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[igotublue]

Is it Thursday yet? 👀

@esgaril Thanks for the banger NPC suggestions!

[bixbiboom]

Today needs a nice wholesome (“wholesome”) catch-up between Matt Mercer and Steph Stigma (trans and autistic standup comic, and apparently Matt’s cousin?) after six years of scheduling conflicts.

Thanks to @esgaril for bringing this to my attention, I missed it entirely!

[444names]

ilkorin/doriathrin words + danian/ossiriandic words

Adhoin Adhrond Adoloss Archor Argulthron Arilthies Arilweth Arittealc Arnivon Arthind Asteagenn Baldo Baldumbar Ballas Balley Balmen Barchomely Barthúreg Belbelver Belbore Belduind Beling Bellian Bellight Belrost Belveiloc Bentairon Benting Beords Beresgess Berith Berse Blind Blorthin Bords Borel Borron Borrost Bothideen Bothir Bothron Bowen Briangorth Briled Brilin Bring Brins Brith Calthoin Carth Cavest Celron Clado Cogiench Cognoldor Cognoldow Cwety Daingolin Daleglin Damir Damír Deavy Derse Dilost Dilthilina Dindo Dinesgaril Dinor Diongoree Diour Dorth Dralm Duiliant Dumablado Dumbal Dumbar Dumbow Dungof Dungor Duntaig Dunte Duntre Durawn Durgale Durtheast Duvon Dwate Dwathor Dúghousa Dúght Eadon Eagennath Ealad Eavesgar Eavioni Echor Echorth Ecipice Ecipin Ecres Ecress Egienced Egion Eglan Eglight Eglorth Eglosgen Egoblama Egolk Egorn Egornt Egorroneg Egorthurn Egron Egrûm Elbeorthad Eldair Eldolk Eldonion Eldow Elith Ellamin Elley Elond Eloron Eluind Elung Elunnan Elventor Elveregle Elvesgar Elygn Eniverven Ennant Entaing Ereadorron Erveil Esgadhron Esgaril Esgen Essord Estind Estingorth Ethingol Ethornion Etymousa Fenduindin Fenhorome Feniousad Fenteal Fingol Foldaled Frostin Gador Gadord Gadum Gales Galey Galley Galos Garchar Garil Garilingol Garnith Gencel Gnolduilm Gobly Gobst Goldo Golith Golme Golon Goreed Gores Gorgoldon Gorrome Gorthôn Greagline Grest Greth Gromence Gross Gwareend Gwarthor Gwelt Gwelthan Gwenced Gwesgal Gweth Haden Halegof Hales Halla Hapere Harchorost Heado Headorros Healdorn Heales Healm Healoc Heassir Heaviond Heavior Heaviorreg Hereglor Heregol Herse Hidde Hioneg Hiousiced Hirilith Hithin Hitte Honelda Hords Horron Hound Hroth Ieneck Jewen Jewes Jeweth Lamar Lamargolf Lamindurn Lamír Lascavion Lauglorn Leglorth Legrost Lesgench Liandelm Light Liondolf Liteden Lorgar Lorromen Losgar Losted Lrostind Lungolk Lutsil Lutsiron Lygnor Lómend Lómene Lóment Lóming Lómingol Lómiritind Lúthing Lúthirim Lúthord Mablog Mablorgar Mablos Mably Manda Manguaglos Maniouthor Mantives Mantorron Marelduin Melbor Melver Menithind Meorn Merve Minecren Mirimbaley Mounted Muilorn Muindon Muinesges Musidded Nanduin Naniverma Nathone Nauglins Naugollin Naulth Naurc Neglos Neglost Ngolf Niangwes Nioutsidem Nitedla Nithien Oblorn Obstreence Orron Osgaron Ossir Ossirin Osted Ostiveil Ousantain Ousilin Outhrôn Palaced Palado Pallama Penegla Pereed Pereg Pluins Plungolion Plurim Plutsir Poold Poolda Pooldaley Poolk Prealme Precreg Preed Prelf Raded Radee Radent Radfassavy Radhrassad Radon Raduvon Rairiangor Rairost Randain Randalc Randunn Recipins Regien Relboth Resgar Ressir Rethir Rethong Retymolf Rianted Riling Rondic Rôthil Rôtholine Rôthúret Sadold Saver Savesen Savion Screed Screg Scregloss Scregolm Seciping Shaded Shadfascre Shadord Shaduindin Shady Shalling Shalost Shantaril Shargul Sicelurgar Sidentins Staind Steallin Sting Strested Strey Succe Succeldold Succelm Succelt Succely Swang Swanion Swantor Swarong Swaros Swarth Swathúrey Taighom Taind Tairon Thealdo Thealduil Thing Thingobst Thion Thiree Thiriling Thoin Thold Tholf Thoman Thomar Thome Thomen Thorguagen Thrair Throth Thurad Thúres Tiverma Torntaing Torrond Troth Twisechal Twisen Twitir Uduile Udung Uduvong Umablost Urchol Urguagent Valador Valaul Valed Valthôn Vaurim Vence Ventor Vereglaced Veretymour Verimbar Verves Vesges Wedlake Wedlandow Whiloc Whindealc Whirilin Wilin Wited Withor Witineg Woldo Woldurthin Wolon Womablin Women Worong

