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I hope bogcom isnt tired of me posting artš
i just
GET MY BRAIN
REALLY GOING
whenever i think ab phighting⦠my brain just come up with millions of ideas that i wanna draw šš also minor blood warning
#grrghh PHGITING IS UNDERRSTED BUT I ALSO WANT TO GATEKEEP BUT I ALSO WANNA SHARE#i just love phighting#it needs more love really#phighting#phighting fanart#phighting!#medkit#subspace#oh yeah these two#uuhhhhh i dont know what to say#enjoy the angst ig???#i need to sleep
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Here's a Cult of the Lamb comic that I scripted on a whim and then spent. Actual time on.
I hope y'all like this cuz it was fun to make and. I spent actual time on it lmfao
(Also for the "brought Narinder back" line. I started a new save and I swear between my two saves he's died three times. This guy. Goodness gracious.)
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl#cotl fanart#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#not gonna tag the other bishops or sozo cuz theyre in it for like. 1 panel so i dont think that counts#see this is what happens when i get stressed out and have big feelings. i make stuff lmfao#but yea this was fun. and yea its 'angst' or whatever but its not sposed to be taken super seriously or anything#(unless u want to. i cant tell u what to do ig lmfao)#but yea this was fun. enjoy this thing that i spent actual time on.#the yet untitled qpr narilamb au
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it's like they don't even notice.
#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt donnie#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#hey look art#technically vent art but like. i like it#and it still works as accurate Donnie angst#so like. enjoy ig
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Ravi Drabble
Or, Ravi wakes up next to MC for the first time.
Raviās life is a tightrope act.
Every minute���every secondāhe stands balanced on the edge of a knife. His feet carefully placed on the wire, doing everything in his power to keep his balance. One misstep, one tiny mistake, could bring everything crashing down around him.
He doesnāt make mistakes.
Or at least, he didnāt. Heās careful. Precise. Heās memorized his script and performs it well. He knows his limits. Knows the rules. He bends them, sometimes, but never far enough to break. Why would he? Risking life and limb for such miniscule payoff would be unthinkableāwould be pointless. Better to stay in the lines.
But it isnāt as easy anymore. Not now that he has something to lose. Now that heās met you.
He supposes the first cracks began to show when he befriended Jay. That was mistake number one. He knows better than letting himself get close to people. And yet, when Jay showed up on his doorstep with a friendly smile and a host of questions about the recently deceased, Ravi couldnāt make himself turn them away.Ā
Befriending Jay led to befriending their family. Their mother, previously something like a colleague and held as far out as his hands could reach. Their sister, just a child, but so fearless and endearing that it was impossible to dislike her. And then, all of a sudden heās socializing, interacting with the town in ways he hadnāt sinceā¦
And then you.
He still would have searched for you without Jay. He couldnāt avoid the feeling tugging at his wrists and ankles, the pulsating need behind his ribs. There was something it needed him to see. He had a feeling. But would he have been able to rush into the water and pull you to safety? Pump at your heart until it sprung back to life?
Ravi is a purveyor of death. The closest thing to the grim reaper made flesh that Easthaven has. Heās the undertaker, the shadow in the corner of your daughterās funeral, the one who puts your father in the ground.Ā
What does he know about life?
Nothing, he thinks as he watches you.
He sits at the foot of his bed, his legs crossed neatly in front of him. You lay curled on your side, eyes fluttering and breath even. Moonlight halos you in a soft white haze. You look angelicāor perhaps magical. A being of pure light given form, sent to destroy him.
He sits in his tattered old EHS sweatshirt, one of the surviving relics of his time in school. Last night, when he asked you to stay, he knew he wasnāt ready to take it off. No matter what happened. He likes youātoo muchābut he canāt. Nobody has ever seen him laid bare, not sinceā¦
Not since he was hurt, since he lostā
Fuck.
He canāt think about it. Not with you here, blissful and unaware. It feels like a betrayal, though he isnāt sure who heās betraying. You? Him? Heās gone, and youāre here, and itās been so long anyway that he should be past it. Maybe heās betraying you both.
Ravi knows heāll have to tell you eventually. Thatās what people in love do, isnāt it? Talk to each other? He isnāt sure he knows how. Honesty has never been his strong suit.
