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Why Tangled's Cassandra fall into the dark side makes sense but still doesn't feel right.
Now I was disscussing with a friend about why would Cassandra act the way he did and I was "man, I need a long speech to provide a good analysis on this". Here's the speech.
Also, I must say I'm not justifying Cassandra's actions, this is just an analysis.
First thing: if Cassandra takes something after her mother, is being ambitious and has a need of validation.
But unlike her mother, Cassandra wants to appreciated and validated as what she wants to be, which is a mighty warrior, instead of adored like Gothel wanted.
Her ambition/goal in life is not just being a mighty warrior, she wants to be considerated the best. Now, the reason why she wants to be that type of person is because she admires the figure of the royal guards, and that life-style was with her thanks to her father, and of course she wanted to stand out in that.
The problem is:
Nothing but obstacles and struggle to get what she wanted.
And that lead to nothing but to a constant frustration.
Second point: as lady in waiting of the Princess, she had to endure what at first sight seemed like a brat who had everything on a silver platter.
You might remember how Cassandra didn't like Rapunzel even one bit at first. And that was because they were complete oposites. Rapunzel was a ray of sweet sunshine and everyone loved her, and she had every privilege only a princess could have. Meanwhile, Cassandra struggled a lot to have her voice heard, worked hard but apparently going nowhere on her goal (mostly because her father was too protective of her to let her be a guard). So why Cassandra didn't like Rapunzel at all at first was a part of envy as well.
But they bonded because Rapunzel showed that she was struggling too, by having to learn about a whole new world, with dangers and stuff, and they both wanted more of life, Rapunzel wanted to explore, and not just a cuddled life, and Cassandra could relate to that.
But Cassandra became Rapunzel's guide and protector in life, which was a little fullfiling for her wishes.
So we have a friendship where Cassandra feels good being the big sister, being looked up to by her small sister, but at the same time, she was still struggling to get to be a knight, while Rapunzel still seemed to get everything she wished for easily.
Point 3: seems like no one told Cassandra that being a royal guard has its own small writing, and it's that they are there to serve and protect the royal ones.
What I mean to say about this, is that when Cassandra became Rapunzel's guard on the journey to find out about the rocks, Cassandra wasn't aware that Rapunzel was basically on charge, and that means Cassandra would end up being bossed by what was her younger sister, who she wanted to look after and protect.
A meaningful change of dinamic that made her feel more unheard and unapreciated, and this time by someone she is very close to.
And the thing is, Rapunzel had a heck of emotional journey and had to gain tons of experience and had to take resposabilities to evolve to what she is supposed to be (she is going to be queen someday). That means she no longer needs Cassandra's guidance, and she also developed a bit of Atlas complex, which means she wants to take charge of everything because she feels like she has to take care of everything, which is a little bit of true, but a royal still could make room for the voices of others.
And what did this lead to? A HUGE conflict between best friends. Cassandra also started to feel like Rapunzel was taking things from her by not listen to her advice, and as a guard, her purpose is to fight for her, and Rapunzel always jumped to protect and fight. She was eclipsed by Rapunzel.
And with all that she had in mind, then this came:
Cassandra interpreted that as another time Rapunzel took something from her Zhan Tirir made sure she did.
Point number four: Cassandra has the learned behaviour of keeping all her feelings and frustrations in. Not only because she doesn't feel heard, but because she doesn't want to show vulnerability.
People who keep everything in tend to snap when what they're holding becomes too much, and in Cassandra's case, when that reveal about her mother, that was the last strab.
All this makes no surprise when Cassandra decided to start getting things and turning her back from Rapunzel. It makes total sense she got the Moon Stone as a way to get spot-light and also left with such a big show. Heck, her solo on the song Crossing the Line had a cathartic feeling that was contagious.
Now, there's a flaw on her logic. I take everyone thinks "wait, seriously, Cassandra? Have you forgotten Gothel kidnapped Rapunzel? Are you seriously blaming her for being through such tragedy?" and all of you are right. But Cassandra's point of view is even her mother casted her aside for my so called friend who does nothing but to eclipse me.
But the whole thing here is: Cassandra was barely thinking. In fact, after take a view on how did Cassandra view Rapunzel on the beggining, it's clear she hasn't stop to think about what Rapunzel went through. But truth be told, she had no idea, since I very much doubt Eugene and Rapunzel told people anything beyond "this mad woman kidnapped me to use my power to keep herself beautiful and pretended to be my mother, and this dude here cut my hair to free me from her, which made her age and die" and that short explanation doesn't enlighten much how hard was Rapunzel's life. Probably only Rapunzel's parents knew any details.
