#dummy thicc with all of the dummy and none of the thicc)

[letomills]

I recently shared a set of 22 skins that I intend to be all the skintones I use in my game. But they wouldn't be complete without corresponding showerproof versions for my favorite custom body shapes, so here we are.

This post will give you sets of showerproof skins (see definition under the cut) of 22 skins each, for the following body shapes: • Momma Lisa F / Melodie9 Fat M • Androgyny F / Lifa's Trans M • Trans Melodie9 Fat M / Trans Momma Lisa • Melodie9 fat family • Dummy Thicc • MartaXL edit • Athletic Girl / Lean Body Builder

These sets are repo'd to the original 22 skins that you need to get from here (go over there for more details on the textures). If you don't have those, none of the showerproof skins will show up.

Download links below, with important info (please read and don't hesitate to ask questions if something isn't clear).

What are showerproof skins? They are skins linked to a custom body shape (or body shapes). When you give a showerproof skin to a sim, that sim will have the body shape that the skin is linked to when they are nude (taking a bath, streaking, doing ACR stuff, etc.). Showerproof skins have no effect whatsoever on clothing, because clothes use their own meshes.

Geneticized • Like the original 22 skins, the showerproof skins from this post are geneticized, except for the alien ones (which will therefore be outside of the genetic spectrum and behave like the Maxis alien skin). • Across all sets, the same skintone will have the same genetic value, indicated at the end of the file name. For example, the lightest skin always has a genetic value of 0.05, no matter which body shape it's linked to. • When two sims have a baby in game, the baby will get one of the skintones that fall in between or on the parents' skintones on the genetic spectrum. Since these showerproof skins are geneticized, the baby could get one of them, regardless of the body shapes that the parents have. Two Maxis-sized parents could have a baby who will grow up to have a fat body shape, two fat cis parents could have a baby who will grow up to have a thin trans body shape. If you've been looking for a way to determine which of your sims should be trans, this is a way to let the game decide for you.

Townified or not • For each set, you will have to choose if you want the showerproof skins to be townified or not (delete the folder you don't want). • Townified skins can appear on new townies and NPCs that spawn, non-townified skins cannot.

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The sets

Uncensored previews are included in the downloads (not for all skintones because the archives would get too heavy for my Mega). Ages not shown have their standard Maxis shapes.

❥ Momma Lisa - Melodie9 Fat Male (ML-MFM)

AF & EF are linked to Momma Lisa, AM & EM are linked to Melodie9 Fat AM, TF/TM are linked to Melodie9 Fat TF/TM.

Download ML-MFM: SFS / Mega

Included meshes: the Momma Lisa meshes are CelestialSpider's edit of Frannysims's; the Melodie9 Fat Male and teen meshes are my fixed versions of the ones from Melodie9's MTS. All are blockfeet. If you want sexyfeet, replace the files in the "Required meshes" folder with these: SFS / Mega.

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❥ Androgyny AF-EF - Lifa's Trans AEM (AndroF-AMTr)

AF & EF are linked to Androgyny, AM & EM are linked to Lifa / @withlovefromsimtown's Trans Male. Teens are Maxis.

Download AndroF-AMTr: SFS / Mega

Included meshes: the androgyny meshes are Aquilegia's edit of Gothplague's (I fixed the feet and crotch mapping), the AMTr meshes are the ones I made for these. All are blockfeet. If you want sexyfeet, replace the files in the "Required meshes" folder with these: SFS / Mega.

✨Alternative set: if you want teens to have trans shapes too (choose either the "AndroF-AMTr" set above or the "AndroUF-UMTr" set below) ↓

❥ Androgyny TF-AF-EF - Lifa's Trans TM-AEM (AndroUF-UMTr)

TF, AF & EF are linked to Androgyny, TM, AM & EM are linked to Lifa / @withlovefromsimtown's trans male shapes.

Download AndroUF-UMTr: SFS / Mega

Included meshes: the androgyny meshes are Aquilegia's edit of Gothplague's (I fixed the feet and crotch mapping), the TMTr and AMTr meshes are the ones I made for these. All are blockfeet. If you want sexyfeet, replace the files in the "Required meshes" folder with these: SFS / Mega.

