#elis vent tag

[xelinielx]

I fucking hate the new tumblr thing showing if you’re mutuals or just following bc now I saw that one of my friends for over six years isn’t even following me back and to see that today out of all days when I’ve had a shit day isn’t making anything better

[sophiasharp]

The experience of a new hyperfixation being a band

Cons:

No overarching story or characters to chew on, just real people with real lives

Listening to songs over and over and over till I get every drop of dopamine out of them I can and being paranoid on when it’s gonna run dry

The urge to lie in bed listening to music and do absolutely fuck all else

The fact of them being real people makes embarrassment over hyperfixation go up by 200%

Trying to satiate the want for more content requires social media (don’t have shit other than tumblr and not about to get instagram just to follow some theater kids)

Even finding the scraps of social media reposts I can on what platforms I DO have makes me feel slimy, like I’m becoming the worst type of fan

Just the barest acknowledgment that any member is attractive awakens some latent puritanical instinct who shouts “EW YOU’RE ATTRACTED TO A REAL HUMAN PERSON? CRINGE” at me and it’s really annoying.

Despite being a band of basically fully grown theater kids (theater men?), they are all either heterosexual, spoken for, or both, and all interactions are so completely platonic that there is no reason to ship any of them.

Pros:

There. There’s no reason to ship. Any of them.

Oh my god. I don’t feel the urge to ship any of them.

It’s all platonic. Completely. Platonic.

I don’t have to worry about shipping wars. Or if one ship is considered problematic or not. I just simply don’t care.

I’m free.

I’m fucking FREE!

I’M GONNA COME UP WITH AN AU SO UTTERLY DIVORCED FROM THE SOURCE MATERIAL IT’LL BE LIKE CALLING 50 SHADES OF GREY A SPIN-OFF OF DRACULA!

AND I’M GONNA MAKE EVERYTHING RATED MATURE AT WORSE WITH ZERO ROMANCE INVOLVED! ALL FRIENDSHIP ALL THE TIME!

AND NOBODY CAN FUCKING STOP ME!!!

Oh yeah their harmonies are really good too. I mean have you heard their cover of Nothing Else Matters? Who let them do that? Cruel and unusual use of talent

[lightning-girl]

saw somebody just say that at the end of Agatha all along billy is going to become the young avengers stray cat. bruh that was TOMMY stfu I'm literally gonna start fights I swear I hate this timeline

[lur1d1llus1on]

This was sparked by an interaction I had on reddit but uh....

If you believe that pedophiles are victims get the fuck off of my blog, I won't entertain that thought for even a second.

[who-needs-words]

Pro tip to Magnus protocol fans with early access: google what ‘vague’ means

Use a braincell.

AND DON’T POST A SCREENSHOT OF THE TRANSCRIPT????

[plasmaglacious-dndendtotem]

Every time i hear about an integration/fusion and death in another system I'm going to split another couple of alters to cope. I'm already trying to have a controlled split because of this spliting season I cannot fucking do this. This is going to give us a panic attack/break down the moment i have more of front. after we already dealt wiht me breaking own yesterday./nbh/just venting into the void.

[elliot-rambles]

dice and al go away!!!!! (wrists, veins, and suicide mention) i hate everything i'm going to kill myself I swear to God i'm going to rip my brain out of my skull i'm going to slit my fucking wrists I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here I hate it here!!!!

[resu-rlbmut]

vent post incoming but. this has truly been one of the months of all time ever. definitely a month with events and happenings and things that took place. i feel. Overwhelmed and Bad. but tbh mostly just feeling tired

i missed a bunch of uni requirements and i probably flunked my exams because i couldn't get myself together enough to actually study!!!

