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slightly furious reminder that fish do in fact feel pain and do in fact experience fear and distress when in pain since people seem to love spreading the myth that fish don't feel pain. what is it with people assuming a creature is incapable of feeling pain or emotion just because it doesn't have complex facial muscles. come on gang
#animal cruelty#<- for filtering#IT PISSES ME OFF#'oh it's fine to kill eels very slowly for extra flavour. they don't feel pain so it's not cruel at all' did you do. any fucking research#if you REALLY need sources for the idea that non-mammals can feel pain and fear (you know. two things extremely vital for survival?)#then I can send some links in the comments. but fucking christ we shouldn't need an article to tell us this shit#fish have pain receptors fish respond negatively to pain. they'll hide or struggle. fish who escaped being hooked show trauma-like response#including shallow breathing. isolation. and decreased appetite. fish are so fucking complex but people see them gasping#with their gaping mouths and rolling eyes and think ah. the lived experience of this creature is equivalent to that of an earthworm
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you keep telling yourself that, buddy.
#isat#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#in stars and time#isat fanart#fanart tag#rn i'm obssessed with the idea of siffrin and loop just having the worst recovery process and are just baffled that just cause they escaped#doesn't mean they're free from their trauma! like you THOUGHT!#give me every fic where they're struggling and relapse but ultimately get better. i need it
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one downside to digital mediums of art is that you cant see the tear stains (they just slide down the screen)
#turtlearts#tf2#team fortress 2#not even gonna lie i dont think ive ever struggled to draw as much as i had during this time#these are also a couple months old . and oh my god#i literally thought i was going insane. deep in the clutches of 3/4 head hell and i couldnt escape#like no sleep levels of drawing the same thing again and again until i either got exhausted or just gave up#when the therapist and psych nurse i had at uni said that i have ocd tendencies maybe they were onto something lowkey#side note but thanks to tf2 spy i got a butterfly knife trainer bc i wanted to do tricks#unfortunately i lost the knife :(( but i did learn a couple (really simple) tricks which was neat :)
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Forgive me if this comes across as strange, but I really enjoy the rich color you use for blood in your drawings. It's great for contrast against Machete's otherwise pale complexion, but it also really conveys the blood's vitality - it makes it feel alive and living, warm, even. That color, and all your art, really, is vibrant and full of life, enough so that it challenges the negative associations of death and injury that blood conveys. I just wish poor Machete had more of it inside him than outside
Thank you! I've never thought about it from that angle.
I know that realistically I should color the blood darker, maybe with a more maroon tint, but the visual intensity of vivid scarlet is just irresistable to me I guess. The excuse I tell myself is that in Machete's case, his white fur naturally provides the lightest possible background for that blood to sit on, maximizing the brightness and vibrancy it has to offer.
This is beside the point but I've also understood that anemia can affect the color of your blood if severe enough, but I'm not a medical professional so I can't really verify how visible that is to a naked eye. Not having enough hemoglobin makes it look diluted in a way.

#not to ramble aimlessly about this but the color red and the theme of “blood=vitality” are central to his character in general#it's the color of his cardinal robes obviously and an eyecatching symbol of his accomplishments which are a crucial part of his identity#vivid red dye like that was exceedingly expensive so being able to wear it was a mark of high status#since he doesn't produce pigment of his own and doesn't have natural markings per se all color in his design#the hues of peachy pink and salmon even the vascular dark circles under his eyes#come from blood showing through the subtly translucent tissue#he struggles with an undiagnosed blood disorder and goes through regular bloodletting in a lamentably misguided attempt to cure it#a widespread and ordinary treatment at the time#and eventually gets assassinated and dies of hypovolemic shock#as a result of not being able to let go or escape his position in the church in time#answered#skespers#white dog syndrome
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My boss is using AI to make all the new fabrics for her next collection.... Please consider supporting my work in any way you can so I don't have to do this 9-5 forever, I really want to get out of it by next year but I don't know if that's possible anymore.
