#elena taski

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April 2024 Art Dump

Oki Doki! So That one very early morning that I woke up and was stuck up for over half an hour which was just long enough for me to post on tumblr about needing to organize and figure out where I stood on the entire keeping y'all up to date on the minimal work that I do with my limited energy I ended up cleaning in real life instead so today I started tackling tumblr. And boy howdy I guess I just haven't been posting my art work for y'all for some reason? I think it's laziness, I stress myself out about the tagging process and make it way more complicated than it has to be stressing myself out to the point of not posting anything. Well it gives me something to do now!

Content Warnings: Bright high saturated colors, blood, negative self talk, let me know if I need to add more

Lots of characters and playing with photo editors! So for this first batch I'm hoping the photos will stay in the same order for you all that I'm seeing them in, but in case they aren't I'll try and be a bit more descriptive so you can understand which piece I'm talking about. There's really only three different drawings here (though an argument could be made for four it isn't one that anyone is tripping over themselves to make) the rest of the differences are from a combination of filters and other different photo editing effects. I used both Canva and BeFunky (the free versions) to achieve these looks and variations and had fun tweaking the design just here and there.

The first two pieces and the only pieces with a single character feature Elena Taski, one of my favorite oc's to draw.

Underneath her there should be two pieces that have two characters in them, these characters are young children, one is a girl standing by a tree and the other is a boy running away towards a yellow line that is meant to represent part of a swingset. This is actually a panel in four panel comic of no words I did for an art class in high school, redone digitally and taken out of context. I believe this was the second panel. The characters featured are Jester and Jesse Quinn. All three of those characters are involved in the same storyline/universe of mine called Learn To Be.

The last eight photos depict another piece I did in high school, though I can't remember if it was freshman or junior year I did it. It features five characters each of whom all had individual stories going on at the time, but eventually all but one would become a part of Learn To Be. The one that didn't make it didn't do so because it was a literal self-insert lol. The characters starting from top left are Elena, Camille, Jester, June, and then said old self insert character whose name I'm feeling too dysphoric to deal with right now. Above each characters head is a negative word they think about themselves so again starting from top left it says Failure, Mistake, Useless, Worthless; And It's All Your Fault. (It's the self inserts fault you see, because gheyre the creator, so it literally is their fault all these horrible things are happening to these fiction people-) As you can guess I was doing great lmao xD

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The Taski Way

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3hJQZaa

by Ren (mizdarknezz3)

Elena Taski is one of the youngest members of the Fire Nation Army, and she has been assigned to capture the Avatar. She works with former Prince Zuko in order to try and accomplish this task, but things go awry and along the way she finds herself questioning her morals and her loyalties. This is her journey.

Words: 6447, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Elena Taski's Stories

Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage

Categories: Other

Characters: Zuko (Avatar), Katara (Avatar), Aang (Avatar), Iroh (Avatar), Sokka (Avatar), Toph Beifong, Elena Taski (OC)

Relationships: sokka/zuko/oc, Sokka/Zuko (Avatar), Sokka/OC, Zuko/Oc, Aang/Katara (Avatar)

Additional Tags: Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Child Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Past Sokka/Yue (Avatar), Past Mai/Zuko (Avatar), Slow Burn, War, Parent/Child Incest, Blood and Violence, Minor Character Death, It's Not Paranoia If They're Really Out To Get You, Torture, Aftermath of Torture, The bad stuff all comes later or happened before the story started, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Slow To Update, Scars, Swords, Child Soliders, Suicidal Thoughts, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3hJQZaa

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Duncan’s Christmas/finishing his book present has arrived! These were commissioned from Elena aka @taski-guru all the way from Russia! She’s a master artist and I’m in love with her work. These are Duncan’s characters. She even included her practice sketches! Very happy!

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The Taski Way

by Ren (mizdarknezz3)

Elena Taski is one of the youngest members of the Fire Nation Army, and she has been assigned to capture the Avatar. She works with former Prince Zuko in order to try and accomplish this task, but things go awry and along the way she finds herself questioning her morals and her loyalties. This is her journey.