(on the bright side it wasn't All of my exams. but sadly i definitely DID flop on the subjects i hate. and the reason why i hate them is because they're the most difficult and boring ones. fuck i hope i won't fail or anything because if i have to retake those courses i will SCREAM)

on a more personal note i finally realized the reason why i resonated so much with the am i a lesbian masterdoc despite being a cisgender man. (yeah yeah i have he/they pronouns on the bio so what. can't a guy also be a they slash them now??? mind your business!!!) because i'm like. 98% sure i'm gay??? ok even typing that was scary to me but also saying that i'm gay felt more truthful, more instinctively true than me saying that i'm bi, so. 100% sure i'm gay

anyway back on topic i really actually resonated with the document because as it turns out, the feelings i was feeling was comphet??? because whenever i imagined a future with myself and a woman it was usually for The Bit. like some sitcom where the premise was "isn't it funny that SHE'S the breadwinner and HE'S the homemaker? gender nonconformity is hillarious!" so yeah. turns out all the people making fun of me when i was a kid were all correct </3

i just really wanted to write this down somewhere, somewhere public, even if it's not gonna be associated with me irl because. idk. i'm hoping that someone comes across this and relates, maybe? just screaming into the void for validation... i would be writing this down on my priv twitter account but. honestly some of the people i knew in middle school that (jokingly?) shipped me with one of my guy friends (don't ask) still follow me there and i don't want them to realize how right they were. i refuse

speaking of like, old friends or whatever, i really do wish i kept in contact with more of them but. here's the thing, i already know about myself that i don't talk to people over the internet unless i see them irl. like i know internet friendships can be just as valid and emotionally fulfilling and whatnot but tbh if i don't see them irl i just forget to talk to them :( like that sounds shallow and i know it's a problem i've known for years i really have. i just. don't know how to solve it??? and now i don't really talk to anyone in my college batch because i'm too tired to even make the effort of socializing and now i HAVE no friends to talk to because talking to other people even on the internet (ESPECIALLY ON THE INTERNET WHERE I CAN'T SEE THEIR FACES) is scary and nerve-wracking anf HDJSDBSJDHSJGH. i hate this i hate this i hate this i feel horrible and guilty and lonely the time thinking about it (<- random but i would be so easy to induct in a cult)

[rose022]

hi~ im rose! (among other names lol, ask for them or find them) welcome to my intro!

- dont feel bad about blocking or unfollowing me, just wanna say this. i may make posts abt being confused when i see people leave but curate ur own experience, be happy

- you can call me whatever you want idc, just lemme know. like genuinely any nickname. i do have others tbh but ehh

- yeah yeah im an adult so dont block me if i like ur post and u say mdni ight? also for any minors if that makes u uncomfortable u can leave. if i post some here, its likely jokes in some form. both nsfw and suggestive are tagged just like that

- pronouns are whatever is funniest in the moment. or just use your own. neos are ok

- asks and dms always open for anything. i won't really reach out first but i promise you can always talk to me about anything. if you don't have anyone else or just want to talk about a particular thing or want to vent, etc. like genuinely pretty please talk to me about your interests i will gladly listen!!! <3

- also you can always tag me in anything!! i love tag games (i may take a bit) and if theres anything you think id like or reminds you of me id love to see it!!

- don't really have a dni but like i will block you if you're a bigot. im a fag and autistic if you don't like that go away idc. also if you are pro cop or military stuff fuck off

- i post about whatever i want all the time. you may follow for one thing, but there is no consistency here other than what i like. i have too many things i like

- i am not mentally well. there will be vent posts that are on main sometimes. i tend to post them on my vent if theyre particularly bad but there will be some here. you never have to reply, i will be okay eventually.

- if we're mutuals please tag stuff with cw rose for anything with touya or akito being shipped with anyone else or TBHK nene and tsukasa as a ship, self harm images, stuff about spiders (or any bugs kinda) mostly pictures of them or them on someone (bees moths and butterflies exempt), needles if theyre detailed not cartoony, real life gore of animals or humans (not sfx or art just real stuff), sa, stuff about veins, and please use tone tags but mostly just for joking or sarcasm as i tend to assume everything is serious.

- MUTUALS PLEASE TELL ME STUFF TO TAG FOR YOU!!! i do my best to read carrds and intros and stuff but i might forget please remind me please. gore and sexual stuff will get tagged as gore and nsfw but it's mostly explicit stuff. things are tagged as what it is, not with cw or tw.

