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[milkbobatyun]

once again

pairing: various x reader

genre: angstober, events

summary: it was your date night, surely he didn't forget again, did he?

word count: 456

a/n: to mark the beginning of angstober, i present this piece (˶◜ᵕ◝˶) tysm to @yeonjunsfox for giving me the list of prompts !!

the cold wind nipped at your skin, goosebumps prickled your skin. rain pattered against the patio roof of the restaurant. rubbing your hands against your arms, you miserably try to bring some warmth to yourself. you had wanted to dress up nicely for your anniversary dinner, but the weather had other plans. the excitement of spending time with your lover had been diminished by the absence of said lover, the freezing wind your only companion. your foot tapped in rhythm with the rain against the concrete, the petriocor scent of rain mixing with the fragrance of food from the restaurant. as the seconds stretched on, you blew warm air into your hands, taking the opportunity to check your phone. the screen lit up with a picture the two of you took on your first date, the picture sparking a sense of melancholic cheer in your heart. it was 15 minutes past your planned booking time, yet no messages appeared. you tried to keep a cheerful hope alive in your heart. maybe he had run into traffic. maybe he was held back by some unexpected business matter. but with each passing minute, your hope cowered, drifting further away. what more should you have expected from him? it was the third time in a month he had either cancelled last minute or not shown up at all, only sending you a curt, distant apology over text instead.  blinking back the tears that gathered along your eyeline, you checked your phone for the 5th time in 15 minutes, hoping against hope that he was on his way, ignoring the sinking feeling in your chest. 20 minutes passed. 1 hour. once again, he did not come.  the waiter inside shot you a look of pity through the glass doors. the cold emptiness slowly seeped through your veins, the hope draining from your body. every time he ‘missed’ your date, your heart felt like it was steadily being crushed, cracks forming along the edge. the cracks had been forming over time, the gaps spreading inch by inch with every broken promise, every hasty apology. you had hit your breaking point. with a crisp and loud smash, you heard your heart shatter, the crystalline pieces slipping through your fingers, too scattered and lost to be repairable.  you were tired. tired of waiting for him. tired of forgiving him. you wondered, was it perhaps your fault, for mistaking the cracks as something worth holding onto. maybe you were in the wrong, for waiting, for hoping he would turn around and realise his mistakes.  maybe some people fall in love with the wrong people sometimes.

— reo, SCARAMOUCHE, aventurine, jingyuan, zhongli, neuvillette, levi ackerman, diluc, AYATO, dan heng, tsukishima, KENMA, sunday, MICHAEL KAISER, kageyama, OIKAWA, rin, sae, isagi, BEOMGYU, heesung, jay, jungwon, GOJO, geto, nanami, SYLUS + your favs

taglist (open): @yeonjunsfox

∧,,,∧ ( ̳• · • ̳)  © curated with love by milkbobayun 2024 / づ ♡

[kujousaramybeloved]

bunch of albedos and kaeyas today

[adoregojo]

he doesn't realise how lonely he is.

the birds nagging on the early morning was freaking annoying and made him wanted to block the window ten times more. he hated how his breakfast tasted, he added to much salt and now he keeps grimacing at every bite. the usual black stray cat on his doorstep keeps greeting him every morning, and all he could find to reply to it meowing was a frown. sunny days were nothing but a pain, the bright light hitting his face as if it was forcing him to like it. how vexing.

the difference shape of flowers peeking out from the next door store brings him nothing of a sense of joy, if anything he wanted to stay away from it due to it attracting the bugs. his coworkers never talk to him, not like he wants to talk to him. he never looked them in the eyes anyway.

he can clearly hear them, their whispers -that were too loud for him to hear- about him being likely an old grumpy grandpa in disguise, they even made bets on if he would smile one day. it didn't hurt him, he couldn't gave a good fuck for it, he just wanted this day to end so he could go home and never have to see anyone.

he doesn't take his shoes off when he's in the apartment, it was too much of a hassle and he doesn't get any visitors anyway. there's barely any food in his fridge, mostly leftovers. he just eats to survive another day. watching pointless tv shows that never truly entertained him, in fact he found them boring but as long as they kept him busy he didn't care.

