#domestic lesbian

[e-starr]

e-starr

Domestic lesbian studies days #1-#7

8” X 10” (unframed)

Acrylic on canvas boards

2024

[nodssalementriche]

The past week or so has been one of routine; one of cleaning inside my self and outside amidst new changes! My brother recently moved out, so Mel and I are taking over his old room, which was my old room. We’ve been redoing it, and are currently still in the process. All we’ve really done is paint it, pull up all of the staples, rip up the carpet and well now that I say this, I guess we’ve done a lot!!

But we still have a long way to go, and I really am enjoying the process of being in a process if that makes sense. Since it’s bigger than just one project (but still part of ONE larger one) it allows for a lot of internal growth honestly. A lot of time spent doing monotonous tasks with a lot of room to think. I really like the routine of thinking I like sitting down and going through stuff, writing stuff down… brain dumping if you will!

I really enjoy having intentional conversations with myself. I think it allows for a lot of thoughts and ideas that are less likely to occur organically (now[there is no telling of a future]).

That being said, I am no stranger to overthinking, and its larger clouded web from having too much time in my head.

Not because I’m necessarily fixated with anxiety on one thing, but because it’s just so easy to sort of have thinking be a vessel for spiraling into unneeded anxieties.

So yes, just overthinking- overstimulating your brain.

So then those monotonous tasks, like pulling up staples, and like painting a room, they can cause so much room for that overthought. I’ve really been trying to use those moments as an opportunity to exercise some mental skills of being present. And I think that being present is a constant struggle or area of work for any person. That it is the largest struggle for purpose. So I try to take the overthought, the lapses, with grace and consideration for my Self. And ironically, a lot of being present is just turning that off completely. But it’s a 2 3 4 5 6 7 step process. (So then come in the grace and consideration)

It was nice because I was able to come back to myself and say OK. I am pulling up staples right now. This is how much pressure I am using. This is where I am putting the staple. This is what the staple looks like. It is kind of like those grounding methods of five things you can see, naming all the red objects in the room, that sort of thing.

And since I’ve just been, you know, holed up working on moving stuff, folding clothes, re-organizing things, and what not, it’s been allowing me to be so much more grateful for the time I spend outside. That coupled with the fatigue that comes with manual labor. I’ve just enjoyed being more calm, I guess.

I’m going to continue to try to apply this until it hopefully becomes more innate again, but I’m trying to enjoy the entire journey; and I am.

As I’ve been typing this, I’ve actually been doing speech to text (coming back in to edit out all the technological errors) while on a walk with my dog. I’m gonna go and enjoy the air with her, enjoy the sun with her. Enjoy the birds, enjoy the grass. I hope everyone takes care.

[switchpink]

when we got home from grocery shopping she kissed me hard and then growled in my ear "go inside and put sweatpants on and i'll bring everything in" and wow so that's what a soulmate is huh

[tranceykitten]

Literal homophobia that I'm not pumped full of xenodrugs and completely surrendering myself to the firm-but-gentle machinations of a hot alien plant mommy's vines rn

[cafterdark]

Cis writer shocks trans girls by speaking in perfect floret

[nereidyke]

butchfemme domesticity is so beautiful..doing your butch’s laundry, taking his coat off at the door when you get home from a night out, running your nails through his hair after a long day, rushing to clean up his plate after dinner, fixing his collar before he leaves the house.

when you’re washing dishes and he comes up behind you and wraps his arm around you, slowly swaying your body to music that’s only in his head, trailing kisses down your face and neck, touching your hips and your chest trying his very best to distract you. being carried to bed as a reward for taking such good care of him, scratching his back lightly as he lays on top of you, breathing warm air onto your neck.

then kissing innocently and wrapping your hands around his back, until it isn’t so innocent anymore and suddenly his belt is off and your hair is all messy but he still stops to tell you how beautiful you look before devouring you whole.

Waow..<3333 i can’t wait to be a wife

men dni

[astralnymphh]

texts w mom ellie and reader ☺️

maybe reader is away and ellie is home w the baby but ellie doesnt know how to calm the crying baby down

so she texts reader for help 🤷🏽‍♀️

fluffy mom!ellie texts coming up! sorry this took a second, these were fun tho.. (blurred image for imagination/filler purposes)

[bug-hearted]

somewhere in the south downs there's an old lesbian watching her wife fall asleep

[vexingwoman]

scrotes love to throw “did you know lesbians have higher rates of abuse??” into every debate, not realizing men are still the issue even in their most favorite statistic.

[e-starr]

e-starr

Study #2

8”X 10”

Acrylic on board

2024

[nodssalementriche]

I love kissing my girlfriend and realizing the gum she is chewing is one from my purse

[maned-wolf-ouppy]

Accidentally got too horny and now my head is spinning and I'm dizzy and all I can think about is being treated like a sweet pet

Estrogen is a beautiful drug

[s-aint-elmo]

they named it izutsumi

(ID in alt text)

[caraphernellie]

the opposite instance of my last blurb; ellie kissing your neck + sucking her fingers at the end┆eighteen plus interactions only.

she is greedy, exceptionally horny, and doesn't know how else to initiate. she's not the type to use her words often. wife!ellie is a cheeky lover, the type to tease and tempt when you least expect it. it just tickles her funny bone in the dumbest way.

you could be absolutely anywhere, and the possibility that you feel her kissing you somewhere, groping somewhere—it's high. but sitting at the dining table? yes. you were minding no business but your own, sewing up a hole in one of ellie's old shirts, when she had decided to stand behind you. fucking breathing down your neck like a weirdo, before beginning to kiss from shoulder blade to jawline. you don't pause, not even a second's faltering. she's being denied exactly what she wants: a reaction. "hey," she whispers. "you ignoring me?"

"no hablo ingles." ugh. thyme greens rolling in annoyance, and pussy borderline controlling her thoughts—it means she is forced to take more totally necessary, drastic measures to catch your attention. her hand reaches over from behind and grabs you by the jaw, head tipped back and lips finally accessible to her. there's no missing that smile of yours when she leans in.

that hand stays put, holding your head back while she trails down your neck. warm, wet mouth, sucking your flesh. your whole schtick of defiance didn't last very long, did it? soft moans, your breath hitching. it unfortunately does give your wife a boost to the ego. you have proven her to be irresistible.

"please, more," you murmur, hands rushing to the hem of your top.

ellie chuckles at this, her free hand stopping you. so, a few kisses and you already want to undress? "oh, now you speak english, huh?" she slides her fingers from your jaw to prod at your lips, which you take in gratitude, eyes falling shut with your saliva coating the digits. she lays a few more kisses over your jugular, listening to you moaning around her fingers. "patience, baby, alright?"

[fizzlewizard404]

[drama-but-gayer]

Having a pinnate that our owner controls my access to, sexually. Sometimes, if we've been very good girls she'll let us fuck each other. Sometimes she'll make us fuck for her entertainment. Sometimes she'll have me cuddle her core, my mind slipping away while the sounds of her fucking my love ring through my empty brain... 😵‍💫🥴🤤