#downbad

[flaminghotyourmom]

SHOULD I ACTUALLY?? LIKE I HAVE A LIL SUM SUM FOR 127 PLANNED OUT IN THE DRAFTS

guys i need loser nct fics so bad like im about to make some myself

[the-untold-artist]

Pov: Gortash worships you... a small animation take I did... ENJOY

[thatgyalfisher]

Loser!ellie Hc’s 🫶🏼

Tw: minors dni thanks honey🙌🏻,not many just a little nsfw treat at the end for my little kittens🤗

Note: rebloging,likes and comments are very much appreciated ly you guys,i want to be mutuals with all of u and grow this acc!!💕🤭

Oke lets begin😏

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Loser!ellie who definitely tried to tie her shoe laces,and fell over like embarrassingly hard (first time meeting u)

•And deff later on when ur dating says “i fell for you what can i say”

•Loser!ellie who would very softly scratch/tickle ur arm or back for u and won’t stop because she knows u love it

Loser!ellie who would drop her spoon on her plate like 4 times in a row when she has dinner with you and your parents for the first time (my pookies hands sweat 😓)

Loser!ellie who would definitely sneez and hold her nose till she gets a paper towel because a huge booger came out (when she was a kid like 12/13 ish)

Loser!ellie who never gets off the ps5 u got for her birthday

Loser!ellie who oddly loves the smell of dust..

Loser!ellie that has every game u can think off

Loser!ellie who works in a video game store and fell in love (literally) when u walked in to buy a video game for ur cousin

Loser!ellie who asks to many questions about ur cousin to get him the perfect game and ur just there like “just give me a game for 9 year old boys😭”

Loser!elkie who scratched the back of her neck while laughing,then having a cough attack and glowing red from embarrassment

Smut,nsfw!!!

Loser!ellie that accidentally lets out a small whimper when u need to sit on her lap in a crowded car

Loser!ellie who moans so loud when u kiss for the first time and pulls u so close,so tight u cant breathe

Loser/pervy!ellie who before u were dating would go to ur bathroom lock the door and go through your laundry basket to find some worn panties

Deff sticks one in her pocket for when shes home

Loser!ellie that almost came in her pants when u bent down in a short skirt trying to get ur book out of ur bag one time while she was tutoring u

Loser!ellie who practically ran home after unbuttoning her pants in the elevator,and shover her pants down to her enkels (not bothering to take them all the way off) as soon as she shuts the door behind her

After that would walk to her room while already rubbing her puffy clit like a dog in heat, whimpering while sliding her feet over the floot like a penguin

Loser!ellie who lasted only 4 minutes the first time she fucked u with her strap

Loser!ellie who eats pussy for her own pleasure and acts like its an actual meal

And finally loser!ellie who accidentally called u mommy when u were sitting on her face, and just stopping in her tracks embarrassed,u tell her u dont mind and she continues like nothing happened and never does it again

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Note:this is my first time writing hcs i hope i did good,didint proof read lol sue me. But leave ur requests in the comments! And reblog pls my little kittys🙏🏻🫶🏼

[kkpixivangel]

does this man need a cat, i can meow

[taurizzz]

the way there’s so many bada lee fics now compared to like a week ago… ;-;

thank you everyone for feeding my delusions <3

[angietheprettyangel]

Imagining myself smooching his face till it's stained in 150 rose mirage ♡♡♡♡

[duckybarnes1917]

my last fic was published over a year ago and one damn teaser trailer already has me thinking about if i should start writing again

[arachnidsgrippysocks]

im gay

[saharaadesertt]

✨Whispering Feelings ✨

where nagi realizes just how much reo means to him...

tags: school life, friends to lovers, first love, mutual pining, blue lock, nagireo

includes: lots of fluff, all the awkward yet cute things you expect from wanting a relationship with your best friend.

word count: 764

note: this is my first full-on fic so constructive criticism is much appreciated! i hope i can do my best to capture first love and the journey it pertains <33 I know nagi likes reo just as much as reo likes nagi. that spin off is so cuteeee.... i might make a reo version if this does okay and i have ideas :3

"Nagi? Did you fall asleep again?"

Nagi's eyes flutter open, not remembering a single thing from the history lesson that just took place. He most definitely did fall asleep, but Nagi knows that Reo didn't even have to ask him that. His best friend can read him like a book, the absence of Nagi's foot anxiously tapping waiting for class to end indicated his slumber to him.

