#dont worry i fed him right after i took this

[catboytenya]

Noodle puppy begging for foods

[redxixi]

could u do an aizawa fic please ❤️

A/N: QJSJSJDJ i got a thing for old men so thank you anon for askinggg. There weren't much details as what to write so i just used my brain.

:Parings: aizawa x housewife!reader

`:warnings: cum buldge, dirty talk, nicknames, uhhhh this is not proofread, its basically porn, dumbfication, full nelson typa shi

summary: being the good housewife you are your husband, aizawa decides to fuck the shit outta you

Aizawa was a very traditional man, and a very good teacher. But somedays would just be straight bad. Izuku kept hurting himself during training, katsuki wouldn't stop cussing the other class out, denki kept short circuiting, mineta wouldn't stop bothering the girl and there was news that shigaraki would soon make an attack. So yes today was hectic.

Aizawa was a busy man, often too busy. You 2 have been married for some time now. You were a stay at home wife that loved cooking and you even had a blog. After your marriage aizawa insisted you stay home, he loved coming home to you, he loved that when he came home you would greet him wearing nothing but his shirt. He loved that you would cook him breakfast everyday and dote on him, he loved when you suprised him with new sets of lingerie. He loved when you got all traditional wearing your kimono and act like his wife. Something about that made him want to fuck you dumb for being so good to him. And he would.

Lately it has been a bit hard. He often comes home super late or just plain tired, you 2 didn't have the chance Lately to go out or even fuck like rabbits. But you didn't mind. All that matters is that he came home to you everynight. And tonight he came home again.

It was aroung 10:30 ish when he came home, tired, in pain.

"Welcome home darling"

You greeted him taking his coat and combat scarf. He looked drained today.

"Today was bad huh"

He walked behind you and wrapped his hands around your waist burying his face in the crook of your neck.

"Want me to wash your hair today hmm? I made your favorite today too"

He hummed in response and let go of me heading to the bathroom. It was af if he was a zombie. Poor baby. After 5 minutes when you entered the bathroom he sat in the bathtub with his head hanging on the end, his eyes closed. You headed over to him sat behind the tub where his head was located, took some shampoo in your hand and started messaging his scalp. It was peacefull, nice and relaxing.

"I love you"

You heard him say.

"I love you too darling"

After your bath you sat on his lap and fed him the food. Afterwards you started doing the dishes, then you felt a pair of hands holding you by the waist.

"Darling? Need anything?"

You stopped and turned around to look at your husbands. His eyes had darkened, his breath was heavy, and his eyes filled with lust. You look down and notice the bulge on his pants. It has been a while since we have done something. He put his hands behind your head and pulled you in for a kiss talking in between them.

"Your so so good for me" kiss "such a good kitten" kiss "god i missed you" kiss "gonna pound you dumb hmm you want that don't you"

Aizawa is a very calm, respectful and amazing man, but when it came to you he threw all that out the window. He made you cum more times than you could count. You were on your stomach with your ass up feeling every vein and thrust. His hands were on your lower back, your eyes rolled back from how hard he was fucking you. He leaned down right next to your ear, put his hands on your lower stomach, he could feel the imprint of his cock entering.

"Such a good little slutty houswife for me. This is what you wanted right dont worry master is here for you. Soon you will be filled with my cum to the brim then your little cunny will be full hmm. Aww is my baby too dumb to awnser me its okay"

Suddenly you were flipped. You sat in his lap, his back again your chest. He took both of your legs and put you in a full nelson position. He plunged his cock in you again and hard. You swear at that moment you saw stars. He fucked you even deeper and harder making you unable to think, you were babbling his name over and over again moaning like a bitch in heat.

"Yes yes yes oh YESSSSS im soooo closeree pleaseeee"

He kept fucking you hard. He could also feel his high approaching.

"Its okay kitten cum for me"

And you did cum hard, screaming, eyes rolled back. You could feel his seed filling you up for the 4th time tonight. You looked down and saw that you had a prominent bulge from all his cum. It was heaven.

"Cant wait to see you pregnant"

A/N: my asks are open for question and requestss. also thank you guys so much for all the support on my last fic.

[buckysmith]

Hello! I wanted to request a fluff with Megatron, Soundwave, Knockout! I thought maybe it would be cute if the decepticons reacted to their human being a caring loving mother figure that they probably never had.

Telling the bots to be careful and give them loving hugs whenever the person enters a room (well tries to hug but you get it)

They always give the decepticons head pats whenever the human can and praises them for their work in a soothing way. Just them being treated with the love they deserved for all this time!

Extra (you dont have to): if some mechs get fed up with the human and tries to get rid of them and the human gets taking out the ship and back to earth. Oh goodness when the decepticons find out that their human is missing òwó. Also I know I didnt add a lot of characters, only three. But if you feel like it you can add whoever you want!

Howdy! I love your request so much I had to do it right away but I don’t think I did it justice so I’m truly sorry for that! I hope you like it anyways.

The decepticons reacting to their human being a caring loving mother figure

Includes: Megatron, Soundwave and Knockout

Warnings: maybe a slightest bit of angst and low self esteem

Mostly fluff

I wrote it in a platonic way

Megatron:

- at first he would be very very stiff about you showing him that kind of love and he would probably try to stop you.

- He wouldn't want the other Decepticons to see him as weak because a human cares for him and also, he would worry that you're only doing it to find a weak spot to hurt him. To many people betrayed him already to trust so easily.

- He isn’t used to kind words or innocent touches, so to have someone like you, it would drive him nuts especially because you are human.

- He wouldn’t say he loves your words of affection, your smile and your look in your eyes when you compliment him, when you praise him, when you hug him or when you just cuddle with him, but in fact he does.

- Although he can’t really understand why you’re doing this, why you’re being all that nice to him, cause he sees himself as monster and he knows besides you everybody does that too.

- Whenever he’s feeling down or he’s scared he comes to you, wanting you to pet his head and telling him how proud you are.

- You’re always there when he leaves the ship no matter the time, no matter the reason for him to leave, telling him to be careful.

- Every time he would pick you up, raising you up to his faceplate and promising you to come back alive and healthy.

- The moment he’s back on the nemesis, you’re there to welcome him back and asking him if he’s okay.

- The way you cares for him would warm his ice cold heart everytime

- Your definitely the person he trusts the most and means the most to him.

- He would do anything to keep you save and healthy, no matter the cost

Extra

- Every bot on the nemesis would know that Megatron and you, a human, are very close and that he became soft over the time, or at least, he became soft around you and some of them would hate you for that.

- So some of the bot would plan to snatch you away while megatron is away doing god knows what

- He immediately knows something is clearly wrong when you’re not there to welcome him

- The first thing he does is to look in your room and surprise, you’re not there.

- after that he contacts soundwave to find you, and after soundwave tells him there’s no “human” signal on the nemesis he’s scared shitless

- He knows your not able to get off the nemesis on your own, and he knows since you’re an allay of the decepticons it would be pretty dangerous too to go back to earth without him.

- The only ones who are authorized to take care of you are Soundwave, Shockwave and Knockout so if neither has take you to earth he knows someone took you.

- With soundwaves help he would find the traitors pretty quick

- He would do anything to get you back and the moments he finds you and the bot who took you, he sees red.

-After that you both would comfort each other and believe me when I’m saying something like that would never ever happen again

Soundwave:

- Same as Megatron he would be stiff about that kind of affection at first.

- He would ask himself a lot of questions, like, why are you so nice to him, why all those hugs and loving word’s. He wouldn’t understand you the slightest bit.

- You’re a human, why do you care for him? He’s just a bot, nothing else.

- He would get attached to it pretty fast though

- most of the time he’s on the nemesis, doing nothing but work, so to have you, praising him, cuddling him and petting his head after his duty’s are fulfilled, means everything to him

- He knows your mothering him and he’s done some research on why you’re doing this and if every human does that.

- He absolutely adores it that you care for him, that you ask him how he’s doing, that you hug him when he’s stressed and that you ask him to be careful when it happens that he has to leave the nemesis

- He doesn’t care if some other bot thinks he’s weak, he knows he is not and he also thinks that you’re not weak like some others say. In his optics you’re the strongest and most caring human that exists.

- You’re a role model for him, even though he’s so much older than you and knows like everything, cause even if he’s a huge war criminal who could easily crush you, you never feared him nor did you ever insult him.

-He likes to give you head pats too, just to show you without using his words that you mean everything to him

-because you mean so much to him, one of his little cassettes would always be by your side and would protect you.

Extra:

- As mentioned he rarely leaves the nemesis and if he does, one of his little cassettes watches over you

- So the moment his cassette sends a sos signal to him, he’s on his way to you

- Whoever the bot is that tries to steal you from him, his end is near

- Soundwave would be on his ass the moment he’s leaving the nemesis with you

- Give him lots of love, attention and praise cause he would need that after multiple spark attacks

Knockout:

- He's the one who would be the quickest to accept this new found affection

- Your praise, your kind words, the sweet pats on his head, the innocent hugs and the love you’re showing him would mean so much to him

- You’re his rock, his family, you mean everything to him and he’s willing to show you that you’re his family

- Not like the others, he wouldn’t ask himself why you’re so nice to him, he would simply accept and enjoy it. Way to many years filled with betray and war that he’s letting his chance of having someone like you in his life go

- He would ask you for physical affection all the time, like head pats or a hug cause his kind is just like the humans, it needs that kind of affection.

- He purr’s (only if you’re alone with him)

- Every time he leaves the nemesis you’re there to say goodbye to him, to wish him luck and to tell him to care of himself.

- You’re the only reasons he likes to go back to the nemesis, cause he knows you’re there waiting for him

- To welcome him, to tell him he did a good job, to be there for him.

Extra:

- He loves street racings and even though he knows your worried about him, he likes to go out and attend street races (mostly because every time he comes home, you’re waiting for him. Asking him if he was okay and giving him affection)

- So to come back to the nemesis and it seems you’re nowhere to be found he would be panicking.

- He knows a lot of the other bot doesn’t like humans so he would immediately try to find you (together with breakdown)

- In the end he would ask soundwave to help him to find you and together they would find you somewhere in the desert.

