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decadentdeviation · 1 year ago

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All the glowing peace and purpose I was feeling a couple weeks ago has been replaced with a constant urge to vomit.

#tw vomit #uh food makes me nauseous #being hungry makes me nauseous #brushing my teeth makes me nauseous #drinking water makes me nauseous #I'm craving things but if I eat half a spoonful too much my stomach is like WOW WTF THAT'S NASTY GRRR YOU FEEL NAUSEOUS NOW #and I haven't actually puked yet so it's just miserable #but I have my 1st prenatal appointment soon and I am excited/nervous/nauseous

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vel17 · 4 months ago

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#vel 17 #hanging out in my silly bedroom drinking too much water to handle #thank you so much #i'mma do something i dont think ive done in years and like #give commentary in the tags & shit #i think simply put ive been trying to find ways to talk about my stellar combo of ocd a panic disorder and cptsd for a long time now #& i still honestly have no clue #once i wasnt surfing from place to place last year i really just locked myself in here #and that was 10 months ago (7 months after it got really fucking bad). ive been feeling like this pretty much since i turned 25 #finally being able to process what the people in life had to tell me was a years worth of legit psychological abuse #but now thats even getting outside my comfort level at the moment and ive been recontextualizing my whole life over here #ive barely been posting pictures outside of my bedroom cause ive barely left it #if you see this it means it escaped my drafts and i was bold enough to publish this tagspeak #i am merely just trying to expel ocd ruminations dont mind me 🪩#but idk. talking like this makes me feel gross and i'm starting to realize people don't usually feel it to THIS extent. like i feel nauseou

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newmsies · 6 months ago

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i think I'm falling apart, water should NOT make my stomach hurt

#like who do you think you are #to be WATER #and trying to make me throw up for DARING to drink it #without eating anything before #''It's probably because you have an empty stomach''#I HAD ALL THREE MEALS TODAY AND A GRANOLA BAR BEFORE I TOOK MY MEDICINE #at this point i think my body just has something against me #like wdym drinking water makes me nauseous #wdym I've been sick for a fucking month #wdym i have back pain so bad i pass out for hours #guys if anyone is a doctor here please tell me if I'm dying 🥰🙏#newmsies

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sovamurka · 17 hours ago

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bad news, I think I developed a serious case of ED, that may have been provoked by my meds

#I don't feel hunger. at all. it scares me. and when I try to eat something my body revolts EVEN IF THAT'S LITERALLY MY FAVOURITE FOOD.#I almost cried from shame today when my plate was full of food and I couldn't eat even 1/4 of it #I don't throw up. I used to feel nauseous for at least 2 weeks but... now I don't feel anything. literally anything.#the only way I know that my body needs food is when I feel something burning a little in my stomach.#I hate this. I can only drink water and tea without feeling like an empty neurotic shell.#I want this to end so badly. I want to enjoy eating food again. I hope I'll make it out this time.#I'm so tired of being on the verge of death for the last two years.#I almost died from pneumonia this year. I still have a damaged lung. and epilepsy on top of that. I don't want to die. I DON'T WANT TO DIE.#sorry. it's just... I'm so tired. I'm so. so tired.

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fooltofancy · 3 months ago

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curled up in the least comfortable office chair on the planet trying to con my brain and body into speaking with one another

sending untrained mental carrier pigeons but they're getting lost and causing nerve pain instead idk

#why am i so tired why do my hands hurt so bad why is it so cold and still so noisy in here #weeehhhhhh #i think something is actually wrong with me because i can Not wake up #i havent been falling asleep at work but once im asleep? no wakey #i have slept eleven+ hours four days in a row #and i am still so. so fucking tired.#hashtag chronic illness or something idk #i have zero interest in a fibro diagnosis but every year i have to be like yeah. probably.#there's enough other bullshit goin on in here man #might also just be another facet of diabetes i haven't parsed yet cause my reactions to things have been v different in the last year #exhausting.#can my blood sugar stop tanking also #related #that's probably why im so tired tbh.#not drinking enough water either but even filtered it's making me really nauseous again #could we just. be normal for a minute goddamn.

