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Day 7: Tarot
Title:Â Fortune's Memory Pairing:Â Arthur Kirkland (England) x Elizabeth I Rating:Â G (General Audience) Warnings:Â Nation x human relationship, reference to historical figures, nationverse (where Elizabeth is reincarnated and returns to Arthur) Summary:
She beamed up at Arthur and replied, âI want to get a tarot reading.â
Arthur chuckled and replied, âI could have done that for you, love. I can read tarot cardsâŠremember when we used to use them as actual playing cards tooâŠâ
He looked up with his brows furrowed at the rather... distant memory. --
Elizabeth and Arthur have joined Alfred for a day out in Salem, Massachusetts in October, and Elizabeth decides to indulge in something that she was never allowed to do in her lifetime as Queen. Get a tarot reading.
#hetaween 2024#arthur kirkland x elizabeth i#england x queen elizabeth i#hws england#hws elizabeth i#aph england#arthur kirkland#aph america#hws america#alfred f. jones
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@hetalia-rarepairweek
Day 3: Apocalypse
Title: Starving off Her breadcrumbs
Ship: Arthur Kirkland x Elizabeth I // Arthur Kirkland x Elizabeth I x Alfred F. Jones
Cowritten with: @the-engdyssey
Summary: He vaguely heard Reg's introduction as he watched a young woman headbutt and break the windshield of a nearby car. In a desperate bid to escape, the occupant, a middle aged man, fumbled with the car door, spilling out onto the pavement. But not before the woman had latched onto him, her head turned sideways as she lunged once more, her mouth clamping down on the man's arm.
Then came the countdown.
Here comes a herd of zebras! One. With a ferocity she tore her head back, stripping the man of flesh and muscle as she did so. More akin to a bear ripping into the carcass of an elk than anything human.
Two. The female left him after she'd taken a few chunks out of his arm, her attention stolen by another passerby that had run too close. The man's arm was twitching uncontrollably, spasming from what Alfred had assumed was pain. He couldn't bring himself to look away. What the fuck?
Three. The Marine urged his family to move quicker as he noticed the body on the ground convulsing. Worse now. It wasn't just arm twitches anymore, his whole body was convulsing-
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This work contains graphic depictions of violence. It also contains some swearing. Also thank you for joining us! We appreciate any and all support on this fic and the others! We hope you enjoy, and you do we have more content coming. In the meantime check out our pages! We have plenty more content for this ship as well as Arthur and Elizabeth.
#hetalia-rarepairweek#hetalia#england x queen elizabeth i#arthur kirkland x elizabeth i#arthur kirkland x elizabeth tudor#arthur kirkland x elizabeth i (reincarnated) x alfred f. jones#arthur kirkland x elizabeth i x alfred f. jones#aph england#hws england#hws elizabeth i#aph america#Arthur Kirkland#alfred f. jones#hws america#Rowan is their eight year old son#Willow is their six year old daughter#Arthur is a Royal Navy Captain#Elizabeth is a Royal Navy Nurse#Alfred is a (retired) Marine#graphic depictions of violence
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FAVORITE SCENES FROM BECOMING ELIZABETH: 2/â "You must come to Spain. You must keep yourself safe. You cannot allow yourself to be sold off to another court."
#becomingelizabethedit#fsbe#becoming elizabeth#mary i#mary i of england#romola garai#tvedit#femalecharacters#cinematv#tvfilmedit#perioddramaedit#tvandfilm#dailytvwomen#mediagifs#userstream#userthing#userbbelcher#the origin story of 'queen snapped'#x#gif
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i would like to formally apologize to Mary, Queen of Scots for having thought since childhood that she was Bloody Mary, when Bloody Mary was in fact her cousin
#they're both famous for being Super Catholic and dubiously Queen of England ok what was I supposed to think#I consolidated a whole era of history for ease of learning#(I can see how child me got mixed up though because Elizabeth I overshadowed both of them)#I was just reading MQoS's wikipedia page and got to the end and was like. wait. what about all the people she killed#turns out she didn't kill ANY people (that you can prove)#x#history#(the error was in dropping me into the middle of the English royal line during the Wars of the Roses#and expecting me to be invested all the way to the Stuarts.#can any among us name the predecessor of Richard III without looking it up? don't answer that)#(some sick individual among us didn't jump straight from Henry V to the Princes in the Tower like a normal kid)
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Dark Platonic Adoptive Mother Elizabeth I x Reader Part 2
Part One
Many considered you lucky to be the ward of the Queen of England, as you received the best education, gifts, and also lands, ensuring a bright future for you.
All you did in return was be her daughter, it gave her comfort that she has you as a daughter, even if she could easily get married and have an offspring.
But Elizabeth refused the idea of marriage, perhaps she prefers the idea of ending the line of the same man who ordered the execution of her mother.
Elizabeth made sure you never go see your parents, she even forbade you from leaving the palace.
You, on the other hand, took the chance to see your parents once the queen took off to war, especially when you hear how ill biological mother became in the last few years.
When Elizabeth returned back and found out what you did, many were removed from their positions.
And you were brought back to her by force.
"What made you think it's fine to disobey my orders in my absence!"
Her enraged voice filled her chambers as her handmaidens looked at each other, knowing what is going to happen.
"I went to see my mother, she was dying and-"
"She is not your mother, I am."
You bite down on your tongue at the Queen's words, choosing to stay silent.
However, your eyes begin filling with tears.
"You have betrayed your duty towards me, towards England!"
Her words finally made you snap, losing all of your calmness and risking your imprisonment.
"I have had enough, I played your perfect daughter all those years, but you are not my mother."
Silence befalls the room as everyone stares at you for daring to speak back to their queen.
You thought she was going to slap you for uttering such hurtful words, but instead she approaches you, grabbing your cheeks.
"It seems like I have spoiled you, you are not to leave your chambers until I decide so,"
The following week, you received the news of your family's execution for treason.
#tw: toxic relationships#reader insert#platonic yandere#elizabeth i#daughter reader#possessive#yandere historical characters
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can you write a smut story where reader had to wait the entire ceremony (Golden globes) before she could take the gorgeous dress off of Lizzie. And Lizzieâs been just teasing her so when they get home reader rips the dress and takes Lizzie please ïżœïżœïżœđ» I love your writing <3
Wicked game | Elizabeth Olsen
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Pairing: Elizabeth Olsen x fem!reader
Summary: your girlfriend has gone too far with her teasing. that's what it says in the request
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Warnings: SMUT 18+, teasing, dirty talk, overstimulation, sex toys, strap on usage, praise, aftercare, fluff
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Word count: 1.8k
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AN: I have some kind of creative block, but I'm alive. I spent 5 days on this little thing instead of the usual 1.
The car slowly cut through the road, drifting between streams of the same iron boxes on wheels. The interior of the black SUV was spacious, but you and Elizabeth still sat shoulder to shoulder as the pad of your thumb stroked her knee through the fabric of snow-white dress. "Am I look good?" such a simple question with an obvious answer, but she still needed your confirmation. You cupped her cheek with your hand and turned her head towards you. âYou are always beautiful my loveâ You give her a quick kiss on the lips and then look into her big green eyes. An idea just came into her sweet head, otherwise you canât explain the sudden change in mood. She takes your hand and places it on her chest. âThen can you show me how much?â
A shiver runs down your spine and you nervously look at the driver's seat, noticing how the man is looking at you through the rearview mirror. As soon as your gazes intersect, he immediately turns his eyes back to the road. âOh donât worry dear, he will have to pay dearly if he spills the beans about what he saw.â Elizabeth whispers in your ear, you hope that by pay she means money. She moves your hand further, under her dress so that you touch her bare breasts and moans softly in your ear, making your core begin to pulsate. "Babe." You're warning her not to start something she can't finish. Her teeth bite your earlobe and you want to pull her away by hair, but you remember about styling. "Elizabeth." Your stern tone and the full form of her name still have an effect and she moves away. You donât respond to her sweet smile, the car is just stopping.
The Golden Globes look spectacular, but boring. You are absolutely not interested in the speeches all these people make when they receive an award. People you don't know say words of gratitude to people you don't know again. The waiters obligingly drift back and forth, serving glasses of champagne and appetizers that are inedible to your taste. You just stand on the side and look around while your girlfriend talks to other celebrities or gives interviews. When you finally sit down in your seats, you cross your legs and lean back, unable to sit up straight. Elizabeth sits in such a way that the Queen of England would envy her if she were alive.
Time passes and you drink your second glass of champagne when it seems to you that something is touching your leg under the table. You don't pay attention to it until the action is repeated. The head turns to your girlfriend, but it looks like Robert Downey Jr.'s award ceremony is the most interesting thing she's ever seen. However, where her hands are says otherwise. Elizabeth's right hand triples on your thigh, red nails lightly scratching through the thin fabric of your pants, sending shivers down your spine. You stare at her, but the older woman doesnât even think of turning her head. "Stop it." Your irritated, harsh whisper flies past her. As a sign from above, the bell rings, signaling a break, and without wasting any time, you grab Elizabethâs hand and drag her away towards the toilets.
She sighs when she suddenly finds herself pressed against the wall, of course you can be rude, but first cover the back of her head with your hand so that she doesnât get hurt from the blow. âWhat games are you playing today?â A hot whisper near her ear makes the woman hold her breath for a couple of seconds. Her answer doesn't keep you waiting. âBut you like it, donât you?â Elizabeth puts her hands on your waist, touching you through your thin shirt and tilting her head to leave small, light bites on your neck. âIf you continue, Iâll push you into the toilet, lock the common door, bend you over the counter and...â You lose your breath from the stronger bite. âAnd what, dear?â The bell rings again, signaling everyone to return to their seats. You stand pressed against her for a few seconds, then push yourself off the wall with your hands and rub your neck where Elizabethâs lips were, erasing non-existent traces of lipstick. The two of you go to your seats and no one seems to notice your disheveled state.
The ride home is quick and quiet, for two reasons. The older woman realized that you would ruin her for all her antics as soon as she set foot on the threshold of the house. She was in anticipation and silently looked out the window, imagining all the options for the development of events. The second reason is what you said to the poor driver when you got into the car. âYou have 10 minutes to take us back, Elizabeth is terribly tired.â The black car brought you home in exactly 10 minutes. You gave the driver a tip for being in a hurry, even though it was not customary. When the front door closed behind you, what the older woman expected and desired happened. You grabbed her hand and quickly led her to your bedroom. When the door to the room closed, in one motion you threw Elizabeth onto her stomach on the plush blanket of your large bed.
Your hands pushed her hair back, exposing her slender neck so you could kiss and bite it. The woman's hips shot up, but you blocked the movement by straddling her. âIf you think that you will get what you want quickly, donât hope.â The zipper of the white dress was pulled down, almost breaking the zipper. Her dress and panties disappeared from her in record time, and you somehow managed not to tear them.
When you took a few steps back admiring the picture in front of you, your gaze caught on her wet shiny folds. She had definitely been looking forward to this all day. Elizabeth turned her head to the lack of action on your part to check the situation and saw you taking out from the nightstand the black compact vibrator that she loved so much. There were two scenarios in her head: either now she would get the best orgasm of her life, or she would die from overstimulation, but she really hoped for the first.
You returned to your girlfriend and moved her hips closer to the edge of the bed so that she rested her knees on the plush pile of the carpet and exposed her ass to your view. Your hands stroked her soft thighs, you couldnât resist and leaned towards her dripping center to run your tongue along the entire length, tasting her. A shaky sigh escaped the woman's mouth above you and you repeated the action, gripping her hips even harder (there might be bruises there later). A mixture of pleasure and slight pain made her unconsciously lean back for closer contact. In what seemed like such a simple and innocent action, your palm landed on her ass with a loud slap. "No, no, don't you dare move." There was the first warning, which caused a groan of pain to escape from the older woman.
After you were satisfied with her taste, two fingers slipped inside her so easily, stretching the velvet walls. The second hand pressed the toyâs power button and you set the speed to medium, bringing it to her pulsating clit. "Hold it." Elizabeth reached underneath her and grabbed the silicone object, holding it in place. âIf you disobey me, an even worse punishment will follow. You understood?" The older woman's mind was clouded with pleasure, but she hummed in agreement anyway. Her thoughts were confused by the way you moved inside her, pressing on a sensitive spot. Another slap to her ass. "Use your words." Her back arched and she was ready to swear that she would cum from such rough treatment. âYes, I understand...please Y/N.â With every thrust, you felt her walls squeezing tighter around you. Elizabeth could no longer find words and shouted curses into the emptiness of your house. âFuck...I'm going to cum...please can I?...â You cut her off. "No. Take it away."
She obediently removed the toy from her throbbing clit, stopping any stimulation. You were still moving inside her, but it wasn't enough to make her fall over the edge. âOh fuck...fuck...so good...please can I continue?â You were silent for a minute before you gave her permission, making sure she didn't cum instantly. The woman's hips jumped as the stimulation began again. You pounded into her at a fast pace and after a couple of minutes you felt your orgasm approaching again. "Elizabeth stop." Oh how she didnât like it when you called her by her full name, it never meant anything good. She put the toy away again and you pulled out.
The woman heard the chest of drawers open again behind her, the sounds of the harness, and then the cold tip of the faux cock pressed into her dripping entrance. You spread her natural lub along entire length and pushed the thick toy into her in one motion. Your girlfriendâs mouth opened in a silent scream, her hands grabbed the sheets as if they would tear them. "OH FUCK ." You returned her hand with the vibrator to the right place and pounding at her at a fast pace. âDo you like my cock baby? Mmm? Is this what you wanted all this time? So that I could fuck you like the whore?â Your dirty words turned her on even more. "Yes! Yes! Y/N can...can I cum?â She was ready to cry from overstimulation and you took pity on her. You leaned down to leave a kiss behind her ear and whispered. âCum for me baby.â
Almost immediately, the woman fell over the edge, screaming your name mixed with curses into the softness of the mattress. You continued to fuck her through her orgasm until a small whine was heard from her. You pulled out and took off the strap, throwing it somewhere deep in the room, thinking that you would take care of it later.
Your arms grabbed Elizabeth and you helped her climb onto the bed, lying on her back. Her knees were red from standing on them for a long time and you gently rubbed the skin in the hope of relieving the pain. "My good girl, Lizzie." The lips began to pass everywhere you could reach, starting from the neck and ending with her cute tummy that you loved so much. When you looked up at her again, you noticed that the woman had begun to fall asleep.
âBaby, donât sleep, you need to take off your makeup.â A hand covered her cheek and the pad of her thumb gently rubbed her cheekbone. âMmmmm but Iâm so tired, it can wait a couple of hours.â She mumbled sleepily. You gave in and covered her naked body with a plush blanket, setting the alarm for 3 hours. When the light in the room went out, Elizabeth had already fallen asleep and hugged you, breathing steadily into your neck.
Your fingers played with her blonde hair until you fell into the realm of Morpheus after her.
#wanda maximoff x reader#wanda fanfic#wanda maximoff imagine#wandanat#wandanat x reader#elizabeth olsen#wanda x you#natasha x reader#wanda x reader#wanda marvel#elizabeth olsen x you#elizabeth olsen x reader
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Fireworks in the UK
Though fireworks were invented in China and were first used around 7th century, in the United Kingdom, they were first fired in the 13th century but was first documented in 1486 during the marriage of Henry VII and Elizabeth of York whose parents were Elizabeth of Woodville and Edward IV. Her brothers were the murdered young princes in the Tower. But one monarch was so fascinated with them that it gained so much popularity she even created a post only for firing the fireworks and managing the display events as the Fire Master of England and it is none other than Queen Elizabeth I.
And during the Victorian era, fireworks display was a common sight to celebrate events like the Guy Fawkes Night in November and the famous New Yearâs Eve celebrations at the Thames. ( x, x )
And I am pretty sure everyone of us has witnessed fireworks once (or often) in our lives. Experiencing it in person is truly a magical feeling. It feels like it is coming at you closer and closer. A beautiful optical illusion.
No wonder Cielâs reaction is very understandable and Lawrenceâs emotions were all over the place.
Commending CloverWorks for spending a part of their budget to make the fireworks display so realistic.
#kuroshitsuji#black butler#ciel phantomhive#sebastian michaelis#yana toboso#cloverworks#lawrence bluewer#episode 8#public school arc#maaya sakamoto#junya enoki
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the trojan horse (hrj)
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âł pairing: huang renjun x reader
âł word count: 19.6k
âł genre: royalty!au, historical (late 1700s)!au, arranged marriage!au, heavy angst, fluff, smut
âł summary: in which the boy you fall in love with isnât who you think he is.
âł warnings: character death, political unrest, violence, nudity, explicit sexual content (oral, penetration, switch!renjun, switch!reader, cum play), may contain historical inaccuracies
âł a/n: influenced heavily by the events of the french revolution.
1791
Ominously, the large, mahogany doors of the Royal Court open. Two guards tightly grip the arms of a shadow, and as the three slowly approach the center of the room, you realize it is a middle-aged, disheveled, pitiful-looking man who wouldnât put up much of a fight against the guards anyway.
Across a large table sit the Members of the Royal Court. They include some barons and earls, along with religious leaders. Your father, the King, sits at the center, looking especially royal in his brand-new purple robes, and you sit by his side, your fingers intertwined together neatly.
âOrder!â Your father announces loudly to the Court. The barons and lordsâ chatters die, and the room is silent.Â
âName?â Asks the King.Â
âKim Donghyun,â the man says. He is practically just skin and bones, and it makes you think about how youâve never gone a day without having three exquisite meals.Â
You guiltily avoid his gaze; he doesnât notice. His attention is toward the King. Due to the days of sitting in a dungeon in utter darkness waiting for his trial and sentencing, he has to blink a few times to get adjusted to the bright light in the Court.Â
âWhat is your crime?âÂ
Kim Donghyun takes a deep breath. You observe him intently, and you notice how he is practically quaking in fear at being in front of the King. The only time a peasant like him would ever be graced with the presence of the King is when it is nothing good at all.Â
Being tried in front of the Royal Court constitutes as ânothing good at all.â Â
âTheft,â he says in a small voice. At his fear, the King looks at him in disdain. Kim Donghyun knows that his time is limited, and he wonât die without a shred of dignity.
He raises his voice. âI did it for my family.âÂ
âOnly describe the crime,â the King interjects.
âI work in the farming district. In an apple orchard. Instead of turning over all the apples I collected to the cart that takes it to distribution centers, I kept some hidden in my home.âÂ
The King turns to look at the rest of the Court and discusses quietly, avoiding your gaze. Youâre able to make out some words, such as âsinâ and âinfestation of the poor,â but you donât interact. Of course, he ignores you, as if you donât have an opinion. As the only woman on the Court, you were only there after you convinced (more like begged) your father. Deciding a manâs fate wasnât apt work for a royal woman, whose responsibilities lie in producing a legitimate, male heir for the Kingdom after your father chooses your husband, who is the next in line to the throne â not you, who is your fatherâs own flesh blood and has a right to the throne. You told your father that Queen Elizabeth I more almost three hundred years ago took the throne of England and ruled through a golden age, dismantling your fatherâs claim that women werenât fit to rule, but your father argued that was why England didnât have a direct, legitimate heir, and why England fell into turmoil after Queen Elizabethâs death in 1603.
