#elise speaks

[eliseofbakerstreet]

If there is any one who still posts about BBC Sherlock in our year 2024: like this post so I can follow you.

[elisebal]

I apologise for my absence. And for the reply that was half finished, I um went into labour. I'm currently recovering from the, admittedly, extremely painful and tiresome task of giving birth to my beautiful twins. The twins are perfectly healthy (and have one hell of a set of lungs each, our poor ears) we have a boy, Joran, and a girl, Alari. Miraak is already attached to Alari, I don't blame him but I hope he treats both of them fairly, without favouritism.

They're currently sleeping after having been cleaned and fed, I had a bit of an unexpected arrival when my oldest and closest friend Lleralyn showed up not long after I went into labour, I must have accidentally given them a message through our telepathy bond. I'm not upset by any means, I'm eternally grateful that they are here to help us. Their skills in restoration helped me a lot when it came to ensuring the babies are healthy and making sure there were no complications for me. They will likely be staying with us for, at the very least, a year to confirm for certain that I am still complication free. As eager as I am to show them the new areas of the manor and the new homes we've been building it'll have to wait until I can walk because at the moment I'm unable to stand up for long periods of time.

Overall, myself and the babies are healthy and happy, if a bit tired. My blog will likely go on a break as I continue to recover, thank you for your patience.

[fireat-will]

it's actually really nice to go on tumblr and see activity on my posts.

having a little fresh start is just so refreshing

[unwantedtomost]

i think i’m going to try to write a joel miller series. there’s just something about him that is going to perfectly capture everything i need it to. pov me getting passionate about something for no reason

[metyouinthehallway]

I’ve been a part of multiple fandoms throughout the years but the sturniolo fandom is by far the most dramatic, most infuriating one.

I was a directioner when the whole Louis & Zayn smoking pot shit went down and that wasn’t nearly as bad as this bs. I think a lot of people expect too much from the triplets in regards to certain things, I think finding their fucking voting records is such an invasion of privacy, I think hating on Madi to the point of it affecting her mental health and driving her away from being in their content is heartbreaking. Then you turn around and say you miss her being in the videos? Make up your mind holy shit.

Half of the ‘fandom’ is pre teen girls who genuinely think Chris is gonna drop down on his knees and propose to them. I’m considered the ‘older’ part of the fandom so I do think I have the upper hand when it comes to thinking more logically about certain things regarding the triplets.

Constantly trying to cancel them just because they’re successful? Don’t get me wrong, I agree with over half of the things I see on tumblr about them but jfc, cash & maverick going on their pod & calling them out for the stupidest fuck shit? The whole ownership of space camp thing? The Matt hitting Nick thing?? Like what are we DOING?

TikTok bitches calling tumblr users crazy for writing smut about the triplets as if the same age range weren’t reading about Ethan Dolan fucking them sideways? Like give me a break, smut and fan fiction is gonna be a part of every fandom whether you like it or not. If you don’t… simply don’t read it!

And don’t even get me started on the mfs that take the triplets side on everything, it’s okay to disagree with a few white boys from Boston. It’s okay to not like some of the things they do! Just because Matt doesn’t like ketchup doesn’t mean you don’t have to eat it!

Moral of the story, sometimes I hate this damn fandom🤍

[0aemnia0]

lord forgive me but i actually like sonic 06

[mirrorcatcreditcard]

Scrolling "characters that aren't popular" tags is tiring because 90% of the content is either about a different character with the same name, tagged with them because they're mentioned once/were in the image/due to associate, or has three posts and you're in most of the posts 😭

Heavens forbid they're mischaracterized or sexualized to hell and back.

[angst-and-other-things]

GET HIS ASS, ELISE

Older art but it's still something

[elisebal]

My Durnehviir says the same thing, I feel awful about it because beyond summoning him into tamriel on occasion, I cannot do anything to help him. His connection to the soul cairn and ideal masters is far too great for even my magic to help him.

durnehviir moodboard? if you're still doing them

Durnehviir moodboard

[sonknuxadow]

do you ever see a post that's like "x character would HATE y character!!" and instantly know that they're only saying that because they themself like x character and hate y character. because whatever take they had could not be more wrong

[goldentangerines]

why has nobody told me that playing the clarinet after like 7 years of not playing is very ouchie

[eliseofbakerstreet]

Honestly, why did my brain chose now to become re-obsessed with Sherlock?

[elisebal]

What do you think about being super old? Is there anything you dislike?

There are many things, but I'll name the main ones for simplicity.

There's more room for mistakes. I've mentioned before that I've made mistakes, I don't mean simple ones either like: losing my favourite dagger or cutting my hand while making something. I mean big mistakes, ones that cost innocent people their lives (and souls as the case may be). I'm not elaborating further as its extremely personal.

I've outlived so many of the friends I made throughout my long lifetime, unfortunately I'll likely outlive most, if not all, of the friends I have now as well.

I practically saw Nirn be created. I'll likely see it end too, that makes me sad whenever I think about it because Nirn is an immensely beautiful place if you know where to look.

It's very easy to put things off for potentially decades without realising it and then remember to do them when it's already too late. When you're immortal it's easy to lose years if you have nothing to do. This can be anything from simple tasks like: going to your favourite tavern to see the innkeeper for your favourite drink and arriving only to find out they died three decades ago. Or important tasks that once had meaning.

Despite all this, I do not fear losing my husband or children to old age. My husband has daedric corruption as deep as his soul and already survived thousands of years inside of apocrypha. I realise that this doesn't make him permanently immortal, but I hold onto the belief that he will stay that way.

While yes, time does flow differently within daedric realms if the prince chooses, Hermaeus chose for Miraak to be aware of the years he was there.

As for my babies, they are not yet born and while I do worry about the future, they are quarter daedric prince and, Akatosh willing, Dragonborn like my husband and I.

[tecchous-thicc-buttocks]

someone remind me, is it canon that the terrorist sadists turned whores for good gossip about their little gremlins' war crimes while taking the munchkins for their nature walk???

[flordivina]

// *SCREAMS IN HAPPINESS* ♥ ♥ ♥

[trains-boy]

Not a fan of when people call Elise a victim of Mori because she's not. She's as much a part of him as he is her.

Elise quite literally is not forced to do anything she doesn't want to. Also, can she even want anything unless Mori has her want it? Can you exploit something made specifically for you to alter as you wish to fit your wants? Her bratty behavior is because Mori made her that way, not because she has any genuine disdain for things

People are worrying about a character who could not give a fuck even if she wanted to