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❥ Trans Momma Lisa - Trans Melodie9 Fat Male (TrML-TrMFM)

AF & EF are linked to @kaluxsims's Trans Melodie9 fat Male, AM & EM are linked to her Trans Momma Lisa. Teens are Melodie9 Fat TF/TM.

Download TrML-TrMFM: SFS / Mega

Included meshes: the TrML and TrMFM meshes are @kaluxsims's; the Melodie9 Fat teen meshes are my fixed versions of the ones from Melodie9's MTS. All are blockfeet. If you want sexyfeet, replace the files in the "Required meshes" folder with these: SFS / Mega.

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❥ Melodie9 Fat Family (M9Fat)

TM/TF/AF/EF linked to Melodie9 fat TM/TF/AF/EF, AM & EM both linked to Melodie9 fat AM. Children and younger are Maxis.

Download Melodie9 fat family: SFS / Mega

Included meshes: my fixed versions of the ones from Melodie9's MTS, all blockfeet. If you want sexyfeet, replace the files in the "Required meshes" folder with these: SFS / Mega.

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❥ Dummy Thicc (DT)

AF & EF linked to @digisims2's Dummy Thicc, TF linked to my Dummy Thicc TF. All others are Maxis.

Download Dummy Thicc: SFS / Mega

Included meshes: by Digi and me, they have blockfeet & Maxis hands. If you want sexyfeet and/or smooth hands, here they are: SFS / Mega. Replace the files in the "Required meshes" folder with them - as long as you end up with one top/-hands file and one bottom/-feet file by age group, you're good.

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❥ MartaXL

AF & EF linked to Brattylulu's MartaXL, TF linked to Melodie9's fat TF. All others are Maxis.

Download MartaXL: SFS / Mega

Included meshes: the MartaXL meshes are the Maxis hands and blockfeet ones I made for this set, the Melodie9 fat TF ones are my fixed versions of the ones from Melodie9's MTS. If you want sexyfeet and/or Marvine feet and/or smooth hands, here they are: SFS / Mega. Replace the files in the "Required meshes" folder with them - as long as you end up with one top/-hands file and one bottom/-feet file by age group, you're good.

✨ Alternative set: if you'd rather have M sims linked to Melodie9 fat male (choose either the "MartaXL" set above or the "MartaXL-MFM" set below) ↓

❥ MartaXL - Melodie9 fat male (MartaXL-MFM)

AF & EF linked to Brattylulu's MartaXL, TF/TM/AM-EM linked to Melodie9's fat TF/TM/AM. Children and younger are Maxis.

Download MartaXL-MFM: SFS / Mega

Included meshes: the MartaXL meshes are the Maxis hands & blockfeet ones I made for this set, the Melodie9 ones are my fixed versions of the ones from Melodie9's MTS. If you want sexyfeet for everyone and/or Marvine feet & smooth hands for MartaXL, here they are: SFS / Mega. Replace the files in the "Required meshes" folder with them - as long as you end up with one top/-hands file and one bottom/-feet file by age group, you're good.

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❥ Athletic Girl / Lean Body Builder (AG-LBB)

TF, AF & EF are linked to Marvine / @blueheavensims's Athletic Girl; TM, AM & EM are linked to Synapticsim / @blueheavensims's Lean Body Builder. Children and younger are Maxis.

Download AG-LBB: SFS / Mega

Included meshes: you'll have to choose between 2 versions, either "HD" or "low poly" (previews are included). The HD meshes are the top and bottom meshes that BlueHeavenSims shared here, with a couple tweaks (smoothed normals on the forearms, fixed shoulders on the LBB fat morphs) - they have sexyfeet, smooth hands, 3D nipples and are high-poly (6,454 poly for full-body AG; 8,601 poly for full-body LBB). The low-poly meshes are top and bottom meshes I made based on Marvine's original AG and Synapticsim's original LBB v.2.0 (I added morphs with BlueHeavenSims's morphs as reference) - they have blockfeet, Maxis hands and are low-poly (1,960 for full-body AG; 2,186 poly for full-body LBB).