âThere is only one suitable punishment for thieves,â The King says in a sure, kingly voice. You gulp harshly. You knew the next words that would come out of his mouth, after sitting in the Royal Courtâs proceedings, which all practically ended the same way, no matter how big or small the offense is. He doles out this punishment like itâs nothing. There used to be other punishments for thieves such as cutting off their hands, but the only places those punishments are described in history books. Â
âDeath by The Dragonâs Fang!â Your father declares. Through the ornately decorated window, you see the chopping block where executions take place. The Dragonâs Fang, the family sword that has been an important symbol of Justice in your Kingdom, cuts cleanly across the neck of whoever has done the Kingdom of Ambrosia wrong. Sharpened every day by the Executioner, it never gives anything but a decisive end to someoneâs life.Â
âPlease,â the man pleads. The chains around his wrists rattle as he folds his hands together tightly in desperation. The two guards accompanying him hold him even tighter, creating small impressions on his skinny body, but your father gestures for them to let go of Kim Donghyun. He falls to his knees, tears forming at the rims of his eyes.Â
Youâve sat through hundreds of proceedings, and every single one of them rips a new hole in your heart.
âI never intended to steal,â he explains. âMy family, weâre starving. Starving!â He screams in anguish. The guards come closer to him but do not hold him like they once did; desperate this man is, but not desperate enough to run.
âItâs no excuse,â the King says firmly.Â
âI had to do it. Come to the farming district yourself! Weâre all suffering before dying of starvation and disease. Reeking dead bodies are everywhere and we have no medicine and no food! How are we supposed to live?â
At his anguished voice, you decide that youâre not going to let this be yet another proceeding that you will watch and do nothing about the result. After all, this is supposed to be your kingdom in the future, not your future husbands, even though it doesnât seem like that.
âHeâs right,â you say. Stunned gasps echo through the room. Not a single member of the Royal Court has second-guessed any of the Kingâs decisions. But you do not let that affect the firmness in your voice.
âHow are the working class supposed to serve us if we cannot give them enough resources to live?â You spin it another way. You donât truly mean what you say, only giving the situation in this light in order for your father to understand; he only understands when things affect him; the rest of the Court are the same way, almost medically unable to expand their cold, selfish hearts to show a little compassion.Â
âIf we show mercy to this one man,â your father says patiently, âthen others will start doing the same thing. We need to make an example of the misdeeds of this man, to prevent further law-breaking.â Your father knows of your compassion for others, an un-queenly trait that he thinks you will outgrow when you get a little more experience with royal affairs, the only reason why he let you take part in the proceedings of the Royal Court. Being that youâre only a child, twenty years old, you have not the same maturity as a seasoned King. But to you, itâs not just a phase.
Whatever happened to the great leaders of yesteryear who knew when to show compassion and when to rule with an iron fist? Your fatherâs ruthless punishments are what earned him the title of âThe Mad Kingâ by the commoners, according to the Kingâs spies (aptly called his âEarsâ) everywhere. It is even rumored that the Resistance, an organization whose goal is to destroy the royal family, is real. After hearing about the American Revolution and the Revolution in France, common people hold out hope for a democracy, where everyoneâs voices are heard. The writings of Thomas Paine and John Locke started circulating in the Kingdom of Ambrosia and have stirred up more political unrest than what could be imagined.
Your father afterward made it his mission to find every copy of Common Sense and Two Treatises of Government and burn them, as well as execute anyone with a physical copy of those books. He could not have that sort of insolence from his subjects. However, that did nothing; the words were still in peoplesâ minds, spreading to others orally, and who knows how many illegitimate copies there are, the words printed on cloth or in their minds? This made people want to get bootlegged copies even more. If the commoners had enough food on the table and compassionate leaders, then their cries for revolution are quieter. If the Gods chose you to be a ruler, then that means that the Gods see leadership potential in your lineage, and you should follow that.
âIâm not saying to spare Kim Donghyun any punishment,â you explain cooly with your hands in your lap in a lady-like fashion, just as your governess taught you when you were little. âThere are other means of punishment which will get the point across.â
âOther means of punishment?â Your father echoes in a tone that makes you feel small. âStealing is a sin and sins are punishable by death.âÂ
âCanât he get a whipping? Iâm sure that he learned his lesson. Heâs frightened to death and needs to feed his ââ
âQuiet, girl!â The King declares. Instantly, you feel your fatherâs palm connect with your cheek, and a stinging sensation burns your skin. This immediately makes your tear ducts tingle with the need to let hot tears roll down your cheeks, but you will not let the Royal Court see you as a little girl being chastised by her father.
You are a young woman and one that is to be the future queen at that.
At the way you take a painful slap, Kim Donghyun meets your gaze with a resigned, yet thankful look at your efforts. He already knows that in a few short minutes, his blood will be pooling on the floor in the adjacent room.
âThe Royal Court here rules that Kim Donghyun is sentenced to death by the Dragonâs Fang.â He bangs the gavel against the table loudly, glancing at you before locking gazes with Kim Donghyun. He doesnât cry, he doesnât scream. He knew he took a massive risk with those apples. He only wished that he stole more because the look of satisfaction when his wife and children ate was intoxicating.Â
The two guards grab Kim Donghyunâs elbows before escorting them out of the Royal Court and into the next room. The window gives a clear view of the large chopping block stained with dry, brown blood where Kim Donghyun is supposed to lean, his knees on the floor, his neck and the edge of the block lining up. Then, the Executioner takes the Dragonâs Fang and raises it above his head. He doesnât close his eyes at the sight he is about to see, a ritual he has performed thousands of times, only asking the victim for any last words, as you can tell from seeing this proceeding many times. Kim Donghyun says something, but you are not sure what. Then, the Executioner swings the sword, and Kim Donghyun crumbles to the ground in two parts after a sickening crunch (that youâve heard so many times, it echoes in your head).
You think youâre going to be sick.
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Just like there were many court proceedings before the trial of Kim Donghyun, there are many afterward. The Resistance is growing larger, according to the Kingâs Ears, and is ready to plan something large. Normally, your father would not tolerate this insolence against the royal family. He would have liked to nip it in the bud and hang the bodies of all the rebels in front of the streets to make an example out of them, but the King is running into a huge problem: he is close to bankruptcy. He barely has enough resources to pay guards and mercenaries to protect the current palace, as well as cooks and maids and servants. He doesnât have enough resources to pay for a large army and create a special task force to get rid of the rebels. After spending his money on clothes and shoes, brand new wings of the palace and concubines, he was spending money faster than he was receiving it.Â
Obviously, you knew that this was a serious problem, and it was information that select people had access to; Royal advisors were trying their best to make sure that this information was kept under a tight lid and wouldnât find its way to the Resistance. Royal advisors suggested that the King find a source of needed materials without raising taxes yet again, and thatâs where you come to play. Your father arranged for you to meet a suitor to set up a much-needed marriage alliance.
Today, you would be meeting the Prince of Neo, Huang Renjun. Neo is a small kingdom a few days journey from you by the sea, and they are known for their ample craftsman class who commission some of the finest weapons. They are also a source of skilled fighters, and they will be more likely to ship off their people and provide resources to Ambrosia if they have a suitable marriage alliance.
As much as you hated being auctioned off like an antique vase, it was something that couldnât be helped as a royal woman. You only hope that this Huang Renjun isnât like the other suitors you have met, who are snooty and stuck up, ruthless as if they are miniature versions of your father. More importantly, you wish that they wonât cast you aside, using you as a pawn to get their hands on the better prize, the Kingdom of Ambrosia, the largest kingdom in the area.
Thereâs already tension in the air when you are escorted by your mother and ladyâs maids into the drawing room where you first lay eyes on Huang Renjun.
His raven-colored hair is neatly gelled and combed, and his skin is pale in contrast. He stands up politely at your presence, and you get a good look at his clothing: rich, exactly what you expect for a royal from another kingdom. He wears red robes with delicate, intricate yellow designs, and you suspect the material is velvet. He has white frills at his neck, and milky white socks that compliment the black shoes at his feet, which have a gold flower at the center of the foot to match the gold designs on his robes.Â
Youâre thankful that the suitor youâre meeting is actually in the same age range as you, but itâs an additional bonus that heâs one of the most beautiful men youâve met without even trying.
He is also observing you with the same tenacity as you do with him: Youâre wearing a crown of pink flowers on your head, which matches the pink flowers on your sky-blue dress. Your skirt is large and trails at your behind, which shows your royal standing, and the sky-blue sleeves of your dress slowly become white lace as his eyes follow from your shoulders to your wrists. The sleeves of your dress are cone-like, and the edges are able to reach your knees.Â
For a few seconds, you meet Renjunâs gaze. His eyes are a beautiful dark brown, and they offer you a friendly look, which puts your heart at slight ease.Â
âPrincess Y/N, this is Prince Renjun of Neo,â your mother introduces in a voice that makes it seem like she has known Prince Renjun for a long time (which she hasnât).
âPleasure to make your acquaintance, your Highness,â Renjun says. His voice is absolutely magnificent, song-like, and dreamy. He steps forward and bends down on one knee, taking your right hand and kissing the back of it.Â
His lips feel warm against your skin.Â
There are a few other men by Renjunâs side. There are his personal guards, who came with him on the carriage ride from his castle to yours, and another man in fine clothing, someone you failed to notice due to your observant study of Huang Renjun.Â
âAnd this is the King of Neo,â your mother continues, gesturing. He bows down and takes the time to bend down and kiss your motherâs hand (which has her bubbling with pleasant words) and your hand, which you give a curt greeting. His black robe shuffles as he steps back, and you study Renjun side-by-side with his father.Â
âPleased to meet you, Your Highnesses,â he says.Â
A few maids come in bearing silver trays piled with bite-sized sandwiches, in the shape of a pyramid. You and your mother take one, while Renjun and his father take one each, all four of you being overly courteous to the help in an effort to keep appearances.Â
âYour daughter looks like a lovely young lady, perfect for my Renjun,â the King of Neo comments, giving your mother a gracious smile. âSo elegant and full of grace, she will make a fine queen and wife, Your Highness,â he addresses your mother.Â
âThank you for your kind words,â Your mother responds back, her eyes crinkling as a part of her practiced genuine smile. âMay I escort you to the King? He has some matters that he would like to discuss with you.âÂ
âOf course, my good lady,â the King of Neo responds back courteously. Your mother leads the way out of the room, and a few maids look like they are going to follow her, to make sure that she is okay, but she only needs to give a flick of her wrist for them to disperse back into the drawing room. Now, you and Renjun are alone, except for the help, but they donât count. Youâre grateful that your mother has left you both alone because you absolutely hate being chaperoned during meets with suitors â it makes you more nervous having that extra company. That just shows how important this alliance is for the Kingdom that your mother understands your weakness and tries to put you on the best possible foot to make a good performance for Huang Renjun.
Performance. The word has the connotation relating it to a game, which is what this whole suitor business is.Â
âPlease have a seat,â you say to Renjun, gesturing at the plush pink-and-green sofa that he abandoned when you entered the room. There is a small ottoman opposite of the sofa, and there is a glass table in between with the pyramid of sandwiches that the maid brought a few minutes ago. Youâre ready to bring up something about the weather and other practiced lines you have prepared for occasions like this when something catches your eye on the table, a leather-bound book. It is a copy of The Oresteia by Aeschylus. You remember reading it back when you were still taught by a governess.Â
âExcellent choice,â you start off, gesturing to the volume on the table.
Renjun smiles at you, a pretty sight just as beautiful as his voice.Â
âThank you. You have a wonderful library, larger than the one I have at home,â he says in awe. The library room is in the next room, and it is dark and paneled with fine wood; it would not be a good choice to meet a suitor, for it is a major turn-off if a woman is too well-educated, enough that she would love books more than making an heir for the family.
Personally, the library room is your favorite room in the house.
âYou donât have Oresteia in your library?â
âNo,â Renjun says sheepishly. âItâs been on my list of books to read for a long time, but I just havenât had the chance to get a copy with all the suitors my father forcââ Renjun suddenly stops, realizing who he is talking to. His face turns into a bright beet red, thinking that he has messed up more than he ever thought he could.
Your face doesnât shrivel with offense the way Renjun thought it would. He met a royal woman once who after he said he didnât like blueberry scones, escorted him out of her castle. Instead, he is greeted by a smile. You experienced the same feeling.
âItâs okay,â you say lightly. âI wasnât exactly that happy to meet you too.â Youâre glad that your mother isnât chaperoning, or anyone in your Court is either because hearing those words from your mouth would earn you a slap across your face. âA lady isnât supposed to tell someone what she thinks,â you can hear your motherâs and governessâ voices ringing in your ears (they practically had the same voice⊠all high-class women had a high pitch, sultry yet innocent voice).Â
Renjun finds your words refreshing; this is the first time heâs met a royal who actually says what she thinks, and that sort of directness is what he craves in someone â he hates having to analyze every little word in a womanâs sentence in order to find out what she truly means.
âHow far are you?â You ask.Â
âNot very,â Renjun sighs. âI wished you came later so I would have had more time to read.â You titter a little, and Renjun is glad that he is able to see a real, genuine smile from you.
âBut Clytemnestra has just killed King Agamemnon and Cassandra.â You nod, remembering yourself all those years ago holding this same volume. Youâre trying to think of something to say that will contribute to the conversation when Renjunâs voice becomes lower.Â
âDo you think he deserved it?âÂ
Initially, youâre not sure if you should answer the question. On one hand, you do want to answer the question because you canât believe that you have a suitor who wants to intelligently discuss literature with you, a complete dream that you canât believe is happening in real life, but there is another part of you that wants to follow your motherâs advice she gave you a long time ago when it came to meeting suitors: to not let him know too much about your opinions too early.Â
âI apologize,â Renjun says hesitantly. He just broke all rules when it comes to meeting suitors. He is also not supposed to ask questions like these. Questions like âwhat are your favorite sweets?â or âwhat is your favorite city?â are more appropriate for someone you just met.Â
âYou donât have to,â you say more confidently. âI think I understand Clytemnestraâs fury. Imagine finding out that your daughter was sacrificed so that your husband can help his brother get his wife back. Thereâs a line that has to be drawn between your family and someone elseâs family, and Agamemnon failed to do so. Menelaus had other allies from various kingdoms that could help him, and Agamemnon could help in other ways than sacrificing his eldest daughter to Artemis. But Iphigenia only had Agamemnon. She was his daughter. He was supposed to protect her. He wasnât supposed to auction her off to her death. So he must pay with his life,â you explain rationally.
Renjun is pretty sure that youâre not only talking about Oresteia anymore. And heâs right. Maybe you feel a little like Iphigenia, but the free will that you are sacrificing is for the good of your kingdom and not someone elseâs.Â
After your father overspent his money, even after charging ridiculously high tax rates and has no means to quell the Resistance by force.Â
The way you passionately discussed literature was endearing to Renjun. He didnât want to be stuck with a bimbo for the rest of his life, who was only interested in parties and pleasure. You have substance.Â
The two of you continue to discuss other Ancient Greek literature since much of the literature includes myths that are implicitly referenced in other works that people in those days would have understood. The conversation is entertaining, and you freely give your opinion and Renjun does the same, and you appreciate the candidness more than anything in the world.
âIâm glad for one thing,â you say during the conversation.
Renjun raises an eyebrow.Â
âThat the Greek Gods donât meddle in our lives.âÂ
-
Sometimes, just sitting around in the castle got boring â no, a lot of times, just sitting around in the castle got boring. You didnât have much of a say in the Royal Court and you didnât have much of a say in royal decision-making either, so you decided a few years ago that there would be something that you would have control over.Â
Every weekend, you went into the cities of your Kingdom and practiced healing with the royal healer. A maximum of four people knew about this, and you wanted to keep it that way because if your family found out about this arrangement, they would serve your head on a platter. But so far, no one unnecessary knew about this. The royal healer, the cart driver, and your head maid were the only people who knew. It was your way to give back to the kingdom since so many were dying of diseases or were injured and lamed forever, and these tragedies could be avoided if there was a better spread of healthcare across the kingdom.Â
Your head maid has clothes prepared for you, a maidâs outfit that you go into town wearing. With how the people feel about the royal family now that the Resistance is trying to spread their message, it was better if your deeds went unsaid; you didnât want to attract unnecessary attention to yourself, or else the people in your care could get hurt.
So here you are, sitting in a prepared cart filled with medicine, along with the royal healer. The hot late-summer sun burns your shoulders as you sit, but youâre glad youâre only wearing a maidâs outfit and not the eight different skirts you have to wear all day as a royal; wearing all that clothing in this heat is the definition of hell on Earth.Â
Maybe youâre being dramatic when you say that because when you see the capital city, Ciel, it certainly looks like hell on Earth. A little part of you is glad that youâre safely tucked away in your castle in the countryside because youâre not sure you could ever bear calling what is now Ciel, home. Sick people decorate the well-trodden streets, orphaned children scour waste for food, wails of anguish fill the air as people cry over the dead, and the stench â oh, the stench! How pungent and repelling it is, you almost want to gag. Thankfully, you have a flower from the royal gardens tied to your wrist, and you harshly press the flower against your nose, breathing in the fresh scent.
But the saddest thing on the street is the people who are wholly unaffected by all the events happening. They are residents no doubt, with tattered, stained breeches that have probably never seen a wash, but the resigned look on their faces is what breaks your heart into a thousand more pieces. They accept that this is how life is going to be. These people are usually able to hide among the crowds of people, but to you they stick out like a sore thumb.
Speaking of people, there seems to be less than there was last week. Everything seems a tad quieter, and people donât seem to be sporting angry, belligerent looks on their faces against the royals, just the resigned, sick, and anguished seem left.
But this doesnât stop you from setting up shop. With the royal healer Doyoung, you both find an abandoned building â a building that you have kept under a different name using some royal funds youâre able to get out of your fatherâs hands â and set up medicines, table cloths, bandages, and other tools needed to properly heal the masses. After seeing your appearances, people start coming in. It was an unspoken thing with the people of Ciel, the most poverty-stricken people in your kingdom, living in shanty towns because the capital is where all the work is. It spread around to others that a healer and his assistant would come every week to try to relieve them. They didnât know anything about the healer or the assistant, or why they only came once a week (many people have requested that you and Doyoung make your presence known more often), but you would simply sigh and shrug your shoulders, that you could only ever manage once a week. In your heart, you knew that your family wouldnât notice you gone for at least six hours in a day, but if you tried six hours in two days, thatâs asking for problems. Although, you never say that.Â
However, you and Doyoung have trained others in town who want to heal some basic hygiene and herbs that can be found around Ciel, such as poppy seeds for sleeping and ginseng for preventing inflammation of wounds (but sometimes a cure-all for desperate people). However, due to how populated Ciel is, itâs hard to find even find these plants since medicinal plants need care to grow. They arenât like dandelions that can grow among the trash and ruin. Which is why you and Doyoung bring a decent stock of other plants from the royal medical gardens and teach others how to store them. But even still, basic training and plant stocks are not enough to keep people alive, and many times, you need a trained medical opinion or experience.
As some patients take rest on the blankets that are scattered in this makeshift hospital, other helpers (practically employees) come in as well.Â
The first to come is the brother-sister pair, Soobong and Sooyoung. They were always the most punctual, and they live for healing and helping others â with enough medical training, they were good enough to work at the castle.
