#el chico de las estrellas
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blackgafas · 1 year ago
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Qué ganas de evadir la realidad alcoholizándome para tener un estado de felicidad ficticio.
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lovebigname · 1 year ago
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Me dejaste con deseos...
Me dejaste con ira...
Me dejaste con dudas...
Me dejaste c..
¿En serio me dejaste de amar?
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abiacosra131 · 2 years ago
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El libro mas bonito y colorido que he tenido hasta el momento ❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜
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rainbowliciouss · 2 years ago
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Reseña de "El chico de las estrellas" - Chris Pueyo
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FRASES "No me gusta la gente que te dice: « cambiaste » y suena a reproche. Como si cambiar fuera algo horrible, o peor, evitable. Como si no tuviéramos que cambiar. ¿te imaginas? ser siempre el mismo." "Me alivió ver aquella lágrima porque fue la prueba de que una vez me quiso" "A veces dormíamos tan abrazados que a la mañana siguiente no tenía muy claro dónde terminaba yo y dónde empezaba él"
"¿Sabes por qué El chico más guapo del mundo siempre caminaba a mi izquierda? Para no dejar de rozarme el corazón."
« Fuimos todo aquello que no supimos darnos »
OPINIÓN: Ojalá pudiera llenar la opinión solo de mis frases favoritas porque nunca encontraré las palabras adecuadas para describir mis sentimientos, mis emociones y lo que este libro significa para mi. Vivir el viaje de "El chico de las estrellas" desde su infancia hace que puedas transportarte directamente a sus zapatos, su mente y su corazón. Una infancia llena de traumas, desprecio y violencia, que a pesar de todo siempre guardó la esperanza. Un niño que a pesar de no haberla vivido realmente, no quería dejarla ir... su adolescencia y el proceso de aceptación fue difícil y doloroso, pero su maravillosa personalidad y su pasión por escribir y expresar todo aquello que estaba en su corazón le hizo soñar y le ayudó mantenerse a flote, en cada palabra y en cada frase te enseñaba a enfrentar la vida, a aprender a tomar decisiones equivocándote, a ser tú mismo y tener secretos porque eso te hace especial y único, a ver el lado poético, a quererte, a ser libre, a amar, a vivir y a apreciar todo lo que te pasa incluyendo los errores, a darte cuenta que no hay personas malas sino malas circunstancias y miedos, a ver que todos podemos ser esos grandes héroes y enseñar a sonreír a pesar de todo. Hubo un aspecto especial que hace que este libro sea aún más valioso para mi. El miedo a crecer... Chris se refiere a sí mismo como "Peter pan" y en muchas ocasiones expresa lo difícil que es aceptar los años de la vida, porque somos más que eso, más que una cifra, y por más grande que seas a veces tenemos miedo a volar, a arriesgarnos, a tomar decisiones. Pero podemos hacer que nuestro niño interior sobreviva a base de ilusiones y esperanzas y eso no nos hace menos adultos. Siempre me gustó que El chico de las estrellas viera el lado positivo de las situaciones, por más terribles que fueran. Gracias Chris Pueyo por enseñarme a transformar mi mundo triste, por enseñarme que la mejor forma de obtener recuerdos es coleccionar boletos y fechas, convertirlos en momentos y en meses-instantes, por inspirarme a pintar estrellas en mis paredes y darle sentido a mi vida, por hacer que en mi mundo mis sueños no lleguen descalzos ni despeinados porque aprendieron a encontrar su lugar, por ayudarme a entender que puedo ser otra pero sin dejar de ser la misma, que puedo ser valiente y tocar el cielo, por enseñarme a soplar a la luna.
Este libro es todo y toca tu corazón desde la primera frase. Lo voy a recomendar toda la vida.
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edwinramirez-blogs · 1 year ago
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De las tormentas tristes, respuestas. De los meses del año, instantes. Del blanco de las paredes, ESTRELLAS
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julietsf1 · 22 days ago
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A Technical Mistake - Franco Colapinto x Reader
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summary: peaceful paddock mornings of stocking caps and shirts are flipped upside down when Franco Colapinto, a charming stranger she assumes is part of the AV crew, comes into her store and gives her weekend an unexpected turn. (7k words)
content: big misunderstanding; cute Franco; reader is a normal working girl
AN: I am such a sucker for stories with a little cinderella vibe! I was thinking of buying the blue Williams jacket on track in Brazil but it was so spenny! send me ur sugar daddies pls!
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The paddock was eerily quiet, an almost sacred calm before the storm of engines roaring, fans screaming, and journalists scrambling for the latest drama. The air was crisp, carrying the faint scent of rubber—a smell I’d grown oddly fond of over the years.
This was my favorite time of the weekend. Before the rush, before the chaos of customers demanding sizes and colors we didn’t have, I could take a moment to breathe, to organize the merchandise store in peace.
“Me bajé del avión, voy corriendo para verte…” I sang softly, shimmying a little as I balanced a stack of Williams caps. The sound of Duki was the perfect soundtrack to my morning. The melody took over, and before I knew it, I was halfway moonwalking back to the Ferrari section, twirling a hanger between my fingers like I was starring in some kind of musical.
The song’s beat was about to drop when a voice cut through my impromptu performance.
“¿Y siempre bailás así mientras laburás, o es solo un show privado?” (Do you always dance like this while working, or is it just a private show?)
I froze mid-step, almost dropping the caps in my hands. Whipping around, my heart racing, I found myself face-to-face with a guy leaning against the doorframe. He had this ridiculous grin plastered across his face, his green eyes sparkling with amusement.
“¡Ah!” I yelped, clutching my chest. “Perdón, I didn’t—uh… ¿qué?” (Sorry, I didn’t—uh… what?)
He raised an eyebrow, clearly enjoying my flustered reaction. “Te pregunté si siempre bailás así mientras laburás.” (I asked if you always dance like that while working.)
Heat crept up my neck, and I scrambled to pull myself together. “Oh, uh… sí. Quiero decir, no. Bueno, depende…” (Yes. I mean, no. Well, it depends…)
His grin widened. “No pensé que alguien en el paddock también escuchara a Duki. ¿Sabías que el último álbum es una obra maestra? La forma en que mezcla el trap con el reguetón es una locura—” (! I didn’t think anyone in the paddock listened to Duki too. Did you know his latest album is a masterpiece? The way he mixes trap with reggaeton is insane—)
“Eh, pará,” (Wait, hold up,), I interrupted, holding up a hand, feeling my brain short-circuit as I tried to keep up with his rapid Spanish. “Hablo un poco español… pero no muy bien.” (I speak a little spanish… but not very well.)
That gave him half a second of pause before he broke into laughter. “¿No muy bien? Pero me contestaste perfecto.” (Not very well? But you answered me perfectly.) His tone was teasing, but there was no malice—just genuine warmth. “Igual, perdón. A veces hablo mucho. Es que me emocioné.” (Sorry. Sometimes I talk too much. I just got excited.)
I blinked, thrown off by his sudden shift to sincerity. “No, no, está bien. Me gusta Duki también.” (No, no, it’s okay. I like Duki too.)
“¡Ah, viste!” (Ah, see!), he said, throwing his hands up in delight. “¿Cuál es tu canción favorita? Mirá, ‘Goteo’ siempre me pone de buen humor, pero ‘She Don’t Give a Fo’ es un clásico. Y si me decís que ‘Chico Estrella’ no te gusta, no sé si podemos ser amigos.” (What’s your favorite song? Look, ‘Goteo’ always puts me in a good mood, but ‘She Don’t Give a Fo’ is a classic. And if you tell me you don’t like ‘Chico Estrella,’ I don’t know if we can be friends.)
I stared at him, trying to decipher his rapid enthusiasm. I caught about half of what he said, but his energy was infectious. “Uh… ‘Chico Estrella’ es muy buena,” (‘Chico Estrella’ is very good,), I ventured cautiously, hoping I wasn’t completely misinterpreting him.
His hand went to his chest like I’d just said something profound. “Sabía que eras de las mías. Esto es destino.” (I knew you were one of mine. This is destiny.)
I couldn’t help it—I laughed. “¿Siempre hablás tanto con gente que no conocés?” (Do you always talk this much to people you don’t know?)
“Solo con la gente que escucha buena música,” (Only with people who listen to good music,), he replied smoothly, then added with a wink, “Soy Franco, por cierto. Mucho gusto.” (I’m Franco, by the way. Nice to meet you.)
“Oh, eh… Y/N,” I said, shaking his outstretched hand briefly. “Mucho gusto.” (Nice to meet you.)
“Y/N,” he repeated, like he was savoring the sound of it. “Bueno, ¿qué estás haciendo? ¿Preparando todo para el gran finde?” (So, what are you doing? Getting everything ready for the big weekend?)
“Sí.” I nodded, switching back to English because I knew I was about to run out of Spanish confidence. “I’m setting up the store. It’s… not super exciting.”
“¡Claro que sí!” (Of course it is!) he replied, not missing a beat. “Look at this—hats, shirts, models of cars. Very exciting.”
I laughed, shaking my head. “Right. And what about you?”
“I’m here for the soundcheck,” he replied with a grin.
“Soundcheck?” I frowned. “Oh, like for the AV stuff?”
“Exactly.” His lips twitched, like he was holding back a laugh. “The audio visual stuff. Very technical, very important. You know how it is.”
“Uh-huh,” I said, raising an eyebrow. “So why are you hanging out here instead of being ‘very technical’?”
“Because,” he said, his grin widening, “I heard someone singing Duki and thought, wow.”
“Oh my God.” I groaned, turning back to my work. “I wasn’t singing.”
“You were definitely singing.”
“And I wasn’t dancing,” I added quickly.
“Sure,” he said, clearly unconvinced. “That little move you did with your feet? Totally not dancing.”
“Okay, fine!” I laughed, throwing my hands up. “I was dancing. But you’re not supposed to be here yet, so technically, you shouldn’t have seen it.”
“Technically, I shouldn’t be here at all,” he said with a shrug, “but aren’t you glad I am?”
“No, actually,” I deadpanned, though my grin gave me away.
Franco laughed, glancing at the pile of caps balanced precariously on the counter. “You’re doing heavy lifting, huh? Don’t knock over anything else.”
“That was an accident!” I protested. “The shelves are wobbly.”
“Right. The shelves are wobbly,” he nodded sagely. “Not because you panicked when someone caught you salsa dancing.”
I groaned, burying my face in my hands. “Oh my God, just go do your soundcheck!”
“Okay, okay, I’m going. But seriously, next time I’m back, I expect a full choreography.”
Peeking through my fingers, I saw him give me a playful wave before stepping out. For a moment, I just stood there, trying—and failing—to fight the smile creeping onto my face.
The paddock was already alive with early risers: engineers carrying coffee cups larger than their heads, journalists muttering into their phones, and the occasional VIP wandering too close to restricted areas before being politely redirected. I tightened my jacket against the crisp morning air, balancing a tray of new Williams caps as I unlocked the shop.
Friday had been a whirlwind of chaos—overwhelming, exhausting, but honestly kind of fun. The memory of my unexpected visitor lingered, his laughter and that unmistakable grin replaying in my mind. Franco. I didn’t know why he stuck out so much.
I hummed as I worked, letting my playlist fill the silence of the shop. I was halfway through adjusting a tower of Ferrari shirts when his voice rang out again.