In any case, what happened on that betrayal episode was Cassandra snapping at Rapunzel, and the beggining of her fall on the dark.
Until here, everything is pretty tied up. But the rest of her journey she wasn't exactly herself.
This chick here is the reason.
Cassandra basically dropped everything when she left Rapunzel. She in actually had no idea of what to do afterwards, so it was the perfect time for the person who showed that piece of her past and thus becoming a voice of truth, to voice what would she do after leaving her friend.
On the other hand, Zhan Tiri knew all the time that she had to keep Cassandra against Rapunzel, so she had to fuel her anger all the time, making Rapunzel's actions seem way worse and even ill intentioned and/or that Cassandra's new independence is in danger as long as Rapunzel is out there.
But Cassandra is still not thinking here, since Zhan Tiri wants Cassandra to just be a swirl of anger and negative emotion that does and acts the way she wants. So, if Cassandra seemed out of character, was because a good amount of her thinking wasn't hers.
And in case you wonder, yes, it is that easy to manipulate someone who is trapped in anger, when you know how. Step one: do the opposite of telling them to calm down.
And to make things worse:
To ensure that Cassandra would stay against Rapunzel, and knowing her anger can loose its fuel with time (as it happened a little multiple times), she had to make Rapunzel look totally ill intended. Best way to do that was what happened when they discovered Gothel's mirrors.
Rapunzel speaks facts that are in true not much of a surprise since they were explicit.
But that little sneaky thing had a plan:
Before this, Cassandra still knew deep down that she was the one who went too far and betrayed the other and her own frustration wasn't that much of a motive for all her actions, but after this, it looks like she has a justification.
And then things escalate AGAIN. To the point Cassandra decides to go berserker. We all know how it went.
So after all things considerated, why does Cassandra's evil arc still feel weird?
Well.... for one, when Varian is there to compare, with his completable understandable reaction to his trauma and how people failed him on his time of need, you gonna need something comparable to be sympathetic.
Meanwhile, Cassandra, all her motive goes to a simple envy, and how she dismisses all reason and believes to follow what a stranger tells her. The bad part is that she should have thought that she still had a very loving father and if she only had told Rapunzel to freaking let her do her job. I mean, yes, the frustration is bad and all that, but you don't betray your best friend and then leave everything just for that.
OVERALL, MY CONCLUSION IS: yes, her fall to dark makes sense, but it reveals she wasn't that good to begin with if that's all it toke for her to do that. And she won't ever be sympathetic considering how we all saw how she was clearly being played even if it wasn't for us, and consideration that she should know better after all she has seen.
#cassandra tangled#character analysis#tangled series#tts cassandra#moon cassandra#zhan tiri#embodiment of envy#it doesn't work that good on paper if the audience can see in such a clear way that is is being played#everyone was like cassandra why are you listening to this and don't question any fucking thing#we believed in you#so we were mostly dissapointed with her#it does make sense psycologically speaking but still#varian is way more sympathetic
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frank iero is an honorary trans guy to me and I’m not joking
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look at this man. tboy swag the likes of which has never been captured before or since
#idek how to describe this he doesn’t look like he was born female. he just looks like a trans guy#he embodies our spirit I think yk he’s a reflection of us and what we aspire to be#and I do. aspire to be him#a lot#its very upsetting actually the levels of gender envy I feel at this exact moment#frank iero#mcr#my chem#my chemical romance#my chemical fucking romance
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THE DEMON CHILD
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Gender Envy of Today
(day 10)
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HIM from The Powerpuff Girls (1998)
#nonbinary icon#i too wish to embody evil (but like. in a hot way)#gender envy#lgbt#powerpuff girls#powerpuff girls 1998#him powerpuff girls
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older-ish drawing of Crowley cuz idfk I love him 🤷♂️
#good omens#crowley#drawing#artists on tumblr#artwork#genderfluid#art#this man is the embodiment of gender envy
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Sketch I accidentally put too close between other doodles
