#dye my hair with me ! — sanzu

[osakiharu]

senju and sanzu would do 3am challenges together when they were younger btw !! they told me !! (factual information)

[rinrinx2]

How Bonten members babysit your and Rindou's son + extra info HC

Characters: Ran, Sanzu, Koko, Kakucho

Warnings: Language

Ran

Thinks his the best uncle, will literally forget about Renzo after 5 minutes. (He forgot Renzo at a KFC once after he ordered himself an ice cream)

Likes to dress Renzo up like he did when he was younger (plating his hair, making him wear overside clothes and sandals)

Claims his the best because his Renzo's biological uncle.

Use the worst profanities imaginable infront of Renzo after being told numerous time he should not because Renzo will repeat them.

He loves Renzo and tries to see him every work off day, usually ends up in disaster.

Uses Renzo to get ladies

"Yeah, me and this little guy do everything his like my own. Maybe we can have a small play date together so why don't you give me your number"

Kakucho

The best person to leave Renzo with.

He will look after Renzo like it's his own son, does anything and everything to keep Renzo happy.

Carries Renzo everywhere.

He stood right beside the toilet watching Renzo pee to make sure he didn't fall in.

Always falls asleep in Renzo crib when he puts him to bed.

Women are literally amazed at how gentle he is with Renzo. (Literally treats Renzo like a wilting rose)

Unintentionally gets ladies because of Renzo.

"Wow is this your son"

"No actual-"

"His so cute just like his daddy, here's my number"

Koko

Another good candidate to babysit Renzo, only downside is you will have 50 new toys in your living room.

Spends as much money as he can on Renzo. (He loves spoiling him)

Renzo stares at something for a second to long and Koko will buy it without a second thought.

Thinks Renzo is the best Haitani.

Loves having Renzo sit on his lap while he counts his money.

Koko gets unreasonable sometimes and buys the most unnecessary things ever.

"Can I get that Ferrari"

"A new car purchase sir. I'm sure you'll enjoy it's quality"

"Actually it's for that lil guy over there, he likes Ferrari's" Koko said while pointing to Renzo standing in his overalls.

Sanzu

Not the best, not the worst person to leave Renzo with.

Won't do anything wild infront of Renzo.

He wants to be Renzo's favorite person and is willing to do anything to be his favorite person (booked out the whole of Tokyo Disneyland once to impress Renzo)

Let's Renzo touch his hair (even though his super serious about his hair)

Thinks Renzo is the perfect baby, no other baby can compare to Renzo.

Punched Ran in the throat one time because he said fuck infront of Renzo.

Dyes his hair purple so that Renzo would think he was Rindou.

"Hey lil buddy it's me ya dad"

"Sanzu wtf I'm standing right here"

"Shut up imposter Rindou, I'm the real Rindou"

[strawberryfairi]

Haruchiyo Sanzu | Date Night!🩷

Haru X Black Fem! Reader (ANYONE CAN READ🧚🏾‍♀️)

You had a special dinner date tonight with your boyfriend Haruchiyo, and you wanted a different look now that your french curl braids were taken out. Deciding for the quick and easy route, you get out one of your special occasion wigs, a deep midnight blue body wave wig with curtain bangs. You loved the way this hair framed your face, and the midnight blue was such a unique look as opposed to the standard 1B (black) color.

You're getting ready in the bathroom, all your wig products and makeup items splayed across the sink and even the closed toilet seat. Your date night playlist was blasting, an excited smile plastered across your lips as you prepare for a fun night.

Suddenly your phone rings...

Haru💖

Your smile widens as you reach for your phone, the music turning off as your phone was connected to your speaker.

"Hey baaabe! What's goin-

"What happened to your hair!?" He cuts you off, mouth hanging wide open as he gawks at you through the screen.

"What'chu mean? I'm doing it right now." You furrow your brows, trying not to laugh at the expression on his cute face.

"But...you had-..why'd you go and re-dye it? What happened to all your braids?!" He asks completely bewildered.

"Stop...." You deadpan, "Do not start again with this."

"I-..."

"Now Haru..." You warn, narrowing your eyes as you still try not to laugh.

"Babe, you know damn well this is a wig! I took my braids out-the fake hair-and put my hair up for this wig you see me with right now." You explain slowly, giggling a little as you watch the cogs turning in his head.

Somehow even after all this time together (a year and seven months), Haru still hasn't fully clicked into how versatile and changeable black hair really is. It throws him off when you go from faux locs to your natural afro, then suddenly bust out a wig like right now. He tries so hard to keep up too, it's so sweet.

You remember the days where you had to start with the absolute basics. The day you two met he'd spoken to you first, complimenting your hair and wondering how you got it to be so "fluffy". It was in it's natural state that day, a simple high puff ponytail with your edges laid. You tried so hard not to laugh at his awestruck expression when you explained it's naturally "fluffy". Then the rest was history...

"So...you didn't dye your hair?" He asks, raising a brow.

"No baby, none of this is mine. I haven't had my natural hair out since last month." You explain with a smile, setting the phone down on the sink to continue with your hair.

"Well shit, I like it! It frames your face well." He compliments with a proud smile.

"Thank you!" You grin, giving him cheesy air kisses.

"I'm gonna pick you up soon; be there around seven thirty."

"K!" You beam, heart fluttering in excitement.

"I love you baby! Oh, I'm takin' you somewhere new this time; you'll love it." He grins.

"Aaaaw ok! I love you too, Haru! See you soon."

[sirthisisa-wendys]

That left me in absolute TEARS 🤧 you are the best and I absolutely appreciate you writing out my requests ❤️ I hope you are doing well!

(p.s. you should do a part two on what happened to Rins family, my heart is holding on by a string, go ahead and rip it out the rest of the way ❤️)

Life is Lovely Lonely: A Ran Haitani Short

wc: 1.4k

tw: violence, sooooo much angsttttt

Life is Lonely Lovely (previous context)

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Ran's never been the family type.

For his whole life, family meant Rindou and him, not Rindou, him, and other people. And when Rindou disappears, Ran feels empty.

Nothing can fill the void his brother once filled, not even the plethora of girls and the gang of guys he continued to spend his time around. Missing his younger brother - the "tag-along", as Sanzu liked to call him - just didn't feel... good.

So when he discovered that Rindou had booked a one-way ticket out of his life and into another... Well. Things weren't the same. Losing his brother was the worst thing that could ever happen to him.

