#edor?

[simping-for-red-flags]

yes, yes I do and I'm tired of pretending they didn't 😤

[elliottjpg]

On this beautiful (two days after) Trans Day of Visibility, I give you a transgender kabuki actress!

---------------------------------------------------------------------------

暁の物語 Akatsuki no Monogatari

光 Akane

(O-Akane or Akane-hime to be polite)

Asakura Heijirō (朝倉 炳次郎), better known by her public name O-Akane, is an onnagata: a cross-dressing kabuki actor specializing in female roles, as well as an oiran: a high-ranking courtesan; and she is Hikari's lover.

Born to a poor family but blessed with amazing looks and an ambitious mind, Akane turned to (male) prostitution very early on by necessity. When kabuki theater came into being, she found her calling: being onstage was not only a way to attract clients, but also to express herself, and to indulge in the femininity she had been hiding her whole life. She was soon able to make a name for herself, as both an actress and a cultured, high-ranking courtesan, allowed more choice and luxury than most of the women of the pleasure district.

She is the kind of courtesan who knows her own worth and knows how to use it to get what she wants. She is cunning (although not cruel), resilient and ambitious, which allows her to live a relatively enjoyable life in the pleasure district. Being able to live as a woman is more than she could hope for, and she can both put up with a lot and fight very fiercely to keep this privilege.

She met Hikari when he was visiting the pleasure district. He saw her perform onstage and was immediately struck and fascinated by her, enough to court her for many weeks before being allowed to meet her. Their relationship quickly grew beyond that of a client and a courtesan, into a romantic -albeit unusual and unstable- relationship. Akane feels that Hikari is the only person who truly understands her, both as a person, as a woman, and as a trans individual.

Hikari being a traveler, he only spends little time with Akane, which makes it all the more precious to both of them. Hikari sometimes still has his doubts about Akane's true feelings, which are something prostitutes often play with. Akane truly does love him, but she can't bring herself to dispel his doubts, because both of their lives are too complicated for clear-cut feelings.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------

Akatsuki no Monogatari (the Tale of Dawn) takes place in the very beginning of the Edo era, in the transition years between the warring period of the Sengoku-Jidai and the two hundred years of peace under the Tokugawa shogunate. It is a story about change and beginnings, both of a person and of a country.

Some name lore and historical context under the cut!

Explanation of Akane's name:

Like most men of her time, Akane has a "public" first name (Akane), a "private" first name (Heijirō), and a family name (Asakura).

-Akane is the stage name she chose for herself. It is typically written 茜, which means "deep red" or "madder plant (Rubia cordifolia). But it turns out it can be written with 80 different kanji or combinations of kanji, one of them being... fucking hikari 光. Because kanji is a system created by the devil. So of course I had to pick that spelling.

Note that in the Edo era, women's names were typically written in kana, not in kanji. In a formal setting, she would normally be referred to as O-Akane, or Akane-hime (princess Akane - she is not a noble, it's just a fancy title like milady).

-Heijirō is Akane's male adult name that she received upon coming of age. It is normally written 平次郎 which means "even second son" ("even" being an auspicious adjective; men's names were often composed of a positive word and their order of birth). Except it turns out that "hei" can also be written with the kanji 炳, which means... bright and shining! Like fucking 光 (which means light). So I obviously had to choose that spelling. Maybe Akane was given the name "even second son" and changed the spelling herself to "bright second son".

-Asakura is Akane's family name, the spelling is inconsequential, I chose it simply for the sound.

A remark on Akane's gender identity:

She personally identifies as a person of feminine nature, insofar as she can conceptualize "identifying as a woman" in this historical context. In modern terms she is a trans woman; in the Edo era's society, she is a man who cross-dresses 24/7 For The Art. Yes that was a thing. I could not make this up if I wanted to. From what I understood of my research, Edo society kinda considered onnagata to be its own gender role.

To quote the book "Kabuki" by Masakatsu Gunji: "In the attempt, not just to express femininity, but to become a woman, [...] the daily lives of onnagata were lived in the same way as women in almost every detail. On the third day of the third month, they celebrated the Doll Festival; they did sewing in their spare time; and their clothes were those of women in every respect. This intense effort to become a woman, by being ultimately doomed to failure, served to create for other men a kind of abstract of femininity that somehow summed up its essence better than any individual woman ever could."

Disclaimer on historical accuracy:

I really cannot speak for the accuracy of Akane's costume. I did my best by referencing old ukiyo-e prints of oiran (courtesans), but at the end of the day this is a very approximate attempt on which I slapped some modern furisode (long sleeve ceremonial kimono) patterns. At least it looks rad.

