#do I need to tag this as body horror?
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Most of the time, Barley keeps a pretty decent self-esteem, or at least a positive view of it, but she still has trouble dealing with some of her flaws, mainly the physical ones.
So far, hiding what she doesn't like has proven to be the most effective one, tho it's not the healthiest approach tbh.
[Uncommon questions for OCs and their creators]
40. How sensitive are they to their own flaws?
#cddwtd#cuphead ddwtd#cuphead dont deal with the devil#cddwtd Barley Milkshake#cddwtd oc#Uncommon questions for OCs and their creators#do I need to tag this as body horror?
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couldnt draw my thang for mid-autumn so treated myself to a calne redesign instead
#calne ca#hatsune miku#VOCALOID#cw: body horror#<- And I Fucking Mean That We Are Not Fucking Around Today#well we are. as in I drew this as a fuckaround treat for myself#but the body horror tag is the most warranted its ever been on this blog#ask to tag#I am as ever on my journey to make calne ca Worse. her OG version is too cool. even the crab ver is too cool#I need her to be worse to look at. I am also getting myself into to mood to test my hand at boarding a pmv for my friend's cover#I think my thought for this was ''I should try and give her a more insectoid bodyplan''#which in this mostly means gently three-part body and six limbs (my favourite amount of limbs to draw rn)#actually almost gave her eight but didnt like how that silhouette came out so I mermaided her uh. abdomen I guess#though maybe next time I do this I should push that idea more. the head and torso are still very distinct for one unified part#I feel like one of my old attempts was onto something with like. a more horizontal body plan... well! live and learn etc#happy late mid autumn I guess. I should play with touys about it... I miss model kits. mayhaps...
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earlier this year I started writing a comic about the siege perilous-grail quest situation after finally finishing the didot perceval, and it started circling around kay and perceval. kay as gatekeeper, taboo anxiety vs chivalry, and perceval not doing things "correctly," arthur's enduring affection for kay. that general area. also the horror of the grail quest itself.
this is comic is part of that narrative arc, so with THAT in mind: this is an abridged scene of a longer arc revolving around kay associating camelot with a cage, perceval's associations with jewelry and knighthood and the color red, and arthur's relationship with kay.
[some other scene context: perceval has injured his hand and can't participate in the tournaments, so he's craving some kind of fight. kay is disinterested in replying to this challenge, but he's not above reminding perceval of their first meeting. it's just mean enough in a weird-intimate kind of way that perceval's like, ok so we're doing the antagonistic version of court romance rituals. he picks up hunting because kay can't leave the castle.]
on the subtext of jewelry:
Clothes Make the Man: Parzival Dressed and Undressed, M.D. Amey
on the topic of kay, gatekeeping, and taboo anxiety:
Cei and the Arthurian Legend, Linda Gowans
the whole Red Knight/Perceval Shows Up In A Dead Man's Suit Of Armor transgression-situation (which kay references through red jewelry) mentioned is told in both de Troye's and Wolfram's Perceval narratives :)
anyway! to close out all this out: the transgressions. incredible! what is camelot but a bunch of transgressions stacked on top of each other tbh.
#i wanted to do some kind of siege perilous-grail quest horror comic after watching bresson's lancelot and i think#after several years. i figured out what kind of story i want it to be#like it no longer feels abstract i can see the story core and now i have to hack away at the clay to see if i can make a figure out of it#HEUGH. okay. i'm gonna wrap this up here. ive been Very Under The Weather lately in some kind of way#trying to get back in the swing of things. but augh. eugh. they need to invent a kind of body that doesnt fall to pieces#the minute it gets slightly less sun than usual like vitamin supplements only go so far. awful flesh prison experience#komiks tag#long post#knights knights knights!
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hope you feel better soon!
I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!
