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Back here again with my unpopular opinions (aka me being silly), but I don't see "love" being the main motivator for some of Vegas' or Pete's actions post-canon.
There's this trope in romance stories, as far as I can tell, of people committing heinous acts out of love for their partners, and I'm sure the VP fandom sees that as something VP would do - I've read fics with that concept, mostly either Pete or Vegas getting kidnapped and the other saving them, and I love some of them, I have no problem with the trope and it being applied to VP.
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I believe the key motivator of VP protecting one another or, for lack of a better phrase, becoming monsters for the sake of the other is desperation, not love. Specifically, desperation to hold on to that fragile reality they built for themselves through literal blood, sweat and tears.
(Even during canon, like, Pete shooting the main family guard when he shot Vegas was, besides an act of fury, an act of desperation. He had *just* managed to save Vegas from death and suddenly, all his efforts were rendered useless.)
And it's funny to say that when Vegas kept insisting and will keep insisting Pete should leave him, but to me, what I said above applies here, too:
Pete is desperate to protect Vegas and their little family from everyone else. Vegas is desperate to protect Pete from himself.
#don't get me wrong here folks#VP love each other#(even if Pete will never say it hehe)#I'm just saying it's a little more complicated than that#which most VP fans already know but still#this is the second time The Shape of Water has given me Pete thoughts it's not cool#I want to finish the bloody book not soak in it for reasons that aren't directly related to it#(though I do appreciate the brainworms thank you)#vegaspete#meta post#when the love is there but so is anxiety#and both get combined and guide your ill-advised actions#or something like that
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the easy grip on the knife. the leg over the seat. the hand over the other seat. the sassy "come get it" move. you know the bitch is smiling behind that mask even as he said the line.
#i can't believe i'm saying this#DEADPOOL CAN GET IT#Logan I'm sobbing I understand why you lunged at him#I would too bestie#it's the sass for me folks#paint that car white as much as they painted it red my god#a deadpool thirst post? from me? more likely than you'd think#this is a branch in realities i know it#i've never had Feelings for this motherfucker until this movie#all i'm left with is anger now because WHAT DOES HE WANT FROM ME#camera crew could have just made it landscape but noooooo they had to do a medium shot of this son of a bitch#i'm sending an especially affectionate fuck you in ryan reynolds' direction#i love how you love deadpool#deadpool#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#wade wilson#logan howlett#poolverine#deadclaws#don't get me wrong i've always adored deadpool's personality. nobody's that hilarious and not have humongous balls i mean trauma.#but i've never went 'why he kinda' until this specific shot right here#@ camera crew why the fuck did you zoom in? WHY?#for me? well it's infuriating#do it again#gif is credit to the owner#30 tags aren't enough for me to dismantle how this shot made me feel. tumblr you gotta update#damn tumblr i'm tryna feed a village here#guys just find my other post
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pull of the tide
#artists on tumblr#how is summer almost over#it was just june#it should be like mid july now not august#don't get me wrong i like autumn#it's just crazy how fast time is going#i'm not ready for winter again#it's dire out here folks
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😭 Incredible start to this very good article.
#the bear#the bear fx#the bear hulu#don't get me wrong i love this show#i love sydney adamu with all my heart and carmen berzatto...is certainly a character that exists#but jaw portrays him with such tenderness#and richie jerimovich is the babiest girl#season one was extraordinary#this is all just very sad#i remember reading an article in like 2022 and this very bitter very old guy wrote paragraphs upon paragraphs in the comments#just ranting about how terrible he personally finds the show#i blame this on him#his voodoo takes a minute but it is strong 😭#now how do we get ayo edebiri out of here#oh alsooo while i'm here let me pour one out for the sydcarmy folks#i hope the lot of you enjoy copious fanfiction for the foreseeable future#because you have it rough#i don't know why i just can't get into this ship#but i imagine if i was? after this season? i'd be dead
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every day I wish tumblr culture had glommed onto any fucking ballad other than tam lin
#maybe it's the magical pregnancy. but it is really not my favourite. there are so many other weird and wonderful folk songs#why is it always that one??#where my long lankin aus at? you could go back to the og version where he was a wronged tradesman!#or matty groves!!! a million times more drama and romance#don't get me wrong i love a protean myth as much as the next guy but bleurghhh then there's Everything Else#and the way i feel like the main interpretation here is running so close to the same girlbossification as the persephone myth#folk blogging#mind you tumblr child ballad takes often make me hiss angrily because of the underlying assumption that they're all#~~~celtic independence~~~ songs as if england had no rural working class culture of its own
