#didn’t think it would be here we are
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now I remembered why I’m not supposed to consume/think about too much angst
#it creates a monster#the plot point I just came up with for my wip is amazing and is going to hurt my own feelings#falling in love with a ghost is about to become something I’ve written#didn’t think it would be here we are#thank you a route for inspiring me to become angsty again#but now the real struggle is choosing between playing the other routes and working on my wip#it’s been YEARS since I’ve had it within me to commit to writing#and I don’t want to waste this inspiration#but also I really really want to play my other routes#if only I didn’t need sleep#or didn’t have to work#alright fine I’ll try to split my time#first half of tomorrow I’ll do some reading and then I’ll write and then I’ll read some more#sounds like a plan to me#ahhh I’m excited that I actually want to write though#maybe if this keeps going I’ll finally get around to writing the twc fic I’ve been contemplating for like a year#who knows the future is full of endless possibilities#but first I think it’s time for me to go to sleep#wow there’s a lot of typos in here just ignore them
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Okay can I be a bitter Anders fan for like. Just 2 minutes here lmao
Cause bioware released some game stats for veilguard and apparently 72% of players redeemed Solas which is like. Okay yeah the game kinda pushes you towards that. But when I think of all the shit I used to have to put up with just for enjoying Anders like at all and…
(This is not me being anti-Solas, I do not care if you love or hate him, but I am gonna say what he’s done is like. Objectively worse than literally every other companion so lmao. And that’s fine! You can still enjoy him! I’m not saying you can’t and it’s important to me that people understand that! I’m just saying he did in fact do objectively morally worse things in game than Anders did and I don’t think that’s really debatable. And I can’t really make my point here without saying that but I do want to make it clear this is not some moral condemnation of Solas enjoyers cause it’s not)
Getting anon hate on the regular, being told “oh you’re allowed to like Anders as long as you regularly talk about how much he sucks”, people gleefully describing how much fun they have killing him ON your posts about the fact that you like him, the devs making jokes about shitty fates for him when fans asked innocent questions about him, the absolute audacity of his writer to say half the shit she did in interviews (about bisexuality and mental illness, most critically), and then being beaten over the head again in inquisition about how Anders is the worst character to ever exist and there’s no redemption for terrorists who lie to you one time in the entire game and he deserves death or worse and that’s it
And now… 72% of people are down to redeem the guy who lies to you for 2 games straight and who did a lot of questionable things that includes creating the fucking blight and. Like. I guess I’m glad that Solas fans can live in a world where they aren’t constantly harassed and can give their ship like. A pretty damn good ending all things considered. And that the devs love Solas and actually give the option for that happy ending and have characters go to bat for Solas throughout the game and the most annoying thing they have to see are people making scrambled egg memes. I would not wish anyone to have to deal with the shit Anders fans had to put up with back then cause it sucked. It really sucked. And I’m glad it’s not being repeated with a different character, if nothing else
But like. Man there really is a difference when the writers actually like the character who does the thing, huh
#shut up nerd#anders#I’m sorry it’s just. really hard to not be bitter tbh#like the shit we as fans went through#just for liking a damn character#tbf I do actually think if the game came out today perceptions would be different#I think people would be more comfortable with revolutionary action now than they were then#but even still#it’s not even about that you know#it’s about people (both fans and at times the actual devs) being mean when they really didn’t need to be#and the DA trenches are probably why literally no harassment phases me anymore lmao but#that’s not a good thing slskd it’s just a useful consequence I guess#so yeah idk#am I jealous that Solas fans get to have a better experience?#yeah I can’t deny I feel a bit of that#but I’m also just. idk tired and sad for what that time was. and also glad that it seems to be over#but also a little bitter that I had to go through it when it didn’t need to happen at all#idk just feeling a lot here in this chili’s tonight lmao#(why do I say that I don’t think my country even has chili’s)#ANYWAY#dragon age#veilguard spoilers
