#eric nam fanfiction

[kpopandmusicpassion]

Find me on Wattpad @AngelicARMY_hope. This is my latest story.

[skzdarlings]

DARLING BESTIE WTF 😭😭😭😭

THIS CHAPTER FELT SO SHORT BC I READ IT SO FAST AND I JUST. URGHHHH LIX AS A HUSBAND DOES SMTH FOR MY SOUL. ALSO THE WAY READER AND CHAN ARE SO MADLY IN LOVE ANSJSKSK. and that one line where Chris talks abt everyone coming and going and all the kids in the trainee program made me wonder, did you pick that up from that one eric nam podcast interview he did where he was talking abt the hardest part abt being a kpop trainee for so long was seeing people come and go?? Idk why I just noticed that and thought. 'ok wow that is a level of attention to detail' anyway I have my science midterm tmrw but here I am ranting abt Chris fanfiction 😭😭 I love your writing sm pls keep shining.

-💎 anon

it felt short while writing it too, i was very shocked when my word count showed 20k lol 😭 but i really wanted all these scenes together and i felt like it had been so long since the last update anyway, yall wouldn’t mind haha

and i haven’t watched that exact interview, but i do know chris was a trainee a long time so that often makes its way into his background in my fics lol even in kingsguard he was the youngest and longest trained squire.

anyway thank you as always for your message 🥹 i am glad you’re enjoying the story!! 🧡

[soybeantree]

i’m feeling nothing

pairing: eric nam/reader   genre/rating: angsty. based on “lose you” by eric nam word count: 1.2k ps: gif is not ours @yooneroos

Planes taxi to and from their gates. All around you passengers exit and board the planes, but you don’t notice any of them. Your eyes gaze out of the large glass walls, but even still you don’t see the planes. Your body may be in the terminal waiting for your flight, but your mind is back home. Your childhood home. Your mom is calling you to dinner. All of your family has gathered together. The imaginings are so clear that it shocks you when someone taps on your shoulder. It’s Tristan, one of the back up dancers. He’s telling you it’s time to go. Gathering up your bags, you follow him onto the plane. When you reach your seat, you pause and glance around. The seat next to yours is vacant. Its occupant is nowhere in sight. Grabbing the passing shoulder of one of the crew, you ask, “Where’s Eric?” The man shrugs, and you release his shoulder, letting him resume his walk. Not wanting to hold up the flow of foot traffic, you stow your bag and take your seat, pulling out a book from your backpack. While you try to focus on the words, your nerves won’t let you. Every few seconds your head pops up to scan the boarding passengers. None are Eric. He wouldn’t be late though. He’s too responsible for that. Nobody else seems worried though. His manager sits two rows in front of you and looks completely calm. The rest of the crew sprinkled around the cabin are either readying themselves for sleep or on their phones. The foot traffic thins to a trickle, but before your nerves force you from your seat, you see him. He walks with head bowed and doesn’t even raise it to meet your eyes as he stows his bag. You stand to let him through to the window, but still he doesn’t meet your eyes or greet you. “Eric?” But the stewardess is calling everyone’s attention for the safety demonstration. You’ve seen it a thousand times it feels, but you embrace the distraction as your mind whirls with reasons for your boyfriend’s behavior.

Standing in the airport terminal with a cup of coffee in hand, Eric had stared at you. Perfect was the only word to describe you. As long as he has known you, it’s the only word he’s used. Everything about you was perfect for him. His blood would run hot at the thought of you. But standing there staring at you, his blood ran blue. If he was honest with himself, he would admit that it had been this way for some time.

He watched as Tristan tapped you on the shoulder and you two headed for the plan. The rest of the passengers boarded the plan, and he let them go ahead of him as he stared at the spot were you had stood. He wasn’t ready to board the plane yet. He wasn’t ready to face the truth. If he could have stopped time and rewound it back to the start, he would have. But time kept on. So he had boarded the plane. You had tried to speak with him, but he couldn’t speak with you. Not there. There was only one conversation left to have, and he wouldn’t have it with you on a plane. The hotel rooms looks the same as every other hotel room you’ve stayed at on this tour. The rooms, the cities, the shows, they all run together after awhile, and it grows harder to remember where you are and why you’re doing it. When Eric decided to move to Korea and pursue music, you had given him your unconditional support. The miles and hours which had separated you two were difficult, but you were always there to listen to his success and struggles. He would always call you first, and you would always be there to encourage him and celebrate with him. When he asked you to join him, you had. You said goodbye to your family, your friends, and your life to move halfway across the world to be with him. Now, he could come home at night and tell you his struggles and successes. No more miles or hours separated you, but something did. When he said he wanted to go on tour, you had offered to come along. You had hoped it would remove the something that separated you too, but the something only grew larger. Now, you are sitting in a random hotel room in a random city with a gaping hole in your heart as sobs wracked your body. A knock on the door brings a shuddering stop to your sobs and pulls you off your bed. Eric is at the door. He sees the red rims around your eyes. You can tell in the way he swallows, the way his eyes avoid yours. In his hands are a bottle of wine and two glasses. You grab the bottle and give him your back as you walk back into the room. The door clicked shut behind you as you twist the top of the wine bottle. You place it on the nightstand beside you and Eric sets the glasses beside it, neither of you feeling up to drinking. He slowly settles onto the bed across from yours. Neither of you say anything. Neither of you pour. The words neither of you want to say lodge in your throats. “I remember when I first saw you.” You start at the beginning because it seems like the right place. “I thought you were the most beautiful person I had ever seen. Then I heard you sing, you were just joking around with your friends, but I thought to myself this must be what angels are like.” You glance up to meet his eyes. “I wonder when I stopped seeing you as an angel. I try to think back and find the moment when everything changed. Was it when you moved? Was it during our time apart? Was it after I moved? 

...I can’t find it.” He swallows, but he holds your gaze. “I’m sorry. I took and I took from you and gave you nothing in return. I want to make it all up to you, and the only way I can make it up to you is to break up with you.” His eyes never leave yours as he pulls an envelope from his pocket. “I don’t want to let you go but I have to.” He holds the envelope out to you. It’s a one-way ticket home. You know it without even looking at it. His eyes tell you everything. “If we stay together like this, everything we have, and everything we could have will be destroyed.” It’s true. No matter how much your heart rages in your chest. It’s true. “Maybe, if we let each other go, we’ll be able to find our way back to each other.” He says the words with a smile, but they are empty words and an empty smile. You return the smile, tears blurring your vision. “Maybe.” You say as you take the ticket. Because it’s easier than admitting the truth.

[absentcaryatid]

AbsentCaryatid Masterlist

Also available under the same user name on AO3. Asterisk marks the most recently posted. Reader inserts are gender neutral unless otherwise specified.

Currently contains stories for ATEEZ, BIGBANG, Block B, BTS, LA POEM, NCT, and Kim Young Chul. To comply with Tumblr's guidelines, I have placed anything sexually suggestive under a Mature Community Label. Additional masterlists are sorted by:

[M] Some Favorite Lies I Have Told About ATEEZ

[M] Stories with No Reader/Idol Romance

[M] Tropes and Themes

Looking for something else to read? Try some of my favorite K-pop writers. All ages safe version here. Original version [M] found here.

ATEEZ Whole Group

[M] The JC Saga is an ATEEZ fanfic with all the members in fourteen chapters and some smaller pieces set in the same world. Fluff and innuendo only, all talk and no action but still regularly NSFW. Agender reader with She/Her pronouns.

