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goodnight nerds 🫶🏼
#me#selfie#spiderman#bedtime#pajamas#legs#glasses#i’m just gonna start tagging these like a game of eye spy#do you remember those books#hope you have sweet dreams#tomorrow is friday#catch me cozy in bed
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Various doodles of the Dorito Twins.
I just like to play with them like dolls and put them into situations.
#woo dragons art be upon you#gravity falls#the book of bill#bill cipher#pyramid steve#have fun decoding! won't give the answers in the tags cuz that's taking the fun away#anyway. anyone wanna hear some additional thoughts of mine to the images? of course you do.#[IMAGE 1: originally i also wanted to do a ''mom said it's my turn'' but decided against it then. also. they are playing#Super Battle Siblings™ for the BoxBox64.™ ''but op. the n64 didn't exist in the eighties yet'' do i look like I fucking care.]#[IMAGE 2: i struggled pretty badly with those darn shoes. the shoes too big for the goddamn hes. anyway.#i also had to change the color of bill cuz he looked fucking sun burned.]#[IMAGE 3: if bill fucked our mom it's just fair that steve fucked our dads. i also always had this one tumblr post in mind that goes like:#''is the opposite of 'forgive me father for I have sinned' 'sorry daddy for being dirty'?'']#[IMAGE 4: actually no additional thoughts. squish the cat.]#[IMAGE 5: I once saw a drawing that had the steve equivalent to 'universe is a hologram. reality is an illusion. buy gold.' but all I -#remember is that it said 'eat copper' at the end. i also used minecraft ingots pngs cuz it's funny]#[IMAGE 6: the alpha twin title belongs to the silly ones. I don't make the rules.]#[IMAGE 7: :) ]#[OTHER: there's something else I had planned for this but I thought too much about it so now it's gonna be a comic.#hope i can finish it til next Wednesday]#have a lovely day everyone :]
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another reason i think that xie lian felt an instant connection on the ox cart is because he and hua cheng both grew up in xianle.
there are maybe 4 people still alive that grew up in that culture. based on my own experience, you can pick up on things like accent, cadence, references, and humor that suggest a person is from the same place as you without consciously noticing it. that sense of comfort and similarity probably played into their instant chemistry.
#thinking about how they are bonded together by being the only people who remember their dead culture... augh it kind of makes me want to cr#as much fighting as fengqing do they are really the only people who will EVER understand each other's childhoods#which. aughhhh#there's a lovely modern au fic by heavensturtle called ''i'm just there to admire you.'' where they talk about chinese diaspora go read it#fics that mention paradise manor being in the xianle style also make me want to bawl. especially when fxmq notice it#other people that remember xianle: qi rong. jun wu. mei nianqing. yeah. none of those people are easy to talk to#buried deep in the xianle quartets heads are things like xianxia silly bands and xianxia nickelodeon and xianxia hi chew that LITERALLY#NOBODY ELSE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD REMEMBERS. DOES THAT NOT MAKE YOU FEEL INSANE#the immortality in tgcf and how it affects memory and sense of self and relationships. ourgh#i speak#tgcf meta#tgcf#tgcf spoilers#i guess?#tian guan ci fu#tgcf books#heaven official's blessing#hob#xie lian#hua cheng#hualian#feng xin#mu qing#fengqing#xianle trio#xianle quartet
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Books of 2024: WELCOME TO YOUR WORLD: How the Built Environment Shapes Our Lives by Sarah Williams Goldhagen.
#books#book photography#books of 2024#welcome to your world#sarah williams goldhagen#i've stared at this caption for fourteen years and can't come up with anything reasonably concise to say lol#i like architecture as a concept!#i used to collect floor plan clippings out of newspapers when 1. we got paper newspapers and 2. that was a Section in them#my parents got me some floor plan books for my birthday one year and i still have those#i just. like architecture?? as a Thing??#but i know very little about it so. i saw this (can't remember where)#and i'm hoping it will Tell Me More!#this has been on my shelf for a few years but i think it is Time#(brought to you by: i also got an architecture book about obsolescence that i want to read soon too)#(but i feel like i should Start With Background and THEN do technical textbook lol)#anyway!#excited!! this is not a one armed bedtime read though it is so fucking DENSE and has very thick high quality glossy paper XD#lots of pictures too#it feels like a LOT of book but it's not actually that long (~300pgs)
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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Ride 785: Sakamichi's orders!!
Pag 1
1: From this year
2: I went from the one who receives orders
3: Onoda
Onoda!!
4: to the one who gives orders!!
Pag 2
1: Onoda Sakamichi, third Inter High
Pag 3
1: carrying the same bib number 3 as Makishima, as captain he will make history by making Sohoku win their third championship in a row!!
Pag 4
1: I'll give you your orders
When we enter the mountain, go ahead
Take the lead and climb!!
2: It's your order, take the mountain stage on the second day
When times are tough, all you need is one good goal to achieve!! “We'll carry you to the mountain”!!
I'll do my best to preserve my strength!!
3: Think....
Think of what's ahead, of what's happening now, and about the team
Pag 5
1: I have to make the best choice!!
2: Calm down....!!
Pfuuu...
Calm down
Pfuuu...
3: Look around you
4: I have to have a clear picture!!
5: The start of the mountain is approaching
6: The pack's atmosphere is changing!!