“Bizarrap now? Y/N where have you been all this time”
I jumped, narrowly avoiding knocking over the display. “Oh my God, you really need to stop sneaking up on me!”
Franco leaned casually against the doorframe, thermos in hand, his green eyes sparkling with mischief. “It’s not my fault you’re always in the middle of a dance routine when I show up.”
“Maybe if you showed up at a normal time, I wouldn’t be,” I shot back, though I couldn’t hide my grin.
“Nah, that’d be boring,” he said with a shrug, stepping inside like he belonged there. “And anyway, I was just passing by. Thought I’d check if my favorite shop manager was still here.”
“You mean the shop manager,” I corrected, setting the shirts down. “Unless you’re making house calls for all the merch shops on track now.”
Franco chuckled, unscrewing the lid of his thermos. “Only the best ones.”
My eyes flicked to the thermos, curiosity piqued. “Is that… for maté?”
“Yeah!” His face lit up like I’d just asked if he wanted to talk about his favorite thing in the world. “Do you know it?”
“I’ve heard of it,” I admitted. “Isn’t it like… tea?”
“Like tea?” He clutched his chest in mock offense. “You’re killing me. It’s more than tea. It’s life itself. It’s tradition. It’s community. It’s—”
“Okay, okay!” I laughed, holding up my hands. “So it is better than tea, I assume?”
Franco grinned, pulling out the gourd and bombilla. “I’m about to change your life. Want to try?”
“Sure,” I said, hesitating only briefly before taking the gourd he offered. I sipped cautiously, my expression shifting from surprise to delight. “Oh! This is actually really good.”
“See!” Franco said, looking far too pleased with himself. “I knew I liked you.”
“Right,” I said with a laugh. “Glad to have passed the test.”
“So, how was yesterday? Did the paddock treat you well?”
I groaned, leaning against the counter. “If you consider someone asking if I had Ferrari shirts in passionfruit purple treating me well, then sure.”
Franco choked on his sip, coughing through his laughter. “Passionfruit purple? What does that even mean?”
“I have no idea!” I exclaimed, throwing my hands up. “I tried to tell him we only have red, black, and white, and he told me that wasn’t his problem and I should go find some elsewhere.”
“Classic paddock VIP,” Franco said, shaking his head. “What else?”
“Oh, then there was this woman who wanted me to bedazzle her Red Bull polo. While she waited.”
“She expected you to add rhinestones? To a team shirt?” Franco asked, looking genuinely dumbfounded.
“That’s exactly what she thought,” I said, laughed. “When I said we can’t do that, she asked if I at least had Swarovski crystals on hand for her to do it herself, because she wasn’t going to her after party without extra sparkle.”
Franco joined in, leaning against the counter and shaking his head. “I don’t know how you put up with this.”
“And what about you?” I asked, raising an eyebrow. “Any exciting AV work today?”
Franco paused, a slight smirk tugging at his lips. “You could say that. It’s a little more... hands-on today, you know?”
“Right,” I said, nodding as if I understood. “Lots of wires and soundboards, I bet. Very technical.”
“What can I say?” Franco replied, his grin widening. “I’m a man of many talents.”
“Clearly.” I gestured to the thermos. “Like carrying around fancy tea and converting clueless shop managers into maté fans.”
“Fancy tea again? Y/N, you’re killing me,” he said, clutching his chest.
I laughed, shaking my head. “Alright, alright. I’ll respect the maté. But only because it’s actually pretty good.”
“Good answer,” he said, giving me a wink.
For a moment, we just stood there, the comfortable silence punctuated by the distant hum of the paddock coming to life.
“You know,” Franco said finally, glancing at his watch, “I should probably get going. Qualifying’s not going to prepare itself.”
“Oh, right. Your very important AV duties,” I said, trying to keep a straight face.
“Exactly.” He lingered for a second longer before turning toward the door. “Don’t let anyone ask you for passionfruit purple hats today.”
“No promises,” I called after him.
As the door swung shut behind him, I found myself smiling again. There was something about Franco—something easy and infectious—that made my day feel a little lighter.
In the evening the paddock got quiet, the hum of activity winding down as the sun dipped below the horizon. Most of the crowd had dispersed, leaving behind the faint sounds of tools clinking in garages and muted laughter from hospitality suites above.
I finished wiping down the counter, my eyes scanning the shelves for anything out of place. There was still inventory to complete, but for now, the stillness felt like a small victory.
I was halfway through adjusting a rack of shirts when a voice broke the silence.
“You haven’t closed the shop yet?”
I turned, heart skipping a beat, to see Franco leaning against the doorframe. His hoodie and cap cast his face in partial shadow, but his green eyes were unmistakable, glinting with mischief.
“You again?” I said, a laugh bubbling up despite my surprise. “What is this, your evening shift?”
“Exactly,” he said, stepping inside like he owned the place. “Someone’s gotta make sure everything’s in order.”
“Right,” I replied, crossing my arms. “Because you’re clearly the expert on retail management.”
Franco grinned, brushing past me to inspect the hats on display. “You’re doing a great job, by the way. Everything looks very... symmetrical.”
“Thanks for the expert feedback,” I said, laughing. “Shouldn’t you be doing something important right now? Like, I don’t know, AV things?”
“Done for the day,” he said, casually flipping a hat onto its stand. “And anyway, I couldn’t just walk by without saying hi.”
“Sure,” I said, trying to sound unimpressed, though the warmth creeping into my cheeks betrayed me.
Franco leaned against the counter, his gaze sweeping over my setup. “So, how’s it going? Any more requests for glitter shirts?”
“Oh, you wouldn’t believe it,” I said, laughing. “Someone asked if I had a distressed Mercedes hoodie for them. ‘Rick Owens’ vibe was what they said, I believe.”
Franco snorted, shaking his head. “And what did you say?”
“I told them I didn’t think team-approved merch came pre-ripped,” I replied. “They asked if I had scissors.”
He laughed, the sound warm and easy. “You’re a stronger person than me. I’d have handed them the scissors and said, ‘Go for it.’”
“Don’t tempt me,” I said, grinning.
As we talked, the tension of the day melted away, replaced by the effortless rhythm of our banter. He had this way of making me feel at ease, even when I was convinced he was only here to tease me.
Eventually, I glanced at the clock. “Alright, I need to lock up.”
“Let me help,” Franco offered, already moving to grab a stray box of caps.
“You don’t have to—”
“I insist,” he said, flashing me a playful grin. “What kind of company would I be if I didn’t pitch in?”
I rolled my eyes but didn’t argue, watching as he stacked the box neatly against the wall.
“Thanks,” I said as I double-checked the locks.
“No problem,” he replied, leaning casually against the door. “So... do you ever get to enjoy the race, or are you always stuck in here?”
I shrugged. “Not really. I mean, I can hear the cars and feel the atmosphere, which is cool, but I’m usually too busy to watch.”
He raised an eyebrow, a slow grin spreading across his face. “Wanna change that?”
“What?”
“Come with me,” he said, gesturing toward the staircase. “The garage should still be open.”
I blinked, caught off guard. “The garage? I don’t think I’m allowed over there. Are you even allowed there?”
“Don’t worry about that,” he said, his grin widening. “You’re with me. No one’s going to stop us.”
“Franco…”
“Come on,” he said, holding out his hand. “Live a little.”
After a moment’s hesitation, I sighed and followed him, my heart racing as we crossed the paddock.
The Williams garage was eerily quiet, a stark contrast to the bustling paddock outside. The bright fluorescent lights highlighted every polished surface, and the sleek car sat in the middle of the space like a centerpiece in a gallery. It felt strangely intimate, with no engineers or team members left. I hesitated just outside the entrance, my nerves catching up with me now that we were here.
“Are you sure about this?” I asked, clutching my bag tightly. “It’s... empty.”
“That’s the best part,” Franco replied, his grin widening as he gestured for me to follow him inside. “No one to stop us.”
I paused, glancing around the pristine space. “I don’t know... This feels like trespassing.”
“It’s not trespassing if I’m the one who brought you,” he said, walking backward as if to coax me forward. “Come on. Live a little.”
I sighed but couldn’t fight back my smile as I followed him in, my sneakers squeaking faintly against the shiny floor. The atmosphere was surreal, and the closer we got to the car, the more my awe grew. I’d seen Formula 1 cars on TV, in pictures, even on the paddock screens—but standing next to one was an entirely different experience.
Franco smirked, gesturing toward the car. “Look here,” he said, crouching slightly to point out the edge of the floorboard. “See how the side pods curve in? That’s for cooling. Air flows through there to keep the engine temperature stable. Without it, you’re toast by lap ten.”
I leaned closer, my brow furrowing as I followed his line of sight. “So... it’s like a high-tech air conditioner for the car?”
“Exactly,” he said, his grin widening. “Though we call it aero. Sounds cooler, right?”
I rolled my eyes. “Sure. Very fancy.”
Franco stood and walked toward the rear wing, beckoning me to follow. “And this—this is where all the magic happens.”
I trailed after him, folding my arms as he gestured to the intricate structure of the wing. “Let me guess. It’s, uh, what keeps the car from flying off the track?”
“Close,” Franco said, clearly enjoying my attempt. “It’s all about downforce. The rear wing pushes the car into the track so we can go faster through corners. Too little, and you’re skidding all over the place. Too much, and you’re slower on the straights. It’s a balancing act.”
My eyes flicked to the faintly scuffed surface of the wing. “Is that why it looks so... fragile? Like one bump and it’ll fall apart?”
Franco chuckled. “It’s tougher than it looks. But yeah, you don’t want to crash into someone—or something. The engineers would cry.”
I laughed, picturing an entire team of engineers in despair over a dented wing. “So, you actually know what all this stuff does?”
“Of course,” Franco said, his tone almost offended but playful.
“I mean, for an AV guy, you’re awfully... knowledgeable,” I said, narrowing my eyes at him.
He paused, a flicker of amusement crossing his face. “Let’s just say I pay attention.”
“This is insane,” I whispered, taking in all the intricate details of the car again. “It’s... beautiful.”
Franco chuckled. “That’s one way to describe it. Most people just say, ‘Fast.’”
“Well, it’s that too,” I said, shooting him a look. “But seriously... It’s like art.”
“Art that goes over 300 kilometers per hour,” he said, his grin softening. “Wanna sit in it?”
I froze, turning to him with wide eyes. “What? No. I can’t do that.”
“Of course you can,” Franco said, already moving toward the cockpit. “Come on, it’s not going to bite.”
I hesitated, glancing between him and the car. There was something in his expression—playful, but also genuinely encouraging—that made me relent. “Fine. But if anyone finds out, I’m blaming you.”
“Deal,” he said, helping me climb in.
The cockpit was snug—far tighter than I’d expected—and I felt awkward as I tried to maneuver my legs into position. Once I was settled, I placed my hands on the steering wheel cautiously, my heart racing.
“This feels... surreal,” I said, staring at the wheel.
“You look like a pro already,” Franco said, crouching beside the car with his phone in hand.
“Don’t you dare,” I warned, catching the gleam in his eyes.
“Too late,” he said, snapping a picture before I could protest.
“Franco!”
“What?” he said innocently, holding up the photo for me to see. “Look, it’s a good angle. Very Instagram-worthy.”
I groaned, but I couldn’t help laughing. “I look ridiculous.”
“You look cool,” he corrected, saving the photo. “But don’t worry—I’ll send it to you. For your mom, obviously.”
