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you keep telling yourself that, buddy.
#isat#isat spoilers#isat siffrin#isat mirabelle#in stars and time#isat fanart#fanart tag#rn i'm obssessed with the idea of siffrin and loop just having the worst recovery process and are just baffled that just cause they escaped#doesn't mean they're free from their trauma! like you THOUGHT!#give me every fic where they're struggling and relapse but ultimately get better. i need it
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one downside to digital mediums of art is that you cant see the tear stains (they just slide down the screen)
#turtlearts#tf2#team fortress 2#not even gonna lie i dont think ive ever struggled to draw as much as i had during this time#these are also a couple months old . and oh my god#i literally thought i was going insane. deep in the clutches of 3/4 head hell and i couldnt escape#like no sleep levels of drawing the same thing again and again until i either got exhausted or just gave up#when the therapist and psych nurse i had at uni said that i have ocd tendencies maybe they were onto something lowkey#side note but thanks to tf2 spy i got a butterfly knife trainer bc i wanted to do tricks#unfortunately i lost the knife :(( but i did learn a couple (really simple) tricks which was neat :)
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DCxDP Prompt 17 :
Danny was very displeased, displeased at the fact that he had to be a quarter vampire.
Let him explain, Danny had been visiting Vlad for his annual Therapy session, Dan had told the boy that Vlad has been acting strange and isolating himself in his bedroom.
Danny speculated that maybe the man is... Doing evil things again to mess with Danny and so just as any other sane person would, He visited the man. He stepped into a dark and cold room, "Frootloop...?", he called out as he kept the door open Infront of him.
Without even giving the boy a second to process the darkness, Plasmius pounced on him and had dug his sharp teeth and fangs on his arm, Danny took only a few moments and threw Plasmius to the side, his eyes were glowing red.
Danny was cursing as Plasmius's Hair 'Horns' were actual horns now and he looked... Hungry.
Danny would not like to delve more into those new trauma memories but short to say but Plasmius had a more animalistic side to him due to his vampire shtick and it turns out he knows when it happens but simply forgot to tell Danny or Anyone about this situation.
Danny went home after having been bandaged by Dani, He felt weird ever since that day and for the past few days the sun had felt more hotter for him that he ended up using sunscreen often, he found Ectoplasm more... Delicious as well and when he happened to get injured and licked the blood off his arm due to something urging him, he slowly pieced everything together.
Danny started showcasing more vampiric features, his eyes had a red tint, his ears were pointier and his fangs sharper, slowly he's had more of an attraction to blood and Ectoplasm, being able to find or smell blood from afar.
Danny at some point tells jazz and she ofcourse accepts him wholeheartedly and protects him as much as she could, even going as far as intimidating the A-Listers enough that they'd leave Danny alone.
It... It didn't prove good for him though, The Sensors clocked him more as a ghost. It made Maddie and Jack extremely suspicious.
One morning Tucker and Sam had called him something about Maddie and Jack finding out, Danny was then caught especially at a time where Jazz was out of town.
We all know what happens in Bad Parents Maddie and Jack, They have him strapped to a table.
Jazz went home 3 days later and after finding out about what happened to Danny, she ran to the closest person she could get help from. Vlad.
The DC part ;
Danny had ran away with Jazz, Dan and Dani to Gotham, Apparently Vlad had bought them a Manor and Since Dan was the oldest he was the one who managed all the money and he was good at it.
Danny still had difficulty controlling the hunger, the Half Ghost Thing now along with having vampire stuff on him and still somehow being half human was the only thing keeping him sane and feel like he's in control of his body.
These instincts from 3 different species in one body fused to one causing him to get more confused and erratic with his behaviors, Dan resorts to taking Danny out at night and letting him ravage and feed on Criminals which Dan had specifically picked.
Meanwhilst the bats have been notified of Child and Human traffickers or anything of the same level crime that they don't feel bad about have been found dead with bite marks on their necks and their bodies drained of blood, It confused them ofcourse but no innocent bystanders or civilians was ever turned into a victim of this unknown assailant.
The public had nicknamed the supposed "Vampire Meta" As Apparition (Because Dracula was too cliché), One faithful night, a witness happens to see this strange person feed on a criminal.
A black haired teenage boy had their teeth sunken in the big man's neck, their eyes a red tint but it's obvious they were blue, said civilian immediately told the police which gave the bats a lead.