[the-guy-from-baker-st]

I was tagged by the amazing @esgaril

Thanks for tagging me.

1. Zodiac sign: Aquarius

2. A city/country you'd visit if you could leave right now: Japan. Always wanted to visit that mythical wonderland.

3. Languages you know: Marathi, Hindi, English, Gujarati. Learning Dutch and Japanese.

4. Favorite hot beverage: Hot Chocolate!

5. Favorite cold beverage: Chocolate Milkshake

(i swear I'm a grown up)

6. Favorite salty food: Kande Pohe (flattened rice with potatoes and peanuts, topped with cilantro, peanuts, and lemon)

7. Favorite sweet food: Do I have to choose? I love almost all sweets. In love with all Indian sweets, really like Baklava too

8. Favorite candy: Kinder Bueno

9. Favorite color: Blue with a hint of green

10. Favorite flower: Gardenia. My dad had planted a tree next to our house, i remember the sweet scent that would fill the night as the wind breezed past

11. Myers-Briggs Type Indicator (if known): INTP

12. Your OTP: Percabeth and Peraltiago

13. Your Hogwarts house (if known): Ravenclaw

This was fun, I'd like to tag: @aoi-herondale, @givemeabreak57, @sangreiti

[chasmbloom]

A great addition from @esgaril! I completely agree

Controversial take perhaps but I think a lot of the criticism for campaign 3 is because it’s being judged against narrative criteria for films, tv shows and books rather than an improvisational game.

[dunderklumpen]

esgaril replied to your post: so bored that I actually applied for a...

well, good luck for the job you applied for! and I bet there are still many shows to watch or books to read if you’re really bored :)

of course. but that's not enough to keep me sane for the next 2,5 months. :)

[mishaphilia]

esgaril said: I think that was an effect of the Mark of Cain on Dean and yeah, it’s worrying. I hope he can get rid of that mark soon. They should really get to the ‘killing Abaddon’ point, but sadly they doesn’t seem to be in a hurry :(

I agree to a point... personally I view the mark as something that's just exaggerating prexisting thoughts/feelings to the point where it's visible (ie. in his eyes, in what he said to sam) because.. well. We know Dean's history. Plenty of dark before the mark :(

ugh yeah seriously writers

4 episodes left

seriously

[critrolestuff]

Shoutout to @esgaril for wisely pointing out details I flat-out forgot lmao

But ALSO: loving how the consensus on this post seems to be “Percy is an absolute menace who probably doesn’t know what it is to be able to see individual leaves on trees even WITH glasses”

How do y’all think Percy cleans his glasses? Discuss

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[casstiles-blog]

midnightazalea answered your question: Going out of town tomorrow.