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daz4i · 1 year ago

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oh my god i woke up feeling physically sick and can't take a step without nearly falling over from dizziness. wish me luck with. being a person ig

#idk what's happening �� and idk how to help either #i thought drinking water would help but it's just making me nauseous #maybe after i eat it'll get a bit better idk...#edit: ok yeah it's probably bc i haven't eaten anything after my blood test (so. 8 hours now)#really really hoping eating would help then 💔

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straydogged · 6 months ago

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because of my stupid ocd Thing I've been drinking exclusively bottled water (beyond coffee + juice) for like, two months now and I got really low last week and have been very carefully rationing my water since- picked up a 4 liter jug today and I chugged like, two cups of water in one breath and I haven't felt sated like that in a w h i l e

#head in my hands. I fucking hate ocd and I hate how EXPENSIVE it can be #because if I didnt have bottled water I would just straight up not drink anything beyond coffee and juice #its. ughhhhhhh!!!!!!!#I want this to stop! I want this particular Obsession to just fucking go away forever #but it's so hard to tell if I'm being irrational or not because like.#the tap water is. realistically speaking. coming out of pipes older than the fucking titanic #and the build up of pipe scum alone makes me feel nauseous to think about. let alone the likelihood of lead in the pipes #and if the water from the brita jug tastes like mold and bottled water doesnt there's a damn good chance #that there actually is mold in there #but I no longer trust the jug itself #so it's gonna have to be replaced and those are expensive!!!!

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bo0zey · 2 years ago

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anyone else ever get in those silly goofy moods where u just hate urself sooo much that u instantly feel physically almost violently ill just thinking abt urself and also even tho u worked a 12hr shift w no breaks or water running off of the 2 cups of coffee u had for breakfast 20 hours ago, the thought of eating instantly sends bouts of nausea coursing thru ur soul while churning in ur stomach bc ur brain hates u so much that its convinced ur body that u don’t deserve sustenance or anything else that’s life sustaining or promotes ur physical well being because u subconsciously convinced urself that ur such a shit excuse for a human being that u neither deserve nor have any right to anything regarding maslow’s hierarchy of needs bc u r such an awful thing u deserve to be neglected n treated like the nonliving object ur own brain sees ur living body as or am i just mentally ill lol

#laying in bed everytime i think abt myself i feel literally nauseated n like it’s so weird #this feeling comes in waves intermittently just even .01 sec of ‘hm i’m hungry’ FFFFFNOPE HRRGRHFFF VOMITTY #i want to curl up in a ball and die forever i don’t care about me i don’t want to take care of me anymore i’m not even good at it #whyyyyyyyy did i stop taking my meddsssssss i guarantee y’all this is why i’m being such a crybaby on the dash lmaoooo #i have a headache i’m def dehydrated from crying n sniveling n barely drinking any water today while sweating like a mf at work #imma go to bed 🛌 if i don’t wake up i will be soooo pleasantly surprised y’all have no idea FINGERS CROSSED🤞#real talk tho can someone tell me why my body is literally reacting this way for like no real reason #like am i truly that disgusted with myself i make myself nauseous just thinking abt me #ok yeah the answer is yes lol BUT LIKE WHY THATS SUCH A DRAMATIC BODILY RESPONSE TO MY BRAINS DUMBASS THOUGHTS???#ik the body and mind have a super powerful link n the brain influences the body like crazy but like #why this why does my brain literally want me to berate and degrade myself and isolate me and make me cry alone n starve me that’s so mean #i’m not starving btw i’m literally always eating just these past 2 days i’ve been such a fuckup my body won’t let me do anything #i had a chocolate poptart for dinner last night (thurs) n threw myself to bed #i hope i don’t end up hurting myself that would be so lame #i literally don’t have time for that like i am Not doing wound care duty off the clock for my damn self lol #also don’t want to take care of myself so i wouldn’t bandage myself up properly sooo yeah i’m not gonna do anything actually #cleaning ur wounds r super important ok yall ur literally playing god if u don’t do good aftercare snfjfbdj #i can’t believe i’m in this nasty ugly depressive episode i hate this so much i don’t have time for this i hate this cycle #i hate being bipolar 2 n my moods n meds have been so fkcdd up lately that i don’t even have the rlly fun hypomanic episodes anymore #i’ve just been constantly having mixed episodes im unbearable to be around im so sorry for everyone that’s ever spoken to me im insufferable #ok that’s enough im done being dramatic lmao #im gonna give myself a bolus PRN dose of clonnie then i’m going tf to bed #ramblings #shut up cianna