Pag 6
1: One person jumped ahead!!
2: The balance is broken!!
3: And several people are following!!
4: It's here, Onoda-kun, are you ready?
Yeah!!
5: The climbers are starting to move!!
Pag 7
1: We're entering the mountain!! From here on we're on the national highway 500!!
Pag 8
1: It's the mountain stage, climbing Mt- Hiko, once a sacred groun in Fukuoka!!
Pag 9
2: Once they pass one of the archways of the huge Shinto shrine made of stone of Mt. Hiko....
3: The real climb starts!!
Pag 10
1: Here Kyushu's Kumamoto Daichi's climber, Fujiwara, is moving!!
Kumadai is moving, chase him!!
2: I'm Higo's new generation, mokkosu!!
3: Waaaa things are getting hectic all of a sudden, teh.....!! They're going one by one chasing Kumadai-san!!
4: Calm down, Rokudai
For now, it's enough that we stay at the front fo the pack. Our problem is....
Waaa, I'm calm...!!
Pag 11
1: Our problem....
2: Our main issue....
3: is when will he move!?
6: Ha.... Hakogaku is moving!?
Is the Sky Prince going!?
He stood up
Pag 13
3: Not... yet!?
4: He just reached out to take the bottle
That scared me...
We've only just entered the mountain so from their point of view it's not time to start yet?
6: Tch
7: Not yet.....?
Pag 14
1: His opponent is Onoda, so it will most probably turn into a close battle... so, thinking about that, he plans on starting from the most efficient place?
2: Could it be that he's waiting for the Mountain King to go?
The other way around....?
3: He plans on going once the “Mountain King” moves?
Manami is
4: waiting for the Mountain King
Is that so?
Waiting for me....
Pag 15
1: …. no!!
2: That's not it!!
3: Think of what's ahead, of what's happening now, and about the team
Teh!?
4: I have to make the best decision
Everyone!!
Pag 16
1: These are your orders!!
2: “Orders”!!
3: “Orders”!!
5: Onoda-san!!
6: Onoda-kun!!
Pag 17
1: 200m from now Manami-kun will move, I'll chase him, and leave everything else to you!!
2: Danchiku-kun!!
Yessir!!
3: Please get ahead, pull the team, and clear the mountain safely
4: Yessir!!
5: Imaizumi-kun and Naruko-kun, from now on preserve your strength and get ready for the finish line
Yeah...
6: Rokudai-kun....
Teh!!
Wait, Onoda
7: How...
Pag 18
1: do you know that Manami is going to move 200m from now!?
5: Telepathy...
6: He's waiting
7: Most likely!!
“Maybe”!!
8: The beginning of this mountain is full of zigzags
9: And Manami-kun's ranks are choosing to ride on the right side very close to the guardrail
10: On the mountain, the pack
Pag 19
1: when it's time to turn a series of zigzags, temporarily stretches vertically
If it's a left turn then the cyclists on the left will take the lead, and if it's a right turn then the cyclists on the right will do that
3: From the course map it says that from the next curve the slope will slightly increase
4: It's just a conjecture, but
5: I think Manami-kun will move there
So he's waiting
For the most advantageous position for jumping forward
Pag 20
1: the next right curve!!
Pag 21
1: Manami?
2: He's going to jump forward!?
3: At the next right curve!!
Pag 25
1: Manami jumped forward!! Here!?
Huuh!?
From the lead of the vertical line!!
He opened a gap too large to close in an instant!!
2: He really jumped forward!!
3: Hakogaku' Manami is pushing on
4: I'm going to accelerate at full throttle!!
Go, Onoda-kun!!
#yowamushi pedal#yowapeda#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 785#maaaaan what a chapteeeeer#nothing better than onoda acting like the captain that he is!! gosh i love to see him all confident like this#HES GROWN UP SO MUCH IM SO PROUD OF HIM YOU HAVE NO IDEA#The way he can predict what manami's move will be and give everyone's orders#damn do you remember at the start of the manga when he didnt know anything about this sport and imaizumi gave him all those book to read#about it??? HOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED#man im so happy you have no idea i think im gonna cry#btw i NEED to know what rokudai's orders were supposed to be#why didnt you let him finish imaizumiiiii DONT INTERRUPT YOUR CAPTAIN#Also special mention to kabu thinking that onoda knows bc he and manami have telepathy#you have a point theyre soulmates after all
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Observations of the people of Limsa Lominsa: The Arcanists in Action.
#ffxiv#ff14#elezen#rook#oc lore#ffxiv art#limsa lominsa#do you remember those children science and history books with a bunch of pictures of cool things c:#i love my stupid lominsan elf
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Do you guys remember the first time you read/watched Harry Potter and thought Snape was responsible for everything only to be hit in the stomach when you found out alongside the characters it was Quirrell all along?
Do you remember reading about Sirius Black escaping jail and wanting to murder Harry and do you remember being ready to throw hands at him? And then do you remember that sinking feeling when you realized he’d been wrongfully imprisoned for twelve years and was painted as the guilty one when it was Peter all along?
Do you remember hearing about the death eater Regulus Black, following in Voldemorts’ footsteps only to be hit with the crushing truth later, that he’d betrayed him and died doing so and no one knew about it and you had, yet again, judged him too harshly?
Do you remember hating Draco and progressively coming to understand the circumstances that led him to that?