Ran does the work, though, to find him. Sleepless nights are spent on the edge of Roppongi, white powder rimming his nostril before he wipes it off and keeps looking. Internet search history pieces together the remnants of the Haitani brothers, and their mugshots bring Ran to his breaking point.

They had been a team for so long. How could Rindou do this to him?

Sanzu is the first to notice that Ran's not his usual brand of jovial and unaffected. But the fiend shrugs and scratches his forehead with his pistol, eyes pinpointed in the dimming sunlight. "I don't know what to tell you," he murmured. But Ran knew what to do.

After a year of searching, Ran finds his brother. And hope blooms in his chest. But then he sees other names. Names he doesn't know associated with Rindou. A woman's name. Two boys' names. Another family.

Ran gathers himself off the floor and wipes his tears on the way to the airport with only three changes of clothes and a pair of binoculars. And when he lands in the United States, Ran drives hours to see his brother one last time.

One last time.

What a difference a year and a box of black hair dye can make.

Ran sits in the fake delivery vehicle, spying on Rin's - his - family, watching the two blonde boys run down the stairs to greet their father in the morning. He watches you - his wife - kiss Rindou on the lips and touch his face lovingly.

And for a brief second, Ran sees himself in that position. What if he had his own family, like Rindou? Truthfully, he came to take Rindou back with him to Tokyo. But what if...

When his brother's car finally leaves the house, Ran sketches a quick plan. Plan B. Plan A was to take Rindou. Plan B is looking a little less brotherly.

When Ran rings the doorbell, he's greeted by your face. You're whispering - the kids might be taking their midday nap - but you hold your hands out for the box anyways, smiling.

The fight is too easy for Ran to win. With a short burst of blunt force to your head, you drop to the floor, and Ran's second phase of the plan - get the kids - is realized.

Sudubing the kids was more of a struggle. With two little boys running for their lives, Ran doesn't know how Rin can do it. The boys dash into the master bedroom closet, and a lock flips, effectively blocking any access. Keeping up with them was virtually impossible; even more so when you come up the stairs, head bleeding from the encounter at the door.

"Don't you fucking touch my kids," you shout, holding a gun in your hands. Ran chuckles to himself.

"Rindou taught you how to fight," he breathes, taking off his delivery man hat. "Good for him." Ran switches gears as you frown, hands shaking.

"How do you know Rindou?" you mutter, blood trickling down your face.

"He's my brother," Ran admits, smiling sheepishly. "And that means you're my sister-in-law."

"Rindou doesn't have a brother," you spit, holding your gun tighter.

"That's what he told you?" Ran wonders. Ran pulls out his phone and flips to his photos. He turns the phone toward you, and for a brief second, your eyes adjust to the scene before you. Your grip on the gun wavers.

"H-how--"

"I'll tell you everything if you just come with me. We have so much catching up to do," Ran whispers. "You're the family I never knew about, and I'm sure you're feeling the same way."

"Explain right here," you grunt. "Right now."

Ran does. His motives aren't pure, obviously. He hit you in the head with a baton, for Christ's sake. But you can tell - and Ran can tell - that you believe him and the story he weaves for you about two inseparable brothers and a gang that took over Tokyo.

When you ask why Rindou would leave, Ran has no answer. But when he looks at the house and thinks about all of the things he's missed out on, Ran suddenly understands.

"My associates are coming for him," Ran lies. "They're going to bring him back to Tokyo. You should come with me so you won't be left behind."

"We'll meet with him in Tokyo?" Your question is innocent. You're almost fully convinced Ran isn't lying. That's enough for him.

"Yeah. But only if you come with me now. They'll stage a disappearance for Rindou. It would be smart if you came, so you wouldn't have to pretend or wonder where he is."

It would be smart.

That gets you on the last plane to Tokyo with your frightened boys, who look at Ran like he's the devil incarnate.

It would be smart.

That phrase keeps you in the house in Roppongi, where Ran reassures you Rindou is coming every week.

It would be smart.

That's how you learn Rindou's been captured by police, his own "reluctance to come and be with his family" dooming him to an investigation where he's been framed for your disappearance and possible murder.

Ran looks at Rin's family, trapped in the delusion of his making, with some pride. His nephews are adorable. His sister-in-law is beautiful and smart. That is... smart enough to shut up and pretend she doesn't see the plot. Ran provides for you like you're his own wife and his nephews are his own sons, but the memory of his brother can't be erased. Not even with his offspring near.

If I can't have you, no one can.

Ran finds his way back to the US with a picture tucked away in his pocket, humming to himself as he's buzzed into the prison. His suit is crisp, and his face is dry, unlike the time he found out what Rindou had been doing behind his back.

Rindou's hair - once black - is now back to its light blonde shade. The shade Ran likes. Ran's hair is not that color anymore, but that's not Rindou's business. When Rindou sees his brother on the other side of the glass, he presses his fingers to the divider and lets out a sharp cry. Tears escape his eyes, and he fumbles for the phone, breathing heavily.

"Ran, Ran--"

"Hello, Rindou," Ran answers smoothly, crossing his legs and holding the phone aloof.

"Ran," Rindou chokes out. "What have you done to my family?"

Ran says nothing. Rindou stands up from his chair and begins to shout explicatives into the receiver. Ran tilts the phone away from his ear and - unmoved - watches a guard come behind his shaken brother and order him to sit down.

"You're playing by my rules," Ran replies, smiling. Then the picture of you and your sons feeding ducks is slapped on the glass. Rindou stares and stares and stares. After a while, his fingers reach up to touch the glass as if he could pluck his loved ones out of the pictures. "You abandoned me."

"I left because of Bonten, not you," Rindou whimpers, still staring at the picture. "I... I-I should have told you. Should've tried to help you understand."

"You should have," Ran replies, still unaffected. "You really should have." Ran slips the picture back into his pocket. Rindou looks as if he wishes he could slip through the holes in the phone and take the photo away, but Ran's had enough. Time for this charade to be over.

"You'll sit here and rot until you decide you're ready to return to me without your wife and kids. You'll demand a divorce, send them packing back to this... shithole you call a country, and come back to Bonten. No negotiations." Ran stands, dusting his suit jacket off as Rin pales, his face dropping into shock. "I'll be waiting for your call. You have more than enough money on your books, right?"

Ran places the phone back on the wall and turns away, buttoning his suit jacket as his brother breaks out into a fresh set of wails; wails that can be heard beyond the glass and in Ran's dreams.