If befriending Jay was the first crack in his carefully crafted life, then meeting you was like taking a sledgehammer to it. He doesnāt understand what it is about you that drives him insane. You get under his skin without even meaning to. He wants to get under yours, in every possible way, and itās making him crazy.
Before he met you he was frozen. Frozen in grief, frozen in ice. You lit a fire directly at his core, melting him until heās nothing but a puddle on the floor. Noāmore than that. Steam in the air. You set him alight, make him burn.
Ravi sighs. Heās being melodramatic.
The problem is, he doesnāt know how to be reckless anymore. Itās a language half-forgotten, like his mother tongue. When you donāt have anyone who shares the language, it can be hard to remember. How do you practice? The loss is incredible.
You make him want to be reckless. So why not start now?
He moves quickly, half-crawling up the bed until heās at your side. He slept here, arms around you, drinking in your warmth. He only pulled away when he woke up and realized he needed to think about this. To consider his actions going forward.
Heās sick of thinking. Instead he wraps his fingers around your hand, pulls it upwards. Kisses the flat of your palm. Youāre so warm. So alive. You stir and he shifts downward until heās pressing his lips to your wrist. He feels your pulse jump there and smiles.
āWhatāre you doing?ā you murmur, staring at him through half-lidded eyes.
āTasting you,ā he teases, his tongue darting out to flick against the skin of your wrist.
You shiver, and his smile grows. He keeps kissing his way up your arm. Despite his teasing he doesnāt taste you againāinstead he focuses on memorizing every part of you. You shift beneath him until youāre on your back. Perfectāhe adjusts until heās straddling you.Ā
Ravi kisses the curve of your elbow, the edge of your shoulder. Finds the place where your neck connects and buries his face inside. He could live here, he thinks. Youāre warm and solid and alive. The most alive anyone has ever been.
He kisses your neck and your breath catches.Ā
He pulls back until heās nearly sitting upright, his weight on his knees to either side of you. Your hands find his thighs and fuck it feels good. He isnāt used to being touched and the feeling of it might drive him mad.Ā
Maybe you were sent to destroy him. He isnāt sure he cares.
āYou look beautiful,ā Ravi whispers, before swooping down again to press his lips against yours.
The kiss starts gentle. Almost chaste. He just wants to feel you, nothing more, but then your arms are around his neck. You pull closer, press harder against him, and he canāt resist kissing you deeper. It goes until you break away gasping.
Ravi lets himself fall to the side until heās lying on his back beside you. He needs to catch his breath. He needs a cigarette. His hands shake as he stares up at the ceiling, in wonder of you at his side.Ā
You nestle in close and he wraps an arm around you. His eyes flutter shut when you lean up and press a kiss against his neck. Emotion coils up in his chest, so intense he can hardly take it. Thereās so much feeling that it hurts. He isnāt used to feeling things. Not like this.Ā
This might be a mistake. Getting close to people always is. Butā¦
He thinks you might be worth it.
#drabbles#ravi#this one is weird friends#there's angst#and also it's the spiciest drabble yet#so uh#just a heads up ig#ravi's head is a weird place to be#i love it#but he's just so..........#hm#anyway i hope y'all enjoy <3
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OC x Canon Week Day 4: āWhy are you angry with me? You broke my heart!!!ā
Note: Epel doesnāt care (nor does the rest of the cast) that Cloche is a gal but more so upset that Cloche deliberately kept the charades up until absolutely necessary, leading him on about their camaraderie of them being two small dudes wanting to be āmanlierā.
First dialogue prompt !! Really wanted to include some lore bits here, and I reached with trying to make the dialogue work. While I donāt see Epel as someone whoād directly say something like āYou broke my heartā, he did have the energy/vibe of it. Nice to add a little angst to shake things up.