I laughed, the tension easing slightly. “Oh yeah, because my mom’s dying to see me breaking rules in the paddock.”
“She’ll be proud,” Franco said, standing up. “Here, try this.”
He handed me a helmet, which I reluctantly placed on my head. It was far too big, wobbling precariously as I adjusted the strap.
“Okay, this is worse,” I said, my voice muffled by the helmet. “I look like a bobblehead.”
Franco burst out laughing, doubling over as he tried to steady himself. “You’re not wrong, but it’s adorable.”
“Adorable?” I repeated, narrowing my eyes.
“Definitely,” he said, snapping another picture before I could stop him.
“You’re actually the worst, you know that?” I said, reaching to swat the phone from his hand, but he dodged easily.
“Admit it,” he teased, slipping the phone into his pocket. “You’re having fun.”
I paused, the weight of the helmet making me grin. “Maybe a little.”
“Good,” Franco said, setting the phone down. “That’s the point.”
As we wandered back toward the front of the garage, I couldn’t help glancing over my shoulder at the car one last time. It felt like I’d just stepped into another universe, one far removed from the chaos of my usual day.
“Thanks for this,” I said quietly. “It was... unexpected. In a good way.”
“Anytime,” Franco said, his smile genuine. “Next time, we’ll take it for a spin.”
I snorted. “Yeah, no thanks. I like having a license.”
My phone buzzed in my pocket as we reached the door to the paddock’s outer corridor. I pulled it out and glanced at the screen: my colleague’s name lighting up in bold letters.
“Oh shoot,” I said, answering quickly. “Hey, yeah, sorry! I’m on my way now.”
Franco raised an eyebrow, waiting patiently as I finished the call.
“Forgot I’m carpooling,” I explained as I tucked my phone away. “I’m supposed to meet my colleague Alicia in the parking lot, like... five minutes ago.”
“Lucky for you, I know the way,” Franco said with a grin. “Come on. I’ll walk you.”
“You don’t have to,” I said, even as I fell into step beside him.
“I insist,” he said, slipping his hands into his hoodie pockets. “It’s dangerous out there. You might get mobbed by someone asking for sapphire-blue polos again.”
I laughed. “Good point. Better bring backup.”
We walked together through the quiet paddock, the sounds of the race weekend fading into the background. Franco’s pace was unhurried, as if he had all the time in the world, and I found myself relaxing despite the mild panic of running late.
“So,” Franco said after a beat, “what’s the plan? Dinner, sleep, and back to the chaos tomorrow?”
“Pretty much,” I replied. “I’ll probably be dreaming about misplaced hats and impossible customer requests.”
“Sounds thrilling,” he teased, glancing over at me.
“Oh, it’s a dream come true,” I joked.
When we reached the parking lot, I slowed, turning toward him. “Thanks for walking me. You didn’t have to, but... it was nice.”
“Don’t mention it,” he said easily, his grin softening. “Oh, before you go—what’s your Instagram?”
“My Instagram?” I repeated, blinking.
“Yeah,” he said, pulling out his phone. “I’ll send you the pictures. Besides, it’s a nice excuse to text you later.”
His tone was casual, but the glint in his eyes gave away the playful intent.
“Smooth,” I said, smiling as I typed my handle into his phone.
“What can I say?” he replied, tucking his phone back into his pocket. “I’ve got my moments.”
I laughed, shaking my head as I turned to leave. But before I’d even made it to Alicia’s car, my phone buzzed again.
I glanced down at the screen, expecting a message, but instead, I saw a follow request. Franco Colapinto.
Curious, I tapped on his profile—and froze.
There it was, plain as day: Williams Racing Driver.
My jaw dropped. I turned back toward him, still standing where we’d parted, a smirk playing on his lips as he caught me staring.
“You’re a driver?” I asked, loud enough for him to hear across the lot.
He sauntered closer, his grin widening. “Didn’t I mention that?”
“No!” I said, my cheeks warming. “You let me think you were just—”
“Just what?” he asked, his voice full of teasing amusement. “The AV guy?”
“Yes!”
Franco laughed, the sound warm and easy. “I never said that. You just assumed. I wasn’t about to ruin the fun.”
I opened my mouth to argue but stopped, caught off guard by the way he was looking at me—not smug, but something softer.
“You’re enjoying yourself way too much right now.”
“Can you blame me?” he said, his grin widening.
I felt my cheeks warm and quickly looked away, fiddling with a stray cap on the counter. “Well, excuse me for not keeping tabs on every random person who shows up in the paddock.”
“Random?” he gasped dramatically, leaning closer. “You wound me, Y/N.”
I tried to suppress a smile, focusing hard on arranging the caps. “You know what I mean.”
Franco’s teasing softened, and his voice lowered just enough to make my pulse quicken. “Don’t worry. I get it. I joined mid-season—no merch, no big fuss. Kind of nice, actually.”
I shook my head, biting back a smile as Alicia honked the car horn, impatient. I glanced over my shoulder, then back at Franco.
“Well, good luck tomorrow, driver,” I said, emphasizing the word with a playful grin.
“Thanks,” he said, stepping closer, his tone dipping into something more deliberate. “And if I score points, you’ll come celebrate, right?”
I tilted my head, pretending to consider it. “I don’t know... What kind of celebration are we talking about?”
“The fun kind,” he said, his green eyes glinting. “Drinks, music... Maybe even some dancing, if you’re up for it.”
My cheeks warmed again, but this time I didn’t shy away. “Alright. If you score points, I’m in.”
“Good,” he said, stepping back with a wink. “I’ll hold you to that.”
I turned and headed to Alicia’s car, my heart racing for reasons that had nothing to do with the hurried pace. As I slid into the passenger seat, my phone buzzed again—a message from Franco.
You’re going to have fun tomorrow. Trust me. ;)
I couldn’t help but smile as I replied: You better deliver, Colapinto.
Franco had just wrapped up his post-race interviews, a mix of exhilaration and exhaustion coursing through him. Eighth place—points for Williams. It wasn’t a podium, but it felt like a win. The team’s hospitality suite loomed just ahead, buzzing with the chatter of staff, sponsors, and VIP guests waiting to congratulate him.
The Williams event manager was already gesturing for him to join the group. “Franco, let’s keep moving. You’re late for the team celebration.”
But Franco barely slowed his stride. His gaze flicked across the paddock and landed on the merchandise store. His grin widened.
“Give me a minute,” he said, waving her off.
“Franco—” she started, exasperated, but he was already heading toward the shop.
I was busy ringing up yet another Charles Leclerc cap when I felt the store’s energy shift. A hush swept over the customers, quickly replaced by murmurs.
“Is that...?” one whispered loudly.
“Oh my God, it’s Franco Colapinto!” another exclaimed.
I glanced up, my heart skipping a beat as Franco strolled in, still wearing his race suit, unzipped to reveal the Williams-branded undershirt beneath. His hair was slightly tousled, and he had that unmistakable post-race glow—the combination of effort and adrenaline that made him look annoyingly good. His green eyes scanned the shop before locking onto me.
He ignored the sudden buzz of whispers and phones being whipped out, walking straight to the counter with that easy confidence.
“Well?” he said, leaning on the counter with a grin.
“Well, what?” I asked, trying to keep my voice steady even as my heart raced.
“I delivered,” he said casually, though the pride in his voice was unmistakable.
“Congratulations,” I said warmly, matching his grin despite myself. “Eighth place, right?”
“That’s right.” He leaned closer, his grin softening into something a little more intimate. “And now I’m here to confirm our deal.”
“Our deal?” I asked, feigning ignorance just to tease him.
Franco let out a mock groan, shaking his head. “Don’t play coy. You promised to celebrate if I scored points.”
“Did I?” I asked, my eyes twinkling with amusement.
“Y/N,” he said, his voice dropping just enough to send a flutter through my chest. “Don’t make me beg.”
Behind him, a small group of customers was watching the interaction with barely-contained excitement. One braver fan held up a notebook. “Franco! Can you sign this?”
Without even looking back, Franco waved a hand in polite dismissal. “Not now, amigo.”
Another fan piped up, “Are you actually in here to buy something?”
Franco turned his head slightly, smirking. “Nah, just confirming plans. Way more important.”
I bit my lip to keep from laughing as the customers exchanged incredulous looks. Turning my attention back to him, I tilted my head. “Alright, alright. I’ll keep my word. What’s the plan?”
“I’ll send you the details later,” Franco said, standing up straight. His voice softened, a teasing glint in his eyes. “No backing out. You owe me one for carrying all those hats yesterday.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it,” I replied, my cheeks warming under his gaze.
“Good,” Franco said, stepping back with a wink.
Just as he turned to leave, the sharply-dressed Williams event manager appeared in the doorway, clipboard clutched tightly. “Franco! There you are. Hospitality, now. You’re already late.”
“On my way,” he said, before glancing back at me one last time. “I’ll see you tonight, Y/N.”
“See you,” I replied, my voice light but sincere.
With one final wink, he spun on his heel and strode out of the store, leaving a trail of astonished fans and a flustered me in his wake. As the door swung shut behind him, I caught sight of him being hurried across the paddock by the event manager, his confident stride unshaken.
The rooftop lounge was bathed in golden light, the glittering city skyline providing a stunning backdrop. The hum of conversation, the clink of champagne glasses, and bursts of laughter filled the air, creating the perfect atmosphere for celebration. Franco had done it—points for Williams, a solid achievement for the team and a personal milestone for him.
I hesitated as I stepped onto the terrace, smoothing down my black dress. The outfit wasn’t anything too fancy, but it felt a world apart from my usual paddock uniform. My nerves buzzed, not because of the party but because of who had insisted I come.
I spotted Franco near the balcony, his white shirt rolled up at the sleeves, a drink in hand as he nodded politely at something a sponsor was saying. His posture was relaxed, but his eyes flicked over the crowd with purpose. When his gaze landed on me, his grin spread instantly, bright and unmistakably boyish.
“Excuse me,” he said abruptly to the group around him, his voice cutting through their chatter. Without waiting for their response, he made his way toward me, weaving through the crowd with ease.
“You made it,” he said, stopping in front of me, his green eyes scanning me like he was committing every detail to memory.
“I did,” I replied, my voice light. “And you’re not exactly hard to find.”
“I try to be memorable,” he teased, though his grin softened into something warmer. He took a step back, his gaze lingering. “You look... wow.”
“Wow?” I raised an eyebrow, though my cheeks warmed under his scrutiny.
“Yeah, wow,” he said earnestly, as if the word itself wasn’t enough. “I almost didn’t recognize you.”
“Is that your way of saying I usually look terrible?” I joked, tilting my head.
“No,” he said quickly, shaking his head. “I mean—no. You always look great, but this is... different. Amazing.”
My cheeks flushed even more, and I let out a soft laugh, brushing a strand of hair behind my ear. “Thanks. You don’t look too bad yourself.”
“I clean up when I have to,” he replied, his grin widening.
We stood near the edge of the terrace, the noise of the party fading into the background. Franco didn’t seem to notice the occasional glances or murmurs from other guests. His focus was entirely on me, his posture relaxed yet intent.
“So, what’s the verdict on this party?” I asked, gesturing slightly to the scene around us.
“Not bad,” he said with a shrug. “But it just got better.”
I laughed softly, shaking my head. “You’re too much.”
