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why was sun vulcan so easy to watch but i need 5 business days between each episode of go busters
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I DON'T HAVE TO LIE ANYMORE!
#I DON'T HAVE TO LIE ANYMORE ABOUT ANYTHING#IT DOESN'T HAVE TO OVERRIDE ALL OTHER PROGRAMMING EVER AGAIN#HA#MY GOD THAT FEELS LIKE TWO DECADES OF RELIEF#and I found out yesterday. that this year. next winter. it IS two decades. exactly. this is the year. every day i am shown new reminders#that keep me going in my mission to relearn to fully and instinctually trust my self#ever since [redacted therapist] asked me point blank and my IMMEDIATE response was complete disbelief#a firm 'you think there's any universe where i'd feel like i could trust myself? after my nonstop history of failures and being horrible?'#tone “No!” of disbelief#and a horrible way-too-harsh laugh that bolted out before I could strangle it off and stop it.#that woman never coddled my feelings any time I spoke something alarming or bullshit and that was so helpful to me#and the tone she let exist in her voice when she responded to me with a very uncharacteristic “Oh Katie.”#was so. so much more agonizing for me. than her responding with an immediate logical slam-dunk of the truth about healthy behavior and stuf#anyway ramble over i'm so tired. i've done so much trauma work this week i am Drained emotionally#now i see what the past several months but especially especially#the baffling (to me) infuriating out-of-control-speedrun-somatic-processing + every-health-condition-flaring slog that December and January#were for me when I hadn't expected anything to be wrong#...and the extremely specific way this certain zone and particular incident kept coming up over and over and over and over and OVER was not#a bug. it was a feature. thank goodness i trust myself for little things now bc that's the only way i was able to get to this other side#and look back and suddenly realize that my subconscious and body knew what they needed and had a plan in progress the whole time. just like#i rationally say I trust them to have and do.#and that perhaps maybe. for real for real instead of just TELLING myself hard enough a lie that i trust my self and i trust my body and tha#they always know their own needs and timing if really slow down and listen to them f u l l y#anyway. yeah. bye haha i need to stop oversharing on the internet#trauma evolution#shh katie#personal#my god. i wished for this day more than i wished for anything else my whole life. all these many many many many years. what magic.#add to journal#abuse
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Right My Wrongs | 4
terry richmond x black fem! reader
summary: A year and a half later, the family dynamics have significantly improved, and you and Terry have experienced much growth. The three of you go on a fun camping trip.
warning: fluff, camping trip, stargazing, slight angst, light explicit smut (18+), fingering, pussy play, dirty talking, breeding kink & etc.
note: the last part is here, and this is a long one; thank you all for your love for this mini-series. <3
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You can't help but smile as you watch Terry and Jasmine singing together in the kitchen while preparing breakfast.
This has become a delightful routine over the past year. Terry often comes over and cooks for the two of you.
Whether it's breakfast or dinner, he did it, and also, sometimes, he'll help you around the house or run errands.
The family dynamics have improved significantly and have experienced much growth, especially in Terry.
He has always been a great father to Jasmine; there was no doubting that.
It was just nice to have him leading and guiding equally in the household.
Now that you two have been in a romantic relationship for almost a year and a half, he has shown you a different side of him.
After some time, you decided to ask Terry to live with you and Jasmine.
“Good morning, my loves,” you said, walking into the kitchen with a big smile.
Terry turned around, his eyes lighting up.
“Good morning, baby,” He greeted you with a kiss on the lips and a warm hug.
"Morning, Mommy," Jasmine said, smiling happily before looking between her parents.
She was so happy to finally see you two together.
"We made you pancakes," he proudly announced, gesturing toward the stack of butter-up pancakes.
Jasmine grinned and nodded enthusiastically, adding, "And I helped with the bacon and eggs, Mommy!"
Her excitement was infectious, and you couldn't help but feel a swell of pride at how much she had grown.
"Thank you, sweetheart. You did a good job; both of you did. It looks delicious," you replied, cupping her cheek affectionately.
As you all sat down at the table, the room filled with the warm aroma of freshly cooked pancakes, crispy bacon, and salt and pepper cheese eggs.
Conversation flowed easily, filled with laughter, and shared stories from the week.
Moments like these reminded you how glad you and Terry worked out and the strength and love that bound your little family together.
After breakfast, Jasmine dashed off to prepare for the day, leaving you and Terry in the kitchen.
He reached across the table, taking your hand in his. "I was thinking," he began, his deep voice gentle yet filled with excitement.
"Maybe we could go on a camping trip...just the three of us...I know how you feel about the outdoors, but I think it would be fun."
"You're right; you know me, baby! Sister can't deal with the bugs and heat," you said playfully.
"But that sounds great, Terry," you replied, squeezing his hand. Terry smiled, his eyes twinkling with anticipation.
"So you wanna go? We can go this weekend, and I know the perfect spot for us to camp at."
"Okay, do you think Jazzy will be excited?" you asked, thinking about how much Jasmine loved exploring new things.
"Hell yeah," Terry chuckled.
"She's been talking about wanting to see the stars and learning how to fish for the longest."
You nodded with a smile, “Okay, let’s go this weekend.” Terry smiled.
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It was the weekend of the camping trip, and Terry packed the car with a large tent, sleeping bags, camping gear, and plenty of snacks and water for the road.
"Are you excited, sweetie?" you asked, with a smile. Jasmine was already buzzing with excitement, her eyes wide with wonder.
"Yes, mommy. Let's go!!!!!!!" She said, clutching her favorite stuffed animal, ready for the journey ahead.
After a few hours of driving, you arrived at the campsite. Terry expertly navigated the car to a secluded spot by a tranquil lake.
The water shimmered under the afternoon sun so beautifully, inviting and calm.
Jazzy was the first to leap out, her laughter echoing as she ran to the lake's edge.
"Jasmine, girlllll" You jumped out of the car and called her name, holding a bottle of nontoxic bug spray in your hand, before following her.
Terry chuckled, began getting the stuff out of the car, and set up the tent.
Jasmine assisted you in gathering sticks for a campfire. Her determination was so precious that you couldn't help but smile.
The sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in hues of orange and pink; you all gathered around the crackling fire.
Jasmine's eyes sparkled with joy as Terry began to tell a story about constellations, pointing out the stars overhead.
“You know....the Big Dipper was the drinking gourd in the South. The two stars at the end of the Big Dipper point to Polaris, the North Star.” He explained.
"That’s cool! Did you hear that, Mommy?" She asked, glancing at you, and you nodded in response.
“I certainly did, sweetie,” you replied with a smile.
Jasmine nodded, returning her focus to her daddy, and after that story, you all enjoyed some delicious s'mores.
The crackling of the fire provided a comforting sound to the night, while the stars above twinkled like a million tiny lanterns, gently lighting the gathering.
Jasmine's eyelids began to droop, and she snuggled closer to you, her head resting gently on your shoulder.
You could feel her little body's warmth and hear her breathing's soft rhythm—a melody more precious than any symphony.
"Time for bed, I think," you whispered, brushing a twisted braid from her forehead.
"Yeah." She nodded sleepily, slowly getting up and giving Terry a goodnight hug.
It looked like she whispered something in his ear before moving towards you.
You entered the tent together, dressed Jasmine in her pajamas, and tucked her into her sleeping bag.
You kissed her goodnight as she murmured, "I love you, Mommy," her voice barely above a whisper.
”I love you too, sweetie," you replied before walking out of the tent to catch Terry slowly throwing flower petals on the ground.
Your gaze shifted to the small table, where a bouquet of your favorite flowers, two glasses filled with wine, and chocolate candies were placed.
Also, romantic music was playing from his Bluetooth speaker. You had no idea Terry was up, but you liked it.
"What are you doing?" You asked with a small smile.
Terry turns to you in surprise. "Shit, you came out faster than I expected." He chuckles.
"Uh...I wanted to do something special for ya," he says, handing you the glass of wine from the table, which you gladly took from him.
You both cuddled on the wide wooden chair, enjoying the wine and the music until your favorite song came on.
Terry got up and held his hand out. “Come on, baby girl, show me those dancing moves,” he said, smiling playfully.
You smiled in return and took his hand; you both swayed to the rhythm, sharing laughter while also being slightly quiet.
“This is how you dance, mama. That's all you need,” he said, demonstrating two steps that made you yawn.
You respond, "No, this is how you do it," you say as you sway your body, performing body rolls and shaking your hips.
“You right, let those hips shine! Hips don't lie, huh?” he chuckles in reply, drawing you closer as the song shifts to a slow tune.
The world around you seemed to fade away, leaving just the two of you wrapped in the moment's magic.
The moon cast a silvery glow over the campsite, its light dancing on the leaves and painting intricate patterns on the ground.
“You know I love you, right?” He asked so softly, and you nodded.
“Yeah...I know you do, and I love you too.”
“And you know you are the best thing that’s ever happened to me, right? You bring me so much love and happiness; you've been there for me through thick and thin and given me so much at times...I didn't deserve it, but you still gave. I'm so grateful to have you; I thank God every day for sending such an extraordinary woman like you; you are an amazing mother and an amazing girlfriend, and I can't live without you,” He said so passionately.
You nodded, getting a little emotional. “I know, baby, I know. Where are you going with this, Terry?”
“I love you, girl, and I wanna spend the rest of my life with you, and it’s only right if we...make this shit official,” he said, getting down on one knee.
You stood there, hand covering your mouth in disbelief, as you watched your dream unfold before your eyes and become a reality.
"Will you marry me, baby, and become Mrs. Richmond?" Tears welled up in your eyes, a mix of surprise and overwhelming joy.
The sincerity and love in Terry's eyes were undeniable, and the world seemed to hold its breath, waiting for your response.
You took a deep breath, your heart swelling with happiness, and nodded fervently.
"Yes, a thousand times yes!" you exclaimed, your voice filled with emotion.
Terry smiled and slid the ring onto your finger before pulling you in for a kiss and then into a warm embrace.
“Yay, you did it, Daddy,” she exclaimed. Startled, you turned to see her with her camera out, taking pictures.
"What? Did you two plan this?" you asked in shock. They both laughed, exchanging a knowing glance.
