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Did I make this blog just so I can post a wallpaper I made for my MC for @infamous-if? Maybe
Phoenix Cadence: he/they
(The large quote is from the Given movie, just adjusted to be related to Phoenix!)
(More stuff in the tags)
#infamous if#this if has consumed all of my waking thoughts i am in shambles#phoenix is just#very emotional and keeps it all inside#that one john mulaney meme#“i'll keep all my emotions right here and then i'll die”#was all impulsive and a little shit and then seven left#did a complete 180 in personality#secretive little fucker who is now so so afraid of getting close to others#infamous if oc#went from wearing their heart on their sleeve to wearing it on their cheek#went from “I'll do what I want” to “people pleaser extraordinaire” because they're afraid of people leaving#i mean they were already afraid of people leaving before but WOW was seven the final nail in the coffin#has like no social media presence#[pats phoenix] this baby can fit so much trauma!#[pats phoenix once more] whooo boy the ideas of their family fills me with both rage and disappointment#sad thing that makes me cry every time: Phoenix's name was given to them by Seven#when they were trying to see what name fits them better after figuring out they were trans#they hate being the “leader” of the band because they don't want to make a decision that causes someone else to leave again#anyways please talk to me about my ocs i have so much brainrot#this is literally just the tip of the iceberg i've got a pinterest board and two playlists#if i could draw and photoshop you'd best BELIEVE i'd be drawing them nonstop skfjskfj
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i regularly get tags in my boba fett posts that say something along the lines of "#he needs a hug" so i'd like to pose a question to my fett fan followers:
assuming it came from someone he genuinely likes and cares about (think beviin or mirta), how do you think boba would react to someone hugging him?
#boba fett#(i'm excluding sintas here bc i think his reaction might be different given their romantic history)#here's my personal take:#first reaction to someone coming in for a hug is confusion; why is this person getting so close? are they injured? does he need to move?#hug makes contact. confusion continues.#at some point: realization hits. he is being hugged.#freeze. bluescreen. completely unmoving for duration of contact.#person pulls back. after several seconds‚ brain comes back online. silent alarm bells begin to ring.#why did they hug him?? did something terrible happen? IS something terrible about to happen?!#cannot compute that they've hugged him out of affection/care. it has to be because something somewhere has gone horribly wrong.#at some point might actually ask if something has gone wrong. is unlikely to believe them if they answer no.#spends way too long finding excuses to hang around that person (more than he already does anyway) hoping they'll tell him what's wrong#i'm talking days if not weeks here#at some point: is forced to accept that nothing is wrong and that this person just HUGGED him for... incomprehensible reasons!!!#complete 180. isolation time. still lowkey waiting for something awful to happen.#let's assume it doesn't. at some point‚ reemerges from isolation and tries to carry on like nothing happened#(secretly thinks about the hug for the rest of his life)#and if they hug him again? well brother i think he just dies#(i'm jk but these tags are already too long lol)
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every time i feel bad about not posting anything new i have to resist the urge to post the outdated, almost 2-year-old incorrect quotes document that got so big it crashes the app when i try to find something.
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i want to draw dragon prince fanart but that means I need to catch up on the show and THAT means getting through season 4 which i haven't even finished bc i couldn't stand it (for the record, it was the poor writing and the very in-your-face childhood Asop fable type lessons that annoyed me into stopping watching lol) and now i'm like... i've HEARD season 5 the writing gets better and less... "Let's shove as many morals into each episode and be the literal definition of Tell Don't Show with those moral childhood lessons" but... i'm still hesitant to watch the show anymore... even though I hear season 5 is better than 4... idk anyone manage to get through season 4 and 5 and tell me, is it worth fighting thru season 4 ?? is season 5 truly better??