winter was too cold, summer was too hot, autumn was stressful, and spring gets him a sick problems all the time.

he truly doesn't know where to enjoy anything in life.

well, until he met you.

all of a sudden, the birds melody doesn't sound so bad, so he opens the window for some fresh air. he stared to put afford in making breakfast, not his usual too slaty eggs it is now a fluffy pancakes with your guidance as you embraced him from behind. they weren't perfect, but the pleased noises you make after every bite made him proud. of course he doesn't forget to feed your cat, the same black cat that he claimed it was nothing but a bad luck.

he didn't realise of how much of a neighbours he had till he started coping how you greeted them, it was nice when they started sending you guys food. especially when you liked them and sometimes they'll send his favourite.

sunny days were welcomed now. especially when the bright light would hit on your skin causing a reflection that's making you a walking glowing star. maybe he liked the sun a bit now.

he made progress on talking back to him coworkers, instead of the silent treatment he actually looked at them knowledge them. he actually started looking at them when they speak to him because you told him it was rude not to. soon he was invited to lunch with them where he would show off his bento box you made for him, he was glad the whispers disappeared. he didn't get how much it bothered him till now.

the owner of the flower shop who was an old lady was now a common person he had to see every week, she remarked he was her most loyal client. he received a tones of advice and recommended flowers as well pinching his cheek as a farewell message. needless to say he always tried coming home -he stopped calling it an apartment- to you without an empty hand, having your favourite pair of flowers was a must now. as well taking off his shoes and putting it directly next to yours, this was it right place.

rethinking it now, winter may be still cold but at least he got the scarf you got for him warped up to his neck, if he buried his nose in the soft fur he could smell your cologne -a reason why it was his favourite one- summer was perfect for you two picnic dates, and every time he could kneel down and thank the sun for making you so blazing and sparkly.

autumn was where you would count the crunchy golden leaves, you sometimes warped yourself around it as if it was snow. it was his favourite memory since it made his heart beating fast. and in the end you were his spring, where his love would bloom for you again and again.

restaurants weren't a waste of money and time now. he has a prefers show and it was the one that made you laugh until the tears formed in your eyes, he honestly doesn't find them as funny but it makes you smile so he didn't care.

life stopped being meaningless afterwards, and he could finally say that he enjoyed living as long as it was beside you.

nagi, rin, sae, toji, choso, ushijima, kenma, diluc. kei, sakusa. you favs!

[hxnavira]

My parents after finding out my mental stability depends on fictional characters:

[chysalxsm]

Fav!character x fem!reader smut

CW:rough sex, hair pulling, fingers in mouth, praise, overstimulation, dumbification breeding, just nastyy

Imagine him being so worked up, that he takes his frustration out on you...

,,You know that I love you?" That's what he'll say to you before he fucks the shit out of you. He'll be so rough like he has never been before. He'll pull your hair while he's rutting into you from behind, rubbing your clit with his pointer and middle finger before pushing them into your mouth to muffle your desperate and needy moans. Whispering in your ear that you're doing great for him and that your little pussy feels so good around him.

You're just grabbing onto the sheets so hard that your fingers are almost turning white. Moans and whimpers leaving your swollen lips and vibrating around his fingers. The way he's fucking into you just feels so good that you're just gushing around him all the time, cunt clenching so hard and making him feel so good.

It's not long that you're cumming around his cock so hard that your thighs start to shake and you collapse with your upper body down onto the mattress. Your wet and overstimulated pussy is still getting abused with his fat cock as drool starts running down your mouth. You can't stop thinking about anything else but his cock making you feel so good that you cum the second time.

You're already fucked dumb on his cock as he finally releases his seed deep inside your womb, holding your hips tightly against his. The way he's filling you up makes your eyes roll back and come for the last time.

