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â§.* how to lose the girl; xmh
synopsis:Â minghao was feeling tired of shallow relationships. his friends, noticing his frustration, challenge him to pursue a girl and then push her away within ten days. intrigued by the idea, he reluctantly accepts the bet as a fun challenge.
part of my ninety minute movies one shot series. âĄïž
paring/s: afab reader x non-idol hao.
genre/s:Â humor (sort of lmao), low-key fuckboy hao
warning/s:Â alcohol consumption, some bad jokes, nothing too bad or seggsy
word count: 10.3k
content:Â all the vibes of how to lose a guy in ten days but nawt. enjoy xo!
Day 1 - The Bet
In the lively heart of the city, Minghao, was out flaunting his charming looks and a playful grin, typically on his much too expensive and lavish work lunches which gave him and the rest of his colleges an excuse to pick up a bunch of beautiful women to take home every night, a lot of them falling hard for him no matter how poorly he left them hanging the morning after. But lately, he noticed how he always found himself drowning in a sea of shallow connections, and it was starting to wear on him.
Sensing his distress, his friends hatched an interesting plan to inject some excitement into his love life: they dared him to make a girl fall for him and then push her away in just ten days! âNo way in fucking hell could he pull this off, heâll get bored by day four.â jeered one friend, gleefully rubbing his hands together. With a mix of reluctance and curiosity bubbling inside him, Minghao accepted, eager to see how fast he could make a girl sprint for the exit.
Across town, y/n was navigating her own challenges. She was as her friends described a fierce, independent powerhouse who was on a mission to conquer the advertising world and prove to her office overrun by male colleagues that she meant business. Relationships? She just viewed them for what they were distractions in her quest for successâsomething she simply couldnât afford. With her sights set on her career, she was about to discover just how unpredictable life and love could be when the most unexpected challenges came knocking.Â
Day 2 - The Meeting
Minghao first spotted Y/n at a coffee shop, her eyes glued to her laptop as she furiously typed, rather loudly should he add. He decided she would be the perfect target. Something about her tight lipped focused face, her hair perfectly slicked into a ponytail, not a hair out of place, something about her felt more like a challenge than a perfect sweep for his bet.Â
He approached her with his trademark smile, confident and carefree. âIs this seat taken?â he asked, gesturing toward the empty chair across from her. y/n looked up, a mix of annoyance and intrigue in her gaze.Â
âActually, yes,I donât care to do my work around a fuck boy flirting with me, my office has enough of those. Have a good day.â she replied bluntly, not ready to be derailed from her work.
Minghao, undeterred by her obvious dismissal, sat down anyway. âIâm Minghao,â he introduced himself. âAnd I think you owe me a chance to change your mind.â
She raised an eyebrow, still looking down at her computer, typing a bit less loud now, almost as if she was intrigued and didnât want him to know but the scowl on her face said she was still skeptical. âOh, really? And how do you plan to do that?â
With a mischievous glint in his eyes, he leaned in closer. âLetâs just say I have a few tricks up my sleeve,â he replied playfully. âBut first, youâll have to let me take you on a perfect first date.â
Y/n almost chuckled at his audacity, but there was an undeniable spark of intrigue in her gaze. Little did she know, mingling with Minghao was about to shake up her life.Â
âFine. If that will get you to leave me alone while I work, Iâll agree.âÂ
âIâm not leaving here until I get your contact information,â Minghao laughed.Â
Rolling her eyes, Y/n dug through her wallet, searching for a business card. âHere,â she said, finally pulling one out and extending it towards him.
But Minghao just held his hand up in a stop-motion gesture, shaking his head. âNo, not a business card. I need to know youâll actually show up, so let me have your personal phone number instead.â
Y/n stared at him, incredulity mixing with a lingering smile. âOh, so bold. And what makes you think I will?â
âBecause,â he leaned closer, his expression earnest now, âI have a feeling that once you get to know me, you wonât want to miss out. Plus, if I leave with a business card, how will I ever convince you to let me take you on that perfect date?â
Her skepticism flickered for a second under the brightness of his confidence, but she still hesitated. âYou really think you can convince me?â
âAbsolutely,â he replied, his tone teasing yet sincere. âAnd if I fail, I promise Iâll leave you alone forever. Deal?â
For a moment, Y/n pondered the spontaneity of his request, weighing the pros and cons. Finally, a grin broke free on her lips as she typed her number into his phone, the anticipation of the unknown sparking excitement within her. âAlright, but donât say I didnât warn you,â she said, handing back the phone with a hint of warning in her tone.
Minghao's eyes lit up with genuine delight as he saved her contact. âYou wonât regret this,â he promised, his voice softening a touch.
As he returned the phone to her, Y/n couldnât help but feel a flutter of uncertainty mixed with exhilaration. Perhaps there was something to this spontaneous gamble after all. Little did they know, that simple decision would pave the way for an unforgettable connection and adventures neither had anticipated.
Day 3 - The Chase
Over the days that followed, Minghao played his part, showering her with attention that ranged from over-the-top romantic gestures to quirky surprises. He brought her favorite pastries to the office, sent her memes that made her laugh, and even bombarded her with cheesy pick-up lines. Each time, Y/n found herself torn between annoyance and amusement.
At first, she had tried to brush him off, responding to his texts with one-word replies or simply ignoring his more audacious attempts to brighten her day. However, Minghao persisted, his cheerful determination almost unwavering. One afternoon, she returned from a long meeting to find her desk decorated with colorful sticky notes adorned with doodles and handwritten compliments. âYouâre the best part of my day,â one note claimed, and despite her initial irritation, a small smile tugged at her lips.
Minghao was relentless, his charm starting to break down her walls. She had to admit there was something about himâhe was refreshingly carefree, unlike the uptight guys she usually dated. While others might have tried to impress her with their accomplishments or flashy gifts, Minghao found ways to make her laugh, embracing a lightheartedness that was both refreshing and frightening. But Y/n was determined to keep him at arm's length; she had a career to focus on.
Still, the more time they spent chatting, the more she found herself looking forward to his texts. Each meme and quirky voice note felt less like an intrusion and more like a highlight of her day. One evening, after a particularly grueling week, she found herself daydreaming about a potential picnic under the stars, something Minghao had suggested a few days prior.
âNo, no,â she chastised herself, shaking her head as she turned her attention to her laptop. âStay focused.âÂ
Yet, every time she tried to immerse herself in her work, her mind would inevitably wander back to him. The way he laughed, the warmth in his gaze, even the way he playfully challenged her every now and thenâthere was an undeniable pull that made it hard to ignore him.
On a particularly busy Friday, while sipping her coffee and reviewing a presentation, she felt her phone vibrate on the desk. A message appeared: âHey, just thought you might want to know that your favorite pastry is waiting at the corner cafĂ©. No obligations. Just a little pick-me-up to start your weekend. đâ
Y/n's heart softened, a flutter of appreciation sweeping through her. âOkay, this is getting ridiculous,â she muttered to herself, trying to suppress the smile creeping onto her face. Maybe she could allow herself a moment of distraction.
She quickly glanced at the time and the empty office around her, nobody here really worked on the weekends aside from herself so she decided to take a break just this once. With a random jolt of excitement, she stood up, brushed aside her work-related thoughts, and headed to the cafĂ©. She spotted him sitting comfortably at a small table, a bright smile illuminating his face. Before she could even say a word, he raised a pastry in greeting, âI didnât know if you liked it warm or cold, so I got one of each, just to be safe!â
Her laughter bubbled out despite herself. âYou really didnât have to do this.â
âBut I did, you mentioned to me the other day you never have fun on the weekends anymore because you're busy working, â Minghao countered, setting the pastries down and leaning back in his chair. âLife's too short not to indulge in the little things. Besides, you're worth it.â
His words stirred something in her, something she had kept buried under layers of practicality. A mix of anxiety and excitement danced in her chest as they shared bits of pastry and stories, laughter weaving between them effortlessly. And for the first time in what felt like ages, Y/n considered that perhaps life wasnât just about hard work and career goalsâit could also be about spontaneous moments and unexpected connections.
As the sun dipped lower in the sky, casting warm hues of orange and pink across the cafĂ©, Y/n let herself enjoy the moment, her defenses slowly crumbling, piece by piece. âWant to go for a drink? Unless you have plans or something?âÂ
âYouâre asking me out? Wow, Y/n, Iâm pleasantly surprised. Iâd actually enjoy that. Big boss lady is paying, right?â Minghao pressed, a cheeky grin spreading across his face.
Y/n rolled her eyes, but a laugh escaped her lips. âVery funny. I should have known youâd want to make this about money,â she teased, her heart racing slightly at the thought of stepping into the realm of casual dating.
âIâm kidding. But you know Iâd never let you cover the whole tab, right?â he replied, his voice playful yet sincere. âHow about we split it? One thing Iâve learned is that relationships, friendships or otherwise, are all about balance.âÂ
âThat sounds fair but please let me get it actually I feel a little bad about you always paying anyway. Plus, I asked you. That's how it works right?,â she agreed, her spirit lifted by his lightheartedness. âWhere do you want to go?âÂ
âI know this cozy little bar just around the corner. They have some cool drinks and the vibes are good,â he suggested, his eyes sparkling with enthusiasm. âPlus, Iâve heard they serve a mean nacho platter.â
âNachos and drinks sound perfect. Wow- I hate that I actually got excited by a fucking macho platter, but okay.â she replied, feeling a surge of excitement and momentary embarrassment over some fucking chips with cheese. She was surprised at how nervous yet invigorated she felt.Â
As they walked to the bar, the warm evening air enveloped them like a casual embrace. With every step beside him, Y/n felt the weight of her daily grind lift. âSo, whatâs your go-to cocktail?â she asked, surprisingly eager to keep the chatter flowing.
âIâd say Iâm a classic and simple beer or wine dude, but Iâm always game for something a bit off the beaten path. You?âÂ
âDirty martini,â she answered, a proud smile crossing her face. âSimple but sophisticated.âÂ
âAh, the big boss lady indeed. But the real question is gin or vodka?â He winked, and for a moment, she felt herself blush, something she hadnât experienced in ages.Â
âVodka, but shut you fucking mouth and donât tell any martini enthusiasts. Extra dry, extra dirty.âÂ
âNot extra wet and extra dirty?âÂ
Y/n nearly choked on her own spit, watching his face crinkle into a big smile before they erupted into laughter.Â
They snagged a small table tucked away in a corner, perfect for engaging in their own little world.Â
After placing their orders, conversations flowed as smoothly as the drinks. Minghao effortlessly switched between sharing amusing anecdotes about his life and asking Y/n about hers, genuinely interested in her career aspirations and what fueled her passions. With every laugh they exchanged and each shared story, Y/n found herself relaxing more, drawn into his effortless charm.Â
âAlright, I need the truth,â Minghao said, leaning in as if about to share a juicy secret. âWhatâs your biggest guilty pleasure?âÂ
Y/n took a moment, contemplating her answer before finally admitting, âReality TV. Itâs a little bit shameful, I know, but thereâs something about the drama that I canât resist.âÂ
Minghao laughed heartily, the sound filling her with warmth. âNo shame in that. I actually canât lie and say I donât enjoy watching Love Island. Iâm more of a cooking show fan, to be honest. Nothing quite like watching people fail spectacularly while I sit there eating takeout as if I can cook this shit myself.â
âOkay, weâre definitely going to have a night where I introduce you to some of the best reality stars of all time, where you will sit and not fucking complain. And since I can cook, I will go hell's kitchen style on the stove. â she declared, a playful challenge glimmering in her eyes.Â
âHey, look Iâm game, but only if you let me judge your cooking like Iâm the god himself Ramsay.â he exclaimed, his excitement unmistakable. âJust let me know when. Iâll bring the snacks and the commentary.â
As the evening progressed, they shared stories about childhood memories, dreams, and the quirks that made them who they were. With each revelation, Y/n felt a deeper connection forming, an understanding that perhaps taking a little time away from work wouldnât derail her ambitions after all.Â
Maybe it was time to let a little chaos in, she thought, as their conversation twisted and turned down unexpected paths, igniting sparks of joy she hadnât anticipated, making her question everything she thought she knew about herself and about love.
Minghao got the vibe that his little plan for making Y/n fall for him could potentially end up with him feeling the same way, but not yet. He pushed that feeling deep down inside his gut, almost like he could hide it from everyone, including himself. His heart raced with excitement, but mingled with a twinge of anxiety. He didnât want to rush things or scare her off with his burgeoning feelings. Just because she was opening up didnât mean she was ready for more, and he wanted to tread carefully even if it was just to fuck around for a bet with his friends.Â
âSo, Y/n, since youâre not working tomorrow, want to come hang out at my place for a bit? Have a nightcap? Maybe watch a movie or something?â Minghao questioned, his voice casual, but the flicker of anticipation in his eyes betrayed him.
Y/n hesitated for a moment, the prospect of going to his place stirring a mix of excitement and nerves within her. She knew this was a step beyond their playful banter, a leap into a territory where she would need to confront what she was feeling. But the words âwhy not?â danced on the tip of her tongue.Â
âSure, Iâd love that,â she replied, a hint of eagerness surprising even herself. âBut fair warning, if weâre watching a movie, it has to be a good one. Nothing corny please.â
âOh come on, you seem like youâd love a good rom-com, I can tell.â Minghao laughed, and she found herself laughing along, the playful banter feeling natural and comforting.
As they bickered back and forth about their movie preferences, Y/n felt a flutter of excitement at the thought of spending more time with him. Maybe this was the chaos she needed in her lifeâthis lighthearted connection that sparked something new and exhilarating.
âI know just the film to break your resistance,â Minghao declared, raising an eyebrow mischievously. âPrepare yourself for a classic, then. I think youâll love it, itâs one of my favorites.âÂ
âAlright, Iâll take your word for it. But if itâs as terrible as I imagine, you owe me.â Y/n countered playfully, feeling a warmth spread through her chest.Â
âDeal.â he shot back with a cheeky grin, and the two clinked their glasses together in agreement, the camaraderie between them solidifying.
As they finished their drinks and shared a few more laughs, Y/n couldnât shake off the feeling that this was just the beginningâlike an entrance into a world she had pushed away for too long, forever maybe.. And Minghao, with his undeniable charm and knack for fun, was animating a side of her she had almost forgotten existed.
After wrapping up the evening at the bar, they stepped back into the cool night air. The streets were softly illuminated, the stars twinkling overhead, creating an atmosphere that was very special. As they walked side by side toward Minghao's apartment, the distance felt comfortable, but somehow charged with an undercurrent of anticipation.
âY/n,â Minghao said, breaking the gentle silence, âI know weâve only just started hanging out, but I just want to make sure you feel okay about this. I mean, about coming over.â He glanced at her, his expression earnest. âNo pressure at allâI just genuinely enjoy your company.Iâm not trying to be a player or whatever you assumed I was when we first met.â
His sincerity made her heart flutter. âIâm glad you said that, but it was fuck boy and you maybe have proved yourself beyond that title. I enjoy this too, and I think itâll be fun to hang out more and get to know you. JustâŠuh, promise you wont judge me too harshly if I end up hogging the blanket during the movie or talking with popcorn in my mouth or something.âÂ
âFair warning accepted,â he replied, a teasing gleam in his eye. âI might have to initiate a blanket-sharing strategy, I think we can make it work.âÂ
They both laughed, the playful energy crackling between them as they approached his building. Maybe she could allow herself to embrace this unexpected chaos, to explore a connection without overthinking it for once. And who knows? Perhaps Minghao wouldnât just be a passing ship but a delightful step into a new chapter of her life.Â
As they stepped into his cozy apartment, Y/n tucked that thought away for later, intent on simply enjoying the momentâand the thrill of where it might lead them.
Minghao took her coat off her shoulders, hanging it on the small black hooks by his front door. Sliding his own off gently placing them side by side. Instructing her where to place her shoes and bag on the marble entry table donning photos of his friends and family.Â
âYour apartment is really cute, I can tell you like living here. It has a warm feel to it.âÂ
âYeah, I do,â Minghao smiled taking in a whiff of his tobacco scented room spray, and grabbing y/nâs hand to lead her into his living room, taking a brief stop at his bar cart and grabbing a bottle of wine, while handing her two glasses to carry in her empty hand.Â
The aroma of the wine filled the space as he poured their glasses, the deep crimson liquid swirling beautifully.
Minghao grinned, taking a sip of his own before handing one of the glasses over to her. Their fingers brushed for a moment, sending a spark of electricity that made her smile shyly. âMake yourself comfortable. Iâll grab the remote.â
Y/n settled onto the couch, sinking into the overly plush cushions. She took a moment to look around, noting the way the soft lighting cast a warm glow over the walls adorned with artâpieces that seemed to reflect Minghaoâs adventurous spirit, each one telling a story.
When he returned, remote in hand, he plopped down beside her, his warmth radiating through her as he casually leaned back, scrolling through his streaming options. âAlright, letâs see what we have here. Brace yourself for my fucking unmatched taste in cinema,â he teased, glancing at her with a twinkle in his eye.
âGive me all that you got, Iâm ready,â she replied with playful confidence, leaning into the moment.
With a few flicks of the remote, they settled on a classic action-comedy. The opening credits rolled as they adjusted their seats, finding a naturally comfortable closeness. The shared space between them began to feel charged with anticipation.Â
As the film began, they laughed together at the antics on screen, occasionally glancing at each other, enjoying the laughter as a bridge between their hearts. Every shared chuckle seemed to layer on the connection that was forming, an unspoken understanding lacing the air around them.
âMinghao, I, uh have got to admit, this isnât what I expected tonight,â Y/n said during a quiet moment, her eyes sparkling. âBut Iâm really glad it worked out and that I met you.â
âYeah? Really? Me too,â he replied, his gaze softening as he turned to her. âIâve wanted to hang out like this for a while. I wasnât sure if youâd feel the same, but Iâm glad we did. Iâm glad I forced you to give me your phone number that day.âÂ
Y/n felt a warmth spread through her chest at his honesty. She had been guarded for so long, and here was Minghao, effortlessly peeling away at her layers with every shared moment.
As the movie progressed, he reached for the popcorn bowl perched on the coffee table, offering it to her. Their fingers brushed again, igniting an electric thrill that danced between them. The film faded into the background as Y/n found herself getting lost in the depths of his gaze.
âOkay, Iâll admit,â she began, leaning in slightly, âyour blanket-sharing strategy may be your ultimate plan to seduce me. I see you.â
Minghao chuckled, taking her playful jab in stride. âGuilty as charged. What can I say? Who could resist a cozy blanket and beautiful company?â He pulled the soft throw from behind the couch, draping it over their laps.
As he settled back beside her, their shoulders nudged together under the blanket, his hand wrapped around her thigh and Y/n felt her heart race. There was an undeniable chemistry in the air, palpable like the fragrance of the wine swirling around them.Â
Without thinking too much about it, she rested her head on his shoulder, throwing her hair back to reveal her neckânot as a move, just a way to make herself more comfortable. As she leaned in, she caught the subtle scent of Minghaoâs cologne, warm and inviting, and felt the gentle rise and fall of his shoulder beneath her cheek. It was a small gesture, yet it felt so natural, almost like an instinctive draw to his warmth.
Minghao looked down at her with a side eye, surprised at how effortlessly they had crossed this invisible line. He couldnât help but notice how soft her skin looked under the low light and the way her eyes widened with joy as she laughed at the antics on the screen. Her laughter was contagious, reverberating through him and making his heart race a little faster, a little louder in the calm of the room.
Suddenly, Minghao felt an unfamiliar pang of anxiety creep into his chest. The bet had seemed innocentâa way to explore the chemistry simmering between themâbut now it felt like a threaded line tugging at him in different directions. Maybe the bet was a bad idea after all, because now he felt himself falling for someone without knowing what could come next, just like that. It was as if he had opened a door to an inevitable chaos while still trying to remain in control.
Yet every time she shifted slightly against him, every laugh that slipped from her lips, deepened the connection he felt. He had initially thought heâd be the one charming her, the one doing the chasing, but here they were, and Y/nâs mere presence had knocked him off his feet. It startled him, this flicker of vulnerabilityâthat maybe he wasnât just playing a game; he was investing real emotions.
âYou okay?â Y/n murmured, tilting her head up to meet his gaze, her brow slightly furrowed as she noticed the contemplative look on his face.
He quickly masked his thoughts with an easygoing smile. âYeah, just caught up in the movie,â he replied, trying to divert her attention. âThe action scenes are really intense, right?â
Though she seemed to accept his diversion with a playful nod, he could see the hint of curiosity lingering in her eyes, a flash that told him she sensed something in the air between them. A moment of silence stretched between them like a tightly pulled string, neither of them willing to break it. Instead, they allowed the movie to fill the space, as he leaned down and planted a soft kiss against her lips. Something subtle and quick that was just perfect for the moment and wouldnât derail the nice night they were sharing, he wasnât ready for that yet.Â
As the film progressed, Y/n shifted again, curling her body towards him slightly as a particularly funny scene played out, her laughter bubbling forth. It was that unfiltered joy he found intoxicatingâa refreshing reminder that life could be this light, this fun, and maybe even a little crazy.
Day 4 - The Competition
During a group outing with friends, Minghao decided to reveal the second phase of his plan: he started being annoyingly competitive. âLetâs have a game night.â he declared, his voice ringing with enthusiasm as he rallied everyone around him. "I challenge you all to a series of ridiculous contests, from karaoke battles to board games. Losers buy the drinks." There was a mixture of excitement and groans from the group, but Minghao was unfazed. He thrived in this atmosphere, eager to galvanize Y/n into joining him in the chaos.
Y/n, who he knew hated losing, found herself reluctantly swept up in the energy of the night. A glimmer of excitement sparked in her eyes, even as she partnered with Minghao, who pretended to be completely uninterested in the competition. She could see the mischievous glint behind his facade, his playfulness luring her in.
As they tackled their first karaoke challenge, Minghao grabbed the microphone. He belted out an off-key rendition of her favorite song, doing little to hide his comedic flair. âYou're fucking terrible at this.â Y/n teased him, trying to contain the laughter that bubbled up at the sight of his unfiltered enthusiasm.
âMaybe Iâm just trying to get you to help me improve,â Minghao shot back, his smile never wavering. He pointed the microphone at her cheekily, inviting her to join in. The playful energy between them was palpable, the laughter of their friends helped her gain confidence.
Y/n rolled her eyes but couldnât quell the smile creeping onto her lips. âYou know I fucking suck at singing, right?â she joked, hopping up on stage beside him. In a moment of spontaneity, she grabbed the microphone and took the lead, pouring her heart into the next part of the song, using her off-key notes as a comedic backdrop. Her confidence radiated, and soon the others joined in, clapping and singing along.
The laughter and energy of the room felt electric, and for a moment, the competition melted away, leaving only joy. The night continued with a series of board games and ridiculous challenges, each one causing Minghao to lean in closer to Y/n as they plotted ways to win.Â
 âWhatâs your game plan?â he whispered to her, though the intensity of his smile hinted he was thoroughly enjoying the game itself more than he let on. The way his eyes sparkled made her heart race a little, stirring a thrill she hadnât anticipated and in that moment all she wanted to do was wipe the smirk off his face with her lips.
âHonestly? I think our only plan is to distract the other teams with our charm,â Y/n replied, gesturing theatrically. âWeâre clearly the most entertaining, so I kind of like it. It's a sweep.â
Minghao laughed, and the sound resonated in her chest. âPerfect strategy.â He leaned in closer, his lips brushing against hers as they whispered strategies into the fray of friendly competition raging around them.
As the night wore on, the playful banter and friendly sabotage culminated in a final showdownâan impromptu trivia contest that had everyone shouting questions at one another. âThis oneâs a gimme. Come on.â Minghao said, grinning ear to ear as he looked at Y/n. âIâll let you take this one.â
She raised an eyebrow, half-surprised by his sudden willingness to let her answer. âUh-huh, so this is your secret strategyâmake me do all the work?â she said, nudging him playfully.
âOnly the smart person's work,â Minghao shot back, laughter dancing in his voice as he leaned into her side. âAnd besides, I canât afford another karaoke performance like thatâIâm salvaging my reputation here.â
She smirked, appreciating the electric vibe still lingering in the air. âFine, but you better promise to make up for it after this.â
Their competitive banter continued as the final questions rolled in. Y/n felt surprisingly exhilarated, and she realized that within the madness of the game nightâamidst the silly antics and the thrill of competitionâsomething deeper was taking root in her heart. Minghao, in all his competitive glory, was not just a friend; he was somebody who brought out a side in her she hadnât even known existed.
Day 5 - The Realization
As time progressed, y/n found herself letting her guard down, enjoying Minghaoâs company more than she intended. They shared late-night conversations, honest stories of their pasts, and hilarious anecdotes that made her laugh until she cried. But just as quickly as those feelings bloomed, fear crept in. Could she afford to get attached?
Both of them shied away from being honest with their feelings as a matter of protection from their pain in the past.Â
Minghao especially realized how complicated the situation was. Could he really move forward with her without telling her the truth of why he asked her out in the first place? However, if he tells her the truth, he could lose her altogether. Each day that he hesitated felt like a weight pressing down on his chest, an unspoken tension hanging between them like the heavy clouds before a storm.
He recalled the tender moments they sharedâthe laughter, the stolen glances, the way her smile lit him up even when he felt like the weight of the world was on him. But lurking beneath those cherished memories was a foundation built on secrets and half-truths. He grappled with the fear that if he revealed the underlying reason for his affection, she might see him as just another guy in her life trying to throw her off her path, rather than someone who genuinely cared.
The truth was like a double-edged sword; it could liberate him or shatter the fragile bond they had formed. In those quiet moments, he could feel his heart wrestling with his mindâone part needing authenticity, while another begged for the safety of keeping his own secret. Was there a path that could lead them both to what they wanted rather than hurting them both?
He knew that eventually, he would have to choose a direction, but every path was filled with uncertainty. Perhaps, for now, he would focus on the little thingsâthe warmth of her hand in his, the gentle way they navigated tough conversations. Yet, deep inside, he wondered how long they could remain strangers to their own truths. The clock was ticking, and each moment felt like an opportunity slipping away.Â
Day 6 - The Plan Backfires
In an effort to push Y/n away to avoid hurting her, Minghao started purposely sending mixed signals. He ignored her texts, acted uninterested in their plans, and even pretended to be busy whenever she attempted to schedule time together. But to his surprise, Y/n didnât waver. She matched his energy with playful banter and unwavering support, showing up outside his office with his favorite coffee just when he needed itâthe same way he had done for her.
Each time she appeared, a smile lighting up her face, it reminded him of how deeply she understood him, and he knew his plan was backfiring. She took his teasing in stride, firing back with witty comebacks that reminded him of the vibrant connection they shared. He felt the walls he was trying to build between them start to crumble, intrigued and frustrated by the strength of her positive attitude.Â
Why was he pushing her away when all she seemed to want was him? He could see the concern behind her laughter, the way her brow furrowed slightly when she caught him lost in thought, and it tore at his heart. Was this really the right way to protect her, or was he simply running from something that could be good for both of them?
On one particularly tough day, as he stared out the window, he caught a glimpse of her leaning against the wall, coffee in hand, waiting for him to take a moment to breathe. The sunlight caught her hair, giving her a glow that made her look like an angel in real life, and his chest tightened. She wasn't the kind of person to give up easily, and maybe thatâs something he was drawn to.Â
Instead of the irritation he anticipated feeling, Minghao began to appreciate her staying power. In that moment, he felt both grateful and terrifiedâgrateful that she cared enough to stick around, and terrified that the longer he held back, the more he risked losing a part of himself he had forgotten even existed.
With each passing day, the facade heâd constructed started to feel less like protection and more like a prison. He saw how much she believed in him, not just as a friend, but as someone capable of finding happiness again. But as the walls crumbled beneath her unwavering kindness, he grappled with the realization that if he didnât confront the truth soon, he might not just push her away, he might just lose her. Minghao knew he would have to decide soon to continue the charade or to find the courage to let her in.Â
Day 7 - The Confession
One night, while they were taking a walk, the air was heavy with tension, and Minghao couldnât take it anymore. âWhy do you keep coming back? Iâm clearly trying to push you away,â he blurted out, the words spilling out in a rush, tinged with frustration and desperation.
Y/n stopped, turning to face him, her expression suddenly serious for once. âBecause, Minghao, I see something in you. I didnât set out to fall for you, but I canât help it. You starting to pull away is confusing me. What changed overnight that you can barely even look at me anymore?â Her tone was both challenging and vulnerable, a blend that cut through the discomfort hanging between them.
âItâs becauseââ Minghao swallowed hard, his heart racing as he looked into her eyes, feeling the weight of the truth pressing against his chest. He focused on her furrowed expression, âThis was a bet, and Iââ
âA bet?â Y/nâs voice rose, sharp almost like a knife diving into his chest. The surprised look on her face shifted rapidly from confusion to hurt, and it churned something deep within him. He was struck again by the disbelief in her eyes.
The silence between them was thick and suffocating. Minghao took a breath, searching for the right words, but they were lost on him. âI didnât mean for it to happen this way,â he pressed on, his voice softer now. âWe started out as a jokeâsomething to distract myself. It was my friend's idea that I foolishly agreed to. And then⊠then you became real to me.â He paused, trying to convey the whirlwind of emotions swirling within him.
Y/n crossed her arms, visibly hurt, but her gaze didn't waver. âYou mean to tell me that all this time, all those moments we hadâthat they were just part of some fucking game with your buddies?â Her voice trembled slightly.
âNo. It may have started that way, but it turned into something much deeper,â he pleaded, desperate to convey his truth. âI didnât plan to fall for you. I didnât plan on feeling this way at all. But once I did, I didnât know how to handle it. I thought pushing you away would protect you from the truth.â
Y/n shook her head, her expression a blend of frustration and heartbreak. âYou think pushing me away protects me? Minghao, it only pushes me into uncertainty. If you had just told me from the start, I could have chosen to stay or walk away. But now, youâve just made everything ten times fucking worse.âÂ
Feeling increasingly guilty he stepped closer, trying to bridge the distance he had created. âIâm so sorry, Y/n. I should have been honest with you. I never wanted to hurt you. The fear of losing you, itâŠâ he trailed off, unsure how to articulate his feelings.
Y/n took a deep breath, her demeanor softening just a fraction. âYou need to make a choice, Minghao. Either let me in, all the way, or please let me go. I.. uh, canât handle this right now. Iâll try to give you a call in a few days or maybe see you around.â
The weight of her words settled heavily in the air, and Minghao realized that it was time to confront not only the truth of their beginning but also the reality of what was blossoming between them. He had been running from the idea of vulnerability for so long, but now faced with Y/nâs determination, he found just enough strength within himself to start breaking down the walls he had built. As he watched her walk away from him not turning back around like he wished she would have, for once, Minghao felt the stirrings of hope amidst his fear.
Day 8 - A Challenge
With Minghaoâs words hanging in the air, Y/n found herself re-evaluating her feelings. She had initially wanted to leave him there on the street as a part of her past, but the connection they shared was stronger than she had anticipated. Maybe, just maybe, she didnât want it to end after all, but she wasnât willing to let him get away with tricking her so easily.
She decided on her own planâsomething to throw him off his game truly in her own style just to get back at him, but only all in good fun. It was time to show Minghao that she wasnât someone to be underestimated.
Y/n had gotten in contact with one of Minghao's friends, a guy named Jisoo whom she had met during their karaoke competition. After a quick chat filled with enthusiasm and laughter, she proposed the idea of entering a âBattle of the Bandsâ-style karaoke show hosted by her workplace for charity. Jisoo was immediately on board and even rallied a few more of their friends to join in. But Y/n made one thing clear: they absolutely couldnât let Minghao in on the secret. This was her chance to catch him off guard.
In the following weeks, his friends practiced relentlessly. Y/n wasn't just aiming to win at work; she wanted to create an unforgettable evening, one that would leave Minghao in pure shock. They practiced their songs, and even designed matching outfits for the eventâa whimsically themed performance that would be impossible to forget.
Finally, the night of the charity show arrived. The venue was filled with colorful lights and the buzz of excitement as coworkers and friends gathered, taking their seats for what promised to be a lively night. Y/n donned a not necessarily work appropriate dress that reflected the playful spirit of her prank and maybe to catch someone's eyes. She could already see Minghao mingling with some of his friends, his laughter filling the air, and she felt a mixture of nerves and anticipation flutter in her stomach.
As the show kicked off, the energy in the room was contagious. The first few acts were entertaining, but Y/n could barely focus. She was waiting for her moment to take the stage and introduce Minghao and the others who were waiting to humiliate their friend gathered backstage, the excitement was palpable. They could hear Minghao in the crowd, cheering loudly for the groups, and Y/n smiled to herself, knowing what was coming next.
When it was their turn to perform, Y/nâs heart raced. She walked onto the stage, focusing on the bright lights and the sea of faces staring back at her. She could spot Minghao in the crowd before she introduced him, watching his slightly puzzled but amused look on his face as he recognized members of his circle.
âHowâs everyone doing tonight?â Y/n shouted into the microphone, and the crowd erupted in cheers, clinking their glasses and waving them in the air as the spotlight warmed her skin.Â
âI have a special surprise for you all this evening!â The anticipation in the room built up in waves as she paused for effect. âYou wonât believe what Iâve been up to. If you havenât already heard, I recently met someone!âÂ
The crowd roared in excitement, whoops and claps echoing around the venue.Â
âShocking, right? You might have seen him around the office. Can we get a spotlight on him?âÂ
The beam of light swept through the crowd until it landed on Minghao, who looked around, momentarily startled.Â
âEveryone, meet Minghao!â Y/n continued, her eyes sparkling with mischief. âWe actually met at the coffee shop below the office. I was drowning in my mid-week project when he approached my table and asked me out on a date. Iâll admit, I was pretty hesitant at first. But he worked his charm on me.âÂ
She smiled warmly, letting reminiscence wash over her. âWe ended up going out a few times after that, but just a few nights ago, he let me in on a little secretâit was all a bet set up by these guys right here!âÂ
Y/n dramatically pointed behind her at a group of men clad in glittery outfits, their faces a mix of embarrassment and amusement as they realized theyâd been called out. Laughter erupted once again, and Minghao could only shake his head, a smirk on his lips as the crowd carried on, fully entertained by the unfolding story.
The laughter from the crowd soared, and Y/n could see Minghaoâs face shifting from amusement to slight embarrassment when a man behind him yelled up to the stage. âA bet? Seriously?â he called out.
âYes. You heard that right.â Y/n responded, leaning into the microphone as she theatrically rolled her eyes, embracing the absurdity of it all. âTurns out, my romantic escapades were all part of some grand scheme these guys made up.âÂ
The men behind her chuckled sheepishly, with one of them, a tall guy with a dazzling smile, shouting playfully, âIn our defense, we thought it was a great idea. Including Minghao.â
âOh, it definitely was,â Y/n replied, her voice dripping with sarcasm. âThanks for the great dates,you guys. I had no idea I was part of a reality show, I watch them enough youâd think Iâd catch on.â She paused for comedic effect, letting the laughter settle before leaning closer to the audience, her tone more serious. âYou know, honestly, Minghao surprised me in ways I never expected.â
She glanced over at Minghao, whose cheeks were slightly flushed under the spotlight but wore a sincere smile. âI was a bit hesitant at first, sure. But then we really connected. And who would have guessed that the guy who interrupted my focused day with a charming smile would become someone so special?â
Cheers erupted from the crowd again, and Y/n took a deep breath, enticing them with what was coming next.Â
âAnd, since weâre being honest here,â she continued, teasingly leaning into her role as the narrator of this unfolding tale, âI feel like we need to make Minghao work just a little for his redemption. No?â The audience murmured in excitement.
âLadies and gentlemen, Iâve arranged a little surprise for him tonight,â Y/n said, gesturing to the side of the stage. âMinghao, my friend, you've got just one more challenge ahead of you.â
Out of nowhere, a karaoke microphone was handed to Minghao from his left side and the crowd erupted into cheers and laughter again. Minghao held it awkwardly, glancing at Y/n with a mix of uncertainty and delight.Â
âWhat am I supposed to do with this?â he asked, genuinely confused but slightly intrigued.Â
âYouâre going to sing! Duh. Donât be dumb,â Y/n declared, a mischievous smile dancing on her lips. âThe audience deserves to see what theyâre in for. Plus, itâs only fair after that little trick you pulled. Youâre going to serenade us all.âÂ
Minghao let out a laugh, his initial shock transforming into acceptance. The crowd erupted once again, chanting, âMinghao! Minghao!âÂ
Feeling the energy in the room, Minghao stepped forward, climbing up the stairs with a new light in his eyes. âAlright then, I guess I have no choice but to give the audience what they want!â He took a deep breath and gazed at Y/n one last time before launching into a fun, upbeat song that brought everyone to their feet.
As he sang, Y/n couldnât help but feel a rush of affection. Despite the insane circumstances that brought them together, there was something genuine unfolding between them, amplified by the shared laughter and excitement of the evening.Â
With each note, Minghao seemed to shed any lingering nerves, pouring his heart out into the music. The audience was enthralled, dancing and singing along, swept up in the joy of the moment. Y/n found herself cheering louder than anyone else, her laughter mingling with his infectious energy.
And maybe, just maybe, she thought as she watched him shine on stage, this night was the perfect reminder that sometimes the best stories come from the unexpected. It wasnât just about the twists and turns of their initial meeting; it was about the connections forged when they embraced things together. As Minghao finished with a flourish, the crowd erupted into applause, and Y/n couldn't help but wonder how many more surprises awaited them on this journey.
Day 9 - A Change of Heart
Determined to make a last-ditch effort to win her back, Minghao doubled down on his resolve. He sent her a series of texts brimming with encouragement, recounting the fun theyâd had the night before. âI never imagined Iâd be up on stage like that, but it was totally worth it,â he wrote, his fingers flying across the screen. âYou have this incredible way of bringing out the best and most ridiculous in people. I genuinely had a good time, especially seeing those fuckers in glitter pants.âÂ
He poured his heart into his messages, sharing how her laughter had ignited a spark within him, and how getting to know her was quickly becoming the highlight of his life. âYou made me feel brave, even while I was totally making a fool of myself,â he typed with a grin, imagining her laughter echoing in his ears. âAnd honestly, I wouldnât change a thing about it. Youâre amazing, Y/n.â
As the hours passed without a response, doubts started to creep into his mind. Had he gone too far with the whole bet thing? Would she take his lighthearted texts as desperation? But he couldnât shake the feeling of knowing there was something real between them.. So, he gathered his courage and decided to call.Â
When Y/n picked up the phone, her voice sounded bright but cautious. âHey, Minghao. Whatâs up?â
âY/n, Hi I donât know if you saw my texts, youâre probably busy, but I just wanted to check in after last night,â he replied, his heart racing. âI hope youâre still not too mad at me for the bet thing. I promise I didnât mean for it to be a setup. I actually really enjoyed being with you."
There was a momentary silence, and he held his breath, waiting for her response. âIâm not mad,â she finally said, her tone softening. âI thought it was an interesting twist, honestly. You had me laughing for hours after I got over it a little bit and after talking to your friends. But I just⊠didnât want to feel like I was part of some game.â
âI totally understand,â he said quickly, wanting to assure her. âIâm really sorry for how it started. But I want you to know that my feelings for you are genuine. I liked who I was with you last night and every night really , and I want to get to know you betterâlike, for real, not as a bet.âÂ
Y/n paused again, and he could almost hear her contemplating his words. âYou mean that?âÂ
âAbsolutely,â Minghao responded, feeling more confident. âI know we started under unusual circumstances, but every moment Iâve spent with you has felt real. You bring out a side of me I didnât really know I had, and I really love who I am when Iâm with you. So, what do you say? Can we start over?âÂ
He could hear her take a deep breath from the other end, and his heart raced in anticipation. âOkay, letâs do that,â she finally said, her voice brightening. âBut letâs be clear the only bets this time will be on actual games, not people's feelingsâ
Minghao laughed, relief washing over him. âDeal. Just me trying to impress you from now on.âÂ
âYou already have, that was your promise from the start and you followed through.â
As they chatted and made plans for their next outingâa casual coffee date, just like they first met no strings attachedâMinghao felt a renewed sense of hope. He was determined to show her that he was sincere, that the bet was just a silly beginning to what he hoped would be a beautiful journey together.