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#RIP to the legacy post editor. you will be missed. while queueing this post and the last one it's removed the option for me to switch to the#old one and is making me use the new one. which is like not bad. it's not a bad editor. i just don't like change as most tumblr users don't#it also just appends the post you make directly to the top of the currently-displayed posts behind it even if it's not meant to go there#which is a little bit scary when i'm on the queue page and i click “add to queue” for a post that's supposed to go up on august 18th#to see it immediately appear above mega metagross. the legacy post editor didn't do that. it made you refresh the page if you wanted to see#your own new post on the dashboard. which i think was better!! honestly!! i've never Made a post using the new editor to see how it behaves#only ever queued up FFP using this thang. but that's also bc i feel like i don't post very much. i need smth Interesting to say when i post#on my main blog i mean. i don't make extraneous posts on here (usually) unless i'm answering an ask or something. which. still have yet to#miss one to this day. going strong#bibarel#can you tell idk what to say about this guy. what are they‚ water-type? big chance i'm fucking wrong and they're just pure normal#OKAY i was right. normal/water. semi-interesting typing and i get why they're a water-type. but. i never use. bibarel. even as a kid who#didn't understand or care about competitive. i knew bibarel was not very strong. it's a route 1 normal-type fucker. and maybe it's like#better than i think or something but tbqh it's a sinnoh 'mon and i already have another sinnoh water-type that has my heart. buizel#so bibarel was not so much in the cards for me. bro i should do like. a mono-type run of a pokémon game one day. that would be fu#do folks do that? is that a challenge run that actually exists? nuzlockes exist so i don't see why not. okay i'm doing it. my next replay o#any pokémon game is hereby decreed to be a water-type mono-type run. i may or may not liveblog it on my main blog#and it may or may not be nuzlocke. we shall see#hell maybe i'll stream it. maybe that could be fun. i don't know of *anyone* who would be interested in that but it tends to help me#actually go about completing games when i have someone there like. waiting for me to do so
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Hmmm. What if I attempted to write a piece of Trash and posted it anonymously?
#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write#This post was inspired by...something#Namely me getting a Bad Idea for a fic (thanks to someone's else's fic)#And then feeling The Shame because I'm just like that and this would normally be enough to stop me from even attempting it#But then I was just like...what if I tried anyway and just stopped giving a shit?#I'm being super vague here because reasons#But...this bitch is tempted to just write some problematic poorly written trash and shove it out there for all to see#It's not like I have a reputation to worry about I'm a nobody LOL#But at the same time there's a bunch of reasons why I don't think I should bother#Shame is only part of it tbh there's other more valid reasons why#it doesn't help that most of the other stuff I've been working on is stuff I don't think I could ever post anon or not#I'm babbling on about nothing here what the hell?#This is what happens when I kinda-sorta inch my way out of a month-long writing slump and then I start getting Ideas again#Bad Ideas!#Folks if I'm really about to enter my IDGAF Era of writing it's gonna be a baaaaaad time for all involved...#OK that's enough Sam let's stop now#......................................the idea is for an OrangeHook fic#Or whatever people are calling that now
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#so that dotd rewrite is out and i have some thoughts on it but i wouldn't know where to put them.. maybe in here bc i don't actually feel -#- like making a whole ass text post. this is coming from me as criticism and not hate.. just some crit from one fan to another if you get m#SPOILERS AHEAD >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>#first off props to the team because this was obv a labor of love - 4 and a half years to make a feature long fan movie is hard work#and the animated stuff was a really nice touch and very commendable - you don't see them too often in big fanworks#in terms of the story well.. there are some things i like and some things that i don't (personally) again no hate#i'm aware this is a rewrite and boy howdy it IS a rewrite - though i am a bit sad that percy doesn't end up being the protagonist and it's#- thomas that has to play hero again.. like i kinda get it but what made the original dotd stand out was that percy was given the spotlight#so i spent an ungodly amount of time wondering when percy was gonna take charge or step into the main story to resolve the problem.. sigh#i liked that they tried to give norman more of a character bc a lot of characters do often get neglected in the series but it was kind of -#- hard to sell that for me? the twist in this rewrite was very creative and i do appreciate it but i guess it just ain't for me#“different” is ok and this is just one of many fan rewrites for this particular story#if there was something i enjoyed.. i guess the beginning was still kind of exciting because the set up was honestly like hype a bit#i liked that diesel and d10 actually got to interact face to face and there are clearer dynamics established for the diesels#and also. silverband's performances as d10 will always be fun he does a fantastic job voicing him (how d10 stole xmas will still be my fav)#my criticisms for this movie also derive from the pacing and the voice acting - i found it hard to try and understand tones sometimes -#- because the delivery felt so off.. like don't get me wrong not everyone in the fandom is a voice actor but if we're using static faces -#- for these fan works the delivery has to be a little more clear or else it'll sound like you're reading from a script.. sorry yall :"|#for the pacing i found it a bit hard to parse when some things were going on and how fast things were progressing#as well as the crashes.. that's also another thing bc i couldn't tell bc of the sfx and audio balancing - it could be better..#i wanna say. muffled voices do not substitute for a “far away”/off-screen voice bc i still can't hear it :“|#there were a lot of throwbacks and references to older thomas media/movies but some of them felt a little.. much?#if this is a dotd rewrite why are we getting some parallels with tatmr.. but i digress. at least they made diesel beef with duck a bit#there's a lot more i could say but i'm keeping those to myself. at the end of the day this fan movie was hard work for everyone involved#and you can tell some of the folks were having fun in there - props to them! i'm always glad to see more fan works in the community#we've come so far we're making feature length fan stories and rewrites that's crazy! i hope to see more in the future#fauxtrainpost.txt