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Further info

The standard set that these showerproof skins are repo'd to contains defaults for S1-4 + alien, which are skins #3, #7, #12, #19 and Tea Leaf's Stargazer. Therefore, skins #3, #7, #12, #19 and Tea Leaf's Stargazer from the showerproof sets are technically repo'd to your skin defaults. They are modified versions of the default-repo'd showerproof skins I've shared before (ML-MFM & M9FatFam, AndroF-MTr, TrML-TrMFM, DT, MartaXL). Corresponding sets are on the same files so you can replace the older ones with the new ones if you wish - I recommend that you do if you use the defaults from the standard 22-skin set because then you'll get the geneticization, the right thumbnails & tootips and all).

All of these skins are tooltipped, have their custom thumbnails and are sortindexed so that they will appear tidily set after set in your custom skins bin. If you use other skins though, there is a chance that those will appear jumbled up with mine if their sortindex numbers happen to clash. It's only an aesthetic issue but if it bothers you, see this tutorial by Kurimas on how to change the order in which clothes appear in the CAS catalogue (it works for skins and other bodyshop content too).

Why make these skins repo-only? 1. Repo'd files = smaller files. 2. If you don't like the textures that I picked for the standard set, you can replace them with your favorites in simPE if you know how to do that and all the repo'd files will follow suit. This way you can get all the showerproof skins to have the textures that you like with much less work than if you had to edit them one by one.

For more info on skin genetics and how to change a skin's genetic value, see Rikkulidea's tutorial.

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Please let me know if you see something wrong that I missed.

[deerboy]

NONE OF THE HAZBIN CHARACTERS HAVE A FAT ASS. NONE OF THEM ARE "DUMMY THICC"! THEYRE ALL STICKS!! STOP LYING TO YOURSELVES AND TO OTHERS!!

[icebear4president]

RusAme as incorrect quotes cause they’re just silly little guys

America: I believe in you, you’ll do great.

Russia: You’re only saying that because you love me, and love has made you dumb.

America: Actually, love has made me smarter. Remember last week when I boiled that egg?

Russia: That was big. I was really proud of you.

America: If you work on a farm and tend to the chickens, you’re a chicken tender.

Russia: Shut up, it’s 3 am.

Russia: I didn’t understand why people cared for their dumb boyfriends so much, until I got a dumb boyfriend myself.

Russia: *Picks up America by his shirt collar and shakes him up and down*

Russia: I’ve only been dating America for a day and a half, but if anything happened to him I would kill everyone in this room and then myself.

America: What do you do in your free time?

Russia: I stalk.

America: …Really? Well, I enjoy walks with my friends and reading.

Russia: I know :)

America: Why was I cursed with all of the dummy and none of the thicc?

Russia: I hope you know this haunts me.

America: Good.

Russia: What are you doing?

America: Thinking.

Russia: Rare, but okay. What about?

America: What would happen if I mix coke and Mentos in my mouth.

Russia: And you are no longer allowed to use the coffee machine.

America: I��d die for you.

Russia: Yesterday you said you would die for a potato chip. I don’t feel special.

America: I’d…live for you..???

Hotel employee: I think you too will be very happy with the couples sweet.

Russia: Oh no, we’re not together. We’re not a couple. We’re definitely not a couple.

America: Wow, you seem pretty insulted by that. What, am I not good enough for you?

Russia: We’re not having this conversation again.

America: Thank you for agreeing to see me.

Russia: I didn’t. You just walked into my house and started talking.

America: Now is not the time to worry about specifics.

America: So, you want advice on how to be in a relationship?

Canada: Yes.

America: Shit, man, I don’t know. I kinda declare war on the guy I’m dating, I have no clue how I got here.

