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raju: ive connected the dots
acelia: you haven't connected shit...
raju: i've connected them
acelia belongs to @lurker-extraordinaire-657645 i love her
#sleepy art#oc: raju 🐦🔥#doing it scared MAIN TAG go go go#arcane odyssey#acelia and raju in a qpr they're so cute
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Loop’s dialogue has so many facets and potential interpretations…when they are talking about or to Siffrin, exactly how much of it is a direct reflection of how they view themself, either now or in the past?
how much of it is it a deliberate projection—things they wish they had been kinder to themself about and make an effort to verbalize now that they have this external perspective, or things they still hate themself for and can’t help but deride when it’s thrown in their face by this copy—and how much is subconscious, an instinctual reaction to seeing their own traits in “another”?
and conversely, how much of what they say is an attempt to draw a hard line in the sand between them, this is you and this is me, the success story and the discarded failure? coming from the same origin point but diverging beyond reconciliation, the differences cementing their stations as the favored and the forgotten?
they were they same but they aren’t anymore but they are still but they’re different now but they are and aren’t and are and aren’t—
how often do they feel like they’re talking to a mirror, a glassy, empty reflection of their own flaws and mistakes, rather than a whole and complete person who shares their love and pain? how much does the line between those perceptions blur and shift from moment to moment, how much do they let themself be aware of it, how much do they agonize over it?
they’re just. such a mess of contradictions and complications. i need to lie down.
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#mypost#in stars and time spoilers#there’s so much going on behind everything they say#everything blurs and blends and tangles together.#i’m always scared to main tag things. what if i’m stupid and wrong about everything and everyone comes to my house and beats me to death#anyway uh.#i’m. supposed to be doing paperwork. loop get out of my brain i need to focus
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i think it’s time to share my zakuro thoughts…before you read HERE IS A DISCLAIMER!
⚠️These are interpretations/hcs! not the actual canon, do not take what i say as truth!! i am playing with my toys i like having fun.
with that said i don’t expect anyone to agree with me!! we all have different ideas for our favorite characters and that’s what makes the world go round. i hope u enjoy the read and maybe understand what i’m going for!
what really intrigued me is that every numa has some sort of personal problem with themselves or each other, and if they aren’t outright shown there’s certainly something you can dig for. i’ve noticed zakuro is a bit underrated when it comes to this. i’m here to prove to you that she can be as complex as every other character if you look in the right angle. hold my hand, let’s create meaning out of nothing!
i assume zakuro’s clones are canonically hinted as a hive-mind. i personally like to interpret it the opposite! zakuro’s clones are direct copies of her, yes, but they are capable of having their own thoughts and memories. so every zakuro are unique internally. no zakuro will have the same interaction or react the same way as the other, but that doesn't make her any less zakuro! it is simply the many versions of her emotions and personality shining through. like how one talks to themselves in their mind, i imagine zakuro and her clones are the personified equivalent of that. it’s the simplest way i can explain it! i feel with this interpretation, it has room to make her a more emotionally compelling character! without completely erasing her canon-self. a lot of internal and external problems can come out of this immortality of hers that she has been gifted.
let’s agree she had this ability all her life, as time goes on perhaps it has the potential to evolve. this could be a pro and a con! sure she can have more stable control, her clones becoming more sentient and soon direct copies of her. but it evolving is also something that’s out of her control, her body changes! looking more monster-like compared to her peers. almost like her body is returning to it's “roots.” mimicking what's around her. they are not human after all… they are monsters. internally, she could feel more alienated from her friends.
did she ever felt like she's littering the world with her copies? so many of her, that she became an afterthought to her friends?
even though past MO games aren’t canon anymore, her friend’s reactions to her got me thinking... i can’t help but latch onto these ideas, even if they're jokes! perhaps deep down it bothers her. something has been wrong from the start! zakuro and her friends are a little more considerate in mo4. i’d say it’s a time in her life where she has accepted her fate and deals with it now. she loves herself! no doubt!
