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Been daydreaming again, I'm lost in the thought of you
#dont be gone too long#you're my favorite flower#id grow you right here at home if i could#but i know you're a wildflower#and i love going out to find you where you bloom#everything is fleeting but i can keep a jar of you in my heart#and open it up when i need to feel the sunshine on my soul again#you make me feel alive
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Idk who needs to hear this but time and time again isn't over!!!
Webtoon removed the "time and time again will return!!!" Banner and I don't know why, but it's not over!!! There's still another 1/3 of the comic to go! There's a lot more stuff that I'm working on and it'll be coming back soon!
Please be patient with me, I know it's been a long time... But the stuff I'm making is really good and there's a lot of reasons it's taken this long. I promise I want it back more than anyone.
I'm trying to come back around the end of October. I'm doing my best to get everything ready in time, so no promises, but I'm on track to do so! I'm just one person writing and drawing everything, and my editor was fired so I'm not even getting any notes anymore. It's literally just me. I'm doing my best I promise!
#im so frustrated that banner has been gone#and people think the comic is over because of that#which is reasonable to think#but it... idk#its already an uphill battle to try snd retain audience after a hiatus this long#let alone when webtoon is actively building thr expectation that theres no need to come back...#im so frustrated#every day there is something new with them its so exhausting#this isnt even the thing I've been majorly stressed about this is a fresh new frustration#i feel like they're not just being unhelpful#at this point i feel like theyre actively sabotaging my career.#im not allowed to promote my books#i can't make my links too big so no one can find me#people dont even know i have a patreon#i can't make any announcements on the comic#and now people think th whole thing is over and it isnt!#im so ;_;#im so frustrated and demoralized#and people complete reasonably are losing patience and interest#and. ah... it's fine. like genuinely it is fine.#it will come back soon and i am doing a good job#and everyone who sees it's back will be happy with what ive done#cause it's good. its really good...#but. yeah. idk. webtoon has been actively keeping me down since the beginning and im so over them#I've been so mistreated aysudjejjdjdjdj#i just want to finish the series and go ;_;#taking all my power to not **** ******#just gotta power through and get the fuck out#text post#update
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#hotd#rhaenicent#rhaenicent meme#but im worried#i feel like hotd is all over the place rn since end of s2#i dont want them to prioritise rhaenicent over other plots#i dont want other and important plots to be erased or for characters personalities and stuff to change#etc etc#I want rhaenicent but im okay with crumbs as long as its a beautiful tragic slow burn that still keeps the individual characters as themsel#ran out of tag typing space bc i yap too much om#house of the dragon#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targeryan#hotd s2#alicent x rhaenyra#alicent hightower x rhaenyra targaryen#hotd alicent#hotd rhaenyra#old rhaenicent#because young rhaenicent was perfect but theyre gone now and older rhaenicent needs to follow in their perfect footsteps
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There is currently a rather large discussion ongoing about the RW fandom behavior, drama, etc. I am not going to talk about the specifics of whats happened for a number of reasons. But what I do want to say is that if at any point you've harassed people over it, whether that be through anon asks or public posts- you did nothing but damage the ability for people to correctly process what is happening. You contributed nothing but harm to an already delicate situation. It does not matter what "side" you were on and I will not tolerate further interaction with me or my work if I found out you did such. If you let your personal hate for anyone boil over into threats, wishes for long term harm and petty comments meant to contribute nothing but slander or mental distress for the individuals involved who were already distressed (or acting irrationally) you did nothing but make it harder for people to process their emotions, thoughts and behaviors constructively. Regardless of who you think was in the right, who fucked up, whatever. It doesn't matter if they deserved it, or earned it, or if its an eye for an eye. Its difficult enough as it is to think clearly when presented with any kind of stressful situation and heckling people does nothing but make it worse and harder for them to explain themself in any capacity. I don't want you anywhere near me if you think that is an acceptable way to act.
