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[front-facing-pokemon]

[kangaracha]

QUEENMAKER | Y/N'S PARTS

Masterlist

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God's Menu

[Verse 2 (originally Chan)] Jamulshwi dda (Dda) ssak da unlock (Lock) Idea bank meorissogeul teoreo teoreo

[Pre-chorus 2 (originally Han)] Jamkkan ddeonaganda haedo Gyeolgug dashi chajge dwil

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TOP

[Pre-chorus 1 (originally Han)] I'll keep on running all day and night 'Cause even if it kills me

[Chorus 3 (originally Chan)] I'ma run to the top and no one's stopping me 'Cause I don't give a woah

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SLUMP

[Post-chorus 1 and 2 (originally Chan)] I'm afraid I'm gonna be left stranded by myself All the foolish dreams I had inside of me are broken

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Back Door

[Chorus 1 (originally Hyunjin)] Gwangyejaga doego sipdamyeon

[Chorus 2 (originally Changbin)] Gwangyeja oe churibgeumji yeogin back door Gwangyeja oe churibgeumji yeogin back door Gwangyeja oe churibgeumji yeogin back door

[Post-Chorus 2 (originally Chan)] Jong ttaerigo michyeo nalttwieo Oneuldo we do our thang

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Thunderous

[Verse 2 (originally Lee Know)] Mari neomu mana jakku naseoji jom mara

[Pre-chorus 2 (originally I.N)] Here they come Akdang murie tteugeoun piga dora onmome beonjyeo

[Verse 3 (originally Lee Know)] Final warning dangjang back up (baeteo) Sen cheok (Back off)

[humans-are-tasty]

[leejeann]

working on an april fools cinderella boy oneshot

(edit on april 1st: I am, in fact, the april fool for thinking I'd have this done on time, but I will still be posting it do not worry lmao. it'll just be...late)

[dervampireprince]

Olrox’s heart swelling when you trust him with you. When you allow yourself to vulnerable in front of him.

[18+ only, minors dni]

The first time he walked in on you touching yourself you stopped and started apologising, hiding your face as he assured you there was nothing to be embarrassed about and that it’s flattering that you miss him so much when he’s out.

And look at you know, spread on the bed, not jumping out of shame when he walks in, but jumping up out of excitement. Crawling across the bed to greet him. “Poor thing, you missed me that much?” he asks, and you’re so far gone into your cozy headspace you can only whine in response. He runs a finger along your neck, up your jaw, tilts your head up with it to look at him. “Would you like some help, puppy?” And Gods the way you tremble, eyes wide and pleading, nodding at him.

How you pout but are good and stay as he undresses himself. “Stay put” he’d told you, your hands all sticky from touching between your legs and he didn’t want it getting on his clothes. And when his eyes find your face again, oh. Your biting your lip, hands scrunching up in the bedsheets so that you don’t reach out and touch him, or go back to touching yourself. Your doing exactly what he said, sitting there naked and not hiding yourself from him anymore. Gods, he loves you.

He tells you that as he presses you down onto the bed. Tells you how beautiful you are, how perfectly you take him inside you. You taking his hand and holding it, weaving your fingers between his as he thrusts into you, that’s what makes him come undone. Your soft little noises, your want for him, the way you say ‘I love you’ in return.

He tells you he that he loves you when he comes. He always does.

[necrotic-nephilim]

i’m feeling messy. for the new ask game, 5 :)

for the choose violence ask game!