Do you remember loving Dumbledore and realizing suddenly how badly he wronged Harry?
Do you ever think about those moments, and how we all judged those characters and fell into the easy trap? Time and time again? How easy it was to gulp down one version and not realize how biased it was?
I feel like if there’s one thing those books taught me it was to never get along with one version of a story. You can’t hear one side and admit it’s the final truth. You can’t judge someone through one lens and not admit it’s skewed. You can’t erase circumstances. You can’t shut out the other side of a story because one is sufficient for you.
If you want to crucify someone for something they did, remember all those times you were ready to crucify Snape, Sirius, Regulus, Draco and so on.
I’m not against holding people accountable for their actions, but I don’t want to get that sinking feeling of guilt that I had with characters on real human beings. And it is inhuman to hold one thing against someone’s head forever—especially when you don’t know the whole story.
We all make mistakes, we all fuck up, and we also, all have our own truth. And we’re also all capable of empathy towards others. 🖤
God knows I hate jkr with a passion but fuck if I love the message that was spread through those arcs.
#also yes I see the snape haters ready to come at me#im not saying he’s flawless but I AM saying we judge too harshly and hp def taught us that#and I’ve seen it sooo much irl#and I feel like cancel culture pushes us into that even more than before#nobody gives a shit abt the other side of the story they’re so quick to throw hands and point fingers#which#pls be careful#there are HUMANS behind your screen#you never know what someone else is dealing with#and you never know their side#please please remember that#anyway FUCK JKR#but those books do hit smh#anti cancel culture#fandom#harry potter#Sirius deserved better#I’ll never get over it#anyway love and peace as always <3#fandom is full of kind and respectful empathetic people and I love them#fandom police#fandom discourse#proship#stan culture#sirius black#regulus black#snape#draco malfoy
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What would the shorts be in your AU? I think it be a live demonstration of how someone (Mr meteor) is integrated into the hivemind and how it's "safe" and "the right thing to do"- basically propaganda. but things keep messing up
wander's not like. super public with the cult the way hater is with his empire in the show, so i don't know whether he'd be airing something like that across the galaxy. hater's got like. totally negative charisma, especially when he's being recorded, and yet he continues recording himself, and i think that's a trait meteor would still share with him. mr meteor is very much like metroman of megamind to me, also, where he quits his life of fame & glory to become a nobody, but he still has that streak of like. craving the kind of attention a rockstar gets as opposed to the superhero/king treatment.
so i imagine the shorts would be like. meteor's vlogs on his youtube or something. and he's starting a series called Inside Planet Yonder or whatever where he sets up a camera in an unassuming place and does little dances for the camera until he gets caught. like a prank show or something, but very benign and mildly annoying as opposed to antagonistic. this does require the shorts to take place before wander is redeemed, but honestly, the timeline in this au is so scrambled when you try to put it up against the show itself (which is already crammed into two very short seasons) anyway
#ask#lord hater#mr meteor#swap wander#shorts#txt#rambling#wander over yonder#swap au#i fear if wander's cult was super public like that it would be too reminiscent of like. the sharing from animorphs#wander's really into like. person to person connection Despite his susceptibility to advertisements and trends. like in the show wander is#only famous by mistake and hearsay#he's just so niceys that people tend to remember him and talk about him fondly. as opposed to hater who is famous by his own design#and i think thats something meteor would pursue as well to a similar degree of success/failure depending on how you look at it#any press is good press i guess but he's like. particularly incompetent#also wander is kind of a little old man to me . like he can use technology but he also has a very basic understanding of most tech from#like the last hundred years or so. hand him a phone he'll be able to use it but he will also ask you increasingly bewildering questions#like How do i scroll. What is a Battery level. So this is like a book with extra steps right. Golly how do they fit all those#vidya games in such a small package! back in my day#anyway. sylvia is the tech girl of the duo like she fixes spaceships she can deal with computers like nothing ANNNNYway
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In Wishes and Memories: Chapter 1
Siffrin finished their quest, but they've still got some journeying to do with the rest of the party. What will they find, learn, and realize as they continue their travels? What else does the Universe have in store for them?
(after finishing the game recently, i was filled with thoughts and ideas and i needed to do something with them. i have an over-arching plan for this story though, so i hope you stick with it and enjoy!)
(cross-posted on AO3, but my main audience is here lol)
Reality was finally starting to settle in.
The timeloops were broken, and you were finally free from your curse, fulfilling the conflicting wishes and saving Vaugarde and your friends... your family... your loved ones.
And now, they'll continue moving onward in their journey together with you - the first step of which being returning Bonnie to Bambouche now that their sister was unfrozen.
…With an ulterior motive of finding your hat.
It blew away from the tippy top of the House after you returned back to normal.
And that hat meant a lot to you; it’s part of what little remained of your country, and you've had it for as long as you could remember.
As everyone travelled one last time through the village, celebrating and eating and merrymaking with the people of Vaugarde, you mostly tried to hang back, to come to terms with what had just gone down.
You still felt pretty Craft-sick, worn out and dizzy. Though, a full stomach packed with tasty Vaugardian foods made you feel a lot better.
You were really looking forward to a night of actual rest… with a brand-new sunrise awaiting you once your eye opened next.
☆☆☆
It was only about an hour into the celebrations when you saw Isabeau had noticed you sitting on the bench next to the library. He came up and quietly joined you on the bench.