After they hung up, Minghao couldnât help but smile to himself. It wasnât just about winning her back; it was about starting anew, embracing the possibility of a real thing. And as excitement bubbled in his chest, he began to plan how he could make their next date unforgettable. After all, if Y/n could turn a wild bet into a night filled with laughter, he was ready to dive in and see where this newfound adventure would take them both.
Day 10 - The Second First Date.
As the days crept closer to their date, Minghao found himself overrun with excitement and nerves. He wanted everything to be perfect. Standing in front of his closet, he debated over his wardrobe, tossing shirts onto the bed haphazardly. He could feel the pressure mounting the stakes felt higher this timeânot just because he was going to see Y/n again, but because he wanted her to see him as more than just that guy than a guy who bet on her feelings.
Eventually, he settled on a casual but stylish outfit, one that he felt confident in. Being genuine was the goal, after all, and he didnât want to put on a facade. Just before he headed out the door, he glanced in the mirror, giving himself a final pep talk. âYouâve got this. Just be yourself.â
At the coffee shop, the aroma of freshly brewed coffee filled the air, mingling with the chatter of customers. Minghao arrived early, pacing a bit with anticipation. He chose the same cozy corner table her first noticed her at, where theyâd have some privacy but still be part of the lively atmosphere.Â
When Y/n walked in, his heart skipped a beat. She looked effortlessly beautiful, her hair cascading over her shoulders and a warm smile lighting up her face. She spotted him, her eyes sparkling with familiarity, and his nervousness began to fade away as she approached.
âHi, nice to meet you, youâre Minghao right?â she greeted, her voice filled with warmth.
âHey, yeah. Iâm glad you made it,â Minghao replied, standing to greet her. They exchanged a brief hug, and it felt surprisingly comfortable.
As they settled into their seats with steaming cups of coffee in hand, the conversation flowed naturally, as if theyâd never left off. They chatted about everything their favorite shows, upcoming plans, and the ridiculous things theyâd seen online lately. Laughter punctuated their discussion, the kind that made the world around them feel distant.
At one point, Y/n playfully leaned back in her chair, a mischievous glint in her eyes. âSo, tell meâwhatâs your strategy for impressing me today? More dance moves? Karaoke?â
Minghao laughed, feeling lighter than he had in days. âLetâs save the dancing for another time. Iâm still trying to recover from the last performance,â he said with a smirk. âBut I promise I have a few tricks up my sleeveânothing too embarrassing.â
âJust promise me no more betting, Iâm out of chips for now.â she said, stern but unable to hide her smile.
âCross my heart,â he promised dramatically, placing a hand over his chest. âFrom here on out, itâs just me and you having honest and genuine fun.â
Their coffees had transformed into connection, a beautiful blend of camaraderie and flirtation. As they moved towards dessert, Minghao felt a spark growing between them.Â
With a playful glint in his eye, he decided to take a leap. âSo, if weâre doing thisâlike, seeing where it goes, how about I take you on a mini-adventure next time? Something a little lessâŠtraditional?âÂ
Y/n raised an eyebrow, âAnd what exactly does that entail? You are not talking about hiking, or something like that right? I would kill you.âÂ
âAÂ little scavenger hunt around the city?â he suggested, warming to the idea. âWe could visit all the spots we love, and maybe even some new places. Get ice cream, take pictures, and just enjoy the day.â
Her face lit up with enthusiasm. âThat sounds amazing. I love it.â
Seeing her excitement filled him with joy; this felt right. With their coffee date unfolding so smoothly, he was beginning to understand that this was not just about rekindling a spark but about building something new.Â
As they wrapped up, Minghao walked her to her car, and the atmosphere felt electric. Before saying goodbye, he couldnât resist leaning in slightly. âIf I promise to make each outing better than the last, will you promise to keep coming back?â
Y/n looked at him, her expression softening. âI think I can manage that, if you also kiss meâ she replied, her smile brightening the evening.
With a renewed sense of hope, Minghao pulled her in from her waist kissing her multiple times before backing up slightly and letting her get into the driver's seat, she rolled down the window and wagged her finger at him for one more kiss, and then he watched her drive away, heart brimming with anticipation. He was ready to dive into this adventure, ready to explore whatever lay ahead with Y/n by his side. Their story was only just beginning, and for the first time in a long while, he felt like everything was falling into place.Â
Epilogue
The days that followed were an exciting blur of planning and anticipation. Minghao found himself digging into his old notebooks, jotting down ideas for the scavenger hunt, trying to think of all the little things that made their city special. He wanted to weave in personal touches that would make the day unforgettable for Y/nâplaces that could bring back memories of their first date or spots he knew would make her full of joy when he revealed them.
With each idea, he found he was not just planning an outing but also crafting an experience centered around her, and this realization filled him with a sense of purpose. Heâd always believed that little moments could mean everything, and now he was eager to show Y/n just how much he cherished their new relationship.
When the day of the scavenger hunt arrived, Minghao woke up with a mix of nerves and excitement. Heâd set everything in motion, and now all he needed to do was let the day unfold naturally. He picked a comfortable outfitâsomething relaxed but still appealingâand made his way to the meeting spot they had agreed on: a park that was alive with the sounds of laughter, children playing, and the distant strumming of a guitarist.
As he waited, he felt a buzz of anticipation in the air around him. The moment he spotted Y/n walking towards him, his heart soared. She looked radiant, her hair dancing in the breeze, and her smile lit up the entire park.Â
âHey, you.â she greeted, a lilt in her voice that made him grin wider.
âReady for a little adventure?â he asked, trying to mask the excitement bubbling beneath his calm exterior.
âAbsolutely. Just tell me what weâre doing,â she replied, eyes sparkling with curiosity.
âFirst off, we have to get our scavenger hunt gear,â he said, pulling out a small tote bag he had packed. Inside were colored pencils,a camera for taking photos at each stop, a notebook for jotting down clues, and a list of locations they'd be visiting.
âWhatâs all this?â she laughed, peering inside with delight.
âJust some supplies to help us document our adventureâ Minghao said cheerily. âThe first stop is that little coffee stand we found last week, where they have the pastries.â
With a shared laugh and playful banter, they made their way through the park, stopping for pictures at every significant spotâan old oak tree where they took selfies, a fountain that they threw pennies in while making a wish, and a mural that had caught Minghaoâs eye during their last outing. The connection between them deepened as they shared stories, memories, and more feelings than ever. As they reached the coffee stand, Minghao took a moment to watch her as she chose her pastry. She had a way of illuminating the boring everyday things, and he felt grateful every time she shot him a smile. After they got their treats, he pulled out the next clue.
âOkay, next up,â he said with excitement, glancing down at the list he had created. âWe have to find the spot where they sell the best ice cream in town. But thereâs a catchâyou have to lead the way.â
Y/n raised an eyebrow, clearly intrigued. âMe? Alright.. This should be interesting.â
With her leading the way, they began to navigate the streets, stopping to chat with street performers and peeking into quirky shops. As they reached the ice cream parlor, the enticing scent of waffle cones met them, and they quickly placed their orders.Â
âThat is definitely a win,â Minghao said, savoring the first bite of his matcha chocolate chip. He looked over to see Y/nâs eyes light up with delight as she tasted her basic but cute vanilla with sprinkles.
As they sat outside, sharing stories about their favorite childhood flavors, Minghao felt a warmth spreading in his chest. Each moment they shared layered on a sense of intimacy, deepening their bond.
The rest of the day continued in this delightful fashion, each stop on the scavenger hunt bringing them closer together, transforming their connection into something rooted in genuine affection. The final clue led them to an overlook, a perfect sunset view of the city sprawled out before them.
As they stood side by side, overlooking the vibrant hues of orange and pink washed across the sky, Minghao turned to her, feeling the weight of the moment.Â
âIâm really glad I took this leap,â he said, his voice sincere. âToday has been incredible. You make everything better, including me.â
Y/n looked at him, her expression softening. âI feel the same way. This day has been one of the best Iâve had in a long time. Really, thank you.â
As the sun began to dip below the horizon, he could feel the pull toward her. He brushed a strand of hair behind her ear and leaned in, capturing her lips in a gentle yet tender kiss. It was a clear promise of what was to comeânot just in this moment, but in all the moments yet to unfold.
Standing there, as the last light of day faded into twilight, Minghao felt a newfound certainty settle within him. This was just the beginning of a beautiful adventure with Y/n, and he was ready to explore every twist and turn that life had to offer together.
Minghao had set out to lose a girl in ten days but instead found something he never expected: a genuine connection. As he and y/n embarked on their new adventure as one and they both realized that sometimes love sneaks up on you when you least expect it, and sometimes, the risks of opening your heart are worth every moment.
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the back-up plan | jjk
summary: one drunken night leads to an agreement that if you and jungkook are still single by 30, you'd marry each other. the only thing is jungkook has been doing everything he can to keep you single.
đ title: the back-up plan | one-shot đ pairing: jungkook x f!reader | đ genre/au: romance, fluff / friends to lovers(?) đ rating: SFW | 18+ | đ word count: 18.1k | đ playlist đ warnings: jungkook & reader are both 29, reader is a hopeless romantic (what else is new with my characters?), jungkook is always pining and head over heels in love, jungkook is sweet and in luvrrr but heâs bad at feelings and tells some terrible lies (donât hate himâok!!), reader has a skewed view of relationships and what's expected of her, jungkook calls her wifey, hot and seggsy neighbor!namjoon (yes, pls), shirtless namjoon (2x), kissing, hand-holding, some suggestive language, mentions of erotic art and positions, first dates, alcohol consumption, reader has her belly button pierced, talks of tattoos & getting them, mentions of needles, and idk some things may come off as cheesy??? but it's a romance story so idk take what you will, light angst (you should know me by now!!), jungkook gets a lil drunk (pls drink responsibly), jealous jk comes out, love confessions đ a/n: the plot is a bit ridiculous, but that's the point! it's fiction (lol), i hope y'all enjoy it for what it is. the idea came from a tweet I saw, but ofc, I can't find it! so thank you to whoever tweeted it! and, happy birthday to the loml, jeon jungkook (this was supposed to be out for his birthday, but my brain said no). i also have to thank holly (@alphabetboyluvr). i respect her so much as a writer and friend, and I was super scared to ask her to even look at my outline, but she's always so sweet and willing. i couldn't have done this without her help, her comments, and suggestions <3 (i'd also recommend listening to the playlist while reading :)) and as always, i'd love to hear your thoughts đ
sunday.
Another day has passed, and itâs creeping closer to your birthday. Theyâre supposed to be joyous, celebratory occasionsâand you love feeling special, showered with love and gifts. What more could a person want?
But you had a clear goal before hitting the big 3-0: get marriedâor at least be engaged to be married.
Most girlfriends your age were still having fun, enjoying life, and not ready to settle down. Youâre unsure if your upbringing or societyâs expectations distorted you, but you were fond of marriage and finding the one to spend your life with.
You also blamed the hopeless romantic in you when you dragged every one of your girlfriends with you to see the new romantic comedy, giggled, and kicked your feet when reading the latest best-selling romance novel.
The thing was, you were so close to getting engaged. You and your boyfriend, Theo, of eight monthsâwell, ex-boyfriendâdiscussed it openly from the beginning of your relationship. And not even two weeks ago, he broke up with you out of the blue and gave no clear explanation.
You sat in bed debating whether to download your old dating apps again. Your birthday was in six days, and you knew you wouldnât find a suitable mate before your birthday, but at least you could try, right?
KooKoo-Ca-Choo 11:27 PM Happy âalmost 30thâ birthday.
You 11:28 PM đđđ
KooKoo-Ca-Choo 11:28 PM Are you still crying over Theodore Boner?
You 11:29 PM Itâs Bonner, not boner!
KooKoo-Ca-Choo 11:29 PM đ€Łđ€Łđ€Ł You were saved from that one. Imagine having the last name Boner.
You rolled your eyes at the text from Jungkook, throwing your phone beside you as you curled under your duvet.
KooKoo-Ca-Choo Incoming Video Call
âWhat do you want, Kook?â
âYou gotta admit, ____ Boner sounds awful,â Jungkook laughed as he pushed back in his recliner.
âIâm hanging up!â you threatened, getting ready to push the end button.
"No, no! I'm kidding. You would've made a great Mrs. Boner."
"ByeâKook."
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm done, I promise."
"I had a whole plan. What am I supposed to do now? My birthday is in six days," you groaned, covering your face with the duvet.
"You don't remember our agreement, do you?"
You brought the cover down. Curious about his comment. "What agreement?"
đđđ
Before this most recent one, your ex, Jimin, had broken up with you, and you were on the rebound, looking for a good time. Jungkook came to the rescue, saving you from your next mistake. He took you out for drinks, let you drown in your sorrows, and the two of you got pretty drunk. You could only remember bits and pieces of your conversation.
âLetâs get married if weâre still single by 30,â Jungkook suggests.
âYou wanna marry me? But Iâm such a mess.â
Your dating life, career, friends, and family were fine.
âYeah, why not. We get along. You seem a little kinky in bed and make a mean spaghetti dish.â
âIs that all Iâm good for? Sex and spaghetti?â
âThat sounds like a bad porn film waiting to happen. No, but I'm serious. If we're still single, letâs get married.â
You wave him off. âKook, youâre drunk. Youâre just saying whatever.â
âYeah, I'm drunk, but I'm serious about this.âÂ
He gets up, looks around, sees a straw wrapper, and ties it around your finger. He's on one knee before you.
â____, will you marry me? Hypothetically, of course, if weâre both still single by 30.â
You shake your head at your loveable friend. It was hard to say no. How could you?
âYouâre so dumb.â
âSee. You can write that in your vows,â Jungkook jokes, grinning from ear to ear.
âWell, you are pretty cute, and I can stand being around you,â you tease.
âYouâre not so bad yourself.â
You smack his arm. âIs this how youâre wooing your future wife?â
âOkay, okay. I'm sorry. I canât believe how beautiful my future wife is.â
Youâre unsure if itâs the alcohol making you susceptible and vulnerable to your good friend asking you to marry him or if it was because you were on the rebound. But whatâs the harm? If you couldnât find someone by 30, then youâd get to marry a good friend.
âThat's more like it. Why yes, Jeon Jungkook. I will marry you if I'm still single by 30.â
đđđ
You let out a cackle. âOh shitâI agreed to that?â
Jungkook pouts and nods. âSure did.â
But Jungkookâs messing around, right? He was a good friend and comforted you in your time of need. Thereâs no way heâd want to spend the rest of his life with you. Plenty of suitable women were fawning over him, and now youâve noticed you've never seen him with a girlfriend.
âYouâreâyouâre not serious, are you?â You stumble over your words, going into panic mode.
Why would Jeon Jungkook choose you, of all people, to want to marry? He could have anyone at any time.
No, you shook off the thought. You couldnât lock him into a loveless marriage.
Jungkook licks his lips, tongue flicking his lip ring back and forth.
You shifted in bed and cleared your throat. âArenât you seeing that one girl?â
It wasnât hard to notice when she practically hung onto him like a lovesick puppy.
Jungkook makes a face, shaking his head. âNah, itâs nothing serious.â
You give him a blank expression. âNothing serious? Kook, sheâs practically foaming at the mouth and shooting heart eyes when youâre around.â
Jungkook chuckles. âThat could be you, too.â
You narrow your eyes, glaring at him.
âJust saying,â he adds.
âYeah, but I donât want to get in the way if it is serious.â You surely didnât want to become a homewrecker.
He waves his hand. âOh, no, no, no. I donât back down from promises I make.â
Your lips turn into a pout, and you tilt your head, wondering why heâd ditch Clingy Chloe and commit to a drunken promise. âWhatâs in it for you?â
He seems offended by your question, so he scoffs. âI mean, Iâm just trying to save you from a future where youâre an old lady with 50 cats, collecting newspapers that pile up from the floor to the ceiling, and then you show up on an episode of Hoarders.â
You chuckle. âYouâre serious about this, arenât you?â
âYouâre not?â he questions hesitantly.
âI mean, marriage is a pretty serious thing, and weâre friends getting married because we have no one else?â The sentiment seems ridiculous once you say it aloud.
âWhat? You donât think I'll be a good husband?âÂ
âNo, I didn't say that. I think youâd be a great one, actually.â
âThen, whatâs the problem? Donât think you can handle me?â Jungkook wiggles his eyebrows.
You roll your eyes at your cocky friend. âI donât know, Kook. What if I meet someone, or what if you meet someone?â
âYou donât think I can make you fall in love with me?â he asks, ignoring your question.
Your nose scrunches, and you laugh. âNo.â
âOh, well, that sounds like a challenge, and youâre lucky I love a little competition.â
Heâs not going to let this go, is he?
You settle into the plush of your pillows. âOkayâtell you what, if you can make me fall in love with you within the week, Iâll consider marrying you.â
What would you have to lose? Being wined and dined by a cute guy? What girl would pass up this opportunity?
âDeal.â
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monday.
Your everyday routine consists of rolling out of bed, logging into work, checking your emails, and then sitting on the couch until you get a support ticket from someone who forgot their password for the umpteenth time.
Itâs a great gig, and now youâre glad you went into the right field of work.
Youâre on your random binge of rewatching The Fast and the Furious saga. Your friends always make fun of you, but you canât help it. Itâs a guilty pleasure of yours.
âYou got some sexy legs. When do they open?â Roman says with a grin.
You burst out laughing. The dialogue is so bad, yet somehow, these movies keep getting made. You must be the target audience.
The doorbell rings and itâs 8:30 AM. Who is here this early? You didnât buy anything online while you were drunk, did you?
You peek through the viewfinder, and itâs blocked by something yellow. You canât see the delivery personâs face when you open the door.
âSpecial delivery for ___,â the person says in a deep voice.
âThatâs me.â
And out from behind the flowers, Jeon Jungkook pops out. âHappy birthday week,â he says in a sing-song voice.
Your heart settles when you realize it's your friend or future husband. âWhat are you doing here?â
You notice two grocery bags on the ground next to him. He hands you the flowers and picks them up.
âWhat do you think Iâm doing here?â He raises his eyebrow, scanning you from head to toe.
Real clothes and makeup donât exist when you're working from home.
âCute slippers,â he points out as you stare at your fluffy white bunny slippers.
You sigh, grabbing his arm to drag him into your apartment. As youâre about to close the door, you notice moving boxes outside the apartment next to yours. Hmm, someone new must be moving in.
âIs this what you look like underneath all that makeup?â he asks, making himself comfortable in your kitchen. The two bags are on the counter, and heâs going through the cupboards to find a vase.
âTop left above the sink,â you say.
He opens the cupboard, retrieving a clear vase.
âWell, I wasnât expecting company. Otherwise, I wouldâve put on some decent clothing.â
And a bra, you think as you cross your arms, covering your chest.
Jungkook shakes his head. âYou look good in anything, and with or without makeup. Youâll be my future wifey, so thereâs no need to look for good me. We can just be comfortable with each other, right?â
You purse your lips and raise an eyebrow. Heâs serious about this, isnât he? You suppose you wouldnât mind playing along to see how far he would go.
A man ready and willing to commit to marriage? You must be living in your romantic film.
You nod. âRight, weâre friends, possibly moving onto more than friendsâwell, actually, straight to marriage,â you chuckle, "but Iâve always felt comfortable around you, Kook.â
He flashes a warm smile. âGood, then everything will be easy, peasy lemon squeezy.â
Heâs cute, you think.
âI hope you like mimosas,â he says as he unloads the groceries from the bags.
Bread, eggs, bacon, strawberries, orange juice, and champagne.
âAre you making me breakfast?â you question, narrowing your eyes at the man in the yellow beanie and white Nike shirt.
âConsider it your birthday breakfast, wifey,â he jokes, peering in your cupboards for a pan.
âRight side next to the oven.â
âAh, I gotta remember this if Iâm gonna be cooking here more often.â He whistles, setting the pan on the stove.
You roll your eyes and shake your head. âDonât you have to work today?â
âNahâcalled in sick. Itâs my wifeâs birthday week. I have to shower her with all the love.â He wiggles his eyebrows and puckers his lips.
Itâs funny to see Jeon Jungkook act this way. Heâs always been playful and flirty the two years youâve known him, but this mustâve been his way of pulling out all his cards of wooing a woman.
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âBreakfast is ready,â Jungkook yells from the kitchen.
A support ticket from work came through, distracting you from your movie and Jungkook.
ââKay! Almost done.â You recheck your work emails, ensuring everything is complete.
This time, you put on a bra, change into a decent shirt, and put on a skin tint and blush to make yourself look alive.
You stroll into the kitchen, and Jungkook perfectly displays the sunflowers on the counter and two delicious breakfast plates. The champagne flutes are filled to the brim and topped off with a beautifully sliced strawberry.
âThanks, Kook. This looks so yummy.â
He flashes a smile. âAnytime.â
The two of you sit beside each other, digging into the breakfast spread.
âWhatâs that one movie you wanted to watch again?â Jungkook asks before he sips his mimosa.
Your mouth is full, and you chew quickly to answer him. âThe one on Netflix?â He hums. âWedding Season.â
âSounds like the perfect movie for us to watch this week.â
âYouâre into rom-coms?â
âI love âem.â
âShut up. Youâre teasing me now.â
âI donât know why you never ask me to watch them, but youâll ask the girls.â
You look down at your food before catching his gaze. âI didnât think youâd be into them, so I never asked. And you donât seem like the hopeless romantic type.â
âI mean, growing up, I wasnât. My parents didnât have a fairytale romance, so I didnât believe in love for a long time.â
You raise an eyebrow. âSo, someone mustâve changed your mind then?â
He hums, not wanting to admit who made it an exception.
You nudge his arm. âAre you gonna tell me, or will I have to pry it out of you?â
He chuckles, not saying a word.
You scoff. âYouâre not gonna tell me? Keeping secrets from your wife already? Rude,â you tut.
âYouâll find out soon enough,â he replies.
The two of you finish breakfast, and Jungkook insists on doing the dishes. You set your plate in the sink and clutch onto his arm, tiptoeing to place a kiss on his cheek.
âThank you.â
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tuesday.
You take the morning off to run errands for your upcoming birthday extravaganza. And youâre struggling to hit the lock button on your keypad while holding a heavy box of birthday decor.
When you finally hear the whirring of the lock and chime, you turn around, bumping into someone, dropping your box, and knocking over a handful of books.
âOh, Iâm so sorry! I didnât see you there,â you say, quickly picking up as many books as possible, and he picks up your birthday decor.
The man reaches for the pink heart-shaped sunglasses and other pink-colored decor. âSomeone must be celebrating big,â the manâs dimpled smile displayed.
Your fingers accidentally touch his when you switch his books for your decor. You clear your throat, trying not to ogle the man. âUm, yeah, itâs for my birthday.â
He perks up. âOh?â He flashes a thin smile. âHappy birthday.â
A breath gets caught in your throat, and you struggle to get any words out. âUh, my birthday is actually on Saturday,â you finally croak out. âBut, you must be my new neighbor.â
âYeah, Iâm Namjoon. I just moved in this past weekend.â
Oh, this is bad. Really bad.
Heâs tall, has beautiful tanned skin and blonde hair, and you could live in his dimples.
âItâsâitâs nice to meet you.â
âSorry about bumping into you, and itâs nice to meet you too. I hope you have a good birthday,â he says before picking up one last book on the ground.
âAre you doing anything this weekend? You can come if you want.â
After you ask, you want to kick yourself in the bum. Inviting a man you just met. What if heâs a weirdo? But how can he be if heâs reading âA Bigger Message Conversations with David Hockney.â You may have managed to peek at one of his books.
âOh, no,â he shakes his head. âI wouldnât want to intrude.â
âYouâre not intruding! Iâm inviting you, and you canât say no to the birthday girl,â you tease, adjusting the box in your arms.
A low chuckle escaped his lips. âYouâre right. Itâd be messed up to say no to the birthday girl.â
âSo, youâll come?â you ask, and a smile grows from ear to ear.
He nods. âYeah, Iâll come.â
The two of you exchange information before you leave to finish your errands. Youâre beaming down the street while carrying your box of decor.
You didnât expect to find someone cute and endearing so quickly. And youâre surprised he said yes to your party. Maybe heâs new in town and wants to make friends. It would be a good way for him to get acquainted, and a part of you hoped youâd keep bumping into him in the halls.
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KooKoo-Ca-Choo 11:27 AM Wanna do a movie night today? We could watch Wedding Season.
You 11:30 AM Sounds like a date.
KooKoo-Ca-Choo 11:35 AM Is 6 okay? I can bring dinner too.
You 11:36 AM That sounds perfect.
It's six on the dot, and you hear a knock on your door. You suppose Jungkook is the type to show up right on time, which you greatly appreciate.
He holds a six-pack of beer and a pizza box when you open the door.
"Ready for movie night?"
Itâs halfway through the film, and youâre enjoying it. You love the fake dating trope because you could always count on the two mains to fall for each other.
"Are you cold?" Jungkook asks when he sees you tuck your hands in between your thighs.
"Yeah, kind of."
"Come here."
He opens his arm to cuddle, and you blink expressionless at him. The most intimate thing youâve done with him is hug himâa side hug.
He laughs when you donât move. âWhat? Scared Iâll bite?â
âNoâitâs just that cuddling is an intimate thing to do,â you admit.
Arms and legs become entangled. Bodies are warming up against each other. Possibilities of things progressing.
âYou donât have to if you donât want to. Do you have a throw blanket somewhere?â He looks around and sees a woven basket next to the couch. He grabs a white fluffy throw for you.
Jungkook gives you an out, and for that, youâre grateful.
âThanks,â you say as you snuggle in the blanket.
He flashes a small smile. âNo problem.â
Even though you rejected Jungkookâs invitation to cuddle, somehow, by the end of the movie, the two of you had fallen asleepâcuddling.
You didnât pull away from him yet. You peered up at him, watching his chest rise and fall. Light snores escape his lips, and now and again, he puffs out a breath like a whale coming up for air, making you chuckle.
You rest your chin on his chest, giving yourself a few seconds to enjoy this before waking him up.
âKook,â you whisper, gently shaking him. âKook,â you repeat.
He hums, popping his head up while his eyes are still closed. He flutters them open and immediately sits up, wiping the drool thatâs dried on his chin. He clears his throat. âUmâhow long was I asleep for?â
You giggle. âWe both fell asleep. I blame the beer,â you say, stretching your arms.
Jungkook canât help but notice the shiny piece of jewelry hanging from your navel. âYou have your belly button pierced?â he asks with a raised brow.
You quickly pull down your shirt. âIt was a dumb thing I did when I turned 21.â
âItâs cute.â
You shy away from his comment. At times, you forget you have it.
âWhat else are you hiding, hm?â Jungkook asks.
You scoff. âNothing. I only have my ears and my belly button pierced.â
âNo tattoos?â
Tattoos are cool on other people, and you toyed with the idea of getting one. You were indecisive about what to get.
You shook your head no. âMaybe one day.â
âGet one for your 30th. Iâll go with you. I know a guy,â he teases, pointing out the ink on his skin.
âYou gonna hold my hand the entire time?â
He grins. âAnything for the wifey.â
A tattoo, huh? Youâve always wanted to see how high your pain threshold was. âIâll think about it.â
âJust let me know, and Iâll get an appointment with the guy I always go to. I only trust him.â
Jungkook stands, proceeding to clean up the mess you two made.
âOh, no. Leave it. Iâll clean it up.â
âAre you sure?â
âYeah, itâs late. We should get some sleep.â
He looks at the clock. Itâs nearly midnight, and he still needs to wash up.
You walk him to the door, holding it open for him to leave. âKook?â
Jungkook turns to you. âYeah?â
Youâre unsure what comes over you, but you pull him in for a hug. Only this time, it doesnât feel like a friendly hug. It takes a moment for him to register whatâs happening, then he wraps his arms around you. Every ounce of his body presses against yours, and you fit perfectly into him like a puzzle piece. His fresh, clean scent invades your nose, and you wish it could linger for a bit longer while his hand snakes to the nape of your neck, fingers curling in your hair.
Why do you feel more vulnerable when sleeping next to him now than earlier? Is it because youâre awake and aware of your intentions? The question was, what were your intentions? Did you want this? Did you really want him?
You withdrew from the embrace, bidding him farewell. He gives a small wave before disappearing into the elevator.
As you enter your apartment and shut the door, you repeatedly knocked the back of your head against it, muttering, âfuck.â You were playing along to see how far Jungkook would go before calling it quits, but you failed to see that maybeâjust maybe you could be falling too.
Hoseokâs minding his business, eating his ramen when he sees his roommate walk in. Jungkook looks like heâs floating on cloud nine, beaming from ear to ear. Thereâs even a hop in his step. He twirls around, daintily sitting beside Hoseok.
Hoseok scans his friend, watching him as he breathes a happy sigh and stares into the distance.
âWhatâs going on with you?â He raises a brow and narrows his eyes.
Jungkook giggles and scrunches his shoulders. âI just came back from cuddling with ___,â he says as he continues in his reveries.
âOh, boy. Everyone, can I please have your attention,â Hoseok cups his mouth into a megaphone, âJeon Jungkook has officially gone off the deep end. He thinks being delulu is the solulu.â
Jungkook glares at his friend and kicks him under the table. âYahâarenât you supposed to be rooting for me?â
Hoseok slurps his noodles. âOf course, Iâm rooting for you. Youâre my best bud,â he says as he places a hand on Jungkookâs shoulder.
âThanks, I appreciate it,â he pats Hoseokâs hand. âNowâbe an even better friend, and let me raid your closet for ___âs party.â
Jungkook lies in bed; his bicep flexes when he moves his hand behind his head. Heâs watching an array of colors flash across the vastness of his room. The northern lights and stars twirl and sparkle like the movements of butterflies and the ones milling around his stomach for days.
Is this what being in love feels like, he thinks. Itâs like heâs living in the romance movies heâs watched. Boy meets girl, boy, and girl fall in love, and they live happily ever after.
This is it. This must be it. His chance to be with youâthe one heâs fallen completely head over heels for.
If the Jungkook from four years ago were to see him today, heâd laugh and call him a simp, especially with how heâs at your beck and call.
But the Jungkook, from four years ago, was a cynic. He had no healthy or loving relationships around him until he met you through Hoseok. And, even though you were with someone at the time, he saw how kind and wonderful you were to your friends and could only imagine the kind of love youâd show toward someone special.
There were only a few more days until your party, and he was determined to make each day count.
wednesday.
Since Monday, Jungkook has surprised you every day with a gift. They were his attempts to make you fall in love with you, along with his random trips to your place.Â
Todayâs gift was a pair of pink seashell earrings. Jungkook tells you he spent hours making it from clay, then baked them in the oven. You shook your head, wondering how he got an idea like this. Nonetheless, it was a sweet gift.
He texted throughout the day, leaving cute words of encouragement or sending TikToks of funny videos heâd find. Maybe this was his love language, taking the time out of his day to let you know heâs thinking about you.
As your day winds down, youâre scrolling through YouTube, and what catches your eye at 7 p.m.? Dessert videos.
And thatâs your worst toxic traitâthinking you can bake. It always looks easy enough. If they can do it, so can you.
That is, until youâre in the kitchen, halfway through a recipe, and notice youâre out of sugar. The grocery store is too far and will close when you get there.
See what happens when you decide to bake? It always goes differently than you want.
You could call Jungkook to see if he has any or walk over to your new neighborâs place. The latter was plausible since Namjoon was only a few feet away.
You shook off the nerves, flattened your apron, and lightly knocked on Namjoonâs door. You could hear shuffling as he unlocked it.
Your eyes widened, standing like a deer caught in headlights. Namjoonâs half-naked, black shorts hung dangerously low on his waist. His forehead is glistening with sweat.
âDid I catch you at a bad time?â you ask while trying to keep your gaze in line with his and not ogling his chiseled body.
Shitâmaybe he had company over.
He cards his hand through his platinum blonde hair, but a few pieces fall back, covering his eyes. âNo, youâre good. I just finished working out. Whatâs up?â he asks. His hand holds the door open as he leans against it.
Youâre dumbfounded, unable to form words again. Itâs like a giant hairball stuck in your throat.
Namjoonâs brows raise, and he calls out to you.
âOh, sorry!â you say. âIâm attempting to bake a cake but I'm out of sugar. I wanted to ask if you have any I can borrow.â
âI think I do,â he ponders as he steps back. âCome in. Come in.â
You step into a squeaky clean apartment. Didnât he just move in? How does someone unpack so quickly? Or maybe he had little to begin with.
His apartment was like a museum, with pottery, sculptures, and art prints adorning his walls and shelves. But what catches your attention is the translucent, cylindrical coffee table. It doesnât seem like anyone should be putting anything on it.
Namjoon stands beside you, holding a jar of sugar.
âAh, thank you so much! Now my cake batter wonât go to waste.â
âAnything catch your fancy?â he asks.
Granted, this man is still half-naked, standing beside you. Youâre trying not to go feral over how broad and built he is.
âThis, actually,â you point to the glass coffee table.
âThatâs probably one of my most prized possessions.â
âIt looks expensive.â Youâd later come to find out it was worth $1.2M after you did an internet search.
âIt is,â he chuckles. âItâs on loan from a friend.â
âOn loan?â you ask, turning to him. Your eyes narrow and lips thin. âCan I ask what you do for work?â
âIâm an art curator.â
That makes sense now, considering the expensive and extensive art collection.
âOhâyouâre so fancy,â you tease. âI donât know shit about art.â You could stand before a painting and feel nothing while looking at it. Maybe you were just going in with the wrong mindset.
Namjoon chuckles. âYou can always ask me questions,â he notes before walking away to put on a t-shirt.
Youâre a bit disappointed that you canât ogle him anymore.
âWell, I canât ask you questions if you donât take me to a museum,â you flirt, turning toward him.
He grins, showing off his pearly whites and dimple deeply etched into his left cheek. âAre you asking me to ask you out on a date?â
You canât help but play dumb. âOh no, of course not! I would like your expertise to guide me around a museum, and if we happen to eat afterward, then I donât knowâwould you call that a date?â
Namjoon licks his lips and nods, impressed by your boldness. âAre you busy Friday night?â
The cake wasnât terrible, but it wasnât great either. Youâd have to keep perfecting it and maybe keep asking to âborrowâ some sugar from your neighbor.
You debated whether you should tell Jungkook about your date with Namjoon. Itâs a harmless date; Jungkook would be off the hook if it goes well. Besides, itâs a silly agreement you two made up while drunk.
But, youâd sleep on it and figure it out tomorrow. There was one more day before the date anyway.
As you were sitting in bed, doing your nightly scrolling through social media. A video call comes through.
KooKoo-Ca-Choo Incoming Video Call
You're on your side when you answer his call. âHey, Kook,â you say before covering a yawn.
âReady for bed?â he asks, shuffling underneath his duvet.
Your eyes scan the screen, and you notice his bare shoulders and collarbone on display. You never realized his tattooed sleeve reached so high on his arm, scantily kissing the top of his shoulder.
You cleared your throat. "Yeah, about to call it a night. What's up?"
"I just wanted to call and see how your day was. I was busy at work, so I didn't get to text you," he says.
Now that you think about it, the last text you received from him was this morning. And since the start of your little agreement, Jungkook has been texting and calling more than usual.
"I worked, then attempted to bake a cake."
He props the phone against something as he lies on his side, and parts of his hair still look damp from a shower. And you hate how cuddly he looks while heâs in bed and how you can see how much he works out just from the outline of his arms.
And noâyou arenât thinking about anything else.Â
"How'd it turn out?"
You shook your head in disgust. "Not very good."
"Ah, I'm sure it was great."
"I'll stick to store-bought cake for now."
"Next time, we can do it together and fail."
He wants to do everything with you, huh?
You chuckle at his comment and then say whatâs on your mind, "I never realized how far your tattoo sleeve went up."
He peers at his shoulder. "Oh yeah," he leans forward to show you, his bicep flexing as he moves.
"Cool guy."
He chuckles. "Hardly cool. Just bored," he says. "So, should I schedule you for your tattoo?"
Since the last conversation, you've been scrolling through Pinterest and Instagram to get some ideas.
"I think I want the birth flower for September."
Jungkook shows you his arm, pointing to his tiger lily tattoo. "This one is for the actual day of birth, but the flower for the month of September is pretty too. Have you thought about placement?"
"Mm, maybe on the back of my neck or the inside of my arm. What do you think?" You show him your arm, then the back of your neck.
"It would look great on the back of your neck. It could be a nice surprise when you have your hair up."
"OhâI like that idea."
He props himself up on the side with a wide grin. "So, I'm booking your appointment?"
You chuckle. "Yeah, why not? We only live once, right?"
Turning 30 is making your confidence go up.
âOnce you get one, youâll want more. Trust me.â
âAt least Iâll have a tattoo buddy for life,â you tease.
âAh, see, I like the way youâre thinking. Well, I should let my wifey get to sleep,â he gives a small smile. He reaches for his phone, placing it on his chest. His other hand is behind his head as he watches you through the screen.
You hum in agreement. âNight.â
âNight.â
Daydreams are one thing, and when Jungkook lies in bed, he can't help but wonder.
Wonder how youâd look in his favorite t-shirt. Wonder which side of the bed you prefer. Wonder if you dream of him, too. Wonder what itâs like to be loved by you.
Jungkook doesnât want to wonder anymore; he wants to make you his reality.
thursday.
The birthday festivities started early for you as you requested today and tomorrow off. Thereâs no way youâre spending your last few days of being 29 stuck at work.
Todayâs agenda consisted of a pedicure. The toes have to look cute with your new heels, and as youâre ready to head out to your appointment, Jungkook is at your door when you open it.
You tilt your head, knitting your eyebrows together. âDid we have something planned?â
He shakes his head no and pouts. âNo, I wanted to surprise you with another gift.â
He hands you a gift bag, and you take a small peek, reaching down to grab the gift. You pull out a peach-shaped heart bath bomb.
âPeach?â You raise a brow and give a smug grin. âWhat makes you think I like peach?â
Jungkook snorts. âOh, pfftâI donât know. Could it be all the candles or soap? Or how you always order any type of peach-flavored alcohol? Tea? Orââ
You suck in your lips, then give a thin smile. âSon of a peach.â
âVery cute. Youâre also great at fruit puns. Iâll add that to the list of reasons why I like you,â he chuckles.
To be fair, everything in your apartment had a hint of peachâyour candles, air freshener, hand soap, ChapStick, and not to mention a cupboard full of peach tea.
You chuckle. âThanks, Kook. You didnât have to.â
âI do if Iâm trying to make you fall in love with me.â
You set the bath bomb back in its bag, then on the entryway table. You close the door behind you, forcing him to step back.
âYou talk a lot about making me fall in love with you, but youâve still failed to do so. Itâs almost my birthday,â you tease.
What girl wouldnât want gifts, but you thought heâd push a bit harder.
Jungkook smirks, his tongue poking the inside of his cheek. He steps closer to youâclose enough for you to smell his cologne. Itâs a fresh, clean scent.
Heâs inches away from you. Warmth is radiating off of him. Your heart is practically beating out of your chest. Your eyes are on his, then focus on his lip ring, then the freckle underneath his bottom lip. Itâs the first time youâve been close enough to notice it.
His eyes dart back and forth between yours. His tongue wets his lips, then plays with his ring. âIâm just getting started,â he says.
You close your eyes, fluttering them back open. Thereâs relief escaping your body once he backs away.
âSo, what are we doing today?â he asks, stepping out of the way to let you lead.
âI have a pedicure appointment. Wanna come?â you ask. You wouldnât mind having company around, and youâre curious how heâll continue to sweep you off your feet.
You feel bad for the poor woman who has Jungkook in her seat, and youâre trying your best not to laugh as heâs squirming, clutching onto the armrests.
You clear your throat. âIs this your first pedicure?â
âWhat? No,â he counters, but heâs giggling non-stop, holding on for dear life.
âSirâI need you to stop moving,â the woman warns.