Words: 6447, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Series: Part 1 of Elena Taski's Stories

Fandoms: Avatar: The Last Airbender

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage

Categories: Other

Characters: Zuko (Avatar), Katara (Avatar), Aang (Avatar), Iroh (Avatar), Sokka (Avatar), Toph Beifong, Elena Taski (OC)

Relationships: sokka/zuko/oc, Sokka/Zuko (Avatar), Sokka/OC, Zuko/Oc, Aang/Katara (Avatar)

Additional Tags: Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Child Abuse, Past Child Abuse, Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Past Sokka/Yue (Avatar), Past Mai/Zuko (Avatar), Slow Burn, War, Parent/Child Incest, Blood and Violence, Minor Character Death, It's Not Paranoia If They're Really Out To Get You, Torture, Aftermath of Torture, The bad stuff all comes later or happened before the story started, Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort, Slow To Update, Scars, Swords, Child Soliders, Suicidal Thoughts, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

source https://archiveofourown.org/works/26513014

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My most punchable OCs is so hard to narrow down. Very much need to punch Jason. And I also desire to punch Heather but I also understand that it would not be appropriate and instead settle with clenching my fists and glaring. Eva Taski (not to be mistaken with Eva Wyndam-Pryce) needs to be punched in the face but I think id just break my hand. Davalon is a whole can of worms that I'm not opening but I am not being physically present near him ever. Malcolms dad who i care about so little I cant remember his name can get to meet my fist in his face. Jesse.... part of me wants to punch him, but part of me is real uncomfortable with the thought. So instead Malcolm, Noah, and Elena can punch him. And Jester has the right to join in but she chooses not to and instead gets nail polish on all his button ups.

Tagging @alexie-writes and @korinainspace and anyone else that would like to participate!

If you could punch any one of your OCs in the face, which ONE would you pick?

HA. I love how you know my question-dodging tactics well enough to aggressively specify that I only get one.

I'm....yeah I'm still gonna break the rules lol.

There's two in particular in Whumping the Whumpers that I would GLADLY punch in the face. But you haven't met them yet so I have to default to someone you know...I'd for sure punch Elias. What a bitch.

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Okay, PLEASE keep this going. I desperately want to know what character of mine you'd punch in the face, or - even better - which of YOURS you'd punch in the face if you had the option.

Can....can I start a tag game with this??? I'm doing it. This is amazing.

Which of your characters would you punch in the face?

tagging: @distinctlywhumpthing @whumblr @sadistgalore @alittlewhump @brutal-nemesis @whump-me-all-night-long

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Part 2 of the Elena art dump!

Same drawing different effects

Content Warnings: body horror, non moving glitch effects, bright colors that still make my eyes hurt, its Elena so scars

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Im here for five seconds to drop some art that yall have already seen but now in gif format and other stuff. Its getting close to two am and I am on the verge of passing out but my brain feels wide awake, buzzing!!!

Content Warnings: flashing! Fast switching pictures, fast switching colors, bright over saturated colors thar make my eyes hurt, blood, an argument can be made for body horror,

Edit: it is days, maybe over a week later and im now going to to tag the post to post it publicly

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The world has gone (or really just continues to be) fucking crazy and I feel both overwhelmed and understimulated which makes no sense so I also have a headache thats been coming and going for a couple of days now woooooo!!

So here's some art. I might have posted some of these already but idgaf 🤷

Content Warnings: Blood, Bright Colors, Images meant to be unsettling with creepy phrases, human stolas, willfully ignorant use of the liquefy tool which distorts the images in a way that makes my head hurt if I stare too long so do with that as you will, implied violence(?), just all around color fuckery in still non moving images i don't know what terms to use, body horror i suppose?

1. SINCE WHEN DID TUMBLR HAVE PHOTO FILTERS???? oh I am gonna fuck around so much after typing this fuck yes thank you tumblr *bows in thanks or shakes hand or whatever people that leave their house do*

Anyway old drawings photo edited wow. Elena, Jester, and Jesse are there. So is one of my human!Stolas sketches (stolas from helluva boss). There is a set of images that are altered versions of a sunset scene i did with my prisma color pencils traditionally sometime this month. Then there are some faces that are altered versions or just dicked around with layer settings to a digital redrawing of a previous traditional pen sketch. Wooooooooooooooo

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I spend a lot of time confused thinking I've done things I haven't lmao so here's an art dump and if youve seen some before from a different post of mine no you didn't

Cw: blood, body horror, speed draw that flashes and the like, fire imagery

So these are some of the digital pieces and other oc centered arts. Not the body horror face, thats not oc related. I put progress pictures because I find them a bit fascinating. The traditional ones were me playing around with water color. Why is Elena a mermaid? Because I can. Why is she smiling while splattered in blood? Do you really want to know? I don't think you do.

