#endhell

[kitschd]

un-prompted asks | accepting

@endhell​​ says:  "If you already work there, I hope you already got plenty of chocolate ," Futaba noted. He better be successful at least, she would wish it for him, even if she still disliked the fact that he was working as a host. Perhaps on Valentine some even confessed their love to him, she sure was a little bit curious and kept staring at him. "Anyone special among them, hm?"

David grins, already showing off all the embellished boxes of expensive chocolates.  “Hell yeah, I did!”, he proudly boasts.  Most of it was store bought, but there was a box or two that was home made.  Host clubs were packed on Valentine’s Day and it was no different for Stardust.  He had also received many nicely written notes, both in Japanese and English.  “Do you like green tea?  It’s not really my thing.” He gave her some of the matcha flavored wafers, wondering if she like that flavor of chocolate.  

“Special? Well...”, he was embarrassed to admit this to Futaba, but there was one person that had made an impact.  “There is one, but she’s way out of my league.  Cute girl, but I really wished she dropped the whole mean girl persona”. And also her obsession with Han.  When is she going to realize it wasn’t going to happen?  “Maybe she just needs a little patience.  At least she knows where to find me.”

[mugunghwc]

unprompted ask / always accepting

@endhell​ said:   This was fate, not something she really believed in now, but surely the universe was for once on her side. Approaching Han from behind, she cleared her throat. "Excuse me." Being formal made her want to throw up, but if Futaba bedded this guy, he must be chill, right? Though his brows made her recall someone else, who always tried to push the knit between them away. "But have you seen a tall guy with such ears?" And she pushed her own forward, forcing a smile. "Or do you want something for that info? Do you want to see her again?" Showing a picture of Futaba on her phone. "I know who you are, the most handsome host." Making a peace sign but also to show the number two. "I know exactly two who are into you," she chuckled before pressing her hands together.  "But what about the cute guy? Is he also a host? Maybe from a different club?"

     most people, upon being called, would turn on their heels & expect someone close to eye-level, but in her case, it really caught him off-guard. the wheelchair was impossible to miss, once his gaze was lowered. the person sitting on it, a mere stranger in his eyes. & yet, she had decided to approach him as if she knew him—asking of him, something so specific, that left him feeling confused at first. his brows furrow slightly, as he tried to process what she was asking from him. the description was so vague, that for a moment, he wondered whether it was real, or a mere excuse to approach him. her... demonstration didn’t add much to it, but it was what she said next, that truly captured his attention. before he could question, a picture was presented to him. even though he didn’t know exactly what the relationship was between these two, it at least gave han an idea of who he was dealing with. possibly a friend, or relative. although, judging by her looks, he’d lean towards the first.

    “are you trying to bribe me for information?” his expression relaxes, though his smirk was playful—clearly amused by the prospect of it. her flattery wouldn’t get her anywhere, as it held no meaning whatsoever. something she had probably heard somewhere, & decided to use as ammunition, in order to convince him. at the mention of two individuals, he appeared interested. albeit, what followed soon after, had him at a complete loss. whoever she was referring to, han did not know—mostly thinking of the hosts that worked at stardust, & trying to recall anyone’s ear that matched her description. unfortunately for her, there were none. he hadn’t taken that much notice of that man to even link the two together. “i’m sorry, miss, but i have no idea who you’re talking about.”

[scrinja]

unprompted ask / always accepting

@endhell​​ said: "Seems like you had no luck," Fang chuckled, noticing how he left the sports hall. "They want the best of the best, ... My team almost always won in the past," she grinned and mimicked the movement of swinging a bat. "For which exact sport do they need you?" She looked down at him, nothing really standing out apart of his height. "Volleyball is fun too."

       it was impossible not to spot her ; catching sight of her right away, the moment that his head was lifted & his attention was no longer on his phone. sangwoo would glance back to where he had come from, before his stare settled back on fang & he let out a snort. she got it all wrong. “i wasn’t trying to apply for anything.” more like noa had dragged him all the way here, only to waste his time & be the one to tell the PE teacher about his situation. his insistence almost annoyed him as much as hers. the blond stared, just mildly surprised to hear she was into sports prior. how depressive it must be for her, he thought. “i’ve played baseball, as well as volleyball.” sports in which he was decent at, even sort of good—his height definitely giving him some advantage in some, but they weren’t exactly a passion of his. it had been a long time since he played with anyone, actually.