#ask#non mdzs#My health journey has been: Hernia -> acid reflux -> Vocal pain due to aforementioned reflux -> chest infection.#I'm terrified to know what's about to hit me next. Please let it be something kind. PLEASE.#The consequence of living with linguists is that you'll wake up with a wacked up voice -#suddenly you're sitting you down in front of a program called something like Praat having your shimmer and jitter levels calibrated.#They gave me a GRBAS of 33012. I have a fun thing called a pitch break where a whole octave just does not exist.#My vocal pain was bad enough I ended up seeing a speech pathologist and that whole experience was super neat!#I learnt a lot about voice - to be honest I might make a little comic on it after some more research. Fascinating stuff.#For example; your mental perception of our voice modulates the muscles of the vocal folds and larynx.#meaning that when you do have changes (inflammation = more mass = lower frequency)#your brain automatically attempts to correct it to what it 'should sound like'. Leading to a lot more vocal strain and damage!#And it gets really interesting for trans voice care as well - because the mental perception of one's voice isn't based on an existing sampl#So a good chunk of trans voice training is also done with the idea of finding one's voice and retraining the brain to accept it. Neat!#Parkinsonial Voice also has this perception to musculature link! The perception is that they are talking at a loud/normal volume#but the actual voice is quite breathy and weak. So vocal training works on practicing putting more effort into the voice#and retraining the brain to accept the 'loud' voice as 'normal'.#Isn't the human body fascinating?#Anyhow; Now I have vocal exercises and strategies to reduce strain and promote healing.#Which is a lot better than my previous strategy of yelling AAAH in my car until my 'voice smoothed out'.#You can imagine the horror on the speech path's face. I am an informed creature now.#I'm my own little lab rat now. I love learning and researching. Welcome to my tag lab. Class is dismissed.#I'll be back later with a few more answered asks </3 despite everything I'm still going to work and I need the extra sleep.#Thank you for the well wishes! And if you read all of that info dump; thank you for that as well!
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Comfortable in New Skin
#wanted to give loop some like... vague clothes. since while they dont Need to be covered... accessorising is a human right#and boy do they need some of those. one can assume the only place theyd be getting clothes is isa though. so. ponder it#in stars and time#isat fanart#isat spoilers#isat loop#loop isat#isat#lucabyteart#SPOILERS TAG BECAUSE UM. CAPTION IS UNNEGOTIABLE. SOZ#anyway i do have Even More doodles on the way. primarily about loop. predictable. a lot of thoughts on the body horror of it all.#if you were to ask me. i think loops quote unquote skin is uncannily loose when pushed or pulled in any way#almost as if it were clothes covering the skin rather than skin itself. probably feels fuzzy and vague too. as for their head?#non-solid but in the way where theres a force pushing outwards. radiating you could say. yknow. vague. undefined. not quite real#but thats just my headcanon. tee hee
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still thinking about it so heres a bunch of stuff
#like everything's colors are placeholders i never learned color theory#like i know “use colors next to eachother or directly opposite on the color wheel” but like#the way everyone describes it makes me feel like theres more to it#and im just too stupid to comprehend it#still like lineless/whatever the rw artstyle is#gradient tool my beloved. i need to mess with it more often#alice n beau live in jcjs superstructure cause its filled with free food (his brain) and a bunch of things to experiment with (his organs)#ive attempted to redesign abs like twelve different times now#i wonder how long this attempt will last before i hate it again#always caught between wanting to stylize to hell and back and wanting to be accurate to the source material#abs is supposed to be like a Really Really Early iterator#so she doesnt have tone modulation or the ability to express much facially and barely looks humanoid under the cloak#which i didnt draw because i couldnt settle on a Look for it#and in her single minded focus to annihilate jcj shes been neglecting herself to explain the motor function errors and also her can explodi#g#oh right normal tags#art#murder drones#rain world#i should invent a tag for this but i dunno what to call it#id love to gossip about all the stuff ive thought up for this au thing but 1. nobody cares 2. i cant talk for that long and 3.#i havent written like half of it down#if i had the confidence to even attempt writing i'd totally do an ao3 fic about this#hi living shifting oil guy/girl/thing i know you're gonna be like the only person to read this far#oh uhh#body horror#tw body horror#i think thats how you do it#probably should've added those first. oops
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POURRIR DISEASE (AS DEPICTED IN THE “IN ROT AND INFECTION AU”).