Also, historically, it's not very realistic for Akane to be an onnagata. In the early days of kabuki, all the actresses were women, and a lot of them moonlit as prostitutes - the plays were a way to advertise themselves and attract clients. A shogunal ban was eventually placed on women in theater, displacing the problem and creating an opening for young male prostitution (and the basis for the future onnagata). Then young men were banned from kabuki for the same reason, and cross-dressing male actors had to be registered with the shogunate lest the audience thought there was an actual woman on stage (a scandal!).

From what I understood of my research, the direct ties between kabuki and prostitution seem to have been severed after the second ban (on young male actors), which was followed by an attempt by kabuki actors to appear more respectable. By the time kabuki was established as a proper art form and the onnagata became highly regarded trendsetters and fashion icons, actors were no longer prostitutes.

Akatsuki no Monogatari takes place in the early decades of the Edo era, so in the first years of kabuki, before onnagata became a thing. But sometimes, you just have to bend history a tiny bit to treat yourself to a cool transgender actress/prostitute.

[pharawee]

@singto-prachaya kindly let me know that Harikarn has decided to announce the cast for The Hell Guards one week early, which... okay, that certainly is a mood. Maybe they're just really excited to start production.

As predicted, the Hell Guards has a huge cast because it's part of the Chains of Heart universe (which is actually the Art Adore En universe because afaik it all started with Hin and Payu but since Harikarn aren't the ones producing that - if it's even still happening - I'll just call it CoH universe from now on to differentiate it from Art Adore En and Love Puzzle. Confusing, I know, but bear with me 🙏).

You can find all of the cast listed on Harikarn's ig - some of them don't even have a role yet, so let's concentrate on the main players:

Chaaim Alongkorn will be reprising his role from Chains of Heart, but this time he'll also play Payu's identical twin Yu (Waranyu). It's kind of unfortunate that Art Adore En and Love Puzzle aren't out yet because the very existence of The Hell Guards will spoil one of their plot twists. Mind you, not a terribly important one, but still.

Anyway, Yu is one of two main characters. He's been in a coma since his teens due to a brain tumour and, in exchange for a healthy life, made a pact with the god of death to hunt down escaped souls and guide them back to the underworld.

Few Vayu will be playing Palang, the other main character. Palang is a medium who Yu meets at university. Palang mistakes Yu for an evil spirit because to him he smells like death. They eventually team up to fight evil spirits together.

Seng Suphaksin as Bun. Seng played one of the mafia twins in Don't Say No. He'll also be in Boy Never Smiles and Lover Merman. As for Bun - there's a character named Boon/Bhoun (he was Payu's detective friend in Chains of Heart) and this is set years before Chains of Heart, so it could be him.

Chai Sinsophak as Bhu. Chai played one of the mafia twins in Don't Say No. He'll also be in Boy Never Smiles and Lover Merman. Seems like they're a package deal. Yay for twins! As for Bhu (Bu? Boo?), I'm drawing a blank. I guess Bun has a (younger?) sibling? It would make sense since Yu and Palang are university juniors to Payu's and even Hin's friends.

Gun (edit: sry I mixed up names here) Napat who I love very much despite his tendency to overact into one singular direction will apparently be playing a character named Bible. I have no idea who that is but he's probably evil lmao

This is a huge surprise! Fiat Patchata will be playing Hin - Payu's boyfriend who was played by Marc Pahun/Natarit in Chains of Heart. Now, I love Marc with all of my heart (as you might know lmao) and I thought he did such a good job with Hin but Fiat is actually much, much closer to Hin as he's described in the novel. I am so excited for this version of Hin - even if we're probably not seeing that much of him.

Now Wachiravit as Tos, and I have no idea who that is, either.

Top Piyawat as Mac, and the name rings a vague bell (like, maybe the name was dropped in the Art Adore En novel but because it's such a huge universe and I've read only two novels this could be a very important character in one of the 2354623 other novels lmao).

Haii Sarunsathorn my beloved - which means he should be playing Ken, but strangely enough he's been announced as Tree Wissanut Ekphakpoom. That's most definitely not Ken's name (which is Ken Thitidon Jungua). So either Ken ALSO has a twin (and who knows, apparently his estranged celebrity mother abandoned him) or Harikarn doesn't really care about screen continuity. Or maybe he's an evil spirit too.

Jimmy Natthaphong as Guy, who along with Nott (remember, the random guy who could tell the future in Chains of Heart) has his own novel.