But did you really think that this was it? No, he needs to breed you, make you his even if it means that you'll collapse from the intense stimulation

[xyaehir]

all i need —

SYP — “girl ur made for me, cuz ur love is all i need” just scenarios <3

GEN. — fluff, crack

WARN. — gn!reader, not proofread

NOTES — yk i love the grumpy x sunshine and polar opposites troupe so why not incorporate some hints of that into this? might make a pt 2..

at first glance, not many people would expect either of you to pursue each other.

the way you both handle things are different, reactions and such. and when you think of that, there’s only one situation that comes to mind..

throwing your head back slightly, you laugh at one of his lame jokes. hand in hand, both of you turn the corner, still too invested in your conversation to take in the sight in front if you.

he’s the first one to look, halting his movements as he stays rooted to the ground. you, taking note of his tense form, stop to turn to him. cocking an eyebrow, you nudge him on his shoulder and worryingly ask, “babe? you okay?”

his mouth is agape a bit and his eyes are fixated on whats in front of him. seeing as he’s not gonna answer, you follow his line of sight and gasp slightly.

there in front of both of you stood a couple leaning against a wall, making out. you grimaced slightly, noticing their lust for each other through their eager movements. ‘they kiss like fish..,’ you thought, deadpanning.

you felt a tug on your arm, pulling you back.

“c’mon, let’s go before they see us. they might think we enjoy watching them eat each others’ face,” he whispered, hooking an arm around your waist.

you were about to comply but you thought of something way better than just ignoring it. a mischievous smile creeps its way on your face and he grows concerned, not liking that smug look on your face.

unraveling your arms from his, you gasp exaggeratedly, successfully catching the couples attention. they break away from each other reluctantly and flushed, glaring at you.

“i knew you had somebody else!” you screamed, stomping away and wiping away invisible tears from the corners of your eyes. he trails quickly after you, standing beside you as you both hide behind a wall.

“are you kidding me? ugh!” you hear one of them shuffling, probably walking away from the other one.

“wait, baby! i swear, i have no idea who that was!” the other one pleaded, scrambling after his ‘baby’. his thick accent making it all the more funnier.

you leaned forward, clutching your stomach in laughter. he stared at you in slight disbelief before joining in on your giggling.

“what are you doing?”

uh oh, caught in the act.

you turn around, hiding the item behind your back. you grin widely but sheepishly. “what do you mean?” you smile innocently, stuffing the perfume bottle up your shirt.

tilting his head slightly, he raises a brow, skeptical. he walks over to you and hastily snatches the bottle from your hands.

“hey! i wasn’t done with that,” you whined, reaching for it but to no avail. he held it far from your reach, above his head. he tsked.

“i’ll give it back if you tell me what you were doing.”

you sighed, mumbling something so soft it was barely audible. “huh?” he nearly squeaked.

“i wanted to spray my perfume on your clothes so when we go out, people know you’re taken,” you grumbled. “but mostly because people are doing it on tiktok..”

he didn’t stop babying you that whole afternoon. and he posted a tiktok about it. (it went viral)

it was a nice noon. the birds were chirping, the grass seemed greener and your boyfriend was throwing a tantrum.

“i don’t wanna!”

“stop acting like a baby. its not that bad.”

“this isn’t fair.”

“what isn’t fair? you lost the bet, you have to do my dare,” you huff victoriously, smirking slightly.

he sighs, knowing there’s no way of convincing you to let him off. “fine, help me find one.”

“gladly,” you chirped, bouncing on the balls of your feet gently. your eyes scanned around the park before locking on someone. “right there,” you whispered, leaning to him and pointing at the person with your lips.

you shoo him to approach the person. he shakes his head and complies, walking backwards to cast you a pouty look to which you rolled your eyes at.

“excuse me?” he asked, approaching said persons line of sight. she smiled at him, waving, “hello! is there anything i can do for you?”

“i just wanted to tell you that your child is the chosen one,” he replied bluntly, pointing at her swollen stomach.

the woman blinked at him.

“child? i’m not pregnant.” she narrowed her eyes at him.

“oh.”

he ran away, dragging you with him before your knees buckled from your wheezing.