âGood, youâre here,â Doyoung says brusquely. âMore and more people are coming. Sooyoung, ask patients what their ailments are, and Soobong and Y/N, help me unload the stock.â Doyoung commands confidently.Â
Kim Doyoung had been at this for a long time, as you notice through his weathered, experienced face. Heâs been doing this before you knew about it, and when you caught him, you told him that you would join him or you would tell the King, and he gladly took the former option. Doyoung himself grew up on the streets of Ciel, orphaned, but he met a man who helped him learn the art of healing, and he became a revered healer in Ciel before going to the castle. As much as he loved being generous, most of the people who came to him had no money but were only able to exchange favors. He gladly accepted favors â fresh honey, a wonderful story, a beautiful flower, but he also liked recieving a salary.Â
Still, it doesnât seem like the streets of Ciel were angry with him for wanting to get paid for his skill; they were only thankful that he was generous enough to continue sharing it with them after all these years.
As Sooyoung socializes with the patients, she is courteous as she asks about their ailments. She can take fifty peopleâs troubles and tell you every single one â she just has that sort of memory. She would write down all the conditions if she knew how to read or write; only now have you taught her how to count, so that she can refer to each patient as âpatient at blanket number xâ so it is a more efficient way of describing them.
You and Soobong along with Doyoung are going out to the cart and bringing in jars and wrapped packages of medicinal herbs, from marigold to milk thistle to goldenseal.
When the last of this weekâs stock is brought in, Sooyoung approaches you and tells you what conditions people have today.Â
âThe man at blanket thirty is suffering from diarrhea and his wife is very worried about him,â she reports, ending her interactions with all the patients. All of these conditions youâre too familiar with after years of healing. Diarrhea from eating contaminated meat. Cholera from drinking contaminated water. Itchy skin due to a poor personal hygiene regiment. Infection after a metal bucket scraped skin. Sleeplessness after the violent death of a loved one. All of these conditions, you were able to easily escape due to your high status. And you were the one with the best healthcare in the Kingdom after you rarely did anything. When was the last time you picked up a bucket? Or had itchy skin? You live such a good life that half the time, you didnât need a healer.Â
But these people do. And they donât have a healer.
You, Soobong, and Doyoung crush some marigold leaves for the man with the infection, valerian for the sleepless woman and others, handing the paste to Sooyoung who would administer the herbs to the patients. Thankfully, as more and more sick people came in, more and more help was arriving, including Na Jaemin.Â
He and a few others were bringing injured-looking people. You rushed to their sides, helping them out after abandoning the leaves you were crushing. Before Soobong could do anything, Doyoung ordered him to stay and that you and Jaemin were taking care of whatever needed taking care of.
âWhat happened?â You gasped, carrying the people to empty blankets. Jaemin follows you, carrying a heavy-looking older man.Â
âT-There was a riot,â Jaemin says breathlessly.Â
âA riot?â You echo dumbly. Jaemin nods.Â
âThe Carcel,â he says as if he explained the whole story. At your confusion, though, he continues.Â
âThere was a storming. Weapons were stolen, and the place was trashed before it started burning.â Your blood runs cold.Â
The Carcel has served as a fortress, armory, and political prison for as long as you can remember. Erected by your great-great-grandfather to protect the castle â the old castle that your family used to reside in before picking a different, more luxurious location in the countryside that gave plenty of room to expand; that castle burned in an earlier, angry riot. Now it looked eerie in the capital, and it was moderately reconstructed as an armory and a prison for prisoners that your father decided not to kill on the spot before his killing spree started.
Knowing this information, Ambrosia was teetering closer and closer to ruin. You gulp. You thought that if your father gave more freedoms to the people and modernized, there would be a higher chance that you would still be in power for generations to come, or at least⊠your lives. Now, that hope is all gone. People are angry, and they wonât stop until the Royal Family is gone for good. You know what that means. The people wonât rest until your heads are hacked off by the Dragonâs Fang.
âA-And these are,â you take a deep breath. âInsurrectionists?â You ask. No matter how much sympathy you had to the people of Ambrosia who have been wronged by the royal family, you still feel a chill crawl down your spine
You wonder how Soobong, Sooyoung, and Jaemin would react if they knew your true identity â or anyone in this room except Doyoung knew.
âNot all of them. Some of them were just caught in the crossfire.âÂ
âWhat were you doing there?â You ask accusingly. You bite your lip in shame, hating how transparent you seem. Jaemin looks at you with a brow raised. For all he knew, you were just Y/N, a maid to a nobleman who knew Doyoung as a child on the streets of Ciel.
Immediately, you clear your throat. âIt could have been dangerous. Are you hurt anywhere?â You ask with concern, taking his bare forearms in your hand to inspect. You furrow your brows at a fresh-looking mark, but itâs just a smudge of red dirt.Â
Jaemin smiles. âNo. Clean as Iâll ever be.â He chuckled in a hearty way that put all your worries at rest. He continues. âAnd I was there because my cousin was there. I didnât want him doing anything stupid, but he wouldnât listen to me, so I went to watch him.â His expression hardens. âWhere his stupidity took him,â he grunts, pointing to another boy carrying a younger boy, maybe fifteen years old, to a bed, with bleeding on his arms and his leg twisted.Â
âJaemin!â A voice shouts. You and Jaemin whip your heads to see Doyoung, still crushing leaves into paste and squeezing the juice out of roots. âI need some help over here. Y/N, work with Sooyoung to get the ailments of the newcomers.âÂ
âYes, Doyoung,â you say and shuffle away. To Doyoungâs perceptive eye, he could see slight cuts on your fingers from all the crushing, and he couldnât possibly return you home like that. So, he gave you a less taxing job. It was a shame though â you were one of his most skilled apprentices.
Sooyoung takes care of half of the newcomers while you take care of the other half. As you ask them what is ailing them and inspect their injuries, you can already see yourself writing a mental list of needed herbs: marigold, garlic, echinacea, aloe vera, poppy seeds. All of these were anti-inflammatory plants with poppy seeds bringing patients to sleep to help cure their wounds.Â
But there is a face, an unmistakable face attached to a body that is sitting on a blanket. Despite the contusions on his face and body, as well as his twisted leg at an odd angle, the boy sitting at blanket number thirty-seven is Huang Renjun, Prince of Neo.Â
As shock finds its way to settle into your face, so does suspicion. What was Huang Renjun doing in a rebellion against the King of Ambrosia?
Every part of your royal instincts tells you to tread carefully. If Huang Renjun is an enemy, then itâs best to keep that information to yourself so you can give yourself an advantage.
Before you can decide whether you should pretend you donât know him or acknowledge his existence, Renjun speaks first.Â
âY/N,â he says softly. You look around. Soobong, Jaemin, Sooyoung, and Doyoung all look preoccupied, and the others that you know are hurriedly applying salves to injured people or offering them edible medicine. You didnât want to explain how you knew this stranger.Â
Renjun, like you, is dressed in a commonerâs clothes. He wears a casual set of commonerâs breeches and a faded, light-blue shirt. He has a brown hat next to him that smells oily and full of sweat, and his jet-black hair is disheveled, compared to when you met him. Renjun has been staying at the castle, and your father and his father are trying to strike a favorable deal when it comes to providing an army to quash the Resistance. During the past two days, from what you can hear behind the door, it is a long deal, with both men throwing numbers and getting others to write a contract of this agreement. Renjun has been sitting in the negotiations, to learn the art of negotiation, but you arenât allowed to sit in. And when they arenât negotiating, the three of them go hunting together, for your father to get to know the man that will marry his daughter and take over his kingdom. So, you havenât seen the boy ever since you talked about Aeschylus and other Greek authors and myths together, only seeing him in passing at dinner, which you are almost always joined by the Huangs. Other invitees at dinner seem interested in this stranger, leaving almost no more time for you to know him.
At this moment, your chemistry is undeniable.Â
âWhat are you doing here?â You blurt out.Â
Renjun smiles in pain. âIâm injured obviously. But I could also ask the same for you.â He eyes you in your maidâs outfit.Â
âI mean, what were you doing at the Carcel?â You inquire. Butterflies erupt in your stomach. You see him reach for something, and you tense up. Your instinct thought it was a knife, a plan to kill the Princess of Ambrosia since he is the only one in this crowded room who knows your true identity.Â
The object Renjun was reaching for was his dirty messenger bag, and he struggles to open the latch. You take the bag and look inside. Paints, and a smeared painting of roses. Youâre not sure if itâs red paint or blood.
âI was painting at the Square.â He says simply. The town square is still a bustling place, in viewing distance to the Carcel, cobblestoned and filled with a rose garden that is sometimes known as the envy of the land, the only place in Ciel that doesnât look hopeless thanks to various people in the area who consider those roses a part of Cielâs character. Itâs the only greenspace in the center of Ciel, minus a small wooded place two blocks away where helpers gather poppy seeds and milk thistle.Â
âI was painting roses since it was the only time I could get away from everything,â Renjun starts. âBut then I heard people screaming and there were people with weapons and then a stampede ensued.â Renjun shivers thinking about what happened in the past thirty minutes, and at this movement, his twisted leg twitches and he bites his lower lip to contain a scream.
Youâre about to scurry off and get something for the pain, but Renjun grips your wrist tightly, an uneasy smile on his face.Â
âYou didnât tell me what youâre doing here.âÂ
âIsnât it obvious?â you scoff.
âEnlighten me.â
You take a deep breath. âIâm here as a healer. I come every week with Doyoung.âÂ
âAnd I can imagine that itâs not what youâre supposed to be doing?â Renjun asks, knowing what the obvious answer is.Â
You donât answer him.Â
âWell, I was here doing what I wasnât supposed to be doing.â He chuckles. âIf my father found out I was painting, he would rip me in half.â Renjun wasnât lying. The life of a royal was restricting, no matter if you were a man or a woman. For a man, hunting was seen as an appropriate, manly hobby, but painting isnât.
âApparently, painting is only for indecent people who ogle naked women and sleep with their muses.âÂ
You almost want to gasp with how crass Renjun sounded. Renjun only laughs at your shocked expression before sucking in a breath due to his pain. With a wet cloth on a tray nearby, you dab the wounds on his arms, and Renjunâs face contorts at this gesture.Â
You hurry back to the shelves of herbs and grab some marigold paste and some thin, bandage cloths. Gently, you apply the salve on Renjunâs wounds and bandage them with a precision that you have been perfecting for a long time. Renjun only focuses on you as he tries to forget about the pain, admiring your expertise. It wasnât every day that a royal knew a skill that didnât include commanding others to do tasks for them.
Looking at his awkward leg, you make direct eye contact with Renjun.Â
âThis is going to hurt a lot,â you say. Rushing to the counter at the front, you grab a stick and give it to Renjun. âPut this in your mouth,â you say in a commanding voice that Renjun doesnât want to argue with.
Carefully, you hold the side of Renjunâs knee with one hand, and with the other hand, you yank his leg, locking it back into its correct place.Â
The twig in Renjunâs mouth snaps during the process.Â
âYou were right,â Renjun says breathlessly.
âSay,â Renjun says after a while of watching you apply a salve of milk thistle on the cuts on his legs before bandaging them.Â
âI wonât tell your father that you were out here healing the poor, not once but weekly with Doyoung unless I get to paint you.â The request is shocking, and you look at Renjun, puzzled for a split second before you make an offer of your own, a smile on your face. If thereâs anything a royal is good at, no matter a man or woman, it was negotiating.
âAnd I wonât tell your father that you were painting unless you come and help out with me here,â you counteroffer.Â
âAn eye for an eye,â Renjun recalls, remembering how you passionately defended Queen Clytaenmestra for making King Agamemnon to pay for his life after leading his eldest daughter to her death. In this case, one favor each to keep you both doing what you loved doing.
âYes. This knife cuts both ways,â At how solemn you both sound, you two look each other in the eye to seal the verbal contract that you have just created.
For once, your parents made a good match for you.
-
Itâs another few days before you see Renjun again. Itâs at dinner, but this time the air of tension, filled with encoded thoughts is gone, and both your father and the King of Neo look jubilant. That can only mean one thing: they both have reached a deal that they are both happy with. Itâs surprising, given that at the end of such long deals, one side is unhappy in âgiving in too muchâ while the other believes that they have won a match.Â
Nonetheless, dinner is no less than fine. Renjunâs father sits at the end of one table with Renjun at a seat nearby, while your father is seated at the other end of the table, with your mother accompanying you. You sit in between your mother and Renjun, while on the other side, the Kingâs advisor is facing you directly. Joining you tonight are a couple of earls and marquis who your family has always been particularly close with, enough so to share such an important meal as tonightâs meal.Â
âWe have some exciting news,â The King of Ambrosia says. You think everyone in the room already knows what the news is due to his expression, but that doesnât stop him from sharing.Â
âKing Huang and I have reached a suitable deal. They will provide a sum of armory and mercenaries to help us with our problems with rebels. Just in time after the incident at the Carcel. He has been so agreeable due to the arrangement that Princess Y/N and Prince Renjun have. Our grandchildren will be certainly powerful!â Your father cheers. You smile pleasantly and find Renjunâs face beside you, and he also stares at you with equal fondness. The others in the room are pleased that you two have gotten on well. Although they only know of one meeting between you two, no complaints have been made by either of you against the other. For the two of you, suitors are a touchy subject, and you both have a hard time getting along with others that you are arranged to marry, but this time, it seems like two kindred souls have met.Â
Your fatherâs prayers have been answered; Ambrosia wonât fall to ruin after his overspending. Of course, that doesnât stop him from having lavish, excessive meals every night while the people of his kingdom are starving.Â
King Huang starts speaking. âThe King and I have started talking about something to celebrate the upcoming marriage. We have discussed a tourney in Princess Y/N and Prince Renjunâs honor.âÂ
Your mother claps gleefully, and the Kingâs advisor looks thoughtful. He hoped that Neoâs resources were in plenty, so he wouldnât have to impose more taxes.Â
Your mother looks at you pointedly for you to make a response, but Renjun speaks first. âOn behalf of myself and my betrothed, I thank you both for your generosity.â His voice is crisp, sincere yet formal. He looks at you with a smile. âIâm sure that we both are going to enjoy it.â You both know that if thereâs anything that youâd enjoy, it would be a room full of books and paints.Â
The servants arrive with plates and plates of food, freshly and expertly cooked by the castle chef. You eat the creamed lobster, poached eggs, meat-stuffed bread, carrot purees, chocolate souffles, and wash it all down with red wine. The table is filled with content eating sounds, the clacking of forks against ornately designed china.Â
As the last plate is collected by a kitchen maid, music fills the nearby ballroom.Â
âA night like tonight should be celebrated with music!â Your father announces. The dinner party follows him and the King of Neo to the ballroom, where there is a live orchestra filled with the best musicians in Ambrosia. They play waltzing music, so the earls and dukes start dancing with their wives, and their children find people to dance with.Â
âMay I have this dance?â Renjun is on one knee, his hand held out as he waits for you to accept his invitation. You scoff a little at how ânobleâ he is acting, compared to the boy painting in secret and stating that he hated meeting suitors.Â
âOf course, my betrothed,â you say smoothly, taking the boyâs soft hand. He stands upright, and you look almost eye-level with him. He gingerly puts a hand to your waist and the other clasps your hand as he dances with you. You think that you probably learned to Walz around the same time you learned to walk, and the steps feel familiar as you follow the compound beat.Â
âOne, two, three, one two three,â Renjun murmurs to himself. If you hadnât been listening carefully enough, you wouldnât have heard him count to himself. You only did so when you were a beginner of the walz, counting to make sure that your steps were correctly timed as your dance instructor danced with you.Â
You canât help a giggle bubble up your throat.Â
âWhatâs that?â Renjun asks.Â
âWhatâs what?â You reply, feigning ignorance.Â
âI know you heard me.â Renjun confronts you.Â
âIâve never heard anyone our age counting during the Walz.â
âWhatâs wrong with counting? I like to be precise.â Renjun challenges in that playful way that you canât get enough of. You exhale.Â
âOnly children count when they Walz.âÂ
âCan I make a confession?â Renjun asks. His voice is quiet, and his lips are close to your ear, his breath hot and smelling of spices. At this moment, he looks absolutely ravishing.Â
He doesnât wait for you to reply. âI only learned to Walz last week. Your mother taught me. She thought it was improper that I didnât know how to dance with a lady.â That did sound like your mother. You take a second to see her dancing with your father in a perfect Walz, from years of hosting and attending events that are similar to this one.
You sigh, bringing your body closer to his and correcting any of his missteps. You loved the way that his body deliciously brushed against yours, and the way that his hand moved down your back, not entirely gentlemanly. You keep your voice quiet, closing some space between your faces. âShe knows I donât care about that.â
âDoes she?â Renjun questions. You donât answer. The royal breed wasnât exactly the best listeners. There were a lot of ideas that your parents liked to push into your head, such that a woman should be the type devoted to her husband and her lifeâs work is creating an heir to the throne. And there is one thing for sure: women were supposed to be pure. They didnât have sexual urges, they were subject to the will of their husbands.Â
Youâre not going to pretend that thoughts wouldnât enter your brain as Renjunâs length brushes your legâŠÂ Â
You and Renjun keep dancing for a few more minutes, but neither of you is really feeling the mood anymore. Itâs always a surprise how the upper class can keep dancing and dancing and dancing.
âDoes this dance ever end?â Renjun groans. No one seems to hear him, trapped in their own worlds.Â
âIt does now,â you say. You stop dancing and gently yank Renjunâs arm. Without an eye on either of you, the dull Walz music becomes a distant memory as you both walk into the dark castle corridors. There are a few guards here and there, but you and Renjun walk up the stairs and stop midway through the staircase, on the flat piece of floor that proceeds another swivel staircase. A large window is on the wall, and you can see the moon, a small crescent.Â
Thereâs something so romantic about the dark, something that makes you want to unleash your inner feelings. Huang Renjun is thinking the same thing.Â
You can barely see each otherâs faces as your lips meld into his. Renjun was different, and you wanted him, you think as you taste his lips from every possible angle, his nose bumping into yours. His hands feel intoxicating as his hands find your waist, his grip deceptively tight as if he never wanted to let go of a woman like you.
At the sound of echoing footsteps, you and Renjun jump away from each other and search for the source of the footsteps. Itâs a few guards, and they make brief eye contact with you and then with Renjun.Â
You press a quick kiss on Renjunâs lips. It was the perfect time to stop. You havenât given up your chastity just yet, your dress was still on! Now you would leave him wanting more. It was the strategy your mother gave you when you were meeting suitors, but you can find other ways to keep that statement relevant in your life.
âUntil later, my sweet,â you lean in, murmuring those sultry words against his lips. You leave him standing by the large window as you find your way back to your chambers on the other side of the castle, becoming a smaller and smaller shadow in Renjunâs vision. Â
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The next time you would visit the streets of Ciel is sooner than you think, for this week has gone by rather quickly. As per your agreement with Renjun, he would help you out in the makeshift apothecary with Doyoung if you kept his secret that he paints in his spare time. This week, the apothecary is not less active than it was last week since the spread of disease is rampant in these areas, so youâre glad that youâre able to bring some forced labor with you.