STAGES OF POURRIR.
ADDITIONAL NOTES:
Pourrir disease seems to progress faster when ingested, or when infected individuals have a lot more power for stronger Craft.
Pourrir in bread and pastries appears similar to mold at first, then progresses into unusual lumps if left unintended for too long.
Currently no proper name for the gunk. Looks like blood, but is far too thick, smells far too foul, and tastes far too rancid.
Infected individuals appear not to be cognizant in final two stages. Mainly unnaturally happy at all times.
Distancing yourself from an infected loved one as they progress through pourrir disease may limit your risk of getting infected.
#yeah babyyyy you know what time it is#everyone’s favourite staple of an infection au: the only one i’m actually doing/including!!! look at this awful stages!!!#especially the fourth one how did i draw that. vile vile vile#siffrin looking at this: ahahah im in danger#tw body horror#tw blood#tw veins#tw drowning mention#tw gore#in stars and time#in stars and time au#isat au#in rot and infection au#in rot and infection#zeisty’s heavy hitters#zeisty’s in betweens#feel weird putting down isat au tags without the isat characters#but people do need to know how pourrir disease works so. heheheheh >:3
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siren
#bakuspecial#cw: nudity#cw: body horror#monster#siren! I think. they're bird to me#I think this has been brewing since that stream mim did of drawing dnd monsters only from official text description#and when the official art for the sirens were shown I was like. oh thats just a woman with wings#lmao like. granted. its an official dnd book available for all audience. you cant make it too Bad To Look At#(I do not agree with this but it wasnt about me. if its about me its gonna be about very few people lmao)#but yeah. after that I got slightly too into the idea of putting more bird into birdwoman#but I also do genuinely love monsters that are Rearranged Human Parts so. I couldnt commit too much to the bird scales Im so sorry#I wanted the fleshiness. the feel. textural experience of holding her hands and being like oh that's a human#even when ur eyes tell u otherwise. mmm#...I looked to my right as I was typing these tags and saw. the fucked up pikmin I tried to sculpt the other day along with the pin#and got startled#its so. its so fucked up. gods. dusty white naked grainy parsnip#I used to have that one doll I butchered wanting to customize in a box next to me and thats way less upsetting than this. man#its perfect actually I will never throw this thing away. anyways#now. now I go to bed. its sleep time for the baku#have a good night lads! you CAN have it both way easily you just need a big bat
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im obsessed wiht your AU mister moloch ...... @can-your-kinitopet (for Some reason i cant tag your main sobs)) i Will draw more whne i come back from the Dread. Dinner
#tw blood#cw blood#tw possession#<- ??#GRGR hhow do i tag waahhggg sobs im sorry tumblr#i am in HUGE artblock right now but charles and his Nito are certainly getting me back Slowly slowly slowly ...... /pos#i Need to draw more i have so many more ideas to doodle i Need to see more Anon Agony .... how the fear creeps up and the realization sets#in on how they'll Never wake up from this aching nightmare#kinito my beloved#kinito fanart#birdyfy art#kinitosyte#no cause i love everythign about this au so much grrr.... i Need to see inside of charles' brain because his gears just TICK everything GOO#inside my Brain ouhhghgjhgh hhhhhouhhh this is. So#i have No words right now but imagine me screaming and stimming aaaaaa a a a a a i Love i love i love#tw injury#tw body horror
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Tubbo: [About the image Crumb sent him] This one is me?
Crumb: I feel like you're gonna take it as an insult since you hate birds.