- After you’re back on the nemesis he would need a lot affection and words, cause he’s sure he had over ten spark attacks while you were nowhere to be found.

I’m sorry that the Knockout one is so short 🙏

[noisyghost]

Ooo you fed me so well, I wasn’t even sure if I would get answers! So now I’m gonna try my hand at asking who bit Ark, what happened?! This is so juicy (rubbing my gremlin hands together).

oh rest assured, I will answer any and all OC related questions with overwhelming fervor and I will not be cool about it at all <3

The person that bit Ark was Josie! She's what the girlies like to call "a hot mess" <3

im so sorry this reply is so long. I started typing and kept failing to summarize things until it was. way too many paragraphs lmao. TLDR; Ark and Mira were attempting to rescue a woman named Josie who'd basically been manipulated into servitude by a very shitty guy. Josie also happens to be a werewolf. At some point during the attempted rescue, Josie had to watch someone she cared about a lot be killed, and she immediately wolfed out and attacked everyone around her, including Ark <3

I did not proofread this after typing it and it's 1am so i'm sorry if some things dont line up correctly, im stupid :)

Josie got bit when she was 18 on a camping trip with friends and it subsequently ruined her life. She survived bc a monster hunter killed the werewolf before it killed her, but she still got bit and ended up running away from home bc the aforementioned monster hunter told her to (it was either "run away and never come back" or "im killing you right now for real") everyone in her family thinks she died except her sister, Rose, who saw it happen and - upon never finding the body - spent the next 10 or so years looking for her.

Because Josie never really had anyone to explain to her what was going on, or support her in any way, she spent a lot of time alone, and subsequently fell into some pretty dark places. She eventually finds herself stuck in a monster fighting ring bc shes been conditioned to think that this is literally all shes good for. At the very least, she makes "good friends" with another werewolf girl stuck in the same spot as her named Cleo and theyre basically the only thing keeping each other alive for the next couple years.

At some point in all this, her sister Rose manages to track her down, but worried about her and her sisters safety, gets in contact with Mira (who is functionally the lynchpin holding the entire cities supernatural community together whether anyone knows it or not lmao) to ask for help rescuing her from the guy basically keeping her prisoner.

Aforementioned guy keeping these monster girls prisoner was named Dekker, and he was basically the scum of the earth. He dealt in monsters and magic and took advantage of a lot of peoples inability to get help (EX: 'you're a werewolf. what are you gonna do? who's gonna help you? no one. theyll just think you're crazy, and then youll end up killing innocent people because you're a monster and that's what you do). Josie and Cleo were his favorite girls and he showboated them around as both arm candy and bodyguards.

The thing with Mira and her work is that she likes to help people as best she can, but she's not like. A superhero with all the latest tech. She's a woman with a smartphone and a handful of 30 year old weirdo friends that share a group chat where someone will text "do we have plans this weekend?" and then someone will reply 3 days later with "i forgot what day it was". They're not exactly the justice league.

All they were trying to do was find Josie and rescue her for her sister. Mira has a lot of power and can do a lot of things, but this Dekker guy was notoriously slippery, and no amount of brute force was going to get them into one of these monster fights without notifying Dekker and giving him a chance to escape with the girls.

So, after tracking down one of these fights, the plan was to sneak in, find Josie and then convince her to leave with them. Originally, it was just supposed to be Mira doing all the legwork. But Ark, who was going thru a fucking crisis of identity at the time and also saw a lot of his own sister in Rose, essentially demands Mira lets him help under the guise of "I'm human, I'm way less likely to draw unwanted attention". Esp since Mira is a 6'4" goddess who attracts attention everywhere she goes lmao (Of note, they had several friends who also urged Ark to Not Volunteer To Do This, but outside factors made it unrealistic for this plan to work without getting caught with anyone other than Ark oops).

So Ark went in to find Josie and Mira was anxiously playing support, ready to rush in and save him if need be. And, to be fair, he did in fact find Josie! He told her who he was and who sent him here (Rose) and told her all she had to do was go find Mira and she would get her out. But Josie was skeptical and, frankly, afraid. She didn't believe that Mira had the power to keep her safe from Dekker, but she also didn't want to believe that her sister had been looking for her for 10 years because she was so disgusted with herself she would have preferred her sister just think she was dead!

However - Cleo, who was with Josie, did not share her fears. Cleo had had Enough, and wanted to run away with her. Josie panicked, afraid that if they ran, they were going to be hunted down and everyone involved with her was going to be killed.

So she ran away to a back room to calm down. Cleo went after her, and Ark kind of followed, but at a distance. Cleo did manage to get her settled a little, but the both of them got caught by Dekker, who harassed Josie into admitting that there was someone there trying to get them to leave, hoping he would respect the honesty. He did not.

To try and mitigate some of the flack, Cleo claimed she was the one the guy was talking to, so he would chew her out instead. Josie and Cleo both felt bad that they'd fucked this guy over, but if he was with someone as powerful as he claimed to be, he'd be alright, surely?

Apparently this was not the first time Cleo has been distant from Dekker recently. It was clear she wasn't as afraid of him as he thought she should be. So he made the executive decision to make an example out of her.

The thing about werewolves and the full moon is this: the full moon is the only time when a werewolf is forced to turn. However, they can technically turn whenever if you supply enough trauma. For Josie, that line was watching Dekker kill the only person she'd loved in the last decade.

He'd expected her to fall in line because that's what she'd been doing for the last few years. He didn't really know what Cleo had meant to her, so he hadn't expected any retaliation. But something snapped in her brain and everything kinda went red.

Josie's a particularly large werewolf - at least 13'; there's a reason she was a fighting champion - so when a beast like that gets let loose in a relatively small arena, things tend to go bad fast! She just blindly started tearing people apart (including Dekker, of course).

Ark had heard the muffled gunshots over the music and the crowd and he just went in on instinct, knowing immediately he was fucked regardless of what he did. Things escalated very quickly after that. It couldn't have been more than 30 seconds that passed inbetween Josie wolfing out and her clamping her teeth into his shoulder. And maybe it was just a moment of grief-stricken clarity, but she wavered just slightly - what the fuck was she doing? She hated him because he'd tried to help and if he'd never shown up, they would be fine. But Cleo had trusted him without a doubt, like she just intrinsically knew something about him. And no matter how much she hated him in that moment, It's not what Cleo would have wanted. Dekker was dead.

Josie gently let go of him, mostly sure it wouldn't matter because he'd die either way. She took Cleo's body and she fled. Mira saw Ark, and she saw Josie run - she could choose one or the other. She, of course, chose to help Ark, immediately struck with the guilt of knowing that he was here because she couldn't talk him out of it, and because she thought she'd be strong enough to keep him safe anyway.

The next couple weeks are a blur for everyone. Mira hates Josie and she hates Rose for coming to her in the first place. Ark hates himself, mostly, because he was tired of being the weak little human everyone had to dote on so he decided to get in over his head playing hero. Well, at least he didnt have to worry about the human part any more.

Josie buried Cleo in the woods. She marked the grave and visits often.

Anyway.

Would you believe me if I told you this very sad series of events somehow ends in Ark marrying a professional wrestler? Or Josie going on to become a lawyer with a house-husband who is also part demon? Because it somehow gets much, much weirder.

[tyxoxo]

One Night Only - VI.

ch.5, m.list

Jeno x fem!reader series

Genre: slow burn, fuckboy!jeno, enemies to lovers/hate fucking fwb! bookstore jeno → model jeno au, 00’ dream + mark + jun (seventeen) character inserts

Words: 2.2k

Warnings: pure filth, jeno is mean, cocky, stubborn, this relationship is extremely toxic (i dont condone, this is pure fiction), phone sex, degrading, envy, mdni!

tagging: @sukistrawberry @mingiandbaconjam @baecobies @produmads

a/n: if you’ve gotten this far to reading, i applaud you. i started this series back in september and i’m still writing ಠ_ಠ

Chapter 6

You took a long pause, contemplating an explosive, and sarcastic response.

“What do you want? Don’t you have more important things to be worried about? Like making sure you don’t fuck up your modeling offer?”

Somehow, you didn’t stutter. But there was still a hint of timidness in your voice.

“It’s almost midnight. Do you really think I want to be doing that right now? Why do you think I called?”

You tried to ignore the shuffling sounds in the background, presumably from him shifting in his bed. And based on the temptation behind his arrogant question, you tried your hardest not to imagine anything impure.

Sadly, he did have a point. Who would want to be doing anything productive or work related at this hour. But then again, why did he call you?

“I don’t know, why did you?”

You slammed your eyes shut, making the darkness swell around you even more in your bedroom.

A hefty sigh fell from his lips, as if he was fed up with your lack of perception.

You knew why, you just wanted to hear it from him first.

And if this phone call turned into anything unconventional like you secretly hoped and imagined,

you would happily accept it.

“Fuck it. Nevermind.” His curt response almost made you hang up. But on the other hand, you wanted to confront him. After he ended the call with Renjun so abruptly yesterday, you were egocentric enough to think it was because you were there.

That had to be the case.

“You’re always so difficult.” You sighed in between, rubbing your eyes as if that would ease your frustration.

“You’re not the first or last person to think so. But I will ask, why haven’t you hung up yet?”

“Exactly…” He continued so matter-of-factly, not even giving you a chance to respond.

“I was calling because I’m fucking horny. But I think you just ruined my boner.”

To you, it sounded like he was trying to hold in a laugh.

Was he touching himself before even calling?

“Don’t expect me to drop everything just so you can rub one out.” You had definitely made the right assumption.

“So, does this mean no thank you for fucking your brains out? I’d like to think I did a damn good job.”

“You did okay.”

You were lying through your teeth. But he deserved the slander.

“Okay is all I get?”

“Do you think you could do better?”

You challenged him.

“Hell yeah I could. Make you cock drunk like the pathetic slut you are.”

The call took a turn in mere seconds. He was shameless, to no surprise. But his words made you rub your thighs together, almost involuntarily.

Still, you didn’t have any second thoughts on reciprocating his energy.

“Well in that case, I won’t thank you, until you actually show me again.”

“Excuse me?” He was taken back by your brazen attitude, or at least you thought so.