#clochepel shippers just enjoy pain ig š#or at least thatās the pattern Iāve noticed#cat scratches šø#glimpses šø#oc: clocheš#clochepel#twisted wonderland#twst#twst oc#twst ocs#oc x canon week#oc x canon week 2024#oc x canon week day 4#twst yume#twst yuu#twst yuusona#twst art#twisted wonderland art#twisted wonderland oc#twst fanart#twisted wonderland fanart#twst epel#epel felmier#epel x yuu#twst angst
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sonic and shadow live in the green hills area for a decent ammount of time after their marriage, then they leave and travel the world together, running through fields and woods, beach horizons and mountain peaks. no one knows where they are ever, they keep in touch obviously, but rarely do any of their friends see them after they leave
everyone knows about sonic and shadows wereabouts, if you dont youre missing out!
after literal decades of traveling over all types of land, sonic(whos old as shit by now) and shadow(looks old asf, he'll regen soon dw) finally go back to their true home in green hills, seeing all their friends again after decades of just short visits and constant calls.
and then after their friends start to slowly creep to their last years sonic and shadow start looking for a more secluded area to live, obviously they spend all their friends last moments with them. but once they all pass, sonic and shadow leave to live on a little mountain side in a cute little cabin, its eclectake and crazy looking, but its home<3
shadow continues to grow old looking, and then regenerate(basically just shed the old lookin crap) while sonic becomes more grey and old. though he lives far longer than any of his other friends, hes not immortal. he passes while with shadow sitting on a bench under their apple tree. his head on shadows shoulder looking over their gorgeous view of the mountain range theyve called home for over 40 years.
shadow doesnt realize at first, but once he does he just cries, hes glad he was with sonic in his last moments, but the heart will always break no matter how calm the last moments might be. sonic is burried under the apple tree.
shadow gets inspired after his husbands passing to become a kinder soul, though he never leaves his mountain range so he becomes a secluded man, he farms his own crops and makes his own meals, only going out of town to get chilli ans hot dogs for his weekly chilli dog while he sits alone at his small circle dining table, looking at his photo of his dear husband, from basically a millenia ago.
#sorry im listeing to a new playlist i js made and came up with this#based on my dadow au#this is bg infoš#uh enjoy the angst ig#its not REALLY angst ig#but still#ahem anywyas#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#sth au#clinking ceremic#i fucking shattered the ceremic this time MY GOD#whole ass essay and this isnt even the in depth versionššš
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ā an old friend. ā
short one-shot bc iām missing odasaku like an mf rn and i need odango angst. Idk the time frame of this i was bored <3
Post odaās death. The anniversary of it. Dazai was slumped over at the Lupin bar. Poking at the circular ice cube in his glass. A tall black haired man walks in, tears staining his eyes. this has happened before, this exact same interaction, conversation. Dazai speaks up. āYou loved him, didnāt you?ā
He doesnāt bother to look over. Angoās sniffles are enough. āYou know, I did too, Ango.ā The brown haired man looks up at the older. āProbably not in the same way you did. Hell, Iāll probably never know him the same way you did, and iām thankful for that. What you two had was⦠special.ā
The older man sits down, still silent. He orders a whiskey on the rocks. Odaās favorite. Only then does he speak. āTo answer your question, yes, Dazai. I was in love with him.ā Dazai smiles. Itās a sad smile, a far off one. They sit and drink for the rest of the night. Around 12:30 a motorcycle can be faintly heard outside of the bar. Dazai gets a text.
āWell, thatās my ride, do you want me to.. call you an uber or something..?ā Dazai offers, sliding some bills on the table and shoving his hands in his pockets. āNo, I think Iāll stay here a bit longer.ā Ango answers, waving over the bartender for another glass.
Dazai sighs, and heads out.
#idk what this is but I hope yall enjoy :3#this is not dazango. Let me make that clear .#the timeline is meant to be present but ig it can be interpreted differently if u want.#this is not meant to be odazai either. Please dni if you ship them. You disgust me.#dni odazai#bsd#bungou stray dogs#short fanfic#one shot#very short one shot#lmaoo#angst#soukoku#if you squint#the motorcycle is chuuyaās#odango#bsd odasaku#oda sakunosuke#bungo stray dogs odasaku#ango sakaguchi#bsd ango#bungo stray dogs ango#bungo stray dogs angst#bsd angst#dazai bsd#osamu dazai#nakahara chuuya#chuuya bsd#bsd manga#bsd anime
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whoever sent me an ask probably years ago at this point asking if I'm into DC (specifically Jason Todd) congratulations your manifestation subliminals are working!! also a PHAT shout out to janitor ai's lovely creator jellboop for sucking me into the delicious hell of Jason Todd and his meaty meaty thighs.