[sailorsenshishitposter]

Blonde twink gets destroyed by the clap of Brazil's ass cheeks

Jet stream Sam:

You like Brazilian chads with dummy thicc thighs that save lives, are an avid listener to bury the light, or have probably never played any other Metal Gear game since you are an avid RaidenxSam shipper who tends to forget or not know that Raiden has a wife (to be fair Rose repeatedly manipulated him and is a terrible cook so obviously Sam is the better choice and you have good taste in husbandos).

First Date:

You were at the local strip club, your boyfriend recently having dumped you. You decided you would go get drunk and watch some hot men dance to ease your troubles. You poured down your tequila and burped. "This better be worth it!" You brought all the cash you had on you which was pathetically small since your only source of income was from working at Wal-Mart.

Suddenly bright lights were flashing in neon colors and for some reason it reminded you of your friends rgb pc setup. "Hey ladies, give it out to our first man of the night, the incredibly sexy Corrente de Jato" Next thing you knew, men and women around you were screaming like they were at a boy band concert. "I guess this guy must be really popular huh?" Soon catchy techno music was blasting and out came a rugged yet chiseled man.

"Lets dance!" He began taking off his clothes and was soon only wearing a thong, not leaving much to the imagination. His rythmn matched the beat and you had to admit that he was pretty good because he could do some wicked moves on that dance pole. The money started pouring in. "Yes, yes I like this!" the man thought. In the corner of the room a slight growl could faintly be heard. There was a lone cardboard box. Underneath of course was none of then Raiden.

"That bastard! So this is what he's been up to? Well I think it's time to make my entrance!" He slowly crept to the front of the row. "What the hell is that?" Raiden was bumping into more people than someone playing bumper cars so everyone eventually took notice and stopped paying attention to Sam. "Shit! I think I've been compromised. Alright, plan b!" He tore away the box and revealed himself.

"Raiden? Is that You? What on earth are you doing here!?" The cyborg pointed his blade at the Brazilian man. "I'm the one that should be asking you that! This sword is a tool of justice but tonight I shall prove that I'm the victor!" Samuel laughed. "By all means pretty boy, if you think this is so easy then why don't you try it yourself?" Raiden took this as a challenge and entered the spotlight. "Alright. Girls like hot guys with accents rights? I think I've got this."

He readjusted his sombrero. "Hola, putas! Se habla español." An angry woman threw her beer bottle at him. "TAKE IT OFF!" He tapped the mic. "Please bear with me ladies and gentlemen, the show will start momentarily. El elemento por favor!" He tore off his suit and smirked. "WHERE IS IT?" Raiden thought he was doing everything right. "Huh?" The crowd was getting restless. "WHERE'S HIS DICK!" Just before Raiden could protest and trauma dump to the entire audience about how the patriots removed most of his body, Sam interjected.

"Hey, why don't we get back to dancing!" The boos turned back into cheers and then Raiden noticed the difference in the crowds reactions. He decided to give dancing a shot. He may be Liberian but he is 100% white with the way he danced. "GET HIM OFF THE STAGE!" Raiden was starting to get angry. "YOU GUYS JUST DON'T APPRECIATE THE ROBOT! BESIDES, WHAT'S HE HAVE THAT I DON'T!"

In unison the drunk patrons began yelling "NO DICK! NO DICK! NO DICK! NO DICK!" The cyborg sighed. He began to feel himself losing to Jack the ripper. "Fuck this, I'll just kill Sam and go home." he thought. Raiden tore the dance pole down and began to use it like L'Etranger. He went to stab Sam but the man managed to parry him. "WHY WON'T YOU DIE!?" he screamed. Unfortunately for Raiden, he was oblivious to the fact that Samuel hadn't been dancing at all but had been doing capoeira.

"SHOW ME A GOOD TIME JACK!" Everyone began to evacuate as the two men battled and the speakers began to play the only thing I know for real. The building was soon turned into rubble and the men lay there motionless, panting. "Well I'm out of a job now blondie so you better find me some work." Raiden let out a loud "GOD DAMNIIIIIIT!" and curled into the fetal position. He didn't want to deal with this shit again.

