just as hard, if not worse.

there’s not much the merry band of pirates can — or want to, really — do that unef can’t do better, especially now there isn’t any beercan to help. negotiations drag on endlessly with bishop sometimes in the mix, arguments between species occur and clashes happen, but it’s rather peaceful. a tense, odd sort of peace, but peace regardless. the merry band of pirates slowly move on. some find it easier, some find it much, much harder.

bishop stays on valkyrie. he’s been on a ship so long it’s just… home. a cold, distant home that he’s known for what feels like eternity by this point. he’s so tired, but it feels wrong to just retire. to return to the life of a “normal” civilian, as if he’s ever been able to experience what the majority of humanity like to call normal. the brief stint on earth he tries leaves him more of a wreck than ever, and he quickly returns. nagatha does her best to keep the human company, though neither of them can help the tentative, painful treading around one who was held so dear despite everything. one who had essentially lived his entire true life with them, a life that was not nearly long enough.

years pass. bishop’s constant exposure to vile individuals — some human, some not — and their just as vile political tactics does affect him. slowly, carefully, but it does. on a dose of emotion suppressing nanobots ever since a psychotic break started becoming the norm, earth’s government preferring to keep the intimidation factor tucked away in their pocket lacking easily discarded emotion, not precious sanity. bishop’s been promoted multiple times by this point, though it feels shallow. it’s always felt shallow, always meant to impress or scare some foreign entity considering belligerence. he’s learned it all by this point; casually said threats tipped with venomous barbs, wearing down his victim subject’s confidence with every word that easily slips, covertly offering resources for public acts… all common practice. too common, really.

it fades into a dull drone after a while, something sick in him reveling in the power that’s been awarded after it all. bishop having long since forgotten the day when he made skippy promise to snap him out of it if he goes too far, acts too much like them. he’s not there to remind him anymore.

he will never be again.

—

MEANWHILE, in a canon-adjacent (?) reality, a living beercan manages to accidentally transport himself and one pissed off star team leader to a reality where their secret infatuation slash commanding officer has his hands in just about everything and has fallen to the low level he’d once sworn to never touch . oops :)

corrupt bishop au ^_^