so yeah it's happening. we're at a point where I'm making self ship fanart with this bitch so lemme spill some thoughts because apparently I'm writing for Jason Todd now.
the first thing that comes to mind when I think of Jason Todd is that clip from isle of dogs, my friends think I like to fight. Sometimes I lose my temper and blow off a little steam, but... I never liked it. I'm not a violent dog. I don't know why I bite. so you can tell what kind of start we're off to to begin with. also take this with a bitty grain of salt, I don't claim to be an expert in DC canon/lore so disregard anything if I get it wrong lol. anyway Jason is the definition of GODDAMN YOU'VE BEEN THROUGH THE WRINGER HUH?? CAN'T CATCH A BREAK OR PROCESS YOUR FEELINGS WITHOUT FEELING LIKE YOU'RE DROWNING LOOKIN ASS. right off the bat (pun intended) we have his childhood which is already deeply fucked up. bitch was STEALING TIRES OFF CARS to support his DRUG ADDICT MOTHER. first of all this bitch has been parentified and neglected since birth. he is a provider deep into his bones, yes, but at what fucking cost???? also deep and severe mommy AND daddy issues this early on in the game. wow. after that he gets caught JACKING THE TIRES OFF THE GODDAMN BATMANMOBILE BY B*UCE W*YNE HIMSELF. now he's gone from robbin' to robbin. from robbing to robbin-ing. he's in his rockin robin era. he's having a ball as far as I'm aware. he's in a mansion with all the food he can eat and psychological security he could ask for, he sort of has a dad, a sort of grandpa, AND a sort of brother. AND his brother's name is literally Dick, which is a GOLDMINE for any younger sibling. and I think he liked it. being the youngest. I think he liked being treated like a kid, and found a deep and sorely needed respite from the world when he was suddenly being babied by three adults (or almost adults depending on how old Dick was at the time.) and I know that even though he fought it and he acted like he hated it, being babied started to really heal something inside him. it wasn't easy or comfortable, and it was slow going, but... things were okay. consistently okay, which was the freakiest part. the consistency. I don't think he would have really had much time for girls or dating, especially with knowing that the stability of his life depends on the stability of Bruce's position as batman. I think especially seeing how many women try to seduce information out of Bruce and Dick he would immediately corollate love and sex with power and control and manipulation. and I think that Dick and Bruce and Alfred would have no fucking clue just how deeply that distrust of vulnerability is starting to run inside him. one training session leads to another, one call from the police leads to another, one tip from their hotlines and informants leads to another until all the jobs start to look thrillingly blurry.
then he's tied up in a warehouse while a grown man beats his still ambiguously teenage year old self to death.
again, I know there's continuity errors in some places and different versions of the story in others so bear with me here. I could go into detail about how he probably kept telling himself it's almost over, this is what heroes do, he'll be here any minute, any minute while getting viciously crowbar beaten and possibly bombed until he literally died, I could talk about how the damage to his face and teeth were so severe they couldn't be shown to identify his body, I could go into detail about the devastating silence that followed the two sentence exchange between Bruce and Alfred "Shall I place a call to his next of kin on his behalf, sir?" "Don't bother. There's no one to call." or how Dick screamed so loudly you could hear it all throughout the manor. I could. But for everyone's wellbeing I will not do that.