Tubbo: That is literally so fcking offensive. You may as well have just called me the f slur, this is why you're the worst.
Crumb: WHA- [Mic cuts out] YOU'RE HALLUCINATING You made that up in your brain!!!
Tubbo: That's fckin' crazy, I'd rather- I would rather you started pelting rocks at me and screaming the f slur than compare me to this bird.
#Tubbo#Crumb#cuptoast#ask to tag#Do I. Do I need to tag body horror or something for that fish?#March 11 2024
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Being constantly surrounded by the presence of a loving God sounds great until you realize you never know when his freaky fuckin eyes are gonna show up to check on you.
And man. They do it a LOT.
#primus please let the mech breathe#what i want to emphasize most with this iteration of optimus is the inherent fucking terror of being made a prime#really pick at those little threads of how fucked the matrix as a concept is. same with the staple tropes of op himself#the idea in tfp that it can entirely change your personality. and that if you lose it you cannot remember your time with it#those implications send me spiraling. to what degree is optimus the same being as orion pax? do you forfeit your soul to be a demigod?#do you fucking die to become a conduit for the higher being that made you? letting it puppet your mind and body like a parasitoid?#if death in transformers is simply rejoining the allspark; if the soul is something splintered off from the whole;#and if to die as a cybertronian is for that fragment to merge with the whole once again. is a prime not fundamentally a dead mech walking?#a prime stands with one pede in the afterlife and one in the land of the living and has to keep up with both at once#constantly seeing visions from a plane his processor was never meant to comprehend with optics that were never built to see it#forced to adapt into an elevated being as much as a frame that still has silly things like wants and needs and emotions and base coding can#how does a mortal live when his body is no longer just his body; but a vessel fir something holy and a tool fashioned to heal the world?#when he can never truly be alone again and he has to simply live with the ever present knowledge that he is being watched#both by his god and by the world#how does one live knowing not even their thoughts are private? when your god may be living but man he does not get the idea of boundaries#guess it must be hard to grasp personal space and all that when youre an ocean of souls that left it behind#maccadam#transformers#wayward sparks#optimus prime#art tag#sometimes i feel kinda bad for putting this bastard through The Horrors. if ws gets made all the way he will be thrown so many bones#only sometimes tho >:3
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GOD-TOUCHED (GOD-SCARRED)
got to thinking about the ways that gods in The Silt Verses leave their marks on their devotees. then got to thinking about the scars that Faulkner got from the Trawler-Man's angel, and the gender-affirming care he got as a result of joining the Parish of Tide and Flesh, and i decided to fill his top surgery scars with limpets.
and then i was thinking about Paige as a trans woman giving birth to a deity that is trying to burst violently out of her, and how the Wound Tree is acting upon her body in a way that is not self-affirming, but which is now part of her regardless, and i decided to give her a c-section scar full of thorns and crocuses.
much to think about.
detailed image descriptions under the cut (copied from alt)
1: A digital drawing of Faulkner's topless torso. His top surgery scars are filled with limpets and barnacles, and the scar tissue has turned a sickly lichen colour. His nipples have become misshapen from the changes. There is a similar slashing scar running diagonally from his right (viewer's left) hip up to his clavicle. Faulkner is drawn thin and pale-skinned, spotted with acne, and the hair under his armpits and on his stomach is blond. From the light, looks to be under dark water.
2: A digital drawing of Paige's midsection. She has her left (viewer's right) hand to her stomach, over her naval and the C-section scar that starts there in an inverted T shape. Below the scar, there are dense white crocus flowers gathered, protruding and budding from under her skin. The skin of her hand is turning to bark and has black thorns protruding from it, and this is also happening around the scar, blending into her stretch marks. Paige is drawn as a mid-sized woman with medium brown skin, and is wearing a black bra. A tree's canopy is casting leafy shadows over her body.