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I like to draw faces when I can't think. And when I am bored I doodle. And I downloaded a bunch of free brushes. So, faces with less standard textures and colors.

Cw: umm idk? Let me know.

Wander over yonder fanart incoming!

'Ello everyone! Its been a minute since I've made my own post. Its actually kinda difficult to figure out what I last showed yall 😅. But it looks like yall haven't seen anything I've done since August 3rd. Well, it's Halloween and I guess my art is the treats I'm leaving in a bowl outside saying please take one? Idk. I'm still not in a great place from everything I mentioned before and normally I see and get together with family today and its not happening at all as a FaceTime or phonecall or nothing. It has nothing to do with the snow either :/

Anyway art

Cw: flashing images, painfully bright colors, blood, body horror (? Dunno if any of this counts), flashing lights, flashing colors

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45 posts created (34%)

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I tagged 88 of my posts in 2022

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#5

Tell me a little about Noah and Jesse?

Yeah! I've been working on answering your other question, its just been hard to choose who and organize my thoughts :p

Noah and Jesse are both main charecters in the book series im trying to write and are very different. Noah for a while in the middle of his development a charecter that could encapsulate my experience with anxiety and intrusive thoughts. He's the youngest of the main five, and the only one that had a good (not completely healthy but neither had any bad intentions) relationship with his parents, which is basically just his mom because his bio and step dad are gone from the world by the time he's two. However, the reason that I wouldn't say the relationship between the two is healthy is because his mother has an illness (havent decided exactly what, but I do want to make one up, just need to research illnesses and how they work more) that wears the body down until it can no longer function. With her being a single mother and no longer able to move from full bed rest by the time Noah's eight, hes been taking care of her to the point of neglecting his own health and well being. Noah is also arguably the most powerful of the group. Everyone with no exceptions has some sort of power in the books world, some as simple as always finding the right page of a book to being able to shift their form to what they desire. No two powers are exactly the same, though they can be very similar that to anyone else they look the same. Noah was born with the power to be able to make people do anything he wants by telling them. He struggles hard because he isn't good at controlling what he tells someone to do without forcing them how to do so, and two deaths result because of this. He does however learn to turn it on and off, and how to get exactly what he wants to happen, but that'll happen in the middle of the book series, since he's understandably terrified of himself.

Jesse on the other hand is a sympathetic asshole who annoys me but ill die for him. His twin Jester is the main of main charecters in the story so developing her meant developing him and their parents. His parents are not standard in this universe or our own. Their isn't a single healthy relationship in this family. There is just violence, betrayal, avoidance, and being the picture perfect wealthiest family in the world to the public. Their parents relationship and mental state result in Jester being patented by her father more and Jesse their mother. They all still live in the same house and interact on a daily basis, but discipline, chores, expectations, etc are different for each. While Jester is being horribly abused by their father while he forces her to learn the art of manipulation, Jesse is learning from his mom how to be a rich smug asshole and how to be arrogant enough that everyone besides his parents are worth less than the gum on the sidewalk. She also takes her religion, pulls horrible interpretations out, and shoves them down his throat. He is ripped into emotionally if he upsets her and often gets slapped or other shitty abuse that some people wouldn't recognize as such. This results in Jesse spending the begining part of the series as more of an antagonist before having his entire world view turned upside down after plot stuff and he starts working with the other protagonists. However, he's still an asshole and struggles to let go a lot of his awful opinions and views of the world. Meaning that he pisses all the other charecters off often and since they're all teens some of them get more easily distracted by arguing it gets them into serious trouble at times. Jesse and Noah have the least developed relationship (besides Noah and Elena) because Jesse thinks Noah is a weak stupid crybaby and Noah doesn't have the self esteem or confidence to disagree (ill fight him for you noah). However, Noah will interject if he feels like Jesse is being too cruel to one of the others, which results on Jesse's explosive temper being targeted at him. Jesse's power is also very strong (all of the main charecters are), he is able to increase and decrease the amount of the specific emotion/s he wants on another person. He can also affect multiple people at once. He finds it easiest to manipulate others fear. This can be deadly if he's not careful, though he doesn't know this until later in the series.