Tiger Tanawat as Nott. Tiger was in Even Sun and Past-senger and will be in Live in Love and Boxer in Heart. As mentioned above, Nott can tell the future. He and Guy could be a side couple. They have their own supernatural novel.

Plustor Pronpiphat (my beloved) as Mangpong, who is also a main character in a separate novel. He is the same age as Payu and Ken. He can fight very well and he's from the south.

Ohm Pasawit as Safe. Safe is the same age as Hin and Pleng. He's Mangpong's boyfriend. They could also be a side couple here.

Joseph Pharmtharm as Than - who doesn't even have a given name, and tbh I have no idea who he is.

There's seven more actors who have been announced without a designated character so could be one of them will be Pleng or Phrai (Yuji and Pong are missing too) or even Ken and Din (if they decide to recast). I guess we'll see. It's not as if the cast isn't big enough already.

I'm so excited for this though. If you follow this blog even a little bit you know how excited I am for this whole universe. And it's Chaaim as Yu (and Payu again)! I couldn't be happier tbh 😭🙏

[dummy-dot-exe]

가방이 점점 커지는 토키 by Edor@Edolldor

[suittokill]

Editor Jazzpunk Real

Edor (thats me)

I meant to queue this but oh wel

[gccdstories]

ANSWERED ASK ::

Anaxia knelt before him, holding out a cookie.

"You still have a sweet tooth right?"

She glanced to the locked door and back to him, moving to walk around the small room and twirled back to him.

"This is depressing. Can't we do something else?"

Her eyes shinned and she leaned back to him.

"We can go annoy the Nymphs, Edored is playing with a number of them."

She didn't consider that a secret, that was just an open fact.

@siderealxmelody

He looked at her with a raised eyebrow, glanced at the cookie, then back to her again. Almost as if a part of him wanted to voice the question are you insane aloud.

But he didn't. He wouldn't. Because he knew she wasn't.

❝ You don't have to stay here, you know, ❞ he muttered, even as he did eventually reach out and take the offered cookie. It was nice--and sweet. He probably didn't even deserve that much.

He nodded towards the door. ❝ It's not like you don't know the way out, if you want. ❞

[all-too-random]

Rhyming Nicknames except their real names are the opposite of what you think they are

Like you meet a Jon and a Don. But their names are Jonald and Donathan.

Nate and Kate. Natherine and Kathaniel.

Tilly and Lilly. Tillian and Malilda.

Ed and Ted. Edore and Tedward.

Flo and Jo. Floseph and Jorence.

[mybrotherinchris]

Here's my brain rot cartoon Whimsical Wizards

I love these dumbass characters

Igrodis - Blue Wizard

Azith - Purple Wizard

Rodarin - Green/Pink Wizard

Bimble - Tiny Cute Wizard

Edor - The Wise Frail Wizard

Great Spirit - Great Spirit

Big thank you to Danni for doing voices xoxo

[libraryofcirclaria]

Recastelaren

Library of Circlaria

Blog Posts

Article Written: 23 February 1456

Geography

Although closer to Ancondria than the rest of Circlaria, Recastelaren, officially known as the Isles of Recastelaren, is considered a part of the Circlarian Realm.

Recastelaren is actually a cluster of five water-bound Isles, with one Center Island around which travel four Lesser Islands. The Lesser Islands revolve around the Center Island once every two weeks. The Center Island consists of a variably smooth shoreline around the outside, a tall plateau in the center, and a basin in the center of the plateau. Over the center of the basin floats a stationary Skymountain which rotates once every 24 hours. Four large Skymountains revolve around the Center Island once every week.

Meanwhile, each of the four Lesser Islands has four Skymountains that revolve around it and a Skymountain in the center that is stationary relative to the motion of the said Lesser Island. And each Skymountain that orbits around the Center Island has four lesser Skymountains that revolve around it once every 24 hours.

To note, all revolutions and rotations are clockwise.

Such a place has been the object of scientific study for centuries, and such studies have found Recastelaren's motions to be the result of gyrostones and gyro-energy. Needless to say, with exploding value for gyro-technology in recent years, Recastelaren has been a place of interest for traders and investors.

Recastelaren's climate is mostly temperate. Being located very far South in the Southern Hemisphere, Recastelaren has four distinct seasons: spring, summer, fall, and winter. Its vegetation consists of grasslands accompanied by pines and deciduous trees.