- !!current things i tag are homestuck, eye strain, saiouma, bsd, religion (marlo dont look), elie shoo (csm saiouma gore), suggestive (anything relating to anything nsfw like jokes or anything else), adrien no look (alcohol, crickets, girl interrupted, hospital innuendos clowns, child death, natural disasters), deco 27, emetophobia

- tags

#rose rambles - my posts

#rose tagged ramblings - i made a separate one for when i talk a lot in tags

#rose art - quite simply rose's art

#rose ocs - the sillies from my brain

#ask rose! - asks

#rose pics - look i don't get creative with naming these i think you can tell

#rose cosplay - ^^^ yeah

#helpful - things that could be helpful to anyone

#save - similar to above but more so personal things

#important - maybe not technically helpful but i think people should see

#favs - self explanatory, i believe

#sillies - similar to above but not really

#luv - mutual appreciation mostly

#heart! - things made by mutuals!

#liebe - things made for me!

#mecore - woah thats so me frfr

#rose writing - idk man take a guess

#für das rose - submissions aka post limit

#favfavs - fav art or fandom things

#wm - reminds me of ocs

(i wanna like fix all my posts to have tags but i reblog so much and itll take me a million years to get back to the start of my account atp. maybe one day.)

- commission info

art:

writing: $2 per 100 words (?)

i also take requests for these!! or other stuff but like it will almost definitely take me a bajillion years to finish so if you wanna make sure i do something, gimme money. but u dont gotta its ok ily anyways

i have a k-fi rose226 and dm for p-ypal

- sideblogs

@nightcord-luka-official

@luka-spotted most active

@daily-akiyama-mizuki hiatus!

@daily-asahina-mafuyu hiatus!

@kokomi-sangonomiya-official

@mafuyu-asahina-official

@wansho-luka-official

@junior-high-enanan-official

@fischl-official

@rosemusictime lol no followers

@oz-the-bird-official (to translate my Fischl)

@ako-udagawa-official this and above in progress

@daily-purple-character send reqs

@rose-poll-account

@aoi-shirosaki-official pjsk oc rp blog

@hikari-itsuki-official ^

@yuki-jigoku-official ^

@kei-makura-official ^

@roseswonderland things i make

@yuki-spotted

@niigo-va-updates

(i may remove u as a follower depending on if i trust you enough for these next few but if we're mutuals ur pretty much safe)

@moonlit-thoughts22 vent

@selfless-lvr selfship/kin

@softrosebud agere

@shhh-its-rose moots only ig. random idk

@eros-engel who needs secrecy anymore. fuck it. nsfw blog.

(guys i think I have too many sideblogs help)

im not active on many other social media but if we're mutuals you can ask for like anything and ill probably have an account. somehow im most active here tho (and in one discord server but u guys cant join)

[xelinielx]

this is my official request to the universe to stop. forcing. me. to. endure. SA. i cant anymore. stop it it's enough

[mentallyderangedrats]

Ask game!! Kin ask game!!

Hi~! I'm Wren!!

He/ask

Some fandoms I’m in are

Bungō Stray Dogs

Vocaloid + Project SEKAI (Vocaloid is my spintrest so expect to see a lot of that!!)

Kagerou Project

Persona

OMORI

Kinlist: (In no particular order, but know that my highest kin is Q :3)

Kyūsaku Yumeno (BSD)

VFlower (Vocaloid)

Rui Kamishiro (PJSK)

Kel (OMORI)

I'm also Angelkin + Ghostkin. If you have any questions related to my alterhumanity, feel free to ask!!

Uh no DNI since they don't rlly work but know I'm pro-contradictory labels and pro-endo!!

BYF: I am autistic and might be blunt and/or rude, so I apologize. I am also a minor, so I'd prefer if no adults interacted (Unless I interact first). I am also still in the process of completely unmasking, so I might pick up on your personality and kinda steal it.(? Idk how to word it) I also am very clingy, so keep that in mind too lol (trauma woo!! /sarc)

Tag Directory

#eli.txt <- all my posts, used to be #eli's posting

#eli's asks <- my asks

#eli's art <- art

#tw vent <- any of my vent posts. Please don't interact with those unless I say you can.

I'll will try to tag any potential triggers, if I miss smth, feel free to tell me :]

Userboxes + other info under the cut!!

[ajisaikei]

introduction ꕤ hyde

doing my best to live my life my way. my tag "ajisaikei" comes from my favourite flower, the hydrangea, mixed with "jirai kei".

about me

above 18

any pronouns - he/him preferred, but others are ok!

