#does BEB have a tag ?

[rouxipanda]

I wanted to try replicating the BEB style but with the Scottish twins hah! So have a Donald i guess :]

Pleasantly surprised by the result !

[lizzybeth1986]

Coffee-Brown Eyes

Book: Perfect Match

Pairing: Sloane Washington x Hawthorne Park (black m!MC), Sloane Washington x Alana Kusuma (briefly).

Rating: PG

Summary: A small drabble about Sloane's struggle to look people in the eye.

Word Count: 886 words

Note: My HC for Sloane has always been that she is autistic, and one of the things some autistic people struggle a lot with is eye contact. So this is an exploration of Sloane in that context. The quote in my moodboard for this comes from writer and artist Judy Endow (Here's an article she wrote on Autism and Eye contact, along with her artwork on the same! I highly recommend reading it!)

Tagging @choicesficwriterscreations for Fics of the Week

(Faceclaims:

Hawthorne Park - Daniel Kaluuya

Sloane Washington - Nelly Muse)

"Coffee?"

Their fingers brush as the cup passes from his hands to hers; Sloane allows her touch to linger a second longer on Hawthorne's knuckles. From underneath her lashes, she steals a moment's glance into the laughing warmth of his eyes.

She doesn't notice how fleeting that one look is - she never will - but he does. They've been together long enough for her to feel as comfortable with his touch as she would her own, yet the one thing that remains a constant is the persistent wandering of her eyes.

Sloane sips the brew in front of her with her eyes closed. Black, no sugar. Nothing to mask its sharp, invigorating bitterness. Sloane likes her coffee the way she likes her chocolate, the way she likes Hawthorne's eyes. Dark, sharp, shining. Deeply overwhelming.

She peers in Hawthorne's direction again. He isn't looking, thank God, but she can still see his face from this vantage point. She can still see his eyes. A tiny thrill shimmies its way through her spine.

It's so much easier like this. Eyes are fascinating things to look at, really. All those colours, all the myriad changes in hue when the lighting or mood was slightly different. When she was a child she would stare, enthralled, at pools of limpid blue and sea green, searching for shades she knows she would never find in a mirror. But now she's older, now it's darker colours that hold her attention.

She loves looking into people's eyes.

But only when they aren't looking back.

Not that Sloane had been aware of this trait of hers, not until the last few years. She'd spent almost all her teen years and half her adult life not even thinking about whether she looked at people differently from everyone else.

It's one of the first things I noticed about you, Damien would tell her one night in Indonesia, staring listlessly at a campfire. And it made me wary. Most of the time you'd never look anyone in the eye. Made me wonder what you were hiding.

A corner of Sloane's mouth quirks up a little. She did have plenty to hide when she first met them all, that was true. As for the rest...clearly Damien knows by now that she could be spitting truths while having the same restless, roaming gaze.

Of late she's begun to notice the same restlessness in Zinnia's too. Limpid and sky-blue, they widen and constantly seem in search of something. Sloane has often wondered if, subconsciously, she'd had something to do with that. Could she have passed on a trait she hadn't even noticed in herself, to the Match she helped create?

"Probably," Alana whispered against her curls last night, her curves moulded against Sloane's own, her fingers tracing lazy patterns of fire across her stomach. "When you do try to look someone in the eye, you're painfully obvious about it. And I do mean painful, beb. Because you look like you're in literal pain when you have to do it for that long. Zinnia has that look too."

Sloane was surprised enough to stare at her girlfriend, long enough that she could feel the aching strain at the corners of her eyes, images like whitened nerve-endings dancing around her field of vision.

Alana smiled, her deep brown eyes glistening. In this light, they seemed to possess the texture of velvet. "Twenty seconds."

"What?" The tip of Sloane's tongue nervously touched her bottom lip, forcing Alana's gaze from her eyes to her mouth.

"The longest you've looked into my eyes," she let out a throaty laugh, covering Sloane's lips with her own....

"Earth to Sloane," Hawthorne's deep, rumbling voice takes her out of her reverie. "Drink up, honey, or your coffee will go cold."

Sloane's smile is heart-stoppingly sweet, Hawthorne thinks - especially with how she holds the mug so close to her and casually shrugs her shoulders. "Imagine that, our very own homemade cold brew."

Hawthorne silently raises his own mug, his hand gripping the windowsill. The sunlight streams in from the window, bathing his face - his eyes! - in light.

In the shadows, his eyes are dark, almost black. They're already the colour of the deepest, sharpest coffee. You could almost fool yourself into believing such eyes were incapable of changing colour, of possessing an entire bouquet of hues and shades. Lord knows she'd believed that enough in front of the mirror as a child.

In sunlight they're twin pools of honey, she can almost imagine that colour flowing in thick, cascading waves. In sunlight they're the colour of tiger eye gems - glowing golden. Under her eyelashes, Sloane stares shamelessly, breathlessly, hoping against hope Hawthorne will take at least a little longer to look back. This sight is too beautiful for her to turn her eyes away from now.

Unbeknownst to her, Hawthorne stifles a smile. He has long since trained his eyes to shift their gaze away a little longer. Long since learned to resist the temptation of letting her know he's watching her watching him. Long since allowed his eyes to be the ecstatic twin objects of her admiring gaze, rather than enthusiastic participant.

It's a tiny, worthy sacrifice, for that look of pure pleasure it brings in her own eyes.

Sloane grins as she looks away. Hawthorne's own coffee must be cold now but she suspects he won't care.

Hawthorne grins as he turns towards her. One minute twenty seven seconds.

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* Beb - Indonesian for "babe".

[bornforastorm]

WIP Game Rules: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

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Thanks for the tag beloved friend @majorbaby!!  you make me feel better about the insane number of WIPs I have.

list below, with a little what's-what because I name things really minimally:

tagging: @boasamishipper @ireallyamabear @ anybody else who would like to!!