Renjun is also dressed in servantsâ uniforms, getting it from your ladyâs maid, who covertly got this from the washerwoman. However, before you got out of the cart bringing you, Renjun, and Doyoung into the city, you still felt like he had a ânobleâ look to him. Finding some dirt on the ground, you take a handful and rub it on Renjunâs cheek.Â
âThere,â you say, admiring your handiwork. âYou look more like Y/N the maidâs friend.â Renjun just laughs a hearty, carefree laugh.Â
The story behind Renjun was easy to fabricate when you were explaining his presence to Soobong, Sooyoung, and Jaemin. He also worked at the same noblemanâs house that you did but as a server, and he wanted to find out what you were hiding when you disappeared one afternoon every week. You made him swear that he would never tell since you were supposed to be working, and after he promised he wouldnât tell, you brought him here. Sooyoung looked a little suspicious after you told your story, and you felt like your heart was beating in your throat as you waited for her to say or do anything, that maybe she recognized him from the last week after the storming of the Carcel, but she doesnât say anything. You were more than relieved.Â
She probably didnât care anyway, given that your group needed more help than you could imagine. More healing apprentices showed up, mixing salves and administering medicines, but most of Ciel has been under strict curfew. After the storming, your father demanded that there be soldiers on the streets, prowling for any rebels, courtesy of the deal made with the King of Neo.
They were given the right to shoot if they even looked dissatisfied with how the people were behaving.
Although you were (somewhat) safely tucked inside the abandoned building that you have been paying to keep as a hospital for the sick of Ciel, you can still feel the tension outside, as if they are waves licking at the windows. People walk stiffly, their eyes darting before they say something, trash litters the ground, hastily-built huts and pieces of wood serve as many peoplesâ homes as they inhabit the slums for their work.Â
Of course, only when there is dissent are the royals actually thinking of the people of Ciel.
Soldiers stand outside, backs straight, yet some squirm in their thick uniforms under the bright, hot sun. Itâs not like they can do anything to an apothecary, so they stand, looking around. The thought of being watched makes you feel almost breathless, and you just hope you donât look like royalty enough for them to notice. As your heart beats a little faster, you tightly wrap a bonnet you found around your head, focusing your vision only on the sick.
You show Renjun to the table where Doyoung is, and show him how to crush leaves and efficiently save all the healing juice, how to wrap a bandage, how to clean a wound, where to get some water to soak cloths, and where the stores of poppy seeds, milk thistle, and other anti-inflammatory herbs are. Those, you think, are the most important training to learn first.Â
Renjun watches as you talk to Sooyoung, the girl who chats with new arrivals and diagnoses their conditions. Then you grab herbs, bandages, and wet cloths and work around the room with the help of Jaemin, who is now administering medicine since Renjun is supposed to be crushing leaves and filling the water bucket.
If you havenât noticed, life was getting harder at Ciel. Just as you were curing more sick people, more and more people were coming in, needing treatment. Not to mention that not everyone survives treatment; every week, youâre surrounded by death. On top of that, with the current instability in Ciel, Renjun was surprised that you were dead-set on coming with Doyoung because it wasnât really your job to care. Sure, it wasnât really Doyoungâs job to care either, but since he grew up in Ciel as an orphan, he always would feel the need to give back to his hometown. But you? You were the child of two royals, who had everything you could ever possibly need in the castle. But that wasnât enough for you. You had to know that your subjects were okay, and if they werenât, you wanted to do your part and help even if you have no say in most royal affairs.Â
Every day, he has more and more reasons to fall in love with you.
For a while, Renjun admires your work from afar, but he continues to work himself; just being surrounded by such productive people makes him want to be productive as well.Â
Finally, heâs able to get a moment alone with you.Â
âWhy do you even care?â Renjun asks. You both are in a back room alone as you lead him to the borage supply to help cure a familyâs fit of coughs.Â
âWhy shouldnât I?â You challenge. Renjun voices what he has been thinking while he observed you working yourself to the bone.Â
âBecause you have everything you need in this life and in the next. What is a reason for doing this other than youâre probably the kindest person Iâve ever met in my whole life?âÂ
You smile. âYou know how our families were picked by God to rule? To conquer?âÂ
âOf course.âÂ
âThereâs got to be a reason, right?â You question. âTo give us such a high position in power over so many people.âÂ
âHe must have seen potential in our families. We need to live up to that.â You say simply.Â
âHave you ever told anyone your opinion?â Renjun asks quietly.Â
You snort a little before looking at your feet. âOnce. To my father.â You turn your head to face Renjun, the smile widening on your face. âThat was probably the hardest slap Iâve ever received.âÂ
Renjun closes the space between you, and his face is so close that your noses are brushing. âProbably not as hard as the whipping I got after getting out of our palanquin to give a homeless man a few crackers in my pocket.â
âI guess weâre two soft-hearted people.â You giggle, finally closing the pesky gap between your lips. You pull away, letting your finger trace his lips. Renjunâs nostrils twitch at this feeling.Â
âWeâre going to be different rulers when we get the throne, right?â You ask as you study his soft, pink lips that look deliciously kissable.Â
âOf course,â Renjun says after a long pause. âIf there was a way to tell the people to wait for a little while longerâŠâ Renjun trails off as he presses his forehead against yours. Immediately, he feels the dampness of your skin, how youâre sweating in this hot building, but he doesnât care.
Renjun thinks he loves you now at this moment more than he ever thought he would even though your appearance is less than exemplary. But because itâs imperfect, it makes you feel more real.Â
âWeâre going to give people more freedoms, like in other countries. Weâll share our resources better. And we can build schools to educate people and help them learn how to make the right decisions,â Renjun says. The word âweâ echoes in your brain. For the rest of your lives, Huang Renjun would be on your team, and together you would try to undo the oppression that your families have facilitated through generations.Â
âWould you rather be loved or be feared?â You ask Renjun as you absorb the warmth of his chest. Itâs a pleasant sort of heat, not the heat that prikles your skin.
âI hate that question.â Renjun chuckles.Â
âJust answer it,â you pout.Â
âFine.â Renjun sighs. âFeared.â You raise an eyebrow curiously.
âWhy?âÂ
âI only want to show love for my people. But I want my people to fear what will happen if they take advantage of me.â
âInteresting take,â you say softly. âYou already know my answer. Love. I want to be loved by my people, no matter what.âÂ
Renjun takes your cheeks into his hands as he stares into your beautiful eyes.Â
âJust be careful, my darling,â Renjun says. âYouâre so trusting, too trusting for a royal.â
âIsnât that what you love about me? That Iâm different?â You ask playfully, poking his chest with your index finger.
Renjun doesnât answer, only placing a kiss on your warm cheeksÂ
You take Renjunâs hands and wrap them around your body so you can be held in his embrace. The future together seemed so sweet, but now, you need to focus on the present.Â
âRight, the borage,â you say, pulling away reluctantly.
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If there was anything that your royal parents would disapprove of, itâs letting a man into a young maidâs bedroom, especially if she is unmarried.Â
But youâre not for one with the status quo, and as per the deal, you were going to let Renjun paint you. The only place that wasnât crawling with servants and event planners trying to organize the tourney celebrating yourâs and Renjunâs upcoming wedding that would be held on the royal grounds was your bedroom.Â
If there was anything you yourself would disapprove of is not keeping your word.Â
Youâre sitting on the ottoman by the window of your bedroom, one leg over the other and your hands knit over your knee as you pose for Renjunâs painting. Youâre wearing a long turquoise dress, one that doesnât have a million underskirts. Renjun wanted you to wear a dress that was so undeniably you, and this turquoise gem was it. The soft blues complimented your pacifist nature, and it was incredibly simple too. It is one of those dresses where the top is laced up, creating a âvâ on your chest, and underneath, to keep you modest is a white under-dress. The sleeves are conical and long, which is one of your favorite styles. Your parents didnât like this dress after you requested the seamstress to make it because it looked like something a working-class girl would wear, which after that, was the reason why you werenât allowed to request dresses anymore and your mother would do that. You were only available at the dress fittings, which bored you beyond end.Â
It was just another way for your mother to silence you.
After some ten minutes of Renjun painting, you had a hard time remaining still, and that was when Renjun asked you to focus on something. You thoroughly focused your gaze on him, at his furrowed eyebrows at how he paints, dipping his brush in water, mixing new paints on his wooden palette. Itâs as if the rest of the world is drowned out as he paints, and he exists only with you, his canvas, and his brushes. The way his eyes would drink in your appearance to replicate on the canvas made your heart rise to your throat; not so hidden in his eyes is his lust.Â
Renjun stops for a few moments. His fingers are at his chin as he looks pensive, looking between the canvas and you. His eyes are glazed, and his lips are pursed when he suddenly says something in a raw voice.
âTake off your clothes.âÂ
âExcuse me?â You shoot back, stunned.Â
âYou heard me.âÂ
Youâre not sure whatâs happening in your chest, if your heart completely stopped beating or itâs beating so fast that you canât even tell its keeping you alive.
Youâre finally able to regain your composure when you say back wittily, âI guess youâre turning into the kind of painter that ogles naked women and sleeps with their muses.âÂ
âI guess so,â Renjun smirks.Â
Your simple dress slips off your shoulders and falls to the ground when you unclasp the hook resting at the nape of your neck, and the following hooks that went down to your mid back. Youâre left in your underdress, and your corset is beneath that.Â
âBeautiful,â Renjun murmurs. At the way you stop, reveling in his attention, Renjun chuckles. âNow take it off. All of it.â Renjun says. He watches how you untie your white underdress that is fastened by a thin bow on your waist, and he watches how the string comes undone, and the dress comes to your feet. You untie your corset in the same way and discard it carelessly to the side.Â
âI never liked that thing anyway.â
Renjunâs eyes travel down your body, to the way your waist is curved, beautiful with an hourglass shape and a cute paunch. He watches how the nubs of your breasts become hard at the way they are exposed too long, and to a man for the first time.Â
You sit back down on the ottoman. You think about re-creating the pose you were doing but think against it. As a caterpillar comes out of its cocoon to become a butterfly, you shed your cocoon of clothes and become this butterfly.
And you love how your nakedness weakens the man in front of you.Â
You reposition yourself on the ottoman, the expression on your face playful and carefree as you let your breasts hang on your chest shamelessly, plaching your arm between your narrowly-open legs to cover your womanhood. At the way your shoulder hunches, you create a cleavage on your chest.
Itâs as if youâre Medusa, turning him into stone as he not-so-secretly ogles, the strokes of his brush against the canvas more sparse.Â
All of a sudden, you leap from the ottoman and saunter to Renjun, who stares up at you from his sitting position.Â
âYou know youâre supposed to stand when youâre in the presence of royalty. Thatâs basic manners.â With a coy smile on your face, you swat his shoulder, your breasts jiggling and almost hitting his face.Â
âY-yes Your Highness,â Renjun says, bashfully looking away. He stumbles as he stands, and you can see even through his thick breeches a large erection. You canât stop yourself from giggling as you grab him. Your bed is barely a meter away from where Renjun is, and you grab his shoulders and push him backwards, forcing him under you on the bed.Â
You have both of his wrists in his hand as you animalistically kiss him, your womanhood searching for his manhood underneath his clothes. You can feel his rough stubble from his cheeks after maybe two days of not shaving, and it feels delicious, that youâre being touched, fucked by a real man. Renjun passionately enjoys your kiss, biting and sucking your lips as he pushes his tongue into your mouth. Your tongues war inside your mouth, sliding against each other in a slobbery way that is normally disgusting, but beautiful if it is done with the right person. You gasp as his tongue reaches further and further down your mouth, almost entering your throat. Your second of shock allows Renjunâs wrists to slip from your grip, and he places them on your naked side, squeezing the softer part of your body, his hands slowly climbing up and down your back until finally, he gives your rump a delicious squeeze. Panting, you finally find his hard dick under his clothes, and you hump him as hard as you can, moving your hips along Renjunâs body, shaking your bed.
âSlower, Your Highness. You donât want to break the bed,â Renjun chuckles.Â
Renjun audibly moans at how youâre riding him, but slowly, the pleasure comes to an end. Renjun opens his eyes (that he didnât realize was closed) to see you slide off of the bed, reaching from the side to pull off his breeches.Â
âYouâre reading my mind,â he says. Youâre able to pull his thick breeches and pull up his tucked-in shirt to find his cock hidden in his underclothes. You pull it down to Renjunâs mid-thigh, watching with excitement as his cock springs out, large and erected at how much your humping aroused him. You reach out and excite his member some more, moving the delicate skin up and down, squeezing his hard length.
Leaning forward, you decide that it is time to suck, and you wrap your lips around his cock. You move your head up and down his length, your lips following, shielding your teeth from coming in contact with his sensitive skin. Your tongue swirls around his member, creating obscure saliva designs, and you can hear Renjun above you, turning into puddy by the minute as you pleasure him.Â
Your mouth starts to fill with seed suddenly, and you gulp it down, tasting the sweet cherry pie that was for desert tonight in his cum. You close your eyes blissfully, and you donât even realize that Renjun is sitting up. With a strength you didnât even know he possessed, he pulls you up to his side, and he climbs on top of you.Â
Heâs ready to take charge.Â
Renjun takes your lips into his mouth as he freely moves his hands on you as if heâs never going to touch you again. He hands travel from your cheeks to your jawbone, moving down to your collarbone and then your nice, plush breasts. He spends a few moments there, letting his hands massage the soft flesh, and you can feel moans leave your mouth. After a few moments, he focuses on your nipples, pinching them until you yelp. Then, his hands travel down your body, to your slightly paunchy stomach and your curvy sides. His hands wander to your throbbing womanhood, and his lips wander to the side of your neck.Â
Youâre overcome with more pleasure than you think is possible.Â
âYouâre so beautiful, like art.â Renjun murmurs as he pulls away from your neck, starting lovingly at your ruffled hair, at your smooth skin, at your bruising breasts and neck that will surely yield black and purple marks from tonightâs activities.Â
You smirk at him. âThen you should be looking, not touching.âÂ
Renjunâs eyes glow at how you use your wit, how mischievous, how playful yet serious you can be. Heâs lucky to consider a woman like you his betrothed.Â
âYouâre the exception.âÂ
Once those words slice the air, you feel Renjunâs fingers force themselves inside of you. About to scream, Renjun takes his other hand and places it over your mouth.Â
âYou donât want the world to hear how good youâre getting fucked, hmm?â Renjun asks in a soft voice. Your screams remain trapped between your lips and his palm as Renjun forces one, two, four fingers into your womanhood. Your legs are flailing, but Renjunâs position on top of you keeps him steady on your body.Â
Everything that comes out of your mouth is just a jumble, but you can hear yourself whimper and moan while saying âplease.â
âYouâre so well-mannered, Your Highness,â Renjun coos. âOh, look,â Renjun notices. âSomething came,âÂ
You donât realize the white-ish, clear-ish liquid that came out from how fucked you were getting until you look down.Â
As Renjun leans down for a taste, you suddenly close your legs. Renjunâs hands travel to your upper thighs, his knees on the ground since he hopped out of the bed.Â
âPlease please let me taste it, Your Highness,â Renjun begs from underneath you. His eyes become larger, rounder, and you realize that the power has shifted to you. For you and for Renjun, you realize that you both donât fully take control of the bed, but it comes in waves. As Renjun becomes more submissive, you can feel yourself inflate, becoming more dominant.Â
âBeg some more,â you command.Â
âPlease please please,â Renjun says in a string, the word jumbling more and more as he repeats his desire. He nestles his chin between your thighs and looks up at you with wide, innocent-looking eyes.Â
It was these same eyes that watch you flail around as he inserted digit after digit of his right hand into your vagina. Heâs a lion in sheepâs clothing, and you can already feel the little sheep start to suck the skin of your inner thighs, pressing loud smooches. You watch him graze your legs, his nose becoming covered with a dollop of his own saliva as he uses his mouth to convince you.Â
You donât realize that youâre opening your legs to fully enjoy the pleasure that Renjun is giving you when you feel his head between your thighs, licking your vagina.Â
âMmmhmâ Renjun rumbles to himself, enjoying your sex. You can feel loud moans catch in your throat at how skillful his tongue, how sinful this pleasure feels. Renjun moves up your body, to your lower stomach, trailing your skin with your own cum until he finally meets your jawline. He presses more than ten loud smooches to that small piece of your body before surrendering his lips to yours, his mouth tasting like the cherry pie that you ate also that was present in your cum.Â
Renjunâs hands still linger by your pussy, taking your cum in his hands. You feel slightly ticklish at what he is tracing along your stomach, and you look down, only to see his name written on your skin in your cum.Â
âMine,â Renjun says possessively, quickly taking your lips into his mouth. You bring Renjun closer to you, crushing him against your body because you want to become one so badly. You tangle your legs with Renjunâs, feeling his bare, naked member rub against your clit. Renjun decides to drive you crazy, rather than relieving you and your throbbing walls with his large dick, he decides to keep rubbing himself against you.Â
âPlease, please go in, Your Highness,â you address your betrothed, properly. âI need you I need you,â you mumble to yourself.Â
âHave you got enough room for a future king?â Renjun asks coyly.Â
âYes, Your Highness. King Renjun,â you reassure him.Â
With that, Renjun pounds his length into you, in and out, in and out repeatedly until you start feeling your head spin with delicious pleasure.Â
Yet at the same time, you feel adrenaline coursing through your veins. You feel like you could lift a mountain with how much energy Renjunâs dick puts inside of you. Renjun shakes a little, roaming his body along yours so that his penis could explore inside of your walls. You gasp at how good that feels, how your walls squeeze his member, craving for his seed that dried up after you gulped it down like a hungry child.
As your mind wanders, the whole world turning into background noise as Renjunâs dick pounds into you, you whimper at the pain, how Renjun is tearing at your hymen. Yet, you still feel pleasured at the sensation, satisfying Renjunâs manly needs, and your needs for new experiences.Â
You look down at your stomach, and maybe itâs your mind playing tricks on you, but you swear you see the outline of Renjunâs penis in your stomach as it roams around. You gasp and whine at how good the feeling is, how rough Renjunâs hands are while he grips your sides, and Renjun pulls out, his member dripping with his seed, arousal that coursed in him due to being inside of you. He pounds his length into you more and more as he looks into your eyes.Â
You feel as though you could be trapped in this moment forever, of just you and Renjun panting to a rhythm that only you two know, completely naked as Renjun puts a little more of himself in you, making you both into one person. You think that all your problems being a royal, the daughter of your father, the impending stress of taking your kingdom and enforcing a newer, freer, more modern rule that hasnât been seen or heard before. Certainly your royal advisors would be against it, only interested in perpetuating the old ways.Â
Those problems feel elevated knowing that Renjun is by your side. Fucking your brains out every night.Â
Renjun heaves a breath as he finally pulls out of you completly for a second time, lying down next to you. His member is still seeping with cum, and with a mischevious glance, you climb on top of him, your nipples barely touching his chest with how youâre positioned on top of him. You grab his penis, pleasuring it for a little bit before squeezing out more cum from your betrothed. He moans at your touching, and you can feel him shifting his position so he can enjoy you on top of him more. Pulling yourself away slightly, you trace your name onto his skin.Â
âMine,â you say with a cheeky grin, admiring your handiwork under the moonlight that filtered into your bedroom.Â
All of the animalistic urges are gone from you two, and you both are panting heavily at the activity of the last hour, staring into each othersâ eyes, shocked that you both were capable of such passion. You bring your face a few centimeters away his chest and kiss his heart. Renjun coos at you, gently placing his lips on your jaw. He trails soft kisses along your collarbone until he kissing the soft flesh of your breasts. He sucks on the nubs of your breasts, this time he is the infant, and he places his head between your breasts.Â
âI suppose we were overenthusiastic about our jobs, and made a male heir too quickly,â Renjun murmurs between the mounds called your breasts. Your laugh only causes them to jiggle, causing Renjun to laugh too.Â
âWeâll find out if we were successful if I skip my period.âÂ
âThe birth date would certainly raise some eyebrows among the Royal Court,â Renjun chuckles.Â
âIt would, but then I would remind them that their wives are waiting for them at home, waiting for them to finish their work in the castle and nothing else,â you have a cutely evil look on your face, and Renjun picks up what you try to hint.Â
Thereâs silence between you and Renjun. He pulls his face away from your breasts, and your faces are so close, you can feel the shadow of his nose on yours.Â
âI love you,â Renjun says quietly. âFrom our first conversation in the library, Iâve known youâre the one.â Renjun waits in anticipation for your answer. You trace the outline of his face with your index finger.Â
âI love you too. Iâm glad that if Iâm allied with anyone in this cold world, itâs you.âÂ
Renjun sighs, and your faces slide against each other. Completely naked under the romantic silver moonlight that pools on yourâs and Renjunâs flesh, you act as though cuddling with your beloved like this is the most normal thing in the world. Â
âIâll never let you down.âÂ
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The day of the tourney has arrived. Your father and Renjunâs have spent the greater part of two months preparing for this tourney, providing your mother the funds to put it together. If thereâs anything a royal woman loved is party planning, and a tourney is just in your motherâs wheelhouse.Â
All of your noble friends have been invited, dukes and earls, barons and other landlords that your family is on good terms with. They are said to bring their families, that this was one grand party.Â
Youâre seated with your mother and father, and Renjun is by your side. The King of Neo would be arriving late today, discussing some terms of the agreement he and your father came up with to his weapons suppliers, and he would be joining you later.