“Actions speak louder than words. Plus, my fingers work just fine.”

You desperately wanted to piss him off.

“Fuck you.” He snapped back, but it still wasn’t enough.

“Entertain me then.” You adjusted your position in bed, falling back on your pillow.

“You’re only this ballsy because you’re tucked behind your phone. I would love to shut you up…make you choke on my cum ‘til you fucking drown.”

You gulped down the huge lump in your throat; body temperature rising, and your core growing wetter by the minute. He kept getting dirtier, and dirtier.

And he was so close to making you touch yourself.

“Now you’re quiet? Hmm? Thinking about all the ways I could make you pass out?”

There was too much for you to process. He had just fucked you the night before, but you were already wishing he was inside you again.

“Ruin me.” You couldn’t help but let your words drift into a moan. Your hand trailed everywhere on your body, imagining they were his. All the while, you held up your phone with the other, wishing it wasn’t so clammy to have a better grip.

“You miss my cock. Mmmh. How I destroyed your little pussy?” His voice was bold, just like when he was inside you. You could faintly hear the sound of him spreading something, what you pictured to be his precum lubricating his dick.

Images of his shiny essence leaking from his tip made you tug at your nipples hard. To the point that you winced, loving the sting.

“Fuck…” Was all you could muster. You were completely defeated.

“I didn’t hear you?”

“I miss your cock so fucking much.” Your hand continued its descent, meeting your pulsing clit. You didn’t waste any time, knowing he was already busy working himself too, based on his accelerated breathing.

“You don’t even know how much I’ve thought about you since then. You’re so perfect for me to use...”

You whimpered, feeling such satisfaction for his disregard of your entire existence.

This was everything you wanted.

If only he was here on top of you now, pounding into you until all you thought about was your next release.

No other purpose in this world than to be a cum dump for him.

“I need you…just break me. Fuck me dumb.”

You were barely making sense. Words jumbled, paired with your filthy actions brought all the more truth to the effect Jeno had on you.

But you knew he loved it.

With every hum that left his lips, you sped up the circular motions on your aroused clit.

You were sure that he could hear your slick as you decided to add a finger, pumping yourself at the same speed as him.

“Shit…you’re drenched aren’t you? Just for me?”

“All for you. Always for you.”

“Fuckk…I want it.”

If only you could see that he was grinding into his hand, squeezing his shaft with such determination to get off.

“It’s a shame I'm getting close. Mmmh—would love to stuff your pussy full of my cum.”

His voice was shaky, but with just as much authority. It was enough to make you feel on the verge of collapsing.

“Fill me up, please. Ahh, i’m getting close.”

It didn’t help that he wore a condom the first time. Ever since then, you’ve fantasized about what it would feel like to take him raw.

“You better cum first. Do it, bitch.”

How was it that his competitiveness was enough to ignite your release.

With one final pump of your finger and flick of your clit, you came undone; shaking so much that you let your phone slip out of your hands and onto the pillow. Yet, Jeno was grunting loud enough for you to still hear without ever being on speaker.

There was no way Renjun wouldn’t be able to hear him.

The silken sounds of beating himself to orgasm was too much to bear. You continued into overstimulation as you heard him let out a string of curse words.

He kept pumping himself, emptying all of his seed onto his bare chest.

Both of you matched the same speed of breathing, slowly coming down from your high in silence.

“What a waste…”

You’re only guess to his statement was that it was unfortunate you weren’t there to clean him up.

Which you gladly would’ve done.

It took a few minutes before either of you could regain focus. But you were surprised that he didn’t hang up and continue on with his lack of sincerity.

“Why don’t you and me ditch work together?”

“Uhm, I have a clean attendance record. I don't want to screw that up.”

“I do too. Mark likes you, you’ll be fine.”

“Where exactly?”

“I haven’t gotten that far yet. Just come over to my place first after Renjun leaves. I’ll send you my address.”

“Fine.”

You decided to end the call first, not that it held as much weight as what he did to you earlier.

~

In no way shape or form was last night a blur. It was still fresh in your mind, from the moment you slept until you woke up the next day.

You could use the morning to recoup, and come to terms with the fact that Jeno’s entire being consumed you.

10:20am

[you]: hey, probably should’ve given you more of a heads up but i won’t be able to come in today. i should be back tomorrow!

[mark]: no worries, see you tomorrow! 👍🏼

You did your morning routine, and sat on the couch in your living room, waiting for the right time to leave.

10:30am

[jeno]: he’s gone, head my way.

Other than the address he sent you, this was the only text he’s ever sent.

How flattering.

You left him on read and made way to your front door, putting on your shoes and exiting your apartment.

As you boarded the subway to Itaewon, you began to wonder if Renjun put two and two together last night. Not only from the disturbance of your phone call with Jeno, but also the fact you and him both “called in.”

If anything, Jeno wouldn’t be scared to admit that he was having sexual relations with you. But you hoped that if the truth came out, that Renjun wouldn’t ditch you as a friend.

You shook your head loose of worrisome thoughts as you exited the busy train.

It wasn’t often you ventured to Itaewon, but knowing you were going to Jeno and Renjun’s shared flat made you somewhat nervous.

You didn’t bother sending a text stating you were on your way up. The less dry texting, the better.

Their apartment was average, similar to yours, the only difference is that all the rooms were accessed from the outside, versus yours that had an extensive lobby and condominium style design.

*knock knock*

You heard a violent sneeze from the other side of the front door followed by the sound of the unlock.

Jeno swung the door open, scrunching his nose from the aftermath of his sneeze.

He was only dressed in a muscle tank top, basketball shorts and Nike socks, to which he matched your leisure style.

“Hey.” He said dryly, with a hint of his morning voice still there.

“Hi.” You brushed past him inside to take off your shoes, studying the look of his apartment.

Not as messy as you thought but comfortably lived-in.

“Do you think Renjun knows?” You said with your back turned, heading towards the living room couch.

“Probably. He’s a light sleeper.” You could sense the smirk on his face, as if this was a light-hearted matter.

“Great.” You plopped on the couch, thinking he would join you, but he went into the kitchen to cook?

“I didn’t want you over here to ruin the mood. Just sit and relax. Do you want brunch?”

“Uhhh, sure.” You tone of voice definitely gave way that you had no faith in his cooking skills-

“I already know what you’re thinking. But I can manage.”

“Okayy, if you say so chef.”

He chuckled at your teasing, which was rather pleasant when he wasn’t being a dick.

“So after we eat, then what?” You spoke loudly to combat the clacking of dishes and ticking of the gas stove coming to life.

“Still haven’t gotten that far yet. But maybe you could look up places for us to go.”

Before you grabbed your phone to search for places, your attention was frozen at his outstretched arms as he reached for spices in the upper counter.

The way his veins branched out in every direction, paired so well with his long fingers. And how often he had to shake his head to move his messy bangs out of his eyes made you tug at your lips.

It only took him 15-minutes to whip up a savory meal. He put both of your plates on trays and carried them to the living where you sat watching cartoons on the tv.

“Thanks. It actually looks edible.” You said as you rested the tray on your lap.

He shook his head with a grin as he joined you at your side with the tray on his lap. You both began to dig in.

“So what all did you find?” He said after swallowing his first bite.

“We can either do thrifting at the flea market, cycling at the park or the mall. That’s all I got.”

“Hmm…Let’s do the flea market.”

~

To say you weren’t a spaz was an understatement, but you hid it well.

The two of you were currently boarding the train to Jung-gu. It was crowded beyond belief, maybe because it was lunch time.

You and Jeno were squished right next to the doors, with no seats available. He stood behind you, trying to make as much room for the two of you as possible.

It was uncomfortable to say the least, and you tapped your foot to ease your claustrophobia.

Your entire body froze when you felt Jeno place his hand around your waist and lower his face to nuzzle in your neck, his nose making contact with your racing pulse; occasionally raising up to let his lips graze against your ear. The warmth from his cat-like behavior eased your anxiety, causing you to lean back into his light embrace.

What are we?

[minnielvr]

ROSES - CHAPTER 19 : "daddy🥵" ───────────────────────

felix and jisung arrived at the cafe just after 3:00. jisung was so happy to see y/n and her friends again, felix on the other hand, not as much. its not that he doesn't like them, he is just really nervous.

"bro han i dont think i can do this." felix started panicking

"oh my god you're such a drama queen they literally love you. y/n even told you that." han was fed up of felix acting like a coward

"man up and walk in bro" han opened the door and pushed felix in

as soon as the wind chime on the door ringed all 5 of the workers looked ad the door and saw felix and jisung. han ran to the counter to go mingle with all of them while felix was standing in place. y/n walked over to him and took his arm and placed a kiss on his cheek, there was no other customers in the cafe around this time so she wasn't worried about being seen with him.

"hey whats on your mind? come meet everyone hm?" she pulled him by his arm and dragged him towards her friends.

"okay guys this is felix, my boyfriend!" she smiled widely

"h-hey.. uh yea im felix!" he was so nervous he really didn't know what to say

"awww hes nervous" ryujin teased him

"hes such a pussy right" han added on to ryujins teasing remark and shook his head.

keeho then walked around over to him and put his arm over his shoulders and stared at the group.

"hey bro you don't have to be nervous around us, like for real, we all love you" keeho felt the need to calm him down

"aww look keeho and felix are having a moment!" yunjin pointed out

"me an jisung should be having a moment right now bruh" jongseob said jokingly

everyone turned their heads towards him after he said that.

"ummm what." jisung was at loss for words

"GUYS CHILL I WAS JOKING." jongseob had to defend himself

"yea right" y/n added on

they all talked and ate some pastries, everyone was having a good time save for the one or two customers who would walk in, then the 5 workers would play a game of rock paper scissors to see who would go to the counter. then it became 5:00 which means people would be getting off of work around this time and the cafe started getting busy, so jisung and felix took this as their cue to leave before being spotted by anyone. they waved at the busy group of 5 behind the counter and walked out the door.

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[xxmaddyxx]

Hi!! I love your writing so much 💕 and I had a request, I was wondering if you could do kenma comforting the reader after she lost all her saved game data?

