#don’t even wanna go anymore
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Normalize sending slightly bitchy emails to colleges to get them to hurry the fuck up and process the shit you sent to them literally weeks ago
#chatterye#I keep getting emails from one that are like your app is incomplete because of this#and it’s a fucking electronic transcript that literally gets received the day after it’s sent#these mfs processed the ones that were MAILED first#and I had to email them and be like heyyyg what the fuck#I don’t care if it’s your busy season#hire more people idk#and I had to do this TWICE#sick of it here#don’t even wanna go anymore
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Destiel Hot Summer - Floral 🌷
#hotsummerart#destiel#destiel fanart#destiel art#dean Winchester#castiel#wiggleart#spnfanart#this is part of the hot summer prompts by Jackie! Winchester reload#I’m clearly not going in order haha I just wanted to do some flowers and something vintage feeling after not really#drawing much for the last month or month and a half I don’t even know anymore#I wanna pinch cas’ cheeks lmao#and the ones on his face 👀
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if ive been at a restaurant cheerfully and enthusiastically waiting for the chicken parm to be served for like 5 hours, am I not allowed to be disappointed that it turned out to be salmon instead. sure salmon is really tasty to some people but what if I just don’t like salmon. why are they serving salmon in the chicken parm restaurant? “it’s such an interesting surprise that the chef brought out salmon! I can’t wait to see what’s for dess—” no. bring me my chicken parm .
anyway that’s how I feel in the miraculous ladybug fandom rn lol
#ml salt#ml fandom salt#ml writing critical#tagging my haterism so u can filter#sorry I’m like this rn. Mr Frodo is going where I can’t follow lol#I honestly don’t want to rain on people’s parade so maybe I shouldn’t even be at the parade anymore?#but like I’ve been at this parade for a long time I helped make the floats#I don’t wanna leave the parade 😭 I love the parade. the concept of the parade. what the parade used to be#until it became a salmon parade#I’m mixing tortured metaphors now that’s my cue to shut up bye#mine
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Birthday Showcase (Ashi) will be available for a limited time starting June 5th!
This showcase features a limited-time SSR Ashi (Birthday Jacket) card!
EVENT NOTES BELOW ↓↓↓
WHOS READY FOR ROUND TWO. IM NOT??? HAVE I ACTUALLY BEEN ON TUMBLR THIS LONG ALREADY????? 😭😭 well anyway!! got thru the pains of card making and now we’re here </3 not really excited for the groovy but. we will get thru 🫡
THIS YEARS EVENT WILL BE THE SAME AS THE LAST!! <3 send asks and wish Ashi some bday wishes and get an OC interaction and/or doodle in response!!! 🤔 no promises it’ll be a lot but I’ll try my best to get thru them all
I THINK THATS IT? ILL REBLOG THIS IF ANYTHING. hopefully a month in advance is good enough HAHAHA
#ashi’s birthday campaign! 🌺#last year it was bash but like tbh the tag don’t even work anymore 😭😭😭#so we’ll see if it works this year……#ILL TRY NOT TO GET BURNT OUT AGAIN!!!!#twst oc#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland oc#twst yuu#twisted wonderland yuu#twstshi#can’t wait to show the whole card dude#I WILL BE WAITING.#this year I wanna go all out and do the vignette too!!!!#have fun tryna guess who’s gonna pie ashi …….
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I honestly need Nick Valentine to hug me and tell me that everything is gonna be ok.
#fallout#fallout 4#nick valentine#I need him to hug me#i need comfort#I wanna sob in his arms#I need him to just comfort me#I don’t even care about having him kiss me or whatever I just wanna curl up next to him and just sob#his character is relatable#foryou#I’m gonna go to bed now and probably listen to some of his voice lines to cope with my burnout#ok gn now pookies idefk anymore#gn everyone#not in a great mood rn#very very very burnt out#hs is a bitch#idk if my meds r working all to much anymore I’ll probably increase them soon#insomnia is a bitch#i am so tired
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sometimes i remember that s4 ep9 lancelot du lac exists and im filled with just unbridled rage. just the whole- i cant even put into words how this has kept me up at night like i genuinely think ive lost it. the fact that they will always remember lancelot, not as the most noble and kind man who sacrificed his life for camelot, but as the man who kissed gwen the day before her wedding day. the fact that gwen will never understand why she did what she did because she didn’t know she was enchanted and had to live with that guilt that wasn’t even hers. the fact that arthur will never know that gwen never really betrayed him and though he came to forgive her it’s still something that broke something irreparable in him after being betrayed time and time. oooh and the fact that merlin never told anyone what really happened and no one will ever know and that’s just the way it was and i-
#i actually think i’m going insane#i’m rewatching merlin rn and i just finished season 3 and i was scrolling through the fourth season and saw the episode and#i don’t even wanna watch anymore#like i’ll literally skip over it#and sHE GOT BANISHED FOR IT???#HAD TO PACK UP HER LIFE AND GO AND FEEL ALL THAT GUILT AND SHAME AND LONELINESS FOR WHAT#FOR WHAT#like i love morgana like go girl boss do ur thing#but i’ll never ever ever get over the way she treated gwen#i’ll never forgive her for that#merlin#bbc merlin
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You said that if you dated Peter or Wade it would make you miserable. Which– Okay fair, Wade does have a history of purposely hurting the people he loves.