5. worst discord server and why

of COURSE you would choose to be this messy, you lil rat. <3 i will be kind enough to not name the server, it's a general Batfamily server i found on Disboard. most Bafam discord servers tend to be... anti leaning so it's something i sort of expect, but this one has a "ship advisory list", including ships you're not allowed to share media of (like fanfic or fanart) and if you discuss the ship you can be told to stop talking about it. and there were the typical ships you'd expect like Joker/Harley, BatJokes, and ofc a "no proships" umbrella ban. but some of the ships fucking baffled me. like canon ships were on this list. ships i to this day can't figure out why they'd be banned. the top ships of the list that just *got me* in terms of "... what is bad about this ship???" were

DickBabs

DonnaDick

Barry/Diana

Barry/Dinah

JayRose

Catwoman/Penguin

Talia/Bane

some of these i didn't know were shipped in the *first place* but even if they are, i can't fathom what's wrong with them. some of them are canon, normal ships? like what did JayRose do wrong. it's one of Jason's healthier relationships. and DonnaDick somehow gets me the most. my only guess is that antis heard them referred to as the Wonder Twins and thus decided the ship was incestual. bc otherwise how. why. i laugh everytime i think about DonnaDick being problematic.

on one hand i do think it's fucking hilarious of a list and it always makes me laugh bc i cannot fathom the mentality. but on the other hand it is sort of depressing that so many public social platforms for discussing the Batfam are becoming *so* anti-leaning that ships can be banned simply bc the mods of the server decided they were problematic for some unforeseen reason. it was the biggest depiction of "i don't like this ship so it's problematic" i've ever seen. like where does the goalpost stop moving? when does it somehow become problematic to ship things in general? it was wild even for anti stuff. truly the most baffling server i've been in.

[vilakei]

Gyarus style now! 🐆⚠️

Not a moodboard, but I think all my followers deserve to see this! 😤💖 forgive me for being a little egotistical, I thought I looked cute. Maybe I'll change my theme to something similar to this if I hit 200 followers?

[milfygerard]

what is this about gerard being at least friendly with multiple dropout cast members?

[gourdnightbugs]

cookie9 with dimples (said before they kill me with bricks a million times)

[alangdorf]

Welp, the ref lineup still isn’t done cause I haven’t drawn Shion yet, and the belated valentines I’ve been working on are gonna be like at least a month late cause I just planned three more, but what I did do these past couple weeks is start writing a fanfic and then immediately abandon it to go draw a bunch of only tangentially-related suzutsubas (except for that first pic; that’s a scene from it, albeit one I haven’t written yet), only half of which are fit for public posting (one of ‘em I could make a few edits and feel ok about posting sometime; it’s not that out there, it’s just, y’know. Hamal Cine Bad End Hyperbolic Torture Chamber. I’m usually very “whatever happens happens” about my art but if I don’t show some restraint I know I’ll end up stuck in there forever), but hey, since I’ve been teasing them for ages and finally have some finished stuff with them, take a couple Suzumii! Also gonna ramble abt headcanons under the cut (and it will be LONG)

To begin, a note abt my Len’en gender/pronoun headcanons: as a they/them preferrer myself, I’m thrilled that most people just stick with those for everyone, but I’ve developed some more detailed headcanons as I go through working on designs and I’ll generally be using those. Don’t worry though, most of them are still nonbinary and basically all of them are trans/gq. Relevant ones for this post are Tsubakura: they/them nonbinary (transmasc to some degree) and Suzumi: cis female, question mark?? (to be elaborated on); for clarity’s sake I usually use she/her for Arde and Hamal Cine individually and plural they for the system collectively (also I don’t usually use their nicknames, dunno why), but singular they for Benet (the wiki says Benny is probably short for Benetnasch so I’m assuming that’s their actual name) for reasons which will also be elaborated on (sort of).

Aaalso this clearly isn’t autobiographical or anything but I think I’m subconsciously putting a lot of myself into Suzumi because 1) we do look pretty similar (brown wavy bob + blue eyes) and 2) given their current status as both the main antagonist and the most well-known plural Len’en character (I get the impression that Hooaka also being plural isn’t super common knowledge; I mean it took me several read-throughs of their wiki page and their dialogue with BPoHC Secret Team to get what they were getting at lol) I am probably way too anxious about doing a bad stereotype. Just an observation and also probably partially why I’ve even ended up with so much headcanon for them in the first place

