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not even gonna hate watch the new show 🖤
#seeing what otherz have been saying#im all good#didn't intend to watch it anyways#but wow this is baaaaaad#yakozy talks
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Wanted to mess with charcoals again, so here's a little Hal and Sunny based on a memory I have of my own dad.
#otacon#sunny emmerich#hal emmerich#metal gear solid#Pikmin#he was obsessed with pikmin back then. would come home from work and play for hours#obviously I did not have Dave is a fill in for my mom lmao.#anyway Hal absolutely would play video games late into the night and Sunny would watch when she was supposed to be in bed#my art#it's very gesture. i didn't intend to polish it at all. i like how scratchy it is#also sunny has a blanket purely because that was my item™ as a kid
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#i kept... procrastinating........... sorry to everyone who gave me a character for taking so long....#my art#digital#worm#wormblr#i like.. most of these 👍#ive struggled a lot with my alec design but i think im finally starting to get somewhere with him#that specific emma is from arc 5. her dad mentions taylors moms death and taylor lashes out and emma cant help from smiling#so she leans forward on the desk and covers her mouth#the sleeper.... ok so his whole deal is intentionally vague in canon#because someone told wildbow he doesnt need to explain every single deatail about every cape that shows up#so i was able to do whatever the fuck#basically his power is visually described as a not-rainbow storm thats large enough to cover a good chunk of a large city#out of canon wildbow says the only capes whod be able to survive his storm would need to be indestructible or have an impenetrable mind#so i thought yo. i recently watched a video about a short scifi horror story about how certain fractals make people die from looking at the#and the only person who didnt die from seeing the worst one had trained himself by looking at less dangerous fractals#so.. there the sleeper is ig.. a vague figure in the center of a giant fractal mess#i didn't INTEND for aisha to be looking at alec but no harm no foul. its kinda cute#anyway i spent most the day finishing this and now i think i dont wanna draw digitally ever again?
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I think a lot about the depictions of Troilus' death that feature Achilles trying to prise him with a gift of doves instead of the immediate promise of death.
I've alluded to it before, but I tend to look at Achilles and Apollo as comparison cases - maybe not explicitly foils because I'm petty and that would imply that Achilles is narratively equal to Apollo and I don't want to give him that kind of honour even in a bit of casual analysis - but certainly as characters who gain a great deal of complexity when their actions are contextualised in context of each other's. The ambush of Troilus is just one of those funny little things that gets my mind a-whirring.
Because to me, Apollo's 'Troilus' so to speak is Kassandra. Kassandra, who Apollo coveted and wished to court. Kassandra, who was offered a great gift that would have undoubtedly forever marked her as one of Apollo's if she had accepted. Kassandra, who takes the gift but rejects the god and is cursed for her deception. Kassandra, whose curse makes her experience a thousand deaths over and over with no way of communicating such disaster to those around her.
The Achilles who falls in love with Troilus upon seeing his beauty and wishes to make a conquest of him is much the same to me. The biggest difference between Troilus and Kassandra though is that Troilus' rejection is much more physical. Those doves are nothing more than a symbol of the type of sacrifice Troilus would be; if he accepted them, he would die a docile death, sweet and quiet, a necessary casualty to turn the winds like Iphigenia. Except Achilles' love is nothing like Agamemnon's and it is nothing like Apollo's.
In the face of rejection, Achilles' instinct is to maim, it is to destroy. He was always going to kill Troilus - for the sake of the campaign, the boy had to die - but there was no dove's death, no quick and easy knife through the heart, no spit into an open mouth. Troilus' death is a brutal, drawn-out thing, a chase through the sand, a dragging that bruises his skin, a ripping of his hair, a violation of his flesh, a maiming of his corpse. As far as sacrifices go, it's an apalling one. None would dare to treat an animal set to be sacrificed before a god with that kind of brutality, sacrifices were meant to be blemishless and beautiful, something the gods would find appealing. Iphigenia was given away in her wedding finery, Kassandra was dressed as though to seduce a god. Troilus was a dove with his wings broken and his feathers pulled, whose death cries must've been like the terrible hollering of all birds when they try to alert their kind to a predator.
And as fucked as that is, I love it. It sets Achilles' love as this stormy, squallish thing that bleeds into his rage, it establishes that for him, love and wrath are but two sides of the same blade. Troilus was a necessary sacrifice, but he is in no way given even a modicum of the same dignity his contemporaries are and a part of me is just continually intrigued by this.