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Not to generalize fans but it's been a reoccurring theme on my dash to see artists I follow either being poked fun of or "criticized" for their rw art or character interpretations and it has me like
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#i feel like this is a bad luck on my end as I happen to just casually follow content#and not deep dive into tags or anywhere but that's exactly why it feels bonkers to me#maybe I've been spoiled by hk fandom who is genuinely chill or know how to just not care#when their interpretations don't match#but here is something else and maybe i'm getting the whole picture wrong#it's just the view I'm getting of this fandom atm#this is like a mini rant so I apologize for that#but it's been driving me away from trying to look up or find more stuff#if eventually it's going to end up with fans saying wild stuff about a specific interpretations#and for a game that's in pixels and has grown big thanks to the fans themselves and their mod varients#some of people seem really strict about how people choose to have fun with fanwork#and dunno where to draw the line between memes and genuine appreciation#<- as in when someone makes a genuine or serious post and people flock on it with wild takes and memefy it#idk how to explain this#maybe it's me who should curate experience better but like#i'm just?? literally following artists and nothing else??#and to see them feel like crud about having fun with their interpretations because some rando decided to 'criticize' it#is honestly wild new fandom experience for me#to note: I'm not having a bad time following folks I'm just genuinely confused#and kind of sad to see this is happening at all lol
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I interrupted M's daily top surgery spiral and told him he needs to start telling people 'I'm a man that happens to have massive tits, so what? Got a problem with it?' Cause at the end of the day if he never is able to get top surgery, he's still a dude. People can respect him or shove it. bUT WhY nOt bInD aT lEaSt? First off, try having bigger than average breasts (that's AFTER a breast reduction even mind you!) now let's add chronic pain from a list of different conditions, oh and hot flashes too, can't forget debilitating anxiety, plus sensory issues. Go on, see how simple it is to bind now. 🙄Fuck. You. Guess what, even if he simply wanted to keep his breasts for any reason, he's still a dude. End of story.
#text post#👽#trans stuff#no wrong way to be trans#also don't you dare compare rich able-bodied trans folks to poor disabled trans people#while everyone has hoops they must go through the privileged have less hoops#being poor directly affects our ability to transition we can't afford it#the only way we could is through the government and for the longest time there weren't any psych doctors available...#...yet a psych doctor's letter is needed for insurance to cover it#for everyone that says how easy it is and act like the government is handing out surgeries and hormones left and right#every year we have to fight with insurance to cover our fibromyalgia/antidepressant meds that we can not function without#but tell me again how I can just request top surgery and get it done within a few months#no dentist within a three hour radius takes my insurance but let me know how easy it is to get a gender therapist that will#we have to wear glasses with super thick lenses because they don't want to shell out for the lighter weight material...#...I'm sure the same people that can't be assed to cover a little more for our everyday comfort would gladly shell out thousands of dollars#please pick up my sarcasm cause I'm laying it on thick#besides cost we also have some medical conditions that need treatment and that takes up time and energy#we also have been worried about transitioning and getting turned down for treatments for being trans...something we can't risk#If we had the funds we would have gotten top surgery years ago we wouldn't have to worry about in-network consequences or requirements#CJ is able to be a traitor and as delusional as she is because of her privilege#allies please listen to the actual whole community not just a few celebrities that can kind of speed run transition#that isn't to invalidate their own struggles but how they transition will look very different from someone who does have to wait#someone who can afford to buy a whole new wardrobe in a day will be perceived as more legit and trying harder...#...than someone that can only afford a few new clothes items here and there. Soley based on presentation. Tell me how is that fair?#which also brings me to facial surgeries#look how many rich trans people have facial surgeries vs poor trans people#unless it's a major cause of dysphoria it isn't as often pursued yet it can add another layer of passability and signal to others “valid”#I can tell you a lot of trans people would do more things to affirm their gender and alleviate dysphoria if they had the funds#we're just out here trying to survive not to be judged how valid we are or aren't by others who don't know shit#TL;DR take what rich trans people say or do with a grain of salt and listen to what the community is saying
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Tumblr replies are being very buggy for me right now jfc. My comments are putting on a disappearing reappearing magic act all on their own!