Thank you for asking!

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My lovely love gifted me the cutest watcher for valentines day <33 @flummoxedangel your talent and determination always blow me away, and just your presence saves my day :3

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Hello my lovely partner has commissions open once again and I've gotten three icons done and I love them <333 yall should go check out @flummoxedangel

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Tell me about three of your favorite OCs you’ve worked on!

Thank you for the ask! Sorry for the wait, I've been working on this whenever I got the spoons which have been in short supply.

Three of my favorite OC's: Well one is very much Elena. From her starting point as an atla oc to role-play as, to her own fanfiction, then to multiple short/uncompleted stories, and finally being one of the main charecters for the series i hope to write (Learn To Be) shes been on a long journey with me and has consistently been an oc i fall back to in both writing and drawing. She's overpowered and badass, could kill a man twice her size with her bare hands without breaking a sweat, but doesn't have the average socialization the rest of the world does, and she doesn't like hurting people. She can keep her face completely blank but can't interpret what she feels correctly. She's repressed as fuck and the only way she knows how to let loose is in bursts of violent rage. She loves animals but has no idea how to properly handle any of them (in a friendly way, she can handle them in a her next meal way just fine). She attaches to people very fast. Oh year she also summons and controls fire and her skin can radiate heat at times, but she isn't resistant to burns. She loves her parents but everyone else who knows about them know that they deserve to be burning in hell <3

2. Would probably be Morgan Weasley even though she maybe is only a year or so old. With a lot of OC's i make i focus on one story to write and quickly end up moving on to new ones. But Morgan is one of the few that have stuck. I wrote a lot of her main story in a large span of inspiration, and when that ran out it was from an overwhelming amount of ideas to tweak the story in different ways. I've got a doc dedicated to different random snippets to full blown au's, some with multiple chapters planned. If I hadn't had an au idea for Morgan's story while I was inpatient id have been forced to stay longer because I was bored out of my mind and getting more agitated with nothing to do. Even though I havent written her (or much of anything really) recently I still find great pleasure in playing around with her universe in my head.

3. This is hard to choose because part of me just wants to put the rest of the main Learn to Be cast, part of me wants to say Greenland, and the rest of myself needs to keep reminding certain charecters aren't my oc's no matter how many parts of canon I throw out the window. I guess I'll just settle for malcolm and Jesse, who were created years apart, but have only really started to get developed because of their relationship. Malcolm was a full metal alchemist oc for role-playing at first. I was young and the role played story for him makes me cringe at how emotionally manipulative his actions were without me having any self awareness about it. Im not exactly sure when he started to join in on the short/uncompleted stories with the main five, but I think it was either We Are Salvageable or Crack Oc Highschool. He was mostly just one of my average ocs for role plays until then. Jesse was created for a very ambitious harry potter role play where, if I remember correctly, we were doing eight oc's each per house. At the time Jester was a very new character and I was struggling to think of more slytherians, so I came up with Jesse. Jesse was made to be the nicer version of Jester. This quickly changed to the opposite the more I wrote. Malcolm and jesses relationships has been through all sorts of changes and will continue to do so, but, I do at least have more personal background for Jesse, his internalized homophobia, and how he sees interactions with others. It also made me conclude that whether malcolm is gay or bi won't change the fact that he is out and proud. Their relationship also helped me flesh their insecurities, specifically ones tied to masculinity. Jesse is skinny, lanky, well groomed, formal clothes, and arrogant with large amounts of condescension to boot. He thinks power, sociatal, economical, and power strength is what separates real men from riff raff. To him homosexuality is unmanly, which is oh so terrible thing to be (this boy makes me so tired sometimes). Malcolm has a horrible father as an example and though he recognizes this, its hard to apply to himself. He has to be physically strong, he has to be aggressive and incite violence against people he considers bad, and he very much struggles to reign in his temper. He doesn't judge others by presentation but he does use phrases like be a man and the like.