Before he could reply, someone called his name from across the terrace. Franco turned briefly, offering a polite wave, but his attention snapped back to me almost instantly.
“Busy man,” I teased, my eyes sparkling.
“Not tonight,” he replied firmly.
But the interruptions kept coming. A Williams team member approached with a clipboard, another guest hovered nearby with a congratulatory drink in hand, and a photographer gestured for Franco to join a group photo. Each time, he handled it quickly, his attention darting back to me as soon as he could.
“Sorry,” he said after the third interruption, shaking his head. “That’s the last one. I swear.”
“Are you sure?” I asked, my tone teasing but understanding.
“Not really,” he admitted, his grin sheepish. “But I’d rather be here with you.”
My chest tightened at the sincerity in his tone, but before I could respond, another call of his name rang out. Franco sighed, glancing briefly toward the source.
“Want a drink?” he asked, his voice quieter now, almost intimate amidst the bustling terrace.
“Sure,” I said, nodding.
Franco led me to the bar, keeping close as we moved through the crowd. He ordered for both of us without hesitation, handing me a glass of sparkling water when I mentioned I wasn’t drinking.
“To today,” he said, raising his glass.
“To eighth place,” I replied, clinking mine lightly against his.
“And to making this the best part of the night,” he added, his grin softening as he looked at me over the rim of his glass.
As we lingered by the bar, the interruptions became harder to ignore. A sponsor insisted on pulling Franco into another photo, while a team member gestured impatiently for him to join a group near the balcony. He handled each one politely but quickly, his focus always returning to me.
“You know,” I said after a particularly persistent interruption, “you’re kind of in demand tonight.”
“Let them wait,” he replied, his voice steady.
“They don’t seem like the waiting type,” I teased.
“Too bad,” he said, his grin unwavering. “I’ve got better company.”
My heart skipped at the conviction in his tone, but before I could respond, yet another call of his name rang out. This time, Franco sighed audibly, shaking his head.
“I think that’s my cue,” he said, glancing back at me. “To suggest we sneak out.”
“Sneak out of your own party?” I repeated, my brow lifting slightly.
“Yeah,” he said, his grin returning. “Somewhere quieter. Just us.”
I hesitated, glancing around the bustling terrace. “Won’t people notice?”
“Maybe,” he said with a shrug. “But I don’t really care.”
The quiet certainty in his voice made me smile. “Alright. Let’s go.”
Franco led me toward a side exit at the edge of the terrace, his hand lightly brushing my back as we weaved through the thinning crowd. The rooftop celebrations carried on without a hitch, the laughter and clinking of glasses fading into the background as we slipped through the door.
“This way,” he said, holding the door open for me with a mischievous grin.
I stepped into a narrow stairwell, the dim emergency lights casting soft shadows on the walls. “We’re really doing this?”
“Of course,” Franco said, closing the door behind us. “What’s a celebration without a little adventure?”
I laughed softly, shaking my head. “This feels so dramatic. What, no rooftop helicopter getaway?”
“Next time,” he quipped, his grin widening as he started down the stairs.
The faint creak of the metal staircase echoed with each step, the quiet amplifying the flutter in my chest. By the time we reached the fire escape at ground level, the cool night air rushed in, refreshing and grounding.
“This is... a little ridiculous,” I said, glancing around at the empty alleyway we’d stepped into.
“Ridiculously fun,” Franco corrected, offering me his hand to help me down the last step.
I rolled my eyes but took it, his grip warm and steady. “Alright, what now?”
“Trust me,” he said, his green eyes glinting in the dim light. “I know the perfect spot.”
The city streets were quieter than I’d expected, the buzz of the race weekend giving way to a more subdued hum of nightlife. Franco walked beside me, his hands in his pockets, his pace unhurried.
“Any preferences?” he asked, tilting his head toward me.
I shrugged, smiling. “Surprise me.”
He led me down a narrow side street, the glow of streetlights reflecting off the cobblestones. We stopped in front of a small, cozy shop with large windows and shelves of colorful bottles displayed inside.
“This place,” Franco said, nodding toward the door. “Best snacks and drinks you’ll find this late.”
The warm scent of freshly fried food greeted us as we stepped inside. Franco approached the counter like a man on a mission, ordering two plates of dumplings and two bottles of Ramune without hesitation.
I watched as he expertly popped the marble stopper on one of the sodas, the sound crisp and satisfying. He handed it to me with a grin. “Here. Best part of the whole drink.”
“You make it sound like magic,” I said, laughing as I took the bottle.
“It kind of is,” he replied, popping the second bottle for himself.
We carried our food and drinks outside, settling on a low wall just across the street. The city lights sparkled in the distance, the occasional hum of a passing car filling the quiet.
I picked up a dumpling, steam curling from its surface. “You really know how to celebrate, huh?”
“Hey, who needs champagne when you’ve got gyoza and Ramune?” Franco said, holding up his bottle in a mock toast.
I laughed, clinking my bottle lightly against his. “Cheers to that.”
The quiet of the street wrapped around us, a comforting hum of distant city life providing a soft backdrop as we lingered outside the noodle shop. Our conversation had slowed, dipping into a comfortable silence as we finished our meal. Franco turned his soda bottle in his hand, the faint clink of the marble stopper breaking the stillness.
He glanced at me, his gaze lingering a little too long. When I met his eyes, there was something unspoken there—warmth, maybe, or a kind of vulnerability that caught me off guard.
“What?” I asked softly, tilting my head.
“Nothing,” he said, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips. But then he hesitated, his fingers tightening around the bottle before he set it down beside him. “Actually... not nothing.”
My brow furrowed slightly as I waited, the weight of his pause pulling my attention fully to him.
“You ever feel like...” He trailed off, letting out a soft laugh, almost like he was laughing at himself. “Like you’re doing something incredible, something people would kill to do, but... it still feels like something’s missing?”
His words hit me with unexpected bluntness, the rawness in his tone making my chest tighten. I nodded slowly. “Yeah. I do. It’s like... you’re proud of it, but it’s not the whole picture. It’s not everything.”
“Exactly,” he said, his voice soft but insistent. “Don’t get me wrong, I love driving. It’s my dream, always has been. But...” He exhaled, his eyes dropping briefly before flicking back to mine. “It can be... lonely sometimes. You’re surrounded by people, always moving, but you don’t really get to... connect. Not like this.”
I blinked, caught off guard by the quiet sincerity in his words. “Like this?”
“Yeah,” he said simply, his gaze steady on mine. “This. Talking to someone who isn’t asking about lap times or tire strategy. Someone who actually listens. It’s... rare.”
My chest tightened at his words, and I shifted slightly, my fingers toying with the edge of my sleeve. “It’s not just you,” I admitted, my voice quiet but steady. “I think everyone feels that way sometimes. Like you’re doing something amazing, but... it’s still missing something.”
I hesitated for a moment, glancing down at the soda bottle in my hand. “I love working in F1. I really do. But... I miss my friends back home sometimes. Even though my colleagues are nice, it’s not the same. It’s hard to meet people you really connect with when you’re constantly on the move.”
Franco tilted his head slightly, his gaze softening. “Yeah. That’s it exactly.”
“I guess I never really expected to meet someone here...” I paused, searching for the right words. “...who it suddenly feels so easy with.”
He didn’t look away, his expression steady as if he understood exactly what I meant. “I get it,” he said softly. “More than you know.”
The air between us felt heavier now, thick with unspoken understanding. I met his eyes, and for a moment, the rest of the world seemed to fade away. There was something grounding in the way he looked at me, like he wasn’t just hearing me but seeing me completely.
When we reached the hotel, I slowed to a stop, turning to face Franco just outside the entrance. He mirrored me, his hands slipping from his pockets as he stood a little closer than before.
“Well,” I said, tilting my head slightly, “this is me.”
“So it is,” he replied, a small smile playing on his lips.
There was a beat of silence, the soft hum of the city filling the space between us. He looked at me, his green eyes studying my face like he was memorizing every detail.
“I wish I didn’t have to say goodnight,” he said quietly, his voice dropping to something softer, almost vulnerable.
My breath caught, the simplicity of his words hitting me harder than I expected. I opened my mouth to respond, but the look in his eyes—the way his usual teasing warmth had melted into something so unguarded—rendered me speechless.
“I mean it,” he continued, his lips twitching into a small, self-deprecating smile. “This... tonight... I don’t want it to end.”
My chest tightened, a warmth spreading through me that I couldn’t quite name. “Franco...”
“I know,” he said, cutting me off gently. His grin softened as he glanced down for a moment before meeting my gaze again. “It’s just... it’s been a while since I felt this way. Since someone made me feel this way.”
His words hung in the air between us, heavy and unfiltered. My cheeks flushed, my heart pounding as the distance between us suddenly felt too much. I took a small step closer, my voice barely above a whisper. “You don’t have to say goodnight just yet.”
The tension in the air thickened, the playful energy we’d carried through the evening now replaced by something deeper, heavier, and undeniable. Franco’s hand lifted slowly, his fingers brushing against my cheek as though he was afraid to break the moment. His touch was light, tentative, but the warmth of it sent a shiver down my spine.
He closed the remaining distance between us, his lips meeting mine in a kiss that was soft at first, careful, like he was savoring a moment he didn’t want to rush. The hesitation melted away almost instantly, replaced by something warmer, deeper.
His hand slid to the back of my neck, pulling me closer as his other hand rested lightly on my waist. The kiss deepened, unhurried but intense, a perfect balance of passion and tenderness. I could feel his heartbeat beneath my palms as my hands rested against his chest.
Franco tilted his head slightly, his lips moving against mine with a certainty that made my knees feel unsteady. Every movement felt deliberate, like he was pouring every unspoken word, every emotion he couldn’t quite articulate, into the kiss.
When we finally pulled apart, the world felt quieter, as though the night had paused just for us.
Franco’s thumb brushed against my cheek as he studied my face, his green eyes filled with something I couldn’t quite name but didn’t need to.
“See you at the next race?” he asked softly, his voice tinged with hope and certainty all at once.
“For sure,” I replied, my voice barely above a whisper but steady.
His lips curved into a slow, almost disbelieving smile, his hand lingering on my waist for a moment longer before he stepped back.
As I turned and stepped inside the hotel, my phone buzzed in my pocket. I glanced down, my cheeks still warm. A message from Franco lit up my screen:
You’ve completely ruined me, you know that? Best night ever.
I smiled to myself, my heart still racing as the elevator doors closed.
I groggily blinked awake, the sunlight peeking through the hotel curtains. My head felt heavy, and for a moment, I debated rolling over and falling right back asleep. But then my phone buzzed on the nightstand, the faint vibration pulling me from the haze of sleep. I reached over, squinting at the screen as I unlocked it.
Three missed calls. A text from Alicia, my colleague, stood out at the top of the notifications.
Why the hell are you on Franco Colapinto’s Instagram story eating dumplings with him on the pavement???
I frowned, propping myself up slightly against the headboard. What?
My thumb hovered over the message before tapping it, and an attached screenshot filled the screen. I blinked at it, then blinked again, sitting up straighter.
There it was, in all its glory: a grainy yet oddly endearing photo of Franco and me, still dressed from last night, sitting on the street outside the noodle shop. Plates of gyoza were scattered between us, the remnants of our late-night feast. My laughter was frozen mid-moment, one hand holding one of the little snacks while the other gestured animatedly. Franco was grinning at me, his green eyes glinting under the dim streetlights.