[mitsuyeaah]

MITSUCORE

get to know the sleep deprived writer behind the stories (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)

my pen name is mitsu! (derived from my mitsuya-inspired url) and i am a uni student. — a woman in stem! i do enjoy dyeing my hair as well & my current hair colour is dark red. i have 10 piercings and i want to get my very first tattoo!

i’m a taurus baby and an intj. i love lifting weights and going to the gym; my current goal for my deadlift is to lift 100kgs (i’m at 90kgs). my favourite day is definitely leg day hehe.

short >:(

i have been writing sfw fics on wattpad for a very long time and i’m very new when it comes to writing nsfw fics here on tumblr. i try my best to make it as delicious as possible!

i love writing poetry. although, i only write when i am going through it lmao but i do find the beauty in the poems i write. i used to have a poetry account on here! but i deleted it rip.

i’m quite new to anime, i started watching during early 2020! the first anime i was introduced to was ‘attack on titan’ and i immediately fell in love with jean kirschtein.

i love reading books as well! my favourite series at the moment is the ‘crescent city’ series by sjm and i’m absolutely whipped for tharion ketos hehe.

HOBBIES

reading, sleeping, writing, thinking about sanzu, annoying my cat, watching true crime/paranormal, gym

LIKES

good food, sleep, a certain pink-haired man, coffee (am an avid coffee drinker that it’s SO bad), poems, winter season, reading novels, the rain (when i’m not outside), lifting weights, watching sunsets, watching true crime/paranormal docuseries, stargazing, CATS.

DISLIKES

gaslighters, liars, people who assume everything is about them, loud chewing, summer season, BUGS, sweating, people who rush me, tomatoes, hayfever, driving under the rain, gatekeepers, shit-talkers, cardio (help).

FANDOMS

— feel free to discuss any of these with me!!

attack on titan

jujutsu kaisen

tokyo revengers

demon slayer

blue lock

haikyū!!

obey me!

play it cool, guys

buddy daddies

SELF SHIPS

— tokyo revengers

mitzu (sanzu)

rinsu (rindou)

ransu (ran)

mitsutora (kazutora)

— obey me!

mammsu (mammon)

lumi (lucifer)

mitmon (solomon)

barbmi (barbatos)

— buddy daddies

reimi (rei)

— blue lock

bachitsu (bachira)

kaisu (kaiser)

rinmi (rin)

— jujutsu kaisen

mitsuguru (suguru)

mitoru (satoru)

nanamit (nanami)

— haikyū!!

oikatsu (oikawa)

miroo (kuroo)

— demon slayer

doumi (douma)

— attack on titan

jeanmi (jean)

miteren (eren)

— others

mitmoot (me & my moots 🫦)

[chaoticdelinqueerwithglitter]

Me dyeing my hair pink because it's almost new year and I need some bright colors on me.

My friend: Why pink?

Me: No particular reason 👀

My friend (who knows me too damn well): It's because of Sanzu, right?

Me: ...

My friend: Yeps, it's Sanzu.

In my defense I already had pink hair before TR because I get bored with my own hair and I'm always changing colors. And it's not the same shade!

(Mostly because I would need to bleach it completly white for that soft pink. I know it. I tried this summer 🙈)

[hinatastinygiant]

54 | Field Maple

Pairing: Tokyo Revengers x Fem!Reader

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DAY 20

It has been two days since Ran gave you his request for oxycodone. Despite how you wished to get it over with fast and rally everyone together to help you kill Kisaki and his group, Sanzu advised you otherwise. Instead, he suggested you take some time to get to know the group before pushing them into a situation they might not want to do for a stranger. In the end, you agreed and spent most of your time getting to know the others in the group. The rest of the time, well, you spent alone with Sanzu.

Now that it has been two days, Sanzu has finally agreed to go check out a nearby pharmacy with you to get Ran's order. He allows you to have the same gun he gave you last time, however, you leave your knife tucked away with your belongings back at camp.

On the way out of the amusement park, you run into Taiju standing guard at the entrance.

"Shit," you mutter under your breath.

"What's the big deal?" Sanzu rolls his eyes. "If he kills you, he kills you."

"Super comforting. Thanks," you groan. "This is all your fault, you know."

"Oh really, how's that?"

"You nearly promised them that you were going to kill me. It's like dangling fresh meat in front of a dog and then tossing it in the garbage. You got their hopes up," you whisper as you get closer to Taiju.

"I guess I can see your point," he then nods. "Well, I could always give them what they want. Better late than never, right?"

"Fuck. You."

"Well then what if you did it first?" he then suggests almost too sincerely for comfort.

"Killed them?" you whisper. "That would just make my whole situation even worse!"

"No it won't," he shakes his head. "You get the oxy for Ran and you'll have both Haitani's on your side. Then, if you knock out at least one of them, you'll get the attention of the others. With them, me, and Kakucho on your side, they likely won't put up a big fight."

"But if I kill one then I've gotta kill-"

"Hey!" Taiju's voice beams from up ahead. "Where are you two going?!"

"Drugstore," Sanzu smiles, taking his eyes away from you to wave at Taiju.

"What for?" Taiju then continues to ask.

"Who would you kill, between the two of them? Taiju and South." you hum just before you reach Taiju. But Sanzu ignores your question.

"Uh, drugs. Did all that hair dye seep into your brain or something?" Sanzu chuckles.

"You're not taking her out to kill her, are you?" Taiju looks over at you passively.

"Do you really think I'd hog that all to myself after everything?" Sanzu shakes his head. "No. I'd kill you before I kill her, Shiba."

"Shiba?" you gulp, thinking aloud to yourself.

"Did you say something?" Taiju grumbles, thinking that you're making fun of his surname.

"No," you shake your head as you wrack your brain trying to remember where you've heard the name Shiba before.

"Anyway, we'll be going now," Sanzu smiles as he gently places his hand on your back and guides you away from Taiju. "See you later!"

After you get a good distance away from Taiju, you look back and see him glaring off into the distance. Thankfully, he's not staring at you and Sanzu.

"Man, that guy is fucking annoying," Sanzu shakes his head. "You don't like him, do you?"

"Is that always going to be your first question because it gets old," you roll your eyes.

"I'd pick South," he then comments randomly, without explanation until he sees you eye him curiously. "To the question you asked before. Who would I rather kill, I'd rather kill South. Taiju is a fucking dick and he's got some weird perspectives on things, not to mention he's beat the crap out of his siblings before but-"

"Wait, Taiju has siblings? Are they here at the park?" you begin to ask, eyes going wide with curiosity.