1. 1917 (to love and be loved is to be changed) 2. aliens (hudson makes it, alien 3 doesn’t happen, ripley/hicks/hudson and their daughter newt) 3. andor 4 (everybody lives au, love as rebellion, nemik/skeen) 4. goldfinch (boris comes to ny with theo at the end) 5. JB (james bond/felix leiter, oh no my friend is too important to me) 6. JB 2 (bond/leiter, my friend has low self esteem over his disability and i love him so much) 7. llewyn (inside llewyn davis, my bf was great but then he jumped off a bridge) 8. mash 3 (hawktrap trapper goes to maine/hawkeye loves his hometown) 9. mfu (man from uncle tv napoleon/illya duh) 10. MI1a (making ethan’s sad apartment less sad thru friendship) 11. mum (the mummy 2017 nick is sick af and it’s getting worse) 12. mum 2 (nick gets totally subsumed by the monster) 13. mummer 3 (the mummy 2017 nick-vail back story) 14. nice guys (there are no second acts in american lives) 15. perry 3 (strickson new years 1930) 16. perry 4 (ham and perry hook up and perry immediately regrets it) 17. perry 4.5 (ham clocks pete as in love with perry, post s2) 18. perry 7 (post swim back to shore, perry brings pete back to his place) 19. perry 8 (perry finds pete in the blackmail pictures) 20. perry 9 (that fuckin bridge) 21. pm 3 (terry + fireworks = a bad new years) 22. pm 4B (sequel to my retirement fic) 23. pm 5 (marlowe gets the shit kicked out of him) 24. pm 6 (marlowe runs after terry after the end of TLG) 25. pm 7 (marlowe and terry are dating but neither of them know it) 26. pm 8 (marlowe goes to find terry in acapulco) 27. pm 9 (terry goes to marlowe right away after finding sylvia) 28. pm 10 (marlowe bumps into terry in NYC) 29. pm 11 howard (terry lacks an inherent self) 30. pm 12 (terry calls marlowe after being shot) 31. pm 14 (modern au) 32. pm 15 (marlowe gets the shit kicked out of him 2) 33. pm 16 sylvia (marlowe attends a dinner party at the lennox’s) 34. pm BEB (the Black-Eyed Blonde but with a more acceptable ending to me) 35. pMsG (a marlowe-steve grayce encounter + terry of course) 36. PRU (pacrim uprising, nate and hermann are the same type of guy) 37. R-A (reanimator) 38. SH (doyle holmes, watson and moran become weird friends during the hiatus) 39. stare wares (kylo does force crimes against poe post-TFA) 40. stare wares 2 (poe’s x-wing crashes very bad) 41. terror (miracles on the ice) 42. TL (some terry lennox perspective) 43. TLB 2 (david survives and is a feral weirdo for a while) 44. TLB 3 (the lost boys, david/michael + david and his dad, sortof a sequel my david-as-ace merrill fic) 45. WSS 2 (riff and tony go to coney island)

[mimikittysblog]

Get to know me game!

Wasn't tagged by anyone but saw @end-hyphen do it sooo here I am doing it :3

Tagging: @hello-stranger24 @tfwheeseung @heeverseblog @dearsugarrush @hee-pster @jaysbiceps @seohotonin and anyone else who wants to doooo thisss!

Birthday: April 5th

favourite colour: Purple! But pink is slowly becoming my favorite. Or I could just say both lol

do you have pets?: YES! Have a toy poodle! His name is bubble :3

how tall are you?: Genuinely not sure- I guess I'm 155cm according to my friend? but I think I'm a bit taller than that so lets say 157cm

how many pairs of shoes do you own?: Oh.. a lot some are still in my old house- But I have well over 10.

favourite song: LITERALLY TXT JUST CAME OUT WITH THEIR NEW ALBUM AND DEVIL BY THE WINDOW HAS ME IN A FUCKING CHOKEHOLD- So yes. that. But Same Scent by Oneus is also one of my all time favorite along with A Song Written Easily!

favourite movie: Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets hehe or Dead Poets Society

who would be your ideal partner?: Anyone who can love my dumbass and be patient with me 🥹 But making me laugh is the way to my heart so- someone who has a similar humor to me is almost an immediate 10.

do you want children?: Yes yes I doooo! Hopefully one day :3

have you gotten in trouble with the law?: Nope-

what colour socks are you wearing?: currently not wearing any

favourite type of music: Any really- if I like it, I like it. I say I typically like any conventional song if that makes sense- but if its catchy and I like it.. then I like it. Obviously rn I'm very into kpop but my music taste is all over the place. Like I still listen to some My Little Pony songs- CAUSE SOME OF THEM HAVE NO RIGHT BEING THAT GOOD.

how many pillows do you sleep with?: 5 and one long bolster. I actually just use one but I have 5 on my bed lol.

what position do you sleep in?: I sleep on my back, I used to sleep on my stomach but now I sleep on my back lol.

what don’t you like when you’re sleeping: Uhm.. bright light I guess?

what do you have for breakfast: I don't typically eat breakfast but whatever is available and I'm craving it lol, sometimes rice, sometimes a sandwich, sometimes its soup, sometimes its noodles.

have you ever tried archery?: Noooo I have not! But I've ALWAYS wanted to try! Looks so cool and fun! Wanna live out my Narnia dream :3

favourite fruit: Strawberries :3 but I also like grapes a lot! and pineapples!

are you a good liar?: I would have to say yes- or at least I'm decent at it

what’s your personality type?: INTP but it might've changed

innie or outie?: I think overall I'm more of an innie, I like just relaxing but recently I've been going out with friends more and that's been fun :) (but if this question is actually referring to my belly button then it's an innie)

left handed or right handed?: Leftieeee

favourite food: I would have to say Mac n Cheese overall lol- love cheesy things but an Indonesian dish called Rendang is so so good and also one of my faves.

favourite foreign food: Hmmm Teokpokki is really good :3

am i clean or messy?: Somewhat messy yes, I'm not like super messy, if it gets too much I'll clean up but I get lazy to clean up and put things away too often

most used phrase: Usually curse words (in english and Indonesian) but other than that its Nauurr, omg, woi, bener (correct in indonesian), gak gitu konsepnya (thats not the concept), beb, I wanna die and love

how long does it take for you to get ready: Depends, but roughly an hour for normal days. sometimes it can just be 30 mins.