#funky's personal tag#children are not dumb but the show definitely was treating it's audience as idiots as far as how obvious it was being lol#i mean i agree with a lot of the themes don't get me wrong... but show don't tell is was season 1-3 were with a lot of social themes...#they did a complete 180 in season 4 with that in mind lol#idk i've given up on the show kinda#season 4 made me lose almost all interest#but now i'm like...hmm... i wanna get back into it.#i might have to watch season 4 on 2x speed
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you hate clara in series 7? not a clara stan.
you hate clara in series 8? not a clara stan.
you hate clara in series 9? not a clara stan.
you think clara’s farewell in hell bent is bad? not a clara stan.
in conclusion, if you can’t take the time to understand her arc then you are not a clara stan.
#clara oswald#yes i’m gatekeeping#the transition from series 7 to 8 is a bit wobbly because of matt smith leaving when a plan for another series with him was being considered#but clara is still clara.#clara in series 7 has just begun travelling with the doctor. clara in series 8 is experienced in travelling with him.#that’s the difference.#and as for clara being a lot more bubbly in series 7#she admits that’s a way of masking her bossy control freak nature in time of the doctor#AND SHES STILL VERY BUBBLY AND CUTE AND CURIOUS IN SERIES 8#okay this isnt well thought out so excuse any typos or over dramatic use of words but#i’m tired of people acting like clara’s character did a complete 180 after series 7 when she’s still very much the same in my eyes#that’s not to say i have no problems with the transition from series 7 to 8 but that’s nothing to do with clara’s personality#i’m just disappointed we didn’t get to see her family as much and i think that’s one of my issues with danny.#i like his character but i think some scenes with him would have been better if they had been with clara’s family instead#okay i’m rambling i��ll stop now.
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Magnum Ace is spreading Decepticon propaganda
#it's time for the annual IL rewatch. i'm grinning like an idiot almost half of the time and my face hurts#this scene is giving me ideas of the artsy kind. augh#I forgot how different gz was in the three episodes he first appeared in. his personality did a complete 180#i'm coping with bbbb by procastinating. i've watched 22 episodes in less than 24 hours. what#this is also the second time today that i hear the phrase 'you are being deceived'#iron leaguer
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so far my aa5 thoughts are that the people who created this game didn't play aa4 kinda like how amy sherman-palladino didn't watch season 7 of gilmore girls before writing the revival lmao
#whyyy did they leave so many things from aa4 unanswered and do a complete 180 on phoenix's personality :(#i guess it was just Easier lol#fran's ace attorney thoughts
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The older I get, the less I like Halo 3, like gameplay, music and set piece wise it's GREAT and I absolutely love replaying it for those aspects, but the story, slight aesthetic changes and bad characterization is just..... Bleh. The only weird characterization I like is Chief and Arby being bros and that's honestly probably the best thing in the game that unfortunately hasn't been explored much(outside of the books, even then still should be explored more)
Oh and Marty O'Donnell should [REDACTED]
#like the sexism and ableism with Cortana. Jonhson constantly having to be rescued#Miranda. and Truth's entire personality doing a 180°(voice change is one thing but they just completely did away with how he was in 2)#Miranda died in a stupid way and MARTY FUCKIN O'DONNELL BEING THE REASON WHY JOHNSON DIED#oh and the aesthetic change of the elites and brutes just doesn't work for me and flood was so bad especially when it came to High Charity#going through a flood infested high charity would be so cool!! but it was tedious and downright ugly to look at#we could've revisited some of the Halo 2 high charity set pieces and see the change done by the flood#but no it was mostly just flesh and pustule hallways that are easy to get lost in#halo 3 is a lot of missed opportunities and most of that is just due to Microsoft pushing for crunch#h2 suffered from crunch and there were concepts lost due to crunch but with all things considered is just a much better story#and Arbiter taking such a big back seat in 3 was so disappointing#I could go on about how much Halo 3 sucks in a character and plot perspective#but I think its just going to be one of things where I should ignore the plot fully and enjoy the gameplay#I will say it IS weird when people complain about Chief and Arby being friends#yeah it could've been handled better but it was ultimately going to happen ajd it was one of the best aspects of 3
