#diluc the love of my life

[fireluc-loml]

Challenging insecurity

♪ Synopsis: That night, as the moon painted shadows in the room, [name] felt trapped in her insecurities. Her thoughts focused on a detail that seemed enormous to her: her small breasts. Although she knew that her partner, Diluc, accepted her as she was, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable with herself.

♪ Pairing: F! Reader X Diluc ragnvindr

¡TW!: Afab, Insecurities, mention of psychologist, low self-esteem, mention of beauty standards, angst (?) & fluff.

READER'S FEELINGS

[name] had a hard time seeing a part of her body, her breasts, the most unsightly thing that she could ever had.

Perhaps because of those times when she saw women who were confident and had a good body, but when it came to looking at herself she felt uncomfortable in the greatest way possible, there was no way she was attractive or even pretty like other women. [Name] began to reconsider the idea of wearing bras with more padding to be just like these women. She wanted so much to wear necklines and make herself look great, but she often wears clothes to hide her figure.

Since she was a teenager, she saw how her classmates and friends developed even more, leaving her behind, so she got used to wearing covered clothes, but the time when her insecurities jumped out the most was when she was intimate with his partner, She was sure that his husband didn't care, but she did care about being "pretty".

FEELINGS OF DILUC

Diluc doesn't really care and wouldn't pay attention to that, he's used to some families or noble women trying to get close to him for his money and status, So when he met you he definitely didn't have any problems about how your body was like, after all it doesn't define how much you are worth and how much you deserve to be loved.

Diluc te ama más que a nada y una talla no iba a hacer este cambio, tus senos eran parte de tu cuerpo y de tu maravillosa tú , pero cuando Diluc comenzó a notar estos pequeños hábitos que surgían de ti, se detuvo a pensar por un momento. : ¿Qué te pasó al mirarte así en el espejo? ¿Por qué no usaste la ropa que tanto querías usar? ¿Qué le pasaba a tu cuerpo para causar esa reacción?

That night, as the moon painted shadows in the room, [name] felt trapped in her insecurities. Her thoughts focused on a detail that seemed enormous to her: her small breasts. Although she knew that her partner, Diluc, accepted her as she was, she couldn't help but feel uncomfortable with herself.

She had found a perfect dress to wear but when she measured it she didn't look the least bit "attractive" compared to the model in the magazine, she burst into tears after thinking about how much disgust his body generated in her because, she couldn't even see it in a mirror…

Diluc entered the room while you were suffering your crisis, the first thing that popped into your mind was embarrassment, however his reaction took you out of your thoughts, He turned to you and asked if there was something wrong. The next decision you made took a lot of courage to make, but you talked to him about how you felt and how your body was affecting you mentally.

Diluc was not very good at managing his emotions or even these situations, but he did not hesitate to focus on how you felt, he listened to you carefully and gave you a hug.

"Society often sets unrealistic standards, which can influence how you feel. Your body is different and ultimately more beautiful in its own way."

Diluc undoubtedly asked if you needed to go to a psychologist, to which you agreed after thinking about it for a while, This helped you control your emotions and Diluc was even aware of the sessions and how they made you feel. After all, just because he was a man busy with his work didn't mean he would neglect his partner.

diluc started looking for ways to make you feel good and mainly suggested that you go on trips together, Not to escape from feelings but to learn lessons together and so that you could finally try on the clothes you wanted so much.

You learned to improve your feelings, there are still times when your insecurity jumps out, after all there are many standards that had affected you throughout your life, But at least you know that your husband would be there to provide support as much as he can and maybe that's why you love him.

REMEMBER: Society puts the pressure and burden on women's shoulders to have incredibly unrealistic bodies for everyone's taste, However, you should not let yourself be carried away by these types of opinions after all, your body is unique and is uniquely yours. I am aware that you have actually hated your body several times when looking at yourself or when trying on clothes, but you should never let anyone criticize your body, as it does not belong to them, feel safe, I know it costs a lot and always remember to stay with those people who know how to value you and your beautiful body!

//what should i do next? //

(English is not my first language, so feel free to correct any errors)

[reenaki]

You're growing up too fast!

[mmmairon]

from twitter

the lad has no idea.

[what-aboutno]

Been sketching designs for my wriochiluc fic

Bonus little Diluc

[sincerelyalexxx]

Vampy Diluc 🔥

[rbtheartisan]

Good morning Diluc Ragnvindr, my beloved, my soulmate, my everything. 🔥❤️🔥

[moved-to-fatedpassion]

dear fucking lord, have mercy.