Basically my ps4 decided to try to off itself this week and I had to factory reset it, which ended with me losing all of my saved data, for every game I've ever played on there (including 500+hours in just one of those games 🥲)

Anyway I was just thinking who else would understand this pain better than the pro gamer himself <3

Thank you!

oh no :( im sorry you lost all your data ive had that happen and it's lowkey depressing. i gotchu with the headcanon though don't worry

Kenma x reader who lost her game data! masterlist

one day you were chillin and playing your ps4... nothing strange happening at all

sike

your ps4 just powers off

and the woman was speechless

you sat there for a second looking at the black screen lowkey confused

me personally my ps4 is on life support so this is normal but anyway

you leaned forward and powered it back on

a few minutes later literally none of the games were working

it either had the "internet connection loss" message when you were literally right next to the router

or it just closed the game -_-

you texted kenma and asked what you should do

babe i think my ps4 died

wdym died?...

like it's not working

did you power it off and back on

it shut off by itself...

you might have to take it down to factory settings...

i can't do that do you know how much time i have invested in these games

babe idk what else to tell you

and so with a heavy heart, you opened the setting and took your ps4 down to factory settings

hundreds of hours of gameplay gone... because the mf ps4 decided to fuck up

you faceplanted on your bed

when you heard a soft knock at your door

you already knew who it was so you got up and opened your door to see Kenma with a dollar store bag in his hand and a dq blizzard in his hand

"babe, what're you doing?" you smiled at him

"losing your game data sucks, it's happened to me plenty of times." you and him walked to your room

he set the bag on the bed and handed you the blizzard as he went on his phone

you dug through the bag and saw candy, chips, and your favorite drinks

"omg Kenma, how much did you spend?" you picked up the receipt that read-

he snatched it

"dont worry bout it." he showed you his phone

it was one of his past streams

"chat, what should we play next, kinda bored."

you could see he was reading the chat and sipping on an energy drink

"babe what did i tell you about the energy drinks"

"shh"

on the stream you saw the screen go black, like yours did

"oh shi-" he choked on his drink

"kenma what did you do." you could hear kuroo's voice on the discord call they were on during the stream

"my ps4 just decided to not work."

"huh, that makes no sense."

"shut up and let me try to power it back on"

kenma skipped at couple minutes of the stream and you saw that his games were all glitchy too

"kenma you good?" kuroo asked

"bro i gotta take the system down to factory settings."

"are you sure? that's a lot of progress that you'll lose."

"yeah i know it's gonna suck."

sure enough, he did it on stream and all his progress was reset

kenma put his phone down as you fed him a bite of your blizzard

"see babe, it happens. it'll obviously take you longer to get your progress back bcs you play a lot less than i do, but we can have little gaming dates maybe?"

you kissed his cheek, "sounds great ken"

thank you for the request!! feel free to request more <3

[rowiewritesstuff]

Hi! Can i ask you for a mâtch-up pls.(*^-^*)

Possibly RID or TFP characters (if dont feel like doing it i understand)

Pronouns:She/her/hers

My name is Petek and im 15 my height is 1.62. İm a brunette with mid long hair, more than three moles in my face and medium brown eyes. My skin is medium so i wear dark colors (i mostly wear black jeans with red or other darke colored hoodies )

İ'm very emotional and happy and also shy person , if theres a fight near me, i cant skip the 4D movie im my school🤣 i love pets so much (escpesialy cockatiels🥹)

Most of the time im a silent person and don't care about anybody if they teas me .i mostly listen to music al the time .i'm very friendly,a little flirty and sometimes serius person .i'm half Bulgarian 🇧🇬 and half Turkish 🇹🇷

Sideswipe Matchup

You moved to Crown city because your parents had work here. You had no trouble making friends despite your shyness. Your best friend was Russel Clay. Every time you’d ask to go to his home and hang out, he would make some excuse. Eventually you got fed up and went to his house, a box of cookies in your hands. 

You immediately froze when you saw a huge red robot creeping around. “What the hell?” You spoke aloud. The robot froze, trying to say he was a mecha with the city for city improvement.

“Yeah bud, I’m not that dumb.” You deadpanned. “Is Russel here?” 

“Uh, yeah.” He didn’t know what to do. “I’m Sideswipe.” 

That was how your friendship began. You were often invited to the scrapyard to hang out with them and you just clicked with Sideswipe. Despite Bumblebee’s protests, he would often take you to fights with Decepticons. 

Sideswipe would always protect you, but he wanted to show off how strong he was. He’d often get carried away showing off and proceed to get pummeled by whatever Decepticon he was battling. .

One day you were taken hostage by Steeljaw- Bumblebee told him to calm down but Sideswipe was already speeding away from the Scrapyard. When he found Steeljaw, he transformed and went to hit him.

“Ah ah…. Careful, I’d hate to squish this little human.” Steeljaw grinned. “Now… I have some terms for her release. I want-” 

Unfortunately for Steeljaw, Sideswipe is all action and no talk when it comes to his best friend. He punched Steeljaw square in his jaw and snatched you away right as the other Autobots arrived on the scene. They went to fight the Decepticons while Sideswipe drove you back to the scrapyard. He had learned a valuable lesson about not putting you in danger. 

“Are you hurt?” He asked you, holding you in his servo and pushing you around with his digit to check for injuries. You began laughing as he tickled you accidentally. 

“S-s-stop! Can’t…breathe!” You laughed. Sideswipe worried he was hurting you until he realized what was really happening. 

“Really? Like when I do…this?” He poked your side with a devious grin. He tickled you for a while until you went limp from laughing. 

After the sweet moment happened, a slight frown appeared on his face. He began to wonder what would have happened if something went wrong and you got hurt. You knew that look and poked his hand.

“Hey, I”m okay. No injuries, except my ears from listening to Steeljaw yap.” You joked. He smiled a bit, but he didn’t cheer up until you pestered him for an hour.

Much to your protests, he never took you to anything that may be dangerous. You were his friend, and he realized you mattered to him more than showing off.

[narwhalandchill]

so happy to find someone as intense abt childe as i am. sending love mwah

THANK YOU!!! U TOO

(also i swear i wasnt intending for this to get so long sorry you provoked me HSJAKDKSIFI)

i havent known peace for so long i dont know what it is abt him but he just hacked my brain. its just... hes just a guy. hes everything. hes fucking unhinged hes going to torch celestia and ill kiss him on the mouth for it. hes a complete egomaniac taking massive pride in his own abilities yet somehow also so humble and amicable and easygoing most of the time that its jarring when juxtaposed with his status and ambition. hes a weapon and only finds thrill in the mayhem he sows and reaps. so supernaturally efficient at causing chaos everywhere the harbingers literally try to send him overseas just so he might be someone elses problem. hes so effective at his job its literally described as surgical precision but also working among schemers with no interest in scheming himself and sometimes that ends w him as the tricked one too despite him v much not being stupid. hes objectively a terrible person but with so little of that typical and boring villainous angst and malice to him. choosing violence everyday is simply what he does to stay on that crush and devour everything in his path speedrun any% sigma grindset. bro fishes. he watches and does public performances. he cooks he cleans he doesnt gaf about fitting the basic tropes ppl try to shove him into he has so many facets to himself and whats so wild is that none of them are lies. its all true to himself its all him he simply chooses to display those sides in different manners depending on the situation but its all genuine like Man. the bloodlust is no less authentic than his affection for his family (tho im sorry calling him a particularly good brother is... a stretch. his love for teucer is genuine but the way hes going abt it is incredibly selfish and unsustainable and highkey cruel like lil bro is getting trust issues for life. but selfish in a very human way that just makes him more interesting imo. but hes pretty shitty at it lets be real). theres so much to him its just. theres no one like him. he couldve been so tropey and basic but hes not hes everything. hes just a guy and thats the greatest fucking compliment i can give him hes just So Good.

like i had my big insanity era in 2021 the Initial phase so to speak then for like year n half ish got sorta alienated bc of the general pervasiveness and state of childes.... unsatisfactory fanon imo (still limits my interactions w most content like i Dont trust ppl to get him right and interesting and fun lmao) + lack of canon content + complicated irl reasons no need to elaborate but like the way i took him back Instantly once fontaine happened and its just been vindication after vindication and im so happy like. i was SAYING hed be a massive deal YEARS ago i called it i knew it i am being fed so fucking good. tho i do still worry a bit like Please do him justice. but like god im just so Happy to have this madness abt him infecting my brain again bc i was Genuinely feeling p conflicted and unsure abt stuff n whether hoyo was going anywhere w him and all. but like we are SO back oh my fucking god

anyway hoyo now release the abyssal alt. i Will go full send

[themolldollincident]

Oh, the horrors, oh the delights, etc

I do not want to be this type of animal etc? Not anymore! I have found the type of animal i DO wish to be, and it's me! Only took me, what... 27 years? Am i 28 yet?... Am I 27?? 14?? I dont remember. But I'm glad to have Molly back with me. Molly is glad to finally have the life she wanted. And Molly can be me and can stop just holding all the sad shit. Very excited for this next bit. Foaming at the mouth, actually. I think im gonna make it till im 30!! ME, 30! Me, who was born from that one singular google search that made everything fall into place. Happier than ever, but robbed of a childhood by the world surrounding. And MOLLY'S gonna make it to 30, too!! MOLLY, my missing childhood, who grew stunted, immobile, and foggy under poor conditions and only got to thrive once in the sun for a brief moment before she died. (They made me kill her like we were two prisoners in an arena but i swear i was trying to love her). But i finally stopped trying to forgive her (since she should never have apologized) and we let ourselves forget about forgiving and fell into the mud and rolled around together and we laughed, actually, and she'd never laughed that hard before in her life. And now we are friends and we make out and hold hands in parking lots and do drugs and sell sex to strangers and we steal and we love and we admire and we feel awe and we fall into the vastness of joy without worrying about a landing. Because really thats all she always wanted to do, but they lied to her and told her she'd never be happy as the thing she wanted to be. But we've never been happier or more ourself now, and their god is nowhere to be seen (we've stolen a few of their foot soldiers, so he very rarely shows his face here. I can be in my room without him holding a gun to the back of my head!!!) Anyway. We're mad and we've been mad since 7 years old. So as you can imagine thats very few memories remaining before it all started. But its not a bad thing to rot sometimes as long as it sows the necessary vitamins for new growth. And the growth cycle is coming around again!! Right on schedule lol. I have so many things i desperately want to do, but the world is difficult, and my goals require a frugality that is so so tragic when you put that fragility - uh, sorry - frugality in front of that excitement and verve and lust for life and the urge to CREATE!!! But i dont need to rush. I have time. After all, im not even 30 yet. The most fun part hasn't even started. Its all about to get so much better i cant even imagine it. Poverty can slow me down, but it can only stop me by killing me. And babe im still alive after ALL THAT, aren't I?? So im doing my best. I have warm dry socks. Warm dry socks. Warm dry socks AND a few bills on autopay - well, blow me down! And MOST incredible of all, i have a new toy and a new place to feed my god. I've fed it there two days now, and it fills me with such excitement and joy!! I'm glad I stuck around, think i might just do it as long as i can.