— (bllk) NAGI, SAE, RIN (genshin) DILUC, alhaitham (star rail) DAN HENG, jing yuan, BLADE (haikyuu) SUNA, TSUKI (KNY) GIYU, sanemi (ENCANTO) CARLOS, CAMILO () YOUR FAVES

@xyaehir 2023. This is my content, inspired or not. Do not translate, copy or plagiarise my works in any way. Reblogs and likes are greatly appreciated. <3

[r3linx]

Big men, who you swear you could beat in a fight but in reality it wouldn’t take an ounce of strength from him to completely crumble you to pieces whenever he wants. His big and beefy body being able to crush your bones under a few seconds. Taking action and simply folding you under them whenever he hears your statement of you being way stronger than him. Palms bigger than yours, fingers longer and thicker, comparing yours to his, your fingertips reaching just about past his second knuckles, him holding your wrists together above your head, knees next to you on both side of you as his weight pushed you further and further into the mattress and not being able to get out of his grasp no matter how much you’re tossing around; or scooping you up and throwing you around anytime and everywhere he wants. And don’t even get started on the oh but i’m bigger body type. These men literally does not give a flying fuck about it, he will do it anyways.

Big and soft men, who would never hurt you from their will since causing hurt to you in any form or shape could make him lose his mind. Also protecting you from everything that means a possible danger to you, showing no mercy to anyone who in fact isn’t you. And when it comes to times when you get hurt and the cause is indeed him, he internally eats himself up from the inside about how could he been so thoughtless when he promised to himself all he will give to you is pure love and affection. It takes a few caresses on his cheeks and a couple of kisses and he’s already melted in your arms, only focusing on you and the thought of beating himself up is completely forgotten.

Big, soft and mean men, who could tease you all night, ‘till dawn, because what could you do? Punch him? Yes, you could try but we all know it’s nothing against him. So you just patiently wait there, looking pretty, while they’re mercilessly play games with you. These men can also rail you until you basically and literally see stars, going at a relentless pace without faltering the hold they have on you. Nails bruising your hips, thighs and waist every single time you’re together and by now you just learned to handle it in silence. You did try to warn him about it and they learned from it for brief 5 minutes at max, then lust covered their vision once again and got back to his usual behavior, we could say that he almost snapped his hips against you even more greedily this time. But even then, they don’t do this out of will… most of the times..

And it gets even ‘worse’ when your pretty fingers doesn’t even reach around his girth, struggling there with both of your hands, sitting between his muscled thighs and choking you with every inch you take further into your mouth. Him fucking into your mouth, not giving you any breaks or time to collect yourself, he doesn’t bother to stop himself and by the time, he’s the one who guides your head up and down on him. Tears collecting in the corner of your eyes, ready to spill. Oh how much he loves to see your face contorted like this, your cheeks flushed deep red and lips swollen. It could be almost enough to make him come just from that sight, feeling him twitch in your mouth and in response a muffled moan escaped your throat, sending vibrations through his body, up his spine, making him throw his head back immediately. His palms almost stuck in your hair, gripping and pulling on your well-cared locks like his life depended on it but you just couldn’t feel it from the ache of your jaw, the pain was stronger and by the time he could finish, all your nerves went numb.

So in conclusion, was he stronger than you? Yes. And will you ever admit it? Well, probably no. ♡

genshin: DILUC; kaeya; ZHONGLI; ayato; BAIZHU; WRIOTHESLEY; alhaitham; hsr: JING YUAN; gallagher; dan heng; GEPARD; WELT; caelus; bllk: KUNIGAMI; NAGI; reo; ISAGI; otoya (?); rin (?); sae tokrev: MIKEY; draken; RINDOU; ran; hamna; valorant: SOVA; phoenix; chamber; gekko; ISO; obey me: lucifer; SATAN; BEELZEBUB; SOLOMON; haikyu: DAICHI; KAGEYAMA; kuro; iwaizumi; oikawa; BOKUTO; akaashi (?); suna (?); ATSUMU; ushijima;

AND ALL YOUR FAVS! ♡♡

[morverenmaybewrites]

Ugh. Give me this for an enemies-to-lovers Diluc back in his Fatui hunting days. Back when he was all fire and righteous fury, back when he was driven half-mad with animal grief.