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 esgaril answered your question: Going out of town tomorrow.

if you haven’t already read “Redemption road”, it’s the best and longest: spn-redemption.livejour…

Thank you both very much. I love the list! And I have read Redemption Road (duh! so many feels!) but I just might re-read it for my trip again!

Thanks, lovelies~

[mcshep-everyday]

YOU’RE IT! Rules are: copy this message to 10 other beautiful people/blogs who you think deserve this message! Keep the game going and make everyone feel beautiful❤

Ah! Thank you so much for this, I'm so happy you think this blog deserves a wonderful message like this!

[onyxbird]

@esgaril, you may be correct about what was happening, in particular that Vax thinks he'd be stringing Gilmore along by not ending this, but this is also exactly what I mean about it being an "overzealous commitment to monogamy." Relationships don't have to be of the same type or intensity to be worth having, and romantic relationships are the only ones we hold to that standard. If I dropped less intense friendships purely because my closest friendship was deeper, people would think I was nuts. In fact, there would probably be a lot of people telling me that it was unhealthy to have only one friend.

Even if Vax is more attracted to Keyleth, I think the conversation makes it clear that he didn't lose interest in what he had with Gilmore--he just thinks he "can't" continue and seems deeply unhappy about that.

It seems like all he had to do to avoid stringing Gilmore along is to confide in him about falling in love with someone who Vax doesn't think loves him back (awkward, but not exactly out-of-the-norm for Vax's usual level of intense conversations) and follow Gilmore's lead on how that changes things. Given their on-stream level of interaction (flirting when Vax happens to be around, heart-to-heart conversations about what has been going on between visits, hugs and cheek kisses, and once going out to spend the afternoon together), he may have never had any expectation that he was Vax's only or primary love interest, and this might change nothing. I wouldn't expect Gilmore to have abstained from other relationships over loyalty to Vax at that level of flirting either. Or he could be heartbroken and no longer be comfortable flirting with Vax, in which case they'd be in exactly the same place they were after the canon conversation. Or somewhere in between, and they could have sorted out how they wanted to proceed (even if that were "I need to think this over").

Demonstrating loyalty to Keyleth seems like the the only reason for Vax to "need" to unilaterally break it off, and Keyleth has already indicated she's not ready to sign up for that. (The fact that he stayed behind to have this conversation instead of helping to look after Keyleth who was actively-puking-her-guts-up drunk just adds to the "whose benefit is this for again?" question. 🙃)

I'm on my first watch through Critical Role (just got past the Briarwood arc), and I just realized one reason it bugs me that Vax "broke up" with Gilmore because he's trying to romance Keyleth: Of all the enthusiasm from the party about Vax flirting with Gilmore in "Shopping and Shipping," it was Keyleth who literally invested a charisma-enhancing spell* (as well as the "dad thumb") to boost Vax's flirting abilities.

She was demonstrably supportive of this relationship to the point of actively trying to help. So... maybe wait a little to figure out if Keyleth is actually interested in pursuing something and whether exclusivity is what she wants before making two (and possibly three) people unhappy?

Like, sure, Vax was the one doing the flirting and absolutely has the right to decide he doesn't want to do that anymore, but... he clearly does want to do that. Vax is sad about putting a stop to this. Gilmore's sad about it. And from everything I've seen so far, it seems plausible Keyleth might be at least a little disappointed (or at least might feel even more pressured about Vax romancing her if she found out he's committing to exclusivity before she's even decided how she feels about this).

Vax and Gilmore hadn't gone beyond flirting (as made clear by the conversation), so there's no reason why Gilmore should be expecting exclusivity. I'd understand if Vax wanted to, e.g., confide in Gilmore that he thinks he's falling for Keyleth, giving Gilmore the opportunity to back off if it bothered him and context for why Vax might be adjusting his own level of flirting, but ending a mutually enjoyable flirtation over the possibility that he might start something with Keyleth seems like an overzealous commitment to monogamy. (Also, weirdly contradictory with ending the "break-up" conversation by smooching Gilmore on the lips. "Tease," indeed.)