do you talk to yourself?: Oh yes all the time. Bad habit really.

do you sing to yourself?: Of course I do, randomly burst into song like I'm in a musical too often.

are you a good singer?: Not even in the slightest. It's why I would rather swallow and shit out razor blades than sing for my idols at concerts. Yknow how idols sometimes gives the mic to a fan and ask them to sing? yeah no. pls don't let that ever happen to me.

biggest fear?: What happens after death- idk its scary to think that it just ends like that. I mean I do actually believe in an afterlife but.. still scary to think about.

are you a gossip?: I just sit and listen- I love gossip but I'm not the one to spread it lol. Mainly cause truthfully if no one tells me directly- I would literally never know. Like my campus- it's known as the gay campus 😭 I literally didn't know that until last semester cause my friend finally told me.

do you like long or short hair?: I prefer short cause it's easier to manage, however I like both. Cause you can have more hairstyles with long hair.

favourite school subject: English and PE

extrovert or introvert: Introvert

what makes you nervous: People. My mother and family. Idk a lot honestly 😭

who was your first real crush?: A guy from my middle school lol was my first love too

how many piercings?: Twooooo Want more thoughhh

how many tattoos?: Don't have any but I'd really like to have a few one day.

how fast can you run?: No clue but not that fast- thats for sure

what colour is your hair?: Ok- this is hard to explain- but I had my hair in a split dye, but for my aunts wedding I dyed it back to black. I dyed it twice cause after the first time I missed a few spots. So the first time I dyed it I actually mixed it with my purple conditioner, second time I did not. After my aunts wedding I washed my hair thoroughly because for the wedding I had to have my hair in a specific traditional hair style that requires a lot of teasing and hairspray. So most of the black hair dye got rinsed off and somehow- it left the top half of my hair green and the bottom part purple. But thats only for half of my hair so- my hair is black purple and green rn-

what makes you angry: Slow walkers and people who don't wait for people on the bus/in elevator to get off first before getting in.

do you like your name?: Yes very much so :3

do you want a boy or a girl as a child?: Any is fine :)

what are your strengths?: I'm pretty smart and understanding. But I'm brutally honest. and I'm very loyal.

what are your weaknesses?: Too loud

what is the colour of your bedspread?: White with like- a london pattern 😭 like it has the england flag and big ben and stuff on it.

colour of your room: Bluuuuueee! light blue!

[lostxndbroken]

Name / Alias: SharFully, or Shar~

Are you over 18? yes / no

|| WRITING. ||

-Are you selective about who you write with? No (anyone) / Semi (most people) / Yes (some people) / Highly (few people) / Private (mutuals only).

-Are you selective about who you follow? No (anyone) / Semi (most people) / Yes (some people) / Highly (few people) / Private (mutuals only).

-If your muse is canon, how much do you adhere to canon? Not at all / A little / Some / Mostly / Strictly / Not Applicable.

-What post lengths do you write? One-Liners / Single-Para / Multi-Para / Novella / All of the aforementioned.

-Do you use icons and/or GIFS? No / Gifs / Icons / Yes / Sometimes.

-Do you write on other platforms? No / Yes (Discord)

-What level of plots do you write? Unplotted/ Open-Ended Plots / Semi-Plotted / Fully Plotted Epics / All of the aforementioned.

-How quickly do you usually respond to threads? Very Slow (more than a month) / Slow (3-4 weeks) / Average (1-2 weeks) / Fast (less than one week) / Very Fast (less than three days)

-What types of themes do you like? Adventure / Romance / Fluff / Angst/ Violence / Tragedy / Domestic / Family / All of the aforementioned.

|| WHAT GENRES DO YOU LIKE? || ( Feel free to add!)

High Fantasy / Supernatural / Science Fiction / Historical / Horror / Comedy / Romantic

Drama / Action / Smut / Adventure / Espionage / All of the aforementioned

-Are there any themes you're uncomfortable writing on your blog? (Not triggers) No / Yes/ Sometimes

-Do you have any triggers? How do you request it tagged? So far not many, or any, I can't tell (yet).

|| SHIPPING. ||

-What types of relationships are you open to? Romantic / Platonic / Familial / All of the aforementioned

-What types of pre-established relationships are you open to? Romantic / Platonic / Familial / All of the aforementioned

-Do you have OTPs? No / Chemistry Only / Yes

-Do you have NOTPS? No / Yes

-What is your muse's sexual orientation? Heterosexual / Heteroflexible / Bisexual / Pansexual / Homoflexible / Homosexual / Demisexual / Sapiosexual / Asexual / Still trying to figure it out / Depends on the muse you're asking

-What is your muse's romantic orientation? Heteroromantic/ Heteroflexible / Biromantic / Homoflexible / Homoromantic / Panromantic / Demiromantic / Sapioromantic / Aromantic / Still trying to figure it out / Depends on the muse you're asking.

-Are you comfortable writing smut? No / VERY Selectively / Yes

How early in a relationship do you ship romantically? Autoship / During plotting / After a couple IC interactions / Several IC interactions / Slow burn / Plot dependent / Never

-Are you open to toxic ships? No / Selectively / Yes / I am not sure

-Are you open to problematic ships? No / Selectively / Yes / I am not sure

-Are you open to polyshipping? No / Selectively / Yes / I am not sure

-Are you an exclusive shipper? Never / Sometimes / Yes / I would be open to discuss it

-Does crack shipping ever happen? Nope / Yes / depends

Tagged by: @adsagsona (thanks beb!)

Tagging: ANYONE! YOU!