she enjoys her role in the end. but can you blame her when she wants to try to be a part of something more?
tl;dr i hc that the cloning ability is her external / internal problem! it prevents her from reaching out for deeper connections and it slowly erases her sense of self.
this is not all i have.. there's so many ideas i've explored. like how she seems to copy her friend’s behaviors / life, death, and willing sacrifice could be a common theme for her / is the original zakuro still alive? and so forth.
maybe those will be their own posts! maybe not! i feel it’ll ruin the fun if i kept on rambling though. this is simply me reaching my hand out inviting you to think about her more dramatically with me... cause it's fun!
art is the answer. let’s stay curious! one of the few numas with immortality? yes! much to think about 💭
#zakuro#very nervous! i have never shared my writing publicly. i’m pretty sure bc of that my grammar is a bit off. pls spare me#i usually would prefer to draw it but i think this is such a complex idea that you NEED words to understand it.#i don’t wanna reveal too much. but if anyone is curious on what more i can do… heh… you know where to go!#imnot main tagging this im too scared. yay. bye now
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umm so i wrote a little something inspired by the idea of my rook keeping a journal!! i wanted to write what would be her last entry before the events of tearstone island…. also contains a slight confession about her feelings towards Lucanis… it’s nothing special and it’s quite short but i wanted to post it anyway…. 🥺👉👈
Rook’s Journal Entry —
Elgar’nan has made his move. I should’ve seen this coming, I should’ve known something was wrong. But I don’t think I ever could’ve guessed that he would literally move the moon. Now we only have a few hours before he finishes the dagger.
The team is frightened, we were not prepared for this. They look to me for guidance, to give them strength. But I can’t let them see that I’m afraid too. I can’t let them know that I—[The rest of sentence is scribbled out.] I trust them all and I know we’ll be ready when the time comes. We will make it through.
I spoke to Varric and he gave me some reassurance, but I can’t help but feel like he should take the lead on this one. He should be there with us, leading us like he was supposed to. But he’s still too injured. I worry about him, it’s been so long and his wound still hasn’t healed. He’s been there for me for so long and I don’t know what I would do without him.
So I’ll let him rest. He believes in me. I won’t let him down. Like he said, just fight one battle at a time.
But this battle will be the toughest we’ve faced yet. We might not all make it back. [The previous line is crossed out but still eligible to read.] No, can’t think like that. We’re going to be okay. We can do this. I will fight, to keep everyone safe. To stop the gods and save all of Thedas. No pressure.
Lucanis… I’ve never seen him so worried. I did my best to reassure him but I don’t think it was enough. I have complete faith in him, I know he won’t miss this time. He’s come so far since Weisshaupt. He’s so much stronger and braver than he realises. I wish I could let him know how much I trust him. I wish I could tell him that I— [More words have been scribbled out.]
I did try. But he stopped me before I could say it. I should’ve… No, maybe it was for the best. He already has enough to worry about.
I just wanted to let him know… in case something happens. If one of us… No. I can’t even think about it.
I’ll just have to make sure we win this fight. Finally put an end to it all and bring everyone home.
Then we can be together. Then I can finally tell him that I lo—[The words have been lost, fresh teardrops have made the ink run.]
The Inquisitor taught me an Elven word at our last meeting. Ma Vhenan. She told me it means ‘my heart’. I thought of Lucanis the second I heard it.
He means more to me than I could ever put into words. But that… it comes close enough. He is my heart. My everything.
I can only hope that he feels the same.
[An addition has been added to the page recently, written in Lucanis’ handwriting.]
I do.
I’ll find you, Rook. I swear.
#mine: writing#oc: deanna de riva#oughhhh posting my writing is so scary!!! especially when such cool and amazing and talented writers follow me ;w;#i am not worthy alskdkd i will also not be tagging this with any main tags because… i am So Scared aaah#but i had fun writing it and um….. yeah pls don’t judge me too harshly i am slowly getting over my writers block#i still have so much to learn about writing and gaining my confidence back ;w; but i’m trying real hard!!#also i’m posting this just before going to sleep so i will be offline alskdkdf#if u do read it thank you so much!!!