Imagine being part of the Fatui, maybe even one of the researchers who ended up creating Delusions. Imagine the guilt eating away at your bones, all the way down to the marrow, as you see your creation being used for something you never intended.

Imagine the growing fear at seeing entire Fatui camps being cut down in the middle of the night: supplies turn to ash, your companions coming away with horrific burns.

Imagine thinking to yourself: finally, finally, the Archons have turned their gazes upon you. Finally, you will be punished. Finally, there will be absolution.

And then, imagine the confusion as you walk into another ruined camp, and finding not an avenging god, but a man, bleeding out in the snow. He is bleeding from a thousand cuts, feverish with wounds ill-cared for.

He is dying.

Yet, when his eyes find yours, you see no weakness in them. You see only fire. You see only hate.

His cracked lips pull into a snarl and he says Fatui as if it is a curse.

He is dying and oh, how he still burns.

And you realize, with a flash of clarity, that is the man who has razed entire camps to the ground. This is the man who has killed so many of your companions.

And you hesitate, but only for a second, before you kneel right next to him on the bloodstained snow.

And you help him, as best you can.

You are not sure why you do. Or perhaps you are, but you are not ready to speak it yet. You can only feel it in your guilt-eaten bones, in the hollow of your throat: you are still looking for absolution, for a retribution you once feared would never come. And perhaps this man is the key to it.

After all, fire destroys, it burns.

But it also purifies.

[lieyarzy]

How cold

In a bustling city, there lived a man who was known for his cold and distant demeanor. He had a reputation for being unapproachable and indifferent towards others. But little did they know, behind that icy exterior, there was a heart that belonged to only one person - his beloved.

One evening, as the sun began to set, the man found himself standing on a busy street corner, waiting for his lover. The air was filled with the sounds of cars honking and people rushing by, but he paid no attention to the chaos around him. His focus was solely on the anticipation of seeing his partner.

Finally, he spotted them in the distance, walking towards him with a smile on their face. As they drew closer, the man's heart skipped a beat, and a warmth spread through his chest. He couldn't help but feel a sense of calm and happiness whenever they were near.

Without a word, the man reached out and gently took their hand in his. It was a simple gesture, but it spoke volumes about the depth of his feelings. In that moment, the world around them seemed to fade away, and it was just the two of them, connected by an invisible thread of love.

They walked together, hand in hand, through the bustling city streets. The man's cold exterior seemed to melt away as he looked at his lover, their eyes filled with adoration and affection. He would do anything for them, and they knew it.

As they passed by a street vendor, the man noticed a small bouquet of flowers. Without hesitation, he let go of his lover's hand and approached the vendor. He carefully selected a bouquet of their favorite flowers, a soft smile playing on his lips.

When he returned to his lover, he presented them with the flowers, his eyes sparkling with love. Their face lit up with joy, and they embraced him tightly, feeling the warmth radiating from his heart.

In that moment, the man realized that his love for his partner had transformed him. He had gone from being cold and distant to being someone who would drop anything for their happiness. Their love had thawed his icy exterior and brought out the warmth and tenderness that had always been within him.

From that day forward, the man continued to be known for his cold demeanor to the outside world. But those who knew him well understood that beneath that icy facade was a heart that belonged to his beloved, a heart that would always melt at the sight of their smile. And in their love, he found his truest and most genuine self.

[torusdove]

Hi! As a small thank-you for reaching one-hundred followers, I wanna do something special! I want it to be Mother's Day themed, so that's what's gonna happen!

You may request a character, and I will write a small scenario or blurb with a Mother's Day theme. I only write for anime men of the following series: Jujutsu Kaisen, Haikyū, Blue Lock, Bungō stray Dogs, Chainsaw Man and Genshin Impact (yes, m'aware it's not an anime!).

I will pick the seven characters who get the most votes! I will also be taking my own country's date (12th of May) as a guideline.

A proper, official heading will follow soon!

Thank you all so much for your kind, kind support. Hoping this can convey my love and satisfaction, even if it's just for a little! <3

[thatdeadaquarius]

LSKDJSKDKD IM GLAD I WAS BEING OF HELP IN ANY WAY :D

Kinda ask but also not :

What would you do if you were isekaid to genshin (in your different AUs: genz language, language barrier, blunt reader...)

