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big day for annoying people (me)
#posting this a day early (from my time zone) bc i will probably be too busy tomorrow to make anything ..#need this boy to eat a full buffet after literally dying and resurrecting and collecting all that trauma in the span of like 20 minutes#pretend that i am a doting mother right now#bnha#mha#bakugou katsuki#fan art#becki draws stuff n stuff#rendered
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so much happened in this whole episode but i’m still on fig infiltrating ruben’s dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of “somebody needs to take the fall for this, and it’s not going to be me. it’s going to be you.” while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we don’t even know if this kid is guilty. my god.
#fantasy high#dimension 20#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#ruben hopclap#lucy frostblade#the rat grinders#adaine abernant#kipperlilly copperkettle#watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we don’t even know if he’s guilty!!!!#this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk#like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was#what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice… like oh my god#my comedy brain is having fun but my ‘this is a teenager’ brain is in such deep distress all the time this season#the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands#also with the devil’s nectar i’ve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now i’m curious if they’ve been intentionally-#changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they aren’t guilty. idk#but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesn’t quite add up#they could have another source maybe??? idk i’m just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here#there’s also the strong possibility that they’re aware of what happened but they weren’t the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows#the way you could probably devil’s nectar yourself into believing it wasn’t your fault someone died… CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!!#anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders don’t ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance
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How come it's always:
"But they're your parents, how could you not forgive them?"
And not:
"But you're their kid, how could they do something so unforgivable?"
#2000s nostalgia#2000s#2000s emo#early 2000s#older brother core#nostalgic#nostaligiacore#older brother aesthetic#older brother figure#nostalgia#parenting#parents#mental health awareness#mental health#mental illness#trauma
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pavement
#juno's net junk#april 2024#fuji finepix f50fd#compact camera#point and shoot#lightroom#original photography on tumblr#early 2000s#digicam#northern america#small town gothic#evidence of life#regional gothic#rural abandoned#ruralcore#church core#fogcore#suburban landscape#strangecore#fence school#woodcore#abandoned field#horror film photography#midwestern gothic#abandoned building#horrorcore#horror game protagonist#religious trauma#silent hills#ethel cain
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god he (dean) used to be so different my chest hurts
#early seasons dean was such a complex character who was ultimately good. seemingly careless bad boy who actually cared ! so much ! too much#he was perfect early seasons dean my everything <3#like this was such a healthy and good conversation im actually breaking out in hives#he used to be so good and sweet and thoughtful !!! he was willing to offer himself up for blame make to make sam see the truth !!#he couldn’t stand for sam being wrongfully sad or guilty he wouldn’t allow for it he needed for him to be okay#late seasons dean was an abusive shitbag#early seasons spn#early seasons spn my beloved#spn#samdean#sam winchester#dean winchester#but in all honesty it started right from s4-5#after he came back from hell. and he couldn’t deal with the trauma of it and he cried once and was absolved of every fault ever
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Work scribbles upon ya 🤲
#was not feelin it today so this is perhaps half projection#ive been rolling early post-procedures sebastian in my head like a skimpy blunt#he wasn't as joyous as you would think#that was more like a 7-month period of straight HELL#innovation inc. docs hated to see him coming ��🙏 they were not paid enough#granted he DID relive his medical trauma and was in a shitton of pain so#pressure surface au#roblox pressure#pressure roblox#sebastian solace#sebastian pressure#pressure fanart#spicy art
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i’m so proud of you! 🍨
#terfs dni!!!!#i’m not proud of you specifically! do better <3#hopepunk#weirdcore#dreamcore#kidcore#rainbowcore#aes#aesthetic#ice cream#candy#sweetcore#candycore#nostalgiacore#early 2000s#indie aesthetic#indie kid#childhood memories#childhood trauma#trauma recovery
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this is why i never read voltron fanfic 💀
#i decided to finally dip my toes back in the water and pulled up ao3. opened up what I thought would be a#nice pre-canon shiro & keith fic. only to find out partway through that shiro and keith start dating in the sequel.#this is not to drag up old shipping drama i normally just filter this ship out but in this fic it’s like#keith is twelve years old and shiro is the one trustworthy adult in his life and it’s cute. and then i hit ‘next work’ and they were DATING#like we all agree that’s weird right 😭😭😭😭😭#the worst part is that the fic is good. a little hamfisted but earnest in its portrayal of early childhood trauma.#so why would you make them start dating????! I’ve been pacing my apartment for the last thirty minutes
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Is Jason struggling hard trying to deal with envy that Tim has taken his family, his place in the court, his dragon? Of course, but at the end of the day Tim never owed Jason’s memory any respect or loyalty. But the egg he stayed up late whispering his hopes and notions of friendship and happiness and protection, patient and gentle for years, despite everyone telling him it was a lost cause. His egg –now a dragon– has forsaken the only person to dedicate themself wholeheartedly to its safekeeping. So Jason might eventually get to a point of understanding and tolerance with Tim but the little dragon must have felt him off in the distance and given up on him. It is the only way the pieces fit together. How can Jason accept that? He never faltered in his belief in his egg but as soon as he seemed weak it discarded him for someone easier to love.