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#cccc#cccc soul#cj soul#cj#soul cj#soul cccc#also sorry if some of these options don’t make sense for soul to be them i kinda just found a thing that labelled different parts of the#brain and then i took some of the ones that werent in one of the two hemispheres and out them as options#also also sorry if some of the options are actually parts of the hemispheres im not an expert on brain anatomy so i dont know#also also also sorry if this is already something that the fandom has gone over and i just look like an idiot for bringing it up#im sorry in general#chonnyscharmingchaoscompendium#chonnys charming chaos compendium#im probably not even going to post this poll because im scared that everyone will hate me#im scared that anything i do will make everyone hate me#please dont hate me im so sorry#should i put heart and mind in the tags i mean they were only mentioned they arent really the main focus#i suck at tags#im sorry for sucking at tags#sorry for ranting(?)/venting(?) in the tags#if thats even what i am doing#if it isnt then sorry for mislabeling stuff#ill put heart and mind in the tags#cccc heart#cccc mind#cj heart#cj mind#heart cccc#mind cccc#please dont get angry at me for putting heart and mind in the tags when they arent the focus im so sorry
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*thinking about the villains' tragic fates*
You know, their routes never really talk too much about their fates and how it effects them mentally. Or how the MC feels about it, and dealing with the fear and angst of it with the slight exception of William's route
*eyes widen*
... I think I know what the sequels are gonna be about
#I am scared both because it will be angsty and because they might not do this and mess up the sequels#from what I can tell Ikemen sequels can be pretty hard to do right#partly because the playerbase has over a year to imagine their own post-route and get attached to that#and because added onto an already finished story can be difficult without potentially accidentally undoing the efforts of the characters#I haven't read a lot of ikemen sequels so I could be wrong#but Ikevil doesn’t have this problem so much because it feels like there are some loose threads left with their relationship and character#not enough that it leaves you unsatisfied but enough that you could definitely expand upon it#I guess the tricky thing then would be expanding upon it in a way that people like#but for me I noticed some of the routes don't feel like one full finished story in terms of their relationship#it feels like the beginning of something#specifically I get that feeling for Liam's and Harrison's route#like the story ends with them getting together because we spent the whole story getting to know each other and learning their backstory#but it still feels like there's stuff to untangle and figure out in a relationship with them#I just hope that some of the sequels will be more slow paced#and whatever Crown mission going on is only meant to enhance the character journey like in Elbert's route#instead of being the main source of drama#but it could depend with the character and what type of story a sequel for them would be best for#like William's sequel being more action-packed and stakes while Liam's is more soft#I feel like that would fit them#thank you for coming to my ted talk#...in the tags#ikevil#ikemen villains#ikemen series
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KINCADE PACK 🐺 (original works) — “The name goes back centuries, and all Miranda cares about is making sure it lasts for many more”
[template by @tommyarashikage]
tag list (ask to be added or removed!): @adelaidedrubman @florbelles @simonxriley @voidika @kyberinfinitygems @voidbuggg @inafieldofdaisies @statichvm @socially-awkward-skeleton @aceghosts @carlosoliveiraa @risingsh0t @unholymilf @thedeadthree @cassietrn @jackiesarch @a-treides @shellibisshe @loriane-elmuerto @katsigian @captastra @simplegenius042 @theelderhazelnut @g0dspeeed @leviiackrman @strangefable @jacobseed
