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troublesome-transboy · 1 year ago
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wonder if Hospital Smell is different with regional differences in cleaning porducts. are there regional differences in cleaning products? hospital hive mind?
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perfunctory-satisfaction · 3 months ago
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i was already having such a stressful day with my only coworker being replaced for 3 weeks by the workplace mean girls that talk about me both behind my back AND to my face, and now this :| im done
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dyketennant · 9 months ago
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idk i think i should start masking again 🤠 (i mean the autism i already wear a face mask)
#vent#personal#dont mind me using the tags as a diary for a bit. i have a real diary but my carpal tunnel is not agreeing with writing with a pen rn#blah blah blah val's interests are annoying and weird. and it's all they really know how to talk about#because they are so busy constantly with two jobs + full-time uni + side gigs + life in general#that they cannot function without their Little Things and because of that all their interpersonal relationships suffer#yknow how it is#ive always been one of those people who talks a lot in class#especially since getting to college because now i really care and am excited about what we're discussing#(plus talking about it/engaging helps keep me awake and stimulated otherwise i'll go to the seventh circle of hell)#but i feel like especially recently but just in general. i just always say dumb shit. and maybe it's worse now bc my paranoia is spiking#bc of that class with my ex i have twice a week and i know they're probably judging what i say and making fun of me to their new friends#while i have to spend an hour and fifteen minutes trying not to look at the other side of the room and turning up music when they speak#i used to be better at socially masking bc high school was hell but then covid happened and it all went down the drain#and then my life got Worse and now it's like. sorry im annoying and bad at talking i know i am. i am also trying to not be like that#idk i think im just so spread thin that everything i ever do im doing poorly bc i just Cant. and im in pain constantly#and always running late or rushing or stressed or busy. like i haven't been not-stressed since. i dont even know. maybe when i was sick?#and even then i was stressed because Oh Fuck I Have Covid. yknow#wow my therapist is going to have an interesting day tomorrow it seems
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transbee · 1 year ago
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Nah okay im still on about this ig. like when someone with ptsd brings up that it kinda manifests in weird ways or they have "weird" triggers generally people have learned to keep their mouths shut and least keep opinions to themselves* But as soon as it starts it starts edging into did-talk or god forbid a system talks about the weird effects it has on their life or doesn't have a perfect cookie-cutter "Normal" experience with plurality. People CANNOT keep their opinions to themselves anymore.
(*GENERALLY. NOT ALWAYS. I KNOW THERE'S ALWAYS GONNA BE IDIOTS INPUTTING THEIR TWO CENTS ON STUFF THEY KNOW NOTHING ABOUT but my point is it happens far more often to systems)
having did and being online in any capacity is so fucking exhausting because you literally can't go anywhere without seeing the most heinous takes about your existence or validity it's like. can we be normal. can we please be normal and Chill for like two seconds.
#idk im just complaining. thinking too hard ab an experience i had. and i KNOW it's not systems alone who even within communities of#mentally ill ppl get a lot of flack (holding hands with everyone on the schizospectrum rn) (holding my own hand)#Not to mention a ''NORMAL'' experience with plurality Doesn't Exist. Every brain is different and no two systems are going to have the same#experience#like. i think people get that autism looks different for a lot of people and it's meaningless to judge one autistic person compared to#another#but with SYSTEMS my GOD. if you don't fit the Extremely Ridgid Yet Also Amorphous standard of a Normal Person With DID is#you will not only be mocked by people with zero understanding of how plurality actually presents itself in a brain but actively told#the very real things you are experiencing aren't real.#TRUST ME BROTHER MY LIFE'D BE A HELL OF A LOT EASIER IF IT WASN'T REAL.#and i guess it is all kinda pointless bc i know my lived experience and don't need to and shouldn't have to prove it to anyone but.#it's still exhausting to have something about yourself be constantly demeaned by a loud minority of people online. el oh el....#again same with last time nobody in particular pissed me off im just...complaining LOL#HAVING DID IS EXHAUSTINGGGG#sory if there were bits of this that were meandering or nonswnsical or typo ridden im on a train rn#literally i had to complain about it so bad i needed to just write this and shuck it out there and THEN TAKE A NAP ON THE TRAIN BAI#.txt#system tag#frantically turning off rbs on this before some fuckshit happens#if youre gonna take anything away from my rambling: if you see a 15 year old osdd system with a 23 page long carrd#of a bunch of video game characters: you can just look the other way and let them do their thing.#You Dont Have To Engage With or Have A Take or Micromanage what systems do online.#the did community does enough of that to eachother and themselves LOL#and if youre a system looking for a takeaway from this its just#let those weird kids do their own thing and find a circle of systems who you jive with better. hope this helps.#system community infighting is exhausing enough as it is and nonsystems constantly feeling the need to have a say makes it infinetly worse#thatse all#<3
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juyomiao · 2 years ago
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take the chance - ricky
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ricky x gn!reader
genre: fluff !!! , best friends to lovers
word count: 791
warnings: ENGLISH ISNT MY FIRST LANGUAGE!! so theres going to be mistakes !!! , alcohol consumption but its barely mentioned , is it considered underage drinking if it'd only be considered as underage drinking in countries where the drinking age is above 18/19 ,, (i feel bad for u if u r from any of those countries fr)
note: first actually written work im kinda # nervous my writing skills r .. definitely writing !! this is cringe cliché and based on a dream i had like a month ago . yes im a lesbian yes i dream abt kissing ricky thats completely normal . (friends dont read this i want to disappear rn as i speak)
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You've been to countless parties since the half of the previous school year when your best friend Ricky became popular out of nowhere. You still don't know where that popularity came from, he's always been good looking, it's not like he had some kind of glow up.
