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Okay, so for Juza celebration week day 3, I'm gonna discuss some Juza ships and the questions of who's more fun to see pining, who fell first, who fell harder. (I hope this counts lol. The prompt is favorite relationships and I could instead talk about his friendship with Omi or Sakyo or something but here I am choosing to go the shipper's route instead lol.)
Before I start, I do want to say I sorta see Juza as demi. Demiromatic, demisexual? Both? Maybe. One of them? Definitely. Is this important for the post? Well, I'm not posting anything else this week so my headcanon has to go somewhere. Also yes. because this is a ships post. Read: not really but still.
Okay first up Juban:
For Juban it is obviously pining!Banri. I think also it's definitely a Banri fell first, Banri fell harder situation. I'm sorry I don't make the rules I just follow the feelings. Like, Juza is just trying to vibe and eat his food Banri, get up lol. I think in this case Juza's not pining lowkey because he'd rather not think about it. Like why think about how they'd be as a couple when a confession would make him want to cut his tongue out. Well, maybe not his tongue because boy's gotta eat but like a confession to Banri? That would never make his to-do list. I fully heartedly believe that whenever he realized he liked Banri he imagined Banri laughing at him and locked it up. Not that the feelings are gone but like he's filed it away as 'no' or 'never gonna happen' so he's content. (So kinda like Muku but a completely different vibe.) Either way, that's what is most fun to me for them. Like I'm sure pining!Juza is fun but for Juban and their canon dynamic, it's more fun to think about it as Banri just trying to attain his crush's attention and it almost working but also sorta backfiring on him, like that's just how he flirts. I wanna say "good luck getting together ya goobers" but somehow it doesn't feel impossible to me even with this set up lol. Like I dunno exactly how for suresies, I just know it's plausible. Right now I'm thinking either they'd fall into a relationship like it just sorta one day they're dating and nobody talks about or really adresses it until like months later OR sorta an argument into confession type thing, like maybe one of them is being sorta annoying (out of concern or something but whichever on of them it is he's not gonna say it at first) and they end up in an arguement about whatever it is and then the other is like "why do you even care?" and I'm not a great writer but like then either comes in a flat out confession of sorts or it's bit more arguing that like lowkey forces em into a confession. (I have one more alt but that's bcuz it was a chat post that I could see being them and I might just post it as a chat post some day. idk we'll see.)
Okay so, I'll be honest I'm not sure I'm knowledgeable enough on other Juza ships but I do want to consider two more because I'm curious. I'm not fully sure I ship them but I think the possibility is interesting. So yea I'll literally be typing those as I think. (the previous section was kinda like that but it was originally barely coherent tags for another post lol)
Next up, Tenma & Juza:
(I'm not especially sure I actually ship them so much as a couple of weeks or so ago I read their card bonus story thing (cross backstage?) and thus I'm curious as to see them a bit more.) So, lol this is gonna sound repetitive but I do think pining!Tenma/Tenma fell first is more fun to think about because I think based on that short and Tenma being like "I don't/didn't need your help but I'm going to help you out because I don't want to owe you anything which I sorta already don't because I didn't ask for your help" can very easily be translated to "It's not like I like you or anything" in a romantic reading of their relationship. Like I sorta imagine it as Tenma trying to do nice things for Juza but always having/giving a flimsy excuse for why he's doing it. And the moment Juza is like nice to him back Tenma gets lowkey(but probably actually highkey) embarrassed. And I think it'd be funny if Tenma convinces himself that his crush on Juza is actually Juza having a crush on him because "of course, he has a crush on me, that's not a foreign thing for me, people get crushes on me all the time" Yuki: "What are you muttering about? It's breaking my concentration." I'll be honest I'm not entirely sure who would fall harder(at this rate it's likely it'd probably be Tenma ngl but it could be Juza idk), regardless I do think Juza probably really admires Tenma and his acting and he probably has a decently easy time telling him that and the following interaction would be something like: Tenma(probably somewhat embarrassed): Well of course you do, don't you know who I am? Juza: ??? Yea? That's why I'm talking you??? Summer Troupe: lol! Autumn Troupe: *facepalm* Tenma: *more embarrassed* I