"Hey, Sif." His voice was low and gentle. "How're you holding up?"
You didn't want to pretend anymore. "I'm pretty tired, still," you replied honestly.
Isabeau crossed his arms. "Makes sense. You have had quite a lot going on for yourself these last couple days." He paused. "Or, I guess, technically way more than that. Do you know how many times you looped, anyway?"
From the way you instinctively withdrew, Isabeau realized his curiosity had trumped his courtesy. "O-oh, I'm sorry, that's probably still a sensitive topic..."
"No, it's okay," you interjected. "It's just... not something I want to think about right now... Don't think I would remember, anyway."
Isabeau let out a nervous laugh. "Yeah... Alright, then."
You both looked out into the crowd: Mirabelle was chatting with other Housemaidens, including that stylish fan of hers; Odile was speaking with some of the older folk of the town; Bonnie was playing with some of the other kids.
Isabeau turned back to look at you. "It seems like the others are preoccupied at the moment, so... what would you like to do now, Sif? Do you wanna go back to the Clocktower and take a nap? We still have accommodations there for the night."
You nodded. "Can you come with me, too, Isa?"
Isabeau's cheeks darkened at an embarrassingly quick rate. "S-sure! Yeah, let's head over there now!"
He leapt up a little too energetically off of the bench but slowed down for you. "Do you need to lean on me again?" he asked, extending an arm out to you.
"I don't think so," you answered. "But... I'd like to hold your hand."
Without waiting for a response, you grabbed Isabeau's hand, lifted yourself up from the bench, and came around to his side. "Let's go."
"Okay, yeah, here we go!" Isabeau started walking towards the eastern side of Dormont, feeling the weight of your hand as you both lightly swung your arms back and forth. It was hardly big enough to wrap around his palm.
Isabeau had to try and maintain a slower pace to accommodate you, but it didn't seem like he was burdened by it at all.
It felt nice, not having to be in a hurry anymore. The two of you could just calmly walk together, hand in hand.
☆☆☆
Soon enough, you both reached the Clocktower. After taking your shoes off, you went right upstairs to the bedroom. Immediately at the sight of a bed, you lumbered towards it and faceplanted directly into the sheets.
Isabeau smiled at you from the stairwell. "Do you need any help from me? Or do you wanna be alone for a bit, or-?"
"No!" Your reaction was immediate. Slow down. Talk it out. "I mean... I don't want you to leave. And, um..."
You hesitated, through some cocktail of guilt and embarrassment and maybe… romantic inclination?
"I'd like your help with changing clothes."
"Sure! I can take care of that."
You could tell Isabeau was still pretty excited about being so close to you, especially after finally confessing his feelings, but it felt more like he just wanted to help his hurt friend out.
Carefully, Isabeau knelt down and unfastened the pins on your cloak, laying it gently over the foot of one of the other beds.
While he was up, he went into the closet where all their extra sets of clothes were.
As he did so, you sat on the edge of the bed and used your toes to pry the socks off of your feet, tossing them somewhere on the floor.
Lifting your head back up, you saw Isabeau had easily found your small, light pajama set, holding the clothes in his hands.
They were still folded neatly, since you hadn't slept with the others last night.
Suddenly, you noticed Isabeau freeze in place. And then, the realization hit you, too.
Undressing you was a level of intimacy neither of you would be used to, in a romantic context or otherwise. Definitely way outside of the boundary of "not liking being touched", which was what everyone else had assumed for so long.
Isabeau turned back around to see you now, as you were actively removing your gloves and placing them at your side. You attempted to lift the bottom of your turtleneck up, but…
Ow. Ow, that hurt. Your arms quickly began to ache in that position.
You didn’t expect to feel so worn out that you couldn’t even lift your arms and pull something as light as a shirt. It’s a good thing Isabeau had come with you after all, then.
Isabeau quickly hopped over to you. "Here, let me help you!" He put his hands on the hem of the sweater and looked up at your face. "Can you still lift your arms up?"
Slowly and methodically, you raised your arms up straight. It still hurt, but at least you just had to stay still this time.
Isabeau swiftly lifted your shirt up and pulled it over your head and off your arms.
You thought you would feel more uncomfortable, suddenly being shirtless in front of him. But maybe you were just too tired to care right now.
You had never gotten changed in front of anyone in a long time. Or maybe that was the time weirdness messing with your perception again.
Or maybe you just forgot. It wasn’t a super important detail to remember, anyway.
You looked at Isabeau’s face after a moment, noticing him staring at your chest. You knew it’s new to him, but what was so-?
Oh. You glanced down at yourself and saw... a star-shaped symbol in the middle of your chest. Its darkless shade was barely distinct from your pale skin.
You… don’t remember that being there before. Where did it come from? Or was it always there?
…You weren't even sure if you remembered what your body looked like anymore. Even when you would sleep in the Clocktower, there was no mirror to look at yourself in or anything.
You didn't want to be exposed to your own disgusting visage if you had any say in it anyway.
...Those thoughts were going to be pretty hard to get out of, huh?
You shook your head. No more of that talk.
Isabeau should keep going.
It looked like he just snapped out of his trance, too.
"AH! SORRY!" he yelped. "H-here, let's get this on, now!" He frantically reached for the pajama top and draped it around your shoulders, covering your chest up except for that star marking.