anyway AFTER getting viciously stick beaten by park moms, the next thing Jason knows he's being dragged out of some disgusting bubbling magical pit or clawing his way out of his own grave like he's Eric fucking Draven. time is... fuzzy after his resurrection. it takes a while for his short term memory to come back online, and even longer for his long term memory. so he spends weeks, months, who knows how long stumbling around like a disoriented, confused monster out of a Mary Shelley novel. when he starts to settle back into himself, when he starts to get his footing a little, he feels like a child again. lost and confused and just trying desperately to survive and seek out safety anywhere he can. but he knows there is none. if batman of all people couldn't protect him, his sidekick, his ward from... whatever the hell his mind has fought so hard to block out, than nothing can. no one can. except him. unfortunately the lazarus pit or the superboy prime punch or whatever lore you wanna go with worked a little TOO well, and Jason has now been hit by the puberty fairy hard. repeatedly. with a crowbar. and a bomb. he was still gangly and awkward when he died, pretty strong in a lean way (mostly because Dick made him do pilates and acro to get flexible which failed spectacularly but was hilarious). For the first time that he could remember, he even had a little puppy fat. most teenage boys would roll their eyes at anything standing between them and a six pack - if they even cared enough about their body to think that far - but Jason... Jason loved his little pudge that he'd gotten as Robin. he loved the softness that filled out his cheeks, that made him feel less boney.
but that's gone now too.
it takes him a while to realize he's not bumping into things because he's still clumsy and disoriented. it's because he went from concerningly short and scrawny (I've seen sources say 4'6 and 80 something pounds) to at least 6'0 and 225lbs of pure raw rippling muscle. he's sharp and jagged again, but it's different this time. this time he's at least strong, too. and truly that knowledge, that at least he's stronger now, is the only thing keeping him from crashing the fuck out more than he did for a long time.
he feels like his body will never quite fit him right. the little scars and cigarette burns he's had since he was a kid are all stretched out and distorted now, like a piece of bubble gum getting thinner and more see through the bigger the bubble gets. and there are the new scars, too. the little dents across his face or pearly little seams the pit couldn't get rid of completely. there are tiny textured burn marks across his forearms, a memento of the moments where he used all the strength he didn't have to try and shield himself from the blast. and of course, there's the autopsy scar. it's the biggest one, a giant jagged Y shape that goes from his collar bones all the way down his torso and stops right above his hips. it's an angry reddish purple and raw and surprisingly fresh. even if he didn't have it, he'd still feel it. every breath, he feels the seams inside himself where the pit regrew his sternum, where his organs regrew or were reattached. he traces his fingers on the stretch marks slowly fading from red to pink to a pearly white all over his shoulders and arms and thighs, trying to make sense of it all. he feels too old and too young, like an adult trapped inside a child walking around in a body builder's skin. and it's scary. it's disorienting. it makes it hard to breathe if he thinks about it too much or too long. when he first saw the shimmering strands of grayish white streaking though a front lock of his hair, he thought for a moment the pit did its job TOO well, that it aged him too much too fast, that he'd start withering away just as quickly like rip van winkle. but no. Talia or Ra's or whoever's looking after him at that point (if anyone is) explains it's just the stress of resurrection.
and now he lies awake day and night, trying to reconcile his past with what he knows now. how did they not look for him? how is the bastard that did this to him still running free when the only thing that kept him clinging to life was thinking about how Bruce would decimate the Joker's ass the moment he stormed into that warehouse? how is he alive? why is he alive? why did any of this happen in the first place? he rots and spirals until he gets sick of it. until he tells himself how fucking pathetic he sounds. so he decides to take matters into his own hands. his bloody, too big too strong hands that once shook from adrenaline now tremble from rage. he is going to kill the Joker. and he is going to protect people. he'll do it. the dirty work Bruce could never stomach. he won't turn a blind eye to bad shit because of some soulless ethical bullshit, like- he bites his cheek, not even wanting to think their names. not yet, not when it's still so painful. he needed him. he needed Bruce, and he wasn't there. because Bruce doesn't get it. he doesn't get Jason, and he never will. he's off in his little bubble with his money and charity galas and brooding one liners that look so great in the papers.
let him stay in the papers, stay in the spotlight. Jason will do the heavy lifting. Street justice needs to be served. and who more perfectly equipped to serve it than someone from the streets?