[bebx]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Loki (TV 2021) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Loki & Mobius M. Mobius, Loki/Mobius M. Mobius Characters: Loki (Marvel), Mobius M. Mobius, Original Female Character(s) Additional Tags: Hurt Loki (Marvel), Loki Has Issues (Marvel), Loki Needs a Hug (Marvel), Loki Gets a Hug (Marvel), Protective Loki (Marvel), POV Loki (Marvel), Hurt Mobius M. Mobius, Protective Mobius M. Mobius, Mobius M. Mobius Needs a Hug, Mobius M. Mobius gets a hug, Angst, Whump, Hurt/Comfort, Suicidal Thoughts, Enemies to Lovers, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Love Confessions, First Kiss, Blood and Injury Summary:

"Have you ever seen blood in the moonlight, agent Mobius?" Loki leaned in, flashing the time agent a sinister smile.

"It appears quite black."

[heffrondriving]

I'm sorry if this is a little assholely but after seeing your vent post I went looking for where you said to not tag names and the only place I saw it was at the end of your very long tags,, so assuming i didnt miss another more obvious place...? Have you thought of just putting that in the post itself? Because anyone who's seeing it second hand (as in seeing it after someone else rebloged it) won't see that tag + not everyone reads tags, you know :( sorry that it makes you uncomfortable but if you put it somewhere more visible, like in the body of the post, then at least people def will see it. Sending love either way 💕

nahhh nothing to be sorry for issall totally cool and encouraged and you are very kind,, tbh i was lowkey waiting around for something like this and i'm kinda glad for it and also surprised it's not at least fifty times worse??? in all honesty i think i am in dire need and deserving of the hardest dose of criticism at this point for all the stupid messy personal posts i make on a sleep-deprived whim, as i am fully aware that this is not the place for it, and i am and should never be exempt from getting my necessary comeuppance should it arise. and like i said, this quandary was completely of my own fault. i have made my stance on personal comfort posts clear numerous times before and only put them in subtler places like the end of my annoying-ass rambly tags because i really don't wanna bother people with something that sounds so trivially inconsequential, and it makes me incredibly anxious to add them in the post itself (as i reckon it just outright ruins the whole content and that's such a selfish and gross thing for me to do personally,, like who tf am i to ask anything of anyone ech :-/). but this is still my sole responsibility to properly handle and conduct myself online, and i'm so sorry if i came across like i'm attempting to pass the blame for my own self-implicated neglect, as no one else should be subject to dealing with my mistakes. (like no joke i screamed aloud when i read that you looked through my posts or tags??? PLS LICHRALLY NEVER DO THAT EVER THAT'S A VV BAD IDEA ACTUAL ONLINE EQUIVALENT OF DUMPSTER DIVING VIBES EXCEPT THE DUMPSTER'S ON FIRE AND CAUSES MAJOR BRAINROTOFFISITIS!!!!! (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`))

i've had a well-needed rest hrk composed myself, deleted my prev post (i'm also thinking of removing the post that spurred it just to be sure, t'was super terrible anyway lmao), and muted my notifs for the time being, so please do feel free to tag anything however you wish at this point—i know i'm making an absolute fool out of myself for this full 180 departure (just in time for april 1st tho so swings and roundabouts-) but yeah that's completely fine idk, and if my walnut brain has anything otherwise to say abt it they will be catching These Hands according to the Fists Of Fury Code!!!!! ᕦ(ò皿óᕦ) but in all seriousness, emotional dysregulation is the absolute worst but i understand that maybe i can't really set boundaries for something fully well out of my control, so i just give up the ghost on this bc what else is there to do. c'est la vie if it sucks for me, tough shit @ self tough it out bebs u asked for this :^) though i hopefully can, however, keep everything else out of sight and out of mind so that i don't have to deal with the self-imposed repercussions by willingly setting my triggers off and lashing out incessantly. like mmm that's toxic shit girlie no one wants that here bls get u some therapy pare *whaps myself with an abaniko fan*. it's 100% on me if i choose to expand the tags on my notifs, and what happens in other ppl's blogs should be none of my fucking business and i'm just a super nosy lurker goblin sometimes ig exhibit a: this is what being a chronic cave hermit does to the human psyche. irreversible damage u.......*steven he voice* EMOTIONAL DAMAGE!!!!! my sincerest apologies again for all the trouble and i really hope this answer doesn't come off as too sardonic or acerbic or anything of the sort, i know i goof a lot but i really do mean all of it, even if trying to convey appropriate tone indication in text form is so whack 😩

also i'm really sorry for this mf ten-volume novel series of an answer (i really hope no one's insane enough to actually read this....whatever the hell this is .-.). thank you so much for your patience and understanding, and please keep the love and give it to another funky cool blog who's worthy of it and not deserving of getting squished like a pestilent vermin under your steel-toed bootheel!! /lh ~(இ௰இ~) anywayyy let's ignore (slash unfollow hardblock permanent dni etc. etc....very good ideas, those, bc if i could block myself i would without hesitation smh get this chernobyl elephant's foot outta my feed) this and my other inane bullshittery and let bygones be bygones and go back to our silly manband content, shall we??? this blog is for no-braincell shits and pure dumbassery first and foremost i promise......also i have more poorly-made sh!tposts and kendall's pretty grampa face stuff which i wanna plague the btr tag with if that's still allowed pls ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯

(^^^ i can't believe i actually got to use this gif for something sdjsfjksd)

[tae-bebe]

tag game spam

gonna put this under the cut bc i don't wanna fill up ur dashes but thank u to all my sweet angels @cowboyjinbop @kithtaehyung @yoongisshadow @taejinnies for the tags !

4 songs tag - list 4 songs you've had on repeat lately

1. si fueras mia - D.O.