You slid off of the bed to stand, sliding your arms into the sleeves. "Can you help me with my pants, too?"
Isabeau's entire body tensed up and his face contorted into itself, in a stunned expression. That was cute.
"Y-yeah! I gotcha, Sif," Isabeau responded, his voice decidedly more high-pitched than usual.
You felt Isabeau's fingers brush against your belly as he unbuckled your belt and unfastened the button on your pants.
What an odd feeling, touching somewhere that private so lightly it hardly even counts.
But it did to you. Every little touch meant so much to you.
Isabeau delicately rustled his fingertips along the waistband on your pants and pulled them down. You stepped out of them easily, giving the ends a little shake off your ankles.
Quickly, Isabeau grabbed the soft pajama pants and slid them over your feet, bunching the rest of the legs around your ankles so that he could pull them all the way up easily.
You noticed his fingers linger at your hips. You supposed he had to be at least a little curious. But this was neither the time nor the place for it. He knew that too, and backed off after only a moment.
Isabeau looked up at you one last time, raising his hands to button up your shirt.
Warmth rushed to your cheeks. He didn't have to do that, but the softness and ease with which he slid the buttons through... Something about it made your heart flutter.
"Thank you, Isa," you sighed once he had finished.
"Of course, Sif," he replied, honey in his voice. He looked you right in the eye, full of gratitude, even though you were the one feeling grateful here.
Isabeau got back to his feet. "Is there anything else you need?"
You glanced away, embarrassed to say it. But you should. It would make him feel better to say it.
"Maybe not... need , but... I would like it if... you could stay here and sleep with me."
"O-oh!" Every little thing got Isabeau all flustered. It amused you. "Sure, yes! I-I'll go ahead and change clothes as well, then!"
He hurriedly scrambled back to the closet to grab his tank top and shorts.
You sat back up onto the edge of your bed and just watched him.
Isabeau unbuckled his sash and belt, and then slipped out of his shirt. His shoulder and back muscles rippled as he settled back into a relaxed position.
You weren't... “into it”, per se, but… It was fascinating to watch.
Isabeau continued, shuffling off his big pants before putting on his sleep shorts. He then slipped the tank top over his head.
He turned back around towards you and flinched. “W-were you watching me that whole time…?”
You blushed. “M-maybe…” Quick, think of something funny to break the tension! “You just looked so… im-dress-ive.”
Isabeau couldn't hold back a belly laugh and snorted at your dumb pun. “Alright, that's enough outta you. Time for you to get some crabbing sleep!”
He rushed over to you, scooping you up before you knew it, and plopped you down on the bed. He climbed up on the opposite side not long after you came back to your senses.
You gingerly shuffled your aching body under the sheets and got settled, looking Isabeau in the face as he laid beside you.
You realized he was in the same position as when he almost confessed to you over so many timeloop nights in the Clocktower. And you realized that you never had that moment with him in this timeline. You took the time, through your tired eye, to appreciate every detail in his face, the freckles on his shoulders, the sparkle in his eyes…
“Hey, Isa…”
“Yeah, Sif?”
“...I love you.”
“...I love you, too, Sif.”
You paused for a moment, noticing your heartbeat pick up speed.
“Can I kiss you?”
Isabeau's face softened. “Of course.”
You felt Isabeau's hand curl around your cheek as you closed your eye and pulled yourself in. And waited.
His lips met yours. They were so gentle and comforting. Like a small hug. You wanted to stay there forever.
That feeling lulled you closer to sleep. You withdrew from Isabeau's face and nestled yourself into his body. His chest was soft and warm, more comfortable than any pillow.
Fatigue settled into your muscles, your bones, your soul. And you drifted off to sleep.
“Goodnight, Siffrin.”
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You opened your eye and rose from slumber in a half-awake state. You felt very groggy, and your body felt pretty sore, but you didn’t feel as sick now.
Wait. You didn’t immediately recognize where you were. The Clocktower? You looked down at your body to find you’d been changed into your pajamas.
Your brain was foggy. Was all of the last two days a bad dream? Did you reset back to the morning before defeating the King? But you never went back here before. So what-
THUNK!
You jumped as you heard the door downstairs slam shut, followed by someone’s stern voice shushing and scolding whoever did it. You couldn’t quite make it out. Something like, “Keep quiet! Siffrin is still asleep!”
Another, much smaller voice whispered “sorry” back to them.
You continued hearing their collective soft shuffling as you tried to organize your thoughts.
But suddenly, a scent caught your attention. You carefully breathed in… the scent of fresh, warm pastries, wafting up the stairwell.
They must have been a gift from the boulangerie… after defeating the King… and saving Vaugaude.
A whimper escaped you before you'd realized you started to cry. You tried desperately to hold it in so no one else could hear you or worry about you, but you couldn’t stop many loud sobs from exiting your mouth.
You, at the very least, curled up as tight as you could, hands covering your face, as you heard their footsteps rush up to you.
“Siffrin!!” You heard Mirabelle shout as she hurried to your side.
She sat down next to you, gently tapping your right hand and trying to hold it. You took it down from your face and gripped her hand as hard as you could.
Your cries echoed throughout the Clocktower, from deep within your chest, partnered with hot tears that ran down your face. Your whole body was tight, squeezing out every last ounce of emotion.