A Gift for Hongjoong  The reader is a teacher attending a fanmeet

* A Royal Solution  San x Mingi, San x AFAB ace reader

ATEEZ as Happily Partnered Teachers  Yeosang x reader

ATEEZ Reaction to Your Chest Being Uneven

[M] ATEEZ Unlimited  The guys plot how to rescue KQ from financial ruin

Celestial Sailors ATEEZ  reader & ATEEZ as Sailor Moon characters

[M] Code 99  ATEEZ goes to a Swedish-themed furniture store

[M] Free For a Date?  All 8 want the reader, one is far more successful

[M] Hongjoong’s Tender Care  The reader prepares for a new experience

[M] Spectrum  Jongho x reader open a spa with seven other employees

The Missing Piece  ATEEZ as deities inspired by ‘The Real’ MV

ATEEZ Multiple Member Focus

Between Mingi and Yunho 

Caught in San's Bed  Wooyoung x reader

[M] Hongjoong and Seonghwa

* The Fathers' Day Reveal  San x Yunho x reader

[M] Three Guys and Your Underwear  Yeosang x reader, Hongjoong x Seonghwa

ATEEZ Individual Content By Member

Hongjoong

A Call with Hongjoong

* Hongjoong Can Fly  no reader, no romance

[M] Hongjoong Helps a Friend  

[M] Hongjoongstiltskin  Female reader insert fairy tale retelling

Perfect for Hongjoong

Seonghwa

[M] A Birthday to Remember 

In Love with a Married Man

Seonghwa’s Greatest Triumph  no reader or romance, ATEEZ Dreams series

* Seonghwa's Shared Passion  no reader romance, Seonghwa x San, LEGOs

Stuck with Seonghwa  Idol encounter, no romance

[M] Tears

Yunho (Yunho Masterlist)

* Love Takes Flight

[M] My Yunho

On Call

[M] The Quest to Fit Yunho

Uno and Gormlaith  Female reader insert

[M] Yunho’s Latest Interest  Aromantic older reader

Yunho's Other Career  from the ATEEZ Dreams series

Yeosang (Yeosang Masterlist)

[M] A Pleasurable Time with Yeosang 

Jealous Yeosang

Kang and Yeosang

The Witch and the Vampire  all eight present

[M] Waking up with Yeosang

Yeosang’s Crush  no reader, no romance, ATEEZ Dreams series

* [M] Yeosang's Sleepover

[M] Yeosang's Snack

Yeosang's Weekly Visit

San

Angel Kisses  all eight present

A Romance That Wasn't, Yet

* [M] Mountain Choi

San’s Drama

[M] San’s Girl

San’s New Friends

San's Wedding

Mingi (Mingi Masterlist)

Call Me

[M] Exclusively Mingi's

Fated to be Together

Mingi’s Birthday Ring  celebrity encounter with no romance

[M] Mingi’s Escort Service

Mingi’s New Job   Demon AU

[M] The Perfect Gift 

* Truthful Mingi

Wooyoung (Wooyoung Masterlist)

[M] Always at Your Side

Friendship and Secrets  Trans Male reader insert

Stunning in White

The Android

[M] The Wizard in the Laundry Room 

Wooyoung at Your Service

* Wooyoung’s Chaperone  Disabled reader with a Richie brace

Wooyoung's Older Partner

Jongho (Jongho Masterlist)

Caught in a Lie 

Chemistry

Crushing on Jongho

[M] Jongho’s Package

[M] On Loan to Jongho  Wife Reader Insert

[M] Persuasive Jongho

* The Favorite Customer

Turbulence  Idol encounter, no romance

BIGBANG

A Chance Encounter with D'splay  Idol encounter, no romance

* The Day You Met T.O.P  Idol encounter, no romance

Trouble Maker Comes Home  A fix-it fic for real life with all members

Block B

A Tale of Two Taeils  no reader, with 22 members of NCT

A Very Good Halloween  All members, no romance

* Fishing With Jaehyo  Jaehyo x reader

I Love It When You Tell Me About Your Fish Taeil x reader

Love the Size of a Sweater  Taeil x reader

Taeil’s Surprise  Taeil x reader

BTS

[M] By Order of the King  Hoseok x Female Reader with a King Yoongi

[M] Here Comes the King  Yoongi x Gender Neutral Reader double drabble

* [M] The Swimmer  Namjoon x AFAB reader, no pronouns used

[M] You Belong to Jungkook

Kim Young Chul of Knowing Bros/Men On A Mission

Down The Aisle Chapter 1: Cherry Bomb  Young Chul x Reader

Down The Aisle Chapter 2: A Crowded Date  ATEEZ prominent

Down The Aisle Chapter 3: Happily Married  Eric Nam shows up too

LA POEM

[M] An Evening with Minseong

Chaehoon’s Perfect Symphony

* Kiss it Better Kihun x reader

The Library Patron  Minseong x reader

The Old Flame  Kihun x reader

NCT

A Tale of Two Taeils  no reader, 22 members in a humorous PSA

[staynoonaz9290]

Have We Met Before?

Where Ana was just at the cafe for a cup of coffee, but there’s a man sitting in a chair who looks familiar, and she can’t help wondering…

Had they met before?

Group: Got7/Solo Artists

Pairing: Jinyoung/Fem! Reader (Third Person-Ana)

Rating: Teen/Mature

Warnings: Scenes of a Sexual/Sensual Nature, Some cussing (that’s honestly about it, this one is pretty tasteful haha 😅)

Word Count: 4,129

Main Masterlist | Got7 Masterlist

**This one-shot was inspired by the song “Have We Met Before?” by Sarah Barrios & Eric Nam!***

COMPLETE

Ana was walking quickly, face shadowed by white as she breathed out against the cold, her hands stuffed into the pockets of her coat.

Eyes on her feet, she concentrated on not slipping upon the ice and snow that decorated the narrow sidewalks of the small town, a crunch beneath her boots with each careful step.

But she paused when she saw the familiar jagged crack in the concrete- an imperfection in the otherwise smooth, even slabs of the sidewalk- and automatically, Ana was glancing up.

Turning Page Cafe

She smiled, the expression stiff on her ice-cold face.

It had been a long time since Ana had visited this coffee shop.

Even for nostalgia’s sake, it was much too cold to linger, so with another deep exhale she stepped quickly to the door, reaching out to pull on the old, metal handle.

A bell rang loud and clear to announce her arrival, but the sound was still nearly swallowed by the chatter surrounding Ana on all sides, almost every table filled with people.

It was a busy day in the cafe.

The barista still noticed her, craning his neck to see as he held a hand up to wave quickly.

“Welcome in!”

Ana smiled, waving back and nodding in acknowledgement.

“Thank you!”

The line wasn’t terribly long- only three people before herself- and Ana stepped in behind them, shoulders relaxing in the wonderful warmth of the small shop.

She glanced around, feeling a small skip in her chest.

The familiar scent of fresh-brewed coffee, the subtle hint of apple and cinnamon pastries lingering in the air…

The paint-chipped, wooden bookshelves leaned up against the wall, old, overused books stuffed upon the shelves to full capacity…

The fireplace in the back corner, a fire always burning, people gathered around it, occasionally stretching their fingers towards the heat to keep warm…

Ana remembered it all.

She stepped forward in line as it moved, smiling again.

With a warmth in her chest only reminiscence could bring about, her eyes darted around the cafe.

A couple huddled close across the table, empty mugs, coats hanging on the backs of their chairs, telling Ana they’d been there for a while.

A giggling child with melted marshmallow stuck to her upper lip, two small hands holding a cup of hot chocolate as she talked animatedly to her father.

A woman with her hair in a bun, glasses reflecting the screen of her laptop, headphones in to block out the noise as she typed fiercely on her keyboard, hot tea long forgotten on the table.

And then- at a single table near the window at the front of the cafe- Ana saw a man reading a book, holding the pages open one-handed, bringing a coffee mug slowly to his lips with the other…

There was an immediate swoop of her stomach, Ana doing a double-take, eyes lingering on the man’s handsome face-

The line shifted, and she quickly shook her head, moving forward as the person in front of her stepped up to the counter to order.

But then she was looking at the man again, analyzing his face, taken with him, though she wasn’t sure why…

He glanced up as if sensing her gaze, and once again, Ana’s stomach swooped like she’d missed a step on the stairs, eyes locking with his beautiful, dark brown ones.

And for a moment, time stopped, Ana swallowing hard as her gaze lingered on the man’s perfect features, her lips parting ever so slightly-

She… recognized him.

Ana laughed, her mug warming the palms of her hands as she smiled, and the man smiled right back. Her eyes darted to the title of his book- Emma by Jane Austen- before she was looking up at him once more, awed by how good-looking he was-

“Ma’am?”