think Juza developing a crush on Tenma in this scenario is funny because he'd probably see Tenma as a little awkward and weird but finds it somehow endearing, but it's partially because he's seeing that even someone as famous and popular as Tenma struggles to talk and get his point across to people at times, or maybe that's just a bonus. Either way, Juza is very willing to take the time to understand Tenma even at his most confusing because Juza has been misunderstood his whole life pretty much. Idk if this paragraph sounds right, if you guys don't think so, I'm sorry for being wrong &/or this not making sense. Update! Because I've realized that would line up more with early-on stuff. I've remembered that I've seen two comics with them interacting. One was the one where Tenma was like 'Juza let me thank you by taking you to this pancake(? it was something sweet) shop I passed by', and Juza was like 'alright let's go'. & Tenma led them to a Ramen shop like 'I coulda sworn it was here', & as they eat the noodles Tenma's like 'I'm really sorry', & Juza's like 'these are good too'. & then the other comic with them that I saw was the one where them, Tsuz & Tai were heading home from the college together getting a lot of attention from Tenma's fans and Tenma apologized and Juza was like 'Let me know if any weirdos try to mess with you' and Tenma's like 'thanks! -^^-' (which is so much growth from the cross-backstage thingy). That was their interaction there. So now I'll update the thoughts with that dynamic in mind. I mean uh I feel like that other stuff is still plausible just as they bond more, Tenma's more comfortable with flat-out showing his gratitude and joy and stuff. I feel like as a couple they'd sorta be like Tenma's the super supportive I'm gonna do a bunch for you boyf and Juza's the protective one, you know? Like Tenma would but something sweet on his way home because he feels Juza's been doing a lot and working hard, and Juza would, whenever he can, accompany Tenma home so he doesn't have to deal with being approached and so he doesn't get lost. Probably results in a lot of impromptu dates at cafes and stuff.
And lastly, Sakuya/Juza :
(Because while I know nothing about them as a pair/their dynamic and I don't quite ship them, I think they could be very cute ngl (aka I want to ship them. I mean come on they're so intrinsically similar yet so different at the same time) So for starters, this is a demi x demi ship in my head. They are both demi to me. Demiromantic or demisexual? Both? Hmm pretty sure Sakuya is demiromantic(or maybe gray-romantic) but if he's not demisexual he's definitely under the ace umbrella in my head. As for Juza, see above. Okay so to me Juza definitely fell first. (See? I do think Juza can fall first.) As for pining, I am leaning towards pining!Juza but I'm curious how pining!Sakuya would be in this dynamic in particular. Maybe I'll let these two have mutual pining. Actually yea, that could be fun. Lol how I'm imagining it now is them using their shared passion for acting to try to impress each other not realizing the other is already impressed with them. Like, if this was a mutual pining story a very "hey wanna see this play with me" & "I've been practicing this part really hard, I hope he's watching me perform" with a "oh my gosh he's so cool" type deal from both of them. It'd be very cute, in my humble opinion. Also, I sorta think it's completely plausible for them to fall equally as hard for each other. idk, I don't make the rules. More importantly, they're a pair who'd be tired in the morning because they spent all night together... practicing acting! They'd help each other practice acting a lot and probably loose complete track of time lol. (Have they had a bonding event yet? I haven't read it if so.) But like back to the falling equally hard thing I think it's just that when they both already think the other is super amazing they're both only gonna appreciate the other more once they find their footing as what they can do for each other as a couple. Like Idk. Idk. It's hard to say one of them fell harder after they literally got mutual pining when the whole point of this format was to be like 'mutual pining is fine but have you considered how fun it'd be to focus on [name] pining' they broke my format. But they were cute about it so I'll let them slide.
So yeah Happy Juza week, this has been on the three Juza ships that compel me the most currently.
Actually, the order I did them is funny because like I thought I'd have almost nothing in the Tenma section and knew I was putting pining!Tenma then pining!Juza in the Saku/Juza section so I put Tenma/Juza in the middle but now it's kinda like a sliding scale. Like Tenma/Juza is the middle ground between Banri/Juza and Sakuya/Juza. Like energy/vibe-wise you know? And that's funny to me. Also lol that I actually had a lot more to say about Juten(?) than I thought I would.