"Well, Hakkai was until he ran off randomly to god knows where," Sanzu shrugs. "He hasn't seen his sister for even longer."

"Yuzuha," you remember before he can intervene.

"You know her?" he then asks with a growing interest in the conversation.

"Yeah, I've met both of them before. I-" you cut yourself off before you give away too much information.

"You what?"

"I met them both at the start," you nod. "In the first few days."

"Before you saw me? Or after?" he questions.

"Uh, before," you lie calmly.

"Hm, interesting. But anyway, as I was saying, South's got a bit of a fucking ego that I'm not in love with. I mean, the guy can kill anything in the blink of an eye without a second thought, much like you, but he's easily replaceable."

"And who would replace him?" you ask a bit nervously as you await his answer.

"I already told you," he beams excitedly. "You."

The rest of your walk to the pharmacy is quiet. Sanzu's words about South and Taiju ring in your ears so whatever else he was saying earned a mere nod or smile.

But finally, once you get to the pharmacy, you snap out of your thoughts. Together, you and Sanzu cautiously raid the place in search of drugs. Of course most of it had already been searched through and torn apart, but many things were still scattered around so there is still a chance.

You walk into one of the offices in the back of the pharmacy and rifle through Mr. Shio's belongings. A man with his nameplate on the desk and who you presume must be the man lying dead on the floor.

"Shit," you curse to yourself as you knock over items from his desk, desperate to find what you need to Ran or, if not, something close that might appease him. You even look through Mr. Shio's rotting corpse until your hand finally reaches a bottle hidden in one of his jacket pockets.

Quickly, you fumble around until you can read the description on the bottle. Your whole body relaxes when you see the word OXYCODONE written on the top.

Just then, you hear footsteps approaching from behind you. Excitedly, you turn around and smile brightly to show Sanzu what you found. However, it's not Sanzu standing there. A man most likely in his seventies approaches you with a grey towel and covers your face. Your eyes begin to flutter to a close as he forces you to breathe in whatever poison he laced the fabric with. The last thing you remember before passing out is the small pill bottle tumbling onto the ground beside you.

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Taglist: @pikagirl2001330 @romaka344

[appreciatingtokrev]

feeling good, dyed my hair instead of talking abt it 💪💪

that seems very like sanzu, mikey, wakasa, mitsuya coded. like what therapy? hair dye in front of me? scissors in front me? hair???? this is like a recipe for disaster :D!!

king shit 💪💪

no but the way i’d be this person if i wasn’t afraid of ruining my hair bc i have zero experience cutting/dyeing it help. so i haven’t gotten a haircut in 6 months bc i’m afraid of going go the hair dresser (social anxiety) and none of my friends/relatives wanna cut it 😭😭

okay anyways taku you at least need to tell me how your hair looks like now c’mon like this it’s just mean.

can i add kazutora & hanma to the coping by changing their hair list please? hanma just grows it out lmao but that counts too imo bc previously he made sure to keep it short.

also get in the car we’re going to therapy together bc i definitely need it too but have too much social anxiety to go alone. so. let’s go together 😌🤝

[reallyromealone]

What about an oblivious reader, that works out a lot and has a really big chest. Like his button up shirt is always so tight, and it's a wonder the buttons don't pop, they already did once.

So Bonten is obsessed with the reader, and are always trying to either lay their head on his Thigh, or have their hands on his chest, and the reader is so obviously, he thinks their just really close friends and all. He is naturally caring and is always taking care of them

I hope you don't mind

Himbos are seen and loved here.

Also bb I never mind

No one fucking knew how (name) managed to get to be such close friends with the most feared men in Japan.

They were polar opposites after all.

(Name) wasn't the brightest but he was the kindest guy ever, just happy to be apart of things and generally a good time all around.

And bonten?

Well they spoke for themselves.

(Name) was wandering into the building, tool box and all as Koko noticed him first "Ah (name)~ here already?" He said seductively but (name) didn't pick up on it, smiling widely "yeah, my cousin is watching over the shop for me" his voice holding nothing but unyielding kindness as Koko wrapped his arms around (name)s muscular one, feeling his biceps and resting a hand on the man's chest while they walked.

"Have you been working out more?" Koko said lightly squeezing the man's and (name) looked prideful as he spoke "is it noticable? My buddy recommended this gym to me!"

"Well it's doing wonders!"

"Thanks!"

Half of the Bonten men stopped to watch (name) fix the desk, the focused expression hypnotizing the men as they just stared at him...well his muscles really.

God were these men down bad for him.

"Well, that should be it! Anything else I can help with?" (Name) said stretching but apparently stretching to hard as a couple buttons popped and revealing his chest much to the mens absolute delight.

"Ah crap" (name) said with a sigh as he looked at his shirt, picking at the collar and revealing more skin. "Oh well I guess you're gonna have to take it off! Tragic really~" ran said in a sing song tone as he helped the man taken off his shirt "don't worry (name), we will take care of your shirt!"

"Ah do you have a spare?"

"I will have an assistant grab one" mochi said texting his assistant to get one but at a snails fucking pace and (name) thanked him graciously before sanzu walked passed and saw him "(name)?" He asked with a weird amount of giddiness as he opened his arms for a hug knowing damn well the shirtless man couldn't deny hugs.

He just loved em!

And sanzu loved shoving his face in between (name)s tiggle biddies.

"Ah you redyed your hair!" (Name) said holding a strand of freshly died pink hair "it looks great!"

"You wanna dye your hair?" Sanzu asked with a smirk and (name) chuckled "ah thank you but I don't think i could pull it off"

"You can pull anything off!"

Like the rest of your clothes.

"That's very sweet of you!"

Eventually they had (name) fix the most random shit around the area and even breaking stuff secretly for him to fix and now here (name) was on the couch exhausted as the men went to go get him that shirt and a drink and snacks.

He earned it.

Mikey wandered out, hungry and exhausted as he scanned the room and noticed the familiar man on the couch and decided that that man's thighs would in fact be his pillow.

Wandering over, he didn't say anything as he rested his head on (name)s thighs and snuggled into his stomach and basically passing out right there, the feeling of (name)s fingers through his hair was euphoria to say the least.

(Name) smiled softly and got comfortable, knowing he wasn't going anywhere for a while.

But that's ok.

[vinamari]

♡ Heart Signs ♡

Scenario: A hangout around Tokyo with your bestfriend, spending time and taking a picture together.

