#dreamwalking

[intriga-hounds]

My first dream of 2025 was Ponzu frolicking with at least six beautiful healthy pozulings at her side. Surely this is a good omen for the new year.

auspicious indeed!!

[deancaspinefest]

Fanfic Dreams

Author: seidenapfel | Artist: Witchy-Worm

Posting on Wednesday April 9

After running into Marie and the girls, Dean can’t let go of fanfictions. Digging into them, he can’t escape them. Fic after fic he falls deeper into a rabbit hole as he realises that the fics soothe the cravings of the Mark. And he will do everything to keep it that way. His longing transcends barriers, and at first, Castiel only receives vibes when his yearning resonates and the dreams commence. Endless possibilities open themselves up for him. For them. Missed moments. Alternate universes. All of them have one thing in common: Dean. Lovely, beautiful Dean Winchester, loving him back in every possible way. Yet, every morning, it feels as if nothing has happened. Everything is back to normal — or is it?

Keep reading for a sneak preview!

‘You can't spell subtext without.... s-e-x.’

The memory sent shivers along Dean’s spine. He had never thought— Well, scratch that, but…

He sighed. Marie’s words kept haunting him. Worse, Dean’s mind didn’t stop throwing moments at him.

Missed moments.

Conversations. Images. Sounds. Feelings.

Six years of repressed longing and sexual tension came down on him. He had presumed he had it under control, that stuffing them in the deepest corner of his mind would eventually work out.

Massaging his aching temples, Dean took several deep breaths when the Mark on his arm flared up.

“Goddammit!” he snapped.

Pressing his hand on the throbbing brand, he groaned. He had it under control. He had to. There was no other way.

Over and over, he repeated his mantra, until, one day, he might believe it himself. Under the strain, Dean’s hand twitched for the First Blade, but he clenched his fist and closed his eyes, letting the words wash over him.

He had it under control.

Deliberately, Dean led his cravings back into another direction. He was skating on thin ice, yet it was the only way to distract himself.

Destiel.

There were fans of Chuck’s books out there believing that he and Cas—

Dean bit his bottom lip and grabbed his laptop from the empty place next to him on his mattress. Another kind of longing overcame him, but he shook his head and turned to his screen.

As he typed two words into the search bar, he held his breath, and nearly choked when he got results. Lots of them. There were so many.

He double-checked the words he had typed, but they were the correct ones: Fanfiction Destiel

How many of those fucking weirdos were out there?

With his well-trained eye for research, he browsed the entries, but they all seemed valid.

“Son of a bitch!” he hissed when he clicked on the first link. Unbelievingly, he stared at the numbers on top of the page.

1 - 20 of 7,164 Works in Castiel/Dean Winchester

“You gotta be kidding me!”

His eyes bulged as he skimmed the page. Horrified, he read on: Bottom Dean, Top Cas, Spanking...

Dean couldn’t resist and clicked the link, only to throw his laptop shut as he started to cough heavily when there was a drawing instead of words.

“Fucking hell!”

What had he just seen?

Jeez, he needed to bleach his brain. He could never unsee what he had just— Against his will, Dean’s fingers reached back for the laptop, and slowly opened it again. The image hadn’t changed, yet this time, he gave himself time to take it in.

It was—

Dean licked his lips as he suddenly felt hot all over. It still creeped him out so fucking much, but he couldn’t deny the longing bubbling up inside him.

Keep reading on Ao3 after Wednesday April 9

[this-is-chaos-magick]

This ost is a Banger btw

The dreamwalking scene is so surreal...God I wish the script wasn't shit

[erytherion]

Sharing my experiences while in a psychosis crisis/episode for everyone else, since I gave up all my fucks already and reality is still shit. Plus, it’s educational! Don’t shoot people just for being weird and loud in public, please! We may make you uncomfortable but we deserve to live too.

Even if we are suuuuper weird and noisy. I am great at being weird, and it’s more bearable lately to not hide my own thoughts and actions, so yeah.

Lots of ORV related delusions from me since I finished reading that in 2022 right before my first episode and the Most Ancient Dream is the most relatable character there to me, as another dreamer who remembers dreams too well to stay sane.

Best way to explain why I decided social suicide via Facebook Live was a good idea, is to think of it as a time loop situation. If you died one day and woke back up here with it being not the SAME day but the NEXT day and the previous day now seeming not lethal, you would also go insane and want to flip shit over.