#a3!#act addict actors#Juza Hyodo#juzacelebrationweek#juza celebration week#JuBan#JuTen#JuSaku#did I fail the prompt?#Posting is scary lol#long post#who is the piner?#fell first fell harder#Also I want to be a bundantly clear I do ship Juban#I feel like in game they have some really tender moments for people who act the way they do about/with each other#so yea I ship them#like 87+% of the time#I was just worried my first section was gonna was sound like I don't#me: I don't really ship the other two ships I'm just exploring them out of curiosity#me @ me afterwards: ...You sure you don't ship them?#either way I should def look at more stories where the last two pairs interact#and check out the tags for them#In part to see if my interpretation of them is at all accurate#especially since it's based on almost nothing lol#Finished this on Sept 8th#Edited on the 9th#Thus by the time this posts maybe I'll be more informed maybe not#We'll see lol#i do apologize if I've misrepresented any of the ships or characters in this post tho
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Mr. Fenton is a competent teacher. Almost too competent.
If Mr. Daniel Fenton had any more than a BS (with a minor in education), Tim would’ve flagged his profile as a potential Rogue. That’s the way of most charismatic academics, at least in Gotham. (Got a PhD? Instant watchlist.) Instead, he’s Gotham Academy’s newest celebrity, as a young, passionate, out-of-towner substitute while the chemistry teacher’s on maternity leave.
Tim gets the hype. Fenton seems to genuinely love teaching, and is invested in the welfare of the student body. He hands out bananas during exam week, hosts a “study habits seminar” each month to coach effective learning strategies, and the third time Tim falls asleep in his class, he even pulls Tim aside to ask if he’s doing okay. With all the late work he accepts and the protein bars he sneaks Tim, he’s every teen vigilante’s dream teacher. He could’ve been Tim’s favorite.
In fact, Mr. Fenton was Tim’s favorite. Up until Tim walks into Mr. Fenton’s chemistry classroom for a forgotten textbook, an hour after the final bell.
On the board where tallied scores for today’s review game had been kept, “THE CHEMISTRY BEHIND DR. CRANE’S FEAR GAS: ANXIOGENICS, NERI’S, & YOU,” is now scrawled. A detailed diagram of the human endocrine system projects in front of a small crowd of adoring and attentive students.
Fenton is wrist-deep in the skull cavity of an anatomical model. A short tug, and out pops the brain.
It’s plastic. It’s fake.
Tim identifies the nearest emergency exit.
Fenton turns to the door, and in the dark classroom with the projector illuminating half his face, his eyes almost seem to flash red. “What’s up, Tim?” he asks. His friendly grin is too big for his face. “I didn’t know you wanted to join the Just Science League!”
[OR: Danny’s a science teacher at Tim’s school. Gotham’s a pretty wild place, even for someone who grew up a superhero in a ghost-infested town, so he takes it upon himself to start a club teaching kids how to manage themselves in the event of a crisis. These Gothamites are pretty hardy, but a little extra training never hurt anybody! And he suspects one of his students might be a teen vigilante, like he’d been, back in the day. As a senior super, it's Danny’s duty look out for him! Surely, this is the subtlest and most appropriate way to give the kid pointers.]
[Tim immediately assumes supervillain.]
#Danny can’t help being creepy it’s just the way he’s built!!#I like to think Lancer did these things for Danny when he was in HS#and now Danny's emulating Lancer :)#Passing it on!#Tim is paranoid but also like he is SO CLOSE to graduating so like. Does he even want to report this shit to Batman. What if the next chem#teacher's a jerk and Tim fails the class and he never gets his stupid diploma. Bruce already is insisting he finish out HS and maybe get#an ABA before he's allowed back into the company#and Jesus Christ does Tim hate school. He'll worry about Mr. Fenton's burgeoning army of Science Honor Society Rogues on his own time#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompt#tim drake#danny fenton#in case I write more of this let’s tag it uhhhhh#misunderstood mentor au#kipwrite
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here to feed the sylus brain worms >:)))) with the word ‘silk’
Sylus spoils you.
It isn't that you weren't able to provide for yourself before. You lived a modest lifestyle and had always afforded yourself the things you needed with a few frivolous purchases peppered throughout to maintain your sanity and sense of whimsy. What's life without a few indulgences, after all?
What are considered indulgences to you, however, are absolute necessities to Sylus. And the first night he spends in your apartment, he's appalled at the fact that you sleep on cotton sheets.
There's not a lot of sleeping that happens that first night anyway. He hardly notices the state of your bed until the passion between the two of you dies away and you're left panting and glistening in the afterglow. You see his face- ruddy and perfect in the sliver of moonlight that cuts through your curtains- and you watch as his peaceful, satiated expression turns into a deep scowl. Sylus rubs his shoulders across the surface of your bed, then turns to prop himself up on one elbow, his other hand slipped across the softness of your belly.