Characters: Manjiro Sano, Baji Keisuke, Sanzu Haruchiyo, Rindou Haitani, Ran Haitani

Character/Reader’s Age: 15-16

Warning: cute fluff stuff for my starved people

A/N: I am currently working on the requests that were sent to me, so anons/non-anons please be patient thank you :)

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Requests and Prompts

♥︎-Manjiro “Mikey” Sano

It was pleasant walking around Tokyo, especially breathing in the air that smelled like food. “N/N! I smell some Dorayaki!”. Watching as he rushed over to the stall where they sold some, you paid for the food that was already being devoured. Both you and the stall owner deadpanned at the blonde’s antics. “Mikey let’s go, thank you sir”. While he was still content on eating the dorayaki you took out your phone facing the camera towards you. “Mikey”, you said before smiling and lifting your hand to make a half-shaped heart. Crumbs on his face, he quickly walks his way to you. Also lifting his hand and connecting it with yours. Taking the picture and looking over it, Mikey has his eyes set on you while smiling. Tranced while looking at his smile, you found yourself setting it as a wallpaper.

♥︎-Baji Keisuke

Determination, it was just pure determination to get him to take a picture with you by the end of the day. So far it was failing, even you began to lose hope about getting a picture with the demon spawn you call bestfriend. Luckily fate was on your side and presented Chifuyu during your hangout. “Chifuyu! Come take a picture with me!”. Clearly it was loud enough to catch baji’s attention. Now glancing over both your’s and Chifuyu’s figure, he watched as he got closer and closer to you. Then making a heart-shaped sign, he wasn’t about to let that happen. Soon enough Chifuyu was now shoved away while you clicked a picture with Baji. Chifuyu and you both swore you heard him grumbling something along the lines with ‘only take pictures like these with me’ but who knows ears can play tricks.

♥︎- Sanzu Haruchiyo

Sanzu had been keeping you close to him during most of the time, maybe even tugging on the hem of your shirt to pull you near him if someone else had been getting to close. Not that you minded it. While walking around in Tokyo, you managed to spot a photo booth which got you a bit excited. While he was looking off, glaring at random people you managed to get his attention. “Haru! Look I found a photo booth come on!”, grabbing his sleeve you were practically dragging him to the booth. After you both got inside it, he took off his mask. Not that it surprised you, you’ve already seen his scar and know who did it. Quickly taking your mind off that, you made a half heart-shaped sign. Slightly rolling his eyes, he did the same and connected it with yours. A bit flustered by the gentle contact.

♥︎- Rindou Haitani

He had asked you to come with him to the store to get some hair dye, since the streaks in his hair were now fading. Although it was kind of an excuse to hangout especially after Ran was pestering him non-stop. “N/N which hair dye would match the one the currently in my hair”, he asked curiosity lacing his tone. “Hm, I believe this one would, it has a tint of cyan to it which your hair does”. “Alright”. After paying for the dye, you both headed out to eat somewhere, which is where you got the sudden urge to take a picture. He looked at you silently judging you for a second, realizing what you wanted. Knowing so already, he watched you raise your hand in a half heart-shape before he did the same. He couldn’t help but let out a genuine smile at it.

♥︎- Ran Haitani

He had randomly proposed to go hangout together for a little bit, maybe even buy or eat something. So here you were walking down the populated streets, where Ran kept in his range to make sure you wouldn’t get lost. While you were walking you noticed Ran stopped talking, so when you turned back to look you saw him looking at a display of necklaces. One that had a heart on it. You knew what he was going to do. So you stopped him from buying it for you. “Ran no”. “Oh come on, it’ll look nice on you”. “I already know that, but let’s take a picture instead”. “Fine”, knowing fully well there’s not point in arguing with you. Getting his phone out you both decide to make a heart-shape connecting with each other before taking a picture of it. He couldn’t help smile at you.

[osakiharu]

HELPING THEM DYE THEIR HAIR !!

part 1 | part 2

content : gender neutral reader, fluff, shits and giggles because i think this would be a funny experience, suggestive comments from kazutora and sanzu whoops, swearing because why not, mikey is a little ooc - he’s less traumatised in this one because i said so

characters : mikey, kazutora, sanzu

notes : wrote this because i desperately need to change my hair but i have to wait for ages and im going a little insane rn - might do part 2 with rin and ran

˗ˏˋ MIKEY

- he got a haircut and he looked so good. we love short hair mikey here 👩‍💻

- he loved it too <3 it had been so long since he had short hair and he kept shaking his head around because it felt so light 💀

-then he said he wanted to dye it black and you were like oh :(( because you realised how similar his hair was to shinichiro’s

- he didn’t seem sad about it though - it was more just like a “what if i dyed my hair black it would look cool” sort of thing

- you knew it was also kinda to do with shin but you never asked him about it

- it’s a relaxing experience <3

- you do everything for him because he’s completely clueless about anything to do with hair

- he likes the smell of the dye and keeps picking up the bowl to smell it

- “why is it white if it’s black hair dye?” very confused and is very entertained by watching it turn darker on his head

- half way though his eyes are almost shut because it feels nice <3

- he kept wanting to lean back on you but every time he did he got dye on your shirt </3

- he gives you little story times about emma’s hair experiences

- “yeah, once she got it cut and she didn’t like how it looked on her… so i tried to help her but i kinda just made it worse and she cried.”

- you remember emma wearing a hat to cover her fringe for a little while because she didn’t like it so you guessed that was why

- “i thought it looked fine, but then she called hinata and she started laughing!” sits there like >:(

- he doesn’t want to get any on his forehead or around his face so he takes the brush off you and starts going around the edges - you’re surprised how careful he was

- he was so concentrated that his eyebrows furrowed and he looked so cute :((

- got annoyed when you kissed him on the cheek - “y/n, if you distract me and i get this all over my face i’ll kick you.”

- kisses you afterwards though <3

- when you’re finished you gather his hair up and put it in a blob on top of his head and he thinks it’s the funniest thing he’s ever seen

- takes pictures and sends them to his friends with no context

- he washes it out himself but doesn’t do it properly so you have to make him go back and do it again

- i know damn well he takes fast showers. stinky mikey >:(

- when you finish drying his hair and sorting it out he’s pretty quiet - you can kinda guess what he’s thinking about

- “y’look so pretty, mikey,” you kissed his cheek, “suits you.” <3

- “hm, thankyou, angel.” muah i love mikey

- calls draken later on because now they both have black hair and he’s all excited about it

- “ken-chin, we’re basically twins!”

