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nerdy bf kazuha hcs !! (ugh yk kazuha is so yk like he's đ„°đ„° and like kazuha is so đđđđ and then when he đđđđđđđđ
contains: highschool au, mentions of other characters, mentions of getting high lol, kazuha wearing glasses đđđ (i hc that this man is blind. thick glasses, like a 200+ grade on his glasses.)
notes: here in the philippines, you just sit in one classroom with all the same people. so basically you and kazuha are in the same section, and he sits riiiight beside you. aside that this is vv messy lol, and my first time writing a hc format !, this was to make up for that kazuha fic for valentines that i didn't write lol
how is he like before classes?
he's running with you, why? he woke up late and rushed to class with you đ
you're probably bugging him while he's spending free time in the library !!; "i need to study, dear..", he says, as he continues to be favored by most teachers...
of course â you have your own things to do and such so, you and him may just be staring at each other... until he's caught off guard by a mutual friend.
since kazuha and you decided to make your relationship public, kazuha has been suffering a few stolen haikus. you two have very few fingers to point, yet not a single one has been recovered.
how is he during class/in the middle of the day?
he's insufferable and cute, but mostly insufferable in the good way.
he's good at studying. he is smart, very, but when it comes to his "deep poems" it's probably something he scribbled while he was high lol.
in your row, (from left to right) you have kazuha, you, ayato, and yoimiya. whenever the other two aren't paying attention, kazuhas definitely teasing you.
...
"why don't you understand? it's quite simple..."
"just let me copy a few missing sentences??"
"no đ„°"
"little shit."
...
and oh man when you're daydreaming infront of him??? and he sees it???? AND YOU'RE STARING AT HIM FIXING HIS GLASSES?????? damn bro he's so fine
kazuha, while being a good student and never causing any fuss (at least nothing serious), might be reprimanded by teachers for paying attention to only you. jesus, it's a miracle you two have not been separated away just yet.
good lord he's honestly so demonic đ, like you'll ask him "hey 'zuha, can i get some notes from you? i didn't copy fast enough.." and then he'll deny you for a bit before letting you copy đ
and yk whats sexy and cool? volunteering to answer â you get nervous each time he raises his hand though...
does he bring you back home?
you bet your ass he does, and he's on time too. your poor boyfriend (not really, he does this willingly) multi-tasks while walking you back home, he's writing an essay or something đ
maybe he might've been writing a haiku that'll be stolen if he doesn't put it away, but who knows? because it certainly isn't you.
...
"what 'cha writing?"
"a haiku, why?"
"can i see? please? just one, tiny glance.."
"as much as I'd like to, no sadly. i'm not finished oka-"
...
you proceed to a) attack him verbally, asian mom style b) keep staring in hopes that you'll be able to see it or c) snatch it away from him (never been successful)
...
i made this to deny and cope because i have a crush on my guy friend now because omg i... i think i... like him đ pssst some of the teasing kazuha does is very much based on my crush đ€Ż
i'm so disappointed in myself
my goodness
this is really good⊠i can clearly picture that whole thing in my head. kazuha with glasses⊠so fine tbh. (aha i have glasses too we could be twinning then)
kazuha please let me copy your notes fr like iâm too tired for school HDHAJC
also⊠did i read that last part right đïž? another mutual has a crush on someone too?
wow, interesting, seems like a bunch of my mutuals have crushes that i wasnât aware of? itâs cute, really. (not in a teasing way but in a more genuine way because iâm audibly going âawwâ)
if you really do feel that way towards your friend, and would like to end up with him, (or youâd like to shoot your shot) i answered an ask similar to that here
either way, no matter what you do, i hope it works out well <3
#đŹ lume answers#đ lumes mutuals#đ€; riri!#genshin impact x reader#kazuha x reader#love this kazuha prompt sm <3#itâll live rent free in my mind#and also#dude if another mutual tells me that they have a crush too#then iâd be the âwingman mutualâ GSHSJCI
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Strawberry Sorbet
pairing: mark x reader
genre: plug!mark, we have graduated from stoner!mark to plug!mark thanks to @markonthemoon, honestly a lot of fluff, smut, weed mentions and use
word count: 3,704
Pulling your jacket over your head, you ran to Markâs car in your fluffy slides. You slid into the already-adjusted passenger seat to your liking and leaned in to hug him. âGreetingsâ you grabbed the back of his neck, letting your nails lightly graze his skin as you held him in embrace.
âYou good?â He licks his lips, before taking a sip of his juice for his cotton mouth.
âYeah, how you doing?â You both smile, instinctively. Every time you guys are together, all you can both do is smile. The shy glances exchanged, the extra effort in casual banter just to see each other laugh. You both are crushing on each other hard but neither of you want to admit it.
You met Mark a couple months ago, at a party, through a mutual friend. There was an instant connection when he joined into your discussion, abruptly. He challenged your opinion, which is something youâre not used to. âOuch! If guys who make music are fuckboys then maybe women who are into musicians are haters!â His delivery was playful which made you want to bicker with him.
âYo? Who invited this guy?!â You said pointing at him as everyone broke into laughter. You both introduced yourselves and continued the discussion for a while. Soon, you both settled outside, smoking a joint and he showed you the games on his phone. Ever since that night, you guys have been hanging out socially and youâve been picking up from Mark. It has been so nice to find a plug in your social circle. It makes you less anxious not having to call random numbers and not knowing what to expect.
So tonight was no different when you got in his car to pick up some weed. As always, he had rolled you a little something in his special pink paper, with magenta hearts on it. âLetâs go smoke this and then Iâll drop you home, yeah?â He smiled, coyly before putting the car into gear and pulling out of your street.
Mark drove for a bit before parking near a canal and he passed you his lighter. âWould you be so kind and do the honours?â He teased and opened his hands in his lap. Motioning you to bring your feet to his lap so he can rub them. You lit the joint and took your first pull. âSo, how was your day?â He asked and listened intently, as always. He leaned back in his seat, resting his head. The way the moon lit the outlines of his features, made him look angelic. His eyes were focused on you as his hands rubbed your feet. You told him about work and university drama and he contributed with facial expressions and giggling with you.
âGirl.â Youâd say in one tone.
âGirl.â Heâd say in another.
You both passed the joint between you both and talked about your day. The conversation flowed from, life to movies to music and then you both fell in a comfortable silence. Looking at the bright, silver moon reflecting on the water whilst Mark continued to rub your feet. His touch was innocent and gentle. You felt his gaze slowly shift from the water to you and your face felt hot. You wanted to turn your face and catch his big beautiful eyes but you felt so shy. Not knowing what your feelings for him meant, made your heart beat faster.
âHeyâ He whispered, âlook at me.â Sincerity in his voice left chills down your back.
âIâm really glad I met you. Youâre my guy, my dude.â He said and you chuckled, turning your face to look at him.
âIâm really glad I met you too... dude.â You stuck out your pinky finger and Mark already knew the cue. He took your finger into his pinky and transitioned into a handshake. A month ago, Mark started giving you a little extra in the bags and he made you pinky promise not to tell anyone or that it would ruin his âstreet cred.â So you both came up with a handshake shared between just the two of you. Thatâs how life had started to feel for the past couple weeks. An inside joke shared between two souls. Were you falling for him?
âAlright!â He propped as you retrieved your feet back into your slides. âLetâs get you home, bab- dUDEâ Mark panicked and cleared his throat. You opened your mouth to speak but he turned the volume of the music up and started driving once again.
âSee I woke up having a bad dayy.. And I gotta get the dollar any fast way..â
He sang along to Way Back Home by Cordae and you took it as a prompt to not mention his slip up. So you sang along with him. Rolling down the window, the breeze felt nice on your skin. The warm yellow street lights lit up the blue atmosphere and it made everything feel like a Van Gogh painting. You couldnât figure out if you had always seen life from such a romantic lens or was it just recently starting to feel more pink and purple. You looked at Mark, once again, taking in his features. Eyes trailing from his messy black hair, to his glasses, his Adamâs apple and how much you wanted to place a kiss on it to see his reaction. Your stare landed at his lips and you felt your own mouth slightly part. You thought about how his lips would feel pressed against yours in urgency. How his mouth would taste, if he would use his tongue straight away or wait a little? Would the kiss be rushed or would he take his time? Your mind went in loops and you swallowed as you felt yourself salivate at the thought. Shit. Maybe, you do like him.
Before you knew it, you were pulled outside your house once again but not a single atom in your body wanted to leave Mark. He turned to you again, smiling and opened the dashboard. Pulling out a package, he handed it to you. âHere you are.. and thereâs a lil something extra. just like always but shh.â He handed you an A5 sized package. It was bigger than the usual extra but you decided to not question it. âOk so, this is Strawberry Sorbet. I think youâre gonna like it. Itâs gonna help your cramps and give you tingly feelings.. you know the kind you get when you see me?â He wiggled his eyebrows, earning a smack on the arm from you. He chucked, before continuing. âNah but forreal, itâs really smooth as well. Itâs a hybrid and kinda has like uhh.. a sweet candy-like flavour.. and DUDE. It slows down time SO much, its crazy. But uhm.. yeah, I hope you enjoy it.â He scratched the back of his head, realising that he might be talking too much but he relaxed when his eyes met your eyes, which were only focused on him. What was in the air tonight?
âUgh dude, thank you so much. You are the best. Please let me know when you get home.â You gave him another hug, this time a bit shy-er than the first one. You felt your cheeks feel hot as Mark put his arms around you and give you a slight squeeze.
âPlease, the streets should be scared that Iâm not home yet.â He joked which made you roll your eyes.
âIâm being serious, Mark. Text me, okay?â You get out the car and lean in through the passenger window.
âYes boss.â He raised his eye brow and smiled, playfully flirting with you.
âOkay, good.â And with that, he drove off. ________________________________________________________________________________
Dropping your keys in the bowl near your entrance, you walked back into your much warmer apartment, compared to the outside. You made your way to your bedroom and plopped yourself on the bed.
Wondering why the package is so big, you carefully opened it with excitement. You saw that he had your usual baggie in there but also a piece of paper. Confused, you pulled out the paper first, disregarding the weed. You hand flew to your mouth and you gasped, looking at the paper. Mark had drew an illustration of you with his copic markers. You always knew Mark was this skater guy, who liked to tag places with this friends but you never knew that he drew like this. You felt your stomach in knots as heat rose from your core, up to your cheeks, covering your entire face.
This. Fucking. Guy.
You thought to yourself and smiled. Your eyes trailed further along the paper to find a couple lines at the bottom, comparing you to a summerâs day with Markâs own twist on it. âNerdâ You whispered to yourself, giggling. You felt your phone buzz and you jumped to pick it up. ____________________________________________
Mark 10:05 pm
home. the streets are safe now.
Y/N 10:05 pm
*attached pic* excuse me? what is thissssss?
Mark 10:06 pm
Looool Idk what you talking about :)
Y/N 10:06 pm
you nerd. I never knew you drew so well.
Mark 10:06 pm
you like it? hahaha
Y/N 10:06 pm
I love it
Y/N 10:07 pm
the poem too? where have you been hiding all this talent?
Mark 10:09 pm
shhh.
Mark 10:09 pm
It make you smile?
Y/N 10:09 pm
Yes....
Mark 10:10 pm
good.
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Throwing your phone, on the bed you fell back into your pillows and squealed into your hands like a love struck teenager. Ok. You definitely have feelings for him.
That night, neither of you could sleep. Mark felt nervous about his bold move and you felt giddy about your feelings. After a couple of hours of tossing and turning, your phone buzzed again. This time, it was a phone call.
âSorry, whoâs this?â You answer the phone jokingly.
âHa Ha, very funny, asshole.â Mark dead panned, making you laugh. âWhy you still up?â He asked softly.
âDunno..â
âYou canât sleep either huh?â You could hear him smile through the phone and you bit your lip.
âSo.. uhh.. you really like the drawing?â
âDude, I love it. How do you know my face so well?â You exclaimed.
âUhhmm.. I guess, I just know your face.. Itâs a nice face.â Mark was being coy, yet again.
âOhâ You felt the shy spread from the phone and into you.
âI uh.. like your face.. I.. think uhm.. I.. like youâ He mumbled, almost incoherently but you caught it. You both held your breath in anticipation of your reaction. You could feel your heart in your ears and your smile so wide, your cheeks started to hurt.
âYou like me?â
âDonât make me say it again.â
âI guess, youâre okay too Mark.â You teased him playfully.
âWoooowâ He acted fake hurt.
âCome say it to my face, if you not pussy.â You suddenly felt a wave of confidence take over you.
âOh yeah? Bet. Be there in 15.â And before you could tell him youâre joking, he hung up the phone.
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Mark showed up at your door in exactly 15 minutes. You opened the door, staggering a little from being nervous. âHiâ You said with a smile.
âHiâ he walked in and you both stood there, in awkward silence. Not knowing what to say or how to stand, you both felt super nervous.
âYou wanna uh.. go sit on the sofa?â You offered, walking over to the living room and Mark followed. You both sat comically far from each other, with body language stiff. Looking around the room, you tried to find something to make small talk about. As you opened your mouth to speak, so did Mark and you both cut each other off. The awkwardness was killing you. You both laughed a little.
âYou goâ You turn to finally face him.
âI was just gonna say um.. if you wanted to try the strain I got for you today.. but urm I mean.. we donât have to.. only if you want to.. you know, whatever is cool with meâ Mark rambled on as you nodded and got up to get the baggie.
Walking back in to the living room, he looked up at you. Eyeing you in your shorts and a baggy t- shirt. âAnd come sit next to me.â He patted his hand beside him and you sunk into the sofa.
Mark put his arm around you and used his other hand to lift up your chin to look at him. His eyes were soft yet intense. You had never seen this look in his face before and it made you feel dizzy.
âHey you..â He smiled.
Mark wasted no time before taking your lips into his. All the air came out of your lungs and you melted into his touch. His lips were soft and tasted like strawberry candy. He moved his lips against yours, painfully slow before pulling back to look at you. âHiâ He pecked your lips and smiled. Leaning his head to the other side, he kissed you again, this time, a little harder. His hand moved from under your chin, to under your ear as he held your face and traced his tongue against your mouth. You opened your mouth some more, letting out a sigh into his mouth which went straight to his dick and he pushed his tongue in further, deepening the kiss. You both got lost in the kiss for a while there before pulling away and smiling at one another as if youâre already high. Even though, your lips were now disconnected. Your eyes stayed fixed on one another.
âYou have really long lashes..â You said matter of factly, making Mark laugh.
âAnd you like me backâ Nothing could stop you both from smiling like idiots at one another. It felt as if, nothing else mattered in this moment.
âI do.. I do...â You left another peck, not being able to get enough of him. Mark pulled his arm from over you to dig through his pocket. He pulled out the special pink papers and handed them to you to roll one.
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The room felt like it was slowly spinning into you, a vortex of your feelings towards mark floated around you and time came to a halt. Your heart grew ten sizes that night, beating outside of your being, covering the entire room. You wanted to absorb him into your heart. The only way to express this to him was to have him inside you. Thinking about it, you felt your underwear pool and you moaned into Markâs mouth. He squeezed your thigh tighter as a response, which brought you back to this room. On this sofa. On his lap. Tongue in his mouth. It was only then you realised, how time became warped from when you started smoking and Mark pulled you in for another kiss. Everything had been a blur since then. All you could focus on was how in such a short amount of time, this boy had become so dear to you.