#drabbles#jason todd#jason todd x reader#jason todd drabbles#jason todd drabble#jason todd headcanon#angst#body horror mention#UH OH SPAGHETTIO NEW HUSBAND IG!!!!!#think it's really cool that we have so many specific niche psychological issues in common yet somehow turned out opposites in a lot of ways#we do so many specific handshakes#even (oversharing abt myself here) even our colors are the same but opposites#his are black and red and mine are white and pink#anyway enjoy it!!!!!! i'm anticipating asks#remind me about the jason todd x reader waffle fries meet uncute
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little menace <33
#fnaf gregory#MY BABY!!!! MY CHILD!!!!!#this is the most effort ill put into my art#obviously my portfolio isnt like this#i legit started hating it the more i looked at it ngl#but i spent too much time on it so#enjoy??? ig????#i need to post angst actually too much fluff#cop car gregory propaganda will spread#mark my words
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i keep trying to make a list of my favorite characters from harry potter, but i can't even decide on a criteria myself
i always tell people (non-fandom people, that is) that my favorites are either professor lupin or ginny, because it is easier than explaining my obsession with sirius black's brother who lived and died out of page
the top 3 that i have on the desktop version of the blog is my marauders era top 3: remus, lily and regulus. they are the ones i usually want to read and write about, i love to decipher small details about them and twist and stretch possibilities of who they might have been. i want to build entire AUs about them
and i love remus as the character he is on page, through harry's eyes. missing moments about him and tonks, or sirius, or hermione, or harry are some of my favorites to read
from the main era i love harry, obviously, and he's probably the character i love the most as he is on the page. i tend to be picky about the fanfiction i read with him. i care about him a lot and i want him to happy so most of the times i read "fix-it" fics with him being raised in a loving household (and i abandon all pretense at canon compliance lol) or post-war healing and rom coms or him learning more about his parents (which is probably the origin of my interest in marauders fics tbh). i read a lot of gen fics with him, love harry & sirius, harry & ron & hermione, harry & dudley, harry & snape, and for shipping it's usually ginny, draco or neville
then my other two favorites are ginny and neville, individually and with each other, i love their friendship and i don't mind them as a weird couple. i wish i had a thousand fics more focused on their experience of war and their processes of healing, they are so dear to me and have always been
i love the gryffindors in general and i have a special attachment to parvati and dean. i'm always trying to read more fics centering them or having them in more prominent roles. also lover oliver wood and my favorite weasley, percy, individually and as couple, i'd read a perciver anywhere, anytime
this is perhaps my most controversial fave (or is it reggie?) but dumbledore has always had and will forever have a very special place in my heart. he could be the worst person in the series (he isn't) and i would still love the whimsy diva of a war general. i need to read more with him. i refuse to watch or even learn about fantastic beasts
other than that i love the black family and i have an unreasonable affinity for narcissa out of everyone. i like alphard when he's an old queen. i'd eat up any sincere approach to orion and walburga. i think phineas is criminally underrated
the first war is arguably my favorite period and i'm interested in everything from that time. i'd read anything with moody, he's a rockstar and one my favorites as well. i like frank and alice and think they should be the protagonists more often. i'd read any interesting premise involving the order, but i tend towards my girls dorcas, marlene and emmeline. i unironically think mulciber and evan rosier are interesting. i love to hate crouch sr. and jr.
and you can't read the books without loving voldemort, i'm sorry, i don't make the rules and it's not my fault he has so much juice
so if i had to make list 1) remus 2) lily 3) harry 4) regulus 5) ginny 6) neville 7) dumbledore 8) percy 9) moody 10) voldemort (then it's narcissa, parvati, ron&hermione, etc) (OH GOD AND TONKS TOO)
#i made the list on whim and will regret it later#top 7 is the most stable ig#please recommend me neville & parvati & moody fics#and i have to say i love draco in a good post war fic or a good hbp angst and that's half of why i read drarry#drarry writers just have really genuine way of approaching redemption and healing i think#narcissa is my favorite black sister but i enjoy tedromeda and i love post war harry & andromeda#give me post war harry & narcissa too let's go drarries#hinny can get the negative side effects of being endgame on canon but i good writer makes them THE BEST#there's a particular flavor of hinny that never misses#and it's the flavor that makes voldemort sound like either their deceased friend or their third or their shared trauma#i could go on forever but hm... i got into romione recently#so they're growing on me too#and sirius is default co-protagonist for half of these but i rarely find what i want for just him
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Have this while I work on this amv
Hope yāall enjoy angst btw ;)
#good omens#good omens fanart#good omens animation#not the kiss scene totally#Hehe#ima demon#I lied >:]#Suck it#enjoy ig#:)#artists on tumblr#art#aziracrow#aziracrow angst#ineffable husbands#ineffable husbands angst#Crowley#Aziraphale
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Feelings? Ew.