Sometimes you think it's more of a curse than a blessing, with all the times you've been dragged to a party you were not invited to because Ricky, being the introvert he is, refuses to go anywhere without you and, consequently, getting dirty looks from everyone for tagging along and 'leeching' off of Ricky's popularity.
Even now, when people have more or less come to terms with the fact that you two are a package deal, you still despise parties, only appreciating a few things about them, like drinking for free and… nothing else, really.
It's not like Ricky enjoys them either, he'd rather stay home with you and watch some romance drama as you eventually fall asleep with your head on his shoulder. But it's not like he can reject every single invite thrown at him. So you two came to a compromise: one weekend at a party, one weekend at your house.
The boredom of awkwardly standing in a corner as you silently watch yet another drunk couple make out, careless of the countless other people surrounding them, soon gets to you, and you blurt out a question.
"Have you ever kissed someone?"
Ricky's calm expression falters for a second, his eyes widening. He just hopes the dimly lit room is hiding the blush creeping on his cheeks.
He's your best friend, how do you not know?
Well, Ricky is a private person and, even having known him for years, he barely talks about his romantic life, so you've never dared prying into it.
"Of course," he says, after composing himself "You?"
You shake your head, breaking eye contact with him. "And I don't think it's going to happen any time soon," you sigh. At this point, it's a hopeless mission.
Ricky is convinced if it wasn't for the loud music in the background, everyone would be able to hear the cogs turning in his brain as it processes this information.
His best friend – whom he has had a crush on since forever – has never kissed someone.
Ricky looks at you through the corner of his eye, wondering if he should take the chance and possibly change your relationship forever – for the better or the worse, he doesn't know.
To you, though, it just looks like he's side-eyeing you with his usual unreadable expression, and you think you fucked up. You assume he's judging you, because not only are you a complete, bitchless loser, but you brought the conversation up yourself.
"Forget it, I don't know why I said that, sorry, now you probably think I'm weird and…" you start rambling, and to Ricky, that's the cutest thing he has ever seen.
God, he's really that down bad.
Suddenly, an idea pops up in his head.
"Can I kiss you?"
The abrupt question leaves you speechless, your words dying in your mouth as you look at him like he has grown a second head.
"What?" It sounds dumb once you say it, but you genuinely think you misheard him. There's no way Ricky, of all people, would ask you something like that.
Ricky smiles, "I said," he turns with his shoulder leaning on the wall so he can look at you directly "Can I kiss you?"
You blink at him, dumbfounded "Wha- what? Did you… what? Did you actually say that? Am I hearing this right?"
Ricky nods, clearly amused by your reaction
"If this is a joke, it's not funny, like, at all."
"Why would I be joking?" Ricky's expression goes back to deadpan serious, he inches closer to your face "So? Is this a yes?"
You nod slowly, still trying to process what's happening. You shouldn't want this, you shouldn't be so tempted to kiss your best friend. But you are.
Before you can overthink it any further, Ricky closes the space between you two. He's hesitant at first, his lips barely brushing against yours, but when you clumsily try to reciprocate the kiss, he takes the lead.
It doesn't feel special, or magic, or like anything else people have described their first kiss as. It's just two best friends who realized their feelings for each other. And to you, that's perfect.
"So… now what?"