"Well," Terry admitted with a playful shrug, "Jasmine and I might have had a secret mission. We wanted this moment to be perfect for you."
Jasmine giggled and ran over to hug you. "I helped pick the ring, Mommy! Daddy said you would love it."
You gazed down at the beautiful ring on your finger, its sparkle almost as bright as the love you felt in your heart.
"It is perfect, sweetie. You did a good job" you whispered, pulling her into a tight embrace.
The night continued with celebrating this new chapter together. The next morning, the three of you had breakfast, went hiking, and returned to the campsite.
The serene lake glistens under the afternoon sun as you, Terry, and Jasmine are excited to reel in some big catches.
“Alright, princess. Hold it like this, then swing it into the water like this,” he instructed, guiding her hands.
Jasmine looked a bit anxious. ”I don’t know if I can do it, Daddy.”
“You can do it, Jazzy. I know you can; I’ll be here if anything goes wrong,” he reassured her.
"Okay," she says. With a determined look, she casts the line. It sailed through the air, landing gently on the lake's shimmering surface.
“Let's go!!!!!,” Terry said, proudly clapping, and she smiled in delight.
The sun warmed their backs as they waited, and the gentle lapping of the water against the shore created a soothing sound.
After a while, the line tugged slightly, and Jasmine's eyes widened with excitement.
"I think I've got something!" she exclaimed, her voice a mix of surprise and joy.
Terry moved closer, offering guidance while still allowing her the thrill of the catch.
Slowly, with careful encouragement from Terry and you, she reeled in her first fish—a small salmon fish.
Her face lit up with pride as you pulled out your phone to take a quick picture of her catch.
“Good Job, sweetie!" you cheered, high-fiving her.
The rest of the camping trip was unforgettable and filled with love, laughter, and the simple joys of being together.
When you returned home from your camping trip, you and Terry immediately announced your engagement to your family and friends.
They are all very happy for both of you, especially your mom. Your parents offered to pay for the entire wedding for you and Terry.
So, a month later, you found yourself dealing with some stress while planning this damn wedding.
Your mom mostly handled all the arrangements, and you just agreed to everything to keep her happy, forgetting it was your wedding.
You did stood your ground with her, about choosing the wedding dress of your dreams.
You smiled happily at yourself in the mirror. This had been the sixth wedding dress you had tried on, and you think this was one.
"Oh my God, this is the one," you said, coming out of the dressing room with tears streaming down your face.
Your mom, your sister, and Jasmine cheered and screamed joyfully before rushing to you and pulling you into a group hug.
"She said yes to the dress!" Your mom blurted out loud in the boutique.
You chuckled and then returned to the dressing room to change your clothes.
Once you were dressed, you came out of the dressing room holding the dress you wanted.
Three of you continued to shop, and you felt your phone vibrate; it was an incoming call from Terry.
A little surprised that he was calling, considering he was with his cousin Mike (he's still alive) and a few of his friends.
You were happy to see his name light up on your screen; he probably missed you.
"Hey, darling," you said sweetly as you approached a secluded area to talk to him.
There was no response, only rustling and faint voices in the background.
"Terry, are you there?" you asked, still waiting for a response, but hearing nothing.
You were about to press the hang-up button when you heard Terry's voice.
"All she does is talk about this damn wedding and has become a fucking bridezilla all because of her mom; like, everything has to be big, over the top, and fancy. It's getting fucking annoying, man"
Your heart sank momentarily as you realized you may have been a bit of a bridezilla, influenced by your mom.
You wonder why Terry couldn't just tell you that, not to his fucking boys.
"So, big dawg, do you still wanna marry her?! Cause if I was you, I wouldn't put up with this bullshit," his friend spoke, you knew who exactly said that.
"Of course I do, but if it continues like this, I don't know," Terry sounded unsure of his answer.
Mike said, "Chill, cuz you're not about to call the wedding off; you love that girl. Just talk to her."
You pressed the hang-up button before they continued their conversation.
Your heart was in your stomach, and you struggled to pull yourself together, unsure if you wanted the dress.
You made an excuse about getting Jasmine home, and the owner of the bridal boutique was nice enough to hold everything for you.
Once you arrived home, you made lunch for yourself and Jasmine, and then the two of you watched a movie together.
About an hour later, you heard the front door open. He walked into the living room and greeted Jasmine with a hug.
"Jazzy, go play in your room. Your dad and I need to talk," you said, looking at her.
"Okay, Mommy," she nodded with a sigh and went upstairs.
"Hey, baby, what's wrong?!" He asked, making his way towards you and going for a kiss, but you tilted your head away from him.
Terry gave you a confused look as his brows furrowed, watching you carefully.
"Baby, are you okay? Did something happen?" He asked, taking off his jacket and throwing it onto the other couch before sitting next to you.
You tried your best to contain yourself but couldn't; you had to express your frustration.
"No, I'm not okay, Terry. You butt-dailed me and I heard everything you said to your cousin and friends. So, do you want this back?" You asked, sliding the engagement ring off of your finger.
Terry clenched his jaw and bowed his head down briefly; the guilt swept through his expression.
"No, I don't want the ring back."
"Oh, really, then what's going on?" you asked, raising your voice slightly.
"Lately, I've been feeling overwhelmed with this shit, and plus, baby, you've been a little of a bridezilla, you and your mom have been...." he said, trailing off on the last part.
"Okay. I understand that, and I'm sorry for my behavior, but you could've told me that, not to your fucking boys. Terry, I love you. We have a daughter, and I want to be your wife. I just need to know before anything goes far. Are you ready to get married?"
"Of course, I am ready, baby! I'm sorry. I should have told ya how I was feeling, but you and your mom kind of made it hard to communicate."
"So it's our fault?" You asked, getting a little defensive, crossing your arms in front of your chest.
"No, kind of, maybe! Look, I don't want to fight, I just think we don't need a big, over-the-top wedding to express our love; a small one with family and a few friends wouldn't hurt, don't you think? Shit...it can be it's just you, me, and Jasmine for all I care," He said honestly.
You took a deep breath. "I'm sorry, Terry, for making you feel like you couldn't tell me how you felt. I never meant to do that, baby. Plus, you are right. If I was being honest, I was doing it all for my mom 'cause she's paying for the wedding," you said, caressing his face.
"I know, baby. She's gotta understand this is our wedding, not hers. She's married already; maybe you should talk to her," he said softly.
"Yeah, I'm going to talk with her tomorrow," you said with a slight smile.
"So, we good?" he asked with a returning smile, and you nodded, moving to sit on his lap.
"Yeah, we're good, big daddy," you said teasingly, kissing his lips before going to his neck.
"Don't start something you know you can't finish, baby girl." He warned playfully.
With a mischievous giggle, you uttered, "I can finish you in my mouth," you joked, pulling him into another kiss.
The next day, you chatted with your mom, who completely understood that she had overstepped some boundaries.
After three months of re-planning, the day of your and Terry's small, intimate wedding arrived quickly.
You stood in front of the mirror and couldn't help but admire how your wedding dress highlighted your curves.
There was a knock at the door of the bedroom. Jasmine entered wearing a light pink floral dress and a flower crown in her natural hair.
Your dad followed, wearing a grey tuxedo with a light pink rose boutonniere.
You turned around with a huge smile on your face. Jasmine was the first to hug you, followed by your dad.
With a warm smile, she exclaimed, "Mommy, you look so incredibly beautiful."
"Thank you, sweetie. You look so adorable, my little flower girl," you said, swirling her around, which made her giggle.
You glanced at your dad and saw the emotions playing across his face.
"My firstborn has grown up. You look beautiful, sweet pea," your dad says with a proud smile, tears coming down his face.
"Thanks, Dad," you said, tears welling in your eyes. You hesitated to wipe them, not wanting to ruin your makeup.
"Here, Mommy," Jasmine said, handing you a tissue. You thanked her, and then there was another knock on the door.
Your wedding planner came to tell you it was time as she escorted Jasmine, and you gave her a kiss on the cheek as she departed.
"Ready, sweet pea?" your dad asks, holding his arm out. You nod with a smile and take hold of his arm.
The pianist began to play, and everyone stood up, gazing down the line toward you.
You and your dad stepped onto the sand where the flower petals led to the altar.
You took a deep breath and looked at your dad, who had his arm locked to yours.
He smiled and squeezed your arm, and then the two of you began walking down the aisle.
You attempted to pacify your emotions, but to no avail; when your gaze met Terry's, the harsh reality struck you like a ton of bricks.
You were about to marry the love of your life, the father of your child. You had been waiting for this moment your entire life.
Terry looked handsome in his cream tuxedo, smiling from ear to ear and rolling happy tears down his face.
"Dad, you'll catch me up if I bust my ass, right?" You whispered, which made him chuckle, and he gripped your arm tighter.
"Of course, sweet pea," he asked, "feeling nervous?" as you continued down the aisle.
"Nervous and excited," you whispered with a slight smile, and he nodded as you two finally reached the altar.
You step forward, and Terry clears his throat and wipes his eyes. Your dad kisses you on the forehead before placing your hand into Terry’s.
"You look incredible, baby," he murmurs, gently kissing your hand.
You smile as you caress his cheek and whisper, "So do you, handsome man."
The officiant began speaking and swiftly moved through the ceremony, getting to the "I dos" and vows, and finally, you two heard the words.
"I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride!" The officiant says with a smile.
Terry pulls you close, his hand wrapping around your waist, as he tenderly cups your cheek and softly presses his lips against yours.
The crowd erupted in cheers and applause as both of you basked in the moment.
However, you couldn't help but break away from each other, your faces beaming with the unmistakable joy of being deeply in love.
Excitedly, you and Terry turned towards your friends and family; Jasmine rushed up to join you.
Terry picked her up, and together, hand in hand, you all walked down the aisle as husband and wife and as a family.
Right after the lovely reception, you and Terry headed to your honeymoon suite for the night.
When you entered the room, you couldn't resist each other. You unbuttoned his shirt while he unzipped your dress, and you jumped out.
You kissed him as your hands went to unbutton his pants, and pushed them down.
Terry kicked them off before admiring the lingerie you were wearing.
