#dpr ian cl

[darawonplease]

✵ ch.10 – between love or delusion.

✵ ch.10 – between love or delusion.

「✵Chaerin's POV 」

What could possibly push two friends to kiss? Alcohol? Loneliness? Desperation?

... Love?

I hated how much it gave me to think, wondering and wondering in circles 'till late at night. He used to get me so mad whenever he let those women slip away for some reason, what had changed?

My return to Korea was for my career only. Romance or silly escapades weren't part of my plans. I just couldn't afford it. I couldn't betray myself again. Not with a friend.

I stopped my fingers from tapping on the glass surface, realising how impatient I grew.

Resting my head on the cold dining table, I impatiently waited for Ian to get out of the shower.

"I might've scattered a bit of sand on your floors", he slicked back his wet hair with his fingers as he entered the living room where I was slowly losing myself in thought.

"Gosh—it's so late already", my glance fell onto the clock hanging above his head.

"Shit, you're right. I should head home".

Christian quickly collected all of his stuff and clumsily put on the pair of boots scattered at the entrance.

"It seems like you're dying to get out of here", I mocked him.

"I should let you rest. I think I've bothered you enough for today".

I caught myself staring a bit too long at the dimples appearing on his flushed cheeks as he chuckled lightly.

"Well, see you around I guess".

Closing the door, I thought I locked my doubts inside the house with me.

"Dummy". I caught a glimpse of his old leather jacket still hung up on the rack by the entrance. Perhaps I was still in time to stop the clumsy guy.

I quickly unlocked the door and shouted after him.

"IAN!".

Clueless, he hurried back to my doorstep.

"What's up?", he rested his hand at the top of the door frame, leaning in onto me.

"Jacket", I playfully wiggled the forgotten item in his face.

He hid against his arm in embarrassment, "Shit— that's mine, isn't it?".

"I fear it is".

We exchanged those lingering looks again, like a dangerous game of chess.

"Please don't", I internally pleaded, knowing well I couldn't stay too long on the verge of doing something I might've regretted the next morning.

"Well...I'll get going— again", he diverted his eyes, breaking off that painful tension.

That scene had played numerous times before. Saying our goodbyes at my door after watching another movie from his endless list of "must watch" or a quick lunch, it was so familiar and yet, that time was different.

I kind of wished it was different.

"The other night...what happened on the balcony..."— I bit my tongue — "Tell me it wasn't the alcohol".

He held his breath for a second.

"You know what? Just forget it"— All confidence left me as soon as I lost his eyes to the ground.

But then his warmth suddenly engulfed me as he grabbed me by my waist, bringing me closer.

Between love and delusion, I couldn't sort it out for the life of me.

He leaned in slowly, perhaps trying to read into my eyes but I honestly couldn't care less if that was a mistake on our end. All the pestering thoughts in my head vanished as his warm lips melted into mine. I could still taste the salt of the sea on him.

How could a simple kiss make someone feel so elated? How could I rob myself of his lips for all this time? I felt dumb for missing all those chances.

Ian looked through me as If he realized how much of a sucker I became for his dark eyes.

"It wasn't".

Sometimes I regret ever asking you that question. If I hadn't, maybe we wouldn't be in this mess.

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[foxybrrr]

I can’t stop thinkin' about you 💔

[prettyrealm]

Did CL and DPR IAN date?

Yes. CL & DPR IAN definitely did date, but I don’t think they’re together anymore.

I think when they were together though, they felt unstoppable and untouchable. Probably even saw themselves as a power couple.

[selene-moonie]

Am I the only one that wonders if Nerves from DPR Ian is about CL?

[moonchild-in-blue]

Oh, to be CL in the 5 Star mv 😮‍💨

[alucienasmusic]

DPR IAN - No Blueberries (ft. DPR LIVE, CL) OFFICIAL M/V

[gaymer-hag-stan]

Wait wut, CL is dating someone rn???

She's been dating DPR Ian since 2020

But now you made me doubt myself, did they break up 🤔😭🤣???

[j-a-nuary]

On Repeat top 10 poll

[everythingkimhongjoong]

DPR Ian is too fine.

Like his attractiveness is too much. He is too perfect. He is fine to the point that it makes you angry. Cause you know you have no chance with him. You know that eventually he will get married and it will make you jealous of that girl.

That is why he should be with someone who is loved by women. I don't know if he was really dating CL, but I think she is the perfect partner for him. Cause CL is loved by so many women.