After what felt like hours, you finally ran out of tears to cry. Mirabelle offered you some tissues in the meantime, which you needed and generously accepted.
Once your eyesight cleared and you could breathe normally, you saw Odile and Bonnie sitting across from you on the other bed.
“Are you feeling better now, Siffrin?” Odile softly broke the silence.
All you could do was nod in response.
“What happened?” Mirabelle asked. “Did you have a nightmare?”
“We might have woken him up earlier,” Odile mentioned to her, before turning her attention a little harshly to the kid. “Because somebody was being loud downstairs.”
“I already said I was sorry!” Bonnie yelled indignantly before quickly reeling it back in. “D-did I wake you up, Frin?” They turned to you and stared with their large eyes. “I’m really sorry if I did.”
You mustered up a chuckle at them. “No, Bonbon. I was already awake for a bit,” you croaked. “It’s okay. And I’m okay, too, I promise.”
“So what were you crying about?” Bonnie wondered aloud. Typical kid question.
“Siffrin doesn’t have to tell us that,” Odile quickly tried to correct them.
“It’s fine, Odile,” you cut in. “I… don’t really know how to put it into words, though.”
“Were you remembering what happened before?” Mirabelle posited.
No, but now you remembered it all a little bit. All of the bad things you did and said recently.
You bit your lip. You didn’t want to start crying again.
“That’s not it,” you said. “It’s just that I realized… After you came back in, I knew, for sure, that today… was a new day.”
Suddenly, Mirabelle nearly headbutted you as she flung herself into you, giving you a big hug. “Oh Change, Siffrin! Now you’re going to make ME cry!”
Odile covered her emotional smile with a hand, but you could still see it in her eyes.
Bonnie gave you a big, excited grin. “Well, we just got a whole bunch of tasty snacks, so now we can have something good to eat to celebrate!”
You laughed and smiled back. “Yeah, we can celebrate! Just as long as it's not all croissants.”
Bonnie looked at you quizzically. “What's the matter with croissants?”
Right. You shook your head. “Long story.”
Suddenly, you froze as you noticed something. “Hey… where is Isabeau?”
The last place you saw him was… right beside you, in bed. That was hours ago, he certainly could have gotten up, but where would he have gone?
“We… aren't sure about that, either,” Mirabelle responded. “While the rest of us were out earlier, he broke away and said he needed to get one last thing before we left Dormont. He didn't say more than that, though, so we're all kinda in the dark.”
“Well, no use staying up here longer than we have to,” Odile sighed after a beat, standing up from the edge of the bed. “We’ve got some breakfast to make, don’t we, Boniface?”
Bonnie grinned at her with wide eyes. “Yeah!!!” They immediately darted off towards the stairs but stopped themself shortly before they went out of view. “Come and hang out with us when we’re done, Frin!”
Odile quickly followed behind them, and Mirabelle lingered beside you for just a little longer, holding your hand gently. “I’m glad you’re doing better, Siffrin.”
She got up and gave you one more sweet smile. “I’m going to join the others downstairs. Remember, if you have any more big feelings, please don’t hesitate to talk about ‘em, feelings buddy!”
You made a crinkled smile back at her. “Thanks, feelings buddy.”
As soon as Mirabelle headed down to the kitchen downstairs, you heard the door creak open again. Everyone clamored at the visitor - it sounded like they were being nosy and asking what they had.
A deep, hushed voice told them to back off. You could immediately recognize that voice.
Isabeau came back!
And as he was telling everyone else off, he mentioned your name. You started to get anxious.
Isabeau climbed up the stairs and flinched when he saw you upright on the edge of your bed. “Uh, hey, Siffarooni!” he greeted. “How’re you doing? Did you get a good sleep?”
You nodded, summoning a yawn and rubbing your eye. “What was everyone talking about just now? You have something for me?”
“Y-yeah! I, uh…” He shuffled his hands behind his back. “Well… y’know what, no.” His brow furrowed seriously. “What you said the other day… you were right. I don’t want to be a coward anymore. So… I’m just gonna give it to you.”
He extended his hands and showed you… a small gift box. It was wrapped with a cute silk ribbon.
You carefully untied it and opened the box to find… some lightless pearl earrings and a chain necklace.
You looked up at Isabeau curiously, and found him blushing hard and squirming in place.
“What are these for?”
“Well, I noticed that you didn’t wear earrings like the rest of us do, so um… A-and the necklace was for if you didn’t like the idea of wearing earrings! I knew a few people who moved to Vaugarde and pierced their ears later in life, and they said that it hurt a bit, s-so I just wanted to give you an alternative, in case your ears were too sensitive!”
You blinked. You knew the earrings were important to Vaugardian culture, but coming from him after confessing…
“Did you get these from the jeweler here in Dormont?”
“Yeah!” Isabeau beamed as he spoke. “She and her wife were so happy to be back together, and she gave these to me on discount!” He paused and got shy again. “Wh-what do you think? Do you like them?”
You smiled. Of course you liked them. They were gifts from Isabeau.
Although… “While I'm not too certain if I'm comfortable with the earrings… I really like the necklace. Thank you, Isa.”
Isabeau smiled wide, his eyes bright. “You’re welcome, Sif. I just thought it would be, like, a nice souvenir from the town! So you can remember it once we go travelling elsewhere.”