[dexpairs-blog]

Characters i think i would i be able to pull as a plus size(small fat) fem presenting enby that manages to be somewhat conventionally attractive 👍🏻

I use all pronouns btw

Warnings: none?? Maybe some suggestive comments here and there but that's it.

Riddle: yes because of his mommy issues but i wouldn't because of his momma, but i would gladly call her a bitch to defend him.

Trey: maybe? I feel like he might have a preference for chubbier bodies so probably?? Even tho i wouldn't be able to tell he's flirting cuz i suck at social cues LMAO

Cater: no but would still flirt with me as a joke, with consent ofc! He'd drop the most down bad statements in my magicam comment section just for shits and giggles just to be answered with an equally down bad comment. Me n Cater 🤞🏻

Ace: yes- you saw how he kept mentioning wanting to share a bad with the MC? Bros down astronomical. But i wouldn't bother cuz eh- i need an adhd bestie to share my braincells with yk. he'd prolly get touchy but my dumb ass would think nothing of it.

Deuce: yes. Bro gets nervous around the maidens so yep.

Leona: yes and no?? Like, i feel like i could pull him but for nothing serious? Even if i manage to make him my bf it wouldn't be anything long term, cause you know, he's a prince, it would still be a nice relationship tho. He'd also use me as a pillow which depending on where u are can be a blessing or a pain cuz lemme tell you i'm a walking heater.

Ruggie: YES. Bro looks at fat women and goes AWOOGA. You can't tell me he doesn't find plus size attractive knowing wtf he's been through. He LOVES a well fed mc!! And loves being the little spoon!!

Jack: no because he'd friendzone me😤 not that he doesn't find plus size ppl hot but i don't think we'd get along like that.

Azul: yes and no, he most likely has internalized fatphobia due to his trauma, and he gets pissed seeing how the MC manages to draw ppl towards them if the fat. He'd project a lot pre ch.3 but after that he gets over it and learns to over come it.

Jade:yes but more like the other way around.

Floyd: yes. Bro wouldn't keep his hands to himself.

Kalim: yes, he doesn't care about looks.

Jamil: NOPE.

Vil: LMAFAO NO

Rook: anyone can pull him

Epel: yea

Idia: yup, dummy thicc with big tiddums go brrr

Malleus: all yuus can pull him, but again it wouldn't be something long term cuz he's a prince and i don't want to get married😍 so better to remain homies 👍🏻

Lilia: bro adopts me the second he hears me saying one of his sons is hot and acts as a wingman for me. Mans wants grandbabies.

Silver: YES, IT WOULD TAKE ME MONTHS TO DO SO BUT IT WOULD BE SO WORTH IT. HUSBAND MATERIAL RIGHT THERE💞💞

Sebek: yea?? But i wouldnt try for the safety of my eardrumms.

I FORGOT RSA AND ROLLO

Honorable mentions:

(mildly suggestive)

Rollo (pastofrollo) : YES, CONSERVATIVE BITCH TURNED INTO MEGA SLUT🤤🤤🤤 I WANT HIM SO BAD YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. I WANT TO RUIN HIM GHHNRHNSHSM..A.S.S.,.,.,.,.MBMHJNM...

Chenya: maybe?? More like a fwb situation though.

Neige: as much as i'd like to say yes his fans would bodyshame me into oblivion😭😭

[magic-modeus]

Kirsi, crying: Why was I born with all of the dummy and none of the thicc?!

[dnatalok]

Tuffnut: Why was I cursed with all the dummy and none of the thicc?

Ruffnut: I hope you know this haunts me

Tuffnut: Good.

[undertale-writing-times]

Phantom tax gyat, Splat. always remember that.

Tbh, I have no idea what this means haha.

