#druggie sherlock

[ceruleanmindpalace]

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[desperateneedforviagra]

Season three Episode three - His last vow

Sherlock BBC

John Watson sprains a boys are while looking for his neighbours son in a ‘drug den’, his does in fact find Sherlock there too, later in the episode the boy says ‘someone hit me’ while looking at John. John replies with ‘probably just an addict in need of a fix’ trying to relate the conversation back to Sherlock’s being at the ‘den’. Sherlock of course notices who the boy is talking about and in turn says ‘yes I think in a way it was’ talking about John’s almost need to be in the action, his compulsion to violence and war. Something so simple yet meaningful. I adore this interaction not only because of the subtle details in conversation but because of how much it makes me think about John’s character and his role. Sometimes I forget about his anger issues and violent tendencies but whenever they occur it makes me so happy. Knowing that Sherlock has quite literally found his other half. The opposite of his outwardly clever and supposedly ‘calm’ personality, an anger violent man which practical knowledge.

[miyuukuri]

Come here, look me in the eye, and tell me that he's straight

[lumenveritatis]

For all the editors in the community

First of all, I am grateful for the edits. However, PLEASE let's edit something else than sherliam. Imagine going through the #williamjamesmoriarty on tiktok after an exhausting day only to find William edited with a druggie. I am sick and tired. I don't care about sherliam, nor about sherlock. At this point, I'd rather see fewer William edits and more edits of underrated characters BECAUSE I AM SICK AND TIRED OF SHERLIAM AND SEEING SHERLOCK . I AM HAVING A BAD DAY ALREADY NO NEED TO SHOW ME HIM. That's it. Please take that into consideration.

[tremendously-crazy]

new sherlock holmes headcanon just dropped

This text is from The Man with the Twisted Lip

First of all I love imagining this little face of disappointment that Mary (because I'm assuming it's Mary) is making here. ☹️

John being tired :( because he just wants to chill out with his wife

First of all we love mary for this ❤️😍 she is such a supportive loving queen

Second of all THESE TWO ARE WIVES END OF STORY

Who is James yall 👀 🤔 not Sir Arthur Conan Doyle forgetting the name of his own character 😭

Mary be like: "I can send my husband (who is gay for Sherlock Holmes) away and we can have some alone time (good luck babe is playing in the background)

(good luck babe gets louder) "old friend and school companion" come on guys we all know what THAT means

Kate: "My husband (who I married because I'm in denial about the fact that im in love with you mary) is being a druggie and I'm worried about him. Can you help me??

Anyway that's pretty much it. Mary Watson and Kate Whitney guys.

[meetinginsamarra]

Fanfics I really liked in November 2023

So. Since I keep a list of what I´ve read anyway (there´s always a list), I will rec all the fics I´ve wholly enjoyed on a monthly basis. Old and new, canon or AU, big or small authors, long or short but nearly always Johnlock (-ish).

What It Can Be by amaruuk @naefelldaurk

A beautiful post-TLD fix-it! Sherlock has to heal from his drug abuse and physical injuries and does so with the help of his friends. Balm for the (my) hurt soul!

Flesh and Blood and Bone and Heart by SilentAuror @silentauroriamthereal

A post-TAB fix-it. Back home after the tarmac scene, Sherlock finally confesses to John that he is merely human. And that he has feelings. And urges.

Can't Rewind-Verse series by Basser

11 stories that I re-read (again) in November

Sometimes, miracles happen. This wonderful series has not been updated in literal 10 years and now, the author found some written chapters on a harddrive and posted them. OMG!! I love this series about Sherlock's (druggie) past. It gets pretty dark sometimes, especially Sherlock's father is horrible but there is also the lovely OMC Eric Crenshaw , Sherlock's boyfriend. Part 11 Though We Went Our Separate Ways has been finished now (John meets Eric) and there are new chapters of part 9 We'll Keep Running For Our Lives where Sherlock is in the US and meets Martha Hudson.

To start/understand this 'verse you need to read the shorter part 1 Internet Killed the Video Star (The Met finds out that young Sherlock had been in a band) and then part 2 Can't Rewind Now We've Gone Too Far (The story of Sherlock's and Eric's drug addict past and doomed love). And read the other fics, too.

Light by Vanimelda4

An unusual ghost story, set in a remote lighthouse where a depressed Sherlock encounters an unusual friend and soulmate. Happy ending! Written in a kind of ethereal poetic writing style thhat really fits to the dream-like story.