Shilou tries to run from his feelings.
His feelings catch up.
It all started the day after he'd met Aventurine.
He wasn't even sure of how it all started; he injected himself into a conversation about cat cakes and asked him to keep them away from himādamn his allergiesāto which Aventurine apologized for.
'Why is he apologizing to me?'
Within the next few days, Aventurine found his way to his office and gifted him a cat cake plush, decorated to look exactly like him.
He took care not to snag any part of it on his joints as he examined it, his eyes welling with-
'What? Why am I...'
And after that day, Aventurine found any opportunity he could to be around him.
"Mr. Rose Quartz! There you are~"
"Rose Quartz, good to see you~"
"Good morning, Rosie~"
At first, he took it in stride. It was only silly nicknames, possibly infatuation with his robotic limbsāhe was more than used to thatāso he thought nothing of it.
Until he started inviting him out.
It started small. Inviting him out to dinner, to go to the casino just for fun, to hang out together while on a mission, "Just for a little while! You've gotta learn to relax, Rosie~"
He was wary. Of course he was, Aventurine was his superior, why wouldn't he be wary?
Was he trying to get under his skin?
Trying to butter him up?
So he could use him and then discard him?
He tried to keep his distance, he really did.
But those eyes of his...
And it didn't help that Dr. Ratio accompanied them practically everywhere they went.
He was always there, following close behind Aventurine with a constant displeased lookāwhen he didn't have his bust onāand making small, snide remarks every so often towards him.
He didn't like him at first.
But as more time passed, more days he dragged himself along on their adventures, Ratio grew on him.
The way his eyes softened when Aventurine did something slightly stupid, the adorable smile that graced his face from time to time, looking at Aventurine.
Oh, and Aventurine...
His eyes practically commanded his attention, drawn to them every time we was around him. They were so unique, so prettyāso unlike his own.
He was so unique, soā
Oh.
Oh no.
He couldn't be.
He blinked, and suddenly realized.
"Am I...catching feelings?"
That wouldn't do.
He began avoiding Aventurine and Ratio like the plague. He almost ran the other way when Aventurine was nearby, refusing to make eye contact with him.
He couldn't risk being pulled into the enchanting siren song of his eyes.
He avoided his messages from Aventurine, didn't pick up any calls, despite his heart hammering in his chest every time he saw Aventurine's contact light up his screen.
He couldn't risk it.
He couldn't risk contact with Ratio, either. He was equally as beautiful as Aventurine, that dammned smile of his captivating him to no end.
This went on for only another week before Aventurine finally cornered him, Ratio not far behind, and started asking questions.
"Rose Quartz, what's the matter? Why have you been ignoring us?"
"Is everything alright?"
"Please, talk to us."
"Rose Quartz?"
"Rosie?"
He kept his head down, not looking at them. He couldn't, he couldn't risk it. If he looked into Aventurine's eyes, saw Ratio's smile, saw them- he'd be done for, he'dā
"Rose," Aventurine spoke softly, calmly, as if he wasn't speaking to Rose Quartz. As if he was speaking to... "Please. Is everything okay?"
He came closer, gently cupping his head in his hands, lifting him up to look atā
He was gone almost immediately.
The second they locked eyes, Shilou's fate was sealed. His face went red, fingers twitching. He wanted to grab onto him, pull him closer and yet push him away, kiss him and yet slap him, hold him closeā
"I-I love you," He mumbled almost immediately, not even recognizing his own voice for a moment. "Iā I love you. Both of you. And I'm scared."
Aventurine blinked, looking back at Ratio for a moment.
Heāfor once in his lifeālooked dumbfounded.
Aventurine looked back at Shilou, tears threatening to spill overāand ruin his makeup, he spent hours fixing it this morningāand gave him a soft smile, rubbing his cheekbones with his thumb.
"Is that all?" He asked, almost amused. "We thought there was something really wrong..."