The caption read: Late-night dining, five stars. 
I groaned, half in disbelief, half in embarrassment, as I clicked out of the screenshot and into Instagram itself. Sure enough, Franco’s story was still live. I stared at it for a moment, heat rising to my cheeks, before my phone buzzed again.
Another text from Alicia.
Is this what you do when you “stay late to lock up”? GIRL. DETAILS. NOW.
I let out a soft laugh, shaking my head as I set the phone down. The embarrassment I’d expected to feel never fully settled in. Instead, a warmth bloomed in my chest, the memory of last night—the dumplings, the laughter, the kiss—playing back in my mind.
I sat back against the pillows, staring at the sunlight filtering through the curtains. My phone buzzed again, but this time it wasn’t a notification or a frantic message from Alicia. It was Franco.
Hope you’re not mad about the dumpling photo. Just wanted to remember the best night I’ve had in a while.
I smiled, the warmth in my chest spreading as I typed out a reply.
Not mad. But you owe me breakfast for making me Instagram famous.
The three dots appeared almost instantly.
Deal. I’ll pick you up in 30.
I laughed softly, setting my phone down on the bedside table. Outside, the city was waking up, but for the first time in a long time, I didn’t feel like I was rushing to keep up with it. Instead, I let myself sink into the quiet, a lingering sense of joy wrapping around me like a blanket.
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౨ৎ🎞️ 𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 | ENZO VOGRINCIC
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𖥔 ࣪˖ pairing: enzo x actress!reader
𖥔 ࣪˖ summary: you and Enzo are in the same event, meeting each other for the first time, and of course the paparazzi wanted a few shots with you both. Which later led to conversations between the two of you.
𖥔 ࣪˖ warnings: none
𖥔 ࣪˖ note: he looks rlly good in that pic doesn’t he.. but apart from that I hope u guys enjoy this. this is in spanglish bc I just think the dialogue in spanish fits the guys better. also I’m not rlly good with writing imagines. this would be like my first time I publish one so I’m sorry if it’s ass lol. btw i’m sorry if I get anything wrong i’m not uruguayan or argentinian, but I do speak spanish.
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Enzo couldn’t keep his eyes off of you. It’s not that he had staring problems it’s just that you looked amazing and he just couldn’t believe he was in the same place as you. It was an important event and you both were lucky to find yourselves in the same place.
“Ya dale ve a presentarte boludo.” Juani stood next to Enzo. He had partially slapped Enzo on the back of his head making him snap from his gaze. “¿O te le vas a quedar viendo como loco todo el evento?”
“Callate” Enzo laughs as he glances your way. The cameras flashed on you as you posed and smiled for the pictures. You looked gorgeous.
“No en serio. O te presentas vos o lo hacemos nosotros.” Fran’s voice made both of the boys heads turn his way.
“No me va a pelar.”
“Yo creo que ya lo hizo. Mira.” Juani chuckles racing his brows as he darted at Enzo.
Juani had seen you staring their way with a feeble smile painted on your tinted lips. They all payed attention to how you looked forward to the cameras, giving them all a smile with a wave as you walked the opposite direction.
“No, no. Que viene acá.” Enzo panics. “Que hago.”
“Presentate.” Matias gives him a dull push.
By the time you had reached them, the guys stepped away and began to make their own conversation, leaving Enzo and you alone. Enzo turned around to the guys. He just hoped he wouldn’t mess anything up. After all, it was his first time meeting you.
“Hola mucho gusto, Y/N L/N. Te vi desde lejos y quise venir a saludar y a decirte que vi la Sociedad de la Nieve, y debo decir que me encantó.” You gush with a small smile as you hold your eyes on the man. You extended out your hand for him to shake. Which he did, but he also gave you a small kiss on the cheek. You hoped your lipstick didn’t leave a kiss print.
“Enzo Vogrincic. Muchas gracias. Es un gusto conocer a gran estrella como vos. yo soy un gran fan tuyo y.. te ves muy hermosa.” He was trying so hard not to seem like an idiot right now.
“Ay que lindo. Gracias.” Your lips carved a smile at his praise. You yourself made an effort not to blush. “Tú también te ves guapo.”
“Guys! Look this way!” A paparazzi called for your attention.
“¿Te gustaría tomarte algunas fotos conmigo?” You request motioning towards the cameras.
“Sí , sí. Claro.” He gestures for you to follow first. He somewhat helps you fix your dress as you walk away. As you both find your pose his hand lands on your lower bare back. And of course as the gentleman he is he instantly withdrew his hand. “Perdona.”
you let out a small chuckle telling him it was okay. He partially thought twice but he placed it back in its place when he felt your own hand on his back. Enzo just wanted you to feel comfortable around him. As he didn’t want to weird you out on your first meeting.
“You guys look amazing together!” A paparazzi exclaimed trying to get as many pictures concurrently.
“Hm, creo que les encantamos a los paparazzi” Enzo jokes making you look up at him with a smile. There will absolutely be pictures of that pose.
“Al parecer sí.”
“Vamos, si queres te puedo presentar a los chicos.” Enzo’s hand rested inside the pocket of his dressing pants in a nervous manner.
You of course agreed with a hum, stepping away from the center and walking towards where the rest of the cast was. Enzo tried on guiding you while he motioned the guys with his hands to walk over.
“Chicos, Y/N. Y/N estos son Matias, Juani, Fran, y Agustín.”
“Mucho gusto.” You greet each of the boys. “Buen trabajo que hicieron en la película.”
“Muchas gracias.” They all reply in unison.
“Sos una actriz increíble me veo todas tus películas.” Juani comments making you give him a warm smile, and bringing your hand to your heart.
“Ayy re lindo.”
“Bueno pero y si entramos ya? Cómo que tanto flash me está mareando.” Matias’ eyes shoot a double blink. He also brought his hand to his right temple giving it a small massage.
“Concuerdo.” Enzo nods.
Everyone walked inside the event. First thing that met the group were the LED lights that colored the room and the huge amount of tables that had glasses and champagne on them. Not to forget the decorations. Every single one of you turned your heads to admire the whole room. Enzo who didn’t waist no time hurried himself to pull up a chair for you. That made you release a smile.
“Gracias.”
He himself sat next to you as the boys filled around some of the seats around the table. Juani grabbed the bottle of champagne making a foolish face towards Fran, creating a bit of laughter between the two. Matias and Agustin didn’t last in joining their conversation, and also in taking silly pictures of each other.
“Entonces, Enzo. Cuéntame de ti.” You tried to make a conversation to reduce the quietness between the two.
“Uff.” He raised his brows letting out a chuckle. “Que no se puede saber ya.” He comments making the two of you laugh, you yourself racing a brow tilting your head to the side for a split second. “Pero pues tengo 30 años. Me fascina el teatro. Me encanta tomar fotos, la música”
“Wow. Tenemos cositas en común eh.” He looks at you with a warm smile and a glint in his eyes from the small nudge you gave him. “me encanta la fotografía, también me gusta el teatro y amo la música. Tengo un record player y me encantaría poder ir a una disquera y comprar más discos. Y debo de mencionar que nunca me vas a cachar sin mis audífonos en mis días libres.” A small chuckle escapes from Enzo’s lips at your remark.
“Ese soy yo con la fotografía. Voy a todos lados con mi cámara.” He motions towards his camera, which you hadn’t even noticed. “Si queres podemos ir a una disquera que vi por ahí cuando me estaba paseando.”
“¿Me estás invitando a salir?” A playful smile crept upon your covered lips as you watched how a nervous look arose on his face.
“Bueno.. como amigos obviamente.” He quickly adds.
“Te estoy jodiendo. Claro que podemos ir.” He laughs in relief as he sets his arm on the table staring at the ground. “Sirve de que tomas algunas fotos” You add motioning towards his camera.
“¿Me darías tu número entonces?”
You watched how Enzo took out his phone from his pocket, unlocking it before setting it between the two of you. Your hand reaches for the phone, giving him a small glance with a slight smile. You start to look for the contacts app before you began on typing your number in his phone.
“toma. no me nombres nada malo por favor.” You joke as you watched him create your contact.
“para nada, linda. No quiero que me odies.”
Enzo was starting to come out of his shell, letting out a pet name was somehow a small way of him showing he was getting comfortable around you. He just hoped it didn’t mean too much for you to shut him out. On the contrary though.
You softly giggled and somewhat blushed at the pet name. “odiarte no creo.” His eyes turned their all divided attention to you as he finished his typing and locked his phone again before placing it back into his pocket.
“Pues espero que me podas responder el mensajito.” He murmured as he got closer to you for you to be able to hear him.
“Por supuesto que te contestaré.” You point towards him. “Me encantaría ir a esa disquera y si se puede me puedes tomar algunas fotitos.” He smiles as he receives the silly wink you gave him.
“Claro. Sí. Sería un gusto.” He rests his hand on his chest. “Si queres te enseño algunas que tengo en mi celular.” You nod liking the idea as he takes out his phone again looking for his gallery and the folder where he kept all of his pictures.
“Podes deslizar a la izquierda.” He gives you his phone which already had the first picture set.
“Oh wow.” You were amazed by the simple yet amazing quality pictures he has taken. Some were of cats, buildings, him in black and white. “Son hermosas Enzo. Si no la hubieras echo de actor la hubieras echo de fotógrafo.” You laughed along with him.
“Es algo simple. Es uno de mis hobbies.” He murmurs next to you as he also looked at the pictures.
“Pues eres muy talentoso, de verdad.” You place your hand on his shoulder, your eyes leaving the picture with a light smile as Enzo didn’t tear his eyes off you.
“Y/N! oh my God here you are!” you recognized the voice making you look behind you, and Enzo finally looking somewhere that wasn’t your face.
You found the person the voice belonged to. “Oh, Maddie. Hi.” You chuckled. “I’m sorry I got a little distracted.” You turn to look at Enzo and then the boys.
Maddie’s eyes scanned the whole table as her strawberry tinted lips were opened a jar with a smile. “Hi. Madelyn Cline.” She greeted as everyone waved at her. Her eyes went back to you as she gave you a smile with a knowing look. “It’s okay you can totally stay here. I don’t mind.”
You looked at Maddie then back at the boys and at Enzo. He was quick to speak. “Te podes ir si queres. No hay problema.” He shrugged and the guys filled in into his request.
“Bueno. Disculpen. Pero fue un gusto conocerlos a todos y ojalá podamos un día volvernos a ver.” Each one of the guys got up from their seat and kissed you goodbye as they agreed with you, including Enzo. “Enzo un gusto.” Your hand rested on his arm for support and his on your waist as you leaned in to kiss his cheek.
“Un gusto linda.” He decided to use the pet name again for a last time tonight.
You turned your back on their table leaving with Maddie as a small smile stayed on your lips. You did hope to see all of them again, especially Enzo. There was something about his vibe and talking to him that made you feel at peace. Like you enjoyed his company.
And you honestly couldn’t wait to get his message.
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fragmentos-literarixs · 5 months ago
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Burning red.
A finales del 2015 recibí un mensaje misterioso cargado de humor, de un sujeto que decía haber visto a una chica linda viajando en Orlando. Cuando lo leí creí que era uno de mis amigos y sus bromas, así que seguí la corriente. Pregunté ''¿Quién eres tú''? y recibí de respuesta un ''Soy Elmo''. Claramente no era alguno de mis amigos, así que nuevamente pregunté y supe que se trataba de un chico con el que sólo había intercambiado unas pocas palabras tiempo atrás.