2. moonlight - agust D

3. tokyo - RM

4. im gonna love you - D.O. (currently obsessed with this whole album)

which bts core aesthetic are you?

you have gotten taecore!! ur like graffiti in the city, art pieces in cafes, gold lining on a page, coffee stains and libraries, gold star stickers, golden hours, greek art, finding beauty in small things, such as wildflowers or a stranger's laugh, and comfort in the middle of the night. this means u are very sociable and know how to make friends quickly and easily, even in just a span of a few minutes. u attract people very easily, and take artistic expression very seriously, such as painting, drawing, dance, music, or writing. u know how to take time for urself, and also know how to make the people u feel matter the most know how much u appreciate them. u aren't afraid to establish what u feel to the people u love, and are very caring. have fun with this knowledge!!

okay but this is so pretty i wanna print it out and hang it on my wall (also the london pics...my beloveds)

30 questions tag game

1. name: isabella/bella/bels/bel/bel baby/beb/belly (just @taehyungsupremacy) /isa (only in italy tho)/bunny rabbit (my mum lol)

2. star sign: taurus sun/virgo moon/gemini rising/aries venus

3. height: i think ? about 5'6 maybe 5'7 on a good day

4. birthday: 6th of may 1998

5. favourite band: i mean...feel like u guys can guess this one (non kpop im gonna go with haim)

6. time: 19:48

7. favourite solo artist: lorde (rb if melodrama changed ur life)

8. song stuck in your head: it’s still animal by ballistik boyz that song is laced with crack i swear

9. last movie you watched: rocks on netflix which is a gorgeous coming of age type film about young girls in london 10/10 would recommend

10. free space: i am moving to sk in 2 days !!!!!! wtf !!!!!!

11. last show you watched: does run count ?

12. when i created this blog: tae-bebe's 6 month anniversary is actually later this month ! :')

13. what i post: mostly content about taehyung's nose freckle, any and every gif that anj and kara make, and occasionally some fic (watch this space)

14. last thing i googled: my travel insurance policy lol

15. other blogs: @bel-baby @conmisplumas (both just aesthetic and vibes rlly)

16. do i get asks: whenever i do my brain releases unmatched amounts of serotonin so pls feel free to jump in my asks whenever !

17. why did i choose my url: well bel-baby is my main, @cal-baby was my 5sos blog (linking in case anyone wants to have a laugh at 16 yr old bella) so i wanted to complete the trio but alas this was the next best option

18. following: queens

19. followers: angels

20. average hours of sleep: not enough

21. lucky number: 7 (duh)

22. instruments: the only thing that gets played around here is me

23. what am i wearing: an old pair of jeans and a tshirt that says "guapa" bc u know self love

24. dream job: sugar baby or sugar daddy idm either way

25. favourite food: currently jajangmyeon, long time fav: tacos al pastor

26. tea or coffe: iced oat milk mocha or an oat milk dirty chai latte pls

27. nationality: british (derogative) but im a weird little mix of iraqi, spanish, italian and russian too

28. favourite song: i think i have a different answer to this q roughly every 15 minutes

29. last book i read: the land where lemons grow - helena ramsay

30. top 3 virtual universes you'd want to live in: can i copy jessi's answer and just say the universe in which im dating yoontaekook

[qeliche]

Thanks for the tag @localowlhousefanatic

Let's see.

Something Old (This fic is on hiatus now. That's how old this is.):

Father promptly smacked a hand to his face. "Great," the former clan-head intoned, "because I need her to have another reason to say I did a shit job raising you lot."

Izuna gaped at their father and Madara couldn't blame him. Undoubtedly the Tajima he knew would never have said something so personal outside of an absolute private setting let alone in present company.

The elders were going to die from stress when they finally realized how little Tajima actually cared about their pretentious image anymore.

Something new:

“I know you don’t want to,” was the compromise, “but at least have a mouthful or two. And then take your meds.”

Jamie let out a frustrated grunt of neither assent nor dissent.

“C’mon.” Joe urged gently, voice vibrating pleasantly against Jamie’s face, although it did irritate his not-headache slightly, he considered it a benefit of being close to the other man. Not that there were really any disadvantages to having Joseph Quinn nearby. Even if he could be horribly stubborn sometimes.

Like now.

He heard the shake of his pills and the caps being popped off and felt his mouth get unpleasantly dry at the notion of what was to follow.

Something borrowed From @harringroveera The King's Favourite Jester. Link:

Henry lifted his hand up, and Billy stopped. “Let him say what he has to say,” he said. “I’d like to hear it.”

The jester heard him too, as everyone did, and he huffed out a victory breath, tugging at his large clothes and taking another bold step forward.

“Your public announcement came rather fast to the entire kingdom, Sire, we had not much time to prepare ourselves,” the jester said, shrugging his shoulders. “Of course, I am certain it does not come as fast as you.”

Something Blue From @bebx promise to be good. Link:

"Everything I do is for you and your own good, and I need you to understand that."

Henry nodded. "I can be good. I will... be good," the need for Papa to believe it, it was clear in Henry's voice, no matter how quiet or weak it was, it was clear in the way Henry looked up at him from where he lied on his back.

He never wanted to prove himself to Papa, simply because Henry hated Papa, but at some point during the past decade he was kept a prisoner here, he supposed he may have unconsciously surrendered. His life here was hard, but it was somewhat easier if he could just... stop fighting.

Henry closed his eyes and leaned his face against the palm of Papa's hand when Papa cupped his face. "I can be good," he murmured again, feeling Papa cradling his scalp next, and he needed that, the comfort. "I'll be good."

"I know, son," Papa cooed, "I know."

Tags: @perelka-l @bebx @harringroveera @papirossy @cuethemulti @aemiron-main @moriche @hermit-writes @drdsb @raendown and anyone who wants to can join! Sorry if I forgot to tag you!

Tag game!

so, i just discovered that the fanfic question id ussualy answer around this time is out of commision, so im making a tag game! for some reason the only thing i can think of is a poem-ish thing (it rhymes, thats the poem part.) for a list, so thats what we're going with! First ill give you an explanation of the question, before providing my own answer! With all of these, feel free to add a link to the story uyou're pulling from

something old

(here, please provide a bit you wrote a bit ago from an older fic taht you like! Is the question referring to an old fic you like, or a bit? you decide!)

my answer:

As she tugged on the cord next to the window, Masha couldn’t help but be reminded of a stage play by the way the warm, orange sunlight hit their mother- like a spotlight turning on at the lifting of the curtain. The angle also didn’t help, Placing Masha in such a position that mom was framed as a silhouette, like they were watching from the wings at the opening moments of a play.