#insp: the lodge#too many ocs to tag here lmao#this is a little bit rushed because it’s like 2am#but I’ve been thinking about doing this template for them since I first saw it#FINALLY I get to talk about this fucked up rich werewolf family#Logan and Jayde’s dad were best friends and grew up together#so Jayde and Skye essentially grew up with Logan’s kids#there’s a lot of complicated feelings there between the kids for various reasons#they consider each other family to a degree (more like cousins)... but some of them would definitely straight up kill each other.#Miranda had her eye mostly on Jayde because she’s the same age as Garret and Miranda’s main goal is to strengthen her bloodline#and Jayde comes from a well known purebred bloodline#so Miranda’s golden boy Garret (massive douchebag) tried his darndest to rizz up Jayde for most of their childhood#Jayde fucking despises him. she beat his ass on more than one occasion. which massively bruised his fragile ego. but he still wants to hit#Amara and Mitchell are the designated chaos twins that Jayde has a love/hate relationship with. Skye gets along with them great of course#Jonas is the only mf that has his head on straight. He's mostly separated from the fam. removed at the 'heir' when he didn't want it.#now hes a werewolf therapist for werewolves with a small family of his own. he reminds Jayde of her dad. he's around the same age too#SCANDAL: Jonas is slightly older than Logan lmao#Declan is the other golden boy. the precious spoiled baby. Miranda's backup for the backup.#he's terrified of Garret so he tries to stay out of his way and mostly keeps to himself#tbh Declan is just Scared of Everything and desperately doesn't want any responsibility but tries to hide it#anyway before Jayde's dad was killed and she was captured they knew hunters were coming for them#so they went to the Kincades for help. Miranda would only accept the girls.#Jayde chose to stay with her parents and they left Skye with the family to keep her safe (she was 12)#that was the last time Skye saw her family intact :/ she didn’t see Jayde again for years.#so Miranda pampered her and groomed her to be in her family.#like she was this little jewel. the last living Thatcher.#now that Jayde is back and Skye is with her and they're living their own life#Miranda be scheming. she wants to claim their bloodline sooo bad.#anyway sorry for the massive lore dump there’s.... a lot of complicated shit going on here#edits
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jokes @ night r not funny in the morning,,,
originally the blue was green but then i decided 2 b pan
#dont even ask me what i was trying 2 accomplish#CAUSE IDKKK#sighs @ least they look cute igg#bart is still hard 4 ne 2 draw idk sobbs#also i seem 2 draw him in a lot of tanktops while i draw kon in a lot of crop tops#i just ?????????#anyways i literally have no idea wtf this means#it was supposed 2 b silly & funny but if ur evil u could make it angsty#not me thoo…..i would neever#cause what kind of sick freak does that#((its me im the sick freak))#no but this is supposed 2 b silly ITS JUST RLLY NOT FUNNY IDK#konbart#kart#still 2 scared 2 but it in their main tags or whateverrrr#NO BC LIKE I DONT WANNA GET RIPPED APART#omggg the reason y it looks more angst is bc i put the ‘dw’ isnt itttt#ughhhhhhh#ok sure whatever GRRR AAAAAA#i have a better kart drawing idea but this 1 was easier 2 draw#brrrr#i feel like im just mostly going 2 b drawing kart 2day oh man#((i say this like i dont draw them everyday))#puppee art#holy u can rlly tell i h8 stabalizers batman#i say ‘line arts my fav part’ but i dont actually do nice line art idfkkk yyyy but mayb its bc u dont need clean lineart 2 render stuff???#@ least i dont#man i should render smth its been so long since ive like ‘completed’ a full drawingg#HELP IM STILL UPSET HOW I DREW BART I LIKE I JUST DONT WANT 2 DRAW HIM LOOKING LIKE A KID BUT LIKE OTS KINDA HARD WHEN HES NEXT 2 KON THIS I
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i can't believe weed is illegal in utah. you mean michael afton went through ALL THAT and couldn't even hit a blunt about it?