Sorry for the long wait! Thank you for asking :3

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Tell me about three of your favorite OCs you’ve worked on!

Thank you for the ask! Sorry for the wait, I've been working on this whenever I got the spoons which have been in short supply.

Three of my favorite OC's: Well one is very much Elena. From her starting point as an atla oc to role-play as, to her own fanfiction, then to multiple short/uncompleted stories, and finally being one of the main charecters for the series i hope to write (Learn To Be) shes been on a long journey with me and has consistently been an oc i fall back to in both writing and drawing. She's overpowered and badass, could kill a man twice her size with her bare hands without breaking a sweat, but doesn't have the average socialization the rest of the world does, and she doesn't like hurting people. She can keep her face completely blank but can't interpret what she feels correctly. She's repressed as fuck and the only way she knows how to let loose is in bursts of violent rage. She loves animals but has no idea how to properly handle any of them (in a friendly way, she can handle them in a her next meal way just fine). She attaches to people very fast. Oh year she also summons and controls fire and her skin can radiate heat at times, but she isn't resistant to burns. She loves her parents but everyone else who knows about them know that they deserve to be burning in hell <3

2. Would probably be Morgan Weasley even though she maybe is only a year or so old. With a lot of OC's i make i focus on one story to write and quickly end up moving on to new ones. But Morgan is one of the few that have stuck. I wrote a lot of her main story in a large span of inspiration, and when that ran out it was from an overwhelming amount of ideas to tweak the story in different ways. I've got a doc dedicated to different random snippets to full blown au's, some with multiple chapters planned. If I hadn't had an au idea for Morgan's story while I was inpatient id have been forced to stay longer because I was bored out of my mind and getting more agitated with nothing to do. Even though I havent written her (or much of anything really) recently I still find great pleasure in playing around with her universe in my head.

3. This is hard to choose because part of me just wants to put the rest of the main Learn to Be cast, part of me wants to say Greenland, and the rest of myself needs to keep reminding certain charecters aren't my oc's no matter how many parts of canon I throw out the window. I guess I'll just settle for malcolm and Jesse, who were created years apart, but have only really started to get developed because of their relationship. Malcolm was a full metal alchemist oc for role-playing at first. I was young and the role played story for him makes me cringe at how emotionally manipulative his actions were without me having any self awareness about it. Im not exactly sure when he started to join in on the short/uncompleted stories with the main five, but I think it was either We Are Salvageable or Crack Oc Highschool. He was mostly just one of my average ocs for role plays until then. Jesse was created for a very ambitious harry potter role play where, if I remember correctly, we were doing eight oc's each per house. At the time Jester was a very new character and I was struggling to think of more slytherians, so I came up with Jesse. Jesse was made to be the nicer version of Jester. This quickly changed to the opposite the more I wrote. Malcolm and jesses relationships has been through all sorts of changes and will continue to do so, but, I do at least have more personal background for Jesse, his internalized homophobia, and how he sees interactions with others. It also made me conclude that whether malcolm is gay or bi won't change the fact that he is out and proud. Their relationship also helped me flesh their insecurities, specifically ones tied to masculinity. Jesse is skinny, lanky, well groomed, formal clothes, and arrogant with large amounts of condescension to boot. He thinks power, sociatal, economical, and power strength is what separates real men from riff raff. To him homosexuality is unmanly, which is oh so terrible thing to be (this boy makes me so tired sometimes). Malcolm has a horrible father as an example and though he recognizes this, its hard to apply to himself. He has to be physically strong, he has to be aggressive and incite violence against people he considers bad, and he very much struggles to reign in his temper. He doesn't judge others by presentation but he does use phrases like be a man and the like.

Sorry for the long wait! Thank you for asking :3

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Artwork ahead? Uh, I sure hope it does.

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You know what I need? More Elena.

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Oooo more art (im so tired)

CW: Demons, Helluva Boss, references to Mr. Tomatoes, body horror, monster under the sea, rick and morty, tv static

I think that covers it, let me know if I need to add more please

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Looking at my tenth grade math notebook margin doodles tells a lot about my headspace at the time I think.

Tw: body horror, math (specifically Fst and geometry), salad fingers

All of this tells me my intrusive thoughts were running wild during math apperently. Probably because it was confusing and gave me a headache.