#dont mind me im sad

[aashiqui-aashiqui]

[insteviewetrust]

I wanna fall in love.

I need it. I want to think constantly about my person and being pathetic about them, with dopey smiles always stuck on my face. I wanna be obsessed, obsessive, I want to want to know everything, I want to care enough to memorize those things, have them be the most precious notions I have ever learned about. I want someone to be deeply, so deeply and wholeheartedly in love with me, always on their thoughts, always on their lips, always in their hearts. I wanna be their everything, their entire world, and I wanna feel the very same way about them. I want to lay in bed together and wish to be able to merge together, live inside them, cosy between their ribs, their lungs my bed, the cushion for my head. I'd wish to become so little, that they'd be able to eat me, chew me up raw, and gulp me down. I want to be the best thing they ever tasted, I wanna be their favourite food. I want the colour of my skin, or of my eyes, or my lips, or my freckles, or my bones or my blood, to be their favourite colour. I wanna memorise all their beauty spots and all their stretch marks. I wanna learn their taste, lock the feeling of them on my tongue behind my teeth. I wanna say their name like a prayer, and hold their hand.

I wanna be in love.

[berenshand]

one of my favourite little things about the murderbot diaries is how present all secunit's friends are even if they're not actually physically present. it doesn't do the annoying thing where it jumps through hoops to bring back characters that aren't really relevant to the narrative but it also doesn't do the other annoying thing where it pretends they never existed either. like secunit talks about art and mensah all the time even when art or mensah aren't in the book. it's clear how bharadwaj has impacted its personal growth even when she's literally on another planet. it complains about gurathin and pin-lee when they're not there. it's still sad about miki and don abene and it mentions tapan and maro and rami even though it only knew them for a few days (because when you're new at being a person every interaction with other people is important even if it's short). iris reminds it of mensah. iris also reminds it of ratthi. its hair is fluffy bc it let amena play hairdresser off-screen and it messages her so she knows it's okay. it doesn't have to worry about protecting volescu anymore because volescu retired thank goodness. it's still using thiago's language module. etc etc etc

it's such good writing because it's such a little thing that gives the characterization and relationships greater depth and also reinforces the running theme of friendship in the series and then also subtly gives this sense of 'the people you love are a part of you/your story' and also reinforces secunit's role as a storyteller because it's constantly telling little stories about all its friends.

[dragonymango]

[wasyago]

the brainrot won

[lefthandarm-man]

Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanoff The Avengers (2012)

matching each others freak

[mepomepo]

Silly little guy!!!!! YAHOO!!!!!

[stiffyck]

I WISH ARO HEADCANONS WERE MORE POPULAR IN FANDOMS

[caramelldansenu]

[redeliminator]

i believe that to some extent Andre knows he's fucked up and this headcanon is one of the hills I will die on in the farewell tape, Cal says that “you can’t cure somebody who has nothing wrong with them.” 

Andre, on the other hand, admits they might be seen as hypocrites. he's not gonna back out, he still thinks it's the right thing for him to do, but he seems to acknowledge that people will not perceive it the same way. he tries to explain that no matter what it’ll look like, it’s not murder for the sake of murder - not in his eyes at least. there's a (sick and twisted) lesson hidden in this tragedy.

to some extent, Andre is aware of what’s going on with him, what exactly shaped him into who he is now. he sees the cause and effect of being bullied, of feeling rejected and alienated, and not being able to do anything about it because that's just who he is. he can kick and scream and shout but he will never change who he is at his core and this realization is crushing for a 17/18-year-old. this and all the implications of a missing sense of belonging.

he knows he’s messed up. he knows what would fix him and he’s convinced it’s out of his reach. he looks at other students and he thinks: it’ll never be me. and he's angry that they have something he will never have.

his awareness doesn't help though. if anything, it fuels his frustration. what adults know to be a temporary problem (high school) seemed like an insurmountable obstacle, the end of everything.

[part-time-zombie]

So it's canon that not only does patton keep romans old costume,

And have virgils card taped over his bed,

but his cat hoodie was also a gift from logan.

How many times a week do you think he holds these items close and just cries about how he's driven his family away?

(at least he has this card from janus now, too...)

[mijudo]

In love with his eyeliner

Imagine him entering his emo-era

My humor is broken sorry

[askgardenerwoods]

hi Emma! Who do you consider your friends do you have a crush on anybody?

" For crushes... "

[arom-antix]

I bring to thee some quick late night Viktuuri sketches because I think we could all use some fluff

[pansyfemme]

i have been a ball of depression lately as well as my physical health worsening pretty severly this past week due to stress and so my friends have been. trying so hard to get me to get out and do things and its very sweet but i feel bad because the whole time i’m just a total mess

[puppppppppy]

AND I MET THE CHANGE GOD TOO. OKAY. COOL OKAY