Witnesses starts to see more of him, Red Robin happens to encounter the younger boy on coincidence, his clothes were bloodied but he stared at the horizon of the city. The boy looked out of thought, his eyes hazed as Red Robin approached him, Danny turned his head at Red Robin almost immediately upon hearing his footsteps.
"Hello." He greets with a fanged but soft and innocent smile that made Red Robin's heart skip a beat. Just who is this boy? And why is Tim starting to have a crush for him.
You guys can take it from here, all my thoughts were, Halfa!Vamp!Danny and Dead Tired.
#danny phantom#danny fenton#dc x dp#danny phantom fandom#dp x dc#dcxdp#dp x dc crossover#dpxdc#dcu#dc x dp crossover#dcxdp prompt#dc x dp prompt#dpxdc prompts#dpxdc prompt#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc au#dp x dc prompt#dead tired ship#dead tired#danny x tim#Danny is struggling to keep his Vampiric side in control but on the other hand his ghostly instincts of being posessive is fully taking over#Tim thinks he's crazy for falling slowly for a 'vampire' of all things#Tim will never escape the allegations. The weird kid allegations that were already proven true before is even truer now.#Dan cares for Danny because Danny is struggling in a way Dan did when he was slowly turning evil/dark danny moments#Jazz is worried for Danny#Dani is also worried for Danny#Danny is taking online classes
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Was there every any hope for Dream and Nightmare?
Could they have stayed in their universe, stayed together, stayed happy?
Maybe. But somehow, I can't see it, at least not after the village comes into the picture. They might have been able to stay in their own little bubble forever, but as soon as that outside force exists, the clock starts ticking.
It was Nightmare who couldn't take it anymore. But it could have easily been Dream. Either way, it was only a matter of time. I don't think there was any avoiding it, not really. Not in their situation, not with who they are.
Nightmare. The scapegoat, the dark one, the moon, the night. Tied to his brother by his very name, because even though he wasn't a nightmare, he's Dream's opposite, and that is all he was ever seen as by others. The dark to Dream's light, the negativity to Dream's positivity. Always defined by his brother, even before he was hurt for merely existing. Did he ever really get to be his own person?
And Dream, the golden one, the perfect one, the kind one, the sun. Always so helpful and positive. Always in demand, because who doesn't want to be happy? Their happiness is his responsibility. So he smiles, he helps, he conceals all the stress and sadness and anger and grief. He can't be seen with negative emotions, he can't effect others with his own feelings, he can't let his own feelings or needs or self matter when there's always other people who need him. So he keeps up that sunshine mask, keeps all the clouds and rain and storms locked in the dark where nobody can see them.
You can't maintain masks like that under enough built-up pressure. Eventually, something breaks.
Maybe they still had a chance. Broken things can heal, after all. Maybe they could have helped each other, grown, figured out a way to make things better.
Or maybe they were doomed from the start.
All I know is that if one didn't break, the other would have eventually.
#babble#rant#ramble#undertale#undertale au#dreamtale#dreamtale brothers#dream#nightmare#dreamtale dream#dreamtale nightmare#also have i mentioned how i actually kind of love that nightmare. the moon-coded one. is so defined by his brother?#the moon reflects the sun's light#light can exist without shadows but shadows are cast by light#darkness is a lack of light but light is not a lack of darkness#and from the very moment they were named#dream got to be his own person#while nightmare was just his opposite. his shadow. his dark reflection.#and i think that a lot of nightmare's struggle is essentially trying to escape that#rose's rambles
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"- but with whom can you sit in water?"
and who can hop in the bath with you to make a show of not caring about your tattoos, and how can you not find it hard to hide your disdain at the attempt.
because either this is a trap you have blindly walked into again . . . or he really does love you and could have loved you all this time. and despite all that-
you cannot turn from the path that you are on.