Ana jumped, shaking her head once again and tearing her eyes from the man.

“Yes?”

“Are you ready to order?”

The barista was smiling, a knowing twinkle in his eyes as they darted from her to the man at the small table behind her.

“Ah- yes, I’m sorry.”

She stepped forward, surprised by the light racing of her heart, feeling slightly distracted as she put in her usual order.

Ana paid, stepping off to the side to wait, slipping her money back into her purse.

“Here you are, Ana.”

Another barista- a young girl with pink streaks in her blonde hair- was handing her a white, paper mug.

Fast service as always.

“We’ll have to make a fresh batch of the lemon bars,” the girl said, looking apologetic. “Do you mind waiting? Otherwise, we can get you something else-”

“Oh no,” Ana waved her off, smiling warmly. “I don’t mind waiting. I was going to stay for a bit anyway.”

“Great!” the girl smiled brightly. “It’ll be about twenty minutes or so- we’ll let you know when they’re ready.”

“Thank you.”

Ana took a careful sip of her coffee- a caramel macchiato, just the way she liked it- moving to the only free table left in the cafe.

A table that just so happened to be near the mysterious, handsome man.

Resting her elbows on the table, she took another slow drink of her coffee, relishing in the wonderful taste, letting the hot liquid warm her insides.

But her eyes were wandering once more, almost as if beyond her control, and Ana was looking at the man again, his own gaze moving carefully along the pages of his book.

Closer now, Ana could see him a little better; the almond shape of his eyes, the curve of his perfect lips, the smooth skin of his hands and the bent pages of his book that had obviously been read many times before…

For the second time, the man seemed to sense her gaze, looking up as if she’d called his name.

And as his eyes met hers, Ana’s mind flittered with memories- like flipping pages in a photo album- and she fell into them all, still gripping tight to her warm cup of coffee...

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Ana’s drink sat carefully between her palms, and she tore her eyes from the handsome man near the window, trying to ignore the slight giddiness in her chest.

He was cute- more than cute- with a handsome face, an air of intelligence, and a great taste in books.

Emma.

Ana had always loved that one.

She glanced at the cafe counter, watching the bustling baristas as they laughed and talked together, making coffee and calling out the names of their customers.

Ana took another slow sip of coffee, jumping slightly in surprise when she saw a man standing beside her table.

“Sorry-”

She looked up, a jolt in her chest when she realized it was the man by the window, his book now tucked beneath his arm, half-drank coffee still sitting in his hand.

“I didn’t mean to scare you.”

“You’re fine,” Ana giggled, shaking her head quickly. “I was just… spacing out…”

His smile was just as good-looking as the rest of him, and he shifted from one foot to the other, tilting his head ever-so-slightly.

“I’m sorry, I just-”

He hesitated as Ana looked back at him.

“My name’s Jinyoung, have we… Have we met before?”

Ana laughed again, fingers tightening around her coffee, an odd tingling of her insides- something like recognition…

“I’m not sure,” she admitted softly, her eyes darting along his face. “But you look familiar…”

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“Hey you two!”

Ana and Jinyoung tore their eyes from one another, the barista looking amused as he smiled back at them.

“We’re closing up soon; would you like any of these leftover pastries? We’re about to throw them out.”

Ana was surprised, her eyes darting to the clock on the wall.

Hours had passed.

Jinyoung had come to ask if they knew one another nearly four hours ago, and when he’d asked to sit down and she’d said yes, they’d just… started talking.

Books, jobs, hobbies, family…

They’d discussed them all.

Jinyoung checked his watch, his eyebrows raising as he saw the time himself.

“Wow-” he chuckled, eyes meeting hers once more. “I didn’t realize how long we’d been talking…”

“Me either,” she admitted, laughing lightly, gaze lingering on his.

Jinyoung had been so easy to talk to.

“I think I’m alright,” Jinyoung said to the barista, smiling politely. “I appreciate the offer though; I’m afraid I’d eat all the pastries if I brought them home.”

“No wife or kids to feed?” the barista joked, and Ana’s eyes widened just slightly.

She certainly hoped not.

Jinyoung was laughing again, pulling his coat on and shaking his head.

“Just me,” he replied.

The barista turned to Ana just as she was sighing quietly in relief, motioning towards the front counter.

“What about you, dear? Anything you want?”

Ana smiled kindly, shaking her head as well.

“Bring them home,” she said. “I’m sure you’ll enjoy them just as much.”

The barista laughed, nodding and walking back to the kitchen, Ana and Jinyoung facing one another once more.

“I have to go,” he told her regretfully. “Could we… see each other again?”

Ana’s insides twisted slightly in excitement at the curious look on his face, and she pulled her coat on as well, nodding quickly.

“Yes,” her voice was soft. “I’d… really like that.”

A small smile pulled on the corners of his lips, and Ana smiled right back, watching as he reached into the inside pocket of his coat.

“Here-”

He handed her a business card, Ana a little shocked as she took it slowly.

“I’m just a book editor-” Jinyoung told her, chuckling at the look on her face. “They make all of us carry these around.”

Ana giggled, spotting his name and phone number in the middle of the card before tucking it into her purse.

“Thank you,” she said. “I’ll call you.”

Jinyoung’s head was tilting a little- something she’d noticed he did when he was intrigued- before he was zipping his coat.

“Please do.”

Their eyes lingered for another moment as he tucked his book back beneath his arm, neither wanting to leave but knowing they needed to go…

And then- with one more nod of his head, a subtle smile still there on his handsome face- Jinyoung slowly walked away...

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Ana followed behind Jinyoung, hands stuffed into the pockets of her coat, eyes lingering on the dark brown strands of his hair…

It was their first date.

“I think you’ll like this a lot.”

He had turned around to look at her, a sparkling excitement in his eyes despite the calmness of his voice, turning on another street in a small town Ana hadn’t visited before.

“It’s the place I was telling you about…”

He faced forward once more, Ana sorting through her memories, trying to remember the many conversations they’d shared in that cafe just two weeks ago.

He could be taking her to a coffee shop he’d mentioned, where the drinks were named after classic artists and there was a piano for anyone to play.

He could be bringing her to a movie- though admittedly, she wasn’t sure where a theater would be in such a small town- taking her to a showing of one of the Christmas movies he’d been telling her he was interested in.

But she stopped as he paused outside a set of large, double doors, turning to look at her with a bright smile.

“This is the bookstore.”

And with a gasp Ana remembered that conversation too- the bookstore Jinyoung had told her about when she’d told him how much she loves to read; especially the old stuff. The one he’d told her he’d found just last year, with a local owner that lives on the second floor and the biggest classic literature collection he’d ever seen.

Ana couldn’t think of a more perfect place for a first date.

“Come on…”

Jinyoung reached forward, taking her hand in his, and when their fingers intertwined, there was a warmth that spread through Ana’s veins.

“Let me show you around.”

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“That was so good!” Ana exclaimed.

Jinyoung laughed beside her, smile bright and crinkling at the corners of his eyes.

“It really was,” he replied, nodding quickly in agreement. “I didn’t expect it.”

It was their two month anniversary, and the nights were getting warmer, their breaths no longer whispy and visible in the late night air.

They’d spent the evening at a small downtown restaurant they’d stumbled upon on one of their many evenings spent together. The food had always been good, but they’d never ordered a dessert until tonight, feeling celebratory.

“I thought it was better than the food,” Ana admitted, giggling a little as they turned onto her street.

“Me too,” Jinyoung sounded a little surprised, chuckling lightly. “I didn’t expect a simple slice of chocolate cake to be so…”

“Delectable?” Ana finished.

“Yes,” he laughed. “Great word. Delectable.”

A comfortable silence fell between them, their steps in perfect synchronicity as they approached Ana’s apartment building.

Walking slowly up the stairs, they stopped at the front doors, pausing at the top step, eyes locking with one another’s.

Jinyoung reached forward, gently tucking her hair behind her ear, and then his gaze was wandering to her lips and Ana’s eyes were already slipping closed.