#Please do not ask for me details- I am not involved#I am not the person to ask.#I very intentionally stay out of wider fandom circles because i want to keep enjoying things i like (lol)#But i have seen some absolutely vile behavior both openly and on alts or anon#even from the 'anti harassment' side because of course they also just want a justified target#to hurt or slander but this time under the guise of 'well they did it first!'#Its a pathetic display on all sides in terms of behavior long before for you even try picking a part who fucked up and where#and its not surprising that many artists have felt uncomfortable with it long before it boiled over into this. It would have been a problem#even if there had never been an actual incident because people were simply behaving in uncomfortable and offputting ways in regards to how#they treated creators here. fandom has a problem in general with that but it was particularly public and open#Anyway Im not leaving the fandom or anything im comfortably on the fringes of it for a reason and dont intend on digging in any further.#But this issue has been cooking for months for frankly and with this its gotten even more openly hostile. And yes- even those#'anti harassment' types are very happy to harass when they have their own reason for it. so im not giving them an inch#But beyond that and this particular incident people have just been way too comfortable being cruel openly#and letting their personal dislike of things bleed into how they act.#Also one more thing: If an artist deletes or leaves and takes their art with them the bear minimum of respect is to honor that choice#save what you want when its there and keep it but if they want their work gone than god respect that dont set up entire archives#for shit people choose to wipe. If they delete it that should be honored no matter how you feel about it#t.extpost
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❤️💛
#soft poolverine my beloved#I contain multitudes as far as trope enjoying goes (Logan likes Wade's yapping AND Logan likes to shut Wade up the old fashioned way)#(aka sticking his tongue down his throat)#(among other things but we're sticking with that for this one lol)#Wade is yapping about something#anything really because he can monologue about anything under the sun#and Logan just reaches over wordlessly and grabs his face and Wade just KEEPS TALKING#and every time Logan comes up for air Wade just starts up again#and Logan just smirks and takes a deep breath and goes back in#he gets some silence for a moment AND gets to feel that endless energy fizzing on his tongue#as Wade focuses his nervous mental energy on exploring Logan's mouth for a bit#you know they are SLOPPY kissers#just drool and teeth and tongues EVERYWHERE#I bet kissing Wade is interesting too because his tongue and lips are all ridged and scarred#anyway I just think Logan would shut him up once in a while for like hours long makeout sessions#and then peacefully go back to listening to him yammer endlessly about the minutiae of the My Little Pony Extended Universe#poolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#deadpool#kinda wip?#are any of these ever really FINISHED or do I just give up on them and move on 🫠#also dont get me wrong they def fuck nasty too#but I think Logan “Touch Starved As Fuck” Howlett would really revel in just being able to touch him lazily for hours#idk man I'm too far gone I need to be anaesthetized#deadpool & wolverine#deadclaws#wade wilson#poolverine fanart#deadpool x wolverine
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redo text (and "filter")less version under cut....
#ive had this file for too long i just had to tough out the lineart...#sun.art#doorkeay#gerry keay#michael distortion#gerrymichael#i dont care that deeply about them anymore which is kind of sad but we cringe on#any issues you see with the anatomy or proportions we just dont talk about i did not want to redo the lineart or sketch OK#just need this gone.. finally....