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psst king since u had a body swap au what abt an age swap au for the champs
Man but can you imagine nine champions but only two of them are adults and they have to deal w seven kids like that could break a mfer probs hahah
That's dope tho that'd be fun bc young Diantha in my hcs is such a little shit hahaha
Idk if what you mean is like,, the body swap and such but I'm just going w the thought that in this au, the older champions just turned to kids while Iris and Hau stayed the same age (so like, mid 20s and late teens, while the other Champions that got turned to kids are around,, 12-16)
Like imagine them thinking that the only champion they have to really watch over is Cynthia bc from the stories she tells them, she was such a rowdy kid and would drag her friends everywhere. Maybe Leon at a push too. But holy shit they did not expect Diantha to be like that™
In a span of an hour, Diantha managed to actually push one of the other champions off the roof bc they were pissing her off (it was Leon, don't worry Hau saved him), convinced Cynthia to eat a rock (Iris got it out before she could swallow it), made Geeta barricade the doors to the backyard when Hau and Iris were still outside (they managed to get in through the windows), got Lance to use Iris and Hau's money to buy cake (she said that it's only right since they're the adults they should give them food), and scared Steven enough he started crying and Wallace had to tell her off bc "why would you make Stevie cry? >:("
"because he's weak ouo"
"he is not weak!"
Diantha finds out Iris is a dragon master, stares right up at her, goes "Drasna is better than you ouo"
"why you little shit—"
Imagine once they all turn back to normal, Iris and Hau tells them abt how it was dealing w them, and told them the stuff Diantha did and everyone just fucking stares at her and Leon just "you pushed me off the roof???"
"d..did you really made me eat a rock?"
"we stole Iris' money??"
"you made us lock them outside too"
"I'm not surprised Steven cried when you talked to him, he was a crybaby when we were younger"
"Wallace, please not now—"
All while Dia's there embarrassed af hiding her face behind her hands muttering apologies under her breath hahaha
#thats fun tho hahah#always liked the thought of dia being such a little shit when she was younger#like the moment she got out of mom carnet's hold and drasna took her in#she did a complete 180 in personality the moment she hit 20 tho hahah#since i wanna say thats the time both her careers demanded more from her so hey#or at least the time augustine got back from sinnoh but hey yeah hahah#pokemon champions#an ask and an answer#anon
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Demetri Alexopoulos ;_____;
It's a unique type of frustration when you agree that a character is deeply flawed but other people keep missing what's actually wrong with them and assigning them new flaws that they don't even have it's like free my man he did none of that. He did a bunch of other shit tho.
#granted this isn't as much of a problem ANYMORE#I haven't seen this kind of Demetri hate in a hot minute#but I used to see these ice cold takes about how he was this manipulative conniving little bastard#and a shitty friend to Eli for like. Not immediately on board with Eli being a douchebag#and not calling him Hawk or whatever#(which Eli basically stopped caring about anyways)#like my friends Demetri is a pretentious little shit with poor social skills and no ability to read a room whatsoever#he also has no filter and does indeed come off as an ass because of it#he's also legit such a garbage boyfriend to Yasmine and no one ever talks about it#like this man does not seem to know a single fucking thing about her and only talks about this weird idealized picture he has of her#he's also not even remotely bothered by Yasmine acting like she got a damn lobotomy as soon as she starts dating him#“oh her personality did a complete 180 overnight??? That's only concerning when Eli does it!”#and Dem and Yas fight so much they're clearly incompatible so like#he's literally only still with her because his gay ass feels like he needs a beard#and he wants to show off the hot girl he won over as arm candy#both of which are a little. Hmmmmm#anyways if you're gonna complain about him please please please roast him about something valid#demetri alexopoulos#demetri cobra kai
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me talking to Martin Bauer in Act III:
#hahaha isn't it crazy and unexpected how they masterfully subvert expectations#by pulling a total 180 on everything they established about his character in act II?#nevermind that it LITERALLY doesn't even make sense that he would suddenly be mad about Brigita and Veronica's relationship (iykyk)#but yanno alcoholics just completely lose all personality to the drink and can't have inner lives and their own opinions despite their flaws#no sir there's only Noble Victims or Moral Failures when it comes to addiction#sorry this is my biggest fucking gripe with the game. why did they think this was good storytelling?#like they could've literally still had him be mostly bitter and have never truly defeated his demons#and still have him be grateful that he got a second chance that most people like him don't get#but nooooo that might actually be an interesting and nuanced approach to a character struggling with alcoholism#anyway i hate it here#monk blogging
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Idk I just have no patience for trans men/masculine people who refuse to acknowledge transmisogyny. Like. The worst experience I ever had with transphobia was when I was mistaken for a trans women. In a culinary program, I was cutting bell peppers, and one of the other students, a really big dude in a student leadership position, walks in and accusatory goes "so are you trying to be a woman, or something?" And I'm like. Well I'm trying to small dice these peppers. And I tell him I'm not a she and he says something to the effect of "Yeah I know that much." He makes some comment abt how whatever I'm doing doesn't make sense and he doesn't get it and when I tell him he doesn't have to, that he just has to respect it, he says "I don't have to do shit!" And gets real mad! Like actual threats mad! Tells me he could bash my skull in and to meet him outside for a fight and yeah it was fucking scary! The entire interaction I'm reminding myself that I'm the one currently holding a knife, if he tries anything.
Fast forward a few days later and my period is kicking my ass. Just absolutely destroying me. I'm in the dish pit, and I am visibly struggling, I'm nauseous, I'm in pain and bracing myself against walls. I'm not walking straight. And the same student leadership guy who was so aggressive with me when he thought I was transfem?
He tells me I look like I'm going to pass out. He says it's obvious I'm in pain, I shouldn't be in class, I can go sit down and if nobody can replace me he'll do the dishes himself.
Like. Do you get it yet. It's not just that he felt comfortable openly threatening me in a room full of other people when he thought I was a trans woman. It's that he did a complete 180 and was not only willing to support me, but actually pick up my slack once he knew I wasn't "that kind" of transgender. As soon as one of our classmates confirmed to him that I wasn't the wrong type of trans person I suddenly became someone who actually deserved care and compassion in his eyes. The "bigots think we're all the same and hate all of is equally" rhetoric isn't fucking true. It's just peddled to deny the privilege we have over other members of our community so it's easier to ignore how inhospitable supposedly trans-centric spaces are for TMA people.
#transmisogyny#everyone says solidarity but actual solidarity requires acknowledging intercommunity issues. A lot of you would rather die it seems
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when their tsum courts their crush
I write reader as female
Masterlist
♠️ DEUCE SPADE ♠️
i love the fact that tsum tsum deuce is basically delinquent deuce, only smaller and cuddlier
like deuce explains, he’s very aggressive and quick to anger - it has no impulse control and can and will fight (i.e. headbutt/drop itsy bitsy cauldrons on) anyone
like, unlike its human counterpart, it doesn’t even pretend to behave or be seen in a positive light, let alone act like the model student deuce is aiming for
but, like all things, there is an exception - and that, dear prefect, is you
you see, tsum deuce is an absolute terror to everyone - everyone except you
in fact, the second it sees you entering the rose maze (trey had you on speed dial the second tsum deuce appeared - everyone say ‘thank you, trey’) it comes bounding over to you and just leaps into your arms
and it just…stays there, all happy and content
and you just look down at this tiny, happy little angelic bean in your hands whilst every single person in heartslabyul is just gawking at how this demon just did a complete 180 degrees personality flip the second you showed up
human deuce is absolutely red faced and has suddenly become very interested in the grass whilst everyone is just giving him the biggest side eyes
so you, being the kind-hearted, altruistic person you are, just smile at the bean in your hands and cheerfully inform everyone that you wouldn’t mind babysitting tsum deuce until crowley finds a way home