And before I get into the thick of it, notes on derivations from canon: I’m running with the assumption that Suzumi being a system is a relatively recent development tied to whatever incident it was that caused the falling-out, since Tsubakura is like the only person who seems at all familiar with Hamal (including Mitori/Chouki/Fumikado, but they’re more easily explained away as just having met with one of the other alters the few times they’ve interacted) even though she’s supposedly usually the one fronting. They don’t seem to know the mechanics of it though, judging by their confusion when Arde implied that she and Hamal are different people. So basically, I’ll be referring to pre-incident Suzumi as a different character from any of the other three. (Ngl I am very influenced by Dissociation Constant on that and just in general [when will my wife The One and Only Suzutsuba Fic return from the war…..]) I was also debating whether to have Suzumi have any history with the gang before starting to work at the lab/whether stuff would happen around high school or college age, cause they keep referring to everything happening “a long time ago” and I know I, a 24-year-old, feel like stuff that happened five years ago was like yesterday, but I do have the pandemic and not really doing much of anything for most of that time to reckon with so like, eh. College age makes more sense in my head and so does the dynamic of like, Suzumi was only introduced into the friend group (she was acquainted w Hoojiro and Yabu already though bc lab) because she was dating Tsubakura and since that ended, and badly (understatement of the century), they have extremely little reason to be civil with each other and also interacting at all is really awkward.

Ok now on with it! Either end of high school or beginning of college, Suzumi ends up interning at Tsubakura’s lab for college credit (Tsuba’s already practically a department head despite being like 17 or something because. Idk. Who even knows what’s up with them) and she’s like. Only wears t-shirts and jeans (bought a bunch of khakis for this job though), [reading] glasses from the men’s section, hates leaving her hair down (it’s lab safety anyways). Repressed queer in denial, you know the type. Starts interacting a lot with Mx. Tsubakura “wears short shorts that everybody thinks are actually a skirt and also uses ore and omae almost exclusively” Enraku who seems to have everything all figured out and is immediately starstruck (GIRL WHY?? they are such a mess). Lots of “do I want to date them or do I want to be them” confusion (this will be relevant later); eventually evolves into the “am I trans or just a lesbian” question (not that they would need to be attracted to women to be into Tsubakura but you get the picture), which never quite gets answered.

In any case, they do eventually start dating (Tsubakura thinks she’s cute and smart so they reciprocate), and they’re not like super great together cause Tsubakura is emotionally constipated at the best of times (Suzumi’s into that though) and neither of them are the most mentally/emotionally healthy people even back then and also Tsubakura is more or less Suzumi’s boss which is weird, but they’re kind of ok??? Tsubakura’s mom dies at some point, also they move in together (college housing is expensive), the rest of the crew at the very least tolerate Suzumi, etcetera.

And then…! [insert catastrophic event here]!! I don’t have a shot to call on this yet cause I have no idea what it could’ve been (and I’m sure it’ll get revealed at some point anyways); I’m just banking on it being something extremely not mundane and something where you could reasonably set the blame on either (or neither) party cause they sure both seem convinced the other is way worse, huh! In Tsubakura’s case at least, blaming Suzumi is partially a defense mechanism so their self-loathing doesn’t get the better of them over it (guess what the fic was supposed to be about, lol).

The worst part of all this business though is that they DON’T break up over it immediately and it just makes everything orders of magnitude worse for everyone involved. Tsubakura and Arde have hate sex MORE THAN ONCE………… they would both really rather forget about it. Hamal thinks it’s hilarious, ofc, but the less said about her, the better. And Benet… exists??? The only idea that I’m running off of for them atm is the observation that I think they’re the only character with flat black eyes other than Tsubakura/Tsurubami and the subsequent idle thought, “hey if someone malded so hard about a breakup that they ended up with an introject of their ex would that be messed up or what?” So make of that what you will. (Oh and it may have been obvious that this is what I was going for but Hamal is femme and Arde is butch and they’re constantly squabbling abt aesthetic presentation. Having Arde be straight-up male would’ve been too straightforward of an interpretation and I think it’s funnier this way)

The canonically mentioned murder attempts start taking place and I’m leaning towards Tsubakura eventually being convinced to move out even though it was originally their apartment, albeit mostly just because the wikipedia page for house sparrows mentions that they’re known to take over swallows’ nests, usually after they’ve been abandoned, but they will sometimes drive away or kill the current occupants, and that was a very fun fact to come across when specifically doing research for Len’en but idk how else to incorporate it lol. And so on and so forth up until the present time.