The Shooting Party by 7PercentSolution @7-percent

Some months after moving into 221b, a difficult case stymies our heroes. An invitation to spend a weekend in the country takes John and Sherlock to West Sussex. Suspensful casefic, set in Seven's Sherlock-'verse with lots of surprising revelations.

In Absentia by SeaweedWrites

A bittersweet story with an imo ambiguous ending. You've been warned! Sherlock is involved in a terrible car crash, and everyone's lives are irrecoverably changed. Will Sherlock ever be the same?

[kris-dont-give-af-87182]

Can you do a Sherlock x reader who's a recovering drug addict?

Addiction

Y/N L/N was a nobody on the streets, until he came into her life. It was a bit of blur, still, and she could hardly believe that she now had a roof over her head. But he remembered every detail.

He remembered when his homeless network reported that the suspect was last seen near a drug den. He remembered going undercover and then finding himself chasing the man. He remembered how she’d stopped him with a fire extinguisher to the face.

“He’s not the one you should be arresting, though.” She had said, fingers twitching nervously. “He had no idea what he was distributing and he needed the money for his kid in the hospital. The one you’re looking for is Moriarty. Of course, you already knew that, didn’t you, Mr. Holmes?”

Her startlingly clear E/C eyes were what caught his attention first. She was a drug addict, and a heavily addicted one at that, but she spoke with precision and clarity.

She turned those eyes to John. “And you might want to break up with your girlfriend before things get too ugly..”

John’s eyes widened, “What-?”

Immediately, she frowned, as if annoyed that she had to explain. It was not unlike Sherlock’s own temperament.

“You’ve obviously been staying over at her place, I can smell her perfume from a mile away, no secure man would ever wear such a disgustingly heavy one. But you’re sour expression and the fact that you just checked those texts that you’ve been getting non stop, and that you kept glancing anxiously at Sherlock before putting your phone back in without responding means that things are not going well with your girlfriend and your best friend might be one of the reasons why.”

Sherlock raised his eyebrows, glancing back at his flat mate. John shrugged, seeming sheepish, but he looked back at the girl in awe. Sherlock took in the woman in front of him. She was on the tip of an iceberg, dancing along its edge. Rehabilitation was going to be difficult but not impossible.

“You’re hired.”

John seemed bewildered. “What?”

“Starting today, Miss, er-”

“Y/N L/N” she provided.

“Miss L/N is going to be my assistant.”

John gaped at his best friend. “Are you being serious?”

“Intellect such as hers is wasted in the gutter, and I’m in a generous mood.”

“I don’t need your charity.” She snapped.

“Oh, it’s not charity, you’re going to work for me. And I’m told I can be a bit of a taskmaster, so you’re most definitely not the luckiest person today.”

He was true to his word. She accompanied him on investigations, ran errands for him. But it wasn’t easy trying to give up her drug habits. She refused to go to a rehabilitation facility, and Sherlock had no mind to force her.

She was making progress, but she still had… relapses. The first time was the worst one and she felt as if she were dying. She had gone the hard way, completely giving it up.

It had scared the wits out of John Watson. He had found her, twitching on the bathroom floor, eyes wild and sweat soaking her clothes.

“SHERLOCK!”

When she had come to, she found herself looking up at concerned blue eyes. He’d never admit it, but he was fast growing fond of the woman. She worked without complaint, seemed to stay on track with him no matter what, and generally had a knack for interacting with people.

But despite all the changes in her life, it still didn’t change the way people saw her. And while it brought her spirits down, it irritated Sherlock to no end. But it’s what led to the current scenario she found herself in.

They had gone to inspect a crime scene, as per request of Lestrade, but as luck would have it, Anderson and Donovan were there.

“Here come the freaks,” Donovan rolled her eyes. “Don’t let the druggie near the evidence, she might end up snorting all of it.”

Y/N tensed but stayed silent, eyes focused on the ground. Sherlock ground his teeth as John clenched his fists.

“Y/N might have been a drug addict, but she still has morals, which is more than what can be said for you. Still scrubbing Anderson’s floors are we? I suppose his wife must think she has the cleanest husband.”

Y/N looked up, startled as he grabbed her wrist and dragged her away. She tried to break free but to no avail.

“Let go, Sherlock, it hurts,” she protested. He let go but grabbed her shoulders to force her to look at him.

“Why won’t you stand up for yourself? Why do you always have to be so… quiet and nice?” He demanded.

