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nightskylonging · 9 months ago

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I'm listening to Charles's Dreamers EP, and oh my gosh. These would be so much fun to play. Those triplets? And the bass chords? The grace notes? They sound lovely, and I kinda want to learn one of these now.

#charles leclerc #dreamers ep #chatters from the nightsky #esp. heartbeat #I need to see the sheet music for that one

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kumakuma-circus · 4 months ago

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not me listening to SNOWFLAKES on loop cuz it's low-key my favorite p4 song and realizing the lyrics like perfectly encompass yu's feelings about inaba and his friends and having to leave.

LOOK AT THIS SHIT. UGHHHHHH. THE PAIN OF HAVING MEDIA COMPREHENSION SKILLS,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

#puppy rambles #persona 4 #p4 #yu narukami #investigation team #literally only the first two lines are purely about winter-#the rest of it is yu's feelings about having to leave his friends and how much he loves it in inaba #:((( /pos #the “this friendship it was built to last line” is what really gets me tbh. and the “treasured place” which is obviously inaba #possibly the junes food court specifically #also similarly heartbeat‚ heartbreak is seemingly meant to be reflecting yu's feelings about adachi being the killer #idk how your affection fits into this at all if it does #not overworld songs but reach out to the truth is just about p4's themes. same with pursuing my true self #and i assume shadow world but idk the lyrics #heaven is nanako's feelings after her mom's death. being alone so often and whatnot #and time to make history is. there i guess? it's good but i don't think it really reflects a lot of stuff in its lyrics-#i prefer reach out to the truth cuz of that. and just cuz it bops esp the second half in the reincarnation version #there might be something i'm missing with it and your affection though the lyrics don't really feel like they fit but. might be missing smth #admittedly not always great at more implied stuff. autism 😔

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chitsangenthusiast · 2 months ago

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izuku's heartbeat kink vs kacchan's scent kink fight fight fight

#can't lie i think heartbeat kinks are very cute esp for characters/ships where it holds Special Significance #like sokka and zuko #yes i have internally acknowledged that this is the second ship that has canon heart stuff going on. anyway #love x2 that everyone has decided bakugou smells like caramel instead of true burnt sugar. just think it's neat :)#just like he thinks izuku's neat :)#kathits #bakudeku

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chronurgy · 16 days ago

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Rumor has it that Mark Darrah said that bioware had a nasty time transitioning over to work from home and got basically nothing done over that period (he left the studio in December 2020). So unless things shaped up really quickly after he left, veilguard (which was converted back to single player from live service in February 2021) may have spent a lot of time that first year spinning its wheels and not getting a lot of work done. That would honestly explain a lot

#I'd already speculated just based on timeline that a bunch of stuff from the multi-player game got carried over #And if bioware lost a year of dev time for veilguard to wfh struggles then that makes it even more likely #Esp knowing the mass effect team was pulled in to help finish this game #I think the development period was BAD bad #God someone please write a tell all I would read it in a heartbeat #Dav chatter

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dutybcrne · 9 months ago

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Love the idea of Kae painstakingly learning Hilichurian, at first bc he figured it was another skill under his belt then bc talking with them made him curious abt them and their origin

#hc; kaeya #//And then learning they used to be Khaenri’ahn from Dain or the Traveller; or even some other source heckin CEMENTED it to him #//Talks to them in Hilichurl; tries to see if they can understand him in Khaenri’ahn #//If they could; he would actually end up crying—and anyone who knows him; knows THAT is genuinely Serious #//Would try to figure out alternate ways to handle hilichurls around Mond if he could; but it’s tough when everyone’s so set in their ways #//Tries to relocate and tend to as many Hilichurl related commissions as he can to minimize any harm btw human and Hilichurl #//Is prolly another contributing factor why he’d fall in the Abyss verse #//Despairing over their situation then realizing there IS a way to help them; he would latch onto it in a heartbeat #//Perhaps still doubt and be wary; but make him for sure more open to working with the Abyss if only for a Solution #//Only to get Got and mildly mindbroken if he talks to the Sinner/keeps such frequent exposure to Abyss energy #//The latter esp; dude just damn near being driven mad like Clothar the more he harnesses and is entrenched in it #//idk thinking bc i thinks it’s so funny he went as far as to write Venti a threat in Hilichurl that one event lololol

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moe-broey · 2 months ago

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Besties it may be so fucking over. I think I might literally unironically have covid.