History

From the pre-Ashen years to around 500 CE, civilization throughout the Isles of Recastelaren consisted of a loose collection of fishing and farming communes. A confederation of communes eventually emerged to dominate the Center Island while a single-commune society dominated each of the four Lesser Islands. Each commune held a common religious belief that deities lived and ruled from each of the Skymountains; and commune leaders would turn to these deities for a "consensus" with regard to perplexing issues. These communes were otherwise self-governing, with each wanting no business with the others except for occasional trade, and would only unite with one another in the presence of an external threat.

In 504 CE, Graenbeard the Great, an infamous and powerful sea pirate in the Circlarian Realm, launched a brutal attack against the Isles of Recastelaren, which fell rather easily to defeat. Many native Recastelarians were slaughtered while others were taken into slavery and transported to other regions of Circlaria. And thus, the Isles of Recastelaren were united under the banner of Graenbeard, who ruled as its King until his unexpected death in 517 CE. With no heir to the throne, Recastelaren became an absolute principality, ruled by a succession of Lords until 804 CE. That year, the Principality was violently overthrown and re-established as a Republic. The Republic of Recastelaren was governed by a collective leadership from the Center Island, who approved Consuls elected by the population to govern over each of the four Lesser Islands.

However, by 1051 CE, the Republic of Recastelaren was corrupted economically and politically; and a threat of civil war began to emerge. In May of that year, a charismatic figure by the name of Lord Valooren led a coup which temporarily unseated the central government on the Center Island. A similar event had occurred eighty years previously; and the central government was prepared to act, subdue that uprising rather easily. However, before they could settle the 1051 uprising, the coup leaders quickly signed a deal to hand Recastelaren to the control of the Edoran Regiondom of the Great North, seated in Northern Remikra. A treaty was signed to dissolve the Republic and re-establish the territory as the Edoran Dominion of Recastelaren on 18 May 1051.

From 1051 to 1354, the Edoran Dominion of Recastelaren was administered by a succession of Governor-Generals appointed and approved by the Parliament of the Edoran Regiondom. And such a succession of Governor-Generals established a hallowed tradition of modern economic policies allowing for open markets and the fostering of private small businesses. Furthermore, they enacted social policies to grow and maintain a comfortable middle class for both local Recastelarians and Edorans alike.

Under Edoran leadership, a local Parliament was established on the Center Island while a Council was established for each of the four Lesser Islands, with seats for these legislative bodies elected by the local population. Furthermore, aviation, nautical, and gyro-technology enabled people to set foot upon the Skymountains; and with growing populations, each Skymountain would also have its own local hierarchical government and elected Council. Most notably, government policies here designated certain areas of the Isles and Skymountains as protected wildlife preserves.

As a result, for nearly 300 years, the Isles of Recastelaren enjoyed a balanced economy, high living standards, and an overall high morale.

However, such a tradition came to an end when, in 1354, the Parliament of the Edoran Regiondom in Remikra voted to sell Recastelaren to a joint ownership between the Remikran Union and the Kingdom of Gyrosak. In 1359, the Remikran Union voted to have its portion of Recastelarian territory handed over to Gyrosak, so that Gyrosak had total jurisdiction. Very soon after, Gyrosak handed Recastelaren over to the Gyrosakian Royal Treasury, who bartered numerous pieces of territory, each to the sole ownership of a privately-owned business or a commercial sea guild. During this time period, the Royal Treasury would purchase pieces of territory it expected to gain value, and sold them to other businesses for profit. Businesses and sea guilds would do the same.

Some of these pieces of land were built upon by naval shipyards as well as military and air bases. These were originally owned directly by the Gyrosakian government. However, in 1361, a private multinational company known as the Lubbock Shipyard and Airbase Holdings Corporation bought these properties, most of which were either along the coastlines of the water-bound Isles or atop the Skymountains. In exchange for rapid technological advancements in these fields, Lubbock Holdings would lease out these properties to the Gyrosakian government for monthly or yearly fees. And as part of a special contract, numerous businesses in Recastelaren would pay service fees to the stationed Gyrosakian forces for security and military protection.

Throughout the 1360s and 1370s, Recastelaren became a truly libertarian society consisting of an open market where businesses bought and sold property and assets; and no single government had official jurisdiction over the Isles. This period was accompanied by modernization on an industrial scale, as each landmass, water-bound and air-bound, was converted into a major cityscape. And the wildlife reserves, having lost their protection while Gyrosak sold Recastelarian territories to private businesses, were not exempt.