#this is the funniest thing ive ever said but im too scared to main-tag it JFNFSKFMFKFNSMFDM#uhh okay to rb.#drugs //#HOW DO I TAG WEED#actually. can i main-tag this. will the fandom allow it#im going to#michael afton#fnaf#posting.txt
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Does anyone else feel like the incinerator gun chair room from Zero Time Dilemma would have better fit C Team instead of D Team
#elaboration in the tags#zero time dilemma#zero escape#ztd#I think of this every time I watch a playthrough and get to that room#carlos ztd#akane kurashiki#junpei tenmyouji#c team#like just about any combination fits with the potential character growth both Akane and Junpei would have from it#I understand the main character is Carlos so if we were to keep it as him making the decision then I would have Akane in the incinerator#and Junpei in the chair#but if we’re going to throw ‘main character chooses’ then you could truly have either Akane or Junpei at the gun with Carlos in the chair#I say all this cuz there’s the obvious Akane incinerator parallels and I imagine it could trigger a breakdown for her#if Junpei is behind the gun would she beg Junpei to shoot Carlos to save her?#would Junpei see that Akane sees other players as pawns to save her own life? and if she doesn’t beg does it help Junpei#see the humanity in her? where he previously thought she was uncaring but here she clearly is to save Carlos at the cost of her own life#but my fave configuration is Junpei in the incinerator and Akane at the gun#it helps them see from each other’s point of view. how scared would Junpei be being in the incinerator and there’s nothing he can do#but rely on someone else? Junpei in characterized as pretty selfish in ZTD so this experience could have him empathize with Akane’s#‘selfishness’ in the previous games. realizing you’d do it too if your life was on the line#and Akane can see just how difficult it is being the one to directly have a hand in how people die or at least see their bodies.#and is it worth it to just save one person?#yes Akane’s games have a way for everyone to survive and win at the end. but in the moment the players don’t know that.#I think that configuration would do SO much for akane and Junpei to better empathize with one another during ZTD#this could’ve been a whole post but I wasn’t confident enough in my coherence to properly format it. so tags you get
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"I love this character, I wish he had more screen time!"
Sees that the next episode REVOLVES AROUND that character.
"...I am so excited and so SO AFRAID of what I'm going to see."
Edit: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MY BOY WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU
#doesn't help that I'm seeing death flags in how the character is scripted and what he does and what he's supposed to do#when a side character starts getting the spotlight and joining the main cast and gets character development#I haven't even gotten spoilers about his death but I KNOW that he's not surviving#I have been in enough rp games and have written enough characters to recognise when someone was written to die#And I've seen enough shows and movies to recognise the patterns widely used by script writers by now#I know he won't die in the next episode#BUT THE DEATH FLAGS ARE THERE#I SEE THEM#I'M NOT CRAZY#I am not tagging the show or the character I don't want to risk getting spoilers#Edit tags: I WAS RIGHT TO BE SCARED WHAT DID THEY DO TO HIM HE WASN'T EVEN PRESENT IN MOST OF THE EPISODE AND YET I SAW SO MUCH OF HIM#AND WHEN HE FINALLY RETURNED HE JUST HIS CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT WHAT WHERE DID IT GO
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okay guys you get to see the ship art its too cute i cant contain myself anymore
LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY AREEE im happy to yap abt them if ppl are intrested, i can talk about shortbread cream (my oc) bc they are so silly
#also unrelated#PV IS HARD AS SHIT TO DRAW#LIKE DUDE WTFFFF#GET UR SHIT TOGETHER#ahem#anyways it took three attempts before i got him down#i think im starting to do alright#i am 100% going to draw them more tho im going insane over this#also im not main tagging this large fandoms scare me
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YOU'RE JOKING!!!!

This is the girl again!!! Now that her exams, her concussion, and Christmas is over I have decided to stir the pot with her again, and I just very gently reminded her that, "hey, you flirted with me a couple months ago...do you remember that?" (she did not) (I have AGAIN been bolder than I meant to) but anyway, she was like, "I'll get back on that!"
BOULDER TO THE HEAD PERHAPS?!?!
So far she has only tried the English songs, but she'll get there. If I don't get a girlfriend out of this, I'll be fine. If I don't get a Joker Out fan out of this— what was all this for?!