Which is. So unbelievably Stupid. For the entire duration of its existence I managed to avoid it. I was gonna get my updated vaccine at the end of the month. I go to a concert (one of many for the fucking record) and I am masking for the majority of it. I get fucked up by a crowd surfer I almost lose a piercing (bloody but healed okay, was only a bit crusty the day after). Maybe it wasn't the wisest decision to put it right back in but like bitch???????????? What else was I gonna do?????? I mean. Maybe if I were smarter I would have just waited til I got home to fully sanitize it. It did happen during the last set. But like are you kidding me do you think I'm thinking anything other than "Oh shit I almost lost a piercing and it would be a pain in the ass to replace it and I don't wanna risk my hole closing up". In all fairness I think I'm allowed to be a bit stupid there.

Anyways my symptoms haven't been cold like or flu like and they feel exactly like what I experienced when I got the vaccine way back when. Headaches, muscle aches, loss of taste, difficulty breathing even just with. A sports bra. I kinda stopped binding a while ago bc of the strain. It may be so fucking over for me. Literally get top surgery or just fucking die. Have to figure out what's up here first though, gonna call my doctor about it. 🧍

#the phone call i've been really struggling w was for top surgery. mentally i'm just. fighting for my life about it #not the surgery but like. the Process. it's always some god damn process. if i could go under the knife tomorrow #i fucking would in a heartbeat.#broadly speaking like i am fighting for my life to get this happening bc i'm gonna age out of my dad's insurance #i also have no idea what that holds. like. do i just die. am i just left for dead. no more meds no more therapy nothing.#to be fair my therapist has said that won't be the case. and she'll help me make the changes necessary #but like i can't help but ALWAYS feel like i'm on borrowed time. the future isn't real and isn't for me.#milo doomerism moment. sorry.#to be fair i cannot live the rest of my life like this. the body positivity movement has been great esp for trans people #but like. i cannot body positivity myself out of dysphoria. i'm just not built like that.#i'm almost jealous of people who can. and i have to remind myself that's so epic and cool actually i love that for them #but like. my own experience w my own body. bitch i barely fucking live here. i hate it here.

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planet4546b · 2 years ago

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i realized last time i was playing soma that the glitch effects/whirring servo noise when monsters get close is not, in fact, some ambient effect of the monsters themselves but just simons physical reactions to fear (the glitch effect happened while i was climbing over a big gap with no monster in sight and i was like. oh no he’s just scared!) and it makes me so protective of simon it’s unreal. i’m like it’s ok simon. i’ll be brave we’ll get through this. take my hand buddy

#pers #soma lb #i climbed over that gap multiple times bc i kept going the wrong way and when it happened EVERYtime #AND he made a comment at the start like uhmmm this looks dangerous do we have to…and that’s when i realized. simon it’s ok i prommy. ilu #interestingly you do ALSO sometimes get heavy breathing + heartbeat sounds (esp after runninh but also when the monsters are REALLY close)#and the fact that there are both the mechanical (servo whirring) and physical (heartbeat) is jusy fascinatih #the sound design in this game overall is INSANELY good #anyways i’m at another scary part. but it’s ok simon. i’ll get you through this my friend

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blizzardfluffykpop · 29 days ago

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one of these days i'm going to lose whatever sainity i have left and watch chucky... 😔 i used to wanna watch sole-y for tiffany/jennifer tilly- and now with the changmin influence i'm so curious 😔 like as if i don't have bad nightmares after watching most horror content- but like- god- i wanna write changmin as chucky and tiffany as the reader so bad it's not even funny- (ik he views good chucky as his son *which i have been happily able to see most of it until it got too scary* but bad chucky! changmin 🫠)