“I thought you’d reserved the mean act for yourself.” Y/N grinned but Sherlock only glared harder.

“It’s no use even if I do speak up. I used to be a druggie, hell, I lived like drugs were the only things keeping me alive. Until you showed up, there were days when I was so high, I couldn’t tell my hands from my legs.” She sighed. “Not everyone is as accepting as you and John.

“Well, then to hell what they think, talk back. I know I’m not the easiest person to get along with, but I do consider you as a friend. I’ve got you, no matter what.”

What was meant to comfort her seemed to upset her instead, though she tried not to show it. She smiled and nodded, pulling out of his grasp gently before going inside.

A few more months passed before disaster struck. Donovan managed to pin a drug case on Y/N, dragging her away. But the months spent with Sherlock tracking down criminals seemed to have hardened her.

“You know Donovan, you might want get a check up. It’s remarkable how many different colognes you have, and I doubt all of them are Anderson’s,” Y/N remarked as she was led away.

Sherlock had come running as soon as he heard, only to find Y/N comfortably lounging in her cell.

“I’ll get you out.” He promised. She smiled.

“I know you will.”

He kept his promise of course, but the news had already come out, painting Sherlock’s “apprentice” a hopeless addict. And despite his inability to fully understand emotions, Sherlock could tell that behind her fixed smile, was hurt and despair.

She was staring out the window of his apartment when he came in.

“I won’t relapse again. It’s been three months since the last time, I won’t do it again.” She said softly, eyes glazed over slightly.

Sherlock sighed, going over to her. He tentatively put his arms around her, letting her lean against him as she shook slightly with suppressed sobs.

“I know you won’t.” He told her softly.

“You know why, though?” She sniffed, looking up at him with so much trust that he felt both happy and scared.

“Why?” He whispered.

“Because I’m only addicted to one thing now,” she gave a watery smile. “You.”

She had gambled everything on this. She knew she could lose everything if he didn’t return her feelings and decided to throw her out. But good thing she knew a thing or two about gambling.

He leant down, pressing his lips to her forehead. “Good.”

She felt content then, it wasn’t a rejection, but he was trying to enforce affection. She knew he was uncomfortable with affection, but that small peck meant all the world to her.

John walked in on them, Y/N still in Sherlock’s embrace. He smiled slightly at the sight and quietly left them to have their privacy.

(This is my first request and I hope you like it!!)

[consult-sherlockholmes]

Alright alright fine no leprechauns happy???

But seriously, does it? I think it's hilarious lmfaooo did you ever think anyone would ever like you before John came around? You never had a friend before him, YOU TALKED TO A SKULL LOL like jeeze talk about a nut man

Ever call yourself a freak? It etched into your forehead in the mirror, all you deduce about yourself every time? Looking in the mirror too long hurt? Mfmfmf

Then those scars from Serbia. Jesus. You went into that mess yourself and couldn't even get yourself out. Still the failure little brother, all these years later?

It'd bug me if I were called a freak like that, but you truly are that. So is it just like another name for you, like Sherlock?

Sherlock. Freak. Druggie. Stupid. I wish I could see you through your eyes, it'd be ever so amusing.

Are you quite done with your little senseless rant there? If yes, how about shut up.

[the-firebird69]

AC/DC - For Those About to Rock (We Salute You) (Audio)

we firer on you momentarily stan

Savage Oppress

and we nail you and where ver you are aahahah you Father laughs yeh ok an we die then no shit sherlock ...and we do see it we are all done.  and after one commentno we dwindle

stan

fu stan you shit your weak as hell got hit onece and it is over fuck yoiu we dont attack ehr you shit

ken

and no surprise you  wold dfend her. nope.

stan

NO SHIT WE DEFEND HER AND YOUR AN ASS. NO KINDDING MY DAUGHTER YOU IDIOT

KEN

FN MORON HE IS

CAA

ahahah and et tu brute and no shit htey defend her you frigin moron stn your shit you fag if your sying this i kill you for rreal yours pent foter fucker.  and ou come for me y shit so you see it in star wars this demented asshole ruins us.  saw it too he starts in on him and thinks tons of shit he is not doing. talks reatens jerks it f this your right caa he is rotten

sheerry

and it  is aweful he is not  ar ebel ruined them and boht sides. so you kee the chin up Princess Leah we see yo

Hera

f this ass he is such a jerk now i see him. fn faggot too.  i need it. and such. chris bossey the weakling. druggie and addict. f this idiot

sherry 

and youir woerds mean stuff but yeh it is bad i freak out ok now too and will.