#fallen hero#fhr#fallen hero: retribution#fallen hero: revelations#ricardo ortega#sidestep#chargestep#dion bishop#my art#ok i did not realise the revelations demo was out so teehee i haven't played it yet#i have such a clear image of elena’s farm. refurbed a bit and lots of colour. ortega put in the bars himself hence the new plaster#and dion having an en suite and like struggling so much with being unable to just run away. and that people(especially ortega) have seen hi#pre-reveal dion is cagey but he’s definitely softer with ortega cause there was that barrier and almost dream-like curtain that#dion could go ‘i can have this much#cause anything real will never happen’. and then everything is too real. and dion is just trying to have a bath and he’s trying not to#be repulsed by his own body and markings. and the fact he can’t just escape if he needs to.#and then ortega is barging in and kinda making a show of how not-bothered he is by dion’s markings which manages to annoy dion more#i think dion is more..caustic(?) during this time. at first. because he kinda can’t accept the reality that ortega is fine with it#and it’s very self-sabotagey. that curtain is gone and so that softness is too.#but of course ortega persists and starts getting to dion proper#^these are tags are from when i posted the very first sketch of this in like september skjdghdjk#AND ALSO so sos so so happy with how this came out#shouout to my friend anonbea who gave me sooooo many helpful tips with this piece#it's very ambitious for me and i got overwhelmed once or twice but IM JUST REALLY HAPPY#hope to keep this momentum up and do more interactive + bg pieces
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So...... Loop and Odile huh?
v THE OTHER RESPONSE I DOODLED v
yeagh
#isat#in stars and time#loopdile#isat spoilers#spoilers#myart#fanart#siffrin#loop#Look#Loop considers Siffrin to be worthy of redemption#but they may not hold themselves to the same level of forgiveness#where softness and comfort are what Siffrin needs from his party#Loop would struggle#because if they're with the party they're in a different role than they were before the loops#they cant have what they used to have and that would chafe at them with every little comfort and hug#this leads up to Odile not being as emotionally robust as Isa and Mira but she IS logical and doesnt take any shit#Loop and Odile getting together is a NEW dynamic to Loop#they wouldn't feel like an interloper#plus they canonically find Odile someone to emulate so they heavily respect her as a baseline#idk i just think Loop would get more catharsis from someone who would give them what they wanted in terms of self flagellation#but also someone who wouldn't let them escape afterwards and would force them to acknowledge the source of their pain#changing is destruction n I think Loop needs to get broken a few times before healing#like if Siffin and Loop were broken bones#the party caught Siffrin and were able to set him straight before he healed wrong#Loop healed in a super fucked up way and its causing pain for everyone#sFNFnGFGN IDK ITS LIKE#NOT A ROMANTIC SHIP#ITS SOMETHING COMPLICATED#but i also want Loop to whimper yknow
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Escape from the bloodkeep really is the found-family/power-of-friendship campaign of all time. The characters are all generals of the forces of evil but they’re all losers in a journey for self acceptance. They’re all in a qpr and raising a baby together and reforming the government.
#dimension 20#escape from the bloodkeep#eftbk#also LOVE that Brennan had to rework the last ep#because he’d expected the characters to do pvp in a power struggle for the crown#and instead they all found self acceptance and love and friendship together
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#this is a cry for help please i have loved this clown for over a decade#When Bruce says “I can fix him” I completely understand & not bc I want to fix him#but bc despite all the atrocities he has committed you can't help but feel compassion for him#Joker constantly struggles to not let himself be seen vulnerable but when he does oh God it breaks my heart#I wouldn't know what to do if I were aware that I'm being doomed by the narrative & i had no escape even in death#to have a fate as tragic as being forced to become a myth#a monster who abandons all traces of humanity to make sure that someone else never abandons his#A lonely man who lives in a world of the dead and must do as much harm as possible to the only living person before his eyes#After all horror and obsession leads backs to love. oh god imagine loving as much as he does#Love as something twisted as a source of tragedy and death as an addiction a wound that never stops bleeding and hurts more every day#All you want is to be free#But someone else is holding on to you and will never let u go bcz he is afraid of being alone#and without you the weight of the world he carries on his shoulders would kill him he needs u as much as u need him#both are going to drown together#anyways hahaha i luv this stupid clown#joker#the joker#batjokes#bcz i got carried away writing the tags :p
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i hate drawing him lowkey
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More designs forthe au that's been rotating in my brain
Here's the two other posts btw: one; two.