#worse it's like 4 movies in to like get to the bride of chucky and i'm just... i know i couldn't do it- esp bc of my fear of dolls from when #i was little- 'like man- the eyes follow you wherever you go...' chucky would not be good for me #but i'm over here 'i'd be his tiffany in a heartbeat' like i genuinely need to go lay in some grass and i've been thinking these thoughts #for months now... 😔 i wish i was kidding- i've been 'i'll be his tiffany' and i hate it bc of how scary i find this #my irl friends offered to watch chucky with me bc they know i wish to bc of my bias but they know how much of a coward i am #i'm constantly going back and forth between the idea- and for now i'll just happily dream of the idea of the fic for now #am i afraid of a 3 foot doll? yes- that's more than half my height dude- that thing kills for fun #but hwvr love their kid sm- i love the nonbinary rep okay vv good #i am just rambling- i know lots of lore i just can't for the life of me bare to watch the real thing #kate rambles #scream/horror comedy are the only types of horror i can take outside of horror punk music and i just.... yeah unfair really

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natalia-lafourcade · 10 months ago

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My dads stories about his Pueblo scare the shit outta me 😭😭😭

#our Pueblo predates colonization and the stories that get passed down…. god #the stories from the revolution. the witchcraft. the murders over land disputes. the freak accidents #the fucking SPIRITS #apparently during the dirty war the gov would throw bodies of political dissenters out of helicopters and onto our lands #the energy there is so potent esp at night you can just FEEL shit #id go back in a heartbeat though

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dullahandyke · 5 months ago

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Ok night night for real hope u guys enjoyed the cardiovascular issues blogging

#^ saying this bcos hopefully they will.b gone tomorrow since im not gonna take my adhd meds #and also im gonna ring the doctor to go hiiii erm what do i do #squints. is this palpitations again. that would b concerning #i have a feeling my definition for heart palpitations is either too wide or too narrow #bcos i define it as chest pain whenever heartbeat ough ok there it is #but yeah theres other times when i can like hear my heartbeat pretty loud esp when wearing headphones #and ive not been counting those but i maybe should have been? oh well

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villainsidestep · 6 months ago

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY🫶🥳 hope you have a good day :)

THANK YOU JULES !!!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻

#gideon shut the hell up challenge #FUN FACT we have in fact opened our presents now so we can tell u that we got ! a new mouse (bc ours broke lmao) and headphones #they're noise cancelling which is smth we HATE !!!!! bc it freaks us out (esp w earbuds bc we can hear our heartbeat ??)#but actually they are Soooo nice and the noise cancelling isn't making us panic so hell yeah 😎#ty for the ask!! <3

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cupiare · 10 months ago

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i hate writing personal statements ... cover letters... girl i'll tell you everything you want to know and more in an interview

#p #9/10 times when i need to prove something i would so much rather talk #interviews presentations etc I WILL DO THEM!!!!!!!! IN A HEARTBEAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! just dont make me put it in writing ill go insane over it #im too much of a perfectionist i keep turning it over in my head whereas if i talk about it i cant take it back and my god can this guy tal #and its always more impressive and more commendable in an employers eyes when ur a good speaker esp abt ur experience and skills #i need that without the personal statement. fuck that

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femmefaggot · 1 year ago

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ok now. gotta stop before we start thinking abt like. descendants or something.