and will kill all my kids they say so what are already dead 

stan

what the hell do you mean by that

son of stan

you sit belching wiating for orders and i said it hit them take them down. need to have to.

stan 

and risk full on war we nee dpreise orders 

sons of stan

no you dnt hit them f them up make them fall

stan

an we need to come help you you are to contact us od we hear it you blame him your ai boy and nonsense talk. and dumb and think that john r i s right and hhahah he laughs he is crap and a liar never has what he says. sits on a  poweder ketg lagung andmacs up his but like bedbugs. so we hear it too. and stan is nuts is out now. gone and tries for her and we said it today no but ok.  we do it them defend ourselves and he can get bent

stans armies

and i shall go and say my peice to her husband 

stan

no you shant queer i hear them and they sy it he tries for him so f you you fucking homo

Zues

they do NOT comply to terror threat and kindnapings never did your all nuts and ruin us all stan your fired

mac daddy

he is laughing at you all the time stan you shit and nwo angry. whipe us all out and such.  and will if we assist you in your asshole cause says it. empire and the ohter suedo empire morlock too not trump. you join him we are through you faggot

sherry

we then are thoghourh 

stan and its stupid yes but i try 

You had no right to start ruining my life you little **** stand michael Roach I'm gonna get you the news rip all the positions you have out of your freaking hands you had no right to mess my finances up to take my time to screw around with a family you're a **** loser. I don't know why you think you have any right to do any of it or to pester me at all you've been getting killed you know people getting killed because you're doing this stupid **** that that freaking dogs don't do because they know to fear me you dumb ****. Not valuable and you're not that's how it is what does kidnapping us really attempting to do what did that do ruined your army put me in the middle **** hospital and you're all dead that's your job that you did you take responsibility for what you did going after her won't do anything I do appreciate the ships in advance and death stars I do need them I do appreciate your help and goodbye shit for brains

Zues

haahah lol This is what it's like he's really not wanting to sit here arguing with a dead person he's going to sit there and take the ships like we are you **** moron. Go up there and hand us what we want and make it happen how scary.

mac daddywe needed this and you were doomed the day you said you would take the west and i said not to try and your a faaggot for not obeying it is their whole plan wagons east ok damnit. 

and so what i die and forever gone and such.  and we do ti now try here

stan

so die who the f would carer your a maean hater shithead and yeh ok kidnpa me and hopspital and shit fucker. now we will pul you dwon and trump the shithead

Zues what sick idiots

they are we help now

Thor Freya

Olympus

[ceruleanmindpalace]

Sherlock is not having a good time when he finally meets John again. It turned into a real bummer.

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[lacewing-lapine]

I've begun to tell the different days of the week by what injection is next.

-Monday, methotrexate

-Wednesday, T

-Friday, Benlysta

Yeah, chose to be on HRT(T) but that coupled with my IVIG infusions every two weeks for two days is .. so much.

My legs are constantly bruised and knotted up, I feel like a druggie.

The Monday and Friday meds and my IVIG meds put me at a higher risk of cancer- I don't even want to know my chances with all of those combined long term.

I try not to think about it but the feeling nags.

Then I gotta choke down all the pills Am/Pm some of my meds I am actually supposed to take QID (4X a day) but I just, don't.

I hate swallowing pills.

"are you feeling depressed, anxious?"

No shit Sherlock. Can't tell them that though, as soon as you do they don't take you symptoms seriously.

[myeyesblurry]

Music is how Sherlock expresses his feelings, he wrote a sad song about Irene after she died, and he wrote a sad song about how his best friend was marrying another woman. He didn't want to lose Sherlock, after being told countless times he would lose him after the marriage.

(Yeah we all know he's gay and in love, but, yk. On surface he was sad he was about to lose his best friend. He was so lonely in his single flat with John gone. Known by how he removes the chair after, dates Janine - so she's always tghere so he's not alone - once that's over he's friends with John and Mary, until Mary dies and John ghosts him, in which he starts dating Billy -the druggie - and makes Billy live with him until John starts talking to him again.)

Not very friendly reminder that the waltz that Sherlock played for John and Mary is described as sad and melancholic.

[cupidford]

History, Repeating itself by gyzym

Johnlock Love Letters #1955

John is a med student, a war veteran, who starts living with bong toking, mad, Teaching Assistant Sherlock. AU

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[papayaria]

druggie!sherlock Does Something to me