[fangirlstorycreator]

Terry X Reader

Context: Terry comes home to find you asleep on the sofa with your baby girl 💚

Terry had to interview some new sensei's for the dojo today, so he wasnt going to be home for a while. You however had plenty of time at home to look after your baby girl. She was about 7-8 months old at this point, and always wanting attention of some kind. Terry had bought you a nifty little belt that you could put on your hip, so when you held your baby, she could sit on a cushioned bit of the belt, and your back wouldnt hurt. Carrying a baby everywhere wasnt the easiest, but with this little contraption, it was so much better. The day was just like every other day, you fed her, changed her, put her down for her naps and played with her throughout the day.

It was a long and tiaring day for you, so when you finaly managed to stop, you sat on the sofa with your baby girl cuddling into your chest and read her one of her books. You couldn't help the wave of tiredness that washed over you, you had finaly had a chance to stop for the day, and it was nice just to sit. You couldn't help yourself, when the book was nearly at the end, your eyes were so heavy that they shut, and you had fallen fast asleep. Your baby didnt mind, she was just happy sat cuddling up with you, and even she started to dose off too. About half an hour went buy, and your daughter started to stir back awake. You however were still asleep.

That's when the front door opens and in walks Terry. "Hey, how are my 2 favourite-" He stops in his tracks when he see's you fast asleep with the baby happily sat with you. He sometimes takes just a moment to look at you, and thank his lucky stars that he was lucky enough to have everything he ever wanted, a loving wife and a beautiful daughter. As a husband and father, he loved seeing moments like this. He lowered his voice a little so he didnt wake you, and he walked over to the sofa, making your daughter giggle at the sight of him, and hold her little hands out. "Hello my little princess" Terry says as he picks her up and gives her a little cuddle and a kiss on the forehead. "Poor mummy looks very tired doesn't she?" Your baby just smiles and babbles to him.

"Alright my little princess, its daddy's turn to have you now, just wait hear for one second" Terry gently places her on her play mat on the floor, then he approaches you, being careful not to wake you, gently lies you down on the sofa so your more comfortable. He kisses your cheek before going to pick up your baby girl again. "Right my little princess, now that mummy is more comfortable, let's get you dressed into your costume. We can have a little swim in the pool!" Your baby loves splashing in the pool with Terry, so when he says this she gets all exited and let's out cute little squeels.

A little while later, your eyes start opening as your tiredness leaves you. You sit up on the sofa and rub your eyes, before looking around for your baby. You couldn't see her, but you did see Terry's jacket and bag he had brought home from work, and you felt happy knowing that he must have taken her when you were asleep. You can hear giggling from upstairs, so having a little stretch, you make your way upstairs and into your little girls room. That's where you see Terry getting her dressed into her cute little pyjama set. "Hey babe" "Hey sweetheart, did you have a nice sleep?" You walk over to him and your baby and give him a sweet kiss. "Yes I did thank you. I honestly didnt even know I fell asleep. I was just reading her a book when my eyes started getting heavy"

"Dont worry sweetheart, you have been working hard to take care of our little princess all day, you deserve to rest your eyes for a while" "Thank you Terry. So? How had she been for you?" "Yeh shes been great, when I came home I got her dressed into her swimming costume and took her for a little splash around in the pool" "I'm guessing that's why your hair is damp and smells of chlorine?" "Yes, shes definitely not having fun unless she is getting me wet too" You both let out a little chuckle. "And once we'd finished in the pool, I got her a snack and gave her a bath. Hence why she is now in her pyjamas" "Thank you for taking care of her while I was asleep babe" "Theres no thanks needed sweetheart. I love you and our little princess. If there is ever anything I can do to help you and make her smile, I will always do it" He picks up your daughter and holds her in his arm, as you smile at him and pull him in for another tender kiss. However, someone seems a bit jealous, as your baby makes a sad sound as she tries to put her hand infront of you both. Separating you and giving Terry a kiss on the cheek instead. "Ooh! Seems someone wants her daddy all to herself" Chuckling at his little girl, he says "Dont you worry princess, daddy loves you too. And I'm afraid were going to have to finish that kiss when shes gone to bed sweetheart" "Just a kiss?" "Oooh, you know I can never resist more from you"

[sttoru]

💭&😠 with gojo :)

ANONNN ^_^!! thank u for asking angel mwahmwah gnna be rambling for a bit bye i answered these like i was on facetime w u telling me all abt my selfship lore w gojo. if u dont wanna read my stupid ramblings, scroll 🙏🏽🙏🏽

💭: where did you two meet?

OKUAOKAY its a loooong story which includes trauma and stuff on my part but i wont tell u , im gonna TRY and keep it short ! basically, satoru met me when he was on a solo mission >_< the school sent him out to an abandoned place where i was left @, fighting curses . now how did i end up there ? no cursed energy & nothin’ & still fightin’ these imaginary things (why dis lowkey reminding me of toji’s backstory) ? basically due to family . LAWLLL wont go into details since its a lot of explaining and lore but i got dumped there w the only weapon being a stick bcs those mfs loathed my ass bye ANYWAYS satoru found me , all messed up , and got me outta there & took me straight to shoko to get fixed up bcs i looked v BAD (as in wounds & stuff) && HE WAS SOWW WORRIED THE WHOLE TIMEEEE, muttering stuff like ‘please be all right,’ WHILE PACING AROUND THE ROOM BACK N FORTH 😋😋 anyways thas how we met and also how i got taken in by the school since i had no one lookin after me blahblahblah (insert more selfship lore) and satoru was kinda like my guardian during that time !! :3 he helped me find my way through the school, took me out to the city to explore, stuck up 4 me when i needed it, dragged me everywhere w him, let me train w him—yk just being super caring & also trying to light up my mood every time . especially when he sensed i wasnt feeling well. thas how he got me to warm up to him (rare occurrence) lol but the last thing is completely me irl … my rbf is so bad smh , ppl r always tellin me that i look mad or think m giving them looks 🙅🏽‍♀️🙅🏽‍♀️ also ion like talking to ppl much & prefer to stay in my own bubble but if i had someone like satoru (literally the complete opposite of me) id def wouldn’t mind becoming a extrovert heheeee anyhow yes eventually ended up friends to lovers :D !! sorry this turned so long bye mind u this is the shortest i could keep my rambling at oooops

😠: what's the worst fight you've had? (if applicable)

UHHHMM well . LMAO i feel like im the one that starts almost all arguments w him t_t but most arguments get solved p easily since we r both adults and act like adults & talk things out like adults ! satoru’s always patient & never yells & asks me for my part of the story before he continues so we both understand each others feelings . but theres this one time i was fed up and stressed out, to the point i wasn’t trying to listen to anything he had to say. i was staying over at his apartment, he was being clingy whilst i told him that i wasn’t in the mood at the moment (was working on a project i desperately needed to get done for the night) . satoru gives me my space, but then comes back around every half an hour or 15 minutes, asking me to take a break since i was like overworking myself and taking no tjme to rest. but yk when you’re determined to do smth, theres no stopping u (like when u r in that hyper focused state). so at one point i literally snapped and raised my voice, asking him to f off and leave me be, called him annoying (😞😞) and outed all my frustrations in a fit of rage . i felt so BADDDDD right afterwards but couldn’t bring myself to apologise since i also partially felt like i needed to be left alone at the moment.

satoru was stunned and just.. nodded and said smth among the lines of ‘okay, all right. i understand. i’m sorry for bothering you, baby. however, please take a break.’ like that man didn’t even argue back, just stayed calm & collected before leaving me be without refuting anything bad i said abt him. okay so i finished my project peacefully that night (abt 5 am when i finished) . i went to his bedroom, ready to sleep, only to not find him there. THIS MAN WAS SLEEPING ON THE COUCH . IN HIS OWN HOUSE HELLO i didnt even tell him to, but okay, 😖 i went back to the living room to apologise and tell him to sleep on the comfy bed instead of on the couch with a measly blanket he found somewhere (which didnt even cover his entire 6’4 body)., he didn’t answer me so i turned him over to look at me and ……. this man. had cried himself to SLEEEEEP 🚶🏽‍♀️ he was already sleepin & the skin surrounding his eyes was red , cheeks stained w tears i was so mad @ myself actually. DAAASHDJSN he didnt show his hurt to me bcs he knew it would only distract me more from the work i had to, therefore he let me be & dealt with his own feelings alone. YALLLL this makes me sob every time

anyways i woke him up eventually and this man wasn’t even fully awake before he pulled me down on the couch with him and hugged me tightly to his chest like he was afraid i was boutta disappear 🙍🏽‍♀️🙍🏽‍♀️ he was talkin’ abt sum ‘sorry, ‘m sorry for disrupting you earlier. are you mad at me?’ BRAHHHHH. felt so bad i didn’t sleep the entire day, apologised to him & comforted him & just held him in my arms while he slept . NEVA AGAINNNN NEVAAAAAA

selfship ask game

[asakurahaos]

tw animal death, tw pet death

long vent/rant bc i need to sort my thoughts.

right. so, my family has a house in the village my grandpas from and we go there whenever we have time. and whenever we go there, our neigbours' cats flock to our yard.