#i gotta get better at figuring out where battle scars would go... esp bc i'm so detailed about moe all the time LMFAO#one thing about the moefonse dynamic. is i think each envies the other to a degree.#in my notes i once described alfonse's feelings about moe as seeing an angel.#a beacon of the beauty life has to offer and hope. the magic and awe of seeing someone who is overtly and unapologetically queer#the beauty of seeing someone just fagging it up. with attitude. outspoken and crude.#writing that note was extremely funny though like. moe? we're talking about the same guy?#my shitass fuckhead homunculus who has every disease? guy who failed in every facet of life EXCEPT for the Bad things?#bc that's all it is and all it ever will be? a bad fucking thing. that guy????#well. it's a matter of perspective... perhaps.....#another focal part is how each have made all-or-nothing sacrifices to live the way they live.#alfonse will never be his own person so long as he's a prince and eventually king. he will always be whatever he Needs to be.#but he's also someone who's wired in such a way that. this makes sense for him. this IS what he wants and embraces it#esp for the good of all. 'those w power should use it to protect those who don't' (ashnard interaction)#that's his mentality. that's what he believes in. that's what he's going to embody no matter the cost.#meanwhile... moe. well. you know about moe. it's a tale as old as time for queer people unfortunately.#endlessly complicated on moe's end as well. the way it both resents and envies what alfonse is able to do.#idk i can talk about it forever. but i gotta organize my tags here i CAN'T HIT LIMIT 😭😭😭#moe tag#fe alfonse#moe lore#summoner oc#my art
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hold on continueation from that first post i forgot to say. another reason i envy homestuck fandom in part with the different interpretations of characters is how like. you will see a dave strider that looks nothing like dave strider from homestuck comic but yeah its still dave strider. yeah shes a girl now and also black and has a totally different outfit and shes smoking weed or something but despite everything its still dave strider
#i think it is beautiful in a way when people make characters super far removed from canon in terms of design or what situations theyre#drawn in or whatevr#like at least the way i see it. like yeah this media is very important to me and i love it to the point it has just become a natural part o#me and the things i create.#does that make sense#and also just the. casualness carefreeness of it is something i love and maybe kinda envy#like yeah sure ill just draw my blorbo standing at the bus stop wearing a cool graphic tee. god i wish that were me#(can you tell i have anxiety)#i think that is also a reason i love kam art so much (hi kam. waves)#hold on i was going to articulate it better but the meds (chili and soup crackers) are kicking in im losing the thread dangit#but like. i love annoying orange aj!!!!!!! i love when you draw fae in cute outfits!!!!!!!!! i love all your posts about heralds!!!!!!!!!!!#i dont know how to describe it other than like the posts you make about pyre embody everything i love and also everything i desire to creat#myself amnd perhaps even become. if that makes sense#ok thats all my brain can spit out sorry this tturned into a gush about mutual........
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also this thing is my twin sister now^
#the sily#when the first inside out came out i was obsessed with it and my fav was sadness my mom got me a figure of her for christmas one year and i#was my favorite gift that year i kept it behind the table where i had my computer djfbdjbfjdj#but now we're on to the next one..........and you just KNOW that id adore a tiny sparkly-eyed ENVY girl like come on shes perfect#come on.you know me and my cute little embodiments of jealousy#what was i supposed to do.NOT immediately scoop her up and say youre my twin now we're getting soft tacos later#bc theres no way i wouldnt
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luca marinelli playing mussolini, sebastian stan playing trump, WHY are all my beautiful faves playing ugly fascists :(
#the projects are probably fine & vaguely important. i just do not envy their time embodying ugly pigs & i want to see them with good hair :(#bc i am fundamentally a selfish person who wants my faves to look hot :(
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Sometimes, sitting here, I get thinking about how I'll never be younger or sexier than I am right now, and how my skin is already less smooth than it was five years ago, and what will it be in twelve? And it makes me so sad I swear I'd trade places with those girls in a second, blotchy and rotten as they are.