As a C-Clown fan it makes me annoyed though that he didn't get this attention when he was with them. This could have elevated them. Christian Yu has always been fine. He was attractive before the tattoos and muscles.

[idlerin]

LOVE SICK PLAYLIST

series masterlist | spotify link

a/n — listen to my awesome music taste jk (but real) anw same as nonsense may or may not contribute to the plot! depends on my mood (swings)

1. love sick - beach bunny

2. cupid - fifty fifty

3. that's my baby - playertwo

4. watermelon - jeon somi

5. campus - vampire weekend

6. love countdown - nayeon

7. jasmine - dpr live

8. i can see you - taylor swift

9. lackin' - denise julia

10. i can't say bye no more - smoovlee

11. mona lisa - dominic fike

12. bags - clairo

13. uhaw - dilaw

14. bubble gum - newjeans

15. goodnight n go - ariana grande

16. ribs - lorde

17. i don't understand but i love u - seventeen

18. pretty please - dutch melrose, benny mayne

19. in the dark - camila cabello

20. take a chance with me - niki

21. aphrodite - the ridleys

22. cherry red - hnata, lydia ganada

23. fallen - lola amour

24. rocket science - vaultboy

25. strawberry soju - jesse barrera, albert posis, michael carreon

26. risk - gracie abrams

27. it's you - max ft. keshi

28. no blueberries - dpr ian, dpr live, cl

29. urs - niki

30. gusto - zack tabudlo ft. al james

31. isip - healy after dark

32. stardust - tinyumbrellas

33. sabik - deny ft. arthur nery

34. romcom - rob deniel

35. peach eyes - wave to earth

36. darl+ing - seventeen

37. paraiso - one click straight

38. see you later - the band camino

39. supernatural - ariana grande

40. liham sa ulap - kylix

41. mata sa mata - 7th

42. pacman - eaj

43. sa'yo (ang mundo) - nameless kids

love sick ! a suna rintarou social media au

synopsis. cupid! calling cupid! as the resident matchmaker slash hopeless romantic of tokyo university, you are the person people for look to get love advice or to set them up with the love of their lives. when suna rintarou comes to you asking for the opposite, to help fend people away from trying to get with him, to the extremes of even asking to fake date you, you couldn't refuse! mostly because you did owe him since he was on the receiving end of a bunch of your clients’ unsuccessful love efforts (hey, you do warn them your matchmaking only has a 62.3% success rate).

[hotasfahrenheit]

i have a profile name that's a song reference to begin with so i might as well do The Thing with songs for each letter because i saw @sparklyeyedhimbo do it 👀���� so here you go:

H Hero - Monsta X

O Once Upon A December - Anastasia OST

T Time Bomb - Rancid

A Atlantis - SHINee

S Shining On - Big D and the Kids Table

F Furr - Blitzen Trapper

A Any Way You Choose To Give It - The Black Ghosts

H Hello Future - NCT Dream

R Rocky Road To Dublin - Dropkick Murphys

E Electric Hearts - WayV

N No Blueberries - DPR Ian (with DPR Live and CL)

H Highway To Heaven - NCT 127

E Erase Me - Oneus

I Innuendo - Queen (my all time most favouritest song ever, hands down, for always, will never change)

T Trespass - Monsta X

god these things are so hard, as soon as i start trying to think of songs my brain is like "you don't know the name of a single song and you've never known any songs in your entire life" 🤣🤣

i decided since my name on here is a reference to Gambler by Monsta X but there's no g's to list it under that i would just start and end it with Monsta X songs 💖

i'm not tagging anyone since i just felt like doing this so do it if you see this and you want! (you're supposed to tag the same number of people as you have letters but uhhhh i am not gonna do that, idk who i would even tag anyway besides @poetry-protest-pornography who would see this even if i didn't tag her and then do it anyway)

[murcielagatito]

got tagged by @gaytarantism to post six of my fave albums but who can only pick six so i did nine lmfaoo its so hard to choooseee

alpha 𖤐 cl | and kings will fall 𖤐 alekhines gun | anger management 𖤐 rico nasty, kenny beats | bachata rosa 𖤐 juan luis guerra 4.40 | discovery 𖤐 daft punk | fanfare 𖤐 dorian electra | how to be a human being 𖤐 glass animals | moodswings in to order 𖤐 dpr ian | traumanize 𖤐 megan thee stallion

tagging @audraswhore @eemanee @fiestylilmetalbendingqueen @grace-facing @lesbianmarrow @starlooove @this-barbie @valeriesbasket @winterstar160 and anybody else only if yall wanna do it ofc 🫣

[wakeupfreanz]

DPR Ian for the infidelity test? If you decide to do readings for couples then I would love to know the tea about Ian and CL 👀

Hello!