You cover your mouth. Your shoulders are bouncing due to your giggles. âKook, she hasnât even done anything to you yet.â
âHow the hell do women do this? This is torture.â
âCanât handle a little torture?â
He perks up, shaking off the chills. The woman continues to scrub his feet with a pumice stone. Heâs sucking in his lips, trying not to laugh and smile when she gets to the underside of his foot. Then his reflexes get the best of him, and he almost kicks her.
The woman gives him a blank expression but is professional and continues as fast as possible.
An hour later, Jungkook is coming out of the nail salon, sweating bullets from the endless torture of a pedicure.
You look at him and then his toes. âAt least your toes are cute.â He let you choose the color, and you had to choose hot pink to match your birthday theme for this weekend.
He does the walk of shame in a pair of yellow flimsy flip-flops because he wasnât prepared for a pedicure. Youâve been there, done that.
You link your arms to him when you catch up to him. âHungry?â
Jungkook groans in delight. âYou have to try this.â
He leans forward. A piece of his roasted chicken ravioli covered in pink sauce looks delectable. You open your mouth, devouring the pasta. You close your eyes, savoring it.
âSee, what did I tell you?â He smiles, going back to his bowl of food. âHowâs yours?â
You didnât want to say you didnât like itâbut you hate it. âItâs good,â you smile and lie through your teeth.
You begin moving the ravioli around, pretending to make it look like you'll eat it.
Jungkook sets his fork down, pushing his bowl toward you. âHere, take mine.â
You look up at him. âWhat? NoâI like my food,â you lie again, grabbing your bowl and clutching it closer to you.
He deadpans. âIâve known you long enough to know when you donât like something. Come on, Iâll finish your food, and you can have mine.â
You let go of your bowl. âAre you sure?â
Jungkook smiles warmly, his small dimple on display as he nods. He grabs your bowl and begins to eat it.
Your heart softens, and youâre enchanted by your friend/potential future husband, so it pains you to have this conversation. You tossed and turned the night before because you couldnât bear the thought of locking your friend into something he'll regret later on.
âSo, you might not have to marry me,â you say.
Jungkook looks up at you, tilting his head in confusion. âDamn, someone beat me to it?â he jokes.
You flash a thin smile and shake your head no. âWell, I have a crush on my new neighbor.â
He raises an eyebrow. âNew neighbor?â
You nod. âYeah, he just moved in.â
Jungkook nibbles on the inside of his mouth then continues to eat. âYou barely know the guy, and youâre already tossing me aside?â He tuts, shaking his head.
âIâmâIâm not tossing you aside. Youâre still an option, but Iâm just saying if it works out with the new neighbor, then youâre off the hook. I'm sure there are better girls out there than me, Kook. You donât want to be married to me.â
He sets his fork down, pushing his bowl forward. âWell, what can I say? You canât see the guy?â
âSo, youâre okay if I see him?â
Jungkook hesitates to answer. âMm,â he hums with a nod.
âAre you upset with me?â
âWhy would I be upset?â He shrugs. âIâm only a back-up.â
His answer gives you a sense of relief, but you also feel guilty about everything. âShould we end our little deal? That way, you donât have to be stuck with me for the rest of your life. It seems silly now that weâre both sober and not drunk making promises like this.â
He hums and nods again. âYouâre right. It does seem foolish.â He wipes his mouth with a napkin. "I'll go pay while you finish up."
You watch him get up and walk to the register. His demeanor changes as soon as you mention ending the deal.Â
Is he serious about this?
Honestly, youâre stumped by Jeon Jungkook and his intentions. If he did like you, why not ask you out like an average person? Why go through the trouble of marrying you? So that you could fulfill some silly goal you had for your life?
âIâll walk you up,â Jungkook says as he turns off the car.
âItâs fine, Kook. You donât have to,â you counter.
On the ride back, guilt has been eating you from the inside out. Youâre unsure why you feel this wayâmaybe because you feel like a shitty friend. Saying one thing and then doing another.
But again, marriage is a serious thing for two people to consider.
Jungkook doesnât waver in his decision and escorts you anyway. The silence is deafening in the elevator; the two of you stand at opposite sides, stealing glances. Thereâs an elephant in the room, but neither of you addresses it.
When the elevator doors open, you expel the caught breath in your throat. Jungkook follows a few steps behind you.
âAre we okay?â you ask, glancing at him before lowering your head.
He stuffs his hand in his pants pocket. âYeah, why wouldnât we be?â
âI donât know. I feel like an ass because youâve been such a good friendâespecially after my breakups. And then this past week, youâve been sweet and cute with all the little gifts and hangouts,â you pause to look at him.
His eyes are big and innocent, and his lips form a slight pout. Heâs intently listening to your words.
âIâm trying to say Iâve enjoyed being with you this week, and Iâm sorry how things turned out,â you manage to spit out.
Jungkook nibbles on his lip, showing off his pretty dimple. His eyes dart to yours as he flashes a thin smile. âWell, Iâll always be your back-up if this guy doesnât work out.â
You breathe a sigh of relief that he can still joke about this situation. You close the distance between you, reaching up and draping your arms around his neck.
It takes a moment for him to return your hug, but he doesâwrapping his arms around your waist, pressing you into him. He nuzzles in the crook of your shoulder, taking in your sweet scent and softness.
Your heartâs fluttering, your stomach is somersaulting and doing back-flips. Jungkookâs warmth is all-encompassing, encapsulating every fiber of your being. Neither of you let go, allowing this embrace to go longer than usual friends do.
When you pull away, your lips are so close to his. Close enough to explore what they taste like. Close enough to see how plush they are. Close enough to find out just how much youâd have to gasp for air afterward.
You almost want to give in. You almost want to see where this could go. You almost want him to make a move.
Jungkook whispers your name, and you hum, gazing into his eyes. âAre you sure about this? About the deal? You donât want it anymore?â
You're becoming lost in the stars and galaxies contained in those doe eyes. Jungkook doesnât lose focus, doesnât break character, and doesnât give you a chance to run away.
âThis stops when you say so,â he utters softly.
Heâs unrelenting, you think. He wants this, doesnât he? He wants you.
So these next few words sting. âYeah, Iâm sure.â
Jungkook doesnât even realize when heâs outside his apartment complex. He sits in his car, zoning out. Heâs so close to finally getting you, but now thereâs someone else?
For two years, heâs been trying to buck up the courage and finally ask you out, and when he finally gets an opportunity, someone always swoops in and steals you away.
When he proposed the agreement, it was more of a joke, that is, until you agreed, and thatâs when he knew heâd try whatever it took to get you to the altar.
A knock on Jungkookâs window breaks him from deep thought. He looks up to see his roommate, Hoseok.
He gestures for Jungkook to roll his window down. âWhy do you look like you're on the verge of crying? Why donât you go up to the apartment?â
Jungkook holds onto the steering wheel and groans as his head hits it a few times, muttering, âStupid.â
Hoseok knits his eyebrows in confusion as he rubs his friendâs shoulder. âCome on, letâs go,â he says, opening the car door.
Jungkook drags his feet through the threshold and drops his backpack on the floor. He continues walking sluggishly, plopping on the couch, still in a daze.
Hoseok blinks at his friend. âWhatâs going on?â
âYou know how I was trying to make ____ fall in love with me this week?â
âUh-huh.â
âWell, she likes her new neighbor.â
Hoseokâs eyes widened. âThere's a new guy already? I swear this girl must have some kind of bat signal thatâs beaming up into the sky that attracts men the second sheâs single.â
Jungkook drops his head back, then rubs his face. âWhat am I going to do?â
Hoseok shrugs. âMaybe tell her how serious you are about being with her.â
âYeah, but what if she doesnât want to be with me?â
âSo, youâre going to trap her in a marriage instead?â Hoseok raises an eyebrow. âMake it make sense, my friend.â
Maybe that's what he wanted. It could be like an arranged marriage. Meet first, then fall in love.
âI know it sounds ridiculous!â
Hoseok rubs Jungkookâs shoulder. âThis whole deal is ridiculous. Be honest with her, then sheâll have to choose between you and the new guy.â
He knows Hoseok is right. He should be honest and tell you how he feels.
Or he could get rid of the new guy, and the deal would be back on.
Decisions. Decisions.
friday.
Jungkook was determined to make this agreement work out in his favor. He wasnât going to back down so easily.
He took off early from work, going straight to your favorite bakery to grab a cake. Thoughts are racing through his mind as he clutches the cake box and walks through the crowded street.
What if this was his last chance? What if this new guy was âthe oneâ for you? He couldnât let you slip away again.
Heâs even prepared a monologue. Heâs mumbling it under his breath when he arrives at your door.
When the door opens, he doesnât find you. Instead, he finds a half-naked man with broad shoulders and impeccable pecs.
Jungkook stands tall and puffs out his chest, back straight, when he sees this unknown man. His mouth is agape as he scans him from head to toe. Was this the guy you were talking about?
He clears his throat and stands his ground. âOh, uh, who are you?â
âHey, man. Iâm Namjoon. ___âs neighbor,â he says.
âIâll be right out!â you yell from the other room.
Jungkook clenches his jaw, and heâs trying to calm his nerves. Thereâs no way you were sleeping with this guy already, right? No, you canât be, Jungkook shakes the thought from his head.
You sprint from the hallway, holding a shirt. With your clumsy ways, you spilled iced coffee on Namjoonâs shirt right before your date. You felt bad, so you offered to wash it for him.
âNamjoon, Iâm so sorry! Iâve tried everything to get it out. I might have to buy you a new shirtâoh,â you gasp. âHi, Jungkook.â
Jungkook walks in, setting the box down, and he doesnât say anything else as he leans against the counter, watching you two.
Namjoon sucks in his lips, strolling to your side, looking at his stained shirt. âDonât worry about it. It was time to get rid of that shirt anyway.â He gives a reassuring smile. âIâm gonna grab a new shirt, then weâll be on our way?â
You hum. âSee you soon.â
Jungkookâs eyes follow you and Namjoon as you bid him farewell. You lower your head and purse your lips when you approach Jungkook.
âDate night?â he asks, turning to you.
âYeah,â you whisper.
âWell, I donât want to keep you from your date. Just wanted to drop off a cake I picked up for you,â he points to the box on the counter.
You see the bakery's name on the box, and itâs from your favorite place. You undo the tabs and unfold the box to reveal a heart-shaped cake with various shades of baby pink and blue, then sitting prettily on top is one of your favorite Sanrio characters: Cinnamoroll.
âKookâyou didnât just pick this up.â A cake like this was ordered well in advance.
His eyebrows rise, and he gives a half-smile. He walks beside you. âHappy early birthday,â he says as his eyes flick to yours. âSee you tomorrow.â
When the door shuts, you wince.
Namjoon has a brilliant mind, and that intimidates you. He's far too intelligent and reasonable for a hopeless romantic who lives in their daydreams and wants a ring on their finger by tomorrow.
The two of you come to a crowded spot in the museum. You look back and smile at Namjoon. He puts his hands on your waist, guiding you from behind. Your stomach somersaults from the affection, but you continue leading the way through the sea of people, trying not to focus on it.
An announcement reminds museum go-ers that theyâll be closing in 15 minutes.
âShould we head out soon?â you ask with disappointment. You thoroughly enjoyed hearing Namjoon talk even though you had nothing insightful to say about the numerous art pieces.
The corners of his mouth curve up. âBut we have one more exhibit to see,â he says, wiggling his eyebrows. He holds out his hand for yours.
Youâre intrigued, so you donât question and place your hand in his.
Everyone starts to file out toward the exit, but the two of you enter an exhibit hidden away in the back.
âArenât we going to get in trouble?â you ask.
He chuckles. âYouâre cute,â he says before showing you his work ID and security badge.
âOh,â you giggle. It makes sense. Namjoon did say he was an âart curator.â He just never mentioned where he worked.
âFeel free to look around and tell me if anything catches your eye.â
You take your time, roaming around, going from piece to piece. Namjoon stays in place, waiting until youâve found something. You tilt your head, examining the drawing.
[ frida castelli, milan ]
It's a woman. Her back is bare, and she's curling her hands into the bedsheets. The drawing is cut off right at the small of her back, and one can assume the rest. It's eroticâas this exhibit displays various works from modern artists.
Namjoon stands beside you. âThoughts?â
Horny, you think, but considering this is your first date. You probably shouldnât blurt it out.
âI like the position she's in,â you say, and Namjoon chokes on nothing. You cover your mouth and canât help but laugh.
âI like that position too,â he adds.
You try to suppress your smile because now, youâre thinking about the two of you in that position.
"Should we keep looking?"
After a late-night dinner, youâre standing outside your door, not wanting to say goodbye to Namjoon. Youâd invite him in, but tomorrowâs a big day, and you have an early wake-up call.
âI hope I was able to answer your questions,â Namjoon says, leaning his shoulder against the door, facing you.
You give him a small smile, looking at the floor, then back up at him. "I think you answered everything."
He hums and parts his lips. "Well, I have one question for you, if that's okay."
You nod.
"Can I give the birthday girl a kiss?"
You lick your lips. "It's not my birthday yet."
Namjoon steps forward, scanning your face. "You can consider it an early birthday present."
"Well, I won't say no to a birthday present."
Your heart is swooning over this tall, handsome man. Heâs perfect. He's brilliant and well-spoken. Someone secure and confident, even emotionally available. Youâd be a fool not to want this to go further.
Your gaze darts back and forth between his eyes and his lips, unsure how to respond. You've been wondering what they taste like all night and want to kiss the freckle underneath his lip. They look so rosy and pillowy, almost like kissing a cloud.
He softly presses his lips against yours. His big hands cup your face. His nose brushes against your cheek. His lips encapture your top lip, then your bottom. He lingers briefly before pulling away, his lips ghosting over yours, and you want to return for moreâyouâre not done.
âDo that again,â you whisper.
His breath is warm, and he smiles before going back in, tilting his head to deepen the kiss. Your hands are placed on his taut chest, fingers curling and tugging on his shirt. The butterflies in your stomach are yearning for a way out. The desire in you grows deeper. Youâre breathless at this point, but you donât care if you never breathe again.
First kisses always make you go weak in the knees, and you wish you could experience them over and over.
âYour lips are stained,â you notice when you pull away.Â
Namjoon chuckles; his thumb swipes at his bottom lip. âThatâs okay.â
He moves in to kiss you again, but you stop him by putting your index finger to his lips. âThe birthday girl should get some sleep. Big day tomorrow.â
You render him speechlessâhe made the first move, but youâll have the final say.
You bid goodbye to him, trying your best not to linger and give in to your urges. Peering through the viewfinder, you see him smiling and shaking his head before he closes the door to his place.
Youâre grinning from ear to ear as your back is against the door. The date couldnât have gone betterâthough you probably couldnât write a dissertation on Modern Art in Korea, you appreciated that he took the time to explain what he loves and why heâs so passionate about it.
Maybe he could be the one.
Itâs midnight when youâre under the covers and still glowing from your date with Namjoon.
You check your phone to see text messages from Jungkook.
KooKoo-Ca-Choo 9:22 PM Hey! I found some cool birth flowers. Do you like any of these? [ 5 images attached ]
KooKoo-Ca-Choo 9:27 PM And my tattoo guy had a last-minute cancellation for Monday at 6 p.m. Iâm gonna book you for it, okay?
KooKoo-Ca-Choo 10:05 PM I can go to hold your hand if youâd like.
KooKoo-Ca-Choo 11:11 PM I hope you had a good day. See you tomorrow, birthday girl.
This differed from how you wanted to celebrate your birthday week, especially not how you envisioned your friendship with Jungkook. Did you ruin it?
And thatâs when your heart aches as you reflect on this past week. Jungkook has been so sweet, and you feel like the worst friend. Could he be into you, and youâre blind to notice?
But what about Namjoon? Heâs undoubtedly checked off all the boxes you could want in a partner.
Plus, Jungkookâs just a back-up.
saturday.
The sun is peeking through, and the birds are chirping away. Youâve slept through your alarm because youâre still in dreamland.
Youâre unsure whoâs in bed with you. All you hear is a groan and shuffling as they reposition themselves. You peer over your shoulder, quickly turning away when they pull themselves closer to you. Then, as an arm comes into view, draping over you, you recognize the inked skin.
Itâs Jungkook.
A buzz from your phone and a bang at the door awakens you. Missed notifications of calls and texts from Jenn, your best friend, flood your screen.
You sprint to the door, unlocking and opening it for her.
âJesus ChristâI thought you were dead,â Jenn says after she brushes past you, setting several bags on your kitchen counter.
âSorry.â
âItâs fine, babe,â she blinks, giving you the once-over. âYou havenât showered, have you?â
You shake your head no.
âWell, go! Itâs your birthday, but we canât wait all day for you.â She shoos you off to the bathroom.
When youâre out of the shower, Jennâs sitting in front of your vanity, putting on her blush.
âSo, how are you doing, babe? Still not over Theodore Boner?â
âBonner,â you correct her.
You adjust your towel, tucking it securely. âThereâs been some new developments,â you say, walking to your dresser.
Jenn slowly turns around. âPlease donât tell me youâre back with him? He was a walking red flag. Well, at the end of your relationship anyway.â
You press your lips together, shaking your head. âYou know that time I was upset about my break-up with Jimin?â
Jenn hums and narrows her eyes.
âJungkook and I went out and got pretty drunk.â
She leans forward. âUh-huh.â
You cleared your throat. âI may have agreed that if Jungkook and I were still single by 30, weâd get married.â You turned around, opening the top drawer in search of cute underwear.
Jennâs jaw drops. âYouâre not going to marry Jeon Jungkook, are you?â
You laugh it off. âNo, of course not! But heâs always been there for me after my break-ups.â
âOh, how convenient that he also happens to be single by your 30th birthday,â she says dryly.
âJungkookâs been a good friend, and if we were to get married, and thatâs a big if, then honestly, I think weâd be pretty good together,â you explain.
You're not sure if you're attempting to persuade Jenn or yourself. Youâre not going to lie. Youâve toyed with the idea this whole week.
âWhy donât you just date Jungkook then?â she asks, returning to add more blush to her cheeks.
You nibble on your bottom lip. âErrâwell, because thereâs a new guy.â
She whips her head back around. âI go on a solo trip, and you have not one but two guys who want to be with you?â
âTechnically, I told Jungkook that if things work out with me and Namjoon, he doesnât have to marry me.â
âNamjoon?â
âYeah, heâs my new neighbor.â
âShut up! Your neighbor?â Jenn stands, sprinting out your bedroom door. âWhich apartment? I need to see this man.â
âJenn!â You run after her, clutching her arm, trying to pull her back. âStop it, will you? Heâll be at the party tonight.â
Jenn turns to you. âBabeâyou have Jungkook and new neighbor guy vying for your attention? Sheesh. When can I be the main character?â
You grip your towel and drag her back to your room.
âAt least tell me more juicy details,â she whines.
Jungkook checks himself out in the mirror. Hot pink usually is not part of his wardrobe color, but he does it in a heartbeat if it involves you and your silly antics.
He slips the hot pink denim jacket over his white shirt and matching pink cargo trousers. He adds a neon green necklace to finish off his look.
This outfit is Ken-esque, right? He sighs, wishing you could be the Barbie to his Ken.
His roommate, Hoseok, knocks on his door, breaking his focus. âHave you thought about what youâre going to do?â
Jungkook nibbles the inside of his cheek. This weekâs been a rollercoaster of emotions for him. He was at an all-time high before you broke the news that you no longer need a back-up.
Heâs gone back and forth, debating whether to fight for you or give up.
"I don't know yet," Jungkook responds. He glances at Hoseok through the mirror's reflection.
âTell her how you feel. Be honest with her,â Hoseok says. Heâs been telling Jungkook for two years now.
Jungkook turns around. âI canâtââ he pauses and huffs a breath, taking a seat on the bed.
Hoseok narrows his eyes and crosses his arms as he leans against the door frame. âWhat are you talking about?â
âIâve done too much shit by breaking up her relationships. Sheâll never forgive me,â Jungkook explains.
Hoseok choked on nothing. âIâm sorry, what did you say?â
âRemember Jimin and Theo?â
Hoseok hums.
Jungkook clears his throat. âI may or may not have told some harmless lies that ended up in them breaking up with her.â
Hoseok huffs out a breath and pinches the bridge of his nose. âI donât know why you didnât tell her right off the bat that you wanted to date her.â
âIâm an idiot, thatâs why, and now itâs too late. She doesnât want me. She wants the neighbor guy.â
Hoseok sits by his friend. âItâs either now or never. You canât keep breaking up her relationships because youâre too scared to be in a real one with her. You donât want to start it off that way.â
Jungkook flings himself onto the bed, staring at the ceiling. âI know! Iâve just never done this before. I donât know how to act. Sheâs the first person Iâve had actual feelings for.â
Hoseok blinks at his friend, ready to say something, but Jungkook interrupts him. âDonât say shit about thatâmany people donât meet the right person until later in life.â
He holds his hands up in defeat. âThereâs no judgment from me, my friend. Just consider my words before anyone gets hurt.â
You swipe the lip tint across your bottom lip and repeat with the top. Glancing in the mirror, you adjust your dusty rose dress and tie your matching ribbon in your hair.
The theme for tonight's party is Barbie core, and individuals are encouraged to wear any shade of pink. Youâre ridiculous, but you only turn 30 onceâwhy not go all out?
Buckets of bubbly are filled with rosĂ© bottles and floral ice cubes. Barbie-esque props, including heart-shaped sunglasses and cut-out foam lips, are ready to be used at the photo booth. Youâve spent too much time on Pinterest planning the perfect celebration.
Itâs ten to seven and still too early for people to show, so you order a Malibu Barbie cocktail at the bar. Jin, the bartender, even tops off your drink with pink sanding sugar for this special occasion and throws in a little peach schnapps.
âThereâs the birthday girl.â
When you turn around, you see Jungkook in a bright pink attire. Not every day you see him dressed in anything other than black or white, so you consider this a rare treat.
He offers you a warm hug, and you both act as if nothing has changed. Itâs not like youâve seen him every day as heâs dropped off gifts for you, or he willingly watched a rom-com and definitely hadnât cuddled.
Itâs like youâve gone back to being just friends.
As you withdraw, you give him the once-over. âYou look great in hot pink. I wish I got to see your matching toes.â
Jungkook chuckles. âI donât think sandals would go with this outfit.â
You shake your head no.
âYou look amazing,â he adds, taking your hand and making you twirl for him.
âThanks, Kook,â you grin. Your hand lingers in his as he delicately caresses your skin. The back of your neck is warming up, and you canât help but wonder if youâve made a mistake breaking off your deal.
âAh, thereâs our Barbie girl!â Jenn exclaims as she approaches you. Immediately, you let go of Jungkookâs hand.
âHey!â you answer, rubbing the back of your neck. âWhatâs up? Did you need something?â
Jenn raises her brow at you and Jungkook. âI did, but youâre busy with Ken, so Iâll ask Hoseok to help me. Enjoy your night, babe.â
You take your drink and dash off with Jenn, telling Jungkook youâll see him later. As you stroll behind her, you loop your arm around hers.
âAre you okay?â Jenn narrows her eyes, suppressing a smile.
You clear your throat. âYeah! Why wouldnât I be?â
âIt looks like you and loverboy were having a moment there before I interrupted,â she says, setting down the flower vase on the dessert table.
âHeâs not my loverboy. Iâm gonna start seeing Namjoon, remember?â
âUh-huh. Keep telling yourself that. Lookâall Iâm saying is you should give Jungkook a chance. Anyone could tell heâs head over heels in love with you.â
You choke on your drink. âWhat? How come no oneâs ever told me?â
Jenn laughs. âI never put two and two together until you mentioned your little agreement with him this morning,â she pauses, cupping your face. âAnd my sweet, innocent Barbie girl, he shoots heart eyes whenever youâre around.â She holds your chin, turning you in Jungkookâs direction.
Jungkook is leaning on the bar, attempting to find the perfect stance to appear cool, but he has no idea what to do with himself. He peers in your direction, catching your gaze, and quickly turns away, waving down the bartender.
She continues, âYouâve been with so many knockoff Kens that you were blind to the real one. Heâs a bit of a goofball, but he seems sweet, and like you mentioned today, heâs always around when youâre in need.â
What if your decision was a mistake? Would it be too late to change your mind? You were sure Jungkook had already moved on after being rejected.
You watch while Jungkook drinks somethingâyou figure it's vodka. A shot for yourself seems enticing, simply to settle your anxieties.
Your birthday is supposed to be filled with joy, laughter, and celebration, not you being torn between two great guys.
The party is in full swingâthe musicâs blaring, friends laughing, chattering, drinking away. Everyone has arrived except for the one person you've been looking for: Namjoon.
You giggle when you scan the room and see Hoseok and Jungkook dancing in the corner. When your eyes catch him, he gestures for you to come dance, but you havenât had enough alcohol to make a fool of yourself.
He sprints to you, grabbing your hand and dragging you along. âYou need a drink before you dance, huh?â
Your lips thin, and you think, how does he know you so well?Â
You nod and follow him from behind. You stare blankly as his hands are loosely intertwined with yours. Heâs leading you through the crowd, letting go once youâre at the barâs counter.
âDo you still want that pink drink thingy you had earlier?â
âSurprise me,â you say.
âTwo Pink Cadillacs, please,â he says to Jin.
As Jin gets to work on your drinks, Jungkook makes small talk to kill time.
âAre you having fun?â he asks, standing before you. He sways to the song's beat, grinning from ear to ear.
Youâd have more fun if you werenât thinking about him and Namjoon all night. Considering that Namjoon hasnât even shown up yet, you appreciate that Jungkookâs a sweet and caring friend.
âIâll be having more fun once I have this drink,â you say over the music.
âYouâre not having fun with me?â he jokes, holding out his hand for yours, and of course, you take it.
He draws you to him, makes you twirl around, and then dips you. A slight squeal escapes your lips when you come back up.
Jungkook chuckles. âSorry, Iâve always wanted to do that.â
âNo, IâmâIâm having a good time,â you answer his previous question.
âAre you sure? It looks like somethingâs on your mind,â Jungkook notes. "You can always talk to me, you know."
Even after breaking off your agreement, he's still willing to be a good friend to you. How'd you get so lucky with someone like him?
"I know," you smile, draping your arms around his neck.
"Two Pink Cadillacs."
You break away from him, grabbing your drink. The two of you sip on them, watching the crowd.
"Jungkook, one. Hot sexy neighbor, zero," Jenn whispers in your ear before walking away.
You clench your jaw and narrow your eyes at her. Itâs been an hour, and Namjoon is still nowhere to be seen. Maybe something came up. Things happen. You get it.
"What's going on with Jenn?" he asks.
"Nothing," you reply as you move to stand before him. "You know how she is."
Jungkook takes another sip of his drink. âHey, can I talk to you about something?â
Your eyes widen and flick to him. Have you been obvious about whatâs on your mind?
âYeah, of courseââ you say before a hand slides on the small of your back. You turn to see the man whoâs been MIA, Namjoon.
âHey, birthday girl. Iâm sorry Iâm late! It was a lot harder to find a pink outfit than I thought,â Namjoon chuckles, then he sees that he may have interrupted something. âOhâhey, man! Jungkook, right?â
Jungkook gives a small smile, and you mouth, âSorry.â
âCan I steal you away for a second?â Namjoon asks, and you oblige.
Namjoon takes your hand, ready to drag you off, but you stop and return to Jungkook. âCan we talk later?â
He nods. âYeah, of course. Itâs your birthday. Go have fun. Iâll talk to you later.â
Jungkook looks on as you and Namjoon disappear. You laugh when he says something, and Jungkook can hear itâyou always let out a tiny squeak, your shoulders bounce, and you cover up your mouth because you don't like how your teeth show when you laugh.
He rubs the back of his neck. Heâll have to find time to talk to you later.
Hoseok nudges Jungkook. âWhoâs that?â
Jungkook sips his drink and inhales sharply. âHer neighbor.â
âThey look pretty cozy to me,â Hoseok remarks. âGo say something before itâs too late.â
Itâs already too late, Jungkook thinks. Heâs lost you again. Whatâs the point if he tried with you and you didnât want him?
He chugs the drink and orders another round for him and Hoseok. He might as well enjoy the booze while he canâat least it would get you off his mind.
Jungkook's vision is blurred, speech slurred. Even though he sees double, his gaze is still fixed on you and Namjoon, following you wherever you go: the photo booth, the bar, the dance floor. Namjoonâs hands havenât left you, whether holding your hand or soft touches on the small of your back.
It should be him, he thinks, but heâs been turned down before. He couldn't imagine being rejected twice.
He leans on a high-top table, rhythmically tapping his fingers against it. A few of your friends drag you off to the photo booth for the umpteenth time tonight, and Namjoon is left waiting for you.
Jungkook waits and observes Namjoon, wondering why youâd choose Namjoon over him. He thinks he could take the guy in the boxing ring. Heâs too big and sluggish to move as fast as Jungkook. Indeed, he could knock Namjoon out with his right hook. But if itâs not a physical thing youâre looking for, then itâs an intellectual thing.
He shakes off the self-deprecating thoughts. Why doesnât he go over and chat the guy up? Get to know him. It wonât hurt to find out what kind of guy he is.
There's a queue of friends waiting to take individual shots with you, and you look over to check whether Namjoon is all right. You notice Jungkook approaching and breathe a sigh of comfort, knowing he'll keep Namjoon company.
Jungkook stands up tall when heâs beside Namjoon. âLavish party, huh?â
Namjoon turns to him and chuckles. âYeah, she went all out for her 30th.â He cracks his neck and adjusts his bright pink blazer.
âSince youâll be around, you should get used to it. ___ throws parties like this all the time.â
âShe does?â Namjoonâs eyes widened with concern.
Jungkook pouts and nods. âYou think this is bad? Last year, she rented a private island, and everyone who attended had to buy a plane ticket to her party.â
Namjoon gulps.
âManâand now that you guys are together. I'm wishing nothing but the best for you," Jungkook shakes his head. "The last guy was going through it.â
âLast guy? What happened to the last guy?â
Jungkook glances in your direction, then back to Namjoon. âOh, you guys havenât had that conversation yet?â
âWhat conversation?â
âLetâs just say there was a restraining order involved.â
Thereâs a look of relief on Namjoonâs face. âMan, that guy mustâve been a psycho.â
Jungkook shakes his head. âOh no, no, no. The restraining order was against her!â
Namjoon shifts his position, rubbing the back of his neck.
âTrust me, you donât want to get on her bad side. Once, she took a bat to a neighborâs car, thinking it was her boyfriendâs. Mind you, she was pretty drunkâand it was dark, but when she has an idea that youâre cheating on her, all hell breaks loose,â Jungkook tuts.
âOh.â
Jungkook chuckles. âAnd donât even get me started on her obsession with that one K-pop group, Seventeen. She practically has a shrine in her bedroom. Mingyuâs face is plastered on every square inch of her walls, and when they finally came on tour, she drained so much of her savings flying everywhere to see themâfront row, I might add.â
Namjoon clears his throat. âI think I need a drink,â he says.
âBut donât worry, man, youâll be fine!â Jungkook shouts as Namjoon walks away.
He lowers his head and rubs his face. He blames the alcohol for his stupidity. His string of lies is why you would never want to be with him.
Although Jungkook has spewed many lies to Namjoon, it doesnât scare him off. The two of you are like two peas in a pod. And when he sees Namjoon jet off somewhere, Jungkook swoops in, hoping heâll have a chance to talk to you before itâs too late.
âHey!â Jungkook says out of breath. âGoing home?â
âYeah,â you beam a warm smile. âIâm pretty wiped.â
âI can take you home, and then maybe we can talk?â
You nod. âMm, that sounds like a plan.â
Youâve always found it easy to talk to Jungkook. Even though he claims not to be good at chitchatting, he knows how to make you smile and laugh.
âDid you see Hoseok and Jenn trying to undress each other?â Jungkook chuckles.
âJenn claims she thought Hoseok was a Ken doll,â you giggle. âI donât know why they keep skirting around each other. They should date already.â
You two arrive outside your apartment. You unlock the keypad, leaving the door open. Turning back, you see Jungkook standing there. âAre you gonna come in or talk to me from out there?â you ask, shaking your head.
Jungkook walks through the door, closing it behind himself. He smooths down his pants and fixes the collar of his jacket. His gaze darts around the room as he prepares to say whatâs on his mind.
âCan I change, and then weâll talk?â
Jungkook nods, and you run off to your room.
With a heavy sigh, he takes a seat on the couch. He keeps shifting his weight, but nothing feels right. The sweat on his hands increases as the seconds pass by. He's never done it before, confessed his feelings.
Jungkook had rehearsed like he was up for a big audition but felt heâd stumble over his words and blurt out bleh-bleh-blahs.
You resurface a few seconds later, wearing an oversized t-shirt and what appears to be nothing underneath, but when you sit down, he catches a peek at your shorts.
âYou wanted to talk?â
âYeah, about us.â
You cocked your head to the side and raised an eyebrow. âUs?â
A knock on the door interrupts you. Your eyebrows knitted together, wondering who it could be this late at night. When you open it, you find Namjoon.
âHey! You left your phone at the restaurant,â he says. He acknowledges Jungkook as he steps in.
âOh, thank you! Ahâdonât leave yet! I have something to give to you, too.â You dash to your room, leaving Jungkook and Namjoon.
Thereâs a moment before Jungkook breaks the silence. He turns to Namjoon. âThat shirt sheâs wearing is from her ex-boyfriend. She sleeps in it every night because she misses him.â
Namjoonâs lips thin, and he nods.
âTrust meâyou should run while you can,â Jungkook says, shaking his head.
He points to the small Seventeen merch collection sitting on a shelf in your living room. âSee. Itâs cute and innocent until itâs not.â
âThanks for the heads up,â Namjoon says reluctantly as he turns away, trying to focus on other things until you return.
You leave your room with a bag, handing it to Namjoon. âI washed your shirt and bought you a new one too.â
âOh, you didnât have to,â he reaches for the shirt, taking it out.
âI know, but I felt bad about ruining it.â
Namjoon chuckles. "I like how you're giving me a gift on your birthday."
You wave off his comment. "It's nothing. Thanks for returning my phone,â you say, walking him to the door. âIâll see you later?â
He flashes a grin; his dimples etched deeply into those cheeks. You pull him down to kiss him on the cheek, barely catching the corner of his lips. You let it linger for a second longer, ensuring Jungkook can see it.
âBye,â you whisper, closing the door behind him.
You stand with your back facing Jungkook. Clenching your jaw and your fists, you huff a breath. Turning around, you stare at the one person you thought was your friend.
âThis is my ex-boyfriendâs shirt, and I sleep in it because I miss him?â you deadpan, folding your arms across your chest.
Your glare silences Jeon Jungkook, and his deer-in-the-headlights appearance implies guilt.
You scoff and shake your head in disbelief. âHave you been sabotaging all my relationships? Tell me the truth.â
You remember Jimin and Theo and how conveniently Jungkook had been there after each breakup.
Thereâs still no word from Jungkook. Heâs playing with the invisible hair on his chin before he stands. âYeah, but itâs only becauseââ
âBecause what!â you exclaim. Never in a million years did you think youâd be yelling at a good friend. âBecause you want to marry me? Why didnât you just ask me out, Kook?â
The nickname causes his heart to ache. His eyes darted to the floor, then at you. âBecause...â
You lean forward, waiting for his excuse, but he doesnât give you one. Youâre only met with silence.
âBecause youâre the kind of guy who lies and manipulates to get what he wants? Didnât really think you were that kind of person.â
âIâm notââ
âYou are! If you cared about me, you wouldnât go around spreading lies. And to think I was going to marry you? Godâyou must think Iâm fucking stupid.â
"No, I don't think that at allâ" he counters, taking a step toward you, and you take a step back.
Licking your lips, you play with your bottom lip. "IâI don't even know who you are anymore."
"I'm the same person you met two years ago," he says. Jungkook steps toward you again, reaching out for you.
"Don't touch me," you warn. "Don't you ever talk to me again," you say, avoiding his gaze. "You should go, Kook."
Jungkook walks past you. He makes his way to the doorâand when it shuts, you flinch.
Approaching your 30s, you figured youâd be crying because youâre likely to have a mid-life crisis and not because one of your good friends has lied to you for the last couple of years.
Jungkook has misled you throughout the week. You donât know whatâs real and whatâs not anymore.
Your heart aches from the pain. Why did this hurt more than a breakup? You trusted him, even considered marrying him and spending the rest of your life with him. How could you be so naive? Maybe it was your distorted perception of love and relationships, and thatâs how you ended up in this situation.
Maybe it's your fault and no one else's.
sunday.
Itâs early. Too early for Jungkookâs taste.
Heâs been tossing and turning all night. Wishing he could redo the last two years. Wishing he couldâve been honest from the beginning. Wishing you didnât hate him right now.
Picking up his phone, he grumbles after seeing the timeâsix in the morning. Thereâs no way youâre up, he thinks. And thereâs no way youâll pick up his call either.
He assumes youâve blocked himâwants nothing to do with him and doesnât blame you.
The expression on your face is ingrained in his memory, and the lies he told are on a continuous loop. How would he win you backâif youâd let him, that is.
Itâs that point in the romantic movie where the love interest finds the courage to go for it. Jungkook has nothing else to lose at this point. Itâs now or never.
With your favorite iced coffee and pastry in hand, heâs ready to beg for your forgiveness. Beg for another chance to make things right.
Three knocks strike your door. No answer.
He gives it another moment before doing it again.
And nothing.
He pulls out his phone, searching for your contact. It rings several times and goes to voicemail. At least you didnât block him, he thinks.
Should he wait here all day? In hopes youâll leave your apartment?
Unless Namjoon has seen you or knows your whereabouts.
Jungkook figures, why not? What does he have to lose? Heâs already lost his dignity.
Another three knocks, only this time itâs on Namjoonâs door. A few moments later, the lock unlatches, and the door opens.
Namjoonâs eyes widened at the sight of Jungkook. âOh, hey. Whatâs up?â
âHey. Have you seen or heard from ___?â
He shakes his head. âSorry, man. I havenât.â
The corners of Jungkookâs lips turn down, and he nods. âFuck,â he mumbles, lowering his head. He turns on his heel, ready to leave.
âHey, Jungkook?â
He turns back and hums.
âIf you like her, be honest with her,â Namjoon says.
Jungkook rubs the back of his neck. âDid ___ tell you?â
Namjoon chuckles and shakes his head no. âI figured you were lying when you said she made everyone fly to a private island. She mentioned that sheâs never flown before. So I put two and two together, and it was hard to ignore all the glares you gave me at the party.â
Jungkook closes his eyes, lowering his head. âIâm so sorry about all the lies I told you. None of them were trueâexcept maybe the Mingyu thing. She does have an obsession with that guy.â
He clears his throat. âIâm sorry about coming between you two. But itâs no wonder she likes you. You have your head on straight, unlike me.â
A grin sweeps across Namjoonâs face. âItâs okay. I get it, man. Iâve been there beforeânot the lying, but Iâve been head over heels for someone. ___ is cool, and you seem like a good guy. JustâŠdonât give up on her, okay?â
Jungkookâs eyebrows knit together in confusion. âWhat about you guys?â
âHuh? Me and ___?â Jungkook hums. âWeâve been out on one date, and youâve known her forâŠ?
âTwo years.â
âYou have more history with her than I do.â
âYeah, but you didnât tell lies.â
Namjoon steps forward, placing a hand on Jungkookâs shoulder. âYouâd be a fool to give up now. Trust me, you donât want to live with the what ifs and what could have been.â
âUm, here,â Jungkook says, handing Namjoon the iced coffee and pastry bag. âI donât want it to go to waste.â
He bids Namjoon goodbye, and as heâs driving home, he stares off into space, pondering Namjoonâs words.
What if you never want to talk to him again? What if he loses you?
He only wanted his chance with you; whenever he gathered the courage to do so, someone always came into the picture before him. Heâs realized how much his lies caused more harm than good. He was cheating his way into your heart, which is unfair to you and him.
You peek out when the elevator doors open, ensuring the coast is clear. You've seen the missed calls and texts but needed more time to be ready to face Jeon Jungkook. That's why you've been hiding out at Jenn's all day. But alas, you had to go home and face your fears.
Your door accidentally slams when you go in. Shit.
Itâs not like Jungkookâs been waiting around for you, right? Though, you didnât want to make it known that you were home.