Laura Elizabeth Woollett, from Karla in The Love of a Bad Man
#Laura Elizabeth Woollett#The Love of a Bad Man#Books#Karla Homolka#I wasn't overly compelled by this P/K short#But this quote definitely embodies her#We all envy dead girls#Maybe especially if you're involved in the death of them
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im like sincerely so sorry bc my most shameful flaw is that envy is one of my favorite characters in the entirety of fma which is like. listen it's genuinely irredeemable but she knew exactly what she was doing when she made envy the pinnacle of gender envy bc my non-binary ass is NOT immune to feeling the gender envy to the highest degree for that little freak
#mine#i feel less ashamed for being hornee abt shin tsukimi do u understand. how humiliating that is.#literally dont even perceive me this is my greatest sin ok AT LEAST IM SELF AWARE#THEY LITERALLY DO ALL THE MOST HEINOUS SHIT IN THE ENTIRE SERIES NEXT TO KIMBLEE#AND THEY /BOTH/ GET OFF ON IT TOO WHICH MAKES IT WORSE#BUT THEYRE JUST SO PAINFULLY GENDER IM TOO WEAK TO RESIST#i want their voice. i want it so bad it's so painful i hate them so much. but i also adore them. and hate myself for that#she was targeting ME SPECIFICALLY when she made them frfrfrfr#fma#i hesitate to even put this in a tag but i feel like other trans ppl will get it. right. u get it right or am i just a lonesome fool#also. js. i hate kimblee. i fucking DESPISE kimblee actually. worst piece of shit ever in the whole series.#i actually got mad bc i forgot just how long he lasts in the series. FAR TOO LONG IF U ASK ME.#& also. i. feel like. i should get points too bc envy is rly the only absolute irredeemable piece of shit i actually enjoy#bc usually. i am a sheep. & i HATE them. but. i am also a sheep. to gender envy. sooooo. unsurprising exception.#but like otherwise unless u wanna count like my man dracula from castlevania which i feel like is not comparable bc he was VALID#envy is the only villain i actually truly like. any other 'villain' i like is more... morally grey. or. understandable. u know. u get it.#anyway. dont ever perceive me for this im ashamed#& also no the irony of having the mention of jealousy/envy as a my most strict boundary & yet having the literal embodiment of envy#as one of my fav characters in my favorite anime of all time is not lost on me. i am a walking contradiction we all know this#at least they're not THE favorite. u can take a very predictable guess on who that title goes to
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Can’t believe I got dealt Fanon-Selfship-Creature-type fixation for Spamton and the Canon-Character-Analysis-type fixation for Turbo
#you can never choose#how cool would it have been if I actually understood spamton’s character tho#deltarune is way too nuanced I’m not smart enough LMAO#but yeah Turbo is a parasite fueled by envy and a symbolic embodiment of death#txt
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"Hey look. Another one of you. You know what that means, right?"
"...Shut up. I know what you're going to say, so shut up now."
"It means you're getting replaced again~"
"I said shut up, damn it! Why won't you listen, you damned... thing??"
"When have I ever listened? And it's awfully rude of you, calling me a thing like--"
Girls are fighting, please wait warmly.
#muse: parsee#muse: green eyed monster#hello new Parsee o/#just to be clear and step out from behind the curtain#I'm very happy to see another person take up Parsee#but you can be certain the embodiment of envy wouldn't be happy about another one of herself#she already fears being abandoned enough lol#just want to be clear that as usual#muse and mun's opinions aren't matching here
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Many persons are unwilling to believe that spiritual matters depend so much on the state of health [… but j]ealousy and all similar passions become intensified when the body is weak.
George Porter, S.J., the future Archbishop of Bombay, in a letter written on March 3rd, 1877.
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what kind of catharsis do you need?
a warm meal
You're hungry. You've been hungry for a long, long time. There's something missing from your life that you're desperate for, but too afraid to indulge in. Go ahead -- I won't tell. Feast if you need to. Sink your teeth in. Fill that aching spot inside you with something good and sweet.
#anonymity annoying me ⤙ooc⤚⚄#global eyes and a growing mind ⤙musings⤚⚄#//mm yes#//decaf is nothing if not longing#//envy#//yearning#//he embodies these things
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THAT'S A LOT OF NOTES TO RETURN TO
#original#W H E N#on god do not get used to thirstbait#1) it's exclusively for fellow sapphics#2) im more of a writer than a gposer and u can see that in the tag#''stories and fables''#but like. without the quotations obvs.#3) political. i definitely need a xiv only blog but also i dont really like the idea of making it easy for people to ignore what's going on#4) IVE HAD ISSUES WITH PEOPLE IN THE PAST EXCLUSIVELY TAKING INTEREST IN SURKIE TO SEXUALIZE HER.#so i can And WILL pull all of the stuff relating to it. Because she's the embodiment of My gender envy#get weird and you get blocked#also read my fucking carrd 🔪🔪🔪
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