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lucithornz · 3 months ago

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Oh yeah I think I forgot to post here, but I had some shit come up. I was in a pretty bad car accident Monday. I am fine BUT idk how this is gonna impact my time and mental space for the next few weeks/months.

It could be since I currently don't have a car I might go stir crazy at home and do nothing but write fic. It could be I also go stir crazy and decide I need to run 10 miles to feel something. I just don't know yet.

But you best believe the next chapter I update will have a fun author's note <3

#also I am gonna have to walk to the store for shopping now #so idk a lot of things just turned into much longer ventures #i still dont know how I am gonna get to the dr in january #life updates #like what is the point of surviving a hit and run if I can't write about it in my authors note on AO3?#either I have to get a new car #OR it will take a while to repair mine #I really hope it's not totaled bc I love that car #she took me so many places and up so many sketchy roads

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quins-makeshift-menagerie · 1 year ago

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mmmmmMMMMMMM

#sigh #I wanted this break to be nice and relaxing #just allow myself to recharge maybe do some silly personal doodles #but we finally got the quote from the mechanic and it’s #it’s bad but it’s either get this repair or get an all new car we can’t afford #this whole month has been a terrible downward spiral and I’m #trying so hard #I’m not well #things aren’t letting up #I have no motivation to do anything enjoyable #nothing feels enjoyable #I just #I want to sleep forever #I don’t want to deal with this anymore #I still can’t seem to get a job #Q’s job is mentally destroying him because of the things he’s now being exposed to #but he’s been trying to get a new job since mid April #I #no longer feel any hope that things will get better #Christmas?#I feel no Christmas joy #I feel no joy #I picked a shit time to get off my meds but #I don’t know I’m tired of taking pills #there’s nothing wrong with needing them I get that but I just #I didn’t want that anymore #sorry I just needed to yell into the void before I lose my fucking mind #I’m fine things will be fine they’re always fine in the end they have to be

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miodiodavinci · 5 days ago

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(empty look of death)

#in case you're wondering how i'm doing uhh #ya boy is considering opening commissions at some point #on account of his life rapidly going to shit #given the whole 'i either spend all my savings fixing my car or i spend all my savings getting a new car'#'and i don't have many other options because it's either i go to work or the company physically implodes and i don't have a job anymore'#benefits of being the one load-bearing employee <333 #because your main terrible boss never managed to pick up anyone else as all the other employees left one by one <333 #anyway. sorry. i've been. crying on and off all day #it's not like there haven't been good times these past six months (i've been grabbing little mouthfuls of life) but #i'm feeling it on my psyche. i'm feeling the fact that i've been holding my brain to the grindstone since 2023 and it's <333 bad <3333 #the fact that twice today i've had brief Ideations tells you all you need to know </333 #anyway. i will be okay. ultimately.#life has to get easier sooner or later but. unironically i may need to look into supplementing my job income #or else i'm not going to survive the upcoming gap season

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hanzajesthanza · 3 months ago

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geralt and per procura no, PERPRO MOUNTAIN

#(or 'perpro top') ?#either way this smacked me in the face. PERPRO GÓRA #aaaand i got no idea how to translate that. what's a two-syllable english word that ends -oora and would be funny #it's okay geralt. you not understanding any latin phrases is me reading the hussite trilogy </3 #it's the fucking 'i know' which gets me #[doesn't know and is advised on how he doesn't know] 'YEAH I KNOW OK'#it's giving ciri to yennefer blood of elves chapter 7 'and i bet he saw many an analogy too...'#love that geralt finds nenneke after having not seen her since childhood. IMMEDIATELY starts complaining to her #geralt saying this and that to nenneke AUGH the fact that he's always been a whiner <3 #that meme of the poor kid upset near the car captioned 'he thought school was only for one day oh he mad 😭😭'#'he thought witchering was only for one day oh he mad'#book: crossroads of ravens #excerpt #c: geralt #the witcher books #this is so funny to me because angouleme knew what per procura meant because she used it in a rude way #'he can kiss my ass per procura'#and angouleme was about 19 and geralt is about 18 here #so it's like in the good place when michael goes '... JASON GOT IT??? *JASON*???? ohhh this is a new low'#it's only endearing because we know he grows up to be also insufferable with the latin just as his creator is <3 #the elbow-high diaries #this is the best prequel because it's like awwww he changed so much and wow. he did not change At All #nenneke: 'dont get in trouble' geralt: 'I DiDn'T dO AnYtHiNg'

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robotwrangler · 7 days ago

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Wow. We’re so back? I don’t know why but I have been feeling so great this week. And not just “okay” but actively happy, giddy, full of zest for life and whatnot!

#and this is despite being in a couple thousand of debt for the secondhand car I just had to buy to replace my old car which died!#and despite having just had covid!#like yesterday I was just washing the dishes and I was like ‘why is my face sore’ and realised it was bc I had been smiling the whole time #like just passively. and I keep feeling my heart leap with joy at random moments and my resilience has come back #stuff just isn’t getting me down. I dropped a clean fork on the floor and didnt go ‘ughhh fuck my stupid life’ or whatever I’d usually say #and nothing actively good happened. I’m just like this now like a switch was flipped. I don’t understand but I’m grateful!#and I don’t feel lonely either? I’ve been in my room with the curtains drawn for a week and not going outside or leaving my bed much #(because I had covid)#but I don’t feel isolated or like I’m missing out on anything. I’m actually kinda relishing it #I literally haven’t felt this way since like 2019 and it was out-of-the-blue that time too. and that was the best year of my life #like I feel reborn almost. again. no idea why on earth this has happened to me (twice now??) but I’m glad!!#i was really not doing well for the past like. year. because lots of bad things happened and I just in general wasn’t feeling like myself #but I feel SO myself right now. I feel like I actually know who I am and what I want #ive even been doing creative stuff again when its been SUCH a struggle in recent years #drawing feels so much easier and I feel like I have the energy to try new things #anyway. that’s a lot of tags. I’m just really happy that I can be happy again!