"How about we get out of here and go on a date?" You sigh, shaking your head, "Ricky, it's…" you check your phone "1 AM, where would we even go?"
He seems to genuinely think about it for a solid one or two minutes "McDonald's?"
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note 2 bc i cant stfu : WHY IS THE ENDING SO RUSHED I WANT TO SCREAM.. but i've wanted to post this for like a week now so im posting it anyways , pls leave some feedback if u liked it 🫶🏻
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xox-b1te-m3-xox · 8 months ago
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yo!! i'm hunter (im 20 yej), also known as lepus / leppy / lele, rev / revolver, uzi, moxie, calware / cal, hornet, freminet / fremmy / frem, or any of my other kin names. im gay and cosmoveric errorgender / libramasculine (he/they/neos), see my pronouns page for my neopronouns list & all the kin names i use!!!
professionally i use the names colt and orion !! i don't really use those names on this account though this is my hell fandom space lmfao
im also experimenting with the name dusk, so if you want to refer to me with that i don't mind!!
my primary kinshift atm is uzi doorman !! so rn i prefer being called uzi or revolver / rev, either works !!
IF YOU'RE COMING FROM MY PROFESSIONAL SOCIALS, ABANDON ALL HOPE YE WHO ENTER HERE BECAUSE I AM NOT PROFESSIONAL HERE, SEE MY BSKY FOR PROFESSIONAL CONTENT
cringe culture is dead, so i'm gonna be cringe on main!!!!! im a border collie therian and a furry, so im ultra levels of cringe aren't i, bite me
this post is way too FUCKING long so feel free to read this intro and leave it at that idrc i wrote this for me anyways (/hj)
yes i format my page like a 15 year old so what?? i never mentally recovered past middle school anyways
im medically diagnosed with major depressive disorder, generalized anxiety disorder, borderline personality disorder, and bipolar 1 disorder........................... ya boi is fucked up god damn (im being medicated for bipolar disorder but we're workin on the rest trust me)
in other news, i publish books under the name hunter bunnyfields !!
theres tons of stuff under the cut including the fandoms im into, if my edit requests are open, my kin list, my tags, and my social media!
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by the way fuck the algorithm tumblr can suck my metaphysical dick
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if you want to you can send me asks about any of the fandoms im into or ships i like just be wary about sending spoiler content (like endings or other paths) unless i've explicitly posted about it before
i'm not gonna bother listing all my ships bc a lot of them are pretty obvious just bc of these post dividers (hunter route is best route fight me idgaf i speak the truth and im into blondes) but feel free to send me other ships (i will judge you harshly for them /silly)
so moving on, the fandoms im into include: sonic, danganronpa, stardew valley, cotl, fnaf, vocaloid/sekai, warrior cats, pokemon, hyv games (except tot), ninjago, cookie run, promare, my little pony, aphmau, yttd, undertale, space leaper, food fantasy, afterl!fe, mystic messenger, nimona, lackadaisy, murder drones, tadc, camp buddy, minecraft: story mode, professor layton, the legend of zelda, tof, fnf, bluey, afk journey, hollow knight, mystery skulls animated, p5, resident evil, steven universe, what lurks beneath, portal
feel free to ask me about any of them idrc i like talking!!!!!!!! i also forget that im in most of these fandoms half the time and i'm sure there's more i've forgotten to add im just stupid
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yes im a kinnie no i don't care about doubles no i won't tell you my full kin list i'll just randomly drop the fact i kin characters sometimes (this is a lie; i have pretty much all of my kin names on my pronouns page, i've just got some of em as friends only lmao)
if you want a few of the characters i personally identify with, if it wasn't already obvious from my intro of this post, my mains are freminet from genshin impact, uzi from murder drones, moxie from the lonely wolf series, and hunter from camp buddy
some of my other major kins include wanderer, herrscher of sentience, vflower, ivypool, jayfeather, starlight glimmer, kokichi ouma, surge the tenrec, kieran (pkmn), and lio fotia
i kin more characters those are just the main ones, i'm the worst combination of all your least favourite character tropes!!!!