(https://archiveofourown.org/works/47992501)

something new

(here, provide your favorite bit from among the three most recent things you've either published or worked on. Why three? Idk, maybe this post works by fairytale logic now)

my answer:

That isn’t to say that there’s no blue around her- there’s plenty, just not the Blue that matters. Theres the Blue streetlights, casting a light that’s almost negligible in the screaming buzz of neon billboards and signs, some of which are blue. The light- so sharp and loud its almost toxic- Cuts through the rain, and bounces off of the layer of water covering the street, and fills the thin mist that’s gathering above the ground, giving the entire street the feeling of being a mix of nightclub and dream. There’s blue everywhere around Red, but it only serves to remind her of the overwhelming need inside her- it’s like handing a cold person a candle, providing just enough warmth to dangle the possibility of comfort in front of them, but not nearly enough to stave off the cold.

Something borrowed,

(sharing time! share a bit from, or a fic, you enjoy from someone else. please credit your sources though)

my answer:

This is just a really good fic. Its also by a really good writer, who deserves all the love

Something Blue

If youve been wondering why ive coloured the headers up until this point, heres your answer: the blue bit.

(please either share a bit/fic you wroite taht made you, teh author , sad. And for those of us who dont do taht often, just provide something you think of with something blue. This might be getting a bit weird now, sorry.)

whoops, ive used my blue bits already at the top. Well, i did just remeber teh one other time i focussed on the colour blue. behold,

 The girl that was looking back at them was dressed impeccably, Masha noted. She was wearing a long royal blue trenchcoat, the type you would expect on a noir detective. Gods, I want that coat. They also noted the fact that it was a crumpled mess. A coat shouldn’t be so messy and yet look so good on someone, they thought with a pang of jealousy. The coat wasn’t the only thing that was a mess though. The girl wearing it looked like she hadn’t slept in a while, indicated by light bags under her eyes that she obviously hadn’t tried to conceal.

(https://archiveofourown.org/works/47040430/chapters/118509421)

im sorry for the slight mess that was this post, i hope you people can have fun with it. I think that im supposed to give you numbers here or something, but i dont know that many writers here, so ill just tell you to tag who you want

following my own advice: @topheecoffee @queereldritch @oh-cramity-its-amity @sky-neverending @bonpocalypse @usernamemybeloathed

and for a riskier tag, @captainimprobable

[pixelwisp-archive]

Rating Pet names used in fanfic

Thank you sm for the tag beb @oikawaandkuroostan~!

I made a new post because the other one was getting long! Here is the og!

mommy/daddy: Daddy is like a 6/10 for me, but only if he refers to himself, makes me cringe when the reader says it. Mommy???? -1200/10, respect but no thank you, I have never wanted to crawl out of my own skin more lmao

darling: 11/10, especially if its Atsumu, especially if it’s darlin’ :)

doll: 7/10, I used to lowkey not vibe with this, but if it’s what Iwaizumi and Gojo wanna call me doll I do not have the will to stop them. 

slut/whore: I guess like a 5/10? I don’t really like it but it doesn’t deter me like mommy does. 

baby: Another one I used to hate, except now its a 100/10. makes me so warm. 

love: 50/10. Yes. All the yes. 

bae: unless they’re kidding, 0/10 lol. leave that shit in the past where it belongs.

kitten: klafglkfjdklg if you asked me this before I met Shinsou I would have given it a negative trillion but now??? 8/10. Shinsou and Kuroo using it? 1200/10.

puppy: oh my god no. please. this feels like furry entrapment and I hate it. I know it makes me a hypocrite because I just rated kitten 8/10 but please. no. -trillion/10.

cow: lmao what the fuck is this a thing????? no. - ∞ /10.

tagging: (not sure who’s been tagged/done it already, I know this is spreading fast lol) @larkspyrr @kuroowo @kuroosperiodictable @confusedturtle and anyone who wants to join! <3 

[goldentemplariumcrow]

I posted 4,387 times in 2021

1020 posts created (23%)

3367 posts reblogged (77%)

For every post I created, I reblogged 3.3 posts.

I added 3,399 tags in 2021

#》memes - 1156 posts

#》ooc - 883 posts

#》muse:dionisus - 466 posts

#》headcanons:dionisus - 265 posts

#》musings:dionisus - 134 posts

#》desires:dionisus - 130 posts

#thegreenxrcher - 107 posts

#》aesthetic:dionisus - 90 posts

#celerem - 85 posts

#》muse:emilio - 83 posts

Longest Tag: 125 characters

#//since my brain is farting and idk if they're coming back from a patrol or just had sex i'm improvising and leaving it vague

My Top Posts in 2021

#5

Hey, guys! I need some help!

I hate to do this, but I'm seeing no other way around.

As you all know, my grandma died and I'm the one who was chosen to be responsible for doing everything around here, getting documents, scheduling the burial cerimony and all that boring, tiring and expensive stuff.

I'm doing all I can, but things are really tight at my end as I just came back from two very rough months and, for this reason, I've accepted that I'll not be able to pay my bills this month and that's fine by me, I'll recover later. However, I can't bear the weight of not having money to pay for my dogs' food.

See the full post

23 notes • Posted 2021-06-21 21:38:33 GMT

#4

Friendly reminder that I'm open to RP with everyone.

I don't mind RPing with multiples of the same muse, the interactions aren't the same. I don't mind RPing with muses who don't do the naughty. I don't mind RPing with muses who do the naughty. I don't mind being reminded of your rules. I don't mind if you correct my English. I don't mind if you ask me to tag things for you. I don't mind having my blog and muses tagged on posts. I don't mind that you take seconds or months to reply to threads. I don't mind to have threads happen in asks, comments, or actual posts.

♡ The only thing I mind is for us to have fun while RPing together. ♡

23 notes • Posted 2021-10-21 20:16:09 GMT

#3

Everyone going 'Tim is bi' and here I am... in my corner... saying 'Tim could be pan'...