everyone except deuce (and grim) is happy with this development
now human deuce already finds it hard to talk to girls but he especially finds it difficult whenever you’re around because he’s literally got the biggest crush on you and has been dying to confess but is way too shy to
but tsum deuce? tsum deuce has no such inhibitions
it will cuddle and snuggle and nuzzle up to you, rubbing against your cheek as it sits on your shoulder or hands as it rests in your palms
tsum deuce likes to grow big so that it can 1) be carried around in that child hug carry that parents do and 2) sit on your lap like a bond villain cat so that you can stroke its head and body
human deuce is not happy with either of these
like tsum deuce is just basking in your endless affection and endeared giggles whilst deuce is suffering so much that even ace gives him somewhat-sincere consoling pats on the back whenever you’d call the little tsum ‘sweetheart’ or ‘dear’ or ‘poppet’ or ‘darling or ‘angel’ or ‘cutie’ - and the list goes on…
what’s worse is that whenever you’re not looking it gives the most deadliest glare to its counterpart and when you turn around it looks back at you like ♡✧(^ ᴗ ^)✧♡
like deuce knows that he’s supposed to keep his head down and nose clean like a good little honour student but his delinquent switch is wobbly on even the best of days and seeing you be so happily touchy-feely with that smug little rascal really does not help those buried instincts
don’t get him wrong, he’s flustered beyond belief at the sight of you being so affectionate to his lookalike but his annoyance and jealousy take precedence
it all comes to a head when the cheeky bugger decides that its had enough of just receiving your kisses and just full on plants his ‘mouth’ on your lips
it takes everything in deuce to not full on punt it into the sun - especially when you look so flustered as a result, a gorgeous blush spreading across your features as you giggle at the little thing
deuce narrows his eyes - game on
❤️ ACE TRAPPOLA ❤️
@disney when are we getting tsum tsum ace? He’s the only first year to not have a marketable plushie
now ace has no problem with you being affectionate to his tsum
at first
you see ace and his tsum get along very well since they have very similar personalities
the two knaves of hearts just love causing trouble and making mischief together
but being so similar means that at some point they’ve got to clash
and clash they do >:)
when you come strolling in, tsum ace happily greets you and you, having been filled in on the situation (“thank you, Trey”), are more than happy to keep it entertained so you pet it and coddle it and dole out your sweet affection
and, honestly, it was a huge ego boost to see his crush being so sweet with a smaller version of himself
of course, he’s going to be all ace about it and tease you like “why are you so affectionate with mini me? do you have a crush on me or something? don’t worry, i understand - i guess i’m too irresistible even as a tsum” with his signature grin
but then the novelty is very quick to wear off when practically all of your attention is being given to the little bean - especially when he realises that his tsum has just as big as a crush on you as he does, and he’s very quick to act on it
like human ace, tsum ace flirts by peacocking, living off of your praise like it’s the oxygen it breathes
and unlike human ace, tsum ace doesn’t tease you, which kind of gives him a head start
basically tsum ace is an ace who doesn’t hide his insecurities and feelings for you behind a guarded wall of playful teasing and fake carelessness
it would show off by doing card tricks for you, using its own miniature deck it got from seven knows where to do all sorts of tricks - that do genuinely impress you
and with every successful trick you’d clap your hands with stars in your eyes and fondly coo at it
and it would eat all of your praise up – with every flirty behaviour you would enable it with more positive reinforcement, spurring it to get bolder and bolder and ace is absolutely dying next to you
ace has a habit of ruffling your hair so tsum ace likes to sit on your head as you go about your day and everyone can swear they see sparkles surrounding the two of you
(ace doesn’t notice because that’s what you look like to him anyway)
you even gave mini ace the glacé cherry on the iced bun you had for dessert that day, hand-feeding the sweet fruit right into the little tsum’s mouth right in front of Ace’s cherry pie (and no, not even the taste of his favourite food can wash away the bitterness corroding his tongue at the sight of you and his tsum getting all buddy-buddy, not when something so much sweeter is just out of his reach)
quit paying attention to it! doesn’t it have its own y/n to flirt with?!