Markâs hands went to your ass to give it a handful squeeze and he got up picking you up with him. He pecked your lips once again.
âHi babyâ he smiled, taking in your features in awe.
âYou okay?â
âHiâ you cheesed back at him, pecking his nose in response. âOf course.â
Mark carried you over to the bed and laid you down gently. Moving your hair out of your face, he hovered over you.
âGod, youâre so beautifulâ his ran his index finger along the side of your cheek.
âFrom the day I met you dude, I knew I was gonna like you.â He kissed you all over your face, filling the space with your giggles.
âGonna make you my girl.â His lips, once again, crashed down into yours and he settled between your legs. You could feel him on your thigh and it drove you crazy. Adding to your arousal, he slowly grinded into you. He held your waist, before slipping his hands inside your shirt and squeezed one of your breast, lighting pinching your nipples in between his fingers. You swore you couldâve came right then. He lifted your t-shirt up to admire your body further. His eyes hung low from the weed and his mouth slightly parted. He smiled.
âDang! They are so beautiful. Nice to meet you.â He left kisses along your breast, making you giggle and feel more comfortable.
Mid-giggle, your breath got caught in your throat when Mark licked a stripe between your chest, taking your nipple in his mouth. The shock made you arch your back and run your fingers through his hair before grabbing it. You let out a moan and felt Mark smirk against your skin.
Working his way down to your body, he took your shorts off. Coming face to face with your absolutely dampened underwear, Markâs light hearted expression changed.
âYour panties.. are ruinedâ His voice, barely a whisper.
You felt a shift in the atmosphere. The air became heavy and thick with lust. You felt yourself clench around nothing when Mark pressed his thumb into your heat to check if this was real life. His eyes a little wider, and breath heavier. Mark wasted no time as he used his index finger to slide your panties to the side.
âOh hiâ his voice cracked a little, indicating that he was trying very hard to keep things light- hearted but his head was also spinning from the lust. He needed you.
âBaby?â He looked up at you with a glint in his eyes.
âYeah?â You asked, rubbing head lovingly.
âCan I eat it baby?â
All you could do was nod and Mark didnât need to be told twice. He dove right in with his tongue, kissing your pussy all over. He settled on the clit, making you move your thighs on his shoulders.
Mark took that as a sign to grab you harder and he moved his face in a zig-zag motion in your pussy. With every moan, Mark moaned with you.
âMm?â
âDoes it feel good?â
He was absorbed in the act and it was now his turn to feel a vortex of his feelings slowly fade into him, from outside of him. The vibrations from his moan were only sending you over the edge and then he slipped his fingers inside you. You grabbed his hair again, letting him know heâs doing good. Mark was so focused, his eyebrows furrowed and mouth slightly open. He was studying your reactions to the different movements of his fingers. His eyes going from your face to your pussy and how it was sucking in his fingers. Mark felt entranced.
He was aching inside his sweats as he felt you cum on his tongue. Legs shaking around his head, hands grabbing at his hair for some sort of support. He took his other hand to find yours and interlocked his fingers with yours. Even though, you had came. Mark did not take a second to let you catch your breath as he carried on, making you cum twice more. He felt like he couldâve stayed in there forever. He was drunk of your taste and smell. Time was still warped for the both of you. It ceased to exist.
And when Mark was finally inside you. Both of you felt as though you have sunken into a cloud. With each thrust, you kept sinking, deeper and deeper. Going lower, and lower. The room was filled with your moans and the sound of how wet you were. You donât think you legs ever stopped shaking from he first time, they had done that. âOh my god, you feel so good.â Mark managed to get some words out, after a long time of scrunched up faces and moans. Mark felt like he was losing his mind. Every time you closed your eyes, you saw stars. You wrapped your legs around him and his movement staggered. âWait.. wait.. you gonna make me cum like this.. turn over for me.â He placed a kiss on your cheek.
Now laying on your stomach, Mark slid into you once again. Immediately, realising that changing positions might have made things worse when he felt your ass cushion his thrusts, he fell onto your back and lightly bit your shoulder. Mark pounded into you with force, accepting his fate of climaxing very soon. His hand snaked onto your throat as he guided your head back so he could kiss you again. He lightly squeezed your throat as he pounded into you. Moans and curse words flew from both of your mouths and you felt him throb inside you. The movement, hitting your spot perfectly, made your legs shake once last time as you came around him and you swore Mark almost growled in your ear.
âBaby.. youâre pu..pushing me out.. ugh.. feels..s o.. good.â It wasnât long before, he also came to his climax and pulled out, finishing all over your ass.
He collapsed on the side next to you as you both caught your breath and settled into giddy giggles again. âThat felt like 10 years and 2 seconds, all at the same time.â You say, out of breath.
You were both so infatuated with one another. It was disgusting.
âLemme get you a towel babe.â Mark groaned before getting up and walking over to the bathroom.
You admired his naked frame from the back. His muscly back and toned ass. He was sculpted by the gods and you just had this man moaning into your mouth. The thought of that made your core tingle again, confirming that this was only the first round of tonight.
âSo.. Shakespeare, huh?â You called out to Mark from the bed, referring to his poem.
âOh, he is the OG man.â You heard the water shut and he shouted back.
Walking back into the room in all his glory, now from the front. You admired him. âIf youâre good, Iâll show you my stuff sometime.â He sank onto the bed and wiped your butt with the warm towel.
#mark lee x fem reader#mark lee#mark lee fanfic#nct 127#nct dream#mark lee fluff#mark lee smut#nct#GUYS THIS MADE ME GET IN MY FEELINGS SM#IDK IF IT WILL GET U GUYS IN UR FEELINGS TOO COS IDK WHAT UR STYLE OF ROMANCE IS BUT THIS HAS GIVEN BRAIN ROT#i hope u enjoy??!!
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Her PR Guy -Ch.1
hey everyone! I started this fic a really long time ago, and decided to re-write it for a different player! Let me know if you have any requests and/or feedback :)
Feel free to use this idea for a fic if you're interested; I have no problem with re-using ideas.
Disclaimer
I wrote this story with a trans male insert because I, myself, am a trans dude, and there hasnât been a whole lot of content in this fandom for trans men.
Backstory
Y/N worked for an NWSL team post-grad, as a social media assistant and decided to hop across the pond to work for Arsenal WFC, after being offered a job as their primary content creator and media person.
Y/Nâs POV
I met Alessia while working in Arsenalâs Public Relations Department. I had just moved on from an entry-level position at Bay FC with little to no idea what type of world I was stepping into. Armed with a passion for sports and storytelling, my job was to run the social media accounts, and help craft stories that captivated fans and media members alike. What I didnât realize at the time, is that my story would be worth telling someday, too.
It was my first media day working for Arsenal, and I was totally freaking out. I mean, this was my dream, one that I had fought tooth and nail for. I had never dared to imagine this possibility, but here I was, and I felt woefully unprepared.
Get it together (Y/N)! We worked so hard to get here, and we got this. The board believes in us, and so do I!! You wanted so badly to have a fresh start, and here it is.
I went over to the players and introduced myself, "Hey everyone, my name's (Y/N), my pronouns are he/him, and I'm your new PR guy." A lot of the players seemed stunned, probably because I'm a guy working for an WSL team, so I decided to clear some things up. âIâm also a proud trans man who knows that the future is female, especially in sports. Iâll be mainly working with the photographers and videographers to get content for our socials, but Iâm here if you need anything.â
Alessiaâs POV
After Y/N walked away I was still captivated.
âHeâs a cute one,â said Leah.
âDefinitely,â I replied emphatically.
âHe could be just what the doctor ordered, with your recent breakup and everything,â added Lotte
âHeâs easy on the eyes, thatâs for sure,â Alessia responded while looking at you as you walked away from the team, âLetâs just hope he isnât too full of himselfâŠ.â
Y/Nâs POV
Itâs been over a month since I introduced myself to the players, and I canât get Alessia Russo out of my head. Sheâs been flirting with me since we met, but I can barely function in her presence, not to mention I literally work for the team. Before I can get too in my head about it, I get a call from my buddy Alex.
âHey (Y/N/N)! Howâs the new job going?â
âItâs going well,â I replied, âI think I have a crush on one of the players thoughâŠâ
âI fail to see the problem bro,â said Alex.
âYou are a hot eligible bachelor, and any girl would be lucky to have you. You even told me that two of the players are together, so workplace dating is obviously not a problem.â
âYeah, but Iâm not trying to deal with another Karen incident!â I exclaimed.
Karen was a close friend of mine in college who really fucked me over. I managed her campaign for Student Body President, and when she found out I had a crush on her she flipped out and cut me off, only after she won the election. She ignored me for weeks following her win, and when we finally spoke about what had happened, she told me she thought it was best that we âkeep it professional.â To add insult to injury, all of our mutual friends decided I wasnât worth sticking around for. I tried to take the high road and didnât tell anyone my side of things until it was too late and they had already taken her side.
âHow long are you going to let Karen control your life? You canât keep giving other people your power, bro.â
I knew that he wasnât wrong, but I wasnât ready to let go of the past.
âYeah, but this girl is so out of my league itâs unbelievable. Not to mention, Iâm pretty sure she has a girlfriend!â
âYou sure about that Y/N?â
âNot entirely, but why would she date a loser like me when she has her pick of almost every queer athlete?â
Much to my chagrin, I was not athletic by any means, which was definitely an insecurity of mine. Deep down, I still felt like the sad, closeted, insecure kid with no friends from Middle and High School, despite all of my work in therapy.
âYou may not be athletic, but youâre super kind and loyal as fuck. Trust me when I say that what you think you may lack in physical appearance pales in comparison to the type of person you are. Youâre full of green flagsâ except for your inability to take a good selfie, which most people who know you happen to find endearing. Face it Y/N, the only thing thatâs standing in your way is you. You control your own destiny, and you my friend are a catch; remember that.â Said Alex
âThanks for hyping me up, my guy. Iâm definitely going to talk to my therapist about this.â I said.
âAs you should, Y/N! Iâm here for you if you need anything, and Iâm only one call away. You got this homie.â
I ended the call and reflected upon Alexâs advice.
Everything you want is in reach and ripe for the taking, you got this Y/N, I thought to myself.
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Iâm kinda fucked up rn, Iâm posting this anyways because I know my Gareth girlies are out there and I love you guys
7 minutes to forever - Gareth Emerson x Reader
HE IS AGED UP TO 18
Warnings: Gareth is a virgin, boner talk, male masturbation, smut, first time sex, mutual pining, awkwardness, I donât like talking about condoms they gross me out but I tried to use one for once
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It was a small party of sorts at Steveâs house, and of course Eddie was going to be there because thatâs his boyfriend.
Eddie tried to invite all the people from the club, so his friends can meet Steve and Steveâs friends, hoping everyone could kind of merge and coexist but you and Gareth were the only two to show up out of the group.
The rest were just a few of Steve and Eddieâs mutual friends, including Robin. Lately, Eddieâs been on your ass about a certain something and he sees it as some sort of sign that you and Gareth both came.
âItâs been way too long. Just go fucking tell him.â Eddie begs you.
âTell him fucking what, exactly??â
âThat you literally want to fuck him. Have you seen this dude? Zero chance heâll reject you. Heâs such a virgin heâd probably cream his pants just from you speaking to him.â
âEddie, EW.â
âIâm just saying.â
âThatâs just it, I donât wanna like⊠fucking corrupt him.â
âHe wants you to corrupt him.â
âWhat??â
âYep.â He shrugs. âHe wants you too, itâs so PAINFULLY obvious to everyone except you guys. Weâre all tired of hearing about it.â He gestures to the rest of your shared friends.
âNo, I- I donât believe you. He doesnât like me, thatâs why I havenât fucking said anything.â You whisper, now.
âAlright.â Eddie announces a little louder than he needs to be, and gets up. He grabs your wrist and starts pulling you.
âNo, no, no. Eddie, stop, Iâm so serious.â
And now you were standing in front of him.
âGareth, here. Talk to her.â
You start to try and run the other way, away from this confrontational situation, but Eddie catches you.
âJesus Christ, itâs like taking care of literal children. If you wonât say it, I will. Y/N, Gareth has a huge crush on you. Gareth, Y/N is practically obsessed with you, wonât shut up about how cute you are.â
You put your head in your hands.
âThere, I said it, now be normal human beings.â He says, patting you both on the shoulder and walking away, leaving just the two of you standing near the kitchen while everyone else was in the living room, in another world.
âIâm sorry. About him, uh, yeah. I donât know why he did that.â You say quietly, looking at the ground.
âWas that true?â
âMaybe.â
âThatâs a relief. I donât think either of us were gonna say something.â
âYeah, probably not.â You laugh.
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âOkay, so weâre locked in here.â You sigh.
âYeah..â he agrees.
Eddie basically shoved you two into a hall closet, yelling about âseven minutes in heaven,â which was a stupid game thing you thought only middle schoolers did. You protested, but he was very insistent, and you gave up. He was just fucking with you two, being extra mischievous tonight for some reason.
âYou know you donât have to listen to him, right? You donât need to do anything, you know, sexually. Itâs perfectly fine to not want to.â
âI- well, I want to.â
âWhy donât you then?â
âDonât know. Nervous, I guess. Just really nervous.â
âWould it help if I made the first move?â
He nods.
You lean in quickly after that to press your lips against his. Even though he knew it was coming, it still shocked him, enough to jump a little a draw back.
âNo? Itâs okay.â You try to reassure him despite all the mixed signals you were getting from this boy.
âYes. Please. Iâm sorry about that.â
âYou do it then. I know you can.â You smile.
This time he leans in, despite his anxiety screaming in his brain. Itâs sweet, so sweet, and his lips are soft and gentle. You reach up to rest your hand on the side of his face, lightly rubbing your thumb against his cheek while you kiss him.
His hands find your waist and rest there while you try to let him lead so you donât overwhelm him. But soon, he suddenly pushes you against the wall. Not too rough but not as gentle as he had been, but you liked it either way, draping your arms over his shoulders.
This was something youâd always wanted, to kiss him, and you never thought it would happen in a million years. You thought he probably thought of you as just one of the guys, but apparently he didnât. He adored you, but heâd never say that to you out loud.
You make out with him to the point you almost canât breathe but couldnât bare breaking the kiss to get air. You fingers tangled in his soft, curly hair, accidentally pulling it a little forgetting that to some people that just hurts. He didnât say anything, though, and you just continued running your fingers through his locks at the back of his head.
âSeven minutes are up!!â Eddie calls, walking towards the closet to free you.
âShit, um..â Gareth looks down, which was a mistake because it made you look down too.
âOh.â
He got a boner just from kissing you, but now that your time is up, he doesnât know what to do.
âSorry.â You whispered.
âItâs not your fault.â He laughed a little.
âSo, whatâd you two get up to in here?â Eddie asks, after swinging the door open. Gareth moves quickly past him and into the bathroom as swiftly as he can.