Together, your family and Renjun are watching a fencing match between two men, but the stakes are raised higher in this match: the two competitors must fence on horses. Until one man is unhorsed, the match will continue.
You never understood the point of watching two men fight on horses, but it is something youâve gotten used to attending hundreds of matches with your family. What was the point in all this when the kingdom needs help?Â
Sighing, you keep your thoughts to yourself. Renjun is sitting beside you with equal boredom, and you can tell that he probably has the same opinion as you. However, neither of you suggested leaving for some alone time because after all, this whole event was held in your name. Together, you would imitate the cheers of the other dukes and earls sitting with you, agreeing when they would talk about fencing strategy.Â
The man in a dark horse and slim, fitting steel armor is Jung Jaehyun, a knight that was trained in Ambrosia. His father was a lower baron, but his status increased the second that his son was accepted into the Kingâs Guard when you were just a little girl. With his helmet and his clean strokes to his opponent, youâre reminded of the girlish crush you had on him as he ingratiated himself with your father. However, he married the daughter of an earl and had a daughter that was a few years younger than you.Â
Normally, a man can be unhorsed by Jung Jaehyun in the matter of minutes, but his opponent is not giving up. The other man is someone you do not recognize after your years of attending tourneys and matches. He must be some new talent if he is able to be on the roster for the tourney and face of Jaehyun for this long.Â
From the others around you, this manâs name is Qian Kun, and heâs from a different kingdom (those around you are throwing around more names than you can keep up with). Heâs on a white horse, wearing minimal armour and determination on his face. His name is whispered as if heâs a forbidden secret. If one thingâs for sure, heâs keeping the audience interested â even you and Renjun are focused.Â
Every thrust that Jaehyun throws, this Kun is able to block it, moving his body with a flexibility that you know for sure Jaehyun has. Jaehyun has brute force, from what you learned watching him, and heâs able to break down his opponents by being relentless. Most donât have the skill to dodge.Â
After multiple dodges and audience gasps, Kun starts attacking in his own right. You think that Jaehyun took the phrase âthe best defense is offenseâ too seriously because he struggles to dodge Kunâs shots. Heâs so used to being on the attack that he doesnât know how to defend himself properly. Being a big fish in Ambrosia make his skill in taking a strong opponent weak.Â
It doesnât take long for Kun to unhorse Jaehyun, and Jaehyun falls unceremoniously to the ground. The umpire calls it a match and races towards Kun, pulling his hand up in the air to signify to the audience that he really won. The audience is in shock before a few people start clapping, and then the rest. Kun gets a standing ovation from you and Renjun, and the others in the tourney follow in suit.Â
The winners of matches get to enjoy the fruits of their rigorous training. Thereâs a cash prize, and for a boy like Kun, who wears homemade-looking armour and has a tan on his face and neck from rough outdoor work, the cash prize is something that can alleviate his and his familyâs pain.Â
Finally, you see Renjunâs father, the King of Neo, appear after all the hoopla that Qian Kunâs victory was for this torney. Another match would be taking place between two different knights or other sportsmen.Â
âWhat a match you missed!â Your father says to Renjunâs in a light tone.Â
Thereâs something different in the air with the King of Neo. All of a sudden, you feel as though the eyes of the world are around you. While youâre surrounded by a few of the nobles that your family is close with, the others are scattered around, and if you really think about it, the others sitting around you beside them are completely unfamiliar. They are people that Renjunâs father brought from Neo who are allegedly very close to his family, who would want to honor the marriage of their prince with the princess of Ambrosia.Â
The King of Neo nods, and then hands grab your father and mother, as well as your family friends. You feel the tight grasp of familiar hands on your forearms, and you look behind you, to see itâs Renjun.Â
His gaze isnât recognizable. He only looks to his father, waiting for his instruction.Â
Your father is cursing, spitting, while your motherâs face is drained of all blood as she stares in horror around her.Â
âRenjun?â You ask, looking at your betrothed, hoping this was all some sort of game or mistake, but a part deep down in you knows that itâs not either.Â
âWhere to, father?â Renjun asks, avoiding your gaze. His grip on you becomes tighter.Â
âTake them to the cellar.âÂ
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You feel almost stupid as the story is unfolded in front of you. Renjun and his father are the Resistance, and their identities have been cloaked well. Ambrosia, as the largest kingdom in the area, was vulnerable, and the people were struggling and starving. All the King of Neo had to do was inject the idea of revolution by distributing literature that cried for revolution, and educate people that life could be better than being a peasant. Declare independence from your ruler, like those in France and America few years before. That worked as a recruiting process, and made his organization stronger. It gave him ears everywhere and a wonderful plan to destroy Ambrosia and take the fertile land for himself.
The information that your family is almost bankrupt passed to the Resistance through maids that were seen and not heard, and Renjunâs father set up a match that your father could not refuse. It was a perfectly crafted offer that would make any normal man suspicious. You guess your father was just despirate to make his money problems go away.
So Renjun came, his father got what he wanted from your father, and now you were trapped in a cell, your castle sieged. Wooing you or no wooing you, your father would have forced you to marry Renjun, but in the time that youâve been locked up, you concluded that Renjun enjoyed watching you fall for him.
Huang Renjun was one hell of a trojan horse. Always be wary if a deal is too good. And always be wary when someone is just too perfect.Â
Youâve never felt so stupid and childish before. Thinking that after the tourney, you would start seeing dressmakers who would taylor your wedding dress. Hire musicians, cooks, cleaners, and waiters. Tasting delicacies that will be present at the wedding meal. You thought that you were going to be with Renjun forever, but you now realize that forever was just a fantasy.Â
Instead, you were starving. Compared to the delicious, decadent three meals per day that you were used to seeing, the mysterious mush that gaolers presented you did not sit in your stomach well, and sometimes, your meal times were skipped. You never knew when your next meal came.Â
You guess you now understand the life of the poor people of Ciel.Â
One day, out of deliriousness and anguish, from the lack of sleep you were getting on the floor of a wine cellar, you threw your hot mush at the guard who opened the door to give you one of your meals. He hit you across the head and you fell over anticlimactically like a rag doll.Â
Furious at this insolence, the higher-ups of the Resistance decided to tortue you some more. Forcing your head into a bucket of ice cold water. Ripping open your skirt. Beating you with anything they had on them; once a gaoler beat you with a spoon. Youâre chained to the floor as the door opens, and your new gaoler is in front of you.Â
Itâs none other than Huang Renjun, the same way you met him but different. His hair is combed back, and he wears a warm overcoat, trousers, and long boots. He has a small book in his pocket. Itâs Oresteia by Aeschylus. The weather has been getting colder in the few weeks youâve been trapped under the castle that youâve always called your home.
Renjun drops the plate in front of you. He canât even bear to look at you.Â
âHow are you enjoying Oresteia?â You challenge, venom in your voice. God, what you thought you would do after you saw Renjun on that fateful day at the tourney. You thought you would slap him and kick him and hurt him in the way that you have been hurting in the past few weeks.
Since youâre too weak to do any of that, you settle for some âdullâ conversation about a book, a book that brought you two together. How apt.Â
âItâs good.â Renjun says simply. He looks away. He doesnât say anything more than that. Where is that spirit that impressed you when you first met? You wonder if that was a sham.Â
Renjun is about to leave when he stops himself. He turns around and faces you. You, out of all people, deserved an explanation. He shuts the thick door of your cell. He doesnât face you as he clears his throat.
âYou know, I didnât want to do any of that.â He struggles to say any of this, to verbally disagree with his father. His father is the seed he came from. You are not his blood at all. Words made this whole fiasco more real.Â
âReally?â You ask, unimpressed. The dark circles under his eyes tell you that he needs your forgiveness so he can sleep at night.Â
âIt went too far. Why couldnât he just be happy with what he had?â Renjun grovels, not speaking to you in particular anymore.Â
âI want to speak with my father. Or my mother,â you command icily.
Renjun sits down. âTheyâre dead. Beheaded two days ago.â His voice is dry and cold. âMy father went with them.âÂ
You gulp. This information isnât that shocking, yet you feel bile rise in your throat. You knew any news of your parents would mean death. They represent everything that the proletarians hated about the upper class. They would be the first to be kill. Yet still, knowing that the people who raised you, the people who you didnât always agree with, were erased forever from this world makes your heart sink.Â
You donât have any other siblings. You are now truely alone in this world.Â
But then the second part of the news sinks in your brain. You raise your brow. Renjun explains. He finally has someone he can process these events with.Â
âOnce the other members of the Resistance found out that my father only gathered them so that he could take over, they killed him.â He choked. âKnowing that their cause was manufactured so that another king could rule them made him just as bad. I swore my fealty to the new Resistance in exchange for my life. The organization has decided on a new leader today. A man named Bang.âÂ
âJust a few hours ago, five of your dearest earls were killed. The ones at the tourney. Bang and his cronies are scouring the records of anyone who was friendly with your family.âÂ
You snort a little. Renjun looks at you, and he knows that he deserved it.Â
âPoetic justice, I guess,â you say, speaking about the deceased King of Neo. Renjun shrugged his shoulder. After a silence ensues between the two of you, Renjun gulps in a deep breath.Â
âYou know, they want to kill you next. Who better than the offspring of the Mad King?â He asks rhetorically. You were prepared for this. Itâs not like you were going to be held in a dungeon until the end of time. You were going to have to face the music for your fatherâs crimes against his people. It felt so unfair, but it couldnât be helped.Â
âIâve been postponing it. I tried to postpone your parentsâ execution too.â
You didnât even realize that you were holding your breath.Â
âEven after all of this, I still care about you.â Renjun says. His voice is small, as if heâs afraid of someone hearing his declaration of love. After all, there is still a guard posted outside these echoey cellar walls.
Who you thought was a sweet, sensitive, artistic man was one who was always under the thumb of someone else, be it his father or this Bang character.Â
âYouâll care about me until your new master calls,â you say derisively.Â
Renjun pursed his lips.Â
âI deserved that. But I want to be better for you.âÂ
You bite your lower lip.Â
âHow?âÂ
Renjunâs lips are close to your ear; you can barely hear the words heâs saying.Â
âMy men found a network of tunnels down here. One of the rocks on this wall is movable and will open a passage inside. I will give you a map. When you are done reading, eat it up, so thereâs no paper trail.
âWhen I give you a lantern, you know that that is the time. Iâll give you a watch and a slip of paper about the time that there are the least guards watching the outside of this castle. Iâll distract anyone else. All you have to do is run. Got it?â Renjun asks.Â
Youâre stunned. Immediately, you want to tell him that youâve got it, but youâre now suspicious. After all, your familyâs demise was being too trusting to the wrong people.Â
And Renjun has proven that heâs the wrong person.Â
âHow do I know if I can trust you?â You ask.Â
âItâs the only choice you have. If you donât escape using this plan and try to run off any other way, then you will be caught, tortured, and beheaded. The Resistance is scary business. You want my help. Iâm their inside man. And I love you. I still do, even after all of this.â
You sigh. You could be fooled again. But itâs better than rotting in a wine cellar at the mercy of the Resistance, living every day hoping itâs not the day of your beheading. At least running gave you an iota of control that you lacked your whole life, as a royal or as a ragged prisoner.
And thereâs something else. His eyes. His eyes were able to fool you once, but there is something truthful to it this time.Â
You donât have to say anything for Renjun to understand your agreement.
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The lantern comes only a few weeks later. Since Renjun came to you with a plan of escape, youâve felt more lively, and Renjun notices that as your gaoler for a few weeks. Due to the âgood behaviorâ that Renjun vouched, you were unchained once again in your cell.Â
Your first small step towards freedom.Â
Renjun is able to slip in a few delicacies that Bang and his cronies are eating upstairs in the dining room that you used to eat your whole life. One day an apple pie, another lamb stew with herbs. While you gobbled down that food â the only food youâre actually able to stomach â he would engage in a brief conversation with you; it was the only social interaction youâve had since the Resistance took over and placed siege on the castle, yet he would only stay long enough that Bang would not grow suspicious of him.Â
Renjun handed you the map only a few days before the true escape, which was when you knew that the biggest moment of your life was coming. He wanted you to learn by heart the tunnels in the castle, enough so that you can reproduce the map in your head, and he didnât want to give you the map too early in case you forgot. Obediently, you learned the map as best as you can, associating certain turns as if you were walking above ground in the castle that you were raised in. Once you were done, you ate the map, as Renjun said so no evidence would be left behind.Â
â180 degrees, verticalâ was all he said. You knew what that meant; 6pm. You had no way of keeping time in your little, windowless cell, so Renjun gave you a pocket watch. It wasnât just any pocket watch, but your fathers that he always kept in his breeches. Overwhelmed with emotion, you dismiss the man who is saving your life, and clutch the pocket watch.Â
A few minutes to six, you start palming the stone walls of the cellar, hoping to find the notch that will open a door that is your entrance to the secret passage. Your heart is in your throat as you claw the walls like a despirate animal, until finally you hit the right one. Using the minimal light and the small, hidable lantern that Renjun gave you, you trudge through the secret passage, remembering the map he gave you clearly, each step you take being another âdashâ of your path on the map. You successfully navigate until you see a trapdoor. It requires a key for it to open, but you have a beautiful hairpin still in your hair from the day of the tourney. As you wiggle the pin into the lock, you take a deep sigh. This is a side exit that shouldnât reveal your escape quite immediately.Â
Your heart is pounding restlessly as the open air touches your skin. The warm sun and fresh, cool air feel good against your skin, where in the past few weeks, youâve been entombed in stale air. You gleefully inhale the scent of the gardenâs orchids, which is wafting from the garden that is north of your estate.Â
You linger a little longer than you should. Renjun didnât have to say it for you to know that this will be the last time you will see your beloved home ever again. Nothing will ever be the same again. You wonât be a high class woman (not that that mattered much to you anyway), you wonât have your excursions with Doyoung (what happened to him?), you wonât have your exquisite library anymore.Â
Your love for Renjun is a distant memory. Today, you will be leaving everything behind.Â
Your lingering turns to loitering when you feel a bright flash hit your face.Â
âThe prisoner!â A guard shouts. He rushes towards you, and you are just quick enough to slip away into the large woods in your estate. You used to play here as a child, and you know the woods like its the back of your hand, and just as Renjunâs map promised, the areas you ran through were sparse of guards.Â
You can feel more footsteps thumping the ground as more and more men join the first man that noticed you loitering, and you feel nauseous. You can feel yourself screaming in your head that this is your one last shot, you canât afford to mess up, and Renjun canât even help you if you were caught.Â
Wading through the creek nearby with your bare feet, you run into a ditch, taking scrap leaves from the ground and covering yourself with the debris. Youâre too out of breath to keep running anymore; the gruel has not been doing you any favors. You hide in a nearby ditch, clothing yourself in debris and the shadow.
âSir, she went through the water,â you hear one man say.
âThen get into it!â Another man said, more likely the head of this security unit. âYou all are a bunch of pussies, a little water doesnât hurt anybody!âÂ
You hear some reluctant groans as the men trudge through the creek, and you hear the shuffling of various feet at various positions, making it impossible to pinpoint where the noise is truly coming from.Â
Youâve never been more terrified in your life. Youâre honestly not sure how youâll react if one of the men on that security team find you. Will you scream? Will you cry? Will your heart break into two pieces knowing what lies in wait for you when youâre sent back to the Resistance? To another, worse cell burrowed deeper into the castle cellar than your previous cell? Tourtue would surely be a staple if you were caught. These are thoughts you want to filter out of your mind, but they seem to be infesting your thoughts.Â
âI donât see her,â you hear one man say.Â
âI donât either,â another man says. You feel slight relief coursing through your veins.Â
âWhat should we do, sir,â one man asks his superior.Â
He takes a deep breath. He shuffles through the woods, causing the anxiety and adrenaline to spike in your veins, and he takes a look around once more.Â
âHereâs what we will say,â you hear feet shuffling as the men get closer to their commander. âThe girl died. She fell down that cliff over there,â he points to the cliff at the distance, the cliff that gives you a view of the Kingdom of Ambrosia. âWe donât mention what really happened here. Understood?â You can imagine that all the men are nodding.Â
As you hear the mensâ footsteps receding, you wait for ten minutes before your head peaks from the ditch. The sun has fallen, leaving the world pitch black.Â
Quietly, you shed off the debris from your pitiful dress as a snake sheds its skin.Â
Now begins your new life.Â
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1802
You think you have seen the sun rise and set almost four thousand times since you escaped from the Resistanceâs clutches. You havenât seen or spoken to Renjun in the past eleven years, and heâs as good as dead. In the end, he righted his wrong, and you are not as bitter as you were when you were thrown into that cellar.Â
That night, you traveled tirelessly north from the woods of your estate, going somewhere you didnât know yet. All you saw were woods and woods and woods. Maybe a racoon or two. Plenty of squirrels. You tried to talk to some, but that didnât work very well. It was the loneliest period of your life.Â
Towns you considered settling in littered the landscape once you crossed Ambrosiaâs boarder. Every day, you became a little less fearful that you were being searched for by the Resistance, and eventually, your quest for a new home came to an end after three months of searching. The peaceful little town you would be settling in was called Heavenâs Gate, called because of its high, rocky shores well above sea level.Â
From the newspapers, you observed the rise of the Resistance, with more and more bloodshed every day that Bang was in power. Eventually, he was beheaded, and the whole Resistance fell apart. From then, Democracy slowly rebuilt the area. In honor of its roots, the state that is your old home is now the Democratic State of Ambrosia.