And my explanation is because he doesn't seem to feel attraction to a gender as much as certain personality traits. So anyone who happens to have such set of personality traits and displays it while being around him, has a chance to become interesting to him.

Also... the author herself said on Twitter that Tim hasn't put a label on himself yet, so... here I am. I know it may make a lot of people uncomfortable to think of this possibility and I respect everyone who wants to say he's bi, it's totally valid. I just think it's neat that maybe, just maybe, he can be something else too.

34 notes • Posted 2021-08-11 23:31:22 GMT

#2

I love that an average Gotham citizen kind of knows part of the list of Robins and can differentiate between them to a point that you can ask them which is which and the poor fellow will be able to give you a somewhat decent description and even explain to you how to avoid getting in their way or bad side.

60 notes • Posted 2021-04-05 05:52:43 GMT

#1

These bebs made things a little better whenever there was a goof on this hellhole of a site.

Does anyone around even remembers when the site was this color and the tumbeasts wrecked havoc all over the place? Or am I the only elder around here?

81 notes • Posted 2021-03-07 01:16:35 GMT

Get your Tumblr 2021 Year in Review →

[ao3feed-lokiangst]

it really does look black in the moonlight

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3zNPbpU

by Beb

"Have you ever seen blood in the moonlight, agent Mobius?" Loki leaned in, flashing the time agent a sinister smile.

"It appears quite black."

Words: 6105, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021)

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: M/M

Characters: Loki (Marvel), Mobius M. Mobius, Original Female Character(s)

Relationships: Loki & Mobius M. Mobius, Loki/Mobius M. Mobius

Additional Tags: Hurt Loki (Marvel), Loki Has Issues (Marvel), Loki Needs a Hug (Marvel), Loki Gets a Hug (Marvel), Protective Loki (Marvel), POV Loki (Marvel), Hurt Mobius M. Mobius, Protective Mobius M. Mobius, Mobius M. Mobius Needs a Hug, Mobius M. Mobius gets a hug, Angst, Whump, Hurt/Comfort, Suicidal Thoughts, Enemies to Lovers, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Love Confessions, First Kiss, Blood and Injury

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3zNPbpU

[artychaild]

More tag games hehe :3 thankie for the tag Sof!!

4 ships:

Komanami (Nagito x Chiaki) - they're literally so in love they are like bread and butter like cookies and cream like malewife and girlboss they are such good parallels in game they get along nicely in school they care about each other SO MUCH? They're perfect <33

Kamukomanami (as above but with Izuru in the mix) - their dynamic is different here but aaaaah there is so much angst potential in kamukomanami but so much love and cuteness too, but... I'm half asleep so I shall simply say; emo eldritch creature, feral fluffy string bean, and their somehow vaguely normal gamer girl girlfren? Perfect <33

Ougoku (Gonta and Kokichi) - the ANGST of these two boys it is DELICIOUS they are DOOMED BY THE NARRATIVE and by their own INHERENT silliness ;-; man who always lies and man who's painfully naively honest, big buff boy and his teeny twink boyfriend, the way they genuinely get on and Kokichi does look out for Gonta EVEN WHEN HE'S BEING A MANIPULATIVE TWAT TO EVERYONE. Why would he trust Gonta to carry out his plan in chapter 4 rather than doing it himself? Why was he so heartbroken that Gonta wouldn't lie in that trial? Why did he beg to be executed too, if not because he couldn't live without him??? And Gonta? He's just genuinely fucking happy tagging along with Kokichi, he knows Kokichi is a menace that no one likes but he doesn't care! They just,,, they're like one of the only V3 pairings that I genuinely see as love, not a good love, of course, but if their situation was different, if they weren't forced to extremes, oh they would be so happy together ;-; in my heart they're happy on Jabberwock, they DESERVE it

Weathersui (Weather and Anasui) - they raised a kid in prison together they gotta be at least a lil into each other. You can tell me Anasui loves Jolyne all you want but! He's obsessed! He obsessed over so many things, but that doesn't mean they're meant to be!! (no hate to Jolysui yall fans are swag just Anasui is a silly and I think even if he loves her that comes after getting rid of that obsession) With Weather he's able to be calm, Emporio says it himself that Weather is the only one who's able to calm him!! And Weather is a strong guy with an op stand, if he didn't like Anasui he could keep him the fuck away, but instead they're playing happy families in the ghost room? Seems like they're dating, your honour.

Last song: I don't remember but I'm guessing it was something from Falsettos!

Currently reading: Golden Wind (I'm only reading it to stop myself rereading Jojolion 😅)

Last movie: Initial D second stage (surprisingly good ngl)

Currently craving: a very cheezy pizza (maybe I should get one tomorrow)

@smallrats I'm tagging you again I don't really know who else to ttag lmao.... If anyone wants to feel free! And bebs you don't have to but... You could 👀

So I was tagged by @claraisms, thanks gnome!!

The Rules: Tag (9) people you want to know better and/or catch up with, then answer the following:

Four Ships:

Sondam {SDR2} - The Gomez & Morticia Addams of Danganronpa, I love them so much!!

Bumbleby {RWBY} - I just -clenches fist- really love them a lot!!

Benverly {It Chapter 1&2} - “Your hair is winter fire. January embers. My heart burns there, too.” is still so god damn iconic!!

Wenclair {Wednesday} - Wednesday had more chemistry with Enid than both Tyler & Xavier. No I will not be taking criticism.

Last Song: Kill Bill by SZA.

Currently Reading: Uhhh, I honestly don’t remember ooop— 🫢

Last Movie: The Purge Anarchy. If anyone’s gonna get into this series don’t bother with the first movie & start with this one. It’s been a few years since I’ve seen Anarchy, but after my latest rewatch I still think it’s pretty good!!

Craving: Shrimp Alfredo.

Tagging: @curiousscientistkae, @arrancaria, @careleus, @skipperxiv, @fantemz, @madamemisora, @rwbystuffbecauseimbored, @alien-tidays & @dearsheroozle.