Not even ten minutes after youâve arrived, thereâs a knock on your door. Peering through your viewfinder, you check if the coast is clear and unlock your door. You grab Namjoon's hand, pulling him into the apartment.
"Whoaâmiss me that much?" he jokes, setting down the iced coffee and pastry bag.
"What's that?"
"Jungkook dropped it off this morning, but you weren't here. Have you been hiding?"
You lower your head. "Yes."
Namjoon licks his lips. âHeâs in love with you, you know?â
You ignore the coffee and pastry bag and sit on the couch. âItâs a weird way to show that you like someone by lying and sabotage.â
âI think itâs cute,â Namjoon chuckles, sitting beside you.
Disbelief is written all over your face: eyes wide, brows lifted, jaw open, which only makes him laugh harder.
âYou gotta give the guy some credit. He went out of his way to make sure youâd say single so he could finally have his chance with you. That sounds like dedication to me.â
âIs this a weird âguy code?â Am I missing something?â
He shakes his head. âI get where heâs coming from. Does it suck that he lied instead of saying what he wanted? Yeah, but maybe he didnât know how to say it because he feared heâd say nonsense in front of you. I know the feelingâwhere you like someone so much, youâre afraid of looking dumb.â
You ponder Namjoonâs words, sipping on your iced coffee. âYou seem chatty. Does that mean you donât go dumb around me?â you ask dryly.
Namjoon laughs. âI get butterflies and excitement every time I walk out my door, hoping Iâd bump into you.â
âBut?â
âBut you should figure things out with Jungkook, and then weâll go from there.â
Itâs sillyâthe glow-in-the-dark stars that are plastered on your ceiling. Half of them threaten to fall, and the other half are stuck on so tight itâll take off the paint.
âYouâve never had glow-in-the-dark stars before?â Jungkook asks. âLetâs get some.â
The only reason why theyâre up there in the first place is because of him. Jungkook was comforting you after your breakup with Jimin.
You throw your duvet over your head, screaming into it. How could you have been so blind? So stupid? How are you supposed to face him again with your friend group? Or alone?
This past week was perfectâat least, you thought it was. But youâre second-guessing every interaction, every conversation, every laugh, every touch.
If you hadnât met Namjoon, could you have fallen in love with Jungkook?
The more you thought about it, the more you hated that you were falling for him. Maybe Namjoon was just an excuse not to explore a relationship with Jungkook. Maybe you didnât want to ruin your friendship, but then again, what did it matter because itâs been sabotaged by Jungkook himself?
How would you get out of this mess?
monday.
A notification ding shows up on your phone.
[ Tattoo appointment - 6 PM ]
Shit. You completely forgot about your tattoo.
You go through your text messages, finding the Instagram profile of Kai, whoâs supposed to tattoo you. You frown when you see a cancellation fee and that the cancellation shouldâve been done two days before the appointment. Now, you have to mentally prepare yourself for getting your first tattoo.
The recommendations on your YouTube only show videos of âhow much does getting a tattoo hurt.â You know the pain that goes into a needle puncturing your skin. The question was, how high was your pain threshold?
When you walk into the shop, a bell chimes. Itâs in pristine condition, as one would expect from a tattoo parlor. Youâre greeted by a girl dressed in a black latex v-neck top. A sunray heart tattoo sits right on her chest.
âHi, I have an appointment with Kai.â
She clicks through her computer and beams a warm smile. âFor ___?â You nod. âIs Jungkook coming too?â she asks.
âOh no. I donât think so.â Was he planning on getting something, too? You didnât think heâd show after everything went down.
âKai is finishing up with a client, and heâll come get you when heâs ready.â
You flash a small smile, taking a seat in their lounge. Youâre picking at your nail beds and bouncing your leg. Youâre trying to focus on anything other than what will happen soon.
A light noise of whirring fills the room. You close your eyes, concentrating on your breathing. Itâs a small tattoo. Thereâs nothing to be afraid of, you think.
A part of you wishes Jungkook was here to hold your hand like he said he would. It's dumb even to want him to be here. But after spending so much time with him this past week, you admit you miss him.
"Iâm ready for you,â Kai says.
You take a deep breath and follow him to his workspace.
âNervous?â he asks.
âYeah, itâs my first tattoo.â
âYouâll do great. I know it,â Kai smiles, sitting at his desk. He grabs his iPad. âOkay, what are we getting today?â Kai asks.
âUm, I turned 30 yesterday, so I wanted to get the birth flower for September,â you say, showing him the inspiration photos.
âAh, Happy Birthday,â Kai grins. âBirth flowers are a great choice. Any idea where you want it and the size?â
"On the back of my neck, I don't want anything too big. Two to three inches."
"Ohâa woman who knows what she wants. There was no hesitation," Kai teases. "Coolâso, I'll sketch out a few options, and then we'll go from there. Sound good?"
You press your lips together and nod. As Kai's working on your sketch, you stroll around his workspace, looking at the illustrations hung up. There's traditional and fine line art, and you recognize a drawing of a snakeâit looks like the one Jungkook has on his arm.
âSee anything else you like?â
âI, um, recognize some of your work. Youâve tattooed my friend, Jungkook,â you note, turning back to look through more of Kaiâs sketches.
Somehow, your nerves have finally calmed down. The whirring noise from the tattoo gun is like white noise to you, drowning everything out. Youâre lost in the intricate detailing of the drawings. Tattooing is true art, you think. But instead of a traditional canvas or paper, itâs forever inked on someoneâs skin.
âOkay, let me know what you think of these.â Kai shows you the iPad with a few flowers drawn out.
âYouâre so quick,â you comment as you review your options. âLetâs go with this one.â You love how delicate and dainty the tattoo looks.
âIf you need a break at any time, just let me know,â Kai gives a warm smile. âI apologize for the weird positioning, but Iâll need you to lay on your stomach, and your head will hang off the table.â
Your lips thin when you catch his gaze. You remove your zip-up hoodie and place it on a chair with your bag. Kai prints the design on transfer paper, putting the placement on the back of your neck. He hands you a mirror, ensuring itâs in the correct spot.
âAlright, letâs do this,â he says.
Once youâre on the table, the once-soothing noise of the tattoo gun flips a switch, and sweat builds up in the palms of your hands. The blood rushes to your head as your head is hanging off the table. You can see Kaiâs feet as he steps on the foot pedal, ensuring his equipment works correctly.
You take a deep breath, trying to exhale fear and anxiety, but nothing works. The tattoo gun sounds closer, and the needle inches away from you. Your fists clench up, and you close your eyes, hoping itâll be over quickly.
You can feel the latex glove on your back as Kaiâs ready to outline the design. You can do this, you think.
With eyes still closed, fists clenchedâyouâre ready.
The shop's bell chimes again, but youâre too focused on this needle about to prick your skin. You can feel another presence. Their warmth is radiating on you. You figure itâs just the girl from the front, so you donât bother to open your eyes.
Your fist unclenches, and not because of your own doing. Itâs whoever is beside you. Opening your eyes, you see a pair of black motorcycle denim tucked into leather stomper boots.
âHeyâmy man,â Kai stops and acknowledges. âGood to see you, Jungkook.â
âHey,â Jungkook replies. âSorry, Iâm late.â
âNah, youâre right on time. We just started. Iâm sure ___ appreciates you being here,â Kai notes, returning to tattooing you.
You didnât want to admit it, but having Jungkookâs presence was comforting. A part of you wanted to be stubborn and pull your arm away, but considering that a needle was piercing your skinâit wasnât a good idea.
Jungkook laces his hand with yours; his thumb lightly grazes over your skin. He leans forward, whispering, âHi.â
Youâre unsure if the shiver running through your spine is because of the needle or Jungkook.
While lying on this tattoo table, youâre at war with yourself. An angel on one shoulder tells you to stay strong and not give in because heâs holding your hand. The devil, on the other hand, is telling you youâre a simp and canât resist when a man is fawning over you.
You hate that the devil is right, and youâre even considering Namjoonâs words, âYou gotta give the guy some credit. He went out of his way to make sure youâd stay single so he could finally have his chance with you. That sounds like dedication to me.â
Was it dedication or delusion?
You wonât lie. Youâve done questionable things when it came to love, too, so you couldnât blame Jungkook. Maybe you should hear him out and see what he says for himself.
Youâre silent, letting Kai do his thing. He and Jungkook chit-chat about life and future tattoos. The buzzing mechanical hum from the tattoo gun is constant and annoyingâyouâre growing numb to it like youâre growing numb to the pain.
But Jungkookâs touch? It makes you tingle. Youâre keenly aware of how his thumb strokes against your knuckleâthe constant squeezes, reassuring your anxiety when the pain shoots down your spine.
Through the years, thatâs what Jungkookâs always beenâhe soothes your pain.
Maybe heâs responsible for your current pain - the shattered relationships and this tattoo youâre getting, but he always has a back-up plan: himself. Heâs the shoulder to cry on, the hand to holdâthe constant, consistent one who shows up repeatedly.
Heâs confusing but calming, and youâre annoyed at how much you donât mind his touch. Your breathing slows, and your shoulders relax as you sink into the cushioned table.
âAlmost done,â Kai notes.
That was fast. Fifteen minutesâtops.
Kai finishes cleaning the tattoo, and after you stand up from your awkward position, youâre face to face with Jungkook. Once again, Jungkook resorted back to his favorite color: black. Heâs in an oversized long-sleeve shirt and jeans, and thereâs a silver chain adorning his neck.
His doe eyes twinkle and the corners of his mouth curve up. âThe tattoo looks good on you,â he says softly. âDo you wanna see?â
Even with a mirror, the placement makes it hard to see the finished product. You grab your phone, open the camera app, and hand it over to Jungkook. You turn around, facing the mirror, holding up your hair. You catch Jungkookâs gaze and look away. His hand gently touches the nape of your neck, removing a stray hair. He snaps a few photos, handing your phone back.
âIt looks beautiful on you.â
You mumble a word of thanks, grabbing your things, attempting to flee from his presence.
Pulling out your wallet to pay for your tattoo, you head to the front, but the girl stops you.
âJungkook already paid,â she says.
The nape of your neck warms up, and your nostrils flare. You nod at the girl. Bumping into Jungkook on the way out, you stuff your wallet back into your bag, and Jungkook follows you, catching up.
âWhy did you do that?â you ask, glaring at Jungkook.
"Because it's your birthday present. I couldn't let you pay for it."
You narrow your eyes, giving him the once over. âWhy? So you can tell the next guy I date how we have matching tattoos and scare him off?â you retort, brushing past him.
Jungkook cards his hand through his hair. âCome on, thatâs not fair,â he shouts, running after you again.
He calls out to you, making you stop in your tracks. Turning around, you breathe a heavy sigh. âYouâre right. It's not fair,â you give him a wry smile. âBut doesnât it sound like something youâd say? Mr. Liar Liar Pants on Fire.â
The third time must be the charm because heâs chasing after you again.
âHey, can we talk, please?â he implores as his eyes scan your face.
You zig-zag around him.
He repeats by running and standing in front of you. âYou canât avoid me forever.â
âWatch me,â you retort, attempting to flee again.
Jungkook holds his hand up. âJust hear me out, and if you never want to talk to me again after that, then so be it."
You huff. âOnly if you drop me off at home,â you say, crossing your arms. You donât feel like taking the subway; itâs the least he could do.
With hands in your lap, youâre waiting for Jungkook to say something, but heâs as quiet as a mouse. Heâs missed two exits and been driving in circles, going past your apartment complex for the fourth time. You wouldnât be surprised if a police car starts following you, considering how suspicious the two of you look.
You canât take it anymoreâthe endless dancing around this conversation. âI thought you wanted to talk?â you ask as your eyes flick in his direction for a moment.
He straightens his posture, gripping the steering wheel and focusing on the road. "I'm, uh, Iâm sorry for telling all those lies. It was stupid of me. I shouldâve been honest with you from the beginning.â
You bury your face in your hands before turning to him. âIf you liked me, why didnât you tell me?â
You had come up with many scenarios in your head and thought back to your conversations and interactions with him. Jungkook had so many chances to say something, but he never did.
Jungkook shrugs and looks at you briefly before returning to the road.
âItâs easy being your friend, but to be your boyfriend? That scares me.â
You get it. Opening your heart, being vulnerable, and giving your everything to one person is terrifying. Sometimes, it feels like days, months, and years are wasted with one person when it doesnât work out.
âScared youâd screw it up?â you ask, turning to him.
Jungkook hums as he pulls up to your apartment complex.
With a sigh, you admit, âYou were on your way to being a pretty good boyfriend.â
You hate that you found him so sweet and cute, even after everything thatâs happened.
âI was?â he questions with widened eyes and turns off the ignition. He shifts to face you.
âYeah,â you chuckle. Your hand lingers on the door handle. âWalk me up?â
The two of you are on opposite sides of the elevator. Jungkookâs leaning on the metal bar behind himself with his legs crossed in front of him.
He hangs his head before looking up at you. "What if I had been truthful from the beginning? Do you think we wouldâve been together?â
You press your lips together and shake your head. âI donât know, Kook. I guess weâll never know.â
When the elevator arrives at your floor, it chimes, and you exit, and Jungkook follows. You stop outside your door, watching as Jungkook leans his shoulder against the wall, facing you.
You can tell when something is brewing in Jungkookâs mind. Youâve been friends long enough for you to notice some tendencies.
With an eyebrow lifted and his tongue poking through the inside of his cheek, heâs ready to lay something on you. He licks his lips, eyes flick to yours.
âTell me you donât feel the same way,â he says.
You can feel your stomach somersaulting when he doesnât break eye contact. Your heart rate rises as you work harder to pump more blood than usual.
There were small, fleeting moments where you could picture yourself with him: weekend mornings with breakfast in bed and late-night cuddles on the couch.
âIâm trying my hardest not to feel something,â you confess. As much as he was scared to screw it up, so were you. Youâve never dated a friend. Youâve met all your ex-boyfriends through mutual friends. Youâve built fantasies of what a perfect boyfriend and relationship should look like, and Jungkook wasn't perfectâbut neither were you.
Jungkook moves closer. âSo you like me too?â His eyes dart from your parted lips to your eyes.
âI donât not like you,â you say softly, stepping forward as you play with his silver chain.
"So where does this leave us?" Heâs searching your face for an answer.
As always, your heart is at war with your head. The sensible thing to do is to stay friends. The foolish thing is to see how this could pan out. What if you could get your happily ever after?
"What would you do if I was yours?" you ask.
"If you were mine?"
You hum.
"If you were mine, I'd spend every waking minute with you. Asking anything and everything that comes to mind. I want to know what makes you happy and sad. I want to know what you love and hate. I want to know everything your heart desires." Jungkook eliminates the distance. "I'd pepper you with kisses all dayâon your neck, cheeks, forehead, lipsâeverywhere,â he says softly as his eyes never leave yours. "If you were mine, I'd never lie to you again. I'd love you with every breath and never let you go." Heâs eye to eye with you, hands cupping your face. âI wanted you from the moment I saw you. I was an idiot for not saying anything sooner. But if this is the only time I could be with you, I'll take it."
You gulp. Jungkookâs saying all the right things, everything a girl could want. You hate it. You hate that youâre a sucker for heartfelt moments and love confessions. Neverending cartwheels occupy your stomach. The little gymnast in there is going for the goldâdoing back flips and leaps; thereâs no way to stop them. Your heart beats faster for him than for anyone elseâeven more than Namjoon.
All it took was a silly agreement and a few lies to make you realize you didnât want a perfect boyfriend or relationship. Forget getting married by a certain age. Forget the expectations of you instilled by society. This boy was a bit messy, a bit ruined, but a beautiful disaster.
Whatever it looked like, you wanted him.
You take another second to look at him because what you want to say next will change your friendship.
âKiss me,â you say softly, your gaze dropping to his lips.
âAre you sure you want me to kiss you?â
You nod.
If thereâs one more thing to add to Jungkookâs list of fearsâitâs ruining your friendship.
âI wonât be able to stop if I do,â he whispers.
Restless is how you would describe Jungkook. Restless when it came to telling your exes lies. Restless in his ability to sit still. Restless as he chews on his bottom lipâit could be how he incessantly licks his lips or just lacks hydration. Youâve never noticed before how badly he needs chapstick.
But Jungkookâs within touching distance of your lips, and all you can think about is how much he needs chapstick. Your sweet peach one, you think.
Maybe you should offer him some.
âThen donât.â
Itâs slow and gentle when he kisses you. Heâs taking his time. Thereâs no urgency. No tongue, no hands beneath your shirt, or roaming your body. Nothing like that.
Itâs like heâs been waiting so long to do this. Itâs like heâs forgotten any other mouth existed but yours. Youâll forget your name or where you are when you finally break away from his lips.
He consumes every thought you have, and this is what you were afraid ofâthat youâll become addicted to his kisses. Youâre unsure how long you can stand before he has to carry you to bed.
His breath is warm and sweet. You love him breathing life into you and taking it away over and over. Your hands curl into his shirt, tugging him as close as possible. Tilting your head, you open your mouth to catch more air before kissing him again. Lips upon lips are discovering each other.
Jungkook pulls away, his nose nudging yours. He kisses the corner of your mouth and your cheek. Heâs on his tippy toes, kissing your eyelids, then your forehead.
âOkayâdonât stop,â you say, breathless, reaching for another kiss. âItâs for scientific reasons.â
He chuckles. âAre you researching how long someone can go without breathing?â
âMmhm.â You reach again, but he pulls back, making you pout.
âYou didnât answer my question from earlier, âWhere does this leave us?â he asks.
You realize he wonât kiss you until you answer him. You cock your head to the side. âI like you, but it will take a minute for me to trust you again.â
Jungkook nods. âMm, I get that. SoâŠ?â
âSoâwe should take this slow and see where it goes.â
He sucks in his lips, trying to suppress a smile. âWhat about Namjoon?â
The two of you hear someone clearing their throat, and you look in their direction as they appear from the hallway. Itâs Namjoon, giving you a quick wave.
âSorry, I didnât want to interrupt,â he says as he walks to his door. âI saw you guys when I turned the corner, but then I ducked back into the hallway, waiting for you toâŠfinish.â Namjoon presses his lips together into a smile.
You turn to Jungkook. âIâll be one second.â
With a sprint in your step, you head toward Namjoon. âIâm so sorry you saw that.â
Namjoon laughs. âWhy are you sorry? I knew I didnât have a chance against Jungkook. I was waiting for you to realize you wanted to be with him.â
Your eyes widened. âYou knew?â
His eyebrows raise, and he nods. âMmhm.â He leans forward. âWe had fun, but look at the guy.â Namjoon glances at Jungkook. âI wouldâve felt like the back-up until you two got your shit together. You donât have to worry about me. Goâheâs waiting for you.â
âThanks Namjoon.â A sense of relief rushes over you, and youâre thankful he understands.
Returning to Jungkook, youâre no longer looking at your back-up plan. Heâs the one you want to wake up next to, the one you want to laugh with, smile withâheâs become your first choice.
He extends his hand for yours. âSo, should I get my tux pressed?â
You deadpan.
âWeâre practically engaged now, right?â he jokes before leaning in for a kiss.
You press your finger into his taut chest, pushing him away. âBe fucking for real, Jungkook. Weâre going inside and watching my favorite rom-comâWhile You Were Sleeping, so you can see the consequences of how lying gets you in trouble.â
âOh, I love that one! It's the one where she pretends to be engaged to the guy in a coma, but she falls for the brother?â
You slowly turn to him, mouth agape. âYou really have seen a lot of rom-coms, havenât you?â
âI may have learned a thing or two from them.â
âYeahâlying!â You scold him as you enter the apartment. The two of you continue bickering back and forth.
Who knew youâd be living in a romantic film of your own?
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*screams* paaasi! Can we take a moment and talk about seggsy time big BIG beefy men?? >///< (like Toji ,or Taiju or any big chonky man)
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#mlist #selfship commissions #liawot
âa/n: OH YOU KNOW I LIKE MY MEN BEEFED UP SJSKSDJSDHJSSJSJ. OKAY HERE WE GO
âcw: gn!reader, really rough sex but they are softie for you, mating-press, full-nelson, giving head, gagging, throat fucking, cumming on face, dirty talking, nickname(cocksleeve)
â Toji, Sukuna, Reiner, Uzui, Barou, Bokuto, Taiju, Yami, Shunsui, All might.
Big Beefy Men who know they are so fucking big and take pride in it. They will act as if they don't have that big dick because they would like to hear you moaning and complaining how you are struggling to take it in.
Big Beefy Men who can anytime just pick you up and fuck you into oblivion, as there cock digs deep inside you, as the skin vigorously slaps when they slam you down.
Big Beefy Men who pick you up by the waist, place both your thighs on each of their shoulder, and eat you out in the air because you told them you're insecure about your weight.
Big Beefy Men who put all the heavy weight of their thighs on you when they fuck you in mating press, so you can really feel how bad they want to devour you. How deep they want to go
Big Beefy Men who have big boobs and let you lick it, maybe even suck it as you ride them. They were flustered at the first time but now just have the biggest smile when they see how much you enjoy it.
Big Beefy Men who love to see the sight ouf your pretty face, when your mouth tries to fit their big cock, but all you can take it was half so now your cute lips are set just past their head.
But
Big Beefy Men who also grab a fistful of your hair and guide you until it reaches your throat and has you gagging with tears brimming your cheeks. They still love you. However, you look so so sooo fucking cute with your tearful eyes and their fat meat in your mouth, with a drool stained face. Oh they love to cum all over that pretty face and make more mess.
Big Beefy Men who are literally sculpted and made for Full Nelson. They can easily take your weight, as you watch their big cock going in and out in you. It so lewd. So nasty. And it turns you on. So they goe ahead and embarrass you more with whispering "Oh this turns you on, doesn't it? Fuck! Look at you not even looking away for a sec. You like being my cocksleeve, don't you, baby? Baby, you're so fucking dirty."
At last,
Big Beefy Men who take care of you after a really rough night and threaten your boss to give you a three holiday so you can get plenty of rest while they cook you nice meals, shower you with kisses and cuddles, not letting you touch any chore
#toji x reader#sukuna x reader#bokuto x reader#taiju x reader#barou x reader#toji smut#sukuna smut#bokuto smut#all might smut#barou smut#taiju smut#uzui x reader#uzui smut
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picnic date with Leon đ„ș
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re2!leon kennedy x f!reader
â a oneshot (request)
warnings: so much fluff itâs kinda gross, a little touching, mentions of sex, reader is female and uses (she/her) pronouns, leon is the best boyfriend ever and we love him for that, no physical description of reader except that she has hair, pet names (baby, sweet girl, etc.) based heavily on love by lana del rey (leon is lana coded bc i say so).
âshe didnât know what else to expect to her already worse work week, besides the papers that always seemed to pile up on her desk and swarm her like a colony of hungry bees. she hated her job, wanted to slap her boss and her co-workers. so how could this week get any worse? she thinks it will when her phone buzzes with a text from leon, only to find out if she wants to go on a picnic date this weekend. suddenly, her week just got better by a thousand percent.â
â or reader is having a terrible week and leon decides to spoil his favorite girl
an: thank you for the request, i loved writing something that wasnât pure smut for once. did include a little seggsy tho (i canât resist). gave my overworked brain a little vacation lol. i took your idea and ran with it, hope you enjoy <3
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she actually hated her boss. hated him.
aside from spilling coffee on herself this morning before she left for the office, she had a thousand reports on her desks and emails flooding her work inbox. her boss went on a rant about her work performance and the fact that he was almost using his superiority as a manager to make her feel belittled was enough to send her blood pumping through her veins.
but mindlessly, she tried to get through her day. taking deep breaths and trying not to freak out on her boss. only did her day get worse when she overheard gossip in the break room.
âi hear sheâs like some prude. her boyfriend only touches her when heâs drunk.â
she listens in on the gossip, pouring herself some coffee that hopefully wonât make its way onto her pencil skirt again. she wondered who they could possibly be talking about so openly in the middle of the day in the break room.
the other voice goes on, one of her coworkers that she knew from working here so many years, âthatâs not true. i know her personally. she told me sheâs waiting for marriage.â
her ears perk up at this, all the blood draining from her face, she knew they were talking about her now. her worst fears have been confirmed. she shouldâve never stupidly trusted someone she worked with to keep such information about her relationship with leon, private.
she felt so stupid. but they kept going and she kept listening. the other women who she didnât know opened her mouth again, âstill, how much of a prude do you have to be to wait until marriage? like just fuck and get it over with already. unless heâs uglyâŠâ
she feels anger rise in her like tsunami. leon? ugly? he could never be ugly. he was so fucking beautiful. how could this random woman even say that about her and her relationship without even knowing her? she kept her back turned and waited for the coworker she was more familiar with to say something.
âheâs actually quite a looker. shame she got her hands on him, if i had a man like that. i would fuck him until he couldnât see straight.â she fisted her porcelain coffee cup with white knuckles, almost fuming and waiting for steam to pour out of her ears. jesus, she wanted to smack this woman silly, she considered them friends and now she was just so openly bragging to another woman of the companyâŠthat she wanted to fuck her boyfriend of two years.
she fumed and briskly left the break room with her coffee, slamming the door to the room shut behind her as she briskly walked back to her office, trying to keep up a demeanor that was professional and meanwhile she was seething on the inside.
she finally reached her office and went inside, slamming the door as she rounded her desk and sat her cup of coffee down on it. she leaned her elbows on her desk, burying her hands into her hands.
she wanted to cry, this week had been terrible and today was one of the worst out of all of them. and she needed to manage to get through it until after tomorrow.
thanking god it was thursday, one more day and she wouldnât have to think of this place for a solid 48 hours. she took shaky breaths, trying to calm herself so she didnât cry at her desk at work. she was still fuming from hearing that conversation in the break room about her personal life.
eventually, her phone buzzed on her desk and she looked down at her phone. she sighs and shakes her head, praying itâs not another report or upset client. she canât handle anymore of that today, or this week for that matter.
she grabs her phone and looks at the contact, it was leon, she sighs in relief and smiles as she opens the text thread, looking at the screen.
LEON <3 : hey baby, just wanted to check in on my break. hope your doing okay, know itâs been a rough one for u.
besides wanting to cry at my desk all morning. first my boss says my reports are useless and utter shit. then i hear two of my coworkers gossiping in the break room about me like itâs no big deal. i hate this place, this week has sucked :(
LEON <3 : whoa, what? oh my god. are you okay? i know thatâs so stupid to ask considering everything u just told me butâŠgod. iâm so sorry.
no, iâm humiliated. i feel like stabbing my eyes out with my pencils at my desk. i hate this place, i hate everyone. minus u ofc <3
but seriously, i canât wait to get through tomorrow and just be done with this place. even if itâs for two days.
LEON <3 : hmmm, that reminds me. do you still plan on coming over on friday night?
uhhh, yeah. considering i havenât seen you all week. unless your canceling on me. which just makes me wanna cry more :,)
LEON <3 : oh god no, fuck that. i would never cancel on you baby. i just have an idea. and i was wondering if you would like it, considering how stressful and overwhelming your week has been.
iâm listeningâŠ.
LEON <3 : you still come over on friday night, you pack a change of clothes and we go for a picnic on saturday. i know a good spot. and plus, im a good cook.
you donât have toâŠ
LEON <3 : but i WANT too. i wanna make my girl happy after having such an awful week. you need this baby. donât bother arguing with me >:)
fineeee i suppose i could pack an overnight bag, stay the whole weekend at your place. go on a little picnic and ACTUALLY enjoy myself for once.
LEON <3 : thatâs the spirit my love :). donât worry, iâll take care of you this weekend. donât stress and donât worry. trust in your amazing boyfriend ;)
you are an amazing boyfriend. donât let that boost your already enormous ego though lol. god, i miss you so much. i canât wait to see you. :,)
LEON <3 : you only have a little less then 48 hours to go before you see my handsome face again. donât worry your pretty head baby, iâll make you forget all about this week. spoil the absolute shit out of you. <3
okay, i gotta get back to work before my boss comes in to belittle me some more about phone usage at work :,). iâll see you soon babe, i love you.
LEON <3 : see you soon beautiful girl, i love you too. gotta go bust some criminals lol. ttyl :)
she sighs in content, a lovesick grin on her features. she felt so much better, just talking to him through text even. it was enough to make her heart swell with love and forget all about the incidents this week.
she couldnât wait to see him on friday night, then go on a picnic on saturday like he promised. she needed him like air sometimes. and he had been pulling shifts so frequently at the station that she barely ever saw him.
it sucked, yes. but when they did get to see each other it was absolutely worth it. she knew that he was gonna stay true to his word like he always did. make her happy, spoil her and make her forget all about her sucky week at work.
she loved him so much, it was almost consuming sometimes. overwhelming to think that before she met him two years ago, she had never known love or that men like him could even exist.
god, she was praying for this weekend to come sooner. and hopefully, it would.
eventually she made it to friday, she managed to get through the day, working as hard as she could. she dealt with clients, dodged the lecturing of her boss and the gossiping of her coworkers.
she slipped out early, not really giving a fuck because all her work was finished as far as she was concerned. she had better places to be. like leonâs apartment for example.
she had packed an overnight bag that morning, watered her plants and made sure she had everything. she had kept her overnight bag stored in her car just so when she got off work, she could head straight over.
she sent him a text that she was off and she was heading over early, putting the car in reverse and leaving her works parking lot.
she drove down the familiar streets and roads until she made it to leonâs apartment, parking her car in the guest parking spot. she got out, grabbing her overnight bag and everything else she needed as she locked the car behind her.
she walked over to the gate to enter the complex, typing in the numbers and once it buzzed, she opened it and let herself in. she made her way up to the second floor, walking over to where his apartment was. she slipped her key to his apartment, unlocking the door and slipping off her shoes.
âbaby? you home?â she calls out as she drops her overnight bag by her shoes, dropping her keys on the coffee table. she looks around, she feels a buzzing in her hand where her phone is. she looks at the text from leon saying he was on his way home from his shift.
she sighed and looked around his apartment, looking down at the coffee table where she sat her keys in front of his couch. she saw something sticking out from in between the pages of a book he was reading. âwhat theâŠ?â she opened the book and looked in the book.
a piece of paper with scribbled writing over it, leonâs from what she recognized. she started to read the crumpled up piece of paper.
[READER],
ever since iâve known you, iâve loved you. iâve never wanted anyone more then iâve wanted you. iâm not just doing this in the hopes youâll say yes, iâm doing this with the intention that youâll let me love you for as long as weâre both alive.
iâm not doing it like this to be cliche, i know how much you think im corny. how hard i try to make sure youâre not laughing at me (even though i love your laugh more than anything.) i want you to know that i love you. i always have, i always will.
with that, will you please do me the honor of being my wife?
it would be my greatest achievement as man, as your boyfriend and future husband if youâll let me.
she feels her eyes well up with subtle tears, wiping at her eyes as she looked down at the crumpled up notebook paper with a small smile, even though the letter didnât say much, it said enough.
this was just more then a simple picnic, she knew now. why he was so keen on taking care of her this weekend. taking her out for a picnic tomorrow. she canât believe he wanted to marry her, she wasnât shocked but she wasâŠshe wanted to cry. it was almost like a dream come true.
she was about to re-read the note to make sure she wasnât dreaming until she heard the lock on his front door click. she scrambled to put the crumpled up piece of paper back into the book where she found it, effectively slipping it in and standing up straight just in time as he entered the door.
âhey, honey.â he says with a small smile, kicking off his shoes. he wore his police uniform still, all pristine in pale blue and navy. she swallowed and wiped at her eyes, âhey.â she shuffles towards him and wraps her arms tightly around him.
he noticed the sniffling and the watery eyes, he craned his neck down to look at her face that was pressed into his chest, rubbing his hands up and down her back in a soothing gesture.
âare you okay? your eyes are red.â he says softly, his voice dripping with such concern it just almost made her heart melt in her chest. she nods and squeezes her arms tighter around him, âiâm okay. i just missed you.â she lies a little, she did miss him, but that wasnât the true reason for the red eyes.
âokay, baby. itâs okay though, weâre gonna have a good weekend and your not even gonna think about work.â he says softly as he continues to rub her back up and down in a gentle gesture, smiling down at her with a soft grin. she nods, âokay, iâd like that.â she says with her cheek pressed against his chest, sniffling.
she knew she wouldnât think about work, work was the furthest thing from her mind right now. the only thing on her mind was the picnic tomorrow and the note she had found.
she knew he was going to purpose, she wasnât even trying to snoop, but now she knew. she loved him even more for it. if that was even possible.
the next day, the morning light would peak through the curtains of leonâs bedroom window. it casted both of them in a glow that was more then just a simple glow of the morning but a new day.
she loves waking up beside him, especially today when the promises of their future hang right over her head. a promise that heâs intending to keep.
she rolls over onto him as he lays on his back, giggling as she does. she presses a small kiss to his chest and then makes a path up to his collarbone, pressing a kiss to his neck. she felt herself growing more aroused by the minute.
she wasnât a virgin, she had dated plenty of shitty guys before leon. and it isnât like she didnât not want to have sex with him, they just decided to wait until marriage. but now that she knew he was going to purpose today, she forgot all about that little promise she made with him.
she presses her lips to his jaw, hearing him mumble something sleepily as she grins against his skin. she leans towards his ear, âwake up.â she mumbles as she moves her hips to sit on his covered dick in his boxers beneath the sheets. her panty clad frame gently moving her hips lightly against his as she adjusts.
she feels him slightly move again, moving in his sleep so she moves her hips more firmly on him again, feeling him grow harder against the fabric that separated them. he mumbles something and she pulls her face out of his neck, bracing her palms flat on his chest.
he slowly opens his blue eyes to meet hers, his dirty blonde hair messily on the pillow. she smiles down at him with a small grin, âmorning sleeping beauty.â she chuckles as she leans down to his face and presses a kiss to his lips.
his half-asleep frame is still waking up and trying to wrap his mind around everything. âwhat are you doing?â he chuckles with a lazy opening and closing of his blue eyes.
âwhat does it look like im doing?â she says with a small smirk, moving her hips again. he had no idea where this was coming from, they had agreed to wait until marriage and nowâŠ
she was straddling his waist, her wet core on top of his morning wood, there were the barriers between them but still, he could feel everything. she tilts her head innocently at him, his blue eyes looking up at her, âwhy are you soâŠ? whatâs gotten into you?â he says with a small furrow of his brows as he leans up on the bed, his elbows propped up behind him.
she bites her lip and looks at him, âwhy am i what?â she says as she bats her eyelashes at him, feigning innocence. he struggles and takes a shaky breath, âwhy are you likeâŠall over me? like, we didnâtâŠi thought you wanted to wait.â he manages to get out with another shaky inhale.
she sighs and rubs her palms over his chest, âi want you, iâve waited long enough. married or not, i want you.â she says with a small look, letting his blue eyes latch onto hers. she needed him to know she was serious, that this mattered.
she knew he was going to purpose soon anyways, so what was the big deal? thatâs what she thought anyways. she didnât see it as this huge thing, it would be their first time together. butâŠshe was ready.
âunlessâŠyour not?â she says with a small sigh as she looks down at him, her palms pressed flat on his bare chest as she looked down at him. he shook his head so fast, his hair flopping as he did, âno, i want it.â he replies as he looks up into her eyes.
âanything that you want from me, i wanna be able to give it to you. even this.â she hears him say as his blue eyes never stray from his gaze on her. she smiles widely and sniffles, âgod, i love you.â she whispers as she leans down and presses a kiss to his lips.
it starts slow, his hands holding onto her waist as the kiss grows more intense and passionate. her hips moving against his erection. she doesnât fear it now, not when she knows what will happen.
not when she can trust him. she knows heâs different, heâs not like the others. she wants to give him all of her, every single part. she wants to give him marriage, her soul, her body. she wants him to have it all.
so as the kisses and the touches escalate, she feels herself trusting in him, letting his love consume her body and mind in a way she had never known before. his kisses were like rain, falling on her skin and soaking there. his touch was like fire, spreading over her body.
it was beautiful, she couldnât wait to have him with her forever.
the picnic was beautiful.
leon, really knew how to make her forget about her shitty work week. whether it be a picnic, their first time having sex together earlier that morning, or the proposal that has yet to happen.
he really outdid himself. just like he promised, he had cooked and packed a lunch for them by a small pond in a park. it was about a 20 minute drive from his place, how she never knew it was there, she had no idea.
it was beautiful, some swans were in the pond swimming around with their babies, made her smile and think of how leon had made this so perfect without even trying. he spread out a blanket for them, sitting the food down in the picnic basket.
she brushes her hands over her purple sundress, looking at him as he sat down and began to spread out the food for them. âwow, baby. you really thought of everything didnât you?â she chuckles as she sits down next to him on the picnic blanket.
âof course, anything for my girl.â he says with a sweet smile in her direction as he gets wine out of the basket and two glasses. my girlâŠjesus, if heâs trying to make me melt, itâs working. she thinks as she watches him uncork the wine bottle, and pour them both red wine into the glasses.
âi know, you spoil me, leon. but stillâŠâ she trails off as she looks over at him, she reaches over the blanket and grabs onto his hand. she watches as the subtle breeze blows his dirty blonde hair over his blue eyes and his forehead.
he rolls his eyes playfully and scoots closer to her on the blanket, squeezing her hand back. âdonât argue with me. itâs in your best interest.â he says with a small lopsided smirk as he hands her one of the glasses of wine. she accepts and smiles back at him, sipping on the wine in her free hand.
âfine. i wonât.â she says with a small roll of her eyes, grinning at him as she swallowed the wine. letting it slide down her throat. they stayed in silence for a while, just enjoying the sounds of nature, the breeze that blowed softly and made the leaves rustle in the trees above them.
she let him dote on her a little more, still feeling that anxious bubbling in her stomach that had been occurring since last night. the note, the proposal that had yet to happen. she felt her body get amped up and she was trying not to give her hopes up.
she sipped on her wine, looking over at him as he stared off into the pond a little ways in front of them. she admired him like this, when he wasnât looking at her. he was deep in thought, in his head and she could almost see the gears turning in his mind.
âthank you, leon.â she says as she snaps out of her daze of staring at him. she didnât think she could ever not want to stare, admire him like a piece of art in a museum. he lets his head turn her way, looking directly at her, a gentle smile on his boyish features.
âno need to thank me. i wanted to do something special for you.â he says as he reaches across the blanket and rubs his hand over her bare knee. she nods and swallows more nerves, âi donât need to thank you, but im going to anyways.â she giggles.
he just shakes his head with a teasing grin on his face, he doesnât mind this. sitting here with her and knowing where itâs going. he almost feels like this canât be real, sitting here with her. the weatherâs perfect and this day is even better.
they continue to just sit together on the picnic blanket, eating and sipping on their wine. they just talk and snuggle up next to each other on the blanket.
eventually the sun starts to set, painting the sky in a beautiful pink and red hue. it almost looks like a painting and she watches it with almost admiration. he knows this is the time, the ring in his pocket burning a hole through his jeans.
she keeps her gaze trained on the sky, not even noticing that heâs staring at her with admiration. he swallows his fears, his nerves and everything that could potentially stop him from doing this.
âyour so beautiful, you know that?â he starts as he looks over her features. her gaze only temporarily looking over at him, a blush coating her cheeks. this isnât how he had planned it, but heâs gonna do this differently.
âof course you know that, i tell you all the time how amazing, beautiful and sweet you are. even to people who donât deserve your kindness.â he says as his blue eyes stay trained on her, she smiles and bites her lip in bashfulness.
she knows something is happening, but she lets it happen. she doesnât careïżœïżœïżœnot if itâs a promise to make her happy for the rest of their lives.
âyour the best thing thatâs ever happened to me,â he continues as he looks at her, turning his body a little towards her on the picnic blanket. the ring feels like an anchor in his pocket, keeping him tethered to the moment here with her.
âand i donât think iâll ever find anyone better then you, thatâs honesty. your the best thatâs ever going to happen to me.â he says as he looks deep into her eyes, her eyes blinking back at him as she feels her heart start to pound in her ribcage.
âand i would be a fucking fool if i went on another two years and didnât show you how much you mean to me.â he says as he fists the ring in his pocket. she feels her heart swell and her eyes water. the smile spreading on her face is the rare kind.