Anything helps, sharing and spreading my work is hugely helpful. My work is (VERY CLOSE TO) zero waste and the planet is my top priority. Thanks guys




#im struggling but trying not to despair and stop trying to escape#handmade#alternative#zero waste#sustainable fashion#sustainability#sewing#fashion#art#alt#designer#ooak#goth
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DCxDP Prompt 17 :
Danny was very displeased, displeased at the fact that he had to be a quarter vampire.
Let him explain, Danny had been visiting Vlad for his annual Therapy session, Dan had told the boy that Vlad has been acting strange and isolating himself in his bedroom.
Danny speculated that maybe the man is... Doing evil things again to mess with Danny and so just as any other sane person would, He visited the man. He stepped into a dark and cold room, "Frootloop...?", he called out as he kept the door open Infront of him.
Without even giving the boy a second to process the darkness, Plasmius pounced on him and had dug his sharp teeth and fangs on his arm, Danny took only a few moments and threw Plasmius to the side, his eyes were glowing red.
Danny was cursing as Plasmius's Hair 'Horns' were actual horns now and he looked... Hungry.
Danny would not like to delve more into those new trauma memories but short to say but Plasmius had a more animalistic side to him due to his vampire shtick and it turns out he knows when it happens but simply forgot to tell Danny or Anyone about this situation.
Danny went home after having been bandaged by Dani, He felt weird ever since that day and for the past few days the sun had felt more hotter for him that he ended up using sunscreen often, he found Ectoplasm more... Delicious as well and when he happened to get injured and licked the blood off his arm due to something urging him, he slowly pieced everything together.
Danny started showcasing more vampiric features, his eyes had a red tint, his ears were pointier and his fangs sharper, slowly he's had more of an attraction to blood and Ectoplasm, being able to find or smell blood from afar.
Danny at some point tells jazz and she ofcourse accepts him wholeheartedly and protects him as much as she could, even going as far as intimidating the A-Listers enough that they'd leave Danny alone.
It... It didn't prove good for him though, The Sensors clocked him more as a ghost. It made Maddie and Jack extremely suspicious.
One morning Tucker and Sam had called him something about Maddie and Jack finding out, Danny was then caught especially at a time where Jazz was out of town.
We all know what happens in Bad Parents Maddie and Jack, They have him strapped to a table.
Jazz went home 3 days later and after finding out about what happened to Danny, she ran to the closest person she could get help from. Vlad.
The DC part ;
Danny had ran away with Jazz, Dan and Dani to Gotham, Apparently Vlad had bought them a Manor and Since Dan was the oldest he was the one who managed all the money and he was good at it.
Danny still had difficulty controlling the hunger, the Half Ghost Thing now along with having vampire stuff on him and still somehow being half human was the only thing keeping him sane and feel like he's in control of his body.
These instincts from 3 different species in one body fused to one causing him to get more confused and erratic with his behaviors, Dan resorts to taking Danny out at night and letting him ravage and feed on Criminals which Dan had specifically picked.
Meanwhilst the bats have been notified of Child and Human traffickers or anything of the same level crime that they don't feel bad about have been found dead with bite marks on their necks and their bodies drained of blood, It confused them ofcourse but no innocent bystanders or civilians was ever turned into a victim of this unknown assailant.
The public had nicknamed the supposed "Vampire Meta" As Apparition (Because Dracula was too cliché), One faithful night, a witness happens to see this strange person feed on a criminal.
A black haired teenage boy had their teeth sunken in the big man's neck, their eyes a red tint but it's obvious they were blue, said civilian immediately told the police which gave the bats a lead.
Witnesses starts to see more of him, Red Robin happens to encounter the younger boy on coincidence, his clothes were bloodied but he stared at the horizon of the city. The boy looked out of thought, his eyes hazed as Red Robin approached him, Danny turned his head at Red Robin almost immediately upon hearing his footsteps.