[susmintjelly]

I just read my first diluven fic it was amazing and I

ship them now i guess...

I felt diluc's love so so so sos o well

I will be disappointed if i never draw them

@4n3mos was it you who recommended "i love you on my knees"??

[carnivoraformes]

//Ship Tags Drop (romantic and otherwise). Still pending cause I know I probably haven't even begun to get everyone so bear with me because I wanted to do this while I updated it on my carrd!

todestochter

Ayato & Milou. Husband/Wife.

my love my life my pain in the ass (❤️ todestochter / ayato + milou ❤️) //

Yae Miko & Milou. Chaotic Mother/Daughter.

truly you are your mother's daughter (🦊 todestochter / yae miko & milou 🦊) //

Ei & Milou. Estranged Mother/Daughter.

it takes more than being a mother to be a mom (💢 todestochter / ei & milou 💢) //

Wriothesley & Milou. Tormenter/Tormented & Partners In Crime.

my pain amuses you doesn't it? (💢 todestochter / wriothesley & milou 💢) //

spinnenwinter

Neuvillette & Navia. Potential (?) Romantic Ship.

loving a woman made of gold and stronger than iron (❤️ todestochter / neuvillette + navia ❤️) //

Neuvillette & Furina. Potential (?) Romantic Ship.

my heart is an river and it tied to your ocean (❤️ todestochter / neuvillette + furina ❤️) //

Way More Pending ;v;

thewaywardsnowflake

Diluc & Isolde. Lovers.

you are the ice that calms my unrelenting fire ( ❤️ thewaywardsnowflake / diluc + isolde ❤️) //

ahellofalotofmuses

Dehya & Sara. Lovers.

the heart of a lioness melts only for her tengu ( ❤️ ahellofalotofmuses / dehya + sara ❤️) //

bishonenprince

Jing Yuan & Sora. Lovers.

no matter how much space may separate us i will always come back to you ( bishonenprince /❤️ jing yuan + sora ❤️) //

Wriothesley & Sora. Bad Influence.

got a real good feelin' somethin' bad about to happen ( 👿 bishonenprince / wriothesley & sora 😇) //

wolfkcst

Jing Yuan & Eivor. Lovers.

this lion only bows to the wolf that hold his heart (❤️ wolfkcst / jing yuan + eivor ❤️) //

screenviolense

Jean & Wriothesley

a girl i want to be good for ( ❤️ screenviolense / wriothesley + jean ❤️) //

[b4ll4d33r-06]

rough around the edges, feeling the stony rough exterior you know has been smoothed down. you feel like thats how it used to be. soft, and smooth to the touch. but now its been smoothed over. as if abrasions happened to the rock. enoughto make it sharp around the edges, where one hurts others if they are pricked by the roughness. thats why in some places its smoothed over a bit more.

yes im talling ab diluc plwase leave me alone.

[reenaki]

My darling

[cluescorner]

I want to raise this man from the dead

Crepus Ragnvindr is lucky he’s dead because otherwise he would have to put up with the shenanigans I do with the other sus characters in the game. Like, I already bother Cyrus and Timaeus and the Fatui in Mondstadt a lot trying to figure out wtf those guys know. The last thing Mondstadt needs is another sus NPC present, ESPECIALLY given all the questions I have for him. 

Like, were you a harbinger or just a shady dude? Was it Dottore who gave you the delusion directly? Did you know that Kaeya was from Khaenri’ah and if not what did you think was going on? What was your relationship with the Knights, did you idolize them as much as your son or did you realize that they were as susceptible to corruption as anyone else as you grew old? And why did you let your son join the organization if you knew how effed up it was? ON THAT NOTE WHY TF WAS DILUC ALLOWED TO BECOME A CAPTAIN AT THE AGE OF 14?? SIR I GENERALLY THINK YOU WERE PROBABLY A DECENT DAD WHO TRIED HIS BEST BUT LIKE WTF IS UP WITH THAT DECISION SPECIFICALLY??? 

[frozenambiguity]

«The day Diluc is not such a bore is the day I rejoice».

[saetoru]

these are my babies <3

[rbtheartisan]

waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhh I just love Diluc so much......!!!!!!!!

[salsflore]

so ummmmm hi