The switch into democracy didnât stop peoplesâ fascination with the former royal family that was wiped out. There were public records of the death of your mother and father with images of their bodies and eyewitnesses of their death, but none of you. This lead many scholars to believe that you were still alive somewhere.Â
Itâs a nicer alternative to the current narrative.Â
You smile at the few books and pamphlets you found in your new homeâs library detailing the reasons why people think you are alive and where you are now. The common theory is that you boarded a ship to America as a stowaway, living your best life.
It occurred to you that if you walked a little longer, perhaps a few weeks, you could get to the coast and become the stowaway like the stories said and land yourself in America. That would truely be a fresh start. But to leave your homeland? Never. Â
The people of Heavenâs Gate were quite unassuming. Nobody asked many questions about your life before Heavenâs Gate. You took on a new identity, and the role as the townâs healer. At the ripe age of thirty-one, you have decided that Heavenâs Gate is your children and that you will repent for the sins of your father against his people.Â
You operate your healing out of your home, and thanks to healing a construction workerâs mother, you got an extension for your practice built for practically free. There is an entrance to your office from directly outside, a little waiting room, and an operating room for you to examine the sick. Definetly much better than your travelling medic act in Ciel.Â
As you sweep the floors of the operating room, you hear a knock on the door.Â
âCome in!â You shout.Â
In comes your apprentice Yoona, who has a strange man limping, leaning against her for support, his messenger bag dragging against the dirt.Â
âI found him by the creek. Heâs already rubbed some marigold paste on his wound, but I wanted to see if you could do anything else with it.âÂ
When you look at the man, itâs like youâve seen him before. Heâs around your age, wearing shabby, dirt-trodden clothes of someone who has begged for their whole life. He hasnât looked like heâs showered in days, and heâs thin like a stick, but at the same time, he looks⊠content?Â
Nothing about this man made sense. Beggars didnât know that marigold stops infections. Where could he have learned that? A friend? He looks like heâs been wandering alone for a long time.Â
Deciding not to much further thought into those observations, you notice how Yoona looks at you for a way to proceed.Â
âRight,â you say, hoping to hide how taken aback you are. âAny sickness? Headaches, sniffling, coughing?â You ask.Â
âNone yet,â the man says grimly. âAlthough that bread looks very nice.â His gaze falls to the bread pan you have in the kitchen next door to your wing, fresh out of the oven. Despite how content this man looks, thereâs a glint in his eye that betrays the hunger that gnaws at him, from days of starvation, running off of whatever he could find, most likely berries on the land. The man in front of you doesnât emanate skill in hunting either, or else he would have a bow and arrow with him.
Out of pity, you take the bread from your kitchen and bring it into your operating room, letting Yoona shoulder the man into your extension. She lays him down on the bed, and nods out. She will be getting the standard items â water from the well, a few blankets, and spare clothes that you kept washed to give to anyone that came to you for medical help â sometimes, just being clean helps cure the illness more than medicine.Â
Once she leaves, itâs just you and this stranger. You curiously watch him as he gnaws on the bread, a look of relief in his eyes at not having to forage for this food. Something about this stranger though feels so familiar. But you donât know how. Any associates of your family were wiped out during the violent period of the Resistance, so no one you love from your old life is left on this Earth.Â
Since the man already used your standard cure of marigold leaves, the only thing left for you to do is to rub a fresh coat, wrap a bandage around his wound, and hand him poppy seeds to put him to sleep faster since he has no signs of infection. Sleep is also an excellent cure.Â
When you hand him some poppy seeds, the man shakes his head. âI can take that in a little bit. Really Iâm fine,â You look into this deep brown eyes, and the feeling of you knowing this man is gnawing at your brain. âCan you hand me my bag?â He asks. You look dubiously at him and to the poppy seeds still in your hands. âI promise I will take them.âÂ
Knowing that youâre not going to breech this patientâs stubbornness, you grab his bag and place the poppy seeds into a small piece of cloth. The flap on top of the bag is pulled back, revealing a sketchbook and a small canvas. Memories, painful memories haunt your conscience of the boy who fooled you and then saved you.Â
Watching the man take his sketchbook, he opens to a page of roses. Immediately, the storming of the Carcel rushes back to you. At the way youâre watching the canvas peak out of the manâs messenger bag, he breaks the silence between you.Â
âI can show you whatâs inside too.â He says. But you already have an idea what it is. Putting his sketchbook aside, the man pulls out the slightly dusty, smudged canvas.Â
Itâs you. Naked. That fateful night.Â
âHuang Renjun?â You ask, finally able to find your voice.Â
The man smiles, confirming his identity. âI was beginning to think I would have to reintroduce myself.âÂ
Youâre completely flabbergasted. âW-What are you doing here?â You ask, your jaw practically dropping to the ground.Â
âGetting healed. Remember?â He points to his wounded leg.Â
âI know that,â You snort. âWhat I mean to say is how are you alive? Wouldnât Bang have had your head since you let me escape? And then the ending of the Resistance. You were extremely high-profile. How did you avoid death all these years?âÂ
Renjun stares into the distance, recounting his life in the past ten-ish years. âI wasnât as high-profile as youâd think. I was the Resistanceâs painter, painting portraits of high-profile Resistance members. And I was a gaoler. Something about my presence,â Renjun gestures.Â
Smiling, you agree. âYou do have a power over people. Quite a comforting jailer.â
âI was close to the action, but was never really involved in it. I was more of a servant to Resistance members, if you will. And then the Resistance was overthrown. Any âcloseâ members were taken into an interrogation center. I gave up everything I knew in exchange for a presidential pardon on War Crimes. That lead to the execution of Bang and his lackeys. Their over-the-table chatter led me to know about a little residence they have in Corsica where they went when things got too tough,â Renjun says ruefully. Â
You nodded, absorbing every part of this story.Â
âAnd then I heard rumors from old associates from my former kingdom. Neo is now a democracy. And then the papers. That you were alive somewhere. Deep down in my heart, I know youâre a fighter, youâre the strongest person that I know, and I just knew you couldnât have died somewhere. I would have felt it.â Renjun places a fist against his heart.Â
âAs I searched for you, I completed this canvas of you with the last of my expensive paints from my time with the Resistance. Thatâs how I felt so connected to you, so sure you were alive.â Renjun smiles at the painting, letting himself get lost in time.Â
He slowly moves his gaze from the painting that provided him condolence and guidance, his eyes glassy. âAnd here you are in front of me. Living your life. This is the life you always wanted, isnât it? No royal chaos, no backstabbing and plotting. Just healing.âÂ
You nod. âIâm happier in this little house in this nowhere town, paid mostly through favors and the peoplesâ love of me,â you smile. âIâve always wanted to be loved.âÂ
âI remember,â Renjun says.Â
Your hand finds Renjunâs. You study the sight. With the dirt caked under Renjunâs fingernails and all the creases in your hands from the mashing and plucking of herbs from questionable places, you can hardly tell that you both experienced a royal life. Genuinely, it feels like it was a lifetime ago.Â
âThere were times that I wanted to give up finding you, though. This is a big, wide world, and you could be anywhere. The rumors could have been right, and you could be on a boat to America, and I wouldnât know better. My intuition could only tell me that youâre still alive.
âAfter seven years of being the Resistanceâs little puppet, I was ready to find a purpose in my life again. As cliche as it might sound, my life had meaning when you were in it. Otherwise, I was always working for someone else, whether it was my father or Bong. This was the one thing I wanted to do in my lifetime.
âI had been wandering around for a while, visiting village after village, town after town, never staying too long. I wanted to settle down, but I was also attached to my mission to find you again. So Iâd move on. Then your assistant found me. When I walked into this town, and then your house, it screamed of you. After all these years, I was finally sure of something.âÂ
Youâre silent for a long time after this monologue, processing every single word, racking your brain to say something, anything.Â
âThe period of my life with you was the happiest. I wasnât meant for the royal life, but having someone who felt the same way felt as though we were meant for each other. And then the Resistance happened. And then you saved me. You corrected one bad deed with one good deed. I donât miss the old Ambrosia and my old life which is what made me able to forgive you after I escaped. I miss my parents sometimes, though. But if it wasnât your family and the Resistance, it would have been something else â monarchies are growing out of style.â You chuckle.Â
Another silence between you two. Youâre out of words to say to each other, enough of the small-talk. Without you realizing, you come closer to Renjun, closer and closer until your chests are pressed together, and you can smell Renjunâs breath. A thin layer of dirt and sweat cover his face, and you take your thumb to brush his cheek, making a visible mark on his face.Â
âI never thought Iâd be in this moment with you, but the Universe is kind. I love you Y/N.â The fat tears falling from his eyes make tracks along his skin. You feel the stinging sensation of tears developing your eyes. You donât realize how much youâve suffered. Townspeople have tried to set you up with their sons, uncles, friends. But youâve always rejected. At first itâs because you wanted to be a dedicated healer, and it would be difficult to do that with children. But now you know the real reason, and heâs standing in front of you.Â
Huang Renjun. He is the reason. Despite all that has happened, despite how he expedited the end of the Kingdom of Ambrosia, you loved him more than you ever realized. Enough that it seems like that love is about to burst. After all these years of being alone, you finally feel complete.Â
Grabbing Renjunâs cheeks, you pull him impossibly closer to you, letting your lips land on his and suck his dry, parched lips, but you donât care. Renjun grabs your waist as he kisses you back.
Your breaths hitting each otherâs noses, you finally pull away, your noses touching, as if your bodies canât bear to be apart any longer.
You were finally going to have your happy ending.
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The Speed Game of Love
Toto x reader | comedy, crack humor (RuPaul's Drag Race bang), romance, fluff.
Summary:Â Three fierce queens will race for your love, but only one will win your heart. Could it be the spicy Carla LaTurbo Slayz, the fierce Adore D. Hammer, or the queen of England herself, GiGi Reigns? Or maybe that sexy host could get some! Hosted by the hot and only Toto Wolff. Author's note:Â It's short and fun. Y/N has the hots for Toto, as usual. Who doesn't?! Enjoy! Let me know your thoughts or if you have an idea, here I am."
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From the racing capital of the world is The Speed Game of Love.
And here is your host...
The hot and only Toto Wolff.
(Opening music plays, and the camera pans over the bright and sparkling stage. Toto Wolff is standing there in fullness, tallness, and hotness, just a few steps away from you. As you peek in from behind the entrance, he is looking as sexy as you expected that man to be, dressed in a sluty tight suit, his eyes set on you for a brief second making your knees and other regions jiggle as he starts the show).
"Welcome to the Speed Game of Love. I'm your hot, I mean host! Toto Wolff." he winks at you before moving to his mark at the cue.
(Cheers, gaps, and a loud moan come from the sound effect console as Toto passes a hand on his hair and smiles big and bright straight at the pro camera).
"Let's meet tonight's lucky heartracers!" he gestures with both arms to his left.
(Cut to a shot of the competitors, each one dressed in their best sickening drag looks, all sitting in white bar stool chairs next to each other)
"It's the Queen of tracks! And hearts! Adore D. Hammer!" Toto approaches a fierce-looking queen. "Ready to smash some?" Toto raises his eyebrows as he asks.
"Oh, dear, I'm more than keen for some hammer time!" Adore answers, thrusting with her hips slowly.
She's rocking a sparkly, sluty version of the iconic jumpsuit in neon yellow and black from MC Hammer's iconic "U Can't Touch This" music video, but cinched for the gods along with really high-platform sneakers.
The jumpsuit is embellished with rhinestones and sequins that shimmer and shine under the stage lights. Adore's dreadlocks hung loose around her ears but with a glamorous, over-the-top twist.
Her makeup is bold and bright, with bold eyeliner, vibrant eyeshadow, and a shining golden lip. Her skin is glowing with a subtle shimmery highlight that makes her look like she just stepped out of a disco ball.
Toto gives her a chuckle before moving along.
"Next, Carla LaTurbo Slayz!" He strolls to her, mic in hand. "Miss Turbo, I heard you got some horsepower tonight! How are you, honey?"
(After he asks the question, a loud moan is heard as a sound effect).
"I'm 'fuel'-tastic, Toto!" she blows a kiss to the camera and shows some lil' leg.
She's rocking a stunning, one-shoulder gown made from the finest silk in a rich, jewel-toned red that evokes the majestic flamenco dancers of Andalusia. The dress is fitted and figure-hugging, accentuating her curves in all the right places.
Her hair is a masterpiece; a few strategically placed braids and hairpins add a touch of Andalusian flair.
Her eyes are lined with bold, black kohl and smudged with shimmery gold eyeshadow to create a sultry, seductive gaze. Her lips are painted a deep, crimson red. Her accessories are chunky gold jewelry.
"Up next, it's GiGi Reigns. Is Your Highness ready to conquer this race?" Toto turns to her, bowing first.
"Keen to have a smooth pit stop and a great finish!" an old lady's voice with a thick Windsor accent answers.
She is rocking a look that's equal parts regal and ridiculous. She's donning a velvet-trimmed corset and hoop skirt that's so big it requires its own zip code.
The skirt is a riot of colors, with florals and patterns. GiGi's hair is a marvel; think Elizabeth I's famous ruff but on steroids! Her locks are styled in towering curls that resemble a pompadour.
Her makeup is a masterpiece of over-the-top opulence. Layers of foundation, blush, and powder are applied with the precision of the era, but they make her look old, really old, with wrinkles adorning her features.
Her accessories are an array of fake pearls that look like they belong on the Queen herself.
"Let's start your engines! Close that pit wall!" Toto instructs as the obstructing divider slides from the wall. It looks exactly like a pit wall fence but glamorous, all in metallic pink, blocking the view from both sides. Â
As you are about to enter the stage, an empty, small white podium is waiting for you.
"Our wag tonight is from (Y/N's City/Country). Meet (Y/N's profession/studies), Y/N, Y/LN!" Toto introduces you as you step in, smiling at him.
"Mmm, you look good!" Toto runs his eyes all over your body as he approaches you and offers a hand to help you step on the podium.
You feel the heat instantly.
"What brings you smoking gear around here? Did your engine overheat?" Toto addresses you, starting to lean closer to you.
"I'm just looking for touch at this point!" you answer, plain and honest.
(Aww noises come from the sound effect panel).
"Uhmmhu!" Toto gets closer to you than his mark on the floor suggests. He gestures to you to articulate more as he stands by your side, slowly sliding a hand down on your back.
How you react to his touch makes him smile naughtily.
In between a nervous giggle, you explain: "I tried the apps and whatnot, but nothing worked, so my friends suggested I come here to speed up the process. You know, to look for something accelerated, fast-paced." You wink at him, gaining confidence, feeling his eyes traveling down your lips and neck.
"Oh, so you like it fast-paced? Who doesn't like to get their flag chequered hard!" Toto keeps your game of innuendos, flirting with you along.
You nod and bite your lip; he arches his eyebrow slightly.
"Then, you came to the right place!" his voice is deep, and he flexes his arm so you can enjoy the view of his muscles as Toto grabs his mic. "So, Y/N, here's how the game works: You ask the heartracers some questions, and they will try to win this lap for your heart with their answers. When the time runs out, you choose who steps into your podium. Are you ready to race?"
"I AM!" you feel pumped up!
(Engine noises are heard in the studio, indicating the start of the lap).
You read one of your cue cards. "Heartracer number one, finish the following sentence: If I was your car to run me on a race, you would leave me (blank...) at the end."
"In desperate need of a new set of wheels. Oh! I would run you relentlessly from one side of the circuit to the other!" Adore answers, jumping on her feet and doing the iconic MC Hammer moves, passing by in front of the other contestants.
You laugh and nod at the excellent answer. "And you, number two?"
"I would leave you revving for more! You would want me to run you down over and over again around these corners." LaTurbo answers with a very sexual voice, sliding her hand all over her body curves.
"And you, madam, number three?" you ask.
"At the finish line... eventually! I'm a lady of a certain age, darling." GiGi Reigns' elderly voice answers, making you and Toto burst into giggles.
"If it was me, I would have you shifting gears so hard that I would end up breaking you down. But that's me!" Toto jokes, inserting his answer there. "Let's move on to the next question, shall we, Y/N?"
"YES! Let me push that pedal all the way in!" you joke back.
"All the way in?!" Toto asks, now curious, in a high-pitched voice. "Fast-paced and all the way in. Taking notes!" He swaps his cue cards around.
"I think that one's hammer is starting to show! Haha," GiGi Reigns adds, inserting herself into the conversation, bumping Adore with her hand, and both of them taking a small peek at Toto's crotch.
"Please, give head, go ahead, I meant!" Toto jokes with you.
"Based on yourself, how would you prefer to be called if you were a fuel brand?" you ask the contestants.
"Piston Pumping, you gotta keep the hammering for miles long!" Adore gives her answer in perfect branding.
"Fuel-in' Around, just kidding," Carla waves her hand.
"The Lube for The Crown, cause at this age, darling, you need some extra help." GiGi slowly spreads open her legs, making rusted noises, cracking you up again.
"I'd be, Fuel Me Maybe, you know, like tonight, after this show," Toto flirts shamelessly as the game progresses, making it clear that he's interested in none other than you.
"Final question," you go ahead. "Imagine you are an F1 team. Sell yourself to me."
"On the Hammerella F1 Team, competition can't touch us! We are faster than you can say parachute pants!" Adore D. Hammer answers.
"On El Toro Racing, we are unleashing the bull full speed, with fury and passion and with a whole lot of rhythm, ahhhh." Carla LaTurbo's every word gets more sexual somehow as she answers your question, her hands going all over her neck and legs.
Finally is GiGi's turn: "On the Motor on the Bus, The Queen's Royal Racing Team, we race round and round, vroom and vroom, all through the town." She pauses before adding, "But with protocol, dear."
GiGi's stupid answer makes you gag.
"Oh, time is up! Y/N, who do you choose from our heartracers? Number one, two or three?" Toto comes near to you again.
Fuck! He smells so good! That's an arousing cologne.
(A dramatic pause comes before you turn straight at him to give your definitive answer).
"You," you point at Toto. "I choose you!" answering aloud to everyone's... actually... to no one's surprise!
"I'd love to take you for some good ol' laps!" he blows a kiss to you. "But first, let's meet the ones you didn't choose! Say hello to Adore D. Hammer."
"Oh! This hammer would have broken you in half, dear!" she jokes with you as she looks you up and passes along, thrusting the air on her way out.
"and Carla LaTurbo Slayz," Toto again shouts, extending his arm.
"This," she closes her hand at you, moving it around your body, "Has red flag all over," she says, belittling you as she goes out, pretending to be insulted by you rejecting her.
"Finally, GiGi Reigns! Madam..." Toto bows one last time.
GiGi takes her time walking there, making grunt noises as she grabs her back, complaining, making you two lose it.
"I, TOO, CAN COMMAND THE WIND, SIR!" She screams out of nowhere in the most Shakespearean voice, catching you two off guard.
Like GiGi got possessed for a second before she composes herself and gives "royal hand waves" politely as she dramatically exits.
"WHHAAT?" you say, catching your breath between laughs.
"Ready to blow my engine?" Toto triumphantly asks, holding you up like a trophy as he wraps his arm around your waist.
"Against the pit wall?!" you joke around, laughing on his lips, standing next to it.
"Another Speed Game of Love with a... happy ending! To me!" Toto winks. "Good night, everybody!"
(You two wave at the lense before you wrap him in a passionate kiss as the camera cuts to black)
You don't make it further than his dressing room.
The audio crew picks up the loud moans and smashing noises coming from there, as Toto is still wired, and they quickly turn off the equipment.