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cerbreus · 2 months ago

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if 2026 rolls around and i've not figured out a set course for dealing with my career woes (taking community college classes, making plans to continue education, switching jobs, literally ANYTHING...) please beat 🔨me 🔨with 🔨hammers........🔨🔨🔨

#i feel so stagnant and unhappy and trapped #by all rights i have a good enviable job #even if it doesn't pay fantastic #and i have a lot of free time that i am completely squandering #either i need to go whole hog into this career and do what i can to learn programming and higher intensity pipelines and time management #or i need to start changing my career like. now. and figure out 1) what to and 2) how to do it #i probably can even juggle it and my current job at the same time #which would be good #i also need to figure out if i want to stay here. move across the country. move to a different country. it kind of is important for that #i gotta travel to some of the places i'm interested in first to see if it's worth my time to lean into the process #bc i have essentially until 35-45 at the latest #it was a bit less overwhelming to approach when it seemed like i could have at least one person to fall back on in case things go wrong #but i don't wanna put pressure on anyone anyway i would rather live in a car if i have to bc i can't find a place for the night or w/e #i think loosely i wanna go on an international trip by end of '27 if like. things don't get crazy??? <:) that would be fun #and it'll be good to see how i fare #i'd like to see and experience more n make new friends. really put myself out there.#obviously i'm not wealthy so it's. tough. but. if i'm still with my same job i can probably take it with me now!!! yay!!#the being transgender and doing weekly shots definitely makes everything so needlessly complicated ugh #personal stuff

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sp00ky-scary · 7 days ago

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The expectation to have a regular gp and how difficult it is to get help without one is fucking insane, like bro I'm a 19 year old, broke and most places don't bulk bill anymore, this is my 2nd year in a city 2 hours away (which where I am is far) from where I just spent the previous 7 years, and I only went to the doctor like 3 times last year, how the fuck am I meant to have a regular gp ???? None of the fucking gp's around here are even taking new patients like ?????? Literally any medical thing "oh do you have a regular gp?" Even seeing a fucking gp "do you have a regular gp?" NO OTHERWISE I WOULDN'T BE SEEING YOU

#need to get on anti depressants again so i have to see a nurse at the mental health place im now going #so she'll give me advice on finding a gp around here because the gp at the mental health place? you guessed it not taking new patients #my family has a gp they see regularly but as i mentioned 2 hours away #and i dont have a car either #so…

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littlewigglers · 4 months ago

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About my tanks

Usually wouldn't post this but since it's gone from every so often to twice a week now in my asks or messages. Ranging from well meaning to pretty rude.

I am aware the tank I keep my giants in is too small, I've said so before in posts. The person I got them from said my tank was fine at the time so that's why I went ahead and got them.

I do plan to upgrade the tank but I have a number of limiting factors - Money, I don't have £200-300+ to drop on this tank, new substrate and stronger shelves to hold the extra weight. - No car, anything I'd buy has to be delivered to me which greatly limits my options to local stores or very expensive shipping - Where I live limiting my options. All I can get delivered to me(at a reasonable price) currently is either exoterra tanks or fishtanks with lids that wouldn't work/no lids.

So yes I'm aware of the issues and I'm doing what I can with what I've got until I am able to get a new tank. I've plans in place to hopefully have it sorted by late spring.

#bug babbles #I'm not mad or anything but it is getting a little annoying #getting weekly messages trying to be helpful or saying I'm going to kill my millipedes #if they keep up I will simply stop posting about the giants on the blog #or look into rehoming them #though there's no way to be sure whoever I'd give them too would treat them any better #either way I know I promise you all I KNOW the tank is too small I have plans to sort it out next year #it's just not as simple as driving to a store and picking one up I don't have a car and I'd need all new shelves to handle the weight #and even just getting the shelves is hard because I again I need them delivered #I'm not from America there's only a handful of specialist stores in my country and one of them is on the complete other side of it from me #even just getting substrate is a pain in the ass for me I have to order it from the mainland in bulk whenever it's actually in stock #and before anyone says just order off amazon I've had awful luck ordering tanks off there they nearly always have arrived shattered

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yatiso · 6 months ago

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im sorry digital world analog devices no matter how finicky or straight up entirely more liable to be defective or time/money consuming will always have the top shelf in my heart

#🫶#the new handheld cassette recorder/player i ordered came in the mail so my huge dusty cassette collection is so back #my last car had a cassette player which was so epic but at the same time as getting a new car my cassette players went out -_-#they were cheapy tbh this one is waaay nicer quality and has epic uncommon features (record double speed + variable fast/reg/slow playback #speed dial) but its been like a year... i was starting to feel bad about owning so many cassettes...#i love this thing it records so well and plays back so well and i can mess with the playback its so fun !#i dont feel like i have to be esp careful using it either which is a new sensation and a beautiful relief #its just funny cuz it came in the mail on my lovers bday >~< which seems so silly to me like its not my bday!! but i got a great gift ^.^#i have 108 (rym catalogable) cassettes (plus more) and some were more than i pay for cds... or blurays for that matter..#this is so exciting ! if only my new cars cd player didnt start acting up tonite too.. thats okie tho... i just need a good record player !

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weekdaygladers · 6 days ago

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