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sevenstevearmy · 11 months ago

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#my step mother might have given me covid. couldn't atay in her fucking room had to cough all over the house #i'm gonna be pissed if she did. i already have asthma and i'm having some trouble breathinh rn #plus my head hurty. i have to miss work and my body aches and i so eepy but laying down makes breathing worse #i have appointment to get tested tomorrow it better say no covid here bc i am not trying to die #i'm literally already disabled come on. and i can't eat but i need to eat. i did get some water into me. i'm so nauseous #and there's nothing i htae more than nausea bc it's one of my fucking PTSD triggers #if i start having an attack i'm going to pass out in this condition. i needed to ho grocery shopping but now i can't #i have nothing i can eat or drink really bc plain water makes me nauseous lucky me. i took some ibuprofen but it's never worked well on me #of course acetaminophen doesn't work on me at all so here we are. i'm absolutely going to cry but that's going to make my head hurt more #she better have given me one of the other three things she got from the kids at schook i don't want covid #i have all my boosters but still. i am an at risk person. and just the amount of disrespect from hanging out in common soaces while sick #this meant i had to keep myself stuck in my room but i still had to eat in the kitchen which she contaminated. i'm pissed

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inkykeiji · 2 years ago

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Hi Clari what type of perfume do you and your bf use? Cause I use a bunch and bf usually smells like whiskey and cigarettes and I usually try to spray him with one of mine since my nostrils are extremely sensitive and he makes my nose scrunch up I always been the sweet sugary girl and he’s much of the sour and strong. He still loves me and I still love him he’s such a daddy material ahhh I love him sm.

hi!!! so my favourite perfume ever & my ‘signature scent’ is jimmy choo eau de toilette which, to me, smells like freshly washed white linen hung out to dry on a crisp summer day HAHAHA. the other fragrance i wear often is jimmy choo eau de parfum, which is a lot sweeter n rly flirty + playful to me. i am really loyal to these two fragrances and i don’t really wear much else, but the other perfume i love is ysl black opium eau de parfum! v sexy, great for a night out imo.

my boyfriend has a very sensitive nose and he doesn’t like things that smell too strongly so he doesn’t wear anything other than standard deodorant, with old spice being the brand he favours (idk the specifics, he switches between a few of them). other than that, he naturally smells like clean laundry & whiskey when he decides to have a glass at night! c:

#u and ur bf sound cute!!!!!! <33333 #i like clean scents!!! anything too strong or sugary is a no for me >.<#i like stuff that smells like;;; clean and crisp and sharp #so woodsy scents are always rly nice to me too #i once had this hand lotion that was like cedar wood?????? it was so lovely #i’m the same way with candles like #i hate candles named after sweets they make me nauseous >.<#it’s funny because my best friend LOVES sweet candles n sweet scents #so she has the most ridiculous candles like crazy birthday cake sugary stuff hahaha #but she always smells like vanilla #like no matter what she ALWAYS smells like vanilla and she always has ever since we were kids!!!#but anyway yes~ jimmy choo!!!!!! jimmy choo is my go to #and it lasts literally forever like the scent doesn’t leave my clothes until i wash them which i love so much #i find good quality perfumes are usually like that;; like rly long lasting #anyway!! i hope ur having a great day!! pls stay safe n drink water!#inky.bb #clari gets mail

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mayumania · 2 years ago

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fuckin hate when nts are right today i didnt drink anything except diet coke until i started feeling my entire body decay so i drank some water and then went ham on my exercise bike and now i feel better than i have in days :•)