two years ago one of the cats had kittens - and out of all of them only one survived. (theyre all outdoor/barn cats; no one even thinks of having a cat as a pet, or in the house at all, and dont really care for them)

well, that one came over to our yard for the past two years and he would be tangled in our legs before we could even get out of the car.

last week, my grandma and i stayed in the village while my parents went back to the city. hes there, bothering us for pets and food constantly, and other cats are laying about, relaxed. everything is fine until thursday morning.

i woke up and my grandma immediately mock complained about him not eating like usual (he always ate a lot) and said that the lazy ass wandered off to sleep like usually. he ate, bothered us, slept, ate, we bothered him, he slept... you get it. we didnt think anything was wrong at first.

then i found vomit on our porch. we thought it was one of the other cats - she ate a lot that morning, and shes the one who hunts most mice, so with the amount of vomit and a mouse in it, we figured it was her. but she seemed fine, and he didnt show up at noon, evening, night. he was always ready to eat, so him not showing up for an entire day was worrying.

then he didnt show up the next day either, and one of our neighbours came over to tell us another neighbour passed away, and while he was there he wondered where the cat was because he was unused to the cat not bothering him while he was there. grandma explained his not eating + vomiting + disappearance and the neighbour told us people use poison for mice and that the cat mustve eaten a poisoned mouse and got poisoned himself.

i tried to comfort myself: hes a young cat, decently sized, well fed. healthy. the mouse he threw up was nearly whole (if youre squeamish look away - the head and body were separated, but it seemed like he gulped down the entire thing in one bite, which wouldnt even surprise me if he did, and didnt look like it even started dissolving. it was like he swallowed it and threw it back up almost immediately). so, because of its state and him throwing up what seemed like everything he ate, i thought. maybe hes fine. maybe he didnt get poisoned. it shouldnt be possible when the mouse was nearly intact and he threw up everything... right?

and we waited and waited and expected to see him waiting for us either on our doorstep or in the shed where we feed him, like he did every morning since he was a kitten.

we returned home today (sunday afternoon) and were still hoping he will be there, tripping us up on friday afternoon, when we go back to the village. at this point, its been four whole days, and hes never been gone even half as long, but were hoping.

my grandma took it really hard, and its making me worry. i feel like mom is trying not to think about him, and im stuck between 'hes fine, hell return', completely ignoring the situation, and remembering him every time i start laughing or feeling positive and becoming sad, and crying over him and every other kitty weve lost, and all the kittens were inevitably going to lose soon.

on the other hand - a young cat(f) came to our yard for the first time yesterday, and another cat(m) we thought was dead showed up after months of not being there. hes so skinny its heartbreaking to look at (last we saw him, he was hurt pretty badly, which, along with his long absence, is why we thought he died). seeing him was bittersweet, since we love him too, and hes alive but hes so skinny + the timing of his return.

if hes dead i wish that it was quick. and im sorry that he was alone. if hes not, then im bringing him back home, fuck my allergies and apartment-cat trauma. the thought of never getting to bother him again or carry him like a baby and him never bothering us again.... i want him back

[voidselfshipp]

Second Chance

Cw: implied injury, mentions of stitches, mentions of ricks death (sharp debrie to the heart).

Summary: Rick flag gets a second chance at life,and with it comes a chance to find a home.

->Only mutuals allowed to reblog.

♡Lovely taglist: @tex-treasures @malewifehenrycooldown @mercuryships @hedone26

Hazy, deathfilled dreams.

Screams of pain and anguish.

And last words "peacemaker. What a joke".

Rick flag wakes up in a cold sweat, instantly, his body hurts like bitch. Searing hot pain overwhelms him and makes him lay back down.

--Oh thank the sun youre awake!-- a voice says.

He turns to face the source and sees a young woman, Brown messy hair, green eyes, a barn owl perched on her shoulder-- wh- who are you?

--Names Jerico, and I rescued you from under a pile of rubble and brick, you were almost dead...-- she leans over him, inspecting his bandages-- no bursted stitches...thats good

--how did you...? I was as good as dead-- he mumbled, head feeling light.

--you dont gotta worry about that, for now you need some rest-- her hand pressed against his forehead, and soon Rick flag was out like a light.

Some days passed since then, with him coming into conciousness and then go back to sleep. But he slowly recovered, spending more time awake and slowly being able to move on his own.

And so here he is now, shaving for the first time in weeks, he sighed with relief, finishing to clean up his face to then limp carefully back to bed.

--Good morning Rick!-- jerico Chirped with a tray with coffee and pancakes-- breakfast?

--Please, lm starving -- he said, grabbing the tray and putting it on his lap.

Her barn owl, Sunny, flew from her perch ontop of the door to his shoulder, nuzzling his cheek with her beak-- she likes that your face is clean

--Well, thanks sunny-- he cut up a piece of pancake And fed it to the bird. Hes seen the owl eat practically everything under the sun, so he wasnt worried about the effects of the pancake.

--Shes so spoiled-- jeri teased, gaining an ill look from the bird-- dont look at me like that you know im right

Rick chuckled, he'd gotten used to the homey domestic feel of it all-- and what do you think?

--I think it looks good on you-- she replied with a coy smile, sipping from her own Cup of tea.

His cheeks get warm and he looks away,-- why, thank you

The continue to eat their breakfast in quiet conversation, mostly planning what they would do today.

--Even if I cant do much, lemme help with something-- Rick pleaded.

--Well, you can make lunch, how about that?-- She offered.

--Id say like that idea-- he replied, flashing a playful smile her way.

It was pretty obvious that both had some sort of feelings for eachother. Since the first time Rick came into conciousness (And was coherent) he had found in his savior something like a kindred spirit.

And her gentleness, how kind and caring she was with him was one of the Many things he liked about her.

--Are you sure I cant do anythin' else? I feel pretty shitty when you do all the work-- he admitted looking at her with what jerico could only describe as "puppy dog eyes".

--Rick...-- she cood, putting a hand on his cheek, caressing it-- we've talked about this

He takes the hand on his cheek and says-- I know.. I know I cant do much in this state but you saved my life, helping you is the least I can do

She chuckled said-- when youre better you can help me with anything you'd like, soldier boy, for now, you rest and then make lunch-- she kissed his forehead, her hand slipping through his fingers like melted chocolate.

He blushes, trying his best to not meet her eyes, Incredibly flustered.

It took all of his self restraint to not kiss the air out of her sometimes.

--Where are you going?-- Rick asked, cringing at how clingy that sounded.

--To the supermaket,gotta get some stuff, ill be back in a flash-- she smiled at him and he felt like he was melting.

He had it bad.

After she left, Rick laid back down on the bed, looking at the ceiling and drumming his fingers on his stomach, he was bored out of his mind.

He sighed, sitting up once again and deciding to get out of bed.

Sunny tried to pull him back by the shirt, but the poor owl could only do so much against a creature four times bigger than her.

He started with simple tasks, cleaning the dishes and putting them back in their place.

Then, he cleaned the Windows and the floor, smiling in contempt as he could see his reflection on the floor.

By that time, his body was already asking him for a break, taking a piece of debrie to the heart had left him some serious issues with cardio and moving around.

So, he laid back down, absolutely tired. The only good thing being that he didnt burst any stitches since he was fairly carefull when moving around.

Rick had made a Cup of tea for himself, reading one of the Many books Jerico had lying around.

It was mildly interesting and soon he got lost in the story, being pulled out of his daydream when Sunny nudged his cheek with her wing, pointing at the clock with her beak.

"I should get started with lunch" he thought, getting out of bed carefully and walking to the kitchen.

--Im feelin' somethin' simple, what do you say, sunny?-- he asked rhethorically, taking out some instant mash potatos and some steak from the freezer.

He cooks to the rythm of the music that came from the radio, which sunny was so kind as to turn it on for him.

Lunch is ready just as Jerico arrives with some bags on her hands.

--Mírenla, miren, miren, mírenla

Mírenla, ella está tan sola

Mírenla, en sus ojos hay placer

Mírenla, cuando te enamora

Ella viene desde lejos y de

De jugar con tu ilusión

Buscabas la libertad y ahora

Cómo huir de esta prisión-- he sang, completely butchering the pronounciation of the words.

Rick turns around to serve the food and his eyes meet Jeri's.

Instantly, he leaves the food on the counter and helps her with the bags-- Rick! Be carefull!

--Im being carefull-- he said-- im just helping

Both quickly put everything in the fridge, and he finishes serving the food.

Both sit on oposite sides of the round table-- nice singing by the way-- she teases.

He tensed, coughing a little and saying-- oh...you heard that?...sorry I probably butchered everything

--i mean yeah but in an endearing way!-- She Chirped putting a hand on his forearm.

He chuckles, looking at his Plate-- you think im endearin'?

--yes I do, and I think youre cute too-- she flirted, taking him aback.

Flustered, and trying to save what dignity he had left, he says-- Carefull...sunny'll get jealous

As if on cue, Sunny hissed at both of them, tearing appart a piece of steak Rick had given her.

--Youre cute too, you feather ball-- the woman cooed, petting the birds head, to then meet her companion's gaze-- couldnt help but notice how clean everything was,did you do it?

--uh no?-- he replied not hiding the fact that he was lying.

--did you burst any stitches?

--i didnt,I promise-- he reassured, taking the hand that was on his forearm-- you worry about me too much

-- I cant help it, I care about you, yknow?-- jerico said sheepishly-- I dont wanna be overbearing but I couldnt live with myself if anything happened to you

He sits back in his chair, clearly in awe by what he just heard.

Regardless, Rick gives her a warm smile-- Nothin's gonna Happen to me because you take such care of me -- he flirted right back.

--Charmer-- she teased trying to brush everything off.

--Learnt from the best-- he winks at her and he doesnt know where that confidence came from. Yet he cant help but feel somewhat delighted at the blush that spreads across her cheeks.

After lunch, Rick decides to take a nap, while Jeri goes to shower.

Once clean, she changes and goes to bed, carefully laying besides her companion.

She had a queen sized matress but it was the only bed she has, so they had to share.

Not like neither of them were complaining.

Jerico turns to Rick, smiling as she brushes a strand of hair behind his ear, tensing when her hand lowers to his cheek and he leans into her touch,still asleep.

