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crystaleevee4 · 3 months ago
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going crazy (forgive the ugly-ass colors, I had to try and find good color coding for 14 people, and still have it have enough contrast against the background to be readable). for the record I had to transcribe these lyrics myself in Google docs offline mode using the downloaded file I had of the song. with no wifi, so no spell check or googling lyrics I wasn't sure about. which was hell on my audio processing disorder brain
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anyways I am very far from done and I want to try and get each soulmate pair in at least once, so far as you can see we've got scar & Grian, Martyn & kind of Cleo but not as a pair yet, Pearl & Scott (and kind of Cleo), and then impulse (and bdubs but that line isn't in this screenshot)
anyways if anyone has suggestions for all the remaining people. hmu in reblogs (please). also these aren't all the lyrics to the song ofc, i'll put them under cut with my notes (this song is just very double life to me so i'm hoping some day I'll be able to animate it):
Separate faces help him to walk and cross the tiles As he justifies existence with flinches and false smiles
^ something something maybe Grian and scar? unsure
And the hand he used to feed his hunger shriveled from the cold He's borrowed more than he can pay, his debts are getting old
The cracks had always been on show,
^ referencing martyn's lore?
the spirit always broke The bottle always emptied well before the candles smoked Tobacco always there on cue in someone else's glass
Someone else's secrets become someone else's path [past?]
^ martyn's lore? w/ grian
I know you well, I know you felt Like it should've been someone else who fell But I'll never forget your face You melt into my life [light?]
I want the attention that she's getting From your loving arms
^ Pearl, Scott, Cleo
You let me soak your face into my memory Like you want me, and you kept me Wanting more as I don't know you I don't own you, I just sew you Into pieces of this fabric that I wear over my shoulder
Like a dream, you fill me up
And make me cold, just like a soldier Trains her mind to do the killing Even though he isn't willing I have pain, and I am cold Without your heat to make me bold
^ pearl and scott
Just forget that we're not molded We're just solitary soldiers
^ Grian and scar?
Given [giving?] up on all this love stuff It's made up and we're just older I give up on you, we're over [I gave up when you were over?]
I want reciprocal lovers I want trust, and I want safety
^ pearl
I want space, and I need chasing
^ impulse if you know his character and see DL!impdubs in the toxic way. please. someone see it
I want to feel that I'm the only girl Around you who can know you
But I want to see you luring Other women who can't own you I want to see their faces When you make them lose their graces
When you make them feel they're placeless
^ pearl
Like a chain around an object that keeps moving You're a concept of a man and of an object
You are everything I wanted All I seem to crave Like a hero needs to save
Except when I get up close There is a maggot on the rose
^ again. impdubs. they're picture perfect until they're not
Like a magpie stealing shiny things There's [they're?] sometimes diamonds, sometimes tin
You are my darkness, and you understand I don't want anything but your hand Just hold [pull?] me steady, hold me steady (hold the frame) And I'll shoot again, now
I can't stop thinking about you
And if you're stripping me down to My brittle bones and crumbled joints These open wounds just need some salt, oh
^ impulse and bdubs (I am big on clockduo/impdubs DL toxicity ok)
It would be better if you left If I can't see you, I can't step Into the light you've cast about you I can't have you, but I want you
This obsession is not letting me slide I feel I'm damaging myself to stay alive I am destroying all I have to let this burn This little flame is not so dangerous on its own
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crystaleevee4 · 3 months ago
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crystaleevee4 · 3 months ago
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"Home" by AlicebanD is sooo double life!impulsesv coded especially in his relation to His Soulmate B Double Oh, One Hundredth Of His Name and I cant keep pretending it's not (<- I never pretended it wasn't I just didn't talk about it)
lyrics under cut (+some of my analysis) bc Google gets them wrong
One, two, three, four Cold, flicker, candle, sweating Thoughts come of fire burning Everything you made will end up broken And cheap thoughts and cheaper dresses You're "flirt quick, then learn your lesson" She only makes that moaning when she's faking it