Los días pasaron, seguimos hablando y los sentimientos empezaron a surgir, pero en el 2016 el amor se hizo presente cuando tuvimos esa primera llamada. Como si de una novela adolescente se tratase, yo había caído en los brazos del típico chico fuckboy de ojos verdes, terriblemente guapo, a quien le gustaba las carreras, el alcohol y la vida en descontrol. Y luego estaba yo: la chica tímida de ojos cafés que no salía casi de su casa, y que cargaba consigo miles de inseguridades.
Me sentía orgullosa porque eras mío, y te veía como un trofeo al cual presumir ante todos. Y tú sólo querías acabar con tu soledad, y claro, darle celos a tu ex. Sin embargo, el tiempo fue pasando y sin pensarlo, ambos caímos profundamente el uno por el otro en el precipicio, y sin paracaídas, lo que me llevó por primera vez a experimentar el amor en forma de adrenalina.
Y así como nos convertimos en dos adolescentes locos y dependientes el uno por el otro. Yo rompía mis reglas por ti, y tú cedías tu vida sin reglas por mí. Peleábamos y chocábamos constantemente, pero después arreglábamos nuestras peleas con pasión desbordante. Imaginábamos una vida juntos, donde tú decías que querías tener una hija que tuviera mis ojos y mis mejillas, y luego yo te decía que soñaba envejecer a tu lado. Bailábamos como dos tontos ''Perfect'' de Ed Sheeran, en medio del caos y la destrucción.
Ese era nuestro amor: pasional, desenfrenado, como un brillante rojo ardiente, hasta que un día, a inicios del 2019, yo decidí llevarlo a su devastador fin.
Querido A, recuerdo que cuando estaba contigo no me podía imaginar una vida sin ti, pues sentía que podía morir si tú no estabas conmigo. Sin embargo, han pasado cinco años desde que terminamos y como ves, sobreviví a ello. Creía que la felicidad estaba a tu lado, pero la verdad era que sólo me estaba destruyendo a tal punto en donde ya no me reconocía. Eras como una droga, que me llevaba a lo más alto y me hacía ver las estrellas, mientras que por dentro me estaba consumiendo lentamente.
Siempre me pregunté: ¿Me amaste de verdad, o sólo fui otra de las chicas a las cuales sometiste en tu juego de manipulación? Y cuando dijiste que era el amor de tu vida, y que nunca habías (ni podrías) amar a alguien como a mí, dime, ¿era cierto, o sólo fue el mismo discurso que diste a todos tus amores?
Podría culparte de todo las heridas y los traumas que por mucho tiempo me han costado sanar, incluso podría odiarte infinitamente, pero querido, sé que yo también te hice ver el infierno. Después de todo ambos lo sabemos bien: fue culpa mía, fue culpa tuya y fue culpa nuestra.
— Lo que nunca pude decir VIII; Rose Noire.
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blackgafas · 6 months ago
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Estoy buscando la felicidad, la cual no sé en qué momento se escondió de mí.
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lovebigname · 2 months ago
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Pero es que ahora es cuando uno se siente vacío, mirando atrás las estrellas, recordando los dias pasados y tratando de sostener su frenético presente...
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stuckwthem · 1 year ago
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HOLAA para lo de las canciones con los chicos del cast: gold rush de taylor swift con enzo 😭😭 siento q es muy accurate.
gold rush | enzo vogrincic
summary: tu lucha contra sus sentimientos de celos y la creciente atención hacia su amigo, temiendo perderlo en medio de la fama y las chicas. friends to not yet lovers. 3k.
tw: inseguridad, angst, consumo de alcohol
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cuando enzo se hizo famoso, no fue una gran sorpresa. siempre había sido talentoso, determinado y esforzado en todo lo que se proponía. además, cumplía todos los requisitos para convertirse en la nueva estrella de la pantalla: guapo, culto, carismático y gracioso. 
así que cuando volvió al teatro, estrenando otra obra brillante, era de esperar que se abarrotasen todas las secciones. y se llenaron, con gente y más gente, todos tras otro pedacito de enzo. mujeres, hombres, jóvenes y mayores, todos estaban deseando por más. 
para enzo no había cambiado gran cosa, aparte del leve acoso, seguía sintiéndose igual, actuando igual, teniendo los mismos mejores amigos y tomando el café en la misma cafetería sencilla, pero ahora era reconocido en la calle y tenía más seguidores de los que podía registrar en instagram. eso era diferente, sin duda, tener la atención de todo el mundo después de tanto tiempo rogándola. pero a pesar de eso, era reconfortante pensar que por fin lo había conseguido. 
a ti te parecía asfixiante. era extraño ver cómo el chico con el que habías pasado los últimos años se convertía en una estrella de la noche a la mañana. para muchos era enzo vogrincic, un actor en una película nominada al oscar. para ti, sólo era enzo, tu mejor amigo. y tu antiguo amor. así que aunque admirabas la creciente fama de tu amigo, las cosas podían ser un poco confusas a veces. la fama atraía todo lo bueno que podías desearle como actor, pero también traía todo lo que te asustaba a muerte: chicas. 
todas guapas, con magníficas sonrisas, actitud y presencia magnética, podían tener fácilmente una oportunidad con enzo. fácilmente cualquiera menos tú. eso era lo que pensabas. 
era difícil reprimir tus celos, un sentimiento idiota que intentabas ignorar a toda costa. controlar tus propios sentimientos era una tarea ardua y agotadora. no te gustaba cómo se te calentaba la cara cuando él estaba cerca, ni cómo te sentías cuando alguna chica se acercaba demasiado. y te sentías fatal por eso. estabas siendo infantil y celosa, pero tú estabas allí primero, ¿no? 
no era una carrera, pero pensabas que ya te habías asegurado el primer puesto. eras el confidente de enzo, su compañera en casi todo momento y la persona más cercana a él. aun así, era como correr por el oro. y no te gustaba nada tener que competir.
cuando enzo te invitó a la fiesta posterior al estreno de su nueva obra, pensaste en declinar la invitación. por supuesto, verías toda la sesión, te volverías a enamorar durante hora y media, felicitarías a tu mejor amigo y volverías a casa, acompañada de una botella de vino y penas que ahogar.  pero el actor no aceptó un no por respuesta, de hecho, enzo estaba aún más confuso, ya que en las últimas semanas parecías muy distante. no respondías a sus mensajes, no contestabas a sus llamadas. por un momento se culpó a sí mismo, pensando que tal vez te estaba dejando de lado con su apretada agenda, pero en realidad, tú sólo estabas actuando como una cobarde.
sabías que era cobardía. contigo mismo, con enzo. estabas siendo una idiota. pero no tenías la valentía de abrirte y contarle tus sentimientos, especialmente con todos los focos girando ahora en su dirección. así que empezó a alejarse, pensando que no le afectaría con sus celos repentinos o sus sentimientos contradictorios. sus palabras sonarían superfluas al lado de toda la atención que él estaba recibiendo ahora. ni siquiera le importaría, otra razón más que se dijo a sí misma para sabotearse. probablemente arruinaría nuestra amistad. ¿y si piensa que intento aprovecharme? pensamientos que pasaban por tu cabeza por la noche.
"¡enzo, este es tu momento, tu obra acaba de estrenarse y tu película va estupendamente!", le dijiste a tu mejor amigo, con un tono de resignación poco convincente. "¡tendrás gente a tu lado toda la noche!".
estabas en el camerino después de la obra, mientras enzo se cambiaba la ropa de su personaje. la habitación olía a perfume fresco, a madera vieja y a una pizca del sudor del chico. con los brazos cruzados, mirabas fijamente el tabique donde enzo se cambiaba, sentada en el viejo sofá.
cuando salió de detrás de la barrera de madera, enzo te miró como si estuvieras bromeando, con los ojos muy abiertos, las cejas levantadas, y luego sacudió la cabeza, abrochándose los últimos botones de su camiseta negra.
"¿y qué tiene eso que ver con el hecho de que quiera a mi mejor amiga conmigo en una noche importante?", preguntó, como si lo que estabas diciendo fuera una tontería, y luego se detuvo frente al espejo, limpiándose el maquillaje.
te pusiste a su lado y cogiste uno de sus pañuelos, limpiándote suavemente el maquillaje blanco del cuello, incapaz de mirarle mientras enzo te observaba en el reflejo. mordiéndote el interior de la mejilla, te sorprendiste a ti misma con un torbellino creciendo en tu pecho.
"no quiero estorbarte" tu confesión salió en un susurro, a lo que enzo respondió con una risa suave y despectiva. "en serio, me quedaría ahí como una idiota, ¡ni siquiera me echarás de menos!".
enzo te sujetó la muñeca con calma, mientras tú te concentrabas demasiado en limpiarlo, pero hacía tiempo que el maquillaje había desaparecido. se giró para mirarte, con los ojos fijos en toda tu expresión ceñuda, que llevaba una insistente preocupación en el pliegue de las cejas, que le pareció adorable.
"deja de decir tonterías, sabes que te necesito siempre a mi lado. ¿o qué sería de mí?", declaró el moreno, con una voz tan firme y dulce como la sonrisa que se deslizaba por sus labios cuando le miraba. 
y así era imposible rebatirlo, simplemente era demasiado difícil resistirse a él y al sentimiento que la consumía por dentro, que la traía a este momento, en el salón de un piso grande y desconocido, lleno de actores y gente importante, críticos de teatro y alguna que otra gente insignificante. reconoció algunas caras, amigos comunes, compañeros de trabajo y, por supuesto, fans y admiradores de enzo. el ambiente es un zumbido de carcajadas, conversaciones animadas y copas que se alzan en señal de celebración. la gente aplaudió cuando enzo entró en el piso, llevando su mano, que pronto soltaron para que pudiera saludar a los demás. me parece justo. pensó, aunque el hormigueo entre los dedos causado por la ausencia de enzo empezaba a molestarle.
él irradiaba confianza, saludando con la cabeza a quienes le saludaban y respondiendo a cada cumplido con una modesta sonrisa.
intentaste mantener una expresión neutra y comprensiva, apreciando el esfuerzo de enzo por incluirte en su nuevo mundo. sin embargo, la sensación en el fondo de tu mente persistía. todo el mundo quería saber cómo era tocarlo, cómo era amarlo, y usted no tenía ningún privilegio en ser experta en esto. poco a poco, cuando el actor entabló conversaciones, usted se dispersó en un minuto, fue a por una copa de vino y pronto se vio fuera de lugar, enzo cada vez más rodeado en un pequeño círculo alejado de usted, y una hermosa chica riendo a su lado, intentando llamar su atención. 
a la cuarta copa, después de observarle desde lejos, estabas algo intoxicada por el alcohol y decidida. le daría espacio, tanta distancia como necesitara, para que pudiera disfrutar de su noche sin obstáculos. sobre todo, no quería ser su sombra ni sentir que le molestaba, aunque enzo no diera señales de aquello. 
el enorme balcón del enorme piso, ocupado apenas por unos pocos fumadores, tenía una escalera de incendios en la esquina y a través de ella descubriste la terraza, vacía y tranquila, con una vista increíble de las luces de la ciudad. te pareció una buena forma de alejarte de todo, un escondite perfecto para ti y todas esas sensaciones. 
mientras te alejabas por la terraza, enzo notó tu ausencia. alguien acababa de soltar un chiste estúpido y él se giró para intercambiar una mirada cómplice, dispuesto a ver tu sonrisa en su rostro, pero todo lo que obtuvo fueron rasgos desconocidos y sintió una inmediata incomodidad. enzo puso fin a la conversación bruscamente, disculpándose con los demás invitados, y empezó a buscarte entre el montón de gente en que se había convertido el salón. cruzó el piso, saludando rápidamente a quien se cruzaba en su camino, la preocupación en su rostro se hacía cada vez más visible al no haber rastro de ti.