      “i used to play soccer, until i started to feel quite sick.” he did not elaborate, nor seemed keen to do so ; shrugging it off. “i don’t have the time anymore, though.”

[shecharm]

SMOKE is exhaled, yet she keeps kiseru ‘gainst her lips - likely for another puff here in just a moment. lounging, comfortable as she was yet she is aware that there is another presence. “come to pray?” question comes along the wave of silky vocals, easily missed if not paying attention due to her tendency to remain soft spoken. “take your time.” a set of time lustrous tails sway along the expanse of about a dozen purple cushions, those which she currently lay upon. she is clearly at ease with their presence.   (  ||  @endhell​​  ♥  )

[donner-katze]

Ask muse how good they are at.. [ ACCEPTING | X ]

@endhell​ asked:

😏 - lying

               “ Do you need your ego stroked again, Kugo~? I can muster up a few decent lies for you, if so- ”

[deivorous]

@primerawolflord submitted: 🍒  +  @endhell

🍒 Positivity Meme 🍒

SNUUUUU. Gosh, I was reminiscing in their DMs the other day about how thankful I was that I got to meet her so early in my rp days. They’re the very first person who ever wrote with me other than my friends who brought me into rp. I feel like I’ll always be really grateful for that introduction and the fact that we’re STILL MUTUALS! (Cuz, like damn I did not know what I was doing back then, and I still don’t.)

Actually, I’m gonna take this moment to have a little fangirl over here because I actually followed Snu before I was even IN rp. I followed one rp blog,: Skyvar. I was so transfixed! The characterization (I was never in love with Kugo and then I founds Snu and 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩) was amazing, their writing is so enjoyable to read, their dialogue, the aesthetic, the art, the humor, the romance - I’ve been reading their stuff and loving every second of it. If there’s a thread on my dash I read it. I honestly think that I probably wouldn’t have been convinced to land here if it’s not for Snu.

 And then I GOT HERE and they was so quick to write with me, to let me bounce ideas, to grow my muse, and I’ve been so excited to write with them for every thread we’ve done, which at this point has been multiple muses and multiple blogs, and even when I vanish for unexpected or explained hiatuses, they’re always here to welcome me back.

I really love Snu’s tendency to create NPCs for their canons, expanding their worlds in a way that once can’t without that same expansion - and then watch them take it to a new extreme (as demonstrated by these three once npcs now ocs on her blog). It creates a much more expansive world and I find it really immersive. (I’m super obsessed with Kugo’s sister and Zanpakuto in case anyone was wondering 🥵🔥).

Snu is definitely one of the staples of my RP experience and deserves every compliment I could possibly think to give. They’re faithful and dedicated to their muse and to telling his story, despite a generally unsympathetic fandom opinion of Kugo, and has changed a lot of minds about him, which is a powerful skill in the RPC. I can’t wait to see where they go next and I’m so happy we keep writing together!!

[keikakudori]

♥ What's the WORST thing that has happened to you rp wise?

the salty af munday meme

i'd say one of the worst things that's happened to me, rp wise, is losing touch with people i loved writing iwth. i understand life sweeps people up and away and that there's no obligation that they must stay and keep writing with you, but it's absolutely something that's made me sad. i had such a good friend way back in high school who i'd stay up late with for the purposes of writing together and i have no idea what happened to her; i remember she said she was going into the navy so i hope that she's been having a good life. she was a wonderful person who would write all kinds of shenanigans with me back in the day.

and, thanks to the pandemic, there's a new added layer of quiet fear for me that has me going "did it get them? did the 'rona get them?" because you just don't know if someone who was a friend of yours has passed away. i was told that the first kaname i wrote with, iustacaecastae ( i really need to go dig through my archive because i'm sure i butchered their url ) passed away due to cancer. given my own recent experience with having cancer, it's just heartbreaking.

i'd say losing people you know and were friends with to life is probably one of the worst things.

[solitariusdeluna]

"Family always looks like it solves all problems but it cannot be that easy," Ginjo comments, mildly amused a Hollow found his happiness here.

send starrk asks!

