#enen assigns songs

[crystaleevee4]

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"Home" by AlicebanD is sooo double life!impulsesv coded especially in his relation to His Soulmate B Double Oh, One Hundredth Of His Name and I cant keep pretending it's not (<- I never pretended it wasn't I just didn't talk about it)

lyrics under cut (+some of my analysis) bc Google gets them wrong

One, two, three, four Cold, flicker, candle, sweating Thoughts come of fire burning Everything you made will end up broken And cheap thoughts and cheaper dresses You're "flirt quick, then learn your lesson" She only makes that moaning when she's faking it

hmm... yaknow :) something something this is impulse's feelings towards bdubs. to me

And fake sounds and plastic feelings Freckles and skins all peeling Soon comes the night when I go home And then your home brings the same old things It's hair nets and safety pins A man does the same thing she always does

^going to be violently ill about specifically this part. what the fuck. this is homewreckers. also "a man does the same thing she always does" is funny w my headcanons bc (and I first saw this hc from @/bakedtato223 and took it for myself). genderfluid impy. big headcanon

It's your home brings a lot more things Like sitting up, singing hymns So I will lay the table but I will not sing I will not sing

i have thoughts abt this but they're not coherent

And I thought what would I do? Now I've got no excuse And all this bullshit has landed in my hands

hrm. also have some mostly-incoherent thoughts abt this. something something you're now bound to the person who betrayed you and broke your heart, stabbed you in the back and left you bleeding out... and now you have to be careful and soft around him. for him, but for yourself too

Like I don't want to talk, it's not really complicated I just don't want to talk to you I just don't want to know, the less I know The less I care, which I might not say yes I mean I won't say no, I never say no I mean I might say I might But we all know that really means no, so why ask?

impulse... thinking about how he went and made bdubs a clock even though he didn't want to. thinking about how he went along with bdubs' "we're married and in love" thing without ever really agreeing to it. ugh. impulsesv you make me sick /pos

most things below this point repeat sooo you are free of my annotation for a bit. until they stop repeating

And it's cold, flicker, candle, sweating Thoughts come of fire burning Everything you made will end up broken And cheap thoughts and cheaper dresses You're "flirt quick, then learn your lesson" She only makes that moaning when she's faking it

And fake sounds and plastic feelings Freckles and skins all peeling Soon comes the night when I go home And then your home brings the same old things It's hair nets and safety pins A man does the same thing she always does

It's your home brings a lot more things Like sitting up, singing hymns So I will lay the table but I will not sing I will not sing Please don't make me sing Please don't make me try

this part me think of @mxmarsbars' most recent clockduo fic right here and idk why but. it does. and now it will remind you of it too

Because I like this stuff, I like the playing Especially with people paying But it's all too much, I don't seem to care It must be something in this English air It must be something that I'm doing wrong Cause I'm always singing this same old song I'm always breaking this same old heart That I carry around in this soulless cart and it's

this part.... hm. impulse does like pretending to be in a happy, loving marriage with bdubs. he really does! and he likes working to split the other soulmate pairs up. but he just... keeps on getting his heart broken, keeps getting betrayed by the person he's supposed to love, the person he does love. and it hurts. but he just keeps doing it.

Cold, flicker, candle, sweating Thoughts come of fire burning Everything you made will end up broken And cheap thoughts and cheaper dresses You're "flirt quick, then learn your lesson" She only makes that moaning when she's faking it

And fake sounds and plastic feelings Freckles and skins all peeling Soon comes the night when I go home And then your home brings the same old things It's hair nets and safety pins A man does the same thing she always does

It's your home brings a lot more things Like sitting up, singing hymns So I will lay the table but I will not sing I will not sing

And you're drunk, drunk Drinking like a skunk, drunk Drinking like a skunk, drunk Drinking like a skunk, drunk Drinking like a Home brings a lot more things Drunk, drunk, drinking like a skunk, drunk Drinking like a skunk, drunk Drinking like a Home brings a lot more things A lot more time to sit and drink A lot more time to play it dumb Sitting round and getting drunk

^that part is not nearly as significant to me lyrically HOWEVER when you're listening to the song itself, it's very VERY disorienting and there's a background monologue going on, panning left to right (if you're wearing headphones) so it feels like it's circling you, and the words are just on the edge of comprehensible. you don't quite catch anything being said and I think that's great

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