#greek mythology#ginger chats about greek myths#I didn't intend to bring Iphigenia into this but she's also handshake emoji with Kassandra and Troilus so here she is#It's super interesting - I consider Troilus and Kassandra as heralds of different turning points in the war#Troilus' death marks the end of that nebulous phase where the Achaeans' actions are ultimately meaningless because they cannot defeat#divine providence with their mortal attempts#and Kassandra's assault is when the last of the gods abandon Troy (the place) for its sack#I've also always found it super fun that Apollo was stopped from intervening with the Troilus assault but Athena#willfully turns her gaze away so she doesn't have to watch Kassandra's defilement on her altar#The different features at play connecting Troilus and Kassandra (and Iphigenia) have always fascinated me oh my gosh#Also the different flavours of love on display at each of the sacrifices#Apollo's Achilles' and Agamemnon's desires are all extremely different but the objects of their affection ends up the same#The savage twist that follows the rejection of those desires is also super interesting when compared#anyway that's a ramble for a different day lmao#the iliad#achilles#apollo#troilus#kassandra#iphigenia
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Truth or Dare with Yan!Chrollo
Playing truth or dare with Yan! Chrollo seems so childish on the outside because I mean, come on, it's a game we'd all play at recess in our childhood.
But it's no game when it's with chrollo. Because on one hand, it can be a great way to get answers and get him to do (most of) what you want, if you can convince him to play. On the other hand, it can be so, so dangerous.
Because while Chrollo knows you are probably playing this game just to get answers or get him to do something, he knows he has an equal advantage. But considering he's, well....Chrollo, He'll somehow have the upper hand.
If you haven't already succumbed to Stockholm Syndrome, it can be both exciting and difficult. I mean, really difficult. "Alright then, I'll play along. Truth, or dare?" He asks, finally setting down his book and deciding that at least it's one way to get your attention. And if he requests something difficult enough, perhaps you'll quit asking him. And if you don't quit, well, it will just confirm his theory that you really want something.
If you pick truth, well, he expected that. It's the safest option, to be fair. But don't be fooled. It's still not safe at all. "What's one thing that you do like that I do when I show you affection? Oh, and don't even consider lying, your body language will give you away." Something like that, anyway. and the questions will only get worse.
If you pick dare? Wow, you're feeling a bit more adventurous, aren't you? Your practically begging for it, he thinks. "Come here, sit on my lap." It'd start off small, but it would build to something worse than any truth he asked you.
If you HAVE succumbed to Stockholm Syndrome already, however, things will be more pleasant because he knows he doesn't have to force affection out of you. And if he's sure you love him enough, he might even be less suspecting of you trying to take advantage of him. But he'll still have that voice in his head telling him you are, especially if you only just started returning his affection.
Dares won't always have to be so...intimate. They can be, if he is especially in that mood and he thinks you are, too. But sometimes, they're just nice. Like, "Come here, my dear. This whole game would be much nicer if I can hold you the entire time, hm?" At this point, he probably only asks for truths. You might as well just not call it truth or dare, and rather "Cuddling with Chrollo while you ask each other questions". The only person who would be requesting dares when you're in his arms is you, because he wants to chill now that you're with him. He'd probably ask for sweet gestures, like a kiss on the cheek or something simple.
Truths can range from him asking you deep thinking questions, things about philosophy, your moral ground, what you'd do in certain situations, and on occasions, just whatever he's curious about you to know.
"What's something you've never told me before?"
"Hmm...Sometimes, when I say I need I hug, I don't really. Sometimes I only say this because I think you need a hug.
...Chrollo?"
If you answered something super sweet and affectionate like that, he'd take a moment to just....let that sink in, before hugging you tightly nuzzling your neck or kissing you. "You're so sweet, my dear."
He really thought it was super sweet. His dead heart was already beating when he was holding you, or just in your presence, but after that? He may seem calm on the exterior, but inside his heart erupted into fireworks. He might consider doing something sweet for you back, like getting you something he knows you'd enjoy.
He'd, of course, fill out his dares to the best of his ability and answer his truths 100% honestly, but don't be too surprised when you come to face with loopholes. This is Chrollo, what did you expect? Even if you're affectionate back, expect at least some loopholes. Though, it's a lot less and a lot less severe than if you didn't return the affection.
Just do yourself a favor, and just...try to love him back. It'll make things much easier for the both of you. Maybe your pride won't let you (or the fact he's a mass murderer), but seriously, it'd just be a lot easier. So give it a try. Besides, it might not be all that bad?
#holy cow#I did not expect it to be this long#I just wanted to write based off of this meme I saw#I didn't intend it to be longer than 3 paragraphs to be honest#also I was rewatching squid game earlier and I thought about childhood games and chrollo is always on my mind so I put it together#I should write something about chrollo watching squid game lol#he'd ruin it#I'm sure#anyway#i write for you#chrollo x reader#yandere chrollo x reader#chrollo#yandere chrollo
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Jayce telling vi she won't make it on her own.... okay mr. projector...