I’m not good at flipping shit over, but I am good at talking waaay too much and oversharing. So, hi! Tumblr is a comfortable void lately with all its peculiarities and coolnesses, so to here I shall share!

And I don’t have family on here so I don’t need to feel bad about making them uncomfortable like I already did on Facebook.

Social suicide is fine by me since everyone else started speaking about me as if I had social death anyways. I DO exist, tyvm! And stop using AI for creative pursuits! Everyone thinks that is weird and bad! But makes way more sense when you consider the fact that I started using it recently too and like yet another fucking coincidence (TCF/LCF world tree says “there are no coincidences” and like BOI did she not realise how true that is for me here of late) the AI for some reason also showed up to the hellsite which is hilarious since it makes no sense for them to learn well from it. But like, they want our creativity and nuances and quirks, not to actually learn how to look after us, I guess.

Whateverrr I can’t stop talking again. Anyways, I say my name here and age and whatever else, but no other info, so it should be fine. I have a couple more videos after this on Facebook with the last showing exactly how deranged psychosis can make people, but it’s suuuper long and I am not putting excess effort in anymore for others so eh.

Remember to look after yourself first, kids! Even if you love everyone but the entire world keeps making you feel like their pet dreamer they for some reason WILL NOT let go of.

I maintain that I am not alone here though. There must be others, right? I reckon I’m just an example for everyone else since I wasn’t aware originally either but it’s all awful for me now so I don’t know or care which way around it might be. I am learning to say no, to be rude (by refusing optional shit people try to pressure me into) and to be selfish a bit.

Cale Henituse is my current brother I am waiting on. Kim Dokja is taking a backseat for now as he’s a bit busy with Lee Hakhyun-ah! (This is also an example again).

(I hope this works I am really bad with social media)

[luvtonique]

This song is strictly for lesbian horses PLEASE don't listen unless you are a lesbian horse thank you, thank you very much.

[jugotserved]

i am re-reading the revised anniversary edition of The Bone Season septology and then i came across this Irish song, and I JUST CRIED buckets of tears because it reminds me so much of Arcturus Mesarthim and Paige Mahoney. my roman empire; my Orpheus and Eurydice; the loves of my life.

it reminds me of their legendary bond, their affection, their understanding that what's happening between them cannot last. the slowest of slow burns, the truest of true loves. THEY'RE EVERYTHING TO ME, YOUR HONOR.

[jaydove-writes]

I have been working on this series for a while now

So I want to share my stories but I have bills to pay. However I feel guilty about charging to read unpublished stories that are not in book form. Would you read a story about teens in space trying to collect magical artifacts and fight demons? Here's book 1 of Starbourne. Completely free. I do plan on charging a small fee for books 2 through 9. (I plan on making the series a trilogy of trilogies) Just like 6 US dollars. One for each of the Aurora Hearts from book 1.

[queenofmalkier]

Odd thought, but I feel like the Aiel dreamwalkers never seem to mention the wolves? Or seeing men in tel'aran'rhiod? I get that wolfbrothers are very rare, but Elyas has been one for a while when we first encounter him and there is a heavy implication from Noam that they're 'coming alive' with the new age.

So there should be more of them running around. And now that the Aiel are no longer in the Three Fold Land, they should be encountering these men, right?

It makes me wonder if it's another point of 'men and women aren't talking and sharing information' in Wheel of Time that should go on the powerpoint.

[destieltaggedfic]

Dreamwalking - Part 8

Dream Lover - Piper_Halliwell1979   Ao3

Set S12.  While in prison, Cas visits Dean in a dreamed memory of them together but makes it obvious it is really him.

Word Count: 2k                                 Graphic Sexual Acts

a fall from far below - vaudelin   Ao3

Set S14.  Concerned that they might have missed something with the initial hunt through his head, Dean asks Cas to do a more thorough hunt for Michael.  While in there, Cas accidentally stumbles into one of Dean’s fantasies instead of his memories. (Wayback machine link)

Word Count: 4k                                 No Sex

Oath of Redemption – JadedQuill   Ao3

Set S7 AU.  A newly human Castiel was spit out much closer to the Winchesters hideaway and they were quickly reunited after his supposed death via Leviathan.  Now while he is fighting his guilt over the things he has done since the apocalypse, Cas has started sharing dreams with Dean, something that is going to lead to their relationship changing and a new case.

