#doesnt gotta be dinner

[couch-house]

playing with stc + exit shadow and rouge some more. i hit shadow with the girl beam last month and forgot to tell you. oops!

[urbestestwindgod]

mwah

oizyyy i have a question

Yes princess?

[remotewatch]

oop! I sent this to your partner in crime, ms melancholic station, but I wanna say it again bc it's just SO vivid in my mind.

jack schlossberg starts subtly. his preferred position to watch tv with you, is with your legs in his lap. he always offers and follows through with a kind massage when you've had a long day on your feet at work. it might've originally gone over your head when he started paying for your nails appointments every other week, telling you to "just go ahead and get the full service, mani, pedi, whatever. you deserve it, baby :)" but it all makes sense the night after some rich person gala you attend with him. when you get home to his apartment, you immediately plop down on the near surface to take off the shoes that had been killing you all night. jack, who had been carrying your small clutch and his keys, immediately scramble to set them down and get to his knees to help you take your shoes off. for some reason it just clicks. the image of a shoe shiner on the street, or mary madgalene washing jesus' feet with her hair and tears come to mind. especially when he grabs your icepacks and bandaids for your impending blisters. you dont say anything directly, but you do start asking for help with your shoes more often.

— I want to sign my name on this message but I'm a coward. But I'm around and we're mutuals lol

this is devastating to me as someone who didn't need more kinks bc you've made many fantastic points here. loveeee to see him scramble loveee to see him tripping over himself to help reader loveee the implication of teasing him with it after figuring it out

i do hope something can be done about your cowardice bc you're really cooking

[taniushka12]

oh anon. . . you dont want to ask me that, I could -and I Have- be an entire hour ranting about this topic but long story short, it was revealed in some Q&A that martin's arc Was supposed to lead to him being a web avatar (because of course it did, all the foreshadowing was there all across the seasons, it would fit his character with what we saw of him And the rest of the web avatars, it would've made perfect sense with the tragic angle of the podcast ie jon's lover being part of the very same thing he Hates and also jon being manipulated once again but this time by Him, etc etc etc) but then he "changed his mind" because the original plan would've "kept the circle of abuse" (paraphrasing an old 2021 post I made because I refuse to revisit the podcast so please do take everything I say with a grain of salt) and he ""listened to the fans""

like if you've told me that the last two seasons were always supposed to be like that, well, my bad, I thought the podcast was gonna be something that clearly wasn't, but NO there was a plan with him the first three seasons and then (post season 3's hiatus when the fandom exponentially grew out of the sudden, most of that growth being people who just listened to the pod for that supposed j/m slowburn) jonny rewrote his character, his arc, for a more...... i dont even know, positive outcome??? thats just me theorizing off the things I've established though

NOT TO MENTION that I've also heard (Take This With A Grain Of Salt) that annabelle's role in the later seasons was supposed to be Martin's and that not only makes me fucking angry from a web! martin fan's standpoint but also BECAUSE THEY'VE DONE MY GIRL DIRTY. ANNABELLE DESERVED BETTER, MARTIN DESERVED A BETTER ARC. AND I'LL NEVER FORGIVE JONNY FOR THIS

ANYWAY. to answer your question. yes word of god said his arc was changed post season 3's hiatus, and if that's when your love for him fell down then I would guess it's because of this u_u

[quiveringdeer]

Been feelin really down so while grocery shoppin today I bought myself some flowers cause I can 🧡

[isa-ah]

on the one hand i want to try for a second wind to stay up and get really into something but on the other hand im sleepy and im pretty sure my husband went to bed without me so i honestly might as well

[butchlifeguard]

lmao im working and someone asked me if i wanted to take her shift which was an hour later. no ❤️

[batemanofficial]

reaching the "pit of despair" portion of the emotional rollercoaster that is today

[beepbeepkazoo]

"oh the family dinner went well" (not even 8 hours later my mom and grandma get in a blowup fight about me not getting inviting and my mom not pushing for me to go to this bridal shower)

[neonsbian]

i cant blame my insomnia entirely on my dad but hes certainly not making it better

[minterim]

just had my dad admit to me that even though he's fully aware of how much his alcoholism hurts me and my mum and brother he refuses to quit drinking outright because he likes it. cool

[todayisafridaynight]

[ almost ] seasonal question; what do you think the arakawa family does for the holidays?

jo bbg answered that for us three seconds into y7 now didnt he

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

[stupidnaturals]

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[dirt-str1der]

Literally cant care about anything other than majima haruka bonding

[permanentbottombunk]

I gotta stay awake because if I go down my mama ain't making the best fucking ham and potato soup and we will all die