By 1374, each Isle and Skymountain was a daunting urbanscape accompanied by economic inequality, rising costs of living, and consistently low wages for a rapidly-growing lower working class. In March of that year, workers across numerous Recastelarian businesses and industries joined and formed the United Workers of Recastelaren (UWR). As a single organization, they began to organize a general strike. In response to this, the Recastelarian corporate elite formed the Order of the Grey Dawn, which was led by the top Recastelarian business oligarchs and consisted of two other classes: the Supporters, who were laborers convinced to "join the cause" via votes, pledges of loyalty, and monetary donations; and the Fighting Loyals, who were hired by the Leaders to carry out acts such as assassinations of outspoken UWR figures, street confrontations, and acts of protest to derail the function of businesses opposed to the Order. Furthermore, only men were allowed to cast votes, become Leaders, or join the Fighting Loyals.

In September 1374, the Order of the Grey Dawn launched a broad effort across Recastelaren to eradicate the existence of the UWR, which involved the barricading of streets, sit-ins derailing opposing businesses, the destruction of small businesses supporting the UWR, the storming of UWR locations, and even the slaughter of certain UWR members.

Citing this as a possible fascist coup, the UWR began reaching out to powerful foreign entities for assistance. The Kingdom of Gyrosak completely ignored such calls made by the UWR. However, such a call was answered by the Seafarers of Barry, a commercial sea-guild collectively governed by its laborers who overthrew its top-down leadership one-hundred years previously. The Seafarers offered to help by building ships from metal scraps collected all throughout the Circlarian Realm, and lending or selling these ships to any entity willing to assist the UWR. However, the Seafarers answered the need for another entity to assist the UWR by calling upon one of its closest allies: the Sororal Council of the Primeran Class of the House of Esary, or the SCPC. The SCPC agreed to such a deal because they had recently been ousted by the House of Esary from their home territory in Notulfa, located in the Far-North landmass of Hobland, and needed a place to settle in terms of government and jurisdiction. The SCPC agreed to pay the Seafarers a sum of wealth to construct robust naval ships; and the Seafarers succeeded in increasing the naval presence of the SCPC to five times its original size. With well-crafted propaganda, and possibly oathcrafting skills, the SCPC was able to recruit large numbers of allied Circlarians to join them in order to man these ships.

Members of the UWR began to grow concerned with the SCPC, however, after learning that the ouster of the SCPC from the House of Esary was in the wake of apparent "shady troubles" with regard to Circlarian international law. Furthermore, the Diplomatic Officiators of the SCPC had been broadcasting disturbing rhetoric of "class supremacy" and the "glory of opponent elimination." Combined with the need of the SCPC to find a place to settle, concern began to grow that the SCPC was intending to invade and conquer Recastelaren. As a result, two chapters of the UWR made a conjoined official call to the central leadership of the UWR to reconsider its unwavering acceptance of the SCPC as its ally; however, such a call was completely ignored.

Nevertheless, the SCPC took notice and began to take counter-actions. They did so by first approaching Lubbock Holdings with a proposal to gradually acquire its naval, military, and airbases. Lubbock Holdings agreed to the deal, but such a deal required a mutual agreement from the Gyrosakian government, who denied such a motion. As a result, the proposal was null and void. Nevertheless, the SCPC began assembling floating naval military bases with its newly-built ships around the Isles, while calling upon its parent entity, the House of Esary, to assist them in their agenda. Despite having ousted the SCPC from Notulfa, the House of Esary was still willing to help them settle in new territory. Between late 1374 and early 1375, the House of Esary conducted business deals to acquire a majority of Recastelarian media companies and directed them to implicitly indoctrinate Recastelarians with pro-Esarian principles. The House of Esary used such media influence to convince Recastelarian charter schools to merge with them in a similar fashion. They then successfully acquired all of the "soft industry" businesses and "infrastructure industry" businesses. With a strong newly-gained economic clout as a result, the House of Esary convinced these businesses to terminate service fee arrangements with the Gyrosakian forces stationed at the bases owned by Lubbocks Holdings.

By 1375, the stationed Gyrosakian forces were no longer able to pay rental fees to Lubbocks Holdings without consultation from the Gyrosakian Royal Treasury. In May 1375, the House of Esary pitched a similar proposal to the one made by the SCPC the previous year for Gyrosakian forces to terminate their lease with Lubbocks Holdings and for Lubbocks Holdings to sell their properties to the House of Esary. All three entities agreed, signing a contract that included a clause obligating the SCPC to promise non-aggression in Recastelaren. Local Recastelarians were skeptical of this arrangement, however, since the non-aggression clause was not enforceable, but division in the Recastelarian population hindered their ability to effectively negotiate with these powerful entities.