It certainly seems that way to Jason, yeah :/
(Jason has no way of knowing that Robin hatched only a few weeks after his perceived death, and that the little dragon was inconsolable for many months to the point of near starvation, and that Dick and Bruce were so wrung out about Robin’s impending loss that Tim snuck into the dragon caves to try and coax the baby dragon to eat something, and that Robin didn’t just latch onto the first best person he saw, no, Robin felt that Tim came the closest to Jason’s kindness and uplifting spirits for the first time in months….)
#Robin’s egg was in fact about to die when Jason insisted on trying to get it to hatch#it’s not uncommon for dragon eggs to never hatch#chances increase drastically when kept with a human at all times though#without that the hatching rate is about three out of ten#anyway point is: Robin and Jason shared a very close bond#the little dragon should have spent at least another year in that egg before hatching#the trauma of having a bond grow cold and dying caused little Robin to bite his way out early#Tim was present when Robin hatched#but contrary to popular belief they did not bond immediately#robin hatching in the first place tho was regarded as Jason’s favor#a little wave from the afterlife#very wrong#hooo boy#veeery wrong#dragon au#dragon lore#Tim drake#robin#Jason todd
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Only two more episodes to go after this one and the gay is thriving as usual, so let's take a look:
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Home and Peach keep staring intensly at the other's unconcious face while putting their head directly above the other's, resulting in unintentional headbuts. Boys, I know you're worried and want to be the first thing the other sees after waking up, but I'm sure there's less headache-inducing ways to go about it.
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As per usual, Home is carrying Peach without complaint. (And I'm reminded once again that he's certainly not shy around his body o.O)
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The looks/nonverbal communication between them are constant. Even surrounded by the rest of their family, their eyes always find each other first. Whether it's to comment on what just happened or to reassure each other on what's about to happen, one look says it all.
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Pangpang is streaming and her viewers are shipping. They must be happy to see that Home and Peach have moved past their divorce era. ("Where's Peach?" they say, which, if you've ever been present for a live of some BL actors, well, you know.)
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This shot is right out of a 2000s gay coming-of-age short film.
And the way Peach laughs so fondly and asks Home what he wants for dinner in a soft voice? The love is strong in this scene.
And then their kids join in to bug them.
(a commenter on YT pointed out Peach pulling down his shirt but I'm not even going to go there)
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Home is so tuned in to Peach, when he get's a message and looks at it a little weirdly for a second, Home is immediately there to ask what's wrong.
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Home is so genuinely happy that for Peach when he hears that he's finally getting closer to achieving his dream
only to force himself to keep up that happiness when he realises that it might get in the way of his own dream.
Meanwhile Peach can't even really be happy about this himself because being a cook is his dream but he doesn't want to lose his family, lose Home, to get there.
In fact, his first impulse after finding out is asking Home what he thinks about it, because just like Home, he's clearly at this point considering Home a part of his future. Decisions like that have to involve him. (And Home, you idiot. You could have just said you'd come with him. It's not like there's anything keeping you in Bangkok.)
But unfortunately those two have still not achieved this sense of security in their relationship (and definitely Home, probably also Peach, being orphans, I guess it's not surprising they're having some issues around attachment and feeling secure in the long-lastingness of their relationships). And so Home falls back on protecting his vulnerability by pretending it's not there. Rather than imposing difficulty onto Peach (,rather than facing the smallest possibility that Peach might choose this over him,) Home plays it off like there was never any future for them anyway, even after he had just confessed to his uncle ca. one minute earlier that all he wants is for them to stay together.
He isn't even very subtle in his overplaying (is that a word in English?) of his troubled emotions, at the same time using this opportunity to get physically close to Peach for potentially one of the last times.
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Of course, as he told his uncle, all Home really wants is to stay together with Peach and his family.
But he has come quite a long way from tricking Peach into unfair contracts. So he'd rather stap back than cause Peach any problems, doesn't think it his right to put his selfish desires onto him. (Unfortunately, judging by the preview, Peach is also insecure so by doing that he's just hurting Peach more)
"Just us" huh, Home? You know, at this point you might as well just propose to him.
At least this time he has another member of his family there to cry into the shoulder of.
Lesbian Corner
The girls have taken a page out of the HomePeach handbook, clinging to each other at the revelation of a ghostly presence.
Now that Peach and Home are somewhat settled (well...) it's their turn to flirt their way through the end credits
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Oops, it seems I missed something. Kan and Pangpang even have their own shippers now
#maybe i'm reading a little too much into it since i've been thinking about this myself#but i find the repeated self-sabotaging of their relationship by peach and home very realistic in light of their definitely present#abandonment trauma. we know about home becoming an orphan at an early age and longing for but never gaining family ever since so it's#pretty obvious with him but the absence of peach and pangpang's birth family has also been quite loud at times (esp. when peach died).#we don't know when they died/disappeared but it's clearly been a while and it clearly also left an effect on peach#what better way to symbolise a queerplatonic relationship than ghost-hunting together in perpetuity#peaceful property#peaceful property the series#i really hope they can find their happy ends with each other. they deserve it
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Some spoilers under the cut
Do you guys think Edgeworth was being actually sincere here, taking into account his own experience as a 9 year old? Do you think he recognizes the aftermath caused him trauma too and not only the incident?