#viktor just turned his body into the arcane and you dont even know!!! his leg is purple!!!!#im not going to excuse vi for saying the kid knew what he was getting into bc he didn't bc he is a kid (here we have ms. projector)#but telling jayce he has always been complicit of this he just didnt have to see it... yeah exactly.#and like she obviousky regrets the kid dying but it was jayces fault lmao why does he blow up on her??? the name calling got to him#jayce thinking omg he is going to off himself and viktor just trying to hide the evidence of his murder akdhsksj well yes he does want to...#i was wondering why the council was so Flabbergasted about the nation of zaun?? like they dont care and basically dont intervene#in the undercity bc they don't have any interest or profit in there. they don't gain anything at all from there.#so of course when silco asks jayce says sure fuck it. the only thing the council needs from zaun is the gemstone and its not even theirs#it's probably just fear of agression towards piltover as another nation and not something they can control or repress#silcos reaction to cait being wheeled in akdhaksj it sounds like he said 'what' he probably didnt know the girlfriend part... understandable#i forgor about her bringing the platter out... like ofc i didnt forget it but i didnt see it coming there. with bad memory you can be#surprised every time you watch the same show 👍🏻#i haven't cried because well the foruth time is a stretch now to cry but i still got chills at the end with the missile impacting....#and like whay would have happened if cait didn't free herself.... like ofc she would have bc everyone in that room could have killed her#not vi etc etc but she did just leave her so who knows really#anyways the monsters appearing in jinxs vision when vi mentions her past family is so poignant to her change.... they dont have the intended#reaction vi meant.... and silco is trying to shut her up for jinx's sake and look what happened to him. like vi really couldn't understand#her sister now and maybe back then either.... like not to be a silco apologist but it seems like he was the only one who could handle her#maybe im exaggerating but it would have gone wrong either way i think like no matger how much love there is in between them#idk man its so bad. like maybe this could have been avoided but it would have gone wrong in a different way for sure#and this couldn't have been avoided#talking tag#watching arcane#three weeks away still.... what now....
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You know, for as much as I didn't like all the romance soap opera drama and what happened with a lot of the ATLA cast in Legend of Korra, I can admit that just because it wasn't my thing and bothered me in a lot of instances doesn't make it necessarily bad per se. I just think there were some weird decisions character-wise
However. I did not like what they did with Wan and the Harmonic Convergence, and I am quite confident in saying that it thematically weakened the show and was a wasted opportunity to do something truly special with the concept of the Avatar itself
#storyrambles#it's been a long time since i've watched lok#so bear in mind i may not be remembering everything clearly. but. i do have a rewrite concept for this part. it's very simple.#i'm not going to pretend i'm better than the original writers or anything. but i do think in this instance it's more thematically meaningfu#anyways i didn't actually hate lok (i liked it!!! i love avatar korra actually!!!) and i don't think it deserves the hate it gets at all#it's still a stellar show. i just think it has a set of very particular weaknesses that made it less effective than it could've been#but yeah. harmonic convergence. could've been so damn good.#instead we... get rid of the whole yin-yang balance aspect to make the avatar the big good and lock half of a balanced set in a tree???#:/#eh. i'm not putting this in main tags because it's a criticism and also i really just intend for this to be seen by people following me
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It should come as no surprise to anyone who has been here for the past three years that I would eventually cave and watch the my hero academia stage play so here’s some bad screenshots of it
the guy who plays Mic is clearly having a blast, and I am here for it
also Him
my man Yusuke <3
Babey
Mic being confused by Aoyama doing his thing where he stares at the camera
*TodoIida shipping intensifies*
Also these two just having a good time playing off each other
#bnha#my hero academia#i don't know any of the actors other than yusuke i'm sorry#it's not hetamyu#(and by that I mean i don't intend to become obsessed and make this my personality for the next three years)#but i didn't intend for that with hetamyu either#until after i watched the third one at least#but it was fun and i need to track down the others and watch those now#anyway#if any of you have also watched the stage play and want to talk about about it#i'm down for that#(also somebody please tell me how to tag for it)
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the only way to watch tv shows the way they were meant to be watched is through DVDs isn't it? I keep hearing of tv shows that netflix has made major editing/aspect ratio/music changes, once again cementing netflix as my archnemesis. yes I'm pedantic, it's my only talent
#I remember trying to watch tos on netflix once and#well first of all they had the og unaired pilot listed as the first episode which#kirk isn't even in that episode imagine how confusing that is for general audiences#it just heightens the barrier of entry because you would watch the first episode and then the second is kind of a completely different cast?#and then they also changed the aspect ratio from 4:3 to 16:9#which is just? inconvievable to me???#you basically end up with a bunch of shit cropped out#and I've heard of other shows where netflix didn't bother getting the rights to the music#so they just replaced the songs??#as if the songs are just interchangeable and the creators don't put crazy amounts of thought into the song choices??#and watching the (initial release) dvds is probably the only way you can guarantee you are getting the viewing experience as intended#(besides watching as they air obviously)#because streaming makes it so easy for shows to be altered without the viewer having any idea#and i guess that just doesn't sit right with me#so anyways i guess if you are able to then buy dvds of your favorite shows and movies because there's no guarantee they'll be there#and if they are there's no guarantee they'll be the version the creators intended for you to watch
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When will the cruel mental illness be over...