I'm a dummy. (blessed with all the dummy, none of the thicc)

[xxmikeymurderxx]

Young Maxi: Why was I cursed with all of the dummy and none of the thicc

[hazelenergy]

1st I get embraced with all of the dummy and none of the thicc(blood)

2nd I get this massive brand on my back

3rd I DONT HAVE POLLS

[accounting-wunderkind]

H-hon, sweetie, darling, its you. ~ 👓

[letomills]

Download: SFS / Mega

Yesterday I shared a big set of merfolk outfits for the standard Maxis body shapes. Here are those same outfits converted for 10 custom body shapes:

• Lifa's trans TM (tmTr) & AM-EM (aemTr) • AF-EF Momma Lisa (aefML) • AM-EM Trans Momma Lisa (aemTrML) • AF-EF MartaXL (aefMartaXL) • Melodie 9 fat TF (tfFat), AF (afFat) & EF (efFat) • Dummy Thicc TF (tfDT) & AF-EF (aefDT)

(Flat-chested body shapes are coming in a future post. Edit: they're here.)

Every body shape gets the same 82 recolors and has fat and preg morphs (except Melodie9 fat EF who doesn't have a preg morph). Same low polycount for everyone: 1,934.

Previews and details under the cut.

The meshes

All converted from the AF mesh shared here, credits to Marvine for the original mesh.

Lifa's trans AM-EM (aemTr) ↓

Lifa's trans TM (tmTr) ↓

AF-EF Momma Lisa (aefML) ↓

AM-EM Trans Momma Lisa (aemTrML) ↓

AF-EF MartaXL (aefMartaXL)↓

Melodie9 fat TF (tfFat) ↓

Melodie9 fat AF (afFat) ↓

Melodie9 fat EF (efFat) ↓

TF Dummy Thicc (tfDT) ↓

AF-EF Dummy Thicc (aefDT) ↓

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The recolors

None of the textures I used are my original work. Please refer to the set for Maxis shapes for full credits and details on what I edited.

All recolors are available for all clothing categories. You'll have to choose if you wan them standalone or repo'd to the AF recolors from that set. Exception: the Melodie9 fat EF (efFat) recolors are either standalone or repo'd to the EF recolors from said set (because elder boobs require their own textures).

All recolors are BSOK'd (even the DT ones) and sortindexed so that they will show up one set after the other at the back of their respective BSOK sections of your CAS catalog. If you have no idea what I just said, don't worry about it, it just means that downloading these outfits won't make your CAS catalog look like a jumbled mess.

Since these outfits show quite a bit of skin, for them to look as intended on your sims I recommend that you use them with showerproof skins suited to custom body shapes, at least in the case of the trans body shapes. All of my models use bodyshape-appropriate skins from this set. See all the showerproof skins I have up for download here.

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Also check out: @midgethetree's Mermaid mod & all mods for merfolk, @berylliumsims's Under the Sea cc set.

[hehebread]

why do u ppl use big words??? I CANT READ stop making me google shit

[tinyslyme]

Im love him

[bb-noya]

everytime i read an imagine where they call yamaguchi 'yams' i get so confused bc das my nickname too and my dumb thot brain™️ can't process

[multi-mused-menagerie]

*◞❀.❁⤻ Dazai Osamu - Backstory and Headcanons (Part 1/2)

     Hey there ! Before I start this post, I want to get a few things out of the way ! First off, while I do headcanon/portray my Dazai as being a victim of abuse, that does not mean I will use that to try and justify or excuse his actions against other characters. Do I attempt to portray my Dazai as a sympathetic character ? In some ways, yes. However, I do want people to know that my Dazai has done some things that should not and will not be forgiven (the way he trained Akutagawa, manipulating people over and over again without showing any signs of sympathy, and whatever else comes to mind).

     Second of all, if you are sensitive to anything related to suicide, emotional, psychological, and physical abuse, use of improper pronouns, drug and alcohol addictions, and murder, I’d highly advise reading this while in the right mindset or not reading it at all so that you stay safe and happy. If something triggers you in this post, just shoot me a dm and I’ll add it to the trigger list and tags !

     And lastly, if I mention a character in here that you have as a muse, please don’t feel obligated to restrict yourself to my headcanons and backstory here if we interact ! I’m always open to working something else out ! Alright, enough of me talking. Here’s the beginning of Dazai’s backstory.