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#richard faulkner#brother faulkner#paige duplass#the silt verses#tsv art#body horror#my art#things i made#image described#i was gonna do a couple more god-scarred folks but these two being specifically gendered scars was too good not to highlight#if ive forgotten any content warning tags you think need please let me know!!!
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!! NEW COMBS PAGE !! I will slowly start working my way through doing these pages for my favorite jeffrey Combs roles. I was gonna do dinosaur bob for this seccond page, but then last night I watched Voodoo Moon and dudes... the way Frank had entranced me. I love this silly, nervous, odd little zombie man so much...
Ko-fi
#jeffrey combs#voodoo moon#horror movies#zombie#tw dead body#?#idk what warnings to tag#do i need warnings ?#Frank Taggert#really bad movie but it made me giggle#i love you weird zombie man#tw gun
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There is something rotting inside of you
Goretober day one: Rotting
#goretober 2024#Goretober#2024tober#this was so much fun!! I genuinely kinda just had fun and lamo that’s the point of the tober prompt lists so yipppee!!#yeah it’s so funky and I love it#yeah I dunno who this is but I’d be damned if this wasn’t a trans allegory#evil art style challenge#because I think it’s funky#artists on tumblr#art#finished piece#illustration#my art#digital art#2024 art#All the prompt lists are probably going to be a day behind because I’m drawing them day of so it’ll just work out I post them the day after#or hahaha much later!!#but that’s ok because I’m cool#Inktober#but hahaha lmao barley as it’s a digital colored piece <3#not sure if the tag is needed but#cw body horror#but just in case#art challenge#hehehehe I really do like this piece#I know it’s Goretober but I think I just wanted to do some horror not necessarily gory gore
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WIRED
#eye strain#mouth trauma#generation loss#ranboo#genloss#lmk if i need to tag this as anything else this is a bit more intense than what i usually draw lmao#virgil arts#can. can you tell i just watched spidrverse#kjhgfdfghj i just wanted to do a SUPER colorful drawing for a while now and this was just good timing#AH WAIT JUST IN CASE#emetophobia#body horror
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FOREWARNING FOR GROSS-OUT SKIN CLOSEUP SHIT DON'T YELL AT ME FOR SHOWING YOU has anyone else gotten this really weird phenomenon on youtube. I swear every algorithm on every website is actively and purposely worse now. Where you'll be scrolling through vids after searching for something (I was looking at crochet stuff) and SANDWICHED IN THE MIDDLE OF ACTUAL SEARCH RESULTS... YOU KNOW. LIKE THINGS RELEVANT TO THE KEYWORDS I TYPED
are a couple of completely out of left field SHOCK VALUE VIDS. like to intentionally be alarming. drama vids and things you're enticed to click on bc they're upsetting, and deep deep closeups on zits. what the fuck is going on. Sandwiched between videos about GRANNY SQUARES. crack? is it crack we're smoking????
#are you telling me I can search for crochet patterns and be fed videos of pimple popping and news about anorexic influencers?#THESE ARE NOT ADS!!!! they're just IN THERE. I have ublock I've got all that stuff. these are just completely irrelevant videos#in the search results after I typed like. granny square patterns. or something really basic like that#NASTY shit#and I know it's not the algorithm clocking me bc I can tell when they do that. but I hate hate hate pimple popping videos#so that's not gonna be it.#when mr. algorithm gets me I can smell it. because guess what. nail polish. it's always nail polish.#and I don't watch upsetting shit abt the starvation girl or anything either. and I don't follow drama clickbait channels#WHAT IS THIS. WHERE AM I.#why did they make me look at this!!!!#sergle.txt#you're not allowed to yell at me btw I gave you a warning. which was more than I got. we're in this together now.#i'm not sure what to tag this as bc if i tag it as body horror then ppl will bark at me bc zits are natural. is it natural to get#a camera this close to big irritated holes and boils on your face. lesions. cysts. is that natural. are we friends#do i need to be close enough to smell you. put my eyes directly into the holes in your face
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