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#swan comics#a swan in a santa hat#🦢#I thought about posting this in response to someone#but that would be a bit too much I think#no harm done#least said soonest mended#but this is a conversation I have in my home as well so#perhaps we need a visual shorthand#where the FUCK is my CUP#this is the response to a) kids not putting their socks on but coming downstairs dressed as crocodiles#b) spouse mishearing something but gallantly giving an opinion on it that was so in depth I didn’t have the heart to interrupt#and c) someone explaining to me about the discworld reading order#on a post about the saddening lack of risk-taking and support for creators in the content-gatekeeping industry#none of those are crimes not even the socks#I can strongly understand the Considerations that beset and bedazzle you when you go to put socks on and how the best response is to put on#a fuzzy crocodile onesie#but it’s not what I asked.#like this is a good response to a different thing#please recall the input here - the assignment if you will - was about socks. I love what you’ve done here though#good contribution. you know what we’re keeping it. love it.#just don’t present it as if the original incident report can be marked closed now okay?#do not close the support ticket#the support ticket remains unanswered.#no I completely agree. the outfit DOES need green face paint too. a topic we can add to the queue when oddly enough you have socks on
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Every day I’m haunted by the fact the boys happily swim in sewer water
Even if it’s filtered somehow there’s no way it’s not still nasty 😭 Bet they can defeat any of their villains just by accidentally giving them diseases I swear
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#bless their hearts but they’re nasty#it’s funny because like#each and every one of them has moments#where they’re a typical disgusting teenage boy#and then the next they have STANDARDS#can’t blame Leo for being so determined to go to a spa#even if he nearly licked his own foot that’s prob cleaner than anything else the boys have been up to in years 💀#thank you shelldon for all your hard work cleaning after then 🙏#they’re all gross teenage boys!!!#even Donnie he is NO exception here#bro was DRINKING A BEVERAGE while wading through sewer water he is just as gross as his bros#bro also talks with his mouth full he is no more refined than his equally gross bros fr and I love it#but yeah no way that water isn’t disgusting even filtering it would still leave grime on the walls of the sewer for yearsss#pros of them moving into an abandoned subway system is fixing their sense of smell enough to not be as gross#100% that’s part of why they didn’t mind being so filthy pre shelldon#because I mean they were literally raised in the sewers and they’re teenage boys like that’s a double whammy#THEY ALSO DONT WEAR SHOES#the few times any of them do the shoes are discarded before heading home 💀#I love them tho they are endearing anyhow#April’s immune system must be godlike just being around them fr#honestly no joke Mikey’s probably the cleanest of them all#just by virtue of being a chef#Leo I see as a mixture since he no doubt loves to pamper himself so he’s clean like#a percentage of time before he goes out and ruins his own hard work#Donnie is similar in that he’s just VERY SELECTIVE about what he thinks is too gross#Raph may be more on the stinky end but it’s not his fault he has his stinks and eats things of dubious origin(esp since his bros ate poison)#Donnie and Leo really have the gall to be sick about Raph eating the origami salami but they have no room to talk#all their villains are prob like please stay away from us we have salmonella now
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Them having Mike in this purple-magenta-blue palette when the first two have never been part of his repertoire is…hmm. It’s so abnormal for him. I noticed it with the first sweater but with these new pics it seems like it’s not a one-time occurrence so I’m cautiously deeming it worth pointing out because to me…it does look kinda like bi flag shades 😅 I don’t fully subscribe to this kind of evidence but a) there is precedent for ST costuming leaving sexuality hints in clothing & b) I just think it’s interesting in the season he’s suspected to be revealed as queer they coincidentally start dressing him all 🩷💜💙. I’m not attached to any one opinion in the gay/bi Mike discourse so this isn’t trying to prove a point just…noticing interesting things.