feel free to ask me about my kins if you want, or ask what kin shift im in idrc, i dont kin shift that much anymore but sometimes i do
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i do edits and moodboards sometimes??? i guess?? sometimes i'll make icons or whatever, sometimes i do fancy dividers, hell did you guys know im an artist?? i do art sometimes too, occasionally i do sprite edits if i feel like it but i'm not that good at replicating artstyles so shrugs, mainly just do ur classic 2018 tumblr edits here
so uh if you want some icons or whatever the fuck else i listed
✨ Feel Free To Send Requests ✨
i don't have much of a blacklist other than don't be weird about ships (so no pr*sh*p stuff) and don't ask for nsfw/gorey stuff
but i do edits pretty rarely so don't expect a lot from me lmaooo
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for some reason i also made tags for some of my bs ramblings so stuff usually tagged with .txt is miscellaneous bullshit i post (ocasionally some of my posts are funny, i think)
some, but not all of them, may include: legendary post archive.txt, the brainrot.txt, random.txt, art.txt, psa.txt, save.txt/saves.txt, asks.txt, fave.txt signal boost.txt, promo.txt, random.txt, textingronpa.txt, the journal.txt
most of my personal ramblings go under random.txt but occasionally i add other stuff, so if the tumblr search function allows you to peruse the tags go ahead idrc if you do
in particular my primary tag is 'the journal.txt', as this is where most of my rambling about my novel series go, i've been working on the series since 2015 so i don't like to shut the hell up about it lmfao
a lot of my posts are LONG POSTS, so if you don't wanna see long posts please blacklist the 'long post tw' tag bc that's what i normally tag them as!!! yes, i mean it, ill post them a lot
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hey i have a shit ton of ✨ social media ✨ and ✨ miscellaneous bullshit websites ✨ if you wanna check em out, idk why you'd wanna do that tho all my cringeposting is already here
BLUESKY || TOYHOU.SE || MY OFFICIAL WEBSITE REDBUBBLE || FANDOM WIKIA || TWITCH || AO3 SQW || WATTPAD || DEVIANTART  || ARTFIGHT COMICFURY || MAIN YOUTUBE || GAMEJOLT PATREON || POKEFARM || FANDOM YOUTUBE
i've got some accs i'm only leaving up to ward off impersonators so i'm not linking them here but if you want to know what they are idrc if you just ask me through the askbox or whateve
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8cfc00 · 9 months ago
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I think that- oh sorry HI 👋 I hope you don't mind the ask haha I didn't feel like rambling in tags- I've also noticed the downtrend in dndads posting, and while it *could* be some mini migration of people to other fandoms, I'm not so sure that that's the case? Not that people aren't getting into new things (I myself have been, for that matter,) but... How to put it. I feel like the show itself, despite approaching the finale, has kind of been at a quiet point where there simply isn't too much to talk about rn? Like I think the noise will pick back up in the fandom when it picks back up in the show if that makes sense?? Also just a busy time of year for a lot of people I think tbh! And since the fandom is so small to begin with (as you know), it's more noticeable when a bunch of people are preoccupied!
That's what I'm feeling anyways! But yeah I've been thinking about it too, and I empathize with the whole "feeling sad when people leave fandoms" thing, so I felt inclined to share my two cents in case it's any consolation haha. Regarding what you said about whether or not the show is "bad"- yeah, I agree! There's some places it really shines and some places that just aren't its forte, but me personally as long as I'm having fun I'm staying put right here! 😤❤️
!! HELLO!!! and yeah you bring up some good points... like there really isnt too much going on in the story character/emotion wise that people can latch on to (in contrast to the more angst ass eps that seem to be a bigger hit among fandom types) PLUS with only one jan ep the pace at which dndads has been releasing is. a bit slow (ep 50 was basically just 49 part 2 too so...)
as for the parts the show is good at vs the parts it isnt. i think it also comes down to the individuals/groups judging it, and the differences in their expectations... like with s2 ep31 the cast was talking about how the ep sucked in the teen talk, but on tumblr the tag had trended with SO much art... there have also been times when i had really enjoyed an episode only to find not much talk about it. so its really different for different people i guess
i try to not feel TOO dejected about stuff i have no control over (especially online stuff) but yknow life has been stressful and ig some of that stress had carried over to my posting. i didn't mean to start discussion about how good the podcast is (i've seen enough of that on reddit LOL) i dont wanna harsh the vibes, esp cuz i know i dont feel very good when i see critical posts about a show i DO enjoy a lot! (i am similarly " having fun")
THANKS FOR RESPONDING THO it was kinda nice to see im not the only one seeing and thinking about things! yaaaaaa
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threadsun · 1 year ago
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do u ever have a kink/ scenario that just makes u go AAAAA for knowing u have/ want to see explored in ze written wordz because u KNOW the moment u breath about it ud get canceled for it on twitter because its kinda #problematic and ur just like "plz i dont condone it in real life it just makes my insides tingle please" because thats me rn with like. a spefic version of orientation play im dying- fishie (leave me ALONE twitter mobs im QUEER im just DERANGED too
Unrelatable, BUT only because I refuse to go on twitter and refuse to feel shame about my sexuality and desires. It's not unusual for people to be ashamed of their kinks or otherwise nervous about being judged by people for them. Especially with people moralising about kinks and sexuality as if it's indicative of anything other than "body reacts good to [thing]".