- mikey>>>

˗ˏˋ KAZUTORA

- king has to touch up his roots - he lets them grow out really far too

- there’s just over three inches grown out and he’s like whoops i couldn’t be bothered

- prefers to do it with you because it’s more fun and he doesn’t wanna make his hair fall out - once he did it with chifuyu and they both decided that they’d never do it again

- usually gets the bleach in other parts of his hair because he isn't careful and he never puts the rest of his hair back

- you put his hair in two braids this time and he is not happy.

- “i look like that haitani motherfucker with his stupid blond strip in his hair… looks like a bee, i hope he changed it because he looked fucking stupid.” kazutora doesn’t like looking like ran

- laughs when you laugh at his insults though

- he can’t stand the smell of the bleach at all

- scrunches his nose up when he watches you mix it together

- “god, that fuckin’ stinks… it’s hurting my nose!” you agree with him on that one

- y’know how people put foil on their hair when they dye it to separate it - he does that but he didn’t know how to fold it or anything so you come back to the bathroom and he’s sat with a ball of foil on his head and his whole forehead out like “look 😁”

- embarrassed when you tell him it wasn’t necessary to do that

- he likes it when you take his hair out of the braids - he loves it when you play with his hair so he sits with his eyes half shut and smiling to himself because he’s so relaxed

- gets you to play with his hair a little extra while he’s waiting to wash it out <3

- said he showered in the morning so he was like it’s fine we can wash my hair over the bathtub

- he was giggling the whole time because it was so hard for you to wash the front of his hair from that angle and you kept slapping his forehead 💀

- “how come purple shampoo doesn’t turn your hair purple if it’s got all that purple pigment stuff in it?” not now kazutora.

- gets water in his eyes on top of it all

- enjoys having you wash his hair though - even though it’s chaotic it makes him feel all fluffy n shit inside <3

- it’s so fun and you’re both just laughing the whole time :(

- when you’re finished he wraps his hair up in a towel and he looks so cute

- “my knees hurt from kneeling down, is this how you feel sometimes?”

- boy.

- anyways his hair didn’t fall out and now he’s getting you to dry his hair for him too <3

˗ˏˋ SANZU

- “i’m gonna dye my hair pink.”

- when sanzu first said that you couldn’t imagine him with pink hair at all. if anything you thought he would dye his hair black or something darker

- now you can’t picture sanzu without pink hair

- but because of the colour it fades quickly and ehm.. because sanzu’s natural hair colour is so light if you let it grow out too far..

- it literally looks like he’s going BALD

- like as soon as he decides that you have to dye it thats when you do it no questions asked

- you’re busy and can’t do it today? okay, sanzu will just drag you there by the leg don’t worry

- he always mixes the dye though because he’s really particular about the colour - like there’s a certain ratio he has memorised, mostly because the first time he did it he almost looked like a highlighter and he didn’t like how bright it was

- “the fuck are you putting on gloves for?” believes in dyeing hair with bare hands

- he does the top and front of his hair whilst you to the back

- always puts on music because he finds dyeing his hair kinda boring

- makes your life ten times harder though because he leans over every 2 seconds to change the song or he keeps moving his head around to the beat of the music

- “haru, stop moving your head! i can’t do this properly if you keep moving.”

- “just move with me then, sweets.” he’s so annoying <3

- he does that thing where you kinda swing your head to one side and then the other and clicks his fingers to the beat of the song as a joke and he looks like a complete moron - makes you laugh though

- it’s his version of ‘dad dancing’ he says

- once all the dye is on he can’t leave his hair alone and has to keep messing with it

- “it’s fucking itchy.” he says whilst pushing the short parts of his hair up like a spike…

- it gets all over his forehead and hands and it doesn’t come off when you wash it

- “looks like i fucked a fairy or something.” he knows what he means

- “what?”

- it also gets in one of his eyebrows <3 when he sees it he just stops and goes :0

- you’re giggling because you know that it’s not gonna come out for a while and you’re trying to tell him it’s fine, his hair kinda covers it so it’s okay

- he let an intrusive thought win and just dips his fingers in the left over dye and rubs it in.

- “i said it would wash out, why did you do that?” you’re trying not to cackle at him because he just realised what he did

- “fuck.”

- he had pink eyebrows for almost 2 weeks after that

- ran and rindou will never let him hear the end of it.

reblogs appreciated <3

@swtsuya because sanzu and kazu >:)

[sukunasbabymama]

i had the cutest thought earlier and i just wanted to share because it’s eating me alive so like almost everyone in bonten has dyed hair right so i’m just imagining all of them pulling up to the salon on the same day and just spending all day there with aluminum foil in their hair and 38 million different shades of hair dye being used because one of them noticed their roots were showing

this is probably so dumb but it’s so cute to me for some reason i just had to share

Please!!! And let’s say reader is their stylist, that’s why all of them are in the same place.

“Sanzu, go put that gun in my office, no I don’t care who you are, my customers don’t need to see that!!” He rolls his eyes.

“Manjiro— for the love of God, if you keep falling asleep on my damn chair you gonna stain it!”

“Flirt with my rookie one more time and I’m going to whoop your ass, Ran”

“Goddman it Rindou! Who told you to take off the aluminum foil?!?!”

Mochi, being scared to get his ass whooped sliding some food while they’re waiting for the colors to settle.

“Keep changing ideas on the haircut and imma make you blind from the other eye too, Kaku-chan”

“I’m not gonna sell you my store Koko, the fuck? Getcho ass in the chair dumbass”

“AKASHI TAKEOMI STOP FUCKING SMOKING HERE, YOU HAVE A WHOLE AREA FOR THAT! AND COME GET YOUR HAIRCUT ALREADY”

All the time the others workers are in shock at their boss being so comfortable with the most dangerous gang in the scene.

[graywrites5567]

Sanzu X gn!reader HEADCANONS

You guys really liked the Mikey one so I thought what would be even better then my personal 2nd favorite character! All of these might go into Bonton Arc Sanzu. Also tell me any other character you would love to see headcanons or even an oneshot for, I sometime needs a little inspiration.

• Sanzu’s depression can be an issue especially on days where self care can be hard so you will have to brush his hair and teeth then praise him for at least trying. He will adore you and he thinks about those days a lot it makes his heart flutter.

•The “medicine” cabinet is strictly off limits to you most of the time. Haru has them ordered and his own type of labels, classy. The exception is if he comes home injured.