âYou canât just put people in closets, Eddie.â
âI did, though, so yeah. I can. Please tell me you at least kissed.â
âThat is SO none of your business.â
âIâll take that as a yes. Finally.â He exclaims the last word. You walk back with him to where everyone was gathered in the living room and once you sat down, you started daydreaming about what Garethâs doing in there. You know what heâs doing, realistically, but you couldnât stop imagining it.
In the bathroom, he stands in front of the sink with his dick in his hand, desperately fucking his fist just needing to get this out of his system. Instead of having to see his reflection in the mirror in front of him, he shut his eyes and thought of you.
God, all the things he wanted to do with you, to do to you. But just then, the way you kissed him deep, the way your fingers tangled in and pulled on his hair, the way he had you up against the wall. He finishes quickly thanks to these thoughts and mental images, release spurting out into the sink and the last bit of it dripping onto his hand.
He tries to catch his breath, washing his hands and cleaning up his mess, then looked at himself. He fixed his hair to look as normal as possible, cooled off, and went back to join everyone.
âWhere the hell have you been?â Steve asks, only just noticing the boyâs absence.
âI had to use the bathroom, okay?â He answers defensively.
âOkay, jeez.â Steve said, raising his hands.
Gareth finds that his previous seat had been taken, and looks around nervously. You lock eyes with him and pat the place beside you on the couch. He smiles shyly and comes to sit.
As you all watched the movie, and no one was paying attention, you grabbed his hand and held it in yours, scooting closer. You leaned your head to rest on his shoulder, and he smiled secretly.
He made you feel all warm and happy on the inside, just like the perfect boy. That night really solidified your feelings for him, and you hope it did to him too. You thought about him a lot. Were you on his mind too?
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Well, maybe tonight you could find out. DND was done and a couple of people were going back to Eddieâs for some beers or whatever alcohol his uncle had around. It was a Friday, after all.
When you got dropped off, it looked like everyone was already there. That meant he was too. He didnât have a car, so he had to have ridden with somebody. Why did you have butterflies in your stomach at the thought of going into Eddieâs trailer? Since when is that a big deal?
You pushed it aside, the nervousness, and stepped in anyway.
âHEY, look whoâs here. Thought you werenât coming for a while there.â Eddie says.
âSorry, I had to go home and change and everything, you know..â
âAlright, so⊠drinks. Weâve got two options. You ready?â
âSo excited.â You say sarcastically.
âBeer or vodka.â
âOh, god. Terrible. Theyâre both terrible. A beer, I guess.â
He laughs and gets you one. You head into the living room again where everyone is, taking a sip of the shitty and not very cold beer.
The couch is full so you take a seat on the floor, it looked like they were all passing a joint around. When it comes to you, you decline, giving it to the next person. The next person was Gareth, who also declined.
âYou guys are total losers.â Eddie said, calling you out for not participating.
âIâm not a loser, I just donât wanna be high.â Gareth says defensively.
âYeah, me neither. Realistically, I donât even want this beer. Itâs gross, Eddie.â
âWell when none of us are 21 yet, you take what you can get.â
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âIâm tired of sitting on the floor. Can me and Gare go hang out in your room?â
âGo have fun, you crazy kids. Weâll be in here, watching TV and talking VERY loudly.â Eddie wiggles his eyebrows at you.
âWhatever.â You roll your eyes, walking back to Eddieâs bedroom while Gareth follows and shuts the door behind him.
âListen, Iâm not trying to push anything on you. I didnât want time alone to do that stuff, I just wanted to spend time with you.â You say, sitting down on the bed.
âYeah, okay. I wanna spend time with you too.â He laughs. So cute.
âCuddle?â
He laughs, blushing a little. âSure.â
You lay down together, becoming intertwined, resting your head on his chest. You stay that way for a while, you couldâve stayed that way forever.
âHey,â he says after about 15 minutes, and you lift up, resting on your elbow.
âHm?â
âCan I kiss you again?â
âOf course.â
His lips come to meet yours and they melt together, and suddenly so do your bodies. They press against each other, radiating heat and warmth. He wants more, he wants more so bad, but he doesnât want to push it and he also just doesnât know how to ask. His hand is on your waist again, hovering slightly.
âCould I- would it be okay if-â he starts.
âGareth?â
âYeah?â He asks anxiously.
âYou can do literally whatever you want to me.â You assure him.
âJesus Christ.â
Immediately hard as a rock, immediately entranced. It was true, in your defense, you liked him *so* much,
âI mean it.â You whisper.
His hand starts to move, ending up on your ass, squeezing tightly. It also pulled you impossibly closer to him, bodies pressed together. You put your hand on his face again, holding it sweetly but firmly while you kiss.
Your tongues explored each otherâs mouths again, more familiar this time, and his hand moves up to squeeze one of your tits while the other arm props him up on his side. He needed more than this, he needed to feel your skin.
He slipped his hand into your sweater from the bottom, moving up until he felt your bare breast which he wasnât fully expecting. He thought you were wearing something, anything underneath but you werenât.
His cool fingers run over your hard nipples, making you gasp a bit, and so he goes farther and pinches one of them which makes you squeak in surprise. He just continued to feel your torso, hands running all over your stomach and chest and hips and tits.
You reached for the bottom hem of the sweater and pulled it off over your head, letting him be able to see what heâs doing, and his eyes grew wide as saucers. His eyes wandered shamelessly, curiously, all over, nearly burning a hole in you.
âYou⊠you like them?â You ask, giggling a little bit. He was so beyond fascinated and you could see that.
âYes, holy shit, yes.â He responds almost under his breath.
âGare?â
âHm?â
You take some of his soft locks in your hand and guide him down, wanting him to try sucking on or licking your nipples. He does, latching on quickly, expertly.
You start to melt now, holding onto his hair while you moan quietly. He climbs on top of you and brings his mouth to the other nipple, giving it the same attention. He gets the idea to move up to your neck, and starts kissing there.
This is where you totally fall apart, your weakness. Your noises encourage him to kiss your neck with more passion and fervor and you can feel his erection pressed against your thigh.
You reach down to grab onto it, palm it, and he sucks a particularly harsh mark onto your neck in the sweet spot when you do. Youâll definitely have a bruise, but you donât mind at all.
âFuck,â he breathes into your shoulder, stopped for a moment.
âYou okay?â You check in, pushing him up so you can look him in the eyes.
âThink Iâm just⊠god, Iâm nervous. Thatâs so embarrassing.â
âNo, thatâs okay.â You reassure. âWhat do you want?â
He burns red. Heâs not gonna be able to say it out loud himself.
âDo you want to have sex? Be honest.â
âYes.â
âGood, because I do too. But Gare, we can stop at any moment. Just tell me, okay?â
âOkay.â He breathes.
You reach down to untie the strings on the waistband of your sweatpants and pull them off your body, leaving you in pink panties in front of him.
You feel him staring again, at the sight of you anxiously squeezing your legs together and waiting for him to make the next move.
You were so turned on it was unbelievable, with him have not even touched you there yet. You were sure you were soaking. He fumbles with his button and zipper, looking behind him.
âYes, the doorâs locked.â
âOh. Good.â He half-laughed, because that is indeed what he was checking for. He takes his pants off and climbs back on top of you, only in his t shirt and boxers now.
He slots himself between your legs after you happily spread them for him. You could feel his cock so much better now, rock solid and a really nice size. He ruts his hips up against you, only the barriers of your respective underwear blocking the way.
He buries his face between your shoulder and neck, kissing on it again, and his hard cock continually presses against your cunt. You accidentally moan, a moan too loud for the situation, but you just have to hope no one heard it because you couldnât help it.
âShh,â he soothes, covering your mouth with his.
âSorry,â you whisper, into the kiss, smiling. You can feel him smiling too.
âShould- can- what should weâŠâ
âItâs up to you, remember? Whatever you want, however you wanna do it.â You remind him, trying to give him some confidence.
âRight. Can I take these off, then?â He asks, slipping his finger into the waistband of your panties.
âYes, please do.â
You didnât want to come off as desperate and impatient, but you were growing to be. It wasnât his fault, though, you had to remind yourself heâs never done this before. He does, pulling the fabric down your legs and leaving you bare. Quickly after that, he pulls his own underwear off.
âIâm really wet, so whenever youâre ready, Iâm ready.â
âOh, shit, okay. Wait, donât we need a condom?â
âEddie should have some, if you want.â
You didnât need one, being on birth control, but you wanted to do whatever made him more comfortable. He digs around in the nightstand and quickly finds some, taking one and putting it on.
âOkay.â He repeats, finally ready. You smile as if to tell him âgo aheadâ. You immediately learn that he isnât familiar with easing into it, as he fills you up completely right away. This made you gasp, but luckily not too loud.
âOhh, fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.â He groans.
âSo good, you feel so good. Start moving, baby boy.â
That slipped out. That did slip out but he did not seem to mind the pet name at all, only listening to what you said and starting to thrust in and out.
You bite down on your bottom lip to keep quiet, only letting whimpers and soft moans out every now and then. You looked him in the eyes longingly, even though he was right there, and you felt yourself starting to love him in that moment.
He lets his dominant hand roam up to your throat, only to rest there. Thinking. You nod, reading his mind, answering his silent question and he squeezes gently. Soft but intoxicating. He continues to choke you with his big hand wrapped around your neck and leans down to kiss you again.
He finds a rhythm he likes, and starts to fuck you with more confidence. He wasnât the biggest youâd ever had, but he still stretched you out and reached pretty deep inside.
Amazingly full of him, you still keep your noises quiet as much as you can. You couldnât believe it, Gareth, you and Gareth were having sex. If the you from a month ago heard that, she would say âno fucking way.â But here you were. He wasnât being super vocal, so you only hoped he felt good too. Damn, it would be nice to hear him though.
âStill okay?â You ask.
âThe best.â He replies, and you smile.
He moves his hand from your throat back to fondling your breast, other one holding up his body weight over you.
He ends up getting quite aggressive while chasing his high, slamming into you quickly and filling the room with the sounds of sex. You think back to what Eddie said about watching TV and talking loudly and you stop worrying about that.
You were close, walls fluttering around him, but you knew you most likely wouldnât get to finish. Youâd just do it yourself later when you got home. The memory of this will be more than enough to masturbate to for a really long time, you think.
Coincidentally, he starts getting sloppy, thrusting haphazardly and clearly searching for something. Determined, he soon found it, cock twitching inside of you as he filled the condom and let out a long string of curse words and groans when he came.
He once again leant forward, resting his head on your shoulder for a moment. Neither of you wanted to move, and the pressure of him on top of you was so comforting, but eventually he had to.
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Once all was done, you lay together, just as you had started out.
âDo you⊠like, actually like me?â He asks, head turning to you.
âNo shit, Gareth. Yes, I like you.â You say sarcastically. You hope it didnât come out mean. Thankfully it didnât, because he laughed.
âSo, you can totally tell me to fuck off if this is stupid, but⊠do you want to be together? You and me? Or is that stupid-â
You shut him up with a kiss, because he wouldâve rambled on forever and you already had the answer.
âYes. Iâd like that.â You smile.
âOh, okay. Cool, cool.â He laughs, feeling a huge weight off his shoulders. You melt into his arms, but you get interrupted when he suddenly realizes something.
âOh, shit. Iâm terrible.â He says, out of nowhere.
âYou are not. Why?â
âYou were supposed to⊠finishâŠ.too. You didnât- I did something wrong.â He says, covering his face with his hands.
âI donât care about that. Itâs okay, I promise. If it bothers you that much, you can next time. Iâll help you.â
âNext timeâŠâ he repeats idly.
âYeah? I just kinda assumed thereâd be a next time..â
âYes. No, youâre right, there will be. I just liked the sound of that.â
#gareth emerson x reader#gareth x reader#gareth smut#gareth emerson imagine#gareth emerson x y/n#gareth emerson smut#gareth the great#gareth stranger things#gareth emerson#gareth emerson fanfic#stranger things smut
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OPPOSITEâ ââââ DANIELLE MARSH.
TAGS : fluff, dani have a huge crush on yn, yn is a dumbass, jealous? dani, the whole fic is more like in dani's pov
PAIRINGS : dani x fem reader, jiyeon ( triples ) x fem reader
NOTES : just finished rewriting it, hope this is better than the og đđ»
danielle marsh, a popular student at ador high school, is known for her outgoing personality and charismatic presence. she was always surrounded by her close-knit group of friends, minji, hanni, and haerin.
despite her extroverted nature, magically there is someone who has caught dani's attention â y/n l/n, someone who's personality is completely opposite of dani's, an introverted student that intrigued her.
every day, dani admired y/n from afar, finding herself captivated by y/n's calm demeanor and attractiveness.
however, despite having the ability of socializing. she could never muster the courage to approach her crush. the fear of rejection and the thought of potentially jeopardizing their friendship kept dani from expressing her feelings.
one afternoon, as dani sat with her friends in the school cafeteria, laughter and chatter filled the air. minji, ever observant, noticed dani stealing glances at y/n from across the room.
"bro" minji called out, a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. "you've been eyeing y/n for weeks now. seriously when are you going to make a move?"
blushing slightly, dani averted her gaze. "i don't know, minji. i'm scared of messing things up. what if y/n doesn't feel the same way?"
hanni chimed in, playfully nudging dani's arm. "oh come on, dude! you're confident and outgoing. i'm sure y/n would feel the same way as you do. just be yourself and go for it!"
dani sighed, feeling torn between her desire to confess and her fear of rejection. little did she know, fate had a funny way of intervening.
a few days later, as dani walked down the hallway, she noticed y/n engrossed in a conversation with another girl â jiyeon, the ballet dancer for their school? she think . panic surged through dani's veins as she began to suspect jiyeon's intentions. what if she was confessing her feelings to y/n?
unable to bear the thought of losing y/n to a potential rival, dani's determination skyrocketed. she couldn't let this opportunity slip away. with her heart pounding, she approached y/n and jiyeon, interrupting their conversation.
"he-hey, y/n! can i talk to you for a moment?" dani blurted out, her voice slightly shaky.
y/n looked surprised but nodded, "uh... yeah sure" ,excusing herself from jiyeon. dani's friends who was watching ( stalking ) on them exchanged knowing glances, sensing the drama.
as they found a quiet corner, dani took a deep breath and confessed, "um y/n, there's something i've been meaning to tell you. i know this might be so sudden but i've had feelings for you for a long time now, and i couldn't keep it to myself any longer. i know we're friends, but i want to be more than that. will you go out with me?"
y/n's eyes widened, a blush creeping up her cheeks. she let out a nervous giggle before responding, "dani, you have no idea how long i've been waiting for you to say that. i like you too, more than just a friend and i'd love to go out with you."
relief washed over dani as a smile spread across her face. they were both pleasantly surprised to learn that their feelings were mutual all along.
meanwhile, dani's friends, minji, hanni, and haerin, who had been eavesdropping nearby, couldn't contain their excitement. they burst into applause and cheered for the newfound couple.
minji teased, "finally, the great love story of dani and y/n begins! we've been waiting for this moment since forever!"
hanni added, "yeah, dani, we knew you had it in you. now, you better treat y/n right, or we'll come after you!"
haerin chimed in with a mischievous grin, "and don't worry, dani. we'll be your love advisors, guiding you every step of the way."
" what the fuck- have you guys been stalking me?"
"no? why would we?"
"where did you come from then, our class is literally over the next block."