I've got plenty of kinks people would consider either fucked up or just... weird? But that's not my problem. My kinks are between me and any adult who chooses to consensually engage in them with me (whether it be in person, online, or just through me writing shit and them reading it).
But yeah, orientation play can be fun!! I've done commissioned orientation play before, and while it's not something I've explored yet outside of my professional work, it's definitely a valid form of sexual expression. As long as it's appropriately tagged so people who don't want to see it don't have to, I don't see why it should be anyone else's business what a person finds hot wrt their orientation/identities being messed with/invalidated in a scene.
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iguanasplit · 2 years ago
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9 people you’d like to get to know better
Thanks @aj-2760idk for tagging me i ahdnt done this in a long while!
i think i ought to mention that while this is my personal my studyblr is @it-must-be-autumn thats where i try to keep my stuff productive, (im procastinating RN)
3 Ships:
i dont really care much about ships these days but i read a lot of fics (im getting judged bcs these are kpop ships but idc im in tumblr, and this place is godless land)
Taehyun / Huening Kai (pokemon obsessed friends, gym bro and nerd)
Taehyun / Beomgyu (dumb and dumber, or their braincells cancel each other out)
Yeonjun / Soobin (sharp intense guy thats actually a dork and sweet dork, dumb and dumber the remix)
Last Song:
Before - NIKI
Backburner -NIKI
hectic - RM
(im obsessed with the entire album of Nicole actually!)
(i recommend RM's indigo as well, the guy says its all over the place but thats what makes it fun)
Last Movie:
The Sea Monster, im an animation lover! the designs were impressive and fun!
Last Book:
im reading some life advice personal growth book called "the flinch" is like 30 pages and i cannot concentrate but its relatable taking into account how much shit i dont do.
i wont be a liar and say that the title is referencing boxing and that reminds me of my favourite member of TXT and his perspective on facing challenges and boxing and i think it has this directeness that i find motivating so yeah, ill write how did that go. i foudn it throught a cool quote here and i neede motivation so why not?
Currently Consuming:
lukewarm coffee with some milk
Currently Craving:
rum coke (yo i find out why do adults drink, christmas expenses have been so high, theres just so much and i still live with my parents)
tagging: @flamingdiva @forever5hines @jmarcogliese @rayne-the-neutrois-nerd @supportstudies @saintkey @lutfenbusonolsun @leejinklies @dlwlrma @wishforsomewherenew
Hi you all its been a while since i did one of this!! this was fun!!
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nuppu-nuppu · 1 year ago
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same anon here, just read the other tags. Look this is a shitty situation, but none of that makes you pathetic. Would you go around judging that way others who feel like that too? If not, then pls try to be more gentle with yourself; your worth doesn't dependent on how many ppl show they like you, or anything like that. Personally I think fresh starts can feel great if you come from a place of wanting a positive change in yourself and your relations with others, but pls don't do it bc you want to isolate yourself -even if rn feels like the only option, its not. The head can be so tricky for no reason, and doing that would bring the familiarity of loneliness, yes, but also make you feel even worse about who you are and your relation with the rest of the world, even losing the grasp of wether or not being real -been there done that. Ppl on the internet constantly show their best selves bc they also want validation, and be perfect, and be happy, and great, and admired, but behind the para social relationships we dont know who they really are. I apologize if im giving unsolicited advice or just sticking my nose where it doesnt belong (?), just hurts to see ppl going thru what sounds like what I have.
I know I’m being too harsh on myself it’s just hard not to be because sometimes I feel like this situation I am in is completely my fault and due to my personality being shit garbage or something
And I’m definitely getting the urge to self isolate myself again but I know I should not because then I would just be more lonely and why the fuck would I want that. The loneliness has just become too familiar, at least more familiar than trying to socialise. And yeah I don’t feel real anymore that’s kind of why I wrote the things I wrote.