She giggles and kisses her forehead, then the tip of his nose and then lowering to his lips being inches away from them.

A sigh scaped past her lips and her head rested on the fluffy pillow.

He had to leave at some Point...but she didnt want that. But most importantly, did he wanted to leave?

The answer was no, but she didnt know that.

And because of it, she closed her eyes, knowing full well she could use a nap.

What she wasnt expecting, however, was to wake up in the arms of Rick who hugged her from behind, using his body to envelop her in some sort of protective cocoon.

Neon red blush settled on her face, she knew military men were clingy but she was not expecting to experinexe that clingynesd first hand today.

But she wouldnt dare move. This was way too perfect.

So, jerico leaned Into his touch, relaxing her body against his, hands pressing against his. Maybe one day she'd tell him how she felt.

Rick slowly opens his eyes, hugging whatever he was hugging tighter, Yawning.

His hazy half asleep eyesight Settles, and look down to see Jerico in his arms.

His body tenses but not pulling away from the hug-- sorry-- he mutters.

--Dont worry..-- she whispers-- we all need cuddles every once in a while

He rests his head ontop of hers, relaxing once more-- guess so...

Soon, a calm silence bloomed, nothing could be heard but the usual city escape noises and their breaths.

--Ive been thinkin' -- Rick started-- when I get better, I need to find a way back to the 'states, I might need some help

Jeri's heart squeezes-- thats okay, ill help you

--Youve done enough for me already, but thank you-- he smiles but she doesnt.

She didnt want him to leave.

But he said he would, even if he didnt want to. After all, how long would he be here, leeching off of her. He could barely help her out in his state.

Ten minutes pass, until jerico goes to make some tea.

Her eyes catch the sigh of Rick basking in the light of the sun set. Her breath hitches and she stares at him.

--How can you be so beautiful..-- jerico asked under her breath

--What was that?

--D do you want coffee or tea?

--Tea

She nodded and Walked to the kitchen, putting the kettle to boil.

Rick looks at her walk to the oven, he sees the way the last bits of sunlight shower her in golden light.

He puts a hand behind his head, the other on his chest, and a warm smile appears on his face. Could he have more moments like these? With this homey warmth and calm? He hoped so

--You look beautiful in the golden light-- he said non-chalantly, looking at her.

Jerico stops what shes doing and turns to him, a shy and nervous smile on her lips-- thank you, Rick. You also look quite beautiful with this light

He chuckled-- thank you

She nodded and kept doing the two teas.

By the time the sun had fully set and the early night began, both are standing there on the balcony, teas in hand, a warm summer breeze blowing past them.

Both are leaning on the concrete handrail, looking at the city of coltomaltes.

--do you really need to leave?-- Jerico asked, voice shy and sad. A big change from her usual chipper self

He sighed looking at the city below-- I have to go back..., but I dont wanna leave you.. but I dont want to force you out of your home...its more beautiful than mine thats for sure -- he took her free hand, giving her a preocupied look.

--We'll make it beautiful-- she promised-- I would love to go with you..

--But you have a life, you have Friends here and..

She leaves her Cup on the handrail, putting said hand on his cheek, caressing it-- im no stranger to leaving people behind...-- jeri Leans in-- ill let you in on a little secret, technically Im not from here

--Then where are you from?-- he asks leaving his cup on the handrail too and cupping her cheeks.

She points upwards with her eyes and says-- im whats known as a wayfarer, an interdimensional traveler

--I would be skeptic if it wasnt for the ammount of weird shit ive seen-- he admitted-- but..can you show me?

She nodds-- opening portals are hard work, but I can show you some of my other powers -- jerico's hand Blooms a Rose, tucking it behind his ear with a smile-- thats one of 'em

Rick smiles, taking the Rose from behind his ear to inspect it, before putting it back where it was-- what else?

She walks back a few steps, yellow light flows through her skin, until her body is nothing more than energy.

He watches as that light takes the shape of a lion, and as the light dims, low and behold, there is a lion-- pretty cool huh?

--I- wow-- he mused,reaching to pet the head of the lion.

She returned to her normal form in the same way she had changed-- I can talk to animals, thats why sunny is so obedient, and before I show you I gotta ask you something, you afraid of heights?

--A little bit-- he replied-- w why?

Her feet float up in the air,and offers her hand-- y you want me to wh-at?

--Only if you really want, ricky

He sighed, grabbing her hand. Instantly, his body floats too-- trust me-- she whispers.

--With my life-- he reassured.

Both fly up little by little right to the Lower layer of clouds, Rick looks down at the sea of light and passing cars.

--This is beautiful-- he comments-- never thought id see the city from up here

Jerico floats closer to him, their shoulders touching.

He looks at her, his free arm hugging her waist-- youre so amazing...-- he says fondly.

--Thank you-- she smiles and both lean in.

--Can I kiss you?...please?-- he whispers.

--Yes,yes you can

And finally, Rick kisses jerico, her hand lets go of his and for a moment he thinks hes going to fall. But he doesnt.

Her arms go around his neck, and he hugs her waist tight, smiling.

-- not bad, soldier boy -- she teases.

--Hmm, thank you

They press their foreheads toghether, and smile.

Soon after, they are back in Jeri's home, cuddling up to eachother with Sunny resting comfortably on the side.

Days later, they were back at Rick's house, finishing to fix everything up.

--Gotta say, its nice to not be alone in this house anymore--rick said, drying his hands on a rag-- cant wait to see what you do to these plain old white walls-- he hugs jeri by the shoulders, pulling her closer.

--hmm, I have some ideas in Mind-- jerico showed him some sketches on her Journal-- what do you think?

He looks over the various concepts, to then double tap his pointer finger on one of them-- this one. Where'd you going to put it?

--That wall over there, right behind the couch

--what do you need?-- He asked with his voice low, kissing the back of her ear.

She shivers and Gently elbows him in the stomach-- some more colors, but ill get them myself

--Ah come on, you'll need a guide

She snorts-- as I said, this is not the first United States I visit

--Well, how do you know its there in this USA?

She sighed in defeat-- fine, lets go cowboy

He chuckles following after her with a smirk-- yes ma'am...~

While Driving to the craft supplies shop, both are jamming out to music, smiling and singing along.

During a red spotlight, Rick puts a hand on her thigh, and she looks at him with a warm smile.-- what is it,Ricky?

--Nothin' I just love you

--I love you too-- they kiss briefly, before resuming their drive.

Once they got what they needed and were back at home, Jerico started to paint the mural, Windows wide Open.

--Didnt know those paints stinked that much-- Rick complained, sitting besides jerico and giving her a Cup of tea-- take a break, honey

--My arm's gonna fall off-- she whined, leaving the paintbrush on the palette and taking the tea.

--All the more reason to take a break-- he coaxed, scooting closer and wrapping an arm around her waist.

Her head rested against his chest, nuzzling his jaw-- love you

--Love you too-- Rick looks up at the wall and says-- its coming along really well

--Thank you baby

Some more days passed until the mural was finished, but once it was, it looked great.

Ricky looked at the wall, now painted with none other than himself And his girlfriend, holding hands and looking at eachother in the eye, floating in a midnight Sky with stars.

--It looks beautiful, honey, well done-- he pressed her to his side, lightly tightening his arms around her shoulders.

--thank you, Ricky

He leans in for a soft gentle kiss. her hands, stained with paint resting on his neck, thumbs caressing his jaw.

And as both look at the mural, with warm cups of tea provided by Sunny, Rick realizes he had found a home, and he'd take this second chance at life and enjoy it to the very last minute.

[not-quite-girl-nor-quite-boy]

So another SGA one bevause why not, and also maybe finally catching up. Yay! So suptober day 7-(one week in hooray) "the way you shake and shiver" more specifically shaking hands/ seizures (fic) presented to you by one Dr. Rodney Mckay and several concerned friends and coworkers.

Suptober day 7- "the way you shake and shiver"

Shepherd was pretty sick and tired of being tunred around every which way in this damn massive city. All the different hallways that were secretly the same, he had been looking Rodney for hours. Well... maybe not hours but a hell of a long time, too long to say the least. He searched room after room before finally recognising the room to be that which contained our very own dr Rodney mckay. He entered slowly looking around to find the scientist who had probably been working for frankly far too long at this point. He spotted a shoe sticking out from under a console thag probably only Rodney could identify the purpose of and walked over to it. He looked around concerned, this is how rodney had spent his last three days off? He himself had been sleeping in, going to the golf course... turning down sparring sessions with teyla. Frankly not alot else had been happening. But he was relaxed, until, that was, he noticed the absence of a familiar winging and whining that seemed to be constantly in his ear, for the last few years at least so he had decided to check on mckay before getting back to his relaxation regiment. His concern for the scientist grew when he recounted how long it had taken him to find him. Doubting rodney's ability to take care of himself he worried if the man had eaten at all because unless someone had a map of mckay or something they wouldnt find him and unless mckay had become a far less obsessive and far more well adjusted person overnight, he hadnt fed himself.

"Hey mckay!" He shouted from not all that far away, interrupting the slight mumble he heard eminating from the doctor.

"What!?" He snapped angrily.

"Woah, ok easy. What did i do?" John asked defensively.

"Well for one thing you found me. How... exactly did you do that? I chosd this place specfically so i could get some work done. Undisturbed." He stressed.

"Yeah and usually i would love to not see you but its been tthree days and i hadnt heard from you even over radio so... are you ok?"

"Its been three days!? Wow. Im even more efficient than i thought." He kidded.

"Mckay!" Shepherd shouted.

"What? Frankly im just amazed we havent been attacked in that long."

"Yeah me too honestly." Shepherd thought.

"So you wanna get something to eat, im starving and i can pay attention to this anymore anyway."

*shepherd and mckay to the controll tower.*

*shepherd and mckay to the controll tower.*

Zelenka's voice repeated over the radioo.

They locked eyes in a way that conveyed just how typical it was of their lives. They got up and started jogging towards the controll tower, more just to the closest teleporter. When they finally arrived weir wss stood standing in at the top of the stairs gazing down at the gate in anticipation.