In June 1375, the contract was officially signed; and immediately afterward, a subsequent deal was signed between the House of Esary and the SCPC to turn over the properties to the SCPC. Throughout the month of September, Gyrosakian forces gradually withdrew from Recastelaren. And on 1 October 1375, the SCPC moved in. Breaking their promise to uphold the non-aggression clause, they launched a full-scale invasion of Recastelaren. With no central government in place to fight back, Recastelaren was defeated and fell under total control by the SCPC, who established its official sovereignty over the territory with its government seat on the Center Island, and brought Recastelaren under totalitarian rule.

Recastelaren has been under total control of the SCPC ever since.

[kimsebilmesin]

Hâlâ yavşaklar devam edor

[inexistentment]

Y es que no me gusta escribirte xq significa que aún estás presente, aún dueles, aún tienes algo más que un rincón en mi corazón y solo esta ahí pudriendose, invadiendo todo con su asqueroso edor del recuerdo de tus caricias, de tus besos, de tus te amo tóxicos llenos de aislamiento y llanto, hasta que en el colapso. Se desintegra soltando las esporas de libertad, acompañada de un doloroso desarrollo.

[kyovamp]

Persona egoísta, eso es lo que soy.

Porque aunque cada día, hora y minuto que pase, siempre saldrá a la luz lo que verdaderamente soy con un edor asqueroso y repugnante ser, que habita en esa casa sin salida.

Hoy mi madre me habló de sus salida con su amiga y dijo cosas que realmente soy, no la juzgó, igual lo sé.

Envidia, enojo hacia familiares no es correcto y solo de pensarlo me repugna demaciado, no lo puedo controlar.

Unos simples panques se ven, yo veo gula, desesperación y envidia, 4 son míos y los demás los compro mi madre porque vio que no compre para los demás, ¿Deberia sentirme mal?, ¿culpable?, ¿coda?, no lo sé.

¿Es lo que me quieren hacer pensar?...

Mi familia, al igual que yo, estamos enfermos, no sabemos respetar ni disponer límites, no separan lo bueno de lo malo, no saben cavilar y creen que todo es suyo, sin pedir consentimiento.

Quiero salir de ahí, pero no se como...tal vez algún día lo haga o simplemente me pudriré ahí, pensando en la libertad.

08/abr/23

[damian19pupi]

Nadie va a sospechar de mi demencia de mi desesperación nadie sospecharía si solo fuera disimulada detrás de cualquier sentimiento más leal del que todos están acostumbrados. La potencia de mi ser no descansa sobre los hombros de personas comunes su peso no podría ser soportado por la fuerza de mortales comunes su fiereza no puede ser embestida por otra que no fuese de igual manera, el tormento es suficiente para despojar de su alma a cualquier cuerpo, la hostigasion es constante, la oscuridad es infinita, el edor es insoportable, el fuego te consume y los corazones se corrompen solo de asomar a tanta intolerancia, tanto despojo de vida,tanta idolatría hacia el ego, hacia el placer, que visto desde mi perspectiva es inocuo pero para mis víctimas es nocivo, doloroso, dañino y desesperanzador, no quiero ser diferente pero quisiera que todo fuese diferente que la realidad fuera otro tipo de realidad que la vida no fuese lo más preciado y que tampoco fuera solo una vida cosa que no creo, es que el concepto general habla de una vida pero mis creencias las que fui formando me dicen algo distinto vida son solo cuatro letras a mi perspectiva de otro modo no sería tan poco importante en los noticieros haciendo alarde de fama quien las da con mayor énfasis de tal forma las noticias de perdidas humanas no dan la talla para la popularidad para ser popular hay que dar la pelea del día el divorcio de algún famosos o tonterías que nada tienen que ver a la realidad la gente es hipócrita el amor ya no existe y solo importa lo superfluo, es el aparato del futuro de lo moderno de la estupidez lo que nos va hundiendo en tanta podredumbre por eso prefiero ser una parte del rompecabezas que no encaja pero darle mi propia moldura a mi realidad y encajar en mi propio mundo del que ustedes solo son materia escencial para alimentar un status al que no todos logran llegar.

[trashyocstash]

the last of the profiles, this time for the side characters. they're all grouped together since they're all small.

the protagonists

julie

machine

mark

vivian

the villains

cyn and pyri

john smith/scazard

Mark's Hippie Group(Charlotte, Kent, Sandra): After Mark became a hippie, he ended up meeting these three. 

