#edges pressed

[sugurugetoshairbrush]

getou suguru + low lighting x luscious hair - kenjaku = my type

[quirkle2]

scenes that make me wanna eat drywall dust

[nerdinyourarms]

Thought of being made to wear a remote vibrator whilst we're out but never actually turning it on.

Just because I can use it, doesn't mean I have to. I'd much rather watch you twitch and ache, bracing yourself everytime my phone is in my hand. Dreading every small interaction with a stranger, but soon that won't be the case, will it?

Soon, you'll be begging me to use it on you. I thought you didn't want to be in complete bliss, trying your hardest not to cum, hiding your face with so many people around. And as nice of a sight that would be, this is much more fun don't you think? I wanna see just how needy you get by the end of the night, just at the sheer sight of my fingers in close proximity to the release you're craving so badly. Subtly grinding against the chair, looking around to make sure no one can see the sheer depravity going on infront of me.

[skunkes]

swatched my watercolors onto my sketchbook (that is not made for em at all 🫶) for Fun and Pretty Colors reasons

[achilleid]

Replaying DAI and always shocked how I get to Skyhold and literally one convo in and Solas is hitting Lavellan with that sweet sweet Fade tongue.

All she had to do was follow him around and ask a MILLION questions while blatantly hinting she wants to tap it and he is shaking, vibrating with longing.

[bigcats-birds-and-books]

Books of 2024: AT THE EDGE OF THE WOODS by Masatsugu Ono.

[aq2003]

the immediate cut between fourteen and the not-thing and how the dread builds bc you can just see on the not-thing's face that it's Something Else. GOD. this episode.

[capricioussun]

I don't know if I or another person have asked but what's your interpretation of Fell Papyrus?

I swear I'm going to try and keep this from becoming a novel but I can't be held accountable for if I fail.

Edit post-typing: I failed. Anyway

So, similarly to the US boys, I started off basically taking the UT boys (as I see them) and going all the way back to the beginning and seeing how the changes would ultimately affect them. This pretty consistently has a bigger impact on Papyrus than Sans because I've always seen Papyrus as very...sort of impressionable? Or reflective. A lot of his behaviors come from those around him and their expectations.

To me, he comes across as the type of character to try to mold himself into a specific shape because he sort of lacks his own sense of self. I've always headcanoned this as coming from my standard lore of being like, partially synthetic and receiving a larger part of Gaster's soul than Sans in their creation, meaning he takes more after someone with low empathy and serious issues with derealization, and only became even more sort of..."detached" from himself after Gaster shattered and it damaged his and Sans' "code" (Papyrus more so, again, because of having a larger percentage of Gaster's soul).

In UF, because of how Gaster was, and because of how much fear he semi-unintentionally instilled in Sans, that Sans then went on to try and teach Papyrus through the lens of, he wound up with a tremendously overzealous responsibility complex. Gaster had impressed on the boys how important they were to his plans to free monsterkind, all the way up until shattering when the boys were still young. And then Sans tried desperately hard to teach Papyrus how to be entirely self sufficient and survive in a world as cruel as theirs because he believed he'd get killed or Fall Down at pretty much any moment (Sans was a very, very stressed out kid/teenager).

So Papyrus essentially learned Anything can be an exploitable weakness, not to show emotions, do anything for the sake of surviving, and above all else, protect those that need protecting, with Sans, and eventually Undyne, at the top of the list. This is also where his deeply secretive nature really settled in, and also why he struggles so much to accept...really anything good that's offered freely. Kindness, friendship, help. He has to remain untouchable, unreachable, the one to provide and not take, because if he messes up, if he lets the wrong person in, he's not just risking his own well being, but by extension, everyone who's depending on him.

It's also a really good way to distract himself from the crushing loneliness. Saw a tumblr post the other day that resonated so hard w/ my ideas of him that said something along the lines of "if I cannot be wanted I will be needed, and if I am not needed then let me be used until there is nothing left". He was never really allowed to develop himself as a person, not fully, so he completely filled himself with what he thought he had to be. When those things are taken away, he has nothing, and he’s too terrified to let that happen.

It's also why I hc he, in some ways, winds up having a really really hard time after surfacing in some of my ideas/aus/stories. He was needed underground, Sans needed him, Undyne needed him, Snowdin needed him, and by extension the whole underground did, to keep the balance. Above ground, everyone calming and becoming happier, Sans and Toriel settling down, Undyne and Alphys settling down, being a replaceable member of the ambassadorial team, he's hit with this just...utter loss of self.