Or if you got isekaid with one of your friend or follower(pspspsps me)

WE WOULD HAVE A FEILD DAY IN ALL OF THOSE LMFAO

So I have other ppls asks that r older than this but this'll be pretty short/its kinda not a request/ask? so ill go ahead and post this one first :) 💙

The ungodly amount of AUs I have now (my askers have?? I feel like yall made these tho):

FIRST OF ALL, IM ON MY FEET IN SECONDS- IF U RMEMBER ONE OF MY OLD ASKS WHERE I SAID "U will not be one of those isekai protagonists who dont know wtf is going on/wont accept what happen, esp when their lives depended on it"

I PARTIALLY SAID THAT BC THAT WILL BE ME

I AM AWARE. I AM COOL. I AM ROLLING WITH THE PUNCHES.

any of these chaotic language AUs i am on my toes for goddamit

Im drawing pictures to communicate, im doin charades, any method i can if words dont work

.

IF ITS THE BLUNT AU I WOULD NEVER SHUT UP

It would just be too funny for me to be able to be quiet, im making ppl laugh im scaring ppl bc they think im an eldritch god

What a dream💖 *wistful sigh

Thats part of the reason i wrote about that AU bc i WOULD LOVE THAT ONE

YALL COMING WITH ME??!! :

We would quite possibly end the world

Im kinda but also kinda not joking

It would just be utter chaos

U my good fellow, seem to be hot on the uptake so i would assume we would make a gameplan pretty quick once we like too a second to

FREAK TF OUT WE IN GENSHIN

like, if it was just me i think Id just be excited for a few minutes

But if we both there??

Screaming, jumping up and down, i have taken ur hands and am spinning you LMAO

Hope no characters come by and see us bc we would be actin like Absolute Buffoons (even if u wouldnt normally be act like that in this situation i WOULD FORCE U TO JOIN AND GET HYPE)

Also 2 idiots r better than 1 idiot /lh

So if we put our heads together...

We might just get a braincell and make a sweet life for ourselves in Teyvat

(plus would help with homesickness + culture shock)

THANK U FOR THE UNHINGED IDEAS LOL

I think in any situation in Isekais, I would seem feral to all the other characters bc i would be doin shit like breaking Nahida out of her prison with fireworks lol

Cheers,

🌒🌧🌊Aquarius♒️🌌🌘

♡the beloveds (sorry if this doesnt count! i figured it was close enough to sagau i might as well tag yall)

@karmawonders / @0rah-s lol ur own ask im doin it anyway LMAO / @randomnatics

[chysalxsm]

- Needy dom's / NSFW

My nanami story was flopping so I deleted it.. well I mean I haven't posted for three months so who am I to expect for it to be getting attention. Anyways here's another one of these cause I just love writing those!!! (Btw you can imagine your fav ;))

CW: Needy! character x fem!reader, pussy drunk, pet names ( baby, angel, slut), hair pulling, body worship (kinda??), rough sex (mentioned)

Gosh needy dom's that just can't help but moan in so much pleasure when they're inside you for the first time. Your pretty pussy is so fucking tight and wet around their fat cock that it feels like they're already going to come like a virgin.

,,God.. I'll never pull out from that perfect cunt.."

He just can't help his thrust getting even harder and harder, it feels like that his hips are moving from his own. He's just so fucking pussy drunk that he can't imagine fucking other woman anymore. Your pussy is just the best.

,,God.. I'm gonna come.."

He'll groan, moan and whimper at how good you're feeling, how pretty you sound when he hits that sweet spot of yours that makes you see stars...how he's wrapping his arms around you and pulling you unbelievably close to him just so he can praise you and moan right next to your ear, kiss your back and neck in a needy manner.

,,Fuck, you feel so good baby...You make me feel so, so good angel.."

And when he's close his thrust get sloppy, his fingers rubbing your clit so fucking good that your eyes roll back, climaxing and tightening around him so deliciously that he's filling you up to the brim.