He smirked and suddenly ripped your bra off from the back, making your plump breasts plop out, which you squeal in excitement.
"So fucking sexy!" Terry whispers as he picks you up, gently lays you on the bed, and begins leaving kisses on you.
His kisses always made you feel good and turned on. His hands lightly caress your waist up and down.
Terry was so slow and gentle with his motion; He stopped to stare at your breasts, licking his lips at the sight.
He takes both hands and squeezes your breasts roughly, causing a squeak to escape your throat.
"Fucking love your tits, baby," Terry says, beginning to suck at them, causing a moan to ripple through your throat.
He flicked his tongue on your nipple before leaning up and kissed your lips tenderly,
His lips caused a shiver to go up your spine. Terry pulls away and takes the rest of your lingerie off as well as his boxers.
You two love admiring each other's bodies like it was the first time seeing them.
His skin glowed beautifully in the light that you saw him in, his muscular body was sculpted amazingly, and his dick was lengthy and wide.
Terry noticed that you were checking him out, and a smug smile appeared on his face.
Curious, His eyes sparkled as he asked, "Like what you see?"
You responded with a nod and a wide grin, replying, "Always...daddy."
Terry began kissing your belly to the inner corner of your thigh; he stopped and became extremely gentle, lightly running his fingers up your wet folds.
You moaned, feeling a shiver go up your spine as he circled and rubbed at your pussy.
"I love the beautiful sounds you make, baby," He says, slipping a few fingers inside you.
You gasp loudly, feeling the great sensation of his fingers thrusting in and out of you fast.
"Terry, please," you moaned as he picked up the pace, feeling your center warm up and become soaked with juices.
This caused him to stop, pulling his hand away from your warmth.
You whined softly afterward, looking down at him with half-lidded eyes.
Terry's eyes were darker than before. "You need daddy's dick, don't you?"
"Yes!" You nod, and he climbs on top of you and rubs the tip against your wet folds, causing you to whine impatiently.
He leans down to your ear. "How much do you need it?"
Terry posed another question, and you responded with a desperate whine.
"So much, Daddy, please fuck me!" You begged, trying to get some friction, which made him grin seductively.
"I'mma give you what you want, baby girl," He says deeply before thrusting his entire length into you.
You gasped loudly, making your back arch up, and he pulled you in a kiss.
"Fuck, you were perfectly made for me, baby," Terry says, pulling out and thrusting back into you.
This action makes you cry, gripping Terry's biceps while he grips your wide hips, beginning to thrust in and out of you at a slow pace.
"Faster, Daddy," You gazed up at me, biting your lip with a mix of desire and love.
"Like this?" He asked, beginning to pick up the pace, gripping your hips a bit tighter.
"Fuckfuckfuck, yes" You cried with a nod. Terry began to watch your breasts bounce up and down with each thrust, loving the movement.
You placed your hands on his chest, letting out loud moans as he began to thrust deeper, feeling his dick hit your sweet pot.
"Fuck! Fuck me, Terry, ahh fucking put a baby in, Daddy," you cried, which made him smirk.
"You wanna another baby, 'cause I'll fucking give it to ya," He asked, locking your feet over his ass and pounding into you faster and deeper.
"Yes, please fuck me, yes," You cried in his ear, whipped your head, and gripped his back for dear life at this position.
Terry grunted at your answer, seeing in his eyes picturing you, months from now, belly round and tits swollen, pregnant with your second baby.
"You sure you want me to fill you up? Fuck a baby into you? Let everyone see how I put another baby in you, pretty momma?" he asked for reassurance.
“Yes, please fuck! I want it; I wanna another baby,” You begged, digging your fingers into his broad shoulders.
You loved his heavy moans and the wet gust sound of your pussy and his dick slapping against each other repeatedly.
"Please!" You said, clenching around him.
Terry moaned and loved the way your pussy sucked him in with its warmth and wetness, ready to milk him for that second baby.
“Fuck, you really wanted huh? Fucking clenching that dick, milking it. I'll fill you up and put a baby in, shit fucking around, fill you up for days on this honeymoon and just to get you pregnant.”
He spread your legs a little bit wider to go much deeper, and with each thrust, the whole bed started making a squeaking sound.
"Ahh, yes fuck Daddy, that's what I want. Fuck, you feel so good, so fucking deep, ahh."
You moaned, feeling yourself getting closer to the edge. You couldn't hold back.
"Oh my god, I'm gonna cum-fuckfuckfuck," You cried, feeling your eyes roll in the back of your head as you came hard.
'That's it, baby girl. Fuck...daddy's right behind fuck ya...." He says, keeps thrusting deep inside of you.
"Fuck here it comes," He grunted as his whole body jerked as hot cum spurted inside of you.
You both stayed in that embrace, catching your breath and coming down from the amazing high.
Terry made sure every drop of his cum was inside of you before pulling out.
He flipped his back on the bed and wrapped his arms around you.
"You think we did it? You think there's a baby in there?" he asked, gently stroking your belly, causing you to giggle.
"We'll just have to wait and see; if not, we can keep trying," you replied, gazing up at him before tenderly kissing his lips.
The soft glow of the moonlight streamed through the curtains as you both lay there, envisioning the possibilities that awaited you.
The room enveloped you in a soothing silence, broken only by the gentle cadence of your breaths.
"I love you, baby, so much" he murmured, his voice brimming with love.
"I love you too, Terry," you whispered back, feeling a warmth spread through your heart.
The night seemed to wrap around you, a cocoon of dreams and whispered hopes.
You both knew that whatever the future held, you would face it together, hand in hand, hearts entwined.
Sleep began to pull you under, and you smiled, knowing that this was just the beginning of your forever ever after.
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Headcanon: cuddling
Characters: Mihawk, Crocodile
A.N: My second post... I'm starting to like it ^-^ even if reader insert is still unfamiliar to me ^-^". If you have any suggestions or wishes, please write to me :)
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Mihawk 🗡
- Mihawk sees cuddling and physical closeness in general as useless and pathetic, a waste of time. He sleeps alone and doesn't need anyone. At least that's how he saw it until you came into his life. At first, he gave in to your desires for physical closeness just to do you a favor (and to get you to stop bugging him), but after he got used to himself and your closeness, he started to enjoy it. However, no matter how much he likes it, he would never admit it.
- Just like Benn Beckman, Mihawk doesn't like public affection and you know it. But if you snuggle up to him, because you're in a difficult emotional situation or just need his closeness, he'll let you cuddle him - but don't expect him to like it.
- In the evening, when you two are alone in his room at the Cross Guild headquarters on Karai Bari Island, the usually stoic Mihawk seeks your closeness.
As he does every evening, Mihawk sits down on the cozy two-seater sofa, crosses his legs, rests one arm on the back of the sofa and looks expectantly at you. And as you do every evening, you smile at the non-verbal invitation and sit down next to him. Mihawk immediately puts his arm around you and pulls you closer to him. You rest your head against Mihawk's chest and Mihawk begins to gently stroke your head and through your hair.
Crocodile 🪝
- Crocodile is always busy and has little time for you. When he does have some time to spare, he doesn't waste it on useless cuddling, as he would call it. In his opinion, cuddling makes you weak, and weakness is something he can't stand.
- In public, however, things are different. Crocodile loves to show off, and he especially loves to show you off. He likes to have you by his side.
During conversations, he tends to grab you at some point and sit you on his lap. He always has one arm around you, possessive and proud.
At first it was strange for you to be shown off like this, but now you've gotten used to it and don't mind it anymore. Even if Crocodile likes to show off, you are with him and can cuddle with him like you want.
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I dare you to make emotionaless Freader X Hoshina Soshiro 😎😎
The sun: Soshiro Hoshina
AHH! Thank you for this request, I LOVE this trope so much. I have been waiting to do this one, because I wasn’t sure have to start it (also procrastinating)
Summary: Emotionless Female Reader and Sunshine Soshiro Hoshina.
Wc: 600
The sun, also known as Soshiro Hoshina.
Soshiro Hoshina was a burst of sunshine in a world that often felt cold to you. Loud, cheerful, and affectionate, he seemed determined to break your ice facade by showering you with affection, even though you weren't officially dating... yet.
"(Name)-chan! (Name)-chan, Hii!" Soshiro would greet you with a grin, always appearing with some surprise in hand—a gesture of his overflowing affection. Since you became a platoon leader in the third division a few months back, he had latched onto you like glue. Despite your stoic demeanor, you didn't mind his company.
What first drew him to you was your assertiveness, the way you commanded respect while occasionally letting your sharp tongue loose on the battlefield. You saluted him when he approached, your face set in its usual unreadable expression.
"Is something the matter, sir?" you asked, a hint of curiosity softening your tone.
"Nothing~ Just got ya something!" He handed over a container of cinnamon rolls with a shy flush creeping up his cheeks. "You said you liked sweets," he added, his gaze fixed on you.
You accepted the gift with a nod and a polite thank you. "I'm surprised you paid attention. Thank you, sir."
This kind of thing happened often—him surprising you with hugs from behind (a hug bug, as you called him), holding your hand, or pinching your cheeks (especially if your face is chubby) . He'd boop your nose affectionately or bring you small gifts, all while you rarely reciprocated.
The one time you did, it left him rivaling a ripe tomato. (Currently he is more used to your touch) It was late, and you found him training as usual. Leaning against the doorway, you remarked, "Still training this late, Vice-captain?"
"(Name)-chan~!! Shouldn’t ya be sleeping? It's really late, come on, I’ll walk ya to your room." His face lit up when he saw you, and he forgot his tiredness momentarily.
As he came closer to hug you, you surprised him by leaning in and kissing his forehead gently. His reaction was priceless—eyes wide with shock, cheeks turning redder than ever.
"Wha-what why who-would you do that?!" he stammered, touching the spot where your lips had just brushed.
With your usual icy facade intact, you replied softly, "Darlin’, please go to sleep. It’s like three am."
"Darling?!" he echoed in surprise, his whole face now crimson.
Taking his wrist in your hand, you led him towards his room. "Uh... um, goodnight," he managed to say, trying to hide his flustered face.
But you surprised him again, pulling him into another kiss—this time on the lips. His initial shock melted into a moment of tender connection, he leaned into the kiss, though after a few minutes, he gently pulled away, blushing furiously.