"just shut up and enjoy the moment idiot"
"somehow.."
#gg imagines#newjeans x reader#danielle marsh#danielle marsh x reader#danielle marsh x fem reader#danielle new jeans#newjeans danielle#gxg imagine#gxg
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I was ranting to my friend about mha being my new fixation and how Iâm relapsing to that LIKE MHA IN 2024 thatâs gotta be a new low for međâ
I was telling them how I miss 2020 mha because I REALLY LIKED WHEN WE HC THE LOV TO BE A FAMILY BEFORE SHIT GOT SERIOUSđđđ
And then I said smith like âI miss villain dekuâ so I proceeded to go on an entire analysis as to why and how villain deku was made and looking back it, I decided to post it cuz this shit is way too funny.
SO ENJOY!! (this is like half satire)
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Okie so basically: U might think 'what does bkdk have to do anything with it?' Ya u've probably heard of it and say it was popular ERRR WRONG it was deemed toxic in the earlier seasons of the show since bakugo bullied deku in middle school and was still kinda an ass to him (it was only in like s5-s7 where bkdk became MUTUAL and had themes like loyalty and friendship surround it)
So whats that gotta do with v.deku?? There was a specific line bakugo said to deku which was "go take a swan dive off the roof and pray you're born with a quirk in your next life" so people wanted to be like "u know what this dude's life is so bad he needs to be a villain" and thats exactly what they made him (background of the context: deku was born quirkless so he's ostricized from the others and ur gonna say "hows a quirkless person gonna be a villain" deku's like REALLY smart he's a nerd who literally analyzes everyones quirk and has every single detail of it on his ntbk
And another plot hole they can add is making all might say a different thing:
(Background of the context: All Might is a famed hero and is, not surprisingly, also deku's fav hero so of course he looked up to him.
In canon, deku was saved by all might and thats when deku asks him "can i be a hero too even without a quirk" i forgot the specific details about it but he's basically made into all might's successor and that gave him a fighting chance)
Going back to the idea now:
In v.deku au, instead of encouraging deku, all might crushes his dreams and tells him "naw dawg u cant be a hero ur a quirkless loser" and thats another way they can diverge from the canon while still maintaning some aspects of the original to support their au
In most v.deku aus, he joins the LOV (league of villains) and sometimes in gacha vids, him and shigaraki are siblings
(Background of the context: in canon, all might passes down his quirk to deku which is called "One for All" now this quirk originated from a single person atleast 9 generations ago. That bitch had a brother who's quirk was stealing other ppl's quirk and he's like the main antag so the good brother was like "yo i wont let u do that" and wow golly gee wilikers guess what the evil bro's name is?? All for one which is just OFA but reversed.
So what does that have to do with deku and shigaraki?? If deku is all might's successor, shigaraki is AFO's successor. Also transferring or passing down quirks can like tie the past and present conscious of the users.
BUT! THATS NOT ALL!! Thats actually partly canon already and was used later in the series AFTER that fact was revealed!!
The actual popular reason/theory is that AFO is deku's dad and since AFO adopted shigaraki, that would mean deku and shigaraki are half-siblings)
Afo being deku's dad is STILL a popular theory till this day
omg I canât forget about their matching red shoes
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No way am I taking this more seriously than my actual essays for schoolđâ
#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#villain deku#bring back 2020 mha#izuku midoriya#shigaraki tomura#all for one#afo#bakugou katsuki#all might#bakudeku
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Boyfriend | Ahn Hyejin
Pairing: Hwasa x fem!reader
Words: ~ 4.1k
Genre: smut, mutual pinning, friends to strangers to lovers, a little angst
Content Warning: smut, mentions of alcohol and food consumption, hwasa and reader are both stupid, ridiculous amount of pet names
Smut warning: unprotected sex (stds exist kiddos), oral, fingering, finger sucking, scissoring, multiple orgasms, Hwasa first time with another woman
â MINORS DNI
â English is not my native language, so pardon me if there are any mistakes. And you can always tell me whatâs wrong.
a/n: thx so much anon for the request and sorry it took me forever to write. I was inspired by one of my favorite songs from last year so I hope you enjoy it <3
It was painful. It truly was. Everytime you were around each other and you could do nothing but look at her. Admire her. To feel that painful sting of jealousy that you were so used to by now. Every Time her velvety and soothing voice spoke the words that you didnât want to hear.
Pathetic. That was the word that could better describe you and Hwasa's relationship with each other. Not because the relationship itself was pathetic but because you were clearly head over heels for each other. Everyone knew that. Everyone saw. But you. You had your questions once in a while but soon were put in the back of the last drawer of your brain and forgotten. Because how could she like you back? How would a woman like Hyejin like someone like you? She was truly a Greek goddess walking among the mere fool mortals.
Not only that, she never gave any reason for you to think she liked you. Or women to be honest. She always told you and her other friends the difficulties of finding herself a decent boyfriend, a decent man. She always complained about the dates sheâd go with these insufferable men in hopes to find something. âNot love, because thatâs too deep for some of themâ is what she would say.
And that was exactly what she was talking about. Her last date with this apparently nice looking guy who was a vet doctor and seemed to treat her nicely. Just the thought of Hyejin enjoying a date that was not with you made you anxious. Made you bite the inside of your cheek so much that you could feel the metallic taste in the tip of your tongue.
While she gushed about how he was such a gentleman, her eyes twinkling with a new found crush, you left the room to go to the kitchen to grab more alcohol. You needed to intoxicate your brain and forget about those stupid one sided feelings. Even more so now that she seemed to be interested in this guy.
A deep breath left your mouth, a stupid trial to exhale all the pent up frustration and jealousy.
âHow long will you be holding a grudge against your feelings?â The voice scared you but you knew it was Yongsun, the only one you thought it knew about your silly crush.
You had no answer. As always. She was always right when it came to yours and Hwasaâs feelings but youâd never admit that to her. So you just shrugged.
âYn⊠youâll lose her if you keep hiding behind this facade of a good friendâ
âFirst of all, itâs not a facade, I am a good friend that just happens to have feelings for her. And second, I canât lose something I never hadâ your voice lowered towards the end of the sentence. You never had her. And never will. It was chosen already. âI have to forget her, Sun, I do. Before itâs too lateâ the can in your hand was finally opened and you took a big gulp of the bitter drink.
âAnd how do you plan to do that?â Your friend asked, taking the beer from your hand and drinking it too.
âI thinkâŠâ you sighed, the weight of the decision, heavy on your shoulders, âIâll take some time apart from her. Itâll be better for me if I donât see her, especially now that sheâs going out with this Seongyong dudeâ
âYnâŠâ
âI know itâs not the best and mature idea, I am aware. Itâs just⊠itâs the best for me. If I donât see her then I wonât feel thingsâ the older one sighed, she knew she had no true power over your decision, youâve made up your mind.
âOk, I donât agree but I respect your decisionâ she took a few steps to leave the kitchen but turned around âjust donât after me when this didnât work because Iâll be the bitch to say Iâve told youâ and with that she left the kitchen.
After the party you started avoiding Hyejin and the rest of your friends, finding excuses to never go to the parties and gatherings. You even missed Hyejinâs birthday party, something that hasn't happened for the past at least 5 years. But it was for the best. You saw the pictures of the party and your heart shrunk and broke into tiny pieces when you saw her having fun with her now boyfriend.
Did staying away from her helped? Not at all. You kept stalking her social media. Entering her account everyday to see what she had posted. Watching her stories on Instagram. You were just torturing yourself at that point. But that was another thing youâd never admit to yourself.
It was a warm summer night, the city seemed even more alive than ever. And you could hear the movement from your apartment. It made you feel sad that you were alone at your apartment again.
You were about to prepare to go to bed and watch some movie before sleeping when the doorbell rang.
She was the last person you expected to see behind that door when you opened.
âH-Hyejin? What⊠Are you okay?â You asked when you saw how drunk she looked. Her cheeks red, eyes semi closed, mouth slightly opened and her heels on her hands.
âNo, Iâm notâ she answered, words wobbly with alcohol as she entered your house without even asking. Not that she needed to anyways.
You could smell the alcohol starting to evaporate from her sweat, the scent being borderline nauseating.
âHow much have you drunk?â You asked, going after her. She threw herself on your couch.
âWhy do you care?â The words were thrown at you like knives. And you deserved it.
âI always careâ
âIf you really cared you wouldnât disappear from my lifeâ she lifted her body, trembling a bit but managing to stand on her feet. âIf you really cared youâd go to my birthday party, youâd cherish me and our friends, you wouldnât just lie to usâ she kept hitting your chest with the point of her index finger. She only did that when she was drunk and wanted to make a point.
You sighed and closed your eyes. You couldnât deny any of those words. She was right. Absolutely right.
âI do care and thatâs exactly why I stopped seeing you. Because I care too muchâ she crossed her arms like she was a mad little kid. âI cared too much to see you all being happy while I was in misery watching youâ
âThatâs bullshit! Since when are you in misery?â Her voice started to get louder. The alcohol getting the best of her usually controlled demeanor. âYour life is great, you have you dream job, you have your own apartment, you have friends, since when t-â
âI donât have youâ
âIf course you have me, Iâm your friendâ
âI hate that word! I donât want to be your friend, Hyejin, I want more!â You screamed, tears pricking your eyes. Thatâs not how you wanted to say these things. God! You didnât even want to say these things. âFuck! I⊠did you know how fucking painful was to hear you gush about your boyfriend with the girls when I was there? Listening and just wishing to be him. To be the one you gushed about? Did you know how painful it was to me to be in love with one of my best friends for years and have to see you suffer from all the jerks and I couldnât do anything because I was just your friend? How mind and soul eating was the thought that I could be the predatory queer friend if I ever approached you because you donât like girls and I never wanted to step over your boundaries?â Hyejin was in shock. That was the best word to describe the way she was.
Her arms were limp beside her body, eyes watching you with no expression besides surprise, no words leaving her mouth. You would be surprised if she wasnât breathing as well.
You waited for an answer but she just closed her eyes and fell on the couch again, sleeping. You sighed. She was too drunk to even keep herself awake. She wasnât even going to remember this conversation by the next day. Which you assumed was the best for the both of you.
You grabbed her bridal style and took her to your bed, putting her to sleep there while you slept on the couch. If it happened from her to remember anything you said, you didnât want her to be uncomfortable by your side on the bed.
Laying on the couch, you closed your eyes and took a deep breath while trying to soothe your aching heart and racing mind.
You didnât even know how or when you fell asleep. But you woke up with Hyejinâs velvety voice calling you. At the beginning you thought it was a dream but when you opened your eyes you saw her squatting by your side, hand on your shoulder and a shy smile on her face. She managed to look the prettiest she ever looked to you.
âSorry to wake you upâ
âItâs everything okay?â You asked while sitting on the couch to talk to her.
âWe need to talkâ you nodded and she sat by your side. You waited for her to say something. Hyejin took a deep breath in and turned to look at you. âIâm sorryâ it took you a while to respond, not really knowing what to say.
âItâs alright, itâs not like I havenât dealt with you drunk beforeâ you gave a little chuckle but she shook her head.
âItâs⊠itâs not about that. Iâm sorry that I made you sufferâ she looked at the ground, picking the little loose skins on the fingers.
âItâs not your fault, Jinnie, I didnât say anything either. Itâs not like you should knowâ you grabbed her chin to make her look at you. âBesides, I never wanted to ruin our friendship, you are too important for meâ
âWhat if I want you to ruin it?â You watched her, a little bit shocked by her statement.
âWhat?â
âWhat what?â
âWhat do you mean? Iâm⊠I am a little lost hereâ Hyejin gave her little giggle that you loved so much and moved a few centimeters closer to you.
To say your heart became a thousand marching bands in your chest was being very nice because your heart was about to come out of your throat and jump into her own.
Her hands grabbed yours and brought them to her chest, right in the middle, feeling her thumping heart.
âI never told you anything either because it took me a while to realize that what I felt for you was more than friendship. Sorry I had to make you feel like that to make me pay attention to my own feelingsâ you nodded. âI thought that was because I enjoyed your friendship, your attention on me. I guess I always knew you liked me⊠I just⊠never accepted myselfâ
âI know how it feelsâ you said and smiled. You took your hand out of her chest and held her face, feeling her give in to the touch and slightly lean her face into your hands. âPlease tell me this is not a dreamâ you whispered, more to yourself than anything else but she heard.
Hwasa smiled and closed the distance between your faces and kissed your lips. It was simple, just a longer peck but it was enough to make the sleeping butterflies in your stomach wake up.
âDoes that answer your question?â The woman smirked, almost as she was playing with you. Which wasnât a lie.
âNot yet, I think I need more evidenceâ you entered her little game and this time was your turn to kiss her.
Opposite of her, you didnât go for the peck. No. You went for the kiss. The real one. Both of your hands held her face in place as you leaned forward to touch her lips with yours, your body slightly towering her, making her feel the warmth coming from you. She felt safe, welcomed, and, more than anything, she felt⊠excited.
Youâve been dreaming about this kiss for the past years of your life, you had to take your chance if she ever felt like giving up. But Hyejin was far too gone to give up, your lips felt like heaven to her. The way you knew exactly how to kiss her, how she liked, how she deserved. She could feel all your love and feelings boiling in that little touch of lips.
It didnât take long for you to feel confident enough to open your mouth more and invade her mouth with your tongue. Which she gladly welcomed, a sigh mixed with a low moan leaving her mouth as you did. One of your hands went to her waist, grabbing the skin between your fingers, making sure she was not going to run away, while the other held the back of her neck, pulling her head closer towards your own. Her hands, that were holding your arms, put themselves on top of your thighs, caressing them on top of your sweatpants.
Everything was getting more intense, getting more heated. Both of you could feel it. And all you hoped was that she wasnât going to stop you because the heat in between your legs was getting annoying.
Your body started to move on top of her, leaning down and taking hers to lay down on the sofa with you. The kiss never breaking, only intensifying from the pent up need from both of you.
âYnâŠâ Hyejin moaned your name in the middle of the kiss and you could die happily right then and there. The way your name sounded painful coming from her mouth as if the air she needed to say was being pulled from her lungs. âPleaseâ her voice, usually strong, velvety and deep, was whiny, above a whisper. You lowered your kisses from her mouth to her neck, kissing, sucking and biting the soft skin there. âMore, please⊠I⊠moreâ you smiled on her skin, enjoying the effect you had on her. The wait was worth it.
âWhat is it, Princess? I need you to be more specific to meâ you kept your assault on her neck and you could see by your rear view that her legs rubbed together.
âI need more, yn⊠I⊠I donât know⊠I-I just need something. Touch me pleaseâ in a blow of confidence she grabbed one of your hands and put it between her legs and you feel the fabric of her panties under her skirt already starting to get damp.
âFuckâ you whispered feeling the wetness as you slid your fingers up and she left a low moan. âYouâre going to be the death of meâ
âJust please fuck me before you dieâ she said without thinking much of her words, making you chuckle and her to blush.
You left your position on top of her, earning a whine, before grabbing her bridal style to take her back to your bed.
âHoney, if Iâm going to fuck Iâm fucking you rightâ you said before laying her back on the bed.