"How do you do it?" he asks disdainfully, shifting his weight as if he can't find a comfortable position.
You think he's being coy- asking how you do it as in how do you make me feel so good? So you smile and cover his hand with yours, squeezing around a couple of his fingers. "I just follow my instincts and let my body do the talking."
His brow furrows and he shakes his head. "You misunderstand me. I mean these sheets." He plucks them between a thumb and forefinger for emphasis, as if he's handling some foreign food he doesn't trust will taste good. "How do you sleep on these every night?"
You scoff and swat at his shoulder, but he's quick to intercept and brings your fingertips to his lips.
"I'm serious, kitten. This bed is an abomination."
He stays the night with you- despite your inadequate sheets, despite the teasing you invoke on him for having such sensitive skin, despite the fact that he'd rather whisk you away to one of his properties and finish the night in luxury. There's something endearing about how he suffers through it all for you, and it's that night you realize just how much he really must love you.
A couple of days later, you find a package at your doorstep, along with a handwritten note.
Life is all about the little luxuries. I want to enjoy them with you. -Sylus
The bastard bought you silk sheets.
You clear out a drawer in your bathroom for him.
#the day i fail to try and domesticate any of the men i love is the day i die#this did not go anything like what i set out to write but fuck it we ball#thank you rosie for the prompt. this guy has been on my mind for DAYSSSSS#lads sylus#writing warm up#my writing
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RK1K Prompt Week - Failed revolution
#this prompt made me instantly think of that one run i did where markus failed the revolution and connor failed in the CL tower#so here we go#rk1kpromptweek#detroit become human#tw character death#dbh connor#dbh markus#connor rk800#markus rk200#rk1k#dbh#dbh fanart#my art#dbh art#detroit: become human#rk800#dbh rk800#rk1000#marcon#conkus
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Actually, while I was complaining about bad writing, Childe low-key saved the world. He bought Neuvilette and the Traveler enough time to figure out the whole shtick with the prophecy and the primordial sea.
(since, you know. narwhal accidentally the whole soup and was planning to depart and Teyvat can't keep existing without soup)
And no one talks about it.
#we talk about how epic that was#and about saving fontaine#but it wasn't just fontaine#I was thinking about harbingers' love to delusion transition and once again thought about what prompted him to change like that#what did he see#childe#tartaglia#childe's trauma whale#52hz#the best thing is that saving the world looked like an epic failure on his part#I was talking so much about the moment when he would fail a task successfully#and then completely overlooked it when it happened#ok this is actually some decent storytelling#I like how no one even thanked him
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01 - Introduction
what if anime but lyn designs what then
#roddacember 2024#roddacember#lyn's roddacember prompts#postlyn#postlyn art#emily rodda#roddaverse#deltora quest#deltora quest anime#lief of del#barda of del#jasmine of del#lindal of broome#doom of the hills#doom of del#dain#marilen of tora#paff of del#//#hi i can't stand to work on this anymore i hate colouring <3#i was going to post the wip but then i got embarrassed 😂#i meant to redesign all the characters but feels like i just did bigger eyes than i normally do which is a task failed 👍#but alas maybe i will do it again another day#or maybe i just. do my own style but do a lil short animation#Spotify
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ok yk what. now that i’ve had some time to process nghy canon, considering the current pacing of gen retcon, i think their next step is as ✨clear as day✨

i really like seeing them happy together, but i truly do think that they should divorce and either live the rest of their lives as single besties; partners in hero/heroine-isms, but better off as just friends, or go their separate ways for a bit and get back together when they’re a little older and wiser, staying together for good this time around, as each other’s first and last boyfriend/girlfriend