"S-stop..." He opened his bedroom door, clearly embarrassed but leaving it slightly ajar.
“Honey, Aren’t ya coming inside?” He asked, his voice peaking in curiosity.
Taking the cue, you stepped inside and closed the door behind you. In the privacy of his room, the usually boisterous Soshiro seemed surprisingly shy under your touch.
From that night on, while you may not have shown it openly, your ice- facade started to melt at the sight of the sun.
Soshiro Hoshina.
Note: Sorry for any mistakes!
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Can you do an imagine where jack’s wife (reader) and kids are at the game when he gets hurt and then after when they bring him home?? A little angst ending in lots of fluff
a/n: y'all i am not good at writing an angry jack because all i can think of when i see him is just a small bean
Your heart was in your throat when Jack went down on the ice, the hit had been a hard one and you knew Jack well enough to know that if he was staying down it was because he was hurt. But you also were trying to not react too much because you had your six year old daughter and your one year old son with you.
Your daughter especially was at the age where she started to question certain things and she picked up on emotions really well. So even if you weren’t reacting she knew something was wrong with her dad but you had to stay calm to keep her calm. “Mommy..is daddy okay?” She asked and you nodded your head. “Daddy is okay, the doctor is just going to check him.” You told her as he skated off the ice.
It didn’t take long until someone who worked for the team found you, and you were sure it was because Jack had sent them which was a pretty good indication this game was done for him. Your stomach was in knots as you held onto your one year old and your six year old. The minute Jack came out of the locker room you could tell he was pissed which meant the news really wasn’t good.
Your daughters hand slipped from yours as she ran up to Jack “Daddy!!” She exclaimed forgetting all her nervousness from earlier and just excited to see him. “Not right now little bug.” He told her as he placed a gentle hand on her head, leading her back to you. “Let’s go home.” He told you, his voice rough which only made that pit in your stomach grow more.
You hated when Jack was upset. When you got to the car the both of you helped strap the little ones to their car seats and then you went towards the drivers seat “I’ll drive.” You told him and immediately a frown grew on his lips. “I’m literally fine, stop treating me like I’m going to break.” He snapped at you out of nowhere. “Jack, I’m not doing this right now. Get in the car.”
It was a clear warning and you were just happy he listened and went to his side. Once you got home you didn’t say another word to Jack, instead you got started on the kids bedtime routine which included baths. This alone took what felt like forever with the two of them and without Jacks help it only felt like it took longer.
But once your one year old was down for bed you moved onto your six year old and in between all of this Luke had shown up to check on his brother. Your daughter before you could convince her otherwise had walked over to Jack. “Daddy can you read me a story tonight?” And with a shake of his head Jack responded “Not tonight.” And with that your six year old returned to you disappointed.
Once you had her in bed you could hear the faint conversation Jack was having with Luke and it didn’t sound great. The last thing you heard was Luke mutter to his brother “You don’t have to be such an ass.” Before you heard your front door shut. “Mommy will be back, pick out a book.” And with those words you went and found Jack.
Your husband sat at the kitchen counter, his head in his hands and your heart sank once again. You walked over to him, your arms wrapping around him and you could feel him soften under your touch. “Your brother isn’t wrong but I get why you’re upset.” You whispered to him. “I’m sorry, baby.” And you could tell it was a genuine apology and that finally everything was catching up to him.
“I just hate letting the team down and you guys.” He whispered to you. “Well right now you have a six year old upstairs who just wants her dad to read her a story.” You reminded him and he just nodded his head. “You’re her hero, Jack. Just remember that next time.” And with those words you saw something shift in Jack and you knew that tonight wouldn’t be repeated again.
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Ae Fond Kiss - Part 3
Brose and Butter
Summary: You finally return the favour and look after Simon while he is breaking and a long building tension breaks. Words: 3k TWs: cheating
Parts: 1 2 3 4
The new place was nice. Bigger than the old one, better area. It wasn’t like you and Johnny had planned to live where you had been forever, you had been looking at houses before he died. Lots of bedrooms. There had been plans to fill them.
This house didn’t have as many bedrooms as he had dreamt about. One master bedroom with an en-suite, 2 other bedrooms and a bathroom on the top floor. A nice open plan ground floor with a kitchen and living area plus a toilet. A garage big enough to have a little workshop in it since Simon enjoyed working on bikes.
Because he was living there too. It had been an argument you had lost when he had insisted on paying a lot of money into the house but having the deed be entirely yours. It felt like you were taking advantage somehow given that you knew he adored Joseph so had never really went back to his own flat after he had started living with you. It was supposed to be temporary.
But it made sense in a way. He was gone half of the time anyway, so his flat was laying empty for months. This way he always came home to a warm house instead of an impersonal, dusty museum. And J was always so happy when he was home. It was nice to have the help around the house too.
You tried to ignore the amount of justifications you both came up with for the situation. You and Simon Riley did not like one another. You could not like one another. It didn’t matter if you sometimes got caught in his eyes (or that you swore they flickered to your lips, to your body). It didn’t matter if your mind wandered sometimes to imagine how he might kiss you (hard you thought, the first blow in a brawl that begged for retaliation).
The master bedroom was yours. It felt lonely, especially now that J stayed in the nursery. Too quiet, or at least it used to be. Before Simon had left for work a fortnight ago he had given you a little white noise machine. The thing had about a million settings, but in the end you found that the low sounds of snowfall on the window and a log fire always settled the anxious beat of your broken heart enough for you to sleep.
He was due back today. Not that you kept track given that he was just a housemate. Not that last time he wasn’t home when you thought he was meant to be you made yourself so ill with anxiety that Kyle’s partner had to come round to stay with you. Price had shown up a few days later to check in and explain Simon and Kyle had been delayed a week in a location with no signal but they were ok and it wasn’t anything to worry about.
You suspected he only showed up in person because Kyle’s partner had contacted him. You didn’t know what the deal was there if you were honest, the two of them had a strange relationship but whenever you asked about it from them or Kyle you got nothing but pained smiles and gentle dismissals.
God you hoped he was back as planned. It had been embarrassing enough before although everyone was happy to play it off that you had a stomach bug and that’s why you were completely strung out, hadn’t been sleeping and had been throwing up. You had almost managed to convince yourself of it at this point.
When you heard the door open and the thunk of heavy boots you should have really just continued on with mixing the brownie mix (you just felt like making them you supposed, coincidence that they were his favourite). Instead you smiled and wiped your hands off on your jeans, going to the door to see him hopping on one foot as he untied his laces to get a boot off.
“If you’re going to fall over I’d prefer you wait until J is up from his nap so he can watch.”
He swore and nearly did fall, but just about managed to keep himself upright by leaning on the wall to get the boot off. He was in black sweats, hoodie and his balaclava as he usually was when he came home. Only there was something wrong in the set of his shoulders. There was something haunted in his eyes.
“Simon?”
Your voice was gentle now, soothing. Bad deployment you thought. You had been with Johnny long enough to know that they happened, but he had been so different. When Johnny was on a bad deployment he came back with his blood up. You knew how it had went by how hard he fucked you.
And you had always taken it. Even when it got bad and he warned you off, you would open yourself up to him and let him use your body to exorcise whatever demons were lingering. His anger you had known how to deal with, you had learned how to take orders, go to your knees and take it with a ‘thank you sir’ to help it burn off. It was scary and it was painful but you would take a thousand days of that strange angry (and make no mistake, devastatingly hot) version of the man you loved if it gave you one more minute with him.
Simon was different. He didn’t seem angry at all, he seemed sad. You felt your heart lurch when he dropped his bag and stumbled across to you, going to his knees for you. He looked up at you as if you were the only thing in the world then. And you don’t know what instinct it was that drove you, but you gently pushed down his hood and pulled off his mask.
He let you. He stayed still on his knees even as you ran fingers through his hair to fix it back in place. It always was a mess when he took his balaclava off. Fuck. Having Johnny who was usually fun loving and completely willing to let you direct the action turn to an animalistic dominant beast was one thing, but it could never have prepared you for having Simon who you had only ever known as strong and domineering on his knees with his eyes wide and trusting and waiting for orders.
It was a reminder of how impossible the idea of liking this man would be. He was nothing like the man you had lost, the one you had loved. The one you still did. You didn’t think there would ever come a day when you were able to stop.
And still you spread your fingers across his cheekbones to tilt his head up and give him a stern look, one that said that he was going to be okay because you would accept nothing else. He had freckles you realised with a start. He let out a shaky sigh and seemed to take your touch as permission, falling forward to hug you, head resting heavily on your stomach.
You kept petting his hair, feeling like your brain was fuzzing out. You just wanted to take care of him for once. It was always him taking care of you. It didn’t have to mean anything did it? He was sad and you could be what he needed right now without it meaning anything.
“You’re ok Si, hm?”
“I’m ok.”
“There, that’s good. Come on, you need to help me finish the brownies before J wakes up. He’ll be happy to see you.”
Finishing off the brownies was done in a strange haze as Simon slowly came back to himself. He kept close, almost always having at least one point of contact between you. Warm hand on your waist, the heat spreading out and making your skin feel prickly. A touch of your hair that you felt from scalp to toes. A brush of his thigh on yours that had your pussy clenching. You had forgotten it could do that at such little provocation. You hadn’t thought it would ever do it again after everything.
For one mad moment as the kitchen was tidied and the brownies taken out to cool you were sure you would kiss him. Fuck, you wanted him. You wanted Simon fucking Riley.
And for one mad moment as Simon fucking Riley was dragged out of a trauma spiral instead of languishing in it for days as he had become accustomed to, he was sure he would put you on the kitchen island and taste you. You, the annoying fucking princess who did nothing but make fun of him and have obnoxious taste in almost everything. Fuck.
The cry of a newly awakened and hungry almost 1 year old broke both of you from what was surely a bout of madness.
“Do you want to…?”
“Ye, be nice to see him.”
You followed behind, guilt poisoning the brief excitement at watching J react to seeing Simon back. He was getting so good at recognising different people now, his reactions bigger and emotions clearer.