You pulled her skirt and underwear down, lower half naked. Hyejin, the woman of your dreams was half naked on your bed, pussy dripping wet waiting for you to fuck her like she deserved. Without losing any more time, you snaked in between her legs, putting them on top of your shoulders as you got face to face with her glistening pussy.
You looked at her face one more time to ask for her consent but you didnât even have to do it because she was nodding eagerly before grabbing you by your hair and pulling you to shove your head on her pussy.
Her smell was divine, her wetness welcoming your mouth like her own welcomed before during the kiss. Your tongue licked a long fat stripe from her hole to her clit, earning the most obscene moan youâve even imagined coming from her, which made you even more eager. She tasted as sweet as you imagined in your most perverted dreams. She tasted, smelled perfection. She was perfection.
Your licks and sucks were being distributed equally on her clit to her hole. You used the tip of your tongue to write your and her name on her clit, her legs trying to close on your head as she kept rubbing her pussy on your face, not being able to keep quiet. It was too much. She never felt anything like that. Was it because it was you? Was it because you were good? Or was it because nobody ever ate her like she deserved? Maybe all the answers were right. All she knew was that you were devouring her like you were starving and she was enjoying every single second of it.
You were slowly edging her, playing with her clit until the knot in her stomach started to tighten until you left the nub to go tongue-fuck her hole, your skilled muscle entering her as deep as it could, the sour taste of her wetness being welcomed on your tongue as you felt like tou were using drugs. You were completely high by her, by her taste, her smell, her body. Everything. You were becoming addicted to the vice grip she held your hair, burning your scalp, but you couldnât care less.
You kept going with your mouth from clit to vagina until she was coming on your tongue, a trembling mess on your shoulders, sweet moans of your name leaving her lips as you kept licking and sucking her clit until she rode her orgasm. When she was getting back to her senses and thinking it was over, you pushed your middle finger inside her. Her tight warm wall welcoming your digit.
âYn⊠fuck⊠please⊠Iâm so sensitiveâ she whined, trying to close her legs again but stopped her.
âOh, baby, I know. But we just startedâ she widened her eyes looking at you. âI know these men never fucked you right, but Iâm here to make up for you, ok? Just donât think too much. Relax and let me take care of youâ she nodded, biting her lower lip in anticipation.
You left your position in between her legs and took your finger from inside of her just to take the rest of her clothes off so she was fully naked. Beads of sweat adorning her soft and tan skin, eyes dark with pleasure, chest rising up and down with the action. She never looked so pretty. You wished you could take a picture of this moment to keep forever.
You kissed her lips again, making her taste herself in your tongue, which she gladly did. If it was anyone else sheâd think it was gross, but it was you. And she learned rather quickly that you could do anything with and to her that sheâd thank you.
While you were kissing she entered two fingers inside of her cunt, a moan getting trapped inside of your mouth as you swallowed it. Your hand started to move, slowly at first, making her feel used to the intrusion but soon she was asking for more. Begging. You went faster, wrist snapping fast and hard, fingers curling and opening inside of her hole, finding the soft spongy spot inside, making her eyes roll back and back arch up. She was getting closer again and you could tell. Walls hugging your digits.
Your other hand went to her mouth, prodding the tip of the index and middle fingers on her lips. Hyejin understood the movement and opened her mouth, taking both fingers in her mouth and sucking them, hands holding your forearm as she sucked your fingers like her life depended on it.
âSuch a good girl, you like having something on your mouth, donât you?â She nodded, moaning around your fingers and her walls squeezed your other ones. You smirked at that but decided that you probably would have other opportunities to mess with her. âCan you cum for me again, baby?â She nodded eagerly. âThen come again. Wet my fingers like you did with my faceâ she moaned against your fingers again and you increased the speed of your fingers on her pussy.
It didnât take much for her to come undone again on your fingers, juices leaving her pussy as she almost screamed around the fingers on her mouth. Her legs trembled even more this time and you could see she was getting too sensitive. But you needed to release as well. You knew this was her first experience with another woman so you decided not to overwhelm her and make her go down on you. Besides, you hoped youâd have chances to teach her how to do it.
You help her ride her orgasm before leaving the bed to stand up and take your own clothes off. Something inside of you suddenly got shy to be naked in front of her but as soon as you saw the way she drank your naked form, you left all the shyness behind and got on top of her again.
You kissed her lips again, her hands going to squeeze the soft skin of your ass as she kissed you more eagerly than before. It was wet and messy, all tongue and teeth. You noticed how she started to rub her core on the thigh it was inside her legs, searching for friction.
âTwo orgasms and youâre still rutting against my thigh?â She got shy and blushed, eyes looking at you like a puppy. âTell me, baby. What do you need? You want to cum again?â She nodded and squeezed your ass again, making you giggle at her attitude. âItâs your lucky day because I can make you cum as many times as you wantâ you lowered yourself to whisper on her ear âthatâs the perks of dating women, we can last longer than any men could ever imagine and make you cum until you ask for me to stopâ Hyejin left a little moan leave her lips as she imagined fucking you until she couldnât walk.
You grabbed her body, laying her even more on the bed and opened her legs. You put yourself in between her legs, making your pussies touch each other. She moaned with just the feeling of your hot wet pussy in contact with hers, head thrown back. You chuckled and started to move, genitals rubbing together. The friction making you moan as well. You were not such a big fan of scissoring but somehow it felt so good with her. The way your juices were mixing with each other made the movements comfortable and enjoyable. Once in a while your clits would touch each other, earning loud moans from both of you.
Hyejin started to move herself, making your pussies touch even more and rub each other like a vice. Her long nails squeezing the skin of your thighs making you moan in a delicious pain mixed with pleasure. And it didnât took long for her to cum again, clit rubbing against you even faster to ride the high. You came soon after her, your juices mixed dripping down your skin.
You left your place on the bed to grab a wet cloth so you could clean her sweaty and sticky body, taking special care with her sensitive area. After cleaning her you went to clean yourself and grab a cup of water for her.
Hwasa drank the water in a swig making you chuckle at her thirstiness.
âWhat are you laughing at? Thatâs all your fault?â She sassed at you. You feigned offense, putting your hand on your chest and opening your mouth
theatrically.
âMy fault? You were the one who asked for it, remember?â She blushed and turned her back to you. You giggled at her. âBut today was just a taste of what you can getâ
âA taste? Can you go beyond?â She glared at you, eyes widened with the thought of you being able to go for even longer.
âOh honey, you have no idea what I can doâ you smirked at her, grabbing her chin between your fingers and softly kissing her lips. âBut I can go slow with you, there are a lot of things for me to show and teach youâ she smiled and nodded, giving you another kiss.
âAnd I canât wait for you to teach meâ she cuddled your waist and you couldnât take the stupid smile out of your face.
She was going to be yours from then on.
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Written for the @steddieholidaydrabbles December challenge.
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Prompt Day 3: Mutual Pining | Word Count: 1000 | Rating: T | CW: Brief Period-Typical Internalized Homophobia | Tags: Dual POV, Post-Season 4, Idiots in Love, Just Make a Move Already, Platonic Stobin, Eddie and Gareth are Best Friends
Steve
Steve waits outside of The Hideout, hoping Eddie will come out soon. He's trying to be casual about it, but he knows he's basically being a certified stalker. Robin is loving every embarrassing minute of his steady descent into madness.
"Just tell him, dingus. Ask him out," Robin says.
"Just like you asked out Vickie?" Steve says, "Or Nance? Why is it impossible for you, but is supposed to be easy for me?"
Robin rolls her eyes, "Because Eddie has a crush on you, too. Obviously."
"Obviously," he mocks, sarcastically.
He likes Eddie, and he's spent months dancing around that fact because he doesnât really know how to justâŠsay that. He wants to say it, wants to see if Eddie feels the same way. But Eddieâs never shown an ounce of interest. He steers clear of Steve, never does anything alone with him. Maybe they aren't friends. Maybe they are just two strangers that survived a traumatic experience together, and Steve's trying to make it into more than it ever was. Steve feels like they are friends, though, but Eddie sure isn't making it easy. Heâs keeping Steve at an armâs length and Steve is sure itâs because Eddie thinks heâs being weird.
Heâs making this weird. He doesnât mean to, itâs justâŠhappening against his will.
The door to the bar opens, and Steve straightens up, "Shhh!" he hisses at Robin, and she just gives him the familiar face telling him heâs a dingus. He waits, and slumps again when he realizes itâs not Eddie. Then he hears a commotion from around the corner of the building, in the alley.
Car doors banging, loud arguing, just a general ruckus. He strains to hear. Maybe itâs Eddie. The van was parked back there, he saw it when he pulled up tonight.
"Do you think your boyfriend is still here?" comes the question from a voice, loud and cocky.Â
"Shut up, Gareth," is the reply, and thatâs definitely Eddie. They must be loading the van with their equipment. Usually they hang out first, but thereâs another band following them tonight, so they must have had to load out early.
Steve wants to die. Heâs been too obvious. Goddamnit, that's embarrassing. Heâll just slink off, and pretend this night never happened.
"Get in the car," he hisses at Robin, voice low and imploring, as he climbs off the trunk, and crawls into the driverâs seat of the BMW. She gets in next to him, and is staring at him. He refuses to look her way as he pulls out of the gravel parking lot, back onto the highway. They just wonât come back next Tuesday. He wonât, anyway.
No way in hell.
Eddie
"Stop it," Eddie says, putting Sweetheart into the back of the van, making sure sheâs secure and wonât get banged around by the rest of the gear. "Heâs not my boyfriend and you damn well know it. Steve Harrington? Into me? The Freak? Unlikely."
Gareth scoffs, "Dude keeps hanging around like a little lost puppy. You have eyes, dontcha? Heâs into you."
"Heâs not into me, drop it," Eddie says, helping Gareth load his drums. Thereâs a very particular order to repacking the van, and if they donât do it right, itâs gonna suck dick, and not in the good way.
"He is," Gareth argues, and this kid will never let him get the last word, thatâs just the way of the world.
"Gareth. Steve is straight. As an arrow, and Iâm pretending to be, too. So, knock it off. I donât want the town hunting me down for being a different kind of freak."
Gareth looks at him, and lowers his voice, "He likes you, Eddie. He just doesnât know how to tell you that. Iâm sure of it."
"Great. Youâre sure of it. Let me get my ass kicked on your hunch."
"Eddie," Gareth says, putting both hands on Eddie's shoulders, "Steve Harrington isnât going to kick your ass. Steve Harrington nearly died to save you. Steve Harrington keeps coming to this shitty bar, to hear us play shitty music he hates. Pull your head out of your ass."
Eddie sighs. Steve saved him, that much is fucking true. But that has nothing to do with liking him. Thatâs just Steve. He wanted to protect his flock, and somehow, Eddieâs in it. Eddieâs supposed to have his own sheep to tend to, not be one of Steveâs sheep. Itâs weird.
Eddie climbs in the driverâs seat and Gareth climbs in beside him.Â
"You should just give him a sign. A little one. Steve will run with it, swear to god. He's a brave fool, like that. I know it. Do something small. Just. Give him a little bit of hope, andâŠ" Gareth says, slapping his hands together, "youâre in there."
Eddie loves him, but Gareth's an idiot. But, maybe this isn't totally terrible advice?
Steve
Steve sits out by his pool. It took a lot of time to be able to return to it, after Barb. He kicks his foot, splashing the water, and stops when he hears something walking through the brush. He doesn't have a weapon, but he's thinking about pushing himself up to standing when he sees Eddie coming through the trees.
Steve relaxes and laughs, "You scared the shit out of me."
"Sorry, I just thought your neighborhood might not appreciate me in their midst," Eddie says, moving over and toeing off his shoes to sit down beside him.
They haven't been this close since Steve was forcing him up through the gate, trying to save him.
"You didn't stay after tonight," Eddie says, softly.
"Oh, well, uh, I thought maybe you didn't want me to, anymore," Steve admits.
"I wanted you to," Eddie says, glancing over at him, smiling, just a little, and then he lays his hand on Steve's knee.Â
Holy shit.Â
This is an opening. Steve's sure, and he's gonna take it.
Steve smiles, and leans in for a kiss.
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little crush / park jongseong
idol!jay x idol!reader
mutual pining au, fluff
For the fourth time this week, you have had your manager scold you after another endeavor of yours on breaking the rules. This time, you secretly went out with a friend during office hours. Now, you sat on the floor in one of HYBE's many practice rooms. You scanned the room as you saw your members making a ruckus out of themselves during the break time. Soon after, your leader makes eye contact with you and proceeds to sit down next to you.
"Did you get in trouble again?" She laughed and wrapped her arms around you, giving you a hug. "We're they too harsh on you?" Pouting her lips as she placed her head on your shoulder. You were used to it, this kind of treatment. To be babied because you were 1/3 of the maknae line. "No, they keep telling me the same thing over and over again" You looked at her through the mirror and gave her a weak smile. "Well maybe if you actually did stop these shenanigans". You knew she was right, so you didn't reply.
The day went on and you and the other 4 members were stuck in the practice room. It felt like torture but you wanted this, so you'll have to enjoy it somehow.
"As excited I am for our comeback, I just know..promotions are gonna be hectic and stressful" one of the girls said. You nodded in agreement and excused yourself to use the bathroom. "Let me come with you" the maknae linking her arms around yours.
Your bathroom trip was nothing special until you were standing out in the hallway, waiting for the youngest to finish washing up. You were on your phone when you noticed a figure close; on instinct you bow your head and whoever it was. "Oh hi Y/N" you look up and it's one of your seniors. Usually you'd be excited to see one of them. But this senior, he made you nervous, the like "I have a crush on you" nervous. "Oh hi Jay"
Enhypen's Jay, your senior but a friend, since you both share the same age. "What are you doing out here? I heard your having a comeback soon?" You try your best to still be respectful and make eye contact once in a while but all in all, you were hoping you didn't look stupid in front of him. Still you answer him and share small talk.
Eventually the youngest comes out and notices you two. You three bid your goodbyes and head back to your own schedules. Once you were in a safe distance from Jay, the youngest speaks up "I noticed you are always nervous around Jay, what's that about?" You almost jump in your place and look around the hall making sure that Jay was long gone and didn't hear anything, or even a staff member walking around. "DUDE- someone could hear you" she shakes her head in laughter "relax, it's nothing incriminating. Unless...you like him?" You stop in your tracks and rub your face in disbelief "you're gonna be the death of me" you sigh and walk into the practice room. Little did you know, the one thing you were worried about seemed to come true; a nosy jake lurking behind the wall next to you.
Who then runs back to the recording studio where Jay was. Panting as he opened the door but smirks as he spots Jay in the room. "Oh man, do I have a surprise for you!" Jay puts down the guitar and faces Jake. "What are you talking about?" The smirk never leaves Jake's face, and he sits down. "You saw Y/N earlier?" Now he's raising his eyebrows in a teasing manner. "Yeah, what about it?" Eventually, Jake goes on to telling everything he heard.
"You know how her members are. They are exactly like you guys. Teasing the living hell out of each other, " Jay cuts Jake off on his nonsense.
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That didn't really stop the awkward and sudden meet-ups you and Jay had around the company; whatever Jake told him played a big role in the different way Jay saw you now. The potential or possible crush you could have in him? Why did it matter so much to Jay?