He stayed silent, trying to will the tears away. He couldn't cry, not only would it ruin his perfect makeup, but he would be crying in front of his superior, it would make him seem weakā
Aventurine pulled him into a hug, and the dam broke.
Carefully, he wrapped his arms around Aventurine's, digging his fingers into his back as he silently cried, mumbling apologies for staining his jacket with his tears.
Aventurine shushed him, only hugging him tighter. He looked back at Ratio and gave a small nod and smile, to which he smiled back and approached, enveloping Shilou in a hug from behind.
It was so warm.
It was the best feeling in the worldāwhich, to him, was confined to just the three of them in that momentāand he reveled in every second of it, despite the tears that stained Aventurine's jacket.
He'd never felt so loved.
And he wanted to keep it that way.
@serendipminie
thought you would wanna see it hehe :33
#hsr oc#oc x canon#canon x oc x canon#polyamory#polycule#dr ratio#hsr aventurine#aventio#fluff#very much fluff#also a little angst ig?#i dunno#i wrote this#i had fun with this one#very much inspired from a moot of mine and our conversations about rose Quartz/shilou#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr rp blog#not a starter#but just a thing#I'm so tired i wrote this at like 11 at night#hope yall enjoyed#ā”rosey cheeks
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#orchid draws#ttbgo milton#ttbgo smidge#smidge#smidge trolls#trolls smidge#milton moss#trolls milton#milton trolls#context is for the weak#Iāve tagged that before ??? lmao#nobody gets the context for this self indulgent draw#that I .. never finished. itās been in wips for like a month or so by now#WHOOPS ??#so here it is! enjoy ur sm1lton angst#tech is ship art so ig I should tag it as such#smilton#smidge x milton#milton x smidge
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got bored and put up an abandoned animatic :ā)
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#itās not greaaaat but Kirbyās gotten me animating more and i really enjoy it so i donāt mind#this was also me learning how to draw elfy i think#so itās rough around the edges but itās cute enough ig#kirbyposting#my art or something#kirby#bandee#bandana waddle dee#elfilin#kirby and the forgotten land#animatic#kirby animation#sorry for the random dedede angst at the end it will happen again#Youtube
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I just finished my bio assignment and now you all shall be subjected to its utter bullshittery in all of its glory.
Music credit to: Yuh Baek I found this music on yt :p
#for context these things were herbivores and had some omnivore mutations but since the drought most are omnivores#because the ones who survived the drought carried the mutated gene#and then had more offspring that were more likely to carry that mutated gene#and then most of the future generations carry that gene now since it's become so common#and now majority of them are hematophageous#or in simpler terms#omnivores#yes this is very different to what I usually post in terms of content#but actually if you look at it closer#it is actually still angst with multiple character deaths#much closer to my old marvel days#anyways enjoy this#whatever this is#an animated thing of imaginary bugs? ig???#animation#2d animation#hand drawn animation#as in#i drew all of that#painstakingly#with my ipad#and my body double#shoutout to Life if anyone's still reading this far#she's a bomb ass body double#my art#my animation#my animatic?#idk#anyways#nighty night tumblr
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what bogeol is doing now(episode 8) feels reminiscent of young kiho trying to fight off mokha's dad. he tried to face him on his own without letting her know, the same way bogeol's keeping everyone in the dark (so far, at least) about making contact with dad in the present.
and i have a feeling it's not going to end well, just like last time, and the father will catch up with the family anyway. it was just a matter of time, regardless of whether kiho met him or not, bc he already seems to have located their salon- it's also only a matter of time before he decides to show up there in person. but things have to be different this time--- because kiho is not alone like he was on chunsam, and i'm praying to god that woohak and his job as an investigative reporter is gonna play a major part in putting their biological dad behind bars (by using the daewoong accident..?), and then they live happily ever after, the end.
#castaway diva#chae jong hyeop#kdrama#yeah i know this is far from what's gonna happen bcs they're going to unravel the family's fake identities too..#more suffering on the way ig#just the ending better be happy pls. i can put up with the angst (and actively enjoy angst) but i'm gonna throw hands if our MLs don't get-#-their happy ending#also im sorry for spamming the tags lmao#it's the kiho/bogeol brainrot getting to me because of everything we got this couple of episodes š
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