âwhat are youâŠ?â she says with a small look of disbelief on her face, her smile widening and the crystal of her eyes staring back at him.
he smiles with a small blink of his blue eyes that are now crystallizing over as well, he pulls his palm out of his pocket, opening it up between them to brandish a engagement ring.
she blinks her tears away, raising a hand over her mouth, trying to somewhat hide her shock. âleonâŠâ she looks between the ring in his palm and then his eyes. this was much better then what was written on that crumpled sheet of paper.
âi love you so fucking much, i would do anything for you, to you and with you. only if youâll let me, forever. please marry me. let me love you forever, let me wake up to you every morning. it would be the greatest honor i could ever have.â he says as he gestures the ring in his outstretched palm.
he looks at her with hopeful and love filled eyes as he does this. she doesnât even have words, she expected it. but not like thisâŠ
this was definitely better.
and he was the love of her life, she couldnât say no to him, not in a million years. she couldnât dream of turning him down. of declining his proposal because heâs her happiness. even from two years ago when they met to nowâŠ
her body and mind want him the same, love him the same. she knows it will never change. not when it comes to him and just everything he does for her.
âyesâŠâ she says as she sniffles away tears, feeling the breeze in the park billow her hair. the swans swimming idly in the pond in front of them. the sun setting in a beautiful sunset that paints the sky. he blinks at her, he doesnât think he heard her right for a second.
âdid you sayâŠ?â she laughs and looks at him, âi said yes. iâll marry you.â she says as she feels more tears leak down her flushed cheeks. he smiles widely and grabs her hand shakily, his face coated in tears of happiness too.
he slips the ring onto her ring finger and strokes his thumb over her knuckles. he slides his free hand up to cup her jaw, rubbing the tears that slid from her eyes. âoh god, i love you.â he says in a trance as he looks at her.
âi love you too.â she says back to him, catching him in his trance of looking at her. she feels the ring on her ring finger, making its home there. she feels like sheâs on cloud nine right now. he pulls her face towards him and presses a kiss to her lips.
she returns it and kisses him back, her hand, now ring clad, holds onto his face as she deepens the kiss. she doesnât think she could ever be happier then she was right now.
in this moment with him. not a thing matters and her mind and body are full of him. she feels so consumed by him and his love that she canât even explain it.
sheâll be wrapped in him forever and she canât bring herself to care if she is. because at least sheâs happy, happy and in love.
forever.
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Havenât I Loved You Well? | Aemond Targaryen x Velaryon!Reader (part two)
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Words: 2.8KÂ
Warnings: (18+ minors dni) angst, mentions of death, violence, marital problems
Notes: Iâm so manic rn I canât even decide if I like how the end of this turned out. I want to wrap this up but I donât think I know how to continue this without making it a full fledged fic, and I donât have the mental capacity to do another one of those right now. Anywho, I hope you enjoy this. I love you guys. Also Iâm sorry thereâs no seggsiness, mom and dad are fighting, their grandpa/father just died.
Part Two of Havenât I Been Good to You?
You stirred awake in the early hours to find the bed next to you empty and the faint sound of toddlers playing. Your hand smoothed over Aemond's side of the bed, your fingertips meeting cold and empty sheets. Your husband had been gone long before you had awakened. A deep sigh erupted in your lungs as you stretched your limbs, uncovering yourself and rising from the bed. Bare feet hit the cool stone floors as you reached for your silk, Velaryon Blue robe, slipping it over your thin white night shift and finding your woolen slippers under the bed.
A bright smile split your lips at the sound of your son's laughter in the adjoining chambers. You practically skipped to the sitting area, pulling the doors open to find the two silver haired boys playing with your handmaiden. When they finally spotted you, they jumped up with glee, running to tackle you.
"Mama!" Your youngest son, named Laenor after your father, had jumped into your embrace and twisted his arms around your neck. Aemon, your eldest boy, hugged your knees tightly.
"Good morning, sweet boys," you beamed, bending to place a soft kiss on little Aemonâs hairline. "How long have you been up? You should have woken me earlier."
"They've only just stirred, Princess." Brynna, your chambermaid, assured you softly. "I thought you could use rest in your condition."
"Mama," Aemon grabbed your hand in excitement. "We're playing Conqueror again! Come play with us."
You smiled sadly at his request. "I'm afraid it shall have to wait, my love," you squeezed the boy's fingers in comfort. "Your father and I have a council meeting this morning, and I must dress."
"Princess, Iâve been asked to deliver the message that all your engagements have been canceled for the day,â Brynna interrupted. âThe Queen has asked that everyone stay in their chambers.â
Your brow furrowed in confusion. âWell, where is my husband then?â
âI was told to inform you that the Prince has urgent matters to attend to and will return when he has finished.â
Something static is evident in the air, raising suspicion deep in your bones. You cling to any ounce of calm you have in you, as not to distress the children, breathing slowly. A forced smile reaches your lips, and you hope your sweet sons are none the wiser as you address them. âWhy donât you boys keep playing with Brynna, and Mama will join you after Iâm done talking to Ser Arryk, alright?â
The boys do as theyâre told happily, and you make your way to the door of your chambers, attempting to open it to no avail. Panic shoots through you as you pull at it again, bringing your shaky knuckles to wrap against the hard wooden door. âSer Arryk?â you call out, and youâre met with a moment of silence before the whirring of the lock before the door cracks open.
Itâs not the familiar face of Ser Arryk Cargyll youâre met with, but a man a bit shorter and stockier, with dark black hair and hard features. âPrincess,â He bows his head to you. âThe Queen has requested that everyone remain in their chambers until further notice.â âSo Iâve been told,â you affirm, confusion written all over your face. âWho are you? Where is Ser Arryk?â
âI am Ser Gyles Belgrave, your highness,â he says stiffly. âSer Arryk had very urgent matters to attend to, I have been tasked with guarding your apartments in his stead.â
Your hold in the groan of annoyance that threatens to unleash itself. âWell, everyone just has very urgent matters to attend to today, havenât they?
âIt appears so, Princess,â his tone is flat and unwavering as he addresses you.Â
âForgive my unusual lack of patience on this mornâ, Ser Gyles,â you sigh, closing your eyes as you briefly regain any semblance of composure you can manage. âMight you take me to see the Queen to find out what in the Seven Hells is going on, or at the very least to my husband.â
âIâm afraid I cannot do that, Princess.â
You furrow your brow. âYes, you can. Iâm a Princess of the Realm in direct line for the Iron Throne, and I have â very politely might I add â asked you to escort me to Queen Alicent at once.â
âIâm sorry, Princess,â he urges. âIt is a direct order from the Queen that you stay here.â
You huff out in frustration, your fingers tightening on the handle of the door until your knuckles turn white. âThank you, Ser Gyles,â you force the corners of your lips to curl into a synthetic smile. âYouâve been ever so helpful.â And with that you slam the door shut, pressing your forehead to the wood and breathing deeply to calm your nerves and trying to quiet your own nagging voice hissing in the back of your mind.
Itâs happening.Â
The King was in good spirits yesterday. He addressed the courts just last night, and was conscious and present all throughout dinner. He is fine. We have time.
Time is up.
Your mother and the Queen had reconciled their differences, toasted in each other's honor, embraced before the night had ended. Everything would be fine.
There will be no reconciling. Spool of green, spool of black. The cuts run too deep, the wounds have festered.Â
Where is Aemond?
Not even your love can save the noble House of the Dragon now.
âMama!â you snap out of your panic at the sound of your son's beckoning, your chest heaving in time with your labored breath.
âComing, my loves,â you call, swallowing the feeling of dread whirring deep in your chest, and putting on a brave façade as you face your sons.
It feels, for a moment, as if time freezes when your husband finally returns to your marital chambers that evening, his good eye heavy with empathy and guilt. You shoot up in your chair, the boys both looking up from playing with their model dragon figurines on the floor to their father. He doesnât have to say a word. The truth youâve been denying yourself since they locked you away is written clearly on his face.
âKepa!â The boys cry out as they run to jump into his arms, their fatherâs entrance being the most exciting event of the day.
âMy little princes,â he laughs, embracing them, the wear of the day's trials is hidden just underneath the surface of his smile. You wonder to yourself how many lives Aemond has lived today, what he had seen, what he had done.
Slouching back in your chair, you slide a hand over the swell of your stomach, the other coming to pinch the bridge of your nose.Â
Aemond tends to the children, answering their miles of questions and listening to their detailed accounts of make believe lands theyâve visited and play pretend battles theyâve fought during the day since theyâd been confined inside. Aemond takes the explosion of excitement from your boys steadily, with a kind of patience he didnât have for many others. The boys adore him. You adore him more than anything, and here you sat picking apart your husbands every move, trying to determine whether he was friend or foe.
The hour is late when Aemond finally gets the boys settled. You had not spoken a word to him, not touched him since he came back. You didnât join in as he read the boys a bedtime story. You didnât assist him as he carried their sleeping figures to their beds one by one. You hadnât moved from your spot in the lounge chair since. You werenât even sure you were real until Aemond was kneeling before you, his large hands engulfing yours as he pressed delicate, apologetic kisses to your palms, not yet daring to find the courage to meet your gaze.
You hold back the tears pricking at your eyes, swallowing the bile rising in the back of your throat. âTell me the truth of it, Aemond,â you manage, your voice pained and hushed.
He finally meets your hollow stare. âMy love, pleaseââ his voice is soft and desperate as his lips work their way to the skin of your wrists.Â
ââI just need to hear you say it,â you press, words wobbling from the threat of your unshed tears. âTell me what news of the King.â
He clasps your hands tightly in his, clinging to them like a prayer as he hangs his head low before you. âThe King is dead,â he rasps the words, silence filling the room in their stead. A strangled, guttural gasp forces its way through your lips, your eyes fluttering shut as hot tears finally fall freely. In truth you hadnât expected to be so shocked when news came of the Kingâs passing. Despite his faults, you loved your grandsire deeply, and though this day had long been lingering just out of sight, you never expected it to happen so suddenly. This felt wrong.
âSay it,â you snap, trying desperately not to fall apart before him. He didnât have to speak it, you knew in your heart what was coming next.
âMy father declared to mother on his deathbed, that it is Aegon who will inheritââ
You scramble to twist out of his grasp before he can even finish his sentence, but he clings to you, holding you in place and forcing you to look at him. âNoââ
â-- Aegon will be crowned before the masses tomorrow morning.â
You try your best to wriggle from his torturous warmth, grunting and hitting his chest as you attempt to push him away from you with all your might. âHow can you let them do this?â you wail. âYouâre liars! Traitors to the Crown!â âMy love, please,â Aemond begs as you cry out. âYou must understandââ
â--I must understand?â She barks a humorless laugh, silver hair clinging to her tear stained cheeks. âWhat is it that I am to understand? That you are no better than the rest of them? A liar? A traitor to our house and the realm? This is treason! Donât you understand the gravity of this?â
âIt was the will of the King,â he proclaimed, as you gave up your fighting out of pure exhaustion. âWith his dying breath, this is the succession he wished for. We have no choice in the matter.â
âYou expect me to believe that after twenty years of upholding and defending my mothers claim, the King relinquished the throne to your drunken, depraved, imbecile brother moments before his death with no one around to hear but your power hungry mother?â you snipe, face hardened with distaste. âI at least thought you to be a sensible man, husband.â
Aemond catches you off guard when he captures your jaw in his hand forcefully. âYou will watch your tongue, wife,â he snarls.Â
You had seen that familiar glint of anger in Aemondâs eyes many a time, you were no stranger to his fire. He was a man with a quick temper, it often didnât take much for him to unleash the fury of the dragon. You just never thought in all your years heâd direct it towards you.Â
You attempt a disinterested laugh, but it comes out as more of a whimper, your eyeâs glistening as they fan over his features in disbelief. âIs this what we are to become?â you whisper pitifully. âIs it true what they say, that I am wife to a cruel man? A man who has now fashioned himself a traitor. Perhaps I do not know you at all.â
His eyes flutter shut with shame, his stinging grip softening as he drops his forehead to meet yours, pulling you closer until you're practically on his lap. You donât fight him this time, exerting your strength proving to be fruitless. âYou are married to a man who loves you. A man who has been fighting all his life to protect you. You know me, you are the only person alive who truly knows me, and I love you with everything that I can give,â he tries, squeezing his eye shut tightly as he forces his next words out. âBut I have a duty to my familyââ
âI am your family,â you plead, taking his face in your hands. âOur sons are your family. That is your duty. What do you think they will do to us when war ensues?â
âI will keep you safe,â he promises, pulling back to hold your gaze. His expression is desperate, for what you donât know. Forgiveness? Submission? Blind Devotion? In your fury you could not muster any of it. âAnyone who dare harm you or our children is a fool.â
âYou are the fool for thinking that you could protect us from what is to come,â you interject, pressing your lips together. âNo one wins this war, and there will be war, Aemond. âEveryone knows what I am,â you donât say the word itself, but you can see he understands. Its venom is hissed towards you at every turn you take. Aemond holds his tongue as you brush his hair back over his shoulders, smoothing down the disheveled strands as you choke out the words, trying despairingly to get through to him. âIt is another doing that is not my own, one that I have suffered for everyday of my life. If this is where your loyalties will lie, husband, it is another price that I must pay.â
âThat is where your loyalties lie? You would crown the woman who placed that cloak of shame upon you,â he reasons.
âAs opposed to staying with the man who is practically handing his wife and children to the executioner himself?â
He whispers your name, only your name, softly and stoically like a prayer, and you continue your pleading. His face is held in between your hands, your lips peppering persuading kisses across his velvet skin.
âPlease,â you echo over and over. âDonât do this. You promised.âÂ
Aemond seems to snap out of your trance quite suddenly, pulling himself far enough away so that your prodding halts. His gaze lifts to yours, slower and more certain than before. Your heart clenches in your chest as he takes your wrists in his hands, pulling them away from his jaw.
Aemondâs tongue darts out to wet his lips. âThe decision is final,â he clears his throat, rising from the floor and leaving you behind on the cold stone below. âI will tell the boys, or at least Aemon, he is old enough to understand.â
Your hands fall to your lap as you sink further to the floor in defeat. âHe is six,â you grumble.
âHe will be a man grown sooner than late,â his voice is distant and nearly unrecognizable. âHe is old enough to stand by our side in the Dragon Pit tomorrow in support of his uncle, and he will, as well as his mother.âÂ
âI will never bend the knee to that man,â you hiss, hot tears caking your rosy cheeks. âI will not stand by as he is crowned.â
âYou will come freely or there will be consequences,â Aemond commands. âNot only for us, for the children.â
âLet them see the consequences,â you stand, legs wobbling as you force yourself upright. âLet them see how quickly their father folded before a usurper, let them understand how thinly his loyalty runs. Then they shall know who to blame when the sky falls down upon us.âÂ
Before your husband can interject, you push past him, fleeing to your shared chambers and slamming the heavy door behind you as hard as you could. The sound of it echoes heavily through the room, you can feel it in your bones and it rattles your soul. You spin on your heel, gaze softening as you eye the wall between you and the man you love â the wall youâve just put there. You stifle a cry, it feels final, it feels like the entire Keep is crumbling from beneath you.Â
Your mind and your senses are at war as you approach the door slowly, trying with everything in you to push down the desire to be held by him, to forgive him, to do anything he desires just so that you might be together.Â
Your loyalty is stronger than your yearning to be his and his alone. Your palms, aching for contact, find their solace against the surface of the door. Itâs cold, harsh, and stiff, but if you close your eyes and concentrate you can pretend it's his soft, burning skin pulsating under the tips of your fingers. If you focus on nothing else you can remember what it feels like to be enveloped in his arms, you can almost smell the smoke on him, almost hear his voice lulling you to sleep, almost taste his perfect lips against yours.Â
In your anguish, you canât fathom that his heart is aching on the other side as well, and you donât feel his palms pressed against the other side of the door begging to be let back in.
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A fluffy story where reader and Sanji just have an off day, and during that off day they decide to bath together. No seggsy stuffies just warm calm bath story. Where they hold each others embrace and grow a deeper connection.
Bubble Bath
A/N: AAHHHH SO MANY SANJI ASKS!!!! *breathes* Okay, I'm calm, hope you guys enjoy this! Special thanks to @pink-haired-anime-men for helping me write this!
Notes: Sanji x GN reader, Fluff, SFW, Sanji and reader bathe together
A day off for Sanji is rare. Especially since he cooks 24/7 for his hungry captain and crew and fight off Luffy who tries to steal from the fridge. Currently, everyone is exploring the island. Franky, Sanji and you are left on the ship. You were sunbathing on deck while Franky is working on the Sunny's repairs. Sanji bursts out the kitchen, carrying a tray of an array of sweet treats for you to choose from.
"Something sweet, for someone sweet?" He offers, holding out the tray towards you.
You smile up at him. Instead of taking the sweet treat you reached for Sanji's blonde hair and ruffled it, making it messy as if he just woke up with bad bed hair.
"Haha, look at your cute hair!" You giggled as he blushed. He turned away to hide his embarrassed face as you took a cupcake off the tray on Sanji's hand.
"You know me so well.." You said with a gentle tone as you took a bite of the cupcake. You didn't admit it, but you did miss him. It's been so long since you've hung out with him. You missed his warmth, his amazing cuddles and his soft hands refined by all the cooking he's done.
"I miss you babe, its been so long since we hung out properly...." He said as if he was reading your mind.
You blushed as you both reminisced about the times you had together. It's true. It's been awhile since you guys hung out. Even if guys did, someone will always interrupt. Like Luffy begging for food or Zoro asking for more sake. As you took a bite out of the cupcake, you noticed flour is all over Sanji. The sight was comical and also... Cute.
"Sanji, you have flour in your hair..." You say, brushing his hair again.
"Ah... I knew that... I'm taking a bath later anyway..." He says, smoothing down his messy hair.
Suddenly, an idea popped in your brain.
"Hey Sanji... Wanna bathe together?" You ask him, wagging your eyebrows.
Sanji eyes widened, a smirk playing on his lips. "Well mon amour, since you asked so nicely..."
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In the bathroom, Sanji has a towel wrapped around his waist as he fills the bath tub with warm water. You had your back facing him as you undress. It's been awhile since you saw each other naked, so it's a bit of an embarrassment. However, the moment you both settled into the bath, all the tension dispersed. You both settled into the bath and you lean against Sanji's only slightly but muscular frame. You felt the water enveloping your body, washing off all the dirt and grim of yourselves.
"This is nice..." You heard him say, feeling his body slowly sink deeper into the water.
You giggled and pushed him all the way down, soaking his hair. He screamed and pulled you down with him, causing you to giggle. When you both resurface, Sanji is glaring at you.
"Idiot, ne fais pas ça !" He yelled, brushing his bangs out of his face, revealing both his eyes.
Mesmerized by the beauty in his eyes, you stop giggling. Damn, were his blue eyes attractive.
"Sanji... Your eyes are so pretty..." You say, shifting on your boyfriend's lap to get a better look at his eyes.
Sani blushed, "Stop it, mon amour... You know how I feel about you staring..." He says, turning you back around to wash your hair.
The feeling of his fingers scratching your scalp soothingly as he applies the shampoo makes your eyes droop. You only snap back awake when Sanji shileded your eyes.
"Close them mon chéri..." He instructed as he poured some water over your eyes, washing off the soap.
You relax into his touch as he scrubs you clean. In return, you wash him the same way he did to you, paying close attention to his sensitive areas. When you both are clean, neither Sanji or you suggested on getting out of the bath. It feels too god damn cozy in the warm bath.
However, you both know you need to get out before the crew comes back. You dries yourselves off and Sanji even allowed you to wear on of his sweaters.
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And that's a wrap... Hope ya'll enjoy this... Current inox: 3 Sanji asks and 1 Luffy.... Please request more characters for me to write! I'm keeping up!!
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Hi! i love your post so much𫶠i was wondering if you could make a head canon on how 141 and konig would comfort their plus size SO if they were feeling self-conscious?
only if youâre up to it!!
Keep writing..itâs so good:))
Hi Anon! TYSM for the ask <3 I love to hear that you enjoy my writing :') makes me feel all giddy hehe :)) This was such a good request, I actually would like to make it a bit longer! I've got so many ideas for this <3 LMK if you want me to add the rest of the team ;) I hope this one met your expectations :)
In Your Skin
TF141 & Konig comfort plus size (fem) reader
NSFW, MDNI !!! (yk i had to add some seggsy time, what can i say)
CW: Body image issues
Fem anatomy used
WC: 1.5K
As always, enjoy loves!
Simon Ghost Riley
Will start off gently comforting you, caressing your body and leaving kisses & hickies on every inch of you. He'll make you keep eye contact as he does this, squeezing and worshipping every single part of you. He'll also make you repeat after him, slurring out which parts of you he adores most and why.
"I love your plump little belly, wanna know why?" He'll say, sloppily kissing you up and down, landing on your underbelly, biting the sensitive flesh like it's his last meal. "Gotta have something to hold onto while I'm fuckin' 'ya, right love?"
"God, you know how I adore those thick fuckin' hips and ass of yours. How they jiggle against my cock while I pound that wet little cunt between your legs." He'll say, leaving bite marks all over your hips.
"My my, and look at those sweet, thick thighs. How can I not love 'em. How they wrap around my head as I lick your sweet pussy out. I'd die happily between those thighs."
And when he's finished making you repeat every single word, he'll fuck you so good that you forget your own name, as punishment for daring to insult what's his.
John Soap MacTavish
Soap is such a gentle lover. After all, he's just a big softie for you. When you talk bad about your weight, his heart can't help but break and send a jolt of pain through his core. He knew there wasn't much he can do besides show you just how goddamn beautiful you were.
"Oh, lass. That's not true. And if anyone has anything different to say, I'll disembowel them. How's that sound, love" His Scottish accent was enough to lift your spirits, taking you out of the funk that had been plaguing your mind about your body. He won't stop until you're smiling, even if he has to ruthlessly tickle you until you piss yourself.
He'll then carry you to the bed as if you weighed nothing, slowly undressing you and worshipping every inch of skin on your body. He'll make you keep your hands on him, slurring out things he adored about your curvy body. He could be rough when he wanted to, but when you were like this, he wanted nothing more than to handle you like a flower and nourish your spirits.
At times like this, he couldn't care less for pleasuring himself. Sure, your body made him want to empty his balls on every part of you, but he prioritized your pleasure when it came down to it. He knows you're too shy to ask, so he'll do any and everything he can think of that would make you feel good.
If you ever refuse his lovings, he'll keep pressing and do the things that make you weak in the knees until you accept. Your self consciousness never bypassed him, and he would never think to leave you alone when you were like this. He'll make you sit in front of him, naked, and force you to say everything you love about yourself and why. And God forbid you dare to refuse, he'll bend you over his knee and spank you until you do it.
"Good puppy. That wasn't so hard now, was it?"
Captain John Price
Price has a zero-tolerance policy for you saying anything remotely self-deprecative. When you start to talk about hating your body, he'll stop it right in it's tracks and put you in your place. He was usually a laid back kind of man, but you were his. And God help anyone who disrespected what belonged to him.
Price would do whatever he could to make you feel confident again, and that included submitting to you completely. He'd order you the sexiest lingerie he could find, something dark, powerful. He wanted you to feel like the goddess you were, even if it meant letting you do what you pleased to him while he sat back and enjoyed it.
He'll set aside a night off from his duties to make his way to you, letting you tie him up while you did whatever it is that made you happy. He let you dominate him, edge him, wrapping himself around your finger as you embraced your femininity.
And once you were yourself again, completely confident in your body once more, he'll put you back in your place as his woman. He'll eat your pussy for nearly an hour, overstimulating you to the point of tears. He'll bend you over and fuck you afterwards, not giving you a chance to breathe as he pounds into your very core. And once he was done fucking you, he'll make you get on your knees and fuck your face until you were amounted to nothing but a slobbering, crying, cum drunk overstimulated mess under him.
And during your aftercare, he'll reassure you that you're his, and he'll never get it up for anyone else but you. He'll caress you, make you embrace every part of yourself. He'll touch you gently, making sure you knew that you were his very own goddess.
Kyle Gaz Garrick
The first time he had ever learned about your self-image issues, his jaw hung open in shock. This man had seen some things on the battlefield, but hearing you speak such untrue things about yourself took the cake. He spent some time thinking about how to approach the situation, not knowing how to handle you at such a fragile time.
So he did the only thing he knew would never fail him. He took you by the jaw, staring into your eyes as you cried out against his face.
"Kyle! You're hurting me!" You whine, the lie rolling off your tongue. You liked it, and he knew you did. You liked when he roughed you up, sending a familiar wetness to accumulate between your thighs. He'll push you around, your back up against the wall as he slipped his hand under your clothes. He breathed heavily as he lifted you up, grabbing at your body and molding your flesh to his hand.
"You hate your body so much you'll cry, huh? Apologize, or I'll fuck you so deep and so hard, you'll have something to cry about." He demanded. You nodded your head, slurring out apologies, your voice shaky with everything ranging from fear to arousal.
Once he felt that you were regretful about your words to yourself, he'll take a more gentler approach, whispering the things he loved about you and why. He could do this for hours, so he does. He'll lull you into a deep relaxation as he runs his hands all over your body, playfully pinching you and tickling you.
He'll start from the hairs on your head, and ending at the color of your cute, painted toes, leaving gentle kisses in his wake. You found yourself becoming more confident in yourself, slowly learning to love every part of you as much as he did.
Konig
There was no getting past Konig when you felt that familiar bubbling of body image issues in your head. You hinted at it slightly, trying to fish compliments from him. He instantly knew what you were doing, since he wasn't far behind you. He'd dealt with hating himself before, specifically his damning size. So he knew exactly what you meant when you were hinting at these things.
He'd waste no time in throwing you over his shoulder, spanking your ass as he carried you to whatever flat surface he could bend you over. You could say plenty things about yourself, but nothing struck a nerve in him more than when you spoke badly about your body, or weight. He knew what it was like to hate himself, to avoid mirrors and eye contact in hopes he could turn himself invisible to the world.
"I'm not going to sit back and listen to this, liebe" He says frustrated, running his hands along your body, kneeling in front of you and kissing your skin.
He'll do anything in his power to make you feel good again. And that included staying on his knees in front of you, begging you to love yourself again. When he did this, you couldn't help but tear up at the sight. The biggest man you'd ever seen, on his knees on the brink of tears because you called yourself bad names.
You'd caress his head in your arms, promising him to love yourself, to let go of those toxic thoughts that kept you from being your best self. And after he'd determine your words truthful and genuine, he'd stay on his knees, throwing your leg over his shoulder. He'll take his frustration out on your cunt, spitting and slapping and sucking all he can, making you cum and squirt and cry so many times, you forget why you were crying in the first place.
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Shades Of Love
Where you thought love was red but it was golden
Pairing: S.Coups x gn!Reader//Wonwoo x gn!Reader
Genre: Fluff, Angst//S2L, L2E
Word Count: 1922
Warning: Mentions of seggsy times(not explicit)
Playlist: Red and Daylight ~ Taylor Swift
"Order 895 is ready. Please collect it."
You could hear your own voice booming in the buzzed cafeteria followed which a sturdy familiar young man walked towards the counter, flashing you his infamous gummy dimpled smile.
"Thank you! Now that I've had the best coffee that there is, my day would be better."
You shook your head at his antics and prepared his receipt as you tried to hide the smile that threatened to come out in order to not encourage his tactics. He did this every single day, coming to the cafe you worked at without fail with his regular order of an americano and melon bread and asked you out, also without fail.
However, you weren't quite ready to date and certainly not this handsome overly rich guy. He was so damn charming that nobody could ignore him, no matter how hard they tried to resist him, to you he seemed like a god damn celebrity and you, were just you. A broke final year college student, with big dreams, struggling with multiple part time jobs but that's what happens when your parents couldn't care any less about your existence. You had somehow survived school under their control and now you were almost done with your college all on your own and you were very proud of yourself. You had so much on your plate that you couldn't really prioritise a relationship in your life much less the attention that'd come upon you, with a guy like him.
"So are you free tonight? Tomorrow? Overmorrow?"
But he was also good at breaking your resolve; especially when he looked at you with that adorable puppy face and an even cuter pout on those luscious lips of his. And just like that, after six months of resistance, you had cracked.
"Real smooth Seungcheol, real smooth. I've to give this to you."
And you watched as his eyes glowed with a playfulness and he smirked at you in victory but you couldn't find it in yourself to dismiss his smugness.
Loving Choi Seungcheol was red.
He made you see the world through rose tinted glasses; everything that was so plain and cynical previously, now seemed bright and meaningful. You had something to look forward to every single day you woke up.
You'd think as time gradually passed, you'd come out of the honeymoon phase of your relationship but no Seungcheol made you feel special everyday, as if he was still courting you. He'd flirt with you, compliment you, voice out any and even a slight change in your look.
Bringing you your favourite flowers everyday without fail, taking you out on cute little dates frequently, going on a walk with his adorable fur baby like a happy family every evening and going as far as to pose like a trophy CEO boyfriend who'd pick you up from college every single day. Life with him seemed something straight like a rom-com fiction that you'd enjoy as a guilty pleasure.
He was passionate, if his constant pining of six months wasnt proof enough. He knew what he wanted and how to get it, be it opportunities, things or people. He did everything with all his heart, felt all kinds of emotions to their extreme. If he loved you, he'd travel to the ends of the world for you and God forbid if he hated you, he'd make sure he dragged you to that end and buried you in the deepest pits of hell. That's how passionate Choi Seungcheol is.
Seungcheol was also synonymous to a fiery lust that you'd never even imagined would burn through you. His kisses looked as hot as they felt when he imprinted them on every curve of your body. No matter how many times he took you, it never felt enough to either of you.
Because Seungcheol's emotions were limitless, so was his anger. Such was his anger that you'd rather die than be at the receiving end of his hostility. You first witnessed it when he found you getting uncomfortable with the gossip around your relationship in your campus and you'd swore to never explore that side of his passion.
In theory, it looked hot to see your boyfriend with such a burning determination in his eyes, jaws clenched in fury and knuckles fisted as if ready to get bloody if needed however, his violent rage sent chills down your spine because he really had no control over his actions when he went down that road.
And unfortunately for you, your worst fears had actually come true when the two of you ended up in an argument in your bedroom when you were supposed to be celebrating your fifth anniversary.
"Cheol! How did we end up here? It's not like you hadn't known of my plans for the future?"
You asked exasperatedly trying to make sense of this conversation. You had always wanted to own a cute cafe of your own with a bookshop above it and Cheol had always known about it. So how had he come from admiring your dreams to going against them?
"Because I thought you might change your plans baby. Today when mom asked me about our plans for future I realised we had never even discussed about our future. And now that I'm finally taking over the business I'd really like to settle down with you."
He tried to explain as best as he could but not enough to make sense to you. So was it his parents? You always knew they disapproved of your lifestyle and disinterest in fitting to theirs so did they say something to him?
"Cheol I never said that we can't get married. Of course I want to marry you and grow a family with you. However what I don't understand is, how does me wanting to establish a cafe of my own has anything to do with us getting married?"
You felt cornered the longer you watched his face that didn't soften even a bit with understanding and growing more determined every second.
"I'm more than capable enough to take care of you so what's the need to work?"
Your heart was pounding against your ribs so loud you swear you could hear it when you realised where this conversation was going. This wasn't your Cheol but Choi Seungcheol, the business man that his father was proud of.
"And you can still take care of me. I told you it's more about me fulfilling my dreams and not about survival or money anymore Cheol."
You could recognise the timidness in your wavering voice as you tried for the last time to save your relationship that was dangling by a single strand of thread.
"And how would it look that my wife is working in a cafe, even if you own it. People would think I don't provide well enough for you, there'd be too much gossip-"
He paused abruptly as he realised the look of growing horror on your face.
"So it's about your family's reputation and tabloids and not us anymore."
He shook his head desperately and scampered to his knees in front of you, trying to bring you back to him as you drifted away not just from him but even yourself.
"Baby please I didn't mean it that way."
He continued babbling but you couldn't hear him with the constant ringing in your ears.
You had always known it. So why did it still hurt?
Nearly three years later, as you stood outside your own cafe that you built with blood, sweat and tears literally, with pride all alone, Jeon Wonwoo came in your life with his warmth that thawed even the deepest corners of your heart, that seemed to be numb over the years of loneliness.
Wonwoo's compassion made everything seem easier than it actually was. Individually, you two were extremely reserved people who were neither interested in social interaction nor actively seeked it however together you two were like two perfectly fitting puzzle pieces. You remembered when you first met Wonwoo and were immediately intimidated by his persona however by the end of the day, it felt like you two had known each other since forever. And soon enough, it was to no one's surprise, you two were in a relationship.
Wonwoo was equally wise as he was warm; he knew how to make someone feel welcome but he also knew who actually deserved to be welcomed. He wasn't just your life partner, who knew how to handle you but also your business partner who provided his insights to your now joint venture. He owned the bookstore above your cafeteria that you two now jointly run. He was in every sense your missing brain cell.
Everything was easy with Wonwoo, even your arguments. You both tend to avoid arguing but when you do, he made it a point that you two never go to bed without resolving it and truly, it reassured you because you never want to be lonely, especially now that you've found him.
Wonwoo was thoroughly loyal and caring. He knew what you wanted before you could even acknowledge your emotions. You cherished every part of your life with him. Be it passing each other meaningful or sometimes even suggestive looks amidst the crowd of your cafe or snuggling up with each other with hands absent mindedly wandering on each other's skin with your favourite books in front of you.
Wonwoo was luxurious and not just materialistically. Every kiss that you placed on him felt like you touched the finest silks and likewise every kiss that he placed on you was as intoxicating as an expensive wine. It was sinful, addicting and never enough.
As regal as he was, he was also powerful, capable of making someone question their entire existence with just one look. His domineering aura also extended to a protectiveness over, which weirdly made you feel assured and safe but never suffocated.
As fine of a man as he was, of course he had a bit of a superiority complex but it never oppressed you or scared you. As long as you both were respectful of each other's boundaries and limits, everything was okay and that was an established fact. Besides, if he were a little too perfect, you think you'd be a little paranoid around him. So you guess you can bear a bit of his narcissism that his handsome face and compassionate heart deserved.
"Baby!? What are you thinking?"
A deep baritone that you could swear you felt vibrate deep within you brought you out of your musings as you faced your fiance who had joined you on the couch with two steaming cups of coffee.
"Thinking how lucky I am to have you in my life."
He smiled at you before wrapping an arm around your shoulders as he settled comfortably beside you in a snuggle.
"Hmm lucky you are. What would you have done without me?"
You give him a poker face before hitting him on the chest which made him laugh and hug you a little tighter.
"I love you so much!"
You placed a peck on his lips before smiling at him as you settled his glasses back up his nose.
"I love you more Woo!"
If he is the end result of all your struggles in every universe, then you'd gladly do it all over again.
You once believed love would be burning red but it was a shimmering gold for you and there's nothing you'd change about it.
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drabble: âregretâ - pjm
reader x cheater!jimin ft. jungkook | basically just pure angst | 1.5k
warnings: swearing, cheating, implication of seggsy times, substance abuse
a/n: if you want your heart to hurt?? I guess then enjoy?? lol
âOh, sure! That would be so helpful...â You trail off, trying to balance your workbag, your keys and your phone in your hands while opening the door to your house with Jimin.Â
âWhat was that?â Jungkook, your best friend, asks through the phone.Â
âI said that would be helpful, yes, an intervention. Thank you for letting me know.â You bring the phone back up to your mouth, trying to communicate more effectively. You manage to plonk all your stuff down on the kitchen table before you really start to become aware of your surroundings and something unique catches your attention. Itâs glistening, shiny reflection just catches the sun from the window across the room, hitting your eyes.Â
âOkay, Iâll get to planning then?â Jungkook wonders into the phone, but neglects to say anything after, awaiting for a response from you.
âY/N?â Jungkook tries catching your attention, but youâre utterly distracted by the pair of shiny, pink heels that are tucked under the curtain near your front door.Â
âYeah? Uh, hold on. Something more is going on. Iâll call you back in a bit, okay? Bye...â You mumble before hanging up. You could apologize later for being so blunt, but this was far more important as of right now. Jungkook would understand.Â
You didnât recognize those shoes. Sure, you would have totally missed it if it weren't for the almost neon hot pink shoes sticking out from the flushed out curtain. Everything else seemed to be in place, besides Jiminâs shoes.. One by the door and one on the stairs- Oh please, no. Not again. Instantly your worst fears creep into your head. You donât want them to, but you can help but harbour those doubts for good reason.
âShhhh! Shit- I didnât realize what time it is, you should go.â You hear a deep voice whisper-yelling upstairs. Jimin. You could recognize him anywhere. But what you didnât recognize was the one that returned it.Â
âJiminie!! You said we could have one more go!â The feminine voice playfully yelled, followed by more of Jimin shushing and then silence.Â
Your body felt frozen in place and you briefly shut your eyes.Â
No, please not again.
This was his one chance to redeem himself from the last time this happened. Yes, albeit it was just a kiss at a party a couple months ago. While he was drunk of course - but no excuse. You managed to take him to coupleâs therapy and you felt comfortable to say you two were figuring it out. However, this time - you were very, very wrong.Â
He had cried, begged and proved himself to be trustworthy again, he had desired your trust back so very much, or at least you thought so. Perhaps not if youâre already accepting the fact that he could be cheating again before even seeing him, hearing him out. But no, this isnât just a kiss, no, its the whole shebang. You can hear it, itâs like the doubt was already planted in your heart long ago, and now was just when the flower finally budded.
You creeped your way up the stairs, listening to the movements on your bed, the creaks in the mattress, sheets being pulled and skin touching skin. You paused, inhaled, gripped the doorknob and mentally prepared yourself for the worst-
At the sight of their bodies intertwined, you could only stare blankly, waiting for them to notice you. It took a couple seconds, but it was the woman who noticed first. Gasping, she jumped out of his arms and tried to madly cover herself up with your sheets. Your shared bedsheets. With Jimin. You couldnât even bring yourself to look at her, it was the man you once loved that you could only focus on.Â
âY/N?â Jimin blinked in disbelief, the shock slowly settling into his system as he stares at you.Â
âI- I know what it looks like but-!âÂ
âGoodbye, Jimin. Iâll come collect my stuff when youâre gone at work.â You utter, before turning your back and shutting the door behind you.Â
âWait, Y/N! Please come back, we can fix this. I didnât mean to, it just happened, she just happened! It doesnât mean anything, come back here!â Jimin screams as he races to put on his underwear and catch you before you walk out the front door. Suddenly it looked as though he didnât care about the woman he was fucking, your marriage or anything. Just controlling the narrative in this horrid state heâs in.
He wasnât your love anymore. Surely not like this.
Jimin catches you as you gather your stuff and take a step out the door, his hand on your arm. At his touch, you instinctively move away and face him in surprise, but he holds on. The tears in your eyes finally fall, but you hold no expression, no indication of emotion.Â
Disappointment? Expectation? Acceptance? He couldnât read you anymore.
But you saw right through him - your day-drinking, manipulative, neglecting, but gorgeous cheating husband.
And of course he was drunk. Just like your best friend Jungkook said heâd be when he told you to go home and check on him. Apparently, heâs been leaving work early and often, Jungkook has watched him leave several nights in row from the office early. At first he wanted to give his once close friend the benefit of the doubt, but he just couldnât stomach hiding anything from you. Turns out Jungkook was right, the day-drinking part anyway, you could smell the vodka on Jiminâs breath. It seems heâs relapsed, itâs been a problem for a while, and an intervention was going to be made. Too late for that now, you guess. I donât think anyone expected it to go this far.
Both of you turn to look as you hear a truck pulling up to your house. Jungkook simply rolls down the window and patiently watches his two best friends from childhood. He has a hand on the door handle, ready to come to your aid if need be. Jungkook chose his side long ago. You, and now he was just making it clear. That much was obvious to Jimin.
But with how you left him on the phone, of course he was going to check on you, heâd never leave you defenceless, even if it was inconvenient for him. Jungkook just couldnât do that to you, especially not after how heâs seen Jimin treat you so poorly over the years.