#I'm gonna cry about this now#ace attorney#aa#ace attorney phoenix wright#phoenix wright ace attorney#phoenix wright#naruhodo ryuichi#miles edgeworth#mitsurugi reiji#not art#random#early Edgeworth is the guy who would blame himself for having trauma I think
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late night were-woowoo doodles
#trigun#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#vashwood#werewolf au#andr0art#more like early morning it was 5 am#i need to stop pulling allnighters eugh#anyway!#nick is a fucking unit#and uses the punisher like a blunt force trauma weapon#his fingers are too thick to fit into the skull trigger slots :(#unless he uses his claws ig
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Stricklake month week 4: Blood/Healing (TW)
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{In a world plunged into eternal night by the forces of darkness, Barbara Lake fights to survive alongside Walter Strickler, a changeling who once passed as human. After a brutal encounter with monstrous Gumm-Gumms leaves Barbara gravely injured.}
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{Walter desperately tries to save her, revealing his deep love for her. Tormented by guilt over his role in her son Jim's death, Walter is determined to protect Barbara, despite the secrets he keeps. Her trust in him gives him the strength to continue, even as the darkness of their world closes in.}
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And????
Is that fun???
Missed this AU?????😃😁
Come on, we all know you missed it. That's why I am saying yall might get a full on fanfiction. (I know yall hate me for it.)
But first: Link for the short prompt story.
You don't need to know much, the summary explains enough and the story as well. If you want to know more, go to my Masterpost and search through the DystopiaStricklake!AU.
Closeup:
#trollhunters#walter strickler#barbara lake#stricklake#stricklander#toa strickler#toa trollhunters#strickler#tales of arcadia#waltolomew stricklander#keenswimmer 24#keenswimmers2024#happy stricklake month#stricklake month#stricklake month 2024#DystopiaStricklake!AU#This plays like 9 weeks or so after the world has gone to shit#It's pretty early and I redesigned them a little bit#Love Barbs hair#And a friend of mine told me it is to unrealistic for Walter to not have bones in his wings soo...#thank him not me#But ey#MORE TRAUMA#help 😃#i am going insane
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#juno's net junk#july 2024#regional gothic#evidence of life#midwest emo#my photos#compact camera#point and shoot#Liminal Space#original photography#early 2000s#digicam#Southern Gothic#northern gothic#small town gothic#rural decay#rural abandoned#landscape photography#preachers daughter#fogcore#dark suburbia#strangecore#religious trauma#farmers daughter#film photography#vhs cassette#ethel cain#late 90s#older brother core#dreamcore
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the thought of how much the little mermaid play (and therefore, the story) matters to nene is so cute — how much it inspired her, how it sparked her dream, how happy little nene was to watch yuuka perform the lead role and wish to someday stand in her place, to also become the songstress that can reach people's hearts never fails to make me smile. her dream bloomed from pure ambitions coming right from her small heart and her excitement and little nene is just absolutely adorable, right? it's probably the best thing about her association with the little mermaid!
but do you ever think about how middle school nene must felt when she stood on the stage that very day her dreams seemed to completely fall apart, that very day when she messed up her performance? and how in between of her panic and anguish, she probably managed to have one coherent thought — "it's just like in the little mermaid. she had her voice taken away from her too"? and how in this very moment she really was just like the heroine from her favorite play — but in a way little nene would never ever wished for her future self to be? and how in that very moment she cursed herself from being associated with this story, how she desperately wished not to be this once?
well, if you haven't, then now you did! happy birthday nene 💚
#i'm not proud of how this is worded but i can't put my thoughts together. 💔 i've slept for three hours forgive me#anyways i love middle school nene so much she's so interesting a ms nene event is a NEED!!!!#i wanted to post it earlier but tbh. today is the perfect day for it isn't it????#nenechan i love you though don't be mad at me for revisiting ur trauma and come home early oki#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#nene kusanagi#wonderlands x showtime#ri says things the tag
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TES Summer Fest- Aug 11- Profane
If you know what this is, enjoy? Sorry? You’re welcome?
-Please do not reupload, edit, or use without proper credit or linking back. Ask first.-
#I took some liberties with the lore here#tesfest23#indoril nerevar#nerevar#voryn dagoth#foul murder#battle of red mountain#tes#morrowind#a word of warning original series for this meme is uh. of its time in early 2010s internet#like very much a haha funny page oh. oh no. type thing#the elder scrolls#tesblr#artsyfartsyness#face trauma#gore#it’s extremely cartoony and shitty but still
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