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i need to cosplay elendira so bad rn rn idfc its happening .umms do any of u .. if you have experience making cosplay props HELPP how might one go ab making a gigantic fucking nail please and thank u 💕
#ruminating at work . rn. but this is so important tk me#i have a few ideas tbh but ive only gone ab this like . twice before everss and i feel like my way will probably be more complicated than it#needs to be😭😭 but idrc either way i think trial and error is the fun of it all#i wnt her so bad . . if u cant have her become her#uughhh it wld be so sick#plus id like to follow my own palette for her .. like instead of piss or brassy blond hair id like 2 go for the more platinum look#i just think it looks so much bettr ok .#elendira#dwgg .. and the long trench coat w her black turtle neck UGGHHGGG her red lips x maybe a beauty mark#dont talk 2 me#(do)#I LOVE HEERRRRRRR#💕😋 and maybe if i do find that i like prepping and making stuff maybe i can get more ambitous and work on her armor too
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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hajime aikawa youre everything to me
#my post#blade lb#tears started pouring at this moment i wont lie#he loves them so much!!!!!#i think if i dont draw him soon i might explode ive gone too long without#blade spoilers
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im trying to draw a desktop bg for my new imac uhh 💀🔫
it verrrrry very vaguely reminds me of an old hanbok girl drawing i made
i should draw it like that, add the pink flowers because f it i love pink flowers?? and put a MOON in there too cuz i love da moon 😍🌙💖 like the theme of the pic can be "all the stuff im obsessed with" what the hell maybe creamy & crunchy should be there as well 💀 PEAK DESKTOP BG FOR ME 👍🏻 and we all kno i am all about hanboks in this shape from late joseon era 19c
the itty bitty crop top and the super high up skirt 👌🏻 but im getting into the looser boxy tops too from earlier like 16-17c?? artist cred for the illust
ooh waist skirt + loose top yeah its growing on me 😳 also i have this hanbok and im like in love with the bigger sleeves sooo 😭💖 IM IN MY BIG SLEEVES ERA
also the ladies from 16-18c with the. big wigs 😭 ouch neck. older kr dramas loooved to put royalty charas in these huge wigs omg i always thought it looked kind of unnatural with how neat and even it was 😭
no way ur relaxing at the palace home with that on ur head 😩 neck problems speedrun???? the only show i've seen this look good in was the saimdang drama it looks rly pretty and not over the top here v believable v natural 👍🏻
i feel like if i lived in kr my dream job would be a stylist for period dramas / movies or for when ppl do hanbok traditional wear for weddings / photos etc i literally can make this hairstyle irl plzz ㅠㅠ i am qualified looooooolll
#sorry i rambled like krazee abt hanbok like usual under the read more LOL#나 ㅁㅊ사람 아냐 ㅅㅂ aksjsjjsjjs lmfaoooooo THE DIRECTION I TOOK THIS PIC SJEJWJKSAK(#i made a hair down ver of this sketch too its not as spicy tho idk#2024 really the year i draw anything 💀💀#also the way i keep my hair long specifically to do that hairstyle if i want to sjsjskakksak#i've never gone out like that but u know. the principle of it. that i can :) LOL i am committed to the bit#i've sold my soul to the hanbok aes for realsies..#i love pink sm wtf i need to be studied#and u kno what i need to draw ME x pink hanbok girl too cuz.... i love.... her.... my gay ass..... 😫😫😫 sukuna is my pink bf CONFIRMED but i#would also like a PINK GF AAAAAAA :(#im imagining this pic but instead of sukuna im holding her LOL eye am#imagining it in my mind...#👁️👁️#also i drew the face without a ref n i dont like it anymore :( im gonna pull up like 5 pics of my fave kr celebrity faces and go to town👍🏻#SHOULD I SHOW THIS TO MY SIS IDK IM SCARED SHES GONNA ROAST ME LOOOL AND CALL ME A ㅁㅊㅈㅅㅂㅈㄸㄹㅇ 😂😂😂😂😂#이 지랄같은 인생
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guess ill post this here too. Silly draw over thing with hermes (original image in read more)
#i have MORE hermes art to post but ill do it later#hes taken over my brain if you dont like hermes DNI#ffxiv#final fantasy xiv#my art#hermes#hermes ffxiv#also i apologize i was gone for so long i was on a trip for a month </3#meteion#bc shes here too
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everyones more than welcome to send me asks about stuff* btw, i know i havent been that good in answering, but i think thats largely bc i always want to do too much, like .. drawing entire character design sheets and everything and then never having the energy or motivation for it so it sits around like all of my hundreds of wips i never finished bc i lost energy/motivation, waiting for it to come back .. which might never happen (and i still dont know how to handle compliments ,, i might never will tbh- if i havent answered a compliment its very very likely i dont know how to properly convey my gratitude- feeling like theres no amount of things i can do or say to 'pay back'? ... kinda weird if you think about it .. but i am weird so what do i know jsklfnhsdk, i promise you i treasure it)
im pretty sure not everyone that sends an ask expects a drawing or multiple and pages long text right? thats my skewed perspective isnt it?