#yeesh#anyway if for some reason that person that blocked checks out my blog since they're using another users' replies as a block list#and I made another comment in that thread#nobody likes to be told they're wrong#I get that#but being spiteful and like 'misinfo is FIIIIIINE'#I know to you it seems like it's something that doesn't matter very much#but it does matter to other people#you could have just edited the post to include 'here's some cool jewelry inspired by this concept'#heck#here's links to purchase this cool jewelry even#instead you 1) spread misinformation and 2) don't cite any sources for your images#yeah the other person could have had a gentler response initially#as I said nobody likes to be told they're wrong!#though I've followed them for long enough to understand why they didn't they run a history blog ffs of course misinfo is a big deal#but you also responded in a very immature way#I've had people get mad at me online too#and you know what?#I still apologized even if my intent wasn't to upset them#I hope you're just young and don't understand why some folks are so touchy about misinformation#but it's no wonder folks are upset!#your post has 1000+ notes#that misinformation has been seen 1000+ times#and yeah it's about jewelry#but personally I'm way more concerned that you don't care that you spread wrong information then what it was about here#gl to you even if you don't see this#I genuinely hope you'll grow out of this kind of behavior someday#everyone's capable of growing :)
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#vibrava#i know the eyes are fucked up i have no idea why. i didn't think it would be so noticeable but apparently it is. so. here's. that#i zoomed it out just a bit so that you could see the rest of it to make it clear it's vibrava because quite honestly i wouldn't be able to#tell that this was vibrava if i didn't. y'know. make this post. i sent it to someone else and they said they wouldn't be able to tell either#i think vibrava into flygon makes sense. i dunno if trapinch into vibrava makes much sense. i used to think that vibrava was the first evo#in the line and flygon was a second evo. but i found out trapinch comes first‚ which looks like an entirely unrelated pokémon to me#i dunno if it's just me. i've talked about not understanding evolutionary lines in the tags before and folks have commented on it telling me#Why They Make Sense Actually and i was just like Damn Ok. it's like interesting to know but shit am i just looking at it wrong#i tend to look for common color schemes and design aspects i guess is my problem. but vibrava looks nothing like trapinch#i dunno what these are supposed to be exactly so maybe it makes sense somehow. like a larva bug hatching from a crab. thing. i dunno#trapinch doesn't look like a bug and vibrava does. i don't. i don't know. why does it get wings. and stay a ground-type
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folks, listen to these people!! if you are autistic or suspect you are, you may also suffer from tension headaches, migraines, lockjaw, dizziness, fatigue, UTIs, IBS, and other stress-related symptoms. you may have been diagnosed with anxiety disorders or trauma disorders as well, because being autistic takes a tremendous toll on the body and brain. it isn't just a quirk: our nervous systems are extremely sensitive and become exhausted by sensory overwhelm, because we're unable to filter things out the way neurotypical people can!! this is especially true if you are "high-masking": a person who can pass as neurotypical because you can "mask" your autistic traits. it's a bit like holding a boulder above your head all the time: eventually, your muscles will give out. this is what leads to the "autistic burnout" so many late-diagnosed autistic folks experience after diagnosis, or later on in life. it is so important to learn how to unmask, even if you find it difficult. please, learn how to advocate and accommodate for yourself. try wearing sunglasses if lights hurt. carry around something you can stim with. use noise-cancelling headphones or earbuds. spend time resting after a social event. i cannot tell you how transformative it was to learn that i wasn't just 'sensitive' or had some mysterious illness slowly degrading my body: it was autism, and it was exhaustion from forcing myself to 'be' neurotypical 🫂💖
sometimes i feel like people forget autism is a disability. and that’s not a bad thing! i’m all for disability acceptance, im proud of my disabilities. but i feel like we forget autism can hurt.
it hurts that i have to put more time and energy into socializing than others.
it hurts when i need to move so bad, usually cause im overwhelmed by either my surroundings or emotions, that i thrash and hurt myself.
it hurts that i cant be in places that are too loud or too bright, which on bad days can be as simple as a small, quiet noise or dim lights.
it hurts that i struggle to tell when im hungry, thirsty, tired, etc. so i can’t properly take care of myself. it doesn’t help my insomnia and i get very nauseas and get UTIs.
i 100% believe in autism acceptance. i don’t want a cure. but i also want us the acknowledge that it can hurt. it doesn’t mean my entire life will hurt, but some parts will. and i want a community where we can see both sides, see the hurt, and celebrate it anyway.