EN/CN/JP/FR ok!

if you want to mute my vent posts, please mute the ajisaikei.txt tag

some notes:

minors - please don't take this personally, but I will not follow you back. I am a bit older and want to avoid making you uncomfortable!

if I follow you and you are a minor, it's probably because I didn't know, so feel free to reach out and/or block as needed.

I won't talk very much about menhera or other jirai lifestyle things - they are still real for me even if I don't always talk about them. that being said, there will still be an occasional vent post.

will mostly be posting little moments from my life, with maybe a vlog every now and then

interests

anime / manga

zoology

j-fashion

sanrio

j-rock / j-pop / j-idols

oshikatsu

vocaloid

favourite media

genshin impact

promised neverland

kill la kill

dungeon meshi

promare

black butler / kuroshitsuji

love live

uta no prince sama

takane no nadeshiko

asukano / tomorrow I'll be someone's girlfriend

favourite characters

kaeya alberich (genshin)

yip gaming (genshin)

ciel phantomhive (kuro)

sebastian michaelis (kuro)

takahashi yua (asukano)

ayase eli (love live)

tsushima yoshiko (love live)

idol oshi

mint fantome (indie vtuber)

haruno riri (takaneko)

momiyama himeri (takaneko)

hashimoto momoko (takaneko)

haibara heidi (merkmal mermal)

phoebe chan (kaigai idol)

kashii katy (haze)

kageyama shien (holostars)

tokoyami towa (hololive)

DMs open!

[who-needs-words]

You know I still don’t get ship wars. Just. Ship and let ship. It’s that simple.

[shakesey-p]

☆ Is it good to see me or what? ☆

Hello, I know, I know, it really is me. I decided to get on this little app, love an opportunity to talk to my fans!

◇ My name's Will, but you already knew that

◇ I'm a writer, a poet, an actor, I do it all baby

◇ Not really fussed about what gender you are, or what gender I am for that matter, here for a good time, not a long one darling, know what I'm saying?

◇ Send me an ask if you like sweetheart, I'll answer it if you're lucky

◇ Suppose I now have to say that yes there are two of us. He does the boring work, I do the fabulous acting that you know and love darlings. So no I'm not technically a writer, but he's not technically an actor either, so

(Admin under cut)

Hihi!! I'm midly obsessed with smth rotten and VERY obsessed with C.Borle so naturally this was born

My names Sadie, I use any pronouns, and I'm very very gay , just realised I should prolly tag my main (@sadiezgay) and my other rp acc (@spider-kitty-kat)

Feel free to ask anything you like, yk damn well this man will LIVE for the thirsty asks, just be mindful that I am still a minor!! Only just but yk! I'll answer anything as long as it's not like- ultra mega weird. Tho you'd have to be like SUPERRR weird to not get an answer

tags: simpspeare- self-explanitory simping over nick sadspeare- vent tag <3333 posting- ooc loosing my mind over eli /pos /p drunk sadie (admin)- drunk ooc posts tagged by sober and mortified sadie- self explanatory tagged by drunk sadie (sober sadie is so sorry)- self explanatory drunkspeare- drunk in character posts

FEEL LIKE I NEED TO PUT A WARNING HERE!! 99% of this acc is just this man being a whore, idk why I didn't expect that tbh

Anyways, thats it!!

[elliot-rambles]

❝𝕴 𝖆𝖎𝖓'𝖙 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗 𝖍𝖆𝖉 𝖆 𝖉𝖔𝖚𝖇𝖙 𝖎𝖓𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖊 𝖒𝖊, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖎𝖋 𝕴 𝖙𝖔𝖑𝖉 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝕴 𝖉𝖎𝖉, 𝕴'𝖒 𝖋*𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖑𝖞𝖎𝖓𝖌.❞

Hi! I'm Eli, your local alterhuman! This blog is for all sorts - heartstopper fans, umbrella academy fans, therians, alterhumans. Whoever you are, surely you'll have a place here <3 about our MaDD || tag list! || f/o list! || names we use!