"Hello." He greets with a fanged but soft and innocent smile that made Red Robin's heart skip a beat. Just who is this boy? And why is Tim starting to have a crush for him.
You guys can take it from here, all my thoughts were, Halfa!Vamp!Danny and Dead Tired.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#dc x dp#danny phantom fandom#dp x dc#dcxdp#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc#dcu#dc x dp crossover#dcxdp prompt#dc x dp prompt#dpxdc prompts#dpxdc prompt#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc au#dp x dc prompt#dead tired ship#dead tired#danny x tim#Danny is struggling to keep his Vampiric side in control but on the other hand his ghostly instincts of being posessive is fully taking over#Tim thinks he's crazy for falling slowly for a 'vampire' of all things#Tim will never escape the allegations. The weird kid allegations that were already proven true before is even truer now.#Dan cares for Danny because Danny is struggling in a way Dan did when he was slowly turning evil/dark danny moments#Jazz is worried for Danny#Dani is also worried for Danny#Danny is taking online classes
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something that was not meant to be is done, and this is the start of what was.
(lineart and close-up under the cut)

#ghost is a complex man that struggles to forgive himself and others in this one#choosing to be experience joy is a radical act of healing#escapism doesn't absolve him of his sins but it does get him a hot boyfriend#this au is healing my inner child and teaching me about acceptance#and how to open myself up to the love of others. thank you all for your support 💛#simon ghost riley#call of duty#cod#lambing season au#ghoap au#this entire song is early lambing season au simon before he leaves for scotland
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Day 7 : springtime revival/healing
Rivals Duo prompt week
Thank you @simplepotatofarmer for making this prompt! 🙌 Seeing all artists here is so amazing! :D
I'm so sorry I can't make it all days and like super late too ;-; but maybe just maybe if you make another prompt like this in the future I will join again and doing my best 👉👈
If you wanna see the speed paint for this hehe 👉👈
#my art#winterspringrivalsduoweek#hehe they cuddling#healing after escaping together from the prison#look me struggling to drawing techno hand ;-;#idk if that good enough i already give up with that lmao#love themm!!#rivals duo#c!dream fanart#dream fanart#c!technoblade fanart#c!techno fanart#technoblade fanart#techno fanart#dream smp#dsmp#dreblr
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A 1am doodle :p I feel like it’s been awhile since I’ve drawn Suns
#No context as usual#Even off the string Pebbles still struggles because I love my angst and he can’t escape me#doodle#rain world au#picking up the pieces au#five pebbles#seven red suns#Rain world#my art
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Don't quite know how to put this but there are certain story beats that, in order for me to actually like/admire the story, specifically have to be accomplished without being a big deal.
Like, does your story present ordinary, mundane, even ridiculous people as possessing worth and dignity? Cool. Does it pat itself on the back about doing that? Unfortunately, that has circled back around to patronizing.
Does your character make the lives of bit characters and nameless bystanders a priority, even when it distracts them from Important Plot Things? Nice! Does your character make a big production of/express a lot of angst about doing that? This only barely edges out "leaving them to die" in terms of my respect for said character.
Ordinary people are just as valuable and important as Our Heroes. But the narrative should have enough conviction about that to take it for granted, and let the audience catch up if need be. A Hero should definitely take it for granted, unless they're still in the process of becoming heroic.
Otherwise, I'm left with the sneaking suspicion that the writers don't really see this themselves.
#this is the distinction between what i tend to mentally categorize as 'hobbit-positive' stories#and ones that feel like they know they're SUPPOSED to be hobbit-positive but are struggling#lobelia sackville-baggins is a heroic figure by the end of lotr#but tolkien doesn't make a big song and dance about it or validate her by putting her next to the Actually Cool Characters(TM)#there's just the quiet revelation in amongst the other events that. huh. put under this kind of pressure lobelia was pretty amazing#and the other thing making me think of this was a moment in terror of the zygons where the doctor's escaping the ship#and frees the three humans they'd been impersonating on the way#it's barely even a story beat. they get to participate in destroying the ship and figuring out the enemy plans afterward#but actually rescuing them? it's so casual. and on the one hand that makes it not a Narrative Priority but also like. it's taken for grante#yeah those are people. the doctor doesn't need to think or talk about rescuing them he's just. gonna DO it#(is all of this lowkey an expression of my gripes about the tenth doctor era? maybe a /little./ sorry)#(i could also contrast the tenth doctor and daniel jackson's respective radiation poisoning deaths but these tags are long enough already)
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A Most Mousterious Mind.