Jiminâs face hardens as he looks at Jungkook, waiting for you to run to.Â
âPlease. Y/N. Donât leave me...â Jimin utters in pure desperation, tears still escaping his glazed over eyes, leaking down onto his cheeks. He doesnât even look like the man you once adored so much, heâs lost so much of himself, and for what?
âYou did this to yourself, Jimin. I donât think I can forgive you this time.â You say as you try your hardest to remain composed in the face of his betrayal, all your vows going up in flames. You take his hand off your arm and walk away from your love, your husband, your marriage.
Maybe Jungkook was right.Â
It should have been him you married all those years ago - and you think exactly so as he offers you the gentlest, most compassionate smile as you get into his truck. He knows exactly how you feel before you can even open your mouth. And so, you just drive away together, in peace.
Leaving Jimin, seething with jealous anger for his now ex best friend.Â
Sheâs still mine, Jeon. Sheâs still mine.Â
You watch.
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â§.* whatâs your number?; kmg
synposis: after finding an online article about the number of sexual partners a woman should have, your day with your neighbor turns into him being lucky number eighteen.
paring/s: model! mingyu x afab! reader, ft. little brother! chan.
genre/s: humor (sort of lmao), neighbors2lvrs vibes, fuckboy&girl reader and gyu.
warning/s: alcohol consumption, sexual content (minors - dni), talks of broken bones, oc has female genitalia
word count: 3.8k
content: seggsy times, idiots being besties, reader loses her job, all the vibes.
note/s: loosely based on one of my fav movies, what's your number with anna ferris. lmao enjoy. also def unedited so srry. xo.
âMiss. Y/L/N. Iâm very sorry but we have decided to let you go.âÂ
Your boss put down a brown cardboard box that once held wine from a staff party about a week ago. You stood in silence, why were you being fired? Youâre one of the only executives who does their job. All of the other employees sit around and drink whiskey and flirt with the other women on your floor on company time, go home to their wives, and make six figures.Â
âSir, can I ask why?âÂ
âBudget cuts, sorry honey.âÂ
Honey of course. Not only is he himulating you, heâs also being condescending.Â
âWhy not fire Ted? He does nothing but use his company card for âbusiness expensesâ like taking his different fucks to exotic vacations and restaurants.âÂ
âOur female clients like Theodore. Sorry it has to be this way. Hereâs a check to keep your rent underway and for any troubles. Good luck.âÂ
You picked up the brown cardboard he handed it to you and dumped the white envelope into your bag as you stormed out of his glass chamber.Â
Perfect timing, your brothers getting married and youâre getting fired. Your mother will surely love to hear about this.Â
After gathering the contents of your desk you found your way back to your white and gray covered apartment, sinking down into the perfect couch you bought yourself as a reward for your first month in the job.Â
Pulling your laptop from the pocket of your work bag, you scrolled through the news on your side widget . Coming across an article written in some stupid lifestyle magazine about âthe appropriate number of sexual partners for women.âÂ
âOkay, so society is regressing.âÂ
Curious enough you scrolled through to a small section with a quiz, childish, but probably suitable for women over 50 or under 21.Â
Following your finger down the various categories that pertained to you until it came to the bottom of the page pointing out your result.Â
â15 and over, women with this number often have difficulty finding a spouse and are unlikely to ever settle down. Are they fucking serious? Men can fuck 50 women and still are fine.âÂ
A vibration came from your phone, a text from your neighbor.Â
[3:44pm].Â
Mingyu: Mind helping me out? New girl wonât take the bait about my âemergencyâÂ
Y/N: whatâs the issue with her this time?Â
Mingyu: nothing, just too clingy. Iâm expecting you in five, say our dad fell in the shower. Thank you, owe you.Â
Y/n: got it see you in five.Â
Mingyu and you met often when you were ushering out hook ups or crazy exes show up to your door. You didnât know much about his life, other than heâs a model, and obviously has bad luck with women.Â
Pulling yourself up off your couch and throwing a blazer back over your shoulders you strode off down to the other end of the hallway.Â
âMingyu? Mingyu seriously answer your phone? Hello!âÂ
The door opened revealing a semi-naked girl, she was pretty sure, blonde, tall, nice eyes, but boring.Â
âWho the fuck are you?âÂ
âMingyuâs sister, who the fuck are you?âÂ
âOh my god! So sorry, hi so nice to meet you, Iâm Ailee his gir-âÂ
âMy friend, y/n. Whatâs wrong?âÂ
Letting yourself passes the bra sporting blonde you looked Mingyu straight in the face and pulled out your best crying face, it was easy today being that youâre pissed about work and that stupid fucking quiz.Â
âItâs dad, he fell. I donât think itâs good, we have to go.âÂ
âOh. Okay, let me change.âÂ
Mingyu pulled in his jeans and a white t-shirt, grabbed his fancy leather wallet from the counter and pulled you through the front door of his condo.Â
âAilee, let yourself out okay?âÂ
âCall me?â
âUh, maybe it sounds like this is bad, maybe we should stop seeing each other? Iâll call you.âÂ
The truth is Mingyu was never going to call her, he said that to all the others. Yet, you never saw them again.Â
Silently you open the door to your place and shut it behind you.Â
âShe seems nice.âÂ
âYeah trust me, sheâs not.âÂ
âNoted. But, better than that crazy red headed girl, Cass was it?âÂ
âWe donât have to talk about her.âÂ
âMissing that jacket still?â
âYes.âÂ
Mingyu took his place on your leather armchair and sipped the coffee you had initially made for yourself.Â
âWhat is this? Whatâs your number?â
âOh my god. Stop looking at my shit.âÂ
You whipped the lid of your laptop close and stole it out of his hands
âDo you really think anyone cares how many people you sleep with? Isnât that kind of fucked up?âÂ
âYou can only say that because well, one your a man and two youâve fucked basically half the women in this city.âÂ
âNot true, we havenât fucked.âÂ
âRight and we will not.âÂ
âSure, sure keep telling yourself that. So what is it? 12?âÂ
âDo you really need that answer?âÂ
âYes. And I will bother you until you tell me.âÂ
â17.âÂ
Mingyu laughed, not because he felt bad for you or that you were going to hell for fucking 17 people, but because he didnât see the big deal.Â
âOh come on, that is not that bad.âÂ
âWhatâs yours?âÂ
âMaybe 20?âÂ
âWe are way too close in number for me to not feel weird about it now.âÂ
âBecause it doesnât matter, why do you think you couldnât get a husband or boyfriend or whatever the fuck you want because of that?âÂ
âI donât know, I didnât until today I guess.âÂ
âBad day?âÂ
The dark haired manâs head nodded towards the unpacked cardboard box sitting on your dining table.Â
âWeird day. And now I have to go see my family at an overly fancy party and sit around clutching cocktails and lie that I didnât lose my job, just until their precious boy is married off.âÂ
âAh, the black sheep of a rich family huh?âÂ
âShut up, no. Theyâre just judgmental is all. Well, my mom is anyway.âÂ
âI see. What are you wearing?âÂ
âI donât know? Whatâs wrong with what I have on now?âÂ
Mingyu looked you over in your semi unbuttoned dress shirt and oversized trousers, sexy and sophisticated, but a little boring for a party.Â
âActually you look good. But, itâs not exactly giving a cocktail party for the sister of the groom. Especially if your mom is as judgmental as you say.âÂ
âOkay, go in my closet then. Work your weird model magic or whatever, Mr. Jeans and white tee.âÂ
âAnything for you, rich girl.âÂ
You walked Mingyu through your bedroom into the oversized walk in closet, filled to the brim of clothes, half of them with tags still on. Gifts from boyfriends, friends, your mother.Â
âWow, I didnât expect this.âÂ
âAnd what did you expect?âÂ
âA closet turned into an office and like five pairs of the same pants, maybe matching pajama sets. But not this.âÂ
Sitting down on the small stool you let the man rifle his way through the various colors of fabric.Â
âOkay, so this black dress. Itâs tight but not overwhelmingly, itâll show your figure and still make you appropriate. These tall black boots, sexy to show off your long legs and make you look even taller, a nice bag, maybe.. this red one? Or the green, just for a pop of color. Put it on.âÂ
âYou finish quickly .âÂ
âNever had a woman say that to me before. Hurry up.âÂ
Smirking, you run back into your bedroom, out of sight from the man tapping his fingers on the marble countertop of your dressing room, sliding into the outfit he picked out.Â
âOkay, I look-â
âBeautiful.âÂ
âReally? Donât you think this is a little much? I mean, for this?âÂ
âNot at all, itâs actually really simple. May I?âÂ
He held up a silver chain necklace in his hands and waited until you nodded as he strung it around your neck.Â
âPerfect. Now, leave your hair up. Maybe a nice bun and curl the front pieces? You look nice without makeup on, but do that cute winged liner look you do with a nude lip.âÂ
âOkay, since when did you become a stylist?âÂ
âIâm a model, I know what Iâm talking about. Come on, chop chop.âÂ
âOkay, mom. Jesus.âÂ
âDad. Daddy, actually.âÂ
âThat's never happening.âÂ
Doing his instructions as he asked, you curled the front pieces of your hair letting it softly dangle in front of your face and placed the rest up on the crown of your head in a loosely tied knot.Â
âOkay. So maybe youâre good at this.âÂ
âI know. If you need my help further, you know where to find me.âÂ
âYouâre leaving?âÂ
âArenât you?âÂ
Holding up your phone you realized how much time has passed and grabbed your keys.Â
âRight. Thank you.âÂ
âMy pleasure. See you soon, y/n.âÂ
âBye, Gyu.âÂ
Walking up to the front steps of your parents luxurious brown stone, you felt the cold sweat under your armpits before walking in the front door.Â
âY/N holy shit, where have you been? Mom is going to kick your ass.âÂ
âSorry, Chanie. I had something going on. Where is she?âÂ
âIn the dining room with Marnie and Seungcheol. Talking about wedding stuff, please save us.âÂ
Coming to your brother's rescue was part of the job of being an older sister. Seeing him settle down and get engaged to a girl like Marnie was amazing for you, she was everything he needed, and it was nice to have another girl in your family.Â
Grabbing a glass of champagne from the silver tray of a waiter, you strode up to your mother in your childhood home, still as nervous as you would have been as a little girl to be under her gaze.Â
âAw, my baby. Finally arrived. Hello.âÂ
âHi, Mom. Hello, guys.âÂ
You mom hugged you giving a kiss on both of your blushing cheeks passing you along to greet your brother's future wife and his friend Seungcheol.Â
âY/N, you look amazing. Where did you get this beautiful dress?âÂ
âThank you. My friend helped me pick this out actually, I donât remember where itâs from.âÂ
âFriend? Which friend is this, darling?âÂ
âHis name is Mingyu, heâs my neighbor.âÂ
âGay? He has wonderful taste.âÂ
âNo, not gay mom. Heâs a model.âÂ
âOh wow, can I see a photo? Why didnât you bring him?âÂ
âMaybe next time.âÂ
After downing the first glass of alcohol you quickly look for another, Seungcheol already holding a glass in his hand for you with a wink.Â
âThank you.âÂ
âAnytime.âÂ
âY/N, can you go find your father? Now that you're here we can start dinner.âÂ
âYep.âÂ
Strolling throw the various rooms full of priceless knickknacks and photos of your youth, you stop at the open oak doors of your fathers study, looking at him for a moment, behind his desk, glasses on, reading his book.Â
âHello, Dad. May I come in?âÂ
âY/N, yes of course. Just hiding out here until I can eat some dinner. How are you?âÂ
âIâm okay, mom sent me to get you to come eat. What are you reading?âÂ
âOh, just some Orwell. Relaxes me.âÂ
âShall we, sir?âÂ
âYes, my girl.âÂ
You held your arm out for your father, he was always your best friend, someone who no matter what supported everything you wanted to do. He was stern, but even after parenting you he would end it with a hug and a piece of candy, seeing him grow older had your heart in pain.Â
Searching the table for your placecard, it sat you right in between your brother and Seungcheol, his best man and best friend for longer than you could ever remember.Â
âAre you coming to his bachelor mixer?âÂ
Seungcheolâs long eyelashes fluttered in front of your face and you noticed how much more mature he looked, he was always cute, but itâs grown on you now.Â
âAre you going to embarrass me?âÂ
âIâm not the one who got drunk in college and broke her arm trying to dive into the fountain.âÂ
âOuch. At least I havenât shit myself drunk as an adult and embarrassed myself in front of the girl I liked.âÂ
âI did not shit myself. It was a fart.âÂ
âA fart with a little poop, a shart if you will. What did they call you? Shart Seungcheol?âÂ
Your mother interrupted the light flirting you two were enjoying and gave a speech about how lovely it is to see her baby marrying a second daughter and so on and so on.Â
After everyone downed their salmon and fancy finger food, you got into the silly party bus along side the rest of the bridal party, moving on to the night of drinking ahead of you.Â
âGuys letâs play a game on the way to the bar.âÂ
Your brother's fiancĂ© spoke, turning down the music and passing around multiple bottles of tequila and glasses.Â
âEveryone right down a confession on your paper. If we guess whose it is, they have to drink, but if you get it wrong you drink.âÂ
Looking down at the small pink sheet of paper you wrote about your day, your sex number, and you losing your job. Maybe nobody will get it, maybe nobody will care because theyâll be equally as drunk.Â
The game went on as your anxiety grew and nobody had chosen your confession yet, that was until your brother pulled one of the last sheets of paper out from the bowl.Â
âToday I lost my job, I let a stupid magazine article tell me how women who have sex with more than 15 men means theyâre unloveable and unwanted. I canât wait to get fucked up. Congratulations! Well thatâs my sister.âÂ
âWhat? How did you guess that?âÂ
âI know your handwriting dumbass, drink, everyone drink.âÂ
Your night continued, nobody mentioned your failure as a person, they just celebrated the happy couple.Â
More and more drinks in, maybe the same amount of people youâve had sex with. You took it upon yourself to get people on the dance floor, when you felt a pair of hands coming up on your hips, turning around to curse them out, you recognized the eyes staring back at you.Â
Mingyu.Â
âWhat the hell are you doing here!?âÂ
âBirthday party, we always come here. What the hell are you doing here?âÂ
âMixed sexes bachelor party.âÂ
Mingyu's hands were still resting on your hips, on top of the very dress he helped you pick out hours before.Â
âExciting. Want to get a drink with me?âÂ
âI have one.âÂ
You held up the half empty glass of your Negroni and Mingyu snatched it from your grip, downing it for you.Â
âYouâre paying.âÂ
âYes. That was the plan.âÂ
His hand pulled out off the dance floor and back over to a pair black leather bar stools, waving the bartender over.Â
âTwo whiskey sours please.âÂ
âNo, one whiskey sour. Iâll have a whiskey neat.âÂ
The bartender nodded working his magic for the two rocks glasses.Â
âHere you go, tab Mingyu?âÂ
âYes, thanks John.âÂ
âWow first name bases?âÂ
âI told you we like to come here. Whoâs the pale dude staring at us?âÂ
You turned around to look at your brother, cheering you from across the bar.Â
âMy brother, Chan. His wedding party.âÂ
âYes, I remember. I meant the one next to him?âÂ
âAh, Seungcheol. Best man.ïżœïżœÂ
âHe wants to fuck you, maybe heâs lucky number eighteen.âÂ
âMaybe he was lucky number ten back in the day.âÂ
âDo you remember his number?âÂ
âNo, but Iâve already fucked him. In college.âÂ
âAh, I see. Still on the hunt?âÂ
âNot at all actually, Iâm celabte now.âÂ
âNo way, I bet you could find many dudes whoâd want to fuck you here.âÂ
âItâs a matter of if I want to fuck them no?âÂ
âTouchĂšâÂ
âWhat about him?âÂ
Mingyu pointed to a tall blonde, long hair, and pretty lips.Â
âGorgeous. But not my style. Iâm not really in the mood to get laid.âÂ
âAnd let my work go to waste?âÂ
You smiled, sipping your drink and feeling the warm liquid enter your body.Â
âYou didnât give me my beautiful face and fat ass, you just put it in a dress. And as my dad says, leave them wanting more.âÂ
âYouâre a very funny drunk, she shocks me even more.âÂ
âCan I ask you something?âÂ
âMhm.âÂ
âDo you ever get tired of having me save your ass from all those girls? Donât you want to settle down and not have your neighbor coming over to rescue you all the time?âÂ
âMaybe the reason I do it is so youâll save me.âÂ
âShut up.âÂ
âNo. Iâm serious. I like hanging out with you, I enjoy seeing you, and youâre very entertaining. I like role play.âÂ
âI see, you have a kink.âÂ
âAll jokes aside, I like seeing you.âÂ
You were surprised by his gentle voice and nature, you always knew him from the outside, a beautiful guy who has bad luck getting girls out of his apartment for whatever reason.Â
âI like seeing you too.âÂ
Mingyu's hand rested on your thigh as he looked towards the same dance floor he pulled you from before, basically begging you with his eyes to come back out with him.Â
You agreed, holding his hands through various sweaty bodies, some you knew and some you didnât. Dancing along with them to the rhythm of the song, holding yourself up on Mingyu's large frameÂ
âSurprised to see you in something other than jeans and a tee.â
âYou like?âÂ
âIf I say yes are you going to fuck with me over it?âÂ
âMaybe. Are you going to let me be your lucky number eighteen?âÂ
âIf you promise you donât have some random girl barge in your door tomorrow to get me to leave?âÂ
âSheâll be tied up.âÂ
âLetâs go. I have to say bye to my brother first. Come on.âÂ
Walking towards the door you spot Chan playing darts with Marnie, who was obviously kicking his ass.Â
âHey! Iâm going to head out, Iâll see you tomorrow.âÂ
âIs this Mingyu?âÂ
âOh shit, yes Marnie, Chan, this is Mingyu. Mingyu, this is my brother Chan and his fiancĂ© Marnie.âÂ
Mingyu outstretched his hand to the couple, shaking it kindly.Â
âNice to meet you man, my sister talks about you a lot. Be good to her.âÂ
âChan, shut the hell up. Love you both, mwah mwah.âÂ
âMingyu if youâre free tomorrow, y/n has a plus one. Weâd love to have you.âÂ
Smiling and whisking Mingyu out of the front door, you began to run together through the light rain falling, two blocks to your apartment.Â
âSorry, my brothers, an idiot.âÂ
âHe seems nice, his wife to be too.âÂ
You felt your hands shaking in nervousness riding up the elevator to your shared floor. Stepping off and standing in the hallway between your two front doors.Â
âYour place or mine?âÂ
âWell, I picked you up didn't I? Come to mine.âÂ
Mingyu led you through his familiar front door and helped you out of your wet clothes, throwing them in his washing machine.Â
Now standing in his living room, just in your black lace bra and panties, feeling like all those other girls before. Almost in fear of someone knocking to kick you out of his dimmed apartment.Â
âCome on.âÂ
You giggled as he picked up your half naked frame and carried you into his bedroom.Â
âLay down. Off the edge of the bed, trust me.âÂ
You didnât say anything just followed his instructions as his fingers came and wrapped themselves around your lace underwear, blowing on your clit with his soft breath as he pulled them down your freshly shaved legs.Â
âFuck.âÂ
His lips came in contact between your heated center, splitting his kisses between your aching parts and your thighs.Â
Your hands working their way through his hair as he used his tongue to work his way around your clit and between your folds, pushing you closer and closer into your own euphoria.Â
Maybe you understood why girls didnât want to let him go, if this was his head game, you canât even imagine what could come next.Â
âYou taste so sweet, I shouldâve known better to be careful, I might get addicted to you.âÂ
âStop with the niceties, Gyu. Can you please fuck me?âÂ
âEager are we?âÂ
âYes.âÂ
Mingyu pulled you up by the back of your neck, forcing your head near the top of his dick, waiting for you to wrap your mouth around it and get it sopping wet so he could enter in between your legs.Â
âOh, baby, that feels so good. I love watching you on my dick, but we have to stop before you get me going too much.âÂ
Your head turned up at him, mascara slightly spilling under your eyes, as you opened your mouth searching for the feeling of his lips on yours, before he planted in on you he spit into your mouth, and inserted himself between the same thighs he was kissing before, slowly entering inch by inch, making you wait to feel him fully inside of you even more.Â
âComfortable, baby?âÂ
âYes, faster please.âÂ
âSo polite, but as you said before, leave them wanting more and more. I want you to get riled up.â Â
âYes, sir.âÂ
âMmm, I like the sound of that.âÂ
His thrusting became more rapid with your soft moaning, kissing your neck in the process, riding out your high with you, you felt him begging to slow down as his teeth wrapped around your hard nipples, sucking softly at them.Â
âYouâre so delicious, I donât think I can last much longer.âÂ
âMe either, but itâs only round one.âÂ
âDo you want to do this again?âÂ
âEighteen has always been my lucky number, now fill me up.âÂ
With your final words, Mingyu rode the rest of his high before finishing inside of you, placing a soft kiss on your perfectly pink lips, and dipping his head back down to your center to clean you up with his mouth.Â
âWant to stay?âÂ
âIs that alright?âÂ
âYeah, come on. Letâs shower.âÂ
The tall man led you into his beautiful marble bathroom and turned the water on in his shower built for two.Â
âI meant what I said at the bar, you know. I like being with you.â Â
Your long arms reached up to his hair, massaging his scalp with shampoo.Â
âI meant what I said too, lucky eighteen.âÂ
âSo Iâm your lucky number?âÂ
âYes, donât tell my mom tomorrow.âÂ
âDonât worry, Iâll tell her that you called me sir and the ass she gave you is indeed perfect.âÂ
You planted a soft kiss on his lips, before pushing him back under the warm water of the shower head.Â
âI dare you.âÂ
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Disobedient - A Terminator x Reader Smut
[A/N]: Been dead for a while. Too many unfinished drafts to work on LMAO. I did that to myself, though.
Anyway- I'm not one to fall for robots or intelligent software. Wouldn't consider myself to be remotely near the category, but damn. This movie flipped a switch somewhere within me and now this story exists. Judge me all you want. I don't believe in God. (Please don't take that seriously lmfao I'm just fucking around)
LOL, hope some peeps enjoy this. I'm actually quite proud of it. I have some more works that are close to being finished, like a part two to the Mikael fic I have up (oh shiii-). Just a reminder that this is all purely imaginative and i wouldn't stand a chance against the characters I write about at all HAHAâ
Warnings: heavy seggsy time (minors, dni.), oral (giving and receiving), angry sex undertones (if you squint. This is pretty tame tbh.)
Word Count: 5.6k (about average)
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âStay here.â The Terminator says firmly, pressing you against the white wall of the building. Youâve always found a way to get in the machineâs crosshairs when a fight breaks out and itâs clear heâs getting fed up with it. You hear Sarah yell out to John in the distance. Thereâs a frantic tone in her voice and you know immediately that youâre not staying wherever heâs placed you.
âWhatever.â You grumble, leaning against the wall. He releases his grip on you, synthetic blue eyes boring into yours before he looks away and stomps off. You hear him cock his shotgun as he turns the corner. You pull out your handgun and wait for the sound of his weapon firing. As soon as you hear it, you whip around the corner and shoot at the T-1000 steadily making its approach to the T-800. It reacts to your bullets, temporarily getting stunned as the metal explodes its poly-alloy skin. The T-800 immediately snaps his head in your direction, an angry scowl seeming to form on his face.Â
You ignore him as you spot Sarah running towards you in the distance, shielding her small son beneath her as they both sprint to the commotion. You make a break for them, popping a few more caps in the liquid metalâs ass as you pass by.Â
âThis way! Follow me!â You shout, pointing them in the opposite direction. They begin to follow you through the maze of hallways, practically running up your heels as you burst through a side entrance.Â
âLetâs get in the car.â You say, fiddling the keys out of your pocket. You unlock it for the frazzled pair, letting them huddle together in the backseat. Just as youâre pulling out, you see the Terminator bust through the brick exterior of the burning edifice. He looks pissed. He quickly saunters over to the stolen vehicle, ripping open the driverâs side door and glaring at you.
âMove.â He orders, grabbing your left bicep and squeezing it painfully. You yelp when he yanks you out of the seat and stumble when you land, huffing at the cyborg as you rub your now possibly bruised muscle. The machine doesnât spare a second glance, slamming the door shut behind him as he takes your place. You scoff as you walk over to the passenger side, quickly getting in to avoid engaging the T-1000 any further.Â
The ride back is eerily quiet. Thereâs an obvious tension in the air that nobody wants to question. You lean against the window, watching the moon in the sky. It disappears as you head into the shithole youâre all camping out in. He slowly pulls the car forward, turning it off when itâs completely in the abandoned garage. You swing the door open, walking away from the car and into the furthest decaying room in the decrepit building. You drop your empty gun onto the table in the middle of the room, sitting heavily onto the dusty couch in the corner. The dust flies up as you flop onto the old cushions. You listen as distant footsteps make their way to their respective rooms, rolling your eyes when you hear a particular heavy pair approaching yours. As the T-800 enters your space, you swing your legs up across the couch and cross your arms. This is going to take a while judging by his agitated stance.
He walks up until heâs right in front of you, blue eyes glowering down at you.Â
âYou disobeyed a direct order, [Y/N].â The machine says sharply. You purse your lips, trying to bite back your frustration. It doesnât work.
âIâm not useless you fucking idiot. I also have a gun. Just because youâve had to swing in sometimes doesnât mean that I canât handle myself.â You snap, staring icily at the humanoid. Youâre sick of him always pushing you away from the action. He narrows his eyes at you, a calculating look present in his gaze.Â
âSince my previous attempts to hinder you without harming you have failed, Iâm going to enact a different punishment on you.â He announces monotonously. A look of confusion overcomes your expression.
âWhat does that mean?â You ask, curious what the punishment is. You gasp when he firmly grabs your right forearm faster than you can blink, hoisting you up to your feet with ease.
âIâm going to have sexual intercourse with you.â The machine deadpans, watching your [e/c] eyes widen in surprise and your cheeks turn red.Â
He didnât justâ
âWh-What?â You sputter, feeling your face steadily growing hotter.Â
âIâm going toââ
âI heard you the first time!â You shout incredulously, swiftly cutting off the Terminatorâs sentence. He simply stares at you, seeming to gaze into your soul. Unable to help yourself, you look down to where his crotch would be before quickly flicking your eyes back to his.Â
âC-Can you even- do youâŠ?â You find it hard to muster the courage to ask, but the machine catches on to what youâre trying to say.
âYes. I have very detailed files located in my CPU.â He looks down to his groin area, slowly looking back up at your flustered face.
âAnd yes. I do have the proper anatomy.â He tilts his head when your cheeks turn a shade darker due to embarrassment. His left hand comes up to touch your face, feeling the warmth.
âWhy is your face so red?â The T-800 asks as he cups your right cheek. You swallow nervously.
âEmbarrassment. Youâve caught me completely off guard.â You answer. His thumb strokes over your red flesh tenderly. He seems to drink in your features, memorizing the colors, temperatures and curvature of it all.
âH-How exactly is that a punishment?â You stutter anxiously, flexing your arm that is trapped in his firm grip.Â
âI will render you immobile by the end of it without having to seriously injure you.â The machine responds nonchalantly. Your eyes widen for what seems like the hundredth time.
âArenât there any other methods you can try?â You spout, leaning your head back when he brings his face closer to yours. His eyes flick to your lips.
âYouâve rendered all of my other alternatives ineffective, [Y/N].â He says firmly, his cool breath brushing over your face. You feel conflicted. Your body is heating up to his advances, but youâre also unsure about this. Sarah and John are just across the old house.
âBu-But John an-and Sarââ
âThey are not your concern right now.â He interrupts before pressing his mouth against yours, fluidly pressing a hot kiss to your lips. You squeak against his fiery smooch, clutching on to his shoulders as he grabs you by the waist to pull you flush against his body. His lips move expertly against yours, a shiver rolling up your spine from how good they feel. The machineâs fleshy exterior oddly tastes just like a normal humanâs would, your discovery proven further when he nips your bottom lip to slide his tongue into your mouth. You moan when you feel it brush against your own. His fingers trail up your spine as he continues to kiss you breathless, making your body shake at the sensation. A gasp is ripped from you when the Terminator bunches your hair at the back of your head into a fist and pulls you off his mouth suddenly. His artificial blue eyes search your flushed face as you pant, your fingers clenching the material of his shirt in a death grip.
âWhat are you doing?â You ask in between your staggered breathing. The machine doesnât respond, running his eyes down your body. His free hand slides up your side, cupping your left breast through your shirt. He tilts his head curiously, squeezing the soft flesh. As he kneads it, you can feel your nipples begin to press against the fabric of your shirt. Damn you for not wearing a bra. The Terminator notices, rubbing his thumb over the sensitive nub. You inhale sharply as he does and his eyes snap to yours. For a being that is unable to produce emotions he sure is staring at you intensely.Â
âIâm looking at your body reacting to me.â He says lowly, releasing his grip on your hair to grope your ass. He palms your right asscheek, the globe of flesh easily engulfed by his large hand. This presses your lower body against him harder and you find yourself letting out a small moan. Your cheeks burn as he looks at you again, seeming to process the noise you just made. His hand once again kneads your ass and he watches as you bite your lip. Youâre finding it more difficult to separate from the T-800 as he continues to caress you, trying to figure out what makes you squirm. You canât deny how hot itâs making you feel.Â
âI want to kiss you again.â He states, looking confused about why he is saying that. You smile, your right hand coming up to touch the back of his thick neck.Â
âThen kiss me.â You giggle, letting all your anxiety go as you meet him in the middle. Youâll admit that you have thought about the robot in an inappropriate light sometimes, but you always held back because it was certain he couldnât reciprocate the feelings you had. You kiss him hungrily, guiding his hands to your hips and wrapping your arms around his neck. He grunts against your mouth, caught off guard by your sudden enthusiasm. His fingers dig painfully into the flesh of your hips. You roll yourself against him, feeling his muscled figure press against you. His usually rigid body softens for a second. The action is frighteningly human-like.Â
âWhat was that?â The android asks softly, always curious to learn. You run your hand up the side of his face, your thumb caressing his angular cheek.
âI think that was the tension in your muscles leaving, making you relax.â You murmur against his mouth, feeling the cyborg clench and unclench your hips as he deciphers what that means. As heâs distracted, you manage to swing him around and sit him on the couch, quickly straddling him before he can protest.
â[Y/N]ââ You interrupt him by pressing your thumb over his lips.Â
âNo. You know nothing sex and I donât want you to hurt me because you definitely can. Let me teach you a little at least.â You say heatedly to him, carefully running your thumb over his plump lips. His eyes narrow, an ever calculating look in them. After a few more moments of tense silence, the T-800 lays into the couch, signaling that you have free reign.Â
âFine.â He replies, watching as a smug smile crosses your lips.
âYou have to learn to slow down and take in the moment.â You say quietly, lust lacing your tone. You lower yourself into his lap completely, gasping when you feel his hard lower anatomy against yours. You fist your hands around the shirt on his wide chest, pulling yourself tightly into him.Â
âItâs called foreplay. Stuff you do before the actual act.â You whisper against his neck, beginning to grind your clothed pussy against his clothed dick. Your resounding moan has his hands coming up to hold the tops of your thighs. His fingers are twitching erratically though. A deep exhale leaves his body. You cock your head and repeat the motion again. This time his body shivers, like heâs being electrocuted. The robot squeezes your thighs to the point that youâre certain there will be bruises. A grunt of confusion leaves his artificial voice box. You giggle, nipping his jaw line.Â
âFeel good?â You ask softly, resting completely still against him to entice him to do it himself. The male humanoid seems so confused, synthetic blue eyes searching yours.
âI donât know.â He says flatly and you smile, carefully dragging his hands up to your hips. He grips them tightly.
âThen you try.â You mumble, resting against his chest while he tries to calculate his movements. He watches your face as he attempts to repeat the roll of your hips into his crotch. He nails it, pressing you deeper into him as his arousal rubs against yours. A growl rumbles through him and he continues to grind you against him as you moan.Â
âAh- fuck.â Your grip tightens around the material of his shirt. His precision is unmatched and you couldnât get the words out to tease him.
âAm I doing this right?â He asks in his usual monotone voice, though thereâs the slightest tinge of strain in it. You glare at him, a hitched breath following after he successfully glides against you again. His toneless voice is getting on your nerves.Â
âYouâre so annoying.â You manage to grit out, forcing yourself to take back over. The cyborg surprisingly lets you overpower him, his striking blue gaze studying your every movement. His eyes narrow scornfully as your words set in.
âI could say the same about you.â He snarks back, making you scowl at him. Godâ Why did he have to be so damn infuriating?! You tsk, moving to hop off of his lap. So what if heâs obviously stronger than you? It doesnât give him the right to keep you away from danger you willingly throw yourself into. You grunt in pain when his fingers squeeze painfully into the meat of your hips, keeping you hovering over him.Â
âWhere do you think youâre going?â The machine asks menacingly, his stare reflecting his voice. You glare back, standing your ground.
âAway from you.â You hiss. âLet go of me.âÂ
The Terminator curls back his lips. Itâs an animalistic act and it catches you wildly off guard. Heâs never done that. He must be pissed.Â
âWhy are you so defiant?â He practically growls, his face looming closer to yours.Â
âWhy are you such an asshole?â You spit back, freezing when he thrusts his hips back up against yours.Â
âYou drive me insane.â He says hoarsely, like heâs almost sheepish to admit it. You open your mouth to retort back, but all that comes out is an unrestrained moan. The cyborg has latched his teeth on your earlobe, biting down with a bruising pressure that borderlines painful. It feels almost too good. He soon pulls away, softly kissing the same spot almost regretfully.
âItâs like my body knows what itâs doing before my mind does.â The Terminator admits quietly into your ear. You chuckle a bit at his honesty.Â
âThen stop trying to think about it.â You reply, arching your back when you feel him squeezing your breast again. He hums low in his chest, adjusting so heâs lying beneath you. His eyes seem to admire your body on top of his, his hand still kneading your right tit as he looks up at you.Â
âShow me how.â The machine asks softly, his contemplative gaze watching your every move. His voice is not as flat as it was before. You smile at him, planting your hands on his firm chest. Slowly, you begin by lazily rolling your hips against his own. His large hands traverse the expanse of your body, carefully squeezing each section to find what you like best. The cyborg finds you respond to your ass being touched the most. Squeezing each globe of flesh possessively, he begins to mimic your grinding with his own against your clothed pussy. You whine when you feel his hardness press against your clit with such confidence. He seems to perk up at that.
âLike this?â The machine asks gently, repeating the perfect roll of his hips yet again. It elicits another noise of pleasure from you and you nod your head.
âY-Yes. Like that.â You tumble out, your fingers digging into his pectorals. He grunts in response, massaging your ass carefully into place so youâre now softly rocking against him in a more intimate rhythm.Â
âOh!â You cry out, not expecting the sudden change in pace and atmosphere. You feel your body heating up quicker than you anticipated, the Terminatorâs dry humping proving to be more sensual than you wouldâve imagined. Itâs difficult to form words while he has you in this new position now, your stomach winding tighter and your voice raising higher.Â
âH-Hey, y-ahn!â You moan when you begin to feel yourself on the edge.Â
âHmm? Youâre going to have to speak up.â He rumbles deeply. You frown at him and watch as the corner of his lips turn up teasingly, soon pausing his rhythm to allow you to get a few words out.Â
âT-Touch me, please.â You say breathily, watching as the robotâs eyes darken with thought. Itâs interesting to watch his internal dialogue through his eyes. Heâs obviously trying to learn as he goes. Itâs kind of cute. You move with him as the Terminator shifts, laying flat on his back across the old couch. Itâs weird to be the one sitting on top of the deadliest threat known to any human. He lightly pats your butt forward, like heâs asking you to move up to straddle his face. You look at him with wide eyes. He offers a smirk. Nibbling your bottom lip, you shift up towards his angular features. When you get closer, the machine helps you to strip off your trousers. You shiver when you feel his automated breath on your now exposed folds. You feel so vulnerable sitting above him like this. He has full access to your body in this position. Perhaps that was his intention. You shiver when you feel one of his warm thumbs brush over your slit, collecting some of the wetness there. He swipes the digit over his tongue, processing the new liquid. His eyes are sharp as they connect with yours.
âSo aroused over practically nothing.â He states monotonously, but his face holds a smug expression. You sneer down at him.
âNow youâ OH!â You damn near screech when the cyborg shoves his face right into your soaked cunt. He doesnât waste any time, licking a methodical line all the way up. You shudder above him, one of your hands sliding down to grip his hair. He hums against your wetness. You can feel him experimenting, trying to find what makes you squirm the most. Heâs succeeding. Your mind is in a haze, feeling foggy from the amount of pleasure this robot is steadily bringing you. Subconsciously, you can feel the momentum of his hips rutting into the air. Poor thing is lacking attention and even he doesnât seem to know. Through your desire-filled fog, you manage to bend back and place your left hand over his impressive size.
The machine falters for a minute when he feels your smaller hand drag against his hard cock. Then he reacts. Your eyes roll into the back of your head as his loud groan is muffled by your pussy.
âO-Oh wow.â You pant, stroking him again. Another deep noise vibrates through you. It makes you realize just how close you are.
âAaa- Iâm gonna come.â You whine, pressing yourself harder against his face. A few more precise licks from him have you seeing stars. You hold on for dear life as you come into the awaiting machineâs mouth, your fingers tightly wound in his artificial hair. You canât even hear the curses and moans slipping from your mouth as you ride out your high. Your vision is white for a few seconds before you can hear yourself panting and feel your hips twitching.
The T-800 is pressing gentle kisses to your sensitive pussy as you come down from your orgasm. A strangled whimper leaves your mouth when you finally process him doing so. You weakly raise yourself away from his face, shaking your head.Â
âT-Too sensitive.â You say airily, groaning when you feel him turn his lips to your inner thighs instead. He waits for you to calm down, languidly massaging your hips as you loosen your grip on his hair. Eventually you look down at him, a small smile on your face as he rests his cheek against your soft skin. He seems to be entranced by the sight of you. You sit back on his firm chest, wondering whatâs going to happen next. The robotâs hands shift from your hips down to your ass, his fingers kneading the plush flesh. His tongue peeks past his lips as he licks your cum off of them. You swear you can see his pupils dilate. The action makes you feel unbearably hot all over again. His head tilts slightly, ever observant eyes studying you. He stays silent though, clearly waiting for you to make the next move. Interesting.Â
You decide you want to see what you were stroking earlier, so you adjust yourself to face his crotch. Your backside is in his face in this position, but he doesnât seem to mind judging by the way his large hands immediately return to massage it. Itâs quiet as your hands fiddle with his belt, the sound of the metal clinking the only sound that fills the air. You donât waste a second when itâs unfastened, unbuttoning his pants and pulling the zipper down. You can feel the machine sigh deeply beneath you. The fabric mustâve been tight against him. You smile at the thought, your petite hands carefully pushing the material down to expose more of the T-800âs skin. He lifts his hips slightly to make it easier for you to do so. You gasp quietly when his hard length smacks against his stomach. Oh wow. The size is certainly intimidating. What intrigues you the most is how authentic it looks. The tip is an angry red with some precum already smeared atop it. The shaft is quite girthy with a few veins here and there. Thereâs a slight curve to it as well. You can feel your inner walls clench in excitement as you continue to stare at his anatomy. The pits of your lower belly are burning yet again. You flinch when you feel something poke at your entrance.Â
âWhat are you doing?â You ask, peeking over your shoulder the best you can to see what the Terminator is up to. His face holds an investigative expression. You shiver when you feel what youâve determined to be his finger touch your wet pussy again. It doesnât pull back this time, instead circling your hole. His silence is unnerving.