•Okay guys now listen Sanzu isn’t going to get clean for us let’s be honest BUT! Haru does keep it at work, when you and him started dating you kindly explained that you would prefer if he could tone it down. He understood and tries to keep it at work but there’s some days he can’t, be understanding.

•Bad days are something that’s super tough but if he gets home annoyed, he’s picking you up and taking you the nearest thing to cuddle on usually the couch so you two can watch TV. He will lay on your chest and sigh repeatedly til you ask what’s wrong and he will say nothing over and over til he can’t handle it anymore.

•I can imagine Haru isn’t the fanciest when it comes to dying his hair pink so look under the sink in the bathroom there’s about 7 bottles just so when the color even slightly changes he’s fixing it. So help the boy out, get dye all of your hands and have music playing. Sanzu will think you’re personality is amazing.

•Every Bonten member has your number just in case Haru needs something or had a rough day. Kazucho is often the person who text you any concerns, it’s super sweet. Ran sends you pictures of Haru looking blazed out of his mind. Rindou never uses your number unless he is the occasional sober driver.

•If you ever talk kids with Haru, he will be amazed, like you want him to take care of another human life that’s not yours or his CRAZY! But when he thinks about it if you would be there to help him and he helps you it’s seemed amazing the domestic life.

•Not huge into PDA but will hold you and always have an arm around you just so you can’t leave him. He won’t loosen his grip either actually you tell him that he’s holding you to tight he will chuckle and hold you tighter.

•Random fancy dinner dates are more often then you think. Koko will mention this new restaurant he bought or one he’s investing in and Sanzu will talk to him about planning a reservation. Then you will get a text: “Hey get ready in 4 hours I have a surprise 💕”

•Haru tries to get a lot of days off to just have a day with you. Nothing special just laying around breakfast together in bed while watching the shows you two haven’t watched in a while. Then cuddles all day no getting ready just lay with him. He’s never been so comfortable around one human and with someone who showed him the same amount of effort in the relationship.

•you are his world and he would burn it down if you asked. So know that even at clubs or parties there’s not a shot that a person is touching on him like you do.

•if you’ve seen the tiktok where the partner finds a note page all about them on their lover’s phone. SANZU HAS ONE IT LIKE A WHOLE ESSAY. Every appointment you have is in his calendar and every dislike is written down. If you feel insecure he will look at the note page and get you your favorite gifts while only saying how amazing you are.

[simpforchuchu]

Yehey request are open again.•,•.So here what if the Haitani Brothers has an older sister(y/n)who always babies them.What if the time comes when its time for them to introduce her to bonten members because they have to since they'll be having her to live with them since its going to be dangerous because of their jobs.Of course the older sis of Haitani's know it.And then when they introduced y/n to them and when time passed by Bonten members also wanted to be babied by her (Exept takeomi and mochi since they are old .,.).Since you know they're parentless(lmao) and they want also y/n's attention which made the Haitani's jealous.

Im sorry its so long blame my weird imaginations.

Love you~♡

Haitanis Big Sis x Bonten

A/n: Ahahahh it was fun to write it xjdmmcmd  and hope you like it 🥰 Love youu ♥️♥️

Sorry for the grammer or spelling mistakes.English is not my main language so...

Thank you and love you 🥰

Warnings: none

• The Haitani Brothers were quite hesitant to introduce you to Bonten.

• Because they didn't want anyone to know about their older sister who treated them like babies every day.

• But as time went on, their business started to get dangerous and they started living with you.

• One day, in the Bonten building...

• "Okay guys, meet our big sister!"

• Everyone stares in amazement but what's even more surprising is that they didn't see it.

• "Hey guys, is it a little cold in here? Rin baby, you get cold quickly, put on your coat!"

• And a laugh comes from Sanzu

• Others laughed unwillingly, but were silenced by your angry stare.

• Ran laughing at Rins blushing face, blushing as you come and fix his hair

• As much as they like that you do it, they don't want you to do it around these bastards

•  Anyway

• As time passed, the teasing of others lessened, and on the contrary, they began to demand attention.

• "Onee-san, can you help me dye my hair?" Yes, don't be surprised, it's the Sanzu that laughed in the first place He wants attention the most.he comes to lay on your lap when he's unhappy and asks you to play with his hair

• Kakucho talks about his complaints about the brothers and Sanzu, and he always prepares the tea for you to drink together.

•  Mikey sometimes sleeps on your knees or shares his dorayaki with you because he feels at peace with you

• Koko loves to go shopping together and tells you about his love life and asks for advice.

•  They love it when you cover them up when they sleep

• all of theem

• As much as Takeomi and Mochi seem uninterested, sometimes they want you to come and pat them on the back.

• And remember, if someone upsets their big sister, God have mercy on them because Bonten won't

[dead-boys-club]

† nd things : haitani rindou.

warnings: asd/nd hcs, sh mention beta’d: yes a/n: if you have an issue with this, you can leave. 

can’t sit properly

always curled up, backwards or sitting in splits

he doesn’t like people

because of ignorance

and because he’s antisocial

doesn’t like being the center of attention

unless it’s in a fight

then please

watch and praise

tends to have no comprehension for his abilities

gets hurt

his ego gets ahead of him sometimes

ran doesn’t appreciate it

used to sit and twist his hair until it broke

ran who coaxed him into shaving the sides and tying it up

despite liking things being organized, lost his glasses

too many times to count

he likes to lick and chew on things

likes to play with whoever’s hand is closest

doesn’t like the feeling of money

the texture is gross

and it’s dirty

can’t stand still too long because:

‘my clothes are touching me the wrong way.’

or

‘sanzu won’t shut the fuck up.’

sensory issues

needs to recharge after a fight

lots of sounds and sensations

emotional spectrum of a walnut

not very empathic

his emotions align only with things he loves

or hates

there isn’t really an in-between

he prefers softer colors to neons

they bother his eyes

hair dye is a menace

doesn’t like how cold it is when it touches his skin

can’t eat certain fruit

hates when ran plays music

he really doesn’t like being touched

let’s be honest

he’s basically asexual at this point

he doesn’t care

people are annoying

and dirty

and he doesn’t want to be involved 

probably didn’t even want to be involved in his current lifestyle

but has attachment issues

and hyper fixation problems

and he wants to do what ran does

surpassingly not great with sarcasm

his comfort pressure points are:

the inside of his wrists

throat

and upper chest

used to sit and pop rubber bands against his inner arm/wrists

sh without the actual realization of it being sh

can come off as a dick

sometimes he means it

sometimes he doesn’t

obsessive 

hobbies, people, sounds, etc. 