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FicBit 6: Jason Todd/Tim Drake
Previous parts: 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5
In which Jason definitely does not freak out.
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Jason did not have a gay freakout. Instead, he spent a few days reading up on sexuality. Treatises, studies, popular fiction. He remembered liking girls before heâd died but then heâd only been fifteen and it was hard to differentiate what specific part of âeverythingâ was causing that minuteâs uncomfortable state.Â
Sleeping together had been Taliaâs idea; he hadnât even thought about it, but at the time it seemed like a perfect, âFuck youâ to Bruce.Â
Not, he realized, like a closeness heâd wanted to share with Talia. No. A big old Fuck Bruce. He probably shouldnât parse that one too closely either.
There was Essence, Isabel, and Artemis, and they had all counted. Again, he realized uncomfortably, he wasnât usually the one pushing for intimacy. He could be a flirt and heâd definitely dropped enough hints to Artemis until she took pity on him - no. It wasnât like that. He wasnât sure what it was like, but it had been mutual. But she had left, and he had come home, and now he was here in Gotham with a crush on a guy he usually referred to as his brother.
Another can of worms but one less fraught than the others. Bruce thought of them as brothers. Dick thought of them as brothers. Jason and Tim hadnât met until Tim was sixteen and Jason nineteen and well, that had a rocky start. Theyâd never lived together, theyâd never really worked together until Mother and their months-long trek through the Middle East.Â
Roy felt more like a brother than Tim, so Jason called him.
âWhatâs going on?â Roy asked. Â
Jason hesitated, then blurted out, âI think I like Tim.â
âTim Drake?â Roy asked.
âYes,â Jason admitted.
âI mean. Most people do, dude. I know youâre pissed about him taking the Robin suit but you were AWOL for like - â
âNo,â Jason interrupted. âI mean I think I like him. Like. Like him, like him.â
âLike want to make out with him?â Roy clarified.
âYes. One hundred percent.â
âSoâŠwhatâs stopping you?â
âUh, mostly that he has a boyfriend. But donât you find it kind of weird? That Iâm suddenly into guys?â
âI mean, most of us experimented as kids, right? You never really got to do that so youâre doing it now. Iâd kiss you but honestly how many of Dickâs exes do you want to score with?â
âStop,â Jason ordered. âI donât want to hear any more. And I didnât score with any of Dickâs exes, We all crushed on Barbara. It was tradition.â
âI was talking about Kori,â Roy teased.
âOh. Right. I never actually slept with Kori,â Jason admitted. âI just said I did so you wouldnât hit on her.â
âAnd look how well that worked out.â
âOh, shut up.â
~
Jasin was doing a little light Tim stalking around the marina.Â
Seriously, Timbourine, what was the point of arming the boat like the BatCave only to sit out on the deck canoodling with your boyfriend? Cannon Fodder was sitting between Timâs legs, Timâs arms around him, head tilted back on Timâs shoulder. Jason felt a little green around the edges and this time he couldnât blame it on the Pit.
He wasnât going to *do* anything and he wasnât going to *say* anything but then someone landed, featherlight, on the roof behind him and how had he failed to clock Dickie a building away.
âWhat are you doing?â Nightwing asked without much of a question in his voice. âWhat is going on with you? Are you stalking Tim?â
âNo,â Jason said defensively. âIâm just. Looking out for him. Since heâs clearly not paying attention to anything.â
âOh, you think not?â Dick said,because apparently something was happening over Jasonâs shoulder. He whirled around with a little too much alacrity.
Tim was kissing Cannon Fodder goodbye at the edge of the boat and he definitely had one eye on the rooftops. Jason blamed Dick.
Dick gestured to Tim, who turned around and went below decks, and then rested a heavy hand on Jasonâs shoulder.
âYou donât have to tell me whatâs going on,â he said softly, which made everything Jason was feeling a thousand times worse. âBut Iâm going to guess and itâs up to you how wrong this guess is going to wind up.â
Jason sighed and turned away from the sightline of the boat. âSo it turns out the guy I didnât know I liked is in a disgustingly cute relationship and I donât know what Iâm supposed to do about that.â
He didnât look at Dickâs face. There was nothing there he wanted to see.
âTimâs happy right now,â Dick said. âYou have no idea how happy.â
Jason had some idea. He had seen the smile on Timâs face when he mentioned Cannon Fodder and he had heard the fondness on Timâs face when Cannon Fodder came up.
âOh, calm your tits,â Jason said. âIâm not gonna go beat up his little boyfriend.â
âThat was, somehow, not even what I was going to worry about.â Dick sounded rueful. âI know things have been rough between you two and I want them to get better. But butting in on his relationship is not going to help. Maybe.â Dick sighed. âMaybe if this runs its course and you still feelâŠlike you feelâŠmaybe then you could ask him out. You gotta stop stalking him, though.â
âIâm not stalking him,â Jason said even though that was very much how he would have described his actions before Dick touched down.Â
âHey,â a third voice interrupted. Tim. Glorious. âDick, I got this.â
âNothing to get,â Dick said lightly. âJust checking in on our little bro.â
âAppreciate it, but Iâm good,â Tim said and did the bro hug thing with Dick. He was in the Robin uniform this time and it was strange to see him back in it after so long.
âAll right,â Dick said. âIâm here if you need anything.â He grappled away with a warning glare at Jason.
Jason absolutely did not scuff his foot on the roof he and Tim were standing on. Absolutely not.
âYou want to talk about it?â Tim offered.
âNothing to talk about,â Jason said stubbornly.Â
âYeah,â Tim agreed. âThatâs what I said, too. So you want to talk about it?â
âTalk about what?â Jason reached for his hood and tried to put it on one-handed. He was usually better at that.
âI kissed you. And you kissed me back. And it was really good.â
âIt was all right,â Jason conceded.
Tim grinned. âI guess,â he said. âListen. I know itâs weird. I shouldnât have done that. Iâm with Bernard and Iâm happy with him. But if I wasnât, things would beâŠdifferent.â
âDifferent how?â Jason gave up on putting on the hood. Hiding wasnât an option right now.
Tim shrugged. âMaybe weâd do it again,â he said. âMaybe we wouldnât. But um. I would probably want to.â
Tim wanted to.
âItâs never felt like that before,â Jason admitted hoarsely. âNever.â He finally lifted his eyes to look Tim square in the face. Tim looked sad, a little wistful and Jason took a step toward him.
âI canât,â Tim said, but he didnât back away.
âWhy not?â
âYou know why not.â
âWhat if?â Jason asked through a mouth as dry as the deserts of Qrac, âI donât ever feel like this again?â
âYou will,â Tim says after a moment. âIt might - I donât know. I donât know what else is out there for you, Jason. I donât. But I canât be the only possible one for you.â
Because that would make him, Jason, the only possible one for Tim in exchange, Jason realized, and there was Cannon Fodder who lit up Timâs eyes like sunshine.
âYeah,â Jason agreed, even though he couldnât fathom ever wanting anyone else.
âI know it hurts,â Tim said. His smile was sad. âIâve been there.â
The SuperClone, Jason assumed. He didnât ask. If Tim had felt even half the longing Jason did now, and he was happy now with Cannon Fodder, well. Jason could be happy, too.
~
#batbrats#fic#jason todd#red hood#jason todd/tim drake#red hood/red robin#tim drake#jason todd's potty mouth#batman#jaytim#dick grayson#batfam
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hihi i saw you were semi-active on tumblr and figured i would ask if you'd be willing to elaborate a bit on the whole push/pull relationship theo and daphne have in lionheart? i've done a couple rereads but i still can't quite figure out how they feel about one another.
hope you're having a great christmas gt <3
i've got good news and bad news. the good news: you've read it perfectly well, because "can't figure out how they feel about one another" is exactly what's going on with them at any given moment. so this is greatly vindicating for both you as reader and myself as author. the bad news: you have just given me license to talk about theodore nott and daphne greengrass, a dynamic that gets an understandably small amount of attention and yet consumes large volumes of my headspace. so. spoilers ahead!
daphne and theo break my heart, because they're a story in wasted potential. theo and pansy are obviously old childhood friends, but i think daphne is just someone who knew them socially and only really got close to them at school â cf. her conversation with draco at the yule ball â because first year forced theo to make friends who weren't pansy for the first time, and daphne finally had a chance to socialize without her parents coddling her. they get along like a house on fire, pansy rocks up to join them in second year, and this is the cute little nega-Trio draco meets in book 2. it's a fashionable nucleus of dry humor and ferocious mutual protectiveness, which theo demonstrates especially in the hospital wing at the end of book 3.
but theo continues to suffer the chronic condition of Being Theodore Nott, and so when the plot comes knocking, things go south for him expeditiously, especially his personal relationships. daphne develops a crush on him as early as book 3, and being daphne, she's incredibly obvious about it, but being (1) a teenage boy and also (2) an incipient domestic terrorist, he naturally avoids dwelling on it â and then maybe-kind-of-starts-to-reciprocate, because hey huh wait a second you sure do care about this girl a lot, don't you, theodore? â but by that point the war's started revving up in the background and he has Other Shit To Deal With.
it doesn't help that the two of them are being drawn in radically different political directions, partly because of her friendship with draco, but also because of her own choices. theo's mistake here isn't malicious, but he really does ice daphne out (as he does everyone but pansy, pretty much, in fairness) for most of book 4, and by the time he realizes that he could actually lose her, it's too late. probably he doesn't realize how far she's migrating once she drifts out of his influence â daphne is incredibly susceptible to suggestion and is deeply influenced by those around her, which becomes clear once she's transplanted into gryffindor and discovers this much kinder, more chivalrous side of her nature. given that chameleon-quality of hers, it's understandable for theo to be shocked when she pivots away from him and pansy the space of less than a year. but also, I think it's telling that he's that surprised, since daphne hasn't been in good with the rest of slytherin for months at this point. and in turn, this surprise angers her, because like â dude, seriously? forget the romantic stuff; you're supposed to be her best friend, and you couldn't tell that she was doing a Character Arc behind your back? (strains of this feeling heavily inform what she says to draco during the Yule Ball, especially re: theo and pansy being each other's platonic soulmates. she feels locked out, in every sense: from slytherin, from her friends, from her parents, from everything. she wants in on something, and it drives her to do something pretty callous to draco and hermione, as she realizes and regrets. daphne is not always a kind person, even when she's a nice one.)
that anger, and theo's unfortunate failure to do anything useful about it whatsoever â slytherins! purebloods! low EQ! not great at the whole making-amends thing! â is what makes it possible for her to sever ties with slytherin completely, effectively terminating the close friendship she had with him and pansy (who's slightly less reconciled to that separation, but pansy is also much less politically involved than theo both philosophically and functionally, so it's easier for her to double-dip). it's my headcanon that if theo had even 15% less to worry about, he'd be making more of an effort to revive that relationship, but kid is in hardcore Survival Mode for most of book 4, and just knowing that daphne's not in immediate physical danger has to be enough for him. meanwhile, upstairs, daphne is discovering the Life-Changing Magic of Real Friendship, and like, it's kind of a blast? and lavender and parvati are really cool? and gosh now that theo isn't the center of her living universe, isn't it funny how all these tall good-looking boys are wandering around? funny, that!!
this isn't to say that their story is finished â it isn't! there's still a lot of gas left in this tank, and many, many things these two have left to say to each other â but that's where the story leaves us. they were close; there was a real possibility of something, and likely some degree of mutual interest; but the timing was never right, and it's not going to get any easier if things keep going in the direction they are now. (but who knows?)
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Rating: Not Rated Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Characters: Billy Hargrove, Steve Harrington, Mention of Nancy Wheeler Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe - No Upside Down, Pining, Mutual Pining, Boys Kissing, Fluff Words: 2,763
Notes: This is my second entry to Harringrove Summer Bingo 2024 @harringrovesummerbingo, card 1, prompt C1: "I long to see the sunlight in your hair"
Summary: Billy and Steve are best friends. To Billy's dismay, he also has a crush to this best friend. Which is kinda a problem.
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The quarry was bathing in the last rays of the sun. Billy had learned that the Indiana heatwave was a real thing and heâd spent the last few days in just shorts and a tank top and all the nights naked in front of a fan. It was just too hot for any clothes, really, and he wouldâve given almost anything to be able to paddle out onto some waves. But here he was, stuck inland, far away from the ocean, so it was the quarry or Loverâs Lake. Knowing what all went to the water of the community poolâit was not just chlorineâhe didnât swim in it except while giving lessons to the kids.
And besides, Hawkins had one thing he didnât have in Cali; a friend. Steve. And Steve also had a pool, so that was a bonus.
Unfortunately, Billy was also crushing at that said friend, hard. Which, then again, was a problem.
Above him, the birds were singing while they were on their way back to the forest and to their nests for the night. He opened a new pack of Marlboros and lit one up.
Steve had called him and told him he broke up with Nancy. Fucking finally, had been Billyâs first thought. Those two had been distant from each other for a long time. Billy was sure that Nancy had a thing with that Byers dude, but he didnât want to get involved in any of that shit. It was better he didnât know anything because then he wouldnât have to tell Steve, either. And he couldnât deny it, as impossible as it was, he felt like now he had a shot. If he was ever trying to do something, heâd have to get to it soon. Because when the summer was over, heâd leave for California.
UnlessâŠ
Like a good, loyal friend he'd called and asked if Steve wanted to talk. Of course he wanted to. So theyâd agreed to meet here and here Billy was, leaning on the hood of the Camaro, a six-pack sans one waiting on the passenger seat.
Soon the burgundy BMW drove up the hill and parked next to the Camaro.
Billy turned to look when Steve stepped out of the car, and his heart dropped a little. Steve his eyes with red rims around them, face all puffy, and the usual spark he had going on whenever they met nowhere to be found. Billy raised his beer in greeting to Steve. âThereâs beer on the front seat. Help yourself.â
Steve fetched a can to himself and leaned on the Camaro next to Billy. âThanks,â he muttered.
They remained there for a while like that, quietly observing the surroundings, birds flying above, watching the darkening summer sky. Passing the cigarette between them in silence until it was all gone.
âSoâŠwhat happened?â Billy asked.
Steve stared in the distance for a while before he answered. âShe said she didnât love me anymore.â
âJust that?â
âAnd that she didnât want to be with me anymore,â Steve said, nodding.
âKinda shitty.â
âYeah,â Steve sighed.
A silence fell between them. Billy didnât want to push it, heâd allow Steve talk at his own pace. Having your heart broken was hard. He was way too familiar with that. So he lit another smoke and passed it to Steve.