He leaned forward, kissing her chastely, his hand sliding slowly to the back of her neck, palm warm against her skin. Turning their heads, they deepened the kiss, and Ana was melting into it as always, her body alive as she wrapped her arms around him.

Their lips moving slowly but wonderfully, the air was gone from Ana’s lungs as usual, the feel of kissing Jinyoung unlike anything else, and she wondered how after two months things could still feel like the first time.

They pulled back gently, foreheads resting together for only a moment before Jinyoung was pulling back, their eyes fluttering open.

“I had a great time with you,” he said softly, voice barely above a whisper.

“Me too.”

And they smiled at one another, a glowing in her chest, a closeness to him she’d never experienced with anyone else…

“As always,” she added as an afterthought.

Jinyoung chuckled, sliding his palm to her face and cupping her cheek, giving her a small lingering kiss.

“Yes,” he whispered. “As always.”

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Ana’s fingers ran through Jinyoung’s hair, his soft sigh against her lips taking the breath from her lungs...

His hands beneath her shirt, hot and burning against her skin, holding her close as they stumbled around her dark apartment...

She’d wanted this for so long- wanted him- the feel of their lips moving perfectly together, quick and impatient, heavy breaths loud in the silent air of her bedroom...

The dip of the mattress as she fell upon her bed, the feel of Jinyoung on top of her, their lips never leaving one another’s, his hand roaming down the curve of her sides as if memorizing every detail of her body…

Clothes upon the floor, skin on skin, Ana still unable to breathe, holding Jinyoung close, his own breath hitching at the feel of their bodies so close together…

The impatient kisses upon her neck, the sounds that slipped from her lips, Jinyoung moving so perfectly above her, his fingers curling into the sheets as he too came a little undone…

Messy hair between her fingers, Ana’s eyes squeezed shut, Jinyoung’s soft moans in her ear…

A love in her she’d never felt with anyone else but him- the way he looked at her as if he felt the same…

As if what was between them was different…

Was real…

Ana held him close, her eyes shut as she revelled in the moment- in making love with the only man who’d ever made her feel like this…

Made her feel like soulmates were real…

Four months together and she’d never felt so alive.

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Ana looked around, smiling at the familiar apartment.

Jinyoung’s apartment.

Carefully, she set the box in her arms down on the kitchen counter, catching a glimpse of her many boxes of tea and a few of her favorite mugs.

She couldn’t believe she was moving in.

There was shuffling behind her, and she turned around, watching Jinyoung place a heavy box of books upon his couch with a small sigh.

Standing up straight once more, he grinned at her, making his way to the small kitchen.

He wrapped his arms around her from behind, holding her against him, and she sank into his body, smiling softly.

Ana’s eyes swept across the open area, taking in the matching leather couches Jinyoung had owned since she’d met him, the small reading lamp on a side table, the TV with a remote upon the coffee table, and three tall bookshelves on the opposite wall near the fireplace.

“I just realized…” Ana said thoughtfully, Jinyoung placing a kiss on the side of her head. “Where will I put all my books?”

Because of course, his shelves were completely stuffed.

Jinyoung paused, laughing lightly before leaning forward, kissing her again gently on the cheek.

“Good point…”

He whispered in her ear, holding her a little closer as Ana’s eyes slipped closed.

“But we can make it work.”

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Ana leaned against the railing of the small boat they’d taken on the river, her hair blowing in the autumn wind.

Night had come quickly, the water dark and glassy beneath them, but there were lights upon the sails, reflecting beautifully against the subtle waves.

It was calming- a peace only isolation in the waters could bring- and Ana breathed in the cool, fresh air of the sea.

“Ana.”

She turned at the sound of her name, Jinyoung’s familiar voice pulling her attention to him as always.

Three years together they were celebrating on that boat, and yet every time she looked at him, it was as if seeing him for the first time.

The warm glow of the lights were beautiful upon his skin, his hair a little windswept, pulled up from his forehead. He’d dressed well tonight, with a white button-up shirt, his sleeves rolled to the elbows and a nice pair of black pants…

Ana had dressed up as well, her midnight blue dress dancing against her ankles in the wind, Jinyoung’s gaze wandering up and down her figure just as she’d done to him.

But when her eyes met his own, she was surprised by the flicker of nervousness there, Jinyoung closing the distance between them, stopping just in front of her.

“What’s wrong?” she asked.

But Jinyoung only shook his head, a small smile on his face, staring back at her as he dropped to one knee.

Ana gasped automatically, her heart skipping a beat in her chest, Jinyoung chuckling nervously as he swallowed hard, looking up at her.

“Ana… you’re my absolute best friend… the love of my life I’d never expected to meet…”

His eyes shone in the lights off the sails, a lump in Ana’s throat she couldn’t suppress, fingers folding together as she stared back at him.

“I never knew in the coffee shop that day I would find you,” he went on. “This smart, beautiful, quirky, amazing woman… I’d gone there on a whim- just to try something new- and I’m so glad I did…”

He reached into his pocket, pulling out a black, velvet box, a brightness in his eyes he’d had since the day she’d met him.

A brightness in his eyes for her.

“You’re my everything,” he admitted softly, the sincerity in his words pulling tightly on her insides. “And I’d… I’d like to spend forever with you, Ana. Will you marry me?”

Ana could barely see, her eyes filling with tears as he opened the box, revealing a simple diamond ring, showing her once again how much he paid attention-

How much he knew her preferences and everything else about her…

Inside and out.

“Yes,” she whispered, holding out her hand, Jinyoung’s smile broadening, crinkling at his eyes as always. “I- Yes, of course I’ll marry you.”

And together they laughed, Jinyoung slipping the ring on her finger- a perfect match- before he was standing up, their arms wrapping around one another…

Holding tight.

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Jinyoung held tight to Ana’s hand, the two of them walking quickly through another small town they’d yet to visit in New England, something they’d probably be doing for the rest of their lives.

She glanced down at their intertwined fingers, her diamond shining in the morning sunlight, a wedding band beside it, Jinyoung’s own wedding ring on his opposite hand.

Their year engaged had been a blur, blending with the wedding that’d been so much planning for one evening, but beautiful nonetheless, their “I do’s” followed by tears Ana hadn’t expected to shed at the altar like she had.

Congratulations from family and friends, a reception filled with dancing, laughter and too many drinks, and a night spent together just the two of them, their first night as husband and wife, tangled beneath the sheets, bodies warm and connected as always, breaths mingling as one…

And then they’d left that next morning, going away for their Honeymoon, a bed and breakfast at the tip of New England, a week’s worth of days dedicated to exploring all the area had to offer…

Time spent together, which was all they ever wanted- needed...

“Look.”

Jinyoung pointed forward, Ana following his line of vision, smiling when she spotted an old, rickety sign hanging above a small shop up ahead.

The Coffee Nook

A bookstore coffee shop; their favorite.

“We have to go in,” she said with a smile, and Jinyoung chuckled softly.

“Of course.”

Together, they went up the stairs, and he pushed the door open for them as they stepped inside, pausing to look around.

A cafe station on their right, and many overflowing bookshelves on their left, they sighed quietly, eyes meeting once more.

Their happy place.

Jinyoung led the way, his fingers still intertwined with her own, the two of them waiting at the counter as they peeked into the bakery display.

“Look-”

He pointed inside, Ana’s eyes darting to the rectangular, yellow pastries, their tops dusted with powdered sugar.

“Lemon bars,” he smiled at her. “Your favorite.”

The barista came out from the kitchen, quickly taking their order as Jinyoung reached for his wallet to pay.

“These lemon bars are old,” the barista admitted, his kind eyes darting between them. “Would you mind waiting, and I’ll make you some fresh ones?”

“Not at all,” Ana replied, smiling. “Thank you very much.”

The barista nodded, quickly cashing them out and stepping away to make their drinks.

As they waited, Jinyoung and Ana walked together to a small, rickety bookshelf near the front counter, reading a sign nailed to the wall above it.

Lending Library

Well-loved books for our coffee drinkers to enjoy

“Huh… look.”

Jinyoung reached for a book on the top shelf, Ana watching him pull it out slowly. Turning the book in his hands, he showed the front cover, a small grin pulling on his lips.