QoC, likely yes. Especially if the right emotions were involved. His energy strikes me as easily manipulated and trapped/maybe even easy to mistreat? He has some deep emotional issues as it relates to connecting with other people.

Did CL and Ian date?: PoC, likely yes. Are they still together?: 9oS, likely not. It seems in energy Ian turned out to be completely different than CL ever imagined. But it seems that Ian might not believe or want to stop dealing with CL, so he might be in her phone. How did it go?: QoW, 3OW, 2oS, HP

The relationship wasn't based off of lies, but it surely was aided by the idea of mystery between each other. It seems like the right conditions brought them together, heavy flirting, heavily petting, heavy vibes and attraction. But they both, but particularly CL really didn't want to look past what she experienced when getting to know Ian as a person. But she knew that there was more to him than she had seen and heard, she wanted to believe that this was all some sort of act or show in terms of his behavior. But had to realize that his issues were and are very real, so thus it might has turned out to bite her on the ass.

[mondstalgia]

Got tagged by the cutest of all @bunni-bun

[pinkbrries]

#BASIC INFO

》 BIRTH NAME: hirata hanan (平田花南)

》 STAGE NAME: hannah

》 NICKNAMES: ann | annie | han han | double h | hananie | ace | nct’s golden girl 

》 BIRTH DATE: oct 4th, 2000

》 PLACE OF BIRTH: san francisco, california

》 ZODIAC SIGN: libra

》 ETHNICITY : japanese-american 

》 LANGUAGES: english (native), japanese (native), korean (fluent), spanish (conversational), french (basic), cantonese (learning)

》 HEIGHT: 1.63 cm || 5’2

》 EDUCATION: school of performing arts (SOPA) 

》 FACE CLAIM: kazuha (lesserafim)

》 EMOJI: 🌸

》 FAVORITE COLOR: pink.

》 MBTI: ENFJ-A

》 ROLE MODEL(S): boa, seulgi (rv), exo, ty&ten (nct), lisa (bp), taemin (shinee), CL (2ne1), dpr ian, dpr live, ikon. 

》 POSITIONS: main dancer, main rapper, visual. 

》 INDIVIDUAL FANDOM NAME: blossoms

#CAREER

》 COMPANIES:

YG entertainment: 2013 - 2016

SM entertainment: 2016 - present

》 TRAINEE PERIOD: 5 years

》 PRE DEBUT & OTHER APPEARANCES: 

dance practices/comeback stages/events (background dancer for various yg artists)

ten – dream in a dream (dance practice)

sm station season 3 – colde “loss” mv

sm station season 3 – chanyeol “ssfw” mv. 

henry lauv – “i luv u” mv. 

seoul fashion week. 

inkigayo (MC along with Mingyu and Song Kang)

law of the jungle. 

high school rapper. 

the return of superman. 

hello counselor. 

boss in the mirror. 

happy together. 

good girl. 

amazing saturday. 

drama: “lovestruck in the city.” 

drama: “nevertheless”

kingdom: legendary war (MC along with tvxq’s changmin)

street woman fighter (MC along with Kang Daniel) 

》 DEBUT DATE: jan 6, 2017 

#BACKGROUND

Hanan was born in San Francisco, California. Only daughter of a successful business woman and his father being CEO of his own company, Hanan would have to move and live in different countries since early age until her parents decided on settling down in New York; there, she would start taking ballet lessons. 

Hanan would always excel in every school assignment, and her former classmates would refer to her as “the triple treat: beautiful, smart and kind.” It’s after a ballet winter showcase that she gets scouted by YG, an agent reaching out to her parents telling them she had potential. Her dad was reluctant to let her go and be a trainee, while her mother told her that she supported whichever decision she made. 

She became a trainee at the beginnings of 2013 under YG. Hana trained for three years under YG, even getting contemplated to debut as a Blackpink member, but ultimately Hanan didn’t make the cut. 

While being a trainee, she also kept practicing ballet.

Months before blackpink’s debut, she parted with YG on good terms and decided on staying in Seoul for a while to try her luck, eventually getting scouted by SM entertainment. 

On january 6 2017, Hanan made her official debut with NCT under the stage name “Hannah”.

#SIGNATURE