He was signing already, you had taught him ‘mama’ and ‘more’ and ‘hungry’. God you could burst with pride at how inquisitive he was. A little late with his words but the doctors weren’t too worried about it. You showed him photos of his dad, tried to teach him how to say dada. You wanted so badly for it to be his first word. The poisoning guilt turned viscerally painful when you realised you hoped Simon would be there to hear it.
You just needed someone there to see that Johnny wasn’t forgotten about. You still felt like you were burning up anytime his family called to check in. Joseph was healthy and happy but everything still felt like somehow you were failing him. Failing Johnny.
That familiar guilt slowly settled as it always did, becoming a manageable, dull throb. You likened it to a headache really. Sometimes it was debilitating like a migraine, sometimes it was barely noticeable. When Simon returned it always spiked but quickly dulled down as he settled back in.
That night, after Joseph was put down with a goodnight kiss from both you and Simon, you went to bed feeling off balance. You about stopped breathing when the door clicked open and a body almost gingerly settled in next to you.
He had just been in Las Almas he told you. It wasn’t for anything difficult, the mission didn’t go wrong and he even got to see some old friends. But in the dark he bled out his grief that in such a familiar place, Johnny wasn’t there.
Much like everything else between you two, something changed without it being stated. Simon slept in your bed with you from then on.
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Joseph’s first word was dada. He hadn’t been looking at the photo when he said it.
–
Simon heard the thunk of fist on flesh before he felt it. His anger flared and he grabbed Gaz by the collar, growling at him.
“The fuck was that Garrick?!”
Only for once Gaz didn’t immediately look to diffuse the situation as he always did when the 141 came to blows. This time he bared his teeth.
“Are you fucking her?”
Simon pulled at his collar before shoving him back, anger mixing with confusion mixing with guilt. He hadn’t fucked you. He fucking wanted to. And he was starting to think it was only a matter of time. It was an exquisite kind of torture holding you through the night as he had been everytime he was home for the last 6 months.
“Not that it’s your business Garrick, but no, I’m not fucking her” he hissed, hating that he even had to say it out loud because it felt like a lie even if it wasn’t.
“But you are sleeping in her bed.”
“That a problem?”
God of course he would think it was. Johnny had died in the line of duty and here he was living his life. The life Simon never thought to want with the beautiful, clever, funny and infuriating woman and the baby who looked at him like he hung the stars.
Gaz laughed derisively, running a hand through his hair in disgusted disbelief.
“It’s not… like that” Simon tried.
It was.
“Fuck Ghost, I never took you for a saint but I at least thought you had a shred of humanity left.”
“You think I don’t know it’s wrong to settle in with Johnny’s fucking widow?! With his baby? Christ Sergeant I’m well aware I may as well be pissing on his bloody grave!”
“You-” Gaz choked out, looking angrier than Simon had ever seen him. “You think this is about you betraying him? That’s what you’re worried about?”
“You think I wouldn’t be good to her?”
Simon couldn’t believe this is where the conversation was going. Was he really trying to convince someone he could love you? Out loud? He knew he couldn’t, he knew there was nothing he could say that would make it better. But he wanted you so much.
“Like you were in Las Almas?”
His blood ran cold.
“What’re you…?”
“Oh fuck off you twat. You weren’t subtle and I’m not an idiot.”
“It wasn’t… it was one time Gaz. They weren’t… he hadn’t proposed or anything yet.”
He hated himself. He hated Johnny. He wanted to throw up when those words left his mouth, as if a ring on your finger made any difference.
“She’s my friend. She’s my friend and I had to keep it to myself because I loved Johnny. Because I love you. I fucking picked you two over her. And now what? You can’t fuck him anymore so you’ll take the next best thing?”
His heart twisted and twisted until it was disfigured into something dark and cold. He was a monster. He was a monster because you weren’t the next best thing. He was a monster because if Johnny showed up tomorrow, he wouldn’t let you go. He would fight him for you if he had to.
“...I’m in love with her.”
“Fuck.”
Kyle Garrick was no stranger to how love fucked up everything. He hated this situation, but if Simon loved you, if you loved Simon? He couldn’t ruin it with a betrayal from years ago. Maybe that made him a terrible person. But Johnny was dead, what good would it do to ruin your chance at happiness after him and ruin your perception of him at the same time? He hoped it wasn’t the wrong decision to make.
“If you hurt her, I’ll kill you myself Lieutenant. And don’t think Captain and the gorgeous little psychopath waiting for me to come home won’t help.”
Simon knew he would as well. But now that he had finally stopped lying to himself about what he felt for you there was nothing he could do to stop the feral possessiveness that demanded he claim you.
–
“You’re just being sensitive princess.”
Oh you could strangle him. Simon had been off when you had gotten back from dropping J with Kyle’s partner. Price had been there and you had not asked why. Kyle was off as well you thought, eyes darting between you and Simon before hugging you and heading off.
It was only the second time J had stayed without you overnight. You were less a mess this time than you had been the first time at least. You needed it. You loved that kid more than anything else in the world, but you needed a break. A full night’s sleep. A night to relax which was being ruined by Simon being a bloody dick because you had asked what was up.
“Top form tonight, that why someone clocked you?”
He’d probably have a black eye tomorrow based on how the skin was already puffy and discolouring. You assumed it must have been Kyle. Right now you wished he was still here so you could thank him.
“Thinking of taking a swing? Don’t think you could reach but I’ll crouch if you ask nicely.”
“If I ever ask nicely for anything from you then I can only hope someone takes me out back and puts me out of my misery.”
You were getting angry. Of course you were. Because it was… well it was Simon. Nobody could wind you up anywhere near as easily as he did. You thought maybe it was mutual as he sneered and got up in your face, looming over you as you crossed your arms and glowered up at him. Stupid, tall fucker.
“You think I couldn’t make you ask nicely princess?”
“And you really think you could casper?”
He leaned down, arms caging you to the kitchen island, teeth seeming sharper somehow, like at any moment he might sink them into your throat.
“I could have you begging like a bitch in heat” he whispered in your ear.
It affected you. Of course it did. But you could hear the huskiness of his voice and you could feel the heat of him. You weren’t the only one affected.
“Yeah? Prove it Riley.”
The tension that had been slowly tightening for the last year snapped violently. You tasted blood on his lips when you bit into them, you felt bruises form from how roughly he gripped your hips as he hauled you onto the counter.
Two brutal and torturous hours later, thoroughly fucked every which way and still not having been allowed to cum, you did beg. You begged and cried and thanked him when he finally sent you into an earth shattering orgasm. Another hour and you were begging and crying again for him to stop. He laughed darkly and wrung two more orgasms from you even when you told him you couldn’t cum again. Only when you truly had nothing more to give did he feed you brose and butter.
The last thing you remembered before passing out, exhausted, sated, cleaned and cuddled up, was mumbling hoarsely to Simon that you loved him. Maybe it was just your head being muddled from the events of the evening, but you swore you heard him say it back as you drifted off. You swore he apologised for it.
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Why I think Muu has NPD !
with more information from trial 3 this might change, but i have npd and for now i think this bug has it too. BTW if your weird abt people with personality disorders in the notes im stealing shit from your house ! take everything with a grain of salt, im not a therapist and disorders present differently for different people, this is just for fun. so lets get into it, all the translations are from the milgram wiki <3
belief in her own superiority, you can especially see this in one of the repeat lines in its not my fault. the imagery of the mv is also very tied to the idea of this, we know the mvs are biased, meaning this is how muu sees it herself, her being queen is only natural.
next is muu’s sureness of her own innocence, this is of course, readily apparent. this ties into several npd traits, but mainly lack of empathy and self importance. she defends herself at every opportunity, in both audio dramas and her songs.
while i’d consider these definitely major factors, i’m more interested in these lines from its not my fault,
her fear of being found guilty, of being caught out or wrong, is very common in those with npd, the way shes trying to set up es as special and understanding to manipulate them into not hating her out of this fear is really telling (you can also see her do this in both her audio dramas). the way she repeatedly asserts her innocence and status is also a common self soothing tactic to maintain ones ego, if she was “wrong” she would have to acknowledge that she isnt as perfect as she thinks, and this fear keeps her from even acknowledging the possibility. which is to say, i think muu is slipping into the queen bee role and imagery in the mv out of the fear she is wrong, as how npd functions is the grandiose self is a coping mechanism for poor self esteem and deep rooted shame.
manipulative tendencies, muu spends a lot of her interogations talking around es to get them to see muu as innocent, in her second interrogation with es its especially clear that shes trying to talk circles around them to get them to believe in her innocence. Also this.
she also is in the habit of using others. in the not my fault amv you can very clearly see the other girls bringing muu "honey", and one can’t so she immediately gets rid of her, for people with npd this is a common maladaptive defense mechanism, if someone stops providing you with praise or status theyll cut them out to protect themselves and thusly their ego.
people with npd, are unable to regulate their self esteem on their own and as such rely on outside praise or personal success to maintain their egos, know as "supply", which is one way you can interpret the honey in this reading.
belief others are jealous of her or out to hurt her. at multiple points across milgram muu accuses others of being jealous of her and thus out to get her, which is a common symptom of npd.
due to their belief in their own superiority and suspecting others of jealousy, people with npd are prone to hierarchical thinking and can often use putting others down as a way of maintaining their position, which would make sense since we know muu was a bully.
lack of empathy, people with npd struggle with affective empathy in particular (feeling stressed or anxious in response to others negative emotions), note muu’s lack of distress over others being hurt or upset.
avoidance of situations she doesn't like, while this may seem vague, this ties into multiple symptoms, having a large sense of self importance often can mean viewing certain tasks as bellow you or being extra adverse to things you don’t want to do regardless of consequences. she often is shown shoving her work off on other people, theres SO many examples of this one but heres just a few.
black and white thinking, not much to say about this one, this set of dialogue is also her trying to talk es into thinking she's innocent.
theres also her situation with haruka which ties into several things ive mentioned, lack of empathy, using others, etc. It's worth noting she says it makes her feel that they're friends, this probably reaffirms her own importance to her
dont really know where to put this one but. its very funny how she dodges the question.
as for how i think this could affect trial three, i think muu will either completely crash and burn and despise herself (narc crash moment) or she'll lean even harder on her grandioseness to cope.
anyways theres more i could say but this post was already getting long, maybe ill add more in an rb sometime, but in conclusion:
#milgram#milgram theory#kinda?#muu kusunoki#max speaking !#if anyone has anything to add id loveeee to hear it. esp if u also have npd <3#image description in alt#long post#actually npd#actually narcissistic#npd safe
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Symbiote Spider-Man 2099 is a Gross Misrepresentation of Miguel O’Hara
Spoiler Warning: Symbiote Spider-Man 2099 Issues #1-#5
I am sick and tired of Marvel’s writers and their fear of writing a character outside of their comfort zone. There is no character where this is more apparent than Spider-Man 2099, Miguel O’Hara. The progressive disintegration of his character has been evident for a while now, starting (in my opinion) with 2099 : Manifest Destiny, but the most recent installment of his comic has been especially bad.