Mike’s palette is blue-yellow-green-red so it’s really strange seeing him in these outfits. It’s interesting how in his ep 1/2 fit he’s still in his normal palette but then something changes? We have no idea what of course except…the first sweater seemingly goes on around the time him & El get separated into different groups (farm). I did see someone say he’s wearing purple because of El but you can read my tags to debunk that lol
#byler#I don’t think it’s normal to switch up a character’s wardrobe in such a specific uncharacteristic way after 4 seasons without reason#I also saw someone say purple is “El’s colour” but I don’t see proof for that. we’re just told one time that she likes both yellow & purple#which is why Mike wore both at the rink as a symbol of trying to be what she wants. but that doesn’t seem to be what’s happening here#there’s no yellow and purple it’s magenta and blue and purple#plus didn’t we understand last season that the wearing of her fav colours was bad? and was Mike trying to change himself for approval?#why would they suddenly make it a romantic symbol now in the final season of the be true to who you are TV show? that doesn’t make any sens
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if this gets to 313 notes my bsf will throw away all her blades
yall pls
#idk what to tag!!#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#i didn’t think i would ever make a post like this but here we aren’t#she doesn’t have tumblr so i’m doing it for her#and sending her ss#tw blades
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on dick grayson & roy harper & marriage
I mostly stand by what I said here on the dickroy marriage poll (in short: lmao, they’d barely even admit they’re in a relationship) BUT after more thought I believe there actually is a world where they’d get married ‘for love’?
now, imo roy would never be the one to propose. marriage just isn’t that meaningful to him; it’s not something he really cares about. (and even if it was, proposing would feel like an ultimatum he doesn’t want to set. when everyone always leaves you, you learn to be careful not to ask for too much.)
and while I DO believe marriage means something symbolically important to dick, it’s a pretty fraught topic for him, given past experiences! so I think dick would resist putting labels on his relationship with roy, because acknowledging that there’s a romantic element to the way they love each other opens their relationship up to failing the way dick's past romantic relationships have failed.
but if they’d been in a stable relationship for a while, and dick had worked through some of his issues? well. so much of their relationship has been defined by leaving and being left, by other things getting in the way. so if they finally worked it out, I could see dick proposing as a promise to roy that he’s committed to roy and the life they’re building together. that he’s sticking around. that their relationship (that roy) is worth prioritizing!
and marriage might not mean much to roy, but he knows that dick takes it seriously. he knows that if dick is offering ‘till death do us part’ now—after working through his shit enough to be honest with himself—then dick means it. and that would be VERY significant to roy. it wouldn’t change anything about their relationship on the surface! but it would soothe the part of him that’s always bracing for abandonment, and let him believe that this is something he might get to keep.
they still wouldn’t have a wedding tho. they’d get courthouse married on a random afternoon with just them and a witness, and then probably not actually bother to tell anyone* unless asked directly, besides casually referencing it when quipping at each other.
*except donna. she knows because dick talked it through with her before proposing.
#and yeah i’ll admit the odds of dick actually working through his issues enough to get to this point is perhaps slim.#but I am choosing to believe its possible because I love roy harper and I want him to get a happy ending#he deserves the world!!!!!! unfortunately he doesn’t want the world he wants dick grayson to be happy and psychologically healthy#which is a much more difficult ask 😔#also after writing this I’m less inclined to think they’d get married for practical/utility reasons if it wasn’t strictly necessary#i think dick at least would be reluctant to make those vows if he didn’t know they both meant it#this post isn't about bruce but he's certainly haunting it. like he haunts everything in dick grayson's life!!#dc#mine: dc#dick grayson#roy harper#dickroy#roydick#i spent so fucking long editing this to try to cut it down and yet here we are. not every post is meant 2 be punchy and concise#it's much less rambly than it was originally tho!
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This is kinda relating to my last post but I think some of you are mistaking Shen for an albino peacock.. cause he’s not
I mean, I don’t really blame you if you mistook him as one cause honestly I’m just a weirdo who reads wikis.
(skip everything and just read the bottom if you don’t wanna read my explanation)
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Shen is a peacock with leucism, not albinism.
(Leucism definition on the left, albinism on the right)
Here’s him compared to an actual albino peacock. As you can see, the albino has a pink and white pigmentation due to a lack of melanin, whereas Shen despite being mostly white is still full of color.
(And no, it’s not because it’s a silly cartoon. The creators of KFP had originally intended to make him albino to make him look “sickly” which would explain why he was neglected by his parents. They made the decision to scrap that in favor of having him be a peacock with leucism so there was no excuse or tragic backstory to justify his entitlement and actions)
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And if you REALLY don’t believe my explanation, here’s the KFP wiki page backing me up!