(The more obvious reason it disappointed me was that Vax and Gilmore's flirtation was incredibly fun to watch while most of the Vax and Keyleth romance so far has been deeply and painfully awkward. I understand why it's awkward, given the characters, but that doesn't make it less awkward to watch.)

*She cast Enhance Ability for Charisma on him as they went in, when Vex seems like the one more inclined to do any aggressive negotiating and Vax doesn't seem to need much help (or actual ability checks) to succeed in general flirting with Gilmore at this point.

[dorothyoz39]

My costar is a friend of mine so I won't be adding pics for privacy reasons.

The title is "The entreteiner" (from Dolly Parton's rock cd)

And I tag... @tinknevertalks , @esgaril , @whopooh and anyone else who wants to join....

Thanks for the tag @mathgirl24 !

Challenge -> You’re starring in a movie with the last person you saved in your camera roll, and the last song you listened to is the title.

My co-star: Torri Higginson as Elizabeth Weir!!! (Does that mean i get to star with Torri or with Elizabeth? Either are fine for me tbh…)

Aaaand the title is: Heavy Weight (by Lindsey Stirling)

Now that sounds… fun? I’m coming up with absolutely nothing in terms of possible plot😂

Tagging: @kira-nerys-rocks @varlysca @aurelia-which-means-sunrise @sparrowsarus @1989nihil @sassycordy @rodneymckays and everyone who wants to do this😈

[silustouchedmishaonce]

esgaril reblogged your photo: Boys Don’t Kiss In Kansas by ~ArtByMomo They take...

block

why the hell did I read this? now I feel like my heard’s been torn out of my chest, been stomped on and torched for good...

I want everyone to be as miserable as I am.

[dunderklumpen]

esgaril replied to your post

I can perfectly understand *hugs* I still haven’t seen those two episodes, because I can’t deal with loosing Bobby ;_;

death's door such a good episode though! it's a bit feelsy (okay probably extremely emotional if your name is not laura) and a definite contender for my top 10 spn episodes. absolutely a worthy last (?) episode. *g*

[dorothyoz39]

Thanks for tagging me @1989nihil

three ships: Sam/Jack (SG1), John/Cam (SGA/SG1) and Phryne/Jack (mfmm or as the kids say Phrack)

first ever ship: Sam/Jack. SG1 was my first ever fandom and it was my first ever any fandom mistelone you can think off

last song: Superpop, Gallos

last film: Red, while & royal blue

currently reading: Mujeres que se empotraron hace mucho (Cristina Domenech) and Los pacientes del doctor García (Almudena Grandes)

currently watching: Death in Paradise, musketeers, and I've just started a rewatch of Babylon 5 because they gifted me the DVDs

currently consuming: tea

currently craving: chocolate

people to tag: @arrowsbane @rachaeljurassic @angelblaze @esgaril @galadriel1010

tag game

i was tagged by @meiyanaalexia, @enchiladax and @sasstronauttt, thanks everyone!!!! 🥺❤❤❤❤❤

three ships: dokhyeok, sheith, heiyin

first ever ship: sky and bloom from winx club

last song: GroundBreaking - insert genre here

last film: across the spiderverse 🥰🥰💞

currently reading: solitary lady, flirting with the villain's dad, star player supporter, the lazy swordmaster, my secretely hot husband

currently watching: nothing 😔 tried to watch sugar apple fairy tale but gave up

currently consuming: manhwas, discord convos, insta reels, cookies and other junk food

currently craving: fried chicken, a hug, back massage

people to tag: @lee-etc, @spacentimecreature, @dimobserver, @sojabeean-main, @starstruckwolf28, @raineya, @creative-shine, @pirahnnov, @aretheslugsblessed, @stainedjar, @megumi-fm, @frei-hime, @full--of--galaxies