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illegallyexisting · 1 year ago

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biggest flex i have rn is that when i posted this and tagged the band they ended up seeing it

#petrojvic blasting company #the blasting company #art #dude im still going insane bc of it #rahhhh #HEHEGWHEHEHWHEHWHW #i drew this awhile ago

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indecisive-dizzy · 2 months ago

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thinking about Julie going into hibernation, but also how she was participating in winter activities and was at the Homewarming party.

obv an in-universe excuse is writing inconsistency within the show but nahh. i wanna get sad.

My headcanon is that Julie begins hibernation after the Homewarming party. Right after. And later in the evening it turns into a different party, Julie's Goodnight Party (name in progress).

It's fun, because any party with this rainbow monster's name in it is gonna be fun! but there's an underlying somberness. They eat, play games and talk about everything and anything like the Homewarming party, but it just feels different.

(continues below, sad warning bc I made myself sad)

When Julie starts getting sleepy, the party ends with her neighbors giving their farewells, goodnights, and big hugs.

Frank is the one to walk her home, of course. He brushes Julie's hair, makes sure her and her nest has everything she needs, and stays with her as she falls asleep. But not before they share a big, comforting, long hug filled with every unspoken "I'll miss you" and every ounce of love they can pour into it.

It's the longest Frank has ever hugged anybody. "A hug long enough to get him through winter," according to Julie.

He wished that were true.

Either way he smiles, he smiles for Julie as it's the last expression she sees before finally closing her eyes to sleep.

The tears that later soaked into his pillow are the only secret Frank's ever kept from his best friend.

#After taking Eddie home this past holiday Frank nearly missed Julie going home. He got there right as she was about to leave #He had stayed with Eddie until he fell asleep knowing he'd wake up in the morning.#Before he stayed with Julie until she fell asleep knowing she'd wake up in the spring.#Man i am. So emotional over this #julie hibernating is insane. and must be insanely hard on frank #frank really doesn't like winter #but maybe in the future he'll have a certain mailman's shoulder to cry on #and getting through winter wont seem so hard #imagine if you didn't read the post and are sitting down here like 'what this dude on about'#read my sad rambles and maybe you'd know! /silly #welcome home #julie joyful #frank frankly #homewarming #welcome home headcanons #headcanon #typing out loud #Julie's Hibernation Edition #this all came to mind bc im thinking about the Hurricane thats gonna steal my electricity tmrw #it got me thinking about blizzards #and what the neighbors would do in a blizzard. and what about Julie? what if they can't reach her?#i was thinking frank has Barnaby and Howdy move her and her nest into his guest room #just for the storm. she goes back home afterwards even if he wanted her to stay #welp.. i need to do laundry while i have power still sooo #that's all folks!#oh and ignore typos hehe

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carcarrot · 25 days ago

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its important to go see a low stakes concert sometimes

#as in seeing someone in concert youre not an absolute nutbag about (as i have done this year and last year)#but last night me n my dad went and saw renaissance on their farewell tour #running on like 4 hours of sleep and seething to be at work right now #or rather i would be seething if i weren't so tired #new anger management hack: just get less sleep so your senses are dulled! anyway #funniest part of the night was the multiples times when my dad who is old was like 'everyone here is so old :/'#he was literally like 'if i ever get like these people just shoot me' LMAO #the concert was good i wouldn't call it like great or fantastic but such is the beauty of a low stakes concert #youre not living and dying on every song youre not singing along to everything youre just. enjoyin the show normally which is crazy #again as someone who has seen two bands (both bands two separate times and is seeing one of those bands a THIRD TIME soon) im crazy over #that experience is fun its bonkers and you definitely gotta do it for the bands youre crazy over. you gotta #but it was nice to just. have a regular time at a show #as far as the show itself there were a few little moments where things didnt go as smooth but that may have been bc it was the first show #and save for a few moments in some songs annie haslam knocked it out of the park she can still sing as insanely good as she used to #again some parts of songs were in a lower key? but most seemed to be the same and she was still hitting those bonkers high notes #so good for her. the band was pretty good but i felt they really only like all worked together well on a few songs #if that makes sense. but overall pretty good #and my anxieties about getting there and back were unfounded bc somehow it all worked. yay #our car service trip home was in a tesla i felt like i was gonna die the entire ride home lol #i am NEVER getting in one of those stupid cars again. big ass ipad as your dashboard this is insane???? im so scared???#anywho. old musicians are forever as ive been saying lately. and they really are #oh also we were at the town hall which is a nice small theater i was worried abt bein too far away but it's laid out really well #in that you're sure to get a pretty good view of the stage #it seems like half the size roughly of the beacon for whatever thats worth #OH i did see one dude somewhere in the audience with a sparks shirt so. hashtag represent #yet another concert report. yayyyyy #(im so tired)