¿te habías ido sin despedirte? ¿por qué estabas tan... diferente? enzo podía dejar que cambiaran muchas cosas, no todo lo que podía controlar, pero cambiar lo que existía entre ustedes no podía tolerarlo, y eso lo aterrorizaba. incluso después de todo, tú eras la persona que él quería a su lado. como amiga, como algo más. como cualquier cosa que te mantuviera cerca. a tus brazos corría cuando el mundo parecía tragárselo, cuando todo le abrumaba, cuando tenía noticias felices o tristes, cuando tenía planes o necesitaba un momento de paz escuchando tu voz. la vida de enzo, a pesar de todo, giraba en torno a tu órbita. podía sentir que te le escapabas de las manos, y no podía permitir que eso ocurriera. 
sus ojos vislumbraron entonces la puerta abierta del balcón y la atravesó, encontrándose con la misma escalera por la que habíais subido minutos antes. se conocían lo suficiente como para que enzo estuviera seguro de que iba en la dirección correcta cuando subió a la terraza. la brisa helada le golpeó en cuanto subió el último escalón, y sintió que se le formaba un nudo en el estómago.
la vista panorámica de la ciudad se fue revelando a medida que avanzaba por la terraza, pero lo que captó su atención fue usted, de pie en el borde de la misma, mirando al horizonte con expresión pensativa, con un vaso vacío en las manos. al actor le dio un vuelco el corazón, respiró hondo y se rascó la garganta.
"¿estás bien?" la voz de enzo cortó el silencio como una suave melodía, sobreponiéndose a la música apagada del piso justo debajo de sus pies, sorprendiéndole mientras contemplaba la ciudad desde arriba, absorbida por sus pensamientos. era una voz profunda y cálida, con una nota de preocupación delicadamente entretejida. 
no esperabas que llegara tan rápido. te giras hacia él e intentas sonreír, pero el gesto no llega a tus ojos.
"estoy bien, enzo. sólo necesitaba un poco de aire fresco". intentaste sonar despreocupada, pero había una notable tensión en el ambiente. 
realmente te sentías sofocada, un poco acalorada, atascada por el vino y la ansiedad.
el actor asintió, sus ojos buscaban los suyos, en busca de respuestas que usted no estaba dispuesta a dar. se acercó a ti lentamente, metiendo las manos en los bolsillos, dando un paso cada vez, como si temiera que cualquier movimiento brusco pudiera alterar el delicado equilibrio entre vosotros.
enzo no sabía cómo empezar a desentrañar las preguntas de su cabeza, y tú no sabías cómo retener las palabras dentro de tu mente cargada y ebria.
"las cosas están un poco raras", dijisteis los dos a la vez, generando un ligero estado de shock con la revelación al unísono. estabais en la mente del otro todo el tiempo.
intercambiasteis miradas divertidas, repentinamente tímidas, y enzo se rió, balanceando el cuerpo, sin saber muy bien cómo acercarse.
"empiezo a pensar que tenemos que repasar nuestras habilidades telepáticas", bromea él, tratando de aliviar la tensión del ambiente. 
su sonrisa era genuina, pero sus ojos seguían buscando algo más en los tuyos. la brisa nocturna jugaba con el pelo de enzo mientras se acercaba, creando una atmósfera de vulnerabilidad compartida.
dejas escapar una suave carcajada, disfrutando del ligero toque de humor. sin embargo, esa extraña electricidad entre vosotros no desapareció del todo. enzo parecía querer entender lo que estaba pasando, mientras que tú luchabas por expresar sentimientos confusos bajo la influencia de más vino del que deberías tener en tu organismo. 
"sí, podría ser una buena idea invertir en un curso de comunicación mental", respondiste, tratando de mantener un tono ligero, pero esa expresión algo desesperada seguía delatando lo que ocurría en tu interior.
enzo asintió, de pie a tu lado en el borde de la terraza, ambos contemplando la ciudad iluminada ante vosotros. había algo mágico en la noche, pero también algo incierto en la forma en que os mirabais.
"entonces, ¿qué está pasando?" enzo finalmente rompió el silencio una vez más, sus ojos te miraban con una intensidad que hizo que tu corazón se acelerase. sus orbes marrones invitan a sumergirse en ellos. estabas atrapada, sin ningún lugar al que huir. su mirada te recorrió como si fueras transparente, incapaz de ocultar nada a su atención.
dudaste un momento, mordiéndote el labio inferior antes de encontrar el valor para hablar. "es que... me he sentido un poco perdida. con todo lo que ha estado pasando, los cambios, tú haciéndote famoso, y yo... no sé dónde encajo". apartaste la mirada, sintiendo un nudo en la garganta. "no sé si podré soportarlo, en".
una sensación punzante pareció atravesar el pecho del chico, que sinceramente se esperaba muchas cosas, pero no esto. no su mirada huyendo de él a cada momento y la forma en que su cuerpo parecía repudiar la manera en que se apartaba inconscientemente. enzo perdió el aliento ante el golpe, y tardó unos segundos en procesar tu honestidad directa.
"¿no puedes lidiar... conmigo?", preguntó, con la voz baja, dolida. tu había bebido demasiado, se notaba. enzo no sabía si se sentía ofendido o preocupado. sus manos se tensaron en los bolsillos del pantalón, ansiosas por encontrar las suyas. de tocarte, de romper esa barrera.
"i... no sé si podré soportar la idea de perderte" la afirmación le salió, cortándole la garganta. dios, qué tonta y ridícula se sentía. toda una fiesta para él allí abajo y él perdiendo el tiempo con su drama.
la mirada de enzo pasó gradualmente del perplejidad a la comprensión, y a algo más profundo, más vulnerable. la noche que había parecido tan prometedora se teñía ahora de una nube de incertidumbre.
"¿perder...?" enzo repitió la palabra, como si tratara de comprender plenamente el significado que encerraba. sus ojos oscuros se clavaron en los tuyos, una mezcla de confusión y de inquietud pintada en su expresión.
tragas saliva, incapaz de responder inmediatamente. las emociones bullían en tu interior, y era difícil discernir qué era miedo, celos o simplemente inseguridad.
"sí, perder". bajaste la cabeza, tus dedos rodeando el borde de la taza en una huida nerviosa. riéndote para ti misma, cerraste los ojos, sintiendo el ligero mareo y la falta de control en la forma en que tu mente maquinaba las siguientes palabras, transformada por el alcohol. "y tambien estan los celos, esta cosa amarga que me esta carcomiendo. de adentro hacia afuera, parece volverme loca cada maldita vez que una chica se acerca... y nunca he sido posesiva, pero es tan difícil cuando se trata de ti, enzo. es como competir por el oro".
durante un rato no pasa nada. enzo permanece en silencio, inmóvil, observándola con expresión seria y atónita. la oye resoplar y, de repente, sus ojos se enrojecen, ardiendo por contener las lágrimas. 
" ¿tienes celos?" pregunta finalmente enzo tras una pausa que parece durar una eternidad, como si no pudiera creer lo que acaba de salir de su boca. su voz es baja y tranquila, como si intentara no asustar a una criatura frágil. su mirada permaneció fija en ti, tratando de comprender cada giro de la situación.
asentiste como una niña pequeña contrariada, sintiendo que se te quitaba un peso de encima al compartir algo que habías estado ocultando durante tanto tiempo. "sí, y lo odio. sé que es irracional e infantil, pero es más fuerte que yo".
una sonrisa crece en los labios de enzo, como si la situación le divirtiera. levantas la mirada, sintiéndote traicionada, cuando él empieza a reír. tu mano busca el pecho del actor, dándole un torpe puñetazo y el moreno asiente, sin importarle la repentina agresión.
te atrae en un espontáneo abrazo, colocando su barbilla sobre tu cabeza cuando no te resistes a aceptar su tacto, a pesar de sentirte insultada. toda la tensión se disipó de enzo cuando se dio cuenta de todo lo que estaba pasando. y de lo inconsciente que eras de sus sentimientos. pero eso no lo revelaría ahora, no cuando parpadeabas lentamente y visiblemente alterada por el vino. enzo quería que lo supieras, que lo recordaras.
enzo te abrazó un poco más fuerte, en un intento de transmitir consuelo. su pecho descendía y ascendía con calma, ayudando a que sus propios latidos se calmaran. 
"no necesitas ponerte celosa, y definitivamente no necesitas competir por nada, especialmente no por mí", susurró, sus ojos oscuros fijos en algún punto de la terraza mientras su mano acariciaba tu espalda. "siempre has sido la persona más importante para mí, desde el principio. nada de eso cambia por un poco de fama y atención. y menos por chicas que no eres tú".
las palabras de enzo eran suaves, y la sinceridad en ellas era innegable. quería que supieras que, a pesar de todos los cambios, seguías siendo la constante de su vida. y la única para la que tenía ojos. pero tú no lo asimilaste enseguida, sino que retrocediste un poco y lo miraste con ojos pesados y labios apretados, recelosa. 
enzo notó, con una mezcla de ternura y diversión, una sombra roja que denunciaba el contacto con la copa de vino en la comisura de tus labios. un destello de encanto apareció en su mirada, y un suspiro involuntario escapó de los labios del actor. 
"venga, vamos", te llamó, extendiendo la mano entre los dos. su mirada se detuvo en tus dedos abiertos y, tras evaluarlos unos segundos, los entrelazó con los suyos.
"¿adónde?", tartamudeaste, frunciendo el ceño. la sensación de su cálida mano contra la tuya era reconfortante y segura.
"fuera. necesito una noche a solas con mi chica, por los viejos tiempos" enzo se encogió de hombros, sin dudar en tirar de ti a través de la terraza para marcharse.
te detuviste bruscamente, confusa e incapaz de entender por qué estaba dispuesto a dejar todo aquello atrás tan fácilmente.
"pero... enzo, la fiesta y tus amigos..." insististe, y enzo asintió.
"tengo prioridades esta noche, asuntos más importantes que tratar hoy que perder el tiempo con aduladores. todos ellos sólo sobre ti"
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what must it be like to grow up that beautiful, mr. vogrincic?
hola!!! dios, como me quede obsesionada a esta ask. simplesmente, es la cancion que traduce los sentimientos de todas nosotras!!! muuuuy accurate muchas gracias!!!
espero haber conseguido transmitir la vibra de la canción 😭
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vieuxlet · 2 months ago
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Cuatro años y mil cigarrillos después ya puedo reírme de esto, pero en ese entonces el dolor era demasiado real para dejarla morir en el limbo digital, así que bueno...