#also… my post was a joke if you couldn’t tell??#it’s cause when looks like a carbon copy of his father just white instead of blue#also if we put it into context#would the characters even know what an albino was??#if we use real world events as a point of reference gunpowder.. which was relatice new in the kfp story.. was created in 1044#albinism was not recorded or known about as much until 1908#so yeah maybe shen’s father is justified in being slightly iffy about whether Shen was his son or not 😂#AS I SAID THOUGH- I was joking#I didn’t think anyone would take me seriously#the amount of people trying to dm me on Instagram and ‘correct’ me was a bit obnoxious so I didn’t want it to get to that point on here#lord Shen#peacock#Kung fu panda#Kung fu panda 2
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have u ever considered gojo trying to tease you about how into it you get whenever you suck him off, but how flustered he gets when you admit yeah, I like it more than I thought i would, mainly because it’s you, because you’re so pretty to look up at, you always treats me so well when I’m on my knees for you. now you’ve killed him, especially with the way you’ve been touching yourself all the while running your tongue up at that one vein on his shaft. dead. gone and buried.
#dead once more#I know sucking guys off isn’t the most popular topic on here (VALID CAUSE WE SHOULD COME FIRST)#but god. there are a few characters that I know sucking them off would be life changing#like kinda kinky but after a while becomes a comfort in a sense???#like feeling the head pop in and out of your mouth and how soft they feel against your cheeks#oh my god. who am I. why am I speaking of such harlot ways#this was inspired by the thought of Toji showing gojo how to fuck your mouth but I didn’t think anyone would wanna see it#(lie I’m just having anxiety about writing lately)#IM RAMBLING GOODNYE#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#gojo treats! 🍬#pause rereading my tags omfg the oral fixation really jumped out huh
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Durge kills her sister and become Bhaal’s chosen, wow she’s not redeemable now Gale stop trying
Previous Durge Post
#artwork#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 durge#dark urge#gale of waterdeep#minthara#minthara x durge#jaheira#astarion#orin the red#I didn’t think orin’s death would make me feel bad but here we are#this is one of the last dump of drawings for this play through#I’m almost done and I’m sad#BUT. I will do a third full evil durge playthrough#bg3 spoilers
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Buddy I don’t think you need to recreate the world
I think you need therapy
#I didn’t think that pokemas would rekindle my volo hyper fixation but here we are#stop it get some help#volo#pokemon volo#pla volo#pokemon#pokemas
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"he makes me a kinder human cuz I don’t think I’m a particularly nice person but i work hard at being kind. he does it right? like he's hard competitive and kind. and we should aspire to that."
paul waxes poetic about sasha for the (draws tally) millionth time for two whole minutes and it all sounds like a love confessional
Primetime Panthers | 12.6.24 (x)
#paul maurice#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2425#theres genuinely so many good quotes here#yeah paul we know you didnt understand how good sasha is YOU BRING IT UP EVERYTIME YOU PRAISE SASHA#WE GET IT#THIS IS LIKE THE FIFTH TIME YOU SAID THAT#the first thing paul always praises is sashas lack of ego and how utterly baffled he is about it#“how badly he wants to be good for his teammates” “he wants to be great but i think it’s for his teammates” “he wants to perform for them”#DO YOU WANT ME TO DIE????? GENUINELY. PAULSON?????#“it would bother him if he lets them down its not i didn’t score tonight. its we didn’t win tonight because i didn’t do this.” PAULSON. WTF.#you can see the exact moment paul is debating whether to say what he wants to say and proceeding to blurt out HE MAKES ME A KINDER HUMAN#love confession alright#sasha teaches me how to be kinder just by leading by example. hey man. can i cry on your shoulder? would that be chill?#WHAT THE FUFK MAN
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chat are these the real little nightmares
#tbh i thought this would take me ages to finish but thankfully it didn’t#it was so fun to draw too#im so hyped for little nightmares 3 it’s gonna be a ride fr#i low-key wish that we could see every protagonist interact in official art#the closest thing to that was the 5th anniversary art i think#but i wanna see them hang out that be so silly#i wanted to add rk raina and noone here but i didn’t have enough room#little nightmares#little nightmares 2#little nightmares 3#little nightmares fanart#ln six#ln mono#ln low#ln alone
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two mimir
#sengen#dr stone#I didn’t think i would like this ship that much but here we are#ishigami senku#gen asagiri#kind of ooc but idc#this was mostly a study to see how i like to draw them so#and drawing people sleeping is a guilty pleasure of mine
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[ cw: death mention / family death mention / ]
Mhmm I sure love thinking of the reality where we did get more time to really know Karai and her dynamics with the bros. Losing her hit hard in the finale, but it would’ve hit much, much harder had we known Karai longer and really saw her relationships develop with everyone.