hmm... yaknow :) something something this is impulse's feelings towards bdubs. to me
And fake sounds and plastic feelings Freckles and skins all peeling Soon comes the night when I go home And then your home brings the same old things It's hair nets and safety pins A man does the same thing she always does
^going to be violently ill about specifically this part. what the fuck. this is homewreckers. also "a man does the same thing she always does" is funny w my headcanons bc (and I first saw this hc from @/bakedtato223 and took it for myself). genderfluid impy. big headcanon
It's your home brings a lot more things Like sitting up, singing hymns So I will lay the table but I will not sing I will not sing
i have thoughts abt this but they're not coherent
And I thought what would I do? Now I've got no excuse And all this bullshit has landed in my hands
hrm. also have some mostly-incoherent thoughts abt this. something something you're now bound to the person who betrayed you and broke your heart, stabbed you in the back and left you bleeding out... and now you have to be careful and soft around him. for him, but for yourself too
Like I don't want to talk, it's not really complicated I just don't want to talk to you I just don't want to know, the less I know The less I care, which means I might not say yes I mean I won't say no, I never say no I mean I might say I might But we all know that really means no, so why ask?
impulse... thinking about how he went and made bdubs a clock even though he didn't want to. thinking about how he went along with bdubs' "we're married and in love" thing without ever really agreeing to it. ugh. impulsesv you make me sick /pos
most things below this point repeat sooo you are free of my annotation for a bit. until they stop repeating
And it's cold, flicker, candle, sweating Thoughts come of fire burning Everything you made will end up broken And cheap thoughts and cheaper dresses You're "flirt quick, then learn your lesson" She only makes that moaning when she's faking it
And fake sounds and plastic feelings Freckles and skins all peeling Soon comes the night when I go home And then your home brings the same old things It's hair nets and safety pins A man does the same thing she always does
It's your home brings a lot more things Like sitting up, singing hymns So I will lay the table but I will not sing I will not sing Please don't make me sing Please don't make me try
this part me think of @mxmarsbars' most recent clockduo fic right here and idk why but. it does. and now it will remind you of it too
Because I like this stuff, I like the playing Especially with people paying But it's all too much, I don't seem to care It must be something in this English air It must be something that I'm doing wrong Cause I'm always singing this same old song I'm always breaking this same old heart That I carry around in this soulless cart and it's
this part.... hm. impulse does like pretending to be in a happy, loving marriage with bdubs. he really does! and he likes working to split the other soulmate pairs up. but he just... keeps on getting his heart broken, keeps getting betrayed by the person he's supposed to love, the person he does love. and it hurts. but he just keeps doing it.
Cold, flicker, candle, sweating Thoughts come of fire burning Everything you made will end up broken And cheap thoughts and cheaper dresses You're "flirt quick, then learn your lesson" She only makes that moaning when she's faking it
And fake sounds and plastic feelings Freckles and skins all peeling Soon comes the night when I go home And then your home brings the same old things It's hair nets and safety pins A man does the same thing she always does
It's your home brings a lot more things Like sitting up, singing hymns So I will lay the table but I will not sing I will not sing
And you're drunk, drunk Drinking like a skunk, drunk Drinking like a skunk, drunk Drinking like a skunk, drunk Drinking like a Home brings a lot more things Drunk, drunk, drinking like a skunk, drunk Drinking like a skunk, drunk Drinking like a Home brings a lot more things A lot more time to sit and drink A lot more time to play it dumb Sitting round and getting drunk
^that part is not nearly as significant to me lyrically HOWEVER when you're listening to the song itself, it's very VERY disorienting and there's a background monologue going on, panning left to right (if you're wearing headphones) so it feels like it's circling you, and the words are just on the edge of comprehensible. you don't quite catch anything being said and I think that's great
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crystaleevee4 · 10 months ago
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