“Remember this one?”

And Ana’s eyes darted along the title, smiling as she read it out loud.

“Emma… by Jane Austen.”

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Ana jumped in surprise, eyes refocusing as she watched the man at the window look away, seeming just as startled as she was.

She quickly turned back to her coffee, heart pounding in her chest, taking a long drink of her lukewarm coffee as she wondered…

What was that?

Her eyes were back on the cafe counter, wandering to the baristas working hard behind their coffee machines, wondering how much longer it would take for her lemon bars, trying to distract herself from whatever memories had just flooded her mind…

Or premonitions.

Ana took another sip of coffee, jumping when she realized someone was walking slowly towards her table, looking up in surprise.

The man at the window.

“Sorry…”

His book was tucked beneath his arm, coffee half-empty with his fingers curled around the handle of the mug.

“I didn’t mean to scare you.”

“You’re fine,” Ana giggled nervously, shaking her head. “I was just… thinking, I guess…”

His eyes lingered on hers, and for a moment they stared at one another, that odd familiarity pulling on Ana’s insides, his own expression slightly curious…

As if he knew her, too.

“I’m sorry, I just-” he chuckled slightly, smile making the corners of his eyes crinkle, Ana recognizing it. “My name’s Jinyoung. Have we…”

And as he hesitated, Ana’s heart raced in her chest, a smile spreading slowly across her face, knowing exactly what he was going to ask.

“Have we met before?”

[beomgyutie]

You’re (probably) never gonna have any $$$exy times with your bias...

So you can read those “idol x your name” fan fictions... and let the imagination thrive in your brain

💔😝😂

[writerxdreamer]

Prompt:

The only thing remaining are the ruined days

Playing this song in my small room

As I carefully call out to you again

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( it'll be very angsty and might trigger some people but if you'd like me to go on with the idea then please tell me )

You can tell me which idol you want or if you want it to be an optional bias kind of thing ✌

[international-kpopfan]

I can count on you - Eric Nam (A/F)

Summary |  Eric finds out about Namnation making comments about you.

Genre | angst, fluff

Warnings | bullying, weight shaming, body shaming, negative comments. If this triggers you, please click away and read something that doesn't involve bullying. Mental health is more important.

Pairing | reader x Eric Nam

WC | around 1.8k

Note | Requested by @vrittivsanghavi

Note | Feedback is always appreciated.

Original request | Would it be possible for you to write a fanfiction about Eric Nam where you are insecure about yourself and Namnation recently got to know about your relationship with Eric. They joked about your figure and Eric doesnt know. He find you closing off from him often. You try to keep this away from him cause you didnt want him to be upset with nam nation. He finds out what's wrong and comforts you.

Masterlist / Request Rules / Upcoming

REQUESTS ARE CLOSED! READ THIS POST FOR MORE INFO!

You knew what you were getting into. You knew that your relationship with Eric would be devastating to some fans. You knew that some of them would even do everything in their power to break the two of you up. And what if a few of them make sure you are doubting about the relationship, about yourself but also about the way you and Eric handle the relationship?.

''What are thinking about?''. Eric sits down on the other side of the table with his breakfast, quickly glazing at the clock to make sure he is on time. Eric is the softest, kindest, and the most amazing guy you ever met. Even when he has to hurry, he always makes sure he leaves a happy girlfriend at home to come back to.

''Nothing really, so today...new song?'', you ask as you take a sip from your strawberry tea. Eric has been spending a lot of time in the studio lately, and less spending time at home and with you.

''Yeah, kinda excited about it. But I'm also writing more songs, so we will see what today will bring. You have an appointment with your friend right?''.

You shake your head, she texted you last night that she is sick, so apparently, you have a day to fill in by yourself. ''Nope, just by myself today. I'm going to do the laundry and maybe clean the kitchen''. Eric stands up, bringing his plate to the sink. He returns, placing his hands on your shoulders as he leans down. He places a kiss on your cheek. ''Go outside baby, the weather is amazing today. Go for a walk, treat yourself to a few things''. You chuckle and give him a kiss on the lips.

''I will, I promise''.

*

Eric was right, the weather is beautiful. The blue sky and sun are making up for a lot of things. People instantly brighten up once the sun is shining. And you feel the same way. You step into your favorite coffee shop, ordering yourself a coffee and a piece of their amazing carrot cake. After paying, you exit the shop and walk towards the park. Once seated, you take a bite of the cake while watching people walk by. Some alone, some with their kids, some with their dog, and also together. You instantly feel a feeling of being alone washing over you. You miss him. You want to do this with him. But you also know, his career is important. You don't want him to think that you are egoistically putting yourself over his career.

As you drink your coffee, you notice your phone being led up with notifications. Raising your eyebrow as you unlock your phone, you blocked notifications on Instagram and Twitter. But it can also be something else right?. Wishful thinking.

You scroll through the comments, one more damaging than the other, some even threatening. A few weeks ago, you tried to block it, mentally. Your relationship with Eric is more worth it than some fans not accepting that he is a grown man falling in love. But you get pulled in every damn day, pulled in to read those comments like a magnet. Eric doesn't know, and you don't want him to know. Scared of what he might do or say, they are his fans after all. You even closed yourself off from him, distancing yourself more and more from Eric.

You scroll further, stopping at a few of them.

''Have you seen her figure? It's ridiculous''.

''I don't understand why Eric loves her, I mean look at us, we are way more pretty''.

''I think she needs help''.

''I expected more from Eric to be honest''.

''Who knows it is just a stunt?''.

You lock your phone, putting it back in the pocket of your jeans as you stand up and throw away your trash. You walk towards the waterside, leaning over the railing watching the ducks chase each other, the small boats sail on the water and the high-rise buildings on the other side of the river. What if life was so easy?. What if Eric chooses his fans?. What if you are the reason his career is coming to a stop?.

*

''Talk to me'', Eric says as he slides next to you in bed, covering your body with the blankets making sure you don't get cold during the night. He wraps his arms around your waist, holding you in place as he leans with his chin on your arm. You shake your head.

''No babe, go get some sleep, you had a busy day'', you whisper, giving him a weak smile as you turn around, facing him. Eric sighs, he presses a kiss on your forehead and lays on his back. Eventually, he turns on his side, his back facing you and a tear makes its way over your cheek down your chin. You don't want him to feel this way, you don't want him to worry but you also know you can't tell him. What would he think? Will he agree with them?. You eventually fall asleep with the negative thoughts clouding your mind.

*

Eric wakes up earlier than you, he steps out of bed quietly, not wanting to wake you up at this hour. He places the blankets over you and walks into the bathroom to start his morning routine. After a few minutes, he walks into the kitchen, making himself a cup of coffee. He scrolls through Instagram and Twitter as he waits for his coffee to be done. He grabs a mug from the cabinet and pours himself a big cup of coffee. He takes place at the kitchen island, slowly sipping the hot coffee as he keeps up with the latest news and gossip online.

Eric puts his mug down coming across one tweet, reading it multiple times to even understand what it is about. Still in his underwear, he jogs towards the bedroom. He sits on the mattress next to you, caressing your face with his fingers waking you up in the process.

''Morning baby, had a good sleep?'', he asks, and you nod slowly still not fully awake. You turn on your back, holding your arms up to him, indicating you want a hug. He leans forward, you wrap your arms around his neck and he presses a kiss on your cheek. ''Morning love'', you whisper. ''You are early''. You glance at the clock, 06:30.

''Yeah, couldnt sleep anymore''. You hum, patting the space next to you, inviting him to get back into bed. Eric chuckles and crawls back under de covers, you immediately place your head on his chest as he wraps an arm around your waist. ''Babe, is there something you want to talk about? You've been avoiding me, mostly after I come back from work. If there is anything going on, I want to know''. You shake your head, not wanting him to know what is going on.

''You sure there is nothing going on and I'm worried about nothing?''. You nod again, making yourself comfortable again against his body, pulling the covers over your body.

You let your head fall, a few tears welling up and you try to swallow the lump in your throat. Eric sits up, wrapping an arm around your shoulders, lifting your head with his fingers under your chin. A concerned look is all you see. His eyes are staring into yours and you can't look away from him.