#was feeling absolutely wretched last night after I showered so I decided to watch a Big Country concert from 1995#and not only was it ROUGH but I was also spoiled of some of BC's 'Why the Long Face?' songs and I was like#'oh no...this is what that album sounds like? so gratingly and unmistakeably '90s that they could've been by Alanis Morrisette#and I wouldn't have known the difference? ah. well...great. now I know how I'll feel about that album.' :| lol#(I actually do not intend shade toward Alanis btw. but surely anyone understands that by listening to even Jagged Little Pill it sounds#like there is no way those songs could've come from literally any other decade but the '90s. and that's what that BC album sounds like too#I'm betting. :/ which is disappointing tbh. although I liked ''I'm Not Ashamed''! but it too ended very '90s-ish and I was like 'dammit'...#well! now I know what order I'll listen to BC's last three albums in; saving WTLF for last...lol#also no watching the concert did not make me feel better and I didn't even finish it (but I was too tired to anyway)
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can't believe i'm saying this but in the current Bollywood economy this absolute trainwreck/komèss of a fucking film that is Fighter (2024) could have been worse. like 'Kashmir Files' level worse. that being said the only way i am watching this all the way through ever again is if i transfer the file to my computer to try and make some fucking gifs and even that's not guaranteed
#film: fighter (2024)#fighter#fighter 2024#hrithik roshan#deepika padukone#bollywood#local gay watches Bollywood.txt#local gay watches Fighter (2024) bc fuck it they need some bisexuality on their screen.txt#damn we didn't even get to find out why Mr. Torch the Indians had permanent pink eye. setup and no delivery smh#in all seriousness tho. we're late. we got stuck in traffic but we're here now and by extension—#Anand. i'm outside your house now Anand. you have thirty seconds to explain to me why this needs to be a franchise after#you upped the propaganda so hard it couldn't even release in the Gulf countries. never write a screenplay again for this if you#intend to stay on this train i mean it. stick with the spy universe it would do you well#i just wanted to see Deepika and Hrithik and the rivals-to-lovers line. i got jingoism in spades a shattered polycule and stress#do feel vindicated that most critics agreed with me that the cuts to the musical numbers that weren't directly imbedded in film#made no sense. that chopper dream sequence in the pool keeps haunting me and i don't like it#anyway. 5/10. is that too low. 6/10. i've seen worse. i need to answer asks in my inbox about this sksksksk
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Tell me how does it feel When your heart grows cold? How does it feel? How should I feel? Tell me how does it feel To treat me like you do?
#aliasedit#alias#irina derevko#julian sark#userthing#irina x sark#irina x khasinau#isplus#myedit#that sark/khasinau gif... the pure hatred in khasinau's eyes... INSANE.#khasinau feeling threatened by a 20 year old will NEVER not be funny. i mean he was right. he was literally right. right about everything.#he knew that irina was planning on killing him and that sark was counting on her to do it. knew that sark was on his way to replacing him.#knew that irina and sark were already making plans together - plans that did not involve him in any way.#and it's insane to think about how he probably watched sark grow up. probably knew him as a child.#probably didn't take him seriously - didn't see him as a threat - until it was too late.#and after he realized what was happening - he also realized how many chances he had to put a stop to it.#and how it wouldn't have mattered anyway. killing sark in his sleep when he was ten years old wouldn't have fixed anything.#irina would've just started all over again with someone else. because she had always intended to replace him with someone younger.#with someone who had no life before her. with someone EASILY impressed EASILY manipulated EASILY led.#the reason why she'd choose sark over khasinau - khasinau who she first met when she was eighteen;#khasinau who was her kgb superior; who followed her into the criminal world;#who chose her over his past over his family over his country over every single person in his life;#who stayed by her side in her shadow now content with following HER orders -#the ONLY reason the ONLY explanation possible is that she was there to follow sark's progress from the very beginning.#she was there when he saw a gun for the first time in his life. and she was there when he first killed someone.#she was there every step of the way. and she knows him better than he knows himself.#and she'd choose sark over khasinau because khasinau knows what it's like to have power over her and use that power against her.#and putting him in a situation where he might be tempted to again is unthinkable. he might remember what it's like - to have freedom.#sark doesn't want freedom from her. she made sure of it. surrendering to the cia when it's sark on the outside is a better option.#like who would you choose. someone you made from clay all by yourself or someone who used to control your life when you were eighteen.