Yet he doesn't stop, his mind is foggy with lust and want. He wants you, he wants to breed you, wants to never pull out of you..

He's whispering sweet nothings in your ear, pushing your hair back and arching your back, as he pounds you so good from behind. His palm muffling your moans..god you just sounded so more desperate that way..

,,Fuck baby! If you keep clenching around me like that...I might come again and again.."

It feels like hours have already passed by how many times you came, by how often you screamed his name out, the name of the guy that makes you feel like you're on cloud nine.

,,God again?..Such a pretty slut..how many times did you already come? Is it the ninth time?"

He sounds so needy moaning your name, letting his hands roam your body in a way that makes you feel loved, appreciated and desired. He loved your body and he couldn't get enough of it..

[xyaehir]

dreamin’

SYP — when your heart says yes, but your brain says no. you don’t know which to follow, but you do know that the offer wont last long.

GEN. — fluff w a twinge of angst

WARN. — gn!reader, reader is described as pretty, soft men

NOTES. — hi loves!! hope u guys had a good day. sorry for being so inactive. maybe i’ll still write but mainly focus on drabbles. did u guys see the girl in red ref 🤭

it’s like you’re dreaming.

the rain thumps on your window softly. in contrast to the relentless downpour outside, your room emits a cozy glow, linen and warm.

looking down on the man sprawled across your lap, you brush his hair away from his face. he looks peaceful like this. carefree and completely relaxed, a sight of vulnerability. he wouldn’t show this side of him to anyone but you.

you’ve been waiting for this day, haven’t you?

your feather-like touch tickles the apple of his cheeks, stirring him awake.

“‘m sorry, did i wake you?” your smile so bright he squints his eyes to focus on you. you look so pretty and he loves this view. the moon’s light shines on your face, the upturned corner of your mouth and the tip of your nose. you look ethereal.

he shakes his head. “no, ‘s okay. i wasn’t even asleep anyway,” he lies through that sweet smile of his. a rush of memories hit him as he traces each crevice of your face.

he remembers how that exact smile of yours drooped slightly in devastation that day. the day he left you. the exact day of the previous year when you both swore that you would be each other’s. you remember the feeling, like a slap to the face.

so why? why was he back? and why were you so willing to take him back?

a comfortable silence takes over and you move your hand to ruffle his hair. your fingertips caress his messy mop with utmost care, as if he was going to break like glass with the slightest pressure. your fingernails scratch his scalp and he instantly relaxes. well, his arms around your waist don’t.

“we can’t keep doing this, y’know?” you sigh, rubbing his back gently. he could feel his heart weigh down and the fuzzy feeling in his chest ceases. he knows what you mean, but he wishes he doesn’t.

“keep doing what?” his voice is still raspy and tired, like it was every single morning when you woke beside him.

“this. all of this.” he hears his heart crack and he thinks you did too. “it’s wrong,” you add, ignoring how your heart thumps.

“then take me back.” you jump slightly, not expecting how immediate his response was. “if you take me back, everything will be the same again. like this all never happened,” he trailed off.

you know its sincere. you know you missed this, him. you miss his smile, his laugh, his voice. he does too. he knows you miss him, and he misses you as well.

you’re silent, and he hates when you are. he wants to hear your voice.

say something, anything.

the thumping in your heart gets so loud, you can hear it in your ears. your mind goes blank, not knowing which to follow, your heart, or your brain?

because your heart screams yes, but your brain yells no.

it’s like you’re dreaming.

— (bllk) NAGI, SAE, RIN (genshin) CHILDE, DILUC, KAEYA (star rail) DAN HENG, JING YUAN, BLADE (haikyuu) SUNA, TSUKI (KNY) GIYU, SANEMI () YOUR FAVES

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[milaisreading]

Somebody made a tweet how it would look like if we put our favorite characters into one idol group... And mine is flopping. Only 3 (max 4) people here know how to sing or use a music instrument

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya has a habit of stealing and hoarding little things from people he loves. Small seemingly innocuous items going missing at random? Chances are, Kaeya is behind it.