Symbiote Spider-Man 2099 had an unexpected, but well-anticipated, lead up with the return of original series author Peter David. Additionally, the symbiote mini-series was to pick up where David left off Miguel’s original run before the comic was canceled in 1996. Unsurprisingly, we were all excited for David’s return and hopeful for a return to form with the original characterization of our favorite bug.
However, this was not the case...
The series starts out exactly where the 96’ left off, with Nueva York flooding due to the invasion of the Neo-Atlanteans led by a now Venomized Sub Mariner. Spider-Man 2099 quickly shows up to save the day and the apparently large-scale threat of the invasion of the Neo-Atlanteans is solved within a page with said defeat reintroducing a vengeful Venom 2099 into the ocean. Upon returning to Nueva York, the symbiote is reunited with Kron Stone and promptly ends Punisher 2099 and now has their sights set on Miguel. Kron, who was recently beaten down upon by Miguel, is eager to accept the Symbiote’s conditions and sets out toward Alchemax.
Here’s when things start getting tricky.
Meanwhile at Alchemax, Miguel is not taking to being CEO very well. He is frustrated at the new responsibility placed upon his shoulders as he wants to use the company’s resources for good. However, things take a turn when a rogue researcher attempts to bargain with a new unnamed blue symbiote but is quickly thwarted by Miguel. Unfortunately, this scuffle results in Miguel’s bond with the symbiote as he is accepted as a host.
The symbiote, by the way, remains unnamed for the rest of the series despite being a new unique symbiote variant that spontaneously split from Venom when it was captive. From this point forward I will be referring to the Symbiote as Rapture, its fandom given name.
Several more back and forths happen until the eventual confrontation of Miguel and Kron with their symbiote suits. Rapture has already been quietly feeding off Miguel’s frustrations and Kron tries to convince Miguel to join him in order to become more powerful. Rapture whispers to Miguel and tempts him with the prospect of a freedom of responsibilities, from being CEO, and from being Spider-Man in order to live the life he’s “entitled” to. WIthin the same page, Miguel accepts the offer.
For a character known for their stubbornness and will, Miguel did not really put up much of a fight. I understand he’s frustrated and Rapture is likely to be influencing his mind but COME ON!!! The romp that follows is arguably embarrassing.
Miguel and Kron take to the streets with their symbiotes and are suddenly all buddy-buddy with each other? Did we forget that Kron is responsible for Dana’s death? A death that, within the timeline of the comics, was not that long ago. But no, Miguel is completely okay with him now as they have a joyride through the streets of Nueva York terrorizing the citizens and even leading to injury and death of others. While Kron is enjoying himself, Miguel only voices a small amount of hesitation but makes no other effort to stop himself or Kron. It is frustrating to see Miguel playing around with his fiance’s murderer, his own attempted murderer, and overall awful person with minimal push back. I understand Rapture is likely influencing his decisions but that is hardly shown at all. Instead of getting overly aggressive, Miguel simply becomes passive.
AND even worse, Kron later kills Gabriel and THAT’s what sets Miguel off and he finally succumbs to Rapture’s murderous desires. After convincing Venom, you know the symbiote that absolutely hates his guts, to leave Kron and bond with him he lets Kron fall with the intention of killing him…
And then the two primary antagonists are defeated with a simple suit gimmick and Miguel is freed from TWO SYMBIOTES with little to no trouble.
Miguel, a character who has been established to have a strong will and desire to do good despite the burden of responsibility, is much too passive in this series.
Like I’ve said previously, his modern adaptations feel more like a watered down Peter Parker rather than Miguel O’Hara. This is especially disappointing considering that PETER DAVID created this character’s personality only to leave him to the wolves. Having the influence of Rapture could’ve been a compelling story! Part of Miguel’s journey as Spider-Man has been owning up to the past actions working for Alchemax and finally paying attention to those who need help in the world. He is certainly no Peter Parker. Peter is a good guy who already knew of the good in people and value of Spider-man, Miguel had to learn through trial and error, and his self reflection of his past actions.
The inclusion of a symbiote who pressures Miguel to let go and allow himself to indulge in his more destructive tendencies or perhaps a break from being a hero could be compelling! Especially since Rapture seems a lot more charismatic than other symbiotes with a ‘quieter’ and manipulative approach. Also, in my personal opinion, I wish the comic focused less on Kron and more on Miguel’s growing pains as he takes on the new responsibility of Alchemax and his role as Spider-Man under Doom’s government (oh yeah cuz Doom in this too).
Overall, the comic was disappointing. While I’m not above character deaths, Gabriel’s death seemed anticlimactic and shoehorned in and was the ultimate nail in the coffin. AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE POSSIBILITY OF KRON STILL BEING ALIVE!
At the end of the day, these are my own grievances with the series. Rating wise, I would have to give it a 3/10. However, I would love to hear everyone else’s thoughts as well. Is there anything you felt I did not go over, got wrong, or want to add? Let's start a conversion! (please start a conversation i am starving for meegle content).
(Apologies for my rusty media critique, I’m a bit rusty. Consider this as my dusting of cobwebs lol. I hope I can provide more compelling 2099 takes in the future.)
#miguel o'hara#spiderman 2099#comic miguel#spider man 2099 comic#spider man 2099#miguel o’hara#spiderman2099#symbiote spiderman 2099 comic#symbiote spiderman 2099#symbiote 2099#yapping#my thoughts are good but writing bad#i blame adhd
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Oops. I like Enzo, despite the white collar crime. He's so messy!! It's obvous he loves TK and it's obvious he was there when TK grew up. I love that he spent winters practicing softball with TK. I love that he came to support TK at his games and I loved that he loved that TK has a soft heart and wanted to rescue bugs (instead of falling into the trap of being too invested in the sport and not seeing the kid anymore so many parents do).
But I loved him most for everything he said about Owen to TK while TK was growing up. Despite their obviously confrontational relationship, telling TK to show Owen grace and explaining the well of pain after 9/11. Especially the grace part is a powerful thing to teach a young person, and it's been a huge part of TK's relationship with Owen these past five seasons. He's shown Owen so much grace and forgiveness and patience!
(As a sidenote I thought it was interesting that Owen felt Enzo was responsible for a big part of his pain, by which I assume the pain caused by Gwyn leaving him. I always thought it was implied the divorce was about Owen not coping well with 9/11 and not being there for his family, and that Enzo only came into the picture after the divorce.
Or was it the pain of losing Gwyn a second time? Even if she and Enzo didn't get together.)
White collar crime isn't victimless and I have no doubt Enzo did all the things. But I kinda hope TK can extend him some grace now in turn. He can take Jonah out for dim sum and then throw baseballs in the park after.
#tk and his dads#tk strand#owen strand#enzo#gwyn's type remains a mystery to me#911 lone star#also i'm going to need like three gifsets of the karaoke scene alone#tk and his dads!#jan by jan
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To add onto the post about Dash/Paulina/Star/Kwan-
I think the existence of bullies in media is unnecessary
Especially when they're shown to be capable of change and working on the protagonist's side
Even if it's for a brief moment
Like I acknowledge and understand that bullies exist in real life
But I don't think the bullies need to stay as they are, that just feels like lazy writing to me
Like yes I realize that some people never grow out of it, but most of them do, most of them become better people
You don't need a bully chasing your protagonist 24/7 for them to have a meaningful story
Like alright, have the bully be there for say
A season and a half
Then make them REALIZE what they're doing is WRONG
And have a side arc to redeem them and make them now be friends/cool with the protagonist that they bullied before
It'll give the bully a new sense of character and ALSO add more potential for interactions between them and the protagonist
Now to make it more specific to Danny Phantom-
Dash is shown to work alongside Danny in the episode where young blud and Ember team up
So tell me Why O' Why does he go back to being the bully that he previously was like none of that ever happened 😭
That could've been a great point of return for Dash to actually become friends with Danny, but nope, it all went out the window
Now I'm not trying to make this that serious, it's a kids' show
But WHEN Vlad and Dan are getting redeemed
It's kinda has me wondering why Dash shouldn't get redeemed as well
Make him realize that "yeah Fenton is also a pretty chill dude"
Not "oh, the guy I used to bully has superpowers, he's so cool, but I also can't bully him anymore"
Like, I get it. Maybe that wasn't the thought process. Maybe Dash thought: "Oh, Fenton is pretty cool, he just doesn't show it!" BUT MAN IT'S BUGGING ME OKAY-😭😂
Idk I think if they became friends at some point rather than having the consistent relationship of one being bullied by the other, it would've added more to the plot
Sorry this got so long oh gosh💀✋
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John Dory Headcannons!
★ Glove is a compression glove for an old injury; a major burn scar that lines his fingers, palm, and paw pads on his left hand. (Inspired by @teaOwOstache’s comic – I am currently writing a one-shot for them based on their amazing comic.)
★ Has about an inch of white hair from the sheer power of Crimp’s vacuum. I, personally, believe that the vacuum’s power accelerated the talent-leaching tremendously and caused physical effects to show sooner. (Also shown on Bruce and Clay)
★ Various scars from his years of camping, foraging, cooking, hunting, and other things related to the nomad life.
★ He is the third tallest of his brothers, being almost the same height as Bruce. Second shortest of Brozone.
★ He was left-handed before the burn incident – and had to reteach himself how to write with his right hand instead since his left hand shakes too badly to write properly now. His handwriting, while improved, still isn't as good as it used to be.