But what about Peter? Why do you think dating him would make you miserable?
because I’ll always know I had the option to climb a 6’8 cyborg and I passed that up for a sweaty little twunk that I perpetually have to remind to bathe (sorry peter)
#I don’t know. I don’t think peter is good boyfriend material. I think his insecurities would get exhausting.#Wade has bottomless patience. me… I don’t know. I don’t think I could. I’ve got my own stuff going on. I don’t want a Project.#peter is definitely a project. and he needs someone with shed loads of patience and perseverance.#me I just. I wanna have a good time. so. come to me my big beautiful time traveller. whisk me away.#take me to the beach. you can disappear after I don’t mind I’m not needy. just spend a beautiful romantic week with me.#sci speaks#I don’t really know what kind of person I’m compatible with really actually.#all my relationships have been. pretty short.#and I don’t think it’s any fault of my own really. and I don’t feel any loss over them at all. like at all. I wish I did. but I don’t.#a sci has so very thankfully never felt heartbreak.#but it makes me kind of question what kind of person I am when it comes to this sort of thing.#because I really don’t know.#I don’t know if I want commitment. I don’t even know if I want sex these days.#I … weirdly… am so devoid of yearning these days. like I feel content right now on my own. I don’t even feel lonely.#I used to yearn but I think I’ve moved past it. and I kind of just want to have a good time.#and that doesn’t even . involve a relationship or anything anymore. like I don’t think I want one actually. it feels like I’m Over it.#it’s kind of great because I’ve never felt so calm in a long time. all because I decided that I don’t. actually Need anything.#I don’t need anything more than what I have. and that’s brought me rest after So Long being restless.#but if a massive time traveller came and whisked me away on sexy adventures how could I say no
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Just popping on here to say how much I greatly dislike Marvel now. And how much I hate what they’ve done to Loki in his own show.
I’ve seen the trailers for Season 2 and I’m like: ⚠️ NOPE! ⚠️ Season 1 was already a disaster. And now “Sylvie” who was supposed to be a Loki variant ISN’T one anymore, but her own person.
There is also no hope of Sigyn ever appearing. And if she did, I’d honestly dread what they would do to her at this point.
Please just stop Marvel…
#admin post#I dread what more they will make him go through#I don’t wanna be in the marvel fandom anymore thanks#I’ll stick to fanfiction and canon divergence even AUs#anti marvel#anti loki series#anti sylvie#antisylki
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quackity making a whole disclaimer to not send hate and that’s it’s all lighthearted and fiction while announcing a presidential election arc for qsmp when he couldn’t even tell his stans off for doxxing and harassing usmp fans and dream on twitter. okay. :|
#negative#sorry i don’t even normally watch his shit anymore or give a shit abt what’s going on in the server but foosh was reacting to his stream#and i’m just sitting here like. fuck off bro. jesus christ#i don’t wanna start a whole other neg wave but it’s like. Bro Cannot Be Serious
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personal rant incoming bc i yap like it’s no one’s business
#OKAY SO. not to sound like a broken record on repeat but wow for some reason i can’t get myself to write#and it’s really annoying and unfortunate bc i REALLY want to i really do like i HAVE the ideas and everything#i think the issue lies in not knowing HOW i want to write it?#and i’m not scared of writing but idk what it is… like why has it taken me MONTHS to ‘write’ ???#am i afraid of writing or something??? am i nervous about it??? what is it#and i’m the type of person who has SO many ideas when it comes to suguru but when i open up that doc… BRAINFOG#and sigh like i really wanna be proud of my writing from here on out!#i like my writing it’s okay i’m pretty ambivalent towards it like i have no strong feelings#but i WANT strong feelings!!!!! i want to create something where i myself as a reader & writer are INVESTED in it#i feel like w my writing i’m REALLY lacking when it comes to atmosphere/show don’t tell/dialogue/descriptions etc…#and i always say that but i also don’t know how to create THAT type of vibe in my stories#and for cult leader geto specifically i have a vague idea of what i want like i know my ending and decently know my middle#but the beginning is whooping me and sigh. i don’t wanna keep rewriting it#and then w premonition of love i’m proud that i created an outline but like . even w that i have NO idea of how to write it#sighhhhhhhh. and i gave myself self-imposed deadlines last year that i certainly did not keep 😭#but i REALLY wanna keep these ones… methinks it’s the only way i can progress w my writing#sigh part 2 . idk i just needed to get this out here for myself NDNDNDNDNDND#anyways. last iced pumpkin chai of the season in hand i need to go HAM or whatever idgaf anymore 😭😭😭#personal
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My job firing me a week before Christmas is funny tbh
#Im gonna kms#unemployed again…#I did say I was gonna work the last week so I could at least earn some more money but I don’t even wanna show up anymore#I think my therapist is worried I might go through depressive episode and harm myself because last phone call with her she asked#if she hanged up that I wouldn’t hurt myself afterwards#like come on now do I look that depressed#delete later
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i’m so fucking sick and tired.