Nagi looks up at Reo, who is in front of him with purple eyes shining with both admiration and satisfaction that he was able to awaken him. He always looked like this, and the sparkle in his eyes that seemed to ever only be for him made Nagi's heart beat just a little faster at times.

"Yeah, yeah. I'm up. School just ended, right? I can go back to sleep than at home..."

Reo slams his hand down on Nagi's desk, slightly startling him.

"No way! You've slept enough, let's go out and play some soccer while we have time. We can stop by the store for snacks as well so don't back out on me!"

Nagi sighs. Reo knew just how to bribe him: with snacks. But deep down, Nagi knew that there didn't need to be snacks involved. Reo's company was enough.

He didn't know why, but something about Reo made him feel safe and special. As he grabbed his belongings and walked side by side with Reo to exit school, he wondered just why he felt this way.

Perhaps it was the way that while most of Nagi's friends gravitated towards other people over time, Reo never minded hanging out with just him. He had seen it multiple times: Reo turning down study sessions and after-school outings to play soccer and spend time with Nagi without a second thought. Reo rarely told Nagi no unless it was truly an outrageous idea (like the time Nagi proposed to stay at the arcade until he won the top prize).

Perhaps it was the way that Reo was like his second pair of eyes. Reo was always there for Nagi when he was hungry, when he was tired, when he needed a pick me up, and especially when he needed help in soccer. Nagi didn't even need to ask: Reo was always there for him.

The question of "why" rang through Nagi's mind throughout the entire soccer practice. Maybe it was because he didn't know why Reo liked his company so much. He had money, assets, connections... why did he choose to hang out with a simpleton like himself?

"Nagi! You good?"

Nagi snapped out of his thoughts to see Reo with the soccer ball under his foot. His hair was swept up in his signature high ponytail, slightly damp with sweat and his chest heaved slightly as he tried to get his heart rate down. His cheeks were flushed and he was obviously tired but, as always, his eyes lit up so bright looking at him.

And that made Nagi's heart flutter. Just a little bit.

"Yeah. I'm good."

Reo patted him on the back as they continued their practice but Nagi tried to shift his gaze away to keep his best friend from seeing the rising blush on his face. Nagi realized that he felt so safe with Reo because, in Reo's eyes, they were equals. They were so different but when together, they just worked.

Nagi didn't want to let that go. He didn't want the day to come when Reo would leave him and never come back. He always wanted those shining purple eyes inviting him wherever, whenever. He wanted the cold winter days drinking hot chocolate and staying in watching movies as well as the hot summer days at the soccer field.

He thought about what else he could experience with Reo. Could they travel the world together? He had always wanted to visit America, a place Reo knew enough of to show him around properly. Could they live together and enjoy each others company all the time? The thought made Nagi'is heart race, but it sounded nice.

He wanted Reo to himself. It would truly be hard to live without him.

The more Nagi thought, the more he realized just how many of his future plans had Reo in them. Reo had a special place in his heart and Nagi didn't have the words to describe it to him just how much he meant to him.

He wished that one day, maybe soon and maybe not, he could muster up the words and properly tell Reo just how much he cares.

thank you for reading! <3

[trillboshaggins]

Here for the

jk jk i don’t even need a plot just gimmie all yr attractive dangerboys im deep in the Yandere pit rn

[nyashykyunnie]

I'm gonna be really surprised if the numbers suddenly spike up after Sl anime gets a little more recognition

IM ALSO NOTICING THAT THE EX BOYFRIEND BOT IS DOING RELATIVELY WELL, YA'LL MASOCHISTIC HUH I SEE HOW IT IS

[yoursjaeyun]

mf posted while i’m at work 😞

[daemyra-fire]

Taylor Swift - Down bad / Lyrics + Español / Eras tour

[weeblmaodotcom]

Down-Bad Psykos Reunites with Her Favorite Co-Worker , Meme by Weeblmao.com

[thestripedjester]

Reoccurring Themes//My Thoughts//Highlights

https://www.tumblr.com/nyekoi/723937518316371968/simon-ghost-riley-who-always-pockets-every?source=share https://archiveofourown.org/works/45500692 https://www.tumblr.com/ragingbookdragon/724226040953782272/she-feels-the-warmth-flooding-down-the-front-of?source=share ___________________________________________________________

Not technically a commonplace book without quotes so here we are: “He was alone before you, being alone after would be nothing new” -Nyekoi

“They existed, before you, and they would still exist after you“ -Peachesof_Teal

“Simon Riley will never live after—only Ghost” -RagingBookDragon ____________________________________________________________

Recently I’ve been hyperfixated on Simon Riley and here are some of my thoughts.