I especially would have been interested in her dynamic with Leo, as past iterations often have the two of them clash in ideals and the like while still sharing many characteristics. Two sides of the same coin, and all that. Her specifically being the bros’ Gram-Gram also adds a whole new dynamic as well.
Imagine how interesting it would be, to have Karai start off on Leo’s side for once, showing wholly just how alike the two are at their cores and bonding as family without the worry of betrayal or animosity that other iterations suffer through, only to have Karai die anyway. Their parting hug and the desperate look of horror Leo wears later on would have hit that much harder, I feel.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the tmnt#rise karai#rise leo#rottmnt karai#rottmnt leo#I think a lot about these two in particular#and how that dynamic could have flourished#the way it was depicted in the finale is so purposefully unique and painful like#that hug man#can you imagine how much more heartbreaking that would have been if we knew her longer#not that it wasn’t already sad but we just simply didn’t know her long enough to be completely attached#also imo having more episodes with her and in general would have presented something I’ve been thinking about since the finale#so like - I like to think each bro kinda immediately leans more toward certain family members#Mikey has Draxum#Donnie has April#Raph has Splinter because this is another one that would be SO GOOD and make the finale moment where Raph sees his memories hit harder#if they had an ep or two more of Splinter and Raph together bc I really do feel like Raph respects Splinter most of the four#and finally- Leo has Karai#and then he loses her#imo? this would align with the movie even more#because it was the act of heroism that kinda killed her in a way - makes sense that Leo would initially be leaning away from that#and yet he ends up exactly like her anyway#haha sorry for rambling I just really love the interesting dynamic these two tend to have#and it’s a shame we didn’t get to see it really explored in rise#but yeah make no mistake while I’m focusing on Leo here I wanted more for all the boys and karai#Mikey’s little moments with her were so sweet and we already know how much he yearns for more family#Karai being from an age long gone would mean she’d be super impressed by literally any invention Donnie has (adult validation!!)#and could you imagine her training with Raph - with this training being referenced in the finale?
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Explaining to his next victim about The Make Believes and Nick Lightbearer to show them that he understands the music (and Nick) more than they do
Based off of that scene from American Psycho y’know
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Bonus sketch: Aftermath
#we happy few#whf#uncle jack#jack worthing#foggy jack#nick lightbearer#mentioned/implied at least#also would technically be implied lightfog too since he’s describing his obsession with him so#lightfog#mcart#tw blood#also clearly didn’t draw the poster or album I was lazy but I think it adds to it#for the second sketch he puts on the mask like how Patrick Bateman#puts on the raincoat before committing murder and just like how his hair gets messy from swinging the axe#jacks hair gets messy/like foggy jacks hairstyle for swinging the cleaver#anyway uhhhh I really liked to know how other peoples thought process works#by other people I wonder if neurotypical people think like this where like#okay I’ve been really hyper fixated with whf I really feel like I can’t draw anything else#but rn I’m also currently watching live action Batman movies#get to the Nolan trilogy and see Christian Bales performance and think#man he’s a good actor then think on when I watched American psycho for the first (and only) time#remembers how good he was in that he was really funny#suddenly had the connecting out of no where thought of to draw Jack as Bateman in this scene#thought is a quick flash but doesn’t leave my brain for days#and so I had to get it out of my system and now we are here#anyway wonder if neurotypical people have this kind of mindset where thoughts virtually come out of nowhere#but there’s a connecting branch#anyway uhh now that’s done I gotta focus on other drawings
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