#nothing gets me more fired up than how little the medical establishment understands about the toll being autistic takes on the body/brain#i am certain that there are so many of you on here who have suffered for years with a myriad of mysterious problems#seemingly brought on by stress or anxiety and trauma#and the answer is yes!! because you're autistic and not being accommodated for!!!#giving all you lovely fellow autistic folks a huge hug and a very “i hope you don't get overwhelmed today”#there's nothing 'wrong' with you - but it is a disability and you DESERVE accommodations 💖#autism#tw: trauma#tw: mental health#starleskatalks#long post
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So. Stripper!Hook AU anyone?
IDK the context but Hook starts at a male strip club and naturally, he quickly becomes one of the most popular dancers there because of course he does. The other strippers (I have a fairly extensive list of who else I'd want to be there, but it's not super relevant and no one probably cares so whatever) probably would be a little jealous, but it's fine, they're all stripper-bros so it's cool, it's cool. The owner of the club (Ricky, I will not take notes on this, he owns the club and used to strip himself and still does sometimes for the hell out of it because I said so, my mind will not be changed on this YOUCAN'TSTOPMEYOU'LLHAVETOKILLMEFIRST) sure is happy, with all the money and customers his new hire is bringing in, that's for sure. He's taken Hook under his wing, so to speak, mentoring the new kid.
And then maybe one night, for reasons, Hook needs to find someone in the club to ask him for a private dance, like right now. So he spots a shy, nervous fella on his own, Danhausen, and decides he looks like an easy target.
The guy's a little...odd, that's for sure. But whatever, Hook's encountered a lot of Stuff working here. At least this one seems genuinely nice and doesn't try to break the rules, not once, even though Hook can tell he's very, very tempted to during their time together. Hook finishes up the dance, leaves the mystery guy with the strange painted face a very happy customer and then goes about the rest of his night, thinking nothing of it.
But then, strangely, at the exact same time the next night, another man comes in with a painted face. And he looks a lot like the last guy but the face paint is slightly different? And he doesn't act like the other guy - no, this guy isn't nervous or shy, doesn't speak in the third person. This version is confident, forward, and much more eager to bend the rules as much as possible. He dodges Hook's questions, any attempt to figure out if this really is the same person or not. But maybe he can be persuaded to answer some of Hook's questions, provided Hook gives him something he wants in return...
(In case it ain't clear, it's Evilhausen and this would ultimately be a kind of Hook/D/Evilhausen type deal, I don't know, this is still kind of a vague idea in my head, I don't know what I'm doing *shrugs and then runs away*)
#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write#Nothing to see here folks just me rambling unprompted about things I'll probably never write and no one would want anyway#Should this have perhaps stayed in the drafts?#Whatever I have Thoughts and it's my blog sooooo#...real talk if anyone's interested in this and has any Thoughts on the matter DM me and let's talk...#You probably have better ideas than me anyway#Weirdly most of my vague thoughts and ideas for this are more about Hook and the other strippers and their day-to-day stuff?#Well I guess it would be night-to-night since they're strippers but whatever#But I do like the Evilhausen aspect and how they could potentially play into things#I don't know maybe I just want a Magic Mike AU? (I've never seen that movie so that's probably a bad comparison?)#These tags are getting out of control shut up Sam!
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What's a guy gotta do to get a good fan space around here?
#Between lacking critical thinking and intense paranormal relationships with creators/members it's a wasteland out here#Not just for ghost but everything nowadays#Not to sound like a peepaw but you younguns have some audacity#Every time I think I find a good space there's always some bs happening#And don't get me wrong it's always been in fandom#However the notion that an artist/creator/band member owes you something or has to be a good person just because you like them#Is absolutely wild folks
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I keep seeing folks my age getting grumpy about early 2000s cell phone designs being described as "retro", and, like, let's be serious for once – those goofy things had kind of a retro vibe even when they were new. They were not a solution to a real problem that anyone had; they were like someone was trying to make Star Trek communicators real. Which was very cool compared to today's nondescript slabs of fragile glass, don't get me wrong, but let's not pretend we were on the aesthetic cutting edge here. It was 1960s sci-fi shit with more chrome.
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