*stuff being like .. about my ocs, about my zelda comic, about the totk rewrite project, suggestions, ideas, rants too, kind of anything though im less likely to respond to personal things (and in case theres anyone newer to tumblr, asks dont have to be literal questions, you can write in those what you want, i like them alot bc its a lil message without the chat type of commitment to it ... im even worse at keeping up responding in chats (not intentionally .. my short term memory sucks) o3o)
#ganondoodles talks#personal#i might ... have gotten some of my art spark back .... i think#i dont want to announce anything before knowing for sure#but i was able to fix the comic panel i kept getting frustrated on today so im countign that as a win#............... in case you are one of the at least 8 people who saw the oc post i wrote yesterday btw ... sorry my fear of being cringe wo#i deleted it earlier today T-T#i still feel like im making myself too vunerable talking about my ocs#like oh gods i cant write things like that .. scenes out of context that mean alot to me but are jsut werid to read for others#i fought the cringe fear for a long time but it still won#if you dont know- its nothing to worry about ... just got mad at myself for wasting an entire evening just daydreaming about ocs again-#and added a really sloppy summarized version of a scene i came up with for them that made me feel things but makes no sense-#-and has no weight written in tags like that so uuuuh thats gone now dfjkgndfjknjkd#i sometimes think i shouldnt be allowed to make posts past 10 pm but here i am writing one at .. FRICK ... 1am again#....going to bed now .. woops
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caeru patch notes:
accidentally went missing for a month
it's long hair swag time
#is it really a journey of revenge if you dont give your vaguely masc gnc guy a mild gender crisis?#yin art#yeah sure maintag this too why not#important and valuable image. he's fluffier now.#fallen london#dont ask me how it's that long if he was only gone for one (1) month. maybe it was more months in oc continuity world#maybe lilac gave him some insane hair gel before taking him up north#maybe i just wanted an excuse to draw long hair caeru. actually it's just that last part lmao#if this gets 10 notes i'll put him in a ponytail /j
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And then a really fucked up AU was born 🫠
#sonic the hedgehog#sth#sonic art#My friend and I had an idea and it just keeps getting worse#long story short: Tails is not alive anymore 🫠#the ring and the scarf were from Tails' birth parents and were given to Sonic for TAILS' B-DAY#BECAUSE HE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THAT GETTING A B-DAY GIFT WASNT A TRANSACTIONAL THING#Sonic was gonna say no but Tails said he was waiting to give the box to his new family#So he kept it. DO YOU SEE MY HURT RN??? TAILS IS GONE AND THIS STUFF IS SO SO SO IMPORTANT TO SONIC NOW#It was Infinite that did it btw :))#more on this later- it gets more complicated than that but I dont wanna go too feral in the tags LMFAO
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He should be this but does he want to?
#atla#zuko#avatar the last airbender#atla zuko#zuko fanart#atla fanart#ultfreakme art#avatar#i was listening to lilith by halsey and suga when drawing this#lol the lyrics 'i dont need a fucking introduction- ive been corrupted- I've been gone- ive been on this road too long' fits him a lot
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i think there is a part of me that died at seventeen. of course, this also means there is a part of me that will live forever at seventeen.
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#GOJO SATORU#do you hear me??#this is a quote by him i know it#i dont make the rules he beamed it directly into my brain this is from him guys. guys? hello? can you hear me? *violently shakes my screen*#the way he and getou are two sides of the same coin has got me *incomprehensible noises* again#look i do not hate getou suguru. (well ok i mean. complicated questions w complicated answers. this is not a long enough post.)#i do not even have getou suguru and gojo satoru in a romantic relationship#i hate the utter tragedy of their ending#that there WAS so many other ways it could have gone#and also that there was no other way it could have gone#so i cannot stand satosugu bc they both end up miserable in the middle and dead in the end and they always will#BUT#I HAVE CRACKED THE CODE#if you throw one (1) Itadori Yuuji into the mix#everything is okay#thus i am now thinking of it ALL THE TIME#*clings to you as you try to walk away* can you hear me DO YOU UNDERSTAND dont leave me like this plssssssssss#I HAVE OTHER FICS TO WORK ON I CANNOT DO THIS RIGHT NOW#*cries*#oh and i mean this is also unblorbo-ify-able if you like.#but like IM not gonna look at that too hard for um Reasons
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