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9 Royal Maryâs of history - Reigning and Consorting: -> 1. Mary of Burgundy: Consort of Maximilian I, Holy Roman Emperor (1457â1482). -> 2. Mary of Hungary (Mary of Habsburg): Queen consort of Louis II of Hungary and Bohemia (1505â1558). -> 3. Mary I of England: Reigned 1553â1558 (1516â1558). -> 4. Mary of Guise: Queen consort of James V of Scotland, regent for Mary, Queen of Scots (1515â1560). -> 5. Mary, Queen of Scots: Reigned 1542â1567 (1542â1587). -> 6. Mary II of England: Reigned 1689â1694 (1662â1694). -> 7. Mary of Modena: Queen consort of James II of England, regent for James Francis Edward Stuart (1658â1718). -> 8. Mary of Teck (Queen Mary): Consort of George V of UK, reigned 1910â1936 (1867â1953). -> 9. Mary Elizabeth Donaldson (Queen Mary): current Queen consort of Frederick X of Denmark since 14th January 2024 (1972-).
#ktd#Royal history#european history#Mary I#mary ii#mary queen of scots#queen mary#Mary of teck#Mary of Modena#Mary of guise#Mary of burgundy#Mary of Hungary#European royalty#royal#royalty#brf#british royal family#british royalty#british royal fandom#Art#art history#Denmark
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Day 1: Mythology
Title: Be Strong, Saith My Heart Ship: Arthur Kirkland x Elizabeth I // Arthur Kirkland x Elizabeth I x Alfred F. Jones Cowritten with:Â @phantom-wolf Summary: They'd won, but Arthur's transgressions against the Gods only increased.
Arthur swallowed thickly, he could hear the other men stirring, far away enough for Arthur to be honest so long as he spoke quietly enough. âI'll be dead before they're satisfied. I'm not going to survive this⊠--
A Trojan War au lovingly crafted by both the original writings of Homer and some of the modern retellings of the myth that we so adore. Arthur as Odysseus, Elizabeth as Penelope, and Alfred as Achilles.
#hetalia-rarepairweek#england x queen elizabeth i#arthur kirkland x elizabeth i#arthur kirkland x elizabeth tudor#arthur kirkland x elizabeth i x alfred f. jones#aph england#hws england#arthur kirkland#hws elizabeth i#hetalia america#alfred f. jones#hws america
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Day 6: Based on a Movie
Title: Trapped in Amber
Ship: Arthur Kirkland x Elizabeth I // Arthur Kirkland x Elizabeth I x Alfred F. Jones
Warnings: There will be eventual violence since it is Jurassic Park, but it's not featured in the first chapter. There are also jokes of a sexual nature so be warned
Co-authored with: @the-engdyssey
Summary: âOh for God's sake,â Arthur murmured irritatedly as the phone rang. It never ended, but such was his job as the head of the department. âDr. Kirkland,â he answered the phone. An unfamiliar voice greeted him. After asking who the caller was, Arthur remained mostly silent except for a few utterances of acknowledgement. The more Arthur listened, the more silent he became. Elizabeth paused as she noticed Arthur's brows drew together. âI'm sorry,â he interrupted finally, âyou're saying you have a what??â
Based off the Jurasic Park book and movie!
#hetalia rarepairweek#hetalia#arthur kirkland x elizabeth i#england x queen elizabeth i#arthur kirkland x elizabeth i x alfred f. jones#aph england#hws england#arthur kirkland#hws elizabeth i#aph america#hws america#alfred f. jones#Jurassic Park AU for the OT3#Arthur is braincell-less#Lizzy is worried since she has the braincell#plus she's mobile and with the team unlike some people#Alfred hates the t-rex#but she loves Alfred#Arthur loves baby raptors
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Post WWII Amelia x Arthur in my headcanon is sort of like The Crown's take on Queen Elizabeth's and Prince Philip's relationship, or maybe even Rhaenyra and Daemon's from HoTD. A young heiress who rises to power unexpectedly or who was dealt circumstances that saw that she rose to power in adulthood, and her older lover/mentor who struggles to come to grips with the new power imbalance (that was once tipped in his favor but has now tipped favorably in her direction) and how this sort of hurts his ego and masculinity. Depending on my mood, it can go either one of the two ways it did in the respective TV series. Either a) Arthur takes the Philip route who learned to adapt to and effectively utilize his role as prince consort after seasons of angst and unresolved tension with Elizabeth or b) Arthur takes the Daemon route who went rogue, returned to bad habits, and sabotaged Rhaenyra along the way all in hopes of recapturing the old glory days from his youth when he was the presumptive heir. Sometimes, I like to do a little bit of both.
Edit: I'll be honest I only enjoy playing with power struggles and power imbalances when America is a girl đ it's the only way to avoid certain tropes, and it's so interesting as well. Arthur was once the most powerful empire on earth, but he has been brought so low that he must now metaphorically bow to the girl he once bounced on his knee, and that genuinely pisses him off! Of course, he cares for her. Of course, he loves her and wants to protect her, but at the same time, he has always been an independent person with a penchant for freedom (in that they are very similar) and he doesn't take to kindly to this girl who barely rose from the dirt a few centuries ago telling him what he is or isn't allowed to do (as she did in the Suez Canal crisis). I have it in my mind that America is pretty much a virgin up until the post WWII era where England sets his heart upon taking her virginity (ahem british invasion), not purely out of lust (though there is plenty of it) , but as some sort of vengeful compromise. If he can't command or control her on the world stage then he can command her and control her in the bedroom, hold her heart in his hands knowing that she fears what he might do to it. A power imbalance of the emotional sort. I feel like in the afromenioned shows Daemon/Philip had the upper hand when it came to personal and emotional matters because they were far more experienced and worldly and better at hiding their emotions, while Rhaenyra/Elizabeth had the upper hand in politics and authority that they sometimes held over or used against their respective elder mentor lovers. It's the same for Amelia and Arthur.
#funnily enough both characters are played by matt smith#i do kinda use his voice for Arthur in my head sometimes#amelia f jones#arthur kirkland#nyo america#aph england#hws england#nyotalia#ukus#hetalia#aph america#hws america#hetalia headcanons
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Twelfth-cake and riddles on HMS Erebus
A Twelfth Night celebration illustrated by Robert Seymour from The Book of Christmas (1836) by Thomas Kibble Hervey â note the cake in the left part of the picture and the cards in people's hands.
In his entry for January 6th, 1841 in his Antarctic-journal-slash-autobiography, Robert McCormick (who was surgeon on the Erebus on the Antarctic expedition) makes this reference to a Twelfth-cake eaten by the officers:
Wednesday, 6th. â Being Twelfth-night, all the officers took tea in the cabin with Captain Ross, and partook of a Twelfth-cake, which had been given him in a tin case, and was to have been opened on the 6th of January, 1840, but had been reserved for entering the ice. It was accompanied by the customary painted figures on paper and sugar, with enigmas to solve, which afforded us all some amusement and laughter; to aid which we had a glass of cherry brandy each.
(The age of the cake always surprised me a little, but apparently, according to the 19th century Cassellâs Dictionary of Cookery, fruit cake âwill improve with keeping â indeed, confectioners do not use their cakes until they have been made some months; and if a cake is cut into soon after it is made it will crumble.â (x))
I had no idea that âpainted figures on paper and sugarâ were a customary part of the Twelfth-cake tradition, so I had a poke around the web and was delighted to learn that Twelfth-cakes came with various figurines for decoration. They were made from moulded sugar paste, with some depicting people, some not.
In the Every-Day Book of William Hone (1827), Twelfth-cakes are described as decorated with âStars, castles, kings, cottages, dragons, trees, fish, palaces, cats, dogs, churches, lions, milkmaids, knights, serpents, and innumerable other forms, in snow-white confectionery, painted with variegated coloursâ.
An advertisement for âwell executed Twelfth-Night charactersâ, 1842 (The Australian). Queen Victoriaâs Twelfth-cake, 1849 (ILN).
The Twelfth-cakes themselves were generally large, domed, and heavy, full of nuts, dried fruits, and spices. Hone, again, calls them âDark with citron and plums and heavy as goldâ. (A recipe from 1802 is available here, and one from 1830 here â the latter promises a cake 12-14 inches across.)
You could also buy sets of cards with Twelfth Night figures and riddles on them, which were sold in packs. In the late 18th century, it was customary for the party to draw lots with the cards â and whichever character a person was assigned, they would have to play until midnight.
An extant pack of Park's Twelfth-Night characters, 1843. (The Puzzle Museum)
The resolution on these is only just about legible, but here's a close-up of four of them and their solutions from the sheet:
Transcriptions: From left to right: SIR OLIVER OGLE. Why is a lover like a gooseberry? BETRICE BOUQUET. When is a cheese most like college? CHARLES CUTEMDOWN. Why are Jews at a feast like a brewer? PATTY PRIMROSE. Why is a dandy like a haunch of venison?
Solutions: He is easily made a fool of. / When it is eaten. [Eton] / He brews [Hebrews] drink here. / He is a bit of a buck.
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Sources:
The Puzzle Museum https://www.puzzlemuseum.com/month/picm08/2008-04-parks.htm
The Dickens Museum blog https://dickensmuseum.com/blogs/charles-dickens-museum/dickens-and-the-spirit-of-twelfth-cake-past-by-pen-vogler
Elizabeth Gaskell House blog https://elizabethgaskellhouse.co.uk/twelfth-night-cakes/
Sydney Living Museums blog https://blogs.sydneylivingmuseums.com.au/cook/let-them-eat-fruit-cake/
Foods of England blog http://www.foodsofengland.co.uk/twelfthcake.htm
Primary sources:
Hone, William, The Every-Day Book (1827) - Project Gutenberg
Kibble Hervey, Thomas, The Book of Christmas (1836) - Project Gutenberg
Kitchiner, William, The Cook's Oracle (1830) - Project Gutenberg
McCormick, Robert, Voyages of Discovery in the Arctic and Antarctic Seas (1884) - Hathi Trust
The Australian, January 8th, 1842 - Trove Newspaper Archive
Illustrated London News, 13th January 1849 - Hathi Trust
#polar exploration#1839 antarctic expedition#james clark ross#robert mccormick#francis crozier#(tangentially)#the terror#(even more tangentially)#19th century#if the formatting or something else in this post breaks - I'M SORRY; i had to do the entire thing on mobile; i am filled with rage#happy twelfth night!#m
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Blessed-Cursed
Pairing: Park Sunghoon x Reader
Genre: regency au; isekai au; prince!sunghoon; princess!reader
Summary: Being Crown Princess sounds fun from a modern-day point of view, no? Wrong. Wrong on so many levels. Starting from the fact that you had fight with your hands and legs to do certain things all over to marriage. Yuck. So how do you suppose one acts when their biggest secret is revealed to someone who has the power to have you executed?
Word count: 5.3k
Warnings: sharp objects - swords, arrows, daggers; marriage; mushy stuff; implications of hunting animals; death of a bear by reader's hand; let me know if I missed anything!
Series: Enhypen Regency AU
Pinterest board: <3
Spotify playlist (songs I listened to while writing / had in mind while writing) : <3
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You didnât want marriage.
You didn't want to rule beside another.
You wanted to be the Queen who married her nation.
âŠ
What a dramatic way of saying that you wanted to be Elizabeth the First of this world.
Oh. Right. England doesnât exist in this world. Or like⊠any other country that exists on planet Earth.
Anyway. Your name is Lim Anestasia of the Lim Kingdom. However⊠your real name⊠is y/n l/n.
You do not hail from this world and yet here you are, living in the shoes of a spoiled princess who could get anything she wanted.
Dying really do be a unique experience.
When you first opened your eyes in this body it was ten years old. You cried. You cried for so long. Women dressed in uniforms of what you assumed were maids rushed in to comfort you and help you stop crying. You couldnât stop. You didnât recognise anything or anyone. You donât remember when was the last time you felt so alone. That only made you cry harder. It wasnât until a woman with beautiful long brown hair and a worried look on her face came in, that you started to calm down even just a slight bit. After all⊠your brain recognised the woman as your dearest mother. You cried in her arms for a long time, but in the end⊠you felt so much better. Now you just pretend that day never happened.
You spent the next two weeks in a daze, looking about and recalling all the memories of your past and present life. Then you realised something. There was a whole mediaeval world out there for you to explore⊠yet you remain stuck within these walls of a cold and almost empty castle⊠So you set out back to your room and made a list.
As a Queen to be, there were some issues you wanted to settle. Making a list seemed like the right choice. You were ten now so no one would truly take you seriously and this was fine. It gave you time to plot and plan. But first⊠for the next few years you would indulge yourself and learn some sports you have had the wish to learn back in your day but hadnât the opportunity to do so.
The list read:
1.   Learn how to be a brilliant archer!
2.   Learn the art of the sword!
3.   Learn how to be a great horseback rider!
4.   Teach yourself everything you can about the kingdom!
5.   Start taking interest in politics!
6.   Settle dominance so your parents donât try to set you up at 14.
7.   Steer clear of men in general
8.   Try and turn away as many suitors as possible!
9.   More to be added
Grinning to yourself you put away the stationary and folded the paper neatly. You would hide it in your room in one of the many books you owned.
âMother. Father.â You greeted, approaching them in the throne room, curtsying in your pale green dress.
âAnastasia,â your mother greeted with a smile gracing her face, âWhat brings you here my precious daughter?â
âI wish to learn archery.â
The King looked horrified.
Archery wasnât very lady-like after all. Or any kind of sport, really.
âMy dear daughter-â
Welp, you thought, time to pull out the big guns.
You stomped your foot and sniffed.
âBut Father!â you yelled through the tears, âI wish to learn archery and I wish to do it NOW!â
You sniffed again and softly glared at the man on the throne who looked to be panicking.
âOf course my dearest!â he responded quickly with a wobbly smile.
Well he switched up fast you thought.
âReally?â you switched up as well, deciding to play the role of a shy child, âthank youâ you whispered softly, but loud enough for your parents to hear. You curtsied and left for the library where you would read up on the history of your country.
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As you grew older, you learned more and more.
By the time you were fifteen you mastered the bow, horseback riding and were well into practice with the sword. Your âloveâ for studying never faltered and you kept at it relentlessly going through tutors at break-neck speed.
When you turned eighteen, you started getting involved in the rule of your land (with the help of your parents, naturally) and continuously impressed them with your knowledge and how mature and ambitious you were. You mastered the art of the sword and started practising with daggers. It seemed fun so far.
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Other than all of these impressive achievements, you seemed to rather⊠lack⊠in the department of social relations.
Due to the fact that you spent a lot of time either with your nose in a book or practising with a new weapon you picked up, you havenât had the time to make good acquaintances with the children of other royal families or nobles. At most you could say that you and the prince of the Kim Kingdom were close acquaintances. Sunoo was a rather interesting character whom you had not much trouble interacting with. You even occasionally exchanged letters.
Other than him there was princess Yeji of the Hwang Kingdom, but that was limited only to the balls you both attended.
As such, you havenât had many suitors, which worried your parents and only served to make you happier.
While you were happy as things were, your parents unfortunately were rather persistent.
âMy dearest daughter,â you heard your mother sigh for the nth time that month, as you readied your arrow, âyou already turned of age years ago, you must at least look for potential suitorsâŠâ
You knocked the arrow. Bullseye.
âIt is not my fault all of them are too afraid to even speak to me, mother.â
âWhat about Sunoo then?â she asked and this time you sighed, âHow does he speak so freely with you?â
âYou know as well as I do that, we do not speak freely with each other. And besides, weâve known each other for years.â
âMy darling Anastasia,â your mother sighed, taking your filthy hands into hers, âfor your motherâs sake,â she whispered, âplease, look for a fine suitor. I know that there must be someone who will catch your eye this time. Please my darling daughter.â
She knew you were weak to her pleading. Courtesy of your close bond both with your mother in your old life and this one. You agreed.
It was the first mistake you could have made.
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You honestly didnât mean to sound so full of yourself when you said that you were probably the best dressed person at the ball for your birthday.
Simplicity is what will most often catch the eye of others, is something you liked to think. This time was no exception.
The dress you wore was a light pink and it reflected the light due to its shiny material. It was long and flowy, which was brilliant because it meant you could move freely, and you didnât have to wear petticoats. You honestly did love them, but they were, oh so, impractical. The dress had a sweetheart neckline with off the shoulder sleeves. It was tightened around your waist and made your chest look bigger than it actually was, but what annoyed you was that you had to breathe rather shallowly. From the waist down the skirt flowed freely and dramatically.
As they announced your name you walked into the ball with a slight smile and nodded at the present guests before you stepped down the staircase to join the party.
You've managed to stay at the party chatting with anyone and everyone who approached you for a whole hour before your social battery completely died out and you were seconds away from starting to behave like you used to, back home. In the modern world.
âPrince Sunoo,â you spoke to the boy next to you. âWould you mind if I made a quick escape to regain my composure?â you asked with a dazzling smile.
The chubby cheeked boy next to you giggled at how direct you were.
"Why of course, princess Anastasiaâ he purred with a playful grin, âI shall wait for you here!"
You nodded gratefully at him and swiftly made your way through the crowd and at the back entrance into the beautiful garden your mother loved most.
Sitting down on the grey store bench in front of the small lake filled with water lilies. At least they looked like water lilies.
Sighing, you then placed your fan down onto the seat next to you and reached behind your back to pull on the string which held the corset together and took a deep breath.
Time for my annual rant session, you thought to yourself.
"Marriage" you spat bitterly, allowing yourself to go nuts with anger.
âWhy do I have to marry anyone?!? Why is that so bloody important?!" you yelled into the sky, throwing your hands into the air. âDo I have to marry to be Queen?! I mean come on!â
Getting lost in your emotions you failed to realise someone was standing at the entrance of the garden, listening to every word you spoke, slowly making their way towards you.
You groaned loudly as your voice took on a sad, desperate tone.
âMom⊠I miss you so muchâŠâ you sobbed, âI miss my little sister too⊠that annoying little stinkerâŠâ you sobbed even louder, taking your gloves off to wipe your tears away.
âI miss those stupid gatcha games tooâ you laughed wetly, âCookie Run⊠Genshin⊠Honkai⊠both Honkai games actuallyâŠâ you mumbled the last bit, picking at your freshly manicured nails.
âWhy me?â you whispered, sniffing a little.
A crunch of leaves caused you to turn around from your spot on the bench, eyes wide as you faced the intruder.
The man who stood in front of you was possibly the most beautiful man you had ever seen and you knew absolutely nothing about him.
His jet black hair was in rough contrast with his pale complexion. He wore a dark blue waistcoat with golden accents and pure white pants along with knee-deep boots.
His eyes and face was what held your attention at most.
He seemed not to mind your current state, but rather⊠he looked worried.
You two kept looking at each other, too startled to speak.
Then you remembered what you looked like; mussed hair, undone corset, puffy face and runny nose and you weren't wearing your gloves.
âAre you alright?â he finally spoke, his rumbling and melodic voice sounding genuinely concerned about your wellbeing, extending his hand towards you.
Quickly, you scrambled to stand up, pushing your hand against your corset to keep it in place and responded to him.
âHow much did you hear?â
He blinked confused, his hand stopping in its tracks.
âPardon?â
âI asked;â your voice was high with panic now, âhow much of that did you hear?â you felt as though your heart was about to beat out of your chest.