And you don’t have to apologise, I kind of asked for it with my overly dramatic tags lol thank you for being kind to me. I hope the world is kind to you in the future <3
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sneezydarliing · 1 year ago
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HI. hypmic anon im back hello. Sorry in advance for the long ass scroll of text DHDHSB. I dont think you can even begin to understand how RABID your reply made me im giggling kicking my feet rn. Its canon TO ME!!!!! ALL OF IT!!! (well almost all of it bc i dont think ramuda would keep the gifts especially if they would get in his way bc hes a dick. And i love him for it. Fake ass bastard <3) no fr he "has to be in control" are you trying to kill me genuinely. Genuine question
scenarios are. Oh gosh okay i love. Control. I want to crush him like a bug i NEED to see him crack so i dont really care too much about the cause but GOSH having to power through a shitty (emotionally and physically) day WITH the added pressure of a whole ass fake persona on top of everything else. Soooo delicious to me. Anything with him just being surrounded by people especially FANS and having to keep up the /everything/ while just wanting to be anywhere else...... im SO sick of this guy i hate him
Also also okay listen dont judge me TOO much here but i. Am coming. From the anime adaptation i KNOWWW I KNOW thats like a cardinal sin or whatever but listen i dont know enough jp to go beyond like, the first few cd dramas and i DEFINITELY dont know enough to tackle the drb game (can we have a localization im actually on my knees begging) and i did catch up on a few of the cd dramas but i never got to dh and bat.... But the anime did just get to them. Dh seem very. They seem very. (<- a person who got into hypmic bc they saw art of sasara and thought they would like him)
ANYWAYS. That is to say i might not know them too well YET but I WILL STILL!! CONSUME ANY AND ALL HYPMIC CONTENT!!! So rest assured there is an audience (albeit small) and also im gonna shout out the anime adaptation omw out bc listen that shit is so fucking bad its so funny. Who greenlit them for a second season im crying
To finish this word dump off, i will offer up another little scenario for matenro which im gonna assume are the mtr in your tags (and sorry in advance if its a typo and you meant mtc and im just being dumb) specifically some domestic hifudo bc i still CANNOT believe they canonically live together like are you kidding me. Anyways im putting peak himbo hifumi out of commission bc of some virus that has been going around in his workplace. And doppo is fucking fighting for his life bc hifumi always does all the housework and cooking (CANONICALLY. im never getting over these two) and 'oh my god what does a sick person even need like are you joking ive never taken a sick day in my life and you expect me to take care of another person????' Ft jakurai on doppos speed dial trying to calm him down bc its really not that bad
HELLO AGAIN!!!!!!!! holding this so dear omg...
You are so right in all of it !!!! Admitidly I like DH bc they're very silly. Thr anime id so bad but i hold it so dear bc so is the game. Hypmic at its essence is just. Lovably terrible.I was lucky enough to be able to read a lot of the manga when slug still had it up so I do know a lot more more than the anime puts out !!! The anime is silly though love it
I really wish they'd come out with an arb eng but bcuz there's not many western fans my hopes aren't high 😔
ALSO I love that scenario so much... domestic hifudo is so dear to me I love them so much. Hifu being taken care of for once instead of bring the one that always takes care of others they make me emotional
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crplpunkklavier · 10 months ago
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#i feel like its also notable that a lot of the time the victims are people who knew too much or were trying to stop their powerplays#phoenix is usually like the second or third person to actually stand up#but hes the one who has the power to make his stand the last stand that needs to be taken#so there's something to be said for the mask these people wear already slipping before the murder#like look at Matt Engarde and Red White and MVK#literally all of them have victims who had dirt on them and did not buy the facade#part of the weaponization of power means they are so reliant on having the judge in their pocket that they just aren't expecting to lose#not super coherent tags but im not in the mood to write meta that actually makes sense rn#but anyways the Engarde trial is important because it shows that Phoenix will not choose corruption and will not be bought#that he will stand up even when he has something to lose#Phoenix is on the side of innocents and victims in a system that does not listen to victims and refuses to see innocence
i hope you dont mind me copying your tags! (i found them very coherent)
but this is a very good point that i didnt touch on in my euphoria, yes! ace attorney's outlook on the world and humanity isnt so bleak that it actually presents phoenix as the only person ever to speak out. it is just so incredibly conscious of the systems that law and crime live in to shine a light on what leverage it takes to grant the necessary power to those willing to take a stand. phoenix is never presented as a lone bastion of truth and justice, but more as an enabler of collective righteous chaos
another thing i always enjoy about ace attorney is that whenever you have one of those high-ranking powerful type people as the murderers, theyre never, like.... good at it. i know ive said this about kristoph a lot, but i dont mean him this time, because while he definitely has the air of someone with money and striving for power, he was nowhere near the villains of aa1. redd white folds nearly immediately, von karma starts fully stammering as soon as you call him out on his shit on trial day 1, damon gant outright says that he was never actually a very good criminal. maybe dee vasquez holds out the longest (because she's sexy), but she also is somewhat quick to be like "welllll you caught me, too bad theres no proof huh"