Charlotte Andreassen: A bright, bubbly optimist. She enjoys sports, being particularly good at roller skating and has visited roller disco places before. She is full of energy, humour and loves to have fun.

Kent Greyson: A musician, he can usually be seen playing his guitar and also enjoys singing. He is strong-willed, rebellious and a rule breaker. Kent is perfectly content with disrespecting authority figures, and has been to jail before, but he doesn't regret it.

Sandra Tanner: A love of the arts, Sandra enjoys knitting and sewing, and repurposes things, such as turning rope into accessories. Mark's rope bracelet was made by her. She, Kent and Charlotte also wear things she makes. Additionally, she makes things like quilts, blankets and learned how to make macramé, making things for her friends using the technique as it was popular in the 70s. Sandra also enjoys makeup and fashion.

She is relaxed, calm and level headed, to the point of being chill and a go with the flow type.

Asteri:

Family: Edor(father), Urila(mother), Pyri(aunt)

Asteri was only a baby when her family was massacred by Pyri, minus her mother Urila. They fled to the countryside together, and Asteri grew up in fear of her aunt, wondering if any day now would be her last.

When Mark and Vivian came to try and convince them to overthrow Pyri, they were too scared. But soon, Cyn arrived and killed Urila. Asteri promised to overthrow Pyri and become the new empress. She knew she couldn't live in fear of her aunt any longer, and that things needed to end. So, she agreed to follow Mark and Vivian to her.

Urila:

Family: Imbi(father), Myga(mother), Byriq(brother), Pyri(sister), Edor(husband), Asteri(daughter)

Urila was raised knowing she would never be heir to the throne, and was content with that. She wanted to live a peaceful life, and ended up getting married to another high ranking fyralogin named Edor, and they had a daughter named Asteri together.

Once her family was massacred by Pyri, including Edor, Urila fled with Asteri to the countryside. She feared her sister, and that if found, she and Asteri would be killed too. Pyri knew Urila and Asteri were out there somewhere, and considered them a threat to her rule, so had Cyn look for them for her.

When Mark and Vivian learned Pyri had an heir, they went looking for her, and found Urila and Asteri, and tried to convince them to help overthrow Pyri. But they were both too scared, and didn't want to face her.

In the end, Cyn followed Mark and Vivian and was able to kill Urila. With her dying breath, she made Asteri promise to overthrow Pyri and become the new empress.

[lordcmaya]

Los demonios saben a mierda

O eso creo, aun recuerdo la primera vez que tuve el edor a mierda, fue horrible, iba llegando a lo que me dijeron era mi nuevo hogar, exactamente donde estaria mi cama, en un poblado o eso era entonces, alejado de todo, cerca de nada, con palabras de arrepentimiento y culpa, con dolor y tristesa se me dijo que viviria ahi, como si se tratase de algo para sentirse orgulloso y aun asi viendo la cara de asco con el piso lleno de "orugas negras", entonces la vi, a esa niña que apenas y podia caminar, que no sabia de donde venia y que ahora vivia con nosotros, o mejor dicho conmigo girando su canica en el techo cada noche, a ella la deje estar un buen rato, pero a los demas me los comi, poco a poco, lentamente como si de darme fuerza se tratase, ninguno tuvo un buen sabor, y cuando curse la preparatoria finalmente me senti listo a deborarla, ella tenia un sabor dulce a diferencia de los demas, que lastima, por que entonces ella no queria estar aqui a diferencia de los otros, y asi terminaremos todos, o quermos irnos o queremos quedarnos, y lo peor es que nuestro edor y sabor se acentua con el tiempo y nunca lo notaremos, es como ser estupido, solo los demas puedne verlo, y ahora aquellos que estuvieron a mi lado o al menos algunos me acompañan constantente, incluso auqellos que no sabia que ya habian muerto, pero bueno, es otro trago, otro sabor, otra mierda mas, y yo seguire evadiendo la muerte tantas veces como debore cadaveres que aun no aceptan que se han ido...

[444names]

Names generated from Brythonic deities, The Elder Scrolls' Breton names and Old English forenames, excluding the letter "C"

Abelyzat Abythosse Adebbillio Adent Adste Agaereen Agivin Agona Agram Agreen Alarryes Aldaine Alevienna Alhile Alien Allaste Alvette Alysoleu Amarnak Ambushtno Amerryane Amodrou Amoris Amyne Andorenes Anewule Antitte Apughan Araelle Ardellent Ardia Ardie Ardrie Ardval Arindel Arine Arlus Arrier Asmius Aubaria Audiosber Audiste Aureles Ausque Auzena Averod Avese...