#‘haven’t you had quite enough of pushing your divorce agendas??? like with lxl????’ no. never.#idk i think part of their charm was nagisa’s patience and genuine earnest love for hiyori#and hiyori’s determination to achieve her goals of becoming a true heroine in every sense of the word…#but the current pacing is kinda… um. i really love how nghy is now truly canon ofc. but… it feels too rushed?#like they’re just checking off a box on a ‘relationships to go’ checklist?#and nagisa’s sudden second confession? in a throwaway line? what was that all about man… when did that even happen? excuse?#i think it’d have been more meaningful if hiyori was the one to confess without any prompting (to lead to their relationship)…#and. uh. don’t take this the wrong way but… noontea seemed a little peer pressure-y to me.#it kinda felt like juri and chizu were pressuring hiyori into getting a bf… it’s been eating away at me ever since i tried to tl it. but.#…idk. point is. i think a relationship built on those foundations (peer pressure/fomo and a suddenly persistent guy(???)) is doomed to fail#and so i think nghy should divorce. maybe they’ll reconnect romantically in a few years#(fulfilling nagisa’s agreement to be hiyori’s ‘last bf’ as well as having been her ‘first bf’ during their first try at a relationship)#or they could just be besties till the end of time; having been each other’s hero and heroine once upon a time#ik hw doesn’t do breakups of their main couples (not since nakimushi kareshi eons ago i think…)#but i think they should give it another go for nghy. maybe it’d make their love story a little more compelling#and maybe we could all unite under the cheers of hoping that ng and hy get back together in the future as more mature adults…?#idk i just. think the ‘right person; wrong time’ trope could work for nghy#like how it went in sukiuso/heroika with nagisa’s failed confession#even then they were the right person for each other; it just wasn’t the right time for them to date (personal goals/long distance/etc)#so maybe. this time ‘round even though they’ve started dating circumstances could still pop up here and there and maybe…?#…but idk~~~~~~~~ maybe it’s just the 5am thoughts or something that’s finally putting my incoherent trains of thoughts into words…#point is!!!!!! the current pacing is awkward!!!!!!!!! nghy deserve better!!!!!!! and their love story needs to be treated with more care!!!!#idk are hw trying to speedrun nghy for h10w bc nghy’s. like. a mix of different features of their previous couples#which would make ‘em the perfect couple to bring h10w together(???) or something???#but idk. im still really really happy the nghy is canon but. there are some mixed feelings here and there too…#idk dudes this has gotten way too long for its own good so ig i’ll stop here…#live laugh love nghy canon but… i still think they should break up for *at least* a year or so to reasses their relationship#sorry nghy… it’s for your own good i swear… i truly want you to be happy together!!!! i really do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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you have eight minutes to write something based off of the prompt ‘ nuh-uh-tuh-tuh-eh-luh-ah. Peenut Butta! ’
(1. Welcome back my love, we’ve missed you ❤️🥰
2. How dare you? 8 minutes… I feel personally attacked and distressed. You know it takes me at least 6 months to write anything!)
~300 words (rushed, flawed and unedited)
Being a polyglot is a blessing and a curse, and for Charles it’s mainly a memory game of who can understand his mother tongue and who can’t.
Sometimes Charles can go days without speaking French if he’s in Maranello, days without speaking Italian if he’s home. Sometimes he can go weeks without speaking English and that’s a risky thing to do, because the consequences can be embarrassing at best or damaging at worst.
The first day back in the paddock after Summer Break is a sport of its own, a not-so-finessed display of linguistic gymnastics. If he was awarded points out of 10, today Charles would be on course to score a three, if lucky. He’s already had to ask multiple reporters to repeat themselves and confused words with similar pronunciations. “Eligible and illegible aren’t the same word, Charles,” Mia whispered after an interview with SkySports.
Now he and a group of drivers are waiting for their briefing to commence. Charles doesn’t regret brining up the topic of dessert until Alex turns the question back on him: “So what about you, what did you have as a final summer break treat?”
“Me? I had, er,” oh no, not again, English slips from his grasp, the words that were on the tip of his tongue dissolve like sugar in boiling water. “It was… crêpes, and you know, that spread…” the vagueness doesn’t do him any favours. “Some people put it on toast,” Charles flicks his eyes to Max. He doesn’t look like he’s the least bit interested in helping.
“Jam?” George asks.
“No, not jam.”
“Biscoff?” Valtteri pipes up from further down the row.
“No, the one that’s like peanut butter, but different.”
“Nutella?” Max supplies, raising the pitch of his voice like it’s a question — like he wasn’t the one who slaved over the pan for Charles last night when neither of them could sleep.
“Oui, crêpes with Nutella and bananas and strawberries.”
“Sounds delicious,” Max adds, his smile pulling into a smirk.
“Yes, yes, compliments to the chef,” Charles rolls his eyes and if anyone else notices fondness in his tone they don’t comment.