and its easy to just leave it at that and go "lol these idiots in aa are so bad at murder" but i think the graver message here is that.... i mean all of these people have been living like that for years, and maybe the added weight of that over time also helps break them down faster, but still. evidence was handled sloppily, stories werent being kept straight. all of their cases could have been cleared up years and years ago, if only someone before phoenix wright (or, you know, mia fey. rip) had had the guts to just call them out on their obvious lies, instead of simply staying quiet and going along with them. these people didnt get away with murder for years because they were smart and cunning, it was all only because they were powerful enough that people were too afraid to say something. they are bad at murder for very specific and systemic reasons, and they crumple as soon as a single person dares to speak up
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dontforgetthefrenchhorns · 2 years ago
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I tagged 74 of my posts in 2022
Only 40% of my posts had no tags
#the rat has spoken - 56 posts
#french horn - 7 posts
#band geek - 7 posts
#horn - 6 posts
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#for me personally theres not much sex appeal in thr percussion section bc i dont like any of the people in my school's percussion section
My Top Posts in 2022:
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Im working on a solo rn lol don't think I mentioned that yet
Im working on Andromeda by Beethoven! It's pretty and not out of my range! I've had it for a bit but we just had our big full band concert so now I'm gonna start practicing this more rather than the full band stuff
This obviously is far from perfect but ill probably update with more recordings of this piece
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GUYS I GOT AN EXEMPLARY THATS THE HIGHEST POSSIBLE!!!!!!!
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Ahhh it's been a couple days bc my brain has been fries but!!! My last first comp of the season was on Saturday!!!
First in our division!!
Outstanding drum majors!! (regardless of division)
Best in visual effect!!!
So overall a very good last first comp for me
12 notes - Posted October 3, 2022
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GUYS WE GOT FIRST WE GOT FIRST
GUYS GUYS THE JUDGES FUCKED UP THE SCORE SHEETS IN PRELIMS AND ADDED US PLUS THREE OTHER BANDS INTO FINALS AND WE WON WE GOT FIRST MY SENIOR YEAR ALL FIRSTS BROO.SKQOSKWLLWKSD
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My #1 post of 2022
Reblog with the weird games you've played during band camp :3
I'll go first, we've played dead fish, where you lay on the ground and try not to move and people will try to make you move and if you do you lose. Best strategy for winning is to take a nap. We've also played yourself your neighbor which is one of those keep up with the pattern or you're out type of games
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faaun · 2 years ago
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i am actually terrified xoxo
#ok yk how i ended up going to sweden to a family friends house and staying in an empty w a futon in it#the family friend in question is actually a really ridiculously clever translator/linguist/author/journalist/etc#genuinely shes so smart . but also shes like . super introverted and the whole house is constantly silent i can hear someone sighing#through a closed door . and the door to my containment cube TM is in the living room and i am constanrly living in fewr#of making any noise . also forgot to take UK-EU adapter w me so i literally cpuld not study which is the entire reason#i came here . to run away from my parents constantly screaming at each other etc. anyway theyre actually lovely ppl but i am so afraid of#like . using up their food etc . that i rejected it for a while . which is dumb as fuck bc straight up rejecting to eat smns cooking#is actually rly rude in my culture . but i still feel guilty. and like im not even here w my own money (i dont have any of that left xoxo)#anyway we had a convo abt languages and i realised my persian is so shit rn its so . shameful of me. she also told me to learn german#(bc philisophy) and i told her i kind of am kind of and she said do u find it a mathematical langauge ? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN#WHAT DO U MEAN . LIKE IK ROUGHLY WHAT SHE MEANT BUT LIKE WHAT WAS THE RIGHT ANSWER#when i responded she just smiled and said nothing for 10 seconds i feel like my whole personality was being judged for that response#anyway @swedes ur consensus culture is actually so fascinating#empty cube** first tag#every moment i am living in fear . still 100x better than being home lmao#the way i didnt sleep for 3 days . xoxo#anyway linköping bitches r like lets do smth crazy and go to a pub at 7pm order 2 entire beers chat cordially and split the bill before 8pm#heart emoji everyone here js rly sweet
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i-likeparrots · 4 years ago
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I like how my tumblr is changing. Like, when i started it i reblogged only ,,aesthetic, Paris, flowers, beach" kind of things. Later, it was all about goth, anime, blood and babydoll-ish. And here i am right now. Wanna see some mushrooms? No problem, they're here. Cats with hats? Yup. Anime girl with big titties covered in blood singing about learning? That's a right place.