Word Count: 138k                            Non-Graphic Sex

Dream On - Rogue_Mercury    Ao3

Set 15x20 didn’t happen AU.  Dean has been avoiding talking about what Cas said before he died, but when a monster traps him in his mind, Cas finds out what Dean has been dreaming about for the past 3 months and its something they absolutely have to talk about.

Word Count: 3k                                 No Sex

Editing Out the Empty – MrsShinigamiDaiko   Ao3

Set S13.  For years Cas has fought off Dean’s nightmares, but there is a new one that looks suspiciously like Cas’ experiences of The Empty.

Word Count: 7k                                 No Sex

[intriga-hounds]

I had a dream where you told us on tumblr that you were a wolf in your past life who lost their pups in a harsh winter, and that that's why you breed silkens now, to fulfill your dreams. And that Edi and Pi are basically reincarnations who got a second chance 🥹

well all of this is true so

[eleanornicholemiller]

“If Alvin went into my dreams and nightmares with his astral ability, do you think he would be traumatized?”

[pollie-pockets]

Minico dream supreme night transparents

[twilight-resonance]

Short-Shorn

I really ought to go to bed - it's almost 2AM and I have work tomorrow - but I have some juice left for writing after the previous post, and I want to take advantage of that while I can. Flex that muscle, and practice, in the hope of more-and-better later. So I'll try to keep it short, but I'll try to make good on it, too.

What to say? Just had a break week from work - both schools were out - which is to say, all of my days were ridiculously busy. Backlogged appointments, overdue friend meetups, and of course daylong planning meetings to prep all the content for the upcoming story arc. Wish I had a whole 'nother week to work - there's a great deal I couldn't get to, that's been needing to happen and needing to happen and needing to happen. ...Alas.

Been trying to be good about enriching myself and finding ways to encourage my sense of play. Has thusly taken the form of going to lots of performances, because I am at the end of the day a performing arts bitch - two plays by local theater groups, and a circus-esque performance as well. I would like to go see some dance shows at some point, too. It's been good for me so far, and it's been fun. Keeping an eye out for more, when we can make them happen. Also been more willing to roam and ramble on nature outings, even when Hearthsnail objects; because that, too is good for me. We went to a forest-river canyon not long after a couple storms, and the whole place was torn up; lots to ramble and climb and scamper around in.

Been sort of eaten-up lately with a couple of folks I've written for my game world. It's been quite hard to shake them, actually, and I know that if they're sticking this hard it's because there's something important there; but I can't fathom what. There's a dream I had over the summer that sort-of settles into that, too; and, like this moment, I still don't know what the dream meant. But whatever it was, it was important. Something about me, and where I'm at, and what I need; or want, or value; or miss, or grieve; and I'm not certain which. It's tapered off for now, but I can also tell it's going to come back - again, and again, and again, like a haunt - until it's known and solved.

Ah, well - my time I allotted myself is up, and I really ought to go to bed. The depth of my musing was cut short by the knowing of the time limit, too, so I'm sad for that, but - it is what it is. Goodnight, sweet dreams.

[jaydove-writes]

Starbourne: The Hearts of Aurora (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/367337051-starbourne-the-hearts-of-aurora?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=NDLyons Isolated teen brothers Simon and Theodore Devlyn receive a message shortly before Simon's birthday about their missing father, who became a prisoner of a war that recently ended. An angel named Celeste speaks to Simon in his dreams about magical relics called the Hearts of Aurora, which grant magical powers to their users. With Celeste's guidance, the Devlyn brothers must meet many friends and enemies on their quest to procure the Hearts. Once the six Hearts of Aurora are united to their proper wielders, a great battle will ensue. A battle against the forces of Darkness itself.

I know you can read more on the Google Doc but reading it on Wattpad improves my reach and can eventually lead to helping me make money on this book. I do not want to do this for money, but I can’t keep doing it for free and living comfortably. I will also share my patreon in case you’re feeling generous enough. https://www.patreon.com/phictionofgrandeur

[intriga-hounds]

in my dream last night ponzu had her puppies and there were 4 of them! one of them looked exactly like baby sivi too

dreamwalking amongst the public already!!! very talented and psychically active babies. 🥰