#deltarune#kris dreemurr#noelle holiday#Chapter 2 complete! And woah what a chapter that was!#Noelle has now beaten Susie out for my 'favourite character'. mostly because she's significantly easier for me to draw.#I still like Susie quite a bit but of my god I am struggling with how to draw her.#It seems like each world/chapter focuses on a certain person feeling lost/desparate for escapism and learning a key lesson.#The character writing is so good too! I love stories that force characters to confront themselves and their maladaptive coping mechanisms!#Noelle is a people pleaser who feels she has no one to truly confide in! She's in such deep grief and bearing it all alone!#She scares easily but at the same time feels draw to 'scary things' because she associates it with warmth and comfort.#Noelle sweetie dearest honey gravy...why do I also feel like the narrative wants us to be cruel towards her?#Is that Kris? Is it the soul? What is going on with some of these dialogue choices?#The vibe is 'Doomed arranged marriage' and I am very fearful for what is to come...#****CH.2 SPOILERS:****#Because Kris is both our avatar/vessel and the antagonist right? That's what the end of the chapters appear to be telling us...#Fascinating way to frame a story if true. If not...Well I'm really hooked!#Alas I am playing with people so It may be a while before I start ch.3 but look forward to more art! I'm officially on the bus now!
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Midas enjoying his Burd lunch out in nature 🌸 (the Death Star is about to blow up the island and ruin his peaceful moment 🥀)
#fortnite#midas#midas fortnite#my art tag#I SWEAR I CAN DRAW BETTER BACKGROUNDS! this started as something different but i didnt want to just post him with a void background 💔#oh fortnite midas how i always want to draw thee but i dont want to ever draw your tattoos even if i can simplify them.#why are the most interesting FN characters always so consistently hard to draw and or have extreme details that you can't just Not Draw...💔#i know it's a bit up in the air abt how well he can control the golden touch but i think. he struggles with it post escaping the Underworld#especially whenever food is involved... i think he has to eat everything with a fork or spoon or chopsticks#(he definitely has his own personal pair of each that he always uses for every meal they even have fancy cases they're stored in. i bet)
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Was there every any hope for Dream and Nightmare?
Could they have stayed in their universe, stayed together, stayed happy?
Maybe. But somehow, I can't see it, at least not after the village comes into the picture. They might have been able to stay in their own little bubble forever, but as soon as that outside force exists, the clock starts ticking.
It was Nightmare who couldn't take it anymore. But it could have easily been Dream. Either way, it was only a matter of time. I don't think there was any avoiding it, not really. Not in their situation, not with who they are.
Nightmare. The scapegoat, the dark one, the moon, the night. Tied to his brother by his very name, because even though he wasn't a nightmare, he's Dream's opposite, and that is all he was ever seen as by others. The dark to Dream's light, the negativity to Dream's positivity. Always defined by his brother, even before he was hurt for merely existing. Did he ever really get to be his own person?
And Dream, the golden one, the perfect one, the kind one, the sun. Always so helpful and positive. Always in demand, because who doesn't want to be happy? Their happiness is his responsibility. So he smiles, he helps, he conceals all the stress and sadness and anger and grief. He can't be seen with negative emotions, he can't effect others with his own feelings, he can't let his own feelings or needs or self matter when there's always other people who need him. So he keeps up that sunshine mask, keeps all the clouds and rain and storms locked in the dark where nobody can see them.
You can't maintain masks like that under enough built-up pressure. Eventually, something breaks.