DNI: - basic DNI (racists, homophobes, transphobes, etc. - anti therians (why are you even here in the first place?) - PROSHIPPERS!!!!! - Z00PHIL3S!!! GET OUT OF HERE!!!!! I DON'T LIKE YOU!!!! - anti-recovery/anti-cluster a, b, c - anti-oxford comma (this is so random but I'm very passionate about it) - gore, smut, pro-conact big 3 paraphilias/any gross philias - proana/ed/sh blogs. this is very distressing as most members of our system (such as nico, raul, luther, and xip) struggled with things like this in the past. do not interact with me. do not interact with my blog. I check every blog I see pop up in my activity feed. if I see you, you will be blocked. - anybody mean in general (you will be blocked if I don't like you!)

Basic stuff: - Pronouns: they/he/kir/claw (check my pronoun page here for more details) - Gender: Agender, genderfluid, enby, gender apathetic masc - Other identities: timber wolf, Pallas Cat, crow, panther physical alterhuman - I am a petre/agere - I don't feel comfortable saying my age but little age can vary from 3-6, petre to a puppy - we have spherocytosis, minor POTS, and a spinal issue.

system info for y'all! :D : - we are the catch and throw system! we are a mixed origin median system, and I (Eli) am the front-stuck host, with Xip often co-fronting too! signoffs are as follows ^^ eli (host) - 🫶🪐🍄 (he/kir/xe/claw) xip (co-host) - 👻👾💋 (they/he/bro) raul - 🏳️‍⚧️🎨🎧 (he/they) luther - 🌕🌎💫 (he/him) maria - 🌈🌊🌫️ (she/her) jax - 🌙🕸️🪼 (they/aer) lulu - 🌷🐾🍨 (she/he) nico - 🌧️💀🖤 (he/they/cat/shad) kaecha - 🩷👘🌺 (she/her) danny - 🥇🥋🎒 (he/xe) johnny - 🎆🎒🔥 (he/him) pony - 🐎🧡☀️ (he/they) misha - 👾🌈🍪 (it/its) onyx - 🪸👺👀 (hyt/hyts) five - ⌚👀☕ (he/it) x-ray - (he/him) zigzag - (he/him) zero - (he/they) armpit/theo - (he/him) side blogs: @king-of-the-dead (Nico)

newer reblogs will be under #eli rebarks, agere/petre stuff will be under #eli feels small, therian stuff will be under #eli's gone wild, answers to asks/requests will be under #eli's answers, basic text posts/fandom stuff will be under #eli feels chatty, system things will be under #catch and throw chronicles, caregiver stuff will be under #papa eli, and vents will be under #eli's darkest hours!! :0

❝𝐌𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫, 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐨 𝐈 𝐬𝐚𝐲❞ Ever growing hoard of userboxes (all creds go to the creators! [@/kthecritter, @/genicpunk, @/ghosting-plural-userboxes, and @/hazelnut-hearts])

[seraphscrypt]

♡ Seraph : About Me !!

Iris , 21, He/Grave 🏳️‍⚧️2S Aesop Carl's Loser Husband - artist + writer, aspiring map designer - multifandom ; IDV, TIP, TBFH, BioS (ocs + etc) - main ships ; aesdrew x naibelitrude, sunflower + angryhugs, rosecake + batcandle, toolshop - lgbtq+ + race hcs galore - content primarily sfw, suggestive sometimes. ft. foul language, blood (minimal-mild), vent. - inconsistent activity. links + tags navigation below cut

Links - rentry - twitter (more active) - bluesky (slow) - toyhouse (more active, oc kins/hcs/rp okay just don't claim as your own idc) - artfight - listography (interests, fixations, etc) - identity v na/eu SeraphsCrypt - roblox SeraphsCrypt "Seraph" - dni/byfi

Navigation #seraphscrypt (my art) #seraphsrambles #askbox #reblogs #fanart #ToyboxFunhouse characters : ocs : slice #Identity V characters : andrew aesop naib eli gertrude mike ships : aesdrew naibelitrude elidrew naibdrew elinaib fanskins : heart box heart candy gift wrapper hot cocoa fankids : agnes liesel gabriel #The Ichor Project #Dandy's World characters : dandy astro sprout vee shelly shrimpo ships : sunflower ocs : dr.sunshine sunny retired tags : #pressure #angels of death #lego monkie kid #lupin iii