[ao3feed-bnha-rarepair]

Melodies

Melodies by Smol beb

Izuku has always woken up in new universes. Over his life, he has collected bits and pieces of a tune from different worlds.

What if one day he finds someone to harmonize with?

Words: 1531, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: M/M

Characters: Midoriya Izuku, Aoyama Yuuga, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead

Relationships: Aoyama Yuuga & Midoriya Izuku, Aoyama Yuuga/Midoriya Izuku, Aizawa Shouta | Eraserhead & Midoriya Izuku

Additional Tags: BR!Izuku, Broken Reality Au, First Fic!, This was birthed from absolute chaos, Reality is an illusion, The Universe Is a Hologram, buy gold, BYEEEEEEEEEE, the song of the universe, the fabric of reality is pretty thin here, Loneliness, Hurt/Comfort, you can have a little bit of rarepair, as a treat, I didn't mean to make it look shippy, but I did, so this is what we get, Midoriya Izuku Has a Quirk, Midoriya Izuku Does Not Have One for All Quirk, Everything Is Canon, nothing is canon, Accidentally went into rarepair hell, whatever, I Will Survive, Goddamn it there are only 75 fics with this ship, what have I done?

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/24851161

[baekislub]

@vampwrrr , here are my questions! If you don't wanna answer something for absolutely any reason please feel free to ignore! (also please tag me in all of your asks and @changshapatrol 's questionnaire)

1. Honey Moon MC: How do you deal with Chanyeollie's transformation? Also, did you ever regret the marriage?

2. Haunted Chanyeollie: My sweet lil munchkin *pinches rosy cheeks, softly pats head* I hope you're well 🥺💕 My question to you is, what is the toughest part about being in Oliver's body? Have you ever sensed MC's discomfort because of it? If yes, how does it make you feel and how do you deal with it?

3. Take Care Kyungsooya *screams I Love You* ahem my sweets, what was your first impression of MC?

4. I Could Be Yours Sehunnie: My sweet little bean, what's the one thing about MC that puts you at ease?

5. SL Mina: Are you okay now, beb?

6. Shhh... Baekhyunnie *twisting his arm* have you absolutely no shame, my dear?

My dearest Piper, you're the greatest storyteller and I ABSOLUTELY ADORE YOU!

[sweet-potatoq]

oki i was tagged by my babe @warriorteam1924 and i really liked the idea so im doing it hehe thank u beb love u 💖

from what i understand, you answer the 10 questions left by the person who tagged you, answer it, and make up 10 questions of your own then tag friends to do it

1. What is the thing you know that is the closest to magic ?

Transfiguration of bread and wine to the Body and Blood of Jesus Christ (dude thats lowkey cool, like priests got my respect for that)

2. Who would be the most boring fictionnal character you'd get to meet ?

hmm there arent characters that i find boring, more of like "oh ive seen this type of character b4 wonder how they became like that" but if i had to choose Mil from 2gether the series bc i legit dont know anything about him other than hes a dick with no sense of propriety and awareness

3. Is there a movie or a book you feel like lied to you about growing up ?  Like you were sure it would happen this way but it didn't…. ?

OH when i was a few years younger and the first book of Trials of Apollo by Rick Riordan came out and i read about how Percy Jackson was in college (omg i lowkey cried when i read that chapter i was so proud of percy) i was like huh is college gonna be like that?? and i looked at my older siblings and then i was like, yeah ok i think its gonna be like that

4. What was the most unbelievable thing you've ever believed ?

uhh that i was a cis het. does that count?

5. Would you rather be completely insane and know that you are insane or completely insane and believe you are sane?

completely insane and know i am insane because accepting your flaws and trying to be better is what im aiming for rn

6. If your life was a movie, what would be the soundtrack ?

probably something like Stronger by EXO, Kathang Isip by Ben&Ben, Cup of Coffee with lyrics by Brown Skies, and Zombie by Day6. check out the lyrics of all the songs to get the context LOL

7. If you could be a famous painting, what would you be and what would you change to make it fit to you ?

uhm that one painting of a mother and child, but i am both the mother and child KSKDKDK

8. If you could have and use any kind of money, still currently used or not, what would be in your purse ?

dollars. definitely. dude one US dollar costs 50 pesos here in the philippines like??? IF I HAD LIKE 100 DOLLARS EVERY WEEK I WOULD BE CRYING HAPPILY IN MY NUMEROUS PLUSHIES, ALBUMS, POSTERS AND FOOD

9. We all have a "shame underwear", please describe yours.

lace. theyre soft ok, they feel nice >:-((

10. If you could rebuilt one of the seven lost wonders of the world, which one would it be and why ?

i legit googled what the fuck seven lost wonders were, and idk if this is right but the hanging gardens of babylon bc it looks pretty LMAO

kk my questions are:

1.) what do you think is the reason for being alive and breathing?

2.) what's an event in your life that happens every year (birthdays, family gatherings, etc.) that you dread? that you're excited about?

3.) what's your passion? will you be pursuing it as a career or will you be doing something else?

4.) do you know that you are loved? because you are, and you are cared for by everyone around you.

5.) what's one thing you believe in? whether it be about religion, morals, or whatever, it's good to know there is a beacon of light that you can go to when you're surrounded by darkness.

6.) do you believe in reincarnation? why or why not?

7.) if you had the chance to talk to your past self and you future self, what would you say or ask?

8.) what's your go-to comfort food? how does it make you feel when you eat it?

9.) do you think it's alright for the younger generation to not graduate highschool/college under the four years given because they physically and mentally can't finish everything in time? is it okay for them to take a gap year before going to college? asking for a friend.

10.) are you taking care of yourself? are you happy? please remember your self-care routines (drink water, take your meds, do your coping mechanisms, etc.)

i know these questions are... heavy, but i'm really not in the mindset of being a clown today LOL

ill tag: @theyoungestoftwo @musicdramalove @sarawatiness @eternal-fandom-life @missyriver any of you who wanna do it kekek