I think we use Ghost as an escape from our own flaws and traumas, as a reflection of ourselves and our behavior. To romanticize the way he isolates and copes with himself and his trauma. Often we’ll excuse behaviors and feelings others will have but criticize them in ourselves. Maybe we’re just coping by showing compassion to another -fictional- being that we would not give ourselves. Something else is that a lot of people gatekeep acceptable responses and feelings. I find myself doing that a lot. With Ghosts backstory and his experiences, its hard not to find his responses acceptable. Many people will invalidate their feelings and responses because their experiences weren’t ‘severe enough’ or ‘traumatic’.

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Another line of thought I’ve been having reading different fanfics and headcanons is that while stories are simply a slice of a life, I thoroughly enjoy short form content that embrace that they are shortform, a peek into a relationship.

With that comes the reoccurring theme of impermanence of a relationship and permanence in a memory or the self in music, literature, and art.

Ghost is afraid of losing people, as all of us are. His reaction reflects his experiences.

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The tragedy of impermanence is what makes little moments so special.

That when

we’re given scraps of vulnerability and care,

we’ll grasp them with open hands,

and hold on to them with fists so tight,

till our knuckles turn white.

Our skin rots and turn to bone,

still white, pure with love.

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There is something beautifully tragic about relationships that are temporary. For something to exist before and after.

The jealousy and betrayal of them existing after they leave you; that you cannot stay by their side till your end.

I want to highlight the part of Nyekoi’s piece that touches on the pain of losing someone, in that you must exist after them, without them. That despite how much they take from you, they leave you so much more. The anger of them being with someone new, and the fresh wound of realization, as well as the bitter acceptance right when you first come to terms that they will leave or that they are gone. That you had existed without them, and that you will have to exist without them. Ghost here is afraid of losing you, yet has already accepted that he will. Every moment is bittersweet but he refuses not to savor every moment, because he refuses to lose your memory, the you he has now, and can’t lose in his mind.

The fear of fucking up, not being enough, and the resentment for himself, who he is, what he is, being the reasoning he thinks he’s going to lose you.

The raw feeling of anger, betrayal, and overwhelming feeling of loss that drowns out the rest of the world when they are gone. Over time you’ll claw your way to the surface, and you’ll hope that it’s getting better - that you are getting better - until the waves crash, dragging you back under the water. The self-resentment that comes with thinking you haven’t gotten any better and guilt that you’re being a burden, slow, a disappointment, or weak. Dead Disco had me dead and crying. The guilt of jealousy and insecurity eating at someone is an all-consuming pain. Still, the reoccurring idea that they had existed without you, and will after, brings down the world.

Reader’s self-pity, anxiety, and insecurity brings her relationship to a halt before they can make the choice to leave her - if Ghost and Soap haven’t already considered already and done so - because the idea is overwhelming and all-consuming. This AU where Reader dies on the battlefield is an interesting reflection of the temporary moments that Reader and Ghost have together but instead of their own insecurities, anxieties, and actions being the force that tears them apart, but an external force - their job and battlefield - tearing them apart.

Here is Simon Riley surrenders himself to the Reader, that all of him is for her. Ghost will be the only thing to exist after she goes.

Whereas Simon in ‘[Simon] who always pockets’ has come to accept his existence after the Reader leaves, Simon in ‘She feels the warmth...’ refuses to except living without her and chooses to only live as Ghost without her.

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These situations are all different but I just thought I’d just share some highlights of these pieces cause I loved each of them and they had me in my feelings.

It’s not a complete collection of my feelings and thoughts but I’ll probably revisit this later. It’s just interesting to see different interpretations of Simon Riley and how their relationships would go.

[trillboshaggins]

in this manwha:

monsters ✅

very strong ladies ✅

daddies ✅

cute animals ✅

magical girl levels of friendship ✅

one mf trying his hardest to change the genre from shounen to bl ✅