You’re pretty certain that wasn’t the only reason he gifted you these things, but you thought that it would be nice to have something personal to remember Dormont by. Something outside of your timeloop journey.
“COME ON DOWN HERE, IT’S TIME FOR BREAKFAST!!!”
Bonnie’s loud shrill voice echoed throughout the Clocktower.
The smell of freshly cooked eggs and toasted bread along with the buttery pastries already made you aware of the oncoming morning feast you were awaiting.
Isabeau excitedly headed towards the stairwell. “Come and join us when you’re ready, Sif!”
As he descended, you looked down at the jewelry he got you. Even at a discount, it probably cost quite a bit more than you’d ever be able to pay him back.
No. It’s a gift for you. You don’t have to pay him back. Just accept it.
The chain necklace was a little bit weighty, but the links were still thin and intricate. You slipped it over your head and let it rest on you. It was quite comfortable, and it would make a fun sound as you played with it between your fingers.
Not exactly as fun as a thing that goes “ding-ding” when you walk, but… close enough.
You changed out of your pajamas and into your trusty cloak. You decided to show off the chain necklace outside of the collar, too. You slipped the gift box with the earrings into your pockets. Maybe one day you’ll find something to do with them.
But, for now, it was time for a big breakfast with your family.
#my art stuff#in stars and time#isat spoilers#do not read unless you've completed the game! or it won't make sense!! or do read it if you don't care about that!#fanfiction#isat siffrin#isat isabeau#isat mirabelle#isat odile#isat bonnie#i'll add character tags as i go. so far those are the only ones relevant#anyway uhhhhhhh i'm really excited about this and it's going to be really fun :3#i'm trying to get into actual book-writing mode for my latest original story too so i'm trying to. remember how that goes#that said the structure of this is very reliant on the text boxes in-game#anyway yeah hope you like :3
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Genuine question, does Victor actually ever compare himself to God?
Like, almost every single Victor hate post is like "this dumb idiot with a god complex is just a college dropout haha, if I made the Creature I would love and nurture it, not like loser McGodComplex over there."
But I looked it up, and the word "god" is in the book 26 times, and most of them are just exclamations.
The only time that Victor is likened to god (that is relevant, Walton does describe him as "God-like in his ruin" or something else really gay) is when the Creature claims he "should have been thy Adam, but is instead a fallen angel" or whatever he said.
So the one that sees Victor as a god is the Creature, and not Victor himself, which I think is very interesting. It's a kinda like how kids think their parents always have the answers or can fix anything.
I also wonder if the Creature thinks that Victor made him for some "divine purpose" or something. (Sorry if he already said something of the like in the book)
#I do think Victor could be a snotty little know-it-all sometimes but I don't remember him actually comparing himself to divine beings#it's been a little while since I read the beginning of the book so I don't remember Victor at his most “”egotistical“”#Fun Fact: the word “wretch” is in the book 64 times (although some of those are “wretched”)#victor frankenstein#frankenstein#My post#it doesn't even have to be a Victor hate post half of any analysis of Frankenstein is just hating him.#I didn't even get into how annoying it is that people use “college dropout” as an insult#What's wrong with dropping out of college?#also he was literally considered one of the smartest students there#“Hurrhurr he's not even a real doctor” he never called himself a doctor???#when you make a fully functioning body out of corpses with resources from the 1800s then you can dunk on Victor#again to the “I would treat the Creature well” comments no you wouldn't#people can't handle physically disabled people they definitely can't handle a giant corpse monster
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reading Krakoa era out of order bc reading lists online make it confusing and my local library only has so many books
just as god intended right on my friend you're doing everything right and don't let anyone tell you otherwise
#snap chats#the key to reading comic books isnt to read them in order or even all of them just the ones you like#until eventually someone tells you some wack as hell fact about an issue and then you go read that one#many such cases why do you think i picked up onslaught revelation. cause that fucker is back#why do you think i picked up wolverine number 3 because my beautiful wife is hammered for two pages in it#brother was just talkin to me casually bout onslaught one day and i was like NO FUCKIN WAY thats how you do it !!!!!!!!#like the first krakoa story i read technically was resurrection of magneto followed by the trial of magneto#clearly we see i had an agenda vjALKJKLAJ BUT STILL#it was STILL a really good run ... i could piece together enough of the background before then and really enjoyed it on its own#with that said tho it was very cool/funny to see crumbs Of trial of magneto in way of x#BUT NOW I HAVE LEGION OF X HAHAAAA i cant wait to properly sit and read it ..... after i get through my New Mutants issues ....#i got those a while ago but i kept putting off reading them ... oops ..... i read the first one at least#i was gonna say something but i forgot. oh no i didnt i remember thats what i love about comic books#because theres So Many and so many timelines and stories it invites a lot of community interaction#just to be like 'oh hey did you know This happened in This issue you should check it out'. thats beautiful#even if. its to talk about utter dog shit like she lies with angels BUT STILL ITS COMMUNITY !!!!! we can be lovers AND haters together <3#its why i love getting physical comics too. i mean i dont have friends or people who visit me LOL#but i like the idea of bringing up what i have and letting people borrow it. community ......