Getting carried away on the specifics. He and UT Papyrus actually align in a lot of ways it's hard to see at first glance. Both have their "roles", both have a specific sort of "bit" they do with their brothers, both let Undyne believe she knows what's best because they believe it's what best for her, both, despite knowing better, desperately want to believe in the greater good. Despite all the aforementioned problems, despite preparing his whole life to kill humans, he's the first to give up and try to help Frisk. They're just a child. A child who wants to help, who's scared, who doesn't even have a brother to look after them.

In reality he’s a nervous wreck. My man is TIRED. He puts himself under tremendous pressure and doesn't know how to express nor understand emotions. His schtick is so well rehearsed anything that goes off script completely blindsides him. The soft, silly, bratty goofiness is really only under a very thin layer of ice. It doesn't take much to crack it, but that only makes him that much more defensive and paranoid. He can't risk anyone knowing how "weak" he truly is, even if most anyone who's been around him any amount of time can see it clear as day, because he’s about as good at hiding it as UT Papyrus would be lol

At least they don't know about the [REDACTED]. That, he’s actually really good at hiding.

I do wish I'd given him a different nickname than Edge looking back, but back when I'd nicknamed my main guys I just went w/ the fandom usuals so now he’s forever cursed to be Edge bc I associate it too strongly lol

[moonshynecybin]

where's the alternative "yes. for the plot" in your poll i cant find it

scream he didnt kick him out of malice he kicked him because if valentino rossi knows one fucking thing its how to tell a good story. man spinning a narrative man caught in a narrative man who has been under the magnifying glass of the public eye since he was 16 years old and who has managed to thrive there. man who is still in many ways much more private than marc marquez.

[tastycitrus]

i want to see a game like the batman telltale series featuring the entire bat-family, not only because i want the bat-family to get represented in its entirety more often outside of comics and i think a more story-driven game would be great for letting their characters and interpersonal dynamics shine, but also because i want to see the whole family comically get wrecked whenever i fail the quick time events, spider-man web of shadows style

[impossible-rat-babies]

i liek taking random gposes of friends and their lil characters <3

[sprldreams]

Showering together ♡

Alone, showers are relaxing, warm, and comfortable.

But together? Carefully cleaning each other's body's. Relishing the smoothness of their skin as you explore every inch on the pretext of cleanliness. Pulling them close to press your bodies together.

Enjoying the spark of lust in your eyes and the barely concealed desire to sink to your knees on the spot ⁠♡

[honourablejester]

All the Veilguard reveal posting has reminded me of Solas’ … Solas’ face and Solas’ voice, and Solas’ aggravating fucking opinions, and I can’t …

My one abiding memory of the shithead egg was his conversation with my dwarven inquisitor where he asked if I’d felt more moral since getting the anchor. And I just … I, personally, in the real world, was staring speechless at him for like a solid 60 seconds there. Just absorbing the implications of that. I was staring speechless, and then overcome with a vibrating need to drop kick the motherfucker off the top of Skyhold. Did I feel more moral. Jesus fuck.

Solas doesn’t think dwarves can have morals. He doesn’t think people not connected to the fade can be moral.

I’m nowhere near surprised Varric in Veilguard can’t talk him out of ripping the world open to the fade, because Varric, a dwarf, is talking to a man who doesn’t think non-magical people are real people. Like you can’t … you can’t dent that sort of worldview. You can’t logic the man out of it, you can’t plead on the basis of morality, because he doesn’t think you have any. His morals are the only real morals. His people are the only real people. You can’t talk to somebody like that.  

Sorry. It’s just the gameplay demo, and his face, and his voice, and his goddamn motherfucking …

I think the only time I have ever reacted as strongly to a character opening their mouth in a game was Altair in the opening scene of Assassin’s Creed, where he opened his face and I instantly wanted him, if not dead, then at least getting his arse resoundingly kicked immediately. That conversation with Solas was the same. I was incandescently angry at him. I was struck dumb with rage. And now he’s coming back around, and I’m trying to be sane about it, but god I wanna punch his face in.

Ahem. I have some previously bottled rage-type feelings towards the genocidal elven egg, apparently. Pardon. Carry on.

[gargrizzled]

Diving into the pits on the futile hunt for

GRANDMA EDNA LORE