"What took you so long?" She asked a little annoyed.

"Its a big city Elizabeth and mckay here was in the farthest away lab doing... something for the last three days. Isn't that right mckay?"

"Hmm? Yeah, yeah research. Where does that go?" He asked pointing to the gate expectingly.

"Thats the thing, We dont know. It just opened up, our sheilds are down and we cant get them up. But no one has come through it and nothing has happened. However, we also cant close it so safe bet is to check it out." Weir explained.

"So gear up?"shepherd asked. Weir smiled, her mouth a tight line on her face and nodded once before walking off to her office.

"Come on mckay." John said hitting rodney in the shoulder as he walked passed him. But mckay seemed distratced by something.

"Shepherd." Mckay said looking dlwn at his own shaking hands confusedly with blackening vision. "Shepherd somethings wrong." He said again.

"Rodney?" He asked looking the man over, his eyes falling on his quivering hands. "Rod what is it?" The scientist looked up at him dased and confused.

"I- I not sure." He said the Black dots pepering his vision seemingly becoming more frequent. It felt like his his entire body was tremouring.

"John." He said again before his eyes rolled up and closed and his knees seemed to just stop holding him. John was holding him before he even hit the ground.

"Medical team to the controll tower. Medical team to the controll tower." John shouted into his radio panicked. He tryed to stirr rodney but to no avail.

~~

Rodney woke up in the infirmary a few hours later attatched to a glucose drip. He was fairly confused and unclear on the whole situation.

"What happened?" He asked when he woke up.

"You went into hypoglycemic shock rodney." A familiar scottish accent explained. "You fainted in the controll tower. Colnol sheppered was very concerned. Youll be fine youre on a IV for glucose to get your bloodsugar back up. You can go in an hour or two. Why havent you eaten in the last three days exactly rodney?"

"Sorry Carson. I was busy doing reasearch. I got a bit caught up." He explained sheepishly knowing he would be in trouble.

"For three days?!" He exclaimed.

"Seemingly. In all fairness i didnt know it was three days until shepherd told me so." He said.

"Well that explains the dehydration then." He nodded, murmering to himself.

"Sorry." He smiled. "Now, I am starving." He said rubbing his hands. "Oh Marie!" He shouted. Carson chuckled before going to fetch some food for the man.

A/N so here we are again. For some reason i didnt post this one until today but i will catch up today. I vow it. Anyway.

Hope you had fun<3

[lilacwineandthesinkingsun]

There is nothing i could say to make it all just go away...

AN: i got the feels after this weekend, and i am fed up, so like.. i am putting my current needs in this. (Fiancé won't see it but i just need to let it all out)

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT.

You have been married with Bjorn for months. As the time went you had seen him a little less every week. You talked even less.. You wanted to please him, to be a good wife for him so badly, you lost yourself. You decided to just stay quiet all the time, out went your cheery, talkative self. Everything you said was a problem. Then any facial expressions you had shown were a problem... then you opted for a pokerface. Everyone who knew you worried about you. They had seen the change. You seemed like an empty shell. Bjorn always complained about you to everyone. How he hates this new quiet, obedient self..which HE made, he just couldn't see it. You pushed down all your anxiety, all your needs, all your problems. You were a quietly ticking bomb.

Ubbe was the only one who tried to talk to you. When you went down to the stream to wash clothes he walked with you, he helped you bring back the damp clothes. He asked how you were, he soothed you when you had a panic attack. He had told you that everything will be alright.

-Nothing's gonna be alright Ubbe. And the funny thing is, i don't even care anymore.

-What do you mean you dont care (Y/n)?

You just looked at him and sighed with the same pokerface.

-Just what i said. I don't care anymore. - before you turned around and left.

It unsettled him greatly, and he knew Bjorn won't be home tonight either, so he camped out on a rooftop near your hut, just to make sure.

Sure enough, under the moonlight when everyone was asleep, you walked out to the shore, going in the icy water but only till your ankles were in it. You stood there, looking up at the sky, swiping off a stray tear before going back inside.

A week later Ubbe founf you in the forest gathering mushrooms.

-Your hand is shaking badly.. - he said as you jumped back startled, then immediately wincing in pain.

-You startled me... - you answered.

-Why are you shaking and wincing so badly? - he asked stepping closer, but you stepped backwards.

-I am cold, that's all. - you said before lifting up your basket, trying your best not to let your face contort in pain. Then you both saw it. Blood started to soak the sleeve of your dress. You looked at him briefly before basically running away. He tried to follow you, but then he thought it's best if not.. Bjorn was gonna come home two weeks from now, he could talk to him... or maybe it's best if he goes to Lagertha?

He went with the latter.

-So it has become that bad huh? I am devastated to hear that.. it should've never come this.. - Lagherta said as she looked over you as you poored ale to some folks. The faint scar on your arms sometimes showing from under your dress. Bjorn used to love you so much.. He begged his mother to let him marry you all his life. And now that you were his, he treated you so badly, you'd rather die by your own hands or by the icy water, than to leave him.. The once strong woman was broken, and groomed.. By the very man who fell in love with her for the way she was.. Bjorn came to the great hall, and sat beside his mother. With a sigh he asked:

-What is bothering you mother? - but Lagertha didn't even look towards him, she just watched you with worry.

-If you cannot treat her right, if you cannot love her... another will.. - she said as Ubbe took the jug from your hands to help. You smiled him briefly. This was the first emotion anyone has seen from you in months. Only then saw Bjorn how dim your light was. Was it him that made you so miserable? No, it cannot be, he would never hurt you.. Just when he was about to look away, he saw Ubbe discovering the scars on your arms. He caressed them with worry as he looked at Lagertha then Bjorn, before they looked at eachother. That's when you excused yourself. You were broken yes, but you don't need their pity.

They were searching for you for hours before Lagertha saw you standing high above the water on the edge of the cliff. She did not say a word, just pointed at you. Ubbe didn't need another word or look, he started to sprint up to you, Bjorn right after him., only a few minutes later..

When he got up, he heard you talking weakly.

-I'll give up Valhalla just for it to end. I cannot live this way Ubbe. I fell in love with someone who was in love with me for years, only to change and break me when he got me. And now he despises me for who i am, for who he made me to be. And the worst is, he will never see it Ubbe. I am just as worthless as i was for my family. You need to let me go. -Bjorn started to ran for you, but you silently fell backwards, not minding if there's cliffs under you, or just plain ground, not minding the Icy water.. Ubbe stopped Bjorn before he could've jump in after you.

-If the gods will keep her alive, she will need you alive as well... - he said before walking down back to Kattegat, tears gathering in his eyes. The rest of the sons and most of the shieldmaidens were already in boats, sailing out to search for you. All without success.. They came back after two hours. It was a lost cause. A sadness swept over Kattegat. Now that you were gone, they realized the littlest things they missed in everyday life. They cried for you, grieved you. At dawn, Ubbe and Bjorn were sitting on the cliff you jumped off from.

-I would've taken her from you... she didn't deserve how you treated her after all those years of longing...

-I see it now.. I was wrong.. She deserved to be loved more than i ever did...If only i could turn back time.. - Bjorn said as they looked over the fjord as the sun started to shine on their face.

They did not notice the commotion at the docks... only when Hvitserk ran up to them..

-Lagertha found her... quick.. - he shouted.

They looked at eachother then ran.

BY the time they got back, Lagertha was coming out of your room. Two shieldmaidens standing in the way.

They looked at her questioning.

-You cannot go in there.. not after what went down... - she said looking Bjorn up and down.

-She is my wife.. - he said nose flaring.

Lagherta turned back and pointed at his chest.

-Yes.. yes she is, and she is on her deathbed because of it.. -before she walked away.

A week later you were still not getting any better. You woke up, but you did not want to see anyone. Therefore only Lagertha came into your room, trying to feed you three times a day.

Even to her you did not say anything. You just laid on your side. Every time she left your room Ubbe and Bjorn was by her side, hoping for some improvement. She just shook her head before leaving.

Bjorn visited the Seer in desperation.

-Will she survive?

-She will..... if.. the fool sees it's mistakes and fill the hollowed shell again..but i see another... it won't be easy Bjorn Ironside... - he said before holding out his palm for Bjorn.

The next time he went for Lagertha for updates he sighed before saying

-I need to go in there mother..

-Why you? .. - she asked.

-I.. i need to make it right.. if.. if she want's to divorce me then so be it... but look at us.. Kattegat needs her.. - she nodded at him, then the shield-maidens let him in.

He stopped for a second looking at your small, fragile, lifeless form before stepping closer, taking your hand.

You weakly looked into his eyes.

-If you want me to i'll let you go. I see my mistakes now.. perhaps you were never meant to be mine.. I was just lucky enough to get you. I should've taken better care of it.. - he said.

-I was never the one for you.. never good enough... - you whispered.

-You were the best..Kattegat needs you... I need you.. - he pleaded before looking over to the food left there.

-You never needed me Bjorn... - you said before tears started streaming just as well as his. His hold tightened on your hand as he kissed your knuckles.

-You are in love with Ubbe don't you? - he said in anger and you winced as his hold tightened on your arm.- Did you lay with him? - he asked nearly shouting. He was ready to hit you before Ubbe barged in with Lagertha.

-If she was in love with Ubbe would've she try to kill herself? - Lagertha asked. - AT this point i wish she was in love with him... I am disappointed in you son.. You have begged me for years only to toss it out the window.. Then she nearly dies and all you can think of is she'd lay with someone else... well... son.. Did you? - she asked before Bjorn stormed out... giving his answer.

Ubbe laid next to you and let you cry into his chest. He soothed you.. When you calmed down and was nearly asleep, he caressed your back as he said

-You don't need to love me or marry me... it is fine if i am just a friend.. just let me be here, let me take care of you, protect you...

That night you fell asleep in his embrace.

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4 years later you were walking towards the cliff. It was summer, your dress flowed around you in the light wind. Ubbe smiled at you from the end of the cliff, the entirety of Kattegat was there. You were friends for most of the time... then one day he confessed, and you realized you wouldn't be with anyone else. He was with you trough thick and thin... No matter the cost. He loved you the way you were... You were finally happy.