Maybe they still had a chance. Broken things can heal, after all. Maybe they could have helped each other, grown, figured out a way to make things better.
Or maybe they were doomed from the start.
All I know is that if one didn't break, the other would have eventually.
#babble#rant#ramble#undertale#undertale au#dreamtale#dreamtale brothers#dream#nightmare#dreamtale dream#dreamtale nightmare#also have i mentioned how i actually kind of love that nightmare. the moon-coded one. is so defined by his brother?#the moon reflects the sun's light#light can exist without shadows but shadows are cast by light#darkness is a lack of light but light is not a lack of darkness#and from the very moment they were named#dream got to be his own person#while nightmare was just his opposite. his shadow. his dark reflection.#and i think that a lot of nightmare's struggle is essentially trying to escape that#rose's rambles
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ohhhhhh i think i’ve broken something?? nvrmnd
+ sigma female?? + phido!!
+ kanny!!
#zero escape#zero time dilemma#virtue's last reward#diana ztd#luna vlr#genderbend#genderswap#this was a struggle because i really wanted for braids to stay but also for them not to look TOO feminine#just know i considered a version with long hair but random braids viking style#pelmesh risuet
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"- but with whom can you sit in water?"
and who can hop in the bath with you to make a show of not caring about your tattoos, and how can you not find it hard to hide your disdain at the attempt.
because either this is a trap you have blindly walked into again . . . or he really does love you and could have loved you all this time. and despite all that-
you cannot turn from the path that you are on.
#fallen hero#fhr#fallen hero: retribution#fallen hero: revelations#ricardo ortega#sidestep#chargestep#dion bishop#my art#ok i did not realise the revelations demo was out so teehee i haven't played it yet#i have such a clear image of elena’s farm. refurbed a bit and lots of colour. ortega put in the bars himself hence the new plaster#and dion having an en suite and like struggling so much with being unable to just run away. and that people(especially ortega) have seen hi#pre-reveal dion is cagey but he’s definitely softer with ortega cause there was that barrier and almost dream-like curtain that#dion could go ‘i can have this much#cause anything real will never happen’. and then everything is too real. and dion is just trying to have a bath and he’s trying not to#be repulsed by his own body and markings. and the fact he can’t just escape if he needs to.#and then ortega is barging in and kinda making a show of how not-bothered he is by dion’s markings which manages to annoy dion more#i think dion is more..caustic(?) during this time. at first. because he kinda can’t accept the reality that ortega is fine with it#and it’s very self-sabotagey. that curtain is gone and so that softness is too.#but of course ortega persists and starts getting to dion proper#^these are tags are from when i posted the very first sketch of this in like september skjdghdjk#AND ALSO so sos so so happy with how this came out#shouout to my friend anonbea who gave me sooooo many helpful tips with this piece#it's very ambitious for me and i got overwhelmed once or twice but IM JUST REALLY HAPPY#hope to keep this momentum up and do more interactive + bg pieces
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really fun to me how sam grew up confident in the capabilities of his mind, both as a source of rebellion and a source of pride (it's literally the thing that initially saves him and allows him to get out & go to college), only to eventually have even that taken from him because of possession and torture. really fun
#this is really prominent in s7 & s9 to me where he struggling with reality and memory loss respectively#and like. the idea that he grew up wanting to know as much as possible about everything and having a really good memory#and this is where he finds fulfillment within a life he doesn't like and where he eventually finds an escape and then eventually#being permanently forced back into his Role (with a small exception of the beginning of s8) with this loss of his confidence in his mind#sam can't physically escape dean (04x01 04x21) but he's able to still have himself in ways that he's not able to#after 07x02 and the creation of “stone number one” where dean is at the center of sam's mind and not sam himself#which the gaslighting and john & dean's revisionist tendencies only build up further as sam becomes unsure if#he is remembering correctly/has the capability to be remembering correctly#anyways. idk it's late this might be incoherent#family tree#sw#star notes
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