#heartbeats #^ kins but feels weird abt ut due to circumstances abd also gets #like unreasonably Weird when watching esp the last movie ):#is there a shorter esy to type ehat i eanna say? oh well sighs may his memory be a blessing and whatnot but its so fucked

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indigodawns · 2 years ago

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#my guys getting a ~new diagnosis at 25 is EXHAUSTING???#at least as a chronic overthinker ig bc whew #every day i swing from oohhh yep im definitely autistic to noooo i don't think i fit it enough esp sensory wise and blabla #i make eyecontact (but now im thinking about it and it's like being conscious of your breathing yk?? and then it's like. is that why #it doesn't feel that natural suddenly or??? and if im a little uncomfortable i stop making eyecontact but ig that's ~normal)#and then with noise and light i don't KNOW i don't know if it's all bc im paying attention now #like you see MAYBE im just pretending my depression symptoms/self-dislike are autism but what actually happens is just that #and i wonder like is my almost compulsively picking at my nails or scabs (i know) stimming or? and what stims would i like how do you KNOW #anyways. had autism group therapy last week and it was v chill and lowkey and also relatable at times though we didn't cover that much #but the overhead lights stayed off and that was great bc i hate u massive tl lights (but im prone to migraines so who knows!)#anyways. my mum did say it makes sense to her and my sister accepted it in a heartbeat JDMDMD and she studies psych and had to #deal with me growing up and bossing her around (our strongest soldier)#and on holidays it takes me a week to get settled usually but i THOUGHT that was depression bc i feel isolated and lonely for a while #so yknow??? sighhhh i am discussing this in therapy but i wanna KNOW i want facts so i can speed through the acceptance process cmon #(i know.......)#anyways. if you're still reading 1) mwah and 2) input is always welcome #insofar any of this made sense

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slugg · 2 years ago

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ik yucky old men deserve to be soft and loved too but i genuinely think whatever harry and kim have going on in game is infinitely more interesting and probably realistic than them getting together

#z #i dont think kim is interested in harry other than wanting to study him like a bug and maybe its kind of in a psychosexual way but thats it.#harry would fuck anyone in a heartbeat but his head is too far up his own ass to even think about that and he 100% has not had the thought #watching them run around like that >>> ooc stuff where they hug and kiss like normal people. Have you seen those dudes theyre fuckin crazy #esp because i feel like people ignore kims character in favor of making him harrys supportive partner or w/e like u think hed hold harrys #hand through a sexuality crisis that man is allergic to feelings ESPECIALLY his own #anyways not trying to hate on kmharry but imo its kind of unrealistic without a huge amount of character growth

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dutybcrne · 4 months ago

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I love the idea of Diluc and Addie, maybe Elzer, being the only ones who would KNOW immediately the difference between Kaeya and a doppelgänger by sheer grace of the fact that the Kaeya that reacts first to mere WORDS of them recounting a most embarrassing childhood tale would be enough of an indication

#hc; kaeya #//They know this well bc Kae is every bit the shy boy he always was and only he would have such Mortification; he'd react in a HEARTBEAT #//Just #Luc: Our first Weinle-#The real Kae IMMEDIATELY just goes aAAAAAA-#//With such DISTRESS in his voice to boot; voice crack and everything #Addie: The song-#Real Kaeya IMMEDIATELY: LALALALA I DUNNO WHAT YOU MEAN AAA #//Blushing red as Luc's hair and looking just about ready to let the heckin Abyss claim him if she says ONE more word kdfbgfjg #Elzer: Whiskey-#The Real Kaeya IMMEDIATELY remembering the first and only time Elzer shared some with him: Fuck you #//It's gotta be them; bc it's THEM who instill that reaction in him. ESP if around others #//Most anybody else would have to go by how well they know his facades as such; or remembering an inside joke he'd tell #//Which is effective; but those three in particular expose the false one INSTANTLY #//Esp bc the mere presence of Luc & Addie in particular would make the real one squirm a bit with Nerves right from the getgo #//Addie could prolly pick him out just by that alone; while Luc might only consider it suspicious until he asks #//A significant other MIGHT be able to pick up on it fast enough based on Kae's immediate Relief then cowing a bit upon seeing them #//Like he half expects them not to know who's the real him; or worse; thinks HE'D somehow fail their test for him #//But ye #//Anywho; let's do things #//I completed the quest i wanted; i think imma try writings now #//No promises I'll get anything done tho njdfbg

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