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courtillyy · 2 months ago

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im sorry chilled is another mcc ????? why tf am i just finding this out now. im going to lose my actual shit. god bless the gods who decided to make it easy to accidentally sign up. god Bless them

#astro talks #chilledchaos #ahhh !!!!!!#hands are flapping hissing is happening #holy fucking shitttt #i was sooo sure he would never be in another one agina bc of how insane it was last time #dude i am still not over the last time even to its been Months #i rewatch that fkkn practise session adn the main event. from lots of povs. literally oh my goddddd #this is irl ?? dude idek how that works. i Dont go here. except for when i do #dudeeee. this is soooo. oh my godddd.#also shubble !! and elaina ! and itllbe fun with fbm he seems chill #dudeee. also steve ?? hello ?? so fun so good #guys i... he just mentioned it casually half an hour itno his latest first class trouble vid.... dude. when i say i was caught off guard !#i mean it... dude im so excited holy shit... he porbs ont do another training session :/ which is a shame but still omfg #also he doesnt play with eiteher shubble or elaina much atm so that in itself will be niceee

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deus-ex-mona · 2 months ago

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i miss her…

#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all #but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up #a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less #and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads #anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time #he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often #my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know #i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona #i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye #oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man

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all-too-unwell-13 · 3 months ago

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finished watching episodes 4 & 5 of agggtm

i've been staring at the wall for the past 10 minutes now

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bidokja · 6 months ago

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okay i know i said yeseo is dense but manages to make it endearing. but over 130 chapters in with him still being this like...not even dense really its more like he's refusing to learn or change his biased preconceptions about cedric, now im starting to wanna strangle him a bit.

#like. dude. how much linger are you gonna refuse to examine everything he's doing for you ans how he cares for you #sure you're friends now but this is like. insane how much you just assume mean intent from him #AND LIKE. YOU CAN ASSUME GOOD INTENT FROM HIS MOTHER JUST FINE??? AND THEYRE SUPER SIMILAR #hes just super autistic can you please be a bit more receptive towards his emotionsss #and like. its not that yeseo is Unkind to cedric but he does not at ALL realize just how unfavorably biased he is towards him #and it sucks sooooo bad #not that cedric is entirely blameless he needs to control his temper and do away w at least a bit of his pride #(cough stubbornness)#but like. come ON yeseo #i know you have a mental divide between you and these people bc youre like 'im in a book and they actuallynlive in this world'#but it is so extremely pronounced with cedric #he can treat everyone else as a person instead of a character EXCEPT cedric #even worse is that he doesnt even treat him as a Character bc good characters are non-static. they grow and change #he treats cedric like he is completely static and will always be exactly the way he is in the book and it drives me fucking insaneee #it huuurts like. its not even funny to me at this point. yeseo can you please view him as his own person for 2 secondsss #EDIT: IM STILL UPSET LIKE. YESEO. HOW DO YOU HEAR CEDRIC LEGIT GO 'as you wish' AND NOT GET IT #YOU RECOGNIZE EVERY REFERENCE THE AUTHOR MADE SO FAR BUT NOT THAT ONE??? BE SERIOUS

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themortuatorium · 1 year ago

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Man, I hope the Job minisode is a showcase of the first time Aziraphale and Crowley find themselves agreeing with each other on something, bc it would just be so fucking satisfying. I want to see Aziraphale realize there really is no reward for blind obedience, I want Crowley to talk about how absolutely fucked up it is you can be faithful to someone your entire life because you truly believe they'll keep you safe, only to end up putting everyone you love at higher risk for it, I want them to fail noticing the parallels and I want Aziraphale to tell Crowley he's right so very, very much.

Show me the first time they ever agreed they needed to unionize fucking SHOW ME IT.