' hm. ' a fellow wayward rukongai resident that knew what he was and why he was here -- he was still unsure how since starrk himself hadn't disclosed that. it wasn't like he was broadcasting it since he was supposed to be keeping the babies' existence a secret until they grew old enough at least. -- but former the primera espada had barely interacted with the fullbringer.

Ginjo seemed amused as he asked him the question. starrk thought it might be because he must find it ridiculous. a being like him having a family. it was an anomaly. and certainly, one he hadn't planned on -- not that he could have even if he wanted to. he never thought such a thing was possible and yet here they were. the anomaly of a life that was now his blessing.

' if you look at it that way, nothing is ever really easy, right? I'm not saying this, but it has become a heck of a lot easier now that i'm much more used to dealing with things. ' at the start, it had been practical hell not just for him but for his mate too. they were way out of their depth and they had no one to rely on but themselves. but somehow, they had managed and eventually, a routine was established that allowed for some semblance of sanity. and now that the twins were a little older, they were no more waking nights, thankfully.

but now was the daunting time of them moving about and sticking every little thing they saw in their mouth. that was their form of discovery, but it was difficult to keep up. They kept him on his toes when he had them outside the little playpen area he had made for them.

' i didn't have it before and I can't recall my actual human life since it was centuries ago. but family and spending time with them, that really is important. i'm learning that now more than ever. '

[illholy]

tell me how u developed her, or idk rather her origins - the day u were like, damn i need to create this oc 👀 what'swordingasdfgh

𝒖𝒏𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒅         :       always loved. ↳   @endhell​ 

snow  !    first of all,   I missed you so much !    (   like,   I super do !  )  and secondly,   thank you for allowing me to start this blog  THIS  way !?   it’s such a good way to begin .   my god the way this ask made me smile so, so much ! 

Now,   to answer !    This all began in the first place because I wanted to write for a character that is incredibly innocuous,   someone that can be perceived as   ‘ inoffensive ’   someone that is essentially  just  gratuitously nice.   I thought it would be fun to play with a character that is incredibly unremarkable  ;   like a passing character.    (  that’s why judith looks the way she does as well,  someone that is  ‘ average ’  as if, upon first meeting,  you wouldn’t think she’s any sort of danger nor of interest really !  ) 

Then follows the  HORROR !    I adore this genre to bits,  but especially things that involve inescapable fears,  threats  -   ultimate bad endings and terror in relationships.  Those types of horror that leaves a bad taste in your mouth.  lmao.   I think that’s why Judith devolved into this sort of character were yes she is in fact harmless  and she is in fact inoffensive and innocuous but with a dash of unknowable discomfort.    Like even if she’s gentle with you, treats you well, never harms you, etc, etc,  something is just a little askew with her.  (  I guess,  horror in sanctity.  people with religious trauma will get it !  Like that yucky feeling you get when you’re confronted by  ‘ religion ’ !   it in itself is good and kind but boy is it gross. )

IN THE END,     I just woke up and thought  :   “ it’s time to actually make an oc. ”   Judith is actually my first ever OC  on tumblr.     

random.    you know, snow ! we’ve been mutuals for so long huh ?   I think you’ve seen this oc grow from one thing to another.   thanks so, so, so much for just being there !   You’re actually one of the reason as to why I’ve brave the way into fiddling with fandom verses, I was hesitant and shy but because you gave me a chance and helped me explore things, I was able to do something fun and interesting !    I even still have the drawings you’ve made of Judith and grimmy!  hahaha   I adore you so, so much!  Again, just thanks for being with me all through out !! 

[deathleadsarc]

@endhell​  | s.c.  

―    🜛    ―    " Oh  no,  I  mean  you  no  harm  ―  not  at  the  moment!  "        a  woman  that  stands  amidst  the  city,  tiptoed  upon  a  tall  lamppost  in  observation  of  the  humans  below.  Surprise  paints  itself  brightly  upon  the  softened  visage  the  moment  she'd  witnessed  the  man  leap  directly  across  from  her.  Not  another  Quincy.  Not  a  Human    ―    Shinigami?  

How  Funny!  How  Funny!  Is  he  coming  to  attack  me?  Here  I  thought  I'd  have  a  monotonous  time  in  the  land  of  the  ordinary!  