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sea-jello · 2 years ago
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@merf-txt you werent joking about the long notes SJAKDAJSHAH
first of all its okay like a good 90% people missed the note too, but thats fine! it lets me know who is willing to do what if they dont land a major role. MUSICAL THEATRE MAJOR GO YOU transferring schools sounds scary best of luck!!
ive edited the question in the form so i dont have to say it again but now you can vote for another role as a backup if you wanted a major role but didnt get it. i will assume you want a major role first and foremost unless you specify
in the future if we actually do this (and its looking more and more like we will) at first you could send as many auditions for as many characters as you want, but now literally 32 people want a major role so you most likely will only be able to pick one character
there probably wouldnt be callbacks, but it really depends we'll see how it goes. there will be an acting part for auditions cause we're relying pretty heavily on voices here. id prefer if both monologue and song are from bmc tbh cause im not that experienced in judging a persons potential talent. if youre auditioning for jeremy i might ask for a little bit of lgw specifically along with your other videos cause its a big song. ofc if theres another song that makes you look better absolutely go for it!
im not gonna lie to you i dont know what a pinglist is and i dont think i have one. if youre talking about the tagged people on the og post theyre just people in the notes that started this whole thing telling me they were interested. i mean if i ever have to ping interested people ill add you
i will have a discord server in the future! thats why im asking for discords lmao just to see if you have one and i could reach you with something other than tumblr. most likely will have a specific blog for this too but again nothing is certain rn. i was thinking of doing auditions through google forms again cause i want a little thing where you can tell me why you would be best for this role and all. propaganda yk. it probably wont affect my decisions super much but its still nice to know, especially if you already have experience and stuff. might just do it through discord tho like you said although there is the problem of big files and nitro
BMC TUMBLR REMAKE (!!PLEASE READ THE WHOLE POST!!)
okaay if youve seen my recent posts youll know that we MIGHT be doing an actual remake of be more chill right here on tumblr dot com! run by me ofc but i might need help down the line so you can sign up for that. its gonna be a completely fan made thing like im talking singing voice acting drawing music editing everything
ive gotten quite a lot of positive reactions to that post so ive made a google form if youre interested in participating! options include major roles minor roles editors artists and more take your pick
if youre not the best at singing then you can sign up for ensemble, for example the bg voices in guy that id kinda be into. no worries at ALL if you cant sing or draw or anything, theres gonna be a speaking ensemble too, for example the overlapping shouting in the smartphone hour. you can pick more than one role, for example ensemble + visuals, cause this is not a very big fandom so we're gonna need duplicates but if you want a major character role i'd prefer if you just stick with that tbh. if you want a major character role you can also pick more than character! you can specify you want to try for rich, the squip and brooke or whatever. youre not actually auditioning for those roles yet i just need to see if theres enough people to cover every role
EDIT YO GUYS im sorry i forgot but deadline is end of the month! don't worry about timezones, as long as it's april for you you can still sign up. AGAIN I AM JUST CHECKING IF ENOUGH PEOPLE ARE INTERESTED so don't worry if you can't sign up now for whatever reason. you'll get another chance in the future, like an official sign up form. ALSO posts about this would most likely be under the tag #bmcblr remake thank you happistar for coming up with the word bmcblr it's funny as hell
KEEP IN MIND!!! WE ARE NOT FOR SURE DOING THIS I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH. again i just need to see if enough people are interested to pull this off. ofc the more who are interested the more likely we would do it. also PLEASE please reblog or interact in some way so the word gets out! remember the more people the better
go crazy
im gonna tag the people who already said they were interested i really hope yall dont mind
@stealthkragen @merpiko @finallyheereandqueer @happistar @nezumithewriter @jarofmayonassey @mx-showtime @housebird @thetheatergremlin @celestetcetera @mynameismicah-getitright @william-austin @lohstandfound @lovely-blue-galaxy @genderlesssnake @twoplayergame @h0n3yk1tt3n @thefingerinthemiddle @thesquirrelqueer @tw0-player-game @enamelon @itsjustjo78
oh thats a lot more people than i thought i hope i didnt miss anyone
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