#good omens #good omens 2 #still so very full of thoughts my dudes #im kind of obsessed with the parable of job bc i always thought that was so fucked up #in the context of good omens its going to make me go the most insane

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southern--downpour · 2 years ago

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pros of new hyperfixation: dopamine :)

cons of new hyperfixation: i cannot focus on school work all i want to do is read trigun nothing else is interesting rn

#i have so much classwork i need to do but all my brain can do is go 'hehehehehe vash :)' and i cant do Shit abt it #I HAVE *THINGS* TO DO #last time i fixated this bad was dsmp and i literally failed a math class bc of that #and like. logically i know i should be doing stuff. i know this is probably gonna make me crash and fail. however.#entire rest of my brain is in fact still going 'hehehehehe vash :)' and i Cannot Do Anything About This Other Than Read More Trimax #shut up virgil #anyways. hehehehehhehehehheheheh vash :)))))#i started reading trimax ofc and i am fucking in love w/ the black/blonde hair he looks so cute dude #i really liked seeing nightows artsyle improve so far too #love the early art still ofc but its a little inconsistent in quality? + the text placement was SUPER confusing at times #like. it was just hard to figure out who was talking #that was like the main problem ive had reading it so far #but like thats been gettin progressively better and the art has gotten INSANE and im barely into maximum #also. that one page. where wolfwood tells vash to shoot him. yk the one.#that is all.#trigun :))))))#actually no that is not all that entire interaction has been rotating in my brain nonstop #holy shit its such a good scene #i really love wolfwood man #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this series is going to fucking kill me #/pos #this motherfucking hyperfix is here to stay apparently esp w/ stampede and the influx of new fans #like if this happened when i first watched og trigun i wouldve just been digging through old content and fan content #and probably wouldve drained it of dopamine pretty quick #but theres NEW content? that i can watch while its AIRING??? im not going to shut the fuck up!

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risingsunresistance · 2 years ago

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#aaaaaaugh dude I MISS HIM i dont know what to say that hasnt already been said #but posting is so hard talking about him is so hard #every day i wait for his youtube to post a new video or for the technodad account to be like 'LOL YOU NERDS ACTUALLY FELL FOR IT'#he was just playing a long-con prank and It'll Be Fine and he just wanted to distract us while he worked on some new insane project #how am i still fully in denial 5 months later. it's almost been half a year #i cant watch his videos anymore. it was easy the 1st week and then it was impossible then it was easy again now it's impossible again #drawing in general is hard bc he was all i was drawing. he still is but im drawing WAY less and with pretty much no passion behind it #cant draw stuff for myself i just wanna draw him. partly bc of him but also bc that's where i made all my friends with you guys :(#i dont wanna go back to what i used to do. i wanna stay here. but it's really hard #i know i dont *have* to make my own posts and i can just reblog and ramble n stuff but. it feels weird not to #i save all my favorite things here. there's still clips i havent taken. art i havent made. fics i've never wrote (and never will lol)#i dont WANT to stop. it's hard to force myself to get back into it tho. there's no easy way to talk about him #it feels borderline unhealthy trying to keep it up #but i keep going into swings of ''i love it here so much i love you guys'' and ''i cant keep going im not strong enough''#so like. which is it. what's REALLY wrong??? i wish i could just go back to how things were aaaaa #idk what i mean by that really. just wish i could find some normalcy in it all whatever that would mean for me #idk if my issue is Him Being Dead or trying to run a blog for a guy who died. some combination. some secret third thing. augh #chat #tw death

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skrunksthatwunk · 1 year ago

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y'know as a genderfluid lesbian one of the things that's made me hesitate in thinking about going on T is worrying that girls won't like me (in a gay way in a sapphic way) if i have facial hair. but then i remember that goromi exists and it's like oh nevermind it'll just make me a hotter woman AND a happier man. problem solved

#i like her so much in a gay way and i know im not alone in that. sapphic rgg fans rise up #like shes the gift that keeps on giving gender wise hes unparalleled. we've been over this #ugh it's insane. im not joking idk where id be genderwise without her. more conflicted prolly #shes literally so important to me. rgg studios have no fucking idea what they made with her but they did it anyway so thanks <3 #shes my shoulder angel shes my everything #anyway i still dont know 100% if i wanna go on t or anything but i want facial hair sooo bad dude #currently drawing myself with a scruffy little baby goatee and it's giving me SUCH euphoria #but i also dont wanna deal with covering up stubble on days where i dont want it... :/#or. yknow. The Horrors (<- transphobia)#but i would be so cool. i would beat everyone in the gender olympics #but im so attached to my voice as-is that i dont wanna go on t and change it >:/ maybe a lower dosage?#idk i never really looked into the medical side of transition much bc yk. the goalposts keep moving for me. and a lotta that content is very #binarily-minded i guess. but aye im feelin the ache now #oughh. going back to drawing now ✌️✌️#goromi #i suppose #maybe i should tag gender content so i can find it... idk

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lilgynt · 1 year ago

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hate when the eating disorder is actually a disorder instead of a quirky trait