There  is  a  swift  return  in  her  demeanor,  with  stretching  smile  and  the  twinkling  behind  that  vermillion  gaze  returning  in  gorgeous  splendor.  With  the  sunset  warming  her  back,  she  spread  her  arms  out  to  display  the  absence  of  weaponry.      "  I've  only  come  to  gather  a  few  new  pieces  of  fodder,  you  see,  why  is  that  cause  for  being  accosted  by  a big  scary  man,  hm?  Hmm?  "

[kitschd]

@endhell​ continued from [x]

Fuck, she had seen him.  To the ordinary by-stander, it definitely looked like a mom scolding her son.  Wouldn’t be surprised that’s what people thought when they were together because of their height difference and were speaking English to each other.  Seeing David at work must of looked strange, especially since his ensemble of a dark maroon suit, black dress shirt that exposed a bit of his faintly toned torso, and gold cross chained necklace made him look like he stepped out of Scarface.  

David looked so out of place along side his very attractive Korean co-workers.  He was the youngest host there, coming across more cute than handsome.  Not like he never got clients.  That had been his appeal so far, even if the women he attracted wanted fulfil their parental instincts with him rather than their sexual needs.  

He tried his best to stay calm and composed as she grabbed him.  He smiled nervously and clears his throat.  “David?”, he played dumb.  “I think you must be confused for someone else, ma’am.  My name is Leo.  Were you interested in experiencing Tokyo’s Eden this evening?” God, it didn’t sound nearly as cool when he said it.  

[mugunghwc]

unprompted ask / always accepting

@endhell​ said: "Have you ever seen Choi's daughter?" Fang asks, looking towards Rei with mild interest. Once again stuck at her office, at least she had her own private room.  "She's such a brat, don't you think?" she snickers and scrolls through her phone, currently stalking her social media.

      the question came seemingly out of nowhere ; forcing her to peek over her phone to stare in fang’s direction & offer her a tilt of her head. the mobile was placed down on top of the desk after locking the screen, giving her a low hum as she tried to recall any interaction with her. “i can’t say i have interacted with her much...” rei admitted, leaning forward & resting her chin against her open palm. the most she had dealt with, were comments made by the chairman himself, or things that she had accidentally overheard while he was on the phone. it made her realize that she actually hadn’t even seen his wife in a while, wondering if something happened between them. a thought that made her feel embarrassed over even coming into existence, since it was so unlike her to pry into people’s lives.

    “i... may have heard she can be difficult.” words that came from her father’s mouth, not hers. rei barely had anything to go by, other than the few favours that the chairman had asked from her, regarding his daughter. making appointments & such, given the occasion. it piqued her curiosity, though. staring at fang with wonder, even if she appeared more focused on whatever was on her screen. “how do you know about her? or why do you ask?”

[scrinja]

unprompted ask / always accepting

@endhell​ said: "Hey, Sangwoo."  Completely disregarding his personal space, as she clung to his arm, making sure to press her chest against him, meeting him almost on eye-level. "The PE teacher asked for you as well," Noa voiced, already tugging him slightly into the direction of the sport hall.  "For the next sport event, they need some of the best pupils, including you and me," she smiled, already imagining how they will do a proper warm up together.

     it wasn’t uncommon for one of his classmates to make a move, in hopes to sparkle some interest in him. annoyingly so, it occurred more than he’d want it to—forced to keep himself from rolling his eyes, or let his irritation show when he ultimately met their eyes. to sangwoo, they were all too similar to tell them apart. no different from the kind of women that he lured into his home & took out by bashing their ankles, until they were black & blue. would she still cling so desperately to him, if he showed her what was on his mind?

     his stare shifted away from her face, & focused on her breast, which were pressed against his arm on purpose to incite a reaction. however, rather than excite him, all it managed to do was draw a snort of him. so predictable. she really must think, that he was an easy man. sangwoo’s head turned towards her, as he halted on his steps—no longer allowing her to drag him along. “do i have to?” he asked, feigning ignorance. “i don’t think i can afford practice with my part-time. maybe i should speak to the teacher myself?” inconsiderate bitch.