#lestappen#charles leclerc#max verstappen#being half asleep while writing this I forgot Charles and Max communicate in English#so we’re going to ignore that and pretend Max is fluent in French#for my wife 💍#EIGHT MINUTES#i still can’t believe you did this to me#so I went out here to try determined to DO IT#and i failed miserably#20 minutes of brainstorming an idea#45 minutes to write#but I blame a chronic case of microsleeping which would have accounted for at least 10 of those minutes#apologies to the many prompts I still have in my inbox#please see point 2.#L’s Little Things#Writing and Rambles
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Me, upon receiving one (1) SORTA mean, maybe-off comment out of hundreds of super nice comments that I love, now staring for even MORE hours at the draft of the next chapter I need to write: Well, fuck. Now what? Also Me, .02 seconds later, gritting my teeth and strategizing: Well, I write this fanfic for me. This is my fanfic. People can think what they like. I will take this comment and use it to think of new ways to improve my writing, but I will not internalize it. I write this fanfic for me. This is my fanfic. People can think what they like. I will take this comment and use it to think of new ways to improve my writing, but I will not internalize it. I write this fanfic for ME. This is MY fanfic. People can think what they like--
#so anyway I got a comment that had my biting nails and thinking about characterization for the next thousand years#it wasn't even aimed at me it was just a stupid decision that I had the character make#which I did on purpose#but it got me so riled up and IT WASN'T EVEN AT ME#like.#damn.#wtf.#I'm fine now I freaked out over it yesterday I think#maybe the day before#we're strategizing and using it as a learning experience#it's prompted me to start thinking about an area of the story that I hadn't yet#so that's good#hot damn I knew there was gonna be unkind criticism but this wasn't even criticism towards me#and yet it felt like a backhand next time I remembered it#praying that anyone who sees this can take criticism better than me <3#fuck.#well#found something to work on ig#~always look on the bright side of life~#meme time#just yelling into the void#writeblr#fanfic#ao3#YOU SHOULD STILL COMMENT ON FICS THO OK I OVERREACTED AND THAT'S ON ME COMMENT ON FICS DON'T BE AFRAID#THIS IS SUPPOSED TO SHOW HOW RIDICULOUS MY REACTION IS I KNOW MY FAILINGS FRET NOT#rewind series
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was going to work on a bunch of edits today including my lazurus rising edit but then my eye decided to start leaking bc allergies and it's been nonstop all day 😢 < literally me with my leaky eye
#i am failing at my own prompt list so hard lolol#but!! this is why i only did 15 prompts for the whole month. i have the back half of the month left to finish them<3#i know myself lol i knew this would happen so i planned accordingly#vic.txt
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i tried to finish this asap, but due to me being viciously ill due to my allergies and having to attend important things in the morning, i couldn't finish this theme :'[
when i heal up, I'll try to finish it-- or maybe not idk waaaaa
#MetaMay#MetaMay 2024#Meta Knight#tradicional art#i did my best to research about knight armours and all#i hope i can finish this after tomorrow's next prompt#I'm so sorry dear Meta Knight i failed you :'[#AniArt
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my life also feels like a labyrinth with no actual way out that im just running through and failing over and over again. I should write a poem about that. I've written so many depressing poems lately and I mean my writing class is about trauma but I feel like I need to at least lighten up a little but I'm so full of inescapable overwhelming anxiety and guilt and paranoia and self loathing it's like. Crushing me. Ugh
#.txt#and i cant understand why. i should be doing good or something i should be happy and able to be a person and not#about to cry over nothing constantly. i dont even cry. theres no reason for me to be like this im just that self centered i guess#the last writing prompt we had was like. write about something you did that helped you understand something about yourself! which is sweet#and interesting and i couldnt fucking. do it i sat there for an hour and i just got more and more distressed because i dont know.#its nothing. im nothing i dont understand anythimg about myself i dont feel like i exist i feel like sometimes i disappear entirely#i exist as a background to other peoples lives and when you take them away there is nothing left because i do not exist i have never become#anything. i cling to fictional characters because i think maybe that will give me some sense of identity and then strip them away and#its nothing again. fuck me#hm. sorry. i dont know what happened here um. i sat on my floor to put laundry away and i have failed at the task.#vent#neg
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i love school because i inevitably end up with too many tasks and don't complete any of them!