BACKSTORY:

Age 14: On the night of Dazai Osamu’s 14th birthday, his parents, former Port Mafia members who defected once their son was born, catch wind that the Port Mafia has found them and is sending over a squad to kill the family. Terrified of what would happen if they were all captured, Dazai’s parents plan to have both of them and Dazai attempt to commit suicide together in an attempt to not be taken in. Although his parents succeed, Dazai is unsuccessful and is eventually found by Ogai Mori on the brink of death. Seeing the child clinging onto life and not wanting to die, Mori takes him in as his patient and helps him, only asking that Dazai help him in return. Dazai reluctantly agrees. That very same night, Mori takes Dazai with him and has the child act as a witness to the death of the former Port Mafia boss, successfully trapping Dazai in the Port Mafia and stating that this was the payment for saving Dazai’s life. This and future events eventually cause Dazai to develop the same mindset his parents had the night they took their own lives: either be free from the Port Mafia or die trying.

Age 15: Dazai continues to act as Mori’s ward and protege, learning the ins and outs of the mafia while not actually being a part of the Port Mafia himself. During this time, Mori begins administering certain drugs into Dazai to make the child build an immunity to them. While Dazai is under the influence, Mori treats Dazai as a doll, dressing the boy up and posing him. On some occasions, he even allows Elise to play with Dazai as if he were a life-sized doll, reminding her “ to be gentle with it ”. It is these events that eventually lead to the start of Dazai’s drug addiction, specifically synthetic analgesic drugs like oxycodone and morphine. Once Dazai turns 15, he’s officially accepted into the Port Mafia and is tasked with finding the King of the Sheep. The events of the Blue Era/Fifteen occur. After failing to have Chuuya be his potential friend dog due to the other boy placing himself under Kouyou, Dazai meets Odasaku, eventually growing fond of the older man and even considering him a friend.

Age 16: Life continues onward with both Dazai and Chuuya climbing up the ranks rather quickly for their age. Although they occasionally see each other and do missions together, their interactions usually end in sharp jabs, rude remarks, and the odd injury here and there. The events of the Dragon’s Head Conflict then occur. Around this time, Dazai and Oda eventually meet Ango, starting the beginning of a friendship between the three of them. On day 70 of the conflict, Chuuya goes to find Dazai so that they can go to a meeting between the higher-ups. Instead of following Chuuya and going to the meeting, Dazai instead informs Chuuya of a more pressing matter at hand: the death of an Executive known only as the ‘Colonel’ and how due to that, there is now a vacant seat in the Five Executives. After Chuuya storms away from the conversation, informing Dazai that he doesn’t care about the position and only wants to stop this war, Dazai begins formulating a plan to both end the war and secure his position as the new Executive, knowing that if he doesn’t act now, a majority of the Port Mafia would support Chuuya as the better candidate for the Executive position due to his actions, something Mori himself couldn’t ignore. Dazai then confronts Shibusawa himself, intending to kill him, but is instead caught off guard and captured, forcing him to wait to be declared missing so that his backup plan (Chuuya finding the microscope, rescuing him, and putting an end to the conflict) can commence. His backup plan then goes into action and in the aftermath, Double Black is born.

Age 17: After the Dragon Head Conflict, Dazai is finally given an Executive position and recruits the Akutagawa siblings into the Port Mafia. He is also put in joint training sessions with Chuuya by Mori, the older man planing to mold the two teens into an unbeatable weapon. While these training sessions did focus on the basics (martial arts, basic self-defense, weapons training, etc.), the majority of the time was spent using the skills they learned on each other at Mori’s request, him justifying his actions by stating that it would make them stronger and that the pain they shared together would make them better partners. Notable training sessions include Dazai torturing Chuuya for three days straight, Chuuya beating up Dazai to the point of him vomiting and falling unconscious, and Dazai waiting for a certain amount of time before using his ability on Chuuya while he was using Corruption. While the two of them have never really spoken about what went on behind closed doors, there is a certain understanding between them that those events will never be spoken about, the fear of being seen as weak or being pitied shared between them. Once Mori’s training sessions are over and done with, the man claiming that their partnership was practically perfect, Dazai and Chuuya continue to train with each other, pushing the limits of their abilities, namely Chuuya’s and how it reacted to Dazai’s. An important thing to note here is that around this time, Dazai truly begins to both fear and hate Mori with his entire being, having plans in the back of his mind the involved Mori’s death and Dazai taking his place as head of the Port Mafia. These feelings also cause Dazai to begin building up a reputation as the most deadly member of the Port Mafia so that no one would question him if he did take over, leading him to give Akutagawa Spartan-like training with his ability, becoming a specialist in torture, and drenching himself in bloodshed. This marks the beginning of Dazai becoming what one could call less than human.