Steve took a pull of the smoke and was quiet for a while before talking. âI never thought it would end.â
ââm sorry man,â Billy said, patting Steve on the back. âYou never think it might end.â
Steve took one more pull of the smoke and gave it to Billy. âWhat did you do when your relationships ended?â
Billy snorted. âDonât really do relationships.â He bit his cheek and shrugged. âOr maybe relationships just donât do me. Donât exactly know which one.â
âYouâve never had a girlfriend?â
âIâve gone to dates, had sex.â What Billy didnât add was that a few of those were hookups with boys in Cali, part of the reason why they moved here in the first place. âNot one girlfriend.â
Steve nodded and took a sip of his beer. âI thought you wouldâve had several.â
âYeah,â Billy replied, looking up into the sky. âNot a lot of selection where to choose from over here.â
Steve frowned and looked at Billy. âYou donât know how great a person is just from the surface.â
Billy looked down to the gravel under his feet. He pondered whether this was the moment to say anything or should he just wait. âYeah, I know.â He shook his head before glancing at Steve. âItâs not about that.â He decided that no, now wasnât the time. âSo, what are you going to do now that youâre single?â
âI donât want to be single. I donât want to be alone.â
âIâm here,â Billy said quietly. âYou can always call me.â
Steveâs face lit up. âCan I?â
âSure. Anytime.â
âI always thought we werenât that good friends.â
âI didnât know you have to be best friends just to hang out.â
Steve chuckled. âYeah, I guess.â
They were quiet for a long while.
Steve opened another beer and drank from it. Then he spoke again, âWe could be. You know, best friends.â
Billy smiled shyly and looked at Steve who was looking at him with a lopsided grin. âReally?â
Steve nodded. âReally.â
âOkay.â Billy clinked his beer against Steveâs. âBest friends.â
The words brought back some of the familiar sparkle into Steveâs eyes. âBest friends.â
Being best friends with Steve after heâd broken up with Nancy wasnât the easiest, though, as Billy very quickly found out. He was there for Steve gladly, but the guy could go on for hours about how Nancy had been perfect for him and questioning if heâd done everything he could and had he been the best boyfriend he couldâve beenâthe list went on and on.
At one point it just became too much.
Because Billy wasnât there just simply because he wanted to be friends with Steve. He was there also for selfish reasons. Listening Steve endlessly talking about Nancy was getting frustrating, because each word reminded him how Steve was straight and not queer. Billy had already started to lose his optimism, giving in to the cold reality of not ever having what he so much wanted.
And the closer the end of August came, the more restless Billy became. Heâd planned on ditching this sad excuse of a town the moment his job at the pool endedâunless he could have something with Steve. But heâd been too scared to act, too afraid of losing a friend, his best friend.
So, it was the second to last weekend before the end of August when he once again turned up on Harringtonâs door. By then they were good enough friends that he could walk in, say hello to Steveâs mom if she was homeâshe usually wasnâtâand go upstairs.
This time wasnât any different. Steve had called and because Billy wasn't working the next day he could stay out late. When Steve told him that his parents were out of town, Billy decided to take his last spliff and a six-pack with him. They could celebrate a little. What, Billy wasnât exactly sure. But he felt like Steve had been wallowing in the Nancy-pit long enough and he needed to get out of his head.
Billy managed to knock only a few times to the front door when Steve already opened it.
âHey!â he said cheerily and gave space for Billy to walk in.
âSomeone sounds chirpy today,â Billy said with smirk.
âWell, I feel chirpy.â
âWell, thatâs good,â Billy said and dug the smoke from the breast pocket of his jeans jacket and showed it to Steve. âBecause I brought something that might loose you up a little.â
Steveâs eyes widened. âIs thatâŠâ
âWhy yes, Steve, it is.â
âI didnât know you knew where to get that stuff from.â
âSteve. This is a hick town. It doesnât really require looking to find out who the local dealer is. Because what else are you guys gonna do here? Go to the fair?â
âExcuse me, but the fair is funâand you liked it, too, by the way,â Steve said defensively. The smile didnât falter on his face, though.
âI bet this is more fun,â Billy said and walked past Steve into the living room. âYou wanna smoke here orâŠâ
âWe better go to the backyard. My mom would murder me if she smells that stuff inside.â
Billy sat onto the side of the pool that was still warm from the sun that had been scorching it all day long. He rolled his jeans up to his knees and dipped his feet into the warm water.
Steve brought his boombox with him and turned on the radio on before sitting next to Billy, his feet in the water too.
âSo, what are you going to do when the pool closes? Any plans?â Steve asked Billy after he took his first drag of the joint.
Billy hadnât told Steve and he realized that maybe he shouldâve. Maybe it wouldâve made this moment easier if he had. âUmâŠI was thinking, uh, going back to Cali.â
âOh.â
Steve sounded surprised andâŠwounded. It made Billyâs stomach twist. âI meanâŠthereâs nothing here for me. And Iâve been saving all summer, so Iâm gonna be good for a few months. Until I find a job.â Billy inhaled through the smoke and offered it to Steve.
Steve pursed his lips and nodded as he accepted the smoke. âRight.â
âDonât sound so cheery about it,â Billy said, trying to lift the mood that had suddenly fell into some deep depths.
âSorry. I justâŠâ Steve started, took a drag, paused, and took another drag.
Billy looked at him when he didnât continue. He was starting to feel the effect of the weed and he didnât like it that the mood had suddenly taken a whole another direction than what heâd hoped. âYou what?â
âIâŠI thought we had more time.â
Billyâs heart lurched. Steve couldnât mean what he thought he meant. There just was no way. He glanced at Steve who was hunched and looked at the joint he held with his thumb and index finger. âWhat do you mean?â
âJustâŠâ Steve started after a while. ââŠthis. Chilling. Hanging out.â He paused. âBeing with you.â
Billy was quiet. Thousand things went through his mind. Whether this was the time he should do something or not, just let it go or put all in.
He hadnât paid any attention to the music on the background before, but now, among this silence, he heard the lyrics.
"I've been alone with you inside my mind
And in my dreams, I've kissed your lips a thousand times"
What were the odds this was the song of all the songs in the world that came on right nowâŠ
"Hello
Is it me you're looking for?
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it in your smile
You're all I've ever wanted"
He should do something. Seize the moment. What did he have to lose? He was going to leave just in a few weeks. If it all went to hell, well, he could leave a few days early. And heâd been thinking of this for long enough already.
"I long to see the sunlight in your hair
And tell you time and time again how much I care
Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow"
Heâd at least would know where theyâd stand, if there was a chance in hell.
"But let me start by saying
I love you"
Billy looked at Steve who was staring at the surface of the pool water. âHey, SteveâŠâ he started.
Steve didnât move.
Billy took a deep breath. This was it. His heart was thundering in his chest as he leaned towards Steve. âHey,â he said softly.
After a moment Steve turned to look at him. His hair was flopped over his eyes, almost hiding them. Billy was close enough to see through the hair though. The eyes were dark chocolate brown, and they had flecks of gold in them, just a little.
Billy had never noticed before. If it was up to him he would never get tired of looking at them either. Since Steve didnât move away even though Billy was this close to him, Billy leaned the rest of the way in and pressed his lips gently against Steveâs.
The kiss was chaste because Billy didnât want to scare him. Just to see how heâd react.
Steveâs eyes were wide and his mouth hung open a little when Billy pulled back.
Instantly Billy felt his stomach drop. Mistake. A huge one. He felt like crying, and stood up. âIâm sorry,â he whispered, chin quivering.
He was already walking away from the pool when Steve grabbed his arm. âHey. Donât go.â
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Ever since Billy had said heâd like to be friends Steve's world had been a bit more tolerable. Sure, he appreciated Billyâs support after the breakup, it was the starting point after all.
He was no longer lonely thanks to Billy. He knew Billy had some issues at home, but he never asked more than what Billy wanted to tell. He was just happy that Billy seemed happier when he was with him, too.
So, his open invitation for Billy to come over whenever was for the both of them, really.
Over the month since they decided to become best friends theyâd gotten closer. Watched movies, drank too much beer, done some dumb shit. Like accidentally burned a hole into living room curtain in one party and gotten Steve his first speeding ticket when Billy had given him a lesson on how to drive a muscle car. It had not been a surprise to Chief Hopper the speeding car was Billyâs Camaro. Steve behind the wheel instead had been.
And they had laughed. So much. Steve didnât remember when heâd had this much fun. It had to have been a long time ago, maybe when he and Hagan were still friends. When Hagan was still actually fun and not just a butt-licking asshole.
Every day with Billy around was brighter than the ones when he wasnât there.
After a while Steve had admitted that he didnât want Billy around just because of their friendship. He was being pulled towards Billy in a way that had felt filthy at first. He was a guy and he wasnât supposed to feel like that about another guy.
But heâd made friends with Robin at Scoops and one day after heâd learned about Robinâs likes, heâd ended up asking her about how he should go about it. To which she had replied very wisely; The heart wants what the heart wants .
So, Steve had tried to let himself get used to the idea that he had feelings towards Billy. The only heart wrenching thing was that he didnât know how Billy felt about him. Maybe he was just a friend to him and nothing more. But he was determined to try to find out.
Which was why Billyâs words about leaving to Cali just in a few weeks punched the air out of Steveâs lungs.
But then Billy kissed himâŠand everything changed.
The weight of the silence between was heavy, yet fragile, easily to be crushed just by one wrong breath.
Billy licked his lips nervously and looked away. âDidnât mean it,â he muttered.
Steve looked at him with a lopsided grin. âI think you did.â
Billy felt himself blushing. How did Steve see through him like that?
Steve let go of Billyâs arm and took a step closer, closing the space between them.
Billy felt Steveâs gaze burning his skin. A gentle brush of a hand on his, a question. He let Steve take his hand in his.
A smile tucked the corner of Steveâs mouth. He leaned in, closing the final distance between them and pressed their lips together.
Billyâs lips were softer than Steve had expected. He tasted like weed, smoke and beer. But somewhere there, buried under it all, strawberry. It made Steve smile in the kiss, and he pulled back enough to lean his forehead against Billyâs. âYou taste like strawberries.â
The corners of Billyâs eyes crinkled as he let out a laugh. He looked at Steve. âThatâs what you picked up after all the beer and weed?â he asked, whispering.
âYeah,â Steve whispered back. âItâs my favorite.â
#harringrove#billy hargrove#steve harrington#harringrove fic#billy x steve#steve x billy#pining#fluff#hsb2024#harringrove summer bingo#harringrove summer bingo 2024
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Hi! Can i have prompt 21 from fluff/humor category? I have this idea about Grif being jealous of fem!RedTeam!reader friendship with Bitters. Like they get on very well and Bitters might even have some crush on reader, but Grif have unspoken feelings for her too and that is making him jealous and upset.
Gosh, I hope it doesnt sound weird.
Thanks for your works!!!
prompt: âare you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you?â
pairing: grif x redteam!reader, slight bitters x reader
summary: ever since youâve been recruited into the new republic to save the rest of your team, youâve gotten awfully close to bitters. grif doesnât approve of the new friendship you two have made.
warnings: fem!reader, swearing, mutual pinning, tucker not being able to read the room, terrible communication skills!!!, all lowercase
word count: 1.2k (short but sweet!)
notes: thank you so much for the request!! it really means a lot <3 not my best work but i enjoyed making it nonetheless! let me know what you guys think :)
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âsimmons, iâm telling you, sheâs basically in love with him! she hasnât left his side since he treated her to the dining hall!â
âgrif, the food is free here. he wasnât paying for anything.â
âmaybe she likes cheap guys! iâm cheap! i could take her to the dining hall and weâd have a great time!â
âi think we need to re-evaluate your idea of a good time with a womanâŠâ
the sound of their conversation travels through the cave as they make their way to the training grounds, supposedly to give their âordersâ to the new team they had to look after.
tucker, caboose, and the other lieutenants are already there once they arrive.
you and bitters arrive shortly after, walking side by side. youâre laughing at something heâs saying, and grifâs scowl deepens.
âsee simmons? in love.â
you see grif as you walk closer to the group and brighten instantly. âgrif! god, do i have a story for you! you wouldnât believe what bitters just told me!â
simmons cringes inwardly when he sees grif tense.
maybe this was a bigger issue than he thought.
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ââand then wash came in! you shouldâve seen his reaction!â
âuh huh.â
âgod it was so funny!â
âi bet.â
âand then bittersââ
âyeah okay, i get it. heâs funny. is that all?â
you give him a confused smile. âuh..what?â
âi just donât see why you have to talk about him all the time! itâs not like we see him every day!â youâre left shocked as he continues, âif heâs so funny, just go hang out with him instead!â
âgrif wait-â
before you can even get another word in, heâs storming out of the building to god knows where.
probably the mess hall.
ââŠthe fuck is his problem?â
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âand then he just stormed out! can you believe it?â youâre seated on the floor of the training ground, having just finished an intense drill led by wash.
âwhatâs up with him?â bitter replies, seated next to you.
âi wonder if i did anything to make him mad? weâve always been on good terms⊠what couldâve set him off?â you lean back on your hands, looking up at the ceiling, âi did eat some of his food at the mess hall a few days ago.. maybe thatâs it?â
âcould be,â he feeds, sounding uninterested in the topic.
âbut we always share, that canât be it!â
âdoes it really matter?â
you turn to him, a small frown on your face, âwhat do you mean? of course it matters!â
âi mean, do you really think heâs going to stay mad at you? heâs too lazy to hold a grudge.â bitters looks at you with a small smirk, âplus, you have me. isnât that enough?â he sounds a bit nervous.
âyeah⊠i guess youâre right. hopefully he gets over whatever heâs mad at soon.â
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âdude, what the fuck is his problem?â tucker is sitting next to simmons, watching grif stare daggers into the back of bitters head as you and him laugh at another table in the mess hall.
âhe thinks she likes bitters. iâm trying to tell him heâs imagining things.â simmons sighs and takes another scoop of food. he's been dealing with this all weak, he needs a break.
âwhat? no way, she does not have the hots for bitters, of all people.â
grif perks up, looking at tucker, âwhy? did she say something?â
âwhat? no, itâs obvious. come on guys, itâs bitters. heâs lazy, boring, and never does anything heâs asked!â
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
âw-what? why are you guys staring at me like that? am i wrong?â all grif does is groan, turning his head to stare at you again.
ânice job, idiot.â simmons mutters.
âokay, not my fault,â tucker puts his hands up defensively, âbut still, she totally doesnât like him. i know when a chick likes a guy, trust me.â
âhow can you even tell?â
tucker starts to list examples off on his hand, âif she likes him, sheâll spend all her time with him, find everything he says funny, and probably share intimate details about herself with him.â as he speaks, your laugh is heard again.
grif abruptly stands up, walking over to where youâre seated.
ââŠâ
ââŠâ
âiâm glad iâve never had to ask you for any advice.â
âshut up.â
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your gaze has secretly been set on grif the whole time, perking up when he stands and walks over to you. he stops on the opposite side of the table, a look of determination in his eyes.
âgrif! whatâs up? everything okay?â
âcan we talk?â he pushes out, his fingers twitching slightly.
âuh yeah! of course!â when you make no move to get up, he narrows his eyes at bitters.
âalone.â
bitters lets out a small scoff, frowning. youâre confused as you stand up, following grif out of the mess hall, waving to tucker and simmons on the way out.
tucker gives a mock salute and simmons mouths âgood luckâ.
whatâs their deal?
you follow grif out as he leads you to the side of the building, turning on his heel and facing you. itâs silent for a moment.
he takes a deep breath, before talking, âiâm sorry iâve been⊠avoiding you lately. iâve had a lot of stuff on my mind and i havenât been the best⊠friend to you.â
you smile, just happy that heâs talking to you again. âitâs okay. did anything happen? i was worried i did something.â
he gulps before continuing, âseeing you hanging out with bitters all of the time, doing stuff we always do, made me a bit upset, i guess. i didnâtâdonâtâ like seeing you with him.â
your head tilts, not picking up on the cue he was giving you. you chuckle softly, âwhat, are you jealous? want me all to yourself, do you?â
âyes.â
âiâohâ what?â your tongue twists, you feel the tips of your ears burn.