#i mean it would help if my group for the group project had any sense of direction#it would also help if this class had any sort of organization that made sense to me#or if our member who made himself project manager didnt disappear off the face of the earth#or if we were given more time#i said it at the beginning that we weren't gonna have enough time and i was right!#little hater variety hour#im sorry but did we need a full class devoted to vr??? instead of talking about something important like level design???#like every class session i feel like im just wasting time but also like idk what i even supposed to do with it to complete this assignment#it would have also helped if my remaining group members would contribute anything#im letting them finish it. i dont care if we fail. ill go down with this ship#this is a lie i will be checking to make sure something gets submitted but i am not putting in any more effort#i swear i need to take manager and leadership classes with how often i end up trying to manage a project where i am objectively#working on the biggest and most important part while my group members wont help when i prompt them as they speculate on the stuff that cant#be completed until the part im working on is done#i hate group projects
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i always thought there were two ways to rediscover old stories that you don't remember writing and they are 1) oh no i can't look oh no oh no that's embarrassing, and 2) hey? this is pretty cool actually? this sort of really rocks?, but today i've discovered the secret third option. and it's 3) i guess in 2018 i wrote 1500 words of original fiction about thor (the norse god) and the easter bunny (the easter bunny) on a blind first date in a starbucks and it's a little haunting that this reads pretty much the same as most genuine fluffy scenes i've ever written, but littered with egg puns
#i wrote this for a contest on a tiny website and i checked. i did win that contest. i did win#but the prompt was mythology and i. i'm not sure. this is what anyone had in mind#but clearly i did so. it exists. it's implied that the easter bunny has a dating history with santa#but they didn't work out because this version of the easter bunny can summon chocolate eggs at will and santa wants a beach body#and thor had a previous date with arachne which failed because. she fell into her coffee?? and almost drowned??#and i know describing it like that makes it sound like absurd comedy but it's not. not really. which is honestly vaguely uncanny#also i don't REMEMBER any of this coming from my brain but oh my god. is it clearly something that came from my brain#if nothing else the egg puns cinch it fjdkfjdk.#this is part of a 64k treasure trove of things i wrote in 2011-2018 for tiny writing contests of which i remember almost nothing so. uh oh#*
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Writing Prompts Based on Musical Lyrics (2023 Remaster)
Musicals are interesting, in that if you take certain lines out of context, they can be beautiful gateways to creativity.*
*Translation: Erin wanted to make a carefully curated prompt meme based on lyrics to broadway musicals, and it only took her three weeks so nbd.
Enjoy!
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1. “There goes my flight.”
2. “A little slow, perhaps. ”
3. “I am nobody’s mother, but I am somebody.”
4. “Huh? I totally stopped listening.”
5. “I’ll find a way to earn your love, wait and see.”
6. “I have nothing more to say to you.”
7. “Well I’m going back to sleep.”
8. “The day you knew would arrive is here. You’ll survive.”
9. “Wouldn’t it be funnier to go and watch a funeral?”
10. “Let me put it bluntly: I’m a coward.”
11. “There’s still no cure so heaven sent us the chance to raise some hell.”
12. “Not all dreams are great big dreams.”
13. “…This is one fucked up seduction.”
14. “I think he takes out on me what he wants to take out on you.”
15. “Son of a bitch, I guess I’m doing something right. I finally got something right.”
16. “Your head does not know what you need.”
17. “I felt nothing. Except the feeling that this bullshit was absurd.”
18. “Why are we punished for wanting to survive?”
19. “Think of all the things you’ve given me. I’d like to give you something in return.”
20. “You came my way, and I knew a storm could come too.”
21. “Guess what? I don’t like guessing games.”
22. “Nothing is as beautiful as something that you don’t expect.”
23. “How come I feel like screaming?”
24. “Your future is cloudy and your sister is a whore.”
25. “What was I looking for? I don’t know. I can’t recall.”
#writing memes#musicals#prompts#you have to start with the music#‘Erin do you really know what show every one of these is from’#‘Erin did you really spend hours on this’#‘Erin is your music library 60% musicals’#yes I do yes I did and yes it is thank you for asking#in which erin once again fails to chill#on writing#I know a musical about that!
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Me: puts "school" as a mayblade prompt
Also me: has unfinished drawing for this very prompt laying around somewhere since 2016
Also also me: doesn't touch the said drawing, doesn't even look for it
#personal#mayblade#mayblade 2023#this is how i am failing my own event#i didnt write that prompt because i had the lineart#i just thought the prompt was fun and i think it was seeing all the amazing works people did for it#the only prompt i cheated with was for the 16th#i have a work for this day although it is an embarassing one#too bad so sad yall have to deal with my kai obsession#what would you expect from me really?
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