#elo rambles

[queermentaldisaster]

Thinking about Damian who gets called 'a selfish prick without a heart or the emotional capacity to give even a sliver of a fuck' and he just hides how much that hurt him until eventually he comes up to Bruce or one of his brothers crying because is he really that heartless? is he really so selfish and cruel?

[dragonquest-rottenbrain]

[fallenembe]

Ember lore drop!

Ember's mutation isn't just magical, it also affects her left eye. The sclera turned pitch black, and her iris changed into more of a diamond shape. That's why she often hides her left eye, via glamour or physical means.

[queermentaldisaster]

Yeah!!! Like...I get if military inaccuracies make you uncomfortable...but also...most of us are just trying to have fun, not write a perfect depiction. There's a back button for a reason, and if you're looking for more accurate military representation in fanfic, write it yourself 😭

I like when people make roach use BSL idk it just feels special to me. Like realistically that would not fly in the military, but this is my delusion and I say he gets to

[set-wingedwarrior]

We all celebrating the bees and the fact that we got to slowly see who Blake actually was all along underneath the pain and trauma and this is all awesome, but can we get a minute to apreciate how hopeful this portrayal of Blake is?

Like, it's not just about seeing what she was like before, but the fact that she was able to get and be herself again!

When we go through so much pain we are so afraid to lose who we are, to "never be back to who we were". In a way, it's true that we'll never be exactly the same, but that applies even if we don't get through hard times simply because changing is part of growing up. We're constantly evolving during our life and we never stop, but that doesn't mean that we'll lose who we are!

I'm rambling, what I mean is that seeing how you don't lose who you are at your core and that you can get back to it and be yourself again, even after the worst times, even with all the added knowledge and experiences, is such a great and positive message.

I will never thank CRWBY enough for giving me this through Blake, and I'm beyond happy for being able to witness her arc like this.

[yumesei]

I like seeing people loosing their mind about Ambessa's kit because yes it is way too op (20 dashes???). But like every other new characters, everyone is gonna ban her every games for two weeks, then Riot is gonna nerf her to the ground and you'll never hear about her again.

[wuekka]

Finally continued Sunbringer and we love a villain who loves. Arren loves Elo so much it plagues him.

[queermentaldisaster]

LITTLE NIGHTMARES!!!!!

I actually own the first game, haven't played it ages though, I should try and beat it. But yes, like Jackie said, Little Nightmares is absolutely amazing (I need to watch the second game tho 🤔)

Little nightmares is peak btw. I highly reccomend u guve it a chance if u can it's vibes are incredible. AND LITTLE NIGHTMARES 3 IS SET TO COME OUT THIS YEAR I THINK!!!

[arobberry]

i'm feeling lonely here again and i'm scared to go back to twt...

[peacesmith]

omgg u are playing obey me?? 👁️👁️

YESSSS I LOVE IT SO MUCH OMGGG

i am SO in love with mammon and beelzebub right now (added them to my f/o list, now they’re fighting to be added to my main f/o’s)

like i really did not expect me to like this game so much. i tried playing mystic messenger and wasn’t really into it, and blush blush was alright to me, but its something about obey me that just makes me stay…

sigh i love this game

[queermentaldisaster]

Wade and Logan are permanently linked. You don't come back as an anchor being as two separate entities. You're inexplicably linked, mentally, physically, and spiritually. There is no escaping the other.

[dragonquest-rottenbrain]

My two sides:

[artbyeloquent]

Hey I wanted to say I think you’re a good writer and I hope one day to purchase your novels

I kept this ask for a very long time.

It made me a little upset, at first. I saw half a dozen other blogs on my dash receive it and, for whatever reason, it hurt a bit that the words weren't personalized. (Perhaps it was a little, "how could you know you want to read my novels if you don't know what they are? Maybe you'd hate them.") But I couldn't bring myself to post anything saying that, because these are kind words all the same. And kind words are in such shortage--I certainly don't want to repay them with anything other than equally good ones in return.

But it was very hard for me to summon up kind words, because that period in which I received it was very hard. Regrettably, it only got harder, so I never answered it. It wasn't fair to lash out at a sweet anonymous message bc my mental health was low.

So i kept it in my ask box, and each time i read it, it meant a little more. I got a little less grumpy and a little more appreciative. Now I'm looking back at it, after what a hellish year 2022 has been for me, at how hard it has been to do the most basic tasks--brush my teeth, get dressed, take myself to work every day. Copy-pasted or not, nonnie took the time to navigate to my page, paste or type it in, and hit send. That was a lot more energy and kindness than I was able to spare for a long while. And a lot more kindness than I was willing to give myself.

But now I'm a little stronger, and a lot more grateful. I hope whoever sent this dear anon message has had a bit better of a year than me. Or, if not, has a better 2023. I hope you're doing well, and that you're still creating, still enjoying, still rejoicing.

The point of me saying all this is just to remind myself and anyone who needs to hear it that we aren't perfect. We aren't always going to think kind things about ourselves or others or put good energy where it needs to be. But when we do, it's a lot more powerful than we necessarily think it is. And I hope for the days where we feel good enough to say the kind things we think. And do the kind things we want to do.

I hope 2023 is a sweet and generous year for you.

[queermentaldisaster]

I think they're a cute ship! Don't really ship em myself but if asked to would write for them.

Consensus on Gaz/Farah/Alex ship?

Yay?

Nay?

For curiosity sake, idk if I'll ever write for them. Maybe background

[nero-neptune]

no, i don't believe in gatekeeping music. but i do draw the line at calling "classic rock" a genre. a grouping of decades doesn't make something a genre bc that's not what a genre is.

[set-wingedwarrior]

I've been studying in uni since midday, with like just half a hour to get something to eat, which I hate while still studying. It's 6.20pm now, and even considering how I frequently need micro-breaks to keep myself functioning (literally 5 minutes from time to time to check texts or scroll a bit of tumblr, stuff like that), it's still a damn lot. I am exhausted.

I may be a degenerate student, but no one can say I am not trying here 😭