Uhhh is that all I have atm? I think so! Anyway, I think I finally shook out all my suzutsuba doodles (and rambling, though I do still have that fic to work on. idk whether I’ll be able to finish it though; I started strong with an extended metaphor in the middle but Iiiii’m not sure if I can successfully write my way up to it while making it make sense. Also I may draw pretty slow but I write even slower!! Eh I’m sure I’ll post some of it sometime) for the time being so I should theoretically be able to finish up my bigger projects now. Maybe I’ll have the valentines ready in time for white day? We’ll see!

[cryptic-science]

i must. injonktrinate. more people on the internet. you WILL listen to sherlock & co. and you WILL enjoy it.

[sunoflegend]

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh just because things arent Looking Good for tumblr atm. im probably gonna back some blogs up, y'all should maybe do the same if you've got anything you really wanna keep , and if you've ever wanted my discord for any reasons, now is probably the time to pester me about it.

[accirax]

so... exciting announcement... i was hired to work on Reality Resort as a storyboard artist!

for those of you who haven't heard, Reality Resort is a Total Drama-inspired show on YouTube, produced by Cove and animated by Odd Nation Cartoons. its pilot episode just dropped a few hours ago!

to be clear, i didn't contribute at all to the first episode-- i was only hired about a week ago to contribute on episode 2 and beyond. speaking of, it'll be a lot easier for us to make episode 2 and beyond with more support for the show, so please consider checking out the pilot if the show sounds up your ally. the team is super cool and welcoming, and i've had a ton of fun with what i've worked on so far.

as for this blog, given that i'm now part of the show's staff, i won't be making any sorts of speculative content about Reality Resort or any of the other planned shows in the Reality Gauntlet. this is obviously because i know things the average viewer doesn't, and because i wouldn't want anything i was genuinely blindly speculating on to be interpreted as fact/a hint. however, Disventure Camp content (as well as all of the usual stuff) will continue as normal! (other than that i now have a bit less free time :,) )

anyways, i hope any of you who do decide to check it out will enjoy! as Cove has said in the comments, the first episode isn't perfect, and there are still plenty of quirks to iron out in the future. but, i think that the future of the show is looking bright, and i and the rest of the team appreciate any support you're willing to give. :)

[fyrets]

goatlings has been suffering blow after blow after blow this year huh

[thelaundrybitch]

*casually slides into your inbox and drops this into your lap after seeing you and the cauldron witch get into the Donnie well together* (hilarious BTW had me shaking my head with laughter again. Love you 5ever Laundry🧡)

Also I wanna be friends with yall on discord 🥺

“Like You Mean It”by Steven Rodriguez > Donnie

You’re Welcome

~AnOnYmOuS

👀👀👀👀👀👀

I will listen to this later 💖🫶🏼

Thank you for the song rec!

Just for that...

I shall share my slowly growing Rise Donnie playlist.

Blame @sophiacloud28 for this btw. She's the reason the list exists 😂💖 it's based primarily off Donnie in her fantastic fic A Shot In The Dark - HIGHLY RECOMMENDED READING.

Just saying ✨🤌🏼✨

[spotsupstuff]

here's a neat vid, go watch it if you haven't yet

there's Some things that i don't completely agree with personally, like attributing the Third sin to Materialism rather than Connection (i'd argue that the Ancients had no big issue with being materialistic, considering their golden attires and such- and that going with Connection overall better addresses both the core of Materialism and relationships overall) and then attributing the word Dynasty specifically to asian cultures but that's more history/word definition beef more than anything djgklsjlcgjkd

oh how i'd love to have a debate with this guy about Ancients...