Baldwine Banno Baram Barizam Barne Beadise Beard Belar Belgend Belia Belie Bellin Belwegorya Belwyrinne Beord Berazand Berefult Berilzouna Berine Berne Bersmiela Bette Bielin Binarine Blambelle Blanne Bogewulf Boumon Brane Brierryne Briusari Brofwina Bruberia Brusete Brusexis Bundemous Bytte Bywearra Dabytherth Dariane Darond Davelarieu Dedistyr Deline Dellevit Delleyo Develle Dissette Dordwaynie Dorois Dorth Dorya Drian Droweano Dufalhean Dundile Dundine Dunilda Dunle Dunylin Dupashrya Eadidius Eadrigard Eadyn Eanna Eanne Eardetere Earie Eartheort Eauby Eddard Edmard Ednont Edore Edousago Edramboger Edrilia Elail Elantiert Eldey Eldund Elhhelle Elinelley Elitane Ellenn Elloistert Elous Elvin Emarey Emasderham Emoree Enghry Eomiel Eomsmine Eorlene Eoros Eremoryan Erienne Esminie Ettylvera Evais Evalph Evelia Everht Falyna Ferfie Fergidrew Ferht Feverler Flard Flory Forhtmuna Frabord Frang Franot Freart Frelm Frond Gaboge Gaelis Gaeria Gaete Gastille Gatustys Gaudeine Gavautail Gaves Gaylou Gefin Gelle Gerger Gergne Gerian Gerth Geryanna Gevelia Gidarque Gielwingue Giettaine Gilia Gitenry Glesand Golle Gonis Gouarnis Grada Greda Gremer Guared Gustoista Guybaurey Guystah Gwygerall Gyssane Hawkfin Hawksleing Headerina Heady Hearna Heauver Heona Hilvelin Igeon Inannitt Ingile Jasta Jaumning Javriel Jearnitise Jemær Jenrient Jerin Jonan Josaliann Jostal Juine Jurysyne Kasque Kinette Kinwyn Krane Kurena Labosa Labris Lairria Lamas Lanealle Lanrie Larard Lashtrah Laube Launa Lavebena Layne Learle Leley Lellat Levard Lilabrus Linehamund Linte Lippe Loette Lorrian Loryantone Lulda Lurenus Lyzaulf Mabrena Madis Magash Magry Mainamise Mairine Malien Malio Manilio Mapron Mapuguilla Marandio Mararboi Marart Marda Marerroft Mareyna Marine Marjoeux Marmunot Marnol Marof Marondanne Maronnis Mashard Mastahwine Maurgedna Maurges Mavantiend Maverisag Mayurt Melfore Mellexis Melyzylbor Meritten Mestyr Miran Modard Molannau Monand Monnyr Moode Moodyr Moorel Moorwine Mordude Morgian Morionnet Morni Morra Morthyne Morydanry Munbure Nette Noelanned Nolinette Norht Nuron Odfrey Ofwine Ondique Ordywywyri Ornelia Osertard Osguaine Osigne Osithyn Oslyz Ostienien Ouisseph Pallen Paran Parien Parisa Parter Partis Pellan Pernak Peros Perthibene Peveah Phian Phierard Philina Piene Prand Preen Puguis Pyppajaste Quellaine Redwynaïg Refre Reiliane Reliene Rodena Rodorth Rolise Romir Ronne Ronnyra Ronnyvyr Ronynaux Roste Rostyste Rouse Rowehhanne Rozine Ruren Sandald Sanne Sanno Selyzabro Shwine Siandrene Siglie Sileobone Silexre Simodsury Slard Slesart Sorya Staura Stine Suria Sæmunne Sæwaynaus Talaris Talimory Tamellexi Thawkslyna Theaf Theon Theoppel Therð Thier Thrya Thwilia Thwin Thylisa Tille Tobine Torent Towealiten Troft Tsillia Tyrht Utath Utian Uttepheve Vales Valinis Vandidwin Vandrine Vanvine Variel Vaude Vaulf Vedræd Velle Verield Vielara Vienste Villart Ville Vinaelot Viraynn Virondren Vosræd Vygabeonde Vyran Vyroften Winak Wineverang Wistondes Wulient Wullerte Wulliber Wynadrier Wynelaud Wyria Yndyrredne Ynysyne Ysose Ysset Yundywyn Yvale Yvyrine Ælfge Ælfwyr