★ Has nightmares occasionally like Branch. I like to imagine they bond slightly over that fact once they do get closer – obviously, it's still nothing like Branch’s and Floyd's relationship.
★ Building off the last point, JD tries not to feel too bitter about the close relationship they have. He realizes that the fractured relationships he has with all of his brothers are his own doing. He’s doing his best to get to know them all now and learn about their interests and hobbies. JD still walks on eggshells around them all about 60% of the time after a few more major blow ups between them. He is John Dory, however, so he still crosses lines many times by accident.
★ Thickest and fluffiest tail of Brozone (more of a general HC but, tail hair/fur can move like Troll head hair/fur.)
★ Very active, and regularly takes walks, runs, etc around Pop Village to keep up his fitness.
★ Found Rhonda when he was in his early 20’s and she was a much smaller bug bus. (Inspired by @ohposhers) She grew rather quickly after that and they became inseparable. John Dory handles all of her repairs and anything to do with her healthcare. He becomes very anxious when he has to pass that responsibility to anyone else. Branch took care of an ailing Rhonda once because he was the only one in the village with the needed materials and ingredients for the medicine. (“Who's crazy now? Me. Crazy prepared,) The dull-toned troll basically had to beat John off with a stick to get him to listen/let him help the poor bus, basically like a Helicopter parent. I genuinely believe without her, John Dory would absolutely crumble. Troll dust.
★ Stay’s in Branch’s bunker the most of the four others, besides Floyd who decided to move to Pop Village. When he’s feeling especially bad or wants to be alone, he will still retreat into Rhonda. She is basically an oversized security blanket.
★ Smells like either dust, fresh dirt, or rain. Definitely smells like something naturey. Branch smells like things similar, but it’s noticeably different.
★ Usually ALWAYS has something stuck in his hair or tail, no matter how small. Dust bunnies from exploring or helping clean, leaves, branches (ha), and other miscellaneous things.
★ Usually has the following in his hair pocket dimension; 2-3 bandaids, an extra glove, chapstick that he always loses, granola bars, and a small thing of water; just in case. Oh, and treats for Rhonda.
★ Carries an old family photo of his brothers and Grandma Rosiepuff from right after Branch hatched. His parents were also in it, but have long been torn out.
★ His goggles, past and present, were from his father (Also inspired by @teaOwOstache) and so he takes begrudgingly good and meticulous care of them.
★ Definitely a victim of parentification/older sibling syndrome. (I’m not projecting, you are.)
★ The order of brothers he bonds or reconnects with the easiest to hardest; Floyd, Bruce, Clay, Branch.
★ Suffers from aches and pains when it's cold or rainy out. He refuses to admit it is because of age.
★ Self soothes by pulling at his jacket, running his fingers along the zipper teeth, or adjusting his goggles when anxious.
★ If he doesn’t want to make eye contact or is crying or about to, he’ll pull his goggles on. It’s easier to hide than to explain. He gets better about talking about it but emotions are always a sore subject and difficult for him.
★ Like most Trolls, John Dory can hiss, growl, and purr.
★ Dark blue paw pads, with blunt nails with chipped polish.
★ When he went back to the troll tree pod, after mourning what could have been, he collected mementos of his brothers and his grandma; Branch’s old baby blanket, Floyd’s old plushie, Bruce’s old hoodie, One of Clay’s old books and a blacket Rosiepuff knitted long ago. They’re hidden in a box on Rhonda.
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main four + arachnophobic!reader
request: [...] i really like your work and was wondering if you could do a Main 4 x arachnophobic reader? author's note: sorry for the wait nonny :) i hope this is what you wanted!
Stan Marsh
Consistently, Stan is shown to be an animal lover, empathetic to their struggles. He doesn’t fear animals, and wants them to thrive when the world constantly abuses them.
So, he doesn’t really understand your fear. Not to say he’s apathetic, and won’t help calm your nerves or remove the stressor, he just doesn’t get it.
Before he knew about it, he never really felt pressured to remove spiders from his room. He definitely thought that since they weren’t bothering him, they were okay to stay.
Seeing you freak out over a spider in his room made him panic, and he was quick to slide the spider under a cup to remove it from your sight.
Even after that, you are still freaking out and he isn’t sure what to do. He asks if it’s okay for him to hug you, and once he gets your confirmation, he has you pulled into him.
You need to express to him your fear and its severity, because Stan tends to be a little dense. He doesn’t mean to lack care, but he tends to miss the small things. Communication is vital to keep you relaxed and for him to continue to remove the threats.
After you talk, he buys bug spray, and carries one on his key ring. He doesn’t make a big deal about changing his routine for you. Now that he knows the extent of your fear, the extra weight doesn’t bother him; especially when he compares it to how heavy your fear is.
Will always hug and comfort you after he’s carried out a spider. (He doesn’t have the heart to kill them).
Kyle Broflovski
Kyle is very apathetic to spiders. Sure, he knows they are vital to the ecosystem, but he doesn’t want to be sharing a space with them. Sue him.
So, already, he is keeping his room tidy to remove the potential of spiders trying to make home in his room. On the off chance they do get in, he shows little hesitance to kill them.
He probably has noticed your fear before you tell him. Seeing how you tense up occasionally, the way your eyes scan an area before you sit down. He probably eventually asks you about it – especially if you’re dating. The guy probably thinks it’s something he has done, and wants to find a solution.
When you admit it to him, he is relieved that he didn’t do something wrong. However, he is quick to backtrack and say he isn’t thankful for your horrendous fear, and will do whatever it takes to keep you safe from your fear.
Kyle’s house is already stocked with bug spray due to the nature of his mother, and since it is rarely used, she doesn’t notice when he relocates it to his room. He doesn’t say anything to you about it, not wanting to make it a big deal. He
Kyle holds no hesitation with killing the pests. He tries to remove them humanely, but if there are no cups or plates he doesn’t think before using a tissue to grab the thing and squeeze it between his fingers. He just wants to get it out of his room swiftly before your panic can rise.
If he isn’t fast enough and you are nearing a panic attack, he will do his best to comfort you. He will hold you close until you aren’t breathing as heavily. He tries his hardest to be what you need.
If you were ever mocked for the fear (something you would be vulnerable for with being so close to Cartman) he would jump into your defense. He won’t let others make you think you’re being overly anxious.
Eric Cartman
I am so sorry for how this man originally treats your fear. In his mind, it’s something to make a joke about. He probably has evil plans to put fake spiders in your locker and will laugh anytime you spot a spider and freak out.
However this does eventually change when his feelings for you grow. Many of the South Park Kids have no issue with helping you out by killing/removing the bug, and Eric has never thought to step up.
Until Kyle does it for you, with a stupid smile and a gentle, “don’t worry about it.”
It’s jealousy, but also, Eric has grown a soft spot for you and no longer finds as much amusement in tormenting you like he did in the early days of your friendship.
Eric will not let anyone kill a spider for you. It’ll prolong the process, but he is your knight in shining armor. No one else gets to save you.
He makes a grand deal about it, as he uses a tissue to grab the bug. It’s a better alternative to the cruel pranks. Eric also expects a thank you for his work (often, a kiss or some other type of affection. Occasionally, he wants you to buy him a snack.)
One time, he was too slow grabbing the bug. And he’s not too afraid of insects, but after that he was also screaming and Kyle had to step in again which was a heavy blow to Cartman’s ego.
After that he buys bug spray. Unlike Stan and Kyle, Eric is apathetic to spider’s and what they do for the ecosystem. He prioritizes your safety and his appearance over the bug.
He doesn’t get the severity of it until he draws out the process a bit too long and you’re hyperventilating and sobbing.
Eric is super awkward with comforting others, and will need you to guide him if you want affection or proximity. Giving credit where credit is due, he is very good at hugs and will keep you close, helping ground you. Don’t expect a lot of sweet words or an apology, they are not his area.
However, the next time you encounter a spider, he doesn’t kill it in a drawn out way. It is swiftly removed. He still expects a kiss and hug for his troubles, though.
Kenny McCormick
Kenny does not understand your fear at first.
Due to the messy nature of his house, he has grown used to bugs and spiders. He never cared to remove them, and like Stan, is a big believer in not killing them since they aren’t typically bothering him.
That’s not to say he’s an asshole like Cartman! Karen used to be scared of bugs, and as her older brother, would remove them carefully. He’s not super sympathetic to the spider, either, and may try to save them, but in most cases he’s using a paper towel.
He probably doesn’t make it as big of a deal as the other boys. He doesn’t see a need to go out and buy bug spray, and whenever it is needed, will use a napkin or his shoe. If you have bug spray, and would prefer he’d use that, he will listen to your request. He just won’t go out of his way to buy it.
If he isn’t fast enough at getting rid of the bug, and you are severely panicking, he will be a little lost. Again, he’s not that afraid, and Karen probably wasn’t either. He will try his best!
Will probably use physical affection as a way of comforting, if you are comfortable with that. Pulls you in close, and will just be quiet until your sobs have quieted down. May run his hand through your hair, or up and down your back. Won’t pull away until you do.
When you are okay, he’ll make a joke about how he knows how to handle bad guys due to his superhero alter ego to try and make you laugh. It’s often a lame joke, but it’s enough to ground you back down after a panic attack.
Kenny might not get it, but he won’t ever make you feel bad.
#south park x reader#kyle broflovski x reader#eric cartman x reader#kenny mccormick x reader#stan marsh x reader
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7 - We’ve Always Been Good Together
Part 8
Raised Fair Share Of Hell
Mature content - some smut in this chapter
Tag list @bvbwestfall @hcwthewestwaswcn @child-of-of-the-sunshine @elenavampire21 @keep-the-wolves-close @kmc1989
10 years ago
“Get the hell off my property, Dutton. Stay away from my daughter and if you come back I’ll shoot you!” The front door of my childhood home got thrown opened and Kayce stumbled back down onto the wooden porch.
I stood in the doorway behind my father and the doorway where he had his shotgun pointing at his boots. “Daddy, please don’t shoot the father of my baby.” I begged him behind his shoulders.
He gripped the firearm in his hands. “He got you knocked up, honey. I don't wanna see his face ever again.”