''So I have to let you lie to me more? Honey, I know what is going on''. You get up from your position, a shocked expression covering your face as you stare at him. The only thing he does is wave his phone in the air. ''I'm also on Twitter and Instagram babe''.

''Tell me what is going on''.

Without thinking any longer, your body gives up, your brain decides to let everything out and you can't hold it any longer.

''Since the beginning of our relationship, at least when you announced it, I get negative messages. They are making me insecure about my body, about our relationship saying I don't deserve you and sometimes I think that it is true. They are mentioning my weight, my body and why you even love someone like me. I got threats that they would look for me at concerts. I went outside yesterday and even then I was scared that they would be there. I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to be upset with your fans, I rather have you being upset with me instead of them''.

Eric listens to you, rambling out everything that happened the past couple of months. He understands why you have been distancing yourself from him in a way, that you don't want to talk about what is going on. But he worries about the way Namnation is handling his happiness.

''Come here''.

He wraps his arms around your body, pulling you with him as he lies down on the mattress. You place your head on his chest, his hand on your thigh which he places over his hips. Your hand finds its way to his chest.

''Don't listen to them. You are the most beautiful girl I've ever met. You know it took me a while to talk to you, to ask you out and I'm so happy I did. You are a beautiful woman. In my eyes, they are some jealous ass bitches that can't handle the truth. They can't handle the fact that I'm not their boyfriend. I'm human and things happen. Sometimes they act like I'm theirs and it is true, they are my fans and I'm happy with them but they will never ever decide who I'm seeing or dating. Never''. He presses a few kisses on your forehead. ''I'm sorry that you had to go through this without help baby girl, if you only told me from the beginning that this was going on''.

''I'm sorry'', you whisper, the tears streaming down your cheeks ending up his chest. He chuckles. ''For what? Protecting my fans? Because that is what you did. I love you, baby, no one is going to change that, no one''. You look at him, you both stare at each other and Eric leans forward.

''I love you beautiful'', he whispers before placing his lips against yours.

Only if you knew how much he loves you if you only knew that the song he's been working on, is for you. Eric promises himself to never let this happen again, not to you.

Copyright © 2022 International-kpopfan. All rights reserved.

Don’t repost without permission.

[cosmiclatte28]

A thank you note from me

I want to thank EXO, for appearing to me at the right time of my life :)

I'd like to thank NCT, for being the reason I can experience writing a wide variety of fanfiction character genre

I'd like to thank SVT for always being the reason I laugh

I'd thank TWICE, for being the very first reason I realize that KPOP dance is to be enjoyed too and not just "perfection"

I'd thank GOT7 for lowkey being the reason I can sing something in spanish and well ofc JACKSON WANG MY MAN 💖

I'd thank Eric Nam for his KPOP Daebak show or well his podcast and how Kevin from The Boys is just my bestie goal

I'd thank Instagram for being the first platform I tried to be a "fanpage" but I am too late in knowing news 🤐

I'd thank Wattpad for being the first platform I posted my story (flopped but thanks to it I go to tumblr)

I'd thank tumblr, for being my happiness, my diary and well my second world.

I'd thank EXO for being in a military service also in the right time of my life, where I had to start focusing on life and how I can't just keep on having fun

I'd thank SuperM for teaching me how within a fandom disagreement can finally hurt you but you can still stick with them and enjoy their laughter and happiness together in Mtopia.

I'd thank the Youtube accounts who made random dance videos, well thanks to that me and my friend can enjoy KPOP from the old generation to the new one and how Sorry Sorry just make everyone come to the center to dance

I'd thank Youtube crack creator who spent their time compiling funny moments or just questionable things (insert group name) does

I'd thank my eyes for closing when there's hate or something too bad to see

I thank my ears for making me able to recognize whose line is this

I thank my body for well keep waking up and striving for another day.

I thank my mutual here, for tagging me on games, sending me memes, making sure i am happy and you guys should do that to yourself too

I thank SHINEE for teaching me how actions cannot be undone and we have to make good decisions

I thank my readers, ghost readers, likers rebloggers whoever help me reach this far and keep feedbacking or just never sending me hates! I LOVE YOU ALL

I thank the internet logarithm that my page is not visited by pitiful anons that send hate messages.

I thank my fingers for not giving up in typing a story when you really want to just end it there

I thank my phone, for making me pretty good edits (i mean its not that bad right)

I thank my tears for pouring out when I cannot hold it in anymore

I thank myself for doing this so I can see just how much thing is there that I can be thankful of

I thank every one of you for staying here and even when I don't know where you are I remember your pfp, your blog name and just your appearances in my dash

I thank the people I reach out via dm who later become my family here.

I thank my will and motivation to not stop when we first started. We? well cosmic is an alias so I gotta thank the real cosmic too right ?

i want to go again but i have to finish some stuffs.

[bitnari]

hi can u do 29 + 40 for eric nam x eric nam selfcest thank u

Send a Number and I’ll Write a Microstory

Eric Nam x Eric Nam – 29 + 40 = sweat + pet

Despite the Korean government’s best efforts, Eric forced his way into the doors of the recently developed time machine, delving into the past in order to warn his past self of the coming future. After a bright light hit his vision, he found himself laying in bed next to… himself. That was his paradox, the one he had to meet to warn about the future, and he smiled to himself as he relished in the fact that it was so easy to find him.

Past Eric began to wake up, rolling to the other side and opening his eyes only to see… himself. He let out a shriek and shut his eyes, startled by the warm body next to him.

“W—Who are you, and why are you in my bed!?!”

But Future Eric wasn’t exactly calm, instead of comforting the other, he went into a flurry of words. “D—Don’t worry! I’m you! But from the future! I’m here to–”

“You’re WHAT?” 

“I’m YOU, but from the FUTURE.”

Past Eric opened his eyes once more, trying to comprehend that his future self was laying in front of him, his face just inches away. He blushed. Was he more muscular in the future? He was staring now, so he quickly moved his eyes away, a blush forming on his cheeks.

Future Eric broke the silence, “I need to tell you something.”

“W-what is it?”

“There’ll come a time when you’ll hate every bit of yourself…. In fact, that time is now for me,.. but when that time comes, I need you to think about me.”

“T–think about… you?”

“I meant you.”

“Me?”

“Yes! Love yourself. Learn to love yourself now instead of later… it’ll solve everyth–”

Past Eric kissed Future Eric, and then drew back. “I–I’m sorry, I don’t know what I’m doing.” He looked away again and moved to get out of bed. Future Eric grabbed his arm and drew him back in, placing his other hand against the other’s face and going in for a deeper kiss. Before they knew it, Future Eric was on top of Past Eric, who broke away from their kiss.

“Is this what you meant by loving yourself?” He teased, wrapping a leg around the other to draw him closer.

“No, but you started it, so I should finish.” Future Eric pressed his mouth against his past self’s neck, breathing in the scent of himself and feeling electricity arc up his spine. A carnal desire spread its way from his chest and down to his stomach as he made his way up to the other’s ear, breathing deeply into it.

“You want more?” He whispered, taking his hand and moving it up the other’s shirt.

Past Eric, in the middle of each hot breath, was able to parse out, “M–Maybe a– ha,,, ha,, after breakfast?” His stomach began to grumble. “I’m hungry.”

Future Eric’s stomach responded with his own hunger. He wondered if his sudden arousal was in fact misplaced hunger for food. “Y–Yeah we should probably eat.”

So the two separated from bed and went to the kitchen. To eat cereal.

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Fin.

[blossom-hwa]

About Me!

One of my mutuals suggested I make an about me page some time ago and I’ve only just gotten to making it LMAO sorry josie!! Without further ado, let’s get started :)

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Basic Facts:

~ Name: Lina

~ Pronouns: she/her

~ MBTI: ISTJ-T (am I aware MBTI is bs? yeah but it’s fun)

~ Zodiac Sign: Scorpio >:)

~ Hobbies: reading, writing, sleeping, tennis, playing piano <3

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A Bit Deeper: 

~ I’m currently attending my dream university (online, sadly, fuck covid), planning on majoring in biochemistry or doing a double major in biology and computer science :)

~ Besides fanfiction, I love reading fantasy books, dystopian novels (Hunger Games, anyone?), and historical fiction! Especially about WWII - I think that period is fascinating.