#fanart#sth#sonic fanart#blaze the cat#silver the hedgehog#sage sonic#sage the ai#sage robotnik#metal sonic#e 123 omega#i actually wanted to post omega earlier#but i struggled a lot with his design#either way im really proud of how it came out!!!!:]#The Great Escape Au
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just now. imagining percy before learning of his father as a god. remembering nothing of him but a face he couldn't name. a face he and his father shared. percy often wondering if they were similar in other ways. if his father liked wrapping his arms around mom while she packed s'mores for the campfire like he did. if his father liked long car rides to the beach while mom sang to whatever was playing on the radio like he did. if his father liked running along the beachside shore while the water crashed against his feet like he did. if the reason his father was lost at sea was because he wanted to immerse himself in all the ocean had to offer. if the waves were so captivating, he'd dive underneath the surface and search to his heart's content. if the reason he was lost was because he wanted to find himself. if faces were any indication, percy didn't know who he was. maybe his father felt that way too.
#poseidon indeed has felt that way#often wondering if his son scrunches his eyebrows together when confused like he does#if his son struggles to keep his emotions at bay but tries his best to practice restraint like he does#often wondering if his son wishes to explore the depths of the ocean to escape from the fleeting life humanity has to offer#(the pain of loving someone you'll never meet)#he hopes sally has raised him in a way he couldn't#he wishes he had someone to pray to#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo textpost#pjo#pjo headcanon#pjo angst#pjo hurt#percy jackson#poseidon#percy and poseidon#percy and poseidon angst#both men grieving a relationship they never got but desperately wanted#to love like breathing underwater
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I open up my wallet,
And it’s full of blood.
(text used is lyrics from The Dead Flag Blues by Godspeed You! Black Emperor)
#dishonored#corvosider#corvo attano#the outsider#gonna leave this mostly up to interpretation#but I’ve been struggling with the urge to escape lately#to withdraw and ignore everything as it burns down#so (as one does) I’m taking those feelings and offloading them onto corvo#and i guess processing them or whatever while I do it idk fuck#thanks corvo you’re always there for me what a guy <3#also holy shit my first time drawing dh1 corvo and my first time drawing a corvosider kiss#seal’s broken now so WATCH OUT lmaooo#btw definitely give The Dead Flag Blues a listen if you haven’t#dishonored fanart#my art#my comics#artists on tumblr#(also I know I drew the damn thing but corvo in pg 2 panel 1 has me asdfghjksdjhg)
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across time and space
#zero escape#9 hours 9 persons 9 doors#ze 999#999#the nonary games#junpei tenmyouji#akane kurashiki#pulling apart but still struggling to reach eachother and go back to that happier time#mossu art
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Adrienne Rich, Planetarium /// I Saw The T.V. Glow (2024) dir. Jane Schoenbrun /// Mary Oliver, Stars /// The Pillars of Creation captured by NASA’s James Webb Space Telescope /// Andrea Gibson, The Madness Vase /// Falling Star (1884) by Witold Pruszkowski /// Adrienne Rich /// I Saw The T.V. Glow
#the full scene from I Saw The TV Glow articulates this way better#I realise with the inclusion of that film and gendered language and the idea of transformation this can be read as a trans thing#you're most welcome to interpret it that way#but I'm cis this is more of a 'struggling to fit in to the world and finding comfort and escapism in the vastness of space thing' for me#adrienne rich#i saw the tv glow#space#stars#web weave#poetry#art#film#quotes
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loveless aspd culture is always freezing up when youre asked what you like about someone you know and just giving a two word response like “theyre funny” or “theyre nice” because you genuinely cannot answer the question
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#cluster b culture is#aspd culture is#loveless aspd culture is#cluster b#aspd#Mod Reef#anonymous#oh Fuck mood#and then no matter how many times we tried to explain our difficulties to our [ex] partner at the time#they would continuously take our inability to explain why we enjoyed their presence as a personal insult and to mean that we didn't--#--Actually like them no matter how far that was from the truth (since they were both an exception & a safe person (AvPD))#literally nothing we did could help us escape the fact that at any given moment they could suddenly decide that our struggles meant we were#--lying about caring for them them. Fucking Sucked
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Things don`t last Forever
If he only knew that back then
#ben 10 fanart#kevin levin#ben 10 uaf#ben 10#ben 10 series#kwarrel#sketch#may lineart later#the way kevin is suffering from survivor`s guilt despite doing what he was asked to do#no wonder he struggles with authority figures#having ptsd from the whole thing#really makes me wonder how things would have turned out if they managed to escape together
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