#personal#joker out#This one I am putting in the main tag because if my mission is successful we will have a new friend in the tag#I had a panic attack last time she flirted with me and girl nothing even happened but I have been so on edge#currently going through the ups and downs like “we are so back!!” “we are so done for and i can't do this“ ”WOOOO WE'RE SO BACK!!“#don't mind my other friend saying fart in her note...idk what is going on in her life#also context for anyone who doesn't follow me: I've been talking to this girl and analysing her poetry with her for about four months#i asked her why she followed me on instagram because I do not know her irl and she said she just thought I was pretty and THEN FLIRTED AT M#(she did that two months in to knowing me) (perfectly reasonable amount of time)#it scared me really bad though but i persist#she is a little crazy and really invested in me and I think she likes me more than i like her but I'm sure things will work out anyway...
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actually On Your Feet gave us two good things (well. three if you like Realize which I do). Kohane's "it's frustrating" line and the great crack fic idea of Vivid Bad Squad getting cancelled online for skipping school to yell at The Kotaki Taiga as he was about to go back to America.
#no because. he went there to continue radder's dream yeah? the one about becoming world successful musicians#and they had a record label for a bit. they were definitely going to make it at least somewhat.#so we can assume taiga is at the very least a semi well known musician yeah?#one that someone about to either leave or enter japan might know about. who will see this musician they enjoy#being shouted at by a high school girl in her school uniform about how they will surpass him or something along those lines#with three other kids (in uniform from a different school) standing behind her#and then going onto sekai universe twitter to post about it and the taiga kotaki fans taking it by storm#taiga gets off the plane in america and finds he's trending and it's because people are making fun of a blurry picture of his ex pupil#meanwhile vivid bad squad just don't know because it was contained entirely on twitter and.#be honest can you see any of them having twitter because i can't. an maybe but akito doesn't have time for social media and toya is toya#and kohane is a tumblr girlie if i've ever seen one#however it does give the great concept of someone else seeing it and debating if they should say anything#because mmj definitely has an official account they could have seen it on and also there's ena shinonome and mizuki akiyama#but anyway this also means when they do put on the event to surpass rad weekend (or whatever their goal ends up being)#there will be a crowd of people looking at it and going “isn't that the group of kids that twitter made fun of ages ago?”#and then taiga kotaki stans on sekai universe twitter will be stunned because they did in fact surpass him#if it wasn't for the gcses i would write this but alas. enjoy my weird thoughts#bagel's rambles#project sekai#i am scared to main tag this one but. fuck it we ball
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i have white man disease and its terminal
#got through being scared at the waiting office by pretending i was going to project my oncoming wisdom teeth removal pain#to trevor from ghosts.#also dale but mainly trevor.#fopposting#ghostsposting#not ocs#<-technically my darling trinity is holding the dale plush in the last image#but im not counting it#no main tags im nort doing that.
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cassie: gregory didn't hurt anybody!
me: oh you poor sweet summer child
#{ i think a lot about the ar mask and how it uses voice clips and stuff and like... }#{ ALL of the gregory voice clips are pathetic and sad. like ''im so scared and alone'' is the most out of character shit }#{ but because of the position cassie is in... ofc she's gonna perceive that he's feeling that way- }#{ -and helpi is going to audio-mix accordingly. }#{ i think the longer that her night goes on it definitely like...uses her brain against her. not INTENTIONALLY- }#{ -but her mind is in such a fragile state that like...everything is going to become warped and scary and remind her of the position- }#{ -she and gregory are in. }#{ i think so bad specifically abt roxy raceway and the cutouts ok dont get me started IVE GONE OFF LONG ENOUGH }#{ MY POINT BEING. cassie has no fucking idea what gregory did in main game and it kinda drives me insane... }#{ what would she do if she knew he was the reason roxy no longer has eyes. }#{ this became long enough to warrant that tag so dfsklfds }#ruin spoilers /#🎬 || it's make believe inside your head. (headcanons.) || 🎬#🎬 || time for bear. (ooc.) || 🎬
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