ran makes fun of him for using his thumbs to tell left and right

zero sense of direction

doesn’t like being awake when the sun rises

it makes him nauseous 

he likes plans

doesn’t like when plans are ruined or changed

does not like when people stand behind him

+ a small thought of mine: everyone seems to argue over what the haitani’s relationship actually is, so here’s my thought: siblings in tokrev are pretty blunt in a sense of relation. they all have the same eye colors, regardless of hair color. the twins are referred to as twins for a reason. however, the haitani brother’s don’t have the same eye color and it brings me to the conclusion, based solely on the kawata twins and the akashi siblings, that they are half brothers.  which also adds to my little asd hc. if they’re half brothers, it would explain further how they stick together. rin would’ve probably had the ability to go on his own path but due to his issues with people, ran was the safest option to stay by + ran would have, despite being the annoying, whimsical bitch he is, taken care of him. as stated above, rindou’s enjoyment of fighting and bone breaking would come from his attachment and fixation towards ran & what he enjoyed.

tags: @agenderlessmatter​

[sweet-little-dude]

once he was mine :: a slight explanation one shot of the feelings of sanzu haruchiyo and mutou yasuhiro @virtue-and-beneviolence

sanzu use to be mine.

we met when toman started. even though he’d been there longer than me, mikey still gave him to me, only to teach him how to play guitar properly. his technique was sloppy but he was an utter natural, so i took him in. 

through the next couple of months, i got to know him. he loved cheesecake and has always wanted to dye his hair pink. he doesn’t really like showing affection to anyone, but that’s only cuz he doesn’t like to, so i didn’t mind. he has a huge admiration for mikey and had a real punk style, which is something i admire of him. but another thing i admired abt him is how he’d stand up for the things he cherished, like how he threw hands with someone just cuz they said toman’s music sucks. 

after a few months of being by each other’s side, we soon ended up dating. it wasn’t anything big, we went out for cheesecake after rehearsal like any other day and i just went for it. i swear that day was the first time i’d seen haru smile that much. that day is still my favorite of my whole life. i still remember how he literally yelled when i first posed the question, and when he said yes, he physically jumped over our little table to give me a hug. god, i think i really loved him. 

about a year later tenjiku was formed. a guy that was the frontman of a band i use to be in began tenjiku and he wanted me to join him, i said yes without another thought. and surprisingly, haru followed me into tenjiku, though the band didn’t last long. we had this battle of the bands against toman and we ended up having to forfeit due to our leader getting caught up in a drug scandal. we never saw him again after that, yet somehow a bunch of the guys in tenjiku got involved with it , myself included. all except for hanma, kisaki, kokonoi and of course, haruchiyo. 

he visited quite frequently while i was in jail. but towards the end of my sentence, he stopped showing up. i was there for about 10 months and when i got out, haru was there waiting for me, but he looked different. he seemed to have grown taller and he actually dyed his hair. plus he carries his guitar on his back all the time now. but i knew it was still my haruchiyo from the way he smiled at me. i could never forget that face.

strange thing was that as soon as i got out, he was asking me to help out in this new band he belonged to. kantou manji. it was lead by his childhood best friend, mikey, and kokonoi and hanma were in it too. so i decided to join, only because the other guys had already made a new band with this no body they met in the jail. 

but if i could turn back time, i would have never ended up helping kantou manji. believe me they were great, probably better than anything else i’d seen, but everyone had changed. mikey had seemed more miserable than ever and hanma had seemed to have lost his mojo. plus kokonoi was never around blondie locks; but for haruchiyo, he just seemed so rebellious now. at first i thought wow, he finally came out of his shell, i’m so happy for him. but with that, he knew way more people, and soon he barely spoke to me at all when we were around other people. of course, when it was just us we’d talk about band, but it was like that was the only thing holding us together, the only way we were associated. 

as well as sanzu not talking to me, it also seemed as though he was going out with a new person all together. haitani rindou was his name, and the two were addicted to each other. at first they were a very public couple, but they didn’t last long due to our his manager, kisaki, not liking the idea of a member of kantou manji dating someone from a rival band. so they kept their relationship a secret with only a few people knowing, but really, they were horrible at hiding their affection for one another. 

plus i barely knew him anymore. he probably still loved cheesecake and he probably loved his new pink hair, even though his roots had been growing out really quick. he use to hate smothering people with affection, but now he and rindou are all over each other, plus there’s also him and hanma making out on stage (which i have no idea if its an act of fan service or pure feeling) which i slightly mind. he probably still respects mikey as much as he did and maybe even more. but he’s got a new style now, rlly a bit too formal for the haru i knew. and i’m sure he stands up for his loved ones still, but i haven’t seen that with my own eyes in a while, since i don’t feel even his love.

in the end, sanzu and i couldn’t find love within each other anymore, nor did we want to. even tho i wish i could’ve, i just couldn’t find it. it was never like we never officially broke up, but we just fell out of love. and i think one day, it just became a mutual thought. because one day, haruchiyo stopped talking to me all together, there was only a sanzu left for the world. shit, i rlly did fall for him. 

epilogue

now, i’m only still in kantou manji to have something to do with my life. i’m kinda out of place there but i still am seen as useful to them, so i don’t rlly care what they think of me. i interact with all the guys and all. well, ofc except sanzu, since he’s busy with rindou or hanma. but i get to have good talks with kokonoi, and i enjoy making small talk with mikey cuz they’re something he can handle, and kisaki and i talk about concert and gig plans. so my life’s pretty compact and real, and i don’t let nonsense distract me anymore. not something that can’t be dealt with quickly, not something that’s fake, not something or someone that’s a facade, and definitely not someone that can’t devote themself to me as much i do to them. no. because through getting rid of lies and things hurting me, its helped me decide to move on. 

but feelings are never really controlled by ourselves, huh? sometimes we just latch onto a random stranger we see around frequently. like at gigs or parties, he’s also standing there, coincidentally. his beautiful tan skin shining under the lights and his captivating violet eyes shining with luring features. and his charismatic smile, so charming it could creep it’s way into someone’s heart and steal it without a trace. it’s all too familiar. 

but i could never fall for someone like that, not again, i just won’t allow it.

yet sometimes, being a hypocrite isn’t too bad.