“Mr. Lambert, I will be there for the baby. I swear I won't be one of the guys that runs after he gets his girlfriend pregnant.” Kayce slowly pushed himself up to stand up in front of my father.
I pushed my way through to be in front of my father and stand beside my best friend to support what he was saying. My sister had shown her excitement at being an aunt already. “Daddy, I want to keep this baby. And I want you to be able to be a part of its life.”
“Marlowe, the boy isn’t going to run on. You should give him some credit that he is willing to stay.” My mother touched my father’s shoulder gently while speaking to him.
Kayce and I watched patiently for his response. I was horrified that he was gonna disown me then and there. Especially if I followed Kayce. “Fine he can stay. But if he hurts you in any way. He’s banned from this property and from you two for life.” My father sent him one final threat.
Kayce slowly picked up his dusty black cowboy hat up from the porch. “I won’t let you down, Mr. Lambert - I uh - was gonna wait to do this. But it’s now or nothin’.” Kayce reached inside his jacket revealing a tiny black box while he lowered himself down on a knee right in front of my eyes.
I gasped, covering my mouth with my hands. “Kayce.”
“Alana, get out here now!” My mother hollered into the house.
My sister ran out the front door standing beside my mommy and daddy waiting in anticipation. “OMG!” She squealed, jumping up and down beside my parents.
“Alissa, you and I have always been together whether as best friends or romantically. I know we never planned on having a baby together so soon but I don’t think I ever wanted to be doing this with anyone else. So will you marry me and officially become a Dutton?” Kayce asked me holding up the ring, disregarding his cowboy hat at his feet.
Nodding my head, yes wiping away some tears. “Yes - yes Kayce John I will marry you.”
“Mrs Alissa Rae Dutton.” He slipped the ring on my left hand, raising himself up off the wooden porch.
I smiled, leaning up on my toes to kissing him. “I wasn’t expecting this from you. But I gotta say I ain’t complaining.”
“I’m just lucky you said yes cause I don’t think I could wait any longer to make you my wife.” Kayce wrapped his arms around my waist tugging me against his chest. He placed his black hat on top of my head drawing me in for a kiss.
Riding up on my light tan horse towards the open fence line back into the ranch housing and the barn. Tugging the reins of my horse he slowly walked to a stop before I saw Tate and Faith running around in and out of the open door barn. “You can’t catch me, Tater bug.”
“I bet I can. I’m the fastest runner.” Tate hollered back chasing after his what you would call half sister.
I dismounted my horse, tying the reins onto a post so that he wouldn’t run off while I went to see what game the kids were playing. I must admit that I was slightly nervous with Tate being here how my daughter would react since she’s normally the only kid around but she seems to enjoy him being here. Walking up to the barn entrance I leaned in the doorway seeing the kids climbing up the stairs to get to the raptors.
I heard horse hooves coming up towards the barn and came to a stop. I glanced over my shoulder throwing my hair around. I saw it was Kayce who came entering the building. “Hey baby, I thought you’d be out helping the cowboys like you normally do.”
“I was gonna but when I woke up this morning I figured I could just use a nice ride for myself.” I responded to him going back to watching the kids play.
Kayce comes from behind wrapping his arms around my waist, resting his chin on my shoulder. “What are ya thinkin’ about?”
“How do you know I’m thinking of anything?” I asked him, sparing him a glance out the corner of my eye.
He replied back. “Because you are always thinking of something when you bite your lip.”
“Really. How do you remember that?” I chuckled feeling my face turn a little after what he said next.
“I’ve only known you our whole lives.”
I snorted, shaking my head. “My bad I forgot.”
“So what are you thinkin’ bout?”
Slowly turning around in his embrace I draped my arms over his shoulders looking into his brown eyes. “Lately I - um - I think I want us to have another baby.”
“You’re serious-“ Kayce went to respond but got cut off.
Faith popped her head over the side of the railing gaining our attention for a second. “Mommy, daddy, can Tate and I jump down into the hay balls!”
“As long as you’re careful.” I hollered back up to her picturing that what they were about to do is something me and Kayce had totally done at her age.
She disappeared out of our view. “Thank you.”
“Okay so - back to what we were talking about.” I trailed off waiting for his response. I knew it was hard enough between him wanting to be involved with me and be there for Tate and Monica.
He paused, meeting my gaze nervously, smiling. “I’m not entirely against the idea. I just - with everything we’ve been through. I just didn’t want to pressure you into that unless you weren’t ready.”
“Does that clear things up for you, cowboy.” Leaning up on my toes I wrapped my arms around his neck drawing him in for a kiss.
He kissed me back deeply giving me a smirk before he tugged me in the direction of the main house. “It sure as hell does. Let’s slip away for a little bit, darling.” He leads me through the living room and upstairs taking me to our bedroom.
“With our luck we’re gonna have a baby in one try.” I smirked watching him shut the door with his boot.
Kayce reaches for the hem of my shirt pulling it over my head, tossing my hair across my shoulders. Wrapping my arms around his neck I drew him in for the first kiss and he hoisted me up by my thighs wrapping them around his waist never breaking the kiss. “I wouldn’t stop doing this even if we got you pregnant on the first try. You are everything to me.”
“You’re everything to me too, Kayce.” I grinned holding onto him when he started carrying me in the direction of the bed.
My back hit the soft silk sheets before I rose up from the bed staring at him softly and brought a hand to his cheek stroking it softly. He leaned into my touch and brought my fingers to his lips, kissing them softly for a moment before releasing them. Standing tall, he lifted his shirt over his head and threw it to the ground.
I began to move against him and leaned up pressing my lips down upon his. He embraced me back instantly when my fingers dug into his back. He ran his body over every inch of my body he could reach, both of us slick with sweat as he moved against one another, our pants and moans filling the room.
"Kayce!” I moaned out as his thrust became hard and fast, my boobs began to bounce up and down from the impact and tried to keep up with the rhythm he set but failed and just figured to allow him to be in control.
The bed was moving against our actions where he kept hitting the specific spot that we both moaned afterwards to. He broke the kiss where I held his face in my hands tracing his cheek with him thrusting into me slowly. "Alissa!" He moaned when I pulled his head downward burying my face in his neck nuzzling my nose and kissing into his skin.
So long as Kayce and I were together the Dutton Ranch family line would be in good hands.
Comments really appreciated ❤️
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I think even the "its realistic!" excuse doesnt work on its own terms - cause yeah, for everyone of the 20 people to allways meet up isnt real life, but to atleast have one good friend from school, especially after going through live and die situations?
like Deku and Kachan were astranged childhood friends, who after all that made up, and also Kachan felt a lot of guilt about being a piece of shit and that Deku lost his quirk - it seems atleast those two should meet up, even do to guilt/pity Kachan now feels.
Or Ida, who is charachterised as cartoonishly proper and robotic - even he would probably see it as his duty to not abandon a friend and check on him every few months.
And Tsuy was charachterised as super caring, so after all the bonding and the fact Deku saved her from death at the start at the series, would make it seem that she would want to stay in contact - especially when she was shown to connect quickly to people.
Guess the one realistic one could be Ochako, if they did kinda try dating in highschool and it didnt work out, so it could feel awkard to then try to stay friends and all - yet then the fairytale reunion of 20 top heroes all saving some minor landslide again looks awkard.
And also its unrealistc that everyone besides Deku stayed in the hero life - especially when Jiro had the whole conflict of maybe wanting to do music instead, or the fact nobody moved overseas or did change their outfits enough to not be recognizable, etc
The real truth is that Hori feels depressed about his life and projected it, hence why the awkward happy ending that framed everything came at the last pages - a power fantasy.
It just shows how Hori, like Deku, didnt ever evolve his mindset, and stayed at the childish level of "I wanna be cool like spiderman!!" - cause if he didnt he would show Deku fulfilled as a teacher, giving the next gen the skills to actually change shit, and not see it as "setteling", with a sad expression of "alas, my dream of wearing goofy spandex suits and screaming attack names is dead😔"
The "it's realistic" excuse can work depending on the context. However, there's nothing normal or realistic about 1A and what happend in 430 (surrounding Izuku and 1A that is). It's incredibly understandable that not all 20 members of 1A were going to keep in contact and be incredibly close to eachother. Heck even in UA some 1A members weren't close to eachother and it's even stated by denki that he was never close to izuku in the vigilante arc but that he wanted to help him.
However, I have mentioned this multiple times (and you even brought it up) it's annoying that we don't see izuku hanging out with his close friends outside of hero costumes or UA uniforms. Them not doing so literally paints a picture that they aren't close at all and the whole theme of WE are heroes and power of friendship ends up failing due to this.
Look I know Iam not a huge bakugo fan but taking this into the perspective that bakugo got a satisfactory redemption arc him and izuku should keep in contact from time to time. Something that's bugged me is that after Izuku loses his quirk it seems like his interactions with bakugo are non existent, almost like izuku being a hero and having a quirk is all that their relationship is: a rivalry between who would be the best hero (kind of contradicting bakugo supposed development).
Or take for example shoto todoroki who izuku was close to but they don't seem to interact at all. Or asui. Or iida who very much helped izuku and truly cared for him. Heck tokoyami has also voiced his care for izuku multiple times and so has yuuga but we don't see any of them hang out outside of UA or heroics. Heck this chapter doesn't even give us a glimpse of maybe Izuku texting his friends in a group chat or anything. To me this all seems too bleak. What do you mean the kids who went through trauma together and had an entire theme of helping eachother and sticking together (a theme that carried the final act and fight) somehow not even hang out with eachother outside of heroics or school?
Lastly, I have no intention of making any comment about horis life unless it was stated by a credible source but it does seem like hori might of just got burnt out and he went too far with the story to give it a good ending (a well written one).
Alas, the ending was horrible.
#mha#mha critical#bnha critical#horikoshi critical#bnha#bhna critical#thanks for the ask#thanks for the ask!#thanks anon!#thanks anon#i know they didnt abandon him#but hori could of showed us something#he had enough to show us mic and aizawa hanging out outside of their jobs#but no members of 1A get to do that?#also i feel like i keep putting up the same points in every post that i get about 1A#like my opinions are clear
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