then, at one point, tsum ace has conjured up a tiny rose and has gifted it to you
“for me,” you smile at the tsum and the tsum nods, happily jumping up and down in front of you, “oh you shouldn’t have.”
you carefully take the rose from the tsum and gently pick the tsum up and place a kiss right on its head
“thank you, tsum ace,” you say, giggling with fondness, “that’s for being such a sweetheart.”
ace’s hand clenches around his magic pen and he swears right then and there that it’s no more mister nice guy – no more hiding behind poorly crafted taunts in fear of what ifs
he’s confessing to you by the end of the day even if it kills him
🦁 LEONA KINGSCHOLAR 🦁
honestly, leona couldn’t care less about the little things that came from the sky - not his circus, not his monkeys
though he was kind of miffed when his dorm thought he had turned into that stubby little thing
he’s surrounded by idiots
he just palmed his own tsum off to ruggie and went off to the botanical gardens to nap
it was during one of his relaxation sessions that he heard your voice, only you were talking to someone
turns out that ‘someone’ was his own tsum that was happily snoozing on your shoulder
apparently the little guy didn’t take kindly to being babysat by ruggie so it literally hunted you down and refused to leave your side
you didn’t see any problem with this
so you just continued on with your day with a tiny version of the big kitty of savanaclaw
please understand that leona is a very jealous and greedy lion - he gets incredibly possessive if stray cats get close to you, let alone when you shower Grim with your affection - and now there’s an equally as greedy mini leona that’s demanding your attention
like it made it clear that it was trying to monopolize your attention, tail swaying in delight as you would pet its head or play with its ears - all things that you’d do with the bigger leona
it would jump up and press its head against your forehead, cheeks and mouth so you would kiss it back with your own lips (and leona just looks at the little judas all betrayed because you’ve never kissed him ever and he’s just so angry and jealous that he doesn’t even tease you about it)
so instead of spending time with him, where he rests his head on your thighs as you weave your fingers through his hair, you’re playing around with the tsum, giving it the affection that was rightfully his
at one point, it was still dozing off so you placed it nice and snug in the breast pocket of your blouse, making Leona’s right eye twitch uncontrollably when he could tell that the little deviant wasn’t even actually sleeping
honestly, he scoffs, faking sleep is the oldest trick in the book - and he knows that because he uses it on you all the time
you even played chess with it, and to leona’s surprise it was actually pretty good, only his slight amusement at watching you lose was tainted by how you were suddenly praising it for being such a good player - he’s good too! praise him!
he had finally reached his limit when his tiny doppelganger used its growing abilities to be large enough for you to wrap your arms around and bury your face into, your lovely features smiling in content as you happily sleep, unaware of the burning jealousy and intense scowl leona is giving the tsum in your embrace, or of the smug satisfaction said tsum is radiating
now leona is a man of strategy, of patiently waiting until it’s the right time to pounce, so for now he’ll just settle at baring his fangs at the little runt - he’s spent his entire life being second best (both to his brother, his nephew, that damned lizard), there is no way he’s going to be outshone by a furball that has no idea of the hierarchy of the food chain here. you’re the one thing in his life that he refuses to have taken away, even if it is by himself
and when you wake up?
you better be prepared
💙 IDIA SHROUD 💙
tsum tsum idia is such a sweetheart
while it does have idia’s social anxiety, he does hang around with you through the halls though by ‘hang around’ he’s usually buried in your pockets
tsum idia doesn’t have og idia’s fire hair but it does run naturally warm, which makes it the perfect warm pillow for you to snuggle with
idia didn’t have any strong feelings for his tsum. ortho loved it and it made you happy and that was it.