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2024 reads / storygraph
Rani Choudhury Must Die
YA contemporary romance
two ex-best-friends turned rivals due to family expectations and competing in science competitions realise they’re dating the same guy
when one gets into the european young scientist exhibition, they decide to team up and create a new project - an app to expose cheaters, planning to expose him in their final presentation
but the more time they spend together they remember why they were friends, and maybe start to get crushes on each other…
Bangladeshi-Irish diaspora experiences & messy teenagers
#Rani Choudhury Must Die#adiba jaigirdar#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#sapphic books#this is okay! unfortunately a few things annoyed me……. listen.#after 4 years of design school nothing makes me immediately uninterested in someone’s ideas more than Lets Design An App For It#I also read this RIGHT after going to my uni’s graduate exhibition where there’s always a few of those#but I spent most of the book being like holy shit the ethics????#making an app to detect cheating that goes through social media data & you put on people’s phones without consent…….#the ethical issues DO get discussed closer to the end - but like they pitched it to their teachers in the beginning#and I’d expect it to be brought up then haha. however I can’t say that it’s not realistic for teens to come up with something like that#Meghna was definitely a frustrating character at times - but also teenagers are like that. it’s fine.#I liked the slow mending of their friendship and the romance was sweet in the end (if very much just-in-the-end)#as well as the exploration of diaspora experiences and family expectations.#I did find their original science projects so much more interesting than the silly cheating app.#and hey it seems like they've finally managed to find some bangladeshi-irish audiobook narrators! i remember for her prev books they#had to choose one or the other#oh the other thing is that meghna is supposedly an artist but like. didn't feel like an artist? yknow? idk
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looking back at ye olde combo book fandom i can only describe the feeling as feeling like if Superwholock got a divorce
#this is EXTREMELY specific but like. if you were there you remember#that like very specific 2010-2014ish era of book fandoms where everybody used the same filter on edits and there were all the movies#and adaptations and everybody was excited#and so a bunch of book fandoms formed the superwholock of book fandoms (there were like 4 primary ones but it could get up to like ~6#sometimes more but if it went over 6 it was usually just kind of general multifandom book fandom rather than this specifically#and while it didnt have a name it had a symbol. if you have been in general fandom long enough you *know* the symbol#or the symbol variants#cause there was this little period in book fandom where everybody LOOOOVED having a symbol for their series#it was a lil bit of a general fandom thing too but for book fandoms in particular it was like a THING#my deepest condolences to anybody who got a tattoo of the combo symbol#i can do a lil history post on this later but im just. ahhh those sure were Times
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A bit of a rant under cut coz ACOFAS broke into my house, tore my heart from my chest and smashed my feelings with a sledgehammer.
Warning: Strong Feelings about a Fairy Book Xmas Special
Why is this book so fucking mean to Tamlin? Dude messed up at the beggining (with good intentions) but after a certain point he's doing everything right to make up. He drags Beron to help in battle. He save's Feyre from Hybern. He passes on the INCREDIBLE opportunity to be a petty bitch and revives Rhys with a 'Be happy Feyre' and then fucks off to be sad by himself. What more redemption do you want? What more can the dude possibly do?? Clearly nothing. As multiple characters just randomly think to themselves he's just the worst and no matter how much good he does it'll never make up for *checks notes* locking Feyre in a house that one time. Like I'm going crazy here. Dude's not doing anything anymore. Not like he's coming back with a vengance he's just highkey depressed in his sad house. And here's Morrigan thinking how much she'd like to kill him one day. Here's Rhys poping in to berrate him. God forbid he fixes things with Lucien. Stay miserable you sad fuck. Ok maybe he feels a little bad after but everyone assures him it's fine acctually. It's always moraly ok to bully Tamlin. You're the bigger male most times. ugh Then you think ok maybe he'll fix it, maybe there was a point to it all. Sure enough here comes Rhys again. His approach is a little better! 'Eat, Tamlin'. Wow did he get some godamn empathy for Solstice? But no he just can't help himself. 'You can waste and die when it's convenient for me. What you thought I'd actually had sympathy for you??'
I just??? it's so MEAN. so petty. If it was the villain Rhysand arc I'd be cheering. But I'm supposed to be rooting for this dude?? I thought it was a low stakes filler book where they exchange gifts and have a delightful little snowball fight. what is this???
#my art#acotar#acotar fanart#tamlin#anti rhysand#acofas#every time i remember those scenes i wanna fight rhysand in a parking lot#there's NO reason to be this mean#'oh i'll bully tamlin then fight him once he gets angry it'll be so fun to destory his house more as we brawl'#'what do you mean he's too depressed to bite back. why you always ruin everything tamlin'#stop coming to his house challenge#this damn book is the only one of the series that consistently makes me cry#pro tamlin
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Auraugust Day 25: Myth
𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑛 𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑦 𝑝𝑜𝑒𝑚 𝐼 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝐼𝑡 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑛 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑏𝑖𝑔𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑑
#ffxiv#oc: akira kirxaa#oc: stella crys-raha#auraugust2024#auraugust 2024#auraugust#i literally went and bought this housing item just for this shoot lol#i'm going to imagine it's like a book of stories about the twelve#or maybe some old amaurotine fairy tales (what better way to remember than teaching her daughter?)#wolkid#warrior of light#au ra xaela#honestly could be any verse where akira has Stella#ship: drunk on stars#wolgraha#implied#i mean look at that red hair and those cat ears who else do you think's the dad lol#song is the creationist by kerli
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