Age 18: While becoming the demon prodigy, Dazai still continues to hang out and drink with Oda and Ango, considering the few interactions he has with the two of them the one bright spot in his life. Around this time, the dangers of Q’s ability are discovered and not wanting to cause another event with such a heavy death toll again, Dazai orders Q to be locked up until they have control over their ability. The events of the Dark Era then occur. One major thing to note here is that many of the actions Dazai does and the words Dazai says are lies or only partial truths. For example, while he did know that Ango was a triple spy, he is still upset at Ango’s actions and wishes things could have been different. He also doesn’t blame Ango for Oda’s death, at least, not anymore. Eventually, the knowledge that the death of Oda and the subtle manipulation of Ango from the sidelines were caused by Mori himself despite all of Dazai’s carefully laid traps and Oda’s last words push Dazai into leaving the Port Mafia for good. One day, Dazai is the Demon Prodigy of the Port Mafia. The next, he’s gone. From there, Dazai tracks down Santouka and requests his help in finding a job where he can help people. After being instructed to lie low for two years while his past is cleansed, Dazai then goes into hiding, waiting for the two years to pass by with nothing but alcohol and drugs to accompany him.

HEADCANONS:

The best way to describe the way Dazai acts is “ a human being acting like someone who is not human acting like a human being ”. It’s this phrase that best describes a lot of my Dazai’s actions. While he can show compassion and care towards his colleagues and close friends, he can also be brutal and downright sadistic in the same breath. While many would assume this to be evidence that Dazai is simply pretending to be human, the reality is that it has taken a lot of work for Dazai to get his act perfect. However, that doesn’t mean that he’s a good person; he may be attempting to become better now, but he still falls off the wagon and should be held accountable.

As far as my Dazai is concerned, the Doll Sessions he had with Mori are not abuse. While he does believe the training sessions he had with Chuuya were abuse, he can’t bring himself to acknowledge that the act of Mori forcing drugs into his system, dressing him up, and treating him as an object is also abuse. In fact, he never intends to bring it up. The only reason it was brought up was due to Yosano questioning him about his drug addiction and him explaining how he became dependent. So far, the only people who know about the Doll Sessions are Ranpo, Yosano, and Fukuzawa. In regards to his drug addiction, those three plus Kunikida are the only ones aware of it.

If Natsume Soseki had not stepped in during the Cannibalism Arc, Dazi would have killed Mori and taken over the Port Mafia to preserve both organizations. It’s something he’s not afraid to admit and he’s even mentioned how he will kill Mori if he needs to.

Dazai still considers Ango and Chuuya as friends. Although he doesn’t believe he can act like their friend and as a result does terrible things to them (leaving Chuuya in a forest alone after letting him use Corruption for too long and tampering with Ango’s airbag), he still considers them important and would be upset if either of them died.

Dazai isn’t sure if he should apologize to Akutagawa. As much as he knows how an apology is in order, he also knows that a lot of Akutagawa’s drive comes from wanting his approval and to be seen as strong. As silly as it sounds, Dazai is nervous of Akutagawa not remaining as deadly and powerful as he is now if he ever learned that Dazai already considers him strong enough and is sorry for how he acted. He’s also terrified that Akutagawa would do the worst thing and forgive Dazai for how he treated him. In an attempt to avoid that situation, Dazai continues to try and pair Akutagawa and Atsushi together, hoping that Atsushi will show Akutagawa that he doesn’t need Dazai’s approval so that he can one day apologize.