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I generally hate when people get exposed for doing something ~problematic~ and people that already didn't like that person for unrelated reasons get to be like 'oh I always knew that. they just had bad vibes. you should've known' like it really reinforces this idea that certain people are just intrinsically bad and you can somehow sniff it out. you can just not like someone you don't need a reason or a callout post about it and that's fine and healthy. so like please know that I'm saying this with no claims that I totally knew it all along and I had no deep reasons for being a hater. but I am really enjoying the latter half of the new hbomb video lmao
#i just didn't like the guy because I thought he was pretentious and posted long videos too often#which. well we know how he made videos so quickly now lmao but I wasn't even thinking of that I was just tired of his voice#anyway I'm up past my intended bedtime watching the video I'm having fun#reilly.txt
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btw I started watching MLP and I now see why ages ago I got an AO3 comment saying that the commenter imagined Angie as having Applejack's voice
#there is much similarity between the two#anyways I took yesterday and today off work bc I've been Going Through It mentally for over a month#and I've spent my days off doing some chores slash errands#and watching MLP lmao#I now have OPINIONS and a FAVORITE character and lbr#if this show aired when I was in the age demographic#(uhhhh the show's originally intended age demographic)#holy shit I would've been such a fan#I was a hardcore horse girl as a smol and also VERY into unicorns and fantasy#(if you're wondering my fave is Applejack#but Rarity was a surprise. I didn't expect to like her so much)#speecher speaks
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Wincestiel could do Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, actually
(bitter sexless destiel marriage... sastiel mutual jealousy hook up... taboo wincest pining culminating in suicide and guilt/grief-stricken alcoholism...)
#call that Cas on a Hot Tin Roof#i will never forget watching the 1958 adaptation and being SO thrown by the tonal and thematic inconsistency of the ending#that i had to go look up the original play to find out how the story was supposed to go#to be clear i didn't know they changed the ending except that it was painfully obvious#and i was SO vindicated to realise the queer vibes i was picking up were not just intended but integral to the fucking story#anyway this is probably where my obsession with mutual jealousy sex originated#wincestiel#wincest#supernatural
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I'm gonna ramble about fic writing (while taking a break from actually writing, but I'm making progress this time! I promise! woohoo. knock on wood). ANYWAY, one of my favorite things to consider as far as characterization goes is self-awareness. Because there's so many different ways and degrees to which a protagonist can be self-aware, and I just LOVE seeing how characters shift (not necessarily 'grow') over the timeline of a story. I love thinking about where a specific character would choose willful ignorance, where they would choose to come to terms with a harsh reality, where they would be entirely oblivious, where they're NOT oblivious but can't even verbalize it in their own internal monologue... chef's kiss. My favorite stuff to write
#in the context of Silver Linings I feel like this mostly applies to Grant's approach to different people/relationships in his life#especially with Darryl and Andy#and I think it's fun that they're kind of going opposite directions rn haha#I don't think that's too spoilery.. um anyway#I'm just. idk. endlessly fascinated by the concept of character writing. because it feels so organic. like I'm shaping clay or someshit#especially in fanfic because I didn't create these characters (well. excluding the OCs.) BUT STILL I just love seeing how they#sort of shape themselves throughout the course of a timeline. not even necessarily a 'plot' (because lord knows there is no plot in my fic)#I never intended Antoine for example to be anything more than a throwaway name#and I still don't know a lot of details about his life or anything. but sometimes I write little things and reread them#and it feels like there is a glimpse to some preexisting character there! that I didn't even intend! and like! that's so neat to me#I just love watching my characters (OC or otherwise; tbh I do NOT have any emotional stake in the Silver Linings OCs) change#this is a very overdramatic way to feel about silly fanfic. anyway idk I just love writing. so much love in my bones today. OKAY BYE#chalcy stuff#sorry for the (probably incoherent) ramble omg I just realized how long this is 😭 I had to delete some tags too haha
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