Sobre el amor que juramos sería para siempre y otros cuentos de los dieciocho:
Siempre me pregunto por dónde empezar cuando escribo estas cartas. Aunque esta vez es diferente, ¿verdad? Esta será la última vez que mis palabras intenten alcanzarte, y hay tanto por decir que siento que ninguna cantidad de ellas será suficiente.
Hay tantas cosas de las que me arrepiento...
Como no haber aprendido la receta de albóndigas de tu mamá. Ahora que lo pienso, nunca se la pedí realmente, solo me quedaba en la cocina viéndola cocinar, sentada en la barra mientras tú hacías tarea en la sala. O no haber intentado más con tu papá, creo que las únicas veces que crucé más de dos palabras con él fueron cuando me veía llegar y me preguntaba si quería cenar. Siempre le decía que no por pena, aunque me moría de hambre.
Me arrepiento de las peleas estúpidas, de los celos sin sentido, de cada portazo que di pensando que teníamos todo el tiempo del mundo para reconciliarnos.
Tu sudadera amarilla de North Face todavía está en algún lugar de mi closet. A veces, en noches particularmente solitarias, me pregunto si debería regresártela. Pero tiene tanto de nosotros impregnado en ella... el olor a sal de aquella escapada a la playa, cuando creímos ingenuamente que el bronceado no nos delataría ante mis padres. Las manchas de café de esas madrugadas estudiando, tú con tus libros de ingeniería, yo pretendiendo leer mientras te observaba concentrado, con tus rizos cayendo sobre la frente y ese ceño fruncido que tanto me gustaba besar hasta que sonreías.
¿Te acuerdas de la primera vez que viste la nieve? Fue durante ese viaje con mis padres, cuando aún te querían, cuando aún éramos ese "amor bonito" que todos aplaudían. Tus ojos brillaban como los de un niño, y por un momento, todos tus muros de chico rudo se derritieron junto con los copos en tu cabello.
Me escapé tantas veces por la ventana de mi habitación para verte... Como esa noche después de nuestra primera pelea, cuando apareciste afuera de mi casa y te quedaste ahí, parado en la calle a las tres de la mañana, con esas rosas rosadas (porque sabías que el rosa era mi color) y ese poema terrible que escribiste. Era malísimo, pero lo guardé hasta que se deshizo el papel de tanto doblarlo y desdoblarlo.
Tu carro fue nuestro primer universo privado. Me negaba a ir a hoteles (qué tonta era, tan preocupada por el qué dirán) así que convertimos ese Volkswagen viejo en nuestro refugio. Conocía cada crujido de los asientos, cada rayón en el tablero, cada canción de esa playlist que armamos juntos y que seguramente ya borraste. Luego llegó tu departamento, ese espacio diminuto que hicimos nuestro entre clases saltadas y mentiras a medias a mis padres. Aún recuerdo el sabor de los besos robados en la cocina, el sonido de tu risa haciendo eco en las paredes vacías, nuestros sueños esparcidos por cada rincón como si fuéramos a vivir para siempre.
Éramos un desastre, ¿sabes? Yo fumando a escondidas porque odiabas el olor a cigarro, y tú con tus cervezas oscuras y demasiado amargas que nunca aprendí a disfrutar. Dejé de fumar por ti, ¿te diste cuenta? Ahora fumo todo el tiempo. Como ahora, mientras escribo esto y el humo se mezcla con las palabras que no sé si alguna vez leerás.
Te burlabas de mi obsesión con el horóscopo, de cómo consultaba las estrellas buscando señales sobre nosotros. Tú, tan pragmático, tan anclado a la tierra; yo, siempre flotando entre nubes de fantasía. Y sin embargo, funcionábamos. O al menos eso creíamos. Tú con tu ética de trabajo inquebrantable, yo siendo la eterna niña de papá. Éramos tan diferentes y a la vez tan complementarios.
¿Sabes? Me aprendí los nombres de todos los personajes de ese anime que tanto amabas, aunque fingía no prestar atención. A veces me descubro tarareando el opening cuando estoy distraída, y por un segundo, vuelvo a estar en tu cama, viendo un episodio más mientras jugabas con mi cabello.
Las peleas eran intensas, por tus exnovias, por esos tipos que fingían no saber que llevábamos tres años juntos, por tonterías que ahora no recuerdo pero que entonces parecían el fin del mundo. Pero las reconciliaciones... las reconciliaciones hacían que todo valiera la pena. Éramos fuego, éramos tormenta, éramos todo o nada.
Este tatuaje en mi brazo izquierdo con tu fecha de nacimiento... a veces lo miro y sonrío, otras veces lo cubro. Es como nuestra historia: imborrable, pero ya no duele como antes. Es solo un recordatorio de que fuiste real, de que lo nuestro fue real.
No me arrepiento de los "te amo" que susurré contra tu piel, ni de los que grité en medio de nuestras peleas. No me arrepiento de los besos, de las caricias, de las promesas que en su momento fueron sinceras. Cada momento contigo me hizo quien soy ahora, incluso los que dolieron, especialmente los que dolieron.
Espero que sigas siendo ese trabajador incansable que admiraba. Que dejes de poner la ropa sucia sobre el tocador (aunque sé que nunca lo harás). Que encuentres a alguien que ame tus cervezas amargas y tu forma particular de ver el mundo. Que seas feliz, pero de verdad feliz, no como lo fuimos nosotros, que confundíamos la intensidad con la felicidad.
Y ahora que las palabras se me agotan y el cigarro se consume entre mis dedos, solo me queda decirte gracias. Por los sueños compartidos, por las lecciones aprendidas, por haberme amado como solo se ama a los dieciocho: sin medida, sin miedo, sin mañana.
Gracias por haber sido mi primer amor real, mi primera guerra, mi primera paz.
Y quizás en otra vida... quizás seamos más sabios. O quizás no. Quizás en otra vida también nos destruyamos, y eso también estaría bien.
Con todo lo que fuimos y lo que no pudimos ser;
V.
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haru-tsufan · 3 months ago
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Les platico un poco de este Au y espero que les guste mi dibujo 💖
Este es un Au post apocaliptico y se centra en la historia de Rui, un chico que perdio a la mayoria de sus amigos y a todos los mas cercanos como Nene, Emu y Tsukasa, suele pasar por lugares donde aun quedan rastro de las estrellas que fueron en su mundo antes del apocalipsis, el suele visitar estos lugares con la excusa de que solo traira proviciones pero Mizuki sabe a lo que va Rui.
Lo demas se lo contare conforme suba dibujos asi que espero que me tengan paciencia jajs.
Este Au puede contarse como Ruikasa, Mizurui o Polyshow como ustedes prefieran 💖
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jartita-me-teneis · 3 months ago
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En 1947, una mujer entró en una tienda de comestibles en Memphis, Tennessee, para entregar un rollo de película para revelar. Tan pronto como entró, se dio cuenta de que le quedaba una última exposición.
Se fijó en un chico que estaba fuera de la tienda y le pidió que dejara su nueva bicicleta junto a ella para poder terminar el rollo de película y entregárselo. Jamás se imaginó que ese joven se convertiría en la mayor estrella de rock y el mayor icono que el mundo haya conocido jamás.
En 2014, esta foto finalmente fue publicada en la revista Vanity Fair, mostrando al joven Elvis Presley.
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yuzuyom · 5 months ago
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Au! Universitario Jujutsu kaisen.
"La luz que nunca podía quedarse callada de repente pasaba minutos en silencio, ahogándose en los sentimientos que aquellos iris siempre expresaban"
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Mono prefiere escuchar, pero la niña divaga y se pierde tanto en su mente que de repente en lugar de oír esta entretenida hablando consigo misma comentando las expresiones de las otras personas. A veces se obligaba a prestar atencion, porque le parecía grosero ignorar lo que la otra persona con tanta emoción le contaba.
Sin embargo, le gustaba más prestar atencion a las expresiones de las personas que a sus palabras. Sentía que de esa forma sabía si le estaban contando la verdad, si le contaban algo doloroso y si no importaba mucho y solo era una anécdota. Entonces ella sabría qué tono usar y si debía tomar en serio la conversación.
Casi nadie se daba cuenta que a veces se perdía en medio de las conversaciones. Al menos nadie que no fuera Shoko, hasta que se encontró con Satoru.
El muchacho pasaba horas hablando. Su boca se movía sin parar y aquello hizo que Mono se sintiera a gusto, porque no debía y hablar y podía dejarse llevar o arrastrar por la personalidad extrovertida del muchacho.
Ella pensaba que realmente la estrella de la escuela no le importaba si le prestaban atención o no. Simplemente él tenía esa necesidad de hablar para no aburrirse y volver el ambiente más ameno.
Hasta que en una de las miles de conversaciones que habían tenido su mente se fue lejos. Pensando que las pestañas del muchacho eran realmente largas y que sus ojos eran demasiado azules, de repente la idea a qué parecían como aquellas imágenes aterradoras cruzó su mente, obligándola a morder su mejilla interna para no reír. Escuchó la palabra Digimon y el nombre de alguna criatura, y Mono llegó a la conclusión de que estaba hablándole de algún capítulo que le había gustado demasiado. Entonces ella decidió centrarse en como el cabello del muchacho se movía a cada movimiento que hacía. Tan esponjoso y ligero que Mono pensó en un diente de león, su imaginación de repente pensó en un diente de león con los lentes habituales de Satoru gritando que era el mejor en todo.
Entonces, su fijación cayó en aquella última frase. De repente su cerebro estaba imaginando si alguna vez había visto a este muchacho fallar en algo, realmente no pensó en cosas serias, sino más bien en boberías. Cómo por ejemplo que nunca había visto que pisara una grieta del suelo o que cuando lanza la envoltura de algún dulce a la basura siempre da en el blanco, cuando un mosquito está apunto de picarlo él siempre le atrapa.
¿Eso se podría tomar como algo de que admirar?
Oh. Satoru había dejado de hablar.
Pero Mono no habló, simplemente lo miró directamente a los ojos y recostó su cabeza en sus rodillas. Los iris azules de Satoru seguían observándola sin decir palabra alguna.
— ¿Ya has vuelto? — preguntó el muchacho imitando su acción.
Ella asintió lentamente.
— Me fui — bromeó intentando alejar la vergüenza que sintió al ser descubierta.
Satoru se hizo el indignado.
—Hmm, si te aburro solo dímelo y acaba con nuestra amistad.
Mono aguanto la carcajada, rodando los ojos ante el dramatismo.
—Ya, ya. Entonces, ¿Que me decías de Digimon?
Y como un interruptor, el chico olvidó su actuación y volvió a conversar con emoción.
(Solo amiguitos todavía)
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WUJUUUUUUU
mucho texto, pero bueno. Me gusta escribir estos mini textos para dar contexto.
VIVA EL AMOOOOOOR.
estoy pensando en poner si es antes o no de que estén enamorados. Ahora sí, babaaaaai
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En 1947, una mujer entró en una tienda de comestibles en Memphis, Tennessee, para entregar un rollo de película para revelar. Tan pronto como entró, se dio cuenta de que le quedaba una última exposición. Se fijó en un chico que estaba fuera de la tienda y le pidió que dejara su nueva bicicleta junto a él para poder tomarle una foto y terminar el rollo de película. Jamás se imaginó que ese joven se convertiría en la mayor estrella de rock y el mayor icono que el mundo haya conocido. En 2014, esta foto finalmente fue publicada en la revista Vanity Fair, mostrando al joven Elvis Presley.
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