~ I’ve been writing for Kpop for around 4-5 years now? My early cringe days were all on Wattpad so you won’t find any of that here >:) 

~ I started writing on Tumblr just over 3 years ago, August 2017! I started out with just NCT, and since then, I’ve added Stray Kids (June 2019) and The Boyz (October 2020) to my repertoire!

~ My favorite genre to write used to be slice of life, but since I started writing for Stray Kids, I’ve found a new love in fantasy fiction <3

~ My favorite universes that I’ve come up with are Angels and Demons (NCT) and Whispers of Nature (SKZ), though my teacher!The Boyz au is very much growing on me :0

~ I stan many K-pop groups! Besides those I write for, I also enjoy listening to Oneus, SEVENTEEN, Monsta X, and Eric Nam :) I’ve listed a some of my biases below:

NCT: Mark, Jisung

Stray Kids: Han (my ult), Felix

The Boyz: Q

Ateez: Seonghwa

Oneus: Leedo

SEVENTEEN: Jun

Monsta X: Kihyun

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More Questions?

My ask box is always open to questions or just random keysmashes about your favorite K-pop boy :D feel free to hit me up! Don’t forget to check out my masterlists for NCT, SKZ, and TBZ <3

[huaschengs]

Fandoms, etc DO NOT TAG me in List

Posted On: 6/29/21 Last Update: 6/12/24

List will be updated as needed......................

Anything that is white/red/yellow/orange/etc washed, race bended, ethnicity switched, culturally misrepresentated, etc.  

Creations that contain cultural appropriation  

Any problematic Youtuber [Do I need to list them all...?/ j] 

Creations that supports inc*st (yes, it def. includes adoptive siblings, & idk maybe? sworn siblings but not rbing just to be on safe side (结拜兄弟)), pedophilic, abusive ships/couples

Fanfiction

Moodboard edits

Western countries’ (esp. US) military/war films

CMBYN

The Kardashians and Jenners

Dune

Mean Girls

Aladdin (Disney’s live action + cartoon)

Addicted/上瘾 

Harry Potter and FBAWTFT 

Mulan (Disney’s live action)

Dumbo (Disney’s live action + cartoon)

Pinocchio

Peter Pan

Lady and the Tramp (cartoon)

The Aristocats

The Jungle Book

T-ARA

Star Trek

Tharntype

50 SOG

Sarah J. Maas’s works

Wonder Woman

Beloved Enemy/针锋对决

MCU’s Maximoff siblings 

Donnie Yen

Wandavision

13RW

Sia

Chris Pratt

Timothee Chalamet

Gal Gadot 

Kayne West

Star Wars

The Office

Seungri

The Raven Cycle

GOT

B99

Teen Wolf

Miley Cyrus

Pocahontas (Disney)

Friends Sitcom

Camila Cabello

Western horror movies (because I’m uncomfortable w/ them)

Chris Evans

Lin Manuel Miranda

Jeremy Renner

Feng Yu Jiu Tian

Stephenie Meyer’s works

How I Met Your Mother

Blue Bloods

Scarlett Johansson

HIStory: Stay Away From Me

HIStory2: Crossing the Line

HIStory: Obsessed 

Stranger Things

Elizabeth Olsen

Shadow and Bone

Awkwafina

Letitia Wright

Law and Order: SVU

Kesha

Chicago P.D

Lana Del Rey

Gossip Girl (Original)

Sebastian Stan

Rainbow Rowell’s works

Melanie Martinez

Wonder Woman 1984

Riverdale

The Witcher

Backstreet Rookie

Azealia Banks

Mamamoo

Johnny Depp

Creations w/ Richard Siken’s poetry

Tuck Everlasting

Pretty Little Liars

Kris Wu

Carrie Underwood

Lorde

Top Gun

Brendon Urie

Robert Downey Jr.

Nicki Minaj

Precise Shot/精准射击

Ariana Grande

Harry Styles

Hayley Atwell

Qian Feng

The Walking Dead

Ansel Elgort

Penthouse: War in Life (All seasons)

Leia from Blackswan

Leigh-Allyn Baker

Mark Wahlberg

Delia Owens

Jung Joon Young

Ohm Pawat

Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness

MCU’s America Chavez

Where The Crawdads Sing

James Patterson’s works

Rebecca Mix’s works

Tina Fey

Misha Collins

Li Yifeng

Purple Hearts

Avatar: The Way Of Water

Gwen Stefani

皇叔/The Imperial Uncle by 大风刮过

Eric Nam

Noah Schnapp

The 100

Taika Waititi

Hyuna

Charlie Puth

[limjaeseven]

Content Creator Year in Review

Tagged by the most talented @flurrys-creativity

First creation and most recent creation of 2020: My first fic of 2020 was Sweet Revenge, which I still can’t believe I wrote this year cause it feels like it’s been an eternity since I wrote anything BTS related. My latest fic was the The Boyfriend Dilemma, which actually was supposed to be the second last but i doubt I will be able to finish the other fic I wanted to post by tonight.

One of your favourite creations from 2020: This is a pretty difficult question but I have two answers for it: my personal favourite was Dandelions cause this fic just means a lot to me but other than that, Je Ne Sais Quoi which I wrote for the one and only @triheartedhero was quite high up on my list.

One creation you’re really proud of: Like I mentioned probably Dandelions and also The Boyfriend Dilemma. the latter because I speed wrote it in a little over an hour and it turned out better than I had hoped, also it was my first official JJP fic so that makes it extra special.

A creation that took you forever: All my wips, I have some that I’ve been working on for months and I still am no where close to done with. When it comes to published works maybe Je Ne Sais Quoi? I remember talking quite a bit of time to get around to writing it (If it feels like I’m only talking about 5 fics or so, it’s cause I wrote 14 fics this year, some of which were BTS ones and I don’t really want to get into them cause I’m quite touchy about them)

A creation from 2020 that received the most notes: Mine was definitely the fic that got the most notes, it’s a fic I’m actually quite fond of, even though it was a fem reader fic with Yoonkook. It’s got 273 notes which is unbelievable cause I barely get like 10 notes for a fic these days which can be demotivating sometimes but it is what it is. Also writing Yandere!au was super fun.

A creation you think deserved more notes: Dandelions for sure, the fic has like 11 notes. I’m super attached to this fic and was really sad when it underperformed so bad for me. I know tumblr isnt really the market for mxm work but I just wish that people had read that fic.

A new fandom you joined and a creation you made for it: GOT7, of course! Though I joined the fandom last year I only started writing fanfiction for them this year. The first non BTSxGOT7 creation dedicated to G7 i wrote this year was  GOT7 When They Are Jealous which was based off of a request (which was really special cause I NEVER get requests and it was a lot of fun to write).

A creation you made that breaks your heart: This Is Not a Love Song was a difficult fic to write, it was my first gender neutral reader fic and being the sucker for angst I am, it’s painful for even me to read. It was part of a project i did with a net i used to be part of and after what happened there I have even more bitter memories associated with it, and that just adds to the angst personally. It is inspired by one of my favourite songs though, the name of the fic is literally the name of the song, which was originally by Eric Nam.

A ‘simple’ creation that you really love: Maybe  Happily Ever After? It was supposed to be a cutesy Markjin fic and it was really easy to write but I still am very fond of it.

A creation that was inspired by another one: That’s a difficult question, the only fic inspired by some of my own work was  Mine based off of an old fic I’d written on another platform early last year.