#dear diaryᝰ*ੈ#at this point i don’t think i ever want to go back to obx#this fandom just makes me fucking sick#i honestly kinda wanna delete everything obx off this blog#or maybe my whole blog#who fucking knows or even cares anymore#i’m just so fucking sick and tired
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Me when I’m getting a train today but it’s being payed for me so I just get to relax and chill on the train without mourning the loss of my £15. Also painted my nails and about to put on a hella cute fit. Life is fucking good today. Might even get myself a pastry. It’s that kinda day.
#I mean i still have to go to the hospital and get a scan but like I don’t even care at this point#I’ll lose an eye#don’t even care anymore#I looked at eye prosthetics yesterday I wanna get a star one#(I cannot even begin to say how much I am exaggerating rn)#(I’m gonna get there and they’re probably just gonna say ‘congratulations on a burst blood vessel take these eye drops’)#lulu blogs
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this is like,, my least liked bit. feels particularly uninspired but also i just don’t like it lol
idk me being pretentious below or smth lol
the skirt is my favorite color and i love her shoes..until i saw the bows just now and im,, i think a solution would be to add an ankle strap and i’d be okay w it lol
i do like her hair, i do like her glasses, her hat is very nice, love that the skirt is shaped like a lumidouce bell
i had not seen any leaks of her design, i had no idea she was a character until i got the email like 5 minutes ago lol but from the glimpses ive seen of her concept arts… i really do like the pastels. (do we have a pastel character at all at this point?) it was very garden tea party, dining w fairies vibes
she’s a completely different character tho u gotta admit lol i could point out the things i don’t like on it as well but there’s really no point in doing that
while i do like the color, i think it would’ve been nice to base the color scheme off the lumidouce bell, since it’s clearly a big part of her character and its image is everywhere on her. the skirt with a purple faded into blue, green accents. and it still gives dendro without going whole ham on green (bc u know how weird they are about matching their color scheme with the element. but then u got wriothesley, kazuha and kaveh who have some of my favorite designs in this whole goddamn game lmao)
the trinkets she has on the bodice (a necklace?) and the bottle in her hand, the colors are just… meh w the rest of her design honestly. would look much better with the pastels.
all that to say,, yeah i’m conflicted about her design. upon first glance i was like oh shit that lookin real nice and then i looked closer,,, ah alas i will never agree with or like all their design choices
if i had to change anything at all (besides going w the pastel fit), i’d change the entirety of her torso and arms. i could tell u why exactly i hate it but we’d be here all day 🥴
#disclaimer i am no fashion person i just look at stuff w my eyes and go yay nay or meh#also how do u spell her name bc i think ive attempted 20 different ways already#genshin emilie#is that right?? m cryign#imma tag leaks even tho it’s not necessarily a leak anymore ig?#idk man i don’t wanna be that person that complains about the lack of tags and then not tagging it myself lmao#genshin leaks
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Anyone have any easy (cheap) dinners when you feel like shit and don’t want to do anything?
#I was hanging out with a friend for a bit#and I was doing fine#but then for some fucking reason once we parted ways my mood just DIPPED#so so so soooOooOoo duuuumb#anyway#trying to figure out some sort of easy cheap dinner that I can make#I really don’t want to go out again#(1-nothing sounds good 2-I’m broke and feel like I’m wasting money and 3-don’t wanna go by myself lol)#depression is kicking my ASS lately#and I’m trying to fight back by making food or doing something good for myself#but everything seems to be in my way#gotta figure out something to make then I usually get decision fatigue cause wtf#also literally nothing sounds good anymore I’m just sick of food tbh#then I gotta go shopping for shit cause we have nothing at my place#which is going to take all the little energy I have#and I’m not going to have any energy to actually cook#cause even if I do cook I’m gonna have to clean up and do dishes after#and like???????#how do people do this on a regular basis#I’m having trouble just surviving and people are cooking and taking care of themselves just fine#rant over#probably will end up just saying fuck it and getting something to eat out….. again 🙃#shut up rosie
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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