âI saw your muscles contract. Are you alright?â He asks innocently. You couldnât help the small chuckle that escapes your lips.Â
âYes, Iâm fine. Just excited.â You respond, returning your attention to the hard cock that rests against his defined abdomen. You gently take him into your hand, mulling over the fact that your fingertips just barely touch when wrapped around his girth. You give him an experimental pump, smiling in delight when his hips jerk in response. A quiet grunt leaves him. You repeat the motion, this time continuing to stroke him while adjusting the pressure. A low sound rumbles through the machine and you can feel his fingers squeeze the back of your thighs tightly. The muscles of his stomach grow taut as you continue your ministrations, watching in awe as precum slowly oozes from his tip. You dip down and run your tongue over the head, collecting the milky fluid that leaks from it. A sharp inhale emits from the cyborg as you drag your warm appendage over his sensitive flesh. You take a moment to think over the taste before swallowing. Itâs slightly sour, but otherwise flavorless. It holds the same texture as regular ejactulate goes. Without any further hesitation, you wrap your lips around his cock and begin to suck on him while stroking too. The machineâs hips begin to shake beneath you, most likely feeling overwhelmed from the unfamiliar stimulation.
âMm-mmpf.â A strained, breathy moan resounds from him and you hum against his length at the noise. That was hot. His hips still erratically twitch beneath you. It seems this is becoming too much for him at the moment.
âWh-What is this? My systems ar-areânngh.â His voice is tense as he attempts to speak. Itâs clear heâs struggling to process what exactly heâs experiencing right now. Itâs kind of cute, but he needs to chill out. His grip on your thighs is growing painful. In an attempt to make the cyborg relax, you smooth your left hand over the top of his muscular thigh and begin to lightly trace patterns on it. You also pull your mouth off of him, lazily pumping his cock instead while you wait for him to cool down a bit. His tremors eventually subside and you feel him kneading your poor thighs.Â
âYou okay?â You hum quietly, looking over your shoulder to assess his expression. Judging by the way his eyebrows are furrowed, he appears to be deep in thought.
âYes. Keep going.â He replies. You nod, resuming your task of overworking him. Until you feel a finger prod at your puffy folds yet again. Before you can say anything, the digit begins to slowly sink into your twitching heat. A shaky exhale leaves you as he reaches down to his third knuckle with ease. You struggle to continue stroking him as the Terminator gently rubs his finger against your walls, clearly trying to find your most pleasurable spots. A heady whine echoes through the dingy room as he manages to caress a part that makes your eyes roll into the back of your head.Â
âYou should lower your voice, [Y/N]. Sarah and John are still here.â The machine murmurs. You scoff, now determined to make him regret those words. Readjusting your grip, you begin to pump his dick in your hand with more fervor. His hips jump slightly and you smirk as a choked groan emits from him. You donât let the robot recover from the sudden change, quickly engulfing the head of his cock into your mouth and sucking. A violent shudder rolls through the machineâs body and it only spurs you on. Taking a deep breath, you try to swallow the Terminatorâs cock down your throat. A loud moan fills the air as you do, his hips snapping up on their own accord. You gag as the rest of his length is forced into your esophagus, your lips successfully pressing against his pubic bone. His hands are again wrapped around the backs of your thighs, a plethora of unintelligible words expelling from the T-800. You manage to relax yourself, starting to slowly drag your mouth up and down.Â
âOhâ I d-donâtâ I think Iâmââ His loud gasp is your only warning before you feel a gush of liquid spill down your throat. You choke, swallowing the best you can before you have to pull away so you donât throw up. The machine is shaking beneath you, a final spurt of cum rolling down the length of his cock before he stills completely. You lick him clean, savoring it before you sit up and turn around. Youâre seated comfortably on his defined abdomen, looking down at his blissed out expression. His cheeks are red and his eyes are dilated as hell, only a smidge of the blue irises visible. It makes you smile.Â
âHow are you feeling?â You expected him to instantly remind you that machines cannot feel anything, but youâre surprised when he doesnât respond immediately.Â
âWarm.â He murmurs quietly after a few seconds and you swear your heart melts at the simple, genuine reply. The T-800âs eyes flicker around your figure for a few moments, seeming to really take in the view in front of him. His lips twitch and you feel his right hand cup the back of your head.
âCome here.â He mumbles as he gently brings you up towards his face, meeting you halfway and passionately pressing his lips against yours. You feel his other arm slink around your waist as he sits up a bit, carefully pressing your body snug against his own. You gladly sink into him, rolling your tongue against his bottom lip in a silent demand for him to deepen the kiss. He seems to understand, a soft groan vibrating against your mouth as he opens his own. He allows you to explore, secretly enjoying the taste of you being processed through his overheated system. It gradually grows more raunchy and you only pull back when you feel his length twitch against your ass. You mustâve shifted down here at some point. His hands slide down to your plush backside, gently massaging the skin while he practically stares into your soul.
âWould you like to continue?â He asks softly, focusing on your face as you smile. You adjust your hips accordingly, sighing out an enthusiastic âYes.â
The machine helps you adjust so youâre hovering over his cock, teasingly circling your entrance before pressing against it. He pauses, clearly continuing to give you the lead. Lightly biting the inside of your cheek, you begin to sink down on his sizable dick. A low moan expels from you as you slide him into you, relishing in the way he seems to pulsate inside of you. The robot shares your pleasure, sucking in a breath despite not having lungs. StrangeâŠ
âMmm..Youâre overwhelming.â He shudders, and you moan as you eventually press against his base. You feel extremely full, but itâs surprisingly super exhilarating. An erotic chuckle puffs from you as you adjust, your hands cupping his somehow rosy cheeks.Â
âYou feel so good.â You admit breathily, pressing a soft kiss to his lips as you begin to set a rhythm. A sonorous hum is his response as you feel his hands run up your back. An intense, but intimate grind is kept in place as you both process what feels good and what feels better. Youâre reduced to shaky moans and pants as the heat within grows hotter. The T-800 beneath you is in a blissed out haze, but is still unsurprisingly quiet as he watches your reactions the entire time. Ingraining it in his CPU files. A growl thrums from him as he suddenly hijacks your rhythm, forcing your hips down until youâre flush against him and keeping you there.Â
âIâd like to take over.â He grunts out and you whimper against his neck, loathing the fact that you canât move in his vice-like grip. You brush your thumbs over his cheeks before nodding.Â
âOkay.â You whisper, adjusting your hands so they hold onto his broad shoulders. His fingers adjust their grip on your backside, aiding in lifting you slowly off of his length. He continues until just the tip remains inside, then he just as painstakingly lowers you back down. The motion allows you to feel everything inch by inch and it makes you feel warmer than you thought possible. A high-pitched moan erupts from you as soon as he bottoms out, the length of him perfectly massaging against a sensitive spot deep within.Â
âRight there?â He asks softly. You nod, your fingers digging into his shoulders. A smirk curls his lips at your response, mischief flashing briefly through his focused expression. You donât have a second to question it when the machine grinds into you before pulling out to piston his entire length back into that exact, mind-numbing spot. A strangled gasp is all you can muster as you hold on to his broad shoulders, your head tilting back as the warmth from within your body slowly overwhelms you. The pressure builds as he sets a bruising pace, the smack of your hips against his audible now. Your entire body jolts against his powerful thrusts, but it isnât painful. Not when his cock massages the inside of you perfectly every single time. An obscene squelching sound soon becomes audible. You can feel the pressure mounting, your fingers clawing his biceps frantically. His lips brush over your neck. The Terminator is quiet, but a quiet set of groans rumbles from him every now and again. He remains watchful of your face, looking on as you slowly begin to lose yourself on him. Because of him. Heâs quite a sight to bestow, eyelashes fluttering against his cheeks with his mouth slightly parted in focus.
âY-You bastard.â You manage to grit out through your pants, a heated moan pouring out soon after. His teeth find your earlobe and all you can do is arch your back as a powerful wave of heat seizes you suddenly. His hand covers your mouth just in time as an unrestrained cry tears through your throat as the orgasm washes over. The arm around your waist locks up and you can hear him grunt as your pussy clenches around him, the cyborg burying his cock deep within you before he stills up as well.
âYouâre so t-tightânggh.â His artificial voice cracks before his entire body shudders, the feeling of his cum pumping into you following after. It only prolongs your ecstasy. The machine holds you tightly against him until both of you have recovered, removing his hand away from your mouth to join his other arm around your waist.
âDid I hurt you?â He asks after a bout of silence and you smile against his chest, shaking your head.
âNo.â You mumble, a deep sigh leaving you as he moves to slide out of you. You groan lightly as he shifts so you now lay comfortably on top of him, the soreness of your body just beginning to set in by the movement. The humanoidâs fingers trail over your sweaty skin, mapping over the expanse over your spent frame.
âGood.â He says softly, and you snort at his response. The tips of his fingers trace down your spine as he hums.
âThe goal was to make it hard for you to walk without seriously injuring you. Iâm just making sure this solution is effective.â His usual monotone is back, but you pay no mind. Youâre too busy falling asleep against his bulky form. Seems the robot wore you out more than you thought he could.
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If Itâs Not You, Itâs Not Anyone.
Ficlets inspired by song lyrics: part two.
Pairing: ARC Echo x GN!Reader
POV/WC: 2nd, but from Echo's perspective, 2082 words
Rating/Warnings: Teen. Overall fluffy but with significant mentions of anxiety. Seggsy time is implied a few times also.
A/N: while this isnât my favourite song in the world, Iâve never been able to listen to it without this kind of imagery floating through my mind. I love the lyrics, especially when I fit them into an ARC Echo sized box. Not proof or beta read (and Iâm notorious for making up my own words when I canât think of the one I want⊠fair warning.) ENJOY.Â
âForeverâs not enough time to love you the way that I want, because every morning I find you, I fear the day that I donât. You say that I wonât lose you but you canât predict the future âcause certain things are out of our control. If you ever move on without me, I need to make sure you know: you are the only one Iâll ever love⊠if itâs not you itâs not anyone.â
[Anyone - Justin Bieber]
He wasnât a betting man anymore, the days heâd found himself brazen enough to wager his belongings were long since outgrown, and now merely a memory of the past brought up too frequently atop relentless jeers from his brother, Fives. The purgatorial hours after curfew but preceding sleep, saw Domino Squad sprawled across a table, discarded face cards tossed aside as the boys bickered with each other over who lay claim to the prize pot anchoring their fun. Echo was only too miserable to watch his prized possessions float from his clutches, lost to the treachery of one bad poker hand after another, the certainty of his impending win often betrayed by Hevyâs nearly inscrutable bluffing skills. âJust lucky, I guess,â the broad shouldered soldier would coo across the table with a wink, smirking as his fingers draped themselves eagerly around the mountain of contraband that heâd won.
Time and experience had seen a shift in priorities. Life⊠war⊠had quickly reinforced the notion that the distribution of Lady Luckâs attention was entirely unpredictable, and trying to elucidate her choices could send a man spiraling into an anguished insanity. It was far simpler to just swallow the bitter pill of unreasoning: sometimes you simply had her favour, and sometimes you did not (and Hevy, somehow, seemed to always have it).
Departing the protective bubble of Kaminoâs isolation had proved less of a challenge than Echo anticipated thanks to the unexpected comfortability of their first posting. Surveilling the Rishi system from the stillness of a desolate moon was barely a challenge for the squadâs capable hands, especially after years of conditioning had endowed their expectations with images of carnage and violence, but despite the perceived insignificance of their objective, their overseeing officers were no less regimented or dogmatic than those whom had raised them. Tactics and strategy continued to be encouraged at every possible opportunity; obedience enforced, and discipline expected. âSegregation from the front lines is no excuse for complacency,â their sergeant would iterate repeatedly. âAny brother would be lucky to have landed this posting. Take it seriously.â
Between inappropriately fluffy songs, Clone Nation Radio recounted the events of battles fought across the galaxy, perfectly mirroring the sergeants continued pleas. Seemingly the only squad member willing to heed the advice, the quiet hours on the distant moon saw Echo pouring over schematics, the memorization of regulation manuals presenting him with the perfect shield against the potential chill of Lady Luckâs cold shoulder. His brothersâ snide remarks about indulging in this new âstrangeâ habit, simply rolled off his armoured shoulders. âWeâll see who gets the last laugh when these âdumb manualsâ help me out-survive all of you,â he would always chirr back with a roll of his eyes.
Yet his incessant need to retain information had unknowingly only sharpened a double-edged sword. In his earnest to ensure a complete competency, his shield of preparedness had rendered him protected on one hand, but preoccupied on the other, with the unknown shift in his awareness exposing a notion shared by many troopers: that the monster of mortality is all-too happy to lay-in-wait long enough for him to be forgotten about, pushed to the back burner a overly confident soldier's mind. Â
The Rishi posting was quiet⊠until it wasnât. Kamino seemed a fortress impenetrable to external threat⊠until it wasnât. Both events had struck Echo with a hard blow of realization that tactics can only ensure a portion of one's safety, schematics will not prevent an invasion, one must learn to expect only that which is unexpected, and there are variables far outside any one manâs control. Lady Luck will ultimately always get to play her gameâŠ
And sadly, heâd seen too many brothers had crumple at his side, their torches snuffed in a fraction of a blink, many of them with packs and pouches full of treats that theyâd won in a game the previous night. Why is it that Luck had caressed them then, only to fatally betray them hours later?Â
No, his betting days were behind him⊠and then there was you.  Â
Now? Heâd have bet everything he ever owned that your hair was the softest the universe had ever seen. Even after hours of fervent frolicking between the sheets, your bodies entwining with the desperate desire to reacquaint after so many rotations apart, and each strand having been tugged, bunched, knotted and tossed in the name of a passionate routine so mesmerizing that time itself seemed to pause, it still felt like silk draped between his fingers.Â
Heâd have wagered every credit in the galaxy that history had never seen a hand fit more perfectly into another like yours fit into his. It was as if the Maker had initially sculpted your bodies as one, only to have it fall from Mortis and fracture, the pieces seamlessly fitting together to reestablish his physical rendering of love.Â
And heâd have bet that, in all the systems heâd traversed, none of them orbited a sun even remotely as radiant as the twinkle in your eye. A luminescence shining from deep inside of you unrivaled by any charted celestial body; a lighthouse that he was all-too willing to let endlessly guide him into your embrace⊠back home.Â
Definity now seemed attainable. He had never been surer of anything or anyone in his entire life, and such a certainty had been achieved without the memorization of manuals, and without the aid of instructions, tactics, or strategy. Embedded with the impenetrable protection of your belief in him, his shield now seemed the perfect match for redirecting every potential blow of Lady Luckâs unpredictable tantrums; his irrefutable love for you unwavering despite the external chaos.Â
But always a double edged sword, the 'distraction' of your love ensured that the undoubtability of your union walked hand-in-hand with unpredictability⊠with fear and anxiety. The monster of mortality, while frequently concealed behind dense clouds of bliss and enamoring twinkles of light, was never again truly absent from Echoâs awareness, and the harrowing chirp of a deployment transmission ringing from his wristcom acted as a stark reminder that the monster was always waiting patiently for an opportunity to rob the universe of such beauty.    Â
âWhatâs on your mind, love?â you would ask in those moments, when the surging heat of your frenzied entanglement subsided and the stillness of the night exposed his resurging anxiety. But your query neednât ever be spoken; the cause of the deepening crease between his brows and the frown tugging at his lips was a mystery to no one, and part of him wondered if you only uttered the question aloud knowing that the sound of your voice would soothe him in a way that nothing else could.
âYou are, Cyare,â he would always answer, too aware that the unnatural smile hitched to his lips would provoke nothing but a skeptical cock of your eyebrow, yet too willing to deny his fear its chance in the light.  Â
This routine transpired only a handful of times before youâd successfully pulled the truth from him, his desire to remain a pillar of strength simply no match for the knowing twinkle in your eye, its majesty quickly summoning the anxiety from the depths of his gut and out past his lips.
The truth finally spoken: that he was scared to lose each other, to lose you, intensely fearful that every sorrowful departure preceding a deployment would be the last. His tactical mind was painfully aware that the probabilities of him safely returning home varied largely from one mission to the next, the chances laced with a risk that was incalculable⊠unpreparable despite his every effort. Â
But even fatality seemed a welcome alternative to his greatest fear of all: that he would return home from a long deployment to find the twinkle banished from your eyes, that he would find a person no longer blind to the fact that a life built on the shoulders of a soldier was one laden with an unavoidable and potent neglect, and that youâd become a person no longer willing to suffer the solitude that accompanied his absence. Â
âIâm not going anywhere, Echo,â you would always reassure him. âItâs you and me, my love. Until the end of the universe.â
The mantra never lost its purity despite how often you chorused it to him with your fingers intertwined tightly between his, or your forehead pressed to his in a motion of complete connection, but tonight felt⊠different. Despite your recited promise and the intimate swaddle of your body around his, Echo could not shake the feeling of dread simmering in his gut.Â
âWhat is it?â you probed in barely more than a whisper, your hands stalling their thoughtless swirls atop his skin, fingers instead nestling themselves between the swells of his heaving chest.Â
âNothing, Meshâla.â He couldnât quite quantify the intensity of his anxieties tonight, for even unspoken they seemed baseless and irrational. How could he express that the gnawing of his upcoming deployment felt more formidable this time, when he knew his words would serve no purpose other than plaguing you with worry? He had no desire to let his malignant fears rob you of the listful peace that he so badly longed for in these moments.Â
You hummed quietly, toes shifting to gently glide along the top of his foot, the sensation grounding him enough to tighten his grasp around your shoulders. âIâm not going to call you a liar,â you snorted as you nuzzled into his side, âbut it kinda smells like your pants might be on fire.âÂ
He should have expected such a response; youâd always been quick to wit, quick to humour, quick to ensure that, even in the enshadowed bedroom where the only light came from the patchwork quilt of a million other windows scattered from here to the horizon, he felt utterly seen.Â
A small sigh stalled his explanation, his plagued mind still attempting to grapple for some semblance of justification. âI donât know,â he posed, pausing to press his lips to your forehead, the familiar fragrance of your hair wafting into his nose easing only a fraction of his worry. âSomething feels⊠weird. I canât shake the feeling that something is going to go amiss during this next one.âÂ
âSounds like a bad case of the âsend-off scariesâ,â you chuckled, shifting your head on his shoulder to watch your fingers resume their mindless doodles across his skin.
âNo, Meshâla,â he protested, the ghost of misunderstood frustration dancing across his tense features as he retracted his arm from around you and pushed himself into a seated position. âItâs more than that, but⊠I canât explain it.âÂ
You shifted your posture to mirror his, scooping his hands into yours and squeezing his palms tightly to prevent him from shielding his face. âPerhaps itâs because this one is a little riskier than some of the others?â you proposed, trying to catch the eyes that heâd deliberately averted from you. âYou were saying the Citadel is pretty heavily fortified, right? Maybe itâs the fact that the archive maps are dated and incomplete that has you a little more anxious than usual.âÂ
âYeah⊠maybe,â he sighed solemnly, only barely resisting the urge to shake his head and argue. Â
âYou and Fives are an unshakable team,â you persisted. âEspecially with Rex and the General beside you. You all have an innate call to protect each other. Just have faith⊠trust your instincts. Theyâve never led you astray, my love. In factââ a gentle guiding finger under his chin pulled his anguished gaze back to you, ââthey led you right to me.âÂ
There it was, dancing in your eyes as if fueled by starlight, the twinkle that reminded him time-and-time-again that nothing could rob him of his home⊠of his home in you.
âYouâre right, Cyare,â he conceded, leaning in to graze his smiling lips against yours. âI love you. Itâs you and me to the end of the universe.âÂ
No, he wasnât anymore⊠but if he was a betting man, that lingering moment of quiet assurances with breath dancing atop each other's cheeks and lips moving to convey an unspoken message, heâd have wagered that the very stars aligned the night he met you. Heâd have bet there wasnât a force anywhere in this galaxy stronger than his connection to you⊠and you can bet that if only an ounce of his courage remains intact when he returns home from that wretched fortress, the first place youâll find him is in your doorway, perched on one knee with a ring in his hand and a plea in his eyes. You can bet that, if Lady Luckâs cold shoulder ever robbed you of each other, his love for you, and only you, would be a promise more steadfast and unwavering than time itself.
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the fact you donât write non-con or rape? I wanna smooch u đđđđ
That sounds like the bare minimum but Iâll take the smooch anyways đ
I have nothing against writers who write dark content or readers who enjoy dark content, I just personally really dislike it so Iâd never write for it nor reblog fics with it. Consent is seggsy and I love consent đđ
#đŻïžspirit box#mmmm people who constantly ask if you like something or not#or if they should keep going#the sexiest people ever
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Sandra Pransky - S.J Character
MDNI!! Smut 18+
Warnings: Some crazy seggsy time, Angst(?), Happy ending, x fem!reader, cheating (please don't cheat on people), getting arrested, think that's it ;)
Pairings: Sandra Pransky x fem!reader
Word Count: 1948
AN: I need to get this out of my drafts. it was starting to decay in there.
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"Holy fucking God!" Sandra's legs stuttered close around your head before shakily opening back up with the help of your strong hands. Her fingers curled around your hair, pulling every so often, too consumed by the pleasure you were gifting her to emit anything else other than incoherent praises and pathetic moans.
You groaned when Sandra pulled at your hair a little too roughly, the pain and pleasure bringing an ache to your core which then made your upgraded strap-on twitch. "I'm cumming! I'm cumming!"
"Yeah? You coming, baby?" Sandra nodded her head rapidly, squeaking out a breath of 'Yes' when you suddenly pushed your fingers into her core. "Then cum. Cum on my face."
At your command, Sandra let herself cover the entirety of your face with her delicious cum. Your tongue randomly lapped at her tattered core, making the girl above you writhe and pull you up by your hair all the while her legs shook at your sides. You kissed her in earnest, slowing down the previously fast pace of your fingers drilling into her core.
Then all of a sudden, Sandra let out a breathy yelp as you pulled her hips up and flipped her onto her stomach. "Think you can take my cock, little girl?"
"Oh, yes, please." You pulled her head up in an awkward position to look at you with one hand while your other hand dug the rubber dick along the blonde's slick cunt. Swiftly, you pushed your hips forward, burying your girthy strap within Sandra's soaking depths. Your pace was tough and fast, but gentle at the same time. The blonde woman was loving every second of this, the knowledge bring a cocky smirk to your lips. "I think someone's enjoying herself."
"You fucking bet." Your Sandra gasped as your fingers toyed with her clit from beneath her, her head going limp and falling forward into the sheets. Every push and pull of your hips made the blonde in your bed moan louder into the thick-aired room.
You reached forward and grab a fistful of your Sandra's hair, pulling her up with that leverage to husk in her ear, fucking her slowly now, but not pulling out, just humping and grinding into her, "You're such a fucking whore. Filthy girl, nothing but a little cock-hungry slut for me, aren't you?" You felt the slight pull-away Sandra did with her head, indicating her nodding in response to your question that did nothing to stop the continuous gush of wetness at her stretched hole. "Oh, baby. You're going to have to speak up for me to understand what you're saying. I mean, you do remember our playtime rules, right, baby?"
Sandra's eyes rolled to the back of her head as she mewled when your strap hit that spot inside her that had her reeling in pleasure and teetering at the edge of her orgasm, then rushing to speak as she somewhat remembered her duty to respond to your tauntingly unnecessary questions.
"Yes, yes! Your cock-hungry slut, your slut, yours only- holy, I'm gonna cum. Can I cum?" Sandra's shaky way of asking you for permission to cum had you groaning under your breath. You almost took pity on her when she whined at your lack of response, already cursing you in her head for being so unfair.
Why should she have to reply to you verbally when you rarely ever did to her?
But alas, being the good girl she is, she begged you for what she knew she deserved.
"Please, please! Let me cum, please!"
"On the count of ten, mon amour."
You heard her whine before she next spoke in a whispered plea, "Please, count fast." You darkly chuckled at her and pushed her face into the pillow before her when you began rubbing tighter, pleasurable circles on her throbbing clit, now doing sharp pull-outs then thrusting back in quickly.
"Ten." you extended the 'e', emphasizing the fact that you were not to comply with Sandra's pleas, the action only making Sandra's need to cum more intense.
"Please, Y/N!" Her almost whispered begging made you coo at her.
"Oh, baby. You're adorable." You continued your countdown, only reaching to six when the blonde next whined at your aggravatingly slow counting.
"Please, please, please! I feel like if you don't let me cum anytime soon I'll explode."
"We can't have that, now can we?" She whispered a bold no. "Five, four, three, two-"
You fondled Sandra's soft breasts as you counted down to one and felt her shudder with a loud scream once her orgasm tore right through her.
"You fuck me so good, Y/N." You felt how Sandra slightly went limp in your arms, so you resorted to pushing her head down on the sheets and continuing to fuck her.
Your thrusts reached deep into the blonde, slow and shallow. "You wanna be a good girl and let me fuck you until you use your safe word, honey?"
"Yes, yes, please. I wanna be a good girl- Oh!" Your thrusts became fast, more hasty, and hurried than your once slow pace thus catching Sandra off guard. You muttered out praise to Sandra whilst you ran your hands up and down her back as if a way to soothe the close-to-sobbing girl. You then gripped her hips, using that leverage to pull her back against your thrusts.
Sandra was near sobbing as she came once more with an almost whisper of your name. She sighed as you harshly twisted her body to lay on her back. You dove into her pussy, lapping at all that was there, causing the beauty above you to moan brutally.
Sandra let out a whine as you pulled away from her core, going to speak up before being cut off by a silent scream, her mouth clenching closed. Your fingers drilled into her as if searching for something you'd lost within her. You continued thrusting your fingers into the beautiful woman below you, even as she started cumming, her juices contained in your fast-moving hand.
Sandra adjusted her position, leaning on her elbows while gripping the sheets with a force that could almost rip through them. Her gaze remained on her leaking cunt, your fingers still drilling into her. Then you finally pulled your fingers out, cupping her cum as you did, watching Sandra breathe heavily.
"Open your mouth." You commanded. You watched her heave before doing as she was told, opening her mouth wide enough for you to pour her cum into her waiting mouth.
"Good girl. Now, swallow."
Sandra made a show of following your orders, opening her mouth and showing you her tongue as proof that she'd swallowed her own cum.
"You want more of that? You want to cum for me more, little girl?" Sandra nodded. "Yeah?"
"Please."
"Your such a fucking whore, Sandra. Lots would think you'd be tapping out by now. With the number of times you've cum already, most expect that you would have had enough, but no; you're different. You're such a fucking cum slut, Sandra."
You plunged your finger within her again, beginning your onslaught upon her sweet pussy.
Sandra's first few moans were loud, then as she started cumming, one right after the other, her moans turned to silent screams. Her head fell back, her mouth stayed agape, and her beautiful eyes were tightly closed. You didn't even need to tell Sandra to open her mouth this time. She simply did so, much to your appeal.
"Such an obedient little girl." You smacked both sides of her face with your cum-soaked hand knowing just how much she loved mixing pain with pleasure.
Sandra writhed as she sucked in much-needed air into her burning lungs. You leaned in to kiss her, holding her face in your hand tightly as you did so. "Oh, baby. I'm going to make you feel so good."
****
The sun was just about to set, the golden glow of the sun shining on Sandra just right from where she rode you relentlessly near the foot of the bed. Sandra had both of her hands on her knees before she moved one of them to her throbbing clit. She was panting above you, yet she strived to bounce on your cock with precision.
"Oh, baby. You look so beautiful like this." You held onto her waist tightly, controlling her relentless bouncing and guiding her up and down your strap. "So obedient. It's too bad you're too stupid for him. My dumb whore."
Sandra mewled at your degradation, but, at the same time, your words pinched her heart. She knew of your faithful and undeniable love for her yet she was still tied to her relationship with your older brother, Peter Lyman. You both knew you loved each other, but you also both knew your brother would be heartbroken if was he supposed to find out his beloved girlfriend was in love with his sister.
Y/L Lyman.
Sandra's beloved.
But neither of you could think about that right now. Because right now, Sandra was busy bouncing on your thick cock.
"Please, I'm gonna cum." Sandra shakily informed you of her current state whilst you laid there nonchalantly, only helping her ride you with your hands tightly holding her fast-moving hips.
You watched Sandra's face contort with immense pleasure, noting how her usually light green eyes now held a darker shade, how her eyes hazily remained on you, how her mouth formed a perfect circle, the way her brows furrowed while you fucked up into her.
You remained watchful, keeping your eyes on hers, watching as tears slowly made their way to her waterline and down the side of her face. "Oh, honey don't cry. I know it feels good and I know you're going to cum, but I'm gonna need you to hold that in for me."
Your faux pity on her made her whine, but obeying your orders, not wanting to push you, and find out what you might do to her if she was to push you into letting her cum.
Sandra continued to bounce with the help of your strong hands. You were simply too strong for her to control her own movements, so instead, she resorted to laying on your chest and pushing back against your thrusts. You held her close at that, having wrapped one arm around her waist and up her shoulder and the other still holding her hip, controlling her bouncing.
It felt like ages for Sandra before you allowed her to cum, and once she did, her scream was most definitely heard throughout your home. You held her as she heaved to calm herself down, rubbing her back up and down and running your fingers through her hair. Then the next moment when she spoke, you were surprised, to say the least.
"I'm leaving him. I want you."
****
You watched from the doorstep of your brother's private lakeside home as he was pulled away into a cop car beside a soaked Sandra. You had your hands in your pockets as you stared on while the current affairs took place. Your eyes followed the cop car as it drove away with Peter inside, then moved your focus to the officer who handed Sandra a towel to wrap around herself.
"That must suck for him."
You peered at the blonde beside you, the one who loosely wrapped her arms around you, "Truly. So, does this mean you're finally wholly mine?"
"Yes, Y/N. I'm yours wholly. No more restraints." Your Sandra smiled at you in the sweetest way and you could almost swear that you fell in love with Sandra more at that moment. And after a beat for a second, you admitted to yourself that you have always been in love with the woman. Ever since you met her when your brother introduced you to each other.
"I love you, Sandra."
"My Y/N, I love you too."
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this is us ~ jjk | 19
âš title: this is us | (sequel to all grown up) âš pairing: jungkook x f!reader | âš rating: m/18+ | minors dni âš genre/au: drama, romance, angst, fluff, smut | est!relationship, age gap, best friend's younger brother âš playlist | âš if you haven't read the prequel to this, please do so here! :) âš a/n: y'all, we're getting closer and closer to the ending of their story :( :( there's one last chapter and an epilogue T_T i'm sorry that it took so long to get this chapter out. i was stuck on it for the longest time bc ya know, i suuuuck at writing seggsy things, but i hope y'all enjoy it anyway. there were a few words left for me to use, so you'll see them in bold (we also have one more line, but we'll save that until the end hehe. iykyk). and as always, please like, reblog, scream (or not) at me, send me asks. i love it all. i hope you're all doing well.
[Â SERIES MASTERLISTÂ ] | next âš 20 ~ ending credits
chapter nineteen ~ together again | wc: 9.7k warnings: weâre back to fluffy, domestic shit đ (finally), they love and miss each other so much, againâlots of talking and conversations (with yoongi, yuna, namjoon), bamie is a big boy and goes on a flight, lots of hugs, kisses, touching (what else is new), our TIU babies are being grown ass adults and sharing their feelings (whuttttâwho are they? like the character growth? iâm sobbing), references to jkâs weverse lives, mentions of death, language smut warnings: i am sorry (not sorry) for all the seven references, protected sex (they havenât been with anyone else since they broke up, but theyâre being safe, and to our surprise, itâs kookâs suggestion), jk is a lil dommy, use of lube, dirty talk, oral (f. receiving), fingering (from the front and behindâdonât judge me), titty sucking, kissing, groping, overstimulation (i blame his weverse live), one small convo during seggs, a lil pussy slapping, lil spanks, light light light anal play (donât judge meâhe just puts his thumb on itâŠ.), jk wants to savor every moment with oc, but she's needy af
~ Three weeks later ~
The Netflix meeting in LA was a bust, but you wouldnât let it bring you down. At least Kenji was courteous enough to call you and apologize about his friend. He thought he was doing you a favor but hadnât realized how slimy Zach was.
The brunch tradition continued with Hyunie, Tae, and Yoongi, but this time, Hyunie didnât want to host and suggested going out. You didnât mind at all. It would be nice to get out of the house and get some fresh air.
And as usual, the married couple was running late. You greeted Yoongi, taking a seat beside him. His hair had grown a significant amount since you last saw him. It suited him well, you thought.
âNice ring,â he said, gawking at the diamond-encrusted jewelry on your fourth finger.
You still needed to get used to itâsometimes, you forgot you had it on. âOh, thanks,â you mumbled, tucking your hand underneath your thigh. This was the first time you saw Yoongi since leaving for LA, and you were sure he would crack down on what happened.
âIâm guessing you didnât want to live with the âwhat ifsâ and called lover boy.â He smirked, and a light chuckle left his lips. Honestly, he called itâknew you couldnât resist, was too lovesick over him just to give up so easily.
âActually, I didnât call him. We kind of justâfound each other.â And you werenât lying! You didnât reach out to him, had no idea youâd bump into him.
Yoongi holds the butter knife upright in his hand, pushing the tip into the blush pink napkin. âFound each other, huh?â he said with disbelief laced in his tone as he looked at you.
You hummed in agreement when your eyes met his. He slowly nodded, not believing a word coming out of your mouth.
âWhat?â you asked, annoyed at your friend.
He shrugged, putting the butter knife down. âI didnât say anything.â
You deadpanned. âYou didnât have to. Your face said it all.â
Before your LA trip, you were wavering between what to do and ultimately decided not to call Jungkook. It wasnât your fault you happened to be at the same hotel at the same time. One might call it destiny.
He wanted to humor you. âOkayâwhat did my face say then?â
You gawked at him. âThat you think Iâm dumb for going back to someone who cheated on me.â
âDamn, Iâm kind of harsh,â he laughed.
You pursed your lips and nudged his shoulder. âJust be happy for me.â
Yoongi scoffed. âI didnât say anything, and youâre putting words into my mouth.â You wave him off. âDidnât I tell you that whatever decision you made would be the right one? You obviously chose one way, and the universe chose another.â
You couldnât help but dramatically gasp, hand on your chest. âDoes Min Yoongi believe in destiny? Whatâve you done with the grumpy grandpa persona?â
His upper lip raises in annoyance. âHe didnât go anywhere. Heâs still here.â He straightens his blueberry milk grandpa-colored cardigan.
âI canât wait for you to meet him,â you said, sipping your water. Yoongi doesnât say anything. He just grunts. âYouâll like him; you will.â He grunts again, finally breaking into a smile.
âIâm happy for you. Iâm glad you guys are back together.â
âYou are?â
âYeah, so I can fucking stop hearing about you complain and be all googly eyes for him all the time.â
You playfully shove him. âShut up. I did not talk about him that much.â
âYou shut up, and yes, you did,â Yoongi spat back, cocking his head.
The two of you continued to bicker, nudging and shoving until Kim Taehyung interrupted, âYah, yah, yah! What are you two fighting about?â
âNothing!â The two of you said in unison.
If there was one personâs opinion you came to respect within the last year, it was Yoongiâs. You appreciated that he was always willing to listen, even though you sometimes felt he didnât want toâregardless, he was still a good friend and did it anyway. You loved how straightforward he was and didnât have many friends who could be gentle, supportive, and direct. You were happy he had unexpectedly come into your life when you needed someone the most.
The remote had become your best friend these last few days. You didnât want to start a new drama in case it disappointed you, so you opted for your favorite: Start-Up.
Almost a year later, not having watched it. You had forgotten how much it made you kick your feet, giggle, and cry an ocean of tears. Rewatching these episodes just made you fall more in love with Bae Suzy and Nam Joo-hyuk, and maybe you were feeling all mushy gushy because you and Jungkook rekindled your romance.
The tissue you had in hand had become damp when you wiped away your tears again. It was the fifth one, and you were only halfway through the episode when your phone started buzzing.
When you saw âboyfieâ light up on the screen, you wiped any mascara that smudged and fixed your hair before answering. You didnât want him thinking you were crying because of him.
âHello?â
The screen is fairly dim from Jungkookâs end. All you could hear was him groaning before he croaked out a âhi.â
You giggled, checking the time on your phone. âIsnât it early for you?â
âToo early,â he replied, carding his hand through his fluffy hair to get a better look at you. He moves the phone closer, narrowing his eyes. âAre you crying? Why are you crying?â He shifted into an upright position against the headboard.
âIâm just watching Start-Up. I promise. No one made me cry.â He had a look of relief on his face before he slumped down onto his pillow. âKook, go back to sleep. Iâll talk to you later.â
Jungkook shook his head and pouted. âIâm fine, baby. I missed you. Thatâs why I called.â He slumped further down the bed, pulling the duvet underneath his chin. âIâm pretending this blanket is you.â He nuzzled his face into it.
He missed you that much, huh? Well, you missed him and couldnât wait to be with him again. You didnât know how people could have long distance relationships, three weeks was really too long for anyone to be apart.
âYouâre such a dummy.â
âYour dummy?â he asks with a close-lipped smile.
You hummed. âMy dummy.â
Seeing Jungkook so cozy and snuggled up made you want to do the same. You grabbed a throw blanket that was settled into a basket next to the couch. Your attention went back to Jungkook, who looked like he had fallen asleep. You rolled your eyes because you had told him just to sleep.
âBoyfie?â
Jungkook groaned and inhaled a deep breath before popping up with sleepy eyes. âYeah, baby?â
You werenât going to lie. Him calling you baby and you calling him boyfie was making your insides all tangled up. âGo to sleep. Dream some good dreams, okay?â
âMy dream is right in front of me. I donât need to dream.â
You shifted your position, leaning back on a throw pillow, legs spread across the couch. âWere you always this cheesy?â
âOnly when Iâm with you,â he mumbled into the blanket again as he dozed off.
At this point, you were happy you didnât have anything lined up for you because your new job was making sure this baby star candy didnât fall asleep with a candle lit or something. But good thing you also had Bamie on your side. He would surely come to the rescue of his owner and their crazy antics.
âBaby,â he grumbled, looking at his screen.
You answer softly, âYeahâ, snuggling yourself into the blanket, the little screen of your boyfie in front of you.
âI put in my two weeks' notice at work and told my landlord about breaking my lease.â
He had discussed moving back, and you felt guilty for him having to do so. It wouldâve been easier for you to move out there, granted, LA was the place to live if you wanted more writing opportunities, but he insisted he wanted to be near family and friends.
âI feel bad,â you admit.
Jungkook perks up, shifting against his headboard again. âWhat? Why? Please donât feel bad. I want to move back.â
âI know, but I feel like Iâm taking you away from your life, and then you have to bring Bamie on such a long flight too, then youâll have to start overâfind a new job, a new place.â You could continue listing many things, but you decided to stop overthinking.
âIâm not worried about finding a new job. Iâll probably talk to my old boss and see if they have anything open for me. And in terms of a new place, I could just stay with you.â
You visibly gulped when he said that. âLike move in with me?â
Jungkook pouts, nervously toying with his lip ring. âDo you not want that?â he asked with apprehension in his voice.
âI, um, I mean, donât you think my place is too small for Bam?â You have had your apartment for the longest time since graduating college. Even when you were with Kenji and U-jin, you were always at their place because it was bigger, but when you were with Jungkook, it always felt like home, just big enough for the two of you, and you didnât think Bamie would like how small your place was. He was a big pup and deserved something better than your dinky little apartment.
âWe could just get a new place together,â Jungkook suggested nonchalantly, like there was no weight to his words.
You squint your eyes. âJeon Jungkook, is this your subtle way of asking me to move in with you?â
Jungkook chuckled. âI canât get anything past you, huh? But yes, it makes sense, right?â He had been sitting on the thought since discussing wanting to move back. It wouldnât make sense to go back and forth between two apartments.
âI mean, yeah, you were practically living here anyway, and Iâd want Bamie to have someplace where he could have more space.â Bamie was a big boy, and you wanted him to be comfortable too.
âSo,â Jungkookâs smile grew, âWeâre moving in together?â
You stared blankly at your boyfie. âYou technically didnât ask me yet.â
He cleared his throat. âBabe, baby, sweetheart, the love of my life. Will you move in with me?â
Love of his life, hmm? You could get used to him saying that. You sighed. âI donât know. Youâre kind of a messy guy,â you teased.
Jungkook scoffed. âMe? Messy? Have you seen my apartment? Itâs spotlessââ
âKook! Iâm kidding. I know youâre the cleaning and laundry fairyâand yes, I would love to move in with you.â You knew moving in with Jungkook would mean you wouldnât be allowed to clean or do your own laundry again. But that was a good trade-off, right?