but it soon became a problem when it made you too happy
you see, idia had made a tiny little tablet so that you could play with the tsum whilst he was busy doing one of his own games
and like his counterpart, the tsum was good
too good
so good that you kept on praising it and snuggling with it every time it won
and apparently the tsum was in possession of some preloaded charm stats because it would keep on endearing you by texting you blue heart emojis or cute stickers that would make you coo at it
and watching you be so outwardly affectionate to someone that wasn’t ortho or grim definitely stung inside
even if that someone was a cuter, cuddlier, plush bean version of himself
so he just amped up the volume in his headset to drown out the sounds of your laughter and continued playing as he internally lamented how he was such a boring otaku that even a tsum has better moves than him
when it got late and you were about to leave (much to idia’s disappointment), you stood up only for the tsum to jump onto your shoulder and happily jump in place
“oh,” you giggle, “do you want to come to ramshackle with me?”
the tsum jumped up and down, indicating yes
“alright then,” you smile and turn to idia, “i guess we’ll see yo-”
“no-” he blurted out, the ends of his hair bursting into pink at the sudden silence that envelops the room, “i-i mean, you can stay. here. not here my room here - like here in ignihyde here. we have a spare room. unless you’d like to sleep over here in my room. if you want to that is. you don’t have to if you don’t want to infactyoucanforgetievensaidanythingohmysevenwhydidihavetoopenmymouth-”
“it’s okay, idia, i understand,” you say, “looks like we’re having a sleepover!”
maybe he should be a bit braver more often
#twst#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#deuce spade x reader#twisted wonderland headcanons#twst headcanons#leona kingscholar x reader#idia shroud x reader#ace trappola x reader#fem reader
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pointless rant under cut
I genuinely do not understand those who quite literally romanticize the concept of betrayal, nor those who ship the hurt with the one(s) who hurt them. From both lived experience and witnessed situations, I can only view it as a terrible thing, and cannot bring myself to believe that anything based on it could ever be healthy in nature.
Trusting in someone, only to have them turn around and use that against you? Believing in them, only to be lied to, or manipulated, or even killed?
Especially if it's a repeating trend, or someone you swore to protect, or someone you gave your loyalty to… That kind of thing breaks a person. It is not a good thing. And even if the offender apologizes, even if they feel bad, to jump right into "aww, they're so shippable" is…! It disgusts me! It pisses me off, the way some fandoms literally fawn over that shit.
I don't understand the reasoning behind it, and quite frankly, I don't want to understand!
People can like what they like. Whatever. But in fandom spaces or other areas that don't affect lives? That doesn't mean I have to like it or agree with it. And in this case? I don't. Never have, never will, never want to.
#note: this is not directed at any individuals or even specific fandoms.#it's just a common thing i see all over the place to the point i had to blacklist a word just to avoid seeing it-#-treated as though it's somehow a good thing.#trope hate cw#betrayal mention cw#it's probably because i voluntarily brought up a topic that upsets me but it... somehow... it feels like my-#-personality did a complete 180 flip part way through....#...annoying... mood instability or whatever.....#..... *sigh* anyway. that's enough internet for today. unless i need info from google or smth i'm going to live on music and games for a bit#wish i knew what brought up the topic anyw-- ......right. symphonia amvs. ironic comparisons. and remembering life-related crap.#.....#rambling in the tags#to be deleted
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I love stumbling into whatever stupid drama my family is into because they are accidentally sending their passive-aggressive texts to me by accident. It's like that gif of the pizza man walking into the apartment that is on fire
#/personal#im so glad i moved out when i did#like holy fuck my mom is abusive and hateful jeez#i feel so sorry for my older sister who still has to deal with her#love that she did a complete 180 from 😡to 💓💓 when i told her that it was the wrong number#will delete later maybe
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im glad i decided to be openly trans at college but good lord does it make going back home harder. im afraid that im going to have a physical reaction when people use she/her for me at home
#god i just need to fucking come out but i dont want to have to explain my gender to my folks#theyre just sooo old and cis it would take like 3 million years of explaining for them to get but i dont want to simplify myself to them#but i already kind of outted myself to my dad anyway a while back so i may as well just get it over with. i guess#i almost outted myself to my mom last night too. that was bad.#or maybe not. i dont know that woman's opinion of anything anymore after she did that complete 180 on her entire personality#shut up frank
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