âIs that really that important right now?â a seemingly sly smile played on his lips, his hand gently taking hold of your wrist.
Your heart stuttered in your chest as you made eye contact with him.
It wasnât simply because you felt attracted to him. On the contrary, attractive men didn't seem to make your heart skip a beat in this life. It was simple enough really; you were scared.
If he was influential enough, could he get you thrown out of the family? Would you lose everything? Again? Your heart wouldn't be able to stand that.
âP⊠p-pleaseâ you cussed yourself silently for stuttering, while a smile grew on his lips at your mistake, âdon't⊠don't tell anyone!â
You yanked your hand out of his gentle hold and ran back into the castle ignoring his stare and completely forgetting about your gloves sitting on the bench.
After you had made sure you were presentable you went back to the ball room only to see that it was only just now in full swing. You took a deep breath and set off to find Sunoo.
âPrincess Anastasia!â you heard someone call.
Turning around, you were met with the smiley face of the Crown Prince of the Park Kingdom.
âPrince Jayâ you curtsied, extending your hand for him to take, âit is a pleasure to finally make your acquaintance.â
The tall, blond man grinned as he pressed a kiss to your gloved hand.
âAs it is mine Princess.â
Park âJayâ Jongseong. The Crown Prince of the Park Kingdom. He was smart, cunning and straightforward. That was not mentioning how kind and generous he was. Last you heard he was to be married soon before he assumed the throne of the Park Kingdom.
Again with the whole marriage thingâŠ
âI must admit Princess, I only came to introduce myself and wish you a happy birthday with ulterior motives.â he smiled sheepishly.
âOh?â you grinned playfully, resting your fan on your bare shoulder.
âI am afraid soâ Jay laughed, âYou see my brother is rather⊠shy.â he admitted awkwardly and continued, âBut he really wanted to wish you a happy birthday, so I thought I would help him out.â
You smiled with soft eyes.
Jay had a younger brother. Well. âYoungerâ brother.
The circumstances regarding the two were rather unclear as it was never disclosed into the public eye, but the two had such a close bond it felt awful to speculate just about anything. And so, no one ever pried. The two brothers were, after all, the pride and joy of the Park Kingdom.
âHow very nice of youâ you hummed thinking of your younger sister in your past life.
âI do tryâ he smiled gently, noticing your reaction.
âPrincess Anastasia,â you heard someone behind you.
As you turned around, your eyes widened scarily wide as you made eye contact with the man from the garden.
âI am Prince Sunghoonâ he introduced himself with a slight bow of his head, his hand resting against where his heart was.
Lagging behind, you quickly curtsied and offered him your hand.
He took it gently, impossibility so, and pressed a feather light kiss against your knuckles, never breaking eye contact with you.
Jay, noticing what was going on, made a quiet escape leaving the two of you alone.
You were too scared and entranced with the man in front of you to notice anything.
âIt is a pleasure to finally meet you, Princess.â he spoke slowly, still not letting go of your hand, but you havenât noticed that yet.
âLikewiseâ you awkwardly smiled, your heart beating out of your chest in fear.
Sunghoon's eyes glinted in mischief, which caused you to shift under his piercing gaze uncomfortably.
The music which was playing in the background slowly came to a stop and the man in front of you smiled as he turned to face you.
âMay I have this dance, Princess?â he asked, lifting your hand higher in the air.
Meanwhile, your brain was an absolute mess. You had no idea what was going on, what this man was plotting or what he could do if you even looked at him wrong.
He currently has the potential to have you sent away.
You couldnât take that chance.
âYes,â you spoke slowly, âyou may.â
With a bright smile, the tall man led you over to the dance floor.
All eyes were on you as for the first time ever, you joined someone other than your father for a dance.
You were anxious and terrified.
The man opposite you stopped somewhere off the centre of the dancing area and faced you properly.
His gentle smile was throwing you off track and you couldnât focus on anything but trying not to tick him off.
Letting go of your hand, he placed it on your waist and took your other hand, while you placed a hand on his shoulder.
His giddiness at your action didnât miss you and it made you nervous.
âWhy do you look so nervous, Princess?â he asked with a grin.
Offering him an awkward smile you responded.
âAh, no! Itâs justâŠâ you began as the music started and Sunghoon gently pulled you into a slow waltz.
âIâve never danced like this with anyone but my fatherâŠâ
The dark haired man nodded thoughtfully.
âMy mistake,â he smiled, twirling you with a mesmerising smile on his face. âI thought it had something to do with our fateful meeting in the garden.â
Had you not returned back into his arms, you are sure you would have fainted.
âSpeaking of which,â he continued as if he hadnât noticed your discomfort, âyou left something back there.â
You looked up at him with panicked eyes, not noticing his blush as he recounted the events.
If he says something to someone Iâm doomed! You panicked. What did I even leave?!
âI took the liberty of taking them so I could hand them to you nowâ he spoke, as if your whole world hasnât turned upside down.
Plural?! You wanted to scream.
âThem?â you couldnât help but voice.
âYesâŠâ he hummed bashfully, as he leaned down to whisper into your ear, âYou left your gloves behind PrincessâŠâ
Cold sweat broke out all over as you remembered what that means in this world.
Much like that one scene in Jane Austenâs book "Pride and Prejudice" with Mr. Darcy and Ms. Elizabeth, touching a lady without her gloves presented an extremely intimate act in this world.
You cussed internally.
At this point, you werenât sure if you wanted to laugh or cry.
âI will leave them in the corridor once the crowds dissipateâ He continued, not minding the eyes which were trained on your forms, âYou just make sure your maids find them.â
Oh, so, conveniently, the song and dance ended and Sunghoon disappeared into the crowd just as quickly as he had appeared, but not before placing another kiss on the back of your hand.
You liked to think what had happened during your birthday hasnât affected you.
~
That is a lie.
It has.
You just pretend it didnât.
After the dance, your mother sent you questioning glances, but you avoided them like the plague until she stopped.
There was another issue, however.
You suddenly began noticing him. And he was everywhere.
A birthday celebration of a noble? He was there.
A charity event for the children of the Lim-Kim region? He was there.
Tournament competition in arts and such? He was bloody there.
And if he could manage to sneak in a dance he would. Every. Single. Time.
At this point, the only time you didnât see him is when you were avoiding everyone and camping out in the library or in your room.
~
As summer passed and made way for fall, the Lim Kingdom started preparing for the bi-annual Huntsmen Competition.
The bi-annual Huntsmen Competition was held by the Crown for the nobles and other royals of the lands to show off their skills and gain public favour.
A problem has risen this year thoughâŠ
âWe cannot hold the Competition in the Twilight Forest this yearâ the King announced. âThe animal sources are scarce and we risk endangering the ecosystem if we continue to hunt there.â
After much begging and tantrums, he had finally let you participate in these talks. And in the competition, of course.Â
I'm going to wipe the floor with those losers, you cackled internally, before focusing back onto the conversation at hand.
â... so in line with that I would recommend the Fiery Forest in the south.â one of the older councilmen huffed out.
"That wouldn't be a smart decision" you hummed in reply, looking at the map, "I propose we request the Kim Kingdom to collaborate using the Spring forests we share at our borders. Our relations are better and they won't try to use this to their advantage.â
Your father and everyone else at the table looked lost for words, before turning to the map in front of them.
âMy god, sheâs right!â
âWho would have thought?â
Briefly, you saw your father's proud expression as you participated in the conversation even more than before.
~
Being fashionably late is probably your favourite thing to do in this world. And as the Crown Princess, no one had the right to comment on it.
You strutted toward your tent feeling eyes on your figure.Â
Why wouldn't they be staring at you anyway?
You were wearing mens attire.
The pants you wore were fitted and black, squeezing around your waist. Tucked into the pants was your favourite flowy white shirt and hanging off your hips was a majestic bastard sword. That was not to mention your favourite bow waiting for you in your tent.
As soon as it was time to set off into the forest, you took the reins of your black horse Stormy and got going when you heard the sound of the horn.
Riding on the back of the horse, you fired arrows, as soon as you caught sight of a moving hide.
By the end of it, you werenât the best, but you were third best.
You also couldn't help but notice how Prince Sunghoon smiled the brightest when you approached the third place podium.
That was your second mistake.
~
The last time you were in a daze was when you were ten. It's been so long since then that you've forgotten just how easily the feeling creeps up on you.
âPrincess Anastasia,â his gentle voice shook you out of your reverie, âIt's delightful to see you again.â
You didnât turn to face him, choosing to only lift your fan up to your face.
âLikewiseâ you quickly responded, finding that this time you didnât quite find his mere presence bothersome.
The man hurried to walk in step with you.
âPrincess,â he called and the title suddenly felt a lot more like a term of endearment from your past life, âyou always say that, yet I feel as though you do not mean it as truthfully as I do.â
You kept quiet, wondering how you could even respond to such a claim.
âYou enjoy nature I presume?â he quickly changed the subject. âIt seems that every time you and I see each other it is in the gardens.â he smiled softly.
You were currently taking a break from all of the hard work you were putting into studying and practising.Â
As a little treat, you thought you could visit one of the more popular gardens in the Kingdom of Lee. They were, after all, most popular for their wide arrangement of flora.
And these flowers and plants never ceased to take your breath away and heal your eyes at the same time.
âOh⊠yes, I suppose I doâŠâ you hummed, âItâs rather⊠calming. I feel at ease to think and the colours soothe my eyes.â
The beautiful man next to you nodded and hummed, looking at you as if encouraging you to speak more.
âYou see, I do enjoy reading all the books our library has to offer, but my eyes do hurt after spending too much time in my studyâŠâ
âYou have your own study?â he asked with an intrigued spark in his eyes.
When you looked at him, you were taken aback by the sheer boyishness radiating from that expression, that you felt the back of your neck heat up.
âI-â you stuttered, âI do. I mean-â you turned away from him swiftly to catch yourself, âAs the future Queen, I must ready myself for the incoming troubles of ruling the Kingdom and be a respectable ruler.â you explained.
His head cocked to the side, almost reminiscent of a pupper.
âYou do not plan on sharing those burdens with anyone?â
You eyed him.
âYou mean marriage?â you spat out the last word venomously. âI will refuse it for as long as I can. Besides,â you huffed, forgetting yourself, âitâs not like I met anyone worthy of marrying me.â you crossed your arms over your chest.
A snort sounded from next to you and you turned startled towards Prince Sunghoon. He held his hand up to his mouth, eyes wrinkled into crescents and he was slightly turned away from you.
âI-â he laughed lightly, his face twisted to make room for his wide smile, âI do not mean to laugh at your- It is only- the delivery-â he kept giggling, unable to finish a single thought.
You only stared at him in awe, your opinion of him changing subconsciously.
âYou Highness, Prince Sunghoon,â a butler called from behind you, âYour brother has requested your presence back in the castle.â
âI will be right there Ian,â he said, before turning to look at you, with an impossibly tender look in his eye, âI hope we see each other like this againâ he spoke as he took your hand to place a kiss on it, âI had a great time and I hope you did too.â
And then he left.
It felt like a part of you left as well.
~
You have found yourself caught up in Prince Sunghoonâs- or rather, as he insists- Sunghoonâs arms, interlocked into the second dance of tonight.
The ball was a celebration of the spring solstice.
How you ended up in the dark-haired princeâs arms you also couldnât quite remember.
You also didnât realise just how funny he was whenever he talked back and you never realised your love for bickering.Â
You were having the time of your life.
People were sending you odd looks, seeing you enjoying yourself with the second Park son, seeing as you only ever spent time with the youngest Kim prince and even that was reserved.
But now, you were giggling, laughing and you just couldnât keep your mouth shut.
Another plus to having Sunghoonâs company: no one was approaching you for mindless small-talk and mentions of marriage.
The Lee castle was beautiful butâŠ
âI heard the Leeâs have the most beautiful gardenâŠâ Sunghoon told you with a mischievous sparkle in his eye.
He didnât have to finish his thought. You already knew what he meant as he extended to you and you accepted it without another word.
Your baby blue dress fluttered behind you as you walked down the halls with Sunghoon, both of your shoes clacking against the marble flooring.
The dress had a deep V-neck and the sleeves extended past your hands, although it added to the snowy princess look.
This time, the maids took extra precaution to cinch your corset and if you couldnât breathe then, you certainly couldnât now that you saw the garden.
The snow had freshly melted and there were faint traces of buds all over the trees and plants.
But most of all the night sky seemed to take the cake.
âThe moon looks beautiful tonight, doesnât it?â
You turned towards the man who had made your night.
Sunghoon was not looking at the moon. His eyes looked as if someone had stolen all the affection in the world and put it in his eyes.
He looked beautiful being bathed in the moonlight. His pale shin was seemingly illuminated by the moonshine, a perfect contrast to his all-black attire.
âMyâŠâ you began, your head feeling as if it was stuffed full of cotton, âMy real name is y/n.â you spoke before you could realise what you just said.
He looked stunned.
Then his hold on your hand tightened as suddenly words started tumbling out, past his soft lips, explaining his predicament in his family and his relationship with them.
He looked so vulnerable. You thought you looked the same way as well.
You pulled your hand back, out of his gentle hold, and he looked as if you had ripped his heart out of his chest. You merely pulled your gloves off, threw them somewhere behind you (which had pulled out a choked laugh from him) and you raised your arms to wipe the tears from his glass-like face.
He shuddered feeling your skin on his face and you shivered feeling his breath against your hands.
âIâm sorryâ he let out as he enveloped you in a passionate embrace.
This, after all, was not appropriate for two people who werenât engaged to be married.
~
The bi-annual Huntsmen Competition in the spring was, oddly enough, the most anticipated event of the season.
You supposed it had something to do with your appearance.
Hence, you practising day and night, night and day, to attempt to get the first place this time around.
Also, you knew Sunghoon was participating in this event and you want to impress him-
Ah right.
It is too early for the list of participants to have some out, so⊠how do you know?
Truth is, Sunghoon himself told you.
A development which had happened since the Spring Solstice Ball was that you and Sunghoon had started exchanging letters with what was going on in your lives lately.
It made you unnecessarily giddy and you couldnât hide this from your nosy mother who realised you were getting letters every other day as opposed to once every two to three months.
She was, needless to say, thrilled.
But that wasnât important right now.
What was important was winning the competition to impress Sunghoon- no y/n stop.
This time around, the senators decided to change things up a little: they added an animal which automatically secures the huntsman first place. The animal in question is a grizzly bear. Yeah. A grizzly. It surprised you too.Â
You were hoping to catch the biggest fish.
Also, this time you planned on showing up in a proper fancy riding outfit, fit to a prince.
You were rather petty like that. And your ass looked brilliant in those pants.
You seriously didnât have enough opportunities to wear trousers.
~
Arriving late, you hopped off your inky black horse, feeling eyes on your form once again.
You wore tight white pants with a sporty waistcoat with gold and dark blue accents. And you felt magnificent holding your sword at your hip.
Subconsciously, your eyes wandered, looking for a particular someone, but you couldnât see him. A frown tugged at your lips, but you quickly stopped it and smiled as you usually would, making your way to your tent to get ready.
~
By the time you had gone into the forest you still didnât get to see a particular someoneâs endearing smile and dimples.
Hunting brought you more peace than you thought it could. You languidly shot at moving animals - birds mostly- and looked for the grizzly.Â
Why draw something out for longer than it should be?
You were lost in your own head when you heard a scream.
Quickly you turned your horse around and towards the scream.Â
You were surprised, however, when you ran into Sungoon, appearance dishevelled, leaves and small sticks stuck in his hair and clothes, horse gone.
Looking him in the eye, you saw him breathing heavily, eyes wide in fear, before he flinched at the loud roar the bear behind him let out.
Before you could even realise what had happened, you drew your bow and knocked four arrows at the bear and it fell over with a cry.
You and Sunghoon though, just gazed at each other. He stared at you as if you had just promised him the world, and you, from your position on your horse, bow still in hand, looked at him as if he had just told you the secrets of the whole world.
You were startled from your romantic gazing when a horn sounded, both of you looking in the direction of the trees.
âMarry meâ you said before you thought better of it.
~
To say that this bi-annual Huntsmen Competition had the best ending party yet, would be an understatement.Â
Everyone danced and drank as you happily held hands with Sunghoon, right in the centre of everything, celebrating what would be the best event of this life yet.
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Hello! I love seeing the Black Butler fandom come back from the grave and I feel like it will stay alive for a while until 2024. Unlike the time Queen Elizabeth died and brought it back to life for a few weeks.
Anyways, I have a Ciel x reader. Basically itâs Ciel with a reader thatâs gets called âLady of the Nightâ because of her dark and mysterious appearance that represents the night. She talks like sheâs a character from Edger Allen Poeâs poems and looks like she came straight out of a Tim Burton film. It can be hc of Ciel before he made the reader his s/o and after. Or it can be a oneshot. Itâs up to you!
Thank you and have a good day!
Thank you so much!
This headcanon takes place before the « big reveal » ;)
Ciel his still his canon age and reader is 14! (So a one year gap)
°Ciel met you during a very boring reception between the heads of some of most important brands in England. Tea, silks, furniture, land, cattle and well, his toy company.
°Small talk is something ciel is very good at, but absolutely despises. Thatâs why after his usual tactical greetings, he decided to just sit by a table with a small glass of champagne, Sebastian standing by his side.
°The only thing slightly amusing to do was to watch the other nobles go about their empty conversations.
°Thatâs where your father comes in. Heâs been widowed for seven years, and was at the head of a very important jewelry and ornaments company. Ciel knew that he decided very early on to include the input of his young daughter in his commercial decisions, but the daughter in question was rarely seen.
°Ciel never met you, despite his numerous interactions with your father. Well, until tonight.
°He saw you walking at your fatherâs side, wearing a very deep and dark plum colored dress. Wearing an array of silver jewelry from your familyâs company and striking eye makeup, that made your eyelids look like they were adorned with lace. An odd way for a lady to present herselfâŠ
°Ciel got up from his seat and got closer to the small circle that formed around you two, made by very intrigued nobles looking to poke and prod at you with their questions.
°As he greeted your father for the first time this evening, he noticed you were completely unbothered by the indiscreet questions thrown your way, answering with as much bluntness and a whimsy tone.
° « Pray tell my dear, have you found yourself a betrothed yet? »   « It is not one of my priorities. »
°Hereâs something he always dreamed of saying⊠He went to greet you and kissed your hand, but before he could say anything you perked up: « You have the most beautiful eye, my lord. »
°Sebastian chuckled under his breath as he saw his lord lose his composure.
°For the rest of the evening, you and Ciel sat down as you talked, and you even showed him the small sketchbook you carried around to draw down your ideas for new jewelry.Â
°You even started to draw a small portrait of him with a certain crow perched on his shoulder, which he didnât even notice as he was hanging on each word you said. When he asked about the bird, you replied that « Sebastian made me think of one, it is a simple artistic liberty. Crows are very intelligent animals. »
°When you had to return home, you gifted him the portrait. « We will need to meet again soon, lord Phantomhive. You are truly an inspiration. » You said with a shier tone.
°He was blushing each time he thought of you on his ride back to the manor, and he would be caught dead before anyone knew he smiled while he was in bed that night. Much to Sebastianâs amusement.
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I wrote about how they met! I can image that they kept meeting up after that, and the "lady of the night" might have gotten herself into a lot of the phantomhive's shenanigans!
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