#personal #ed mention //#ed blogs stay away no likes nothing do nothing to this pet #sitting in the shower bc it’s so hard to stand up and wondering #like beyond oh that’d be cool to have a broken bone in a mosh pit!!! *fear that it broke bc i’m not taking care of my body*#and it’s harder for me to have these moments bc and not to flex #i’m not saying my weight bc i’m insane but like #even being really weak rn and lost like 20 to 30 pounds im still way stronger than most people in my life #and like even strangers!!!! i had to pulled off a dude at the first mosh and i was the only one who could lift my dad half the time #like i’m physically strong among other things #and i’m already used to working with an eating disorder and even tho it’s worse in a lot of ways #this time around something is at least going in my body daily #it’s just really really easy to forget

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darabeatha · 2 years ago

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WHY

#;ooc #ooc #WHAT IS THIS DUDE DOINGGGGG #LIKE #WHY is he wearing suspenders if he's going to keep his pants like THAT #KING THEY ARE STILL FALLING-ISH !!!#i just-#THE FACT THAT IT DOESNT GET BETTER WITH HIS ASCENSION!!#he just gets bloodier #and like;; i would understand if it was some sort of fold of the clothes that was built -that- way but #IT HAS BUTTONS SO IM THINKING;; those buttons are def there to button his pants up-#THERES NO OTHER EXPLANATION #bc if it didnt have them; then i would interpret it as just some rather oddpants BUT NO-#insanity

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onepiexe · 2 years ago

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i havent done anything manual labor in so long

#logbook #woke up to my body aching like crazy #. .i miss this feeling. idk when i'll have time bc of work but man. i should exercise.#couldnt pull some plant carts right away in my first week �� also yesterday i couldnt lift a box.#i was too short to put it on the shelf is what i said but i was also tired at that point in the day. augh.#i loaded up 2 ladies cars. . .also moved and lifted pots.#plastic but big stacks and some bigger sizes.#today we have a fl+werw++d delivery. wonder what all it is. probably just more perennials.#i figured the ache would go away but i miss my old coworkers so much. . .#and then i remember how long it took for me to stop aching and missing ml while at nnl. . .so yeah. just on top of new work lol #ive had several emps say i look like a kid. which. thanks guys. sorry but when i was 15 i didnt look 25. .#i feel sorry to ppl who look at old when that young tbh. also it makes me go insane bc im p sure most of the younger emps #ARE in fact. younger than me. based on conversations. but nobody believes me 😭#tbf l+wes had a 18+ policy but this nursery is a gen family owned so they hire teens looking for work and work experience.#i dont personally see how anybody can think im -18 bc im working FULL not part time and i'm mon-fri but still.#regardless ive had a guy joke abt child labor laws bc i get in early. and some dude yesterday asked if i was doing hmwk. jesus christ guys.#ok i have to get ready for work 😭 gaia give me patience and reward me plsssssss

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baylardo · 9 days ago

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i got a rey dau hunt in before beta closes yippee :3

#i fought all da monsters #it had INSANE lag with rey dau bc there so much going on lmao #BUT I WON #carted twice U____U </3 skill issue #Gamelard #Monster Hunter: Wilds #im so excited for this game dude #ok like i STILL dont know how to Latch On tm for zero sum discharge #daddys a little dumb when it comes to keyboard controls lol #but i did rey dau with swaxe :)

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slutforwings · 6 months ago

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i have a colleague thats doing an interesting tactic of what i will call 'loud non-quitting' which means hes constantly bitching and moaning about his job and actively saying he wants to quit or be fired. but then not trying to find a new job. but making all of us miserable with his negative attitude 👍

#my manager is going insane over it #shes not a great manager but she tried hard #to have conversations with him like 'okay what do you want. what can we try to do to enrich your work'#but he just genuinely hates all of it #so she sat him down and was like. dude. listen. i think you need to make out for yourself what you want in life. and then act on it.#he has on several occasions begged them to fire him (if he quits he doesnt get unemployment benefits after his notice period is over)#my manager n boss are like. dude. we cannot justify firing you over a miserable attitude #ESPECIALLY bc we still have another position open #like you cant just Do that #like motherfucking FIND ANOTHER JOB #QUIT #he was written home with burnout for two weeks and could have EASILY made it a lot longer #but no he came back bc 'im too mentally strong to give into that'#uhuh #my boss straight up said smth like 'i think its mentally weak to have no self awareness and misery poison yourself until you break down-#-even harder tbh'#workposting

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