[erloeser-a]

CONT. FROM HERE ❣ @endhell​

     the female nodded in agreement as soon as her name was uttered, still no movement upon her face whilst polishing another glass behind the counter. “ yeah, that’s me.” the demon’s gaze would travel back to the male; there had been something familiar about his face, his scent even. though, any kind of memories including him seemed inaccessible. with the glass set aside, she’d lean on the wooden bar, tilting her head to the side. 

    what kind of question was that? “no, i wouldn’t know why.” her voice remained blunt. though, this was quite the confusing situation; her memory wasn’t this bad, was it? quickly would she take in his features again; the stranger (or perhaps not) was indeed quite handsome, so maybe...”did we have sex at a certain point?” still, no emotions on her cold face framed by pale red hair. “i tend to forget that..a lot.” with a myriad of partners, how could one possibly remember them all? 

[despairforme]

Often several models apply for the same job, how upset would nnoitra be if he doesn't get the spot for the photo shooting? Does he do runway too?

      Well - That had actually not happened to him yet. Nnoitra tapped his chin with a fingertip while he thought. ❝ I don't think I'd give a shit? Ain't my problem if they don't like me. ❞ He didn't take any PRIDE in being chosen. It was all just shallow shit anyway. Looking ' interesting ' and having people want HIM to be on posters or whatever? It didn't make him feel good about himself. He didn't value looks. Not when it came to himself at least. He had never wanted to be good-looking or handsome. Yeah, he had always wanted to be less skinny, but not for the aesthetic part. So no, if he got turned down for a job, it wouldn't bother him. It would mean less work. If he started to have a hard time booking jobs, maybe they'd drop is contract at the modelling agency. That --- That might be a way for him to get out of it all. It was not a bad idea. Nnoitra thought about it some more. Mah... If he lost this job - he'd be back to basically living on the streets. That had NOT been a good life either. Was this one any better? No freedom, but plenty of money vs all the freedom - but no money. In a way, not having any money had also taken away his freedom. There really was no winning here! It was probably best if he kept booking modelling jobs. Maybe he could TRY to find some pride in it... Being chosen over other guys? SHOULDN'T that make him feel good? He'd try to work on that. But no, he didn't think he'd be upset if someone got chosen over him.

      As for the second question. ❝ Yeah, I do. What? Ya hirin'? ❞ It was a joke. He was supposed to SELL himself, right? Nnoitra absolutely hated runway work. It was the worst. The outfits were always ridiculous, and he had to walk all awkwardly. While people watched him. It was... Bad. He hated it. Unfortunately, he booked a LOT of these jobs. It was his height and his long legs - or so he had been told. Gross. If it was up to him, he wouldn't do ANY such jobs.

[deivorous]

@endhell​​ || Continued

“Now look who is talking,”  and he let out a snort, as Grimmjow was not really in the position to make such statement. Though, there were certainly differences between them but he doubted that this guy was a very trustworthy ally for the Shinigami now, and whatever the deal was between him and Kurosaki.

“Would you recommend me your place then, or what? I would probably starve to death there.”  Another snort. He had actually never seen Hueco Mundo, just heard about it and its description doesn’t make it really worthy to visit, even less staying there. Even more so it was impressive, how they cling to their life, despite such plain existence. Arrancar were the most human-like version of a Hollow, but still enough beast in there to keep them going. He doubted most humans would like such existence, which held no reason whatsoever apart of eating other souls.

Grimmjow’s lip curls into a sneer at the insult.

“I wasn’t invitin’ you.“ Like hell do they need any more shinigami running around in Hueco Mundo. Though it does raise and interesting question. Not the sort that Grimmjow would usually waste his time on, but he was bored enough to find someone for the sole purpose of conversation (or violence) so he indulges the train of thought.

“You’d be fine. Just eat the hollows like the rest of us.”  He can smell the twinge of hollow in Kugo’s reiatsu. It’s distinctive. “It ain’t gourmet bet yer not exactly all human.” If Grimmjow can survive on just human food then why wouldn’t the reverse be true? Sure, hollows don’t taste near as good as katsudon or steak unless they’re real strong, but its sustenance.

He smirks suddenly, a fresh insult leaping to his mind and tongue.

“You don’t gotta worry to hard on it though. A thing like you’d get killed long before you starved.”