âiâm saying i like you, and i hate seeing you with bitters. heâs trying to take you away from me.â
your mouth gapes open, completely shocked from the turn of events, âyou⊠like me?â
âsince the first time we convinced simmons his non-existent cat died.â
youâre left standing there speechless, your mouth twitching before it breaks out into a huge smile, âseriously?â
âlook, if you like bitters, i wonât get mad. i just need to have a long talk with hiâ oomph!â heâs cut off when your arms wrap tightly around his shoulders, crushing him in a hug.
âyou have no idea how long iâve been waiting to hear that!â
âi-what?â heâs the one left speechless now as you let go, staring deeply into his eyes.
âi like you too! i have for a while.â
grif freezes, staring at you in shock, âr-really? you arenât messing with me?â
you give a confused smile, âmessing with you? are you kidding? i was so scared that i was being too obvious around you! donât even get me started on tuckerâs adviceââ
his lips smash against yours, hands coming up to rest on your jaw. your eyes widen, but you get over your shock quickly as you kiss him back slowly. itâs clumsy and awkward, teeth clashing and accidental nose bumping. itâs the best kiss youâve ever had.
slowly, as if not wanting to, your lips part from each other. his eyes flutter to yours, a nervous smile stretching on his face.
âto make up for lost time⊠how about we skip training and head back to your room? i found out where these guys store their emergency rations.â
you press your lips against his, smiling through the kiss. you pull away, winking, âiâll go distract kimball.â
#rvb#rvb x reader#rvb grif#rvb simmons#rvb tucker#rvb bitters#rvb bitters x reader#rvb grif x reader#grif x reader#x reader#rvb red team#rvb blue team#red vs blue#red vs blue x reader
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Eddie x Harrington!Reader Part 2
very wattpad of me, but its not proofed sorry
Part 1
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Family video that day became a safe haven for you. Curled up behind the counter between the two pairs of legs belonging to your brother and his best friend/shared braincell.
You had explained the situation, minus some details, not wanting to admit to your crush on Eddie Munson to Steve The King Harrington himself. He was one of those kids once, tormenting Eddie, he could easily find fuel enough to do it to you too.
You knew Steve had mutual friends with Eddie and a small association with him that created a layer of respect between the two, but that still didnât change the way you know your brother disapproved of the boy.
âI just donât understand why you would waste time defending Munson to begin withâ Steve shrugged before aiming and tossing another screwed up ball of paper into the stationed bin behind the counter.
âEddies always creating a scene, let him embarrass himself.â Robin chimed in. Although the girl was in the same year as you, you rarely saw her at school. She was often in the performing arts block away from the crowds, so generally missed out on Eddies own theatrics in the cafeteria.
âThis time Jason was cruel; I was fed upâ You answered.
âEddies a big boy, he can look out for himselfâ.
You knew this, of course you knew this, Eddie was 2 years your senior, he was a grown man technically. That still didnât change the way you felt, no one else understood the energy Eddie gave off to you, he was vulnerable, and you had grown a want to protect him.
âYou sure thereâs nothing else going on?â Robin asked, a hint of accusation behind her tone.
You only glared back, refusing to air out your secrets to the pair.
You tensed at the sound of the bell chiming above the door signally someone had entered, followed by Steves defeated voice. âNo, out!â
The person made a noise to speak but Steve cut them off, âYou still havenât returned Gremlins from a month ago, youâre not getting anythingâ
âIâm not here for a movie jackassâ Dustin Hendersons distinct voice responded. âIâm here for your sisterâ.
At that, Steve looked down at you. âMunson looking for her?â
âAll over townâ.
âIf heâs going to laugh in my face for defending him, I donât want to see himâ You yelled out from behind the counter.
There was a beat of silence, âHeâs shyâ.
Steve scoffed, âMunson? Shy? Thatâs a jokeâ.
Dustin made another noise of annoyance, âHeâs different around her dude, gets all red in the face and shuts down, its pathetic to watch, and completely ruined hellfire today, so they need to talk it out, kiss it out, whatever it takes to get Eddie back to normalâ.
Heat had risen up to you face now as the air around you thickened, Steve wasnât the type of brother to talk about this stuff with, he always got awkward and said the wrong things, even with his heart in the right place.
You dug your knuckles into the flesh of your eyelids, hoping the pressure would cause you to pass out, all it did was make you dizzy.
âMeet Eddie outside the auto repair shop please, heâs working with his uncle tonightâ Dustinâs voice seemed louder, you realised he was peering over the counter at you.
You wouldnât have been able to guess a month ago that this whole ârebellingâ move you made would lead you standing outside the towns mechanic anxiously deciding whether to go in or just turn around and forget the whole ordeal altogether, phone up Chrissy and tell her you had been feeling unwell recently and majorly wronged your judgement on the boy.
The decision was made for you when a tall older man walked out, a cigarette between his lips and a lighter at the ready before noticing your presence.
âGot a breakdown?â He gruffly spoke, lighting the cigarette and taking a drag, waiting for your answer.
âIs Eddie here?â You asked quietly, not trusting your own voice.
âHeâs busy at the momentâ the man dismissed you.
âIts about school, it wonât take a minuteâ.
The older man you can only guess is Eddies uncle nods his head and gestures inside the building. There you found that familiar head of hair leaning over an open hood, locks of hair swishing around as Eddie nodded along to a song on the radio. Before you could say anything Eddie was swinging around, wrench in hand only just missing your face.
âWoah, fuck Iâm so sorry I didnât see you thereâ Eddie stepped back, hitting the car with his hip.
âNo sorry I was In the wayâ You replied flustered.
âNo, never, youâre okayâ Eddies tone softened, registering who had creeped up behind him.
âDustin sent me, I just want to apologise for causing a scene today, the last thing you need is more attention, I should just mind my own business-â
âHeyâ Eddies gentle voice snapped you out of you rambling, âNo need to apologise, I should be thanking you, that was very brave of you to stand up to Jason like that, and that right swing was impressiveâ Eddies big brown eyes beamed down on you, his eye contact a stark difference from the shy glances heâs offered you these past weeks.
âI should also apologise for not defending you, I was just in shock is allâ
You looked at Eddie confused, âin shock about what?â
âThat you cared enough to stand up for meâ Eddie shuffled on his feet, eye contact quickly over a he fiddled with the tool in his hand. âGuess I didnât think a guy like me was worthy of your timeâ
Realisation struck. Of course he felt like that, you were a Harrington! It was in the name. This made you sad, and even more determined to continue hat you originally started, breaking free from the damn stereotype that came with your name.
âI thought youâd have gotten the hint by nowâ You answered sheepishly
Eddie perked up.
âIve been trying to get your attention for weeks, asking for a pen? Eddie, Iâm a straight A student, I would never go to class without a penâ
Eddie chuckled, âYou could have forgottenâ
There was a cough at the door, you both turning around to look at Eddies uncle. âI think the rest of the conversation can wait for tomorrowâ He said sternly.
You nodded at the man, âOf course, ill head offâ
You went to leave but were caught by Eddies grip on your elbow, âDo you wanna go out on Friday maybe?â It was rushed and awkward, Eddies uncle still watching over you and that same blush creeped back onto Eddies face.
âLike a date?â
Eddie nodded shyly, hair falling in his face conveniently to shield him.
âSee you on Friday Munson.â
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since i have captured each of them in a picture... i shall finally dump my Head Canons (of this particular playthrough because every individual sims game is an AU to me)
beau broke: - literally so nice and kind. look at him he's precious he's a pumpkin roll - has never skipped class and will never skip class - tries his best all the time despite the odds. calls his brother every day after dinner :) - will cry if you make a mean or self-deprecating joke around him :( - brings gifts to school for people on their birthdays :)
lucy burb - pretentious to the most insufferable degree. hates wattpad y/n fanfiction with her entire heart and soul - skips class to stand around in the girls' restroom every day - kinda wants to be a soft grunge aesthetic blogger girl but is too much of a fandom enjoyer to pull it off - picks fights on forums and will hit you with a "*you're" as an own - dating hal capp because he asked her first
ariel capp - also very sweet and nice - doesn't skip class ever but could probably be talked into it - has a mutual crush on melody tinker but they're both shy about it - not very capp-like at all. that doesn't really matter because there's enough of them that she doesn't have to be. - Middle Child Of All Time
desdemona capp - still wants to be like miranda so bad (horrible idea really) - obsessively reads y/n wattpad fanfiction and nothing else - thinks she WILL go to a concert with that look and win the lead singer - dating a townie that she kinda doesn't like but she wants the cred of being in a relationship - she's actually really into science and nerdy stuff but do NOT tell anyone that. she wants to skip class to stand in the restroom but is busy actually working (she claims that she's just afraid of Goneril finding out). she stays up late to sneak out and use the telescope most nights
hal capp - the most capp capp to ever exist. this is goneril's whole son. albany did not come through at ALL - understands the stock market and WILL not shut up about that even though nobody cares - Teen Libertarian (tm) - will get so mad at you if you imply he's a nepo baby (he is) - dating lucy burb because he likes how "spirited" she is (somebody please free her)
alexander goth - spends 20 minutes every morning doing his eyeliner just to spend another 20 minutes doing his hair so it covers an eye constantly - also skips class by standing around in the women's restroom - the mean queen of all time but nobody really calls him out on it because he's just a sassy gay and "doesn't mean it" (he does) - calls literally everyone his best friend and says they all mean so much to him and he'd never talk about them behind their backs (a lie) - is trying to find literally anyone else to convince lucy to date because hal WILL not leave him alone about using his share of the family fortune to enter some kind of business partnership in the future
beatrice monty - aspiring artist and asexual icon - also kinda pretentious but she earns that right - actually calls alex out but they're still fine with each other for the most part. she's like the only other student aside from Beau that he's always respectful towards (after she kicked his ass that one time) - bathroom selfie expert. part of the skipping class gang. she can work a cheap digital camera like a pro. works a little too hard but wants her art to be in galleries and knows that's not happening without a lot of work
benedick monty - coolest guy at this school honestly. he's just an all-around dude. multiple girls have chemistry with him but he's a family sim so there's almost no chance unless someone puts work into it - sporty but not aggressive about it - dating bottom and has been forever - knows how to cook. the restaurant is in safe hands in the future
bottom summerdream - orphan x2 but unbothered by that - Gender - jack of all trades and generally gets along with everyone else - big fan of going out in nature - literally a fairy creature but whatever - throws the craziest parties... she's not even that wild on her own she just knows how to set it up for success (puck taught her well)
melody tinker - new girl in school. became friends with alex first and made more friends after he kept inviting her to hangouts - actually succeeds at running an aesthetic blog - mutual crushing on ariel capp - stays up late to look at space (desdemona has the weirdest like/hate deal with her about that... she IS sorta jealous of ariel but WHATEVER) - absolutely not taking over that toy business sorry tinker parents
#sims 2 gameplay#plumbog headcanon#wow a crossover tag episode... love that#i like coming up with lore about my own gameplay like a deranged lunatic#this version of alex is so wildly different from my usual alex and i own up to that.#the lower generation of a subhood always integrates in pretty fast and i'm glad melody's been mixed in by now
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The Girl I Like Forgot Her Glasses Episode 7 Review: It's Me, Mie
I now just realized that the manga, the original source, has short chapters, which is why there are three different segments into one episode. Itâs been like that since the start of this show, so why did I just realize this until now?
The first part of the episode has Komura and Mie drawing each other for an art class. The segment was cute, especially with the way Mie drew Komura. It makes me wonder if thatâs how she sees him, round and smiley. Iâm surprised she can draw that well without her glasses because if I drew without my glasses, my drawing would come out like how I draw with my left hand. Itâs too bad that we donât see Komuraâs drawing of Mie.
The second part of this episode has Mie in the restroom. Someya talks to her and she gets up all close to her face and compliments her long eyelashes and nice skin. Mie gets shy over this and realizes that she had done similar things to Komura and tries to resist getting too close up now that she got a taste of her own medicine. I actually like this part. Maybe because it doesnât focus too much on Komura and that itâs mainly Mie-focused that her thoughts on the matter is shown and how she feels about it. It makes me wonder if she will stop getting too close to his face to look at him now.
The third part was the longest with it being about Komura taking Mieâs glasses home for the weekend and him spazzing over it. No, he doesnât do anything naughty. He just gets nervous because it feels as if Mie is looking at him in his room. This entire segment is just him fretting over her glasses. You can tell this dude is massively in love with Mie with the way he keeps conjuring up Mie staring at him. He even cleaned her glasses! Mie, on the other hand, had backup glasses and didnât tell Komura this. Instead, sheâs worried about her glasses having fingerprints. Fortunately for her, Komura cleans the glasses. This is like the weirdest segment in the episode because itâs just glasses but Komura is just super in love with Mie that heâs overreacting a lot. Like what his mom said, it must be puberty. I think the way the voice actress goes âItâs me, Mieâ was super cute in delivery.
The fourth segment has Mie with bed head and is becoming conscious of it. She fusses over it and then asks Komuraâs opinion. If he says she looks fine, then she will stop fretting over it. Itâs nice to see Mie becoming conscious of Komura as her feelings grow. To be honest, Mie looks cute with bedhead!
Iâm not sure if the shoulder massage segment is in the same timeframe as the bedhead segment, but itâs nice to see that Mie wants to do something nice for Komura and that she finally figures out something she can do for him to repay his kindness. Though, the way the shoulder massage was animated felt weak. If he wanted a good shoulder massage, the animators shouldâve animated it with a bit more force. However, I understand Mie massaging his shoulders; I also like massaging peopleâs shoulders too! At my previous workplace, I tend to give shoulder massages to my coworkers and they said that it felt nice and that Iâve got a good grip for massages. Also, poor Komura getting shoulder pain at 14-15 years of age.Â
The last segment has Mie with her glasses, a rare sight. She catches another rare sight: Komura sleeping in the classroom. She takes the opportunity to watch over him and then take a good look at him. She grabs his hand and entwines hers with his. Note that sheâs actually enjoying this as sheâs smiling. Itâs apparent that her feelings for Komura are mutual, but sheâs too air headed to realize that sheâs in love with him. I think the most awkward thing ever was when the camera pans to Komura awake and blushing. Gosh, Iâd be super embarrassed if I did what Mie did and my crush caught me in 4k. Regardless, I think this was the cutest thing ever! The fact that Mie wanted to get a closer look at Komura and caresses his fingers shows how special he is becoming to her. This was my favorite part, honestly!
What I like about this show is that the romantic progression between the two leads never take a step back and always takes a step forward. I donât know when these two will confess, but it better not take the entire show to do so because, sometimes, thatâs the case for a lot of romance animes. I did read that the manga already ended, so will they adapt the rest of the manga or will they just get to a stopping point and make fans buy the manga to see what happens next? What do you think will happen with our leads?
#the girl i like forgot her glasses#suki na ko ga megane wo wasureta#ai mie#Kaede Komura#Someya#review#anime#anime review#ecargmura#arum journal
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