He giggled, slumping from his sitting position onto his side. âI canât wait. Thisâll be so much fun.â
Although Jungkook had slept at your place almost 24/7 when you were together, you wouldnât be aware of his late-night cooking and karaoke sessions until much later.
You purse your lips and roll your eyes. âIâll start looking for places today, so everything will be ready by the time you arrive.â
âPerfect.â
Moving in together was a big step, and you didnât want to overanalyze this choice. If you and Jungkook were still together, you figured at one point or another, the natural progression in a relationship would be to move in. This decision felt good, it felt right.
You were moving the last of your boxes, ensuring everything would go smoothly before Jungkook and Bamieâs arrival. Your phone ringtone goes off; of course, itâs the boyfie.
âHey,â you answered. âWhatâs going on? Is everything okay?â
âYeah, I, um, I couldnât sleep, so I called.â
You knew he had an early flight returning to Seoul in a few hours and wondered why he was still up. âToo excited, hmm?â you chuckled.
His soft chuckle made it seem like something else was on his mind. âSomething like that.â
âIâm kidding, boyfie. Tell me whatâs on your mind,â you asked as you sat on the floor against the empty white wall. The apartment seemed spacious with nothing in it but you and a few boxes.
Jungkook sighed. âThis is gonna sound stupid.â
âCome on, you can tell me. We talked about being open, right?â
âUm, remember when you were here, and we were talking, and you said you almost let someone you know in a bathroom?â
You didnât mean to laugh aloud, but you couldnât help it. âThatâs whatâs keeping you up? A distant memory of me almost sleeping with some guy?â You shuddered thinking about that momentâboy, you were really unhappy, werenât you? But you understood where he was coming from, though. You were sure he was just curious.
âYeahâŠâ
âYouâre adorable,â you teased, shaking your head and wanting to kiss him through the phone.
âShut it,â he grumbled, burying his face into his duvet.
âYouâre so cute. I just wanna pinch your cheeks. Iâll be sure to do so when you get here. My cutie patootie wittle bunny is jealous I almost slept with someone,â you giggled. You always knew Jungkook was the jealous type. He wouldnât even let Namjoon help you with peeling a perilla leafâwhat a weirdo.
âOkayâIâm hanging up now,â he said.
âNo, no, no. Iâm kidding. What about it?â His little spurt of jealousy was too hard not to joke about.
âUm, have you slept with anyone else since we broke up?â
âNo,â you answered quickly. Even if you wanted to, your mind and heart was full of Jeon Jungkook and no one else would even be able to take your mind off him. âHe was the closest thing to me sleeping with anyone, but other than that, I havenât slept with anyone. What about you?â
âOh, noâyou were my last,â he says confidently, like it was a flex.
âOhââ Itâs not like you were expecting him to say Alex, but you were expecting him to say Alex. It only made sense since you thought she was a big reason for him leaving. You had convinced yourself he had run back to her.
âWhat?â he asked, piquing his interest.
âOh, I donât know. I just thoughtââ
âYou just thought I wouldâve slept with someone?â There were plenty of opportunities at company functions or when he was out with Jimin and Lana, but it just didnât feel the same for him. He didnât want a one night stand. He wanted to be in love, have one person consume every single fiber of his being, overtake him, and if none of them were you, then no one could have him.
You didnât want to name names and Jungkook already mentioned that Alex left the company. âI donât know. I mean, yeah, have you seen yourself in the mirror?â Obviously, you wanted to jump his bones the moment you saw him in LA, and it was so fucking hard not to tempt him into staying at the hotel with you that night.
He laughed. âWell, I just hope that means I can fuck you when I see you,â he confessed, licking his lips and winking.
âJeon Jungkook!â
âWhat? I know youâre thinking the same thing. Youâre the one that wanted to tear off my clothes.â
Now you wish you didnât say anything to him about that. You mumbled something indistinct, not clear enough for him to hear. âGood godââ
âOh, donât tell me you havenât been thinking about my dick in your tight little cunt,â he said in such a confident tone.
You gasped because cocky, bratty Jungkook was back and in full swing. âOkayâgoodbyeâgo to sleep! You have a long day of travel ahead of you!â
Jungkook couldnât help getting in a few last words. âI canât wait to put my mouth on yourââ
You quickly ended the video call. Your pussy clenched around nothing, just thinking about Jungkook being inside you again, having his lips on your waist, his hands tracing your lines. Fuck. You might just have to break out the vibrator tonight.
Not a moment later, you received a text.
boyfie 11:35 PM you didnât let me finishâŠ
you 11:35 PM iâll let you show me when you get here.
you 11:36 PM goodnight! see you soon.
Jungkook gazed at the airportâs glossy marble flooring, staring off into space while holding a bouquet of white and yellow chamomile. His flight landed earlier than expected, and picking up Bam from baggage claim was effortless. He sat in a trance, wanting to pinch himself. Was this real? Was he sitting at Incheon airport waiting for you to pick him up?
He mustâve done something good in his past life, had an angel looking out for him, or after making wishes on shooting stars, his own finally aligned back to you.
How he missed home so much. The familiarity of the city was indelible. No way to remove it from his bodyâhe was made for Seoul.
Bam sat beside Jungkook, waiting patiently, watching people pass them by. He would show excitement whenever Jungkook mentioned your nameâhis tail wagging, tongue out, and panting. He was just as eager as Jungkook to see you again.
You cursed the car that took your spot even though you had signaled, indicating you were there first, but you wanted to avoid getting into an accident or tussle before picking up Jungkook and Bamieâit was the last thing you wanted.
When you walked through the sliding glass doors and up the escalators, there he was, Jeon Jungkookâthe love of your life, the one who made your heart flutter, the one you couldnât live without. He was here in the flesh, and this wasnât a dream youâd have to wake up from.
You stood, not moving an inch, wanting to capture this moment. The pair of you had gone through so much to get to where you are, and mistakes were made along the way, but you believed the best was yet to come.
He was sitting, daydreaming like usual, with a bouquet in hand, and when he finally broke out of his daze, he stood, grinning from ear to ear like an idiot in love. Bam stood on all fours looking up at Jungkook, waiting to see if heâd give him the okay to go toward you, but Jungkook never did.
The two of you stood smiling and smitten, enamored, being in this place of a love that was never lost but only put on pause. It was like a scene out of a movie, where the long, lost lovers finally reunite and get their happy ending.
You raced to him, jumping into his arms, making him drop the bouquet. Cupping his face, you placed kisses all over. All the while, Bam barked in excitement at the sight of you.
âSomeoneâs excited to see me,â he said, tightening his grip around your waist.
âYou have no idea.â You leaned down, capturing his lips with yours, pulling him closer, inhaling all of him, wanting to give yourself as an offering, but remembering that you were still in public and itâd have to wait.
Bam whined, looking up with his big doe eyes. Jungkook set you down. You kneeled to him, cupping his cute face. âI didnât forget about you, Bamie,â you said before he licked your face.
You stood to kiss Jungkook again, wrapping your arms around his neck, not giving two fucks who was around or if anyone was watching. The love of your life was back, and no one could stop you from showing your devotion to him.
âGodâI missed you. These last few weeks have been torture.â Youâd spend every waking minute thinking about what he was doing, counting down every second until youâd see him again.
Jungkook giggled. âI could get used to this. You telling me how much you love and miss me.â He quite liked the attention and affection.
You suppose you were never the type to show this much adoration in public, but you were ready to stand on top of a building and shout to the entire world how much you loved this man. Be one of those girlfriends who captured every moment of their partner and gushed about them on social media during every made-up romantic holiday.
âI love you,â you whispered, your chin digging into his chest as you looked at him.
He hummed. âI thought Iâd never hear that again,â he admitted. Since leaving for LA, he had given up hearing those three words from you.
âYouâll hear it as long as youâll have me.â
Jungkook pulled back, both hands gently cupping your face, his starry eyes staring into yours. With a soft smile, he uttered, âI want you forever.â
Blindfolds had become a running joke between you, and you couldnât help but continue the silly tradition. You wanted to surprise Jungkook with the new apartment, and blindfolding him was the only way to keep this secret, right?
Jungkook shuffled down the hallway, his hands out in case he ran into anything, and Bam followed his parents, tilting his head at the curious pair. Bam alarmed Jungkook by barking when he almost ran into the door.
When everyone was through the threshold, you took off his blindfold, ready for him to hopefully love this new place where youâd be creating new memories together.
Jungkookâs jaw dropped, peering around the roomâfrom the floor to the ceiling to the sliding glass door leading to the balcony. He knew you made some good money but not this good.
âHowâhow did you find this place? It couldnât have been cheap, baby.â He walked around the living room, picking up a frame that held a photo of you, him, Yuna, and Namjoon at their wedding. It was one of your first photos together as a couple.
âI know someone,â you said, wiggling your eyebrows.
When you mentioned having to look for a new place to the brunch crew, Yoongi swooped in to save the day because he had a friend who was a realtor, and they happened to have a vacant place ready for move-in.
âAre you sure we can afford this place?â he asked.
You chuckled at his hesitancy. âI got a good deal on it. Donât worry.â Jungkook narrowed his eyes and huffed. âCome on, let me show you around,â you said, holding your hand.
This place was enticing due to the enclosed balcony, nearby restaurants and shopping, plus the orangeade lavender skies at dusk pretty much sealed the deal for you.
You had set up the perfect little area for Bam, ensuring it would feel like home with cozy new toys and his favorite chews. He didnât even make a fuss and walked straight into his crate, snuggling up in his soft blanket.
âWell, that was easy,â you tease, thinking itâd be harder for him to adjust. But maybe the jet lag took a toll on the big guy.
âIâm gonna shower. Wash the long day off of me,â Jungkook said, leaning over to kiss you on the cheek. You uttered a soft âkay,â letting him go on his way.
While he was singing away in the shower, enjoying the warm steam from the waterfall shower head, you were running around the bedroom to find the perfect outfit for bed. You didnât know his plans, but you were ready to fuck himâevery hour, every minute, every second for the next seven days. Anything was possible with Jeon Jungkook.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, you had finally chosen your outfit. It was minimal and easily discardable. Jungkook opened the bathroom door, ruffling his damp hair with a white towel, beads of water falling onto his honey skin, trailing down the expanse of his broad chest toward that silver piece of jewelry still pierced into his nipple. It took a moment for him to realize you were ogling him.
Your eyes never left his as he walked to you, sitting so prettily on the bed in one of his oversized t-shirts with nothing but lacy panties underneath. Pointing your toes, you swiveled your feet in front of you, pretending to play dumb, your hands leaning back on the bed. âSoâŠâ
You feel the softness of the white towel hanging so fucking low on his slutty waist when he knocks into your knees, spreading your legs apart. Your desire grows when you feel the heat radiating off his legâit pierces straight to your core.
He tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. You closed your eyes, letting out a small breath as you leaned into his touch. His fingers softly grazed your cheek, scanning your features, thinking how beautiful you are. âSoâwhat should we do now?â he asked, lifting your chin so you could focus on him.
Your eyes flutter open, peering through your lashes at this drop-dead gorgeous man. With a small grin, you asked, âMm, I donât know. What should we do?â Your hands flew to the towel, tugging it so his waist was more visible. Leaning forward, you pressed your lips to his waist, hoping it would ease his mind, alluding to what you wantedâhim.
Jungkookâs hands become entangled in your hair as you gently unravel the towel from his body and trail kisses toward his navel. His heart races, his skin tingling all over his body when your lips lead further to his growing erection.
Just as he thinks youâll continue, you cease all contact, flashing a smirk as you look at him. âWerenât you gonna show me what you were gonna put your mouth on?â you teased, licking your lips.
He grinned, leaning down, forcing you to lay on the bed, legs spread as he slotted between them. The warmth from his body radiated as he hovered, his hand gripping your waist and the other propping himself up. He couldnât wait to explore you again, wondering if you were still ticklish when he kissed your shoulders or if he traced your lines, would your skin create goosebumps from his touch?
âAre you gonna show me or just stare at me all night?â
âBoth,â he said, kissing your lips, then your cheek, trailing down the column of your neck. He slid his hand underneath the oversized shirt covering what he wanted, pushing it up to reveal the black lacy panties and your bare chest. You helped him by pulling the shirt over your head, exposing your naked body to his lust-filled eyes. Hands traveling across the expanse of your stomach to your breast, rolling your nipple between his fingers. His tattooed hand kneads the soft mound, eyes never leaving you.
As he advances to the already wet mess between your legs, your body arches into him. You had been thinking about fucking him all day and even felt tempted to pull out your vibrator, but who fucking needs that when you have Jeon Jungkook to get the job done?
His eyes flickered up, and he wasnât doing much to you, but he had missed hearing your sweet gasps and whimpers.
The anticipation of what heâs gonna do has you spiraling into a deep abyss, and youâd keep falling if he didnât bring you back. His lips pressed kisses into your thighs, his hands spreading your legs wider to access that pretty pussy heâd missed so much. If he could, heâd spend hours exploring, teasing, and riling you up, but as much as you needed a release, so did he.
Jungkook spent too many sleepless nights thinking about you. How youâd wrap your legs around him, whine and moan as you rode him, his hands guiding you, spanking you, gripping each and every part of you.
âKook,â you mewled, almost out of breath. He looked up and hummed. âDo you even remember what I like?â you teased him.
He chuckled. âLet me show you how well I remember.â His finger toyed with the lacy fabric, looping through, pulling it higher to see your pussy peeking through it. âFuckâI canât wait to taste this pussy again.â He was practically salivating. His cock is so fucking hard he swears he would come if his mouth touched your lips.
He kissed the spot just above your clit, making your body squirm beneath him. Moving your panties to the side, he spread your folds with his fingers. His wet, warm tongue lay flat, licking from your entrance to your clit. Gently, he sucked on the nub, switching between sucking and licking. Repeating this over and over. Every lick, every suck, every kiss dissolves pleasure into your body.
You could feel your arousal mixed with his saliva dripping down your ass and onto your sheets. You may have to change them out seven days a week if he keeps going like this. Your hands raked through his hair, tugging him closer into your pussy, wanting more of him.
Jungkook pulled away, making you groan at the loss. âTurn around, baby.â You do as he asked, flipping onto your stomach. He admires your backside, drooling at your arousal and his saliva glistening between your legs. His hands tug off the lacy panties, tossing them aside with no care in the world. Now your ass was on full display, ready for him to pounce on and devour like the starved man he is.
He crawls onto the bed, gingerly sitting on your legs. His hands knead and massage the soft flesh of your cheeks. He leans down, kissing your shoulders, making you shudder and whimper as he trails more kisses. His hand reaches underneath you to squeeze your breast, his other hand moving toward your entrance. Jungkook inserts his middle finger, causing a soft groan from you.
âYou think you can handle one more?â he whispered into your ear, and you hum in agreement. When he inserts another finger, you muffle your moan into the bed. He moves your hair out of the way. âMmâI need to hear you, baby.â
âPlease,â you begged, trying to rut back onto his fingers. âPlease, I need more.â
âI donât remember you being so needy, baby,â Jungkook teased as he lay beside you. He wanted to watch you come undone because of him. His palm makes a sharp sound against your ass as his fingers curl harder and deeper into your pussy. Heâs in knuckle deep, and youâre nothing but a moaning, whining mess. You squeezed your eyes tight, mouth slack, small gasps escaping every time his fingers fuck you harder.
Jungkook removes his fingers from your entrance, gliding back and forth along your slit, just teasing you, wanting you to fucking beg. But he wouldnât be so meanâhe just wanted to take his time with you. Letting every single sensation you had not felt in over a year just wash over you, send you into another plane, another dimension. He wanted your vision to fade to black, let this orgasm be earth-shattering, explosive, making you never forget only he could make you feel this way. No other person would ever come between you again. Heâd die before heâd let someone else have you. You were his and his only. He wouldnât make the mistake of not fighting for you again.
He crawled further toward your ass, pushing your cheeks together so he could slot his hefty dick in between. The sensation makes Jungkook release a guttural groan. He had no fucking idea why he was also teasing himself at this point. He needed to feel his cock being squeezed by your tight walls. Needed to feel like he couldnât live another day without being inside you.
His leaking tip unexpectedly slips, brushing against your entrance as heâs gliding. The two of you whine in unison at the softest touch. You just want to beg and plead, asking him to fuck you already, but knowing him, heâd tease you even more, prolonging what you really wanted. Youâd just have to play along and let him do what he wantsâyou preferred it anyway.
Jungkookâs tattooed hand guides your waist to shift your position onto your back again. He couldnât not look at you. Wanted to see you writhe, squirm, fall apart. His fingers are like a magnet, going straight to your pussy. Not one, two, but three fingers inside your cunt, stretching you out, getting you ready for him. You almost think you canât take it anymore. Itâs been too long since youâve felt him inside you.
He hovers over you again, marking your neck, his free hand fondling your tit, thumb circling your pebbled nipple. All your senses go into overload when he envelopes your other nipple, licking and lapping like thereâs no tomorrow. He trails kisses down your center, navel, then to your clit, sucking on it. Switching between circling and making figure 8s, all the while finger fucking you. He looks up, and youâre a mess, just like his saliva dripping down his chin and down to your ass. Itâs a lewd show of how much heâs missed your pussy, like it was designed specifically for him.
You clench around his fingers, everything becoming too much for you. Your hands are balling up the sheets as he elicits moan after moan. Lifting your hips off the bed, you rut forward into his hungry mouth. âIâm gonna come.â
Jungkook pulls away and smiles. âI know, baby.â He always knows when youâre close. He could never forget.
Your moan grows louder and louder as he intensifies his speed. The fire pooling in your belly is ready to snap. He had been teasing you for too long, and you couldnât take it anymore. A surge of waves ripple through your body. Youâre quivering, knees shaking, closing in on Jungkookâs head, but he just goes deeper, not stopping. Your pussy is pulsing as he continues to overstimulate you.
You gently push him away, and he tries to go back in. âYou thought I was done?â You whine and pout, closing your legs, trying to close off access to you. âIâm not done with you yet,â he said, pulling you toward him. âJust one more baby, you can do it.â
Youâre still trying to settle yourself from the first orgasm. You don't know if you can handle another, but you donât deny him. Youâll just be a crumbling mess throughout the rest of the night.
Jungkook pushes your legs up and buries his head between them again. Your body jolts at the first touch of his lips on your swollen clit. He laps between your folds, and you guide his hand toward your hole, to his surprise. You look down, and his doe eyes are wide, silently asking are you sure? You nod and smileâyou know heâs wanted to for the longest time. Reaching the bedside table, you open the drawer handing him a bottle of lube.
He looks between your legs; this is everything heâs wanted. He would live here if he could, set up camp, and never leave. He squeezes a small amount onto his fingers, spreading the lube around your hole. Jungkookâs thumb is pressed lightly onto your hole, causing you to mewl. And as much as heâs wanted this and even dreamt too often about it, maybe he just liked the thought of playing with your hole.
âWhatâs wrong?â you asked when he stopped. You didnât think youâd enjoy anything related to anal play, but here you were, relishing in the new sensation. It was definitely something youâd want to explore further with him.
âI, uh, you caught me off guard,â he responds.
You chuckled, never thought you could surprise Jeon Jungkook. âYou donât have to put your finger in, but I like having your thumb against it.â
âYou do?â
You hummed. âIt feels really good. You can just keep doing that. We can try butt stuff another time after weâve talked about it more.â There was a look of relief on Jungkookâs face. It was good to know you could still find ways to surprise him.
âIâm sorry,â he confessed.
You shake your head. âDonât be sorry, boyfie. Come on, I thought you said you werenât done with me.â
Jungkook grinned, lifting your legs over his shoulders. He dives back in, licking a stripe from your entrance to your clit. He kissed your clit, and then like you wanted, he put his thumb on your hole, causing you to gasp, squeezing your eyes shut at the lightest pressure against it. Your heart pounds obscenely in your chest. Your hands card through his hair, becoming entangled, pushing him further into your pussy.
His warm, wet tongue ravishes this delicacy heâs been missing for over a year. His nose nuzzled into your clit as his tongue delved into your entrance. The combination of his mouth, tongue, nose, and thumb is sending shockwaves to the rest of your body. Your legs are shaking, becoming weaker minute by minute as he continues. Youâre intoxicated, dizzy by his devotion to making you collapse.
Jungkook groans against your pussy when he feels your walls contracting. You bite back a moan, knowing youâre close to reaching your peak. You set your legs down when he pulls away, inserting two fingers into your pussy. Saliva is running down his chin, but he doesnât give a fuck. He has a smug smile on his face as he makes eye contact with you. Youâre so delectable. He could spend hours just like this.
âYou gonna cum for me, baby?â he questions while working his way up to you. Heâs still knuckling deep in your cunt, wet sounds filling the room. He hovers, leaning down to kiss you. You can taste and smell yourself on him, which pushes you over the edge.
He places his forehead against yours, eyes still open, watching as your hand travels to stimulate your clit, rubbing it in circles to speed along the process. Second orgasms always took a lot longer for you to reach.
Jungkook nuzzles into your neck, mouth latched onto your neck, licking and sucking subtle marks. Itâs to show the rest of the world youâre his. All the while, your pussy is swallowing his fingers. Youâre on the brink of losing all dignity, all composure. The fire in your belly finds its release as your walls spasm and contract around his fingers. Your legs are trembling and quaking beneath Jungkook, an overwhelming sensation floods from the top of your head to the tip of your toes. Youâre seeing galaxies overtaking your existence as you finish.
As the pleasure subsides, you try to catch your breath. Jesus Christ, you havenât even had his dick in you yet, and youâre already wiped out.
Looking over, Jungkook is lying beside you, very pleased with himself for making you come twice already. He turns to you, âCondom?â
You shook your head. âWant you raw.â
Jungkook raised his brow. âBaby,â he trailed off. Of course, considering your last scare and health issues, he wanted to feel all of you. He didnât want to take any risks because the two of you were horny.
He gazed into your eyes. âCondom,â he said firmly. You groaned and pouted, reaching back into the side table drawer for the box of condoms. He couldnât help but giggle. He had surely missed your eagerness to tempt him otherwise.
You didnât think youâd find yourself back with Jungkook. You thought destiny had different plans, but everything that happened last year led you back to him. The two of you were different nowâmore grown up, actually talking and communicating like adults. Telling each other your wants and needs, and you really need him right now.
Youâre watching his every move as he rips off the foil, his biceps flexing while rolling the condom on. âBoyfie, whatâs taking so long?â
Jungkook smirks, making his way on all four towards you. He props his arms, hovering over you. He canât believe how beautiful you are, how much heâs missed your touch, your body, the beautiful sounds you make because of him.
He brings his erect cock to your entrance, brushing against your pussy, making you whimper. He slides up and down between your folds, your arousal coating him generously. He watches as your eyes roll back, your mouth slack, soft whines escaping your sweet mouth. He holds his length, slapping it against your sensitive bud.
âKook, please,â you plead, opening your eyes. Youâve waited long enough.
He places himself in front of your entrance. Your pussy is soaked and slick, ready to go. He gently pushes in the tip, barely scratching your walls, and he pulls out, repeating this torture until youâre squirming, writhing, pulling the sheets. You have to bite your bottom lip to not let out a sob.
Jungkook leaned down. âWanna hear you beg for it,â he whispered into your ear before biting on your earlobe. His tip is positioned at your sex, ready to penetrate, but not before he has you whining, pleading, imploring for his dick.
You cupped his face, gazing into those starry doe eyes, pulling him down for a kiss. You donât feel like begging again. Instead, youâd rather make him melt. âI love you, Jeon Jungkook.â
As much as he was so fucking horny at this moment. Those three words would completely destroy him in his most vulnerable state.
âI love you too,â he repeats your words.
He decided enough was enough, and there was nothing else to do but actually fuck you. He watches your face overtaken by pleasure as he pushes in, stretching you inch by inch.
Fuckâyou forgot how fucking big he was and how full he made you feel. Jungkook thrusts slowly, looking down as his dick disappears into your soaked cunt. He takes your tit in your mouth again, licking and flicking. Then he props himself onto his knees, shifting you forward, raising your legs to rest on his shoulders so he could penetrate deeper. Your tits shimmy in sync with his thrusts.
Jungkook bites down on his lip. âGod, I missed this. Missed youâthis pussyâalways so fucking tight for me.â He continued rutting into you persistently before he halted.
Your head pops up, your arms propped on the bed. âIs everything okay?â Maybe he hadnât fucked in so long. You were wearing him out.
He smiled. âYeahâI justâIâm enjoying this a little too much. I donât wanna come yet.â He leaned to kiss you.
âCan I be on top?â
He showed off a bunny smile. Low-key, he loves it when youâre on top. âBe my guest.â
He sets your legs down on the bed, and he happily lays against the headboard, his cock softening just a bit. You straddle his legs, hands reaching for his cock, stroking to make him erect. You eased yourself onto him, the stretch filling you up. You began rolling your hips in a fluid motion, slowly and provocatively. You could feel sweat developing behind your knees and on the nape of your neck, but at this point, you didnât care; youâd fuck him all night if you needed to.
Jungkook props himself up, eyes filled with lust as he watches you riding him. You hold onto his shoulders for leverage, throwing your head back. You continue rolling your hips back and forth, letting every inch of his dick leave your pussy, only to put right back in. He grabs your waist, putting more pressure between you.
âFuckâthatâs good, baby, just like that,â he encouraged as he bit down on his lip, eyes focused on your pussy swallowing his cock. His tattooed hand spanks your ass, the sound reverberating throughout the room and the lewd sounds of hips snapping against each other.
You flashed a smile as your head was lolled back, and he repeated it again. Another hard spank. Your tits are in his full view, and he canât help but reach for it, pinching the hardened nub. Leaning forward, your lips latch onto his neck, sucking and marking him. His arms wrapped around you as he began to thrust from underneath, his dick almost slipping out from the lust-filled frenzy of his movements.
Youâre flush against him, chest to chest, holding onto his shoulders for dear life as he rams hastily from below. Your gasps and moans encourage him to reach for his climax.
God, he fucking wishes he could have you raw, but you guys would have to discuss that at a different time. All he wanted at this moment was to find his sweet release.
His hands are gripped tightly onto the soft flesh of your cheeks, making you stroke his dick back and forth. His teeth are digging into his bottom lips, ready to bleed at this point.
âCome for me, Kook,â you urged.
His cheeks are burning, his heart racing beneath you. The muscles in his abdomen tighten, heat spreading under his skin. With one last thrust, he emptied himself into the condom. His chest is heaving. His breath is shattered as he lets out a whispered, fuck.
The two of you smile like complete idiots when you hold yourself up to look at him. You pull yourself off to lay beside him.
He turns to you. âWanna go again?â
You playfully smack him across the chest. âDonât you dare come near me.â
âAw, come on, one more time for me.â
You shook your head. âI swear to God, Jeon Jungkookâyou really will be the death of me.â
The night before felt like a fever dream. Your body aches everywhere, even in places you didnât know existed. But you loved the familiar weight of Jungkookâs tattooed arm draped over you. You definitely didnât mind that.
You flip over to see the big sleeping baby. His light snores and whistling are music to your ears. His wavy, disheveled hair asks you to run your hands through it. The little freckles on his cheek are like a constellation guide, waiting for your fingers to trace and place kisses.
You lean in, kissing his nose, and he doesnât budge. You do it again, this time lightly biting it too. He grumbles, removing his arm to tuck under the pillow.
Shifting closer, you wanted to wake him up. âBoyfie,â you whisper, inching forward. With his eyes closed, he hums. âAre you up?â He doesnât respond and hums again.
Jungkook opted to sleep shirtless and pantless, sporting only his black CK underwear underneath the sheets. Your thumb grazes the silver jewelry pierced into his nipple. No sign of life. Then your hand travels down further, palming his soft dick.
âBoyfie,â you say again, your palm pressing harder, cupping his growing erection. âI know youâre up.â
âMm, not awake. Still sleeping,â he mumbles into the pillow, trying to hide his smile. âKeep going, though. I wonât stop you. Please wake me up.â
You chuckled softly. âWe have to get up and get ready. Weâre hanging out with Yuna and Namjoon today.â
Jungkook finally opened his sleepy eyes. âBut I am up,â he joked, alluding to the erection poking you.
âYouâre such a boy.â
âAnd? I wouldnât mind a little wake-me-up,â he said, drawing you near him.
âNuh-uh. Theyâll be here in a bit, wondering why we arenât answering the door!â
âSo? They can wait.â Jungkook kisses your shoulder, trailing down your arm.
âNope. Nope. Nope,â you protest, pushing him away, slipping from his grasp, making him pout. âWe have forever to keep fucking each other.â
âForever?â He perked up, but you already closed the door to the bathroom.
Having everyone together again felt right. With Jungkook by your side and your best friend across from you, you couldnât forget Namjoon. He was always the level-headed one, encouraging you when needed.
You half-expected baby Indie to meet her bestie, Bamie, but Yuna left her with her grandmother. So, it was just the four of you, just like old times.
âSo, howâs everything?â Yuna asked as she closed the cabinet door storing plates and bowls.
You cleared your throat. âItâs great. Weâre all just getting settled and adjusting to living together.â The two of you hadnât even had 24 hours together in this new place yet. It was hard to really gauge how you and Jungkook were feeling.
Yuna hums. Itâs the same tone you recognize when she has something else to say but doesnât want to risk hurting your feelings.
You sighed. âItâs so easy to tell when you have something on your mind. Just say it, Yuna.â
She shrugged. âI donât know what you mean.â
âFineâkeep it to yourself. Let it stew all day until youâre ready to burst. I just hope Iâm not there for that,â you stated, taking the bowls from her grasp.
She groaned, quickly looking at the guys on the couch with a beer before turning to face you. âOkay, okay. Iâm obviously happy that my brotherâs back and that youâre together againâŠâ
âBut?â
âI justâI love you, and I love my brother, and I just donât want to see either of you get hurt again,â she finally confessed.
You hold your arms out for a hug, and she slowly walks into your embrace. You squeeze her before she pulls away. âI know. Jungkook and I talked a lot, and I donât think we will give up so easily. Heâs my person, and I will choose him every day, even when itâs hard and I just want to give up. I love him, Yuna, and Iâll continue choosing him until the day I die.â
Yunaâs lips thinned. She was caught in the middle, and seeing both sides almost tore her apart. There wasnât much she could do but support the both of you as best as she could.
You hug her again. âDonât worry so much, babe. Weâll be okay. Weâre taking it one day at a time. Thatâs all we can really do right now.â
âItâs good to have you back, man,â Namjoon says, clinking his beer can against Jungkookâs.
âItâs good to be back. I really missed you guys.â He looks back at you and Yuna, hugging and whispering away.
âYou getting all settled in?â
âYeah, we are.â Jungkook scratches Bamâs ears, and he looks up at him with his big doe eyes.
Namjoon looks at the two of you over his shoulder before leaning toward Jungkook. âSo, uh, are you guys doing okay?â Jungkookâs eyebrows stitch together in confusion, and he nods. Namjoon breathes a sigh of relief. âI love you guys, but damn, I felt like I went through this rollercoaster of a relationship too. It was pretty brutal.â
Jungkook laughed, rubbing Namjoonâs shoulder. âHyung, we made it out alive on the other side. Thereâs nothing to worry about now.â
âYou, uh, still thinking about your âfutureâ?â Namjoon asked, alluding to their conversation when he and Yuna had their housewarming party.
He smiled and nodded. The only dream he had was a future with you, and he was ready to spend the rest of his days getting to know you again, experiencing new things with you, finding new ways to love you, surprise you, excite you.
After Yuna and Namjoon leave, you and Jungkook relax on the couch with Bam, discussing the married couple.
âWere they acting weird, or was it just me?â Jungkook asked, hooking his arm around your neck and kissing your temple.
You chuckled. âNo, they were definitely acting weird. But I get it, though. Theyâre just looking out for us.â
Jungkook hums. âDo you have any other skeletons in your closet I should know about?â he asked half-jokingly.
Well, there was one thing you hadnât told him aboutâyour mom. And you can tell that your silence makes him worried. âErm,â you pulled away to face him. âJust one.â Jungkook intently listens. âYou know all that stuff with my mom that happened when we were dating?â
âYeah, what about it?â
âWell, we argued, but then I discovered sheâs really not my mom. My dad had an affair early on in their marriage, and then my birth mom died, leaving me with my dad.â A weight was lifted off your shoulder when you expressed what you had been carrying for a long time.
Jungkookâs eyes widen, and he gives you a side hug. âWhat?â He couldnât believe the words that came out of your mouth. âAre you okay?â
âYeah, Iâm okay now,â you said, pulling away and giving him a small smile. Youâd be lying if you said it didnât hurt because a part of it did. You understood that you would never have the kind of relationship with your mother you envisioned. âAnd, um, do you remember when Yuna was in the hospital, and I asked you to hold me while we were, you knowâon aâyeah.â
He hummed. âDonât remind me,â he lets out a soft chuckle.
âMy mom was also in the hospital, and I apologized for my dad cheating on her and that she had to raise me. And I also told her that even though she never saw me as hers, sheâll always be my mom even if she doesnât want to be a part of my life.â
Jungkook sighed. âBaby, Iâm so sorry that you went through that. Why didnât you tell me any of this?â
You shrugged. âI donât know. I was going through a lot then, and I was pretty insecure about our relationship, all my health stuff, and mom stuff. It was a lot, and I didnât know how to tell you.â
He lays on your lap, hugging your waist as he looks up at you. âPromise you wonât keep things from me. No matter how hard it is for you to tell me. Justâletâs just be open with one another, okay?â
You hummed in agreement. âI love you.â
âI love you more.â
âAnd what about you, huh? Any other psycho ex-girlfriends I should know about?â you said flatly.
Jungkook laughed and shook his head. âNo more psycho ex-girlfriends, but there is a psycho ex-boyfriend.â You rolled your eyes, hitting his arm. âKidding!â
Your first full day with Jungkook and Bam was perfect. You lounged around, unpacked, played with Bam, ate, fucked again, and just like thatânighttime came.
You lay facing Jungkook, finding it difficult to believe he was in front of you. âPinch me,â you say, and Jungkook pinches your nipple. âOwâdonât pinch me there,â you scowl, rubbing your pebbled nipple.
âYou didnât tell me where to pinch you,â he retorts.
You rolled your eyes. âFairââ
âWhy do I need to pinch you?â
You tuck your hands underneath your cheek. âBecause I donât want this to be a dream.â
Jungkook flashes a small smile, moving a stray hair out of the way. âYouâre not dreaming, baby. I promise.â
âBut what if I am? And thereâs not a strong enough kick to wake me up? What if my totem never falls, and I really am dreaming all of this?â
He raises an eyebrow. âAre you referring to Inception right now?â He laughs, and you push him away.
âIâm being serious, Jungkook.â
His smile falters, and heâs in serious mode now. He shifts closer, draping his arm over you, holding the small of your back. âI know what you mean. Weâve been through a lot, and if you look at where weâve been and where we are now, itâs pretty remarkable that we survived through it all. But trust me, baby, thisâusâitâs real.â
âI know. Iâm sorry. Iâm just in my head,â you say, resting your hand on his cheek and kissing his lips. âYouâre here. Bamieâs here. Iâm here,â you chuckle. What else did you really need?
Jungkook gazes into your eyes, ensuring youâre okay. He snuggles in closer, tucking your head under his chin.
âBoyfie?â He hums. âWhere do you see us in five years?â
If there was one thing you really did want, you needed to talk to him about it first.
âFive years is a long time from now.â
âYeah, I know, but I just want us to be on the same page. I donât want us heading in different directions, hoping we can read each otherâs mind or something,â you admit.
Jungkook chuckles, finding you so fucking cute. He withdraws from the embrace, looking at you. âThis is what I want to say: I want to focus on the present and worry about the future later. But you want to hear this: I see us getting married, and maybe Bamie has a friend he can play with.â
He didnât mention the one thing that you were thinking of. You assumed he was avoiding the elephant in the room. âWhat about kids?â
He takes a deep breath. âWell, I know we have some difficult circumstances with that, but Iâd be okay if we didnât have any. Why? What are you thinking?â
Ever since you got back from LA, you have been doing a lot of research for fertility treatments, along with speaking to your doctor. And who knows, with the ways technology has advanced these days, there could be a possibility of kids in the future. You understood that the road ahead would be tough, but you knew that with Jungkook by yourself, you could weather through anything.
âI, um, Iâve been thinking about starting fertility treatments. I know itâs not a given, and I donât want to put too much hope into it because who knows if we can even get pregnant,â you stopped because it sounded ridiculous when spoken aloud. âUghâitâs dumb and wishful thinking, isnât itââ
Jungkook holds a finger to your mouth, shushing you. âBaby, if you want this, then I want it too. Iâll do whatever I can to support you. Youâre not alone in this, okay?â
You smile. âThanks, that means a lot, and I know Iâm just overthinking again.â
âWeâre doing this together, remember?â
âTogether,â you lean over to kiss him. âIâm so happy youâre here.â
âMe too. I wouldnât have it any other way.â
Jungkook had this hold on the thing in your chest, and you wouldnât wanna settle for anyone less. He really had become your place of comfort, ease, and stillness. It felt so easy to slip back into your old routine. You could do this every hour, every minute, every second, seven days a week. Night after night, you just wanted to love him, right.
next âš 20 ~ ending credits
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Headcannons: Ghost & Soap
(NSFW)
@celestialsun888
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Pairing(s)/Characters: Simon âGhostâ Riley & Johnny âSoapâ Mctavish x Gn! reader
Genre: bffr: itâs a lil filthy with hints of crack/fluff [18+ MDNI]
Word Count:Â 386
Synopsis: I once again have listened to them. It's all true bc they told me!
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TW: Established relations ;3, talks about kinks, type of lovers they are, no ârealâ warnings just know there is smut in the cut okie! Oh ya, mentions of pegging ;)) when the word 'weird' is written, its not in a shaming way (if its weird to your personal taste, if that makes sense!)
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You all have most definitely thought about a threesome, Soap would probably be the one to say it aloud.Â
Ghost is a switch but prefers to top (he likes the control).
Soap is a power bottom (no I am not going to argue).
Ghost has a slight God complex when having seggs
Soap is vocal. Ghost isn't as much.
Ghost is thicker, soap is longer (no i will not elaborateâŠmaybeâŠ.you freaks)
WHOS BETTER AT AFTERCARE?! Soap me thinks (but ofc ik bc they showed told me)
Soap is a more sensual lover, would press his forehead to yours and giggle with you checking to see how you were enjoying it.
Ghost would fuck you rough, would check to see if you were enjoying it but in a more⊠primal way⊠(aka how loud you moan for him or how many times he makes you cum)
GHOST IS A PLEASURE/ SERVICEÂ DOM!!!!!!1!11!
Soaps pet names for you are pure me thinks (honey, baby, lover/ my love, darling, MY BELOVED! â imagine the accent too, im pissing that's so cute)
Ghosts pet names lowkey kinda hit or miss. I feel like he really would call you by your name *_* I think he would call you more suggestive (slightly less *pure* at least) types of pet names (princess, doll, sweetheart, probs a short version of your name or nickname, this mf might even pull some âweirdâ shit like snuggums or pumpkin, most likely when intoxicated).Â
THEY BOTH FEEL SEGGSY WHEN THEY DRINK WINE, MOST DEF A GUILTY PLEASURE IDC IDC
side: imagine them having wine nights talking shit
Soap might let you peg (but dont tell him i said thatâŠ)
Soap would ask you to check under the bed for monsters.
Ghost is the monster.
Soaps âweirdâ fetish: mf seems like heâs into feet ngl. Just get that vibe from him, but nothing too crazy (other than the pegging)Â
Ghosts âweirdâ fetish: pissâŠIDK HE SEEMS LIKE THE TYPE (pls dont come for me, he just seems like he likes to ruin people stuff)
Soap sleeps w/ socks on, no doubt. Socks and undies
Ghost sleeps w/o socks but seems like a sweatpants/no shirt kinda guy. and no underwear
Both these mfs sleep with flat ass, pancake ass, pillow(s). I just know it. Soap probs only has one and ghost seems like he would care a little more and have two.
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