A favourite creation created by someone else: Edit: I'm really dumb and I can't read so I totally misinterpreted this question - Wo Ai Ni by @birbdae made me propose to them so it's definitely my favourite

Some of your favourite content creators from this year: So if I’m being honest, I haven’t read a lot of fics on tumblr this year since most of them are fem reader fics and I’m not comfortable reading those fics anymore so the fics I have mostly read have been by the members of GOT7 Writers Collective cause we rec fics back and forth and beta read them as such so the people who’s work I’ve read and enjoyed this year are: @triheartedhero @birbdae @flurrys-creativity @bubblebeom @jjinyounf @dontbekoifish (I’m sure there are a few who I’m missing out so apologies to them)

And for good measure, another couple more creations of yours that you love: Everything that I’ve written till now I’m proud of one way or another but it would make me really happy if my GOT7 work received more attention so here’s the masterlist for that.

All the people mentioned above are tagged, along with anyone else who wishes to take part in this, just assume I tagged you and write!

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8 people I’d like to know better

Tagged by: bby @jiminsfault (i’m sorry i know i know im late :(

Favorite Colors : pastel coloooors 💛

Last Song I Listened To: Yellow Hearts – Ant Saunders, for real this song makes me so soft uwu🥰

Favorite Musicians: shiiiet I got too many ☹ but BTS, Monsta X, Ateez, GOT7, Sabrina Claudio, Bruno Mars, Thomas Rhett, Harry Styles, Alec Benjamin, Eric Nam, Halsey, EXO, Mamamoo, DAY6, Mumford and Sons and manyyyyyy others

Last Movie I watched: Nanny McPhee 2 HAHAH

Last TV show I watched: Strong Girl Bong Soon MY HEART BELONGS TO THIS DRAMA I SWEAR😤

Favorite OC:  As for fanfiction uhmmmm I usually read inserts soo ya know and book wise  I’d say I like realistic ones? Or i don’t know, the ones I can relate too i guess🤷‍♀️

Sweet, Spicy or Savory: I have a huge big ass sweet tooth and I love savory stuff (who doesn’t ???) I wish I could eat spicy food, but my belly just can’t take it☹️

Sparkling Water, Coffee or Tea: Sipping my teaaa

Pets: I also already answered this ask on another tag game, but I have two doggos, three cats, two birds and two horsiiess

I’ll just tag a few people I’ve seen around and that I’d like to know better! Feel free to join in even if I haven’t tagged you or if I did and you don’t want to do it no pressure 😘

 @jungkookiebus @jungtaeyoongles @my-seokjinnie @protectkookmin @kookiescookiesandcream @justyouraveragefangirl51 @hobislover @jinsjjk

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okay... here it is.... did a task for once i feel like it might rain all week just because the universe is in such a shock....

PREFERRED NAME — ani. my name’s ana but that’s for business transactions only.

PRONOUNS — she/her

AGE — twenty........ seven. god.

PINTEREST — here 

DISCORD — ani #0509 which is funny bc my birthday is august 5 so its almost my birthday

TUMBLR (PERSONAL/MUSE/RPH) — here i like being a mess and having everything in one place so it’s my personal but also has like. muse and ship tags. 

OTHER SOCIAL MEDIA YOU’D LIKE TO SHARE — i have twitter and if u wanna look at pictures of my cats im always happy to share my instagram tbh but maybe not. here.

MYER-BRIGGS — enfj

HP HOUSE — hufflepuff

ZODIAC — leo

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? — no but i guess it’s fun

HOW OLD WERE YOU WHEN YOU STARTED RPING ON TUMBLR — on tumblr i’d say.... eighteen? but i started rping on other sites at like twelve.

WHAT YEAR WAS IT? — when i was eighteen? 2010

NAME A RANDOM ROLEPLAY THAT STICKS OUT IN YOUR MEMORY — i was in a tvd rp for the longest time where there was one big clique that bubble rped and i was not in with the cool crowd but my sister was in it too and we had the best plots with each other. that was the longest i ever was in the same place until one lonely night of december 2017 i thought about joining a college rp and stumbled upon lockwood.

WHAT WEIRD ANIMAL WOULD YOU HAVE AS A PET IF IT WAS REALISTIC — what is considered a weird animal exactly... i always liked owls but only if she could be free and just like come hang out with me every once in a while

NAME THE FIRST SONG ON YOUR DISCOVER WEEKLY ON SPOTIFY OR THE FIRST SONG THAT COMES ON APPLE MUSIC / ITUNES SHUFFLE — i don’t miss you by eric nam 

NAME A BOOK THAT YOU READ IN SCHOOL THAT YOU SURPRISINGLY LIKED — one hundred years of solitude by garcia marquez but tbh i liked most books i read in high school except one we read about dolphins that could speak that sounds like it could’ve been great but it was very bad

NAME A BOOK YOU HATED THAT MOST PEOPLE LIKED — i couldn’t get past the first two chapters of the raven cycle and i feel the secret history is highly overrated

WHAT TV SHOW DID YOU RECENTLY BINGE? — good girls, i’m obsessed

FAVOURITE QUOTE — “Silence is golden. Words are vibrations. Thoughts are magic.” or like. any other WTNV related thought. those are good thoughts. 

LINK TO A VINE THAT EXUDES YOUR ‘ENERGY’ — this was an easy one

DO YOU WRITE OUTSIDE OF RP? WHAT DO YOU WRITE? — i’ve written more fanfiction than any human should and like. short stories no one will ever see.

THREE YOUTUBERS YOU STILL TRUST — i literally got back into the world of english speaking youtubers like a week ago but i guess drew gooden is good.... i have a friend who’s a youtuber? there’s a really funny one from my city that does summaries of movies and tv shows and has saved me from watching really bad stuff so if you know spanish he’s fun and i’m ngl baekhyun has a vlog and he’s the love of my life and his vlogs are perfect

A CELEBRITY CRUSH THAT JUST WON’T QUIT — i’m stupid in love with this girl

EVER MEET A CELEBRITY? SHARE YOUR STORY — hhhhh no i don’t think i’ve ever met anyone famous tbh unless famous scientists count 

WHAT’S YOUR PICTURE-PERFECT NIGHT? — watching tv... having a beer... cuddling my cats... i’m a simple woman

A CONSPIRACY THEORY YOU KINDA BELIEVE IN — tjere’s a lot of masonry stories that seem unlikely but there’s gotta be some truth to them i’m sure 

ARE ALIENS REAL? — probably

PLAY ANY PHONE GAMES? WHICH ONES? — i have stardew valley on every device i own and it’s the only game i will ever play from now on

WHAT’S A FILM YOU LOVED WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG AND RECENTLY WATCHED, ONLY TO FIND OUT YOU DON’T ANYMORE — love actually... sad

DO YOU COLLECT ANYTHING? — stress

WHAT’S SOMETHING YOU WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BUT YOU’RE TOO LAZY? — so much. i wanna learn how to code websites for real but... lazy

THREE LANGUAGES YOU DON’T SPEAK, BUT WISH YOU COULD — japanese, norwegian, portuguese

MOVIE YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN 5 TIMES — serenity, wall-e, all the tinkerbell ones

NAME A FICTIONAL CHARACTER FROM TV/FILM/MOVIE/GAME/BOOK THAT YOU FIND YOURSELF PROJECTING ON / YOU RELATE TO — amy santiago sdlkfj

DO YOU FOLLOW ANY SPORTS? WHO DO YOU ROOT FOR? — no but i guess i watch football every now and then and root for our local champions boca jrs

HOBBIES BESIDES WASTING AWAY HERE? — do i look like i do anything else besides being on here.......... but i guess reading and binging every tv show on the internet.

PLUG A TV SHOW / MOVIE / BOOK / VIDEO GAME / ETC… YOU WISH MORE PEOPLE WOULD CHECK OUT — if you’re into podcasts i really enjoyed rabbits despite its faults

WHOSE BRAIN WOULD YOU LIKE TO PICK, ALIVE OR DEAD? — keats. so much happening in there, would love to hear it sometime.

TEAM EDWARD OR JACOB? — team rosalie she was the best

LAST MOVIE SEEN IN THEATRE — toy story 4 i think

DO YOU STILL READ? — yeah 

IF SO, WHAT ARE YOU CURRENTLY READING? — sci fi book called ringworld

ON A SCALE OF 1-10, HOW MUCH DID YOU HATE FILLING THIS OUT? – when i started i thought i’d have fun but i’m gonna say seven